I’m so proud of you for sharing this, I know it wasn’t easy. These videos are going to help so many people to not feel so alone and give them strength to go through whatever it is they’re struggling with as well❤️
I heard about a similar case yesterday. Single mom, had only one viable fertilized egg and the embryo did not take. 😓 So many people walk around with a troubled heart. We need to be mindful of this and kinder to each other. Thank you for sharing. I will be praying for you both.
Even though Tom is not very vocal on camera, I can see how supportive, loving and what an amazing husband he is to you. The way you look at each other warms my heart and I just know you will both be amazing parents. Your future baby will be so loved
Tom definitely seems like a very sweet and supportive man and I’m glad it’s him that Taylor is going through this with. There couldn’t be a more supportive husband for her to have and I wish them nothing but success with this.
"I no longer see a woman who is inadequate, I see a woman who is unstoppable" Thank you so much for sharing this journey. My cousin is going through IVF right now and I knew it was difficult, but really had no idea until I watched these. You've always been inspiring and able to see the positives, and I hope that your light reaches everyone that has or is going through this. Sending you lots of love!
I’m an egg donor, I have to be honest, the process is pretty rough. So I can imagine how much pain you’ve been through, I hope everything goes well. The baby deserve good parents like you.
I was an egg donor in 2019, so I know the process can be demanding physically. Best of luck and take care of yourself. I know a little girl was born thank to my donation and the moment you realise you changed the life of a stranger is something that's so complex but gratifying.
I'm my parents only child and their 4th attempt at IVF. Before me, my mom had a twin stillbirth and 2 miscarriages. I've spoken to both my parents about the entire experience. My dad, although he never had to go through the physical changes or put his body through ample amounts of stress, was emotionally impacted by losing all those babies. He says that after the third attempt, he was not keen on trying again because it would have been too painful to lose another child. However, he left the final decision to my mom given that it was her body that was being heavily manipulated and if she felt physically and emotionally strong enough for another attempt, he would support that decision wholeheartedly. She never had a doubt about that 4th attempt. No matter how depleting and heartbreaking the process had been on her. She is so strong and so resilient and I always remind myself when I get frustrated by her stubbornness, that it's the sole reason I exist haha. I'm 23 now. Anything is possible. I truly hope for you both to have your miracle baby some day. But most importantly, no matter what your journey is, make sure to take care of yourself along the way and recognize your incredible strength (both physical and mental), especially in the lowest of moments. You are so powerful.
as a woman struggling with infertility, it’s really beautiful to read this from the child’s perspective. so many depressed, emo kids out there, and I get it- but my worst nightmare is finally having a baby, and later they scream at me “I wish I were never born.”
how every time something heartbreaking happened tom said “we’ll try again” “we’ll get it next time” 🥺🥺 he has believed in you this whole time and he won’t stop believing in you until the end
I think people always forget that not everyone can just "get pregnant" at the drop of a hat. There are people out there who have 8 kids for selfish reasons and can't take care of any of them, and people that struggle to even have 1 and have the whole world to give. The expectations surrounding fertility are absolutely terrible and I hope everyone can be more compassionate. Thank you for sharing your experience Taylor!!!! 💕
Yeesh! Not everyone who is able to have many children does so for selfish reasons. And I'm sure that many women who struggle with infertility would jump at the chance to have a big family.
@@voodooprincess11 Strongly agree, just because some women can't have children doesn't mean that others who can owe them anything. Many people who cannot afford to have children end up with children due to lack of resources like contraception / sex education
@@voodooprincess11 It is actually selfish...It's not good for the kids and not good for the woman. More often than not if a woman has more than 5-6 kids its often due to the selfishness of the husband or her ignorance due to her upbringing. For some its even a business to go around countries that are more rich and gather unemployed benefits and make their kids begg...Ask any social worker. There are good families but its like only 1 in 10 such families the other 9 often have some huge issues and the kids suffer. Even when such families happen in the west the oldest kids in those families often become the mothers and fathers at age 5-6 changing diapers of their now 1-month-old sibling and protecting their 2-year-old sibling from hitting the table instead of studying or playing like their friends because their parents are working and even when 1 is staying at home like the mother, for example, more often than not she still makes the oldest 6-7 or 7-8-year-olds do parenting while she cleans or rest because while she has a 1 or 2 month-year-old she is surprised pregnant again...Kids from such families are vulnerable. Having 5 kids is fine especially 3 that is a great number if you can handle it...But as someone with many siblings I can tell you that even parents with only 2 kids struggle so imagine if you had enough to be a group in a daycare XD
@@lilithpeachy7721 Strongly disagree. In the US at least, contraception is free at pretty much any community college and Planned Parenthood and probably many other low income medical places; it's just that people don't bother even looking for help. Not having contraception is simply an excuse for bad decision making anyway. Can't get BCP/condoms? Well, then don't have sex. It's really not that difficult to use your brain, but people allow themselves to be ruled by their emotion and just want to fuck.
Comments like this are so insensitive. There might never be a baby at all. It's just hurtful to put so much hope on the future when there's a slim chance of success.
@@Myumeful there also nothing wrong with wishing the utmost best for someone. And I’m a huge believer in calling things to actions. Law of attraction of a sort.
"Ok. Let's try again." Words spoken by a man who must have been shattered. Tom is a loving, a true partner, husband, a real man and best friend. You two are truly one unit. 🙏🏻😔👍
So i’m crying and imm not supposed to be crying cuz i just got my lashes done so i hate you. But also, omg love you so much. Love this fertility series. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us!
I actually think it's the best thing Taylor has done and the most honest series I've seen on RUclips for years. Thanks Taylor for being so raw and honest with us all.
I feel so seen by this. I had no problem getting pregnant, but I had a lot of trouble staying pregnant. I felt incredibly guilty and alone. Especially when the two children I could have were both premature because my body kept failing us. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I too was incredibly blessed with a supportive husband who supported me.
Right there with you and sending love ♥️ It’s so easy to feel like we are alone in all of this (even when we have supportive partners), but we never truly are. So many of us travel a very difficult path to parenthood and I’m grateful for opportunities like this that we have to see and support each other. You are so strong and your family is blessed to have you 🌈🌈🌈💗
This is me as well. I had no problem getting pregnant but had both my children at 27 weeks barely felt like I experienced pregnancy and couldn't breast feed.
Right there with you, but there is hope. I am the mother of three wonderful daughters, one biological and two adopted daughters. The journey to motherhood can be challenging, but it can happen. Hang in there. It will happen.
Who else remembers a video of Taylor’s where a fortune teller said she would have a baby in the year of a tiger? It’s starting next year and I’m hoping the pregnancy will happen after your break! Sending you all the love, support and a little tiger baby 🐯 ❤️
One of the strongest messages of this series for me was when you realize that you're a strong and unstoppable woman. This journey is only the beginning of an incredible ride. I wish you good luck and strength for both of you.
I loved it when Tom said "Ok. Let's try again!" That's it, we must persevere! Thank you Taylor for sharing your journey, I wish you and your husband the best outcome possible.
Sending you so much love. This has been one of the most real, and honest series on RUclips. So proud of you for sharing and showing other women they aren’t alone. ❤️
My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 2 years. We can’t afford fertility treatments. I understand so deeply the pain, heartbreak, and sadness that comes with the idea of maybe never getting to be a mom. It’s almost unbearable. I really appreciate that you are sharing this journey. I know I’m not alone..but sometimes it feels that way. Thank you!!!!
You’re not alone! I’ve been there too and I felt so alone at the time. The comments on this series gave me some comfort too. Sending lots of love and hope!💕
A childless life is also amazing, you get to live for yourself only and make yourself happy. I love not being a mom, so much freedom, to travel, to do what I want, when I want it.
My heart is with you! Tho I have to ask and make maybe a suggestion...Have you thought about going abroad for IVF? Eastern Europe has a lot of IVF clinics that are affordable and freezing your eggs there or doing IFV there is a great option even people from different parts of the world and other parts of Europe do medical tourism in other countries that they can afford. I don't know where you are from but my friend has a family member raised in the U.S and her boyfriend is American and they came back to here(Bulgaria) to do IVF. They came for 1 month and a half and froze like 6 embryos did some tourism around the Black Sea and went back to the U.S to save money to try many IVF many times if the 1st does not work out for them. Based on what they said the cost of freezing eggs here is 600$ USD for more than 10 eggs which they said was really great(that's a lot of eggs you can do less), for freezing embryos, its 250$ (for 3), and what they liked most is the cost of storing the embryos its 180$ a year and 800$ for 5 years and in the U.S the cost ranges from 400-1000$ just 1 year. They said they would have tried this year but instead, they decided to freeze more embryos and do the IVF later hopefully next year or the year after when COVID-19 is over. Stay strong! Even without IVF its not impossible my childhood friend was the result of many miscarriages and suddenly boom he came to his mother out of nowhere years after they had already quit because they had literally tried soo much. I'm sure whatever happens it will be the best for you! Concentrate on your happiness and health which is what matters most
@@irinairy9 that’s not what people trying to get pregnant want to hear. you made a choice to live that life. i want to be a mom to a biological child, and 90% of humanity gets that opportunity. it’s absolutely a travesty to be in the 10% that can’t.
Watching the recap from the last episode and the intro just made me feel so grateful that you're sharing this because of other women who are probably going through similar things but feel alone in their struggles. I can't even imagine how comforting it would feel to see this and know that they're not alone. This is such a vulnerable topic and yet you shared everything so honestly. Respect!
Your editing, storytelling and honesty is so lovely to watch. This topic is so taboo IRL and on social media so thank you so much for sharing this to make others feels less alone and to inform the rest of us what it’s like. You’ve really taught me so much about this reality that so many couples face so thank you! I’ll be eagerly waiting to watch the next chapter in this series 😊
As a 24 y/o who is no where near ready for kids, I never thought I’d be so invested in this series. I sat refreshing the page for 10 minutes before the video was uploaded lol. I’m wishing you all the best Taylor ❤️
I'm at the train right now travelling to my family for my brothers wedding tomorrow and I'm crying so badly 🙈 The woman behind me gave me some tissues and asked me what was going on, so I told her about this emotional rollercoaster and now we're both crying 😅😭 So me and the woman wish u all the luck and love ❤
I just wanted to share my parents history. My parents wanted to have children, it was always in their plans. They tried for 13 years and after many treatments that were unsuccessful they just stopped trying. The doctors had told them that they couldn't have children and that they should just try to live as a couple without kids. And after 13 years, when they weren't trying, my mom got pregnant and here I am. I've grown up hearing that story, and how hard it was, so thank you for sharing yours. I know it must be very difficult but I am sure it is very comforting for many people. I wish you the most fulfilling life and "*I hope your dreams stay big and your worries keep small*".
Been waiting all day for this. These videos have made me cry, laugh and excited. I haven't seen the video yet but I hope you and Tom realise your dream of having a child. Thank you for sharing your journey.
@@andreashelton I loved the songs he would sing to Taylor when she was doing shots and when she was finally ovulating. It made me smile and saw that he was being supportive and do whatever he could do. It made me so mad when I saw Taylor talking on her Instagram about some of the comments saying that Tom was pushing her and abusive. He is the best.
I do feel that we need to talk more about fertility and the decision of having/not having children like this - in a real way! Not through lenses of politicians, various movements, and such. Real people like you give out real stories that are heartbreaking, sensitive, intimate and so much more. I personally decided that I don't want to have children and I am looked down upon for that. And I find that I have no one to talk to about my reasons and they do come from deep trauma. Even though you are going through a very different struggle than I, I felt so connected to your pain and emotional rollercoaster. My heart goes out to you.
I think I've took for granted how much my mother has told me that I was a miracle. She was told that she couldn't get pregnant, but somehow still was able to have me. This video made me realize how beautiful pregnancy can be for mothers, and I really hope you can one day be a mother as well. So proud of you for showing your strength and not being afraid to be vulnerable. 😊❤
My mom was the same way. She was told at 16 she couldn't have children. 21 years later, she finds out she is pregnant (with me) and the doctor told her that if she came in sooner, he'd have recommended an abortion. She said, "Over my damn dead body" and here I am. She was determined to have a child and she had one.
Hey I know of a spell caster that can help you manifest children into your wombs in less than 2weeks,he helped my sis and my aunty he can help you with twins or triplet,he is so powerful..
Hardships can make or break a couple, and you and Tom have been a team to be reckoned with throughout this journey. I wish you both all the good fortune and happiness in the world with your journey. When your stars align and it's your time, you'll both be wonderful parents.
Having also gone through IVF and a miscarriage, I have so much empathy for you, Taylor. You are in my thoughts and prayers for the baby that you and Tom so desperately want. You will be wonderful parents. After our struggle, my husband and I were so blessed to conceive our now 15 year old daughter. Never give up hope. You have so many people supporting you from around the world. Much love to you ❤️.
I teared up when the test was positive, so hoping for you and Tom to get pregnant 🙏🏻 Isn’t it amazing how animals just know when you need a little extra love 🐶 Stay strong lady 💗
I literally bursted into tears, when I saw your excitement when seeing the first Pregnant result, and then, after the blood test, everything was so dark. Like Tom said, it’s really a roller coaster feeling. I can’t imagine how you could be so strong, and still kept smiling. Both you and Tom, you are amazing.
I am going through fertility treatments currently after 7 years of trying for a baby. It's videos like yours that help me remember I am not alone. Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you for making this series. I have/had women around me over the last few years go through IVF, and from what they told me, it is exactly as you described-pretty much a full-time job with insane ups and downs, both physically and mentally. I’m so proud of you for being so incredibly brave and sharing such vulnerable moments in your life. Not only will this series likely be a huge comfort to women who are also struggling with infertility themselves, but I personally think it’s SO important for people in general to really know the reality of IVF how insane of a journey it can be. Major respect to any woman who goes through this 💪 You’re incredibly strong, and I only wish for the best for you ♥️
You are so brave, Taylor. I'm hoping that you and Tom will be blessed with a healthy baby soon. You guys will be the best parents!! Sending lots of love ❤️
I donated my eggs to my sister and watching your journey reminded me of my sister's. It really is a roller-coaster of emotions. I pray that you and Tom will have success and be blessed with a healthy baby soon.
You’ve no idea how much you’ve helped me with this series! Currently on my IVF and we have just 1 embryo frozen for transfer next month! Wish me luck! 🤞🏻
@@asasirajoanita9098 we got lucky with the single embryo.. had a day 6 transfer because they weren’t sure even until the last minute if the blastocyst would form. Touchwood, god was kind and we have a 15m old daughter now :)
so many infertility videos end with a pregnancy announcement, it's so rare to view one that ends with a different happy ending -- we're healthy, we're strong, and we're ready to try again so happy for and proud of you and Tom for finding the silver lining and recognizing that the two of you are enough and a complete family 💙 good luck in this next chapter... you got this 💪
Been going through with the same journey for 4 years and I know how painful it is. After so many tries, doing it all over again. It hurt so much realizing that your body is failing you in doing what it is suppose to do. But I also learned a lot in this journey. And I agree a hundred percent when you said that it made you feel unstoppable. As a woman, I also felt like I can do anything. I can endure anything and this infertility doesn't make me less of a woman. I am just glad that somebody is speaking about this in public and using this platform to raise awareness about our struggles. To promote compassion because you never know what a person is going through behind their positive aura. I hope you the best and let us never lose hope. Sending much love from the Philippines❤️
Thank you for sharing this story with us Taylor. I recently had a miscarriage too, at 9 week after trying for a baby for over 6 months. I felt devastated. I didn’t really speak about it to anyone beside my close family, but now I feel less alone after watching your struggles. We are not alone, and apparently it’s not that uncommon. Let’s try again ❤️
This series has really shown what an incredible person Tom is. You two bring out the best in each other and it’s been genuinely touching to see such an intimate part of your life and your journey to completing your family ❤️
The fact that you found a silver lining in something that is so painful, is so inspirational! Thank you for sharing this journey. Praying for you and your family..always. 🤍🤍🤍🤍
I cried so much watching this, as it reminded me of my own infertility journey. Sending you and Tom so much love, light, and baby dust! Continue to have hope and trust that there is divine timing for everything. I still cannot believe how incredibly lucky I am when I peek over at my 4-month old in her bassinet
This is one of the most rawest videos on RUclips I’ve ever seen. You’re so incredibly brave Taylor for putting yourself and your whole journey out here for the whole world to see. Lots of people who can relate will be able to feel like they’re not alone in this and that is such a blessing to so many of us. I hope you’ll get your baby soon, both you and Tom. Always wanna see you guys happy.
Wrote a thousand different things but none felt right, so I'll just say Thank you for being so honest and real even when it was not easy and I truly hope everything works out. Sending all my love all the way from Costa Rica and praying all goes well. You and Tom are so brave and honestly, it's refreshing to see a couple that gets closer the tougher things get. Thank you for inspiring us!!
Oh Taylor I’m crying my eyes out 😭 this was exactly what I needed. People who have miscarried or struggle with pregnancy feel so alone and ostracized so thank you for making this and sharing so much! You’re so brave and we’re all with you through this! Praying for you and Tom and thinking positive ❤️
I never thought getting pregnant could be so difficult and it is so touching to see how hard she tries, and all the emotional and physical pain she's endured to get there. I admire Tay for being so strong and persistent! When I watch these videos I feel like I would have given up long ago and would have adopted. I hope her dream comes true soon.
One of my favorite quotes: Every storm runs out of rain, just like every dark night turns into day./ And your day is coming..we're all pulling for you both. Thank you for sharing your journey with us :)
I've learned my lesson by now: settling down with a box of tissues for this one. Thank you so much again Taylor for sharing this journey; so many of your viewers can relate (myself included) and really appreciate you using your voice on this topic ❤️ EDIT: Nope, 2:15, it's started already 😭😭😭😭 Tayyyyy ❤️
I have never made a comment on RUclips but I had to with this. This series has been produced so perfectly. you have captured exactly life during this process. Currently going through IVF myself I have been watching other ivf stories but nothing has been able to show the true raw emotion we go through and I really connected with your story. Thank you, Well done and good luck with your journey Taylor and Tom!
The end of the journey will be worth every tear. Besides being comforting and encouraging to people going through infertility I think this will inspire people to do things like become surrogate and other ways to support those struggling with infertility.
Taylor, your journey is helping everyone in the same situation including me. Sending you both of you all the light and respect. Thank you for sharing this.
Tay the quality of the storytelling here is incredible. What an emotionally taxing journey and to have the grace to document it all is a feat not many could accomplish. So happy to see you and Tom grow stronger and closer through these trials and hard times. Wishing only the best for you and your family as you continue this journey together. ❤️xx
Oh my heart broke when I heard your voice and then Tom’s over the phone when you found out. Hugs praying for round two. You are so brave for telling your story but you are also helping others stay strong through their own journey.
I don't know if there are awards for such videos, but I feel like there should be. This is going to help so many people on similar journeys to feel less alone and understand what may happen, and for those who aren't planning to have a baby this will help to understand what people close to them may be going through and be more compassionate and tactful. This is what initially drew me to Taylor - she always processes her experiences very thoroughly, no matter how difficult they are, and makes sure to share the lessons she learned with us, even if it makes her vulnerable. She's like a very thoughtful friend who wants to prepare us for as many challenges as she can, and I cannot express how grateful I am for that.
Hey I know of a spell caster that can help you manifest children into your wombs in less than 2weeks,he helped my sis and my aunty he can help you with twins or triplet,he is so powerful
I can only imagine how draining this whole process must be 🥺 but I wish you the best and it makes me very happy to see you choose yourself and know when to take a break helps me want to choose me too
I can’t believe that all of this have happened to you. We’ve all been watching your videos while you were dealing with all of this and we had no idea. You are very strong, and you deserve everything great that I’m sure will come your way. All the best for you!!
I've had two miscarriages, BOTH of them were extremely devastating to me. The first, I was only a couple of weeks along, so it wasn't physically terrible, the second, I was 12 weeks along....and I still tear up if I think about it. I had the second miscarriage alone in my bathroom....with my doctor on the phone explaining that my body was just expelling an imperfect fetus. When I asked her what to do with what came out of me, she told me to just flush it. That felt so incredibly wrong. Yes, it was very very tiny, and barely recognizable as a fetus, but it felt wrong to me to just casually flush it like a goldfish....so I put it in an antique trinket box with flowers, and buried the box in my garden with my husband because even though that fetus wasn't viable, i still had so much love for that baby. Needless to say, I got a new doctor after that, one who wasn't so cold, and I now am a mom of 3. I think this subject needs to be talked about openly more as it almost seems taboo to talk about how the gut wrenching pain the mother goes through during these devastating Rollercoaster rides. Its like society expects us to just slap a smile on our face, and pretend that it wasn't as bad as it really was....so, thank you for sharing this journey. I know it will help a lot of those out there who are going through the same pain, and may even encourage them to share their own journey as well. God bless you both, and I pray you guys end up having the family you dream of. Much love to you, from Western North Carolina ❤
I came across your video (episode one) at 3am when I was having a hard time. My husband and I have been trying for almost 3 years. I can relate so much to what you guys are going through. I’m still not mentally or financially ready to go through ivf. I live in the US and of course our Insurance doesn’t cover it. I’m the type of person who doesn’t like to tell anyone what I’m going through so I always keep a smile even though I’m heart broken inside. So many negative pregnancy test, so many emotions, people’s comments, randomly getting so emotional. One of the hardest things is seeing my friend find out they’re pregnant, I’m not jealous or hate having to be around them but i just think when is it going to be my turn? But I’m genuinely happy for them. Not many people are open about their infertility but I’m so glad I came across your videos. Not losing hope. Wishing you and your husband well 😊
This series is so rough and true and full of emotion. It really is such a strong thing to put that out for everyone. But I know for sure - you will help so much more women and couples who are going through this. Thank you for that 💖
Taylor, wishing you so much luck! As a baby of IVF, it took a few rounds for my family but me (and my twin brother) are both healthy and here and hoping that you are blessed with your own child very soon.
I’ve never felt this emotional watching someone struggle and be heartbroken on the screen. I admire you for every choice that you make. You are so strong 💖Lots of love ❤️
Literally yesterday I came back to your channel after not watching for 2 years and I can't believe the amount of growth you've had. Whilst watching these videos I'm in absolute tears but also so joyful that you always stayed real and never let things set you back and pushed forward. I am honestly soo proud of the place you're in right now and I hope I can one day enjoy life just as much as you enjoy it 😊❤xx
I’ve been waiting anxiously for the next instalment in this series! The tension is real! Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us! It’s hard to understand the emotional roller-coaster for those people who are not struggling with fertility!
I have been on the verge of tears or blown crying at every episode of this series. My heart really goes out to you and Tom. But thank you for sharing this Taylor. Your strength is so inspiring for me but I really hope you and Tom get what you are hoping for. I hope nothing but the best for you 💗💗💫
The videos on your pregnancy journey has touched my heart deeply. I truly feel your pain and no women has to struggle with infertility. My fiancé and I have been also trying for a year & testing after testing on a stick was painful to see a negative. It’s hard to discuss to other people on how your feeling and seeing other women have babies like no problem. I am with you, we got this girl! You’re not alone 😃
This gave me so much hope. I'm not pregnant and not trying to be pregnant but this series is really motivating me to keep trying to reach my goals (I've been going through a slump the past few months). Taylor, your words toward the end about how everyone is going through their own thing and having compassion made me feel like you openedy eyes. This was a much needed and much appreciated video, thank you🙌 rooting for you always!
My husband and I are planning to go through infertility treatment. I started making research and watching videos. I came across your videos and I find it helpful. Your videos are informative, no pretentions, and relatable. Thank you for sharing your experience. God bless!
A loving and supporting partner makes all the difference in the world. Thank you for sharing this experience, no matter how stressful and painful of an experience it was. I love this series and really do hope the best for you and Tom. ❤️❤️❤️
You guys are already a mom and dad. I always wondered why my mom's top priority was nothing else but me even though I felt like I could do anything without her, but now I understand it was how parents are like. You reminded me of my mom. Now it's time to take care of yourself. You guys are brave.
It's hard to see the positive aspects of a difficult situation, but I'm so proud and inspired by you seeing the good things in your situation and learning from it 💕
I could see right from the start how you and Tom were really in this together, I loved the songs and the cheerleading you do for each other, you both have a lot of kindness and thoughtfulness. I am truly sorry it's been hard for you, I can't even imagine each part of this made me cry. I think you're going to help so many people who are and will be going through the same process. I'm looking forward to hearing the next part of your journey
I wish you and Tom nothing but happiness. The ability to persevere through all these hardships is so encouraging. I’m so grateful to you for sharing your journey with us Taylor 💗
I've been watching you since I was in 9th grade and now I'm a freshman in college! Thanks for sharing your journey, Taylor and for being an inspiration to many
It is valuable to learn an important lesson from this video is control, we don’t know what or when will it happen, good or bad, but what truly matter is to have patience with a positive mood. You are an inspiration for everyone, Miss Taylor.💖💖
I am on an emotional roller coaster cheering and crying and I’m just watching! I can’t even imagine what it was like in real life. You have an amazing attitude!
I’m on my last 15 minutes of work now, started watching and of course started crying. I don’t want people to ask what’s going on, so I’ll have to wait until I’m home to watch it all. Fingers crossed to seeing great news🤞🏻 Just finished the video, can’t keep it dry unfortunately. I agree, everything happens for a reason. Just want to know what that reason is sometimes. I’m praying for good news soon ♥️
I honestly know what you’re going through. I also have PCOS and been married for 2 years. My husband and I went through fertility treatments just like the both of you. I know how stressful it is to be poke everywhere. I had HCG shots and trigger shots we decided to go through IUI. After 1 miscarriage and 2 failed IUI. We decided to stop and take a break. My mental health was going down. I cant deal properly with my seniors and patients. And to top it all, Im an OB GYN. Imagine how I felt every time I have patients who comes to me pregnant. I honestly felt really jealous, sad and depressed. So my husband and I decided to take a break. It was the most liberating feeling of doing our usual routine (before fertility) I took a break and went home. But to our surprise after a month we become pregnant without any treatments or hormones. Imagine all our pent up emotions finding out your pregnant but as we go through our pregnancy the fear and anxiety is still there. You go through another round of medications just to make sure the baby is alive. I know we have a long way to go keep this baby - but I still believe God will always be there. Taylor, I pray for your health more than ever. You’re not alone. I am praying that at the end of this journey you’ll get a positive result. You are truly blessed to have a husband like him. May God bless you both. (Oopps using my husband YT account ✌🏼🤣)
You are just a hero. Tom should glorify you as a Goddess every single day of his life for what you’re going through. Ps. Can’t wait to see the continuation!!!
Hey I know of a spell caster that can help you manifest children into your wombs in less than 2weeks,he helped my sis and my aunty he can help you with twins or triplet,he is so powerful
Please watch until the end 🎢❤️
Always
i will, we lysm🤍
We love you so much 💗
absolutely ! :)
Thank you for sharing this journey with us. I can't imagine it was easy, but I'm over here supporting you both with my best wishes.
I’m so proud of you for sharing this, I know it wasn’t easy. These videos are going to help so many people to not feel so alone and give them strength to go through whatever it is they’re struggling with as well❤️
I heard about a similar case yesterday. Single mom, had only one viable fertilized egg and the embryo did not take. 😓 So many people walk around with a troubled heart. We need to be mindful of this and kinder to each other. Thank you for sharing. I will be praying for you both.
Hi, Sharla! I hope you're doing well! 😊 Can't wait for your next video... ✨
You are such a sweet friend, Sharla! I’ve watched you both for years and you two have really been there for each other through thick and thin 💕
Found a great song about infertility, Wounded by Maddie Wilson (If some people process their emotions with music 💛)
Well said 👏
Even though Tom is not very vocal on camera, I can see how supportive, loving and what an amazing husband he is to you. The way you look at each other warms my heart and I just know you will both be amazing parents. Your future baby will be so loved
Tom definitely seems like a very sweet and supportive man and I’m glad it’s him that Taylor is going through this with. There couldn’t be a more supportive husband for her to have and I wish them nothing but success with this.
Yes! I came here to say the same thing.
"I no longer see a woman who is inadequate, I see a woman who is unstoppable"
Thank you so much for sharing this journey. My cousin is going through IVF right now and I knew it was difficult, but really had no idea until I watched these. You've always been inspiring and able to see the positives, and I hope that your light reaches everyone that has or is going through this. Sending you lots of love!
Cari! I was just watching your new video with my morning coffee ☕️
Thanks for the love and good luck to your cousin! 🍀❤️
I’m an egg donor, I have to be honest, the process is pretty rough. So I can imagine how much pain you’ve been through, I hope everything goes well. The baby deserve good parents like you.
That’s such an incredibly selfless thing to do. Thank you ❤️
I was an egg donor in 2019, so I know the process can be demanding physically. Best of luck and take care of yourself. I know a little girl was born thank to my donation and the moment you realise you changed the life of a stranger is something that's so complex but gratifying.
@@muqades101 you guys are the angels of this world helping family accomplish their dreams.. thank u
I'm my parents only child and their 4th attempt at IVF. Before me, my mom had a twin stillbirth and 2 miscarriages. I've spoken to both my parents about the entire experience. My dad, although he never had to go through the physical changes or put his body through ample amounts of stress, was emotionally impacted by losing all those babies. He says that after the third attempt, he was not keen on trying again because it would have been too painful to lose another child. However, he left the final decision to my mom given that it was her body that was being heavily manipulated and if she felt physically and emotionally strong enough for another attempt, he would support that decision wholeheartedly. She never had a doubt about that 4th attempt. No matter how depleting and heartbreaking the process had been on her. She is so strong and so resilient and I always remind myself when I get frustrated by her stubbornness, that it's the sole reason I exist haha. I'm 23 now. Anything is possible. I truly hope for you both to have your miracle baby some day. But most importantly, no matter what your journey is, make sure to take care of yourself along the way and recognize your incredible strength (both physical and mental), especially in the lowest of moments. You are so powerful.
as a woman struggling with infertility, it’s really beautiful to read this from the child’s perspective. so many depressed, emo kids out there, and I get it- but my worst nightmare is finally having a baby, and later they scream at me “I wish I were never born.”
I’m reading this and I’m in tears! Just so so so so emotional. I’m so happy for you that you have such amazing and wonderful parents.
@@fxjrulpzxi you lucky buck/Doe!!! ❤️❤️❤️
how every time something heartbreaking happened tom said “we’ll try again” “we’ll get it next time” 🥺🥺 he has believed in you this whole time and he won’t stop believing in you until the end
Yes, I love that ❤️ the love they share is beautiful
I have never wanted something so badly for someone whom I don’t personally know like I do for you. Sending you and Tom lots of love and prayers ❤️
This! My exact thoughts! ❤️❤️
Sameee ♥️♥️♥️
Right? I feel like Taylor & Tom are my kids. I want to hug them both!
My thoughts exactly!!!!
Exactly my thoughts! My brain rebels so much seeing Tay cry and my heart pours over with hope and well wishes for them.
I think people always forget that not everyone can just "get pregnant" at the drop of a hat. There are people out there who have 8 kids for selfish reasons and can't take care of any of them, and people that struggle to even have 1 and have the whole world to give. The expectations surrounding fertility are absolutely terrible and I hope everyone can be more compassionate. Thank you for sharing your experience Taylor!!!! 💕
Yeesh! Not everyone who is able to have many children does so for selfish reasons. And I'm sure that many women who struggle with infertility would jump at the chance to have a big family.
@@voodooprincess11 Strongly agree, just because some women can't have children doesn't mean that others who can owe them anything. Many people who cannot afford to have children end up with children due to lack of resources like contraception / sex education
@@voodooprincess11 It is actually selfish...It's not good for the kids and not good for the woman. More often than not if a woman has more than 5-6 kids its often due to the selfishness of the husband or her ignorance due to her upbringing. For some its even a business to go around countries that are more rich and gather unemployed benefits and make their kids begg...Ask any social worker. There are good families but its like only 1 in 10 such families the other 9 often have some huge issues and the kids suffer. Even when such families happen in the west the oldest kids in those families often become the mothers and fathers at age 5-6 changing diapers of their now 1-month-old sibling and protecting their 2-year-old sibling from hitting the table instead of studying or playing like their friends because their parents are working and even when 1 is staying at home like the mother, for example, more often than not she still makes the oldest 6-7 or 7-8-year-olds do parenting while she cleans or rest because while she has a 1 or 2 month-year-old she is surprised pregnant again...Kids from such families are vulnerable. Having 5 kids is fine especially 3 that is a great number if you can handle it...But as someone with many siblings I can tell you that even parents with only 2 kids struggle so imagine if you had enough to be a group in a daycare XD
More and more women are struggling with conception all the time, so it's doubly frustrating when people think it's just so easy.
@@lilithpeachy7721 Strongly disagree. In the US at least, contraception is free at pretty much any community college and Planned Parenthood and probably many other low income medical places; it's just that people don't bother even looking for help. Not having contraception is simply an excuse for bad decision making anyway. Can't get BCP/condoms? Well, then don't have sex. It's really not that difficult to use your brain, but people allow themselves to be ruled by their emotion and just want to fuck.
I truly hope these series have a heartwarming ending Taylor, my heart goes to you and your family!
I'm hoping because these episodes go a year back that they are sharing at a point they are expecting ;).
Hope so too!
@@Hiforest damn I wish 😍🥰
@@Hiforest They are
@@Hiforest you were so right, makes me so happy for them!
This future baby is going to have an unimaginable amounts of anties and uncles online.
They don’t even know how badly they are wanted ❤️
aww thats so cute 🥰 and true!
Comments like this are so insensitive. There might never be a baby at all. It's just hurtful to put so much hope on the future when there's a slim chance of success.
@@Myumeful there also nothing wrong with wishing the utmost best for someone. And I’m a huge believer in calling things to actions. Law of attraction of a sort.
@@geegee_509 No, Maya is correct here.
@@kurosawa9857 you are both entitled to your opinions.
"Ok. Let's try again." Words spoken by a man who must have been shattered. Tom is a loving, a true partner, husband, a real man and best friend. You two are truly one unit. 🙏🏻😔👍
Just the comment I was looking for
So i’m crying and imm not supposed to be crying cuz i just got my lashes done so i hate you. But also, omg love you so much. Love this fertility series. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us!
joyce i love you too🥰
I actually think it's the best thing Taylor has done and the most honest series I've seen on RUclips for years. Thanks Taylor for being so raw and honest with us all.
Legit watched this while I was waiting to pay for my lashes, the techs think i'm crazy
🤣 see you and your lashes Wednesday! ❤️
@@Taylor_R HAHAHAH
I feel so seen by this. I had no problem getting pregnant, but I had a lot of trouble staying pregnant. I felt incredibly guilty and alone. Especially when the two children I could have were both premature because my body kept failing us.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I too was incredibly blessed with a supportive husband who supported me.
Right there with you and sending love ♥️ It’s so easy to feel like we are alone in all of this (even when we have supportive partners), but we never truly are. So many of us travel a very difficult path to parenthood and I’m grateful for opportunities like this that we have to see and support each other. You are so strong and your family is blessed to have you 🌈🌈🌈💗
Sending you love, lots of love! As someone who was born prematurely (a micro premature baby), I can tell you that your body was not failing you 💖
This is me as well. I had no problem getting pregnant but had both my children at 27 weeks barely felt like I experienced pregnancy and couldn't breast feed.
Right there with you, but there is hope. I am the mother of three wonderful daughters, one biological and two adopted daughters. The journey to motherhood can be challenging, but it can happen. Hang in there. It will happen.
Who else remembers a video of Taylor’s where a fortune teller said she would have a baby in the year of a tiger?
It’s starting next year and I’m hoping the pregnancy will happen after your break!
Sending you all the love, support and a little tiger baby 🐯 ❤️
if it happens that fortune teller will be officially legit XD....
I literally never forgot 😅😅 hopefully she does get pregnant this year but we'll see 🙏🙏
OMG YES!!!
she’s due in March!!!! Fortune teller was right
the fortune teller was right 😭
One of the strongest messages of this series for me was when you realize that you're a strong and unstoppable woman. This journey is only the beginning of an incredible ride. I wish you good luck and strength for both of you.
That was so nice Mane
She’s relentless.
She’s relentless.
I loved it when Tom said "Ok. Let's try again!" That's it, we must persevere! Thank you Taylor for sharing your journey, I wish you and your husband the best outcome possible.
When Tom said "OK! Let's try again". 🥺
You've got such a great supportive relationship. You've got this.
Sending you so much love. This has been one of the most real, and honest series on RUclips. So proud of you for sharing and showing other women they aren’t alone. ❤️
I have become so much more invested in this series than I ever thought I would. I hope everything goes as you hope it to.
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My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 2 years. We can’t afford fertility treatments. I understand so deeply the pain, heartbreak, and sadness that comes with the idea of maybe never getting to be a mom. It’s almost unbearable. I really appreciate that you are sharing this journey. I know I’m not alone..but sometimes it feels that way. Thank you!!!!
You’re not alone! I’ve been there too and I felt so alone at the time. The comments on this series gave me some comfort too. Sending lots of love and hope!💕
A childless life is also amazing, you get to live for yourself only and make yourself happy. I love not being a mom, so much freedom, to travel, to do what I want, when I want it.
My heart is with you! Tho I have to ask and make maybe a suggestion...Have you thought about going abroad for IVF? Eastern Europe has a lot of IVF clinics that are affordable and freezing your eggs there or doing IFV there is a great option even people from different parts of the world and other parts of Europe do medical tourism in other countries that they can afford. I don't know where you are from but my friend has a family member raised in the U.S and her boyfriend is American and they came back to here(Bulgaria) to do IVF. They came for 1 month and a half and froze like 6 embryos did some tourism around the Black Sea and went back to the U.S to save money to try many IVF many times if the 1st does not work out for them. Based on what they said the cost of freezing eggs here is 600$ USD for more than 10 eggs which they said was really great(that's a lot of eggs you can do less), for freezing embryos, its 250$ (for 3), and what they liked most is the cost of storing the embryos its 180$ a year and 800$ for 5 years and in the U.S the cost ranges from 400-1000$ just 1 year. They said they would have tried this year but instead, they decided to freeze more embryos and do the IVF later hopefully next year or the year after when COVID-19 is over. Stay strong! Even without IVF its not impossible my childhood friend was the result of many miscarriages and suddenly boom he came to his mother out of nowhere years after they had already quit because they had literally tried soo much. I'm sure whatever happens it will be the best for you! Concentrate on your happiness and health which is what matters most
Also eat a lot of organic spinach, google Jlo spinach pregnancy !
@@irinairy9 that’s not what people trying to get pregnant want to hear. you made a choice to live that life. i want to be a mom to a biological child, and 90% of humanity gets that opportunity. it’s absolutely a travesty to be in the 10% that can’t.
I never thought I’d be so invested in a strangers life. You guys will make such wonderful parents.
Watching the recap from the last episode and the intro just made me feel so grateful that you're sharing this because of other women who are probably going through similar things but feel alone in their struggles. I can't even imagine how comforting it would feel to see this and know that they're not alone. This is such a vulnerable topic and yet you shared everything so honestly. Respect!
I see you everywhere!
Your editing, storytelling and honesty is so lovely to watch. This topic is so taboo IRL and on social media so thank you so much for sharing this to make others feels less alone and to inform the rest of us what it’s like. You’ve really taught me so much about this reality that so many couples face so thank you! I’ll be eagerly waiting to watch the next chapter in this series 😊
He is the best when it comes to recovery pregnancy....
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As a 24 y/o who is no where near ready for kids, I never thought I’d be so invested in this series. I sat refreshing the page for 10 minutes before the video was uploaded lol. I’m wishing you all the best Taylor ❤️
I gave birth for my 1st son when I was your age ❤️
I'm at the train right now travelling to my family for my brothers wedding tomorrow and I'm crying so badly 🙈 The woman behind me gave me some tissues and asked me what was going on, so I told her about this emotional rollercoaster and now we're both crying 😅😭
So me and the woman wish u all the luck and love ❤
That's so wholesome. 😭
I just wanted to share my parents history. My parents wanted to have children, it was always in their plans. They tried for 13 years and after many treatments that were unsuccessful they just stopped trying. The doctors had told them that they couldn't have children and that they should just try to live as a couple without kids. And after 13 years, when they weren't trying, my mom got pregnant and here I am.
I've grown up hearing that story, and how hard it was, so thank you for sharing yours. I know it must be very difficult but I am sure it is very comforting for many people. I wish you the most fulfilling life and "*I hope your dreams stay big and your worries keep small*".
My heart goes to you and your little family. All the best!
Ôi thím Phưng 😘😘
Been waiting all day for this. These videos have made me cry, laugh and excited. I haven't seen the video yet but I hope you and Tom realise your dream of having a child. Thank you for sharing your journey.
Tom is the best. When I first subscribed to Taylor I thought his name was actually elbow lol
@@andreashelton I loved the songs he would sing to Taylor when she was doing shots and when she was finally ovulating. It made me smile and saw that he was being supportive and do whatever he could do. It made me so mad when I saw Taylor talking on her Instagram about some of the comments saying that Tom was pushing her and abusive. He is the best.
I do feel that we need to talk more about fertility and the decision of having/not having children like this - in a real way! Not through lenses of politicians, various movements, and such. Real people like you give out real stories that are heartbreaking, sensitive, intimate and so much more. I personally decided that I don't want to have children and I am looked down upon for that. And I find that I have no one to talk to about my reasons and they do come from deep trauma. Even though you are going through a very different struggle than I, I felt so connected to your pain and emotional rollercoaster. My heart goes out to you.
I think I've took for granted how much my mother has told me that I was a miracle. She was told that she couldn't get pregnant, but somehow still was able to have me. This video made me realize how beautiful pregnancy can be for mothers, and I really hope you can one day be a mother as well. So proud of you for showing your strength and not being afraid to be vulnerable. 😊❤
My mom was the same way. She was told at 16 she couldn't have children. 21 years later, she finds out she is pregnant (with me) and the doctor told her that if she came in sooner, he'd have recommended an abortion. She said, "Over my damn dead body" and here I am. She was determined to have a child and she had one.
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Hardships can make or break a couple, and you and Tom have been a team to be reckoned with throughout this journey. I wish you both all the good fortune and happiness in the world with your journey. When your stars align and it's your time, you'll both be wonderful parents.
Thank you for sharing your journey! I can’t wait for the next part. Rosie melted my heart with those puppy kisses 😭❤️❤️
Lol donde lo vine a encontrar Dr haha
Having also gone through IVF and a miscarriage, I have so much empathy for you, Taylor. You are in my thoughts and prayers for the baby that you and Tom so desperately want. You will be wonderful parents. After our struggle, my husband and I were so blessed to conceive our now 15 year old daughter. Never give up hope. You have so many people supporting you from around the world. Much love to you ❤️.
I teared up when the test was positive, so hoping for you and Tom to get pregnant 🙏🏻 Isn’t it amazing how animals just know when you need a little extra love 🐶 Stay strong lady 💗
I literally bursted into tears, when I saw your excitement when seeing the first Pregnant result, and then, after the blood test, everything was so dark. Like Tom said, it’s really a roller coaster feeling. I can’t imagine how you could be so strong, and still kept smiling. Both you and Tom, you are amazing.
I am going through fertility treatments currently after 7 years of trying for a baby. It's videos like yours that help me remember I am not alone. Thank you for sharing ❤
I wish you so much luck ❤️ stay strong
I’m a true believer in “things happen for a reason”. Stay positive, with or without kids, life can be as beautiful. Wish you all my best.
Thank you for making this series. I have/had women around me over the last few years go through IVF, and from what they told me, it is exactly as you described-pretty much a full-time job with insane ups and downs, both physically and mentally.
I’m so proud of you for being so incredibly brave and sharing such vulnerable moments in your life. Not only will this series likely be a huge comfort to women who are also struggling with infertility themselves, but I personally think it’s SO important for people in general to really know the reality of IVF how insane of a journey it can be. Major respect to any woman who goes through this 💪 You’re incredibly strong, and I only wish for the best for you ♥️
You are so brave, Taylor. I'm hoping that you and Tom will be blessed with a healthy baby soon. You guys will be the best parents!! Sending lots of love ❤️
I donated my eggs to my sister and watching your journey reminded me of my sister's. It really is a roller-coaster of emotions. I pray that you and Tom will have success and be blessed with a healthy baby soon.
That is so kind of you!
You’ve no idea how much you’ve helped me with this series! Currently on my IVF and we have just 1 embryo frozen for transfer next month! Wish me luck! 🤞🏻
How did it go?
@@asasirajoanita9098 we got lucky with the single embryo.. had a day 6 transfer because they weren’t sure even until the last minute if the blastocyst would form. Touchwood, god was kind and we have a 15m old daughter now :)
so many infertility videos end with a pregnancy announcement, it's so rare to view one that ends with a different happy ending -- we're healthy, we're strong, and we're ready to try again
so happy for and proud of you and Tom for finding the silver lining and recognizing that the two of you are enough and a complete family 💙
good luck in this next chapter... you got this 💪
Am i the only one who cried watching this and picturing my procedure soon? Congrats guys
Been going through with the same journey for 4 years and I know how painful it is. After so many tries, doing it all over again. It hurt so much realizing that your body is failing you in doing what it is suppose to do. But I also learned a lot in this journey. And I agree a hundred percent when you said that it made you feel unstoppable. As a woman, I also felt like I can do anything. I can endure anything and this infertility doesn't make me less of a woman. I am just glad that somebody is speaking about this in public and using this platform to raise awareness about our struggles. To promote compassion because you never know what a person is going through behind their positive aura. I hope you the best and let us never lose hope. Sending much love from the Philippines❤️
I have so much respect for Taylor for sharing this journey, I wish the best for you and Tom !!!! You guys deserve everything and moreeee 💕✨
Thank you ❤️❤️
I know this was so hard to film & put out there, but thank you so much for sharing your journey! ❤️ You and Tom have such a beautiful relationship! ☺️
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Thank you for sharing this story with us Taylor. I recently had a miscarriage too, at 9 week after trying for a baby for over 6 months. I felt devastated. I didn’t really speak about it to anyone beside my close family, but now I feel less alone after watching your struggles. We are not alone, and apparently it’s not that uncommon. Let’s try again ❤️
This series has really shown what an incredible person Tom is. You two bring out the best in each other and it’s been genuinely touching to see such an intimate part of your life and your journey to completing your family ❤️
4:40 you can see Taylor's eyes the light and happiness slowly leaving her eyes. I'm not crying you are
The fact that you found a silver lining in something that is so painful, is so inspirational! Thank you for sharing this journey. Praying for you and your family..always. 🤍🤍🤍🤍
I cried so much watching this, as it reminded me of my own infertility journey. Sending you and Tom so much love, light, and baby dust! Continue to have hope and trust that there is divine timing for everything. I still cannot believe how incredibly lucky I am when I peek over at my 4-month old in her bassinet
This is one of the most rawest videos on RUclips I’ve ever seen. You’re so incredibly brave Taylor for putting yourself and your whole journey out here for the whole world to see. Lots of people who can relate will be able to feel like they’re not alone in this and that is such a blessing to so many of us. I hope you’ll get your baby soon, both you and Tom. Always wanna see you guys happy.
Wrote a thousand different things but none felt right, so I'll just say Thank you for being so honest and real even when it was not easy and I truly hope everything works out. Sending all my love all the way from Costa Rica and praying all goes well. You and Tom are so brave and honestly, it's refreshing to see a couple that gets closer the tougher things get.
Thank you for inspiring us!!
Oh Taylor I’m crying my eyes out 😭 this was exactly what I needed. People who have miscarried or struggle with pregnancy feel so alone and ostracized so thank you for making this and sharing so much! You’re so brave and we’re all with you through this! Praying for you and Tom and thinking positive ❤️
Absolutely. I can’t have children and it’s not something people ‘expect’ so I feel like I’m fighting assumptions as well as my own grief.
I never thought getting pregnant could be so difficult and it is so touching to see how hard she tries, and all the emotional and physical pain she's endured to get there. I admire Tay for being so strong and persistent! When I watch these videos I feel like I would have given up long ago and would have adopted. I hope her dream comes true soon.
One of my favorite quotes: Every storm runs out of rain, just like every dark night turns into day./ And your day is coming..we're all pulling for you both. Thank you for sharing your journey with us :)
I've learned my lesson by now: settling down with a box of tissues for this one.
Thank you so much again Taylor for sharing this journey; so many of your viewers can relate (myself included) and really appreciate you using your voice on this topic ❤️
EDIT: Nope, 2:15, it's started already 😭😭😭😭 Tayyyyy ❤️
I have never made a comment on RUclips but I had to with this. This series has been produced so perfectly. you have captured exactly life during this process. Currently going through IVF myself I have been watching other ivf stories but nothing has been able to show the true raw emotion we go through and I really connected with your story. Thank you, Well done and good luck with your journey Taylor and Tom!
Thank you Hayley ❤️
The end of the journey will be worth every tear. Besides being comforting and encouraging to people going through infertility I think this will inspire people to do things like become surrogate and other ways to support those struggling with infertility.
Taylor, your journey is helping everyone in the same situation including me. Sending you both of you all the light and respect. Thank you for sharing this.
Being devastated, then feeling an ounce of hope and trying again is so relatable.
Tay the quality of the storytelling here is incredible. What an emotionally taxing journey and to have the grace to document it all is a feat not many could accomplish. So happy to see you and Tom grow stronger and closer through these trials and hard times. Wishing only the best for you and your family as you continue this journey together. ❤️xx
Oh my heart broke when I heard your voice and then Tom’s over the phone when you found out. Hugs praying for round two. You are so brave for telling your story but you are also helping others stay strong through their own journey.
I don't know if there are awards for such videos, but I feel like there should be. This is going to help so many people on similar journeys to feel less alone and understand what may happen, and for those who aren't planning to have a baby this will help to understand what people close to them may be going through and be more compassionate and tactful. This is what initially drew me to Taylor - she always processes her experiences very thoroughly, no matter how difficult they are, and makes sure to share the lessons she learned with us, even if it makes her vulnerable. She's like a very thoughtful friend who wants to prepare us for as many challenges as she can, and I cannot express how grateful I am for that.
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I can only imagine how draining this whole process must be 🥺 but I wish you the best and it makes me very happy to see you choose yourself and know when to take a break helps me want to choose me too
I can’t believe that all of this have happened to you. We’ve all been watching your videos while you were dealing with all of this and we had no idea. You are very strong, and you deserve everything great that I’m sure will come your way. All the best for you!!
I've had two miscarriages, BOTH of them were extremely devastating to me. The first, I was only a couple of weeks along, so it wasn't physically terrible, the second, I was 12 weeks along....and I still tear up if I think about it. I had the second miscarriage alone in my bathroom....with my doctor on the phone explaining that my body was just expelling an imperfect fetus. When I asked her what to do with what came out of me, she told me to just flush it. That felt so incredibly wrong. Yes, it was very very tiny, and barely recognizable as a fetus, but it felt wrong to me to just casually flush it like a goldfish....so I put it in an antique trinket box with flowers, and buried the box in my garden with my husband because even though that fetus wasn't viable, i still had so much love for that baby. Needless to say, I got a new doctor after that, one who wasn't so cold, and I now am a mom of 3. I think this subject needs to be talked about openly more as it almost seems taboo to talk about how the gut wrenching pain the mother goes through during these devastating Rollercoaster rides. Its like society expects us to just slap a smile on our face, and pretend that it wasn't as bad as it really was....so, thank you for sharing this journey. I know it will help a lot of those out there who are going through the same pain, and may even encourage them to share their own journey as well. God bless you both, and I pray you guys end up having the family you dream of. Much love to you, from Western North Carolina ❤
That trinket box sounds mighty special, I'm sure that little soul felt all your love. Biggest hugs to you 💜
@@illicitshadow thank you so much for your kind words!
This made me cry so hard. You're so strong & amazing! 💝
I don’t know you but this touched my heart. So sorry for your losses. Sending love💕
That sounds like a beautiful burial for your baby. I’m so sorry that you had such a cold doctor. Sending love. 💙
All i know is "Your dream will definitely come true! Don't give up " ❤️
I agree! Taylor and Tom will be parents. I can feel it in my bones and I don’t even know these people😂...😊
I came across your video (episode one) at 3am when I was having a hard time. My husband and I have been trying for almost 3 years. I can relate so much to what you guys are going through. I’m still not mentally or financially ready to go through ivf. I live in the US and of course our Insurance doesn’t cover it. I’m the type of person who doesn’t like to tell anyone what I’m going through so I always keep a smile even though I’m heart broken inside. So many negative pregnancy test, so many emotions, people’s comments, randomly getting so emotional. One of the hardest things is seeing my friend find out they’re pregnant, I’m not jealous or hate having to be around them but i just think when is it going to be my turn? But I’m genuinely happy for them. Not many people are open about their infertility but I’m so glad I came across your videos. Not losing hope. Wishing you and your husband well 😊
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I know someone, who had been trying for 7 years. Finally God blessed them with a baby 🙏
I wish you & your husband all the happiness ❤️
This series is so rough and true and full of emotion. It really is such a strong thing to put that out for everyone. But I know for sure - you will help so much more women and couples who are going through this. Thank you for that 💖
Taylor, wishing you so much luck! As a baby of IVF, it took a few rounds for my family but me (and my twin brother) are both healthy and here and hoping that you are blessed with your own child very soon.
I’ve never felt this emotional watching someone struggle and be heartbroken on the screen. I admire you for every choice that you make. You are so strong 💖Lots of love ❤️
This series has made me cry so much. I can only imagine how hard this journey has been for you. I wish only the best for you.
Literally yesterday I came back to your channel after not watching for 2 years and I can't believe the amount of growth you've had. Whilst watching these videos I'm in absolute tears but also so joyful that you always stayed real and never let things set you back and pushed forward.
I am honestly soo proud of the place you're in right now and I hope I can one day enjoy life just as much as you enjoy it 😊❤xx
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I’ve been waiting anxiously for the next instalment in this series! The tension is real! Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us! It’s hard to understand the emotional roller-coaster for those people who are not struggling with fertility!
I have been on the verge of tears or blown crying at every episode of this series. My heart really goes out to you and Tom. But thank you for sharing this Taylor. Your strength is so inspiring for me but I really hope you and Tom get what you are hoping for. I hope nothing but the best for you 💗💗💫
The videos on your pregnancy journey has touched my heart deeply. I truly feel your pain and no women has to struggle with infertility. My fiancé and I have been also trying for a year & testing after testing on a stick was painful to see a negative. It’s hard to discuss to other people on how your feeling and seeing other women have babies like no problem. I am with you, we got this girl! You’re not alone 😃
This gave me so much hope. I'm not pregnant and not trying to be pregnant but this series is really motivating me to keep trying to reach my goals (I've been going through a slump the past few months). Taylor, your words toward the end about how everyone is going through their own thing and having compassion made me feel like you openedy eyes. This was a much needed and much appreciated video, thank you🙌 rooting for you always!
I have never felt so much anxiety for someone I've never met. You're such a beautiful person and I cannot believe how much you've grown.
My husband and I are planning to go through infertility treatment. I started making research and watching videos. I came across your videos and I find it helpful. Your videos are informative, no pretentions, and relatable. Thank you for sharing your experience. God bless!
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A loving and supporting partner makes all the difference in the world. Thank you for sharing this experience, no matter how stressful and painful of an experience it was. I love this series and really do hope the best for you and Tom. ❤️❤️❤️
I can’t imagine how both physically and mentally challenging this is, your strength sharing this is admirable. My thoughts go out to you both❤️
You guys are already a mom and dad. I always wondered why my mom's top priority was nothing else but me even though I felt like I could do anything without her, but now I understand it was how parents are like. You reminded me of my mom. Now it's time to take care of yourself. You guys are brave.
It's hard to see the positive aspects of a difficult situation, but I'm so proud and inspired by you seeing the good things in your situation and learning from it 💕
Sending you love and light Taylor. I hope both of you get everything you’re wishing for. ❤️
The relationship between Tom and you is making me cry… I hope you guys can keep positive and finally get your own baby.
I could see right from the start how you and Tom were really in this together, I loved the songs and the cheerleading you do for each other, you both have a lot of kindness and thoughtfulness. I am truly sorry it's been hard for you, I can't even imagine each part of this made me cry. I think you're going to help so many people who are and will be going through the same process. I'm looking forward to hearing the next part of your journey
I wish you and Tom nothing but happiness. The ability to persevere through all these hardships is so encouraging. I’m so grateful to you for sharing your journey with us Taylor 💗
I cried when you cried Taylor, even though we’ve never met, I’m invested in your story and wish you all the happiness and love in the world ❤️
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I've been watching you since I was in 9th grade and now I'm a freshman in college! Thanks for sharing your journey, Taylor and for being an inspiration to many
It is valuable to learn an important lesson from this video is control, we don’t know what or when will it happen, good or bad, but what truly matter is to have patience with a positive mood.
You are an inspiration for everyone, Miss Taylor.💖💖
I am on an emotional roller coaster cheering and crying and I’m just watching! I can’t even imagine what it was like in real life. You have an amazing attitude!
We love you and Tom very much
I’m on my last 15 minutes of work now, started watching and of course started crying. I don’t want people to ask what’s going on, so I’ll have to wait until I’m home to watch it all. Fingers crossed to seeing great news🤞🏻
Just finished the video, can’t keep it dry unfortunately. I agree, everything happens for a reason. Just want to know what that reason is sometimes. I’m praying for good news soon ♥️
I honestly know what you’re going through. I also have PCOS and been married for 2 years. My husband and I went through fertility treatments just like the both of you. I know how stressful it is to be poke everywhere. I had HCG shots and trigger shots we decided to go through IUI. After 1 miscarriage and 2 failed IUI. We decided to stop and take a break. My mental health was going down. I cant deal properly with my seniors and patients. And to top it all, Im an OB GYN. Imagine how I felt every time I have patients who comes to me pregnant. I honestly felt really jealous, sad and depressed. So my husband and I decided to take a break. It was the most liberating feeling of doing our usual routine (before fertility) I took a break and went home. But to our surprise after a month we become pregnant without any treatments or hormones. Imagine all our pent up emotions finding out your pregnant but as we go through our pregnancy the fear and anxiety is still there. You go through another round of medications just to make sure the baby is alive. I know we have a long way to go keep this baby - but I still believe God will always be there.
Taylor, I pray for your health more than ever. You’re not alone. I am praying that at the end of this journey you’ll get a positive result. You are truly blessed to have a husband like him. May God bless you both. (Oopps using my husband YT account ✌🏼🤣)
I love how educational this series has been! I‘ve learned so much on so many different levels. I wish you the very best
❤️ we are all with you Taylor. Hoping for the best outcome for you and Tom
You are just a hero. Tom should glorify you as a Goddess every single day of his life for what you’re going through.
Ps. Can’t wait to see the continuation!!!
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