So What Changed??

Hello Everyone!!
What is this??? Another video….in the same week??? WHAT??? 😱😱
I’m not even kidding when I say that I filmed 3 days in a row. I’m probably a little too excited to be back lol, but I just have so many thoughts that I wanted to get out of my head. Plus, I feel like whenever I film, I get physical proof of my thought process. And I need that. Like I said in my video, I need to be more present in my life and become an active participant. I’ve been so passive for so long, I’m just wasting my life away. If he ever reads this, Carlos, thank you for all that you’ve done. You’re a good person through and through, and I one day will be the person you see in me. I love you 😭😭😭
And to you guys reading this, hope is all we have. Hope that things will change. Hope that you will change. Without hope, we would be a shell of a person, barely alive, barely existing. And you deserve more than that. You are a human and that alone is all that you need to deserve to be alive. We make mistakes and bad decisions. But everyday you wake up is an opportunity. Again, hope is all that we have.
I believe in all of you and love you all 🤍🤍

[@rb1599]

Love this! The growth in you is evident. From what I can tell by watching your videos for the past year anyway. I'm happy for you and Carlos ✌🏿

[@FUN2SEE100]

Ahh thank you!! You have no idea how much I needed to hear that 🥹

[@DizziestLizziest]

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[@Halleberrycherry]

welcome again

[@Gift820]

7:54 Hi 👋 I just discovery your channel because of the interview you did about C-ptsd. If I understand well you are studying to become a therapist or you are already a therapist? I’m curious about it because I’ve exactly the same story as you I’ve C-ptsd and general anxiety I’ve 26 still on my healing journey… what motives me to keep going even if some days is tough is to become a therapist one day. But I’m not mentally healed enough to even start my studies I’ve to stabilise my cptsd and my anxiety… I wanted to ask you how are you handling studies ?

[@FUN2SEE100]

Hi!! Thank you for your comment, this is a great question! Before my answer, I want to mention I love that you found your motivation to keep going!!! Your journey is just starting, and I’m glad you recognized you’re not ready to start yet. I made the mistake of starting my undergrad when I wasn’t ready and it cost me two years and lots of money 😭
I’m currently studying to be a licensed therapist and I currently work as a certified behavioral therapist for autistic children. In how I’m handling my studies, honestly, better than my undergrad. My graduate topics are extremely interesting, making me pay attention more, and the assignments are usually multiple choice or short papers, which are my specialty (I’m a good bullshiter lol). But I feel the subjects are very common sense based and if you’re interested in mental health then it makes it easier to get work done, even if you procrastinate and wait an hour before things are due like me. I struggled with classes that were statistic based since it involved A LOT of math. But overall, being interested in what I’m learning is what has honestly kept me from failing 😭😭 But if I can do it, trust me, so can you!!! I’m rooting for you!!🤍