Why you CAN’T Leave an Abusive Relationship | TRAUMA BONDING (Stephanie Lyn Coaching)
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Yes. This definitely feels like a drug addiction. Even when I'm screaming inside my head. Trying to remind myself how bad it makes me feel. I still want to hear him be nice to me one more time fully knowing it won't last.
jenomi72 you’re not alone!!! I feel the exact same way! I’m on day 1 (for the thousandth time) 😣. I just want him to be nice, loving, and caring; but it’s not going to last and I have no idea how to show him I’m serious THIS time. I thought I was serious all the other times. I’m just going to do like she says, and when I want him to be nice to me, Im just going to do my damndest to be nice to me instead or phone a friend. I’m wishing all the strength and encouragement you need to stay away. BLESSINGS TO YOU 😘❤️
Same here
Spot on!!! Get out if you can ladies before he leaves you, it was like drug addiction for me too & i threatened many times to be over, but i just couldnt let go & he knew it!! I desperately clung to that one more beautiful moment, always hoping it would change that he would show me the love i gave him, it drove me literally crazy & in the end he ended it.........over the phone mind you, im still suffering over a year later!!!! Get out!!! You deserve the world not that shit!!!!❤ STANDARDS & BOUNDARIES, I lost them all & myself!!
No more crumbs!!!!!!
@@k4obama day one every single day..and now im stack with the anger..im so mad all the time
Took me 34 years to understand. Unbelievable trust your gut it never lies to you
So true! This is very eye opening!
@Viva los pepes Took me 39 years to understand. My gut feeling said Enough is Enough and I put it in ACTION. Divorce a PAINFUL process going into my 3rd year, But I'm receiving DAILY STRENGTH from My CREATOR. I'm TRUSTING His outcome for My LIFE. My Battle belongs to Him. My Abuser is is Creation too and He needs to Re-create him Spiritually so that he can Heal & Surrender his Abusive Traits.
Wow!!!
This comment section is comical. Y’all took 30+ years to leave a man that beat the snot out of y’all while there are great men out there, waiting for the chance? Ridiculous man, smh. Women enabling the abuse is extremely underrated.
Sean Smith many reasons why people stay in an abusive relationship. Don’t judge someone who had took that long to move on. You don’t know who they are or what their specific obstacles and hurdles someone has to go through. Don’t judge anyone that is in this situation. It’s no different than slut shaming or how some parents blame their own child for being molested by their spouse. Responses like this isn’t helping anyone by judging anyone you really don’t know about.
“You built up a tolerance for abuse.” -😣 you explained exactly how I have felt for years but couldn’t explain and hid it.
It makes sense to me
Makes no sense
I hope people see this before they have spent as many years in it as I have. Now he is disabled, and any chance of me having a different life are gone. Please people, follow this advice while you are young enough to enjoy some happiness, and freedom in your life.
Linda H. I needed this. Hopefully I can finally let go.
I'm trying every day
i would leave him disabled and go have fun...i know it sounds mean but shit he did it to himself...you are not his maid and you can find either peace or another man who is healthy
I too have a disabled bully I cannot leave, my heart goes out to you.
I’ve been doing this for 10 years I’m still trying to get out. I leave them I get sucked back in with backlash and promises of change how I can’t leave the family that my kids should be my main priority. Get out with the first reg flags don’t spend years ...he has isolated me so well that I do not know one person on this planet anymore. I don’t even talk to my family.
Argh the worst is the relationships you lose because people got tired of you going back or making excuses for the person who is litterally breaking you apart. So even when you leave the relationship, you are often alone and tend to go back just to have someone.
Omgggg exactly
Better to be alone for a while. Work on healing yourself. God will then bring healthy balanced people in your life after working on yourself. 🙏✨🦋
Can we like all help each other. I’m nearly there because they keep you secluded
Ummm no
@@Tatycharmz give it to God, I had to , had a 25 yr addiction / entanglement this man wasnt even my friend !!
“You have to decide that you want to be happy.” Yes. It’s so hard at first when you leave. But once you leave, you’ll feel that weight lift off your shoulders.
This is not true for me
Leaving and not feeling the weight lifted but feeling like I’m dying 😢
😢😔
I am in this right now and don't know what to do you are a very strong person
@@candygirlintxI am right behind you dear don't know what to do 😢😢
That was the biggest statement she made for me as well ❤
Its hard to admit but shes right ...its hard to accept who the person really is your always looking for them to show you love and affection like they did at the beginning
Hardest part it’s to accept who they really are.
@@roxanabarrezueta9784 Yes and to know that they really didn't love you. It was all just a manipulative con job to gain access and control over you and your entire life. I don't think we choose them. They have done research on us and then begin to seek us out. Then shower us woth goey compliments. Saying little charming romantic things. Then always there. Like a bad penny, you try to get rid of and its back. Everytime it returns it gets itself mixed deeper into the piggy bank and its harder to root this bad penny out of your life. They either manipulative you into getting married or even sometimes get you pregnant. It's all a game to them in gaining control of your life. So they can bring total chaos, while steeling your self esteem, and totally overtaking your entire being and life. Until you no longer know who you are anymore, and you are unrecognizable to yourself or your family and friends. They think the other person is wonderful and you're just a crazy person. Because you've been living in this alternate reality. This utopian spin zone, gaslighting, madness, living in a house of the twilight zone. You wake up one day realizing you never chose them, they chose you. So you've been trying to keep your vows to them and God. Not wanting to break up your family. And one day you realize you're not even a part of your own family. You're left home alone. While this stranger who you never really knew is enjoying spending time with your family and you don't even exist anymore. Them you are trying to make sense of it all and trying to get your family back. But they look at you like who are you? And this person who's taken over your life is so awesome and they're cold to you because they were told or given the impression you didn't care enough about them to participate in their lives. But the truth is this person pushed you out and gaslighted them, loved bombed them, and just like they entwined and took over your life...did it to your children, grandchildren, and family. They have been manipulated into devaluing you, and casting you aside. So hurt by you thinking you didn't care about them, but everyone was really manipulated, brainwashed into thinking you didn't want to be with them. If it hadn't happened to me I would never believe it myself if you told me....
Now it's trying to get out of the twilight zone ✔️
@@gracewins7318 wow so true I can relate OMG 😲
The person that loved you at first was a FRONT he put on
But the problem still lies in ourselves. If you feel empty and unlovable you will have this craving for love and affection. If you heal your childhood wounds, you don't have the same craving for affection. You like it when its there, but you don't need it in that way.
She’s like the cool aunt you want to call when you have boy problems.
I feel so stuck and scared I’m only 23
@@Tatycharmz same and I’m also 23 😭
I'm 23 but I guess it's time to leave
I'm 42 and have wanted to leave for several years... But this guy is a whole different level of narcissist. He has a God complex on top of a Great salesman (makes his love bombing believable) and comes across as someone who is so successful at everything you can think & most of it isn't a lie, but a lot is inflated. I am in the process of meeting with a lawyer.
@@angelamarie79 I'm in the same situation...how are you doing? I'm 43. from Little Rock, Arkansas.
I set boundaries with him when we first met, but I became weak and he walked all over them because I let him
Thats Exactly What We Do. Start Standing Up For Yourself Again.
They 💯 test you to see if you'll back up your boundaries.
They try to press them at 1st, steamroll them later.
It's not your fault.
Some folks are cunning, sly, manipulative and tricky. They want you to feel guilty.
Read about the F.O.G. of coercive abuse (fear, obligation, and guilt). It keeps you in the guilt / obligation cycle even if they get scary.
It's not about blame - does it even matter who's fault it is?
Assigning blame is not the same as finding a solution.
Look, you are finding solutions.
You are already taking responsibility for your future. You have and are making changes in the dynamic by learning and applying what you now know.
That is amazing and that is where the real gold is, here. You are using your power for good! Thank you!
You are learning so much and will be well armed now against these tricky people. So you'll see it earlier and be better able to manage around them.
Some people lack the benefit of insight. They lack the ability to look inward or reflect on how their behavior effects others, as effects the world around them. So they lose the ability to change it for the better.
Sometimes it's because they are terrified of the shame that may accompany that. Or they just can't take it.
It can feel impenetrable strong in the moment, like a rubber & kevlar vest with the word "you" on it so anything they get accused of or criticized for or corrected about bounces back in blame form aimed at whoever lobbed it their way in the 1st place.
But it's an illusion because, over time, this tactic alienates people and isolates us from them. The same people we need and depend on, rely on for whatever reason, for the roles we expect or need them to fill in our lives. Co-worker, teammate, boss, boyfriend, sister...whatever. We have a picture in our minds of what that should look like (in an ideal world, maybe, right?) And when reality hits us in the face with a different picture or image of who they are instead, we get to decide how to take it or put the camera down. Right?
But when you can see that and realize, like you have - that oh - this may be an inappropriate choice. This person isn't cut out for this role at this time in their lives. Oops. My bad.
One thing learning all this has taught me is to look at where I might be holding expectations of others - like a general expectation that everybody's definition of a decent person matches mine or a reasonable, sane human being matches my picture of what that looks like. Seems standard... But it can get complicated when others disagree.
For instance - I've got kids. They're young.
It doesn't seem appropriate to me to use swear words in front of them.
But to somebody else, words may only have the power you give them, so they might drop F-bombs no matter who's sensitive ears may be in the room.
Suddenly Johnny Kindergartener's coming home from the principal's office for trouble over bad language. Oops.
It's a habit. It seems harmless at the time... But by the time little Johnny gets in trouble it's so ingrained that it's tough to stop swearing around the children... A go to coping mechanism for daily stresses.
Even though it does us no good, even when it is clearly causing harm or damage.
Like an addiction - the habit feels entrenched. It's destructive, but some people can't use the word "fudge" or "shniekies" instead. They don't think it's worth it. Or they're too shamed to make the effort so they make it like it's no bog deal... Slippery slope.
Better to be strong enough, like you, to see that slope and recognize you're on it and don't want to be and jump off or go climb back towards the stairs by getting out.
It took me a while to figure out that boundaries aren't for or against the offending person.
They're not an ultimatum against them.
You don't even have to verbalize a boundary to them (and I wouldn't recommend telling narcs your boundaries unless you're ready for that test).
Even without leaving a relationship, you can tell yourself "I don't like it when X uses bad language around the children, so any time X does that, instead of arguing with him about how damaging that is, I'm going to leave the room, quietly. Or step out of the house for a minute with the kiddo. If X is s going to use bad language, we'll drop everything and simply walk into a separate room where we can't hear it."
If you do that enough, the person either gets the hint and changes behavior when their audience disappears immediately and consistently any time they do the bad thing... Or you find yourself changing rooms so often that it gets too disruptive to accomplishing even the simplest goals and it just doesn't even make sense any more to keep pretending even to yourself (I've heard it called "taking hopium) that you and X share the value of raising children in a swesr-less home.
That's 1 sort of innocent exemple, but when I realized I could walk out of the room quietly without making a stink or throwing a fit anytime X swore - without starting an argument about whether or not swearing in front of children is " right", "decent", or "acceptable" way to raise them, that could change or effect things for a different outcome.
The boundary was for me. The boundary was about me for me - how could I handle things sanely that seem insane to me?
It wasn't saying "If you swear again in front of the kids, I'm telling the therapist!" It wasn't a threat against them, which only makes people defensive anyway.
If I don't appreciate a behavior, I have choices in how I respond to it, but I don't get to control other people's choices or behavior even by explaining all the valid research that swearing in front of children regularly sets them up for a particular trajectory in life that may not be as positive as we want for them.
Because some people are more interested in absolving themselves of their own responsibility or abdicating it to others they can then blame later if things go wrong, so they don't have to do the work of changing.
But you are becoming the butterfly, now. Your flower has bloomed. Your life is taking winged flight.
You saw where things weren't working and you stopped blaming so you could focus on making change.
That is creative and strengthening. You are creative, compassionate toward yourself and whoever you may have been blaming (the "X" person), and you are strengthening by these new choices.
Good on you! And congratulations. You are doing the work and you're bound to reap the reward of a life closer to the one you want for your future than the one you are letting go of. Yes!!! 👍 🎉
Thank you for the inspiration!
Keep up the great work!
People do not leave a bad situation, because they are afraid that when they are out, it will be even worse. Especially when somebody depends financially.
yes
exactly
I just realised that i fell in love with someone that doesen't exist. I made an image of a man in my head and now seeing him how he truly is, scares me because i don't know that person. It just feels like i am talking with a different person.
You have no idea how much I needed to hear this today. I'm 8 months out and still have trouble letting go of "the dream". Thank you for what you do. =)
Absolutely!! The dream is fine to have and you can always still have it BUT loving yourself is being able to have it with the right person! 💜
A. N. I keep all the horrible text messages he sent & as a reminder of all the bad times. He called me some pretty shitty names & said the most hurtful things than anyone has ever said to me. Now it has gotten to the point that I forgotten all the good times & that’s what help me continue to stay away. I haven’t been in his presence in 5 months. 3 week ago he tried to Hoover me talking about all the good times we shared. To combat that I read all the nasty text messages he sent to him so I could prove that he was a shitty ass boyfriend. Then I BLOCKED his new number & felt like I’m getting power back. My confidence is definitely being renewed.
Almost40born78 I wish I had saved all the nasty msgs he sent me so I could look back when I'm having a moment of wanting to reach out. I deleted them straight away after every time, I guess I thought at the time if I can't see them I didn't have to face what he was.
Almost40born78 best wishes in your recovery. I'm 7 months out
cj bear thanks for message. I still struggle with cognitive dissonance. There are times where I remember when my ex was so sweet & kind, but then I remember he has at least 5 different personalities & only ONE of them is nice. So yeah I counteract the good memories by remembering the bad ones. And those text messages I saved are a big help....approximately 10,000 text messages of straight bullshit. The good news is that he is the only narc I’ve ever dealt with & when I think of my exes prior to him, I remember how normal & stress free they were. So I’m hopeful for future because I had better in the past. So the only thing I’m focusing on right now is catering to my own needs. I learned a lot from this relationship & I thank God I went through it. I realized I was too trusting & too empathetic but not anymore. Anyway, I hope that you a great journey in your healing process as well. You should keep a journal of all the bad things your ex has ever done to you & whenever you get weak & slip into cognitive dissonance read your journal out loud to yourself! You don’t need saved text messages to remind yourself of the abuse..trust me you don’t.
It’s called a toxic soultie. And needs to be broken.
@@hang-sangitch God/prayer...im doing that now
Blessed Beyond Belief,You look stunning,hope you are not with a narcissist....
Yes!
You CAN leave an abusive relationship.
I did it.
You can do it, too.
I believe in you.
He makes me feel guilty when I break up with him
This is sooo powerful, the concept that breaking the trauma bond is as strong as withdrawal from addiction...Always feeling the need to go back for more. I’m still going through the codependent withdrawal today. Thank you so much for all the insightful video content. It has been invaluable in helping me grow the courage I’ve needed to break the cycle.
Feel that one man, went through most of my life without realizing how codependent I was/am then spent a few years trying to make it a good thing, now I'm drained and somehow still jonesing for that toxic mess.
why do I always go back? he's vicious, I can't believe I let him treat me this way and then I go back.
Daniel were you able to break free?
@@Candy_Mountain I pray he figured it out if the person he's with is truly has NPD?
Or if that person just needed counseling?
I've known a few over my lifetime. Some even with counseling just figured out how to use the counseling to manipulate their spouce.
The other barely escaped with their life and sanity. Only escaped The violent covert NPD spouse in their battle of cancer. It's truly heartbreaking. I've only just been enlightened about narcissim and the different Personality traits and disorders....that person doesn't even know yet that they were indeed not just in a bad relationship but in one with a sociopath. Even after death are experiencing all these trauma bonded victimization emotions not knowing how to just live and move on. Still alienating themselves from family not knowing how to enteract. Horrible dysfunction. My hope is to inform and help them through sending these ensightful videos to them.
I’m going through this now it’s like when I’m at work it’s not as bad because I stay busy but when I’m bored all I do is think of him.
Thank you for not being judgemental. I have been blamed before for not leaving earlier, years ago. I do not blame myself (anymore). His insanity has nothing to do with me.
youtube watcher absolutely!
Its not so much about blaming yourself but acknowledging the truth (which is similar to blaming oneself) and taking responsibility for what you did not do earlier. Once you own up to what you do you can start to UNdo the same behavior patterns. That's the key. Own up to it ! Stop saying I don't wanna blame myself. Thrn you will never admit its your own fault.
Brynel S. That’s exactly how I felt when I was in the process of getting ready for my wedding. I always felt something was off, but would think of the good times we’d had and the promises and words he said, so I pushed through and got married. Two years later, I’m planning my escape. Things just kept getting worse and now I realize that I’ve been getting emotionally and financially abused. Had I actually accepted things for what they were, I wouldn’t have gotten married. I hope you made the right decision for yourself.
@@brynels.9189 Red flag. Run! Take heed. Marriage is a Life long Commitment. Not easy to get out if. You might spend more on a Divorce than your wedding to end ABUSE. It was meant for you to listen to this video
@@alondramontez6982 I Empathise with you. You 2 years down the line. I was 30 years and 7 years separated. Battling a Divorce that's costing me so much MORE Financially than my wedding 🙈
Trauma Bond definition:
Is a cycle of physical or emotional abuse that creates a strong attachment between an abused person and their abuser. It is reinforced by periods of love and affection, and then periods of devaluation and emotional abuse.
A little like Stockholm syndrome
I didn’t even know narcissism or even trauma bonding existed. Everything I did to try and save my relationship had to do with my belief in God. “Faith, things hoped for evidence unseen”. I kept praying that God would deliver our relationship but I realized God still gives us free will. My desire to make it work was not her desire. After all the studying I have done both reading and videos……this is real. Now I pray that God delivers me from all this pain and hurt. 🥲🙏🏾
It took my ex-boyfried's brother on his Death Bed to ask me why I tolerate the abuse! It was his words that finally got me to leave. IT was after 2 years of a relationship, and 6 years in total a friendship. It took him 4 years to break me! The Covert Narc was something I never knew existed! OMG! It was like a drug AND Addicted! It was so bad especially as an Empath!
Covert narcs are the worst! My "mother" was one. As the "queen" she only barked orders and never listened. She was the Supreme ruler of her castle and thought she owned everything and used anyone to serve her needs. I was a slave to do her bidding. Any attempts to obtain employment and leave were secretly sabotaged to keep me controlled and dependent. Anyone looking from outside the home saw her as a "wonderful person" and I was always made to be the villian. REALLY EVIL PERSON AND HER EXTENDED FAMILY!!!!!😈😈😈😈😈
Just found this video. I'm currently in a severely mentally and emotionally and financially abusive relationship and I feel so alone. I can't deal with the names and the screaming and blaming me for everything. I want too leave but just don't know why I can't.
I was in the same situation for 32 years I have left and gone back, but this time I have left for good, it’s only been a week, I feel so much better, you need to change your situation only you can do this, otherwise it will NEVER change !
@@lesleyjarbath01 thanks for responding, it's been 8 years for me and since I wrote this comment he actually left me. So the trash took itself out.
I’m so pleased for you :)
God bless you!❤️
Just reading it now and hope you left. Could've been my own message. Thank you for your comment
I was confused. I had no clue why i was staying with my abuser. Verbal abuse kept me numb for years.
Just about year and half ago, i watched this video. Since then i educate myself about Trauma bonding, covert narcissist, psychological abuse etc.
I set my self free after 11years. I am now living a abuse free life. Whenever i get silence i listen to my past, i close my eyes and feel empathy for my self.
I have no regret. I am not sad. But i am surely wounded.
Life is beautiful. Live it. Dont drag it.
Thanks to this channel and thanks to all.
You’re literally saving me.. I’m so forever grateful I found your channel 😭😭 thank you for the work you do!!
Thank you!! I am so glad you found the channel!
Same for me! Thank you so much for this channel 🤗🤗🤗
Me too. Stephanie you really are gifted in the way you explain so much and you always are so positive, caring and supportive. God Bless You always !!!
Me too. Stephanie you really are gifted in the way you explain so much and you always are so positive, caring and supportive. God Bless You always !!!
Thank you. I found your channel at the precise moment I needed it.
I was done with crying and couldn't cry until I finally finished this video. Took me 10 mins and I cried, couldn't hold my tears. I feel like a failure for not taking this guy out of my mind. Deep down I knew he was not for me because he would always put me down, always angry at me and sometimes even belittles me. And then I would think about the fun things we did together and say to myself that probably it wasn't that bad. I really desperately wanted him to change, but he told me he will not. I'm in college, work, no kids, and feel like a failure for chasing after this guy when I know he is not good enough for me. Sending him text messages at night telling him how I feel. But like you said it's a drug addiction. It is hard to let go, but I'm going to make the effort to change and love myself first. I really hope it works.
Lily Lily I knew someone in this situation, give each other a month apart, no phone calls, no texts, no looking at photos of you two together, and no seeing each other, after a month and possibly a few more weeks, the fog of this obsession will dissipate and you’ll start to think more rationally about the situation which will help you make better decisions, in that month just busy yourself as much as possible, occupy your mind on other things and work on your self-esteem by taking care of yourself with exercise, healthy foods and so forth, just be selfish this time, I gave this advice to someone years ago and it worked for her
17:30 “What are the standards for someone being in my life? Do I even have any?”
good question, I feel like I have none.
I “thought” I did...🤷♀️
@@Gaypornmama 🤦🏽♀️ same here...
Being a man in an incredibly toxic and emotionally abusive relationship makes me feel super alone.
you not alone...I've learned so much about narcs on these channels since I discarded last year, I'm wiser, stronger, ..you cant really see yourself until you get out that situation...it wasnt love it was lust, addiction, emotional abuse, and trying to control n manipulate this is spiritual warfare...
I promise you’re not alone. I left my abusive relationship a month ago, but a few months before that, my boyfriend’s stepfather left his mom for the same reason…abuse. I watched how it destroyed him. It’s easy to think it only happens to women, but I watched how much his mother destroyed this man and I am so happy that he got himself away from her. I’m praying for you and I hope you are finding peace and safety….it really is exhausting.
@@carolynj6144 thank you so much for those kind and encouraging words. I sincerely appreciate it. You're right too... its inexplicably exhausting.
I completely understand it's difficult to be alone. I will pray for you.
ive left abusive marriage 30 years ago.I disagree you should sit down and tell him youre leaving.Bad idea!Just go when hes not home one day.Get on welfare if you have to like i did go to a shelter.I had no family or friends to go to
Out of all of the people I’ve been watching who describe narcissism and codependency and abuse, I feel as though you have been personally picked by the universe for people like me. I can’t thank you enough for your words of wisdom, empowerment, and guidance. I am in the healing stages of a 4 1/2 year relationship. The relationship ended a couple months ago, and the pain felt never ending. The breakup was so harsh and was the biggest betrayal I’ve ever experienced in my present life. It wasn’t until I started coming across educational videos and started that process of learning that I came across you. I believe the absolute best thing you can do after a seriously abusive breakup is educate yourself. I’m on the path to self love and healing and I’m never looking back. I stared doing things for myself that I never thought I was capable of. I’m reading books on codependency, I’m painting again, I’m working out, hanging with friends, etc. For anyone else going through the worst pain of your life, please know this: 1) it’s not forever 2) it’s not your fault 3) it gets better. Even though the relationship wasn’t real to the narcissist, it was real to me. I’m grieving the person I “believed” with every single ounce of my heart was this magical and amazing person. I’m grieving the hope I gave our future. And most importantly, I’m forgiving myself, for allowing myself to go through all of that. I’m a Scorpio, and my intuition is out of this world. I always knew it wasn’t my forever relationship, but trauma bonding is a b*tch. I truly feel like people like you who help educate the world and make it a better place are what I aspire to be. I’ve always wanted to help people. Maybe this will open the door for me to become a coach or counselor and help others in need. The point is, I’m focusing on the positive. So many lessons have been learned, and so many opportunities have been placed before me. My path is clear, my head is clear, and finally my heart is clear. I’m never looking back, only forward ❤️
I hope you continued to do well. I have healed and returned to who I was prior to the 50 year relationship. I meet my old self and take her forward to who I am now. And I also try hard to not look back. XXOO
❤
I'm a few days out and it's very painful.. Your your words hit hard because I can smell my future,,I blame myself for loving such a person...
She took my soul and she keep trying but I know if I go back I will die... So thanks you so for all the info..I know I will never go back to her..SHE IS A USER ,NARCISSIST,,MANIPULATOR, LEACH,PSYCHO,AND CRUEL, MOST DEFINITELY AN ABUSER😢😢😢😢🫶🏿🙏🏿❤️
I am going to break this addiction
Perfect!... I have compared my feeling for this abusive person EXACTLY to what an addict must feel for their drug of choice. You love AND hate the person, you KNOW in your heart that they are BAD for you, yet whenever you pull away you miss them like crazy and can't wait to be with them again. How crazy is that!!!???
I must be crazy. And I have a son and pregnant with a girl. For the sake of my children I need to think of them and get out of this relationship. I feel.the same as you feel. Its a love and hate thing. I know me and my kids deserve so much better. This man does not love or care about me. Yet he is like a drug and I know once I cut him off again...the withdrawal affects will hurt bad and I will feel depressed and broken.
@@thevegantitian I'm so sorry you are in this situation... but don't think you need to get out just for the sake of your kids! Yes, they also suffer and end up having a really bad image of marriage... but you should also think of yourself. Nobody deserves to be stuck in an abusive relationship.
@dulcespinelli Yes that's true. I deserve better and to be in a healthy relationship.
@@thevegantitian you certainly do!!
When I first met my husband my impression of him was that he was a nice guy therefore he was the type of guy to treat women right. Looking back I realize how stupid that mentality was. I didn’t even know him but I took him at face value. Of course he morphed into my soulmate, but then the mask came off slowly until the devaluing phase and discarding eventually took place. If anything I have learned not to take people at face value.
I keep hearing the word face value google the meaning cant find it, what do ppl mean when they say face value ...?
Your awesome. Stay strong
same here, except he is my fiance. It's so interesting how time unravels the truth. It's so scary. This really discourages me to go out there and look for someone.
@@xlx077 Hey, I am currently in the same boat. Do you manage to break free and end the engagement?
3 yrs in a emotionally abusive relationship, the last straw was him waking up yelling at me for 3 hours! That night I decided he would never change, he hated me and my kids and blamed me for all his failures. The next morning I packed his things while he was at work, when he got home my sons loaded his truck...of course there were words but I stood strong and was determined to end this so that I could have a peaceful life. When he backed out of the driveway I felt a heavy weight lift off my shoulders, my son woke up the next morning and said "my mom has her life back and I have her back, I know it was hard but you made the right decision". It was sooo hard to get to that point, but once it was done my life is mine, it's peaceful and I can go anywhere, do anything, anytime without being accused of crazy things! I'm 55 and I still want to enjoy the rest of my life with or without someone by my side. I'm moving forward, I have gardening, crafts, and home projects to keep me busy, I'm learning new things everyday. Everyday I'm healing, everyday is a new adventure. God is so good, I'm praying, listening to sermons...feeling loved again ❤
Angie Eernisse,You deserve better 🙏🙏🙏
@@christianpulisic7784 thank you.
@@ForGoodnesSake You are welcome dearest 🌹🌷🌹.I am Christian from the States.You?
@@ForGoodnesSake Which country are you from?
I wonder if ADHD people who grew up in codependency is just f**ked. We have trouble remembering things, not to mention lousy self confidence. We're not particularly known for consistency, ourselves. And it's even more difficult to put the picture together when something isn't right.
You can learn to manage ADHD, speaking from experience. It is easy to be controlled my ex narc controlled everything and I got help and stoped giving her narcissistic supply and she discarded me after 24 years. Left me with my 13 year old daughter. I now had to learn to do everything, hardest year of my life but I’m getting stronger everyday and now have joy and support not from a dating relationship. From healthy support groups, clubs, and church. You have to do the work. I literally cried for a year, 7 months everyday at one point went to the ER thought I was dying of cancer or something b/c of weight loss. ADHD medication was killing me got off it and use practical therapy and modalities. Meditation and exercise and lots of retraining my mind and practices.
Ive just been diagnosed at 51 with ADD, it has helped me see a my past & behaviours a little clearer but so difficult yes with codepencey also in a relationship, i didnt know what was going on with me & having an emotionally detatched partner did not help at all, yes natchnieniO i totally get what u r saying, it is so crippling, i was/am really bad for the memory also & when drinking sometimes blackouts with him & certainly isnt nice when they leave u instead of wanting to help & support u, its not there job to fix u i know but everything takes two EVERYTHING, there is a beginning & an ending & support is everything in a relationship especially when triggered by things they did!! And we are left blaming outselves literally feeling crazy!!!!!!! I am still suffering over a year later & cry also but have decided i must work on me like u bksusmc, i am trying to retrain my mind, watch my thoughts, meditate & exercise, i listen to LOTS of motivational videos on utube eg Trent Sheldon, Stephanie Lynn everyday, i put motivational affirmations everywhere, its really hard & knowing hes just off doing what ever without the suffering i am going through, but i will & am determined to come out the other side a much stronger, wiser, happier, awake women & i wish this for all, we are so much more, worth so much more, we just lost our way to others, reclaim your power as TRENT SHELTON hammers into u!!! Much love ❤
@@bksusmc great advice bksusmc, i also am doing/attempting meditation & trying to get out into nature, walking, beach etc, i hope things are getting better for you & your daughter, i dont like to judge but is really not very nice to dicard you both after 24 years no matter what wow!! I wish you all the best & much happiness, oh just curious what meditations you listen too?
Holy moly, this is me. I literally can’t remember half the stuff that he says to me but when I look back at my journal and see what I’ve wrote I’m like omg why am I still here? I remember the feelings but I forget the words yunno. I thought I was just crazy hahaha
This!! I have ADHD and I’m in an emotional abusive relationship for 2 years. I’m trying to get out of it and I tend to forget what I expected from him, what he did to me and how he did it. I tend to be unconsistent with my ideals the more I forgive, I can’t commit with what I truly want, it changes a lot. When I remember the stuff he did it hurts so bad but then again my moody self is randomly missing the good stuff and he is able to meet that radical change of energy. HELP
My ex told me after I would leave he would tell everyone I was pshyco when I left yesterday and he was spitting in my face and he was calling me a bitch and all this stuff. I packed up my stuff and left after 8 months.
You did the right thing. He is the psychotic one for swearing at and spitting on a woman.
Proud of you and God is too!
Omg I have been hit and spit in my face also. I’m on my way out this weekend
I am proud of you for leaving. Don't go back.
Wow congrats to you
10 years, being in this relationship, the only man I have ever loved more than anything, he's an alcoholic, he is emotionally and physically abusive at times. We just got our own place a few months ago, and I thought it would make things so much better, it would make him happy finally having a home, so I brought him a car, I got him a job through my father and I got us a house, and what do I get I get made to feel guilty for wanting to be a mom and having a family, I get emotionally abused and called names and I get metal objects thrown at my head, and I still want to go back. I just want to go home and be home, and gave him give me a hug and hold me, and kiss me and tell me I'm everything, and he loves me and his sorry. It's so messed up I feel this way, I left our house, took a bag of clothes and just left, it truly is an addiction, I always said he was my drug, I was addicted to him and I meant it it, I can't imagine loving anyone else as much as I love him, but I know it is possible, I know this, I just need to make it so, I need to leave for good, not 2 years like I have before, for good. I am 30 I want a child, I will never be a mum as long as I stay with him, I have to accept what he is taking from me, what he holding me back from💔🥺
Your videos are giving me the strength to end my marriage with my abusive husband. Thankfully we have no children and it is early on. Only been married for six months and it has been such a terrible rollercoaster. Verbal, mental, physical abuse. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for posting all these videos. I’m still trying to stay strong 💜
I hope you've made it out by now ❤ and even if you haven't I hope you find the strength ❤
Did you end up leaving him? I am in the same situation and going through with a divorce. I hope you are doing okay!!
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I have been trying to heal from a trauma bond/narcissistic relationship for years now and all of my early 20s. I stumbled upon your videos one day when I was looking for some answers and I am so grateful I did. Your videos, message, and knowledge really speak to me and help. They make me feel like I am not alone, which in these situations is hard to find someone that understands. Thank you so much.
Keri DiGirolamo thank you so much for watching! If they are helping you throughout your journey I am so grateful! 🙌
I m going thru the samsruggle, am trying to ❤️ myself it hasn't been a week since I broke it off,am 63 , years old so don't feel you,bad we are strong woman,I could do this,anyone can😇
My mom has codenpendency with my Narcissitic Abusive Father. When I stopped being "best friends" with my narcissistic "best friend" of six years she said,"Will nobody is perfect if you cut off everybody who disrespects you. You won't have any friends and you'll be alone." That answer just showed me that she has such a low self-esteem that she rather get disrespected than be alone. And it explained so much to me why she's with ny father who yells at her, calls her names, cusses at her, throws her things, questions her decisions, talks badly about her ti her children,etc.
Omg!
She truly can't see it!
Your videos make me realize how hard is to recover after an abusive relationship! Almost 2 years of marriage with a man that manipulated me and made me believe that I was the problem and that I wasn’t enough to him!
Thank you for this. It is very clear.
I have been trauma bonded for 57 years! Being with narcissists for so long leaves you totally empty, damaged, and unrecognisable.
Trying to take even a step at a time becomes impossible. There is nothing left inside you to even take one step. I really do not think people can understand the freeze and demotivation and exhaustion that takes your body over when you have been harmed by a narcissist. Their toxicity is like a cancer, it eat away at your health, your reserves and life.
Sometimes narcissists destroy you, and no matter how much you want to leave and change things, there is NOTHING left in you to do it. You are numb and empty and broken..
So where do you find the reserves from then, when you are destroyed to.take even one step?? knowing I deserve better doesn't automatically give me the strength or energy to take a step. My brain has been altered by narcissistic abuse, it changes.your brain, it harms you physiologically.. I am desperate to be happy and free, but how do I get there when there is nothing left of me. ??
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It's never too late.. learn to be selfish and put the work in. You can be happy ❤
He ruined my life. I met him in 2003 and it has been a roller coaster nightmare. I am leaving this devil man and I never want to go back again. I realize that he was an addiction. I will work hard to stay away from him. No man has the right to abuse a woman!
Thank you so much for all your work. I’m 2.5 years from a discard from a nine year marriage and almost six months out of another toxic marriage. What you said is so very true. I wish I could have heard this years ago. I have went from the darkest depression to massive love bombing to dark depression. You can heal from this and be happy again. Love yourself like you would your own child. Be his or her champion.
Soccer Moon yes!! Happiness does exist after abuse and depression. Really learning how to love yourself.. learning how to heal from your internal wounds.. learning how to practice mindfulness and having positive and healthy self talk is the key towards your happiness!
Soccer Moon: Much love 💗 !!
I think my biggest fear is “will I ever find someone else and be truly happy? or will I find another toxic relationship? Am I the toxic person like he says I am?” I know it’s not all me, but then I still get stuck. Then I get angry and frustrated with myself, because I don’t deserve this! Thank you for sharing!!! Thank you Stephanie Lyn for helping me so very much with this!!!
Stephanie Lyn Coaching THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO!!! I’m on my thousandth day one of leaving, but it has to be for good this time. I’m pregnant with my first child, and I don’t want my child in this unhealthy environment. My fears don’t match what I know, but they’re so strong right now. I’m struggling to combat them. I’m going to do like you said, and take the time to love me!!! Thank you so much for this!!!
@ropey bird I’m well, thanks for asking. Loneliness is a problem sometimes but it could be worse...it has been worse. Lol. I’m still learning and growing and trying to figure it out. It’s like sitting at a poker game with a stack of chips. It gets shorter and shorter. All the effort I’ve spent on relationships is like that stack of chips. Keep playing and lose it all or cash out while I can. I’m taking my chips and spending them on me. 😂
As I embark on this journey of leaving this relationship of 8 years... the last 5 as his “only” caregiver after a stroke...I will say it is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. I am an empath, codependent, martyr. I know the areas I need to work on. Yet... .I am full of quilt and I am on a roller coaster ride of emotions. I know I HAVE to do this.. because I am dying under the criticism, the critiques and condemnation. Nothing I do has ever been enough or good enough. I walk on egg shells, waiting to upset him about the smallest thing. I have been watching these videos for about 3 months and slowly I am getting my life back. To tell you how sick I was... I did not eat until he was ready to eat, even if it was 10 at night. My first move was to go to bed when I was ready, to eat when I was hungry, to do things that make me happy without asking permission. Needless to say ... he is very unhappy and saying I am putting him through hell. I am currently looking for a home and I want a divorce. I have seen an attorney... why do I sometimes feel like I am the bad guy?
You are so strong
You as an empath are awakened and are finding your individuality
I love this comment
You really are so tough
Your aligning with your self
You are your own person
I woke up too
He hates it
You feel guilty because it is gaslighting.
You're not the bad guy. He probably told you you are. Also I don't care how disabled he is, get out!!!!
What our heart sees vs what our gut/ head sees can be so different. You hit the nail on the head, we're wanting the person we fell in love with but is no longer there (or never was). 33 years here, many times I've left and have gone back..... I'm now done with the cycle, no more trauma bonding. No self guilt, just done. Being alone is no longer scary and living peaceful is far more important than anything else. I'm deserving of that!
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it's a painful feeling but I believe things happen in life it comes as it goes, as it says what doesn't kills makes you stronger
This is a video every girl needs to see
Elicia Garcia everyONE
Elicia Garcia women can be just as bad trust me
I agree with you
Everyone includes every girl. Like was already said.
Wow!!!! OMG!!! I never realized I could be addicted to the pain. I always thought I was addicted to the “good times” but the truth is, when is good it’s not really that good. I think you nailed it. Thanks for being the only person who has ever said that!
This is such a strong message, I’m just starting to realize my husband has this trauma bond on me we’ve been married for a year now and everything has changed also i caught him still talking
To his ex and it’s so disgusting the things he say to her . But I’m starting to realize my worth and trying to leave is the hardest
Very relatable
Very hurtful
Did you end up leaving? I was with him for 10 years and the pain of leaving was way too much
I lasted 4 months then came back
Not a a thing has changed.hows life for you now????
I cut my best friend out one week today. I was addicted to him. He would stay at mine all the time and constantly mentally abuse me, constant silent treatments, gaslighting and invalidation. I was addicted and it started to destroy my 14 year relationship with my partner. This past week has been tormenting. He was attacking me as I was doing something without him so he created an issue and then as per when I challenged him back (which I never used too) he didn’t want to talk. I’d spent weeks writing a message I sent it and blocked him on everything. The next morning I woke up to an email from an email account I didn’t know he had. Such an invalidating message. He’s out of my life but he did become my drug. I’m so proud of myself for getting off that wheel. They don’t love you or care for you, block the devils!!
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Been in and out of a relationship with the same person for 10 yrs. I kept going back knowing how much he’d hurt me emotionally, but like you said it’s like a drug and you just want them to love you and then they say the right things and your right back not holding them accountable for what they’ve done. I’ve finally found the inner strength to leave, more so he quit talking to me which is probably the best thing that could have happened but it stings and hurts like hell and I just want to pick up that phone or text him knowing he’s not good for me, but this time I haven’t and I won’t. I’ve been hard on myself blaming why didn’t I leave sooner but I’m fighting and trying to practice self love. Thank you for this video, it really validates what I’m feeling.. ❤️
I've been in my situation for 10 years too and I'm so stuck and feel ashamed. He can be nice one day and within hours it changes. He'll wear that biggest smile outside and so that I won't look like the crazy or mean one I'll smile too and play like I'm happy when I'm so broken inside. Please pray for me because it's bad because know I deserve better.
I am five months post-separation and I'm still dealing with so many different negative emotions on a daily basis. Mostly (and surprisingly for me, because I am usually very sweet-natured, if I do say so myself), it comes down to anger. I find it so unfair that I am left to pick up the pieces, heal with the help of a therapist and struggle to understand how this could have happened to me. While he is probably happily leading a normal life with someone else, and I am long forgotten. It's hard not to let the bitterness consume me.
Mélanie Poitras Believe me when I tell you I completely understand!! That is the unfortunate side effect of being abused is you are left to pick up the pieces because you are a normal healthy capable person and someone who is narcissistic or emotionally abusive is not.
They will never move on and live a happy life Regardless of what their life entails because they don’t know what happiness, true happiness is.
I think the anger you feel could possibly be sadness that you have had to go through everything that you’ve gone through. Sadness that you have to heal and pick up these pieces. It’s definitely not an easy thing to do and sometimes when we feel anger it’s really just sadness that we feel that we have to go through these tough lessons in life.. but these tough lessons while hard at times does make us smarter and healthier! All the best to you!
Stephanie Lyn Coaching
Thank you for taking the time to respond. Your answers/videos are so helpful. So, thank you.
Mélanie Poitras absolutely! thank you for watching!
I am in my forth month away from him. I feel the same. I saw all the warning signs and tried to warn him to save our marriage, but he wouldn't. I was right. now we are divorcing. And he already found someone else while I'm still licking my wounds.
😢😢😢😢move on ...
"A tolerance for abuse". A huge point to pay attention to. Thanks
Please listen to this! I threw away 25 yrs. He now has our two daughters turned completely against me. He was so controlling, I have found this is pathogenic parenting its pure hell! Please run while you can!
Wish I had this 2 years ago. There isn't enough exposure out there about relationships like this.
People do not understand how often this happens, and how little support there is in certain culture groups for situations like this.
So true. I'm 43 yo and I haven't worked in years, l've been staying at home as a full-time Carer, looking after 2 people, my 72yo Schziophrenic mother, whom has Arthritis in her arms and legs and can't walk at times, and my 53yo brother whom is also ill and has back pain, because he hurt his back at work years ago. l'm on the Carer Pension and Carer Allowance from Centrelink ( Social security) , so l can't go outside much, l just exercise in my front yard and write in my diary why l'm happy and what l'm grateful for and write down my goals, like l really want to have a place of my own someday, so l'm saving up to buy an apartment or house someday. And l write down my other goals too. Apart from being a Carer l'm doing an Entrepreneur course, and studying French.
I'm on LinkedIn www.linkedin.com/in/rose-fernandez-953a6b1a9
Im ready to leave 💔
Me too it’s been 9 years and three sons
What if your partner makes you feel like if you don’t meet their standards. Like if your the person ruining the marriage. It’s so hard I feel like I know I’m in a emotional abusive marriage but I feel crazy because sometimes I feel like it’s all my fault I ask him to leave but he doesn’t 😭
I believed the same until my psychologist informed me a relationship consists of 2 people, so it's not possible for only 1 of them to be responsible for all that goes wrong.
Much Love🕊️🙏🏻
@AbiGail Agguire They need to communicate what their Standards or Boundaries are so You can see if it alligns with YOURS. Marriage is a PARTNERSHIP. EQUALLY sharing EVERYTHING. He won't leave coz Your Leaving Boundary is not firm ENOUGH. He knows YOUR behaviour and they manipulate you in falling back into their arms. They feel Good and thrives on your Co-Dependency. Only You Know what You EXPECT from him and ONLY You CAN Demand RESPECT. It works Both ways. Never 2nd guess What you put into your MARRIAGE. Go with Your gut FEELING. Stop the ABUSE by making him aware of Your needs too.
I tell my husband to leave and he won't/ he has filled all the bedrooms up with his stuff and took over our daughter's room, so all 3 kids are in my bedroom. He tells me I am an idiot and a moron. When we married I wanted to stay home with the children and he was all for this, so I always stayed home and not work, but now he resents paying the bills and makes it sound like he is giving me that money (but it is not going to me really-I am paying bills) tells me if I get a job he will quit his and stay home (and drink all day) and if I leave he will take away my house ( I inherited it from my Dad and this is my childhood home)...I am so stuck. I pray God delivers me.
Wow that’s me too. Which shows this is abuse. Get out
I'm learning that's their game. It's cliche emotional abuse from people with this type of mental illness...varying in degrees of severity. (Narcissistic Personality Disorder). We get trapped because obviously we aren't 100% healthy. Thankfully we are here and want to heal. I have a new mantra that is helping me dismiss his abusive words... "He's mentally ill" No more trying to understand, change or reason with him.
Stockholm Syndrome...its a positive human response to bad situations though is most often the most dangerous route to take towards fixing a situation.
This is exactly what I needed right NOW! I just had my fiance start moving out of our house two days ago because hes emotionally and verbally abusive. My divorce of 7 years was easier than this break up of 9 months and I've been wondering why. But now I know why i feel like i cant let go even though i know i should.
I’ve been in an verbal & mental abusive relationship for about 3 years. I used to always make excuses bc I thought there was something wrong with me. So i made excuses and took it, until I became depressed and started having anxiety attacks and just straight up feeling like I was going insane. I’ve tried to leave many times, but I’m scared and ik he’s gonna show up to my house and still try to talk to me. Idk what to do bc I’m ready to get out. Someone please help.
How are you doing now?
Well you need to take your medicine(me)
I’m so glad to watched this video this really explains why I’m having such a hard time leaving this emotional and narcissist and mind controlling relationship... Whenever I try leaving the relationship she tells me I’m trying to destroy her ... It’s only been a year and a half and we don’t have kinds.... It’s like my mind is fighting with my emotions.... Thank you 🙏🏽 Stephanie
Thank you. I've been coasting through all of your videos all day and I've finally realized that I need to work on myself...not him. I chose him. I'm the problem. I can work this out on my own with myself, and it doesn't have to be with him. So powerful. He was my best friend, my lover... the man who kept asking me to marry him...then we're breaking up every couple of months. I couldn't accept him to begin with, but now I have. And I accept myself. Thank you.
I've never cried so much... thank you for helping me understand.
Stephanie - I am so grateful for you and your videos. I am 7 years out of an emotionally abusive relationship and I’m still healing. Thank you for validating what I am going through and providing so much insight. Bless you.
Geez how long was it
Out of all your videos this one hit home the most... I never realized how over the past 25 years I changed me to try to make them Happy which was/is unattainable..
Also to add onto what I was saying. I've never felt more alone in my entire life. I hate my life. And I hate who I've become. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. My depression is at it's worse. I'm constantly sick physically. And on the days he's sweet and caring to me I suddenly don't have headaches, stomach problems, nausea. Am I addicted to the pain? I just wanna not feel alone. I just want to leave so badly. I hate my body as well. I've never hated my body more than I have these past few years. I just want to be happy for once. Have a peaceful life.
I wish I would of seen this 45 years ago!!! But I'm a survivor !! Still working on it, like AA, one day at a time . Learn to love yourself
Today's been a hard day for me. I feel lonely and for whatever reason I miss talking to my toxic friends/loved ones. I rarely share my feelings and difficulties anymore like I did before because they've use it against me in an argument, I have placed strong boundaries, while I grow in new relationships but I have to say the fact that I could tell them what was bothering me and they listened made me feel like they loved me. That little bit of attention made me feel seen.
Best thing to do is leave. I left after 17 years
I tried leaving many times gave him my closure he would never do that would always leave the door open for me to come back, I had panic attacks literally working out at the gym, feeling like crying surrounded by people just wanted him at that moment, would sleep a lot had dreams about him. It’s horrible
Take notes, this video is truly a step-by-step tutorial for breaking up with your abusive partner and empowering yourself
I needed this pep talk and I will continue to revisit this series every time I feel like going back. 2 months Narc Free!
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This is a good one! I am currently staying in a domestic violence shelter in Tennessee, and I'm trying to share your videos with the other women.... Whether they listen or not--- I do! I sincerely appreciate these videos.
I explained to my boyfriend what love is by reading him 1st Corinthians 13. ( His reply was "You can't just read some book and then take it as gospel truth." Yes. Those were his exact words lol)
I told him that when you break it down line by line, everything that he does is actually opposite what love is! ( Love is patient -he is not. love is kind- he is not. love is long suffering- he is not. love keeps no record of wrongdoing- he does. etc) Then I looked up the definition of trauma bonded and and it is a perfect match!
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
I Corinthians 13:4-7 NKJV
Thank you for all your videos. I’m a stay at home mom of 3 married to a narc. I want you to know you give me hope. I start each day with one of your videos and what a difference they have made in my life, I now know I’m not alone ❤️
Hugs, Momma. Keep up the good work.
I’m here right now with my 22 yr old pregnant daughter. This is what she’s stuck in. Like mother, like daughter...After 12 yrs I’m now free and soon she shall be.
The Road Less Traveled,You deserve better
This is yet another hit by Stephanie Lyn. Her words are so compelling. Thank you Ms. Lyn for taking all the time and energy to share your insights with the rest of us in these articulate, well-prepared and thought out presentations. I highly endorse everyone to review these before getting into relationships; it will help you steer to what makes you most happy.
I m just so tired I don’t wanna leave him but I can’t live with him now
Stop searching for happiness in emptiness 🎁
This video really shows the sadness behind the consequences of trauma bonds. But at the same time, enlightening. An opportunity to be positively smarter and wiser.
Thank you 😊 you described me in my 17 year relationship perfectly and the process of how I left it a year and a half ago. I wanted to be happy. I’m still working on this and loving myself and my boundaries,
Wow. I need to listen to this video every single day until I I am free. I’m so glad I stumbled upon it randomly. It is very eye opening. Thank you, Stephanie.
I really really really needed to hear all this. Thank you. This overwhelming process you talk about is crippling me from leaving... I’ll take it little by little cause I need this for myself.
I am in the fight of my life right now trying to leave an emotional and psychological abuser. He is my addiction, but i know i can't stay another year. I know i won't make it if i do. I've been warching this video daily for strength.
💖 you can do it I believe in you
I am in the situation as you. It’s very very very hard but you and I are both worth respect.
Best advice from this video is living moment to moment.
Honestly, I now think about how many people out there are in bad situations but just stay. The strongest ones walk away.
@@aybaybay5432 Excellent! The strongest ones walk away.So well put.Fact.And that is the truth.Thank you.All the best to you too.
This was so helpful. I’m experiencing this currently with someone I’ve been involved with on and off over twenty years since I was groomed and exploited by them as a teen. You describe it perfectly and also give me hope of breaking free now once and for all. Thank you.
GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR WORK, I'M IN THE GARAGE RESORING AN OLD CHEVROLET IVE HAD SEEN 16 , I WILL BE 54 OCT 8 WOW!!! I'M LISTENING TO YOU TO TRY AND RESTORE ME!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
thank you so so much for this video. I'm gonna keep replaying what you said in my head until it fully clicks!
I can't believe how spot on this is about my relationship. I am thankful that I came across it. I am learning so much and I hope I get the courage soon to get out of this relationship.
Thank you for explaining this...I am recently going through leaving a bad relationship...finally...but it's so hard and I didn't realize that it definately was feeling like an addiction...So again, thank you for this video...
Thank you so much. I really needed hear this. ❤️
Dear Lyn, this video is amazing, painful but so true! Thanks for the deep insight! I feel less like a nut
Wow! Thank you so much. You have given me hope. I am addicted, wow, never thought of it that way but so true. Back and forth. So hard to make the decision and go through with it.
Stephanie, thank you so much for this training! I know that I'm on the right track! And from now on I will change the "blueprint" and define what makes me happy. 😍
Thank you 🙏 so much that’s what I’m going through.
This video (and a few others) really hit home with me and thoroughly explains what I've been going through for 8 years. Thank you so much for the work you are doing!!!
I needed to hear this! I am so grateful for your channel to help me through this process!!! Thank you!!
Thank you Stephanie for sharing such great thoughts on RUclips. You are helping me move forward one day at a time. I'm 8 months out and just saw my narc with his new supply who looks half his age. Kinda makes sense given his emotional level. I've decided to choose happiness and start living life from the inside out. Thank you again for keeping me motivated! 💓
These videos saved my life from misery! Such life saver you are!
I held onto the hope and the dream and the wish that things would get better for too long. I think the death of the dream and that hope was harder to cope with then the actual separation. Finally been able the admit to myself that the man I met wasn't actually real and the man I ended up dealing with was someone else who happened to wear the face of someone I thought I could trust, who I thought I loved...once I could finally see and acknowledge who he really was there was no going back.
This is so helpful, thank you for sharing this!!
seems impossible to escape all abuse but we can improve!
This is so moving...THANK YOU❤️
I totally love your videos, thank you for the tips and advice you share!
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Each and every word in this video is so true! This actually happens and we don't even recognise that this is what we are going through "trauma bonding". You are amazing and thankyou so much for educating us on this topic. I feel so much better now!