Another Chaotic (But Happy) Video
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- Опубликовано: 20 авг 2024
- Hello Hello Everyone!
I’m sorry, I know, I’ve been gone for quite awhile. I actually already uploaded this video and had this amazing, well thought out description and this cool blood analogy and now it’s GONE!! The video uploaded UNTITLED like some hooligan!! And now my cool blood analogy is GONE because I’ll NEVER remember that 😭😭 UGH ANYWAYS!! The choas is back, but today I woke up feeling like I can make a difference in my life. Will it work? Well, you’ll have to find out in the next video! Hopefully it doesn’t take me a month though…Jesus. How did a month just fly by like? Guys, one ENTIRE month?? Ain’t no way. That’s just how disconnected I was lol. As always, I love you all, and thank you for your continued support 🤍
Also to the 5 people that watched the untitled video….no you didn’t.
Loved this video so much! The joy! Th journey. I genuinely enjoy the rambling, it's the best! We are curious about your brain, your thoughts, your healing, the whole messy chaotic process of life! Thank you for your honesty, for the rawness.
So much of this resonates, and it's so nice hearing others share using their voice. Radical act of living.
I am looking forward to your part 2 & the script video, that would be so helpful! Asking for help is the best thing we can do for ourselves & for those around us.
Aaahh thank you!! I’m glad that my rambling is being reciprocated well haha. I’m starting to feel more comfortable just talking and caring less about how the format is looking. I’m working on that script!! I also posted part 2 as well, wanted to give a little time between posting. Thank you so so much for being here with me ☺️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Also - LOVE the mention of duality. Everything is a spectrum, we all fall somewhere.
Its great to see you so happy! I feel better myself :D please do share part 2!
Wooo!! Excited to see another vid. Sad to hear about your car, but glad you’re okay! Also sorry to hear about the continued struggles, but you absolutely got this.
Proud to see you showing that real happiness and using that energy. :)
Looking forward to the next videos and being here to see your journey!
Aahhh thank you!! I have a new car and while there are still struggles, I’ll always celebrate the moments I feel good 😌☺️
also i filmed part 2 but didn’t have enough memory space to combine them together. *ahem* anyways. wanna see it?
By all means, post it!
I am a wreck now that the ex wife is trying to get people around us to side with her. They do tell me, and I have to call her BS. I do have my female Carlos to support me, but we're just friends. Had to take her to the store, and being at the butcher made her see how my conditions came up. She was totally ok with it. So some of this vid actually does made sense in my situation, vent out and tell us how it is!
@@jazzalmenasmusicso happy that you have your own Carlos, and I’m sorry that you’re going through that!! I remember your comment from Chris’s video so I also know you’ve ALREADY been through so much. I’m also so happy to hear that when she saw your triggers, she accepted them and was okay with them. KEEP HER CLOSE!!! And good luck with everything!! And just know that your ex won’t get me on her side 😤 On your side forever ❤️❤️
@@jazzalmenasmusicalso!! Something I’ve learned is that friends are JUST as important as partners. If it wasn’t for my best friends, I never would have been the person that I am today. I definitely wouldn’t have known what a healthy relationship looked like. And this was ALL before Carlos, so you can only imagine how much he augmented my besties hard work lol
@@FUN2SEE100 ah! I tell her that!. She was my ex, out of mere need to grow up we were not meant to meet again until now. But she is a friend (confess I like her a lot 😆) and in her need of help she helped me instead, I owe her my healing process! It is a mutual help system we got lol! I am glad in your case your car caper didn't clain anything else but the car. You know, it is hard when we play with the ups and downs, specially downs, but we are strong, sis!