I almost had an abortion at 27. My boyfriend and I were broken up when I found out. He suggested it, “why bring a child into this mess, we’re not together and it’s going to make things worse for our lives.” I was sad and angry by his words but agreed internally. It was a Saturday so I said to myself Monday morning first thing I’ll go to the abortion clinic. That day came, I awoke early and sat up in bed. There was such a heaviness in the room. I told myself you can do this, put one foot in front of the other and get this over with. When I finally went to get up from the bed I couldn’t move my legs. I kept trying to stand but it wasn’t working and I thought what is going on. I was getting scared then I felt something, it wasnt words but I understood, “Do not do this”. I said out loud I’ll keep it but I’m going to need your help, I can’t do this alone. I wasn’t even a believer at that time but something about the presence I trusted. The heaviness lifted, I was able to move my legs and I felt comfort is the only way I can explain it. Still sometimes I look at my daughter and feel guilty that if it had been up to me she wouldn’t be here. Jesus saw me through it. Thank you for the testimony. ❤
I had an abortion at 20 and almost instantly regretted it after taking the pills. I went down a road of depression and constantly beating myself up about it mentally. It was such a mental battle daily. I journaled, wrote letters to my baby that I had lost and asked God for forgiveness and restoration. I heard God say unto me that He will restore unto me the baby that I had lost. One night I had a dream to confirm this in which I saw a long line of women, I was at the front of the line and God/Jesus was above me, handing me my baby. And God told me through the dream that he will have mercy and restore babies lost through abortion to some women who are truly repentant. God’s promises never fail and now almost 2 years later I am pregnant with the baby that God had promised unto me. Despite any worry or fears, I am trusting God to provide for me and my baby and I vowed to God never to have an abortion again. It is not worth the mental torment and emotional grief.
There is nothing as important as forgiving yourself coz the guilt can make you backslide. God will always forgive you when you seek repentance that's how good he is.
Wow listen please.. 🥺I’m struggling.. I believe in Jesus and I had abortions.. I went through this big experience with Jesus I forgave everyone asked everyone to forgive me I could... God started moving so fast after that in my life I was amazed.. he let me know my babies were alive with him.. and it took YEARS.. but after this experience I believed finally Jesus forgave me.. I was in bliss about 2 years.. a whole lot happened.. anyway I’m still struggling with some things and out of nowhere I started thinking.. I have never forgiven myself for anything I’ve ever done.. I started thinking about this exercise this person had me do online but I couldn’t finish.. it immediately broke me down which shocked me.. you pretend your holding yourself as a baby and you tell yourself it will be ok.. I’m tearing up now just thinking about it.. u tell baby kim u love her and... I couldn’t go on.. well I’ve been thinking about it .. I hit this video and the first thing I see is your message saying.. it’s important to forgive yourself or you will backslide.. that hit like a ton of bricks bc I cannot figure out why I’m backsliding I loooooove Jesus.. I believe in the real Jesus of the Holy Bible I’ve experienced things u wouldn’t believe if I told you but I’m still in bondage.. I didn’t think me forgiving me was important.. only God.. is it? Do I need to forgive me? And how??🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞I’ve done some awful things.. made horrible choices.. and it’s still eating me alive 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞😞😞✝️✝️✝️🙏🙏🙏
@Kimlangston, yes dear, you need to forgive yourself, that’s what the Lord told me after I had an abortion. He said. “ I forgave you when you first asked me, you did not forgive yourself.!” The enemy will continue to beat up on you, as long as you were walking in and forgiveness for yourself . Forgiveness is a decision and a commandment from God, not a feeling. Make the decision that you forgive yourself and ask the Lord to take you through. The process of forgiveness I’m a living witness that He will do it. I pray the Lord will show you every step of the way how to forgive yourself and to rest in Hiim. In Jesus Name! Much love! 💜🙏🏾
@@kimlangston251I wonder if it was so much about you forgiving yourself, or the enemy is trying to bring condemnation on you even though your forgiven by the precious and thorough blood of Jesus.
Great Testimony - I pushed my Girlfriend into 2 Abortions many years ago. I have led a yo-yo Christian Life as well. We know what Jesus says about the Lukewarm - I d rather you be Hot or Cold. I’m so sick of being lukewarm - God please forgive me and help me!
He forgives you and He will help you to conquer lukewarmness. Seek Him with all your heart and you will find Him. Put complete faith in God to sustain you, read the word and pray often. Blessings brother. 🫂
You were forgiven for sins past present and future when God gave his son to die on that cross! Sin is unbelieving, let Jesus in and pursue a life with him and follow him. We all come short of the glory of God but we are all forgiven! You asked and you are forgiven! In Gods eyes you are perfect and he loves you more then we can comprehend!
This testimony truly touched my heart because I relate to her so much. I had two abortions when I was 19 and 20. I came from a loving two parent Christian home but I felt so much pressure to be perfect and never make mistakes. When I was in middle school that was my first attempt at suicide. I took an entire bottle of Tylenol. Nothing happened. That was God’s grace because now I’m a RN and I know what should have happened had it not been for God. I attempted again in high school with my dad’s gun but I couldn’t pull the trigger. I literally didn’t know how it wouldn’t budge. After the abortions, I attempted again. Later in my 20’s I got married and had a daughter. But unfortunately my marriage ended due to infidelity. At this time, I’m suppose to be strong in the Lord and have a great relationship. My ex-husband now is married and raising his step daughter while making me a full blown single mom because he abandoned us both. I get so overwhelmed with grief that I actually attempted suicide again with taking a bottle of sleeping pills. I just didn’t want to wake up any more. But God saved me again. My best friend just so happened to bust into my room and woke me up. When she screamed, it was like I heard God say “WAKE UP!!!” After that, I got therapy to identify why I was so quick to end my life from a mental place. I understood it was also spiritual and that it was demonic oppression. I carried that perfectionist spirit as well. If things weren’t perfect then what good was I? God delivered me from it all. Now, though I’m divorced still, it doesn’t hurt because I’m married to Christ. My daughter is well and is healthy. I am well and healthy. We have a beautiful life and just bought a house. God has truly turned my life around.
@@miranda718 thank you for being so kind and loving. Yeah, essentially it is rooted in fear. Fear of failing, people pleasing, always desiring to be right and never make a mistake. It is probably more of a stronghold than a spirit now that I think about it but it definitely is something that I had to give over to the Lord. Blessings to you!
I too violated God's commandments when I backslid. I was always looking for a man to love me. I married and divorced twice. I became promiscuous and I had multiple abortions. I was raised in the Pentecostal faith religion and was saved at an early age. But, I did not discover what a true relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ was until I reached middle age. I thank God for my 3 living children and a grandchild. I have been celibate for years and the Lord has been keeping me. I give all glory to God. He proved to me that He is my one true love. I love Jesus more than anything. And through prayer and repentance I believe the Lord forgave me and I will see all my children in Heaven one day. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony!!!
THIS 🙌🏾🎯🙌🏾🎯…… What you shared resonates so much with me. I don’t think people understand that there is a difference between the Christian religion and relationship with Christ. I was technically a Christian when I chose to abort my children but I didn’t KNOW Christ. Knowing Christ and loving Him changes everything and that’s where true transformation of the mind and heart happens. That’s where beliefs and ideologies of this world are broken off as His truth and love settles in to makes it’s home in you. Again, thank you for your testimony. I pray it will help, encourage and bless others as well 🙏🏾
Powerful testimony. I was about to abort my child until God put a sister in Christ in my path to stop me and share her testimony. This happened back in 2021 never forget.
@humblerenell1015-A lot of people are pretending to tell people that according to the bible abortion is wrong. The Bible actual says -That which parith the womb is holy(separate). Meaning until a fetus leaves the womb and can breath on it own it is still part of the mother's body. Only when it leaves the womb and takes its first breath does its soul enter it's body and it become a living soul on it's own.
At 0:10…I am 39 year old woman and long story short…your story, your testimony saved my baby. I was praying for the strength because the shame of being pregnant again, unmarried to a man that I don’t really have the support from…makes abortion the logical answer. Trying to find the faith to walk this pregnancy outside of my desire for me and this baby. I’m hurt but this story has comforted me in my pain & reminded me that my strength is in my faith in God. Thank you
I totally understand. I am 40. The thought of having another child unmarried is so heavy on me. Starting over alone....I am so disappointed in myself but don't know if I have what it takes to abort.
@@kimberlyjoycarter704 whatever your choice…stand firm in your decision…know that God loves you & give the pain of the disappointment to Him. I pray for His grace during this time
@@A_Nicole0921 Praying for you and that you will feel the tangible presence of the Lord walking with you. You are not alone in this….Jesus is with you and He will be your source of help physically, emotionally and financially. Continue to look to Him 🙏🏾
The lord rescued me from having an abortion when I was 17, I was doing it out of fear of my parents ( very strict Italian) I would have gone through with it because I didn’t have the strength to go against my parents, the night before the abortion I called out to Jesus and pleaded for help, please lord find me a way out of this, I want to keep him, ( I always knew as soon as I discovered I was pregnant it was a boy, i instinctively knew, the next day everything that could have gone wrong did go wrong, my alarm never went off, I got there my friend never showed up who was going to be with me for support, I got to the hospital and the receptionist told me I had missed the doctor by a few minutes, after that everything just fell into place, even my parents came round and told me to come home to have the baby, my son is now 29, praise God, if anyone is going through this please please call out to Jesus he will create a door where there is no door, I promise, we serve a god of breakthrough! Thank you Jesus he not only saved my son but he saved me too🙏💜
This hits me real hard because I have been at the same hard place, trying to process why I shed the blood of several innocent babies through abortion. I wish with all my heart that I could turn back the hands of the clock and undo this evil. I know that God has forgiven me, but the guilt lingers. It's the most terrible thing a mother can do but we have a merciful Father. I pray for everyone that has had to make the hard choice of killing an unborn baby to receive forgiveness from the Father and to also forgive herself. Unforgiveness in any form or shape is not acceptable to God. We must ask for grace to forgive ourselves.
So sorry to hear those stories that I identify with. I did do this evil thing because I did not have a relationship with Him and I carried that guilt for many years. Don't get me wrong, knowing of God and having a relationship with Him is very different, so when I begun my relationship with Him, I asked for forgiveness and because I did that, I also repented and believe that my Father has forgiven me, He has started a new page with me, so I no longer carry the guilt and I'm now living my life trying to please Him in everything, waiting for the Trump to sound so I can meet my children for the first time...once He's forgiven yu, you need to understand that it is done...
I had 2 abortions the first one felt like my soul was being ripped from my body. I called on God and it stopped. The pain stopped. But I still didn’t get it. Later on down the road I was pregnant and I wanted that baby so much. I was ready. I went for an ultrasound she had a bleed in her heart. She died in utero. They let me see her numerous times before I had the surgery to remove her. It broke my heart. It devastated me, it still does. It took three years I got pregnant again I was terrified something would happen I couldn’t feel I was to scared. Something led me to a Christian name book. I named my son Christopher Aaron. 5 month’s pregnant pain doubled me over, I drove myself to the hospital. I found out the baby was fine I had kidney disease, I had to have emergency surgery and be on bed rest. It was so scary. But that baby was my light. The love of my life. Down the road another abortion and when I’m ready to have another child I lose that baby. It was so tough it was devastating. It made me feel like you had those abortions this is payment for it. But it wasn’t. That’s not how GOD works. I got pregnant again and the baby is fine but I’m not kidney disease gets worse. Bed rest again. This is my last baby due to a congenital issue with my kidneys and endometriosis, inverted cervix and fibroids. I found out I was born with congenital anomalies. My baby is born healthy. But my journey with my kidneys takes a turn for the worse. I ask God to just let me see my kids become men. I never asked for anything else. But to not take me from my sons before they were men. In and out of the hospital, lost one kidney the other is on bypass but I’m still here. My sons are both young men. I’m so grateful! That im here. I still go through a lot with my kidney. But im alive. God no matter when my time is over here has walked with me every single step of the way and saved me. I use to think this is because you aborted those babies it’s karma. But it’s not, not at all. God doesn’t operate that way. Know that and reach for him, not just in need but in thanks for all he does for us even when we do not think we deserve it. ❤️🙏
Love your testimony sister. I had an abortion when I was 19 and I always think about where my baby could be. I know God has forgiven me and thank you for being courageous about speaking about it. Love you sister 🤗
Poor baby!!! This is horrible! Abortion is such a traumatic experience and loss. I was in a similar situation, I thank God I chose to keep my baby, he’s now a father and I’m a grandma. I can’t imagine my life without them. God was faithful and brought us through the most difficult times. God bless her!
This is what pro choice people don't understand. What enormous damage they do to themselves too. Just because it doesn't always catch up with them immediately after, they think they got away with it. It will catch up. Guaranteed.
@@Jesuslovesyou8525 So elderly people can't feel regret and pain for things they have done in the past? She doesn't look elderly btw. Your comment is so out of place here, are you sure you meant it for this video? I'm pro life , and I assume then you are pro choice. How you call others murderer?
I too had an abortion while saved. I went to a pastor, explained my illness and lack of help, he said it’s okay. Luckily it was because as SOON AS I REPENTED, I felt the Holy Spirit. Ty Jesus for forgiving us when we are foolish and lost I was homeless at the time. Hard hard road
@@ASKQUESTIONS-ei8bv “She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you; go, and from now on sin no more.”]]” John 8:11 ESV
😢why does nobody ever seem to mention the old fashioned movement LOVE WAITS, if we all just refused the seducers and told ourselves also, does a poor innocent baby deserve to be ripped apart in cruel agony just because we want our fun??? Let's come to our senses and say This has got to stop!! No more sex til we're actually married- to a good person, abstinence is the only 100% guarantee, condoms leak or break, the pill is easy to forget, an IUD doesn't always work, etc etc, don't be alone with untrustworthy people, pray for guidance and protection, don't cause terrible pain to innocent little babies who never asked to be conceived , yes it's better if do find yourself to be pregnant to have the baby, but think of all the fatherless children and the adopted children who wonder for years why their parents didn't want them, and all because we want to be "free" to do whatever we like, think about it...❤
Cathy- I hope you get comfort, and support reading through the other comments you see about forgiveness, and how Jesus is still there with you through it all. I pray the peace of the Lord over you, and for a new, unburdened heart from God. ❤️
Same here Cathy I had 3 In my 20s and it still bothers me today, when I watched the movie heaven is for real and the little boy comes to his mom and says he saw his sister in heaven the child that was never born😢😢😢 that got to me I will have a lot to answer for one day and that’s what scares me so much
@@kellyalexander7347the moment you truly accept Jesus as your one and only personal Savior, He will forgive all your sins. He promised He will not remember our sins ever again. You must forgive yourself so that your heart will be free from your past. Jesus loves you and everyone who has been thru this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️
These testimonies are life saving! Thank you delafé testimonies for posting. Grateful for those that share! There is so much power is sharing. So much healing for so many around the world 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I had 4 abortions, i used to live in guilt. But I rededicated my life to Jesus Christ and am glad he gave me a second chance. Right now am told I will never have children am 39 years. Your story is so similar to mine. Thank God, he saved me.
This resonated with me so much 😢 I almost aborted my baby a couple of months ago and sometimes I sit up and think why didn’t I just get it over with why did I chicken out. This was confirmation for me that even though idk How I’m going to pull through this. God will never leave me nor forsake me. This came right on time. I’m thankful for your testimony and where God has brought you.
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony! One thing the Lord God shared with me as He was delivering me from the Hurt, pain, shame and guilt of having an abortion was, I will see my son again because he is sitting at His feet! God even told me to give my son a name because it was closure for me, That gave me so much peace God is great, mighty merciful! I am grateful to be His child! 💜
I had 2 and haven't gotten pregnant since. I repented and asked the lord for a miracle to bring life into my womb to conceive a child. My faith is very strong in the lord.
Thank you TJ for sharing your testimony. I too had an abortion in my 20s. I did it b/c my boyfriend who became my husband and who is now my ex thought it was what we should do at the time. I went along with it b/c I loved him and thought we could children later in life. We never had children and I believe that’s one of the reasons for our divorce. Over the years I’ve come to understand he was afraid; And, I was looking for love and acceptance from a man. My relationship w/my father wasn’t the best. I grew up in the church but didn’t really have a intimate connection with Jesus. Needless to say not having children and eventually a divorce crushed me really hard. But, Jesus has a way of turning ashes into beauty. I know now He has always been the answer. I carried guilt for years. But, the one revelation that was stated by TJ that freed me today, I will see my baby in heaven one day. Thank you Holy Spirit for always providing the comfort we all need in time. Thank you Jesus♥️
Some have several / multiple abortion and still manage to have children whenever they one and some women only have 1 abortion and they cannot bear children...
This blesses me so much and the reason why I share my testimony! May the Holy Spirit continue to bring you into greater measures of freedom, comfort and healing to your heart 🙏🏾 Blessings to you sis ❤
Thank you for putting yourself out there so real. As a slightly disadvantaged boy I struggled to find my self worth in school and can relate to so many things you said. I believed every lie about myself. Jesus performed many miracles for me too, including saving my life, and recently revealed how much He was tenderly with me through the hardest events in my life. I love Him more now than ever after 34 years of knowing Him. I love you too sister and praise God for taking away all your shame and making you His precious miracle child. I am so proud of you and know you are truly helping others enter God's kingdom and be made whole. He goes after every lost sheep unconditionally of what they've done, His love endures forever. Halelujah!
I am sitting at my desk SOBBING silently and shaking my head at the sins I've committed, are committing and probably will in the future. Lord I thank you for your loving heart, your tender mercies and your forever graciousness. There are so many of us who have traveled this road, BUT God!!!
I have never done that I understand your struggle but I was saying to God this morning I need more to pray about thank you Jesus for this testimony I don't know your name but I know exactly how to pray the word of God will find you I am here in the USA I don't care if you are in Guatemala
@@sappsour6302 I'm not understanding your comment, however, I appreciate the time you take to pray. I pray and I do know God and am a member of a local congregation. I am praying for all of us on this platform, including myself who have traveled this road.
This is hard pillow to swallow as a young child being molested led to a life of promiscuity as a young woman. Bf after bfs unwanted pregnancy, multiple abortion, drug abuse, suicidal thoughts, attempts, homelessness through all that Jesus was with me. Through it all. My lord has comforted me. Now I have two young boys and family of my own. Jesus saves.
I went to an abortion clinic twice. Each time I walked away with my baby. One time I was super close to where I was talking to the doctor, they couldn’t see the baby on the ultra sound but my hormones levels and test said I was. The doctor basically explained it’ll be like a little vacuum and suck the fetus out. I got scared and left. He is now 2 years old and just got his first haircut. I’m thankful I didn’t go through with what I first thought was the ‘best’ option. And as I listened the two times I went I was in nursing school; but I had both of them a girl now 3 and boy 2.
Thank you for sharing. It gives many of us peace knowing we are not alone in our regrets and sorrow. I love Jesus and at 42 years old I am trying to get closer to him. I have some peace hearing these testimonies. Thank you! 💜🙏
I was very angry the entire day because I'm thinking of my life as a 44 year old female and I am STILL A VIRGIN & I want to get married and have children ; I then sin with my words because I said maybe I should have lived " a sinful life "... but now I say to myself it is better to be a virgin then to put oneself at risk for abortion.
Also, follow God's timing!!! Your life only goes 'RIGHT' when u follows God's plans. U could be a single mother and the stress, lack, loneliness, fear of making all of the decisions by yourself for your family's wellbeing, the pressure of carrying an entire family unit. Wait on the Lord. He will renew your strength. Wait, I say, on the LORD!🙏🏾❤
Had this thought listening to this testimony: we go out and live our life as reckless adults, have sex without being responsible adults and using contraception. Then when we find ourselves in the challenging situation we expect God to solve our issues. Choices are important and at some point we have to learn to take accountability for our actions.
Until we really know God and are regenerated by his Holy Spirit, anything good we do is a chance blessing. When we don't know the Lord and are not guided by him our directions come from satan and we don't know it because he packages the worst thing for us like the best thing and we are tricked and fooled into accepting. Praise God for coming to the rescue of all these women. May he continue to lead guide and direct you all.
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I’ve had an abortion and I needed this more than anything!!! I love Jesus, my Lord and Savior, I hope he can forgive me. In Jesus name, Amen.
His blood is so powerful it will cover any sin, even the deepest and darkest ones. Surrender to him and trust him as Lord of your life then you are sanctified, made holy and clean because of his blood he shed for you. 🌄
I agree with what they both said. Jesus is unlike any human you have ever met on this earth. His love, kindness, grace, mercy and forgiveness runs deeper than we can ever imagine and He freely gives it to all who come to Him. You don’t ever have to hope that He will forgive you…take Him at His Word (1 John 1:9). I pray that you won’t only know the love that your Savior has for you but that you will also experience it too 🙏🏾
Wowwww! The heart of the lord is so amazing g who can fully comprehend?! Your testimony love was a blessing to me. I love how the lord transformed and restored your relationship with Him and all the other broken areas. He is truly our only true redeemer❤❤
Such a strong testimony! The love and care of our Lord Jesus is so great and its healing and forgiving so deep.❤ Always be aware there is a spirit war going on!!
I never had an abortion! And your testimony has me crying it’s so moving and real! God bless you child and gives you the desires of your heart ❤️ I love you and I’ll see you in heaven, keep your children in the Lord and never forget Him our savior and ruler of humanity. Love your testimony! Blessings to all who read this comments and if you are brave enough give your life to Christ. He has a wonderful future for us 🎉❤
Lord thank you for my sister's testimony. She is speaking to my heart on my own desires for an abortion 27yrs ago. But I tried God to provide cause He told me He would.
♥️Bravo and Amen! The devil is a liar. This testimony brought such truth and revelation! My life has been richly blessed by it. I will share it with others so theirs can be too.🥰♥️
Wow! This is such a powerful testimony, it made me cry! Thank you so much for sharing! This was a reminder that I was and am never alone. I went through one myself and went into the worst depression immediately after my decision. No one was there for me, all I wanted was a hug and for someone to tell me that I was going to be okay. I hated myself for it. I befan reconnecting with God last year and began asking Him to comfort, console me & forgive me. One night, I asked Him to give me that hug I wanted so badly during that time. And although I wasn’t in a bad depression anymore, I didn’t feel fully healed yet. I didn’t know how that was possible but He forgave me and spoke to me through a man of God at church in October 2023. At the end of the service, I said goodbye to one of my old friends and that hug she gave me omg I felt so much love and peace, I started bawling. I didn’t know why. It wasn’t until I got home that everything began clicking for me. God forgave me that night and gave me the hug I longed for. God is so good!! Jesus is real. & to any girl going through this situation, you are not alone. Jesus loves you & is here for you. Bless y’all!
God bless you Tj and thank you for your beautiful and powerful testimony, all Glory to Jesus🙌🏾❤️ He was truly with her through it all and how He spoke to her was so intimate and personal 😢 So encouraging, may this reach many people who are considering or have gone through abortion 🙏🏾
I had an abortion when I was 20 yrs old. I was afraid to marry the father even though he wanted the baby and marry me. He was over seas serving in the army. I loved my mother very much I didn't want to leave her. The doctor told me it was only the size of my thumb nail. So I had it done and regretted it with all my heart. Later I got married and had 2 girls. I would never do it again. I had my 2 baby girls. After that I found the lord. I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. And yes he forgave me and told me my baby was in heaven waiting for me. It's a beautiful thing.
You have NO IDEA what a blessing you were to this almost-50 yr old, inconsistent Christian with terrible emotional baggage and trauma- from health issues, family-induced and self-induced traumas. Even tho the Lord has been so very evident and so very strong in helping me to overcome so much, I STILL needed this... I needed the confirmation of total forgiveness.
God knows our hearts when we come to Him for forgiveness😢. He listens. He is merciful🙏🏻. God bless TJ. God has kept her strong. Her testimony was very heartfelt.
Such an Awesome anointed testimony of truth ,repentance and restoration! The true story of Salvation! Thanks be to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!Keep preaching that beautiful Word Sister,We love you!!!!
A beautiful testimony of God’s forgiveness for our sins. Many women go to their graves with this deeply etched in their soul. I have counseled many women who have held this guilt in them for countless years and see their joy restored. God is gracious and willing to to forgive and embrace us again. God Bless you sister ❤
Thanks for the courage to share this testimony which can help someone else. Thanks! Without any condemnation, we are to be reminded that as humans we have choices and these choices have consequences. We can't blame God for our choices but I thank him for his faithfulness to us during difficulties. Praise the Lord!
Simply powerful testimony. Like fire… God is magnificent!! I’ve been a nurse for 29 yrs- touched my heart when Aaron said a nurse prayed over him while caring for him in the hospital. God is calling His sons and daughters- Let’s be ready to go! God Bless and keep you!
Great testimony. I'm grateful to God that she chose to share it. I pray her strength in the LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. I pray that the Lord chooses to cover, carry, protect, lead, and guide her in JESUS' NAME. AMEN.
My Sister, Thank you! I've been reading the comments, and you through this testimony have healed more souls than l have ever seen healed in any church I've attended in all my life. Thank you for your courage, your honesty, and your selflessness to help other's. May Ahayah bless your life, and this testimony. Again thank you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💞💞
Beautiful heart wrenching testimony. I can see myself in you sister and I know that our Messiah is here to forgive even the most wretched sinner like myself 🙏. Thank you for sharing and may our heavenly Father and Messiah continue to use you in a mighty way to reach his children
This testimony impacted my spirit so much. Lately through this channel I've been able to hear more testimonies about people who were Christians who still struggled with hard issues. My hard issue was sexual immorality and sex and drugs. God has delivered me so much and is healing me. I am currently getting off of an herb I started taking for PTSD, which is terribly addictive. God led me to request a week off of work so I can detox off of it. This is the last time I ever want to detox off of this substance, as I have detoxed off of it several times before. Anyone who reads this please pray for me that the detox will be successful and I will stay off this substance. I am quite isolated from people at this time and could use any and all prayer I could get. I know my God will see me thru and I also know the power of prayer. Thanks for praying and God bless you.
I am addicted to drugs and alcohol 20+ years now and I struggle all the time. I've quit before and was so happy and thought it all was in my past, then I backslid. I pray for deliverance all the time. I pray that the Holy Spirit will be my strength to overcome and get my Victory. I will pray for you. When 2 or more are in agreement, God is there. He hears every single prayer. Let's keep praying for our breakthrough. God bless you dear sister in Christ.🙏🙏🙏
@@elizabethbrown5215 thank you for praying for me Elizabeth, I just prayed for you as well. Something that God has shown me is that the root of my addiction and self-medicating is using substances to deal with unpleasant emotions. I need to be able to give those unpleasant emotions to God and surrender them to him and trust that he will see me through them. I need to stay in the armor of God in order to fight this fight. Also, I had a lot of abuse and still had some people that were treating me in a certain way that made me feel bad about myself. I had to distance myself from those people. What do you think is keeping you addicted to drugs? What does that pattern look like? For me I was self-medicating due to PTSD but I also just likes the high. But God delivered me from hard drugs and I was recently just struggling with Kratom because I was using it to self-medicate for anxiety. God has shown me I need to trust him with the anxiety and turn to him. Do you have any thoughts about all of this? What has your own Journey been like with this struggle? Do you have abusive people in your life now?
O Lord deliver these your children. Hear them as they call upon You. Break the chains and bondage of addiction, anxiety and helplessness - even ancestral ones, and make them whole in Jesus name. Let the anointing that break yokes come upon them and work total and complete deliverance in Jesus name.
The Lord is near the broken-hearted and saves such as have a contrite spirit. PS 34:18. God is right there with you through this detox and has already given you victory and freedom by His strength and power. Be encouraged! I have prayed for you.
I just want to say this: thank you for sharing your testimony to shame the enemy and help those who may have lost their voices due to life and it’s circumstances. Next- woe to you men and women of God who are judging this woman who was brave enough to share her story with complete strangers. God dealt and / or is dealing with her in His own way. He doesn’t need your help or permission to condemn her or give her a piece of your mind. Next - how many eyes and ears of the person watching this do you think God opened? Being a Pharisee in 2023 is so wack. Love God and love People. God bless and thanks so much Delafé Ministries. You’re making a difference! Let’s continue to kick Satan’s teeth in every chance we get. In Jesus name, Amen 🙏🏾.
I am not better then this Sister, even if i never had a abortion, but sin is sin, so i am so happy that Yeshua saved me and for Him, bc HE forgave me so much, so i Love Him now so much, so i feel a strong urge to post this, for the Sake of Younger Generation: There is absolutelly nothing wrong with learning from Yer past Experiences and teaching the young Generation Accountability and Self Reflection and Responsibility. Yes you right as in that Jesus does not need our Help to judge someone as only He is the judge and our Saviour if we trust and belive in Him. However Discernment and Learning from one another without "being hollier then thou" or Condemnation, is a totally different Thing though, and is not as this World perceives it "hatefull" or "judgmental". So let this Sisters Testimony be a Blessing as a Lesson AND a Warning! in Order to not get hurt and cause Damage like she did. Speaking the Truth and listening to the "Spirit of Truth" and that which Gods Word says most of All, instead our own Thoughts, definatelly at least imho, superseeds "sprinkling Rainbows on everything" and calling bad good,.... any Day. Much Love nevertheless.
@@SavedByJesus4HeimatLiebe concur. We were all supposed to be dead but by God’s grace and mercy He decided to come down from His throne of righteousness to walk this Earth as man. My God 🙌🏽 As much as I hate the sin especially since I’m trying to have just one child before my ovaries say “nah”, I love this Sister in Christ. Satan lost another one is all I’m saying and that is something to praise about ! Be blessed 💁🏽♀️
Excellent testimony. This helped me in my decision making. I did confess but didn’t really forgave myself. I felt guilt because I never had children after and divorced. I always felt that this loneliness is my punishment. You have encouraged me. Thank you and God Bless you.
LORD, i thank YOU for the blessings in my life. I confess that I havent stopped to give YOU thanks for the many ways YOU have blessed me. Instead, Ive let problems take over my attention. Forgive me, LORD. YOU deserve all the gratitude I can give and so much more. Each day seems to bring more problems, and the more I focus on them the more discouraged I become. YOUR Word teaches me the value of gratitude. In Psalm 50:23, you proclaim, _“The one who offers thanksgiving as his sacrifice glorifies me; to one who orders his way rightly I will show the salvation of GOD."_ Help me remember this amazing promise and make gratitude a priority in my life. Starting each day giving thanks to YOU for lifes blessings will renew my attitude toward any problems that happen. Gratitude is a powerful weapon against discouragement and hopelessness. Strengthen me, LORD, to resist distractions and focus fully on YOUR goodness. Thank YOU for the greatest gift of all, YOUR son Jesus Christ. Amen. 🙏
I paid for two abortions when I was in the world at 23 and 24. It grieved me until I got saved and repented for what I did 😢. I’m just now being set free at 36.
This is such a wonderful testimony and I hope that those who hear it and are thinking of letting go of their children reconsider. God will provide a way when there is no way. Keep your babies. ❤
Sounds like you been through it beautiful sister but great testimony verry encouraging and looks like through all your brokenness you got closer to Jesus amen to that sis and God bless
Your testimony resounds with me. I too had two abortions while being a Christian. I too thank God for His mercy I am no longer in religion but I now have a relationship with Christ.
This was heart wrenching ! So good to see how the LORDis so loving......GOD BLESS You , Sister. JESUS IS AWESOME.🎉❤ My grief is that I was barren. No children.
My relationship with god began the moment I found out I was pregnant. I’m 29 weeks and I’m so thankful for him guiding me and showing me the way to him. I was so lost without him, a drug addict, homeless. I am blessed now with a beautiful home and a baby girl. Hallelujah
I almost had an abortion at 27. My boyfriend and I were broken up when I found out. He suggested it, “why bring a child into this mess, we’re not together and it’s going to make things worse for our lives.” I was sad and angry by his words but agreed internally. It was a Saturday so I said to myself Monday morning first thing I’ll go to the abortion clinic. That day came, I awoke early and sat up in bed. There was such a heaviness in the room. I told myself you can do this, put one foot in front of the other and get this over with. When I finally went to get up from the bed I couldn’t move my legs. I kept trying to stand but it wasn’t working and I thought what is going on. I was getting scared then I felt something, it wasnt words but I understood, “Do not do this”. I said out loud I’ll keep it but I’m going to need your help, I can’t do this alone. I wasn’t even a believer at that time but something about the presence I trusted. The heaviness lifted, I was able to move my legs and I felt comfort is the only way I can explain it. Still sometimes I look at my daughter and feel guilty that if it had been up to me she wouldn’t be here. Jesus saw me through it. Thank you for the testimony. ❤
And thank you for your testimony too!!!
I had an abortion I pray that Jesus forgives me now that have given my life to him amen
@@carolinekageni1485Ofcourse he forgives you. Repent so you can forgive yourself
@@carolinekageni1485Jesus has already forgiven you sister, all you had to do is ask. Now you need to forgive yourself and anyone else involved.
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I had an abortion at 20 and almost instantly regretted it after taking the pills. I went down a road of depression and constantly beating myself up about it mentally. It was such a mental battle daily. I journaled, wrote letters to my baby that I had lost and asked God for forgiveness and restoration. I heard God say unto me that He will restore unto me the baby that I had lost.
One night I had a dream to confirm this in which I saw a long line of women, I was at the front of the line and God/Jesus was above me, handing me my baby. And God told me through the dream that he will have mercy and restore babies lost through abortion to some women who are truly repentant.
God’s promises never fail and now almost 2 years later I am pregnant with the baby that God had promised unto me. Despite any worry or fears, I am trusting God to provide for me and my baby and I vowed to God never to have an abortion again. It is not worth the mental torment and emotional grief.
What a wonderful dream ❤
I pray to be amongst . I’ m waiting on him since then❤
Congrats on the baby, I hope they’re a blessing in your and your husband’s life!
There is nothing as important as forgiving yourself coz the guilt can make you backslide. God will always forgive you when you seek repentance that's how good he is.
Yes! Through my experience of backsliding, I learned it’s a form of pride. Praise Jesus!
Wow listen please.. 🥺I’m struggling.. I believe in Jesus and I had abortions.. I went through this big experience with Jesus I forgave everyone asked everyone to forgive me I could... God started moving so fast after that in my life I was amazed.. he let me know my babies were alive with him.. and it took YEARS.. but after this experience I believed finally Jesus forgave me.. I was in bliss about 2 years.. a whole lot happened.. anyway I’m still struggling with some things and out of nowhere I started thinking.. I have never forgiven myself for anything I’ve ever done.. I started thinking about this exercise this person had me do online but I couldn’t finish.. it immediately broke me down which shocked me.. you pretend your holding yourself as a baby and you tell yourself it will be ok.. I’m tearing up now just thinking about it.. u tell baby kim u love her and... I couldn’t go on.. well I’ve been thinking about it .. I hit this video and the first thing I see is your message saying.. it’s important to forgive yourself or you will backslide.. that hit like a ton of bricks bc I cannot figure out why I’m backsliding I loooooove Jesus.. I believe in the real Jesus of the Holy Bible I’ve experienced things u wouldn’t believe if I told you but I’m still in bondage.. I didn’t think me forgiving me was important.. only God.. is it? Do I need to forgive me? And how??🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞I’ve done some awful things.. made horrible choices.. and it’s still eating me alive 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞😞😞✝️✝️✝️🙏🙏🙏
Amen and Amen @jasiryfam!
@Kimlangston, yes dear, you need to forgive yourself, that’s what the Lord told me after I had an abortion. He said. “ I forgave you when you first asked me, you did not forgive yourself.!”
The enemy will continue to beat up on you, as long as you were walking in and forgiveness for yourself . Forgiveness is a decision and a commandment from God, not a feeling. Make the decision that you forgive yourself and ask the Lord to take you through. The process of forgiveness I’m a living witness that He will do it. I pray the Lord will show you every step of the way how to forgive yourself and to rest in Hiim. In Jesus Name! Much love! 💜🙏🏾
@@kimlangston251I wonder if it was so much about you forgiving yourself, or the enemy is trying to bring condemnation on you even though your forgiven by the precious and thorough blood of Jesus.
Great Testimony - I pushed my Girlfriend into 2 Abortions many years ago. I have led a yo-yo Christian Life as well. We know what Jesus says about the Lukewarm - I d rather you be Hot or Cold. I’m so sick of being lukewarm - God please forgive me and help me!
stop watching porn and walking in lust
He forgives you and He will help you to conquer lukewarmness. Seek Him with all your heart and you will find Him. Put complete faith in God to sustain you, read the word and pray often. Blessings brother. 🫂
@@Iamconverted Thank You!
You were forgiven for sins past present and future when God gave his son to die on that cross! Sin is unbelieving, let Jesus in and pursue a life with him and follow him.
We all come short of the glory of God but we are all forgiven! You asked and you are forgiven! In Gods eyes you are perfect and he loves you more then we can comprehend!
@@daved7808 You’re welcome. God bless you! May His peace cover you in Jesus name.
This testimony truly touched my heart because I relate to her so much. I had two abortions when I was 19 and 20. I came from a loving two parent Christian home but I felt so much pressure to be perfect and never make mistakes. When I was in middle school that was my first attempt at suicide. I took an entire bottle of Tylenol. Nothing happened. That was God’s grace because now I’m a RN and I know what should have happened had it not been for God. I attempted again in high school with my dad’s gun but I couldn’t pull the trigger. I literally didn’t know how it wouldn’t budge. After the abortions, I attempted again. Later in my 20’s I got married and had a daughter. But unfortunately my marriage ended due to infidelity. At this time, I’m suppose to be strong in the Lord and have a great relationship. My ex-husband now is married and raising his step daughter while making me a full blown single mom because he abandoned us both. I get so overwhelmed with grief that I actually attempted suicide again with taking a bottle of sleeping pills. I just didn’t want to wake up any more. But God saved me again. My best friend just so happened to bust into my room and woke me up. When she screamed, it was like I heard God say “WAKE UP!!!” After that, I got therapy to identify why I was so quick to end my life from a mental place. I understood it was also spiritual and that it was demonic oppression. I carried that perfectionist spirit as well. If things weren’t perfect then what good was I? God delivered me from it all. Now, though I’m divorced still, it doesn’t hurt because I’m married to Christ. My daughter is well and is healthy. I am well and healthy. We have a beautiful life and just bought a house. God has truly turned my life around.
Thanks for sharing ur story. Didn’t know perfectionist is a spirit now I know❤
@@miranda718 thank you for being so kind and loving. Yeah, essentially it is rooted in fear. Fear of failing, people pleasing, always desiring to be right and never make a mistake. It is probably more of a stronghold than a spirit now that I think about it but it definitely is something that I had to give over to the Lord. Blessings to you!
What a wonderful and amazing creator we serve! Beautiful testimony of God's grace and glory!
Why
@@ceceprincess4758 why what?
Praise be to God for saving wretched sinners like us
Amen
Yes and amen 🙌🏾
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I too violated God's commandments when I backslid. I was always looking for a man to love me. I married and divorced twice. I became promiscuous and I had multiple abortions.
I was raised in the Pentecostal faith religion and was saved at an early age. But, I did not discover what a true relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ was until I reached middle age. I thank God for my 3 living children and a grandchild. I have been celibate for years and the Lord has been keeping me. I give all glory to God. He proved to me that He is my one true love. I love Jesus more than anything. And through prayer and repentance I believe the Lord forgave me and I will see all my children in Heaven one day. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony!!!
THIS 🙌🏾🎯🙌🏾🎯…… What you shared resonates so much with me. I don’t think people understand that there is a difference between the Christian religion and relationship with Christ. I was technically a Christian when I chose to abort my children but I didn’t KNOW Christ. Knowing Christ and loving Him changes everything and that’s where true transformation of the mind and heart happens. That’s where beliefs and ideologies of this world are broken off as His truth and love settles in to makes it’s home in you. Again, thank you for your testimony. I pray it will help, encourage and bless others as well 🙏🏾
Praise God for his goodness and mercy thank you for sharing.I know your forgiven ❤
Powerful testimony. I was about to abort my child until God put a sister in Christ in my path to stop me and share her testimony. This happened back in 2021 never forget.
Praise the Lord 🙌🏾
@humblerenell1015-A lot of people are pretending to tell people that according to the bible abortion is wrong. The Bible actual says -That which parith the womb is holy(separate). Meaning until a fetus leaves the womb and can breath on it own it is still part of the mother's body. Only when it leaves the womb and takes its first breath does its soul enter it's body and it become a living soul on it's own.
At 0:10…I am 39 year old woman and long story short…your story, your testimony saved my baby. I was praying for the strength because the shame of being pregnant again, unmarried to a man that I don’t really have the support from…makes abortion the logical answer. Trying to find the faith to walk this pregnancy outside of my desire for me and this baby. I’m hurt but this story has comforted me in my pain & reminded me that my strength is in my faith in God. Thank you
I totally understand. I am 40. The thought of having another child unmarried is so heavy on me. Starting over alone....I am so disappointed in myself but don't know if I have what it takes to abort.
@@kimberlyjoycarter704 whatever your choice…stand firm in your decision…know that God loves you & give the pain of the disappointment to Him. I pray for His grace during this time
@@A_Nicole0921 Fornication is so abundant nowadays smh baby mamas all around.
Give the baby a chance to live, try God! He will take care of both of you❤
@@A_Nicole0921 Praying for you and that you will feel the tangible presence of the Lord walking with you. You are not alone in this….Jesus is with you and He will be your source of help physically, emotionally and financially. Continue to look to Him 🙏🏾
The lord rescued me from having an abortion when I was 17, I was doing it out of fear of my parents ( very strict Italian) I would have gone through with it because I didn’t have the strength to go against my parents, the night before the abortion I called out to Jesus and pleaded for help, please lord find me a way out of this, I want to keep him, ( I always knew as soon as I discovered I was pregnant it was a boy, i instinctively knew, the next day everything that could have gone wrong did go wrong, my alarm never went off, I got there my friend never showed up who was going to be with me for support, I got to the hospital and the receptionist told me I had missed the doctor by a few minutes, after that everything just fell into place, even my parents came round and told me to come home to have the baby, my son is now 29, praise God, if anyone is going through this please please call out to Jesus he will create a door where there is no door, I promise, we serve a god of breakthrough! Thank you Jesus he not only saved my son but he saved me too🙏💜
Hallelujah!
Amen!
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May you continue to trust him.
Love this testimony 👏🏾🙌🏾♥️
This hits me real hard because I have been at the same hard place, trying to process why I shed the blood of several innocent babies through abortion. I wish with all my heart that I could turn back the hands of the clock and undo this evil. I know that God has forgiven me, but the guilt lingers. It's the most terrible thing a mother can do but we have a merciful Father. I pray for everyone that has had to make the hard choice of killing an unborn baby to receive forgiveness from the Father and to also forgive herself. Unforgiveness in any form or shape is not acceptable to God. We must ask for grace to forgive ourselves.
Amen
@@amuart8997 Thanks a lot. I appreciate your kindness.
Extend Mercy to yourself@pearladams4817. Use this pain to minister to others in a similar situation.
Yes. Thank you.❤
So sorry to hear those stories that I identify with. I did do this evil thing because I did not have a relationship with Him and I carried that guilt for many years. Don't get me wrong, knowing of God and having a relationship with Him is very different, so when I begun my relationship with Him, I asked for forgiveness and because I did that, I also repented and believe that my Father has forgiven me, He has started a new page with me, so I no longer carry the guilt and I'm now living my life trying to please Him in everything, waiting for the Trump to sound so I can meet my children for the first time...once He's forgiven yu, you need to understand that it is done...
I had 2 abortions the first one felt like my soul was being ripped from my body. I called on God and it stopped. The pain stopped. But I still didn’t get it. Later on down the road I was pregnant and I wanted that baby so much. I was ready. I went for an ultrasound she had a bleed in her heart. She died in utero. They let me see her numerous times before I had the surgery to remove her. It broke my heart. It devastated me, it still does. It took three years I got pregnant again I was terrified something would happen I couldn’t feel I was to scared. Something led me to a Christian name book. I named my son Christopher Aaron. 5 month’s pregnant pain doubled me over, I drove myself to the hospital. I found out the baby was fine I had kidney disease, I had to have emergency surgery and be on bed rest. It was so scary. But that baby was my light. The love of my life. Down the road another abortion and when I’m ready to have another child I lose that baby. It was so tough it was devastating. It made me feel like you had those abortions this is payment for it. But it wasn’t. That’s not how GOD works. I got pregnant again and the baby is fine but I’m not kidney disease gets worse. Bed rest again. This is my last baby due to a congenital issue with my kidneys and endometriosis, inverted cervix and fibroids. I found out I was born with congenital anomalies. My baby is born healthy. But my journey with my kidneys takes a turn for the worse. I ask God to just let me see my kids become men. I never asked for anything else. But to not take me from my sons before they were men. In and out of the hospital, lost one kidney the other is on bypass but I’m still here. My sons are both young men. I’m so grateful! That im here. I still go through a lot with my kidney. But im alive. God no matter when my time is over here has walked with me every single step of the way and saved me. I use to think this is because you aborted those babies it’s karma. But it’s not, not at all. God doesn’t operate that way. Know that and reach for him, not just in need but in thanks for all he does for us even when we do not think we deserve it. ❤️🙏
" Can anything good come out of Nazareth ?" Yes, indeed ! Jesus makes something good out of your testimony.
This verse continues to touch me in every way!!!
Love your testimony sister. I had an abortion when I was 19 and I always think about where my baby could be. I know God has forgiven me and thank you for being courageous about speaking about it. Love you sister 🤗
Me too... I wished I was married and kept my babies!
Thank you for being transparent. I pray when others read your comment they will see that Jesus comforts and He heals ❤
Poor baby!!! This is horrible! Abortion is such a traumatic experience and loss. I was in a similar situation, I thank God I chose to keep my baby, he’s now a father and I’m a grandma. I can’t imagine my life without them. God was faithful and brought us through the most difficult times. God bless her!
This is what pro choice people don't understand. What enormous damage they do to themselves too.
Just because it doesn't always catch up with them immediately after, they think they got away with it. It will catch up. Guaranteed.
@@GrowPrayLoveSo true
@@Shaara1the woman is elderly, at what point do you think it will "catch up with her". Go promote murder elsewhere please
@@Jesuslovesyou8525 So elderly people can't feel regret and pain for things they have done in the past?
She doesn't look elderly btw.
Your comment is so out of place here, are you sure you meant it for this video?
I'm pro life , and I assume then you are pro choice. How you call others murderer?
@@Shaara1False. I know several people who had abortions many years ago and they are fine.
I too had an abortion while saved. I went to a pastor, explained my illness and lack of help, he said it’s okay. Luckily it was because as SOON AS I REPENTED, I felt the Holy Spirit. Ty Jesus for forgiving us when we are foolish and lost
I was homeless at the time. Hard hard road
I'm glad he is not my pastor.
I too had an abortion, the little pepperoni babies just tasted so good
@@ASKQUESTIONS-ei8bv “She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you; go, and from now on sin no more.”]]”
John 8:11 ESV
@@Pizza3.0God is going to reveal himself to you soon, and when he does you will never be the same. God bless ❤
Huh? I was never homeless.
So much of your testimony is like mine. So much. I am 67 and had my 2 abortions in my 20's. I continue to grieve. Thank you.
😢why does nobody ever seem to mention the old fashioned movement LOVE WAITS, if we all just refused the seducers and told ourselves also, does a poor innocent baby deserve to be ripped apart in cruel agony just because we want our fun??? Let's come to our senses and say This has got to stop!! No more sex til we're actually married- to a good person, abstinence is the only 100% guarantee, condoms leak or break, the pill is easy to forget, an IUD doesn't always work, etc etc, don't be alone with untrustworthy people, pray for guidance and protection, don't cause terrible pain to innocent little babies who never asked to be conceived , yes it's better if do find yourself to be pregnant to have the baby, but think of all the fatherless children and the adopted children who wonder for years why their parents didn't want them, and all because we want to be "free" to do whatever we like, think about it...❤
Cathy- I hope you get comfort, and support reading through the other comments you see about forgiveness, and how Jesus is still there with you through it all. I pray the peace of the Lord over you, and for a new, unburdened heart from God. ❤️
Same here Cathy I had 3 In my 20s and it still bothers me today, when I watched the movie heaven is for real and the little boy comes to his mom and says he saw his sister in heaven the child that was never born😢😢😢 that got to me I will have a lot to answer for one day and that’s what scares me so much
@@kellyalexander7347the moment you truly accept Jesus as your one and only personal Savior, He will forgive all your sins. He promised He will not remember our sins ever again. You must forgive yourself so that your heart will be free from your past. Jesus loves you and everyone who has been thru this.
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Bless you.
You have broken "shame" with your willingness to come forward with honesty and grace. Bless you for sharing
Praise be to God 🙌🏾
These testimonies are life saving! Thank you delafé testimonies for posting. Grateful for those that share! There is so much power is sharing. So much healing for so many around the world 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I had 4 abortions, i used to live in guilt. But I rededicated my life to Jesus Christ and am glad he gave me a second chance. Right now am told I will never have children am 39 years. Your story is so similar to mine. Thank God, he saved me.
This resonated with me so much 😢 I almost aborted my baby a couple of months ago and sometimes I sit up and think why didn’t I just get it over with why did I chicken out. This was confirmation for me that even though idk How I’m going to pull through this. God will never leave me nor forsake me. This came right on time. I’m thankful for your testimony and where God has brought you.
I too have had two abortions and it took me years to forgive myself!!! BUT GOD!!!!
That is so true. At the root of abortion is FEAR.
It definitely is! Was for me to.😔
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony! One thing the Lord God shared with me as He was delivering me from the Hurt, pain, shame and guilt of having an abortion was, I will see my son again because he is sitting at His feet! God even told me to give my son a name because it was closure for me, That gave me so much peace
God is great, mighty merciful! I am grateful to be His child! 💜
I had 2 and haven't gotten pregnant since. I repented and asked the lord for a miracle to bring life into my womb to conceive a child. My faith is very strong in the lord.
Amen
You shall be blessed!
Thank you TJ for sharing your testimony. I too had an abortion in my 20s. I did it b/c my boyfriend who became my husband and who is now my ex thought it was what we should do at the time. I went along with it b/c I loved him and thought we could children later in life. We never had children and I believe that’s one of the reasons for our divorce. Over the years I’ve come to understand he was afraid; And, I was looking for love and acceptance from a man. My relationship w/my father wasn’t the best. I grew up in the church but didn’t really have a intimate connection with Jesus. Needless to say not having children and eventually a divorce crushed me really hard. But, Jesus has a way of turning ashes into beauty. I know now He has always been the answer. I carried guilt for years. But, the one revelation that was stated by TJ that freed me today, I will see my baby in heaven one day. Thank you Holy Spirit for always providing the comfort we all need in time. Thank you Jesus♥️
Some have several / multiple abortion and still manage to have children whenever they one and some women only have 1 abortion and they cannot bear children...
I want to know about the pain. No one in my real life said anything about being in pain during the procedure.
This blesses me so much and the reason why I share my testimony! May the Holy Spirit continue to bring you into greater measures of freedom, comfort and healing to your heart 🙏🏾 Blessings to you sis ❤
Thank you for putting yourself out there so real. As a slightly disadvantaged boy I struggled to find my self worth in school and can relate to so many things you said. I believed every lie about myself. Jesus performed many miracles for me too, including saving my life, and recently revealed how much He was tenderly with me through the hardest events in my life. I love Him more now than ever after 34 years of knowing Him. I love you too sister and praise God for taking away all your shame and making you His precious miracle child. I am so proud of you and know you are truly helping others enter God's kingdom and be made whole. He goes after every lost sheep unconditionally of what they've done, His love endures forever. Halelujah!
I am sitting at my desk SOBBING silently and shaking my head at the sins I've committed, are committing and probably will in the future. Lord I thank you for your loving heart, your tender mercies and your forever graciousness. There are so many of us who have traveled this road, BUT God!!!
I have never done that I understand your struggle but I was saying to God this morning I need more to pray about thank you Jesus for this testimony I don't know your name but I know exactly how to pray the word of God will find you I am here in the USA I don't care if you are in Guatemala
@@sappsour6302 I'm not understanding your comment, however, I appreciate the time you take to pray. I pray and I do know God and am a member of a local congregation. I am praying for all of us on this platform, including myself who have traveled this road.
This is hard pillow to swallow as a young child being molested led to a life of promiscuity as a young woman. Bf after bfs unwanted pregnancy, multiple abortion, drug abuse, suicidal thoughts, attempts, homelessness through all that Jesus was with me. Through it all. My lord has comforted me. Now I have two young boys and family of my own. Jesus saves.
Wow….there is nothing too hard for our God. Our Redeemer lives ❤🙌🏾
You’re an awesome story teller. So clear and smooth.
Your comment truly blesses me. Ty 😊
What a beautiful testimony! Thank you so much for sharing ! God bless you and all of us who trying to become true disciples of Jesus Christ ❤️🙏🌟
I went to an abortion clinic twice. Each time I walked away with my baby. One time I was super close to where I was talking to the doctor, they couldn’t see the baby on the ultra sound but my hormones levels and test said I was. The doctor basically explained it’ll be like a little vacuum and suck the fetus out. I got scared and left.
He is now 2 years old and just got his first haircut. I’m thankful I didn’t go through with what I first thought was the ‘best’ option. And as I listened the two times I went I was in nursing school; but I had both of them a girl now 3 and boy 2.
I thank God for this channel and ppl transparency them sharing their fruit helps to keep us humbled. And keep our fruit fresh
Indeed! Thank you my King!
How is your baby now?
Thank you for sharing. It gives many of us peace knowing we are not alone in our regrets and sorrow. I love Jesus and at 42 years old I am trying to get closer to him. I have some peace hearing these testimonies. Thank you! 💜🙏
I was very angry the entire day because I'm thinking of my life as a 44 year old female and I am STILL A VIRGIN & I want to get married and have children ; I then sin with my words because I said maybe I should have lived " a sinful life "... but now I say to myself it is better to be a virgin then to put oneself at risk for abortion.
Absolutely and that purity is the most freedom you can experience in this world 🤗
No! Please let God guide you. Your body is a gift from God. Don't lead on your own understanding.
Also, follow God's timing!!! Your life only goes 'RIGHT' when u follows God's plans. U could be a single mother and the stress, lack, loneliness, fear of making all of the decisions by yourself for your family's wellbeing, the pressure of carrying an entire family unit. Wait on the Lord. He will renew your strength. Wait, I say, on the LORD!🙏🏾❤
@@godschosenone3952 Thank you. :)
@@Nikki-ks6wi Amen !
Had this thought listening to this testimony: we go out and live our life as reckless adults, have sex without being responsible adults and using contraception. Then when we find ourselves in the challenging situation we expect God to solve our issues. Choices are important and at some point we have to learn to take accountability for our actions.
so true!!!!
Until we really know God and are regenerated by his Holy Spirit, anything good we do is a chance blessing. When we don't know the Lord and are not guided by him our directions come from satan and we don't know it because he packages the worst thing for us like the best thing and we are tricked and fooled into accepting. Praise God for coming to the rescue of all these women. May he continue to lead guide and direct you all.
In the Name of our Lord+and wonderfull Saviourgod *******Jesus Christ we pray. Amen. @@caroljackson5051
Amen! Wow, what a beautiful and deeply touching testimony. Thank you!!
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I’ve had an abortion and I needed this more than anything!!! I love Jesus, my Lord and Savior, I hope he can forgive me. In Jesus name, Amen.
He will forgive you…ask Him and sincerely repent…He’s waiting for you.🙏🏼
His blood is so powerful it will cover any sin, even the deepest and darkest ones. Surrender to him and trust him as Lord of your life then you are sanctified, made holy and clean because of his blood he shed for you. 🌄
I agree with what they both said. Jesus is unlike any human you have ever met on this earth. His love, kindness, grace, mercy and forgiveness runs deeper than we can ever imagine and He freely gives it to all who come to Him. You don’t ever have to hope that He will forgive you…take Him at His Word (1 John 1:9). I pray that you won’t only know the love that your Savior has for you but that you will also experience it too 🙏🏾
Wowwww! The heart of the lord is so amazing g who can fully comprehend?! Your testimony love was a blessing to me. I love how the lord transformed and restored your relationship with Him and all the other broken areas. He is truly our only true redeemer❤❤
Your comment touched my heart 🥹🥹 So thankful that our Redeemer lives and He won’t stop pursing us until we are fully His ❤
@@AJourneyofDiscovery Aww
I appreciate your honesty. Im running to Jesus for my family as well. Never ever will I be without Jesus! Amen.
Such a strong testimony! The love and care of our Lord Jesus is so great and its healing and forgiving so deep.❤ Always be aware there is a spirit war going on!!
I never had an abortion! And your testimony has me crying it’s so moving and real! God bless you child and gives you the desires of your heart ❤️ I love you and I’ll see you in heaven, keep your children in the Lord and never forget Him our savior and ruler of humanity. Love your testimony! Blessings to all who read this comments and if you are brave enough give your life to Christ. He has a wonderful future for us 🎉❤
JESUS IS MY MESSIAH ❤
Lord thank you for my sister's testimony. She is speaking to my heart on my own desires for an abortion 27yrs ago. But I tried God to provide cause He told me He would.
♥️Bravo and Amen! The devil is a liar. This testimony brought such truth and revelation! My life has been richly blessed by it. I will share it with others so theirs can be too.🥰♥️
I feel your pain so much. I love my child and I vow to never speak evil over my child. ❤ bless you mama you got this!
Wow! This is such a powerful testimony, it made me cry! Thank you so much for sharing! This was a reminder that I was and am never alone. I went through one myself and went into the worst depression immediately after my decision. No one was there for me, all I wanted was a hug and for someone to tell me that I was going to be okay. I hated myself for it. I befan reconnecting with God last year and began asking Him to comfort, console me & forgive me. One night, I asked Him to give me that hug I wanted so badly during that time. And although I wasn’t in a bad depression anymore, I didn’t feel fully healed yet. I didn’t know how that was possible but He forgave me and spoke to me through a man of God at church in October 2023. At the end of the service, I said goodbye to one of my old friends and that hug she gave me omg I felt so much love and peace, I started bawling. I didn’t know why. It wasn’t until I got home that everything began clicking for me. God forgave me that night and gave me the hug I longed for. God is so good!! Jesus is real. & to any girl going through this situation, you are not alone. Jesus loves you & is here for you. Bless y’all!
God bless you Tj and thank you for your beautiful and powerful testimony, all Glory to Jesus🙌🏾❤️ He was truly with her through it all and how He spoke to her was so intimate and personal 😢 So encouraging, may this reach many people who are considering or have gone through abortion 🙏🏾
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Really loved this. Many thanks all the way from Cape Town SA😇😇😇😇😇
Thank you sister for having the courage to share your testimony. It resonates with me and I am so encouraged to hear your love for Jesus ❤
Ty and blessings to you ❤
I had an abortion when I was 20 yrs old. I was afraid to marry the father even though he wanted the baby and marry me. He was over seas serving in the army. I loved my mother very much I didn't want to leave her. The doctor told me it was only the size of my thumb nail. So I had it done and regretted it with all my heart. Later I got married and had 2 girls. I would never do it again. I had my 2 baby girls. After that I found the lord. I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. And yes he forgave me and told me my baby was in heaven waiting for me. It's a beautiful thing.
You have NO IDEA what a blessing you were to this almost-50 yr old, inconsistent Christian with terrible emotional baggage and trauma- from health issues, family-induced and self-induced traumas. Even tho the Lord has been so very evident and so very strong in helping me to overcome so much, I STILL needed this... I needed the confirmation of total forgiveness.
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Wow! ❤ Such a Powerful and Heartfelt Testimony. I am Grateful this woman shared her story. 🙏🏾
Love, Forgiveness and Healing. Thank You for sharing Your Testimony TJ.
So good bringing me to tears what a beautiful testimony, God bless you.
This is touching ,thank you for the courage to speak out .May this help others heal
God knows our hearts when we come to Him for forgiveness😢. He listens. He is merciful🙏🏻. God bless TJ. God has kept her strong. Her testimony was very heartfelt.
GOD BLESS THIS WOMAN 🙏🙏🙏
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Such an Awesome anointed testimony of truth ,repentance and restoration! The true story of Salvation! Thanks be to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!Keep preaching that beautiful Word Sister,We love you!!!!
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«He is all what I need» This is strong, this is true for me too. This was just a blessing. God bless you.
I love your testimony!! And your voice .. so smooth! I’m thankful for you♥️
The Lord is so faithful. Thank you for sharing your story. It will save many.
Powerful testimony! I thank God that he saved you! 🙌🏼🙌🏼
A beautiful testimony of God’s forgiveness for our sins. Many women go to their graves with this deeply etched in their soul. I have counseled many women who have held this guilt in them for countless years and see their joy restored. God is gracious and willing to to forgive and embrace us again. God Bless you sister ❤
So true!
Thanks for the courage to share this testimony which can help someone else. Thanks!
Without any condemnation, we are to be reminded that as humans we have choices and these choices have consequences. We can't blame God for our choices but I thank him for his faithfulness to us during difficulties. Praise the Lord!
Simply powerful testimony. Like fire… God is magnificent!! I’ve been a nurse for 29 yrs- touched my heart when Aaron said a nurse prayed over him while caring for him in the hospital. God is calling His sons and daughters- Let’s be ready to go! God Bless and keep you!
What a powerful and beautiful testimony! You are beautiful dear sister. Thank you so much for sharing.
Sending all my love from Paris, France.☀️😊💛
Great testimony. I'm grateful to God that she chose to share it. I pray her strength in the LORD IN JESUS' NAME. AMEN. I pray that the Lord chooses to cover, carry, protect, lead, and guide her in JESUS' NAME. AMEN.
Thank you for your prayers ❤
Thank you. You’re helping people who are walking in guilt from an AB
That is my hope and my heart! Thanks for the encouragement ❤
My Sister,
Thank you!
I've been reading the comments, and you through this testimony have healed more souls than l have ever seen healed in any church I've attended in all my life.
Thank you for your courage, your honesty, and your selflessness to help other's.
May Ahayah bless your life, and this testimony.
Again thank you.
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Beautiful heart wrenching testimony. I can see myself in you sister and I know that our Messiah is here to forgive even the most wretched sinner like myself 🙏. Thank you for sharing and may our heavenly Father and Messiah continue to use you in a mighty way to reach his children
This testimony impacted my spirit so much. Lately through this channel I've been able to hear more testimonies about people who were Christians who still struggled with hard issues. My hard issue was sexual immorality and sex and drugs. God has delivered me so much and is healing me. I am currently getting off of an herb I started taking for PTSD, which is terribly addictive. God led me to request a week off of work so I can detox off of it. This is the last time I ever want to detox off of this substance, as I have detoxed off of it several times before. Anyone who reads this please pray for me that the detox will be successful and I will stay off this substance. I am quite isolated from people at this time and could use any and all prayer I could get. I know my God will see me thru and I also know the power of prayer. Thanks for praying and God bless you.
Same here , praying for you , God bless you ! 🤍
I am addicted to drugs and alcohol 20+ years now and I struggle all the time. I've quit before and was so happy and thought it all was in my past, then I backslid. I pray for deliverance all the time. I pray that the Holy Spirit will be my strength to overcome and get my Victory. I will pray for you. When 2 or more are in agreement, God is there. He hears every single prayer. Let's keep praying for our breakthrough. God bless you dear sister in Christ.🙏🙏🙏
@@elizabethbrown5215 thank you for praying for me Elizabeth, I just prayed for you as well. Something that God has shown me is that the root of my addiction and self-medicating is using substances to deal with unpleasant emotions. I need to be able to give those unpleasant emotions to God and surrender them to him and trust that he will see me through them. I need to stay in the armor of God in order to fight this fight. Also, I had a lot of abuse and still had some people that were treating me in a certain way that made me feel bad about myself. I had to distance myself from those people. What do you think is keeping you addicted to drugs? What does that pattern look like? For me I was self-medicating due to PTSD but I also just likes the high. But God delivered me from hard drugs and I was recently just struggling with Kratom because I was using it to self-medicate for anxiety. God has shown me I need to trust him with the anxiety and turn to him. Do you have any thoughts about all of this? What has your own Journey been like with this struggle? Do you have abusive people in your life now?
O Lord deliver these your children. Hear them as they call upon
You. Break the chains and bondage of addiction, anxiety and helplessness - even ancestral ones, and make them whole in Jesus name. Let the anointing that break yokes come upon them and work total and complete deliverance in Jesus name.
The Lord is near the broken-hearted and saves such as have a contrite spirit. PS 34:18. God is right there with you through this detox and has already given you victory and freedom by His strength and power. Be encouraged! I have prayed for you.
I just want to say this: thank you for sharing your testimony to shame the enemy and help those who may have lost their voices due to life and it’s circumstances.
Next- woe to you men and women of God who are judging this woman who was brave enough to share her story with complete strangers. God dealt and / or is dealing with her in His own way. He doesn’t need your help or permission to condemn her or give her a piece of your mind.
Next - how many eyes and ears of the person watching this do you think God opened?
Being a Pharisee in 2023 is so wack. Love God and love People.
God bless and thanks so much Delafé Ministries. You’re making a difference! Let’s continue to kick Satan’s teeth in every chance we get. In Jesus name, Amen 🙏🏾.
I am not better then this Sister, even if i never had a abortion, but sin is sin, so i am so happy that Yeshua saved me and for Him, bc HE forgave me so much, so i Love Him now so much, so i feel a strong urge to post this, for the Sake of Younger Generation:
There is absolutelly nothing wrong with learning from Yer past Experiences and teaching the young Generation Accountability and Self Reflection and Responsibility.
Yes you right as in that Jesus does not need our Help to judge someone as only He is the judge and our Saviour if we trust and belive in Him.
However Discernment and Learning from one another without "being hollier then thou" or Condemnation, is a totally different Thing though, and is not as this World perceives it "hatefull" or "judgmental". So let this Sisters Testimony be a Blessing as a Lesson AND a Warning! in Order to not get hurt and cause Damage like she did.
Speaking the Truth and listening to the "Spirit of Truth" and that which Gods Word says most of All, instead our own Thoughts, definatelly at least imho, superseeds "sprinkling Rainbows on everything" and calling bad good,.... any Day. Much Love nevertheless.
@@SavedByJesus4HeimatLiebe concur. We were all supposed to be dead but by God’s grace and mercy He decided to come down from His throne of righteousness to walk this Earth as man. My God 🙌🏽
As much as I hate the sin especially since I’m trying to have just one child before my ovaries say “nah”, I love this Sister in Christ. Satan lost another one is all I’m saying and that is something to praise about ! Be blessed 💁🏽♀️
Excellent testimony. This helped me in my decision making. I did confess but didn’t really forgave myself. I felt guilt because I never had children after and divorced. I always felt that this loneliness is my punishment. You have encouraged me.
Thank you and God Bless you.
Your story is my story very similar 😢 I needed to hear that. I was so dirty in guilt & shame. Thank You LORD for JESUS the CHRIST ♥️🙏🏽♥️
LORD, i thank YOU for the blessings in my life. I confess that I havent stopped to give YOU thanks for the many ways YOU have blessed me. Instead, Ive let problems take over my attention. Forgive me, LORD. YOU deserve all the gratitude I can give and so much more.
Each day seems to bring more problems, and the more I focus on them the more discouraged I become. YOUR Word teaches me the value of gratitude. In Psalm 50:23, you proclaim, _“The one who offers thanksgiving as his sacrifice glorifies me; to one who orders his way rightly I will show the salvation of GOD."_ Help me remember this amazing promise and make gratitude a priority in my life.
Starting each day giving thanks to YOU for lifes blessings will renew my attitude toward any problems that happen. Gratitude is a powerful weapon against discouragement and hopelessness. Strengthen me, LORD, to resist distractions and focus fully on YOUR goodness.
Thank YOU for the greatest gift of all, YOUR son Jesus Christ. Amen. 🙏
Thank you, Lord, for always being there to save us 🙏❤️
This really touched me! 🥺
God bless u dear 🙏🏾
Powerful testimony my sister. I thank God for your life now and and ur family.🙌🙏
“I am the Father of the fatherless.” -Jesus
Psalms 68
AMEN!
God has blessed you with an amazing ability to share with grace and wisdom. Love to you sweet sister.
That blesses my heart! Thank you 😊
This was very powerful. Thank you Jesus for these testimonies ♥️
I paid for two abortions when I was in the world at 23 and 24. It grieved me until I got saved and repented for what I did 😢. I’m just now being set free at 36.
This is such a wonderful testimony and I hope that those who hear it and are thinking of letting go of their children reconsider. God will provide a way when there is no way. Keep your babies. ❤
God will provide a way even when it looks like there’s no way. 🎯 Jehovah Jireh, my God will provide….who He is, is hidden in His name 🙌🏾
THANK YOU TJ FOR SHARING YOUR TESTIMONY!!!
Wow!! You have a lot of strength. I can feel what you went through. God loves you ❤. Be safe sis. Amen Amen Amen!
Oh wow, this is really amazing testimony! Thank you for sharing!
Sounds like you been through it beautiful sister but great testimony verry encouraging and looks like through all your brokenness you got closer to Jesus amen to that sis and God bless
Thank you for sharing ❤🙏🏽 I needed this 🥲🥲🥲🥲❤️
What a powerful testimony. This was beautiful. ❤️🙏🏻
Amazing!!! His love is above everything ❤🙌
Your testimony resounds with me. I too had two abortions while being a Christian. I too thank God for His mercy I am no longer in religion but I now have a relationship with Christ.
This was heart wrenching ! So good to see how the LORDis so loving......GOD BLESS You , Sister. JESUS IS AWESOME.🎉❤ My grief is that I was barren. No children.
Thank you for being so honest and so courageous in sharing your testimony. Your testimony is truly a blessing to me.
God bless her! This was a really great Testimony!! I'm so thankful for everyone that shares their story and how they came to Christ!!
My relationship with god began the moment I found out I was pregnant. I’m 29 weeks and I’m so thankful for him guiding me and showing me the way to him. I was so lost without him, a drug addict, homeless. I am blessed now with a beautiful home and a baby girl. Hallelujah
Wow a beautiful testimony God bless you sis TJ Frasier❤🙏🙏
Wonderful testimony to God be the glory keep up the good work Woman of God
You are doing God’s work ! God bless you sister!
this was beautiful! I can feel her love for Jesus through the screen. I have been blessed by her testimony ❤ I could listen to her all day
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