A Forgetful Girl Going Through Her Day
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- Опубликовано: 23 ноя 2023
- Hello Everyone and Happy Holidays! 🦃
Personally, I don’t celebrate Thanksgiving but I’ll always enjoy any reason for a day off. I’ve been filming a lot more recently, but just haven’t been able to put things together and post content. It’s a combination of forgetting I was filming and starting a new video before editing my last one. Luckily I was able finally get a video out. I’m thinking if the videos are good enough, I may end up editing and posting them. We’ll see 🤔
ANYWAYS, I ramble a lot in this video about my family, which I don’t talk about often. A lot of my fears and limitations stem for my upbringing, so it’s hard not to talk about them. But I also don’t want to project a one sided view of them. Like me, they’re complex, and there’s a lot about my family I don’t know about, especially as individuals. We unfortunately aren’t that close. But I know the love we have for each other is real, and it’s always been there. And that’s something I can hold onto and hope that eventually, that love will be what allows us to reconnect again in the future. Now why couldn’t I say all this in the video????
I also really meant it about reading some chapters for y’all. Let me know what you think!
As always, love you all and thank you for your support 🤍
So happy to see you happy!
love the day vlogs!
AHHHH I’m so excited you posted !!! I haven’t even watched the video yet lmaoo
Making decisions and sharing my feelings are probably the hardest things for me to do. Not being seen, heard and known has been my way to survive due to the trauma I experienced. It's hard to break out of something that has equated to safety for decades. It sucks because it does work but then I have to face the torment internally... Alone. Tough spot to be in when deep down, you really want to be seen, heard and known. Through collage art, I've discovered the person that I need to know, see and hear me the most is me. Love your content, loud car, messy hair, rants and all (basically everything you apologize for lol). I like the idea of you going through the book and sharing 👍🏿✌🏿.
You worded it best. I’ve created a safe space over the years where I know how to navigate. But at the end of the day, it’s lonely and I’m the sole person that understands the inner workings of it. It’s mentally exhausting. I love that you’ve found a healthier way to channel your self expression through art. I’m still trying to figure out exactly what that’s going to look like for me. Probably in the form of these videos if I’m being honest 😅 And thank you for your words, it brought a smile to my face. It’s funny to see that all the things I apologize for is something someone actually likes. It’s very…fulfilling and authentic. Thank you so so much! Here’s to us both getting better with our words 😤🤍 (and I’ll definitely be sharing more about the book so look forward to those!)
you are very fortunate tbh
Happy Thanksgiving 🦃🍽️
Same to you, happy holidays!!
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Also, I said the Tokyo Ghoul quote wrong. The actual quote is: “Pain is your ally. Pain tells you when you have been wounded badly. But you know what the best thing about pain is ? It tell you you're not dead yet.”
I can’t believe I messed up this quote….I COSPLAYED THIS ANIME. I’m so ashamed 🤦🏽♀️