I’m praying that this series ends with a beautiful new beginning: motherhood💖 I literally cried watching the previous video… I’ve watched your videos since your TayTay 1.0 days, used your workout videos to get healthy, and have cheered you on during every milestone you so kindly shared with us🙏💖 When ever you share your journey to have a child I always pray that one day soon you and Tom will have the family you’ve always dreamed of! I’m truly praying for you both!💖💖💖
I never thought I could wish for something to happen so bad when I do not even know the person. It makes me so sad but still so hopeful for you the finally get pregnant and have your baby in your arms !
as someone who doesn’t really want kids i feel so awful watching and hearing of women like you who are so strong and would do anything for the ability to have a child. I wish I could send my fertility to you as weird as that sounds. You are so incredible. sending all love.
same man... I don't like or want any children in my life ever, so I wish I could just sent my unwanted fertility to someone who wants it and to people who will be an amazing parent like Tay and Tom T^T
how do you know you aren’t infertile? you haven’t tried to have kids. 🤔 also this just comes off as i sensitive tbh..like “haha i don’t even want kids but i can if i felt like it” idk i don’t want kids either but i wouldn’t say this this to someone struggling with infertility.
I get what you guys on the last comments are saying about sounding insensitive, but I also understand where she's coming from. My cousin had to do IVF and I watched her struggle while I was struggling on my own trying to get a hysterectomy, it felt extremely wrong and we both felt kinda jealous and bad at the same time. I wish I could've just switched reproductive systems with her, as weird as that sounds. We just couldn't help feeling that way. In the end she got pregnant and had two lovely and healthy babies!! I hope they experience a healthy pregnancy as well! Good luck to all of you, whatever it is you are choosing to do!
11 years ago we did IVF & we only have 1 embryo!! But that 1 embryo grew into a beautiful-smart-living 10,5-yo-daughter now. I named "Miracle" as her middle name :)
I feel emotionally winded. I'll preface this comment with the fact I'm a woman in her 30's with no interest in children and a phobia around...well pregnancy. I've enjoyed Taylors channel for years and wasn't sure if I'd be able to watch these videos but when the first one autoplayed I went with it. These videos are an incredibly intimate and honest retelling of what must be an incredibly emotional, exhausting and vulnerable journey. I cried on multiple occasions, I'm a sensitive soul, but they also highlight the strength of both Taylor and Tom. From a random on the internet compelled to comment (as rarely as it happens) I hope in the hard times Taylor can feel immense pride in her strength no matter what happens and this video offers some clarity and comfort, if that's the right word, to others. There's not enough information and research about so many medical difficulties woman face and I say that from experience and friends journeys. Thank you
The way you started your post, I am the same way. I am in my 30s and have no plans to have kids. But I do hope this happens for Taylor and Tom. They will be the best parents.
We women are SO strong!!! Men need to appreciate us a lot more. I can’t imagine having to go though all this, it takes such an amazing beautiful and strong woman to put their body through all this in hopes to be able to get pregnant. You are amazing Taylor!!! ❤️❤️
I absolutely can't get over the fact that women need to administer several injections and to be put to sleep in front of a bunch of people examining her vagina and on top of that actually carry the baby and give birth to it later while dealing with a plethora of side effects..and the man just...jerks off. 😭 Sooo not fair lol but you're right, Taylor and any woman who goes through this is such a trooper!!!
I agree women are very strong but let’s not down play men either. I’ve been raised and around men who at least 98-99% of them love, admire and appreciate women and what we go through. While we may deal with the pain, hormones and mental struggles just think how horrible the man who loves you feels seeing you do so much while he is helpless and struggling because he can’t do it for you or take it away. Fathers feel, they worry, they hurt and they stress all while feeling so helpless. On top of that while we give birth in the back of most men’s minds are dear god please let them both live. Please let them be ok. They wait and without showing it struggle with the fear that their everything could be lost at any moment during the entire process. Men are amazing too. We each have our own roles to play. Just because their are deadbeats doesn’t mean all men are the same. There are plenty of crap women out there too who couldn’t care less.
The way you looked at Tom with tears in your eyes at 4:45 made me burst into tears myself. I can see in your eyes how much love you have for him. He’s your safe place. He’s your person.
I haven’t even started watching yet, but I wanted to say that you’re so strong Taylor. I saw your IG stories today. What some people say reflects more on them and their pain. Thank you for always sharing your thoughts and experiences. It strengthens me to witness your courage and strength.
I had no idea IVF was so invasive. I’ve heard of it so many times but never seen anybody document it like this. You go through a lot! These really are helpful, educational and emotional videos.
Both my sister and I were conceived via IVF, but I didn’t know what the process entailed (our mother passed away before we had an in-depth conversation about it) so watching this video and the previous one has been informative and emotional.
May her soul rest in peace She was a strong woman Here I am wanting to go through this ivf but don't even have the means. Life in Africa is sometime very hard. But I pray God bless my husband and i
I cant even imagine how difficult this journey has been for you but I really have loved seeing your journey so far. It is so candid and gives a realistic view of the struggles that so many women go through. Thank you for sharing this part of your life 💗
As a fellow cyster with PCOS, I cannot thank you enough for your transparency in sharing all of this. Hoping for much success in your fertility journey ❤️
I kept tearing up at randomly times throughout this video. I can’t imagine how much you filmed and had to go through for this series. I’m looking forward to the one on Friday! :)
Taylor’s maturity and readiness to be a mama really comes through in this series!! It’s always there but thanks for sharing it with us. I can see from how dedicated you are to the child even before pregnancy what a good mama you will be. Good thoughts for you and Tom and your future family!
My husband and I struggled for years. We miscarried. We couldn't get pregnant for YEARS, YEARS, AND YEARS. Then we got pregnant, and I have the most beautiful son in the world.
Never thought that conceiving is such a hard process even when there’s advancement in science. You are such a strong and brave person! Wish you all the best in your journey.
My heart breaks for you and Tom. This was me and my husband many years ago now. Sadly it was never meant to be. But we got our wonderful and ever loved children through adoption. I really hope yours and Tom's dream to be a family unit comes true. Sending lots of baby dust and sticky bean wishes. ♡♡
There’s always a rainbow after rain :). I cannot get pregnant, suffered from ptsd after a miscarriage and will not try getting pregnant again I think. I am thinking about adoption.
@Chaosiferus I obviously don't know the reasons for Michelle and her husband, but it's good to keep in mind that surrogacy isn't legal everywhere, so it might not even have been an option.
@Chaosiferus after losing my pregnancy I will never consider a surrogate. I will be planning, hoping for an unborn child while at the same time there are many who are in need of a family. This was not meant to be rude. I just think that what’s not meant to be for me should be that. I also do not want to put a lot of stress on my body and get pregnant again because I’m at a high risk of developing complications and also losing the baby. I know that one day I will have my child by my side, whether we are blood related or not, that won’t matter
@@waterfall6328 If you do, in the future, find yourself pregnant again for whatever reason, I very highly recommend seeking out an online "pregnant after a loss" community (there are several out there). It is so helpful to be able to talk to other women who are going through the same situation and having the same worries. I would not have been able to get through my experiences with my sanity (mostly) intact if it weren't for those groups.
For all those thinking of freezing, please know that your eggs stored for too long does reduce them taking. Myself and my friends stored eggs from our late 20’s to early 30’s and sadly transfers have failed now that we are late 30’s up to mid 40’s. Please know this. Be prepared to to do another retrieval after 5 years just to be safe. She is right, it is a job. The monitoring, the shots. It’s an emotional rollercoaster. But there is a community there to support you!
I really hope these episodes will lead to a happy ending - a baby you guys wanted so much❤️ i cross my fingers and wish you the best luck. Stay strong and healthy 🍀✨
And just wanna say, watching the first EP made me cry, seeing u went trough this process and you were tired but so fuckin brave... Im so glad you are doing fine now
But also at the end of this one I wanted to cry too... I can imagine that anticipation must be insane. I'm so grateful I can watch wonderful women like Taylor share their experiences so that I'm knowledgeable when it comes my time to try and become a mother. ❤
@@jeanettekakareka totally agree with you. Sharing a challenging experience with all the hardships, stresses and lost is not something that anyone can do. I am very grateful that Taylor feels safe and comfortable in this space to show an important part of her life. I hope you also have a life full of joy and love and a child who is proud to have a mother like you.
What a process. Can't wait to see the next episode. Tom's anxiety to be a father though...not many men are like that, he's so sweet. And you are so strong to persist through all of that.
This is one of the most emotional things I have ever watched, since I’m a medical student and I’m studying OBGYN now, and knowing how hard it is and watching you do all of this makes my heart melt, I really do hope for the best to you, know that us as your family, friends and fans are wishing you the best in life and we’re always here for you in thick and thin. I love you Taylor so freakin much and I love your bravery in sharing your story with us so thank you, and I’ll pray for you day and night ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Last year I was traumatized by 2 rounds of IVF that ended up in early miscarriages. I think I still am. But I decided to make it public by sharing it online. Because I know it helped a lot to realize that I was not alone in this difficult process. I think your vdo will positively impact so many women’s lives. Thanks for sharing.
Today’s schedule: refresh Taylor’s channel every half hours. Can’t wait to watch the updated episode, that would be good news I hope. As I know new parents wouldn’t share the pregnancy news until 3 months!
Haven't even started the video yet and I'm prepared to be emotional and shed a few tears. I'm not planning to be a mom, but watching you two so sincerely want it and struggle for it hit my heart. I'm rooting for you guys!
im really glad youre documenting this!! Youre going to help so so many people. I'm not in that stage of life yet but I know there are probably many people watch you that are!!! Thanks so much for sharing your journey
I literally sat here waiting for this to be posted, I cannot wait to find out how your journey continued since 2020 in episode 1 😩 I hope you're happy now & wish you all the best 💓
These videos are so intimate, I've never seen anyone share this journey so honestly. My sister went through ivf and fertility treatments. She had to stop because she developed fnd sadly. However I really didn't understand her or what she was going through. This was several years ago, I was younger and stupid, and I was actually angry with her because I didn't understand why she didn't just adopt. Coming from me, someone with a biological son (and now I have two kids) it was so ridiculous, selfish and immature of me. I've since become a lot more considerate of her feelings, but only through your videos have I suddenly come to understand what she went through. :(
Leighannsays actually shared her IVF journey too. Not all the appointments but her and her hubby talked about it a lot. The just recently had their lovely baby 💜
I kinda have a similar experience with someone too, and now that I look back at it, I sure find myself to be immature... But still that was me as a kid...
Usually, I never comment on videos but I been watching your content for the last 6-7 years? You are the only “influencer” that I watch every video. I really admire your ability to tell stories in videos, I love your fashion videos, travel videos, foodie videos, I feel the love for what you do and the connection you have with your followers and the things you create, but this is beyond, these series are emotional, raw, insightful, deep, informative…I feel like an old friend seeing your journey and you are telling me all about it, I feel honored! Thank you for being so brave and open for posting this online for millions to see, I bet it wasn’t easy at all, sometimes people can be really mean but there are far more people who are supportive. Im sending you big big vibes for your future and your husbands, you are a warrior and far more stronger than you think! You got this girl! All the love 🤍
Omg my heart is just waiting for those 2 words “I’m pregnant” or “we’re pregnant”! I hope you are well and everything is going smoothly for you! You are truly amazing and can’t wait to see the next video! 💗
I don't think she got pregnant do to the last video being posted, someone commented congrats on the pregnancy on Instagram and she said it wasn't a pregnancy announcement with a sad face
@@corpselizzy Spoiler Alert... she said this on one of her videos (I always watch her) they lost the baby in July I think... and they were taking a break and trying again... it is so sad, I cried a lot when that blog when up. I am in my 40's and never had the opportunity to have kids (still something I wanted) she is incredibly strong and I wish them nothing but the best! I hope a baby will happen soon for them, they will be awesome parents!
I remember watching Taylor when she used to enjoy cosplaying almost like a doll in Japan with quite a very slim physique and just seeing her looking quite healthy and being on this journey, really makes me believe it will be successful! Because I feel like Taylor is able to overcome it all whenever she puts her determination on it. You got this Taylor 💕
@@shellcharles3633 I would of had said something much worse than slim physique you know. Its also like asking "why bring back her past?" I'm just acknowledging her accomplishment to being who she wants to be. Is it wrong to look back onto something and seeing how proud you have gone? Sure it may be sensitive and I know you're gonna say along those lines like; "but you still didn't need to say" but I have not mentioned anything further on it but only just stating it. And like I said earlier. That comment above was simply an admiration and act of encouragement...
@@shellcharles3633 weight, no matter if it's high or low, is a natural part of life and being a human. You being unnecessarily sensitive about it right now implying it should never be mentioned actually perpetuates an unhealthy relationship with weight as a topic. The commenter didn't mention weight in a derogatory sense. You shouldn't see not talking about weight as a blanket rule - Evaluate each situation.
I'm literally holding my breath with my fingers crossed for you. We'd pray and hope you and Tom get your baby in the near future. Being someone recently diagnosed with PCOS and sharing problems with the infertility aspect of it; I feel like I can personally relate to episode one. I'm really looking forward to what comes next. These videos should be labelled as educational actually cause I'm learning a lot from them and I'm sure others are as well.
i got diagnosed with pcos so i am really afraid i might be infertile by the point im trying. germany doesnt pay for pcos medication like metformin and birth controll. so i feel so lost having to pay so damn much for it. i always say if i get children i will embrace it but if it doesnt happen it wont happen but tbh... i sometimes feel just so afraid and scared my wish of being a mum will never happen. this shit is crazy scary
AHHHHHHHH THE ENDING the suspense is killing me I've never felt so anxious watching a fertility journey I've watched you for so long and I'm hoping you get your wish 😭❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨✨✨
I've been watching you for years as you have grown and changed and faced all the challenges, and you've made it past every one, you are one of my biggest inspirations. Sending you and Tom all the love and support a subscriber can ❤💫
I’m sitting here with my 6 month old who was conceived through ivf last year. I am extremely grateful that my first transfer worked. Watching you go through this journey reminded me of my own journey and how emotionally tough it was. I hope one day you find success. Don’t give up 💕
I’ve never wished so hard for another person to get what they want until now. I truly hope that everything works out for you and that you get to be a mum! ❤️
I’ve been watching you for over 6 years I really hope something incredible happens for you and Tom! You deserve it because you’re amazing and so inspirational.
You're always told that getting pregnant can be hard but it's never shown. Thank you so much for showing this side of you, it's really really brave. I hope it went good, but we'll support you whatever the outcome is!!
I'm so incredibly invested in your journey... I don't even want kids myself yet you're such a role model to me! I hope from the bottom of my heart that this story will have a happy ending ❤️
After 5 miscarriages over 5-6 years and being too stubborn to go to the docs I have finally given in and just starting treatment I just had my bloods done n more tests next week then docs appointment the week after these vids give me hope so thank you
Honestly watching you go through this process, I can tell Tom really is your #1 supporter and I really admire your marriage with him. I wish you two the very best!
I am just soaking in all this. I can't believe how I took my 2 pregnancies for granted and wish I'd watched this to appreciate the whole process more. I would have been so much more grateful. I think this is a great series for anyone trying to get pregnant to watch and see those up and down emotions. Really hoping your test comes back positive and your next update is how well your pregnancy is going
Omg! I'm crying watching this video... I admire you so much. My husband and I tried to get pregnant for 4 years and now my baby is 9 months old! Truly life is a miracle ❤️
we are so blessed that Taylor kindly decided to be vulnerable , open up to us and share her journey. Ive shed so many tears for her while watching the episodes, you can feel her determination. She's such an angel, im praying and hoping for the best . her videos brought me joy during the pandemic. Stay strong Taylor!! we love you P.S thank you elbow san for being her rock and singing your songs XD
I can’t imagine how stressful everything has been for you and Tom emotionally and physically. You two are such great people. I wish the best for you both!!! 💕
Life's journey looks so different for everyone. Love, relationships, family and the path to parenthood aren't linear. They're all deeply personal and vary for everyone. While your path may be different, I trust that it will lead you both to your destination soon. I wish you both all the luck and happiness in the world as you grow your family, and know that no matter what happens, you'll be okay because you're a team. You love each other and have each other's backs, and you'll face whatever comes next together.
I’m praying that I’m right in thinking we are seeing this series now because your pregnant. You deserve this miracle more than anyone! Thankyou for being so brave and sharing this with us!
Your honesty and vulnerability make me feel so strongly for you like I'm watching a sister go through this. I think everyone watching is rooting for you two. You are so strong and brave to not only push through the obstacles but share them with all of us, so thank you! Your baby will be so lucky to have you two
I see this and I'm reminded of my own journey. Thank you so much for sharing yours. You are brave and strong and more people need to talk about these kinds of things. I pray that after everything at you and Tom are strong and healthy. Infertility is not an easy journey. It is filled with heartbreak and tears but at the end of the tunnel there is a light of new beginnings. I know a lot of people put the burden on the woman but watching the video I can see how much Tom brings you joy. It's great that you both support each other and are stronger together. You both will make amazing parents no matter how you reach that milestone.
I was recently diagnosed with premature ovarian failure and this is one of the options my doctor gave me when I want to have kids. It’s so interesting seeing the whole process so thank you for documenting it❤️ I’m so sorry that you are struggling with fertility. You’re so strong and I’m sending you positive vibes❤️❤️
Taylor: it feels like Santa Claus is coming. Tom rubbing Taylor’s belly: please cooperate Taylor dancing on Implantation Day like Anna in Frozen on Coronation Day. All so cute. Wishing you two all the best. Can’t wait for Friday’s episode!
I don’t know why but this makes me emotional and I am not even planning to have a baby. I am just thinking about how your future child is going to watch these videos with the whole process. These videos are the proof of how much loved this child is going to be💗Just keep strong and hopeful you two!!💗💪
Best wishes to you. My wife and I went thru the IVF process 8 years ago and we are blessed with twin daughters. May your motherhood journey be a smooth and safe one. I am always amazed at the emotional and physical pain that my wife endure during the process. Good luck.
This series is AMAZING. So emotional, professional, relatable, catching. It is soooo perfect! Also, I'm wishing the best for you and your adorable lil fam. You are one of the inspiring, full-of-life, vigorous, strong, funny, cute, and smart women I've ever watched. Regardless of the results, you are more than ENOUGH.
Thank you so, so much for sharing your difficult and intimate journey with us. This series is really inspiring and will definitely help so many other people going through something similar! 💕 Love and happy wishes to you and Tom.
Crying my eyes out when the embryo went into you 😮💨… this is such a moment for both of you. InshaAllah good things will come your way ♥️ you are in my thoughts! Love your positivity.. I know that is so hard to keep up. Much love 💗
Only 4 minutes in, but gosh this is so well made! I’m feeling every second. Amazing job editing this. Thank you again for doing this series, having been through something similar it means a lot to me❤️
This has been a JOURNEY just as a viewer of these edited down episodes! Can’t even imagine your emotions as this happened in real time… can’t wait for Friday to see the next part - hoping for the best for you! 💗
5 mins in and I am already crying. I have followed your journey though this process and I hope and wish you so much happiness. Your such a beautiful person and I wish you guys so much love.
this woman is so brave to try her best at fertility treatments at the height of a global pandemic when most of us were looking for excuses to complain and be lazy. Salute to you Taylor!
Yes! Been waiting for this! Ep 1 was so emotional and I actually shed tears even though I'm only 20 and can't relate to everything, it still really touched me as someone with PCOS. Thank you for sharing this with us Rachel, and I'm sending all the best wishes to you from Europe! (now ill prepare myself to shed tears again haha!)
Girl omg so much courage! You melted my heart, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis, it's been such a struggle but currently waiting for my sweet baby. So emotional I would never have the courage to be so open about it, thank you so much you're amazing! You're not alone never forget that ! Sending love from France beauty
Dear Tay Tay, I have been watching you for over 5 years now and i feel like we've grown up together. You have no idea how many smiles and comfort you have caused. I hope you have all you desire in your life, you will be an amazing mother ❤ sending you millions of hugs and all the positive energy from Bulgaria 🍀
@@melon4966 I had my laporoscopy yesterday and I will have to have another bigger operation next month. But I am glad they finally found out what’s wrong. Luckily it looks like my ovaries have not yet been compromised. 🙏🏽 I really hope I can get pregnant after this! Even if it would take IVF treatment. Your thumbnail gives me hope though ❤️
@@Taylor_R after also two years of trying naturally and with IUI we are now doing IVF too. Just did my first injection… I try to stay hopeful and knowing you guys made it gives me hope 🙏🏽❤️
All I can say is Taylor, you are one brave, dedicated, inspiring, hard-working and funny woman. You never fail to look on the positive side even when negative fills everywhere. You've never failed to inspire us, help us go through a lot of things and teaches us. I feel lucky having to grow up with you, learn with you, change myself to a better version. You're always gonna be the one woman that I will always and forever look up to. Love you to the moon and back ❤️ Thank You for sharing with us. ❤️
Thank you so much for documenting something so private and emotional. This topic isn't discussed enough and it can be such an isolating experience when it doesn't happen naturally. And I know you're going to help so many others not feel so alone.
Taylor, I have the biggest lump in my throat after watching part 2, what you are doing is so brave and courageous. I have EVERYTHING crossed for you guys, you are the loveliest couple 🍀✨
Your videos are my source of happiness in times of discomfort. I just wanted to say you make my life better even if we don't know each other, so I'm deeply sorry for the hardships you've been through. I really wish you the happiest days to come, you amazing girl!
You are so brave to show this. Thank you for letting us in this part of your life. So many people don't think about how hard it may be to conceive. We always assume getting pregnant is easy or there may not be bumps in the road. I am sending so much love your way. No matter the outcome you are such an amazing person. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing. Please know that you are not defined by the ability, or inability, to conceive. You are more than enough you are worth it you are an amazing person.
These videos are teaching me so much about IVF! It’s such a complicated process and you being vulnerable and sharing your story for others to find comfort and to learn from is such a gift! Sending you and Tom all the love!
Okay, I'm crying lol no matter the outcome, you and Tom are so strong for going through this and show such an incredible amount of support. Again, whenever it happens, you and Tom already love your future baby so much and it really, truly shows
You’re such an amazing woman and so brave for doing all of this. The way you tell your story and explain everything is so beautifully done but so emotional too. Praying for you and Tom ❤️
I cried so much during these two episodes. It is both beautiful and heartbreaking to watch your journey, and hearing Tom in the background cheering you on, even when he must be heartbroken as well... That's true love. I love how he is there, even when he is apprehensive of needles! I am sure you both will be very loving and caring parents, once it comes. Both yours and your partner's strength and bravery for posting such vulnerable times is beautiful, and it shows the difficulties one must overcome as they journey through life. Watching you both in this emotional rollercoaster of hope and disappointment is inspring, truly. Both you guys strength is VERY inspiring! I hope to be as brave and strong as you both have proved to be! Thank you for sharing it with all of us, for showing us what parenthood can look like, and what having a supporting partner means. Thank you ❤️
Tay thank you so much for sharing your journey. Iv'e never wished something like this to happen to a stranger so much! I also have PCOS and for a long time I've been trying to convince myself I don't ever want children, when in reality I am just shielding myself from the hurt of not being able to have them naturally one day when I'm ready. With your story you've shown me that it's okay to wonder at all the possibilities :) I love your channel, keep it up.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us Taylor! I remember the old shaylor vlogs back in Japan and now you're married and trying for kids! Crazy how time flies, wishing you and Tom luck for a happy and healthy future
Sending lots of love your way Taylor! Thank you to the both of you for sharing such an intimate aspect of your lives with us even though you didn't have to. Sending nothing but positive vibrations your way, you got this!
Praying hard for the two of you! Taylor, you and tom deserve so much love and this journey is inspiring to a lot of women with PSOC. This educates SO MANY young girls to adults to know more about PCOS. i hope you two will be able achieve all your goals and dreams! I also wanna say that i've been following you here and instagram since 2017-2018 and i know how genuine you two want to start a family!
It’s so very brave of you to share this. I know it must be a very deep personal pain for you both to share so openly. You will help other women and couples going through this though, your honestly and ability to be so upfront will hold the hands of many - even virtually. Hoping that your baby comes along soon x
I’m praying this ends with you being pregnant!! I’m so happy and I cannot wait. I was trying my hardest not to cry but I’ve cried like a baby when we saw it implanted. I’m so happy for you Tay!! Lots of love and hugs to you and Tom!!! 🥺💕💕💕
This episode was amazing like the last! The time commitment and financial cost information was insightful. A cool part of this series is recognizing what other videos you were filming at the time and being able to reflect back and know while you were making your other videos all of this was happening in the behind the scenes
I’m praying that this series ends with a beautiful new beginning: motherhood💖 I literally cried watching the previous video… I’ve watched your videos since your TayTay 1.0 days, used your workout videos to get healthy, and have cheered you on during every milestone you so kindly shared with us🙏💖 When ever you share your journey to have a child I always pray that one day soon you and Tom will have the family you’ve always dreamed of! I’m truly praying for you both!💖💖💖
me too
Me too!!!! Fingers crossed!
This. Me too. Crossing my fingers for you and Tom. Sending you a lot of positive thoughts!
She already said this isn’t a pregnancy announcement.
Same here, Im in tears soooo hoping it went well. Take good care of yourself Taylor, you are strong and you can do this!
I never thought I could wish for something to happen so bad when I do not even know the person. It makes me so sad but still so hopeful for you the finally get pregnant and have your baby in your arms !
I so hope this series ends the way you want it to. You and Tom are just the sweetest.
Baby dust explosion for you.
as someone who doesn’t really want kids i feel so awful watching and hearing of women like you who are so strong and would do anything for the ability to have a child. I wish I could send my fertility to you as weird as that sounds. You are so incredible. sending all love.
same man... I don't like or want any children in my life ever, so I wish I could just sent my unwanted fertility to someone who wants it and to people who will be an amazing parent like Tay and Tom T^T
I've always felt like this, I don't want it and there's so many people who do. It's unfair.
how do you know you aren’t infertile? you haven’t tried to have kids. 🤔 also this just comes off as i sensitive tbh..like “haha i don’t even want kids but i can if i felt like it” idk i don’t want kids either but i wouldn’t say this this to someone struggling with infertility.
You have no clue if you have this fertility you oh so graciously are hypocritically offering. Dumb thing to say.
I get what you guys on the last comments are saying about sounding insensitive, but I also understand where she's coming from. My cousin had to do IVF and I watched her struggle while I was struggling on my own trying to get a hysterectomy, it felt extremely wrong and we both felt kinda jealous and bad at the same time. I wish I could've just switched reproductive systems with her, as weird as that sounds. We just couldn't help feeling that way.
In the end she got pregnant and had two lovely and healthy babies!! I hope they experience a healthy pregnancy as well!
Good luck to all of you, whatever it is you are choosing to do!
11 years ago we did IVF & we only have 1 embryo!! But that 1 embryo grew into a beautiful-smart-living 10,5-yo-daughter now. I named "Miracle" as her middle name :)
This has given me hope
I feel emotionally winded. I'll preface this comment with the fact I'm a woman in her 30's with no interest in children and a phobia around...well pregnancy. I've enjoyed Taylors channel for years and wasn't sure if I'd be able to watch these videos but when the first one autoplayed I went with it. These videos are an incredibly intimate and honest retelling of what must be an incredibly emotional, exhausting and vulnerable journey. I cried on multiple occasions, I'm a sensitive soul, but they also highlight the strength of both Taylor and Tom. From a random on the internet compelled to comment (as rarely as it happens) I hope in the hard times Taylor can feel immense pride in her strength no matter what happens and this video offers some clarity and comfort, if that's the right word, to others. There's not enough information and research about so many medical difficulties woman face and I say that from experience and friends journeys. Thank you
this. you phrased so eloquently and precisely what i was thinking and feeling!
"I'll preface this comment with the fact I'm a woman in her 30's with no interest in children and a phobia around...well pregnancy." that's so me ;__;
You said exactly what I was thinking! I'm so hopeful for them because its what they really want. 🥰
The way you started your post, I am the same way. I am in my 30s and have no plans to have kids. But I do hope this happens for Taylor and Tom. They will be the best parents.
@@milylalangel meeee
We women are SO strong!!! Men need to appreciate us a lot more. I can’t imagine having to go though all this, it takes such an amazing beautiful and strong woman to put their body through all this in hopes to be able to get pregnant.
You are amazing Taylor!!! ❤️❤️
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@@RipleysSanatorium ?
@@RipleysSanatorium ?
I absolutely can't get over the fact that women need to administer several injections and to be put to sleep in front of a bunch of people examining her vagina and on top of that actually carry the baby and give birth to it later while dealing with a plethora of side effects..and the man just...jerks off. 😭 Sooo not fair lol but you're right, Taylor and any woman who goes through this is such a trooper!!!
I agree women are very strong but let’s not down play men either. I’ve been raised and around men who at least 98-99% of them love, admire and appreciate women and what we go through. While we may deal with the pain, hormones and mental struggles just think how horrible the man who loves you feels seeing you do so much while he is helpless and struggling because he can’t do it for you or take it away. Fathers feel, they worry, they hurt and they stress all while feeling so helpless. On top of that while we give birth in the back of most men’s minds are dear god please let them both live. Please let them be ok. They wait and without showing it struggle with the fear that their everything could be lost at any moment during the entire process. Men are amazing too. We each have our own roles to play. Just because their are deadbeats doesn’t mean all men are the same. There are plenty of crap women out there too who couldn’t care less.
I love when Tom rubbed your belly and said “please cooperate!” My husband said the exact same thing to my belly when we were trying. ❤️
I'm so sorry you've had to go through so much with this journey, but you are so strong and this series is beautiful.
Wishing you all the best.
You deserve a million views and a proper honouring from RUclips for documenting and sharing this ♥️
The way you looked at Tom with tears in your eyes at 4:45 made me burst into tears myself. I can see in your eyes how much love you have for him. He’s your safe place. He’s your person.
God help me, I and my husband wants to go for ivf but we don't have the funds to go about it
Whatever the circumstances that you show on Friday, we are all here for you. Sending you so so so so much positivity ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I haven’t even started watching yet, but I wanted to say that you’re so strong Taylor. I saw your IG stories today. What some people say reflects more on them and their pain. Thank you for always sharing your thoughts and experiences. It strengthens me to witness your courage and strength.
I had no idea IVF was so invasive. I’ve heard of it so many times but never seen anybody document it like this. You go through a lot! These really are helpful, educational and emotional videos.
Both my sister and I were conceived via IVF, but I didn’t know what the process entailed (our mother passed away before we had an in-depth conversation about it) so watching this video and the previous one has been informative and emotional.
May her soul rest in peace
She was a strong woman
Here I am wanting to go through this ivf but don't even have the means. Life in Africa is sometime very hard. But I pray God bless my husband and i
I cant even imagine how difficult this journey has been for you but I really have loved seeing your journey so far. It is so candid and gives a realistic view of the struggles that so many women go through. Thank you for sharing this part of your life 💗
Totally agree xx
As a fellow cyster with PCOS, I cannot thank you enough for your transparency in sharing all of this. Hoping for much success in your fertility journey ❤️
Ugh PCOS sucks 🤬❤️
I kept tearing up at randomly times throughout this video.
I can’t imagine how much you filmed and had to go through for this series.
I’m looking forward to the one on Friday! :)
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The last video was my cry session. 😢 this one was excitement that you're getting more answers.
Taylor’s maturity and readiness to be a mama really comes through in this series!! It’s always there but thanks for sharing it with us. I can see from how dedicated you are to the child even before pregnancy what a good mama you will be. Good thoughts for you and Tom and your future family!
My husband and I struggled for years. We miscarried. We couldn't get pregnant for YEARS, YEARS, AND YEARS. Then we got pregnant, and I have the most beautiful son in the world.
Via ivf?
Never thought that conceiving is such a hard process even when there’s advancement in science. You are such a strong and brave person! Wish you all the best in your journey.
My heart breaks for you and Tom. This was me and my husband many years ago now. Sadly it was never meant to be. But we got our wonderful and ever loved children through adoption. I really hope yours and Tom's dream to be a family unit comes true. Sending lots of baby dust and sticky bean wishes. ♡♡
There’s always a rainbow after rain :). I cannot get pregnant, suffered from ptsd after a miscarriage and will not try getting pregnant again I think. I am thinking about adoption.
@Chaosiferus I obviously don't know the reasons for Michelle and her husband, but it's good to keep in mind that surrogacy isn't legal everywhere, so it might not even have been an option.
@Chaosiferus after losing my pregnancy I will never consider a surrogate. I will be planning, hoping for an unborn child while at the same time there are many who are in need of a family. This was not meant to be rude. I just think that what’s not meant to be for me should be that. I also do not want to put a lot of stress on my body and get pregnant again because I’m at a high risk of developing complications and also losing the baby. I know that one day I will have my child by my side, whether we are blood related or not, that won’t matter
@@waterfall6328 awww I hope you get a child soon 🥰 You will become a great mother! I can tell.. that last line of yours made me so happy..
@@waterfall6328 If you do, in the future, find yourself pregnant again for whatever reason, I very highly recommend seeking out an online "pregnant after a loss" community (there are several out there). It is so helpful to be able to talk to other women who are going through the same situation and having the same worries. I would not have been able to get through my experiences with my sanity (mostly) intact if it weren't for those groups.
Can’t imagine how many people you’re helping feel less alone by sharing your journey
For all those thinking of freezing, please know that your eggs stored for too long does reduce them taking. Myself and my friends stored eggs from our late 20’s to early 30’s and sadly transfers have failed now that we are late 30’s up to mid 40’s. Please know this. Be prepared to to do another retrieval after 5 years just to be safe. She is right, it is a job. The monitoring, the shots. It’s an emotional rollercoaster. But there is a community there to support you!
How long do you think they can freeze?
I really hope these episodes will lead to a happy ending - a baby you guys wanted so much❤️ i cross my fingers and wish you the best luck. Stay strong and healthy 🍀✨
I have good news for you haha
Yes.
And just wanna say, watching the first EP made me cry, seeing u went trough this process and you were tired but so fuckin brave... Im so glad you are doing fine now
But also at the end of this one I wanted to cry too... I can imagine that anticipation must be insane. I'm so grateful I can watch wonderful women like Taylor share their experiences so that I'm knowledgeable when it comes my time to try and become a mother. ❤
@@jeanettekakareka totally agree with you. Sharing a challenging experience with all the hardships, stresses and lost is not something that anyone can do. I am very grateful that Taylor feels safe and comfortable in this space to show an important part of her life. I hope you also have a life full of joy and love and a child who is proud to have a mother like you.
What a process. Can't wait to see the next episode. Tom's anxiety to be a father though...not many men are like that, he's so sweet. And you are so strong to persist through all of that.
This is one of the most emotional things I have ever watched, since I’m a medical student and I’m studying OBGYN now, and knowing how hard it is and watching you do all of this makes my heart melt, I really do hope for the best to you, know that us as your family, friends and fans are wishing you the best in life and we’re always here for you in thick and thin.
I love you Taylor so freakin much and I love your bravery in sharing your story with us so thank you, and I’ll pray for you day and night ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Last year I was traumatized by 2 rounds of IVF that ended up in early miscarriages. I think I still am. But I decided to make it public by sharing it online. Because I know it helped a lot to realize that I was not alone in this difficult process. I think your vdo will positively impact so many women’s lives. Thanks for sharing.
Today’s schedule: refresh Taylor’s channel every half hours. Can’t wait to watch the updated episode, that would be good news I hope. As I know new parents wouldn’t share the pregnancy news until 3 months!
Haven't even started the video yet and I'm prepared to be emotional and shed a few tears. I'm not planning to be a mom, but watching you two so sincerely want it and struggle for it hit my heart. I'm rooting for you guys!
im really glad youre documenting this!! Youre going to help so so many people. I'm not in that stage of life yet but I know there are probably many people watch you that are!!! Thanks so much for sharing your journey
I literally sat here waiting for this to be posted, I cannot wait to find out how your journey continued since 2020 in episode 1 😩 I hope you're happy now & wish you all the best 💓
Same
Same , feeling emotional since they were trying to have a baby 😢
Me tooo i prayed for taylor last night
These videos are so intimate, I've never seen anyone share this journey so honestly. My sister went through ivf and fertility treatments. She had to stop because she developed fnd sadly. However I really didn't understand her or what she was going through. This was several years ago, I was younger and stupid, and I was actually angry with her because I didn't understand why she didn't just adopt. Coming from me, someone with a biological son (and now I have two kids) it was so ridiculous, selfish and immature of me. I've since become a lot more considerate of her feelings, but only through your videos have I suddenly come to understand what she went through. :(
Leighannsays actually shared her IVF journey too. Not all the appointments but her and her hubby talked about it a lot. The just recently had their lovely baby 💜
I kinda have a similar experience with someone too, and now that I look back at it, I sure find myself to be immature...
But still that was me as a kid...
I have been waiting for this, I clicked so fast. Sending you love, Taylor!
Send You all my love, stay calm, try to relax!!!!
Usually, I never comment on videos but I been watching your content for the last 6-7 years? You are the only “influencer” that I watch every video. I really admire your ability to tell stories in videos, I love your fashion videos, travel videos, foodie videos, I feel the love for what you do and the connection you have with your followers and the things you create, but this is beyond, these series are emotional, raw, insightful, deep, informative…I feel like an old friend seeing your journey and you are telling me all about it, I feel honored! Thank you for being so brave and open for posting this online for millions to see, I bet it wasn’t easy at all, sometimes people can be really mean but there are far more people who are supportive. Im sending you big big vibes for your future and your husbands, you are a warrior and far more stronger than you think! You got this girl! All the love 🤍
Thank you so so much Dannie ❤️ that’s a lot of phases and different content and countries to go through with me 😅
Omg my heart is just waiting for those 2 words “I’m pregnant” or “we’re pregnant”! I hope you are well and everything is going smoothly for you! You are truly amazing and can’t wait to see the next video! 💗
I don't think she got pregnant do to the last video being posted, someone commented congrats on the pregnancy on Instagram and she said it wasn't a pregnancy announcement with a sad face
@@corpselizzy Spoiler Alert... she said this on one of her videos (I always watch her) they lost the baby in July I think... and they were taking a break and trying again... it is so sad, I cried a lot when that blog when up. I am in my 40's and never had the opportunity to have kids (still something I wanted) she is incredibly strong and I wish them nothing but the best! I hope a baby will happen soon for them, they will be awesome parents!
@@cintiavpena so from this series she ended up losing the baby?? From when they did IVF?
@@corpselizzy she may say that now, to not ruin the surprise
@@corpselizzy oh no that’s so sad! Now I feel horrible, I thought for sure it was to announce it. 😢
I remember watching Taylor when she used to enjoy cosplaying almost like a doll in Japan with quite a very slim physique and just seeing her looking quite healthy and being on this journey, really makes me believe it will be successful! Because I feel like Taylor is able to overcome it all whenever she puts her determination on it. You got this Taylor 💕
Why bring her weight into it. Poor
There's no need to mention her weight at all
@@shellcharles3633 I would of had said something much worse than slim physique you know. Its also like asking "why bring back her past?" I'm just acknowledging her accomplishment to being who she wants to be. Is it wrong to look back onto something and seeing how proud you have gone? Sure it may be sensitive and I know you're gonna say along those lines like; "but you still didn't need to say" but I have not mentioned anything further on it but only just stating it. And like I said earlier.
That comment above was simply an admiration and act of encouragement...
@@Sonya-nm6jg *would have
@@shellcharles3633 weight, no matter if it's high or low, is a natural part of life and being a human. You being unnecessarily sensitive about it right now implying it should never be mentioned actually perpetuates an unhealthy relationship with weight as a topic.
The commenter didn't mention weight in a derogatory sense.
You shouldn't see not talking about weight as a blanket rule - Evaluate each situation.
I'm literally holding my breath with my fingers crossed for you. We'd pray and hope you and Tom get your baby in the near future. Being someone recently diagnosed with PCOS and sharing problems with the infertility aspect of it; I feel like I can personally relate to episode one. I'm really looking forward to what comes next. These videos should be labelled as educational actually cause I'm learning a lot from them and I'm sure others are as well.
i got diagnosed with pcos so i am really afraid i might be infertile by the point im trying. germany doesnt pay for pcos medication like metformin and birth controll. so i feel so lost having to pay so damn much for it.
i always say if i get children i will embrace it but if it doesnt happen it wont happen but tbh... i sometimes feel just so afraid and scared my wish of being a mum will never happen. this shit is crazy scary
@@meirin5316 Exactly I think about it all the time. I do wish you all the best and I hope you get some kind of treatment for this condition
@@kizzywilsonimperial80 i hope you will have a bright future and will get your wish to become true :))
I’ve been sending you positive vibes and well-wishes for a long time on this, Taylor. You both deserve to have all your dreams come true!
Thank you ❤️❤️
@@Taylor_R be strong Taylor
AHHHHHHHH THE ENDING the suspense is killing me I've never felt so anxious watching a fertility journey I've watched you for so long and I'm hoping you get your wish 😭❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨✨✨
She already said on Instagram that no she isn’t pregnant :/
I've been watching you for years as you have grown and changed and faced all the challenges, and you've made it past every one, you are one of my biggest inspirations. Sending you and Tom all the love and support a subscriber can ❤💫
I’m sitting here with my 6 month old who was conceived through ivf last year. I am extremely grateful that my first transfer worked. Watching you go through this journey reminded me of my own journey and how emotionally tough it was. I hope one day you find success. Don’t give up 💕
How old were you when u get pregnant?
I’ve never wished so hard for another person to get what they want until now. I truly hope that everything works out for you and that you get to be a mum! ❤️
I’ve been watching you for over 6 years I really hope something incredible happens for you and Tom! You deserve it because you’re amazing and so inspirational.
You're always told that getting pregnant can be hard but it's never shown. Thank you so much for showing this side of you, it's really really brave. I hope it went good, but we'll support you whatever the outcome is!!
Agreed
I'm so incredibly invested in your journey... I don't even want kids myself yet you're such a role model to me! I hope from the bottom of my heart that this story will have a happy ending ❤️
After 5 miscarriages over 5-6 years and being too stubborn to go to the docs I have finally given in and just starting treatment I just had my bloods done n more tests next week then docs appointment the week after these vids give me hope so thank you
After miscarriage it's good to take ayurveda medicine
Honestly watching you go through this process, I can tell Tom really is your #1 supporter and I really admire your marriage with him. I wish you two the very best!
I am just soaking in all this. I can't believe how I took my 2 pregnancies for granted and wish I'd watched this to appreciate the whole process more. I would have been so much more grateful. I think this is a great series for anyone trying to get pregnant to watch and see those up and down emotions. Really hoping your test comes back positive and your next update is how well your pregnancy is going
Omg! I'm crying watching this video... I admire you so much. My husband and I tried to get pregnant for 4 years and now my baby is 9 months old! Truly life is a miracle ❤️
Yay!!!
we are so blessed that Taylor kindly decided to be vulnerable , open up to us and share her journey. Ive shed so many tears for her while watching the episodes, you can feel her determination. She's such an angel, im praying and hoping for the best . her videos brought me joy during the pandemic. Stay strong Taylor!! we love you
P.S thank you elbow san for being her rock and singing your songs XD
I can’t imagine how stressful everything has been for you and Tom emotionally and physically. You two are such great people. I wish the best for you both!!! 💕
I haven’t even started yet and I’m prepared to cry
Life's journey looks so different for everyone. Love, relationships, family and the path to parenthood aren't linear. They're all deeply personal and vary for everyone. While your path may be different, I trust that it will lead you both to your destination soon. I wish you both all the luck and happiness in the world as you grow your family, and know that no matter what happens, you'll be okay because you're a team. You love each other and have each other's backs, and you'll face whatever comes next together.
I’m praying that I’m right in thinking we are seeing this series now because your pregnant. You deserve this miracle more than anyone! Thankyou for being so brave and sharing this with us!
Your honesty and vulnerability make me feel so strongly for you like I'm watching a sister go through this. I think everyone watching is rooting for you two. You are so strong and brave to not only push through the obstacles but share them with all of us, so thank you! Your baby will be so lucky to have you two
I see this and I'm reminded of my own journey. Thank you so much for sharing yours. You are brave and strong and more people need to talk about these kinds of things. I pray that after everything at you and Tom are strong and healthy.
Infertility is not an easy journey. It is filled with heartbreak and tears but at the end of the tunnel there is a light of new beginnings. I know a lot of people put the burden on the woman but watching the video I can see how much Tom brings you joy. It's great that you both support each other and are stronger together. You both will make amazing parents no matter how you reach that milestone.
I was recently diagnosed with premature ovarian failure and this is one of the options my doctor gave me when I want to have kids. It’s so interesting seeing the whole process so thank you for documenting it❤️ I’m so sorry that you are struggling with fertility. You’re so strong and I’m sending you positive vibes❤️❤️
Taylor: it feels like Santa Claus is coming.
Tom rubbing Taylor’s belly: please cooperate
Taylor dancing on Implantation Day like Anna in Frozen on Coronation Day.
All so cute. Wishing you two all the best. Can’t wait for Friday’s episode!
I don’t know why but this makes me emotional and I am not even planning to have a baby. I am just thinking about how your future child is going to watch these videos with the whole process. These videos are the proof of how much loved this child is going to be💗Just keep strong and hopeful you two!!💗💪
Best wishes to you. My wife and I went thru the IVF process 8 years ago and we are blessed with twin daughters. May your motherhood journey be a smooth and safe one. I am always amazed at the emotional and physical pain that my wife endure during the process. Good luck.
This series is AMAZING. So emotional, professional, relatable, catching. It is soooo perfect! Also, I'm wishing the best for you and your adorable lil fam. You are one of the inspiring, full-of-life, vigorous, strong, funny, cute, and smart women I've ever watched. Regardless of the results, you are more than ENOUGH.
Thank you so, so much for sharing your difficult and intimate journey with us. This series is really inspiring and will definitely help so many other people going through something similar! 💕 Love and happy wishes to you and Tom.
Crying my eyes out when the embryo went into you 😮💨… this is such a moment for both of you. InshaAllah good things will come your way ♥️ you are in my thoughts! Love your positivity.. I know that is so hard to keep up. Much love 💗
Only 4 minutes in, but gosh this is so well made! I’m feeling every second. Amazing job editing this. Thank you again for doing this series, having been through something similar it means a lot to me❤️
This has been a JOURNEY just as a viewer of these edited down episodes! Can’t even imagine your emotions as this happened in real time… can’t wait for Friday to see the next part - hoping for the best for you! 💗
Oh god I never wished for someone to get pregnant so bad. I hope for a positive result for you Taylor.
5 mins in and I am already crying. I have followed your journey though this process and I hope and wish you so much happiness. Your such a beautiful person and I wish you guys so much love.
this woman is so brave to try her best at fertility treatments at the height of a global pandemic when most of us were looking for excuses to complain and be lazy. Salute to you Taylor!
Yes! Been waiting for this! Ep 1 was so emotional and I actually shed tears even though I'm only 20 and can't relate to everything, it still really touched me as someone with PCOS. Thank you for sharing this with us Rachel, and I'm sending all the best wishes to you from Europe!
(now ill prepare myself to shed tears again haha!)
This is the first ivf video I've watched that has made me cry. It's gotten me so emotional
Girl omg so much courage! You melted my heart, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis, it's been such a struggle but currently waiting for my sweet baby. So emotional I would never have the courage to be so open about it, thank you so much you're amazing! You're not alone never forget that ! Sending love from France beauty
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Dear Tay Tay, I have been watching you for over 5 years now and i feel like we've grown up together. You have no idea how many smiles and comfort you have caused. I hope you have all you desire in your life, you will be an amazing mother ❤ sending you millions of hugs and all the positive energy from Bulgaria 🍀
Watching this from my hospital bed after my Endometriosis operation! Sending you love Taylor! I feel like we are on a fertility journey together ❤️
Rest well ❤️ sending you strength 💪🏻
@@Taylor_R thank you! ❤️
Sending love I've had two for endometriosis one before my ivf i hope you recover well ❤️
@@melon4966 I had my laporoscopy yesterday and I will have to have another bigger operation next month. But I am glad they finally found out what’s wrong. Luckily it looks like my ovaries have not yet been compromised. 🙏🏽 I really hope I can get pregnant after this! Even if it would take IVF treatment. Your thumbnail gives me hope though ❤️
@@Taylor_R after also two years of trying naturally and with IUI we are now doing IVF too. Just did my first injection… I try to stay hopeful and knowing you guys made it gives me hope 🙏🏽❤️
All I can say is Taylor, you are one brave, dedicated, inspiring, hard-working and funny woman. You never fail to look on the positive side even when negative fills everywhere. You've never failed to inspire us, help us go through a lot of things and teaches us. I feel lucky having to grow up with you, learn with you, change myself to a better version. You're always gonna be the one woman that I will always and forever look up to. Love you to the moon and back ❤️ Thank You for sharing with us. ❤️
Thank you so much, what a kind comment! 🥰❤️ I hope you enjoy the video
I started crying when I see your embryo being put back. Its a beautiful journey. Hoping both you and your baby will stay healthy
Your bravery, honesty, and openness are amazing, Taylor. I wish you and Tom the family you are seeking. You are an inspiration to so many ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for documenting something so private and emotional. This topic isn't discussed enough and it can be such an isolating experience when it doesn't happen naturally. And I know you're going to help so many others not feel so alone.
Taylor, I have the biggest lump in my throat after watching part 2, what you are doing is so brave and courageous. I have EVERYTHING crossed for you guys, you are the loveliest couple 🍀✨
Your videos are my source of happiness in times of discomfort. I just wanted to say you make my life better even if we don't know each other, so I'm deeply sorry for the hardships you've been through. I really wish you the happiest days to come, you amazing girl!
You are so brave to show this. Thank you for letting us in this part of your life. So many people don't think about how hard it may be to conceive. We always assume getting pregnant is easy or there may not be bumps in the road. I am sending so much love your way. No matter the outcome you are such an amazing person. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing. Please know that you are not defined by the ability, or inability, to conceive. You are more than enough you are worth it you are an amazing person.
The way Tom has been cheering you on the whole way is so wholesome 🥺
These videos are teaching me so much about IVF! It’s such a complicated process and you being vulnerable and sharing your story for others to find comfort and to learn from is such a gift! Sending you and Tom all the love!
Okay, I'm crying lol no matter the outcome, you and Tom are so strong for going through this and show such an incredible amount of support. Again, whenever it happens, you and Tom already love your future baby so much and it really, truly shows
You’re such an amazing woman and so brave for doing all of this. The way you tell your story and explain everything is so beautifully done but so emotional too. Praying for you and Tom ❤️
Pregnancy is something that has always scared me, but listening to you and seeing how excited you are makes me feel like one day I could do it
Nothing to be scared of.
@@matzohgirl lol
@@matzohgirl Everyone has different experiences. There's nothing wrong with feeling fear.
I cried so much during these two episodes. It is both beautiful and heartbreaking to watch your journey, and hearing Tom in the background cheering you on, even when he must be heartbroken as well... That's true love. I love how he is there, even when he is apprehensive of needles! I am sure you both will be very loving and caring parents, once it comes. Both yours and your partner's strength and bravery for posting such vulnerable times is beautiful, and it shows the difficulties one must overcome as they journey through life. Watching you both in this emotional rollercoaster of hope and disappointment is inspring, truly. Both you guys strength is VERY inspiring! I hope to be as brave and strong as you both have proved to be!
Thank you for sharing it with all of us, for showing us what parenthood can look like, and what having a supporting partner means. Thank you ❤️
omg i'm crying, this was really a heartwarming journey and its only just starting. I pray that everything goes the way you want it. Love you guys
You really dont understand how much this helps me mentally seeing your experience gives me hope for the situation I'm in💗💙
Have been waiting for this episode after the last cliffhanger!! Thanks for your kind thoughts for our upcoming IVF in Japan next month! :)
You guys got this! 💪🏻❤️
Tay thank you so much for sharing your journey. Iv'e never wished something like this to happen to a stranger so much! I also have PCOS and for a long time I've been trying to convince myself I don't ever want children, when in reality I am just shielding myself from the hurt of not being able to have them naturally one day when I'm ready. With your story you've shown me that it's okay to wonder at all the possibilities :) I love your channel, keep it up.
Taylor I’m not good with words, so ill keep this short, your strength and grace thru out this journey has been an inspiration.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us Taylor! I remember the old shaylor vlogs back in Japan and now you're married and trying for kids! Crazy how time flies, wishing you and Tom luck for a happy and healthy future
It is really crazy.. I still can’t believe it myself sometimes ❤️
Sending lots of love your way Taylor! Thank you to the both of you for sharing such an intimate aspect of your lives with us even though you didn't have to. Sending nothing but positive vibrations your way, you got this!
Praying hard for the two of you! Taylor, you and tom deserve so much love and this journey is inspiring to a lot of women with PSOC. This educates SO MANY young girls to adults to know more about PCOS. i hope you two will be able achieve all your goals and dreams! I also wanna say that i've been following you here and instagram since 2017-2018 and i know how genuine you two want to start a family!
It’s so very brave of you to share this. I know it must be a very deep personal pain for you both to share so openly. You will help other women and couples going through this though, your honestly and ability to be so upfront will hold the hands of many - even virtually.
Hoping that your baby comes along soon x
People around the world are hoping and praying for you two. Sending love from BC, Canada!
I’m praying this ends with you being pregnant!! I’m so happy and I cannot wait. I was trying my hardest not to cry but I’ve cried like a baby when we saw it implanted. I’m so happy for you Tay!! Lots of love and hugs to you and Tom!!! 🥺💕💕💕
It will end in one or more healthy and happy babies.
This episode was amazing like the last! The time commitment and financial cost information was insightful. A cool part of this series is recognizing what other videos you were filming at the time and being able to reflect back and know while you were making your other videos all of this was happening in the behind the scenes