This made me cry. I can relate to this so so much. Different drug of choice but same feelings. Theo explains it so well. 11 years clean and sober by the grace of god.
Don't know you at all but hope you've been doing alright my guy. We're with you dawg, you ain't alone. Keep trying and keep playing them strings brother. Fall down seven, stand up eight. God bless.
“I was so ashamed for nothing. Just because at a young age no one told me not that to be ashamed of myself. No one said hey man you’re ok.” Wow this video is touching a part of my heart i didn’t know I needed
@timothydixon8033 brother I know it seems like some cult bullshit but please just drop into a meeting, could be AA, CA, NA, SMART, Whatever you like. The worst that can happen is you lose an hour of your life, or perhaps you get your entire life back.
Theo being in in recovery is such a strong force for me going through the steps. He's funny, quick, awesome to be around, and STILL SOBET. you don't have to be drunk to be a cool guy. I don't have to be drunk to be a cool guy.
I’m 3 months sober n I found Theo on RUclips about a week into my sobriety n when I realised he is also and is one of the funniest forces I’ve seen on the internet rn reminds me I don’t have to be drunk or on drugs to make people laugh/love me 👌
This is by far the deepest I have ever seen Theo get. And this video touched me morre than any other video about substance abuse and hopelessness and insecurities as a man. I've been struggling ever since I got molested as a kid. Been in and out of recovery for years and I still feel so lost. Still have no idea who I am or want to be and I have a hard time believing I ever will.
You’ve been through something so horrible and yet you’re still here! Be proud of yourself for how far you’ve come and how much you’ve survived! Never let go of hope that things will get better, because it will! I grew up with a pedophilic stepdad and I never thought I’d be ok but it’s been about 8 years since I left home and my life is so much better now! Do everything you can to save yourself, to make yourself happy, you deserve love and peace ❤
I‘d never have guessed that theo von has such a sad history. My heart is aching for the scared, lonely boy who felt so confused and unloved that he had to make up stories to try to sugarcoat his life and escape reality. It takes a hell of a load of guts to come out into the open with all this in such a honest, detailed and only all too relatable way… I so hope for him that he will finally find all the acceptance, self love and peace of mind that he definitely deserves.
Theo, if you’re reading this, I hope you know how much of positive impact this video has had on millions of people. Even if you’re at a different stage of your sobriety today, even if you’re eating someone’s butt you just met, I hope you know how much this video has helped people formulate difficult feelings they’ve had their entire life into actual words. Thank you brother. And it’s ultimately it’s your choice if you reupload this video or not, but just know you’ve helped a lot of people man. There is no shame in that.
“ but my brother never came back… I don’t fault him for that. He had his own walk with our environment and he had to do what he had to do to get well.. and he’s gotten very well over the years” this hits me the hardest man. It’s a pretty mature way to look at shit and it seems like he’s genuinely proud his brother is doing well. So relatable being disconnected from your siblings and family ya know..? This is one of my favorite videos ever thank you for everything rat king
This meant so much to me because I had to do the same thing and technically had to leave my little sister behind but I had to save myself and I couldn’t take her with me… I did what I had to do to survive, but she told me years later when we reconnected that she felt I abandoned her… it’s so sad 😞 but I can’t regret my decision - my life is finally better.
Everyone thinks that I spend all day quoting Theo Von because I’m goofy and he makes me laugh, but a lot of people don’t get to see this side, an inspiration that’s also able to put the feelings I never could into words
He did a good job of describing some of the struggles people to through and can't even process it good enough to put into words and I feel like helping people understand it better might help them
I think this is what needs to be understood. Addicts are people in pain trying to feel something or feel nothing. I could relate to his story. My dad had ms and whilst other dads were throwing their kids around I was helping my dad walk on picking him up from falling down the stairs. My mum also worked all the time and she loved me but was not there to see what I was doing or noticing if I went to school or was doing ok at school. I discovered weed and alcohol and felt liberated, it did something for me that it didn't do for all my friends. I'm now 41, not smoking weed but still drinking too much wine. Not everyday but most days and drinking til I blackout. I know that my life will get better in every single way when I stop. I will not drink today.
Thank you for sharing your story, what you said about addicts just trying to feel nothing or feel something is so true. Ive blacked out too much over these last few years to escape the intense emotions inside me. But I just started an Intensive Outpatient Program at a recovery center for alcoholism and weed addiction. It’s been the best thing I’ve ever done, I’ve tried to stop many times before but never could. It’s something you can’t do alone, I hope you’re able to kick it and just know you should never feel ashamed to ask for help. That was the hardest part for me but none of us can do this alone.
This really hit home for me, I’m from a small town in the uk. Currently recovering from an addiction problems. Family and upbringing has a massive role in what relationship you have with drugs. And I hope whoever is reading this gets well soon x
This video is amazing man. God bless Theo man. He went from bein in a room alone to bein all over the world. And crowds n crowds are there for only him. He deserves all the success man.
Watching this hungover at work trying to make it til 5pm I don’t want to be this way. Its Friday it’s okay to be tired from work but tired and hungover! Cmon now :/
I watched this video in December of 2021, on January 10 of 2022 I checked myself into treatment. I’m coming up on 2 years clean in a few days. It can be done guys. It took me 12 years and 9 trips to rehab. Many relapses, many dark times. It’s just a passage of time. Invest into your future and trust the process please. If you’re reading this and you’re in addiction just know that you can live a life so much better one day, that thinking about the old days will make you sick to your stomach. Do it as soon as you can.
For anyone going through this today or recently: (Let me paint the picture) Being sober about the longest you have ever been on your own this time..- really on your own and for you. (About 9 months) You fall off and lapse. Some would say relapse. Most do in the rooms.. For some reason the familiar feeling of getting high pops in your head strong and urgent. You Get high, smoke dope, and feel guilty. This is was happened today. The biggest question to ask.. and if anybody sees this and has an answer please reply, " Why did I make that decision to block out the emptiness and sadness I was feeling and get high?"
You needed a quick escape from the reality you are living. Dig deep brother, what thoughts are constantly on your mind that upset you, address them. Dont be scared of them. Answer those questions. Sometimes you might want to get high. If its once in awhile, thats okay. But dont fall back into the habit. Head up, do you and move forward
Sending you so much love Theo, just starting my sober journey again. This video and your messages and sincerity give me so much hope. Keep going, your a blessing 🙏
I love people's stories too, I truly do and I always have. I love the good, the bad and the ugly. These stories make us human and bring out the beauty and the tragedy of the human experience. I appreciate Theos story. I may not relate to the addiction issues, when it comes to substances. I never struggles with substance abuse. I think I always really wanted to get to know my self, to understand myself, not escape myself. To develop my relationship with myself. I think I always felt safe with my self, even when I was struggling. When he said I really just wanted to feel loved, I really felt that. I think I'm good at loving myself, I think I show much love and compassion for others, more than others understand or appreciate. When I don't feel that inkind from others, it makes me realize how much I just wish to be loved and understood. And the only time I truly feel peace is when I'm alone as well. "I don't know an okay where I'm attached to others." I really understand that. I heard Theo say once that he was hard to love and I've said that before. A friend of mine told me that I wasn't and that I was actually easy to love. That I just don't accept disrespect because I do love myself and I want the same in return. Nothing worth having should come easy. Anyone that isn't worthy of your love will make you feel that you are hard to love.
What a fantastic story teller Theo is. He's like an older brother I wished for, but never had. I was born and brought up in Poland In the 90,s and I love how much I can relate to all his stories. It just shows that we are all humans, we all have similar experiences, we are all eating a giant shit sandwich.
as an older brother to 2 other siblings who really resonated with Theo and his alchohol and drug usage, i hate the influence i unintentionally had upon my siblings because my 16 year-old brother is doing drugs and my sweet inocent little sister i found out recently is smoking and it ripped my heart apart
Listening to this smoking after not smoking for 4 months. Scary to think if i had the money and connections that id probably be on some bad shit instead. The 3 showers thing was so relatable. You get out the shower feeling dirty still or just be sweating so bad that you feel like you need to get back in. I didnt even realize how messed up I was until until family members found out causing me to look at what I'd become
12:15 yes having authentic feelings ❤️that’s connecting back to our gut/ intuition. Trauma can cause that, act out of character, nihilistic. Causes people to go from extremes, either feeling it all or nothing at all. There is hope :)
You're adorable Theo, I love your sweet honesty. I'm an old lady with many kids, grandkids, and great grand kids. you are another I would adopt in a minute! Much love to you sweetheart, you're doing great! Im proud of you! Keep up the good work. You are an inspiration to many. And crack me up!
Thank you for sharing your story and doing it even when you had a headache. You showed up! I'm crying cleansing tears and it's beautiful. I can relate in so many ways..Your authenticity and depth is so powerful and touched my heart and soul. Your vulnerability is hot! 🫶 thanks again dude.
Loving myself is one of the most difficult things I encounter, either because I didn’t have my dad around all the time to let me know how wonderful I am or because I was earring all the time how being a black girl was a type of disadvantage or because of a fibroma I can’t have babies I always struggle to tell myself I’m great and worth to love I hope God is real I trust him I need him
You are loved. I loved this comment and don't even know you but I respect the vulnerability. No matter what you've been through you're special and deserve happiness
Crazy how similar of a story you have to me, my dad had me at 64 mum was 22, grew up fairly poor mum was an addict and in the end I became an addict myself. Still grapple with it now it’s a daily battle.
I often feel the same. When I reach a point of paralysis by analysis, I focus on "the next 15 min".. do the right thing for the next 15 minutes (clean your room, sit-ups or push-ups, take the trash out, etc). It gives me small wins / successes to build on for the next 15 minutes after that. Before too long you've done the right thing for an hour, accomplished something, and feel better about yourself and your chances of being successful the following day.
Theo our stories are semi similar, the addiction at a youngish age, the feeling if you’re not making people laugh they hate you, old parents, losing a parent as a young age, my dream is to eat a dinner with you or something, you really are my fucking hero
I love you Theo. Man, you get it and help so many people in the best way possible.. By just being you. If you come to London i hope I can add to your life the way you have added to mine (I'm a tour guide) x
*so much therapy seems evident. idk if that is true, but i cant imagine this level of analysis wo formal training & guidance.* but it is so inspirational. to get that far along. im envious. we could all benefit. i dont talk like this. perhaps i could try a lil harder. _JC
I’ve just been trying to cope with all these feelings and emotions that I’ve been feeling lost with my surroundings my close friends and family myself every night wen I walk alone there’s such a beautiful sound of emptyness then the beautiful nature connects me and opens up my mind of so much wonders and big moments that life is precious and we don’t appreciate it at times of ourselves not knowing what god has in store for us and then how I can’t forgive my burden heart durb
"I only decided how I felt based on how you felt about me" that line was a shock and a gutpunch and a truthbomb all rolled into one
That sentence has been my life for the last 14 years
That woke my ass up I had to be super aware. My friends said is that your grandpa. It's all good now. I made it.
This made me cry. I can relate to this so so much. Different drug of choice but same feelings. Theo explains it so well. 11 years clean and sober by the grace of god.
Theo speaks from his heart. He is so valuable.
this clip kept me sober tonight
how u doin now brother?
Don't know you at all but hope you've been doing alright my guy. We're with you dawg, you ain't alone. Keep trying and keep playing them strings brother. Fall down seven, stand up eight. God bless.
Hope you're still sober ❤
Hope you’re well.
hope you're doing well
“I was so ashamed for nothing. Just because at a young age no one told me not that to be ashamed of myself. No one said hey man you’re ok.” Wow this video is touching a part of my heart i didn’t know I needed
serously. I'm on a xan and adderall and drinking right now. been struggling in and out of recovery for 6 years.
@timothydixon8033 brother I know it seems like some cult bullshit but please just drop into a meeting, could be AA, CA, NA, SMART, Whatever you like. The worst that can happen is you lose an hour of your life, or perhaps you get your entire life back.
@@timothydixon8033worth a shot right?
@@GG-tn5dl been to countless. It is cult bullshit.
I’m here because of the $uicideboy$ interview ❤ thanks to Theo, Scrim and Ruby for their message of strength and hope!!
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Same lmao
Theo being in in recovery is such a strong force for me going through the steps. He's funny, quick, awesome to be around, and STILL SOBET. you don't have to be drunk to be a cool guy. I don't have to be drunk to be a cool guy.
I’m 3 months sober n I found Theo on RUclips about a week into my sobriety n when I realised he is also and is one of the funniest forces I’ve seen on the internet rn reminds me I don’t have to be drunk or on drugs to make people laugh/love me 👌
This is by far the deepest I have ever seen Theo get. And this video touched me morre than any other video about substance abuse and hopelessness and insecurities as a man. I've been struggling ever since I got molested as a kid. Been in and out of recovery for years and I still feel so lost. Still have no idea who I am or want to be and I have a hard time believing I ever will.
You’ve been through something so horrible and yet you’re still here! Be proud of yourself for how far you’ve come and how much you’ve survived! Never let go of hope that things will get better, because it will! I grew up with a pedophilic stepdad and I never thought I’d be ok but it’s been about 8 years since I left home and my life is so much better now! Do everything you can to save yourself, to make yourself happy, you deserve love and peace ❤
I‘d never have guessed that theo von has such a sad history. My heart is aching for the scared, lonely boy who felt so confused and unloved that he had to make up stories to try to sugarcoat his life and escape reality.
It takes a hell of a load of guts to come out into the open with all this in such a honest, detailed and only all too relatable way…
I so hope for him that he will finally find all the acceptance, self love and peace of mind that he definitely deserves.
Theo, if you’re reading this, I hope you know how much of positive impact this video has had on millions of people.
Even if you’re at a different stage of your sobriety today, even if you’re eating someone’s butt you just met, I hope you know how much this video has helped people formulate difficult feelings they’ve had their entire life into actual words.
Thank you brother. And it’s ultimately it’s your choice if you reupload this video or not, but just know you’ve helped a lot of people man. There is no shame in that.
This might be the kindest comment i've seen on RUclips. God bless you, man.
Man I am so thankful for theo
I'm in my first 90 days of sobriety and his story is helping me to understand my own
Hope you are still going strong, I couldn't imagine a week sober so 90 days is an inspiration, allthough this was a year ago. Well done
“ but my brother never came back… I don’t fault him for that. He had his own walk with our environment and he had to do what he had to do to get well.. and he’s gotten very well over the years” this hits me the hardest man. It’s a pretty mature way to look at shit and it seems like he’s genuinely proud his brother is doing well. So relatable being disconnected from your siblings and family ya know..? This is one of my favorite videos ever thank you for everything rat king
This meant so much to me because I had to do the same thing and technically had to leave my little sister behind but I had to save myself and I couldn’t take her with me… I did what I had to do to survive, but she told me years later when we reconnected that she felt I abandoned her… it’s so sad 😞 but I can’t regret my decision - my life is finally better.
Everyone thinks that I spend all day quoting Theo Von because I’m goofy and he makes me laugh, but a lot of people don’t get to see this side, an inspiration that’s also able to put the feelings I never could into words
This might be the realest thing I've ever seen on here. Good for Theo for opening up in a way I wish everyone could
“Had his own walk” 🔥🔥🔥 line
I love how vulnerable Theo is
AA is lit. Changed my life. Happy for you, Theo. Almost 5 years sober from alcohol myself.
Still sober bro?
He did a good job of describing some of the struggles people to through and can't even process it good enough to put into words and I feel like helping people understand it better might help them
I think this is what needs to be understood. Addicts are people in pain trying to feel something or feel nothing. I could relate to his story. My dad had ms and whilst other dads were throwing their kids around I was helping my dad walk on picking him up from falling down the stairs. My mum also worked all the time and she loved me but was not there to see what I was doing or noticing if I went to school or was doing ok at school. I discovered weed and alcohol and felt liberated, it did something for me that it didn't do for all my friends. I'm now 41, not smoking weed but still drinking too much wine. Not everyday but most days and drinking til I blackout. I know that my life will get better in every single way when I stop. I will not drink today.
Thank you for sharing your story, what you said about addicts just trying to feel nothing or feel something is so true. Ive blacked out too much over these last few years to escape the intense emotions inside me. But I just started an Intensive Outpatient Program at a recovery center for alcoholism and weed addiction. It’s been the best thing I’ve ever done, I’ve tried to stop many times before but never could. It’s something you can’t do alone, I hope you’re able to kick it and just know you should never feel ashamed to ask for help. That was the hardest part for me but none of us can do this alone.
Congrats..keep going
My heart feels sad hearing his struggles but look what blossomed
I now have a completely new love and appreciation for this man🙏🏽
This really hit home for me, I’m from a small town in the uk. Currently recovering from an addiction problems. Family and upbringing has a massive role in what relationship you have with drugs. And I hope whoever is reading this gets well soon x
Been struggling with drugs and alcohol for 15 years. Damn he said I was doing things I don't want to do. My whole life, most of it anyway
We needed this. I totally needed this. Peace, love, joy, hope, etc.
Amen
This video is amazing man. God bless Theo man. He went from bein in a room alone to bein all over the world. And crowds n crowds are there for only him. He deserves all the success man.
I wonder why he took this video off his channel? I go back to watch it at least 3 times a year
interesting. the serach is so broken i did not know that. _JC
So do I I’m glad i was able to find it
Bc he relapsed I think
I think he relapsed 8 months ago
@@carter43758 relapsed on what? How y’all know
“I started makin up stories” and Theos career was born.
I mean even then he’s hilarious
@@treybalskey5711 obv
He's still funny asf tho
GFYS
@@habiTx87 lol I’m a big Theo fan. But obviously half of his stories are fabricated brother. Still love him tho. So you go Fuck yourself
Watching this hungover at work trying to make it til 5pm
I don’t want to be this way. Its Friday it’s okay to be tired from work but tired and hungover! Cmon now :/
in believe in you brotha, gang gang. ONWARD!!!
I hope you're ok bro for real 🙏 believe in God his real and he will do wonders just have to have faith hope your doing well today 🙏
Hey man I hope your story’s looking better and that you’re taking care of yourself🙏🏼
I watched this video in December of 2021, on January 10 of 2022 I checked myself into treatment. I’m coming up on 2 years clean in a few days. It can be done guys. It took me 12 years and 9 trips to rehab. Many relapses, many dark times. It’s just a passage of time. Invest into your future and trust the process please. If you’re reading this and you’re in addiction just know that you can live a life so much better one day, that thinking about the old days will make you sick to your stomach. Do it as soon as you can.
I recently started listening to Theo, what an awesome person! True to the heart! God bless him!
For anyone going through this today or recently: (Let me paint the picture) Being sober about the longest you have ever been on your own this time..- really on your own and for you. (About 9 months) You fall off and lapse. Some would say relapse. Most do in the rooms.. For some reason the familiar feeling of getting high pops in your head strong and urgent. You Get high, smoke dope, and feel guilty. This is was happened today. The biggest question to ask.. and if anybody sees this and has an answer please reply, " Why did I make that decision to block out the emptiness and sadness I was feeling and get high?"
You needed a quick escape from the reality you are living. Dig deep brother, what thoughts are constantly on your mind that upset you, address them. Dont be scared of them. Answer those questions. Sometimes you might want to get high. If its once in awhile, thats okay. But dont fall back into the habit. Head up, do you and move forward
Sending you so much love Theo, just starting my sober journey again. This video and your messages and sincerity give me so much hope. Keep going, your a blessing 🙏
This is so relateable. I sick of living with a life of drugs and alcohol. Had enough now. Thanks Thoe
11 minutes in. Never related to anything more. Thankful for his honesty and vulnerability, its healing.
I love people's stories too, I truly do and I always have. I love the good, the bad and the ugly. These stories make us human and bring out the beauty and the tragedy of the human experience. I appreciate Theos story.
I may not relate to the addiction issues, when it comes to substances. I never struggles with substance abuse. I think I always really wanted to get to know my self, to understand myself, not escape myself. To develop my relationship with myself. I think I always felt safe with my self, even when I was struggling.
When he said I really just wanted to feel loved, I really felt that. I think I'm good at loving myself, I think I show much love and compassion for others, more than others understand or appreciate. When I don't feel that inkind from others, it makes me realize how much I just wish to be loved and understood. And the only time I truly feel peace is when I'm alone as well. "I don't know an okay where I'm attached to others." I really understand that. I heard Theo say once that he was hard to love and I've said that before. A friend of mine told me that I wasn't and that I was actually easy to love. That I just don't accept disrespect because I do love myself and I want the same in return. Nothing worth having should come easy. Anyone that isn't worthy of your love will make you feel that you are hard to love.
This a real dude and I thank you very much
Thanks for uploading this. It's such an important video to me and a lot of other people.
This is why I love AA. Founded in truth, liberation. We all deserve freedom. Keep going Theo❤️I love you
A fellow addict...a brother..thanks for your honesty.❤
Thank you Theo for sharing your experience, strength and hope ❤
Theo I needed this. Thanks man..
On the eve of my seventh year of soberity ❤ hats off to Theo von
What a fantastic story teller Theo is. He's like an older brother I wished for, but never had. I was born and brought up in Poland In the 90,s and I love how much I can relate to all his stories. It just shows that we are all humans, we all have similar experiences, we are all eating a giant shit sandwich.
as an older brother to 2 other siblings who really resonated with Theo and his alchohol and drug usage, i hate the influence i unintentionally had upon my siblings because my 16 year-old brother is doing drugs and my sweet inocent little sister i found out recently is smoking and it ripped my heart apart
This is so helpful. Thank you, Theo
i second that- this clip is very powerful. theo has a way with words. i feel a lot of simiilarities
Theo you are such an amazing inspiration. Thank you for sharing in vulnerability brother.
Thanks for sharing this. It helped me understand a lot of things better.
This video is so comforting
Listening to this smoking after not smoking for 4 months. Scary to think if i had the money and connections that id probably be on some bad shit instead. The 3 showers thing was so relatable. You get out the shower feeling dirty still or just be sweating so bad that you feel like you need to get back in. I didnt even realize how messed up I was until until family members found out causing me to look at what I'd become
I’m tired and ready to live. I can relate so much to this story.
12:15 yes having authentic feelings ❤️that’s connecting back to our gut/ intuition. Trauma can cause that, act out of character, nihilistic. Causes people to go from extremes, either feeling it all or nothing at all. There is hope :)
Big love, great stories, a man to look up to. I've always lived for "stories" big thanks Theo.
Thank you Theo
So much respect for this man
You're adorable Theo, I love your sweet honesty. I'm an old lady with many kids, grandkids, and great grand kids. you are another I would adopt in a minute! Much love to you sweetheart, you're doing great! Im proud of you! Keep up the good work. You are an inspiration to many. And crack me up!
The most honest thing I’ve ever heard. I couldn’t do it.
Don’t underestimate yourself
8:04 for those who search the part
Nearly 5 years completely clean and sober and still dealing with the mental and physical anguish. Ive never felt so alone in my life..
Me too. Loneliness is a B!
I'm with you. Take care of yourself
Loneliness and solitude are cousins! Try to find the silver linings and enjoy the newfound peace. It gets better
Thank you for this story today!! I needed that!!
Love you Theo. You have a really good heart. I relate to your vulnerability. Helps you to understand others pain❤🎉😊
The fact ur so raw and real 💪🏼🤌🏼 Thank u von
Thank you for sharing your story and doing it even when you had a headache. You showed up! I'm crying cleansing tears and it's beautiful. I can relate in so many ways..Your authenticity and depth is so powerful and touched my heart and soul. Your vulnerability is hot! 🫶 thanks again dude.
Protect this man at all cost
This is beautiful. I wish Theo all the best.
How the fuck did he know i just did an 8ball about to eat somebody’s ass… this guy is special. Protect him at all costs. Love you theo
These videos are gold ❤ I watch a few times each year
Loving myself is one of the most difficult things I encounter, either because I didn’t have my dad around all the time to let me know how wonderful I am or because I was earring all the time how being a black girl was a type of disadvantage or because of a fibroma I can’t have babies I always struggle to tell myself I’m great and worth to love
I hope God is real I trust him I need him
God is real and he loves you. Have faith in his plan for you and everything will be ok❤
You are loved. I loved this comment and don't even know you but I respect the vulnerability. No matter what you've been through you're special and deserve happiness
The way you articulated your thoughts❤
This Video Breaks the AA Traditions..
Good job Bud..😎💪🙌
Damn, great video. Mad respect Theo
This is the most beautiful video. The more I see stuff by you the more I just love your spirit ❤
Thank you... Homestley, amazing to listen to the raw truth. Thank you for sharing you with us.
Congratulations brother. I just reached 6 months since I joined the program myself. God I’d good!
Crazy how similar of a story you have to me, my dad had me at 64 mum was 22, grew up fairly poor mum was an addict and in the end I became an addict myself. Still grapple with it now it’s a daily battle.
My mother was 20 and my father was 50 when I was born. I can relate.
Thank you Theo 🙏
You have helped , lots of love 💛
Thanks for being real big dawg!
Thank you for sharing this
Thank you so much for sharing your story Theo, I think everyone can relate and benefit from your thoughts in some way. I certainly do.
I completely understand. I have so much going on It's hard to know where to start to fix yourself.
I often feel the same. When I reach a point of paralysis by analysis, I focus on "the next 15 min".. do the right thing for the next 15 minutes (clean your room, sit-ups or push-ups, take the trash out, etc). It gives me small wins / successes to build on for the next 15 minutes after that. Before too long you've done the right thing for an hour, accomplished something, and feel better about yourself and your chances of being successful the following day.
something inside me just really kinda died - no truer words have been spoken
Life changing and very relatable for me ❤
Unbelievable man❤️ I love your story, your truth and your honesty. I am in recovery and I fucking relate brother. Keep being you. Brilliant
theo is genuine
That camp counselor is scrubbing toilets now. I wonder if he even remembers you.
:D sending hug to this man.
Love u and love yourself, brother. No one is perfect, Theo. Pops story still gets me
Keeping it real. I love Theo. I hope everyone watching this is ok.
Theo our stories are semi similar, the addiction at a youngish age, the feeling if you’re not making people laugh they hate you, old parents, losing a parent as a young age, my dream is to eat a dinner with you or something, you really are my fucking hero
"Then me and the taxi driver did cocaine together" said so nonchalant 😂
Thanks for sharing this, it helps
With your past, this is going to make u a great father.
I love you Theo. Man, you get it and help so many people in the best way possible.. By just being you. If you come to London i hope I can add to your life the way you have added to mine (I'm a tour guide) x
17:42 I wanted a different story
I wanted a family and to feel loved
And I didnt know it
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Everyday I relate to this guy more and more. I struggle everyday working on sobriety cause it’s taken a toll on me. #Ratking
I need to be sober
Theo thank you for sharing brother i understand
Because you hold alot of value to small folks like myself.....❤
*so much therapy seems evident. idk if that is true, but i cant imagine this level of analysis wo formal training & guidance.* but it is so inspirational. to get that far along. im envious. we could all benefit. i dont talk like this. perhaps i could try a lil harder. _JC
I’ve just been trying to cope with all these feelings and emotions that I’ve been feeling lost with my surroundings my close friends and family myself every night wen I walk alone there’s such a beautiful sound of emptyness then the beautiful nature connects me and opens up my mind of so much wonders and big moments that life is precious and we don’t appreciate it at times of ourselves not knowing what god has in store for us and then how I can’t forgive my burden heart durb