Thanks so much for sharing your heartbreaking story. As a mother with daughters who have had fertility issues, miscarriages and ectopic pregnancies my heart was broken when they went through these issues. I can’t imagine the sadness and pain you went through!
Oh I'm so sorry to hear that. If you need anything, feel free to reach out to me. I'm always available to chat on Instagram @rosieandre_com. Sending you so much love ❤️ you're not alone!
I had my first ever abortion about 15 days ago. I'm 21, still in college, just starting up with my career and so is my boyfriend. I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant on my birthday and I broke down instantly. The reason being that I had always imagined having kids with the loml (my boyfriend) but it was just the timing, I did not want to mess his life up but I still gathered courage and told him that I was pregnant and he was scared to death. I felt helpless and didn't seem to have any other option but abortion. The next day I got a sonogram, that's when I heard it's heartbeat for the first time and I could not stop myself from weeping. Only if the timing was right, I wouldn't have had to do this. I really wish I didn't have to do this. This is a trauma I will never heal from. When I first walked out of the abortion clinic, the feeling I had, I haven't felt this empty my entire life. I look at the sonogram every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep thinking about what would he/she have looked like, what they would have been like, etc. I feel like I will never get over this. I don't talk about it to anyone, not even him. I often get the urge to hurt myself, almost everyday. I feel like I deserve the pain. I don't know what to do.
Hi, thank you so much for your comment ❤️ I am so sorry you went through that, it's the hardest decision to make. But you need to trust yourself and your decision, if it wasn't the right timing, you need to have faith in your decision. The right timing will happen when you're both ready. It's heartbreaking listening to the heartbeat. I am so sorry. There are no words. You might not ever heal 100% but things do get easier. It's been 6 years since my abortion and at the time I didn't see a way out. I was depressed, suicidal, so unhappy and I couldn't see the light. But it does get easier with time. It never goes away and I still have moments of sadness, but I did what I needed to do at the time. You did what was best for you, your partner, and your baby. I think talking about it would help you. Feel free to message me on Instagram @rosieandre_com and we can chat about it. I have done this with other women. I am here to support you and help you. You are not alone. And talking about it does help. I know it's painful. I know the pain you are going through and I felt so alone. I don't want you to feel like that. I would also recommend you find a therapist and someone professional to talk to. Someone who can help you deal with your grief and guilt. Either find someone local that you can see in person, or look into online therapy like Better Help. And please do not hurt yourself. You do not deserve to feel any more pain than you are already going through. The heartbreak of having an abortion is more than enough pain. You did the right thing and you need to look after yourself. I am here for you. Sending you so much love and support. I hope to hear from you soon on Instagram ❤️
How can you say it was best for thr baby, how?????????? So sad you seem to be in denial that the baby wanted to have its life too and it wasnt your decision to end its own life.@@RosieAndre
Oh, I'm so sorry! I wouldn't wish it on anyone! Sending you so much love. If you ever want to talk, message me on Instagram @rosieandre_com - you're not alone ❤️
Thanks so much for sharing your heartbreaking story. As a mother with daughters who have had fertility issues, miscarriages and ectopic pregnancies my heart was broken when they went through these issues. I can’t imagine the sadness and pain you went through!
I’m so sorry for you and your daughters. There is no pain like losing a child. I wish them all the best with their fertility in the future ❤️
Thank you for your honesty, I’m in the middle of it now
Oh I'm so sorry to hear that. If you need anything, feel free to reach out to me. I'm always available to chat on Instagram @rosieandre_com. Sending you so much love ❤️ you're not alone!
I had my first ever abortion about 15 days ago. I'm 21, still in college, just starting up with my career and so is my boyfriend. I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant on my birthday and I broke down instantly. The reason being that I had always imagined having kids with the loml (my boyfriend) but it was just the timing, I did not want to mess his life up but I still gathered courage and told him that I was pregnant and he was scared to death. I felt helpless and didn't seem to have any other option but abortion. The next day I got a sonogram, that's when I heard it's heartbeat for the first time and I could not stop myself from weeping. Only if the timing was right, I wouldn't have had to do this. I really wish I didn't have to do this. This is a trauma I will never heal from. When I first walked out of the abortion clinic, the feeling I had, I haven't felt this empty my entire life. I look at the sonogram every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep thinking about what would he/she have looked like, what they would have been like, etc. I feel like I will never get over this. I don't talk about it to anyone, not even him. I often get the urge to hurt myself, almost everyday. I feel like I deserve the pain. I don't know what to do.
Hi, thank you so much for your comment ❤️
I am so sorry you went through that, it's the hardest decision to make.
But you need to trust yourself and your decision, if it wasn't the right timing, you need to have faith in your decision. The right timing will happen when you're both ready.
It's heartbreaking listening to the heartbeat. I am so sorry. There are no words.
You might not ever heal 100% but things do get easier. It's been 6 years since my abortion and at the time I didn't see a way out. I was depressed, suicidal, so unhappy and I couldn't see the light. But it does get easier with time. It never goes away and I still have moments of sadness, but I did what I needed to do at the time. You did what was best for you, your partner, and your baby.
I think talking about it would help you. Feel free to message me on Instagram @rosieandre_com and we can chat about it. I have done this with other women. I am here to support you and help you. You are not alone. And talking about it does help. I know it's painful. I know the pain you are going through and I felt so alone. I don't want you to feel like that.
I would also recommend you find a therapist and someone professional to talk to. Someone who can help you deal with your grief and guilt. Either find someone local that you can see in person, or look into online therapy like Better Help.
And please do not hurt yourself. You do not deserve to feel any more pain than you are already going through. The heartbreak of having an abortion is more than enough pain. You did the right thing and you need to look after yourself. I am here for you.
Sending you so much love and support. I hope to hear from you soon on Instagram ❤️
@RosieAndre I just texted you on Instagram ❤
How can you say it was best for thr baby, how?????????? So sad you seem to be in denial that the baby wanted to have its life too and it wasnt your decision to end its own life.@@RosieAndre
Thank You for sharing ur story 🙏 i recently went through this & it’s devastating.
Oh, I'm so sorry! I wouldn't wish it on anyone! Sending you so much love. If you ever want to talk, message me on Instagram @rosieandre_com - you're not alone ❤️
Thank you for the video, itˇs important for people to talk about this!
Thank you for your support. It's not an easy topic for sure but it needs to be spoken about more!
Your an inspiration thanks for your video this might help me and other people going through fears your cool
Thank you so much for watching and commenting! It means so much to me! ❤️
Thats shit fucks you up
It really does..