Tom, I'm 33 years old and have never really been a music person. Friday night I was watching videos on youtube on my TV and a got a mid video ad that popped up.....it was THIS video. Usually I skip through the ads or video features that pop up but I managed to sit for an entire 3 minutes captivated by what I was watching. The next 3 hours I spent binge watching your work. I have no idea how I have not heard of you before......you are amazing.
Coming from someone who’s about to hit 7 years sober, this is incredible. Good job. Edit to add: Wow. The support is incredible. Thank you all so much for the love. It means more than I can even say. And, to answer the most frequently asked question, my sober birthday is September 20! I worked my ass off to get where I am and am proud of that. To those out there still struggling: keep fighting. It’s worth every tear, I promise.
Can we all just take a second to appreciate the fact that we are seeing Tom how Nova sees Tom? No doubt the lyrics are his, the soul is his, but it's his love, Nova, who is getting his lighting right, who is capturing the visual... this is how his girlfriend sees him artistically, and I think that's beatiful.
I just discovered Tom Macdonald. Im 50 been clean 6 months on 2/16/24. I Thank God for Tom Macdonald. I had my first real craving today. When i thought about throwing those 180 days away. I thought of "Best Rapper Ever." It's amazing how a guy so young can be so "Wise Beyond his Years." Thank you again
Praying for you Tom. My son drank to fight depression. He lost his fight with depression April 4, 2014. Live ! Just live. You are so needed in this world.
Dear Sweet Mom of this precious son you described, my heart goes out to you and hope you will have every day in peace and joy even thought some days you must miss your child more than words can describe. Sending you much love, hope it helps a little that there are folks out in this world who care about you and your journey.
Thank you for sharing. Prayer is so powerful. I lost my brother to the same battle. I've learned so much since then, their legacy is not wasted in the people we walk with, who's loved ones are still alive.
I'm sure that sorry doesn't help much, but it's all some have to offer. 😥 If it helps you , know that so many of us teach our children with stories like yours. And we won't stop. And that helps at least one person, if not so many more. ❤
Most of Tom's Videos are done with minimal shots, minimal budgets, minimal effects, ALL MUSIC. and week after week he still hits. We are watching history
I agree with all, except that his videos are made with minimal effects... "Best Rapper Ever" "No Lives Matter" & "Cancelled" ...just to name a few, have awesome effects. I saw a comment from Nova, many months ago, saying that they were going to quit putting so much work into the making of their videos. I wish that they'd go back to making really visually captivating videos, again, at least once on awhile...like "Buttholes" because @NovaRockafeller is a master at that. Her videos add SO MUCH to the music...the colors & effects make it so I'm fully drawn in & have to watch them over & over. I have never seen videos as good as hers from any big label. They both have amazing futures ahead of them!
My Son was an addict. This cuts straight to the bone. All my fears. He’s clean, married, has a daughter, steady job…we’re blessed. So are you! Thank you!!
Being a proud parent hits in many different ways doesn't it... they did it bc they have amazing people like you in their lives to support that hardship 😃
I've been clean approaching 21 years. Everyday when I wake up I thank the Lord for his gift of life... And for the Angels he sent to me in the form of my wife and child. I've buried more friends and peers in 21 years than I'd ever imagined possible.... I feel for them as they never found the reason(s) to hang it up. If not for my wife and child, I know I'd be right there with them. They were, and still remain the sole reason and source of strength I needed to get clean. I was always told that idle hands were the devil's playground. What a true statement.
I lost my little brother to drugs... today is his birthday man and this song will play in honor for him!! Thank you for being the voices for so many and truly changing the world with a pen!!
I’m so sorry I know it feels I lost everything but I’m free and now trying to be a good role model for my son. I’ll keep you in my prayers tonight when I pray to Jesus and the Holy Ghost. 🙏
I am sorry for your loss I lost my older brother to addiction. I lost my friend to addiction on Saint Patrick's day at 30 Lost another friend to addiction a yr after he graduated Lost another friend a little after his mom died
“He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” -Revelation 21:4
As a man in a life of recovery, it never ends, but we fight, and claim strength from God to never look down.. Never. Look. Down. Our chins are held high, tears may fall, but our chins remain high.
Addiction is gradual until it’s sudden! Several attempts later, and coming up on 14 years sober. If I can you can, one second at a time becomes one minute become a day become a week a month a year but the fight is always right now! I know my tigers are in the tall grass following along and staying low to the ground. Every second I watch and defend my ground as if my life depends on it, because it does! God bless all those in the fight, the weapons to defend come from our father in heaven. If you doubt this, how have your weapons worked so far? Just saying I’ve learned what works and God knows I’ve tried what doesn’t. If he created you, surely he can defend you. You have only to ask him.
21 of Feb this year I will be 5 years sober. No song has ever, EVER, reached my heart like this. Man, you just get it. That is all I can say. You just get it.
Life is so much more better when you can see and understand how beautiful it is when you not numbing your Self from feeling and Living it. Stay Strong and Living your Life to the Full.👍
I'm so glad there's finally an artist who condemns drug and alcohol use instead of promoting it. Its a cancer I've seen it damage so many peoples lives and its so sad.
As a 43-year-old recovered addict I don't think he's condemning it That would make him a hypocrite which if you've listened to his music that would be the last thing he wants to be...... He is being honest about it and he is being truthful with his story ..... Condemning an addict isn't going to make them stop It's actually going to make them feel worse and feel like there is no end to what's making them sick except for killing themselves...... So how about we watch our words .....
True. Drinking is overall more popular aka more spread I think. That said I wish he would go forward with other addictions rather than just these two. I want to hear him exposing the world.
Someone with more face tattoos than Post Malone is the most wholesome and honest music artist out there. The epitome of “don’t judge a book by its cover”. You’re a gift, Tom.
I don't consider the tats relevent...those lyrics RESONATE, though...I got lucky and never got on the molecularly addictive *stuff...I did it, but, I was "responsible"...how "responsible dur juice" is even said, is beyond me...but, I guess you gotta make excuses...or, admit that you are a *crap human But, I still don't feel like I was ever a CRAP person But, I had a true friend tell me "Being better than the worst person you know doesn't make you a good person" That's still a "*dang!" minute for me...I try to always remember that I made alot of worse actions...or, at least as bad as anyone else...and, that only God can for real judge anyone.
Tom, Hasset house is playing this everyday for the teens. It's a rehab. They found the kids are RELATING to you more then their current program. So you may have saved some young teens. I don't know if it was one of your goals, but you literally are helping 162 teens right now. I personally thank you. Someone very special to me is now still here due to you. You saved a beating heart Tom. It probably has not hit you that way. But you and I MUST mention your team saved a young beating heart. I would personally thank you if I could.
This is awesome. I know he has helped thousands of people. His music is very relatable to the struggles addicts have. It's good to hear he's helping more and more each day. Sobriety is never an easy road, but it's a road to personal freedom.
@@jessicadavenport2808 I would do the same thing Jessica...best to you! I listen to this song and I can't help but shed a tear or two because of my friends I've lost over the years.
I haven't punctured my skin with a needle since February 26, 2018...since then I have conquered hepatitis C and gained employment. I now work everyday. I'm just blessed to be above ground. Good shit Tom! Keep it up.
Same reason as Ryan Upchurch.. And ALOT of other independent artists.. We don't need radio anymore! They are doing fine without them.. They are able to get thier messages out easier without all the BS!! Support your favorite independent artists!!
As someone who went through this several times, it hits hard and is a great representation of the experience. By the grace of God and the strength He has provided me I have been able to keep addiction at bay for 21 years now. To anyone out there struggling, know that it is possible. All things are possible through Christ. I'm praying for you, whoever you are.
2.5K dislikes?! Are you kidding me? You know those people just came to dislike it without even watching it. This was insanely beautiful. His ability to verbalize emotions is second to none.
Maybe the song struck a chord of truth that is too painful for them to acknowledge. Sometimes it hurts to look in the mirror, if we don't like what we see ❤️
"Tom is controversial" "Tom is Right wing" "Tom is a clout chaser" ...nah, Tom is a Human, we all fall, it's what we do when we fall that makes us. DO we stay down, or do we get back up. Everyday is day one, every day is new, each day is a victory. Proud of how far you've come. Proud of how far you will go.
@@bwinter092 what's your logic behide the thoughts?? When I see you trolls it's laughable. He's writing the word's as well as making and writing history in his songs. We are all ears because it fits us. So what's the gimmick??
33-year-old white male. And recovering heroin addict. I have been clean almost 5 years. But just to hear this song reminds me that I can trade in this new life I have to go back and be miserable any fucking time I want. Thank you Tom for keeping it clear to me that I don't want to feel like that again. American Canadian. You are one of the greats my dude. People can say what they want but to do it without a label, manager, anybody but your girl. You fucking did it though. And that's truly a fucking inspiration brother. Thank you for sending a message to the people who need to hear it most. Whether they want to listen or not they only get mad because they know what you say is true. Keep shining brother.
the tattoo that says “see you tomorrow” gave me chills. that sentence saved and continues to save my life. it’s what my sponsor has said to me every day for the last 3 years. never leave without making a commitment for the next day. i love this 💕 thank you tom
@@saanasalonen8684 i’ll keep you in my prayers, i felt the same way. it took me a couple times to get it, i spent a while floating around aa and na and never really doing a lot. thankfully i made it back and have stayed this time. it does work, when you work it. best of luck on your journey. i wish you the willingness 💕
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM stay strong my friend. I ran into that same scenario once. Flush the opiates right away and ifnyou need something stronger than ibuprofen head to a pharmacist and ask them to prescribe you behind the counter grade naproxens
As an addict in recovery this song hits so close to home. Every word he spoke I went through. Tom thank you so damn much for giving us a voice and making everyone aware of the struggles of being an addict. I'll have 30 months on the 25th this month!!!
For anyone still struggling, you can do it! Me and my husband used pills, heroin and cocaine together for over 7 years, lost everything we had, were homeless, in debt, in and out of jail. We are now still together, married, have 3 beautiful kids, own our own home and have everything we could want and need. We made it out together and have been sober for over 7 years! It can be done if you want it bad enough! And you can change your life around completely. Even if it seems hopeless and like you'll never get back to a normal life, you can!
Oh Tom 😭 I’ve never struggled with addictions, but have the paralyzing anxiety and depression. Sitting in the bathtub trying to breath...I felt that line in my soul. Sending hugs, because Tom crying is absolutely heartbreaking!
I suffer from both anxiety & addiction. Fortunately I'm 16yrs sober but I would fight addiction 100 times over dealing with anxiety attacks, the paralysis when fireworks go off(PTSD). Addiction is hard to beat but is a lot easier than beating depression & anxiety. Baby steps, crawl if you have to, but keep moving forward, this too shall pass.
@@RogerSegerJr congratulations on 16 years sober! 👏🏻 Thanks for the encouragement. Anxiety and depression are terrible demons, but with Jesus, I’ll win.
@@RogerSegerJr Don't over think....That's satans playground...Let the thoughts in n don't ponder on them and little by little you'll see that life is Beautiful....🙏😎
I remember before my grandpa passed away and I talked to him about my depression and wanting to give up and he told me “a warrior drops to knee and sheds a tear before picking up the sword and continue fighting”. Being 13 I didn’t really understand so he broke it down: it’s okay to feel depressed and hopeless and like nothing will get better but don’t let those feelings stop you, shed the tears you need to be able to stand up and continue fighting for the life you want and the life that’ll make you happy and proud. Your not alone Tom and never will be cause we, the hang over gang, will always have your back ❤️ you can do this Tom stay strong!
From an addict who has been through countless nights without sleep, and too many days spent in hell.. thank you Tom for reminding us that we are not alone, and giving this family another reason to stick together.
Been there, done that, pray to God that I get another day clean. Been 37 years so far. I thank God he puts people like Tom out there to continue to inspire us and give us hope!
Tom, I have been clean for 23 years. I know your struggle and you will have good days and bad days but eventually the good ones will be more than the bad. It gets better it gets easier. Being alone will become your comfort zone. I know this comment is very late but I just recently found your music and it is great. Came across this song today and just felt a need to reach out. I don't know how long you have been sober but you keep going. I love you, your fans love you. Continue to speak truth, there are so many who need to hear it. This song will turn people around. I know it. This will make people believe and let them know they are not alone. THANK YOU!!!
Tom's the best of all.. for emotional reasons... iv beat alcohol and crack and heroin all because tom macdonald helped me see the light... and wow tom Macdonald what a lovely guy you are love ya xxx
Tom is a real creative artist. All of his music has a message. He is willing to show the World his vulnerabilities to help others. He doesn’t just rhyme words. Every song has intention behind it. Tom is a TRUE CELEBRITY using his influence for good. HOG4EVERANDADAY Restream on repeat for Tom. 😎Much love from FLORIDA
Actually cried watching this, recovery feels like drowning and not being able to see your reflection clearly, like you're just a broken mess. This hit hard at home Tom, keep it coming, thanks for reminding me I'm not alone in this.
18 years addicted too meth and opiates, 4 hospital stays, 3 times in psych ward and I now have almost 5 years of sobriety. It made me cry also bro, much love and hang in there it gets better. ❤❤
I've been clean for years and this brought tears to my eyes.... life's just hurtful. I'm a Christian today. That was a bright light once I bent my knees. Had hope. Hope wasn't there before.
I'm 32 months sober. It took multiple trys. I had 2 alcohol induced seizures from the withdrawals. It was by far the hardest thing I ever battled through. Since being sober. I found myself a beautiful woman that I married too. Became a homeowner and we had our first child together 7 months ago. My beautiful wife and beautiful daughter named Willow and son Wyatt are the reasons I keep going everyday. Prayers to all of you struggling. The struggle really never goes away. It just becomes maintainable. Stay strong. Much love ❤️
Same…I’m scared but my life…my love is wrestling. So much wrestling has helped. Eddie Guerrero is an inspiration. Hearing Kevin Nash’s words about his son. My aunt saying I’ve seen people die before 40 from alcohol. Waking up asking God please help me. I’m trying so hard to phase alcohol out of my life. Last night was ROUGH. Every fiber of me was say drink up. But my soul was saying no! This song is helping too…rather ironic considering Tom was a wrestler.
Keep it up! I too am sober finally. I had a 23 year long gnarly Opiate addiction. Which began at 14 with My father feeding me prescription pain pills. I got sober at 37. I am now just over a year fully clean and sober. And I still am in a program and I go to my outpatient clinic 4x a week still! I started at 7 days a week. Very slowly allowed for tiny bits of more freedom. I think I’ll work a program of one kind or another for the rest of my life. Which is overwhelming at times to think too deeply about. But considering the absolute hell I survived in for the first half of my life this should be looked at as a blessing not a curse. It saved my life. I was praying every single night to not wake up the next day. I wanted to die I had become so depressed and trapped. But now my life is slowly getting better and better. I just wanted to tell you I know your pain. I understand the struggle. As well as the blessings That all come at you at once when you change your life and stop using and have to face everything head on that u have avoided or swept under the rug for so long. It sounds like your on an amazing path now! ❤
Jake, My daughter wants to say thank you to Tom for helping my daddy 😢 hardest war ever! Coming from a marine that was shot.. Getting “call me names” tattooed on my back. It’s fuel to my fire!
Tom we love you!!!!! I'm a 59 year old black woman!!! Telling you that you are a God's Sent baby boy!!! People really relates to your music ha ha ha !!!!!!!even Me!!! Stay Strong sweetheart keeping you in my Prayers!!! ;+)
I hate to go here, but why is it important you’re black? This guy is killing the industry from what I’m seeing. Maybe I’m not looking hard enough yet, but hopefully I start to really see a change in the media and what we look up to. I think we still have a ways to go unfortunately.
Hey TOM I saw a post on an old video of yours it says: "everyone keeps asking WHO is Tom?".... "But no one asks HOW is Tom?" It reminded me it's the same 3 letters but with two different meanings I hope this finds you well and I hope you are doing well. Thanks for putting all your heart out there for us to see and accept. "Hold on" and stay strong my brother.
Man this hit home. Brought tears to my eyes. 4 years sober. Will fight the addiction the rest of my life but refuse to let it win. It's hard but you got this Tom. We are here fighting with you!
Hey Tom. I’m 35. I have an issue I’m trying to control and this song spoke to me like nothing ever in my life. Thank you so much for this. You really helped me. I wish you the best. You’re amazing
Being a light to those in the dark is more important than being number 1. You have no idea how important this song was to me yesterday when I almost threw away over 300 days of sobriety. You are making an important impact in this world. Please know you helped me stay strong 💖 thank you so much
Cried throughout this. I lost a good friend to alcoholism, he died in pain. We all have our addictions, some worse than others.. Everyone can relate to this song, either by experience or vicariously through a loved one. Rise up.
He has a few songs that beat me up inside this one hit hard. Struggling with a "functional alcoholic" addiction for 19 years now. Seems I quit for a few days and soon as I buy a bottle and drink the next song on my play list is sober. Crazy. I made it 14 days and just replasped yesterday I hope I can start over again today 😭
Hey tom, just wanted to let you know I called my doctor today to start rehab and it's all because of u my friend. 3 week detox and I'm gonna fight after as well...thank you
detox for 3 weeks? i think you mean 3 days bro lol, More than 85% of addicts will relapse within their first year of treatment don't be that guy, don't fool yourself either getting on suboxone start with the vivitrol shot
My husband made it. Thank God 🙏. He got clean not long before we met.. and I needed him, so bad. He’s such a good man. We’ve been together 9yrs, married 7, and have 2 beautiful kids. ❤To anyone struggling. You can make it. Because there’s a beautiful life waiting for you.
" Feeling like a weak man, I dont want to be that, living every day to get a buzz on the weekend" That line hit me hard. Tom, keep doing what you are doing. Your music speaks volumes to so many. Dont ever stop
“Deleting all the numbers from your phone”is one of the hardest things to do. You have to fully let go of your past to be able to start a new beginning. Love the new song!!
The greatest attribute about Tom is honesty. Life is so hard, as a parent and pastor I raise a son with addiction. Almost lost him twice. He turned to me yesterday and said. "Dad, I wont look down". Love you Tom, you will never know the impact you are having. Praying for you and Nova daily.
well thanks for making me tear up. Lol you sound like an amazing father. my mother was thankfully always there for me through my addiction and recovery too
@@karene9402 thank you so very much. I needed this today. I'm a recovering heroin addict and nearly relapsed today. So I've had a very stress filled, emotional day. I truly feel God works through people. Idk why, but just seeing this comment made me feel a sense of peace and comfort. I know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Thank you for the lovely comment, my friend. My God bless you and yours
Three and a half months off alcohol after 19 years. Had one friend stay by me the whole time. She got in her car one day and just drove around with me for close to 5 hours at 5 in the morning cuz i needed her. Thank you so much winnie ill always do anything for you
As a recovering addict, this song is definitely staying close to me. When he said he tried to call his friends, but none are answering, that hit the most. Stay strong, Tom
Hello. I'm sorry for the comment. I am a student and I make some vids to help you have a good time and distract you a little from day to day, also with the hope that this helping me a little to pay for my studies. I would really appreciate it if you spend a couple of minutes seeing and enjoying my work. Thanks for your time good people.
As A Creator, We have the power to influence. Thanks for having the Courage to Use it. And the wisdom to do it Right. Thanks For using your Channel for something good. Respect from the bottom of my heart
exactly.. not one drop of romantacism in this song. and that is what kids need to hear. cause too many have been mislead in the belife that the bottle will elevate them into an higher plane of existence.. chasing the thrill chasing the glory.. and ending up degenerated, arogant and selfloathing. and too many are writing songs about it.. while covering up the naked truth of it. tom doesn't do that.
I went through this. It's worth it, stay the path. I know you don't want to eat but try at least some broth. Have someone (clean) bring you food. Just don't go outside, the temptation will be there waiting! Cheering you up and praying for you from Tampa, Florida
Dear Tom, I just got out of rehab today the 11th of September. We were fortunate to have group music therapy and Sober and Withdrawals brought almost 24 people in recovery, to tears. They learned about you and a whole lot about themselves! Thank you.
I watched my wife push everyone away, destroy everything around her due to a drug addiction. She died naked on her bedroom floor with 5 different narcotics in her system only to have my 12 year old son find her body. She’s gone but the pain her addiction caused will stay with me and her family until we’re gone. If this song touches one addict and puts them on the path to recovery then the long nights Tom puts into his craft and the brutal honesty of his words was well worth it.
OH MAN. Tom. Respect. Getting off oxycodone was the worst hell I've ever survived. And it was actually Fentanyl. I didn't even know what I was taking, all I know is that it sinks its ooks in you and life seems like it will never get better when you stop.
Still tryin so hard to stay sober. Thank God for Tom and Nova helping us through this. Need these tracks man. I need them to hear and remind me what I'm fighting for. Why im fighting this addiction. Why i need these tracks to relate too. Ive been shunned by my family and friends. I hit rock bottom and was hospitalized for months. I wanted to die yo... I didnt want to burden my family any more, and i still dont. Keep fighting. The struggle makes you stronger and wiser man im with you bro.
My last relapse was on fentanyl. Closest I have ever come to death and the absolute worst withdrawals of any other. Gladly sober now for four years and glad you are too.
Two of the biggest things that stuck with me from people at meetings... "Rock bottom is when you decide to put the shovel down" The other one is an inner monologue a guy said he'd have from time to time cause he had to drive past the bottle shop on his way home... "Maybe you should stop and get a bottle" "Nah maybe tomorrow" he was 34 years sober at the time. You all got this. I'm only at 8 months but the future looks brighter and brighter every day ❤
God is not dead. Jesus died on the cross for YOU. He rose from the dead. Plenty of evidence to show for it. God never said we wouldn't experience hard times. He gave us exactly what we need to get through it all though. The Bible. Download the app "Got questions" . It's a great source when you need a little guidance from a biblical perspective.
@@savedbygracethroughfaith3447 believe what you want and I'll believe what I want. I prefer real love, not love I need to remind myself of in my head. But I respect your belief
Today is day 16 no alcohol for me. This song has become my gospel. Listen every day multiple times. Reminds me I’m not alone and I can come out on the other side. But some moments are hard. So glad I found this song.
Mike I really hope you make it. I'm stage 4 cirrhosis and the clock is ticking, if you quit before you do serious damage like I did you can avoid this. It's a sllooow and painful death
I have fewer than 1 friend in the World. That's right. Everybody disses me for making bad videos. I think they are perfect though. Who is right? My dissers or me? Which side are you on, dear si
This song makes me think “what if” What if Tom wasn’t as strong as he is. We would never have known him and his music/art. I am so thankful he is with us everyday. Love to Tom and all of the #HOG FAM4life❤️ …and for all of their lives still lived.
@Sean Conley u will bud. Just take each day as they come as they say. I’m only 29 and some days I feel like I have done a royal job on ruining my life but I know it’s gonna pass. If I can get sober I can do anything and that’s what I tell myself 😂. Wish u and ur son all the best. Love from 🏴
@Sean Conley yep Lyrica is prescribed under pregabalin in New Zealand, done that 600mg x2 a day, gabapentin and clonidine (30mg 3x a day) shits all nasty sold as good. It helps but the long term effects are horrible.
Spent some time in one specializing in 'troubled teens' when I was younger, and you guys really don't get paid enough for what you deal with. Respect what you guys do a ton.
As I posted on the comments, I got out of rehab a few weeks ago. The staff members in my unit that were in recovery themselves made all the difference in my recovery and they/You truly understand. Thank You so much for You dedication and it gives me hope when I see people with so much clean time giving back. I'm proud of You!! Much Love brother. I hope You read this and that You're still doing well.
Dear Tom, thank you for this song. I listen to it about twice a week as I fight to stay sober. I'm currently going into my third month of sobriety. But this isn't the first attempt of being sober. I've had many doctors and many pills. So I feel this song very much. I Wish I could meet you to shake your hand. Thank you very much
Just like Em was the one who told it like it was, here is Tom doing the same. Every generation needs this. You snowflakes have Tom now. Listen carefully, because you're the reason, and the ones who can change it. Stop with the hate and the cancel culture and the me me me bullshit, and focus on the real problem. We are losing our country to people who have no business being here, that should be priority NO. 1
listen to Ryan upchurch - Nutshell. Now that’s a solid song about addiction the realest! You won’t regret. And the original one of the greatest songs of all time no doubt check it out for yourself!!!!
We have less than a day to get this video to three million views. Actually less than sixteen hours from now. We need to keep pushing, watch it atleast 5 times from each device you have just on RUclips alone
Listened to this over and over and over again. On the surface, it's about withdrawals. But I think that underneath, it's really about depression. As with in Best rapper ever... the demon that never leaves. That said, Tom is the musician I have been waiting for all of my life... all 65 years of it.
66 for me and it is the same! Tom is my musical answer... He is so brilliant, so connected! Tom, you give me breath every time you write a new song. Every new one is better and better. God bless you, brother!
I totally get what you're saying I myself am 65 and I have never seen an artist that makes me stop and think and feel the way Tom MacDonald does. He is legend.
Have you ever called the suicide support line just to hear someone say hello? Just to hang up.. this song is about addiction. But as you said its easily one of the most depressing time to overcome addiction some people are addicted to drugs .. some addicted to a feeling you get when you harm yourself. My thoughts go out to everyone dealing with withdrawals 😕 stay strong 💪 HOG for life
I'm 12 months clean from my i.v meth addiction TODAY Tom, and you helped me get there. Thank you for the gifts of life, determination, drive, hope, strength, love, truth, sobriety, self worth, self respect Tom, I don't know if I could have done it without you.
I will always see someone who has made it through the darkness and come out the other side better for it as stronger than myself because I've never gone through that darkness.
@@klodabear3932 I pray you never know the feeling. It has been 12 years for me and I still have to fight the demons on a daily basis. Thank you for your support for those of us who do have that monkey on our back.
July 6th made it 2 years being sober from meth and heroin! Tom your music makes me go stronger and makes me feel alive. I love your music tom! Thank you 💓
Sometimes RUclips comment sections are hilarious and sometimes it will piss you off. But every once in a while it will restore your faith in humanity from the outpouring of support and positivity. This is one of those times.
I just said basically the exact same thing to my husband earlier today I played the song constantly ever since it came out but as I listen to the song I read the outpouring of love Give Me Faith in humanity still as well
We have less than a day to get this video to three million views. Actually less than sixteen hours from now. We need to keep pushing, watch it atleast 5 times from each device you have just on RUclips alone 💕
I've battled addiction most of my life, being clean for the last 14 years my life has transformed into something completely different. I felt this video more than most at my core. Thanks for that.
Congrats, I’m right behind you at 13 years. I’ve worked hard to bring myself back. Got a good job beautiful wife that has battled it with me, 20 years married, and 4 amazing kids!! Life is good and I’ll never go back!!
@@casenix I'm really happy that you're living a great life, there's no need for us to ever look back at those times. It's all about what we do with our lives now. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do.
This is how I felt the day I quit. I was sitting at a friends house after losing everything I was hurting and felt like my body was shutting down. At that point I had been strung out for years. I was Talking about dying. I've never felt this bad before I don't know if I'll make it Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now But I'm hoping and praying Tom I also know now my problem was I loved what I hated. That verse touched me as Tears are falling down my face I HAVE TO SAY Thank you God for Hearing my prayers 14 years Clean off Meth this Aug I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose I FINALLY DON’T WISH I WAS HIGH WITH ALL MY FRIENDS but I will never forget the struggle. I pray all of you find a way out. Tom great job and keep up the good work.
I've never had an addiction but I worked as a teacher in the prison system and I can't tell you how many.young men were there as the direct result of their addictions. I cared about them, truly I did, and prayed for them.often. Some even asked me to pray for them. I don't know the struggles of addictions but I do know that God is more powerful than any addiction and if you give your life to Him and pray that He releases you from that bondage, He will. I never said it would be easy, but if God can move a mountain, and He did, or part a sea, and He did, or bring the dead back to life, and He did, He can free you of these addictions. May God bless each and every one of you battling this battle. I'm praying a prayer for everyone that reads this that you lean on Him and ask HIM to help you. Much love to you all.💘
BRO forget the industry. You doing it bigger and bigger every week. I pray this one reaches someone out there to show we are all going through this thing called life together... Love you fam!
2 years sober on 11/13. I listened to your music so much when I first got sober. You helped me stayed sober! Having this music to listen to really helped me cope with all the crazy emotions I was experiencing. THANK YOU ❤
I lost my dad today n it’s the hardest thing I will ever have to go through while beating addiction. Right now I wanna go but I know it doesn’t do no good what to do is stay strong right…!
As a former addict I suspect he did, I did. He wasn't sick, he was sad and hurting and couldn't overcome the pain. Addiction is the symptom not the cause
I took it like, deleted all the numbers on the phone.... being his hookups, and/ or dealers...etc!! The line about the bathtub, hit me cause I've sat so many nights in the tub...most people who have went thru withdrawl will know why, if you haven't experienced that, then u are lucky and plz never allow urself get to that spot!!
My mom died of an overdose almost one year ago and my dad has been sober over 2 years now. One beat addiction, one didnt. With my mom being gone it’s hard but I love that songs like this help to see the perspective and heart of someone who struggles with addiction. Tom music like this is ministry. It’s therapy. God had a plan and purpose for your life!
I give tons of credit to any recovering addict or alcoholic. I can’t imagine the torment. This song should be a theme song to recovery. Best of luck all.
Thank you. Jesus helped me quit drinking 1 year 5months 8 days. Quit smoking bud 3 days ago. Jesus is helping me quit smoking cigarettes too. It’s a battle for sure but trust in the Lord and he will show us the light. God bless sir.
Thank you for your kindness. I am a recovering addict/alcoholic I have been sober for 3 years from the alchohol after drinking 17 years it was hell on earth iv been clean from the pills and everything else for 13 years
@Chance Welsh I know it really isnt my place to step in here, but i hope you dont mind if i do. I lost my brother almost a year ago, I do not want to remind you of the pain your loss would cause. I want to remind you how much she loves you and im sure getting clean isnt easy but its worth it, to yourself and others, YOUR life is worth it. Whenever you are ready to fight the fight call on her and pray (if that's what you do). I miss my brother so much and i know at the end of the day everyone is going to do what their gonna do. I just hope this message makes you think twice about how precious your life is. And when you are ready I pray you seek help.
@WHO LOVES OLIVIA only 1,999.00 to go !!!! Your gettin there , slowly but surely! If only you could give yourself more than one thumbs up I’m sure you’d be over the top right now. Don’t Olivia have friends or someone?
When my father died I spent weeks in the basement struggling with withdrawal. 12 years off the stuff but we’re always only a few steps from the edge keep your support
This guy, puts literally all of his life into music to help others, through all of his struggles, he is so selfless, all he wants is to help us. Let’s all do him a favor and watch the video a couple times a day, and download the song.
We have less than a day to get this video to three million views. Actually less than sixteen hours from now. We need to keep pushing, watch it atleast 5 times from each device you have just on RUclips alone
I’ve been off the opiates for 9 years now. Never thought I’d see 18 let alone 25. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done but also the best decision I’ve ever made. You lose all your “friends”, no one invites you to the party anymore but once the fog clears and you’re out you realize that those people were never your friends, they couldn’t be because they never knew you sober. I still hear it call my name when times are tough; I almost gave in when my mom died in ‘21.. This song is the first to actually explain what getting clean feels like. I’ll never willingly put myself through that again. Sorry for the rant, and to everyone wondering if you can do it, you can because I did. Stay strong.
One of the very few artists who speaks about real life problems. Very relatable. This man is an inspiration!! Keep it up Tom i’ll be backing you all the way my friend
As someone who's 32 years clean and sober I can't tell you how proud I am of you for struggling, striving, finding your faith and letting God pick you up and renew you one day at a time. I love your music (and I hate rap). You're a constant inspiration to me. Keep it going one day at a time and God bless and keep you, my brother in Christ.
My brother in law, someone I consider to a brother to me than my own brother, he drank himself to death too.. it killed me when he died.. i also had a good friend that I helped to get clean, and after Hurricane Katrina, he went back to drugs and OD. I think I cried for a month.. this song says and proves, your true friends will b there for u when u need them the most..
Lost a few, 2 girlfriends as well I couldn't stop that or Coke no longer take drugs and unbelievable I can take or leave alcohol alone I've been rehabilitation 3 times every alcohol addiction group u can think of and I surrender to god living room floor and my life is million times better 🙏
@EIon Musk ꪜ okay he's good, and I do think ppl r a lil rough on white rappers but c'mon better than ALL black rappers lyrically that's nonsense Royce Da 5'9" King Krooked
8/28/21 I went to the hospital, suicidal, I had been drinking a Gallon of vodka a day for a year. No intention to quit drinking, i just needed to be safe for the night. I was offered rehab, and I went, still not sure I wanted to quit. I'm going on a year sober, now. I heard this song for the first time the night I went to the hospital. This song got me deep in my head. In a way, you helped save my life. Thank you, Tom.
"The right things to are the hardest choices!" I'm kinda speechless in a very good way... so many of us feel this, thank you for putting this realness out there, we are never alone in the struggle
Why does everyone count the days from when you got clean. I am proud of anyone who can get clean it is the hardest thing I ever did but honestly I don't remember the day I changed and I really don't want to Why because the person I was when I was addicted is not the person I am now.
You’re beautiful. Don’t let anybody tell you different! Stay strong, hold on, we are all on this crazy ride together. Love and beauty have no boundaries. Our destination is made better by the good souls we connect with on the way. Ignore the fools. ✌🏻❤️🏴
@@hannahstaab7454 Well done Hanna. Your arrogance overwhelms you so much that you feel empowered with shitty comments like that! Shallow. I’ll pray for you.
The first time I head this song, it brought me back to the dark days when i was 14-16. my dad wasn't a good person and abused me. I'm only 17 now but still really depressed and drink behind their backs and vape all the time. this song has really touched me through all of the dark times when I'm unable to talk to my girl about the shit that goes on at home. Thanks Tom. your music is amazing!
Tom, I'm 33 years old and have never really been a music person. Friday night I was watching videos on youtube on my TV and a got a mid video ad that popped up.....it was THIS video. Usually I skip through the ads or video features that pop up but I managed to sit for an entire 3 minutes captivated by what I was watching. The next 3 hours I spent binge watching your work. I have no idea how I have not heard of you before......you are amazing.
same here...50 years old fart on binge watching tom
47 and I did the same when I first discovered him.
Welcome to the Tom rabbit hole
you are delusional
Such an amazing artist
Coming from someone who’s about to hit 7 years sober, this is incredible. Good job.
Edit to add: Wow. The support is incredible. Thank you all so much for the love. It means more than I can even say. And, to answer the most frequently asked question, my sober birthday is September 20! I worked my ass off to get where I am and am proud of that. To those out there still struggling: keep fighting. It’s worth every tear, I promise.
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Beyond proud of you. I’ll be there one day
Congratulations
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Congrats sam🙏🖤
Can we all just take a second to appreciate the fact that we are seeing Tom how Nova sees Tom? No doubt the lyrics are his, the soul is his, but it's his love, Nova, who is getting his lighting right, who is capturing the visual... this is how his girlfriend sees him artistically, and I think that's beatiful.
Ive thought this so many times. No production company in the world can give us the loving shots that Nova brings.
Couldn't of said it any better
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So true. Nova is a true talent just like Tom.
It was a stupid song
I just discovered Tom Macdonald. Im 50 been clean 6 months on 2/16/24. I Thank God for Tom Macdonald. I had my first real craving today. When i thought about throwing those 180 days away. I thought of "Best Rapper Ever." It's amazing how a guy so young can be so "Wise Beyond his Years." Thank you again
As we confront the triggers clean, we become stronger.
Hope ur free?
I Truely Hope that you're Doing Well and continue to Stay Strong with the Fight.👍
Praying for you Tom. My son drank to fight depression. He lost his fight with depression April 4, 2014. Live ! Just live. You are so needed in this world.
Dear Sweet Mom of this precious son you described, my heart goes out to you and hope you will have every day in peace and joy even thought some days you must miss your child more than words can describe. Sending you much love, hope it helps a little that there are folks out in this world who care about you and your journey.
I’m so sorry
Thank you for sharing. Prayer is so powerful. I lost my brother to the same battle. I've learned so much since then, their legacy is not wasted in the people we walk with, who's loved ones are still alive.
I'm sure that sorry doesn't help much, but it's all some have to offer. 😥 If it helps you , know that so many of us teach our children with stories like yours. And we won't stop. And that helps at least one person, if not so many more. ❤
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Most of Tom's Videos are done with minimal shots, minimal budgets, minimal effects, ALL MUSIC. and week after week he still hits. We are watching history
We sure are
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We are part of it! I stand with Tom!
I agree with all, except that his videos are made with minimal effects... "Best Rapper Ever" "No Lives Matter" & "Cancelled" ...just to name a few, have awesome effects.
I saw a comment from Nova, many months ago, saying that they were going to quit putting so much work into the making of their videos.
I wish that they'd go back to making really visually captivating videos, again, at least once on awhile...like "Buttholes" because @NovaRockafeller is a master at that.
Her videos add SO MUCH to the music...the colors & effects make it so I'm fully drawn in & have to watch them over & over.
I have never seen videos as good as hers from any big label.
They both have amazing futures ahead of them!
It's because his girlfriend shoots it
My Son was an addict. This cuts straight to the bone. All my fears. He’s clean, married, has a daughter, steady job…we’re blessed. So are you! Thank you!!
Same here Jema.. Very blessed
Being a proud parent hits in many different ways doesn't it... they did it bc they have amazing people like you in their lives to support that hardship 😃
Same here.
Same here
Congrats to your son. He deserves all of the happiness in the world. He's seen hell and walked out of it!
I've been clean approaching 21 years. Everyday when I wake up I thank the Lord for his gift of life... And for the Angels he sent to me in the form of my wife and child. I've buried more friends and peers in 21 years than I'd ever imagined possible.... I feel for them as they never found the reason(s) to hang it up. If not for my wife and child, I know I'd be right there with them. They were, and still remain the sole reason and source of strength I needed to get clean. I was always told that idle hands were the devil's playground. What a true statement.
I lost my little brother to drugs... today is his birthday man and this song will play in honor for him!! Thank you for being the voices for so many and truly changing the world with a pen!!
im so sorry for your loss. sending you my thoughts and prayers.
RIP little bro, lm sorry u went thro that
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I’m so sorry I know it feels I lost everything but I’m free and now trying to be a good role model for my son. I’ll keep you in my prayers tonight when I pray to Jesus and the Holy Ghost. 🙏
I am sorry for your loss I lost my older brother to addiction.
I lost my friend to addiction on Saint Patrick's day at 30
Lost another friend to addiction a yr after he graduated
Lost another friend a little after his mom died
“He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”
-Revelation 21:4
guess where we are
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AMEN....EST LACE UP....
MGK READ THAT IN HIS TRACK🙌😇🖤🎼❣
@@osmacar5331 Hell on earth
AMEN
As a man in a life of recovery, it never ends, but we fight, and claim strength from God to never look down.. Never. Look. Down. Our chins are held high, tears may fall, but our chins remain high.
Well said!
Thank you. I needed that. Powerful. Tears may fall but chin up!!
Addiction is gradual until it’s sudden! Several attempts later, and coming up on 14 years sober. If I can you can, one second at a time becomes one minute become a day become a week a month a year but the fight is always right now! I know my tigers are in the tall grass following along and staying low to the ground. Every second I watch and defend my ground as if my life depends on it, because it does! God bless all those in the fight, the weapons to defend come from our father in heaven. If you doubt this, how have your weapons worked so far? Just saying I’ve learned what works and God knows I’ve tried what doesn’t. If he created you, surely he can defend you. You have only to ask him.
All of us that are addicts will be addicts our entire lives. Once we forgive ourselves for that, and acknowledge it, we can really stay sober imo.
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM haha that was too much.. glad you're staying strong though
21 of Feb this year I will be 5 years sober. No song has ever, EVER, reached my heart like this. Man, you just get it. That is all I can say. You just get it.
Congratulations on your Sobriety !!! It's never easy, but it's worth it . See, nothing worth it is ever easy, but the Sobriety IS WORTH IT.
@@chrisrojice7475 Thanks buddy :) It turns out it is quite easy when you have a reason. At least in my experience.
Life is so much more better when you can see and understand how beautiful it is when you not numbing your Self from feeling and Living it. Stay Strong and Living your Life to the Full.👍
Congratulations and God bless you! Keep doing it one day at a time.
I'm so glad there's finally an artist who condemns drug and alcohol use instead of promoting it. Its a cancer
I've seen it damage so many peoples lives and its so sad.
Alcohol is legal and is more dangerous than Heroin...
As a 43-year-old recovered addict I don't think he's condemning it That would make him a hypocrite which if you've listened to his music that would be the last thing he wants to be...... He is being honest about it and he is being truthful with his story ..... Condemning an addict isn't going to make them stop It's actually going to make them feel worse and feel like there is no end to what's making them sick except for killing themselves...... So how about we watch our words .....
Yeah. That's a really sick message. It's a party. Fun times. Escape all your problems kids.
True.
Drinking is overall more popular aka more spread I think.
That said I wish he would go forward with other addictions rather than just these two.
I want to hear him exposing the world.
Usually rappers don’t promote drugs, they just talk about what they go through
Someone with more face tattoos than Post Malone is the most wholesome and honest music artist out there. The epitome of “don’t judge a book by its cover”. You’re a gift, Tom.
I don't consider the tats relevent...those lyrics RESONATE, though...I got lucky and never got on the molecularly addictive *stuff...I did it, but, I was "responsible"...how "responsible dur juice" is even said, is beyond me...but, I guess you gotta make excuses...or, admit that you are a *crap human
But, I still don't feel like I was ever a CRAP person
But, I had a true friend tell
me "Being better than the worst person you know doesn't make you a good person"
That's still a "*dang!" minute for me...I try to always remember that I made alot of worse actions...or, at least as bad as anyone else...and, that only God can for real judge anyone.
dude excactly
White iverson wipes anything this guy made
yeah but post malone sounds better and tom macdonald is ass.
He's so cute
Tom, Hasset house is playing this everyday for the teens. It's a rehab. They found the kids are RELATING to you more then their current program. So you may have saved some young teens. I don't know if it was one of your goals, but you literally are helping 162 teens right now. I personally thank you. Someone very special to me is now still here due to you. You saved a beating heart Tom. It probably has not hit you that way. But you and I MUST mention your team saved a young beating heart. I would personally thank you if I could.
That is absolutely amazing !
This is awesome. I know he has helped thousands of people. His music is very relatable to the struggles addicts have. It's good to hear he's helping more and more each day. Sobriety is never an easy road, but it's a road to personal freedom.
Love this
I wish I could hug you right now. This post makes me so happy. Thank you for writing this! ❤
@@jessicadavenport2808 I would do the same thing Jessica...best to you! I listen to this song and I can't help but shed a tear or two because of my friends I've lost over the years.
A rapper actually trying to help people. ❤ when you find Tom, you love Tom. ❤
We are all crying with you, Tom! Currently 6 years clean from crystal meth. Thank you so much for making this song.
Good job keeping up the fight.
May you have 60 more.
@@unacceptablesisterpeter3431 thank you!!!
Keep the faith and congrats my man! Big accomplishment right there ❤️ Prayers sent your way for future sobriety as well
Five years here!
@@ErinJeanette keep it up girl, u can and will beat it 😘 congrats!
I haven't punctured my skin with a needle since February 26, 2018...since then I have conquered hepatitis C and gained employment. I now work everyday. I'm just blessed to be above ground. Good shit Tom! Keep it up.
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Dude you rock ...
❤️❤️ So glad you made it man. Keep your head up and keep climbing, you got this 🥰
Why isn't Toms music on the radio? His music needs to be everywhere.
Independent artists aren't allowed on the radio. The radio is all garbage music
It's not on there because he speaks the truth
TRUE THAT!! %100, EVVERRYWHHERRE
Cuz he’s garbage lmao
Same reason as Ryan Upchurch.. And ALOT of other independent artists.. We don't need radio anymore! They are doing fine without them.. They are able to get thier messages out easier without all the BS!! Support your favorite independent artists!!
As someone who went through this several times, it hits hard and is a great representation of the experience. By the grace of God and the strength He has provided me I have been able to keep addiction at bay for 21 years now. To anyone out there struggling, know that it is possible. All things are possible through Christ. I'm praying for you, whoever you are.
2.5K dislikes?! Are you kidding me? You know those people just came to dislike it without even watching it. This was insanely beautiful. His ability to verbalize emotions is second to none.
I saw that as well!! Your Absolutely right!!!!
Maybe the song struck a chord of truth that is too painful for them to acknowledge. Sometimes it hurts to look in the mirror, if we don't like what we see ❤️
@@melissakarl3676 Your exactly right about that. 💜
I was thinking the same thing.
The dislikes are feds
"Tom is controversial" "Tom is Right wing" "Tom is a clout chaser" ...nah, Tom is a Human, we all fall, it's what we do when we fall that makes us. DO we stay down, or do we get back up. Everyday is day one, every day is new, each day is a victory. Proud of how far you've come. Proud of how far you will go.
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@@bwinter092 what's your logic behide the thoughts?? When I see you trolls it's laughable. He's writing the word's as well as making and writing history in his songs. We are all ears because it fits us. So what's the gimmick??
If tom isnt right wing he's jusy an edgy idiot for attention, but he also parrots every dumbass right wing argument so 🤷
@Taco I whole heartedly agree with you
As the parent of a recovering drug addict, this brought me to tears. Addicts need help...not jail.
Debatable
@@shaunryan2090 nah man... Jail isnt a place of recovery, it is a place where your fate is sealed. Maybe "debatable" if you have zero life experience.
❤️❤️❤️ Amen!!
@@bustacap3791 sometimes you need to go to jail for that wake up call.
Yeah... they do.... I consume liquor too much.... I need help myself
33-year-old white male. And recovering heroin addict. I have been clean almost 5 years. But just to hear this song reminds me that I can trade in this new life I have to go back and be miserable any fucking time I want. Thank you Tom for keeping it clear to me that I don't want to feel like that again. American Canadian. You are one of the greats my dude. People can say what they want but to do it without a label, manager, anybody but your girl. You fucking did it though. And that's truly a fucking inspiration brother. Thank you for sending a message to the people who need to hear it most. Whether they want to listen or not they only get mad because they know what you say is true. Keep shining brother.
the tattoo that says “see you tomorrow” gave me chills. that sentence saved and continues to save my life. it’s what my sponsor has said to me every day for the last 3 years. never leave without making a commitment for the next day. i love this 💕 thank you tom
that support sounds amazing
Good luck with your journey yall, keep it up, you're worth it! 💪
@@saanasalonen8684 i’ll keep you in my prayers, i felt the same way. it took me a couple times to get it, i spent a while floating around aa and na and never really doing a lot. thankfully i made it back and have stayed this time. it does work, when you work it. best of luck on your journey. i wish you the willingness 💕
This song will save another life.
Tom will never know how many people he’s rescued with his music.
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM Dump that shit homie. You don't need it. Stay strong. We got your back.
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM stay strong brother. Proud of you.
It saved me
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM its worth it, flush it now and you'll build on your strength. Your tomorrow self will thank your today self.
@Sub if you are against Antifa and BLM stay strong my friend. I ran into that same scenario once. Flush the opiates right away and ifnyou need something stronger than ibuprofen head to a pharmacist and ask them to prescribe you behind the counter grade naproxens
As an addict in recovery this song hits so close to home. Every word he spoke I went through. Tom thank you so damn much for giving us a voice and making everyone aware of the struggles of being an addict. I'll have 30 months on the 25th this month!!!
I'm so proud of you! Keep up the good fight!
I've got 7 years sober. Keep it up brother. Battle those demons, recovery is possible 🙏🏼
Full support
Congratulations my brother in recovery it’s a hell of a fight September 18th will be 9 years for me keep up the fight my brother
Amazing! Keep at it. You have got this! God bless you.
For anyone still struggling, you can do it! Me and my husband used pills, heroin and cocaine together for over 7 years, lost everything we had, were homeless, in debt, in and out of jail. We are now still together, married, have 3 beautiful kids, own our own home and have everything we could want and need. We made it out together and have been sober for over 7 years! It can be done if you want it bad enough! And you can change your life around completely. Even if it seems hopeless and like you'll never get back to a normal life, you can!
Oh Tom 😭 I’ve never struggled with addictions, but have the paralyzing anxiety and depression. Sitting in the bathtub trying to breath...I felt that line in my soul. Sending hugs, because Tom crying is absolutely heartbreaking!
I can't take Tom in tears
I suffer from both anxiety & addiction. Fortunately I'm 16yrs sober but I would fight addiction 100 times over dealing with anxiety attacks, the paralysis when fireworks go off(PTSD). Addiction is hard to beat but is a lot easier than beating depression & anxiety. Baby steps, crawl if you have to, but keep moving forward, this too shall pass.
@@carmelitalovelace2954 me neither...💔
@@RogerSegerJr congratulations on 16 years sober! 👏🏻 Thanks for the encouragement. Anxiety and depression are terrible demons, but with Jesus, I’ll win.
@@RogerSegerJr Don't over think....That's satans playground...Let the thoughts in n don't ponder on them and little by little you'll see that life is Beautiful....🙏😎
I remember before my grandpa passed away and I talked to him about my depression and wanting to give up and he told me “a warrior drops to knee and sheds a tear before picking up the sword and continue fighting”. Being 13 I didn’t really understand so he broke it down: it’s okay to feel depressed and hopeless and like nothing will get better but don’t let those feelings stop you, shed the tears you need to be able to stand up and continue fighting for the life you want and the life that’ll make you happy and proud. Your not alone Tom and never will be cause we, the hang over gang, will always have your back ❤️ you can do this Tom stay strong!
Better than Tom.
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Your grandfather was a smart man and greater man for sharing with you. The key is not to get stuck on stupid. ✌️✌️
It was so hard to read your comment bc it made me cry like a dang baby. Thanks. Trying not to give up.
Fucking great advice. I will keep that with me for life. Thank you and your grandpa
Why did this comment not have read more?
From an addict who has been through countless nights without sleep, and too many days spent in hell.. thank you Tom for reminding us that we are not alone, and giving this family another reason to stick together.
Amen brother his word hit home
Been there, done that, pray to God that I get another day clean. Been 37 years so far. I thank God he puts people like Tom out there to continue to inspire us and give us hope!
Tom, I have been clean for 23 years. I know your struggle and you will have good days and bad days but eventually the good ones will be more than the bad. It gets better it gets easier. Being alone will become your comfort zone. I know this comment is very late but I just recently found your music and it is great. Came across this song today and just felt a need to reach out. I don't know how long you have been sober but you keep going. I love you, your fans love you. Continue to speak truth, there are so many who need to hear it. This song will turn people around. I know it. This will make people believe and let them know they are not alone. THANK YOU!!!
Man, quitting something is the hardest, and Tom quit everything. That shows how strong he is as a person. Great role model.
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Tom's the best of all.. for emotional reasons... iv beat alcohol and crack and heroin all because tom macdonald helped me see the light... and wow tom Macdonald what a lovely guy you are love ya xxx
@@poptartcart_6730 what was that? It's been taken down. Is there an explanation anywhere? Concerned.
Tom has just become his own genre. He can drop either "I don't look down", "Fake woke" or this. A genius.
I call his genre "Genius Rap"....cause...sh*t!
Tom is a real creative artist. All of his music has a message. He is willing to show the World his vulnerabilities to help others. He doesn’t just rhyme words. Every song has intention behind it. Tom is a TRUE CELEBRITY using his influence for good. HOG4EVERANDADAY Restream on repeat for Tom.
😎Much love from FLORIDA
This is a real torment of isolation which I can relate to.
Became????????? Hes been his own genre
Tom doesn't just have his own lane, he has the whole expressway (in both directions)!!
Actually cried watching this, recovery feels like drowning and not being able to see your reflection clearly, like you're just a broken mess. This hit hard at home Tom, keep it coming, thanks for reminding me I'm not alone in this.
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Every video of his makes me realize I'm not alone in this fight I have to survive thank you again for helping me make it one more day
18 years addicted too meth and opiates, 4 hospital stays, 3 times in psych ward and I now have almost 5 years of sobriety. It made me cry also bro, much love and hang in there it gets better. ❤❤
I've been clean for years and this brought tears to my eyes.... life's just hurtful. I'm a Christian today. That was a bright light once I bent my knees. Had hope. Hope wasn't there before.
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I'm 32 months sober. It took multiple trys. I had 2 alcohol induced seizures from the withdrawals. It was by far the hardest thing I ever battled through. Since being sober. I found myself a beautiful woman that I married too. Became a homeowner and we had our first child together 7 months ago. My beautiful wife and beautiful daughter named Willow and son Wyatt are the reasons I keep going everyday. Prayers to all of you struggling. The struggle really never goes away. It just becomes maintainable. Stay strong. Much love ❤️
Same…I’m scared but my life…my love is wrestling. So much wrestling has helped. Eddie Guerrero is an inspiration. Hearing Kevin Nash’s words about his son. My aunt saying I’ve seen people die before 40 from alcohol. Waking up asking God please help me. I’m trying so hard to phase alcohol out of my life. Last night was ROUGH. Every fiber of me was say drink up. But my soul was saying no! This song is helping too…rather ironic considering Tom was a wrestler.
Keep it up! I too am sober finally. I had a 23 year long gnarly Opiate addiction. Which began at 14 with My father feeding me prescription pain pills. I got sober at 37. I am now just over a year fully clean and sober. And I still am in a program and I go to my outpatient clinic 4x a week still! I started at 7 days a week. Very slowly allowed for tiny bits of more freedom. I think I’ll work a program of one kind or another for the rest of my life. Which is overwhelming at times to think too deeply about. But considering the absolute hell I survived in for the first half of my life this should be looked at as a blessing not a curse. It saved my life. I was praying every single night to not wake up the next day. I wanted to die I had become so depressed and trapped. But now my life is slowly getting better and better. I just wanted to tell you I know your pain. I understand the struggle. As well as the blessings That all come at you at once when you change your life and stop using and have to face everything head on that u have avoided or swept under the rug for so long. It sounds like your on an amazing path now! ❤
Jake, My daughter wants to say thank you to Tom for helping my daddy 😢 hardest war ever! Coming from a marine that was shot.. Getting “call me names” tattooed on my back. It’s fuel to my fire!
@RobynR I'm dealing with that now. Thank you for your words
Brother, good for you! I meen it!! I know exactly how it is. It's amazing how much can be gained back in a short amount of time. Love you man!
Tom we love you!!!!! I'm a 59 year old black woman!!! Telling you that you are a God's Sent baby boy!!! People really relates to your music ha ha ha !!!!!!!even Me!!! Stay Strong sweetheart keeping you in my Prayers!!! ;+)
my sister HOG
I hate to go here, but why is it important you’re black? This guy is killing the industry from what I’m seeing. Maybe I’m not looking hard enough yet, but hopefully I start to really see a change in the media and what we look up to. I think we still have a ways to go unfortunately.
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@@austinnipper278 ... because it is important for those who race hustle to see that truly the rest of us are united ....
@@Mykidsaresmarterthanyours what’s race hustling? Why does this Generation, which is also kind of mine, keep inventing shit to create problems?
Hey TOM I saw a post on an old video of yours it says: "everyone keeps asking WHO is Tom?".... "But no one asks HOW is Tom?" It reminded me it's the same 3 letters but with two different meanings I hope this finds you well and I hope you are doing well. Thanks for putting all your heart out there for us to see and accept. "Hold on" and stay strong my brother.
You know people may not have remembered to ask that question “how’s Tom”
Bestest Statement in the Whole Comment area Clara! 😊👍🎯 🙌🎉
@@alinafstrmom7725 yes I guess
Would you mind I know you more ?
Man this hit home. Brought tears to my eyes. 4 years sober. Will fight the addiction the rest of my life but refuse to let it win. It's hard but you got this Tom. We are here fighting with you!
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That's tuff 🔥💪 ayy nigga stay broke.
That beautiful man
That beautiful man
Hey Tom. I’m 35. I have an issue I’m trying to control and this song spoke to me like nothing ever in my life. Thank you so much for this. You really helped me.
I wish you the best. You’re amazing
Being a light to those in the dark is more important than being number 1. You have no idea how important this song was to me yesterday when I almost threw away over 300 days of sobriety. You are making an important impact in this world. Please know you helped me stay strong 💖 thank you so much
Stay strong...You've got this 🙏
❤️ Hugs
Stay strong! You've got people who don't know you, like me, rooting for you! Stay strong! 💪🙏
Wishes for strength for you from France Megan!
So happy you didn't relapse! Hope you see how strong you are. 💪 Greetings from Finland. 🇫🇮
Cried throughout this. I lost a good friend to alcoholism, he died in pain. We all have our addictions, some worse than others.. Everyone can relate to this song, either by experience or vicariously through a loved one. Rise up.
Agreed. 😖
He has a few songs that beat me up inside this one hit hard. Struggling with a "functional alcoholic" addiction for 19 years now. Seems I quit for a few days and soon as I buy a bottle and drink the next song on my play list is sober. Crazy. I made it 14 days and just replasped yesterday I hope I can start over again today 😭
Hey tom, just wanted to let you know I called my doctor today to start rehab and it's all because of u my friend. 3 week detox and I'm gonna fight after as well...thank you
hell ya, you stay strong and you can do it!
Good for you!! You’ve got this!
That's amazing!! Don't know if I've ever been proud a stranger before...🤔 That's a first! I wish you all of the strength in the world!!👊👏
detox for 3 weeks? i think you mean 3 days bro lol, More than 85% of addicts will relapse within their first year of treatment don't be that guy, don't fool yourself either getting on suboxone start with the vivitrol shot
Hope youre rocking it! ❤
My husband made it. Thank God 🙏. He got clean not long before we met.. and I needed him, so bad. He’s such a good man. We’ve been together 9yrs, married 7, and have 2 beautiful kids. ❤To anyone struggling. You can make it. Because there’s a beautiful life waiting for you.
" Feeling like a weak man, I dont want to be that, living every day to get a buzz on the weekend"
That line hit me hard. Tom, keep doing what you are doing. Your music speaks volumes to so many. Dont ever stop
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That was my favorite line as well.
“Deleting all the numbers from your phone”is one of the hardest things to do. You have to fully let go of your past to be able to start a new beginning.
Love the new song!!
“Waking up to who you are requires letting go of who you imagine yourself to be...”
-Alan Watts 🖤🖤🖤
Truth.
I did this when I was 18 and changed my number to get away from a bad group of friends. It was hella hard, but helped.
I’ve been there…. The shitty part, is when you realize they still have your number, and don’t even try to call. That’s when you know.
Fucking FACTS.
The greatest attribute about Tom is honesty. Life is so hard, as a parent and pastor I raise a son with addiction. Almost lost him twice. He turned to me yesterday and said. "Dad, I wont look down". Love you Tom, you will never know the impact you are having. Praying for you and Nova daily.
You have a heart of gold sir. I'm a recovering addict, and i will pray for your son💚 God bless yall
@@rebekahlikesmusic2723 Thank you and God bless Rebekah
well thanks for making me tear up. Lol you sound like an amazing father. my mother was thankfully always there for me through my addiction and recovery too
May God bless you all.
I lift you all up in Prayer & Grace❤️🙏
@@karene9402 thank you so very much. I needed this today. I'm a recovering heroin addict and nearly relapsed today. So I've had a very stress filled, emotional day. I truly feel God works through people. Idk why, but just seeing this comment made me feel a sense of peace and comfort. I know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Thank you for the lovely comment, my friend. My God bless you and yours
Three and a half months off alcohol after 19 years. Had one friend stay by me the whole time. She got in her car one day and just drove around with me for close to 5 hours at 5 in the morning cuz i needed her. Thank you so much winnie ill always do anything for you
That’s a good friend you got there brother. Keep her close
@JimmyNeutronTDOT always plan to we went to nigara falls for my 6 month anniversary
As a recovering addict, this song is definitely staying close to me. When he said he tried to call his friends, but none are answering, that hit the most. Stay strong, Tom
the tattooed names usually represent someone who died . i wonder if that's the case in this video
Yes our so-called friends only want to know us when we are parting...bad times they could not care abit ....sad but true.
"I just sit in the bathtub and try to breath." for me.
Hello. I'm sorry for the comment. I am a student and I make some vids to help you have a good time and distract you a little from day to day, also with the hope that this helping me a little to pay for my studies.
I would really appreciate it if you spend a couple of minutes seeing and enjoying my work.
Thanks for your time good people.
Hello #johnnyx100
As A Creator, We have the power to influence. Thanks for having the Courage to Use it. And the wisdom to do it Right.
Thanks For using your Channel for something good. Respect from the bottom of my heart
Exactly couldn't say it better
Adam your awesome
exactly.. not one drop of romantacism in this song. and that is what kids need to hear. cause too many have been mislead in the belife that the bottle will elevate them into an higher plane of existence.. chasing the thrill chasing the glory.. and ending up degenerated, arogant and selfloathing. and too many are writing songs about it.. while covering up the naked truth of it. tom doesn't do that.
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I’m sitting at home detoxing for days no energy to even get groceries I needed this thank
Stay strong Brother... You can do this!!!! Cheering you on from Florida🔥✊
You got this!!
I went through this. It's worth it, stay the path. I know you don't want to eat but try at least some broth. Have someone (clean) bring you food. Just don't go outside, the temptation will be there waiting! Cheering you up and praying for you from Tampa, Florida
You can do it! Keep going! If my weak little ass can do it, you can do it 10x over. And alcohol is a whole other beast.
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Dear Tom, I just got out of rehab today the 11th of September. We were fortunate to have group music therapy and Sober and Withdrawals brought almost 24 people in recovery, to tears. They learned about you and a whole lot about themselves! Thank you.
To everyone who is through this difficult time right now: may God help you and may Tom's songs help you, too, wherever you are in this world.
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...help yourselves...it's all any of us have...
I watched my wife push everyone away, destroy everything around her due to a drug addiction. She died naked on her bedroom floor with 5 different narcotics in her system only to have my 12 year old son find her body. She’s gone but the pain her addiction caused will stay with me and her family until we’re gone. If this song touches one addict and puts them on the path to recovery then the long nights Tom puts into his craft and the brutal honesty of his words was well worth it.
So sorry,
Sorry bro
I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your son❤❤
Sorry for your loss
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OH MAN. Tom. Respect. Getting off oxycodone was the worst hell I've ever survived. And it was actually Fentanyl. I didn't even know what I was taking, all I know is that it sinks its ooks in you and life seems like it will never get better when you stop.
Some pharma drugs are more addicting than heroine, I really glad you got off and I know it's hard as hell to do it so my hats off to you!!
It's hard bro.......praying for a stranger and there's nothing wrong with that.....be strong 💪
Man I'm on day 3 off oxy, shit fucking sucks! Don't wanna do shit
Still tryin so hard to stay sober. Thank God for Tom and Nova helping us through this. Need these tracks man. I need them to hear and remind me what I'm fighting for. Why im fighting this addiction. Why i need these tracks to relate too. Ive been shunned by my family and friends. I hit rock bottom and was hospitalized for months. I wanted to die yo... I didnt want to burden my family any more, and i still dont. Keep fighting. The struggle makes you stronger and wiser man im with you bro.
My last relapse was on fentanyl. Closest I have ever come to death and the absolute worst withdrawals of any other. Gladly sober now for four years and glad you are too.
Two of the biggest things that stuck with me from people at meetings... "Rock bottom is when you decide to put the shovel down"
The other one is an inner monologue a guy said he'd have from time to time cause he had to drive past the bottle shop on his way home...
"Maybe you should stop and get a bottle" "Nah maybe tomorrow" he was 34 years sober at the time.
You all got this. I'm only at 8 months but the future looks brighter and brighter every day ❤
For those struggling with addictions...our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ loves you and
Sometimes people need the love of others, not someone who is dead
God is not dead. Jesus died on the cross for YOU. He rose from the dead. Plenty of evidence to show for it. God never said we wouldn't experience hard times. He gave us exactly what we need to get through it all though. The Bible.
Download the app "Got questions" . It's a great source when you need a little guidance from a biblical perspective.
Yes he does. *God bless*
@@savedbygracethroughfaith3447 believe what you want and I'll believe what I want. I prefer real love, not love I need to remind myself of in my head. But I respect your belief
@@TheGooseIsLoose9000 thanks! Finally someone who respects our beliefs. I respect yours too
The reaction to Tom proves that there is still a appreciation for brilliance in this dumbed down world. Thank you Tom
The "dumbed down" have always been fewer..just louder. Mr Tom will not be quiet though! lol
Well said my friend, sometime i feel like no one gives a fuck. Im allways wrong.
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Tom MacDonald isn’t the hero we deserve, he’s the hero we need.
#Facts #hangovergang
Right
Today is day 16 no alcohol for me. This song has become my gospel. Listen every day multiple times. Reminds me I’m not alone and I can come out on the other side. But some moments are hard. So glad I found this song.
you got this
Mike I really hope you make it. I'm stage 4 cirrhosis and the clock is ticking, if you quit before you do serious damage like I did you can avoid this. It's a sllooow and painful death
Tom is a genre-defying artist. He’s in a league of his own.
I have fewer than 1 friend in the World. That's right. Everybody disses me for making bad videos. I think they are perfect though. Who is right? My dissers or me? Which side are you on, dear si
This song makes me think “what if”
What if Tom wasn’t as strong as he is. We would never have known him and his music/art. I am so thankful he is with us everyday. Love to Tom and all of the #HOG FAM4life❤️ …and for all of their lives still lived.
Hard to have a genre when he hits all if them
He sure is
Umm.. you mean his Disney-sing-along choruses coupled with some rap... soo dynamic.. 😂
As a recovering addict from Opioids and alcohol whos now a father of 2 wonderful boys I can only imagine how hard it was to sing this. Thank you man
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Good for you 🙂. Great job.
Same! Everyday is a battle but when I look at my 9 year old son it makes things so much easier. I want to be around for his life and I will be.
@Sean Conley u will bud. Just take each day as they come as they say. I’m only 29 and some days I feel like I have done a royal job on ruining my life but I know it’s gonna pass. If I can get sober I can do anything and that’s what I tell myself 😂. Wish u and ur son all the best. Love from 🏴
@Sean Conley yep Lyrica is prescribed under pregabalin in New Zealand, done that 600mg x2 a day, gabapentin and clonidine (30mg 3x a day) shits all nasty sold as good. It helps but the long term effects are horrible.
I’m 22 years sober and work at a inpatient rehab. I’ll definitely be sharing this one with my patients.
✨💜👏👏👏 proud of you friend. Thank you for your service work and for continuing to come back 🦋
Spent some time in one specializing in 'troubled teens' when I was younger, and you guys really don't get paid enough for what you deal with. Respect what you guys do a ton.
As I posted on the comments, I got out of rehab a few weeks ago. The staff members in my unit that were in recovery themselves made all the difference in my recovery and they/You truly understand. Thank You so much for You dedication and it gives me hope when I see people with so much clean time giving back. I'm proud of You!! Much Love brother. I hope You read this and that You're still doing well.
Very powerful message. This song will touch so many lives. Amazing lyrics and video as always.❤❤❤
Dear Tom, thank you for this song. I listen to it about twice a week as I fight to stay sober. I'm currently going into my third month of sobriety. But this isn't the first attempt of being sober. I've had many doctors and many pills. So I feel this song very much. I Wish I could meet you to shake your hand. Thank you very much
The genius about tom's work is that he scratches at wounds almost everyone has, in one version or another.
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Just like Em was the one who told it like it was, here is Tom doing the same. Every generation needs this. You snowflakes have Tom now. Listen carefully, because you're the reason, and the ones who can change it. Stop with the hate and the cancel culture and the me me me bullshit, and focus on the real problem. We are losing our country to people who have no business being here, that should be priority NO. 1
@@thishandleisnotavailable get off the internet gramps
listen to Ryan upchurch - Nutshell. Now that’s a solid song about addiction the realest! You won’t regret. And the original one of the greatest songs of all time no doubt check it out for yourself!!!!
@@steadytime dont bring country into this....
There's millions of people out there that needed this, thank you Tom..
We have less than a day to get this video to three million views. Actually less than sixteen hours from now. We need to keep pushing, watch it atleast 5 times from each device you have just on RUclips alone
Amen
Listened to this over and over and over again. On the surface, it's about withdrawals. But I think that underneath, it's really about depression. As with in Best rapper ever... the demon that never leaves. That said, Tom is the musician I have been waiting for all of my life... all 65 years of it.
love this comment
66 for me and it is the same! Tom is my musical answer... He is so brilliant, so connected! Tom, you give me breath every time you write a new song. Every new one is better and better. God bless you, brother!
Perfectly said. 💪🙏✌️💚
I totally get what you're saying I myself am 65 and I have never seen an artist that makes me stop and think and feel the way Tom MacDonald does. He is legend.
Have you ever called the suicide support line just to hear someone say hello? Just to hang up.. this song is about addiction. But as you said its easily one of the most depressing time to overcome addiction some people are addicted to drugs .. some addicted to a feeling you get when you harm yourself. My thoughts go out to everyone dealing with withdrawals 😕 stay strong 💪 HOG for life
I'm 12 months clean from my i.v meth addiction TODAY Tom, and you helped me get there. Thank you for the gifts of life, determination, drive, hope, strength, love, truth, sobriety, self worth, self respect Tom, I don't know if I could have done it without you.
If you don’t know what this feels like be glad, and have compassion for those who have.
Amen!
Amen
I will always see someone who has made it through the darkness and come out the other side better for it as stronger than myself because I've never gone through that darkness.
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@@klodabear3932 I pray you never know the feeling. It has been 12 years for me and I still have to fight the demons on a daily basis. Thank you for your support for those of us who do have that monkey on our back.
July 6th made it 2 years being sober from meth and heroin! Tom your music makes me go stronger and makes me feel alive. I love your music tom! Thank you 💓
I am happy for you and applaud your strength. Best wishes and blessings
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Keep it up girl 🤗 YOU CAN DO THIS 👊🏽👊🏽👊🏽
Stay strong!
Stay up! You're never alone. We pray ❤
Sometimes RUclips comment sections are hilarious and sometimes it will piss you off. But every once in a while it will restore your faith in humanity from the outpouring of support and positivity. This is one of those times.
I was absolutely thinking about the same thing ! Wow, well said my friend ❤️❤️❤️
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I just said basically the exact same thing to my husband earlier today I played the song constantly ever since it came out but as I listen to the song I read the outpouring of love Give Me Faith in humanity still as well
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Love it, Tom & Nova!!!! Breaking aĺ the records! Thank you for all of your patriotism for America! We love you too! Can't wait for the wedding!!!
I've battled addiction most of my life, being clean for the last 14 years my life has transformed into something completely different. I felt this video more than most at my core. Thanks for that.
Congrats, I’m right behind you at 13 years. I’ve worked hard to bring myself back. Got a good job beautiful wife that has battled it with me, 20 years married, and 4 amazing kids!! Life is good and I’ll never go back!!
@@casenix I'm really happy that you're living a great life, there's no need for us to ever look back at those times. It's all about what we do with our lives now. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do.
@@chrisdropulich5902 thanks! You are exactly right. Don’t look back and always work hard for the things you want. No one can do it for you!
This is how I felt the day I quit. I was sitting at a friends house after losing everything I was hurting and felt like my body was shutting down. At that point I had been strung out for years. I was Talking about dying.
I've never felt this bad before
I don't know if I'll make it
Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
But I'm hoping and praying
Tom I also know now my problem was I loved what I hated. That verse touched me as Tears are falling down my face
I HAVE TO SAY
Thank you God for Hearing my prayers 14 years Clean off Meth this Aug
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
I FINALLY DON’T WISH I WAS HIGH WITH ALL MY FRIENDS but I will never forget the struggle. I pray all of you find a way out. Tom great job and keep up the good work.
God bless you!
I've never had an addiction but I worked as a teacher in the prison system and I can't tell you how many.young men were there as the direct result of their addictions. I cared about them, truly I did, and prayed for them.often. Some even asked me to pray for them. I don't know the struggles of addictions but I do know that God is more powerful than any addiction and if you give your life to Him and pray that He releases you from that bondage, He will. I never said it would be easy, but if God can move a mountain, and He did, or part a sea, and He did, or bring the dead back to life, and He did, He can free you of these addictions. May God bless each and every one of you battling this battle. I'm praying a prayer for everyone that reads this that you lean on Him and ask HIM to help you. Much love to you all.💘
BRO forget the industry. You doing it bigger and bigger every week. I pray this one reaches someone out there to show we are all going through this thing called life together... Love you fam!
*my biggest goal is to reach 14k can u help please*
This is my favorite comment. Love you too fam
Snowflake junkie wants some empathy now? hahahaha
@@riskyy2657 🙏
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2 years sober on 11/13. I listened to your music so much when I first got sober. You helped me stayed sober! Having this music to listen to really helped me cope with all the crazy emotions I was experiencing. THANK YOU ❤
I lost my dad today n it’s the hardest thing I will ever have to go through while beating addiction. Right now I wanna go but I know it doesn’t do no good what to do is stay strong right…!
So sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine your pain. You're a total stranger, but you're in my prayers right now.
I'm sorry about your lost. What happened to your father? Stay strong and make your father proud of you, keep him alive inside you..
Respect
Condolences to you and yours, Chaz. Stay strong. Prayers and healing energy coming your way.
Sincere condolences 🙏. In my prayers .
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I imagine this is what my husband felt. He passed away from a herion overdose. I'm tearing up listening to this.
Same. 2 years in August.
As a former addict I suspect he did, I did. He wasn't sick, he was sad and hurting and couldn't overcome the pain. Addiction is the symptom not the cause
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So sorry for your loss. I've had friends taken by the exact same thing and all these years later it still hurts. I wish you all the best.
“Deleted every number from my phone, I’m staying home”
I’ve never done drugs but depression is real. That line got me!
It is so nessary when you put down the bottle, It is litterally the only thing that keep me with so many of my friends 8 years ago.
Man this so true, I’m all alone Nd still battling my addiction, but Jesus will break me thru
Same
@@erichenning2282 deleting the "friends" of that life is one of the 1st steps to getting away.
I took it like, deleted all the numbers on the phone.... being his hookups, and/ or dealers...etc!! The line about the bathtub, hit me cause I've sat so many nights in the tub...most people who have went thru withdrawl will know why, if you haven't experienced that, then u are lucky and plz never allow urself get to that spot!!
My mom died of an overdose almost one year ago and my dad has been sober over 2 years now. One beat addiction, one didnt. With my mom being gone it’s hard but I love that songs like this help to see the perspective and heart of someone who struggles with addiction. Tom music like this is ministry. It’s therapy. God had a plan and purpose for your life!
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I give tons of credit to any recovering addict or alcoholic. I can’t imagine the torment. This song should be a theme song to recovery. Best of luck all.
Greatly said my friend
Thank you. Bless you man
Thank you. Jesus helped me quit drinking 1 year 5months 8 days. Quit smoking bud 3 days ago. Jesus is helping me quit smoking cigarettes too. It’s a battle for sure but trust in the Lord and he will show us the light. God bless sir.
Thank you for your kindness. I am a recovering addict/alcoholic I have been sober for 3 years from the alchohol after drinking 17 years it was hell on earth iv been clean from the pills and everything else for 13 years
I've been clean for over 15 years and ever day is a struggle. I will always be a addict till the day I die.
“Trying to stay clean, I just need a reason.” She’s living with you and fighting with you every day, bro. Keep at it!
This song had tears in my eyes because I been there, and buried my twin 3 years ago cuz he couldn’t beat it. I thank God every day I made it out!!! 🙏🏼
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@Chance Welsh I know it really isnt my place to step in here, but i hope you dont mind if i do. I lost my brother almost a year ago, I do not want to remind you of the pain your loss would cause. I want to remind you how much she loves you and im sure getting clean isnt easy but its worth it, to yourself and others, YOUR life is worth it. Whenever you are ready to fight the fight call on her and pray (if that's what you do). I miss my brother so much and i know at the end of the day everyone is going to do what their gonna do. I just hope this message makes you think twice about how precious your life is. And when you are ready I pray you seek help.
Praying for you🙏
@WHO LOVES OLIVIA only 1,999.00 to go !!!! Your gettin there , slowly but surely! If only you could give yourself more than one thumbs up I’m sure you’d be over the top right now. Don’t Olivia have friends or someone?
Sorry for your loss Josh . I know exactly what you have been through. Yesterday was 2 years since my daughter was taken off life support.
When my father died I spent weeks in the basement struggling with withdrawal. 12 years off the stuff but we’re always only a few steps from the edge keep your support
This guy, puts literally all of his life into music to help others, through all of his struggles, he is so selfless, all he wants is to help us. Let’s all do him a favor and watch the video a couple times a day, and download the song.
We have less than a day to get this video to three million views. Actually less than sixteen hours from now. We need to keep pushing, watch it atleast 5 times from each device you have just on RUclips alone
This is where Tom becomes a full blown LEGEND!!
AMAZING!!!!
Only dreamers let's gooo!! Much love to all of yall too 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Much love to all my HoG brothers and sisters. Never alone
Nah, Tom’s always been a legend. He’s just back to his roots of what themes his songs used to surround.
Pure genius x
100%
Another epic track from the best independent artist today
*One of the best
-Best artist. 👌💗
How about just best artist period! ;)
Will you be doing a reaction to this?
Dont need the "independent" qualifier.... Simply the best
I’ve been off the opiates for 9 years now. Never thought I’d see 18 let alone 25. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done but also the best decision I’ve ever made. You lose all your “friends”, no one invites you to the party anymore but once the fog clears and you’re out you realize that those people were never your friends, they couldn’t be because they never knew you sober. I still hear it call my name when times are tough; I almost gave in when my mom died in ‘21.. This song is the first to actually explain what getting clean feels like. I’ll never willingly put myself through that again. Sorry for the rant, and to everyone wondering if you can do it, you can because I did. Stay strong.
4 days clean at the moment, been trying to quit for 10 years. I'm listening to this song to fight the cravings.
Addict here I have to to set my timer every 30 minutes to not use...keep fighting bro. Take care
Listen to sleeping ute by Grizzly Bear...that one helps me a lot
🙏🏼Rob🙏🏼💕
Fucking warrior! Keep fighting! 5+ yrs for me.
You got this. If it was easy there would be no addicts. It will be worth it.
Ok...day one of sobriety. Who's with me. We got this.
Stick it out one day at a time
Get it! 💪🏻🥲 one day at a time
You got this fam. One day at a time. This is day one of the rest of your life
We may not know each other or ever meet but I'm with you bro
U got this...just breath and remember it really is one day at a time.
One of the very few artists who speaks about real life problems. Very relatable. This man is an inspiration!! Keep it up Tom i’ll be backing you all the way my friend
If you like real stuff listen to NF
Check out Falling In Reverse's song Popular Monster!
As someone who's 32 years clean and sober I can't tell you how proud I am of you for struggling, striving, finding your faith and letting God pick you up and renew you one day at a time. I love your music (and I hate rap). You're a constant inspiration to me. Keep it going one day at a time and God bless and keep you, my brother in Christ.
Having lost a lifelong friend to alcohol, and being with him to the end, this hits hard brother.
But the real question, how is Sam Axes drinking problem that man loves his Mojitos. Sorry I had to. Love the name and picture haha.
My brother in law, someone I consider to a brother to me than my own brother, he drank himself to death too.. it killed me when he died.. i also had a good friend that I helped to get clean, and after Hurricane Katrina, he went back to drugs and OD. I think I cried for a month.. this song says and proves, your true friends will b there for u when u need them the most..
Lost a few, 2 girlfriends as well I couldn't stop that or Coke no longer take drugs and unbelievable I can take or leave alcohol alone I've been rehabilitation 3 times every alcohol addiction group u can think of and I surrender to god living room floor and my life is million times better 🙏
Sam, let's be honest, you were the one feeding Barry mojitos all the time
I lost my brother and sister in law both because they could not stop and deal with the withdrawal of pills........... I miss them every day!!
“The right things to do are the hardest choices”
Man he just summed up life in nine words.
ruclips.net/video/WtTRHmvkrLU/видео.html
he didn't come up with that's just a thing people say it's already in like a thousand songs.
@@nickheesters4389 geez what’s the point of saying that lol
@@megantuurie Trump bad!
@@YeshuaCameAndGaveUsLifeandLove how did Trump come up???
Who the hell is disliking this? Its not political, just about struggles that he has.
F**ktards I guess 🤷
@@chelelight5107 just wondering what does your name mean? Spanish babysitter used to call me Chele
@EIon Musk ꪜ Or they genuinely don’t like his music?? You do realize that those people exist? Lmao
@EIon Musk ꪜ okay he's good, and I do think ppl r a lil rough on white rappers but c'mon better than ALL black rappers lyrically that's nonsense
Royce Da 5'9" King Krooked
@@freedomcompany3428 just how my beloved soulmate used to write my name - short for Michele
8/28/21 I went to the hospital, suicidal, I had been drinking a Gallon of vodka a day for a year. No intention to quit drinking, i just needed to be safe for the night. I was offered rehab, and I went, still not sure I wanted to quit. I'm going on a year sober, now. I heard this song for the first time the night I went to the hospital. This song got me deep in my head. In a way, you helped save my life. Thank you, Tom.
"The right things to are the hardest choices!" I'm kinda speechless in a very good way... so many of us feel this, thank you for putting this realness out there, we are never alone in the struggle
Spot on! I never want to go thru that feeling again. 12yrs 8months 17days clean & sober.
❤️🙏🏻
⛲
So proud of and happy for you ❤💓
Congratulations. What an amazing accomplishment
Why does everyone count the days from when you got clean. I am proud of anyone who can get clean it is the hardest thing I ever did but honestly I don't remember the day I changed and I really don't want to Why because the person I was when I was addicted is not the person I am now.
“I can see my rib cage but I can’t eat.”
That hits hard man.
ugh same.
@BILLIE SAYS DUH I'll listen, once it drops.
You’re beautiful.
Don’t let anybody tell you different!
Stay strong, hold on, we are all on this crazy ride together.
Love and beauty have no boundaries.
Our destination is made better by the good souls we connect with on the way.
Ignore the fools.
✌🏻❤️🏴
but tom's been getting fat
@@hannahstaab7454
Well done Hanna.
Your arrogance overwhelms you so much that you feel empowered with shitty comments like that!
Shallow.
I’ll pray for you.
The first time I head this song, it brought me back to the dark days when i was 14-16. my dad wasn't a good person and abused me. I'm only 17 now but still really depressed and drink behind their backs and vape all the time. this song has really touched me through all of the dark times when I'm unable to talk to my girl about the shit that goes on at home. Thanks Tom. your music is amazing!