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Hi do you have any social media like Instagram or fb if so can I give you mine😊 you seem very nice

Your video a year ago was on my feed 😂 its so nice to hear you're doing your 6am rise and shines bright and early ! Welcome to the club! ❤😁

This was great! ❤😂 You're funny 😁

OH MY GOD THIS IS ME..

Ahhh I’m so happy you posted!! I love the consistency

7:54 Hi 👋 I just discovery your channel because of the interview you did about C-ptsd. If I understand well you are studying to become a therapist or you are already a therapist? I’m curious about it because I’ve exactly the same story as you I’ve C-ptsd and general anxiety I’ve 26 still on my healing journey… what motives me to keep going even if some days is tough is to become a therapist one day. But I’m not mentally healed enough to even start my studies I’ve to stabilise my cptsd and my anxiety… I wanted to ask you how are you handling studies ?

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Love this! The growth in you is evident. From what I can tell by watching your videos for the past year anyway. I'm happy for you and Carlos ✌🏿

welcome again

Hey congrats on waking up early and for finishing school!! That's so cool! And i'm glad you don't regret doing the interview and talking about the hard stuff you went through, you really don't know how many you helped doing that

Happy to know you’re doing well! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. :)

Hell yeah! Glad to know you're well. Keep keeping on ✌🏿.

Hello. I watched a while ago a small part of your interview on SBSK. Well..do people know how to truly love others? What true love is?To truly, unselfishly, courageously and compassionately care? In the interview i saw (at my opinion) a woman (you) who has a spirit of clarity, bravery, purity, innocence, compassion, joyfulness (despite your "struggles" ). So , whoever criticize you negatively ,i think, he / she is unfair towards to you, the least. My opinion, i might i am wrong. And allow me to add that if we are going to talk about "disabilities", "issues", "illnesses", etc, be inhumane and uncompassionate -among others- are those "disabilities " that should be "addressed" and "cured" / "improved" . Either someone can give/ share true love to others either not. And the value of someone is how much strength and quality (sensitivity) and compassion has his/hel feelings. My opinion. Thanks

God you’re gorgeous

Hello Yasmin , I was not sure if this was the best place to say this but I decided to take a risk. I saw a video that you did on complex ptsd and constant dissociation and I wanted to ask if I could make some personal inquiries and get some insight on this as well as how it can be addressed. Thanks.

most people would give everything to be as attractive looking as you are... remember that, remember the advantage that you have been gifted

No you aren’t wrong for your interview

Ya it’s not my mom’s fault but in a lot of ways she could have helped me.

Have you tried the unbrush ?

Make videos when you can make videos young woman, just do you.

You just taught me something so valuable to me to my life

How do we do a video for you ? lol on our own RUclips profile..

You give me hope..

Always good to hear from you. Some of my current circumstances(especially financial 😬) are as bad as ever but my mental health lately, is as good as ever. Makes a world of difference. Keep taking care of yourself ✌🏿.

You were not wrong for your interview. Although I haven't been officially diagnosed, nor have I posted anything on my experience with past trauma, I have experienced similar actions from my family. While I am an older man, your interview was eye-opening for me. It was great to hear Carlos' perspective. You rock. Family relationships are important, but not at the risk of affecting your mental health. They can pound sand and kick rocks until they move out of the funk they're breathing. I will be sharing your interview with my wife to give her a glimpse of what I deal with. Thank you for your straightforwardness and thanks to Carlos as well. Be well and be blessed! 🤓 🙏 🙌

Totally unfair. This dynamic has something to do with scapegoating, I notice myself and many of my friends are the scapegoat of the family. I'm not in contact with my family because they were drunk and attacked me that I'm a drug addict: because I've talked openly about psychedelics and weed and how it has helped me to over come my alcoholic narcissist father's abuse (I have cptsd from that also, that's why I'm following you in youtube). I'm the only one who has done any real self-development and looking to the roots for the suffering and the dysfunction of our family system and I'm the one who is "a drug addict". I have not been in contact with them in 3 years now. It is the scapegoat dynamic: someone tries to be a real authentic transformational human being and that is the one who will be pushed away and rejected. They are not ready to see. Even if there is heartbreak, I know and you know, that we are doing the right thing. And we are amazing. Much strenght to you, sister!

I have a similar psychological makeup like you, maybe Im a bit older but I am really starting to internalise that society is actually a really really cold place, and everyone is scared. When you said around 6:50 that you dont want to live like that, I believe you actually want to live a deeper life. You find meaning in things, but the main problem is the people dont have an ability to understand, to think, to talk, to listen... And you cant really share anything. When you cant share anything all those ugly feelings from the past start creeping up, and you start feeling attacked and lonely. What I realised is that you need to have your "tribe", people that are really close to you where you can express yourself. Because society constantly suppresses ourselves, but some people cant live like that. We are one of those people.

Thanks for your videos! you are so courageous and those of us going thru it, appreciate you

love the day vlogs!

love the vid! beautiful soul! struggles overwhelm but the journey through struggle is compelling. Helps to see during my depressive episodes. Glad youre posting again. thank you for sharing

I just noticed I’m wearing the same hoodie three videos in a row……we’re not going to talk about it. Look, new edits!!

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Making decisions and sharing my feelings are probably the hardest things for me to do. Not being seen, heard and known has been my way to survive due to the trauma I experienced. It's hard to break out of something that has equated to safety for decades. It sucks because it does work but then I have to face the torment internally... Alone. Tough spot to be in when deep down, you really want to be seen, heard and known. Through collage art, I've discovered the person that I need to know, see and hear me the most is me. Love your content, loud car, messy hair, rants and all (basically everything you apologize for lol). I like the idea of you going through the book and sharing 👍🏿✌🏿.

Happy Thanksgiving 🦃🍽️

So happy to see you happy!

you are very fortunate tbh

AHHHH I’m so excited you posted !!! I haven’t even watched the video yet lmaoo

Also, I said the Tokyo Ghoul quote wrong. The actual quote is: “Pain is your ally. Pain tells you when you have been wounded badly. But you know what the best thing about pain is ? It tell you you're not dead yet.” I can’t believe I messed up this quote….I COSPLAYED THIS ANIME. I’m so ashamed 🤦🏽‍♀️

Would happily watch the 45 minute share - make it a vlog!

You got some butt kicking content on your channel

Hello there 😊👋

I think you saying its a lie is being to harsh on yourself. Its all a process and you and working through it and recognizing your problem. I found you from that interview and am walking a similar path. Your videos do resonate and so does your relationship. it was very eye opening for me to hear that its not fair for you to expect him not to care when your doing bad. I do the same to my partner, I think were both responsible for ourselves but the relationship is supposed to involve mutual care. Also the passive suicidal thing I have never heard but I do relate to that. its more of a constant lull of being passive to your own harmful thoughts just because they have always been there. anyway sending love to you <3

Being on SM isn't helping ur mental health, find another way.

Would love to see mote of your days!!

Thanks for sharing! I love MJ too ❤

i really look forward to seeing your videos! it feels good to be able to relate to someone who struggles with the same anxieties ❤️

Happy Halloween!! 🎃💛

I’m so happy your back ! I love all of your videos! it’s so comforting! I hope you never stop making videos honestly! I’m also so happy you’ve met a partner like Carlos and I’m happy he has you.

I think you're the closest "representation" of how my cPTSD is. Thank you for sharing and allowing me to "mirror" how I feel. I heard some of the video you shot in Jamaica and, wow, it's like "me talking" and, man, it fucking sucks! I think I did a LOT of these videos as talking to my boyfriend saying the same exact things "I'm ruining your (partner) life" and why?? And also not showing it to them for the exact reasons you said. We have a lot to deal with but you're brave and strong, I can see!

Are you seeing a therapist and social worker. They might help you w goal setting