Methadone withdrawal 22nd day
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- Опубликовано: 18 июл 2021
- #methadonewithdrawal #methadone #opiate #opioid #withdrawal I was at 160mg per day max dose. I abused them for years after coming to the conclusion that this med is no good for me. I have been weening myself by self medicating here and there. What works for me may not work for you, but I’d love to hear your story with this crap! Please…. Love to hear from anyone effected by this methadone issue. ✌🏼❤️#opiates #Controlled substance #Journey #medication #paws #lupus #prescription #narcotics #addiction #detox #drugs #pills #life #opiatewithdrawal #Opioidwithdrawal #Opioidepidemic #detoxing #opioids #Klonopin #hydrocodone #oxycodone #prescriptions #pharma #pharmasuticals #doctor #slavery #substance abuse #sobriety #cleanish #meds
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I've been on for 28 years. The one time I was off I started to relapse and was worse than ever, shooting heroin, sniffing a bundle at a time. So I got back on. That was in 2010. Right now I've confined myself in a residential drug treatment program after detoxing from my other major drug problem, Benzos, Xanax and Klonopin. I have no plans to put the methadone down right now, I know myself too well. Just being honest. I'm an educated guy, I have a degree in film from NYU. I got hooked in the punk rock scene in the 80s. I wish you only the very best.
@marcmalamud3429 Thank you. I wish you the best as well! May I ask how much your max daily dose was or is? If you don’t want to answer I understand. Either way I’m sending you healing prayers, love and blessings my friend!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I'm on 150mg. now, that's the most I've been on. I've TAKEN more than that, abusing methadone but 150 is the most I've been on program wise.
@@marcmalamud3429hello ,how are u now ,im on 180 mg daily as a female i heard is worse ,females needs more idk why tho,and my hub is on 160 mg ... we have some years back on different trearments /drugs,but on methadone since 5 ysars...in last 2 years we gained lot of weight,sweating,lazzines,depression,moody... idk what can we do bcs i hate mysslf...weare both functional addicts with great life, married since 14 ysars,2 kids,house,apartments,cars
,etc...but nothing makes me happy anymore...nowone kmows what we do, im 31 and he is 37 but i already feel like 60..i wish i could go off of this evil sh1t😢,in mycountry is still not verg known this problem ,when i said to different doctors my sympthoms they say im just lazy,evwn the methadone dr looool...we made analises and all was fine, i rlly dont kmow what to do to getoff of this,or zt least not sweating any,ore,to loose back weight and bave some energy and some positivity😢
Good luck on the benzos Seroquel seems to help me with sleep when I detox from em
@@justinpell3760 I'm prescribed Trazodone for sleep. I do know about Seroquel, but the Trazodone seems to work. I'm not bipolar or ADHD; my diagnosis is depression, anxiety (with panic attacks), and OCD. I'm now on 160mg. Methadone, but I haven't used any narcotics other than methadone in 1 yr., 9 months. I'm okay in some ways but, sitting around in this drug program mostly designed as an alternative to being incarcerated for people facing serious felony charges is not the best. I have no legal issues, I'm here voluntarily, but I don't have much freedom and there's a lot of incredibly petty bullshit and abuse of power. I've gained weight and have some potentially serious health issues; decreased blood flow to my brain and increasingly high blood pressure. I swear, I was healthier doing a lot of drugs LOL! All the best.
I'm from Massachusetts. Opiates are rife here.
I'm 12 days off methadone. 2 year taper, 5 year on clinic.
I'm doing great for 12 days.
I dropped off at 2mg and I'm 26 so I may have had it easier than some.
@Dan Financial Well done! How are you feeling today? I’m so happy to hear this from you!!! Keep me updated if you would please. Healing vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
Lucky you i was in methadone for 19 year and 5 months after finally get out i still feel like shit...i Wonder how you doing months and a half later ?
@jmr6117 are you feeling any relief my friend? I know it’s been rough for you. Lmk how things are going! 💪💪💪💪❤️✌️✌️✌️❤️ healing vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪💪💪
@@FitzSchlitz what can i say ,for some reazon i can't sleep RSL , dihareas my back hurt ,sneezing, chills but i feel a lot better you know ,it will take time but my mind its in the right place...
@jmr6117 you should be proud of yourself! I’m so ecstatic that your head is in the right place!! The rest will come…. Healing vibes, love and blessings!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
I have been on methadone for two years now. I was on 70mgs daily and have tapered myself down to 40mgs as of today. I've been decreasing by 5mgs a month and have no withdrawal so far. There is alot of negativity about MAT from people with no experience. All I can say is with this fentanyl crisis that is going on my friends on MAT are still alive. I have lost so many dear friends and even my brother. I'm weaning off the Methadone and don't plan on being on it for ever but iam beyond the shadow of a doubt convinced that I would be dead if it wasn't for MAT. EVERYONES PATH IS DIFFERENT!!! I hope all is well bro and keep on keeping on.
Right on my friend! I wish you enough! This fentanyl crisis is horrible indeed! Please lmk how things go with you and your progress. Keep truckin’!💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz how You doing now ? I know You use methadone for 20 years,how long it take to feel better cus i can't sleep at 17 mg,this shit fuck My health no joke i feel too much pain in My body specialy in My calf ummm that pain it's 24/7 and i have that pain for over 10 years ,plus it take all My testerone away ,the Drs tell me i can't get treatment forthat cus i have sleep apnea,cus i can't sleep esther SO they tell me You have yo quite the methadone to get treatment of testerone and sleep apnea ,like a Say this shit fuck My life and i never get high whit any opioids since i am on methadone,i don't smoke or drinks alcohol..i hope i get out off this soon My Friends...thanks for your videos ok..btw i a am on methadone close to 19 years ok.
@@jesusmalave3340 how r u brother?
@@FukcAUsername its me jesus malave ,well i am out of methadone for more then 4 months but i have to be honest i still feeling the whitdraws, no sleep, diarrheas, chills ,pain etc...i mind i was on methadone for 19 years ,thats why its taking too long to feel better.
How long was everyone on it and how did you quit? Cold turkey or slow detox?
Hello! I am now in my 4th month of getting off of Methadone COLD TURKEY on my own. Just quit! Had enough! It's been awful. Like you say there is just so much you go through and when does your mind start to feel normal. I have what I call blackouts where something happens earlier in the day and I don't remember it until later that day. Also one minute I'm fine and the next I'm in a full blown panic attack for no reason. My mind races always. Cannot sleep through the night. The worst part is I feel like my brain is so screwed up and it won't ever get back to normal. They don't explain any of this at the Methadone clinic. Once you get off it it's like you are on your own. I hope people start sharing there experiences on this Methadone withdrawal on your channel. I'm also Interested hearing other people's situations with this withdrawal. Thank you for sharing your journey!
Dam! May I ask how many mgs you were on when you stopped? Cold turkey...that just gave me goosebumps!!! You didn't want a slow taper? Please lmk how you are doing, and I'd like to interview you if that's possible? Keep truckin' kiddo!!! You need to talk I'm here!!! Love, blessings and sending you positive vibes!
Medical journals state methadone withdrawal is like "a bad case of the flu". Dangerous miss information. I've personally never had the flu so bad I contemplated suicide.
@@georgiadronefootage4136 right on! Much different than even “the bottle flu” as we Wisconsinites call a really good hangover. Might want to toss that medical journal…just sayin’! Lol Your drone footage looks cool! Are you past withdrawal stage? ✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I'm currently tapering down to 15mgs. Should be off in early July. 🤠
@@georgiadronefootage4136 Too cool!! May I ask what mg you went down from?
Thank you for starting this important conversation. I'm currently in a slow taper from Valium, Oxycodone and Hydrocodone...it's a literal LIVING NIGHTMARE! My "Pain Specialist" is really pushing Methadone and Suboxone. Why in the hell would I trade one addictive narcotic that actually makes me feel good for another heavy narcotic that doesn't do anything.
They will say it will help long term. It doesn’t!!!! May I ask why you were prescribed them, how much is your max daily dose of all three & how long have you been on them? I was at that same intersection and I chose methadone…20 years I’ll never get back and 20 years of damage I created for my loved ones. Lmk and no matter what…you are not alone!! I’m here if you need to talk!! Love and blessings Elizabeth!!💪🏼✌🏼❤️
…oh and they love the $$$! 😡🤬
@@FitzSchlitz DONT METHADONE WITHDRAWAL IS HELL , worse than oxy or dope
@@alexneil394 it would take years of “research “ for me to feel one is worse than the other. Heck, caffeine is something that sucks too. I feel it’s all situational and perceptual. 🤷🏼♂️. All I do know is METHADONE DETOX SUCKS!!!! Please keep us updated on your progress and if you need to talk, don’t hesitate to hit me up. Positive vibes my friend.
Methadone is the longest studied opioid on earth. I personally feel it is superior in the sense that it is very long acting. Therefore one's brain/ liver is not constantly experiencing extreme highs and lows, but a steady plateau if you will. That also aids in recovering from the addiction of the process of popping pills every few hours, or needing to have any medication on you whatsoever if you dose once daily at the clinic.
I’m trying to get off of my opioid pills, it’s a battle that we can win with the love of life. Stay strong my friend
Right on!✊. May I ask what you are getting off of? Stay strong my friend and positive vibes, love and blessings your way!!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
Dude!!! Let me tell you , I have been on and off methadone for 25 years (1999) I have detoxed off 120 cold Turkey 3 times and a few times off of like 40 , big difference . I am now on 165 and about to be detoxing at the clinic ( Hope they even have a financial detox) . Plus a Benzo ( klonopin ) addiction and added all so this is all kinds of fucked up , but I am really thinking about stopping everything
Woah that sounds horrendous. How's it going?
Hang in there man. Keep doing what you're doing. Keep your faith in God and in the process. You will not die, you'll make it through I promise. You're a strong person to be going through this! Prayers up!🙏
Thank you for this! On my 10 month now and feeling much better! How are you doing? Positive vibes, love and blessings my friend!!💪✌️❤️
I'm so glad you documented this!! Bless you. You are a STRONG human. Thank you 🥰
I'm just starting to taper and detox and w/d from h gave me ptsd.
First of all, thank you! I’m concerned about you. Are you rapid detoxing from a clinic? How much was your daily dose and for how long have you been on it? I’m sending healing vibes, love and blessings your way!! It’s not a walk in the park, but it’s well worth it in the end! Please lmk how you are doing and know that you are not alone!! I’m here! Stay strong my friend! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz they were giving me 130 and I halved it myself accidentally bc I went out drinking and slept 2 days lol. They are bringing me down blindly. But I refuse to take a full one. I'm doing OK. But the side effects of m on it's own are making me miserable. I'm soaking wet like I was thrown in a pool ALL the time. Then if I walk in the cold I get sweatsicles. Oh and I gained 100lbs my first year and a half on it. I had an eating disorder as a late teen-early/mid 20s...and have never been over 120. Now I'm almost double. I have zero want to get out of bed. I excercised my a$$ off- to no avail. I am blank. Not sad, not happy, zero energy.
I saw a video that said to take dhea or something but then it says it causes beards and body odor and hormone issues. I may try to just get comfort meds and attempt 3 days w zero methadone and get on subutex....what do you think?
I can't stand the sick and I cant stand the meds. 🤦🏻♀️ and now way in hell am I going backwards. I don't have any want or need of thoughts to. No contacts and a great support system. I'm lost though.
I remember the cold sweats and the no motivation. I’m so sorry you’re feeling this right now! I didn’t choose subs because I have a couple friends that…it helps but very difficult to get off of. I wanted the freedom of not feeling anxious about getting my refills. I wanted to have the “methadone vail” out of my life and experience life with a different perception. I guess it really depends on what you want for your outcome. I’ve never heard of a blind detox. You get a dose in 3 days? I’m sending hardcore healing vibrations!! Please lmk if you want to talk or anything. I’m here… YOU CAN DO THIS!!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz yep, if i choose to get on subutex (thats suboxone without the buprenorphine) i have to wait 3 days. CRAZY, right?! I am told it takes 45 days for methadone to get out of your system....but only 8 (along with comfort meds) to get the subs out of your system. at this point, they're all evil. i just dont know which is worse. thank you for being such a kind soul. i really appreciate you more than i can find in my brain right now.
It took me 18 months before I could sleep properly. I was on 30 ml for 15 years.
Day 4,5,6 were the worst days of my experience. Since day 7 to 12 physical problems get better. Since day 13 to 31 or 32 , the days come that we are without energy( it and mineral help). But most things get better after day 33. Each year that we have taken methadone, need one month to rehab, 7years=7 months or 12 years need 12 months to rehab
Hope all friends get better and clean for ever
That’s your timeline which is quite similar to others. Awesome that you found the strength. Do you think some people have different physical makeups and therefore have different timelines, self medicating procedures or circumstances all together? Seriously asking because my friends and I are debating that right now. Proud of you jax4014!💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz imo people are all different timelines. It depends on genetics, life style, family and friends support and medications. Actually in the withdrawal timelines, the most thing that help is emotional management. In my country when we enter to the worst time of coldturky or withdrawal, we take 60 mg codeine and 2 pills of diphenoxylate. It helps to tolerate bad times. (Sorry I'm not good in English)
@@jaxs2384 awesome info my friend! What country are you from? I myself tried entheogenic therapy. Lol I’m talking shaman level stuff…it’s working very well. I’m so happy you have gotten through it! The emotional part sucks!! I’m still emotional!! Love and light to you my friend!✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz thank you so much Fitz. I live in iran and I'm archeologist. Most of my family live in the US of A. But struggling with this problem caused that I live here. Freedom of drugs need a group of people that speak about their problems all days, nonstop. Hope you find the light too my friend✌✌✌
Anyone who leaves comments is leaving hope. Thanks, guys. Every time you share you offer a perspective.
Stay strong broski. I'm going down 1mg a week and it's a process. We didn't get our addiction in a day, and we won't get better in a day either.
Same here 1 mg a week i am on 17 mg after 19 years i am tired of this bullshit.
Great way to look at it,keep going. I hope to start my taper soon.
@Jking 0.o How have you been doing lately? Give me an update if you would. Love and healing vibes my friend!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
How You doing 3 months later?
@@jesusmalave3340 I'm still dropping my 1mg a week. Today marks my 32nd straight week doing so. At 88mg.
It's pure he'll and all they told me was " drink plenty of water"
@justinellis2588 water!? Was a clinic saying that or medical doctors?
Good for you!!!!
Thank you for your support. ✌🏼❤️
Taking Suboxone aint withdrawaling off methadone in my eyes. Unless it doesn't work for you like me. I am going cold turkey and ive been on Methadone for almost 13 years st 180mgs. Wanna talk about suicide ugh... So far weeks 3 almost 4 and still cant sleep. Had a few seizures recently also. I believe it was from not sleeping for so long. I need prayers people!!!
@peterbaker3878 I never used Suboxone. Did you taper or just jumping off from 180? You and I have similar situations…I was at 160 for 20 years. It did take me about 4 years to taper though. Please lmk how you are doing and your backstory. I’m sending healing vibes, love and prayers my friend!! Stay strong!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
I agree 100% I've been off 25 days. Feels like i have significant nerve damage. Weird thing is I have no stomach problems or cravings. But everything else is there. Fml.
That will all get much better!! Slow and steady wins the race with this crap!! Love and blessings!💪✌️❤️
Here's n update almost 7months clean from all substances n I'm doing great! Took almost 90 days to start sleeping. But once I could, I've made a complete 180
I love to hear it!!! 7 months is awesome!!! 💪. I’m so happy and proud for you my friend!!! Getting a bit teary eyed by this great news!!! Please keep us updated on your progress and if anything changes in your life. I appreciate you!!💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz my brains still a little foggy n having short term memory problems. Nothing major tho. Not like the 1st 3 months. Glad you're doing well brother!
I’m beyond happy to hear that my friend!! I’m feeling better every day. There are waves of progress. I’m grateful you are feeling better…💪. Please keep us updated on everything. I appreciate it and I’m sure others do as well!! I’m sending you positive, love and blessings as always!! Stay strong 💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
Man yea I was on it for bout a month. Doing both meth and H. Once I was off of H I was so tired, no appetite, and nauseous all the time smh so I had to get off that methadone. Hopefully the suboxens will work better. I’ll be on it in bout a week. Pray for me that I’ll be able to get off the H. I will definitely pray for you.
@michaelhernandez7916 I will pray for you my friend! Please let me know how things go as you progress…and you will progress!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz TY very much ! I will share with you my progress ! The 17th is my appointment day. 👍🏽👍🏽
I'm 30years on the shit here in Dublin Ireland I'm a month n a half gave it up to see my son,pls ppl stay away from heroin and methadone it's a fuckin rough journey that gets worse but hopefully in the long run it will get better 🙏 because it's exhausting on your body 😢
@MarkDelany-m2z Right on brother! May I ask how much your max daily dose was at its highest and what you’re taking now? I understand if you choose not to answer. I’m 3 years clean from Methadone and feeling great! It was a difficult journey!! The only thing that I would have changed is to have started tapering off sooner. Sending healing vibes, love and prayers my friend!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz 100 mls and taking nothing 💯 withdrawal can't go back now haven't slept in week's fuckin brutal on your mind and body but has to be done came this far.
I hope your feeling better and getting your natural chemicals back we have people on clinics 30 yrs more in Ireland. Its diffrent for everyone after 30 days I felt a surge of energy followed as you said by waves of depression I wouldn't advise doing it on my own it brings up so many memories hold on to good memories watch old films you used to watch as a child be good to yourself try come out of your comfort zone and remember your addiction is doing push ups as you sleep it takes support and time I found not isolating to be good but with all the sweat and covid people run from me..meeting work for some..
Are you wanting to get off or are you already off? Positive vibes, love and blessings my friend!!!💪💪✌️❤️
What's fucked is they can make it so much easier to withdrawl. Sedation detox should be available for Methadone users. It shouldn't take so long to get better.
Right on!!✊. May I ask how you are doing?
@@FitzSchlitz Iam good,I wish I'd of never stepped into a clinic and kicked the old fashioned way,methadone is slowly killing me. Liquid handcuffs is what I call it. How u doing?
Right on! I’m doing great. I’m on the right path to getting my dental work done so that’s awesome! That methadone is a horrible thing…for some people. My daughter just passed away from a fentanyl overdose a couple days ago and I am having a difficult time with that. Now that I’m off the methadone…now I can feel!!💔💔
@@FitzSchlitz Iam so sorry to hear about your Daughter,I cannot imagine. I have 3 kids and am so lucky none of them have got into drugs. My oldest partied in college but my other 2 are anti drug. They saw forst hand watching my Mom kill herself doing heroin. I never let my kids see me loaded,never.
Fucking agree totally I’m back on 20mg. I got down to 3.5mg but started doing fentanyl again. I’m gonna order a bunch of benzos to help me
5 days off methadone
Been 5 years too long.
Vitamin C & D
The symptoms started day two...and the anxiety and muscle aches started yesterday on day 4...I feel a bit better today on day 5 and taking it one day at a time.
Hope your staying sane and healthy your videos were a major influence on my mind set to come off this horrible liquid hand cuffs ❤️
Awesomeness! I love it! Please check in with an updated on the progress of your journey. I appreciate and am excited for you!
@@FitzSchlitz thank you so much... Day 5/6 today (took half a dose on Monday at 6am ...) Feeling a bit better this AM.
You know I must say my son and I were sick and I think my mind almost tricked me into thinking I was fighting a bit of the flu. So maybe I was a bit fortunate in the mind over matter department. I also am staying with my parents 45 minutes in the middle of no where haha so it's not like I could've just went okay this is to hard back to the doctor!
But my symptoms were/are mostly;
Day 2/3 bad tummy (if ya'll catch my drift)
Muscle aches
Severe tiredness & laziness
Hot and cold flashes
STARVING... But for healthy food mostly protein.
Lastnight I had a bit of the "brain zaps"
Anxiety/palpations
But they are so manageable.
My biggest advice to anyone is repairing your body. VITAMIN C megadosing and normal amount of vitamin D. Http5 for brain health... And eat as much healthy food as you can handle.
I'm going into the field of Addiction just finished my degree and my main goal is to make those aware of this so called "medicine" prepare people if they must take it ... Because I was never educated or prepared I was basically a number
Right on!✊. I remember all the symptoms that you listed. 😳🤮. I myself am going into a similar position. Peer support specialist I feel that I could do best there…until I run into a continuum of this arena maybe more shamanic in nature. I’m sending you healing vibes as always. I’m so proud of you!! Thank you for keeping me updated. Looking forward to talking with you!! Maybe we can join forces when you are off completely. Awareness is something that should be spread!! Healing vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
Take large doses of vitamin C and zinc. Trust me it will take away more than 50% of your withdrawal
Thats amazing m8 you should be so proude of your self im 6 months clean now after 33years on it but live your life m8 hang in thir
Good luck. Just continue
Stay strong ❤
They need to prepare people clinic and Dr said we don’t really know because not many come off it. I was on 120 mg and tapered down for 3 1/2 years to 3 mg came off. I went monthly is why my taper took so long. I’ve been off it 8 days and for me feeling bad comes in waves. I wish I had prepared I’ve missed 4 days of work last week. Work next week is my biggest worry. I was on it 11 years total and I think tapering of course helps withdrawals but you’re still going to have some no matter what. Methadone is evil and I hate it no matter what I’m going to keep going
@KatieOBryan-dv2pq Awesome! I know it feels crappy right now but in a few weeks you hopefully will be feeling much better!! I only say that because everyone is different. Lmk how you are doing please. I’m sending healing vibes my friend!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
Thank you for the kind words:) I’m actually hanging in been living life as normal my sleep is way off but from what I hear that’s what lasts the longest. You should be so proud of yourself. I’m quite sure you have come a long way and will continue on. It was so encouraging to see someone make it through this. I have decided unless I’m incoherent I’m never taking as much as a pain pill. Most people didn’t know I was on it so trying to act normal the last 2 weeks has been challenging but staying busy helps.
It makes me so mad to see people going though this shit,especially when they don't have to be this bad. They can give you strong sedation and make ot easy.
Right on!!💪✌️✌️
@MexikaEklipse like what exactly? What is your relationship with this nasty drug? Positive vibes, love and prayers!! 💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
Haven't missed a dose since 2006.Its now 4/24.In 2003 I went 3 days w/o my 60 mg dose.It felt like I was being burned alive,like my blood was boiling.I started M when I was 33 Im now 58.I plan to take M the rest of my life-There is no more H anyway.I titrated off in 2003-4...jails and institutions til mid2005 when I got back on M.Methadone is the primary way I live a normal life.Without it I am in so much emotional pain I Have to use some drug.Meetings helped me and many others yet if I don't feel right I gotta deal with it the only way I know how.
@bobpelley5093 Everyone has to do what they have to do. I understand that. You know you, my friend. I’m happy to hear you are off the H. How did things start with the opiate use? Injuries? I’m curious …if you don’t want to answer…I get it. Either way I’m proud of ya and sending healing vibes!!!! 💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz no I didn't have an injury.Since high school I always liked T3's or any mild opiate.Late 20's I found where to get quality brown powder (Mexican heroin).For the most part I only use methadone because there is literally no H to be had.And I live in AZ!The doctors are all petrified of the DEA and even pharmacies are locked up tight.I'm not computer savy yet I wouldn't trust the Dark web anyway.Basically I am Not in recovery.I'm at 140 mgs + I but it on the street too-just in case.I just take mdone and smoke pot...The Great pharmaceuticals of the 70's are not to be had.I make do with what's available-which isn't much anymore.
Jeez when I stopped ,the on,y time I really
stopped weaned down in detox I didn't feel 'normal' for 8 months.but even then I felt kinda odd. Now I've been on it 20 years 50ml a day.i hate it I wish I'd stayed off it the first time.good luck brother I'll sub let me know how ur doing
Hy bro... M from Romania, Bucharest... În 2019 after 2 years of using heroin i check în methadone treatment. They put ME on 60 mg. Now i m on 5th year on and still Take 40 mg. I m just tired. Sorry for my english.. I hope u are good and healthy ❤❤❤God bless u
@pgenovesse1713 How are feeling? Are you wanting to step down? How is it in Bucharest? Do the methadone clinics want to keep you on it and not step down? It’s that way here. They want to keep us on it for the $$$. It’s disgusting! Please lmk how things are my friend!! Sending healing vibes,love and prayers!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz they never ask ME nothing at all.... How i feel etc.... They just advice ME to cut like 5mg/2 week.... But i just dont want this Anymore... I cant explain The feeling.. I m s-o Glad that u are good and never ever be back în this shit trap of opioids... I m 34 y old and first start at 27 heroin after 10 y of bodybuilding etc...u really motivate ME
@@pgenovesse1713how are you feeling today my friend? 💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
I took 20mg for 6 weeks back in 2011. Then went on a family vacation and forgot to bring my medications. No biggie rite. Then after day 3 of not taking any I was sick as you all know. I didn't know why, I thought I had a serious flu? Got back home that 3rd evening and I figure I would take meds. 2hrs later and I was completely fine, like nothing ever happened. Slept like a baby that night!! Woke up knowing the Methadone was the issue. My other meds were for blood pressure. I did my research online and found out what I had instore. I took the next week off work and shit and puked, awake for 5 days straight, body aches out of a horry movie.. you all know. Doctors told me it will pass in a day or 2. Luckily my friend gave me small doses of Kratom at day 10. It definitely helped!! I took me around 6 months to feel and sleep normal again.
Wow. I’ve never talked to someone that has taken it for such a short time. I’m sorry you had to go through that, but so happy you are feeling normal now!!! May I ask why it was prescribed to you?
How are you doing lately, and may I ask why you were prescribed this methadone crap?
@@RhysapGrug I don’t quite understand what you mean! No worries… I’ll love your content and hope people check it out! Beautiful landscapes!!✌🏼
@@RhysapGrug do u realize u would be ill on the other shit u where addicted to? atleast methadone gives you your life back and u dont have to chace a high and spend all your money on drugs and potentionaly over dose and die? maybe u can keep a job now and save money to buy a house like i did while on methadone and have a family, i wouldnt of done it on other drugs thats for sure, now im at 4mg almost off of this
@@danielcyr6489 how are you doing now?
I have been on methadone for over 16 years. Was on 100 mlgs for 15 years and been going down slowly am on 45 mlgs now. I am trying my best to get off of it but I started when I was 23 and now am 40 basically so I have been on this my entire adult life about so am afraid of what it will be like to have nothing. - There with you
Hello from the Mountains of North Carolina
Right on. May I ask if it is for long term pain control or Methadone clinic? I feel you my friend. Are you trying to get off completely?
@@FitzSchlitz I was taking pain pills back then and got on it thinking it would get me off of them and ended up staying on it all these years. And am trying to get off now. I want off of it. Been going down 1 mlg every 5 days.
How is it working for you going down with that taper…symptomatically? Also wondering if you have taken any recreational drugs and got addicted? Or just addictive personality? Sorry if I ask a lot of questions. There are so many facets to this methadone crap. Look forward to hearing from you! Stay strong and I am with you my friend! ✌🏼❤️
@@userprofilename371 How are you feeling lately my friend?
Hope all is well Brother.
Things are. I’m going to do an interview with a fellow substance recovery friend. I’ll be interviewing him and he will be interviewing me. It should be interesting to say the least!! Thank you for your comment!! How are you feeling today my friend?✌️❤️
Jesus my dude... I didn't realize how bad you had it... I didn't know it lasted this long... I currently just commented your other video saying I was about to get off other stuff... But never in my life have I felt or heard 22 an "Electric fence" 22 days in. And the crazy part is that I always withdrawaled longer than anyone I knew... (Assuming due to my metabolism) But I never withdrawed from methadone... Mostly opiates + Fent... And while people seemed to be better in 1 week... I took about 20 days to feel normal. After 10 days i was upset and dealing with the hot/cold sweats and restless body... but the only time I felt something like an electric fence was the first 5 days of getting off FEntanyl... I remember screaming in my pillow and punching my bed on occasion... It was a living hell...
I hope you are still off everything... I made videos of myself during my withdrawal and I still have them on my phone... It kept me sober for 4 years....
Watching myself look miserable/deflated/sneezing and nasty kept me from using... But for some reason I didnt remind myself this relapse...
Never want to go through this again... day 1 off of Fent starts 2maro. Once I get off this in a week... Then I will work on drinking... Ugh.
@BillsFan2024 Dam! Sounds like you are ready! How are things going with you today my friend! Lmk… I’m sending you healing vibes, love and prayers!!!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz Thanks my brother... I made it over 24 hours right now and I actually don't feel too bad with the NAD+ / Gaba + some other suppliments to help with the withdrawal.
Its been hitting me in waves the last 24 hours...
But as of right now I haven't even had to start taking my lortabs.
Again, my plan is to last as long as I can, and if I need to take lortabs, I will space them out for the next 2-4 days like Dr Ken Starr said.
I figured today would be the hardest... and maybe it was... but I had my mind focused on it. I barely used anything else.
Heres the crazy part tho... I feel like a Higher power... something stepped in... I had a panic attack at 9am... And I was ready to spend $200 and relapse.... I told my guy to hurry with fentanyl. At 11am I didnt hear from him and I took it as a sign... It still took me another hour to build up the courage... but I told my dealer that something happened and I no longer needed it.
After that... I felt soo much stronger...
Thanks for the support... I will keep u updated... I dont wanna live this way anymore.
Hell... I plan on being off subs too.... I want a natural brain wave... its been 10 years
Thank you so much for your videos! They really helped me push through. Your timeline seems similar to mine with your symptoms. I’m on day 55 and I’m doing pretty good but still have chills and cold sweats everyday. Did you just wake up one day and that stopped or was it gradual?
@ThreadHead 3 Thank you for that! Day 55? That’s awesome to hear!!!💪💪 For me it was gradual. I’m doing well now and still learning to be …alive!!! It’s beautiful. Please lmk how things go with your journey. If you need to talk lmk as well. I’m sending you healing vibes my friend!!! Stay strong!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️💪💪💪💪✌️💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitzyour total right. Methadone should not be given out. Its ruined my teeth, skin from weight again etc..I watched your videos everyday. Was suffering badly. Am on the bup injection...still after many many years of Methadone and subutex programs..now this tummy injection program ..the hell of coming off all of these am still a heroin addict! Never ending for me. Am trying again for the 1000th time to kick. Really hope your ok. From the vid I can see your a lovly person. God bless.
I'm on 50 mg as of today & was as high as 100mg. I'm going down to try and get off but I cant imagine the pain u are going thru. I've been on it 10 years and dont know how I'll ever get clean. Vert proud that u made it this far! Hope you are doing ok.
Dude…I’m feeling sooo much better! You can definitely get through this!! It’s worth the bull&@:t most definitely! May I ask your situation on your daily dose? Ready to step down…any plan? Lmk if you would like to. Keep truckin’!
@@FitzSchlitzI'm currently @50 mg, down from 65mg. I wanna decrease at 5mg a month til I get to 10mg then go down by 1s, the main thing is the restless arms & legs while trying to sleep is absolutely awful for me. It gets so bad when I miss a couple days of dosing that I literally jump outta bed and have to get in a hot bath or do some type of exercise to calm my arms and legs down.
@@jeremystark3350 right on been there and I have never been more uncomfortable! Methadone is a pain in the ass! The journey of the decrease in mg’s is not great, but from the first day you are completely done….the world, your senses and emotional well being come flooding back with the quickness! Things get too rough, get ahold of me and if I can help or just listen…I will. Sending healing thoughts and vibrations to you my friend! You can and will be on the other side of this!!!💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz thanks, I'll keep in touch and keep u updated. Thanks so much.
@@jeremystark3350 what helped me was taking my dose before bed, when your working u dont feel it
More power to u brother!
Right on! Do you have a history with this crap? If you don’t want to say I understand. Either way positive vibes bud!💪✌️❤️
They are censoring our conversation! I replied to an other comment of yours and they deleted it. WTH!😡
Yes I've been on methadone for about 6 years...off and on... and i just now realized I had my notifications turned off sorry about the late response but did u make it through that horrible detox man?
@lukedemott1860 I am doing great. I’ve been off methadone for a little over a year and a half. Wild ride but so happy I made the jump. How are you doing lately? Positive vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz That is great to hear!! What was ur dose? I'm on 99mgs right now...im 36yrs old and im wanting to get off cuz my energy levels r so low I can feel it and I know methadone decreases ur testosterone levels I used to be on TRT test replacement therapy which helped with my sex drive did all that come back after getting off?
Hows it going m8 im doing relly well i wish id taped my so wen i was fealing week i could wach how much i sufferd good idea rattel but yes i tottaly agree with you about metherdone i personly think the guverment want us all adictted to metherdone or suboxone to keep people in line in the uk we get hour metherdon for free but iv herd terrubl things of what its like in america crazy how much thay have to pay out makes you think whos the bigest drug dealer at the end of the day but i relly think people should wach vids like yours or read hour comments befor going on to metherdon to be feir it saved my life at the end of the day but it took so meny years away of my life aswell all the best fits i told you i mouved out of england im up in the scotish highlands love it up here cach ya soon m8
I got off methadone twice once in jail ...couldnt sleep for 40 days craziest withdrawal ever ...second time i used Lyrica and magnissim no withdrawal
@Noah-Vineyard No withdrawal? That’s awesome! How are you feeling now? 💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
Dude,I’ve been on Dolophine/methadone for 28 years&it took my buddy with them bringing him down slowly 2years!And on same dose as I 127mg
I've been on for 12 years currently tapered down to 21 mg. I'm already feeling super depressed and fatigued, no energy.
@Timmyskills What was your max daily dose? 12 …dam! How quickly are you tapering? I’m sending healing vibes!!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I went 72 hrs and switched to suboxen feel much better
I have been taking methadone for 8 months,I cold turkey it at 54mg, I dint even start to feel sick until a week after my last dose,but I'm on day 10 now from the moment I started feeling sick,3weeks since my last dose,it's the most brutal experience I've ever had,I haven't slept in 10 days ,maybe 30 minutes a night,I'm still having these chill waves all overy body,I feel every nerve receptor like tingling all day and night,I feel better than day 6 and 7 but it still is making my life difficult at day 10
@DamienjPolleyp-in9dk First off…good stuff! I know it’s hard but worth it. 8 months of 54mg max daily dose shouldn’t be too bad as far as how much longer you will feel this way. May I ask why you stopped taking it? Any other meds you are on? I’m sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!! Please lmk how you are feeling during this journey. Proud of you!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz no I'm not taking any meds,I just had to cold turkey it because I was moving and didn't have access to a clinic,today is day 13 of feeling the effects of detoxing,I finally slept for 4 or 5 hours last night,it's weird it's mainly at night these like electrical tingly waves that just roll in waves through my body,how long does it take before that goes away? It's no where near as bad as last week but it's still bothersome.thank you for responding! Appreciate it
@@FitzSchlitz But when I first started taking methadone I started at 30 and within a month or two got up to 75 mg,then the last 2 months I was on methadone I tapered from 75mg down to 54 mg ,and the last three weeks I was on methadone I was at 54 mg and then cold turkeyd it.
@DamienjPolleyp-in9dk The feeling is different for everyone. This includes how long it takes for acute and paws to run its course. Lmk how you are feeling though this journey. Sending healing vibes, love and prayers!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz thank you,I haven't talked to anyone who has cold turkeys methadone before,did you get those tingly waves all through your body during detox and if so how long did they last for you?
Hang in there.
Right on. How are you doing today my friend?
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I tell you what I was on 87 migs and got freaking tired of them not wanting to taper me down and giving them 420.00 a month. So I just decided to stop going. I was good the first week cause I still had 4 take homes left and was splitting that in 3 days each bottle. And when I ran out wow here came the withdrawal and I work so it’s hell trying to keep your head on straight while withdrawing. So I went get kratom. Tonight is my first time taking it I took 2 and it really is helping. Im still real cold but my heart is not beating out of my chest. And I can think.
Right on! I’m happy it’s helping! There are so many plant based medicines out that help! I’m sure you have seen videos on how it can be addictive and I wish you the best! Please keep me updated on your journey with this! I’m excited for you and am sending healing vibrations your way!! Good shit!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️❤️❤️
How r u today? Still off the methadone
@@FukcAUsername I’m went back to the methadone clinic. Couldn’t work with the withdrawals. It was hell lol
@@loridomingue9190 did the Kratom not help after awhile? I know how u feel. Sometimes it seems impossible to get off but guys like Fitz let me know it IS possible. Its very, very hard but i guess it is still possible lol. Im trying to get up my motivation to start tapering off or at least get to a lower dose. Ive been on 120mgs for almost a decade.
Day 7 and have had double vision all seven. Anyone else get weird vision???
@chadster123 I had vertigo and double vision would come in and out for the first two weeks. May I ask what your max daily dose was and how long you were on methadone? Day 7!!!!?? Too cool! I’m so lookin forward to seeing you go through this journey and succeed! I’m sending healing vibes, love and prayers my friend!!!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz Max daily was 80ml....I jumped off 30ml. I feel absolutely shocking man. have slept about 7 hours in 7 days also. Great channel bud. Much love brother
yes i did
i was able to get off with the support from my family. methadone is evil. all it did was get me even MORE addicted. this is day 11-12 for me… and i’ve finally been able to get out of bed and do minimal things the last 2 days. best of luck and i’m here if you want to talk man… i also voluntarily went off.
Good stuff bud!!! May I ask how much your max daily dose was and how long you were on it? I appreciate you and have confidence that you will do this!! I’m here if you want to talk or anything! Healing vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz absolutely, i was on 100mg for about a year and i got off cold turkey. ithese clinics are just money machines, using us “addicts” and promising to help us… but all they would do is up my dose when i tried to get off… i don’t get it.
I feel like the clinics are money machines as well. I have heard of not one that actually tried to help people. It’s disgusting 🤢 🤮. 11-12 days…awesome!!!! Please keep us updated on your progress!!! I’m invested in you and your journey my friend. I’ll be here if you need to chat. Thank you for your comment as this helps many like us!!! Positive vibes your way!!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz absolutely, you keep me updated on your feelings.
@@FitzSchlitz tbh i’d say most of the physical withdrawals are done. it’s day 13. my body feels normal and i can eat real food again… but my brain… i haven’t slept in 4 days and idk when it’ll let me sleep again. all that dopamine just being ripped off…
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How are things going with you lately my friend?
@@FitzSchlitz
Not to good.
I messed up over Xmas and now with it being lambing season don't have the time to go through hell of withdrawal so im currently on pain meds.
But ive booked a week of work in April and currently stocking up on things like vit C, immodiom and anything else that will make the withdrawal more bearable.
@@RhysapGrug these things will happen. How ever you do it, I have confidence that you will do it successfully and for the right reason…for YOU! If you need anything please let me asap. You know me… I want to ask how you messed up, what/how much you’re taking now. Lol If it is not in your best interest then ignore my curiousness. I have a great feeling about your journey! Love and blessings my friend and I hope to hear from you soon!! 🙏🏼💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz
After work i will tell you my story.
Thanks for asking and the words of encouragement. 👍👍
How are you doing bud? Wishing you enough. Love and blessings!✌🏼❤️
22nd day??????? Holy fark
Ive been on mdone for 12 years, get 27 takehomes since covid.. n i struggle with double dipping unfortunately. I had half~ a bottle yesterday, n nothing today, n go in tomorrow at 530am... but today has sucked hard. If i had to endure weeks of this..... yeahhhh no, never.
@Styles_Breez I totally understand!! I remember feeling that way. It pinned me down too much though. I absolutely loved it…at the time. May I ask how you got on methadone? Any other meds like benzos? Just curious and I understand if you don’t want to answer. If you ever get really sick and tired of being sick and tired, you may just take the leap even though it sucks…indeed sucks. It took me a couple years and now I’m looking back…I only wish I would have been ready sooner. Lmk how things are going! Healing vibrations, love and prayers my friend!!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
I was off cold turkey from 130 mg for a year and a half. The withdrawal never got better. It was hell. I never slept again without medicinak assistance.
That being said, Please do not say ignorant things that might cost someone their life due to NOT using MAT when they are daily rolling the fentanyl dice because some guy on a video said this drug is bad!
@Gurl-fz8hy I understand how you feel. I lost my daughter recently to fetty. I’m telling my opinion and my journey…that’s it. I don’t ever want to steer anyone wrong, that’s why I state that this just my experience. I appreciate your input my friend. How are you doing lately? Healing vibrations!!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
people can make their own choices tbh, he's just telling his story. did your withdrawals ever get better?
Day 32 for me today off Methadone and I'm still having withdrawals. Burning skin is the worst. Feels like it's never going to end.
@AntoinMhicArtain I understand and remember that. Stay strong and you will reap the rewards. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!! I have confidence that if you want it bad enough, you’ll get it!!! Please let me know how you are doing and progression of your journey!! Healing vibrations, love and blessings!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I'm through the worst now, I think. Either way, I'm over it. Thanks for the replies, they helped brother.
@@AntoinMhicArtain kick ass my friend!! Would you please drop in and help others by sharing your journey? I’m curious as well and still sending healing vibes, love and blessings!!!! Proud of you!!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz Day 56. I'm doing ok, still have some mild withdrawals, nothing terrible though. Methadone withdrawal is like The Neverending Story!
@@AntoinMhicArtain I love that movie still! Lol I’m happy that you are doing well my friend! Remember The Dark Crystal? Lol💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
But have been without any opiates for 14 years and that’s no cheating.I just want off this shit
@blainelanum165 may I ask if you’re using anything now? If so how much? Sending healing vibes!!💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
Maybe you can relate to this take hot ass baths that's what I did. It's the only way I got any relief. . After 3 or 4 weeks you will start catnapping. It's not a whole lot but it's better than nothing. When you do start getting an hour to sleep here and there it's well worth it.. it's crazy it's like a new drug.. I'm sure you've done them all this is a new one.. try it you'll like it I've been clean 15 years now.. good luck and wish you the best. To all methadonians.... Don't give up.
@billgoforth7426 RIGHT ON!!! 15 years!? AWESOME!!!!!! How are you doing now? Love the comments my friend!! Thank you for the positive energy!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz 15 years clean... Go to the gym pretty regularly.. eating well.. ride my bike 🚲.. music has become my new drug of choice.. stay busy. Stay grateful stay clean....
Hello m8 how are you doing today are you completely over it and feeling normal again ? I am trying to get off the mdone myself, anyway I hope your feeling great. Peace & health man.
@deant6361 I am doing much better!! After 20 years I am finally able to get myself back! It’s a beautiful journey! May I ask how much was your largest daily dose and how long you have been on it? I’m putting healing vibes, love and prayers out to you my friend! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz Gday man, at the moment my dose is 60 down from 130 slowly reducing. It’s been really traumatic 30 years on mdone just horrible. I just want that peace that comes with being clean. Thanks for sharing good health to you
I'm going to rehab Tuesday to detox off of 50mg. I'm so scared. I've been on it for 6 years and off opiates for 4 years. I'm so scared to detox.
I understand. It is scary going into it, but that will dissipate quickly. Are you doing a rapid detox? Healing vibes!💪✌️❤️
are you good now?
Hey Fritz I would like the qualify my past twenty years of using methadone. Ow at the age of 67 with Mt doctor fed up with government intervention retired. I took a leap of faith which was insanity. I should have been under doctors care a whole team for that matter. That’s not what I did. I already had gone off the meds for a short two weeks years past and felt unable to care for myself. I have taken zero methadone since last year. My first three weeks of cramps headaches no desire to eat no sleep week after week. I couldn’t sit…I could stank…I could and did bang my head against the wall. I never said it was prescribed for my pain and worked well enough for me to function and continue my career. We can talk but let me reassure you some things are not easy and don’t be afraid to get help. Wish I did. Methadone alters your brain chemistry and perception of pain. I truly wish you the best brother
Wow!! Much love my brother!!! I’d like to thank you for being you!!✌️💪❤️
@ Mark Heller may I ask your biggest daily dose? Thank you for commenting! These comments help myself and others!!! Positive vibes to you my friend!💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz 79 to eightrhrwd
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I got the 79 part but the rest of your comment I don’t understand. I’m not the smartest knife in the drawer sometimes! Lol What did you mean after the 79? Look forward to hearing from you! ✌️❤️
Neither do I 80mg daily
More importantly…. This video is almost a year old…. What’s your current status? How long did the WD last off of MTD? Hope all is well! I’ve been around guys that said it was never ending.
Lmk what you think when you see my updates from a couple months ago. Do I look or sound better because I feel much better. Paws are a definite thing but still much better!!! How are you doing? Positive vibes, love and blessings!!!💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️💪💪❤️
I went from 80 mg to cold turkey 7 wks of hell hope your doing good now
How are you doing now? I’m doing well. 80 to nothing that quickly? Holy hell! Did you do anything that helped and how far along are you with it now? So nice to hear that you are entering the no methadone journey! Please lmk 💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz you should be proud of yourself thats not a easy task and if I can help anyone plz feel free to ask
@@randyx316 I do feel pretty darn good about my journey with this. I do appreciate you and wish you enough. I’d like to ask some symptom questions of you and a couple others then make a video about it. Is that okay with you? Regardless I thank you!✌🏼❤️
Bro I'm in the process of getting off it I hope your doing ok. God bless
Please lmk your story! It helps immensely! Thank you for your comments!! Positive vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I dropped from 100mls to 30mls this week, I'm irish btw, I'm feeling it a little but the valium and dalmane help. I've been on opiates 25 years mate, too long. Are you clean now? Your videos help me
I’m methadone free over a year now!💪🙏🤘 I hope you are proud of yourself!!! That’s a big jump!! Valium is helpful indeed. How many mgs of Valium are you on? What is dalmane? I’m here my friend…right with ya! You want to talk or anything…I’m here! I look forward to hearing from you about your progress!! Healing vibes, love and blessings my friend!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I dont know you personally but well done. Sure I'll keep you posted on my progress. I'm really sick of it, nobody wants to have anything to do with you but I found out who my friends were, u know what I mean. So dalmane is the brand name for flurazepam, there sleepers. I'm on 20 mgs of valium a day. Thanks for the encouragement pal. 🙏👍
I have confidence in you and I don’t know you personally either. I can tell when someone is sick and tired of being sick and tired! Keep truckin’! 💪✌️❤️
How are you on this journey today, Fitz?
I’m having a hard time with my ol’ lady. She’s not the problem…I’m not myself and it takes a strong person to stand by someone going through these things. She’s awesome and I feel like I’ve dragged a lot of people through the mud with my collateral damage. Other than that I’m fine. Lol. I’ll always keep truckin’ and I WILL GET TO MY GOAL! Just put up a new video. If you see it will you give me some things I could do better. There are too many people going through this with no support. I want to be a support for them. How are you doing today my friend?
Getting ready to go to hell soon failed 2 drug test pain management I'm currently prescribed 30mg of methadone and i have been on this drug for 18 years at least !
Why hell? I’m unfamiliar with how the clinics work. Please tell me more. Are they cutting you off? Fast taper or something?
how did you self medicate to come off? id love to talk to you. this med isn't for me either. I need to come off and im desperate to. lmk if I can contact you somehow please
@ariannateodora5469 I’d love to say, but these platforms think I’d be giving advice and that I can’t do. If you want to shoot me a number or email I’ll remove this post immediately after I get it. I understand if you’re not comfortable with that. Lmk what you think and I’ll be sending you healing vibrations, love and prayers as well!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
I'm on day 8. Gabapentin is your friend if you can get it. Other than that I've heard kratom helps. Besides that are only riskier options like a slow opiate taper over like 4 or 5 days starting 2 or 3 days after you get off the methadone so ur starting to detox. I had to use the last option. But I realized how much the 300mg gabapentin my mom gave me helped once I took them day 5 (weirdly they helped better with methadone withdrawal than when I tried them with opiate withdrawal.) The opiates were barely touching the withdrawal symptoms but it was a little relief for a bit. I don't advise anyone to just go use!! I only smoke D and I've never used needles so this is completely different than relapsing on a needle!!!. I smoked or sniffed very small amounts in the morning, afternoon, and bed time to help sleep. I progressively did less until bedtime day 4. It definitely helped get me through those first four horrible days. Day 5 was still kind of shitty and couldn't sleep much and was SO dizzy throughout it all too on top of the anxiety, hot and cold sweats and restless legs and worst of all the seering pain down to the bone in EVERY single joint in my body. It was much of the same until last night (day 7). Day 6 was spotty, obviously the morning sucked but the afternoon wasn't bad but felt crappy at night again. Day 7 morning sucked and 100mg gabapentin every 3 or 4 hours got me through easier but obv sleep still sucked. Today, is day 8. Slept a tiny bit better (only woke up 3 times feeling like shit instead of like 10 the other nights due to fever sweats and anxiety/restlessness in my chest and legs. I should mention I smoked a bunch of weed throughought as needed for the almost crippling anxiety and to help fall back asleep. This morning was crappy but a little better than usual and the afternoon was better than yesterday but still some of the dizzyness, anxiety, restlessness, and can't find a comfortable position to sit or lay but I still feel alright now (8pm). Hopefully sleep will be better tonight and day 9 will start out good... only time will tell.** PSA** I'm not a trained professional and this is just how I did it personally. I was only on 58mg methadone after dropping myself from about 80 and everyone's doses and situations are different. Good luck and remember, we do recover...
I’m on methadone for the past 1 and half year now I’m scared to stop methadone thinking about the withdrawal :(
I understand your fears!! May I ask how much max daily dose was or is? It’s a beautiful journey to be off!!! Positive vibes, love and blessings!!!! 💪💪💪✌️❤️
Also how long have you been on methadone or highest dose? Positive vibes your way! 💪✌️❤️
I'm curious, did the benzo's help with the withdrawal symptoms?
Mustang1984 I am pretty sure that they did. 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
benzos help a whole lot but its because of this they shouldnt be taken as its soooo easy to get addicted because they work so well and benzo withdrawal was worse in my experience... i m day 21 no methadone, i have a bottle of clonazapa i kept for emergency use but never touched them, also kratom i have but didnt touch because they work on the opiate receptors which were trying to produce natural endorphins and kratom can just prolong withdrawals
I suffered like that for two years
@neworleansoul How are you doing now? What’s your use background?
@@FitzSchlitz "what's your use background" I dont understand that question. I am not a drug addict, I am a chronic pain sufferer
@neworleanssoul I was just asking about your background with methadone. I wasn’t implying anything. I’m sorry if I came off in a negative way. How are you feeling now? Why were you prescribed methadone and did you start at the bottom ( Darvaset, Vicodin) then worked your way up or just jumped on methadone right away? How long have you been on it and what is your max daily dose? I understand if you don’t want to answer some of these questions. I was prescribed methadone so I understand. Lmk what you think. Healing vibrations!!💪👍💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
Hope your well now they never told me about how bad it is to get off it im still taking it 19 mill day not sure what to do im thinking about taking kratom for 2 or 3 weeks to get through worst of it not sure tho i live in england
Will they taper you? It was beneficial for me but everyone is different. How long were you on it and what was your max daily dose? What ever you do if you want off you’ll get off of it!!!! It’s a funky ride, but it gets better and better every day!! Lmk how you are doing through this journey. 💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz im long term user been on script for 10 years when i started they had me work up to hundred mil for past 4 years ive been working down from 40 mills to where I am now on 19 mills daily time flies when u take this stuff never thought I'd be on it for so long i have had relapses along way so thats why i have came up and down just want off this stuff now tho
Right on! Time does fly! You can do this my friend. When you’re ready please get a hold of me so we can talk. Until then I hope you keep us updated on your journey. We are here for you! 💪🏼✌🏼❤️
Your post was a year ago, how are you doing today?
@mariagallo9965 I’m doing very well as far as the withdrawal! The paws are not as bad as I thought they might be! How are you doing today my friend? Happy Thanksgiving 🦃!! Positive vibes, love and blessings to you!!!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
Methadone is no different from doing fentnanyl to me. I hate this garbage. I'm day 5 clean off 4mg I got this
You absolutely got this!! Are you doing well…as can be I mean? I’m having what I call pop ins and did a video on it. I was wondering if you are going through similar things. If not are there different symptoms that you are battling besides the physical stuff? Lmk bud I would love to talk some more about this with you. Sending healing vibes your way! YOU GOT THIS!!!!!💪🏼✌🏼❤️
In my second month off methadone. Over the major withdrawals. Still having trouble with sleep. I sleep 4-5 hours wake often. Any advice on sleep?
I am taking melatonin. It helps immensely. I take 10mgs a night. It’ll get better very soon my friend! This methadone is still creating brain fog and and a bit of emotional weirdness but getting better every day!!! Lmk how you are doing please keep in touch! I’m proud of you!!!✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz melatonin doesn't work with the s*** for me
@@privateprivate1865 I understand. So I can give you the rundown on MY self medicating regimen, but it depends on when state you live in. Lmk ✌🏼❤️
Eric jacobs. It's been four months. How u sleeping now? I'm on 110 n I'm trying to get off
@@briancannon3987 How are you doing lately my friend? i wish you enough and please lmk how you are doing.💪✌❤
I’m down to 8 mg from 120 tapering off and just paused bc not so much the physical which it’s there just super minor this far, but mentally I am not doing well
@taylorgregg9633 Good stuff!! How long have you been on methadone? I’m sorry you are not feeling well. A temporary thing my friend! Lmk if you want to talk. Sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
i went from 65mg to 4 mg in a period of 2 years started tapering last year, the problem i have now is 4mg does not last long i start geting restless moving arms n legs stretching its uncomfortable its weird when i was on 5 mg i was fine , the big issue for me is work, i cant just take time off work to withdrawal i have bills to pay and could risk losing my job and i would never tell them im on this, i think the hardest part is having a plan on how to get off of this and continue to work , i might have to go back up to 5mg and just wait it out until i have that chance on time off work, or maybe the 4mg wil stabilize i only have been on 4 mg for 13 days now, hopefuly i will stabilize,
I hope it stabilizes as well. Were you on it for 2 years total? Any other benzo, gabapentin, or opiates? Things WILL get better my friend and if you need me I’m here! You got this!! 💪🏼💪🏼
What do you do for work?
@@FitzSchlitz i work in a steel plant i operate saws
took 2 weeks to stabilize on 4mg i only had restless legs and arms that went away i think it has to do when i take my drink so now i take it after work, because when u work your too busy to think and complain lol
How are things going with you lately? Please lmk as I am wondering how things effect different people. Bringing awareness to our youth about this seems imperative. I appreciate you and your journey. Stay strong my friend and know I'm here.
Day 20 it’s still a struggle
@Demolitionaddictx awesome!💪 May I ask how long you were on it and what was your max daily dose? Please lmk how you are doing. The first days…20 days in…yeah that sucked!! I’m here and will be sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!! Stay strong, it’s worth it!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
I did rapid detox and I'm 2 weeks out but I can't even get off the couch. I'm sooooooo weak. I need to know how to get strength back.
@jackiespanbauer4276 May I ask your max daily dose and how long you were taking it? There are things you can do my friend. Lmk how you are feeling today. I’m sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!!!💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️💪💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz my max dose was 120 I got down to 40 when I went in. I still can't move but can't sleep.
@@jackiespanbauer4276you went from 40 to nothing? Doing a fast ween or just jumping off? Are you being seen from a medical specialist for this? Sending you healing vibes, love and prayers!! 💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
No I did rapid detox in Detroit....I got phenibit and that's helped tremendously but gotta be careful with that stuff
@@jackiespanbauer4276 right on! What is phenebit! Fen-fen?🤷🏼♂️ it’s been a while out of the game. Lol 💪💪💪✌️✌️💪💪✌️❤️
On day 10 without methadone. Was on a MAT dose of 60mg for 9 years. Stopped cold turkey. I think I'm pretty much over the worst of the physical withdrawal. I still wake up every morning and desperately want to return to my clinic. Still can't sleep and can't eat. My legs twitch at night still. How long did it take you before you actually felt better?
1-2 months. 160mgs for about 20 years made it a bit more difficult for me though. 60mgs for 9 years… should be easier for you. May I ask about your experience with this crap? Why you were on it? How old you are? 60mgs is a large jump, but you know your body. Please lmk how you are feeling. Sending healing vibes, love and blessings!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️
@@FitzSchlitz thank you for the support! I'm 47 years old. I got caught up in the oxycontin craze. My best friend's mother died of cancer in 1998. He found her "new painkillers" OC 20's and we did the whole bottle. One thing led to another and I was a serious pain pill and heroin addict for 15 years until I started methadone in 2013. Started my clinic in October 2013 and I'm now 10 days clean. My clinic is a bunch of greedy bastards. Everytime I mentioned tapering off or getting out they'd try to RAISE my dose instead of lower it! I'm just hoping it keeps getting a little better each day!
60mgs is still quite a bit to jump from, but it sounds like you know what you want and I’m proud of you for that!! It’s difficult but beyond worth it!!!! 1 1/2 years methadone free and only wish I would have came to my senses sooner. I look forward to hearing from you about your progress during your journey!! Please lmk how you are doing and if you need to talk…I’m here. I’m sending you healing vibes, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitzI'm on day 25 now. Still can't eat or sleep. Depression is pretty bad also. I just want to feel normal again.
@jamiecollet8840 Day 25 is awesome!! You may be feeling funky and it may stay for a couple months due to the no taper and large milligram you stopped at. Are you taking anything else for sleep or appetite? Exercise at all? Please lmk my friend. Healing vibes, love and blessings!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
I got on methadone like a little over 2 years ago but still using, not on a stable dose yet and kind of regretting getting on it..
Are you getting it prescribed or how do get them? Max daily dose (roughly)? Recreational use? Please lmk and I look forward to talking with you soon! 💪🏼✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz go to the clinic every single day except on Sundays cuz they're closed. 115mg
@@FitzSchlitz it's 330am where I live so I'm going to get to bed. Look forward to chatting with you! Have a good night! Or have a good day depending where you live ☺️
How ya feeling kiddo?
@@FitzSchlitz I'm good. Just lost my father in law last week though so that's been rough. Hope all is well with you. ❤️
My wife and I have been on it for 1 year and we went from 55mg down to 6mg now. The new clinic we transferred to is bad so we are just quitting. We haven’t dosed in 4 days and we feel crummy and sleep a lot but it’s not so bad.
I’m sorry to hear about the clinic situation but maybe it was not a coincidence!? What an awesome thing you guys are driven and you have a partner that will understand! Too cool! Please lmk how things are going when you feel up to it. If you want to talk I’m here!! Stay strong… healing vibes, love and blessings my friend!!! I feel so much better and I look forward to hearing from you as you feel better… and better!💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz thank you for your kind words.
I see your video was posted 8 months ago so how are you doing now? Are you still off?
Oh yeah! No want to ever go back!👍 I’ve got a couple videos in the works and possibly a live stream as I interview someone like us and they interview me. This community needs to grow awareness! I want no money just wanted help when I was down and now I can help others. I appreciate you and have a strong feeling we’ll be talking soon. If you need someone to talk to…I’m here. Love and blessings my friend!💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz that’s really cool. I have never seen a video like that and I bet it would help a lot of people understand what this is really like.
How do you feel now after 8 months? And how long did it take for your withdrawals to subside?
Thank you for your responses they are comforting for both my wife and myself.
@@davidm9291 I’ll be putting up an update very soon. I’m doing GREAT! Love and blessings! Are you interested in starting a dialogue on this topic? I’m hoping so…💪✌️❤️
Listen man I was on 120mg February 13th June 19th was my last dose I dropped 120 mg in 5 months I started going down 5mg a week then I dropped to 10mg a week my last 3 doseses were by 5mg it’s June 23rd and I feel ok I get symptoms here and there more when I lay down to sleep what you have to understand that it’s a physical thing but if you prepare your self mentally and please work out through it all everything should be just fine I’m glad I got my life back the joy I feel of not having to be tied down by that shit is amazing if I can do it then you can good luck everyone
What caused you to take methadone? Heroin? Pain killer addiction? How long were you addicted? How long were you on methadone? I had an 8 year long pain killer addiction taking 240mg of oxycontin a day plus 120mg of oxycodone for years and was given suboxone for 1 month and yes I struggled with depression and anxiety but I feel I was given the right amount for that 1 month...it could have been alot worse for me
I started taking oxycodone and contin then went up through the ranks of meds. I landed on methadone as apposed to fentanyl because I wanted the longer lasting effects of the Methadone instead of the shorter acting stuff. I was prescribed these meds due to S.L.E. (lupus) I was on 160mgs of methadone and 6mgs of klonopin a day for 20 years. My tapering process worked for me as best as I think it could. May I ask why you started pain meds and were they prescribed or was this under the table? lol
@Fitz Schlitz I started taking pain meds because I had herniated discs in my neck from a minor car accident. All prescribed from 1 Dr for 8 years
@@mmucc073 How are you doing now? Any symptoms that are lingering?
@Fitz Schlitz how are you doing now? After I got off the suboxone I was depressed and super anxious and couldn't do much...I had to learn how to communicate again I couldn't sleep for weeks...and it took about 7 months to feel happy again. I had a great boss who knew what I was going through and def cut me alot of slack during my struggles.
@Fitz Schlitz nah man it's been 6 years and got willing ill never be put in a situation where I need pain meds...I just had my wisdom tooth pulled and the dentist was gonna give me them I told him no even being off for 6 years I'd be afraid to get that high again bc I loved it lol
im on day 3 my last dose was 5 mgs....tapered down from 90 over a 2 year period....atm im not deathly I'll but deff feel a bit off mostly lack of sleep
Yeah man! Good stuff! Awesome to hear you are off completely!! I know it sucks with bone pain, cold sweats and loss of sleep!! It won’t be easy, …but a testament to the strength of your will!💪🏼👍🏼. I’m so happy I went through it because of how awakened I now am. If you need to talk or anything lmk. You got this!
@@FitzSchlitz I appreciate it man it's not easy but a strong support system goes a long way god bless 🙏
Right on! Keep truckin’! If ya need me I’m here as well! Please keep me updated on your progress!! Got confidence in you!💪🏼✌🏼❤️
Hows it going bro?
Its hard to believe bro I'm sorry. If I was detoxing and I was on my 22nd day. I wouldnt be able to speak. I would be throwing up lining of my stomach. Doing kicks. Dierrea would be cutting my skin. I could only go 40 days and I never stood up other than going to toilet that was right beside my bed
This might help. I started the step down process 4 years ago. I started stepping down from 160mgs per day. My last step down was from 5 mgs to nothing and I still had some severe issues. Definitely never far from my own bathroom, wether it was throwing up or Supra-diarrhea! That took about a month then the physical symptoms started to pass SLOWLY! After 2 months I am still getting odd sensations all over, over emotional, hearing, sight, bursts of energy then fatigue and possibly flashbacks from the 90’s lol. It is a long row to how, but if someone wants it bad enough, they will get through this hellfire!
How are you doing? It sounds like you are still on the dones. Is that correct? Lmk please. I’m curious and willing to help if possible. ✌🏼❤️
@@FitzSchlitz 4 year withdrawal system wow. I guess you really did a slow tapering. Yes I am still on methadone. On the 40th day detox called my doctor and after their talk I was put back on methadone on my 42nd day. 42 days of no drugs, no methadone and my body refused to recover. I was praying to be only addicted to heroin. Because I used to recover from heroin withdrawals on my 6th day usually. I would've killed to be a only going through heroin withdrawals
@@FitzSchlitz 90s flashbacks yes.. going to jail and receiving no medication to help what so ever. I remember the good old days of the early 90s.They used to lock me up by myself in the hole with no mattress . I used to just moan and scream laying in my own shit and puke. Floor was covered with my discharge and my face right in it for days. It was a torture. I still have PTSD from those days.
@@FitzSchlitz by the way I was put on methadone 31 years ago at the age of 19. It was supposed to be a 21 day withdrawal program. It's been 31 years and I'm still on methadone
What dose did you come off please? I’m on 15ml now this stuff is nasty brother I’m coming off this last bit now slowly
Awesome to hear!! My last dose taper was 5mgs…I believe it was 4-5 months then went off completely. What was your max daily dose and how long have you been on methadone? I get it if you don’t want to answer, but please know every account is beneficial to all of us! Positive vibes, love and blessings! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz my max dose was 80ml a few years ago and I was still shooting up heron now I’m clean of heron for 9 months and I’m currently on 15ml of methadone going to move to 10ml today
Holy moly! That’s some awesome stuff!! How are you feeling with all these changes? Keep truckin’!! You got this. Please keep us updated on your progress!!! Positive vibes, love and blessings my friend!💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
I’m on 15ml now and going down to 10ml soon then slowing it down Iv done methadone detox before me personally I feel there is a huge difference between 40ml and 20ml huge like 40ml hold me the whole day I’m not in a rush to take my dose but when I go under that I feel every drop does anyone else feel that? All il say is don’t rush this drug BUT make it clear to yourself you will not stay on, plan your detox strategically set goals with it, I see ppl who been on it 10-15years no ambition to get off don’t fall into that trap
Right on! My baseline seemed to be 40mgs. That made me feel the same as you are describing….stable. Curious about others as well! Let us know please. 💪✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz glad I’m not alone, 40ml was defiantly a break thru point for me I really struggled at 40ml I don’t know how much of that was mental but yeah I don’t know about you but Iv used cocaine still sparingly handful times and it sucks the methadone out me puts me in withdrawls , how you getting on now?
@@FitzSchlitz how much did you come off my friend?
I’m currently on Klonopin, gabapentin and an entheogenic alternative therapy. 😁 All plant based medicine is what I’m shooting for. My lupus is funky so I’m heading towards that natural path. I feel like I’m going to get off all of my prescription meds eventually. The prednisone and hydroxychloroquine my be a bit difficult but I’m determined. 👍. You only use uppers through the withdrawal? I have had my run with blow when I was young, dumb and broke. Lol. Look forward to hearing about your progress through this journey!! Positive vibes, love and blessings!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
160mgs🥴🤤🤷🏼♂️
Hay my name is Shanequa and I was going to day for my first day how is it
Hey Shanequa, you are going through your first day of no methadone? If so what were you taking per day and how long have you been on methadone?
Its a ball and chain i been on it over 20 years.
@justinpell3760 are you wanting off? What is your highest daily dose and how much are you on now? Are you taking any other medications with it? Lmk how you are feeling my friend. I’ll be sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I'm on 120mg disk daily.I take gabaphentin too.I feel ruff everyday I need a increase on my methadone really.The clinic i go to stop at 120mg.I don't want off the methadone it keeps me stable mentally and physically I got two children and a new grandson to look after. I've tried to detox b4 it just don't work. it's like I never get better even if I taper down. I've been opiate dependent since I was 16 im 43 now so my brain runs on this stuff.I learned about something called P.A.W.S post acute withdrawal syndrome and its real.The drugs on the street nowadays a relapse could b deadly. Id never last on the drug supply nowadays. thank you for asking. I appreciate the good vibes Keep on Keeping on.
My friend 50 days later i feel like crap no sleep n diarrheas are killing me lol...
@jmr6117 50 days!!! Awesome!!! I’m proud of you my friend!!! It was right around now-2 1/2months(total ) I was feeling that relief. Keep truckin’ and I have a feeling the “sh¡tty” part will go away soon. Lol Sending healing vibes, love and blessings!!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz man i feel so weak ,tired i don't see the end of this ,diharreas, chills and no sleep at all...
@jmr6117 still these symptoms at 4 months in? Odd, but I’m not a doctor. Are you seeing a doctor at all? Are you on any other medications? I’m sorry you feel this way but you are so close to getting rid of this stuff. Lmk bud. Healing vibrations, love and blessings!!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz i see a Dr but he don't give me nothing ,he just say do exercise and wait to the time pass ,i am telling you, this shit its driving me crazy i still have all the simptoms....i hope by 6 months i get much better.
@jmr6117 crap buddy I hope these symptoms are gone tomorrow for you!! Are you taking any vitamins or supplements? They do help with sleep. Lmk my friend and I am praying for you! It takes a strong willed person to get as far as you have. Be strong and fight this evil crap. Valerian root and melatonin!! Lmk Healing vibes, love and blessings my friend!💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️💪❤️
How do e get off metadone alive?
@@user-br3sl1vd2h slowly but surely! How are you doing and are you wanting off methadone? Lmk how things are going for you! Sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️💪❤️
Was in a clinic on and off 15 years a true og heroin addict. I detoxed done atleast 10x fully the hellish withdrawals usually lasted about a month. I've been out the clinic a few years and now I just take it on weekends for the sole purpose of getting high. I get light withdrawals now if I stay on too long and don't let myself get completely clean before getting another bottle. But yea the sht lasts about a month for me when I'm fully stuck on it
I wish you the best my friend! Sending healing vibes, love and prayers! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz yea I've detoxed 120mg quite a few times. Methadone is so weird for me it feels like a full blown long lasting opiate high when I'm clean but if I'm on it for more than a month at a time daily it just eventually stops working how I want it to. It goes from a day long high when I'm clean to a 4 hour high that fizzles out once I've been on for a while. That's why I quit cold turkey so many times because it becomes pointless lol and at that point u still have to show up to the clinic lol. I know it sounds messed up but now the best for me is go clean 2weeks then dose 80 to 120mg lol then it's worth it because I'll actually catch nods. If there's no nods it's just not worth it😅 so I go completely clean then dose up...super dangerous lol but damn it's nice every now n then..I know this sounds like junky shht but honestly if I didn't give myself methadone breaks I'd b shooting dope. Been off the needle 4 solid years with this method of mine as crazy and dangerous as it sounds.
“No body told me” mmmmhhhmmmm
@twveach How are you feeling? Believe or don’t…I understand. It doesn’t change the fact, but I appreciate your opinion. May I ask your involvement with this opioid? Positive vibes, love and blessings!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I was in the situation of “make a change or die” that’s just me, no one else. IMHO sometimes the drugs that are supposed to be a valuable tool to get your life together turn into an entire different beast to deal with. I hate to see the “I’ve been on this for years” is it necessary? Sometimes yes!! And sometimes it becomes the next hurdle of fear we have to get over. Just my experience, no one else’s.
Right on!✊. May I ask what were you on in the past? Either way…thank you for your thoughts! I appreciate them!! Lmk how you are doing. Love and blessings!💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz what was I on? I was on “yes and more” typical story started with a surgery, never looked back all the way to the top(u know what I mean) did several sub tapers over the years 17 treatments later (I’m a slow learner lol) Finally for some reason 1 year 2 months and 20 days ago I gave it up. Just got tired of getting hit in the head with a hammer!
@@twveach right on!✊. Good stuff my friend! I’m a bit over a year as well. I appreciate you and for taking the time to share this!! Thank you. I’ll be sending healing vibes, love and blessings!! If you ever want to talk…I’m here! 💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️❤️
How are u now buddy
I’m doing great. Thank you for asking. Every day still gets brighter. I’m so happy I made this decision when I did!! How are things with you? Positive vibes my friend!💪💪✌️✌️❤️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I have a wonderful life. I Want to get off the juice soon. They need to give people better options to get off methadone. They should offer sedation assisted detox. It takes years to taper without wothdrawl and cold turkey is the worst. I'm glad your good brother,don't go back,stay clean.
Today was my last day. Down to 1mg and wondering if I will even notice. Kinda nervous though to be honest.
Too cool for school!! Great to hear my friend!! I’m sure you’ll notice a difference but it will minimal. How long were at 1 mg? I completely understand the nervousness!! It will all be worth it, in my opinion. I’m sending healing vibrations, love and blessings!! If you want to talk… I’m here! 💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
@@FitzSchlitz I've been at 1mg for about a month now. Thanks!
A update on my experience. It's day 6 and have little to no symptoms. I'm guessing because I went all the way down to 1mg. The 2nd day I felt a little anxious but it's day 6 and feel completely normal. Sleeping 8hrs a night no problem. If I could give anyone advice it would be to do down all the way to 1mg.
@@NotAJ-yn3xe for how long you was in methadone and what dose you was ? Do you use anything to sleep ,when you was going down and arter quit methadone?
@@jmr6117 for 4 years. I went up to 160mg but was way to high couldn't use bathroom. I went down slowly and constantly and never noticed any symptoms. Sometimes I would have trouble sleeping maybe only 4hrs a night but after a few days that returned to normal. Hardest part was past 20mg down to zero. It took the longest as I only went down 1mg a week. Just stay consistent and drop at least 1mg a week, at least your making progress and you won't even notice.
Just made it to 22 day to I still fills lake pice of shit..I am soo tired...
Awesome! How are you doing my friend?
Brother i so glad you here I got to go to work. I will contact you later if you're available
Please do. I look forward to it and have confidence in you!!!💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼
How are you feeling today my friend? Happy new year! Lmk how you are. I send you positive and healing vibrations!!!💪🏼🙏🏼✌🏼❤️
I’m on day 5 of cold turkey off 80 mg
Stomach going crazy joints ache
@Boopah Nig is it possible in your situation to ween down slower? 80 mgs to nothing is a hell of a jump. Lmk if I can help in any way!!!! Stay strong my friend!✌🏼
How are you feeling lately?
How are things going ?
@michaelstevenson9505 better and better as far as the methadone goes. Lupus is messing with me but besides that, all good things! How about you? How are you doing?
@@FitzSchlitz I’ve been on methadone now for almost 9 years, haven’t done an opiate since then but I can’t ascertain any info or learn anything new it’s like I’m in a fog all the time. I want to get off methadone and start over, want a new life that doesn’t involve me taking methadone. I’m scared of the timing it takes to get off of it tho, I’m guessing around 4/8 months to get back to normal but I would be homeless by then, don’t know what I’m going to do, could always be worse that’s for sure. Thanks for the videos your an inspiration brother
@@michaelstevenson9505 I understand the uncertainty of anyone’s future and the fear that comes with your situation. The only thing I can say is the sooner the better. May I ask how old you are and what was your max daily dose? Lmk and please know that you are not alone. Ya need me…I’m here. Healing vibes, love and blessings!!
@@FitzSchlitz I’m 34, I’m on 170Mgs and have been on this “dose” for almost a few years , but have been on Methadone for almost or about 9-10 years
@@michaelstevenson9505 at age 34 you are still young, but 170mgs is a large dose. If I were you, and I’m not a doctor, I would start weening asap. The sooner you start the better for you due to your youth. Lmk how things are going and if you need to talk privately also lmk. I’m sending you healing vibes, love and blessings my friend!!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️❤️
I just came off 9mg. I use kratom every now and then !! Might help you bud
I appreciate the suggestion. I chose to utilize other entheogenic chems that don’t mess with the opiate receptors. My slow taper was enough to just keep truckin’! 💪. 9mgs to nothing? Please keep in touch and let me know how you are doing. Positive vibes, love and blessings!
@@FitzSchlitz ya dude I’m actually doing pretty good !! I take the kratom not every day because I’m not trying to sub methadone for a different opiate , just trying to relieve symptoms . Kratom = short acting opiate , we know methadone is a very long acting one and I think that’s why it’s so much more difficult to get off of. A lot of effects at this point are anxiety/panic burning feeling in chest . Insomnia. But it’s definitely getting better
@@alexneil394 love to hear it my friend!! I’m so happy you are doing well!! Stay strong 💪!! Please keep me updated on your progress. Positive vibes, love and blessings!💪✌️❤️
I’m at 7mgs and I decided to stop taking it. Is that a mistake?
@PRIMETATTOOS may I ask your max daily dose and how long you have been taking methadone? It all depends on a number of factors. Lmk …sending healing vibes, love and prayers my friend!💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️
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ACTUALLY I UNDERSTAND DAY 1-14/21 U COULDNT CARE LESS ABOUT UPLOADING LOL
@@jojosmart6503 and you know this!! 👍💪✌️✌️
How many mgs were you on before you got off?
My last dose was 5mgs. How are you doing my friend? What is your story with this horrible drug? Lmk… love and light!✌🏼❤️
im on day 3 my last dose was 5 mg I been on for 6 years....atm my legs hurt and I'm freezing but it's not as bad as I thought.... yet
@@GBKess41 AWESOMENESS! I’m on my 6th month with no methadone! Every day gets better even though there is still a bit of fuckery. Lmk how you are doing!
@@GBKess41 you got this man the worst part is not sleeping I’ve been off for 2 months today don’t watch too many videos man it will fuck with your mind this is a mental thing a lot of the videos are a bunch of cry babies
@@andrewmunoz4271 I agree bro to tell u the truth I feel like a mild flu very tolerable im thanking my lucky stars thst I tapered to 5 before I decided to do this I even have extra bottles and havnt even thought about taking it but it's still early so I kno I still have a ways to go....thsnk u for the support it goes a long way 🙏
How are u today man..
Good my friend. How are you?
@@FitzSchlitz im on day 3 withdrawal methadone.. Hope i will free from this shit...
@@fitriamin3225 sup my friend? 3rd day huh? How many milligrams per day are you used to taking?
@@FitzSchlitz 5year ago my dose is 45mg.. I slowly going down the dose every month since 2019 until 4mg (my last dose)...this is my first time to withdrawal..
@@fitriamin3225 I am sending you the greatest of vibrations my friend! For me the short term suck was worth the long time beauty of this life that methadone takes away from me. I can only speak for myself and if you need to talk please lmk. I’m self medicating as well so there’s that. Lol ✌🏼❤️
Jesus got me over it. In 7 days. You only need Jesus. And all motivational videos all the time. Jesus Jesus Jesus please give this man the strength to keep fight. Let him know just like you did me that he preparing you for something much better. But you have to get right with him. God bless you sir.
That’s awesome!!! I’m so happy for that! I know Jesus my friend and I am excited about the relationship you have with him. 👍🏼✌🏼❤️🙏🏼
I’m on day 9 I’m good. My stomach isn’t and I don’t feel like doing anything. But who knows it can only get better.
@@emmettsturtz6527 may I ask your top milligram per day usage? Did you taper? It DOES get better! Lmk how things are going. ✌🏼❤️
@@emmettsturtz6527 how have you been feeling lately? I’m so curious about you and your journey. Prayers my friend!✌🏼❤️
@@emmettsturtz6527 how You doing a year later ? Do You still clean ?
Thats your stupidity for trusting the system take.kratom its safer its called a full discloure its the law
@Jeremy-wy2qc I get it. 👍. Different strokes for different folks. Lol 💪✌️❤️
On day 8 rn cold turkey...
@mystickyonyourface May I ask what mg was your highest daily dose and how long you have been on methadone? What are your symptoms today my friend? Prescription or clinic? Please lmk how you are doing. I’m sending healing vibes, love and prayers!!!!!! 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@FitzSchlitz I think I may have commented a more detailed explanation of the detox itself on one of your other comments around the same time as this one.I believe the person's comment was from about 2 months ago, that were asking what you did to detox but it could've been a diff video I seen. Doing much better today than yesterday (day 9). (!! And tomorrow is looking like the day the majority of symptoms will be gone. (Obv there will probably be the occasional hot flash and the fever sweats were still very prevalent at night) hoping tonight will be better but I'm guessing that'll be a couple-few more days?.?.. My highest dose was 80mg of methadone and I've been going to the clinic since Oct. 2022. I had slowly worked myself down to 50 and just got sick of dealing with the clinics BS so I started only going every 3rd day to let at least a little Leach out of my system (was hoping btw, no clue if it helped but I've heard about worse/longer cases of withdrawal from 25mg) and then **I don't recommend anyone to use** I did a 4 day step down where I did a tiny bit of D in the morning, afternoon, and night to help ease the methadone withdrawal. (I'd like to point out that I only smoke or sniff it, I don't recommend relapse and especially not with a needle!) I used so little that it would gimme a reprieve for a couple hours, but it barely touched the methadone. Gradually reduced the amount over the 4 days. From day 5 on, during the day I used 100mg gabapentin and advil when symptoms started getting to me or my bones were hurting too bad. (would shoot for every 4 hours minimum but as needed if it got too bad) At night b4 bed I used 300mg gabapentin with 3 5mg melatonin. I got really lucky, a family member had a script of both mg gabapentin. Today, I've only taken 1-100mg and no advil as of yet. Ran out of melatonin last night so not sure how tonight will be, but only time will tell... **update** today is day 10. I slept like shit without the melatonin and still feeling a little off today due to lack of sleep and fever sweats last night. A shower helped, but I think a lot of today is mental too. I'm tapped out on sitting around streaming crap, and laying in bed with joint aches. Mobility is key, but it snowed last night and sleet and rain right now, so just currently litterally staring at the wall with anxiety. Hoping sleep tonight is better.
@FitzSchlitz just an update since the last time. By yesterday I was feeling amazing but kind of overdid it helping someone move out of their house. Paying for it today, but besides the night sweats last night (day 11), I'm eating solid food again for 2 or3 days now and I'd say im outta the woods. (Was drinking ensure meal replacement while I was sick because eating made me nauseous and gave me EXTREME heartburn). Hope you're well. And anyone with questions feel free to ask.
@@mystickyonyourfaceAwesome!!! So happy to hear that! Every day should be getting better at this point!! Healing vibes my friend!!! 💪💪💪💪💪✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️❤️
@FitzSchlitz thanks. Still have my moments and my joints still hurt at day 15 but a little better each day.