You're such a beautiful person Rob. You make an incredible impact on the world. I also love how at ease you are in yourself, it's so inspiring and authentic! Thank you for everything you do🙏
Hey there, I'm in constant fear of doing things wrong. I'm a medical researcher and opt for great things. This new enemy of mine as called OCD and intrusive thoughts is draining my life of me. I lost my confidence, I doubt my memory and actions almost instantly. I close every instrument , place sensitive objects such as antibodies and then don't believe I've done that and fear the whole night about it . I add reagents to cells and instantly fear that I might have not I might have jumbled between plates. I cross by a fridge and fear that I might have opened it. I constantly check and recheck. I keep on looking to my microscope at the closed shutter that I have switched it off but yet don't believe. and then go frantic about it. I fear every Friday since I have to be away from the lab for 2 days and who knows what will happen, I miserably spend the two days crying and thinking for ways to end my life if something wrong happens. I'm never able to leave the lab on my own, but I employ someone else to confirm. even then I'm not satisfied. There's many more ways that I've screwed my life. I cant even explain how happy I could be if these fearful thoughts and doubts don't come to me. I never used to be so , I've always been one of the best students in class to execute scientific experiments but now I see myself failing to myself everyday for the last 6 months. I don't want to reveal this loser me to anyone and recover before anyone notices.
@@arpitadutta6737 Please, know that you are loved, and that your worth is not measured by your productivity by any means... nor your hardships. I hear you are struggling. It must be unbelievably difficult... you don’t walk this road alone. May you be blessed.
arpita , i am also going through same scenario. The best way out is to accept the uncertainty. There is always a chance that things will go wrong, accept it and move on, don't fight it, it will only grow.
I fell in love with Rob 😍
You're such a beautiful person Rob. You make an incredible impact on the world.
I also love how at ease you are in yourself, it's so inspiring and authentic! Thank you for everything you do🙏
King. Thanks, Rob.
Thank you Robert, this video was very helpful since I'm going through a lot of stress not just because of OCD but other areas in my life.
There’s a saying “rome wasn’t built in one day.” Just like OCD take your time….I’ve learned to not put a date on it.
You are the boss
Outstanding perspectives my friend
Thanks Rob!
surrender to the flow of life :) fear is our teacher
Hey there, I'm in constant fear of doing things wrong. I'm a medical researcher and opt for great things. This new enemy of mine as called OCD and intrusive thoughts is draining my life of me. I lost my confidence, I doubt my memory and actions almost instantly. I close every instrument , place sensitive objects such as antibodies and then don't believe I've done that and fear the whole night about it . I add reagents to cells and instantly fear that I might have not I might have jumbled between plates. I cross by a fridge and fear that I might have opened it. I constantly check and recheck. I keep on looking to my microscope at the closed shutter that I have switched it off but yet don't believe. and then go frantic about it. I fear every Friday since I have to be away from the lab for 2 days and who knows what will happen, I miserably spend the two days crying and thinking for ways to end my life if something wrong happens. I'm never able to leave the lab on my own, but I employ someone else to confirm. even then I'm not satisfied. There's many more ways that I've screwed my life. I cant even explain how happy I could be if these fearful thoughts and doubts don't come to me. I never used to be so , I've always been one of the best students in class to execute scientific experiments but now I see myself failing to myself everyday for the last 6 months. I don't want to reveal this loser me to anyone and recover before anyone notices.
You are certainly not a loser nor a failure.
Thanks for your appreciation, but this trouble is taking me down, reducing my productivity sometimes. I wish it to end as soon as possible.
@@arpitadutta6737 Please, know that you are loved, and that your worth is not measured by your productivity by any means... nor your hardships. I hear you are struggling. It must be unbelievably difficult... you don’t walk this road alone. May you be blessed.
Thanks again, let's hope I'll be back in track soon.
arpita , i am also going through same scenario. The best way out is to accept the uncertainty. There is always a chance that things will go wrong, accept it and move on, don't fight it, it will only grow.
Anxiety related to exams and work in general... Not able to be productive