20 years ago I was a coward and a bully and I pressured my partner into a termination. All these years later I'm completely broken and I probably deserve to be. Not sure if I'll ever have a happy day again. I just want to publicly apologise to all the women in the comments section here that were pressured into an abortion, I'm so very sorry that this happened to you due to cowards like I was . Please don't ever blame yourself , you were all bullied. I wish you all nothing but love and hope you have the most beautiful lives moving forward. I'm a different man today. I'm truly sorry.
@@Dutch62791 Nicole please stick your hand up and ask for help. So many good people are willing to lend a hand. Reach out to a church or community group. Imagine your life with a beautiful child in it , could be the most amazing time in your life. I wish you well and please stay in touch.
@@Dutch62791 your situation is a very difficult one Nicole. I hope you continue to give this serious thought. I truly regret what I did all those years ago and I'm now 55 so too late for me. I hope all the help you need comes your way and you have a beautiful life ahead, hopefully with an amazing child.
This is why I couldn’t go through with my abortion. I knew that I would be very depressed . I decided to have my baby. Being a new mom is hard and yes I miss my old life but this was the best decision for my mental health. You have to do what’s right for you.
@@planetsuccumbv4463 I would say, you just have to be open to life changing. Look at it as you getting the opportunity to now, show another little person the world. Becoming a mom was the best thing I could’ve ever done, and now that I’m about to become a mom again, against the wishes of the father, I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You welcome a totally new life.
I had abortion before i have 2 beautiful children now even though i dont feel im worthy trust me i prayed and prayed for forgiveness , what am saying is i couldnt bringna child in the world with unstability. Even the very 1st child i had i was deciding weather to abort im so happy i kept her through her dads encouragement she is such a smart caring girl that helps me alot she is 7 a year plus later i had a boy he is now 5
To all the women in this comment section I’m deeply sorry. ❤️❤️ All of you deserve love and forgiveness don’t ever think otherwise. If you have repented, God forgives.
When my mom came out and told me that she had aborted what would have been my older brother, it was really tough. She broke down crying and said after having me and loving me that it really hit her that she had killed her other child and for 22 years carried the guilt and would occasionally break down crying for no reason. Sometimes it would be in the car while driving or other random times and I was worried for her. Now that she has told me I try to comfort her, but idk what else to do.. I don’t believe it’s something she will ever move on from or heal from mentally. Please pray for her 😔 and please consider the long term effects of an abortion before having one..
My mother had 2 abortions. Two siblings in would never know. She told me without an ounce of regret or emotion. Supports abortion rights vehemently. I honestly think if she could go back and abort me, she would. Meanwhile, she has 2 siblings and often remarks on how happy she is to have them in her life. Her brother is 18 years younger, if my grandma had made the same selfish choices, no baby brother for her. My grandma's sister is 16 years younger than she is and her mom prayed for a miscarriage. So two of the people in my family wouldn't be here, nor their children and grandbabies, if abortion had been so easy and available. I feel for women who had them and then feel that pain, that regret. And I simultaneously cannot comprehend not feeling that. I hope your mom, and you, find healing and peace around it all.
RJ- please tell your mother sometimes we make mistakes that cost us our entire life. Tell her that your thankful that she fought to give you a life and even though her choice were wrong at the end it was destined to be that way. Sometimes we see the decree of our faith only after we have made decisions. Ask her to ask god and the one who created her and all living beings to forgive and guide her. Forgiveness and guidance is only from God, the one and only creator who created everything to be.
@Madeleine Shaw I’m sorry that this is your reality. And I’m glad that your alive. It must hurt a lot to know you lost two siblings who never had a chance at survival. I hope your able to be strong and have your own family with kids.
@@catherineshaw1122 No offense but based on your story your mother and her likeminded activists absolutely disgust me. I feel sorry for you over the fact that you never got to know those 2 lost siblings. Hopefully you learned from your mother’s errors and won’t ever repeat them yourself. God bless
@@catherineshaw1122 Knowing that for whatever of many valid reasons one just cannot continue a pregnancy is not selfish. What is selfish is judging someone over it just because in theory there "would have been" a sibling, and heaping guilt upon them for something that never really existed to begin with
My heart goes out to all these brave but broken women on this thread who've had abortions. Rest assured that GOD has forgiven you, your baby has forgiven you now its your turn to forgive yourself. GOD can do what none of us can ever do; once GOD forgives sin GOD forgets the sin. GOD don't hold grudges. Rest assured you are in my prayers and may we all meet in Heaven someday. Peace be with you all. Go on with your life ladies.
@@NCO1426 There are a great many facts that conservatives feel comfortable ignoring when it comes to the abortion debate. They can pretend fetuses are indistinguishable from babies, despite the fact that medical evidence tells us fetuses cannot live unsupported, even with a respirator before 21 weeks. They can pretend they feel pain, even though scientific consensus tells us that until at least 24 weeks, a fetus cannot feel anything like pain because they do not yet have the brain connections to do so. They can pretend that every fertilized egg is a human, ignoring the fact that the majority do not actually make it to birth and this does not seem to upset people overmuch. Even if it was considering murder scientifically the right to life is still outweighed by bodily autonomy. Also not everyone believes in god so I do hope you are not trying to force others out of abortion with the only argument that it’s against god.
@@ILovePink-x1v I’m not trying to force god on other in any way, I’m just saying if the topic is god that’s believed then abortion is wrong, that’s at least how it was described in my church. Whether a fetus feels anything or not it’s still living. If it has a heartbeat(which it does), it’s living
I’m so sorry my baby. I miss you every day. It’s been a bit over 5 years since the abortion. I’m sorry I wasn’t a better mom or could have provided you all that you deserve. I’m sorry for letting that happen. I love and miss you.
@@JohanaIPango Its funny how evil we can be yes, we all need to understand that before we can get gods forgiveness. How about your name your baby you might get to see them in heaven
@vinod sharma Wow you're such a vindictive piece of shit. Are you like this in real life or just behind a keyboard? lol I'm sorry you can't make women gestate unwanted pregnancies but you're going to have to find a way to cope with that or go cry about it some more. You're not changing anything.
Honey I always like to believe that our babies souls wait for us to provide a healthy body in a healthy environment. Miscarriage or abortion. One day we will be blessed with their love
I had my abortion on October 2018. I was with my now ex for 1 1/2. He never offered me a second Option I felt alone. I didn't understood why he made me feel alone if he loved me. But I was scared. When the doctor gave me the pill to exterminate my baby, I wanted to run but I need it to do it. When I bleed it I felt the placenta coming out of me I knew it was my baby. I wanted to die, I cry uncontrollably when my bf threw it in the trash. For him it meant nothing he called it a cell. After that I was becoming depressed and my bf didn't say anything he just told me to swallow my feelings. After that I acted normal around him and became more attached to him thinking one day I will have another baby exactly like the one I lost. But whenever I was away from him I felt the guilt. I cried every time I see a pregnant lady or a baby. During my depressed I neglected myself I stop being happy. On Nov 2019 after 2 1/2 years my bf brokup with me bc he found someone new and excited. And now I feel the pain I been holding for more than a year. I'm dealing with a breakup and the grief of my baby. I can't forgive myself.
Adriana R Hi beautiful Adriana, I’m so sorry you feel that way but God is very forgiven human beings are not, I feel your pain and just know that it’s ok that you feeling that way it means you have a heart. I love you and keep growing shining and learning from your mistake.
Hi, I am here to tell you, you can forgive yourself. There is hope dont give up. God is with you and sees your heart sees how much regret your carrying and he wants it. We cant go back we can only move forward. Run to God he loves you and wants to heal you. Think of a day when you will wake up with joy and hunger and your getting your future kids ready and you'll look back and realize how far God brought you. You will have joy again you will smile again elizabeth. Contact me if you need too.
I had an abortion in 1973. To this day I still think about my sweet baby girl that I was forced into giving back to God by my Mother. I have suffered in silence all these years. Here's a short story. I went to see a psychic and I told her that I had 3 kids. She looked at me and said that she see's 4. How could she know that? I know that us women are Destin to have a certain number of kids... If we lose one by abortion or by nature are kids are in the hands of our lord.. I know that I will see my sweet baby girl Jammie Sue when I leave this life... Thank you for reading my pain... God Bless all of you...
My dear, please repent of seeing psychics. Remember what happened to king Saul, one of the reasons why God was angry with him was because he consulted a medium. 🙏🏾
@@JourneytotruehealthYes, psychics are not of God and utilize false spirits. God will give you all the healing reveletions, and provision that you need 🙌🏾💕
Abortion was something I never even considered and when I actually went through it I was so hurt and devastated. I wanted my babies, but I felt so pressured just to do it at the time I was dating my ex. We had only been together a short time, 3 months to be exact and deep in my heart I knew the relationship wasn’t good for me and that it wasn’t going to work out between us and it didn’t because I couldn’t get over having an abortion. It was my first pregnancy and a twin pregnancy. I still think about it still till this day.
I had my abortion earlier this month on my birthday...at first I felt extremely numb and empty I didn’t know how to feel but now I’m so drained and depressed I don’t really have any emotional support system to help with it either. I’ve never felt so low in my life and I beat myself up about it everyday because I feel like I have no right to feel this pain. I can never forgive myself for taking my own baby’s life.
@@nomsantsoane3984 I have my boyfriend thank god but he’s pretty much the only emotional support I have with me through this. Don’t get me wrong I’m grateful to even have him here in the first place compared to a lot of other women’s situation with this but it makes me feel bad for relying on him for so much since there isn’t anyone else if that makes any sense.
I know it is hard and the healing process is hard. I'm only imagining how you feel. I WOULD ADVICE YOU TO GIVE YOUR LIFE TO CHRIST BECAUSE ONLY HEALING IS FOUND IN HIM.I PRAY YOU FIND A GOOD CHRISTIAN CHURCH
I was pressured to have an abortion by an ex that I’ve date and engaged of three years! It’s been a year since it happened and I will never forgive myself for doing such a thing... hate that I wasn’t brave enough to stand up for my baby #imsorry
Hi, I would love to connect with you. I dont know how to send a private message but you can always contact me and I can give you my email or number. There is hope Karol believe me.
Please forgive yourself as God has already forgiven you. You don’t accept His forgiveness if you won’t let Him forgive you. All have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Just pray for forgiveness and their will come a time that your burden will be lifted. Their are thousands of women who have listened to someone they loved and been persuaded to abort. Believe me you aren’t the only one regretting that decision. God bless and I’ll be praying for you. ❤️
I feel the same way the pain and hurting is really hard it is 3 years ago today I think about my baby and at night I talk to my baby like they are here with me I want a baby so badly now praying that I get over t s but I feel I never will
You and many women and men have been apart of the worst death cult in america, killing more people then were killed in the holocaust. But understanding this is the first step to repentance and allowing god to forgive you. How about you name your child :) you may call them by their name when you see them in heaven
I had my first ever abortion about 15 days ago. I'm 21, still in college, just starting up with my career and so is my boyfriend. I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant on my birthday and I broke down instantly. The reason being that I had always imagined having kids with the loml (my boyfriend) but it was just the timing, I did not want to mess his life up but I still gathered courage and told him that I was pregnant and he was scared to death. I felt helpless and didn't seem to have any other option but abortion. The next day I got a sonogram, that's when I heard it's heartbeat for the first time and I could not stop myself from weeping. Only if the timing was right, I wouldn't have had to do this. I really wish I didn't have to do this. This is a trauma I will never heal from. When I first walked out of the abortion clinic, the feeling I had, I haven't felt this empty my entire life. I look at the sonogram every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep thinking about what would he/she have looked like, what they would have been like, etc. I feel like I will never get over this. I don't talk about it to anyone, not even him. I often get the urge to hurt myself, almost everyday. I feel like I deserve the pain. I don't know what to do.
Hey there, thanks for sharing so openly about what you're going through. We're sorry that you're experiencing all this pain, but please don't struggle alone. There is hope and healing to be found not at the end of the tunnel, but even right now in the tunnel. You are precious and deeply loved!
I had an abortion a week ago. I stayed home for straight one week and today I went shopping. I saw mommies holding their babies. I saw toddlers walking and holding their parent’s hand and I couldn’t explain what I felt, I felt so guilty, sad and depressed. But I did not regret it and I feel so ashamed for not feeling regretful. I realized how badly I wanna have a baby. I told my boyfriend I wanna have a baby after 2 years. I’m just gonna save a lot of money and be ready financially and mentally. God please forgive me and give me another baby. I’ll take care of him and keep him no matter what happen.
Hi there, thanks for sharing your experience with us. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We want to assure you that there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. It's not too late to start afresh. God bless! ❤
I had an abortion when I was 19yrs old and at that time I dated an abusive boyfriend. I remembered when i found out i was pregnant i told him and he told me that we couldnt keep the baby. Then I aborted the baby. I have been through a lot in life but this was the hardest thing ive been through and I'm still fighting this pain silently everyday. Asking everyday "what if i didnt did it?, what if.." and living in uncertainty and saying to myself i would have been a great mom
I’m really hope you are okay, abortions are pretty traumatising but I’m sure you understand they are sometimes necessary. I’m so sorry about that abusive boyfriend and I’m proud of you for walking out. I hope you can forgive yourself and when the time is right have your own kids and be a great mother, if you want to of course :)
It is the emptiness after the fact, the void of the life that was once there, then the reminder of how far along one would be if still pregnant with child. Blue skies turn gray after abortion, I do not recommend
Dear 🙁 This is human nature, in a world that so for abortion it can trick us into thinking that it’s fine and normal but it’s not, for the baby AND for the mum’s mental health. But I just want to say that you and anyone else whose dealing with aftermath guilt right now aren’t the worse sinner in the world. Once upon a time including true Christians, were all sinners. This is the beauty in Jesus Christ, once you give your life to him and accept him as LORD, he washes you clean and you become better all around, guilt will disappear and you’ll smile again ♥️ I love you and Jesus loves you more x
So sorry to hear that. It must have been really tough for you to make that decision. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
I was 16 years old had my appointment ready for my abortion. I was looking at a magazine the day before my abortion. Showing the after effects of the aborted babies. That was enough for me. That is how God stopped me. I kept my baby, it was tuff. I made the right decision.
I had an abortion a year and 2 months ago. I think about that life all the time. 7 weeks and 4 days old. So tiny and hardly even a real thing but I killed my baby. I carry it every day. My partner and I decided together since it was very shortly after my dad died. I was in a bad place and we weren’t financially able to afford a child. Now all our friends are pregnant/having kids/getting married and I feel like my life is stuck. It’s so hard to be happy for my friends when this weighs on me. My partner of 8 years has a brain injury now and everything we wanted was ripped out from under me. I’m a full time nurse for the time being. Life is never what you expect it to be I guess. My heart aches every day for my baby that I killed.
Great video I had two abortions and one miscarriage I used to be a party 🥳 girl drugaddict. I am 8 years sober and in two different schools. I have been to many retreats. They are very helpful. Learning to forgive yourself is a lifetime reminder. I will meet my babies when I go to heaven
We do Madhu. Support others Girl. You can save MANY babies cause of your story. Don't let it consume you, use it for the good it can be. God Bless You!
We did a biggest mistake , and can't forgive ownself still, when I saw him I want to put him back to my womb . .., we decided to have a money saver and when his bday came.. we will give that money to the Needies,, the biggest mistake I had ever and everyday is a mourning.
I hate myself for the life i took. I regretted it soon as i took the pill and tried to get help to reverse it smh... i should have just waited and prayed that nothing would happen. I hate myself so much and i wish i could go back in time and never have taken those pills. I wanted God to give me another chance and send the baby back to me and i would love that baby with everything in me. But i found out i couldn't get pregnant anymore. I figured this is my punishment and what i deserve but i want that baby to know how sorry i am and i love them so much. I hope god forgives me as well as my baby. I know ill never forgive myself, i knew better to do something like that.
I rebuke every spirit of abortion and infirmity in Jesus name be healed. Repent and forgive yourself. God still heals. He is loving and forgiving. He forgave me and healed me. He will do it for you in Jesus name. Just ask.
My ex asked me to pay for her abortion. It was absolutely impossible for me to do that. Even now, just the thought of ending an innocent person's life fills me with a range of negative emotions: anger, sadness, despair, hopelessness. How people can do this without a qualm is instructive to me. I can qualifiably understand the evil that walks the land. The sickness that consumes the soul of the world is embodied in flesh.
In my early 20s I was so selfish and thought “ I cannot stop my life right now and I’m not in a position to raise a child nor do I want to and who cares it’s not even a baby yet.” Wellll…..now that I’m 30, my mindset has changed so much and have found faith and I often think about my child that I completely disregarded and basically threw away …. And at the time I had zero regret or remorse, it was just an obstacle I needed to get over . But If maybe I could have taken a step back and thought about it and didn’t do that, I would have a 7 year old child today ….. I never thought I would regret it, even with the protestors I thought , how pathetic are they . Now I just hope my baby’s soul is with god and that I can forgive myself one day for my selfish actions or never giving my child the chance or possibly thinking about adoption. The worst part is, if I would have talked to my parents I know they would have been there in a heartbeat and would have helped me every step of the way …. But yea I just couldn’t see that when I was younger and only cared about having fun and what I wanted to do.😔
Me and my ex were still having sex after we broke up and that lead to her being pregnant. It was ultimately her choice but I heavily influenced her to do it. I am so sorry I can never forgive myself for the pain put on both of us. I blame myself everyday
It is a commandment from God that we forgive all, starting with ourselves. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I will pray that you feel God's healing blessings upon you.
Just curious, how did you influence her? I felt influenced too even though he never told me “get the abortion” but all his actions indicated he wanted me to.
manipulation . Omg men have so much power over women these days even their bodies and minds. It's sad :( ladies please love yourselves and respect yourselves and put God an dyour babies first.
I fought, internally warred, with self worth, depression and weight. In my childhood, my dad was very critical. Everything was about appearance to him. He constantly oogled women and made comments about their physical attributes to me, even when I was a little girl. So, I grew up thinking women were just objects for men's pleasure. I had very little sense of worth. My heart was 💔. I started battling depression in my teens and wanted to die many times. I developed a warped idea of food and eating, which of course led to an eating disorder. I let men use and abuse me. I had two abortions, one at 19, one at 20. I was a dark, broken, angry, bitter, mess, wrapped in a young woman's body and I plastered a smile on my face for public use so no-one knew the destruction inside. At 30, after going through a divorce from a narcissistic addict who cheated all the time, I was then a single mother of an 18 m/o. At that moment I reached my breaking point and realized I needed help. A friend, who truly cared, asked me why I didn't believe in God and Jesus Christ. I didn't have a good answer...it was simply that I felt I could only trust myself and I doubted there was a God when I looked at all the pain in the 🌎. Not long after our conversation, I heard the Gospel, which is the Good News that Jesus Christ came to earth 2000 years ago, fully God and fully man, to be the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, so that we could then be counted as God's children here on earth and then for eternity in Heaven. WHOA!! That blew me away....Jesus loves me (and you) so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, ridiculed, BEATEN, and HUNG BY SPIKES AND ROPE ON A ✝, then he was brought back to life by God the Father after three days, spoke to his many disciples and then ascended to Heaven in his glorified body!! AND, He did that as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. All we need to do is believe he is alive, repent of our sins, and pursue him in prayer and in his WORD, the HOLY Bible. Abortion is a sin because its spilling the blood of the innocent lives God created. God wants to forgive us tho and that's why He sent Jesus. Since the moment I said yes to Jesus, he has given me SO much. He healed my ❤ from all the pain and regrets of my life. No more depression or questions about my value. I'm a new creation through Him, and because I chose Him, I'm worthy of God's goodness. He gave me a new life... a new job, a new husband who loves me for me, not what I look like or what I can do for him, a new home, the $ ability to send my child to private school. He blessed me with a 4th child (2 in Heaven, 2 on earth), the college diploma I had worked for but had not received, work promotions/bonuses, and now I'm blessed to be at home and care for my elderly mother and young child. The Lord gives me peace, love, kindness, joy, patience, comfort, strength, and goodness! The Lord is our great councilor if we'll let him. I've never regretted choosing Jesus. He's waiting for you TODAY! He wants to heal you, love you, and be with you for eternity! If you don't know him, I challenge you to just ask Him... Jesus, are you real, are you alive, did you create me, is the Bible your word, etc.??? If you're sincere in your questions, he'll answer you. I pray you don't doubt when He answers you! May God bless you!!
Hi! I saw this unexpectedly because abortion rate is really getting high, and my purpose here is to pray for the grieving mothers-for the healing of their mentality. I am really amazed of how God worked in your life. That friend was an encourager- the one who jntroduced you to Jesus, and I wanna be like her- I want thr world to know Jesus. Christ reallt workoed in you, and I am really amazed. Thank you for being one of the witnesses of Christ's love for us. How amazing He is!
It was the le of your choice your body. Well do your understand that your choice was evil fowl and vile. Thats the first step to healing is to confront the evil within yourself. Then you can allow god to forgive you. And maybe name your little one. It would be odd to meet them in heaven and they have no name
These videos always make me cry. God bless this woman for turning to God snd finding the healing she needs. She will see her baby againoneday in Heaven.❤
Thank you for sharing. I have been there and it led me to Christ as well after alcohol drugs and thoughts of suicide got the best of me. I have been a counselor now for 30 years and help others find a new life.
😢 i know in my heart abortion is wrong. because it hurts the human soul. I pray yall can find peace we all fall short in life but we are not irredeemable.
My abortion caused a mental breakdown and I went into a full psychosis, my own hell. Wether you have the baby or not, it changes you forever. 10 years after mine & I still don’t want children but sometimes deep down I think it’s because of what I did. I don’t deserve another baby. But ya know what? Id make a damn good mom. I know I would have but I was a young and scared 22 year old. I didn’t have the support of a man and didn’t know who the dad was from my actions. Actions that forever changed me. I attempted suicide at 25. I am so glad I didn’t succeed. Because two lives should not be loss. It is a personal decision and our rights shouldn’t be taken away but the psychological damage can take your life. Forgive yourself. God loves you. I love you & I’m praying for all of you ladies (and some men) going thru the pain of abortion.
I’m sorry for you. Praying healing and redemption and peace in Jesus name. We Women need to stand and say we will lay our life down for our pre-born children. Not us laying their life down for us. Thank you for speaking out. 💙💙💙🙏🏽
Personally, I think we need religious leaders who can do their duty, without sexually abusing choir boys aged 8. Thereafter we can worry about other things you mention
Today was my due date. I have a 2 year old son already but I got pregnant again and I just knew I couldn’t handle another child mentally or financially. I thought I was ok but today has been extremely hard😞. I’m depressed....I needed this video
recently had an abortion but i couldn't forgive myself 😢i feel am wicked and deserve to be purnish God have mercy upon me i never realise it hurt the shame the guilt funniest thing i take careb of children like they are mine 😢but scared to take care of mine because am scared 😥😭Gid forgive me🙏
Hi, we feel your pain :( While abortion can never be the right thing to do, please know that we have a God who forgives. He is a God of unfailing kindness (Jeremiah 31:3). Any punishment we might deserve has been borne at the Cross by Jesus Christ. Turn any guilt and shame over to Jesus. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). This is the mercy of God. Step away from the sin and look to your loving Saviour. ❤
That happened to me to my ex left me when I was crying with abortion and was talking to other woman while I was going through abortion :,( I felt like killing my self cuz he left me just cuz I was crying depressed and I felt ashamed to cry
Thank you for sharing! Ladies IM SORRY you had to go through this. Its horrible! I did mine 20 yrs ago for selfish reasons. 2006 met Christian s and asked Jesus come into my heart forgive me and yes!! Little by little i knew he was with me every where i was. God is good, merciful and loving. Sid roth supernatural show has women that talk about children. My son Samuel resides in Heaven and is well cared for. Hallelujah!
??/??/early in 2009 I cant remember exactly but I know it was a few months after having my second baby I found out I was 9 weeks pregnant I wanted the baby but when I told my partner his face said it all, I couldn't have that baby I will get no help from him, I felt the only support I got was to abort.
Currently am under depression not knowing who to share with all this ..I had an abortion 3 weeks ago and honestly it hasn't been easy for me Am always in denial, I currently feel like God is punishing me...
Hi there, so sorry to hear what you're going through. It must have been really tough for you to make that decision. Though we may not fully understand what you're going through, God knows and He hears your cry. He is a God of compassion and forgiveness. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
Praise God always.. through all the good and all the bad.. it’s all connected I’m just leading that no matter what I’ve been through, what you have been through God has always been there always and he always will be at your right had.. just have faith truth faith , believe and give every thing to God!! I have given my life to God and it feels like nothing I’ve felt before and I finally am looking for my bright abundance in everything I need for me and my family and anyone reading this you will get bless too.. 🙏🏻 Amen glory to god the almighty!!
I'm so sorry baby I didn't protect you how can I forget the day I committed murder 😭😓 it is the most hard and painful decision I had to make . #IAMSORRY 😔😔 HOPE I SEE YOU SOON I REALLY MISS YOU 😞😞😞
#Yourchoice #Not your body. You know that they are dsposed of like trash most of the time, The horror stories of how so many innocent little ones meet their deaths, Some are even born and allowed to die on the table slowly. If that isn't evil and you consciousness hasnt yet convicted you fully of your part in it . Then you need to accept it, do not cherry coat it or excuse it accept it fully. Name your little one so that when you see them in heaven you may call them by name. And allow god to forgive you. Perhaps even better save a innocent one. Save 10 or 100 or just 1 little one. Stand up with the pro life crowd who tries to stop this. We aren't just trying to save the baby but those women as well. March with us against the human sacrifice of so many little children. Your little one deserves that from you at least, you can give that to your child when you meet them. So go march with us protest at those murder mills. Save a innocent one. and allow god to forgive you
@@eunicewambui9887 That's a nice name. perhaps you can or already have talk another woman out of this. Save a innocent life for talliah. It will be something you can do to honor them. We need to stop abortion. I hope you realize why pro lifers fight so hard now. I dont want the child to be lost but I also dont want you to be so hurt either. Perhaps march a pro life march. Wish you well and i will pray for you if you can for me
@@eunicewambui9887 One day you will hear them call you mommy in heaven. I dont know if they will ever be so small when you get there or hold your finger with their tiny hands. But I'm sure they have forgiven you. Dream of talliah sometimes in heaven and pray about talliah. Maybe you might even get a dream or something or vision and see talliahs face.
Nothing hurts more than knowing that you killed a life. An innocent person, a part of you...but what to do? We sin...but we have to accept and recognise this mistake...it will hurt less when we start to do the right thing
I had 2 abortions the first I was 16 and my dad made me go through with it because he didn’t want me to ruin my life and I was almost 20 weeks I regret it every single day it even gives me nightmares sometimes and so much regret I shouldn’t have done that if I could go back I wouldn’t have done that and would’ve kept my pregnancy I know i was young but I regret it everyday the second time I got pregnant and my ex wanted me to have a abortion and I regret it too I wish I could’ve had a bigger back bone and stood up to my ex and had done it on my own I was 21 the second time around I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did to myself it has caused me severe depression and nightmares all the time and I haven’t slept well since I did that at first I felt numb and didn’t know how to feel now I completely regret it and wish I hadn’t done it and I feel broken about it 😢 I just feel like it was a major mistake having both my abortions
@@davelinsalata8012 that's not murdering stop making her feel shitty about what she did. You don't her circumstances and if it actually was the best choice for her
I'm sooo sorry to say this but you murdered someone else for your own selfish desires and your own child for that matter.....it wasn't the best decision ....I really hope you heal from this and move on .... but it wasn't the best
@temyaherring1632 the fact that you cried about it shows you have some remorse. But you are a murderer and you need to repent. I just had my child taken away from me because of a selfish woman who couldn't think past having an abortion over the other options out there. There are fathers who also want to keep the child
Please i really need help Today marks a month i did the abortion A week after i was unable to sleep and started having vivid dreams When i wake up i don't feel refreshed at all
Thank you so much for sharing. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
@@mckayla11012 Why push an agenda that demands women feel guilt and shame for choosing what they know to be the best thing for them, essentially saying they are horrible people for it, so they must be punished
@@angelasmith6946 if you had an abortion and can live with it. Congrats. However NO these stories are being hidden. Most suffer a deep depression after. It needs to be addressed. All story’s about this VERY controversial subject need to be said. Also, not so pro choice when they don’t tell you about saving grace, live action or pregnancy crisis centers? Also hiding the heartbeat on the ultrasound? Lying to millions of woman that killing your baby is liberating? Do u have any idea what this has done to several of my friends? Do their story’s not matter? In order to make a good decision you need to know both sides. Period.
John 3:16-17 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
@@juanaakimes6567 I’m currently 22 weeks now and I’m 22 years old and my Husband is 23 years old we are not in a position to have Kids because finance reasons but we decided to have our kid and never cross in our minds to abort, I’ll be praying for you guys :-). I’m so happy to see my baby again in my next appointment for my ultrasound ❤️ God Bless You Both
@@sarahmseip My baby also started moving a lot at 18 weeks is so awesome I love it 🥰. Its not easy at all the stress on a daily basis about work and etc because my husband suffer from a really bad anxiety attacks and sometimes it makes it hard for him to work properly but he always have faith and this life is temporary and we know we are going to enjoy our children regardless of the circumstances
About to have one, without a support system there’s no reason for me to wreck my body. My boyfriend is all for abortion, I would never want to raise a kid by myself, seems difficult.
God will help you. Turn to Jésus, you are not alone. Pray and read the Bible for guidance motivation strenght love healing... it is your boyfriend's loss. Don't listen to him. U don't want to regret it lster
Girls should never feel guilt for doing something that is necessary. If you were forced into abortion then I am so sorry that happened to you and I hope you are okay. If you had an abortion but feel guilt, just know that it wasn’t the right time and it’s nothing to feel selfish about.
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I have had 2 abortions in my younger years and the guilt and shame lingers! I pray every day for Gods’ forgiveness through the blood of Jesus Christ our savior!! I feel better when I get very close to God!! May God bless you and forgive you and bring his merciful love upon you in Jesus name!! 🙏❤️🙏
I'm currently pregnant 8 weeks and 5 days to be exact. And I feel so depressed I want to kill myself I don't know if should I continue with the pregnancy or not..
I just went through an abortion at 8 weeks pregnant. I felt super sad but I decided it was the best thing as I’m not ready to be a mom. I’m trying to stay positive through my journey and I believe I did the right thing for both myself and my baby. Stay strong and make the decision that you think is best for yourself! 💗 Life has its hard times but it will get better.
@@lizzmg6213 It’s been a little over a month for me and im feeling okay, the procedure went well and completely worked. I am %100 pro choice, and I know it’s very hard to decide what the right choice is:( How are you doing?
@@anavanderploeg9396 I just feel really sad and even had suicidal thoughts 😞 I'm seeing a therapist next week I honestly think I'm gonna have to stop the pregnancy, I just feel like this isn't my time to bring a life into this world. I just feel depressed all the time.
@@kamilrafiq4264 Hi Kamil, sorry to hear that you guys are stuck in a difficult position. But please don't do it. There's always a way out. Let us try to help and see if there's any support/organisation we can connect you with at where you are at.
Shake that church induced guilt. You did what you had to do for this time in your life. You had not killed your child. You had a few cells that left there would have become a child. Save your loving feelings for the living. I too had an abortion and I have never had regrets. I guess that is because I have never been religious. Guilt is not a positive response to a very small operation.
Don't speak nonsense, girl. I'm not going to call you a woman, you don't deserve to be called that. You seem like you lie to yourself to avoid guilt. Just because you can't take accountability, doesn't mean the other women shouldn't have to.
@@gaming4life788 I mean. who does not remorse is a very selfish murderer. I don't think there is really any difference between them and cannibalism and serial murder.
I'm not sure if God will forgive such a horrible act, and I can't seem to forgive myself. It's been 30 years. Be careful what you wish for. Research has found that a woman will carry the cells of her aborted child for the rest of her life. Maybe that's why it stays forever in our minds & in our hearts.
The thing with this story here is clearly that this woman was religious, did the sinning already had the idea it was murder or wrong to sin and did it and felt guilt for her sin, this is not that special, it is part why abortion is a serious decision but if i engaged in what i believed to be sin and felt guilt over it then that is expected. Also on a final point here one problem that your religion does have here though is that by aborting she guaranteed her babies stay in heaven but if the baby was born and grew up to be an Atheist or gay or Muslim then that baby would grow up into a sinner adult which get's sent to hell forever. So in her world by aborting she actually saved her babies soul because the risk of apostasy in adulthood.
“I had one and then I went shopping.” The child will be sent back when you’re ready and no one can prove otherwise. A zygote is not a human in fact go check it out how a chicken zygote is indistinguishable from a human zygote. Pretty creepy.
I had mine almost 4 years ago and it still feels like it just happened. The pain is almost too much to bare but yet, I feel like I deserve to feel this low and this bad, all I have been able to think is “How could you have your baby killed”………I don’t know If I can ever get over this pain! 👼🏽🩷💔
I pray things improve for you. You’re not alone, if you have friends or family maybe you can talk to them to ease the pain, or join a support group. You don’t have to live in guilt
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20 years ago I was a coward and a bully and I pressured my partner into a termination. All these years later I'm completely broken and I probably deserve to be. Not sure if I'll ever have a happy day again. I just want to publicly apologise to all the women in the comments section here that were pressured into an abortion, I'm so very sorry that this happened to you due to cowards like I was . Please don't ever blame yourself , you were all bullied.
I wish you all nothing but love and hope you have the most beautiful lives moving forward. I'm a different man today.
I'm truly sorry.
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@@CountSnackula7 thanks kindly. I'll check out Dances with wolves.
@@Dutch62791 Nicole please stick your hand up and ask for help. So many good people are willing to lend a hand. Reach out to a church or community group. Imagine your life with a beautiful child in it , could be the most amazing time in your life. I wish you well and please stay in touch.
@@Dutch62791 your situation is a very difficult one Nicole. I hope you continue to give this serious thought. I truly regret what I did all those years ago and I'm now 55 so too late for me. I hope all the help you need comes your way and you have a beautiful life ahead, hopefully with an amazing child.
I give you a lot of credit for your honest yet remorseful comments. So sorry for your loss.
This is why I couldn’t go through with my abortion. I knew that I would be very depressed . I decided to have my baby. Being a new mom is hard and yes I miss my old life but this was the best decision for my mental health. You have to do what’s right for you.
Amen!
@Road Rage hey just wondering because I would give birth at 19 too.. what exactly did you have to give up? Was it worth it ?
@@planetsuccumbv4463 I would say, you just have to be open to life changing. Look at it as you getting the opportunity to now, show another little person the world. Becoming a mom was the best thing I could’ve ever done, and now that I’m about to become a mom again, against the wishes of the father, I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You welcome a totally new life.
Same. I had 2 and i knew an abortion would ruin me so i took the other route.
I had abortion before i have 2 beautiful children now even though i dont feel im worthy trust me i prayed and prayed for forgiveness , what am saying is i couldnt bringna child in the world with unstability. Even the very 1st child i had i was deciding weather to abort im so happy i kept her through her dads encouragement she is such a smart caring girl that helps me alot she is 7 a year plus later i had a boy he is now 5
To all the women in this comment section I’m deeply sorry. ❤️❤️ All of you deserve love and forgiveness don’t ever think otherwise. If you have repented, God forgives.
Amen!
Certainly does.
Shameless killers.
It’s hard for me. I cry 😭 everyday thinking about the abortion. I can never forgive myself.
Can you try to forgive yourself because the baby has. Your baby loves you so much.
Through God, all things are possible.
We must never kill babies.
Exodus 20, GOD said "You shall not kill." Ask JESUS CHRIST to forgive you!
God already forgive you,.
God has forgiven you and so has your child. You can forgive yourself. I pray for your healing! 💗
When my mom came out and told me that she had aborted what would have been my older brother, it was really tough. She broke down crying and said after having me and loving me that it really hit her that she had killed her other child and for 22 years carried the guilt and would occasionally break down crying for no reason. Sometimes it would be in the car while driving or other random times and I was worried for her. Now that she has told me I try to comfort her, but idk what else to do.. I don’t believe it’s something she will ever move on from or heal from mentally. Please pray for her 😔 and please consider the long term effects of an abortion before having one..
My mother had 2 abortions. Two siblings in would never know. She told me without an ounce of regret or emotion. Supports abortion rights vehemently. I honestly think if she could go back and abort me, she would. Meanwhile, she has 2 siblings and often remarks on how happy she is to have them in her life. Her brother is 18 years younger, if my grandma had made the same selfish choices, no baby brother for her. My grandma's sister is 16 years younger than she is and her mom prayed for a miscarriage. So two of the people in my family wouldn't be here, nor their children and grandbabies, if abortion had been so easy and available.
I feel for women who had them and then feel that pain, that regret. And I simultaneously cannot comprehend not feeling that. I hope your mom, and you, find healing and peace around it all.
RJ- please tell your mother sometimes we make mistakes that cost us our entire life. Tell her that your thankful that she fought to give you a life and even though her choice were wrong at the end it was destined to be that way. Sometimes we see the decree of our faith only after we have made decisions. Ask her to ask god and the one who created her and all living beings to forgive and guide her. Forgiveness and guidance is only from God, the one and only creator who created everything to be.
@Madeleine Shaw I’m sorry that this is your reality. And I’m glad that your alive. It must hurt a lot to know you lost two siblings who never had a chance at survival. I hope your able to be strong and have your own family with kids.
@@catherineshaw1122 No offense but based on your story your mother and her likeminded activists absolutely disgust me. I feel sorry for you over the fact that you never got to know those 2 lost siblings. Hopefully you learned from your mother’s errors and won’t ever repeat them yourself. God bless
@@catherineshaw1122 Knowing that for whatever of many valid reasons one just cannot continue a pregnancy is not selfish. What is selfish is judging someone over it just because in theory there "would have been" a sibling, and heaping guilt upon them for something that never really existed to begin with
My heart goes out to all these brave but broken women on this thread who've had abortions. Rest assured that GOD has forgiven you, your baby has forgiven you now its your turn to forgive yourself. GOD can do what none of us can ever do; once GOD forgives sin GOD forgets the sin. GOD don't hold grudges. Rest assured you are in my prayers and may we all meet in Heaven someday. Peace be with you all. Go on with your life ladies.
That was very nice and supporting, but having an abortion shouldn’t feel like a sin or that you need to be forgiven :)
@@ILovePink-x1v But it is a sin, your killing a baby if you have an abortion. Last time I checked murder was a sin and still is
@@NCO1426 There are a great many facts that conservatives feel comfortable ignoring when it comes to the abortion debate. They can pretend fetuses are indistinguishable from babies, despite the fact that medical evidence tells us fetuses cannot live unsupported, even with a respirator before 21 weeks. They can pretend they feel pain, even though scientific consensus tells us that until at least 24 weeks, a fetus cannot feel anything like pain because they do not yet have the brain connections to do so. They can pretend that every fertilized egg is a human, ignoring the fact that the majority do not actually make it to birth and this does not seem to upset people overmuch.
Even if it was considering murder scientifically the right to life is still outweighed by bodily autonomy. Also not everyone believes in god so I do hope you are not trying to force others out of abortion with the only argument that it’s against god.
@@ILovePink-x1v I’m not trying to force god on other in any way, I’m just saying if the topic is god that’s believed then abortion is wrong, that’s at least how it was described in my church. Whether a fetus feels anything or not it’s still living. If it has a heartbeat(which it does), it’s living
@@NCO1426 I understand that but so is life on mars and plants. Im not sure your vegan either?
I’m so sorry my baby. I miss you every day. It’s been a bit over 5 years since the abortion. I’m sorry I wasn’t a better mom or could have provided you all that you deserve. I’m sorry for letting that happen. I love and miss you.
@@JohanaIPango Its funny how evil we can be yes, we all need to understand that before we can get gods forgiveness. How about your name your baby you might get to see them in heaven
@vinod sharma Wow you're such a vindictive piece of shit. Are you like this in real life or just behind a keyboard? lol I'm sorry you can't make women gestate unwanted pregnancies but you're going to have to find a way to cope with that or go cry about it some more. You're not changing anything.
Honey I always like to believe that our babies souls wait for us to provide a healthy body in a healthy environment. Miscarriage or abortion. One day we will be blessed with their love
@Lis Latifolia how does killing a child equate to them loving you.
@@blackpurple9698 a fetus or embryo doesn’t love yet honey
I had my abortion on October 2018. I was with my now ex for 1 1/2. He never offered me a second Option I felt alone. I didn't understood why he made me feel alone if he loved me. But I was scared. When the doctor gave me the pill to exterminate my baby, I wanted to run but I need it to do it. When I bleed it I felt the placenta coming out of me I knew it was my baby. I wanted to die, I cry uncontrollably when my bf threw it in the trash. For him it meant nothing he called it a cell. After that I was becoming depressed and my bf didn't say anything he just told me to swallow my feelings. After that I acted normal around him and became more attached to him thinking one day I will have another baby exactly like the one I lost. But whenever I was away from him I felt the guilt. I cried every time I see a pregnant lady or a baby. During my depressed I neglected myself I stop being happy. On Nov 2019 after 2 1/2 years my bf brokup with me bc he found someone new and excited. And now I feel the pain I been holding for more than a year. I'm dealing with a breakup and the grief of my baby. I can't forgive myself.
Adriana R Hi beautiful Adriana, I’m so sorry you feel that way but God is very forgiven human beings are not, I feel your pain and just know that it’s ok that you feeling that way it means you have a heart. I love you and keep growing shining and learning from your mistake.
❤️
I’m here for you and pray for both of us. I’m sorry life will get better for us both.
Hi, I am here to tell you, you can forgive yourself. There is hope dont give up. God is with you and sees your heart sees how much regret your carrying and he wants it. We cant go back we can only move forward. Run to God he loves you and wants to heal you. Think of a day when you will wake up with joy and hunger and your getting your future kids ready and you'll look back and realize how far God brought you. You will have joy again you will smile again elizabeth. Contact me if you need too.
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I had an abortion in 1973. To this day I still think about my sweet baby girl that I was forced into giving back to God by my Mother. I have suffered in silence all these years. Here's a short story. I went to see a psychic and I told her that I had 3 kids. She looked at me and said that she see's 4. How could she know that? I know that us women are Destin to have a certain number of kids... If we lose one by abortion or by nature are kids are in the hands of our lord.. I know that I will see my sweet baby girl Jammie Sue when I leave this life... Thank you for reading my pain... God Bless all of you...
My dear, please repent of seeing psychics. Remember what happened to king Saul, one of the reasons why God was angry with him was because he consulted a medium. 🙏🏾
Please stop practicing witchcraft God hates it
@@JourneytotruehealthYes, psychics are not of God and utilize false spirits. God will give you all the healing reveletions, and provision that you need 🙌🏾💕
@@stephanieadim5010If the psychic utilized a false spirit then how was she correct? How do you know they don't have a spiritual gift?
Please read “Dinner at Ted’s (an Olive branch). May God bless you!
Abortion was something I never even considered and when I actually went through it I was so hurt and devastated. I wanted my babies, but I felt so pressured just to do it at the time I was dating my ex. We had only been together a short time, 3 months to be exact and deep in my heart I knew the relationship wasn’t good for me and that it wasn’t going to work out between us and it didn’t because I couldn’t get over having an abortion. It was my first pregnancy and a twin pregnancy. I still think about it still till this day.
💜💓I'm sorry this happened to you x
My situation is similar I had twins also
crazy , a man is not more important than your child.
Mine was 20 yrs ago. Jesus loves YOU very much. Sid roth supernatural youtube. Our children are well cared for by our Heavenly Father.
@@lovepower4899 right. It ain’t about the man, it’s about the child
I had my abortion earlier this month on my birthday...at first I felt extremely numb and empty I didn’t know how to feel but now I’m so drained and depressed I don’t really have any emotional support system to help with it either. I’ve never felt so low in my life and I beat myself up about it everyday because I feel like I have no right to feel this pain. I can never forgive myself for taking my own baby’s life.
Hey 😭 I understand the pain. Do you have support system now?
@@nomsantsoane3984 I have my boyfriend thank god but he’s pretty much the only emotional support I have with me through this. Don’t get me wrong I’m grateful to even have him here in the first place compared to a lot of other women’s situation with this but it makes me feel bad for relying on him for so much since there isn’t anyone else if that makes any sense.
Is the boyfriend the one that got you pregnant??
@@nomsantsoane3984 yes he is
I know it is hard and the healing process is hard. I'm only imagining how you feel. I WOULD ADVICE YOU TO GIVE YOUR LIFE TO CHRIST BECAUSE ONLY HEALING IS FOUND IN HIM.I PRAY YOU FIND A GOOD CHRISTIAN CHURCH
I will forever live with this, I was so selfish. God please forgive me
I was pressured to have an abortion by an ex that I’ve date and engaged of three years! It’s been a year since it happened and I will never forgive myself for doing such a thing... hate that I wasn’t brave enough to stand up for my baby #imsorry
I just went through the same situation yesterday 🥺
@@caelinsurherland2050 I'm sorry for you
Caelin Surherland 😢😢😢
Hi, I would love to connect with you. I dont know how to send a private message but you can always contact me and I can give you my email or number. There is hope Karol believe me.
Please forgive yourself as God has already forgiven you. You don’t accept His forgiveness if you won’t let Him forgive you. All have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Just pray for forgiveness and their will come a time that your burden will be lifted. Their are thousands of women who have listened to someone they loved and been persuaded to abort. Believe me you aren’t the only one regretting that decision. God bless and I’ll be praying for you. ❤️
Every now & then... I break down thinking about my baby. December will make three years... until this day I still hurt & cry.
I feel the same way the pain and hurting is really hard it is 3 years ago today I think about my baby and at night I talk to my baby like they are here with me I want a baby so badly now praying that I get over t s but I feel I never will
You and many women and men have been apart of the worst death cult in america, killing more people then were killed in the holocaust. But understanding this is the first step to repentance and allowing god to forgive you. How about you name your child :) you may call them by their name when you see them in heaven
Please read “Dinner at Ted’s (an Olive branch). May God bless you!
I had my first ever abortion about 15 days ago. I'm 21, still in college, just starting up with my career and so is my boyfriend. I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant on my birthday and I broke down instantly. The reason being that I had always imagined having kids with the loml (my boyfriend) but it was just the timing, I did not want to mess his life up but I still gathered courage and told him that I was pregnant and he was scared to death. I felt helpless and didn't seem to have any other option but abortion. The next day I got a sonogram, that's when I heard it's heartbeat for the first time and I could not stop myself from weeping. Only if the timing was right, I wouldn't have had to do this. I really wish I didn't have to do this. This is a trauma I will never heal from. When I first walked out of the abortion clinic, the feeling I had, I haven't felt this empty my entire life. I look at the sonogram every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep thinking about what would he/she have looked like, what they would have been like, etc. I feel like I will never get over this. I don't talk about it to anyone, not even him. I often get the urge to hurt myself, almost everyday. I feel like I deserve the pain. I don't know what to do.
Hey there, thanks for sharing so openly about what you're going through. We're sorry that you're experiencing all this pain, but please don't struggle alone. There is hope and healing to be found not at the end of the tunnel, but even right now in the tunnel. You are precious and deeply loved!
Please contact a post abortion healing ministry for help. God bless you. 🙏🏼
I had an abortion a week ago. I stayed home for straight one week and today I went shopping. I saw mommies holding their babies. I saw toddlers walking and holding their parent’s hand and I couldn’t explain what I felt, I felt so guilty, sad and depressed. But I did not regret it and
I feel so ashamed for not feeling regretful. I realized how badly I wanna have a baby. I told my boyfriend I wanna have a baby after 2 years. I’m just gonna save a lot of money and be ready financially and mentally. God please forgive me and give me another baby. I’ll take care of him and keep him no matter what happen.
Hi there, thanks for sharing your experience with us. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We want to assure you that there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. It's not too late to start afresh. God bless! ❤
I had an abortion when I was 19yrs old and at that time I dated an abusive boyfriend. I remembered when i found out i was pregnant i told him and he told me that we couldnt keep the baby. Then I aborted the baby. I have been through a lot in life but this was the hardest thing ive been through and I'm still fighting this pain silently everyday. Asking everyday "what if i didnt did it?, what if.." and living in uncertainty and saying to myself i would have been a great mom
I’m really hope you are okay, abortions are pretty traumatising but I’m sure you understand they are sometimes necessary. I’m so sorry about that abusive boyfriend and I’m proud of you for walking out. I hope you can forgive yourself and when the time is right have your own kids and be a great mother, if you want to of course :)
It is the emptiness after the fact, the void of the life that was once there, then the reminder of how far along one would be if still pregnant with child. Blue skies turn gray after abortion, I do not recommend
@@MeekeeKobellaDrNP hi there. Yes the void will always be there. The only hope we have is Jesus. Hope you heal and let God do His work in you.
Dear 🙁
This is human nature, in a world that so for abortion it can trick us into thinking that it’s fine and normal but it’s not, for the baby AND for the mum’s mental health.
But I just want to say that you and anyone else whose dealing with aftermath guilt right now aren’t the worse sinner in the world.
Once upon a time including true Christians, were all sinners.
This is the beauty in Jesus Christ, once you give your life to him and accept him as LORD, he washes you clean and you become better all around, guilt will disappear and you’ll smile again ♥️
I love you and Jesus loves you more x
I’m just dealing with this. And I’m in so much pain.
I understand your pain.
So sorry to hear that. It must have been really tough for you to make that decision. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
March 22 will forever be a bad day for me. I was stupid & didn’t know what I was doing. Rest in heaven my Angel ❤
Thank you so much for sharing. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
I was 16 years old had my appointment ready for my abortion. I was looking at a magazine the day before my abortion. Showing the after effects of the aborted babies. That was enough for me. That is how God stopped me.
I kept my baby, it was tuff. I made the right decision.
I had an abortion a year and 2 months ago. I think about that life all the time. 7 weeks and 4 days old. So tiny and hardly even a real thing but I killed my baby. I carry it every day. My partner and I decided together since it was very shortly after my dad died. I was in a bad place and we weren’t financially able to afford a child. Now all our friends are pregnant/having kids/getting married and I feel like my life is stuck. It’s so hard to be happy for my friends when this weighs on me. My partner of 8 years has a brain injury now and everything we wanted was ripped out from under me. I’m a full time nurse for the time being. Life is never what you expect it to be I guess. My heart aches every day for my baby that I killed.
Go to God. He will forgive you❤
Great video I had two abortions and one miscarriage I used to be a party 🥳 girl drugaddict. I am 8 years sober and in two different schools. I have been to many retreats. They are very helpful. Learning to forgive yourself is a lifetime reminder. I will meet my babies when I go to heaven
if a guy makes you do this he doesent love you the fact that people do this makes me disgusted
We do Madhu. Support others Girl. You can save MANY babies cause of your story. Don't let it consume you, use it for the good it can be. God Bless You!
We did a biggest mistake , and can't forgive ownself still, when I saw him I want to put him back to my womb . .., we decided to have a money saver and when his bday came.. we will give that money to the Needies,, the biggest mistake I had ever and everyday is a mourning.
I have done it but im hurt inside that i cant forgive myself for what i have to my baby.... i always think abt that child😔
Thank you for being honest. Not enough women speak out.
I hate myself for the life i took. I regretted it soon as i took the pill and tried to get help to reverse it smh... i should have just waited and prayed that nothing would happen. I hate myself so much and i wish i could go back in time and never have taken those pills. I wanted God to give me another chance and send the baby back to me and i would love that baby with everything in me. But i found out i couldn't get pregnant anymore. I figured this is my punishment and what i deserve but i want that baby to know how sorry i am and i love them so much. I hope god forgives me as well as my baby. I know ill never forgive myself, i knew better to do something like that.
God is one to forgive, seek Him in repentance and asking Him to heal you and help you to forgive yourself 💕
What is the reason you couldn’t get pregnant anymore?
I rebuke every spirit of abortion and infirmity in Jesus name be healed. Repent and forgive yourself. God still heals. He is loving and forgiving. He forgave me and healed me. He will do it for you in Jesus name. Just ask.
God can transform our tragedy to a blessing i praise God for the internet
My ex asked me to pay for her abortion. It was absolutely impossible for me to do that. Even now, just the thought of ending an innocent person's life fills me with a range of negative emotions: anger, sadness, despair, hopelessness. How people can do this without a qualm is instructive to me. I can qualifiably understand the evil that walks the land. The sickness that consumes the soul of the world is embodied in flesh.
In my early 20s I was so selfish and thought “ I cannot stop my life right now and I’m not in a position to raise a child nor do I want to and who cares it’s not even a baby yet.” Wellll…..now that I’m 30, my mindset has changed so much and have found faith and I often think about my child that I completely disregarded and basically threw away …. And at the time I had zero regret or remorse, it was just an obstacle I needed to get over . But If maybe I could have taken a step back and thought about it and didn’t do that, I would have a 7 year old child today ….. I never thought I would regret it, even with the protestors I thought , how pathetic are they . Now I just hope my baby’s soul is with god and that I can forgive myself one day for my selfish actions or never giving my child the chance or possibly thinking about adoption. The worst part is, if I would have talked to my parents I know they would have been there in a heartbeat and would have helped me every step of the way …. But yea I just couldn’t see that when I was younger and only cared about having fun and what I wanted to do.😔
Me and my ex were still having sex after we broke up and that lead to her being pregnant. It was ultimately her choice but I heavily influenced her to do it. I am so sorry I can never forgive myself for the pain put on both of us. I blame myself everyday
It is a commandment from God that we forgive all, starting with ourselves. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I will pray that you feel God's healing blessings upon you.
Just curious, how did you influence her? I felt influenced too even though he never told me “get the abortion” but all his actions indicated he wanted me to.
I don't think you can regret enough
manipulation . Omg men have so much power over women these days even their bodies and minds. It's sad :( ladies please love yourselves and respect yourselves and put God an dyour babies first.
I pressured my partner 20 years ago to do the same. Now I feel so disgusted with myself and I'm there for the rest of my life.
I fought, internally warred, with self worth, depression and weight. In my childhood, my dad was very critical. Everything was about appearance to him. He constantly oogled women and made comments about their physical attributes to me, even when I was a little girl. So, I grew up thinking women were just objects for men's pleasure. I had very little sense of worth. My heart was 💔. I started battling depression in my teens and wanted to die many times. I developed a warped idea of food and eating, which of course led to an eating disorder. I let men use and abuse me. I had two abortions, one at 19, one at 20. I was a dark, broken, angry, bitter, mess, wrapped in a young woman's body and I plastered a smile on my face for public use so no-one knew the destruction inside. At 30, after going through a divorce from a narcissistic addict who cheated all the time, I was then a single mother of an 18 m/o. At that moment I reached my breaking point and realized I needed help. A friend, who truly cared, asked me why I didn't believe in God and Jesus Christ. I didn't have a good answer...it was simply that I felt I could only trust myself and I doubted there was a God when I looked at all the pain in the 🌎. Not long after our conversation, I heard the Gospel, which is the Good News that Jesus Christ came to earth 2000 years ago, fully God and fully man, to be the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, so that we could then be counted as God's children here on earth and then for eternity in Heaven. WHOA!! That blew me away....Jesus loves me (and you) so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, ridiculed, BEATEN, and HUNG BY SPIKES AND ROPE ON A ✝, then he was brought back to life by God the Father after three days, spoke to his many disciples and then ascended to Heaven in his glorified body!! AND, He did that as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. All we need to do is believe he is alive, repent of our sins, and pursue him in prayer and in his WORD, the HOLY Bible. Abortion is a sin because its spilling the blood of the innocent lives God created. God wants to forgive us tho and that's why He sent Jesus. Since the moment I said yes to Jesus, he has given me SO much. He healed my ❤ from all the pain and regrets of my life. No more depression or questions about my value. I'm a new creation through Him, and because I chose Him, I'm worthy of God's goodness. He gave me a new life... a new job, a new husband who loves me for me, not what I look like or what I can do for him, a new home, the $ ability to send my child to private school. He blessed me with a 4th child (2 in Heaven, 2 on earth), the college diploma I had worked for but had not received, work promotions/bonuses, and now I'm blessed to be at home and care for my elderly mother and young child. The Lord gives me peace, love, kindness, joy, patience, comfort, strength, and goodness! The Lord is our great councilor if we'll let him. I've never regretted choosing Jesus. He's waiting for you TODAY! He wants to heal you, love you, and be with you for eternity! If you don't know him, I challenge you to just ask Him... Jesus, are you real, are you alive, did you create me, is the Bible your word, etc.??? If you're sincere in your questions, he'll answer you. I pray you don't doubt when He answers you! May God bless you!!
Amen!!!
I advise you to look into Islam. At least look into it with a sincere heart.
Hi! I saw this unexpectedly because abortion rate is really getting high, and my purpose here is to pray for the grieving mothers-for the healing of their mentality. I am really amazed of how God worked in your life. That friend was an encourager- the one who jntroduced you to Jesus, and I wanna be like her- I want thr world to know Jesus. Christ reallt workoed in you, and I am really amazed. Thank you for being one of the witnesses of Christ's love for us. How amazing He is!
How can i send you a button? I went through it!!
It was the le of your choice your body. Well do your understand that your choice was evil fowl and vile. Thats the first step to healing is to confront the evil within yourself. Then you can allow god to forgive you. And maybe name your little one. It would be odd to meet them in heaven and they have no name
These videos always make me cry. God bless this woman for turning to God snd finding the healing she needs. She will see her baby againoneday in Heaven.❤
Thank you for sharing. I have been there and it led me to Christ as well after alcohol drugs and thoughts of suicide got the best of me. I have been a counselor now for 30 years and help others find a new life.
😢 i know in my heart abortion is wrong. because it hurts the human soul. I pray yall can find peace we all fall short in life but we are not irredeemable.
My abortion caused a mental breakdown and I went into a full psychosis, my own hell. Wether you have the baby or not, it changes you forever. 10 years after mine & I still don’t want children but sometimes deep down I think it’s because of what I did. I don’t deserve another baby. But ya know what? Id make a damn good mom. I know I would have but I was a young and scared 22 year old. I didn’t have the support of a man and didn’t know who the dad was from my actions. Actions that forever changed me. I attempted suicide at 25. I am so glad I didn’t succeed. Because two lives should not be loss. It is a personal decision and our rights shouldn’t be taken away but the psychological damage can take your life. Forgive yourself. God loves you. I love you & I’m praying for all of you ladies (and some men) going thru the pain of abortion.
I’m sorry for you. Praying healing and redemption and peace in Jesus name. We Women need to stand and say we will lay our life down for our pre-born children. Not us laying their life down for us. Thank you for speaking out. 💙💙💙🙏🏽
Personally, I think we need religious leaders who can do their duty, without sexually abusing choir boys aged 8. Thereafter we can worry about other things you mention
Wow just wow👏👏
@@MrsSlocombesPuddyCat and what the hell does this have to do with the comment?
Today was my due date. I have a 2 year old son already but I got pregnant again and I just knew I couldn’t handle another child mentally or financially. I thought I was ok but today has been extremely hard😞. I’m depressed....I needed this video
I love and miss my baby sooo so much😞💔
2024 September here. A decade went pass,still can't forgive myself. The only hope we have is that the baby is in Heaven with Jesus.😢
I hope you will heal and find peace.
@@mimosafarnesiana2965 hi there.thanks so much,this response means a lot to me. May God bless you
I pray you find healing through God ❤
recently had an abortion but i couldn't forgive myself 😢i feel am wicked and deserve to be purnish
God have mercy upon me i never realise it hurt the shame the guilt
funniest thing i take careb of children like they are mine 😢but scared to take care of mine because am scared 😥😭Gid forgive me🙏
Hi, we feel your pain :(
While abortion can never be the right thing to do, please know that we have a God who forgives. He is a God of unfailing kindness (Jeremiah 31:3). Any punishment we might deserve has been borne at the Cross by Jesus Christ. Turn any guilt and shame over to Jesus. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). This is the mercy of God.
Step away from the sin and look to your loving Saviour. ❤
@@Thirst thank you
It wasn’t you that did it, it was your mind. God doesn’t care, he could see everything, he knows you were misled.
@@everythingisfake7555 thank you so much for this
That happened to me to my ex left me when I was crying with abortion and was talking to other woman while I was going through abortion :,( I felt like killing my self cuz he left me just cuz I was crying depressed and I felt ashamed to cry
Try to find the benefit of your action. As long as you still have life you have the power to change your perspective on any situation.
Thank you for sharing! Ladies IM SORRY you had to go through this. Its horrible! I did mine 20 yrs ago for selfish reasons. 2006 met Christian s and asked Jesus come into my heart forgive me and yes!! Little by little i knew he was with me every where i was. God is good, merciful and loving. Sid roth supernatural show has women that talk about children. My son Samuel resides in Heaven and is well cared for. Hallelujah!
26/09/2020 I’m sorry baby! I’m sorry God! Please God forgive me!
10\10/20 worst mistake I am feeling so down, I need someone to talk to 😭
??/??/early in 2009 I cant remember exactly but I know it was a few months after having my second baby I found out I was 9 weeks pregnant I wanted the baby but when I told my partner his face said it all, I couldn't have that baby I will get no help from him, I felt the only support I got was to abort.
@@fyahsidemitchell9420 I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
@@fyahsidemitchell9420 here
@@fyahsidemitchell9420 You can talk to me I'm with uh😊
Currently am under depression not knowing who to share with all this ..I had an abortion 3 weeks ago and honestly it hasn't been easy for me
Am always in denial, I currently feel like God is punishing me...
Hi there, so sorry to hear what you're going through. It must have been really tough for you to make that decision. Though we may not fully understand what you're going through, God knows and He hears your cry. He is a God of compassion and forgiveness. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
I had two abortions back to back ….. I can’t move on I am not happy … I have three children but it’s not the same
Praise God always.. through all the good and all the bad.. it’s all connected I’m just leading that no matter what I’ve been through, what you have been through God has always been there always and he always will be at your right had.. just have faith truth faith , believe and give every thing to God!! I have given my life to God and it feels like nothing I’ve felt before and I finally am looking for my bright abundance in everything I need for me and my family and anyone reading this you will get bless too.. 🙏🏻 Amen glory to god the almighty!!
How should I overcome
RJ, I will pray for her.
This is very sad god will forgive you I’m sorry your going through this
It needs to be more counseling prior to abortion,
Powerful testimony. God loves you
Abortion is horrible! My kid would be about 36 years old now -. -. But never got a chance! 😢
I agree. Mine would be 19 and I robbed her of the chance. I'll never forgive myself.
@@MisterRSG It's the same for me - we can't forget these lives that were never given a chance! 😢
@@lauraswihart4816 really wish life had a reset button.
@@MisterRSG 😪😪😪 so sad. Your baby in heaven.
@@MisterRSG me 2.
I'm so sorry baby I didn't protect you how can I forget the day I committed murder 😭😓 it is the most hard and painful decision I had to make . #IAMSORRY 😔😔 HOPE I SEE YOU SOON I REALLY MISS YOU 😞😞😞
#Yourchoice #Not your body. You know that they are dsposed of like trash most of the time, The horror stories of how so many innocent little ones meet their deaths, Some are even born and allowed to die on the table slowly. If that isn't evil and you consciousness hasnt yet convicted you fully of your part in it . Then you need to accept it, do not cherry coat it or excuse it accept it fully. Name your little one so that when you see them in heaven you may call them by name. And allow god to forgive you. Perhaps even better save a innocent one. Save 10 or 100 or just 1 little one. Stand up with the pro life crowd who tries to stop this.
We aren't just trying to save the baby but those women as well. March with us against the human sacrifice of so many little children. Your little one deserves that from you at least, you can give that to your child when you meet them. So go march with us protest at those murder mills. Save a innocent one. and allow god to forgive you
@@Dobermann89-dr2rc I named her already Her name is TALLIAH thanks so much for your advice I will try to help that one little baby 🐥🍼♥️
@@eunicewambui9887 That's a nice name. perhaps you can or already have talk another woman out of this. Save a innocent life for talliah. It will be something you can do to honor them. We need to stop abortion. I hope you realize why pro lifers fight so hard now. I dont want the child to be lost but I also dont want you to be so hurt either. Perhaps march a pro life march. Wish you well and i will pray for you if you can for me
@@eunicewambui9887 One day you will hear them call you mommy in heaven. I dont know if they will ever be so small when you get there or hold your finger with their tiny hands. But I'm sure they have forgiven you. Dream of talliah sometimes in heaven and pray about talliah. Maybe you might even get a dream or something or vision and see talliahs face.
@@Dobermann89-dr2rc You are such an inspiration ♥️ Thanks for your kindness from now on I will advocate for life #prolife
Nothing hurts more than knowing that you killed a life. An innocent person, a part of you...but what to do? We sin...but we have to accept and recognise this mistake...it will hurt less when we start to do the right thing
i am so sorry and feel bad i can forgive me self i miss my kids
I had 2 abortions the first I was 16 and my dad made me go through with it because he didn’t want me to ruin my life and I was almost 20 weeks I regret it every single day it even gives me nightmares sometimes and so much regret I shouldn’t have done that if I could go back I wouldn’t have done that and would’ve kept my pregnancy I know i was young but I regret it everyday the second time I got pregnant and my ex wanted me to have a abortion and I regret it too I wish I could’ve had a bigger back bone and stood up to my ex and had done it on my own I was 21 the second time around I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did to myself it has caused me severe depression and nightmares all the time and I haven’t slept well since I did that at first I felt numb and didn’t know how to feel now I completely regret it and wish I hadn’t done it and I feel broken about it 😢 I just feel like it was a major mistake having both my abortions
So sad
I hate abortion
I am really sorry for her. I had 2 abortion (my decision) but I thought this only a routine operation, made me much easier to forget the whole thing.
I wanna do it but , am scared 😦
@@RahmaHussien-sz1yo don't be. it is only a routine operation with general anesthesia.
so selfish
@@EstherFisher-lv6rq the easy way out, shameless killer.
this also happened to me. it made me cry
I cried for days after my abortion. I still cry about it but ultimately it was the best decision.
You cried because you murdered a child. That wasn't for the best. You made the wrong decision. Learn from itt.
@@davelinsalata8012 that's not murdering stop making her feel shitty about what she did. You don't her circumstances and if it actually was the best choice for her
I'm sooo sorry to say this but you murdered someone else for your own selfish desires and your own child for that matter.....it wasn't the best decision ....I really hope you heal from this and move on .... but it wasn't the best
@temyaherring1632 the fact that you cried about it shows you have some remorse. But you are a murderer and you need to repent. I just had my child taken away from me because of a selfish woman who couldn't think past having an abortion over the other options out there. There are fathers who also want to keep the child
@@aidenmalan4151 but she selfish
What is the address to send buttons?
At the end of this video there is a website with information
Still crying for a wrong decision. Damn.
Please i really need help
Today marks a month i did the abortion
A week after i was unable to sleep and started having vivid dreams
When i wake up i don't feel refreshed at all
Thank you so much for sharing. What you've gone through is unimaginably painful and we are praying for you. We just want to encourage you to reach out to a post abortion healing ministry near you - there is hope, help and forgiveness available in Jesus. ❤
Here we go again, my experience is everyone's experience
Why hate on the woman who regret this? They are a huge part of the story too.
@@mckayla11012 Why push an agenda that demands women feel guilt and shame for choosing what they know to be the best thing for them, essentially saying they are horrible people for it, so they must be punished
@@angelasmith6946 if you had an abortion and can live with it. Congrats. However NO these stories are being hidden. Most suffer a deep depression after. It needs to be addressed. All story’s about this VERY controversial subject need to be said. Also, not so pro choice when they don’t tell you about saving grace, live action or pregnancy crisis centers? Also hiding the heartbeat on the ultrasound? Lying to millions of woman that killing your baby is liberating? Do u have any idea what this has done to several of my friends? Do their story’s not matter? In order to make a good decision you need to know both sides. Period.
@@mckayla11012 yeah , the other part, are just selfish murderers, and There is no difference between them like cannibalism and serial murder
@@Themightystar5000 We're aware that YOU think murder and cannabalism is groovy, you keep gushing over these fetishes of yours in numerous comments.
John 3:16-17
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
God allways forgive you,. stop blaming yourself.
I'm getting an abortion , hopefully anyways. For personal reasons but it's killing me inside. I'm 18 weeks
@@sarahmseip turns out i couldn't get the abortion :/ but its okay ig. i ended up falling in love with it these past weeks (23 weeks now)
@@juanaakimes6567 I’m currently 22 weeks now and I’m 22 years old and my Husband is 23 years old we are not in a position to have Kids because finance reasons but we decided to have our kid and never cross in our minds to abort, I’ll be praying for you guys :-). I’m so happy to see my baby again in my next appointment for my ultrasound ❤️ God Bless You Both
@@sarahmseip My baby also started moving a lot at 18 weeks is so awesome I love it 🥰. Its not easy at all the stress on a daily basis about work and etc because my husband suffer from a really bad anxiety attacks and sometimes it makes it hard for him to work properly but he always have faith and this life is temporary and we know we are going to enjoy our children regardless of the circumstances
About to have one, without a support system there’s no reason for me to wreck my body. My boyfriend is all for abortion, I would never want to raise a kid by myself, seems difficult.
Raising that innocent baby that is safe and secure in your womb will be the most rewarding thing you will ever do
Hard does not mean impossible
God will help you. Turn to Jésus, you are not alone. Pray and read the Bible for guidance motivation strenght love healing... it is your boyfriend's loss. Don't listen to him. U don't want to regret it lster
How are you feeling now?
We need an update of your situation
I can never forgive myself
I had an abortion at 17 no guilt no regrets it was the best choice at that time. And as much as people try to make me feel bad about my body my choice
Lol you must be a great person then
Girls should never feel guilt for doing something that is necessary. If you were forced into abortion then I am so sorry that happened to you and I hope you are okay. If you had an abortion but feel guilt, just know that it wasn’t the right time and it’s nothing to feel selfish about.
no not really that so selfish
Please vote for Pro-life politicians. So nobody has to go through an ab¤rtion. God bless you.
For me i feel guilty iv murderered someone
Please pray for me
Sending prayers your way.
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I have had 2 abortions in my younger years and the guilt and shame lingers! I pray every day for Gods’ forgiveness through the blood of Jesus Christ our savior!! I feel better when I get very close to God!! May God bless you and forgive you and bring his merciful love upon you in Jesus name!! 🙏❤️🙏
I'm currently pregnant 8 weeks and 5 days to be exact. And I feel so depressed I want to kill myself I don't know if should I continue with the pregnancy or not..
I just went through an abortion at 8 weeks pregnant. I felt super sad but I decided it was the best thing as I’m not ready to be a mom. I’m trying to stay positive through my journey and I believe I did the right thing for both myself and my baby. Stay strong and make the decision that you think is best for yourself! 💗 Life has its hard times but it will get better.
@@anavanderploeg9396 how do you feel now??
@@lizzmg6213 It’s been a little over a month for me and im feeling okay, the procedure went well and completely worked. I am %100 pro choice, and I know it’s very hard to decide what the right choice is:(
How are you doing?
@@anavanderploeg9396 I just feel really sad and even had suicidal thoughts 😞 I'm seeing a therapist next week I honestly think I'm gonna have to stop the pregnancy, I just feel like this isn't my time to bring a life into this world. I just feel depressed all the time.
@@anavanderploeg9396 do you feel you're doing better now, than when you were pregnant? Like mentally? Did you have any regrets?
I strive every day to be the person God intended me to be
What the devil keant for evil God will turn it into a blessing .
I'm 20 and about to abort my baby💔 just because we don't afford him for now, 😭 this is the hardest thing they want me to do🙏😭
Please don't do it.
@@noplacelikeplants I really don't want to🥺💔 till now my wife haven't taken medications but today we have to😭 may that little soul forgive us 😣
@@kamilrafiq4264 Hi Kamil, sorry to hear that you guys are stuck in a difficult position. But please don't do it. There's always a way out. Let us try to help and see if there's any support/organisation we can connect you with at where you are at.
@@kamilrafiq4264 adoption is always an option
We are in Pakistan and we are in shortage of money because of that we have to do that😭
Shake that church induced guilt. You did what you had to do for this time in your life. You had not killed your child. You had a few cells that left there would have become a child. Save your
loving feelings for the living. I too had an abortion and I have never had regrets. I guess that is because I have never been religious. Guilt is not a positive response to a very small operation.
If she feels guilt let her feel it you know not everyone thinks the same as you.
Don't speak nonsense, girl. I'm not going to call you a woman, you don't deserve to be called that. You seem like you lie to yourself to avoid guilt. Just because you can't take accountability, doesn't mean the other women shouldn't have to.
so selfish lol
@@gaming4life788 I mean. who does not remorse is a very selfish murderer. I don't think there is really any difference between them and cannibalism and serial murder.
I'm not sure if God will forgive such a horrible act, and I can't seem to forgive myself. It's been 30 years. Be careful what you wish for. Research has found that a woman will carry the cells of her aborted child for the rest of her life. Maybe that's why it stays forever in our minds & in our hearts.
💙😓😓thank you, this is very useful! 🤭
Society' is making her feel this way.
Sickening and Murder. Wtf?
I wanna send a button
The thing with this story here is clearly that this woman was religious, did the sinning already had the idea it was murder or wrong to sin and did it and felt guilt for her sin, this is not that special, it is part why abortion is a serious decision but if i engaged in what i believed to be sin and felt guilt over it then that is expected. Also on a final point here one problem that your religion does have here though is that by aborting she guaranteed her babies stay in heaven but if the baby was born and grew up to be an Atheist or gay or Muslim then that baby would grow up into a sinner adult which get's sent to hell forever.
So in her world by aborting she actually saved her babies soul because the risk of apostasy in adulthood.
Abortion kills a human being.
God says do not murder
@ fetuses are not considered people in the Bible but okay
I made a video about Gods forgiveness regarding abortion. ♥️
Repent and atone but do not harm yourself.
Doctors are wicked doing this to people
😭😭
“I had one and then I went shopping.” The child will be sent back when you’re ready and no one can prove otherwise. A zygote is not a human in fact go check it out how a chicken zygote is indistinguishable from a human zygote. Pretty creepy.
Nobody abort a zygote.
I had mine almost 4 years ago and it still feels like it just happened. The pain is almost too much to bare but yet, I feel like I deserve to feel this low and this bad, all I have been able to think is “How could you have your baby killed”………I don’t know If I can ever get over this pain! 👼🏽🩷💔
I pray things improve for you. You’re not alone, if you have friends or family maybe you can talk to them to ease the pain, or join a support group. You don’t have to live in guilt