A Pregnancy Test and Heartbreak | Our Fertility Journey Episode 3
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- A Pregnancy Test and Heartbreak | Our Fertility Journey Episode 3
Here is episode 3! I think half of you know what's about to happen (since I opened up a little mid last year) and the other half are thinking my happy ending (or beginning I guess?) starts here. If there's one thing this past few years has taught me, both with infertility and the pandemic, is that no matter how much we want and wish and plan and try...some things are just out of our control, or maybe it's just not the right time yet. But we can't give up! So our journey continues!!
Side note: If you're going through IVF try your hardest not to test at home (even though it sucks because you want to just be happy and celebrate at home like most 'normal pregnancies' you see) because you can get a false positive test or false negative test for several reasons. Just be aware of that!
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i will, we lysm🤍
We love you so much 💗
absolutely ! :)
Thank you for sharing this journey with us. I can't imagine it was easy, but I'm over here supporting you both with my best wishes.
I’m so proud of you for sharing this, I know it wasn’t easy. These videos are going to help so many people to not feel so alone and give them strength to go through whatever it is they’re struggling with as well❤️
I heard about a similar case yesterday. Single mom, had only one viable fertilized egg and the embryo did not take. 😓 So many people walk around with a troubled heart. We need to be mindful of this and kinder to each other. Thank you for sharing. I will be praying for you both.
Hi, Sharla! I hope you're doing well! 😊 Can't wait for your next video... ✨
You are such a sweet friend, Sharla! I’ve watched you both for years and you two have really been there for each other through thick and thin 💕
Found a great song about infertility, Wounded by Maddie Wilson (If some people process their emotions with music 💛)
Well said 👏
how every time something heartbreaking happened tom said “we’ll try again” “we’ll get it next time” 🥺🥺 he has believed in you this whole time and he won’t stop believing in you until the end
Yes, I love that ❤️ the love they share is beautiful
I'm my parents only child and their 4th attempt at IVF. Before me, my mom had a twin stillbirth and 2 miscarriages. I've spoken to both my parents about the entire experience. My dad, although he never had to go through the physical changes or put his body through ample amounts of stress, was emotionally impacted by losing all those babies. He says that after the third attempt, he was not keen on trying again because it would have been too painful to lose another child. However, he left the final decision to my mom given that it was her body that was being heavily manipulated and if she felt physically and emotionally strong enough for another attempt, he would support that decision wholeheartedly. She never had a doubt about that 4th attempt. No matter how depleting and heartbreaking the process had been on her. She is so strong and so resilient and I always remind myself when I get frustrated by her stubbornness, that it's the sole reason I exist haha. I'm 23 now. Anything is possible. I truly hope for you both to have your miracle baby some day. But most importantly, no matter what your journey is, make sure to take care of yourself along the way and recognize your incredible strength (both physical and mental), especially in the lowest of moments. You are so powerful.
as a woman struggling with infertility, it’s really beautiful to read this from the child’s perspective. so many depressed, emo kids out there, and I get it- but my worst nightmare is finally having a baby, and later they scream at me “I wish I were never born.”
I’m reading this and I’m in tears! Just so so so so emotional. I’m so happy for you that you have such amazing and wonderful parents.
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I do feel that we need to talk more about fertility and the decision of having/not having children like this - in a real way! Not through lenses of politicians, various movements, and such. Real people like you give out real stories that are heartbreaking, sensitive, intimate and so much more. I personally decided that I don't want to have children and I am looked down upon for that. And I find that I have no one to talk to about my reasons and they do come from deep trauma. Even though you are going through a very different struggle than I, I felt so connected to your pain and emotional rollercoaster. My heart goes out to you.
This is one of the most rawest videos on RUclips I’ve ever seen. You’re so incredibly brave Taylor for putting yourself and your whole journey out here for the whole world to see. Lots of people who can relate will be able to feel like they’re not alone in this and that is such a blessing to so many of us. I hope you’ll get your baby soon, both you and Tom. Always wanna see you guys happy.
I have so much respect for Taylor for sharing this journey, I wish the best for you and Tom !!!! You guys deserve everything and moreeee 💕✨
Thank you ❤️❤️
I honestly know what you’re going through. I also have PCOS and been married for 2 years. My husband and I went through fertility treatments just like the both of you. I know how stressful it is to be poke everywhere. I had HCG shots and trigger shots we decided to go through IUI. After 1 miscarriage and 2 failed IUI. We decided to stop and take a break. My mental health was going down. I cant deal properly with my seniors and patients. And to top it all, Im an OB GYN. Imagine how I felt every time I have patients who comes to me pregnant. I honestly felt really jealous, sad and depressed. So my husband and I decided to take a break. It was the most liberating feeling of doing our usual routine (before fertility) I took a break and went home. But to our surprise after a month we become pregnant without any treatments or hormones. Imagine all our pent up emotions finding out your pregnant but as we go through our pregnancy the fear and anxiety is still there. You go through another round of medications just to make sure the baby is alive. I know we have a long way to go keep this baby - but I still believe God will always be there.
Taylor, I pray for your health more than ever. You’re not alone. I am praying that at the end of this journey you’ll get a positive result. You are truly blessed to have a husband like him. May God bless you both. (Oopps using my husband YT account ✌🏼🤣)
I’m 5 years TTC and going into my first round of IVF in November. Watching your journey has been so informative and reminds me of my own pain in this path, but your optimism gives me hope!
You guys are already a mom and dad. I always wondered why my mom's top priority was nothing else but me even though I felt like I could do anything without her, but now I understand it was how parents are like. You reminded me of my mom. Now it's time to take care of yourself. You guys are brave.
Thank you soo much for sharing your experience and giving us an insight into the struggles of infertility, which are so rarely ever spoken about!
We love you and wish you and elbowsan the best!❤
My mom had me after sooo much time trying with my dad. After getting finally pregnant, she had tons of problem, she went in and out to hospitals, also risked to lose me on her 5th month... so no matter how difficult it is, please don't stop to believe in yourself. You can do it 💪❤️
I love that you are sharing this, I've cried almost every video because of how touching this story is. I pray you and Tom have the beautiful family you both have always dreamed of 🥰 thanks for being so open and honest about this very touchy journey ❤
Infertility is such a hard journey, thankyou for sharing, it makes me feel not so alone
When my mom was trying to get pregnant with my sister she struggled a lot and every month she got a negative we would cry and our hearts broke, but 13 years later I have a beautiful, healthy and string little sister. DONT give up hope. May God bless you with a beautiful and resilient baby, you and Tom would be great parents.
I did ivf for a year and a half. My first embryo implant ended in a miscarriage, however my second was successful. I now have a beautiful 7 year old daughter. It's a tough journey but absolutely worth it. Stay strong!
I completely understand what you went through. I can get pregnant, but I can’t retain the pregnancies. It’s very disheartening when you get a positive pregnancy test and you have all of those hopes and dreams, and then everything fizzles away 😢
Thax u for sharing ur story I'm going through the same thing 😔 and I cried watching ur video because I know the disappointment of negative test I hope u stay pregnant as do I sending love and good energy 💗
While a difficult story to tell, it’s beautiful you are sharing your experience with other women. Thank you for this!
I love you Taylor. You are the best ❤ I work in the IVF pharmacy. I meet a lot of people who are going through the same. You are not alone Taylor. You are gonna be pregnant eventually. Trust me . Just be positive and keep going 💪🏻❤❤❤
I honestly dont know why but in the videos of you talking in between clips, something in your face, your eyes, I feel you're pregnant.
I have this really strong feeling about it.
Hopefully everything went well for you too ♥
This made me cry so hard and the end part even more. I don't know you I followed you this week and I sincerely hope that your wishes come true 💞💞💞
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As a hormonal pregnant lady that was so beautiful to watch.
I am crying with you and for you. Thank you for sharing this. I have had several miscarriages and it’s devastating. The same thing happened to me that happened to you. I was pregnant one day and not 2 days later. Right now I am 10 weeks pregnant. (I saw a strong heartbeat at 7 weeks) and I am terrified but hopeful. This will happen for you. You will get your baby ❤️
Taylor, I have been watching you for years, since your dancing and dolly sort of days! I believe we're right around the same age, and it almost felt like watching a friend grow up and venture through life. I loved watching the changes in your life and how you moved through it with a smile and always so genuine. You shared your feelings and when you were down along with the happy times. I am so happy for you and everything you accomplish and will continue to do! I hope with all my heart that you and Tom can find peace and happiness, whatever that is to the both of you! My heart aches watching these, as silly as it sounds!
Hey, Taylor, thanks for sharing this really vulnerable journey. I’m not sure what all you’ve tried but I want to share some more affordable options for when your energy to try again returns. My mom took 3 yrs to get pregnant with her first. She finally went to a acupuncturist. Apparently her left ovary was having issues so they focused their treatment on that. A few weeks later she finally got pregnant! I went six yrs of trying without getting pregnant ( I have PCOS). Then I randomly tried the keto diet cause I wanted to lose some weight. Four months later I became pregnant for the first time ever! After the fact, I found out a lot of women before me have used the keto diet to get pregnant and many have finally found success after years of trying. I tell anyone struggling to conceive to just try it out because it’s a fairly easy and affordable option. Can’t hurt to give it a shot. Wishing you the best on your journey! You’re such a strong and remarkable woman!
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My stepmother had her first child at 40 years old (with my father), she was infertile until then, all the doctors said she was infertile (she's a nurse), several tests said that, she tried several times to have a child, unfortunately he didn't came until her 40 years old when she thought her chance was over. When she no longer had hope due to age and infertility she became pregnant naturally and had my brother healthy without any complications. Don't give up on yourself, your baby will arrive too, no matter what, you will be blessed too!
aww your dog is like " it's gonna be okay mommy" :) she's so sweet Idk what breed of dog she is but my goodness she is so sweet
I just watched episode 1-3. I’ve never seen other videos, but this was an incredibly well made, engaging and emotional series. Very well done. I hope you have a happy end to your story. So many RUclipsrs create ivf videos but this was honestly the best. Raw without being overly sappy or fake. Keeping my fingers crossed for you! Good luck!
Taylor, I have followed you for so long and following along this journey, feels like I'm supporting a close friend. You are incredible and strong, I pray this journey leads to success! You are amazing xxx
Sending you all the love Taylor, you've been an inspiration since you started your channel through all your life stages and I feel so lucky that you decided to share all of it with us.
Sending so much love. You are a gem and so is your darling husband xxx
Been binge watching your videos and not skipping any ads! I'm crossing all my fingers and toes and rooting for you! You can do this! 😍😍😍
❤ Sharing this journey will help so many people.
I'm so much happy that you share your experience of your infertility I'm also dealing the same situation right now you give me hope and power both thanks alot.😊 ☺ 💖 💪
I want so bad to have a baby.. I’ve had many instances over the past 2 years where I should have ended up pregnant and it just hasn’t happened. My period is a week late tomorrow, and I’ve taken four tests and they’re all negative. Each time that second line doesn’t show, my heart breaks more and more. I admire your strength and thank you so much for sharing your journey. I’m rooting for you guys🖤
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So strong and confident! I Hope next time you're actually pregnant!
Thank you for sharing this so openly, don’t worry Taylor your and tom’s baby will be here soon
this is extremely powerful. thanks for sharing and for keeping such a positive outlook on life
Thank you so much for sharing, truly thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️
Oh my gosh, I am sending you all my love, as always. This has been and is and will be a journey and I so hope for it to be a journey you wish for from now on. I am so glad you found a man who is by your side through all of this, I cried with relief when you talked about him because we are all keeping our fingers crossed for you always and he just embodies all of our wishes for you. You can do this Taylor, the baby is only waiting for the right time, breathe in and breathe out. All the love, always.
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It is December 12, 2021….
I’ve just found this journey and I’m going in order.
You documented this experience extremely well.
I know this will work..I hope so. You both have wanted a baby for so long❤️
I have to finish watching this..
You are doing great❤️❤️ you are so brave and
Tenacious.
Both of you are cuties, I hope this infertility journey will come up with a positive ending. Keep up being a strong woman!
Love you Taylor!! Wishing you all the luck in the world and sending all the good vibes I have!! This will happen for you! I know it!!! 🥰
Sending you and tom sooo much love❤️❤️❤️
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Taylor... I wish you and Tom, with my whole heart, only the best and a happy future and I do believe that this story will have a happy ending. ❤️
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Goodluck guys! Sometimes I wonder why ppl like us who really love/want kids end up hard to have kids and the ones that abuse/mistreat kids have it the easier way... To me it's not about the physical pain during my infertility journey...it's more the emotional pain.
I was hoping you'd announce your pregnancy, I think it will happen, it's not an easy journey I have endometriosis but you'll hopefully get there. Sending well wishes from Sydney, Australia
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Oh my goodness I cried the whole time 🙏 pls upload the next video faster
Sending you all the love in the world as well as prayers to bring you a baby
Wowwwww just woowwwwww i also cried great news congratulations 🎉 I pray for everyone
Wishing you and Tom all the best!! Watching this series made me wish for a relationship like yours, and a partner as caring and loving as Tom. Hope round 2 is a kinder round for you both. Can’t believe i’ve been watching you since Japan videos, to getting Kirby nails, and now your fertility journey 😆
I needed this going through my first injections with diminished ovarian reserve and hyper functioning ovaries. Thank you so much!
we have been also trying for a baby for a while now but had 2 miscarriages.
i exactlly know how you feel…
i really wanted to give you a massive hug when you did a second pregnancy test and gone to negative from positive :((((
that moment you feel total empty.
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I am so, so crossing my fingers for you. I strongly believe you will become a mom and your husband will become a dad. And you are going to be amazing parents.
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Sending you love and support!
You already have a beautiful family
Love you guys 🥰
"I no longer see a woman who is inadequate, I see a woman who is unstoppable"
Thank you so much for sharing this journey. My cousin is going through IVF right now and I knew it was difficult, but really had no idea until I watched these. You've always been inspiring and able to see the positives, and I hope that your light reaches everyone that has or is going through this. Sending you lots of love!
Cari! I was just watching your new video with my morning coffee ☕️
Thanks for the love and good luck to your cousin! 🍀❤️
Both of you are cuties, I hope this infertility journey will come up with a positive ending. Keep up being a strong woman!
Thank you for sharing your journey! I can’t wait for the next part. Rosie melted my heart with those puppy kisses 😭❤️❤️
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I truly hope these series have a heartwarming ending Taylor, my heart goes to you and your family!
I'm hoping because these episodes go a year back that they are sharing at a point they are expecting ;).
Hope so too!
@@Hiforest damn I wish 😍🥰
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@@Hiforest you were so right, makes me so happy for them!
So i’m crying and imm not supposed to be crying cuz i just got my lashes done so i hate you. But also, omg love you so much. Love this fertility series. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us!
joyce i love you too🥰
I actually think it's the best thing Taylor has done and the most honest series I've seen on RUclips for years. Thanks Taylor for being so raw and honest with us all.
Legit watched this while I was waiting to pay for my lashes, the techs think i'm crazy
🤣 see you and your lashes Wednesday! ❤️
@@Taylor_R HAHAHAH
Sending you so much love. This has been one of the most real, and honest series on RUclips. So proud of you for sharing and showing other women they aren’t alone. ❤️
Even though Tom is not very vocal on camera, I can see how supportive, loving and what an amazing husband he is to you. The way you look at each other warms my heart and I just know you will both be amazing parents. Your future baby will be so loved
Tom definitely seems like a very sweet and supportive man and I’m glad it’s him that Taylor is going through this with. There couldn’t be a more supportive husband for her to have and I wish them nothing but success with this.
Yes! I came here to say the same thing.
I have become so much more invested in this series than I ever thought I would. I hope everything goes as you hope it to.
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I have never wanted something so badly for someone whom I don’t personally know like I do for you. Sending you and Tom lots of love and prayers ❤️
This! My exact thoughts! ❤️❤️
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Right? I feel like Taylor & Tom are my kids. I want to hug them both!
My thoughts exactly!!!!
Exactly my thoughts! My brain rebels so much seeing Tay cry and my heart pours over with hope and well wishes for them.
Your editing, storytelling and honesty is so lovely to watch. This topic is so taboo IRL and on social media so thank you so much for sharing this to make others feels less alone and to inform the rest of us what it’s like. You’ve really taught me so much about this reality that so many couples face so thank you! I’ll be eagerly waiting to watch the next chapter in this series 😊
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I’m an egg donor, I have to be honest, the process is pretty rough. So I can imagine how much pain you’ve been through, I hope everything goes well. The baby deserve good parents like you.
That’s such an incredibly selfless thing to do. Thank you ❤️
I was an egg donor in 2019, so I know the process can be demanding physically. Best of luck and take care of yourself. I know a little girl was born thank to my donation and the moment you realise you changed the life of a stranger is something that's so complex but gratifying.
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"Ok. Let's try again." Words spoken by a man who must have been shattered. Tom is a loving, a true partner, husband, a real man and best friend. You two are truly one unit. 🙏🏻😔👍
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My heart goes to you and your little family. All the best!
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Watching the recap from the last episode and the intro just made me feel so grateful that you're sharing this because of other women who are probably going through similar things but feel alone in their struggles. I can't even imagine how comforting it would feel to see this and know that they're not alone. This is such a vulnerable topic and yet you shared everything so honestly. Respect!
I see you everywhere!
When Tom said "OK! Let's try again". 🥺
You've got such a great supportive relationship. You've got this.
One of the strongest messages of this series for me was when you realize that you're a strong and unstoppable woman. This journey is only the beginning of an incredible ride. I wish you good luck and strength for both of you.
That was so nice Mane
She’s relentless.
She’s relentless.
This future baby is going to have an unimaginable amounts of anties and uncles online.
They don’t even know how badly they are wanted ❤️
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Comments like this are so insensitive. There might never be a baby at all. It's just hurtful to put so much hope on the future when there's a slim chance of success.
@@Myumeful there also nothing wrong with wishing the utmost best for someone. And I’m a huge believer in calling things to actions. Law of attraction of a sort.
@@geegee_509 No, Maya is correct here.
@@kurosawa9857 you are both entitled to your opinions.
I feel so seen by this. I had no problem getting pregnant, but I had a lot of trouble staying pregnant. I felt incredibly guilty and alone. Especially when the two children I could have were both premature because my body kept failing us.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I too was incredibly blessed with a supportive husband who supported me.
Right there with you and sending love ♥️ It’s so easy to feel like we are alone in all of this (even when we have supportive partners), but we never truly are. So many of us travel a very difficult path to parenthood and I’m grateful for opportunities like this that we have to see and support each other. You are so strong and your family is blessed to have you 🌈🌈🌈💗
Sending you love, lots of love! As someone who was born prematurely (a micro premature baby), I can tell you that your body was not failing you 💖
This is me as well. I had no problem getting pregnant but had both my children at 27 weeks barely felt like I experienced pregnancy and couldn't breast feed.
Right there with you, but there is hope. I am the mother of three wonderful daughters, one biological and two adopted daughters. The journey to motherhood can be challenging, but it can happen. Hang in there. It will happen.
Been waiting all day for this. These videos have made me cry, laugh and excited. I haven't seen the video yet but I hope you and Tom realise your dream of having a child. Thank you for sharing your journey.
Tom is the best. When I first subscribed to Taylor I thought his name was actually elbow lol
@@andreashelton I loved the songs he would sing to Taylor when she was doing shots and when she was finally ovulating. It made me smile and saw that he was being supportive and do whatever he could do. It made me so mad when I saw Taylor talking on her Instagram about some of the comments saying that Tom was pushing her and abusive. He is the best.
Who else remembers a video of Taylor’s where a fortune teller said she would have a baby in the year of a tiger?
It’s starting next year and I’m hoping the pregnancy will happen after your break!
Sending you all the love, support and a little tiger baby 🐯 ❤️
if it happens that fortune teller will be officially legit XD....
I literally never forgot 😅😅 hopefully she does get pregnant this year but we'll see 🙏🙏
OMG YES!!!
she’s due in March!!!! Fortune teller was right
the fortune teller was right 😭
I never thought I’d be so invested in a strangers life. You guys will make such wonderful parents.
I loved it when Tom said "Ok. Let's try again!" That's it, we must persevere! Thank you Taylor for sharing your journey, I wish you and your husband the best outcome possible.
Thank you for making this series. I have/had women around me over the last few years go through IVF, and from what they told me, it is exactly as you described-pretty much a full-time job with insane ups and downs, both physically and mentally.
I’m so proud of you for being so incredibly brave and sharing such vulnerable moments in your life. Not only will this series likely be a huge comfort to women who are also struggling with infertility themselves, but I personally think it’s SO important for people in general to really know the reality of IVF how insane of a journey it can be. Major respect to any woman who goes through this 💪 You’re incredibly strong, and I only wish for the best for you ♥️
Hardships can make or break a couple, and you and Tom have been a team to be reckoned with throughout this journey. I wish you both all the good fortune and happiness in the world with your journey. When your stars align and it's your time, you'll both be wonderful parents.
I know this was so hard to film & put out there, but thank you so much for sharing your journey! ❤️ You and Tom have such a beautiful relationship! ☺️
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You are so brave, Taylor. I'm hoping that you and Tom will be blessed with a healthy baby soon. You guys will be the best parents!! Sending lots of love ❤️
I'm at the train right now travelling to my family for my brothers wedding tomorrow and I'm crying so badly 🙈 The woman behind me gave me some tissues and asked me what was going on, so I told her about this emotional rollercoaster and now we're both crying 😅😭
So me and the woman wish u all the luck and love ❤
That's so wholesome. 😭
As a 24 y/o who is no where near ready for kids, I never thought I’d be so invested in this series. I sat refreshing the page for 10 minutes before the video was uploaded lol. I’m wishing you all the best Taylor ❤️
I gave birth for my 1st son when I was your age ❤️
I teared up when the test was positive, so hoping for you and Tom to get pregnant 🙏🏻 Isn’t it amazing how animals just know when you need a little extra love 🐶 Stay strong lady 💗
I think I've took for granted how much my mother has told me that I was a miracle. She was told that she couldn't get pregnant, but somehow still was able to have me. This video made me realize how beautiful pregnancy can be for mothers, and I really hope you can one day be a mother as well. So proud of you for showing your strength and not being afraid to be vulnerable. 😊❤
My mom was the same way. She was told at 16 she couldn't have children. 21 years later, she finds out she is pregnant (with me) and the doctor told her that if she came in sooner, he'd have recommended an abortion. She said, "Over my damn dead body" and here I am. She was determined to have a child and she had one.
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I think people always forget that not everyone can just "get pregnant" at the drop of a hat. There are people out there who have 8 kids for selfish reasons and can't take care of any of them, and people that struggle to even have 1 and have the whole world to give. The expectations surrounding fertility are absolutely terrible and I hope everyone can be more compassionate. Thank you for sharing your experience Taylor!!!! 💕
Yeesh! Not everyone who is able to have many children does so for selfish reasons. And I'm sure that many women who struggle with infertility would jump at the chance to have a big family.
@@voodooprincess11 Strongly agree, just because some women can't have children doesn't mean that others who can owe them anything. Many people who cannot afford to have children end up with children due to lack of resources like contraception / sex education
@@voodooprincess11 It is actually selfish...It's not good for the kids and not good for the woman. More often than not if a woman has more than 5-6 kids its often due to the selfishness of the husband or her ignorance due to her upbringing. For some its even a business to go around countries that are more rich and gather unemployed benefits and make their kids begg...Ask any social worker. There are good families but its like only 1 in 10 such families the other 9 often have some huge issues and the kids suffer. Even when such families happen in the west the oldest kids in those families often become the mothers and fathers at age 5-6 changing diapers of their now 1-month-old sibling and protecting their 2-year-old sibling from hitting the table instead of studying or playing like their friends because their parents are working and even when 1 is staying at home like the mother, for example, more often than not she still makes the oldest 6-7 or 7-8-year-olds do parenting while she cleans or rest because while she has a 1 or 2 month-year-old she is surprised pregnant again...Kids from such families are vulnerable. Having 5 kids is fine especially 3 that is a great number if you can handle it...But as someone with many siblings I can tell you that even parents with only 2 kids struggle so imagine if you had enough to be a group in a daycare XD
More and more women are struggling with conception all the time, so it's doubly frustrating when people think it's just so easy.
@@lilithpeachy7721 Strongly disagree. In the US at least, contraception is free at pretty much any community college and Planned Parenthood and probably many other low income medical places; it's just that people don't bother even looking for help. Not having contraception is simply an excuse for bad decision making anyway. Can't get BCP/condoms? Well, then don't have sex. It's really not that difficult to use your brain, but people allow themselves to be ruled by their emotion and just want to fuck.
Having also gone through IVF and a miscarriage, I have so much empathy for you, Taylor. You are in my thoughts and prayers for the baby that you and Tom so desperately want. You will be wonderful parents. After our struggle, my husband and I were so blessed to conceive our now 15 year old daughter. Never give up hope. You have so many people supporting you from around the world. Much love to you ❤️.
I donated my eggs to my sister and watching your journey reminded me of my sister's. It really is a roller-coaster of emotions. I pray that you and Tom will have success and be blessed with a healthy baby soon.
That is so kind of you!
I've had two miscarriages, BOTH of them were extremely devastating to me. The first, I was only a couple of weeks along, so it wasn't physically terrible, the second, I was 12 weeks along....and I still tear up if I think about it. I had the second miscarriage alone in my bathroom....with my doctor on the phone explaining that my body was just expelling an imperfect fetus. When I asked her what to do with what came out of me, she told me to just flush it. That felt so incredibly wrong. Yes, it was very very tiny, and barely recognizable as a fetus, but it felt wrong to me to just casually flush it like a goldfish....so I put it in an antique trinket box with flowers, and buried the box in my garden with my husband because even though that fetus wasn't viable, i still had so much love for that baby. Needless to say, I got a new doctor after that, one who wasn't so cold, and I now am a mom of 3. I think this subject needs to be talked about openly more as it almost seems taboo to talk about how the gut wrenching pain the mother goes through during these devastating Rollercoaster rides. Its like society expects us to just slap a smile on our face, and pretend that it wasn't as bad as it really was....so, thank you for sharing this journey. I know it will help a lot of those out there who are going through the same pain, and may even encourage them to share their own journey as well. God bless you both, and I pray you guys end up having the family you dream of. Much love to you, from Western North Carolina ❤
That trinket box sounds mighty special, I'm sure that little soul felt all your love. Biggest hugs to you 💜
@@illicitshadow thank you so much for your kind words!
This made me cry so hard. You're so strong & amazing! 💝
I don’t know you but this touched my heart. So sorry for your losses. Sending love💕
That sounds like a beautiful burial for your baby. I’m so sorry that you had such a cold doctor. Sending love. 💙
This series has really shown what an incredible person Tom is. You two bring out the best in each other and it’s been genuinely touching to see such an intimate part of your life and your journey to completing your family ❤️
I am going through fertility treatments currently after 7 years of trying for a baby. It's videos like yours that help me remember I am not alone. Thank you for sharing ❤
I wish you so much luck ❤️ stay strong
My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 2 years. We can’t afford fertility treatments. I understand so deeply the pain, heartbreak, and sadness that comes with the idea of maybe never getting to be a mom. It’s almost unbearable. I really appreciate that you are sharing this journey. I know I’m not alone..but sometimes it feels that way. Thank you!!!!
You’re not alone! I’ve been there too and I felt so alone at the time. The comments on this series gave me some comfort too. Sending lots of love and hope!💕
A childless life is also amazing, you get to live for yourself only and make yourself happy. I love not being a mom, so much freedom, to travel, to do what I want, when I want it.
My heart is with you! Tho I have to ask and make maybe a suggestion...Have you thought about going abroad for IVF? Eastern Europe has a lot of IVF clinics that are affordable and freezing your eggs there or doing IFV there is a great option even people from different parts of the world and other parts of Europe do medical tourism in other countries that they can afford. I don't know where you are from but my friend has a family member raised in the U.S and her boyfriend is American and they came back to here(Bulgaria) to do IVF. They came for 1 month and a half and froze like 6 embryos did some tourism around the Black Sea and went back to the U.S to save money to try many IVF many times if the 1st does not work out for them. Based on what they said the cost of freezing eggs here is 600$ USD for more than 10 eggs which they said was really great(that's a lot of eggs you can do less), for freezing embryos, its 250$ (for 3), and what they liked most is the cost of storing the embryos its 180$ a year and 800$ for 5 years and in the U.S the cost ranges from 400-1000$ just 1 year. They said they would have tried this year but instead, they decided to freeze more embryos and do the IVF later hopefully next year or the year after when COVID-19 is over. Stay strong! Even without IVF its not impossible my childhood friend was the result of many miscarriages and suddenly boom he came to his mother out of nowhere years after they had already quit because they had literally tried soo much. I'm sure whatever happens it will be the best for you! Concentrate on your happiness and health which is what matters most
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@@irinairy9 that’s not what people trying to get pregnant want to hear. you made a choice to live that life. i want to be a mom to a biological child, and 90% of humanity gets that opportunity. it’s absolutely a travesty to be in the 10% that can’t.
I’m a true believer in “things happen for a reason”. Stay positive, with or without kids, life can be as beautiful. Wish you all my best.
Sending you love and light Taylor. I hope both of you get everything you’re wishing for. ❤️
Been going through with the same journey for 4 years and I know how painful it is. After so many tries, doing it all over again. It hurt so much realizing that your body is failing you in doing what it is suppose to do. But I also learned a lot in this journey. And I agree a hundred percent when you said that it made you feel unstoppable. As a woman, I also felt like I can do anything. I can endure anything and this infertility doesn't make me less of a woman. I am just glad that somebody is speaking about this in public and using this platform to raise awareness about our struggles. To promote compassion because you never know what a person is going through behind their positive aura. I hope you the best and let us never lose hope. Sending much love from the Philippines❤️
I just wanted to share my parents history. My parents wanted to have children, it was always in their plans. They tried for 13 years and after many treatments that were unsuccessful they just stopped trying. The doctors had told them that they couldn't have children and that they should just try to live as a couple without kids. And after 13 years, when they weren't trying, my mom got pregnant and here I am.
I've grown up hearing that story, and how hard it was, so thank you for sharing yours. I know it must be very difficult but I am sure it is very comforting for many people. I wish you the most fulfilling life and "*I hope your dreams stay big and your worries keep small*".