"Sober" - Tom MacDonald & Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller

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  • Опубликовано: 9 фев 2025
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Комментарии • 22 тыс.

  • @donjuan7158
    @donjuan7158 4 года назад +5080

    I listen to this every morning. Im 2 years clean of meth, 3 years clean of heroin, 1 year clean of coke, and 9 months sober from a half gallon of whiskey a day. I honestly can relate to this. Every day I'm greatlul for that i don't use or drink.
    Edit: Thank you for all the love. You are all my inspiration to stay sober. I love you all ❤❤
    I honestly didn't know how much love and support I'd get from you all. Thank you all for the kind words and support! I wish i could just meet you all and give each and every one of you a big hug. I love you all! ❤❤👊☺❤🤗

    • @The_Sunny_One
      @The_Sunny_One 4 года назад +72

      Don Juan I’m happy for you congratulations

    • @dudeitsdanny361
      @dudeitsdanny361 4 года назад +49

      Congrats dude!

    • @poppyd9758
      @poppyd9758 4 года назад +113

      Good for you I got free by changing my circle of friends. Surround yourself with people that feed your sobriety not your addiction

    • @brightdark5587
      @brightdark5587 4 года назад +32

      Congrats
      Keep up the WIN

    • @queenbunnyfoofoo6112
      @queenbunnyfoofoo6112 4 года назад +64

      @@poppyd9758 Yes! A thousand times yes! When you get sober, it makes your "friends" question their alcohol/substance use. 99% of the time they aren't ready to stop...then blame YOU for not being fun anymore. No one in that group really cared about my health. Got new friends now.

  • @Cpt1nH0WDY
    @Cpt1nH0WDY 3 года назад +3714

    Alcoholic with 140 days sober today. That line “I’m finally someone that I know again” makes me choke up a bit. Rehab was the best decision I ever made.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 3 года назад +108

      amazing! I need to be one day sober before that.... Not giving up but it is so tough...

    • @rwpotterii
      @rwpotterii 3 года назад +63

      @@ssgtrom9739 hey I was a sgt 3rd ID. Take care of yourself brother. You have more friends in this world ten you even know exist! Reach out if you need me!

    • @kalesyvers3175
      @kalesyvers3175 3 года назад +54

      @@ssgtrom9739 I've smoked weed every day for 3 years(19 now) and started drinking hard a couple months back I've been trying to stop every day, this kind of music and all of these people keep me sane
      \

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 3 года назад +9

      @@kalesyvers3175 yeah i hear ya! but it's almost like i have to avoid this to just feel a little better in my climb to sobriety lol

    • @ianbeauchamp9944
      @ianbeauchamp9944 3 года назад +41

      10 years dry around about now. Gets easier n I'm thankful everyday I don't drink.
      Keep on keeping on ppl wherever you.
      Thanks Tom ✌🏻

  • @kyleregan302
    @kyleregan302 2 года назад +523

    10 months free of crack. wake at 5 and run, daily work outs. watch what I eat religiously. never been in a better state of being. mind body health. I shed a tear every time to this song. I'm effin proud of all of Us that climbed out that hell. love you Tom

    • @hjk3351
      @hjk3351 2 года назад +15

      Good for you bro keep working at it and keep progressing keep getting better dont even know you but im proud of you man hope you achieve success man just make sure you keep it up.

    • @joeproctor2216
      @joeproctor2216 2 года назад +13

      I'm going running on my lunch break... Like I have been for a couple weeks. You'll be in my mind while I run today. My man Kyle is healthy, clean, and kicking ass. Keep it up, sir.

    • @theinnerlight8016
      @theinnerlight8016 2 года назад +16

      My respect, man! Hope you'll go your way and stay clean.
      Day 7 sober now myself and Tom's music and comments like yours motivate me to stay strong. Thanks for sharing and the best wishes 🖖

    • @israelmoreno3620
      @israelmoreno3620 2 года назад

      man you aint black !

    • @m.luhmann6520
      @m.luhmann6520 2 года назад +12

      So proud of you!! Keep fighting!❤

  • @TheGoatRoper
    @TheGoatRoper Год назад +208

    37 days sober and I’m finally finding myself again, I lost 10 years to it but I’ll never lose another day

    • @lovelifefatty180
      @lovelifefatty180 Год назад +2

      😭😭😭

    • @SuperGameplayer21
      @SuperGameplayer21 Год назад +10

      Hey man, ik I'm just some random ass dude on the internet but I hope you're still going strong and keep it up ❤

    • @rocksteady9826
      @rocksteady9826 Год назад +3

      Lost 18 years, restarting from scratch with nothing.

    • @TheGoatRoper
      @TheGoatRoper Год назад +3

      @@SuperGameplayer21I slipped and fell but I’m back to day 2

    • @yowgyrl
      @yowgyrl 11 месяцев назад +2

      @@TheGoatRoper one moment at a time friend.

  • @vannariley9574
    @vannariley9574 4 года назад +692

    4 days sober from iv meth use. Going to rehab. Been so depressed and discouraged but I'm not giving up. This song inspires me.. good luck to all recovering addicts we can do it

    • @blondechick9804
      @blondechick9804 4 года назад +26

      You can do it I promise.. the first days are the fuc&ing worse. It does get better a little more everyday.. hell you got 4 days clean!! Be proud darling do you know how amazing that is?? Most can’t even do a day! See your stronger than you think !! I don’t know if you believe in God but pray he will help. God will never put on you more than you can handle that’s a promise it’s in the Bible. So you can beat this! It’s only the devil trying to keep you down he wants you to keep taking until you lose it all then your life.. Remember it can’t always be bad. You gotta hit the ground sometimes but guess what ? That’s when you bounce back up!! Never forget that. God be with you and I wish the best for you!

    • @alyssalala2799
      @alyssalala2799 4 года назад +8

      Stay strong

    • @yournamehere3679
      @yournamehere3679 4 года назад +14

      Stay strong, Tom’s music is great for recovering, passion and motivation 👌 keep pushing every day, focus on tomorrow because it’s an opportunity to do better 🤘

    • @nickhill8612
      @nickhill8612 4 года назад +6

      @@yournamehere3679
      His songs give me hope and some of his songs makes me think.

    • @HKSlays
      @HKSlays 4 года назад +12

      Cheering you on. I was strung out for 3 years on meth. Please know in your heart of hearts that the depression and all things related to WD are a temporary thing. Stay strong, it can (and will) be done.

  • @peaceLUVmoto
    @peaceLUVmoto 4 года назад +298

    Heroin was my demon, I struggled for 5 year’s. It took me longer to mend relationships with family, & friends because I lost my self while taking them with me. My mom passed away it took me then to open my eyes to her wise words I needed to be the women I am today. Addictions are hard but you’re always bigger then those demons.

    • @peaceLUVmoto
      @peaceLUVmoto 4 года назад +6

      @@joelc302 you will get there! Keep your head up, & keep fighting.❤️

    • @JDC8397
      @JDC8397 4 года назад +1

      Keep your head up,hopefully things are good and stay good. I wish I could help anyone dealing with things.

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 4 года назад +3

      Well honey fight the good fight I wish you the best

    • @badnewsbruner
      @badnewsbruner 4 года назад +5

      @@joelc302 Joel, please contact me if you need any information on resources. I've been clean for 6 years now, and it's the best thing I've ever done for myself. There is a whole new life waiting for you, when you're ready. You can do it, you can start right now.

    • @badnewsbruner
      @badnewsbruner 4 года назад +1

      Congratulations to you Willow! I'm proud of you for not only getting clean, but making the choice to do so!
      I was strung out on smack for about the same amount of time as you were. Was an alcoholic for the 7 years beforehand. Traded the booze for the drugs. I've been clean for 6 years now and it's so good. I just hope the damage I've done to my body hasn't taken too many years off of my life.

  • @kylierachelle6028
    @kylierachelle6028 4 года назад +910

    Havent twisted a pipe in 2 years and have my children back and bought a home. Im blessed to be here today.

    • @Kevin-oy8nl
      @Kevin-oy8nl 4 года назад +21

      Married with my third son due next month. It's amazing how much your life can change when have other things to devote your time to.

    • @laytenlafond9768
      @laytenlafond9768 4 года назад +15

      Congratulations 👏 stay strong

    • @waynebroe6671
      @waynebroe6671 4 года назад +4

      Good job really tho

    • @kylierachelle6028
      @kylierachelle6028 4 года назад +4

      Thanks guys❤

    • @saylorkirkpatrick1626
      @saylorkirkpatrick1626 4 года назад +8

      Hang in there brother. I just got my own place too got all my kids. I'm blessed I hope no one knows this pain. But I know more will. And some won't or can't get help..

  • @christianking8962
    @christianking8962 10 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you Tom, Nova, and Madchild!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Almost 30 years of addiction... I've overcome most of it... Got off the needles and the pipes and bowls....I still struggle with alcohol (killing a fifth of Jim Beam every day... At least)... Addiction sucks! I'm working on getting better... Trying to detox after my last relapse... Music like this gives me hope and courage! So just.... Thank you!!!!!

    • @christianking8962
      @christianking8962 10 месяцев назад

      Ironic that the one that is literally killing me... It's the one our country made legal and readily available....

  • @VanBoy
    @VanBoy 3 года назад +245

    Hey Tom, I'm a 65 year old man and I gotta say YOU are the poet laureate of this age. Don't ever stop.

    • @dothraki7596
      @dothraki7596 3 года назад +6

      I feel the same way!! I've never been a rap fan but man this is so good. Relating to millions

    • @1marysun
      @1marysun 3 года назад +2

      Ys, I am 60 and I am loving him .

    • @christopherdrzik6784
      @christopherdrzik6784 3 года назад +4

      Turned 66 yesterday and never listened to anything or anybody like Tom. Been sober 30 years. Still think I'm going to relapse every day.

    • @VanBoy
      @VanBoy 3 года назад +2

      @@christopherdrzik6784 Happy Birthday! You're one month older than me. 06.30.1955

    • @beautyforashes_isaiah61
      @beautyforashes_isaiah61 3 года назад +1

      So is twenty one pilots but I see your point :) he’s amazing-

  • @SSingh-nr8qz
    @SSingh-nr8qz 3 года назад +216

    Hands down one of Tom's most IMPORTANT songs. This kind of stuff save lives when heard by the right person in the right time in their lives.

    • @shawnaheflin7806
      @shawnaheflin7806 3 года назад +1

      And u are right...

    • @jdisdetermined
      @jdisdetermined 3 года назад

      Yeap. I have over 10 years. This song is so inspiring I want to relapse so I can get fight to get clean again. 😁
      Honestly, I miss selling as much as using. It was every bit as hard for me to give up too. I tried so hard to rationalize still doing it sober. Telling myself I could handle it now and would make even more money not putting it all up my nose.. even though I'd done it several times, and most definitely could *not* handle it.. ✌✌

    • @saddestdonkey69
      @saddestdonkey69 3 года назад +1

      You nailed it!!! This shit brings me right back to the day I put the needle down. I remember those demons coming out of me and playing this over and over. This song is a masterpiece for what it is. I don’t even listen to rap, but this is a masterpiece. I look back and can’t believe the shit I used to do and how far I’d go to get what I needed.

    • @jenh7947
      @jenh7947 3 года назад

      Me, right now. Hits goddamn hard.

    • @jayd0687
      @jayd0687 3 года назад +1

      Not just Tom's song

  • @fenrirodinson531
    @fenrirodinson531 3 года назад +422

    I’m a recovering heroin addict and I got 20 days clean I listen to this every time I get the urge and it helps me through the urge Tom Macdonald your the shit bro

    • @debraharris93
      @debraharris93 3 года назад +7

      Congrats that's a hard habit to kick, keep strong and I hope you're doing well. 🙏🙏🙏

    • @fenrirodinson531
      @fenrirodinson531 3 года назад +5

      @@debraharris93 thank you and it definitely is one of the worst things I’ve ever had to put down

    • @MightyMako
      @MightyMako 3 года назад +3

      @@fenrirodinson531
      Still going strong, Fenrir?

    • @AVSgirl1985
      @AVSgirl1985 3 года назад +2

      Proud of you! How are you today?

    • @fenrirodinson531
      @fenrirodinson531 3 года назад +14

      Yes I am thank you

  • @ShyanneSperandio24
    @ShyanneSperandio24 10 месяцев назад +66

    I have been sober from IV heroin addiction for 6 yrs now 🎉❤😊 I prayed to Jesus to please scare me away from the 💉!!! The next day I sat there for hrs and I didn't prick myself once and NEVER again after that 🎉!!! Please my brothers and sisters in Christ who are suffering please turn to Jesus! For me, the hard times i went through with addictions and traumas brought me to Jesus! Usually, we find him at rock bottom! I survived all those OD's and scary situation's because God has a plan for me...Just like he has with all of you! God bless and know that its NEVER to late to turn to Christ no matter what you have done! 💯 Repent in Jesus name every night! Pray for your enemies because it brings them to the light! If i can do this i promise anyone can!! God bless you all ❤❤❤

    • @richardrossow5092
      @richardrossow5092 9 месяцев назад +1

      Awesome to hear! God bless you!

    • @Vincevega789
      @Vincevega789 8 месяцев назад +2

      Amen sister, praise God, I'm so glad he healed you and that your doing good, may he always bless you and protect you, I'm currently trying to get off weed and cigarettes for good, please pray for me🙏

    • @kathreana1562
      @kathreana1562 7 месяцев назад

      So happy for you. God bless.

    • @KimZimmerman-xb8fn
      @KimZimmerman-xb8fn 2 месяца назад

      I can relate

  • @alexsaunders8760
    @alexsaunders8760 4 года назад +609

    Hi Tom. I’m an alcoholic. And thanks to your song. It inspired me to stop drinking. And get a better hold on my life. I have 2 beautiful kids and an amazing partner and the last thing I want is to lose them because of my drinking. Thank you for an amazing song to help me turn my life around.

    • @DpacLynnShakur
      @DpacLynnShakur 4 года назад +17

      Me too. Best of luck to you.

    • @alexsaunders8760
      @alexsaunders8760 4 года назад +15

      @@DpacLynnShakur thanks. Best of luck to you. Fight hard. I will.

    • @alyssalala2799
      @alyssalala2799 4 года назад +4

      Me too , except I’m enabling myself :/

    • @1alayzzia
      @1alayzzia 4 года назад +10

      You can do this Alex. Somedays will be easier, some harder but you can do this. Much love, much life.

    • @alexsaunders8760
      @alexsaunders8760 4 года назад +18

      @@1alayzzia thanks. Been a month and 1 week an still haven’t touched a drop

  • @macdaddydelicious6834
    @macdaddydelicious6834 4 года назад +603

    I've binged this guy for two days now.
    This is is what music should do, break you down bc you relate, and build you up bc you know your not alone.

    • @reneetaylor210
      @reneetaylor210 4 года назад +4

      Only 2 days lol. Love me some Tom!!!

    • @haileyreeves4584
      @haileyreeves4584 4 года назад +2

      What do you mean only 2 days? Addiction 2 days or 2 years is a step towards being sober. Never been a addict but ive watched people suffer lose their kids and watched someone i loved be put in the ground cause of their addiction. I wosh they were able to say they were 2 days sober.

    • @macdaddydelicious6834
      @macdaddydelicious6834 4 года назад +4

      @@haileyreeves4584
      He meant, "you've only binged Tom's music for two days?!?"
      No one is talking about addiction.

    • @haileyreeves4584
      @haileyreeves4584 4 года назад +5

      My bad. 😂 idk what i was reading but it was 430 this morning.

    • @macdaddydelicious6834
      @macdaddydelicious6834 4 года назад +2

      @@haileyreeves4584 get to sleep insomniac. 👀👀

  • @donkeypunch5138
    @donkeypunch5138 4 года назад +480

    Jesus Christ. This is music with value.

    • @OldeManGrim
      @OldeManGrim 3 года назад +9

      Amen brother.

    • @righteous_lute6194
      @righteous_lute6194 3 года назад +13

      I think he'd be happy to see that its helped people God Bless have a nice day.

    • @hl8560
      @hl8560 3 года назад +6

      Amen!

    • @davidgauld8249
      @davidgauld8249 3 года назад +7

      And that's not even blasphemy bro

    • @brucegauld5141
      @brucegauld5141 3 года назад +1

      You're a gem! And that does not count as blasphemy.
      My man!

  • @sweett7844
    @sweett7844 5 лет назад +370

    on day 6 of heroin withdrawal. still can’t sleep through the night, took like 5 baths to try and calm my restless body but couldn’t find anything to calm my restless mind. scrolled through my RUclips recommendations and my higher power placed this song here for me to listen to on repeat to remind me that the battle is never over but it’s possible to get through, it gets better and im not alone. don’t ever cry like I need to but this shit brought me to tears. i needed this. thank you.

    • @ritas558
      @ritas558 5 лет назад +13

      If you have access try kratom! Its natural, hits the operat opiate receptors, and can seriously help worth withdrawals and recovery.

    • @deanm3464
      @deanm3464 5 лет назад +4

      You got this. Your strong and will win

    • @kevinplaugher9681
      @kevinplaugher9681 5 лет назад +2

      Stay strong it will get better

    • @dopey0682
      @dopey0682 5 лет назад

      Good luck w that
      You are going to be a H head you're entire life.

    • @dopey0682
      @dopey0682 5 лет назад +1

      @@kevinplaugher9681 no no it doesn't.
      Heroin addicts are always an addict.

  • @fishazon3365
    @fishazon3365 4 года назад +471

    Who else teared up while listening to it

    • @yournamehere3679
      @yournamehere3679 4 года назад +10

      This song has been what I listen to when I need to remind myself how I was 15 year’s ago, and see the progress I’ve made in the last 6 years after I had destroyed everything my family

    • @HKSlays
      @HKSlays 4 года назад +3

      For sure. And there's been quite a few Tom MacDonald raps that have struck some chords, emotionally and otherwise. I am thankful for his brilliance and what amounts to nothing less than compassion.

    • @jodyburdett9146
      @jodyburdett9146 4 года назад +4

      I sure did tear up well just cried it hit home I have been in program for 2 and a half years. I have some set backs i have learned so much about myself everytime. The battle is real and it is a fight the rest of your and my life..Stay Strong. I really love this song

    • @theresalayton9286
      @theresalayton9286 4 года назад +4

      I'm not crying ....you're crying lol 😂

    • @privateuser6295
      @privateuser6295 4 года назад +1

      Whoa ah oh ah oh

  • @aarongabbard3071
    @aarongabbard3071 4 года назад +335

    Tom macdonald. I seriously need more trios. You nova and madchild. Ive never felt this much emotion in music.

    • @jasonrussell6266
      @jasonrussell6266 4 года назад +9

      I agree the three of them click perfectly sober and bad news have become 2 of my favorite songs.

    • @briancheser2556
      @briancheser2556 4 года назад +2

      Soooooo true yall

    • @Gannemeade
      @Gannemeade 4 года назад +8

      Dude, this shit hits you more than you would think. How did I just learn about this man.

    • @tonyamedsker497
      @tonyamedsker497 4 года назад +7

      @@Gannemeade RIGHT?!? I JUST FOUND HIM AND HE BRINGS IT! SAYS WHAT MANY TRY TO BUT AREN'T ALLOWED TO... GOD BLESS HIM! HE'S REAL AND MAKES NO APOLOGIES! MY KINDA PEOPLE...

    • @SkepticalUSVeteran
      @SkepticalUSVeteran 4 года назад +2

      Yep your right, powerful.

  • @JoeTrevino1021
    @JoeTrevino1021 11 месяцев назад +7

    This song speaks truths in so many ways. Truly a masterpiece

  • @Sunshine_2013
    @Sunshine_2013 3 года назад +280

    This song hit home, started drinking when I was 17 and deal with depression. I drank for 17 years daily. Suicide attempts, mental breakdowns, showing up to work drunk, constantly hung over, drinking before I could leave the house to see anyone, my addiction was part of me for so long. I just hit my one year sobriety in April, this song gives me hope to keep going on the hard days.
    Edit: Thank you so much for all your kind words and support! It means so much!

    • @ariaalarie828
      @ariaalarie828 3 года назад +4

      Amazing! Keep going, you got this 😊

    • @Sunshine_2013
      @Sunshine_2013 3 года назад +3

      Thank you so much@@ariaalarie828

    • @heavenhelpus9084
      @heavenhelpus9084 3 года назад +3

      👍🎊🥳Congrats! Way to go! I'm proud of you, you can do this!

    • @harvestmoon3430
      @harvestmoon3430 3 года назад +2

      Embrace all the days of your life ahead clear headed and aware. It will all work out. They wont all be easy, but I'm not sure life is suppose to be always easy.

    • @Sunshine_2013
      @Sunshine_2013 3 года назад +1

      Thank you!@@heavenhelpus9084

  • @danamarie2441
    @danamarie2441 3 года назад +169

    This brought me to tears, even tho I've never struggled with this internal war myself. To anyone that's had to pull themselves from the darkness, I'm proud of you.

  • @scootinflh
    @scootinflh 4 года назад +344

    DAMN TOM WTF!!!! I'm an old man and this had me crying like a baby. My God right from the heart.

    • @dylankeville1026
      @dylankeville1026 4 года назад +6

      That’s powerful music for you

    • @frugaltinkerer9609
      @frugaltinkerer9609 4 года назад +8

      I hear ya.....This is the most brutally honest, music from the heart I've ever heard.

    • @ezatron9766
      @ezatron9766 4 года назад +6

      Everyone's got their 'shit'. No one here is going to judge you.
      It took me 10 years to deal with a part of my life

    • @ahnrho
      @ahnrho 4 года назад +4

      Music transcends time.

    • @evanlane6266
      @evanlane6266 4 года назад +2

      The realst out there tom is the goat

  • @SavedBy_GraceAlone
    @SavedBy_GraceAlone Год назад +29

    Use to live that life. Truly that death. Now I’m reborn in Jesus and truly living life sober and happy

  • @RantingRamsay
    @RantingRamsay 4 года назад +826

    Drinking cost me a 17 year relationship, my dignity, pride, self respect and almost my life.
    1 year and 159 days later and I'm still counting days... but I'm also still breathing. Instead of counting Tallboys I'm counting reps in the gym. Instead of running from my problems I'm running miles.
    I don't have millions of dollars. Hell, I don't even have that many friends. But, for the first time in almost 2 decades I'm proud of who I am and where I'm headed.
    At 40 years old you could say half my life is behind me. I say the better half lies ahead.

    • @kimberlyfadley5547
      @kimberlyfadley5547 4 года назад +6

      ❤💜 this!!

    • @tomaszdmyterko4564
      @tomaszdmyterko4564 4 года назад +9

      Life only has one gear and that's drive. If you don't have a Reverse gear you might as well not think about going back in time. Keep it in Drive and live the way that brings you happiness and love yourself because you just did the near impossible by escaping hell. Keep it up Ramsay happy to hear your story and the changes you've made!!

    • @icejuggalo84
      @icejuggalo84 4 года назад +9

      Ill be sober 6 yrs in oct and im still counting

    • @Riggedupsgarage
      @Riggedupsgarage 4 года назад +1

      Congrats keep up the good work!!

    • @ZyffTB
      @ZyffTB 4 года назад +2

      Brother, keep moving forward. There are always more reasons to keep going than there are to give up.
      Stay strong and true to yourself, and you will never fail.
      It never get easier, and it never goes away, but I think you have realize that you are stronger than your addictions and that you can make the right choices. Keep being that example the next person in your shoes will need.

  • @Tokin420
    @Tokin420 4 года назад +685

    I was a junkie for 24 years and I'll have 2 yrs clean on Oct 6th. I used anything I could get my hands on. I was an equal opportunity abuser. Glad to be sober today

    • @morgue_ann7112
      @morgue_ann7112 4 года назад +9

      Keep up the good work

    • @morgue_ann7112
      @morgue_ann7112 4 года назад +9

      It takes a soldier to stay off the needle

    • @Brad-ut1ro
      @Brad-ut1ro 4 года назад +7

      Lolol. “Equal opportunity abuser.” I love that. Perfectly describes my past as well. Keep up the good fight bro

    • @lgstylo5014
      @lgstylo5014 4 года назад +5

      Amen brother. I've been sober for over a year now.

    • @eliassalinas175
      @eliassalinas175 4 года назад +9

      This is inspiring I'm struggling to get clean myself I keep relapsing though I'm trying to find the strength to keep at it but the detox is horrible ain't gonna lie but I have particular reasons why I need to get clean. Sorry for the long dialogue but wanted to say glad you made it to the other side of addiction and keep up the good work

  • @SY4E1
    @SY4E1 3 года назад +418

    Hey Tom. My name is Adam, I’ve been dealing with social anxiety my whole life. I’ve dealt with overwhelming shame and felt like I never belong. Your music is helping me find my voice and embrace who I am instead of running from him. This song is my anthem, I’ve cried to it multiple times because it gives me power that I haven’t had on my own and your bravery opening up about your issues is helping me do the same. This is allowing me to own who I am and release all the bullshit shame I’ve been dealing with. Love you brother keep doing what you’re doing you’re helping people for sure!

    • @missq3989
      @missq3989 3 года назад +14

      Adam, there certainly is something truly amazing that takes place , when you hear music that comes from truth . Your inner knowing resonates so profoundly , it just sneaks up on you , and you realise that you have introduce yourself to Man who you now are . The letting go of all those things from the Man you thought you were , easily occurs when you are the Man you are today. To be in the present is never achieved by some . It takes bravery to release. To be or not to be that is the Question. I figured out To be is the answer, just like you have my friend.

    • @xdsmastermia
      @xdsmastermia 3 года назад +10

      stay strong brother, remember, it's all mental and you control your mind

    • @littleme3597
      @littleme3597 3 года назад

      Small amount of zoloft will help.

    • @littleme3597
      @littleme3597 3 года назад +2

      @@xdsmastermia No. Don't say that. Chemical imbalance.

    • @bethsmith4483
      @bethsmith4483 3 года назад +7

      Keep your head up and keep on keeping on then give it all you got you can do this 💯

  • @AngelStone-b3n
    @AngelStone-b3n 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you Tom and Nova. I am 31 yrs sober. It does get better but the war still goes on and I am still winning. Songs like this help in the hard times in the middle of the night when there isn't a meeting to go to. Thanks for sharing your straight

  • @dropthebassline
    @dropthebassline 4 года назад +2412

    SO FIRE! S/o to all the recovering addicts. You all are true inspirations.

    • @HBEVANS-kh7oc
      @HBEVANS-kh7oc 4 года назад +17

      thx

    • @WhatsupWorldful
      @WhatsupWorldful 4 года назад +80

      1st day sober from opiates, my god the depression, loneliness, constant tears of guilt with no change, the sweats, restless legs, hurting my loved ones, pushing them ALL away, and yet here I am. Never thought it'd be me, I was supposed to be a marine... Drugs kill, but god heals!

    • @xxxalian_gaming4064
      @xxxalian_gaming4064 4 года назад +53

      I been clean over 3 years. Hardest part is staying there

    • @conor2948
      @conor2948 4 года назад +3

      Inspirations to what

    • @Kevin-oy8nl
      @Kevin-oy8nl 4 года назад +36

      @@WhatsupWorldful I'm 6 years in now, I couldn't be happier. It gets better. There is hope.

  • @brandimajors2018
    @brandimajors2018 4 года назад +266

    This song has saved my life, saved me from losing my kids and is helping me fix my mended marriage. This is the realest song I’ve heard in my life.

    • @aesthetic__king8666
      @aesthetic__king8666 4 года назад +7

      Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better!
      -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️

    • @meghanlynn2682
      @meghanlynn2682 3 года назад +2

      Brandi majors ; I feel you beauty! Exact same story! Forever grateful to be sober 3.5 years, & my kids finally have the real me back!!! ❤️ proud of you girl it’s harder then people who haven’t been there to understand! Forever proud of you hun! Xo meghan Arns St. John’s Newfoundland

    • @billybobbobson3797
      @billybobbobson3797 3 года назад +2

      I hope this is true. Keep it up!

    • @brandimajors2018
      @brandimajors2018 3 года назад

      @@billybobbobson3797 100% true. I’ve got better things to spend my money on like my kids

    • @jason5409
      @jason5409 3 года назад +1

      Really? A song did that?

  • @KM-ud9jg
    @KM-ud9jg 5 лет назад +129

    I lost my mother to Suicide back in July of 2010.. Already in deep in my substance use, it put me in a place I almost never recoverd from, so I enlisted in the Army. Now that I have become a citizen again, working as an LCDC at a Treatment Facility. I am in Process groups like these three times a day.. this made me cry like I haven't cried since a child. It brought back so much I have long sensed tried to forget. What an amazing song. Thank you, God bless.

    • @JRalphMC
      @JRalphMC 5 лет назад +3

      Mannn its amazing how certain music can unlock certain feelings of the past dont it?

    • @dirtdiggler9293
      @dirtdiggler9293 5 лет назад +4

      7 months sober here.

    • @matt1980
      @matt1980 5 лет назад +2

      welcome back to the world sir. you know they say the only way to go when you are at rock bottom is up so please keep going up. and thank you for your service.

    • @queenb9043
      @queenb9043 5 лет назад +2

      Keep going strong and I'm so sorry about your mom.

    • @kotazzztheseal9441
      @kotazzztheseal9441 5 лет назад +1

      Stay strong

  • @OmarRodriguez-vr4sf
    @OmarRodriguez-vr4sf Год назад +24

    Suffered a seizure from an alcohol/pill withdrawal, found Tom Mac Again after not listening to him from so long.
    This song helped me get thru the days I was in the hospital. Thanks to these Peeps singing, you Helped Me!!!

  • @LifeNArt
    @LifeNArt 5 лет назад +373

    Some real shit, “I wish” meets “castles” but on a deeper level, superb song. Wish Tom would do more songs like this at times. Both Madchild and Tom killed this one.

    • @et3946
      @et3946 5 лет назад +5

      Exactly what I was gonna say. I'm fucking tearing up.

    • @dylanminthorn9874
      @dylanminthorn9874 5 лет назад +6

      Bro this is probably his deepest song yet

    • @et3946
      @et3946 5 лет назад +7

      @Zxergamer That's like saying 69 copied three 6 mafia because they both have songs about shooting people

    • @YZFMX256
      @YZFMX256 5 лет назад +3

      Zxergamer fuck juicewrld.

    • @williammichaelrock5681
      @williammichaelrock5681 5 лет назад +5

      Deep af...all that needs to be said. Fight the good fight yall

  • @dylankeville1026
    @dylankeville1026 4 года назад +1188

    I’ve been clean from self harm since November 2019. Yes I know this is about drugs but it makes me proud that I haven’t self harmed
    EDIT: unfortunately relapse self harmed again on 16th December 2020

    • @dylankeville1026
      @dylankeville1026 4 года назад +5

      Crystal Martin thanks for the info

    • @dylankeville1026
      @dylankeville1026 4 года назад +9

      Crystal Martin thank you so much for all the support much love 🥰

    • @littledemon1721
      @littledemon1721 4 года назад +12

      Congratulations, glad you have found a better way to cope with life. Keep it up and stay strong king 👑

    • @pk9mmpara
      @pk9mmpara 4 года назад +11

      it doesent matter if it from drugs or alkohol . addiction is addiction

    • @tylerroy5298
      @tylerroy5298 4 года назад +7

      Hope your still doing well!

  • @jasenchandlerkohli7155
    @jasenchandlerkohli7155 3 года назад +839

    This is the music that saves people’s lives. Thank you.

    • @NinjaNick636
      @NinjaNick636 3 года назад +3

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @bleek2530
      @bleek2530 3 года назад +4

      Which is why the cabal doesn't support it.

    • @ethanwineberg2243
      @ethanwineberg2243 3 года назад +1

      I’d rather kill myself than listen to another song

    • @NinjaNick636
      @NinjaNick636 3 года назад +19

      @@ethanwineberg2243 Then why are you on his page listing to the song? YOU are the snowflake he’s talking about

    • @bleek2530
      @bleek2530 3 года назад +6

      @@ethanwineberg2243 Well, that's why they make chocolate AND vanilla.

  • @ShyKxtty
    @ShyKxtty 10 месяцев назад +2

    6 years clean from opioids, 3 years clean from meth MDMA lsd. 2 years clean from cannabis. Now working on quitting alcohol and nicotine. ❤ Thank you for this amazing song Tom & madchild got me reflecting on how proud of my sobriety I am. 🥹 This song has probably helped so many addicts or recovering addicts. Love your music it’s always so real and Relateable. 🫶

  • @RedDogForge
    @RedDogForge Год назад +43

    12 years sober.
    you CAN do it.
    it IS worth it.
    you ARE needed.

    • @Potato-Actual
      @Potato-Actual 9 месяцев назад +4

      Checking in on you. Hoping you’re still going strong.

    • @dustinswindell7658
      @dustinswindell7658 6 месяцев назад +1

      Good job 👏

    • @RedDogForge
      @RedDogForge 6 месяцев назад

      @@Potato-Actual easy peasey :)

  • @philliedeBXNG
    @philliedeBXNG 3 года назад +227

    IM GETTING CLEAN NOW THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE ..THE STRUGGLE IS ENDLESS BIG UP TOM MCDONALD AND MAD CHILD NOT AFFAID TO SHOW WHO THEY REALLY ARE , IM GOING TO BE LITENING EVERYDAY HES MY HERO

    • @christopherclark5604
      @christopherclark5604 3 года назад +6

      Good luck my friend. I was there once ..Oxys and Opanas had me in a strangle hold. I did beat it thank God. Stay strong..you can do it.

    • @philliedeBXNG
      @philliedeBXNG 3 года назад +4

      @@christopherclark5604 thanks bro appretiate it

    • @philliedeBXNG
      @philliedeBXNG 3 года назад +4

      @Stu thanks man yea getting there over the worst anyways

    • @christopherclark5604
      @christopherclark5604 3 года назад +4

      I will add to my comment that it didn't happen overnight. Was on Methadone for a year...which was just another addiction and then Suboxone after that for 2 more years.

    • @philliedeBXNG
      @philliedeBXNG 3 года назад +3

      @@christopherclark5604 yea same was onit for 8 years methadone think thats why its taking a while👍 well done bro cause it is hard

  • @jaykay6092
    @jaykay6092 5 лет назад +73

    that moment when the universe hands you a sign through others words or actions...
    this is what I needed. I been contimplating making a big move in my life, and hearing this was like a sign from the universe. Tom, Nova and madchild, sending all y'all much love and respect from Kentucky USA. forever a fan💖

    • @angelfeather7547
      @angelfeather7547 5 лет назад +3

      You can do anything you put your mind to. Good luck Jay Kay! I'm saying a little prayer for you now. AMEN!

    • @johnnyhampton8633
      @johnnyhampton8633 5 лет назад +2

      True freedom shall soon be yours. You got this.

    • @leannedickie
      @leannedickie 5 лет назад +2

      I'm getting signs from all directions at the moment.. I wasn't thinking while the song was playing ( was watching Nova play her part) Then I roll down and see the 1 line of your comment - Knew it was a sign, then went to like it, but it's sitting on number '22' and that's the one number I see on repeat, everywhere I go and actually have for years now! 2 Signs from you to change and this song the 3rd now :o) Good Luck with your new being xxxx

    • @robinhoodie8999
      @robinhoodie8999 5 лет назад +2

      leanne lovesmusic goodluck to both of y’all on yalls journey. Remember you don’t have to do this alone. It’s a hard fight but everyday it’s gets alittle easier. Proud of yalls decision on this. I’m two years sober now and I couldn’t be happier with the progress

    • @DanceInFire
      @DanceInFire 5 лет назад +3

      Or maybe God?

  • @kylephillips7022
    @kylephillips7022 4 года назад +211

    Currently in Rehab, i play this song every morning. To everyone fighting this battle everyday dont ever give up YOU MATTER!

    • @fuggyoushoresy69
      @fuggyoushoresy69 4 года назад +9

      This dude got me through A LOT. My hat's off to you for staying strong. Thank my higher power for giving the world Tom, Nova and Mad

    • @carrieannclark9866
      @carrieannclark9866 4 года назад +3

      Finny,i play this every morning as well

    • @justincase948
      @justincase948 4 года назад +3

      Hope ur still playing and being strong

    • @justincase948
      @justincase948 4 года назад +1

      @J D why wouldn’t u ???

    • @kylelewis2937
      @kylelewis2937 4 года назад +6

      I know this is late as fuck but... U can have a phone at the rehab you're at? Lol I've never been to one like that... Anyways, keep it up bro.. you can do this!!! I been clean from heroin for close to a year and a half and if I can do it than anyone can.. you got this bro

  • @ryanmoyer5773
    @ryanmoyer5773 3 месяца назад +6

    4 years sober today. I listened to this song 10000 for the first month. Cleaning 100s of needles out flog my car and literally feeling demons come out of me. This song is a masterpiece if you’re lucky enough to get it! Thanks big dog!

    • @NicholasVess-w1l
      @NicholasVess-w1l 3 месяца назад

      nice man

    • @ryanmoyer5773
      @ryanmoyer5773 3 месяца назад

      @@NicholasVess-w1lthanks bro. We can literally do anything want want if we just try and stick with it!

  • @thealphaginger7231
    @thealphaginger7231 3 года назад +183

    One day I'll listen to this song and be sober. Still battling addiction, seeing everyone here who's sober gives me hope and I envy every one of you. Keep it up and pray for me, not sure I'm strong enough.

    • @kurtdowney1489
      @kurtdowney1489 3 года назад +8

      You are strong enough, It helped me to stay away from my so called friends that were still doing it.

    • @autumnhobbs1945
      @autumnhobbs1945 2 года назад +5

      I pray for you everyday, you're stronger than you'll ever believe. 🖤

    • @danielwatts325
      @danielwatts325 2 года назад +9

      We will get there brother 🙏 💪 💚

    • @josephfalco5422
      @josephfalco5422 2 года назад +7

      The scariest part is making the first step. You do it! 6months sober after 20 years of heavy daily intake. Take your life back praying for you.

    • @thehoodgoth6549
      @thehoodgoth6549 2 года назад +11

      That's exactly how I feel.. I am trying to get off fent and it feels impossible but I'm trying and I'm on a program 😪

  • @crystalmason9809
    @crystalmason9809 3 года назад +244

    I'm 73 days sober today. I listened to your song every morning while I was in rehab before I meditated. I have no words to describe how much this song helped me thru one of the darkest times of my life. Thank you doesn't cover how grateful I am for this song.

    • @redsoxfan0923
      @redsoxfan0923 2 года назад +3

      I hope you are still sober.

    • @italiabreezy1
      @italiabreezy1 2 года назад +2

      Hellz yea and are u still sober? Give us an update.

    • @italiabreezy1
      @italiabreezy1 2 года назад +1

      @@redsoxfan0923 that's what I wanna know too! And it's ok if she relapsed as long as she got back up and is kicking its a$$

    • @laurieb3703
      @laurieb3703 2 года назад +4

      I'm gonna do this too. I'll die otherwise

    • @bigpappa642
      @bigpappa642 2 года назад +5

      @@laurieb3703 I'm going into the seventh week clean and sober! It's so worth it I've come out of the Fog I've lived in for the past 27 years! One day at a Time

  • @Tamari95
    @Tamari95 4 года назад +316

    Going through this shit right now, I listen to this everyday for motivation. Thanks love!

    • @Ps-Games121
      @Ps-Games121 4 года назад +5

      Good luck! Keep on keeping on, on day at a time 🙏🏻

    • @blondechick9804
      @blondechick9804 4 года назад +3

      I hear you sister!! Me too! We can do this!

    • @phillipadrey539
      @phillipadrey539 4 года назад +7

      I know it's hard, it'll be the hardest thing you will ever do, you just gotta take it one day at a time. I was a heroin addict for 6 years. I never thought sobriety was possible, I thought I would die a heroin addict. I stole from friends and family, from the time I would wake up, until the time I would pass out heroin was my only focus. I have been sober for 8 years now, and I am still paying for some of the things I did. Good luck with your sobriety. It'll be the best decision you'll ever make.

    • @deandoss2105
      @deandoss2105 4 года назад +5

      Joel Christian try methadone for awhile bro saved my life over 20 yrs ago... stay lowest dose as possibly and only for 2 yrs tops. The constipation alone will kill you. 🙏✌️

    • @Tamari95
      @Tamari95 4 года назад +3

      @@phillipadrey539 Thank you, you need support, thats why people relapse. Encouragement and kind words go a long way.

  • @blessd24
    @blessd24 3 года назад +353

    I've never had a drink, a cigarette, or a drug in my life.
    This song was still emotional to listen to.

    • @Racshion
      @Racshion 3 года назад +14

      Congratulations

    • @littlelyss30
      @littlelyss30 3 года назад +22

      That just goes to show how universally powerful of a lyricist tom is! This song is so emotion evoking!

    • @johnbaker3375
      @johnbaker3375 3 года назад +43

      Don't ever start man. Hell awaits at the bottom of the bottle. I know.

    • @FallenAngel-xv5yz
      @FallenAngel-xv5yz 3 года назад +16

      So true john ... been there myself... im free now as well. Dont ever open that door.....

    • @TheTryingDutchman
      @TheTryingDutchman 3 года назад +9

      Stay smart and keep it that way!

  • @infinitymediaproductions4350
    @infinitymediaproductions4350 5 лет назад +68

    30 years...I had 30 years October 23, 2019. Still need reminders now and again why I don't fall back. Thank you Tom for this. We needed it today. Love to all in recovery.

    • @RyanTaylor228
      @RyanTaylor228 5 лет назад +7

      October 30th was my 4 years! Keep it up man!

    • @champagneshane9654
      @champagneshane9654 5 лет назад +4

      3 and a half years sober for me. Alcohol

    • @Caps78
      @Caps78 5 лет назад +3

      7 years this April. Keep up the fight folks!!!

    • @fritzcolburn
      @fritzcolburn 5 лет назад +2

      Had a slip in 2018 so back to just over a year. 15 over-all. For those that need the message.. Slips happen. You just get back up and start again.

    • @Boogerboys1990
      @Boogerboys1990 5 лет назад +2

      Quiters
      Jk. I just drink in moderations. You know 2-3 on a Friday Saturday maybe 5-6 playing some pool. It's called spirits for a reason. But some people just shouldn't drink. I'm a happy buzzer. Cheers y'all much blessings ♥️👍🤣😂

  • @angelphy4845
    @angelphy4845 4 года назад +491

    I'm 15 years sober from meth . . I have a very addictive personality if I can do it so can yall. . Have faith and never give up. .

    • @user-qt9ry2bj4h
      @user-qt9ry2bj4h 3 года назад +7

      Congrats!

    • @angelphy4845
      @angelphy4845 3 года назад +2

      @@user-qt9ry2bj4h thank you

    • @vesselvan733
      @vesselvan733 3 года назад +23

      2 weeks sober from meth, this comment gives me the strength to believe I can make it. Congrats, stranger. You're an inspiration.

    • @angelphy4845
      @angelphy4845 3 года назад +3

      @@vesselvan733 🖤❤💓❤🖤

    • @ayeeeeebitch
      @ayeeeeebitch 3 года назад +3

      @@vesselvan733 Keep going Babes my friend is clean now you can do it 💙

  • @amyclark9733
    @amyclark9733 Год назад +3

    I'm with you my teeth are rotting out too and trying so hard to fix it! I know thing happen for a reason I needed it to appreciate when I can fix it. I use to look down on people whether I realized it or not. Now I understand how easy it is to go down, and want better.

  • @jebustchrist4054
    @jebustchrist4054 4 года назад +191

    RUclips needs a heart option. You have no idea how much strength and how much of a difference music like this makes in people's life. Keep it up Tom. Much love.

  • @MPDGerblin
    @MPDGerblin 5 лет назад +2082

    I just hit 72 hours 25 minutes ago. having a hard time. I believe this came up right when i needed it

  • @caino313
    @caino313 4 года назад +231

    Never in my 38 years on this earth have i related to an artist as much as this man!!!

    • @benjamin9350
      @benjamin9350 3 года назад +1

      same

    • @xxfilthydxx1273
      @xxfilthydxx1273 3 года назад +1

      Same here. Same age too

    • @jynkillian5326
      @jynkillian5326 3 года назад +2

      Agreed

    • @beauison2770
      @beauison2770 3 года назад

      I was thinking the same thing...I'm feeling ALL this dude's work

    • @rosieborsellino703
      @rosieborsellino703 3 года назад

      Right 100% I totally agree on the same way I love him.. Music powerful for anyone that's in is or was never active addiction drunks alcohol ex❤️ many years I was a full blown black out drunk and drug addict. So amazing that you can turn your life around I never thought I could I was in the darkest of darkest days and I'm so proud to say glad to say I am sober 😁❤️ God bless us ❤️🙏❤️🙏 all always Amen I'm 34 now 😁❤️

  • @mutstang66
    @mutstang66 3 месяца назад +1

    Mad child's verse in this makes me cry everytime. Everything he says hits so close to home man. Addiction is no joke.

  • @leonardomenendez6389
    @leonardomenendez6389 4 года назад +405

    Just made 16 years sober. This song hit the feels.

    • @aesthetic__king8666
      @aesthetic__king8666 4 года назад +6

      Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better! -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 4 года назад +3

      Congrats my friend wish you the best of staying sober I've been blessed I've never had these addictions but I've seen the hell that it causes first hand from my mother and her addiction so congrats keep up the good work

    • @chevysforlife100
      @chevysforlife100 3 года назад +5

      I cant even make it a damn day without drinking. 👏 props to you

    • @thomasvankirk2675
      @thomasvankirk2675 3 года назад +2

      Good for you man... it never gets easier but it makes you stronger

    • @mattbrash
      @mattbrash 3 года назад +3

      @@chevysforlife100 don't give up, keep trying Man!

  • @DPWian
    @DPWian 4 года назад +1496

    Seeing him sweat in bed tossin n turnin.. I do NOT miss that smh. Never going back, 4 months healthy today.

    • @babaluski5
      @babaluski5 4 года назад +20

      God bless you.the struggle is over. I need to get there.

    • @Brad-ut1ro
      @Brad-ut1ro 4 года назад +8

      Keep fightin brother

    • @Brad-ut1ro
      @Brad-ut1ro 4 года назад +23

      babaluski5 I don’t want to b a downer, just real.. I’ve been clean for 8 years. The first few months r the hardest, but the fight never ends. I hope u and anyone else who knows how this feels can conquer this sickness. Best wishes

    • @babaluski5
      @babaluski5 4 года назад +19

      @@Brad-ut1ro thanks Brad. I need to find a way off this suboxone and klonipin. I've cold turkeyed so many times my body can't handle it. I just keep praying

    • @Brad-ut1ro
      @Brad-ut1ro 4 года назад +15

      babaluski5 well, I ain’t gonna lie. I’m still on suboxone as well. I’ve tried weaning off VERY slowly, but once I get below a certain amount the pain is intolerable and I inevitably relapse. But I also have other issues that contribute to the pain. So my doctor and I have been talkin for a long time about what to do, and I still don’t know. They say I can stay on it forever bc of the other issues causing the pain, but I never wanted that. We all just gotta figure out what’s right for us. As long as we do our best to stop hurtin ourselves and the ones we love I think we r on the right track

  • @kaylam5268
    @kaylam5268 5 лет назад +509

    I remember saying, “How do people actually go through a day NOT high? They can’t actually be happy.” Going on 7 years clean from heroin.. I am happier than I’ve ever been 🙏🏻❤️ God is good 🙌🏻

    • @cammo777
      @cammo777 5 лет назад +3

      Amen God is Always Good.But not to those that blaspheme Him and mock him with tattoos of Upside down Crosses like this student of Babylon.Time is short for the "Illuminated".Glory to Jesus Christ!

    • @ah088f
      @ah088f 5 лет назад +6

      Keep it up homie :) praying for you!

    • @chrisbrown7216
      @chrisbrown7216 5 лет назад +2

      👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 Amazing

    • @kaylam5268
      @kaylam5268 5 лет назад +2

      Thank you guys for all the love ❤️❤️🙈🙂

    • @edwardquigley6671
      @edwardquigley6671 5 лет назад +2

      We are all in this together. Never give up.

  • @daniellesmith9042
    @daniellesmith9042 Месяц назад +3

    Tom, I am both in sobriety and work at two recovery centers now. When I thought I wasnt strong enough, this song HIT HOME and reminded me of how far ive come. and my patients love your lyrics :) keep up the awesome work!!!

  • @noobtv4325
    @noobtv4325 4 года назад +420

    i was having a drink while i listened to this, i poured it out.. im done man,..

  • @randomgamingstreams7762
    @randomgamingstreams7762 3 года назад +205

    I’m 17 and was addicted to coke when I was 12 because of where I lived it was available, I’m just over 2 and a half years sober from my second relapse and this song was the only thing that helped me stay away from it during the pandemic and it’s still helping today. Thank you Tom, you’ll forever be one of my heros

    • @selenaingles5763
      @selenaingles5763 3 года назад +6

      Keep going! Your doing great ! I’m proud of you!

    • @jenniferheule2810
      @jenniferheule2810 3 года назад +6

      Stay strong you deserve the best

    • @deus0rcinus889
      @deus0rcinus889 3 года назад +6

      I know it's easier said than done, but take one day as it comes brother. Your stronger than you know

    • @drainbamage8656
      @drainbamage8656 3 года назад +7

      You can do it, RandomGaming. You stay sober. You ever need someone to talk to, I'll be there for you. :)

    • @brendadwan9234
      @brendadwan9234 3 года назад +3

      AMEN

  • @videos4korea
    @videos4korea 5 лет назад +235

    486 days for me...after 20 years of abusing everything...this song made me feel like going another 486 is easily possible, thank you guys for this

    • @MelbaSee
      @MelbaSee 5 лет назад +5

      Congrats, it gets better, I promise. Just keep holding on.

    • @northandsouthundivided9586
      @northandsouthundivided9586 5 лет назад +1

      Proud of you!

    • @Bobwehada_Babyitsaboy
      @Bobwehada_Babyitsaboy 5 лет назад +4

      742 the demons never stop knocking on the door. Loosing my son put me in a hard spiral south but I bit my lip put my head through the wall, pulled up my socks laced up my boots and walked through the fire. Never give never give in. Dont do it for any one but you and the ones you love.you have a friend here find me we can talk and get you through the low. The high is better here with you without the vise.

    • @thecrossing8715
      @thecrossing8715 5 лет назад

      @@northandsouthundivided9586 💯"Fighting Demons and I know I'll Win"#IAmCruceSignati ♥️ruclips.net/video/h0XH7Xz21i0/видео.html

    • @jessray4527
      @jessray4527 5 лет назад +1

      3 years sober. This made me cry from the truth and it described me perfectly. Thank you so much.

  • @vernrameyii455
    @vernrameyii455 Год назад +35

    146 Days Clean And Sober. I feel so much better. Clear headed and have emotions again. Feels amazing. This song hits home. Thank you. Next stop 147

    • @sandhillcranberry
      @sandhillcranberry Год назад +2

      Please continue to stay clean, trust me you will love the new you more than the old shit. When you are tempted play the movie out to the crappy end.

    • @RyanFowler-ho7lq
      @RyanFowler-ho7lq Год назад

      GOOOD JOB my buddy you dont need any of that BULLSHIT KEEPUP GOOD WORK AND DONT LET NO ONE TAKE YOU DOWN IM SOBER 8 YEARS AND I LOVE GREAT STORYS LIKE THIS GOD BLESS

    • @2Mushy
      @2Mushy 11 месяцев назад

      I am proud of you

  • @alabdulkhaaliq2491
    @alabdulkhaaliq2491 4 года назад +56

    Been going through this for 90% of my life! Awesome that someone brought it to the light instead of glorifying getting high and drunk! It's not a fun life and it gets lonely fast! You rock Tom!!!!🤘

    • @amberswartout675
      @amberswartout675 4 года назад

      Keep following the lord and keep in your recovery Tom is amazing and real as hell he a inspiration to my life

  • @williamfulcher314
    @williamfulcher314 3 года назад +134

    We're proud of the man you've become too Tom and madchild. When your doing good, people hate. When you're doing bad, no one notices. At least one fan cares. Know that.

    • @double_d_8885
      @double_d_8885 3 года назад +4

      Damn, the realest truest sh*t I've ever read.

    • @valiant69au
      @valiant69au 3 года назад

      Here to add to this choir

    • @shawnaheflin7806
      @shawnaheflin7806 3 года назад +1

      Im here to say i care too..yall keep up the great work..shine bright...and dont let the hate pull u down...

    • @candyfischer2225
      @candyfischer2225 3 года назад

      Me too Tom!!!❣️❣️❣️

  • @FtBallJock6
    @FtBallJock6 3 года назад +296

    I’m a recovered addict since 2014 a recovered alcoholic for 3 1/2 years next to liver failure and been cig free for 275 days and counting y’all can do this don’t sell your self short you’re a LION even if you don’t believe it yet!❤️

    • @julie-anneloffler6539
      @julie-anneloffler6539 3 года назад +2

      Yep. He's my soul sister 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

    • @testtest648
      @testtest648 3 года назад +3

      You can do it bro! 💪

    • @ItsLaurenE
      @ItsLaurenE 3 года назад +2

      My last street drug 1999, my 18th birthday, cigarette free 15 years, alcohol free 9 year as of 4/20/2021
      Stay strong man and keep up the great work!!! You are a living miracle 🥰

    • @FtBallJock6
      @FtBallJock6 3 года назад +3

      @@ItsLaurenE ❤️ wow that’s amazing and you keep up the great work too also i don’t know about a living miracle but def blessed🙃🙏 ty for sharing I hope it gives strength to those who are struggling and encouragement to those who are still fighting god bless❤️🙏

    • @ItsLaurenE
      @ItsLaurenE 3 года назад +1

      @William B i know tis rather ironic of all days to have my wake up call. Makes it super easy to remember
      ...
      Thank you so much 🥰

  • @amethystkortz4283
    @amethystkortz4283 Год назад +2

    Tim MacDonald and Nova Rockafeller are so in sync and have amazing chemistry with their art that even their movements are mirrored to eachother!

  • @Drewski8068
    @Drewski8068 5 лет назад +473

    Shout to all my recovering addicts ..the ones who fought for it all back .. and r.i.p to the ones who didn't get the chance

    • @jrbeckyhowell2987
      @jrbeckyhowell2987 4 года назад +9

      I always pray for the ones picking up for the first time tonight and the ones who will pick up for the last time tonight. Every 8 sec. A addict will die. Stay strong. I believe in you

    • @jeneaprien1928
      @jeneaprien1928 4 года назад +4

      My brother Adam never got the chance ): this year will be 3 years since he passed and it hurts everyday

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 4 года назад +1

      yeah.

    • @jeremeysmelltoast7829
      @jeremeysmelltoast7829 4 года назад +2

      Still climbing back out of the hole but doing better, just wish I could find work , and now w Corona virus. I'm screwed

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 4 года назад +1

      We all are. Ican buy fn food but glad to say they closed the boarders here and cut me off from dope ;)

  • @carlagarcia7689
    @carlagarcia7689 5 лет назад +232

    As an addict, still struggling to get sober, this song gave me hope. I want to try and make my life better before it's to late.

    • @patcruise1323
      @patcruise1323 5 лет назад +11

      There is hope and help out there for you. If I can do it you can too. Been clean since 10/10/16.

    • @zachaugustine893
      @zachaugustine893 5 лет назад +9

      You got this.

    • @johncarr3745
      @johncarr3745 5 лет назад +8

      Keep pushing you can do it

    • @transformer9394
      @transformer9394 5 лет назад +9

      You can get clean! I was a strung out addict on Oxy's. It's a rough road! You have to be dedicated and really want a better life!! Good Luck to you!! GOD BLESS!

    • @TyPhooNsWAVE
      @TyPhooNsWAVE 5 лет назад +11

      Carla, I pray that our Heavenly father breaks your chain of addiction forever and heals all wounds it has left. In Jesus name. amen!

  • @slicingonions4398
    @slicingonions4398 5 лет назад +2422

    Haven't had a needle in my arm since August 19th 2019

  • @RhondaGriffith-bx2jf
    @RhondaGriffith-bx2jf Год назад +1

    90 days sober yesterday. Had a relapse. I love you husband😂❤❤❤❤❤ I share your music every single day and post to you several times every day! You da man!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @addieanders5809
    @addieanders5809 5 лет назад +268

    Timing is everything. I needed this reminder today. 13 years - "this is that war that I'll fight forever". Thank you for the words and the video. This song is fucking EVERYTHING. 🖤

    • @KM-ud9jg
      @KM-ud9jg 5 лет назад +1

      🖤🙌

    • @addieanders5809
      @addieanders5809 5 лет назад

      @@jwalch1 One day at a time, always. Thank you

    • @Mxjik
      @Mxjik 5 лет назад +1

      Salute

    • @desperatedave3573
      @desperatedave3573 5 лет назад

      timing is everything indeed.. soo manny songs I find on youtubes underground, just when i needed it, they say,, god works in mysterious ways..

    • @lamarmcalister2449
      @lamarmcalister2449 5 лет назад

      Suck it up buttercup

  • @thedisconnectedwife4165
    @thedisconnectedwife4165 4 года назад +80

    Is it just me or has "rap music" as we knew it, just evolved. Thank you Tom and Nova. You two are extraordinary.

  • @cherrienorris1780
    @cherrienorris1780 4 года назад +509

    I have 32 years clean, this hit home and brought tears to my eyes. This fight is never over.

    • @alexrasev8494
      @alexrasev8494 4 года назад +41

      You have been winning for 32 years. No reason to lose now. Keep up the great work!

    • @booblahoopla5841
      @booblahoopla5841 4 года назад +14

      Alex Rašev most wholesome comment ever

    • @teote777
      @teote777 4 года назад +11

      Same. This song hits home.... it makes my heart swell every time. Every time.
      MuchLove and thanks for Mr. Macdonald and Mr. MadChild.

    • @chubbssstuff3101
      @chubbssstuff3101 4 года назад +12

      This fight is never over,
      This fight wont ever die,
      No matter how often I lash out,
      No matter how hard I try,
      It doesnt mean that I bitch out
      It doesnt mean I wont cry,
      It means I'm a fucking WARRIOR
      till the day I fucking die.
      Something I say to myself every day. Now, I say that and listen to this.

    • @miguel246
      @miguel246 4 года назад +4

      Big props to you ❤️

  • @YxYzYx
    @YxYzYx 13 дней назад +2

    Ya’ll got this ❤ wherever you’re at, no matter who you are 🫶 January 2025 is the 7th year of my recovery, and the 5th consecutive year of sobriety. Yep I fell after the first 18 months sober, but I got back up and put in 5 years clean. You can too.

  • @angelabuxton2237
    @angelabuxton2237 3 года назад +103

    I lost my husband to alcoholism . He was 42 yrs. old . He simply didn't have the strength to overcome it . My heart goes out to everyone battling addiction / depression . Love to all ❤

    • @phangirlable
      @phangirlable 3 года назад +5

      I'm so sorry. :( * hugs*
      My dad struggled with alcoholism (and smoking) and managed to get sober after many years but still had an addiction to sleeping pills because of his insomnia. People can be so cruel to people who struggle with addiction when the cause/starting point is always past trauma, mental health issues etc. My dad lived through the horror of the end days of WWII as a little boy.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 3 года назад +1

      Im so so sorry. I need to fix that same issue... So easy to drink a 12 pack plus daily... It's hard. I've had a good life, but this appears to have taken over unfortunately. I'm 35 right now.

    • @77kopy
      @77kopy 3 года назад

      So sorry for your loss

    • @avoidralph
      @avoidralph 8 месяцев назад

      I'm a struggling alcoholic myself... I can't speak for him but please know that we try and try and fail and fail over and over again. He most assuredly died trying to make everyone around him happy even though he was miserable. Rest well

  • @n.o_n.a.m.e
    @n.o_n.a.m.e 4 года назад +236

    I’ve had this song on repeat nonstop. I might only be 13 but I’ve been through people telling me to kill myself, my best friend ended her life. I’ve watched my mother fall apart and not care about me anymore. I’ve almost ended my life. This song makes me tear up because it showed me that I’m not alone. I’m gonna keep fighting till my last breath.

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 4 года назад +10

      Hello I do not know you but do not give up this fight you have so much to live for I promise you when you look back a year after being sober you'll say my God all the things I didn't see that were right in front of me

    • @n.o_n.a.m.e
      @n.o_n.a.m.e 4 года назад +9

      @Me thank you so much this means so much to me 💖

    • @n.o_n.a.m.e
      @n.o_n.a.m.e 4 года назад +6

      @@johnpuckett899 thank you so much! I love how everyone is so nice in this comment section and people actually understand me

    • @Lalypop222
      @Lalypop222 3 года назад +8

      Never give up!!! Im sorry for your loss.

    • @righteous_lute6194
      @righteous_lute6194 3 года назад +11

      I dont know how you feel about God but ill pray for you. Your life has value and I wish I could help more but I just wanted to stop and show some love God Bless keep going. I'm sorry for your loss btw

  • @bryandinardi5728
    @bryandinardi5728 3 года назад +142

    Tom, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart..I was told to listen to this song and I’m proud to say I’m home from detox and rehab, 30 days clean off benzoes..Your my inspiration, I can’t thank you enough, you’ve changed my life for the better!

    • @theovansteijn1135
      @theovansteijn1135 2 года назад +3

      Benzo. You have seen Satan.

    • @selenarivas436
      @selenarivas436 2 года назад

      Congrats

    • @lisagray
      @lisagray 2 года назад +1

      Same!!! 5 bars a day. Dr prescribed. Now clean and happy. F big pharma! Congrats to you!!!!!!

    • @me124
      @me124 2 года назад

      Been there also. It was hell withdrawing like close to heroin detox which I also am familiar with but due I take no substance anymore as my health is not good.

    • @DannyCrow-16YearsAnd-
      @DannyCrow-16YearsAnd- 2 года назад

      @@me124 for me benzos were way way harder to withdraw from than heroin.

  • @maxinebaker4489
    @maxinebaker4489 Год назад +1

    THANK GOD AMEN 🙏❤ Aussie fan, 🇦🇺 Australia.. God Bless & Prayers 🙏🌹🌹 powerful messages Madchild. ❤Tom & Nova❤ ❤🙏🌹🌹

  • @Repentingfromthisworld
    @Repentingfromthisworld 3 года назад +758

    Yesterday I was arrested, I was blackout drunk at a bar and I ended up in jail, my girlfriend packed her things and left. I just found this song and it hit me hard. It’s time for me to change for the better. I will fight, I have been struggling since I was 18, I’m 21 now. My life has been a constant drug to me. But it’s time for it to change. Thank you for making this song, truly inspiring.

    • @dothraki7596
      @dothraki7596 3 года назад +29

      Keep the faith young man, you've got this!!

    • @thatonesatelliteguy
      @thatonesatelliteguy 3 года назад +21

      Been there man just glad I never woke up in jail many times I should have

    • @newguy3588
      @newguy3588 3 года назад +15

      @@thatonesatelliteguy Damn, yeah. No shit, eh? I need to stop before I do end up in jail too.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 3 года назад +21

      We are in the same boat brother... we got this. It's so hard.

    • @hamhi98
      @hamhi98 3 года назад +15

      Keep your head up dude you got this, dont let the devil take your soul

  • @paulybeltran3633
    @paulybeltran3633 4 года назад +125

    I could never imagine I would be the person people lable a "junky" but I did go that route been struggling with it for almost 7 years! I'm luccy to be alive and fight another day it's been almost 2 days no poison in my body!! I listen to Tom to help me get thru!! This man is so underrated 90% of these "mainstream rappers" have nothing on Tom period! Thanx for helping me get thru these tough times

    • @markmartin2670
      @markmartin2670 4 года назад +2

      Are you still going

    • @raenfairy
      @raenfairy 4 года назад +2

      I hope you're still doing well 💕

    • @ademon2644
      @ademon2644 4 года назад +1

      The more you feed the beast the stronger it gets

    • @ks5526
      @ks5526 4 года назад +2

      I hope you’re still going strong, Bro.

    • @paulybeltran3633
      @paulybeltran3633 4 года назад +8

      Thanks to everyone of y'all!!! I slipped up but im 37 days clean

  • @kimberlylamantia7794
    @kimberlylamantia7794 2 года назад +275

    I only lasted 3 days being sober but tomorrow is another day and this song gives me strength 🙏💪 Thank you.

    • @gabethegreat722
      @gabethegreat722 2 года назад +5

      U can do it. Just remember, if u dont start again, u wont have to stop again. Love and prayers for u 💞👍 #HOG4LIFE

    • @kimberlylamantia7794
      @kimberlylamantia7794 2 года назад +2

      @@gabethegreat722 Thank you for your encouragement. I really appreciate it. I need to get my act together 💖

    • @Leisurelee53
      @Leisurelee53 2 года назад +2

      Find the little things that give it to you. You're not going to win any other way than those dailys

    • @Jrb8k3n
      @Jrb8k3n 2 года назад +3

      Listen bro time is the enemy, love is your savior

    • @kimberlylamantia7794
      @kimberlylamantia7794 2 года назад +1

      @@nickhayden2299 Thank you for your encouragement. I really needed to hear it ☺️

  • @JessiexWx
    @JessiexWx 7 месяцев назад +12

    '' THIS IS THE WAR THAT I'LL FIGHT FOREVER'' hits hard every time ...

  • @pennyblackfeathercoutlee8096
    @pennyblackfeathercoutlee8096 5 лет назад +470

    My oldest son is in a Florida mental hospital for alcohol and drugs. He is also bipolar and having a hard time.. Being his mother and him 33 yrs old, I’m fighting his demons with him ....I want my son back, the old son... thanks for this song

    • @gageleach7885
      @gageleach7885 5 лет назад +5

      im so sorry..

    • @rachaelturner6073
      @rachaelturner6073 5 лет назад +19

      You wont get you old son back, you I'll get some one new and even happier once he has recovered and understands to cope, some battles take longer then other but you always come out someone different for the better on the other side. -a substance abuse counselor who is 7 years and 4 months clean.

    • @НиколайСизов-т3щ
      @НиколайСизов-т3щ 5 лет назад +2

      lol

    • @DylansMom.
      @DylansMom. 5 лет назад +2

      I'm sending you lots of Love and light sweet mama. I'm very sorry for the pain and suffering you and your son are in. I lost my 22 yr old son to depression, alcoholism & addiction...It's devastating & incredibly difficult. I'm praying for you both.

    • @matthewcobb5273
      @matthewcobb5273 5 лет назад +4

      Don't ever stop fighting for him, ever! No matter how hard it gets, no matter how much you think its making him hate you, you keep fighting that battle for him for as long as he lives. Even when he seems strong enough to fight it on his own, you stand beside him and continue to fight and support him. My little sister was an addict and after years was finally diagnosed as bipolar. We thought that she was turning a corner, and things were looking better... We lost my little sister to addiction this past July, and it has destroyed my mother. Her only solace has been that she knows she fought for my sister to get better every single day until her last. I pray that the path for your son has a better ending than my sisters did, but know that no matter how bad things get, deep down he knows you love him and that you are fighting for him.

  • @erichutcheons9023
    @erichutcheons9023 3 года назад +77

    Relapsed today after over a year sober, i know i will keep drinking today, it's too late now, but listening to this song gives me the strength to fight that urge to fill my glass again tomorrow when I wake up. Refuse to let one slip up bring me down again and send me down that spiral of self destruction, You are an inspiration Tom!

    • @rjportland267
      @rjportland267 3 года назад +4

      I've never made it past 90 days sober. Keep faith, brother, it's hard as hell to defeat this addiction.

    • @jasminemclamb2081
      @jasminemclamb2081 3 года назад +9

      You’ve got this! One day at a time. Remember how much better you felt sober? Cling to that so you can get back to it. We’re all rooting for you!

    • @MrThaumaturge
      @MrThaumaturge 3 года назад +4

      You got this and the comments above prove that humans are full of humanity so reach out to anyone near you that you trust and have a shoulder there for you in physical support as it is clear as day that there is support from many online who know the battle ... start again and start stronger this time, you got this!!

    • @debrap9448
      @debrap9448 3 года назад +11

      Remember, 1 is too many, and 1000 is never enough. Stay strong, don’t take that drink.

    • @hannahwinchester777
      @hannahwinchester777 3 года назад +1

      @@debrap9448 that is a great statement-thanks❤

  • @Morgan-ic
    @Morgan-ic 3 года назад +93

    "I have my scars I'll always remember. I lost it all, and never surrendered."
    Lost everything, made it to state prison twice by the time I was 23... been clean 4 years, married with my second child on the way, and I graduate from nursing school in 3 months... Never give up. Love this song! I love these two! True talent

    • @nathanjones841
      @nathanjones841 3 года назад +1

      Congratulations! Keep up the great work!

    • @snelson5871
      @snelson5871 3 года назад +1

      Same. Prison twice before I was 23. I didnt get visits or money on my books either bits. Came out with nothing but an outfit both times. Same when I left my ex wife.

    • @Men_In_Jesus
      @Men_In_Jesus 3 года назад +1

      God bless you so much!!!!!

    • @byron_7774
      @byron_7774 3 года назад +1

      Wow..amazing.

    • @kingschen1394
      @kingschen1394 3 года назад +1

      Gratz dude, i been clean off dope for 6 years

  • @jamesthomas9005
    @jamesthomas9005 Год назад +2

    I love ya bro, for being honest, for being inspiration, for being open, for being you big homie. Keep it moving they can't stop you. And we ride with ya.

  • @williamgear8570
    @williamgear8570 5 лет назад +182

    Mental health and sobriety NEED to be talked about. Love what you all are doing to bring it to light and tell your stories

    • @Thranotheoneandonly
      @Thranotheoneandonly 5 лет назад +3

      It wont be talked about during this racially devided era we're in...if everyone goes through something who cares, but if more poc go through something than white people its a tragedy - the"woke" brigade

    • @danielworley6443
      @danielworley6443 5 лет назад +3

      I have issues some of them are spoken in this song but I try to fight them alone it gets hard

    • @crownhic6827
      @crownhic6827 5 лет назад +2

      @@danielworley6443 stay strong and if you have to do it by yourself, then, do it for yourself. Head up and move forward. Think positive and positive things happen. It may take longer than you want, but I'm serious, it works. Godspeed, Daniel.

    • @williamgear8570
      @williamgear8570 5 лет назад +1

      Daniel keep your head up

    • @xotristan
      @xotristan 5 лет назад

      It is talked about. In fact too much to the point that its over saturated and even used as an excuse to commit hella crimes.

  • @kloroform1681
    @kloroform1681 4 года назад +92

    I just got out a month ago from doing four years in state prison, due mostly to the lifestyle that comes with addiction. I've been clean now for years. This song reminds me of how I feel on the inside, and I'm not alone. I'm proud of who I've become. Thank you, Tom MacDonald *and MadChild. This is my new anthem.

  • @Digital_Alchemy
    @Digital_Alchemy 2 года назад +121

    This is real shit. I'm 50 & recovering from Alcohol, Opiates & Coke. You can't write shit like this unless you been there. I've always been into metal, blues & a little country, but Tom & Nova produce some of the realist, well spoken & straight forward points I've ever heard. Drugs, Political, Preferences, all the tough shit to throw on the table. And the words are FAIR, unlike the media. He doesn't intend to piss off anyone, but doesn't care if he does. That's truth. Balanced truth. They could be doing opera or bluegrass, it wouldn't matter. Their msg would still scream out loud. Thank you for what you do. We ALL (yes I said ALL in 2022) need the words you say. You ARE making a difference. Love from NC... Jordan

    • @ordinarybear7037
      @ordinarybear7037 2 года назад

      I hope you FREE-ING good though and never slip too many sips, s-word can cut deep.
      kind regards alls

    • @courtneygroh5433
      @courtneygroh5433 2 года назад

      PREACH!! YAAASSSS 🙏🙏🙌🙌

    • @christopheraiken7706
      @christopheraiken7706 2 года назад

      What does “free-ing” mean?

    • @christopheraiken7706
      @christopheraiken7706 2 года назад

      Also how dose one slip to many sips? (Your words not mine) I’m also curious What “s” word do you speak of that cuts deeply? I’m genuinely confused

    • @johnnyhellard2756
      @johnnyhellard2756 2 года назад +2

      I'm the same,metal,classic rock, my bro n law turned me on too him an he has inspired me an thats not easy. I'm a jaded formal alcoholic, drug didn't matter,anything to kill pain. Your right,this cat has lived it not like the fake wanna bes who sing words wrote for them. Ironically one of my demons I stopped now keeps me going. I'm not dying of stage 3 lung cancer an end stage emphysema. The pain gets to be too much an if I want to get out of bed to spend time with my wife an kids,I got to break an take pain killers but it's all how you do it. Stay strong.

  • @Mark-wd8cj
    @Mark-wd8cj Год назад +9

    It's not about the Person you used to be .... it's about the person you are today !!!

  • @thepsychologyofheaven
    @thepsychologyofheaven 2 года назад +501

    Hi Tom I am a therapist and I am contacting you because I have just come across your incredibly passionate, well timed, powerful testimonies regarding many important issues. I work with homeless men struggling with addiction and mental health issues and they continually told me to check out this rapper that talks about real life issues and doesn’t glamorize evil. As a disabled veteran and heart transplant recipient I found more insight and wisdom in your poetry than I have in many other areas. God bless you and your family 🕊

    • @yonaphiri845
      @yonaphiri845 2 года назад +1

      Am asking for u email account

    • @StephJ.9120
      @StephJ.9120 Год назад +5

      So beautiful put / said! ♥️🤘🏼

    • @Reyes_Raps
      @Reyes_Raps Год назад

      NEW MADCHILD MUSIC VIDEO AVAILABLE ON MY CHANNEL!!! HAVE YOU HEARD "ALL GOOD?"

    • @kinetix413
      @kinetix413 Год назад +1

      Being in a group of armed people going into countries without an infrastructure for politicians who blatantly lied is like a bunch of lions fighting a single dog. Under this circumstances you even left as the loser. Does it feel like still being a man or did you finally realize that was pretty soft? Just wondering.

    • @jacknorton6780
      @jacknorton6780 Год назад

      ​@@kinetix413 Squat when you pee do ya ??? Sad troll...

  • @Flamingpiano
    @Flamingpiano 4 года назад +91

    As a recovering depressive I've come to understand preventing suicide isn't about chasing good feelings, but remembering you still have good to do.
    You're alive for a reason, don't short change humanity, you still have work to do.

    • @curtisevans8698
      @curtisevans8698 4 года назад

      I don’t owe anybody fuckall, and nobody owes me anything, except my uncle borrowing money from me :/

    • @monkaW_
      @monkaW_ 4 года назад +3

      From Tom’s song “Angels” “heavens got enough angels, stay here on earth” 💕

    • @BasedRanger
      @BasedRanger 4 года назад

      I've learned this lesson recently myself. I thank God everyday for the challenges. I've got mountains to climb again, and I can't ask for more than that.

    • @VinnyC614
      @VinnyC614 4 года назад

      🥺

    • @JPinthe719
      @JPinthe719 3 года назад

      Yeah, I love listening to Angels. Have tried to check out 4 times and I always say the 5th time will be the last. Wannabe is another good one. Somedays are tough. Thank God for music.

  • @shilohstore6086
    @shilohstore6086 5 лет назад +342

    Addiction is so alienating that something as simple as a song by somebody who relates to you and knows your pain can give you enough strength to pull yourself out of the hole you're in.......

    • @lawrenceshdow
      @lawrenceshdow 5 лет назад +8

      Just a month ago he was shitting on mac lethal for his sobriety and drug addiction. Made fun of people who can't drink because they might fall back into worse habits. It wasn't just mac that he shit on; it was all of us.

    • @allybandy3047
      @allybandy3047 5 лет назад +2

      @@lawrenceshdow Also you need to know that Tom and Mac resolved their issues and are on okay terms. If you are a Lethal fan then you should follow his example.

    • @lawrenceshdow
      @lawrenceshdow 5 лет назад +2

      @@allybandy3047 nah.. I think Tom's full of shit. I dont like mac lethal all that much either. He used to make pretty good albums; but his youtube music is just gimmicky short vids.
      And Tom didnt go after just Mac Lethal. Tom shit on everyone who's that type of person with drug addiction issues to deal with.

    • @lawrenceshdow
      @lawrenceshdow 5 лет назад +3

      @@joshuaschultz6012 Im not dick riding because I dislike toms bs. I couldn't care much less for mac lethals shit. It can exist or not without mattering to me. I just think shitting on "the type" of people with drug addiction issues and then not long later making this is telling of how fake the dude is.
      And I don't think me writing that opinion is going to effect anyone's enjoyment of the song.

    • @joshuaschultz6012
      @joshuaschultz6012 5 лет назад +5

      @@lawrenceshdow I can see where you're coming from but if you know anything about dis tracks / battle rap you know that nothing is off limits. You try to cut as deep as you can even if it doesn't follow your belief system. Regardless you have the right to feel as you feel and I respect that. What I have an issue with is that when someone says that the have felt alienated and that this song helped them feel like they are not alone, that is not the time to try and take that away with your beliefs. Have a little compassion and know that your words do have an effect.

  • @Cody-no3zy
    @Cody-no3zy Год назад +2

    I will be 2 years sober on july 8th from meth an heroin, thank you tom mcdonald, nova, an madchild for your words

  • @thinlineofsanity1035
    @thinlineofsanity1035 3 года назад +94

    Nova is like this angel in the background that makes the song literally amazing. Tom is great, but her voice with his is what makes the songs amazing.
    They are literally the best, and I can see they know how lucky they are to have each other.

    • @jpoeng
      @jpoeng 3 года назад +2

      We are meant to have a partner according to God’s design… These two, I think, are meant for each other. ☺️

  • @kensingtonpride
    @kensingtonpride 5 лет назад +459

    12 months yesterday.
    One sober day turned into two days, then 5 days.
    Then the weekend.
    And then another ~50 weeks.
    You can do it, stay strong.

    • @real_juice4209
      @real_juice4209 5 лет назад +8

      kensingtonpride stay with it, before u know it, it will have been so long u won’t even count, because you know your not going back, that’s the true finish line, it’s a mental place not so much a time thing. Good luck out there, u got this!!!!!

    • @polynesianmovtgp7439
      @polynesianmovtgp7439 5 лет назад +5

      You inspire me bro. Longest I've been clean was 150 days last year. Ain't dead yet

    • @thecaramelcasanova2123
      @thecaramelcasanova2123 5 лет назад +1

      Same congrats

    • @allansmasterspowerlifting.390
      @allansmasterspowerlifting.390 5 лет назад +3

      Congratulations just celebrated 5 years January 11th if can get sober anyone can

    • @zakross9780
      @zakross9780 5 лет назад +2

      get it STAY STRONG

  • @Bree660
    @Bree660 4 года назад +41

    9 years clean. 🙋‍♀️ "When I lost it all and never surrendered." This song hit me so hard I had Niagara falls running down my face. I appreciate you all making this amazing song. ❤

  • @Fmr.PBAJoeJenkinsII
    @Fmr.PBAJoeJenkinsII Год назад +7

    This video needs to be shown in every Rehab, AA and NA meeting. As a recovering Alcoholic I can relate to every single lyric. Thanks Tom!!!

  • @JSparkles
    @JSparkles 5 лет назад +4425

    If you can't relate to the song... Consider yourself lucky.

    • @terriwebb5093
      @terriwebb5093 5 лет назад +39

      Amen

    • @ROWSELLTV
      @ROWSELLTV 5 лет назад +175

      for the people that can't relate, I pray that you never can because i wouldnt wish addiction onto my worst enemy

    • @aceboon6795
      @aceboon6795 5 лет назад +43

      @@ROWSELLTV I feel the same way a man but it's such a damn shame some people have such weak will sometimes, addictions aren't always drugs damn near anything can be abused to a point of detriment if you let it and damn near anything in moderation can be managed...in my experience and opinion that is

    • @nomics88
      @nomics88 5 лет назад +15

      @@aceboon6795 that's real

    • @nomics88
      @nomics88 5 лет назад +10

      @@aceboon6795 That is real.

  • @munichhelles
    @munichhelles 5 лет назад +152

    When you can go on RUclips and look at the comment section on a video and see almost literally nothing but love and respect and encouragement, these days that’s how you know you’re making the most of your talent and bringing people together with your skills. You’re real AF, Tom.

    • @uniqueysurvives
      @uniqueysurvives 5 лет назад +7

      My comment was-
      RUclips: trolls everywhere
      Tom's comment section: bliss, love and much more.
      Still got haters replying lol. But hey, we need balance in life. Someones gotta be the troll.

    • @Lj_is_stoned
      @Lj_is_stoned 5 лет назад +3

      You right man...respect to tom

    • @TheBostonboy95
      @TheBostonboy95 5 лет назад +2

      Jorden Berger I guess I’m the troll then if I’m just being honest I thought this song was awful I mean I like toms messaging but the reason for all the positive comments on RUclips is because people know who tom is but in reality no one cares for him or his music besides his fan base so the only ones clicking on his videos really are his fans, this is their little “safe space” in a way not a lot of haters just toms fans enjoying his music together. I don’t think Tom is a bad rapper but I definitely feel he is too repetitive and contradictory for my liking.
      - thoughts from the troll

    • @eljefe5957
      @eljefe5957 5 лет назад +3

      Great observation

    • @StrategicWealthLLC
      @StrategicWealthLLC 4 года назад

      You know a person by the company they keep. Tom keeps very good company. So do we all.

  • @DawnSchwantkeXX
    @DawnSchwantkeXX 4 года назад +50

    Within the last 24 hours- I Shazam'd this song off a friend's playlist, listened to it about 35 times, spent 3 hours listening to Tom's other songs on RUclips, and bought a ticket to his show in Minneapolis this fall.

    • @karmafrazier582
      @karmafrazier582 4 года назад +4

      I just got a ticket as well for my son and I to one of his shows! And I haven't been to any in over 10 years. My 14 year old son turned me on to him just last week. Now I can't stop listening to his 🎶

    • @iJumpsin
      @iJumpsin 4 года назад +1

      Dude let's go together I got one too

  • @burtonchevier3055
    @burtonchevier3055 Год назад +6

    Tom I just wanted to say thank you. My names Burton today is my 21 birthday and I am a year and half sober of cocaine and alcohol. You and others like you who have been there are such an inspiration to people like me. Keep up the good work brother. God bless

    • @TheMountain120
      @TheMountain120 11 месяцев назад +2

      congratulations. I hope you are doing well and continue to have the amazing life you deserve. keep fighting.

  • @tylerc5311
    @tylerc5311 Год назад +1

    Addicts turn to drugs and alcohol because they feel their emotions much more than others do. Feeling so angry, inadequate, insecure, less than, uncomfortable in our own skin, all the while trying to numb ourselves from what we're feeling. For all those struggling with their demons, remember that you are so much more than the bad decisions you've made in life. Stay strong and keep in mind you have a higher purpose and calling than to rot away from drugs. I hid from myself for more than a decade with H and I forgot what it was to feel alive and strive towards a better future, a better life for me, my loved ones and my family. Give yourself a chance to succeed and you will reach the stars. You've got this.