Pedophile and Pedophilia a perfect Discernment by the father and son a perfect judgement..when girls do it: when boys do it: truth liberation sent to do the judging where should they Be? Annexe? Love your smile and the foundation, and you know the aroma and incense of the love that you wanted for yourself and so do I . This rusk clean uncovered love. It's uncut a bond united from aeons of observance and interchanging. I met her during a home Bible study and visit from Mormon Saints she was a consort " an bathe".. I thought that she was so appealing and rusk I wanted to know how it would feel if we both agreed to Yes..Long brown hair and womanly , " what do we say after we agree our spirit" Like You it wasn't her adult youth it was more and I knew that she wanted more Because her interest spiritually she visited ME WITH HERSELF WHAT A WOMEN.... CGW " not afraid of the outcome, accepting judgement ( meant)...
I feel like these previous comments are more accusatory than actually curious. We can all look up & read up on what to do if we wanted to help. I’m sure if there is a ligit desire to help - then each one will be led to it.
Talk about it. Put words to it. Speak it out loud. So that when it hits the ear it isn't dismissed. It's not met with disbelief. So that each out cry can finally be herd. This abuse happens alongside our everyday activities, and yet we still see it as a narrative.
@@lilqt3281 are you a Moron? There’s so many easy ways to help the first would be educating the general public so they can know the signs and report it when they see it places like airports this knowledge could be crucial in saving people if teachers could identify signs etc same effect more people being saved by knowing the signs of sex trafficking example a flight attendant saved a young girl because she noticed her black eyes and bruises because of previous training she was able to alert authorities and girl was saved no one was harmed it’s the little things not that shitty attitude you have
Please, please, please, everybody in the world, OPEN YOUR EYES!!! This happened and is still happening ... thank you Anneke ... we need to change the world together ...
How do we change it? I think we have to expose the pedos. They thrive in the lies. Victims of sexual assault carry the shame when the the shame is not theirs to carry. We need to shame the pedos
@@jazminlara7742 there’s no easy answer to that -especially because exposing and shaming pedos wouldn’t stop the issue it’s just going to encourage them to hide it better. It can be effective if we spread more awareness about pedophile rings and how common they are, because most people don’t know the extent of the issue. I think we need to start at the root of this problem, which is understanding what makes a pedophile and let’s be honest most of the time it’s from childhood traumas, bad parenting, etc. It’s easy to look at these pedos as inherently evil people born like that, but the truth is they are traumatized people. To stop the problem we need to stop bad parenting. A way is to start educating how important it is for parents to heal their own traumas before having children.Again, there’s no easy answer and this is just my hypothesis
THIS is what new sources and media should talk about Not the kardashians This video needs to spread around and this women is so amazing and so strong. This video needs to circulate
Then we as people need to spread it. Don't talk about it, be about it. Spread it on your Facebook and Instagram and let people know if you feel this way, and I agree and I'll do the same. You are correct. It is important. So let's make others feel it's important.
@@KGood28 I love how you say "these men" exclusively, when even the title of this video says it was her mother who sold her. It's all the men's fault, right? There are no women involved in this, eventho they're the one being brood mares? Unreal. It's like you girls' brains aren't even plugged in.
I clicked on your video because I am 61 years old and thought I had worked through "it" but you have made me see that it stuck deep inside of me. I was 7 years old and so scared because he told me if I told anyone that I would be sent away. My grandfather was not a nice man. My mom and dad partied a lot, and they took us to my grandfather's house. I begged and pleaded for them not to make me go. He would put my brother and sister to bed in one of the other bedrooms that had a bed. I stayed in an empty room with dark shades. I could hear his footsteps after everyone was asleep, and I grabbed my blanket, curled up in a ball, and pretended to be asleep. I knew the creek of that old door. It slowly opened, and he came in. He shut the door until it was barely open. I felt sick, ashamed, scared, and unloved... He would flip me and like a rag doll, and I just stayed limp. He would remove my pajamas and touch me all over. He would use his fingers to "hurt" me. " He pleasure himself while he was hurting me. He always had tis towel to clean his mess from my body. I tried to tell my mom, but she didn't "hear" me. I would just stare at something and make the thoughts and pain better. It really didn't help. I stayed to myself because I was afraid others could "see" the "nasty" in me. I got married at 17 so I could escape, but the man I married was very abusive. I married a few more times, but I always married the same type of man , sexually and physically abusive . My grandfather was in the hospital, and he was dying from gangrene in his leg. They amputated it, but it didn't help. The hospital called me and asked me to come there. I went because my heart was "hurting." Hurting because he was dying and hurting for what he had done to me. I called my mom and told her she needed to come now. She was an hour and a half away and said, "I am putting rollers in my hair. I'll come in the morning." She didn't come that night. He was in a charity hospital, and the doctor came out to tell me he didn't have long to live and asked me to go to his bedside. I did what I had learned to do and have compassion. I went to his bedside, and he was still alert but about to be sedated. He grabbed my hand with a very weak grasp. He told me he was glad I came so he wouldn't die alone. He never apologized nor said anything about what he had done They didn't have to sedate him. His grasp slowly left my hand, and he passed away, holding my hand. I couldn't cry. I turned around and called for the nurse, and she told me he was gone. I felt nothing, just numb. I drove home, called my mom, and told her he had passed away. She said she would come the next day. When she came, I told her he didn't die alone. Because I was there. She wasn't crying. Things felt strange. I left the funeral home, and they left later. He was being buried by my stepmother's family. Years later, I went to visit my mom, and something in me broke. I just busted out crying and asked her why she never "heard" me? Why didn't you hear me beg not to go to his house...Why??? My mother said, "Did my father hurt you?" I finally was able to tell her "YES"! Nobody could send me away because I was in my early 20's and already left home. My mom sat there in a transe like state. She finally said, "When my mother left me with him, I was 5 years old and would bleed." I asked if he penetrated her, and she answered, "Many times!" I looked at my mom and saw a scared little girl. She started crying and screaming. She went to the closet where his "memories" were and threw everything of him out to the trash. My mother wasn't a loving lady but she sat down beside me and was crying so hard saying, "I'm so sorry." Over and over. I held my mom. She never really was a hugging, touchable lady. In that moment, I understood why. See, she had left my dad and took my big brother and little sister with her and left me with my Daddy. I was born damaged. I was born with my heart partially outside my body. My mother was 16 years old and I know that scared her, to have a baby like that. My dad and Granny took care of me, but mom distanced herself from me. I started to go see her and made sure my siblings weren't around because I wasn't really welcomed by them. We didn't grow up together. They knew nothing of my life. I got a phone call that my mother had died suddenly and there was no need to come because my help wasn't needed. My husband took me to her funeral, and no one said much to. We went into the chapel, and I was seated way away from the family. I went to the graveyard to watch her graveside service, which there were not enough chairs for me because I wasn't "expected." My husband and I left to make our 6 hour drive back home. I love my mom and have realized that she was running from horrible secrets. My husband was the first person in my life who knew everything about me and loved me unconditionally. I found him our front yard. I tried everything to bring him back. He was only 46, and I was l so loved by him. I put myself in therapy because his death broke the thin string that left me clinging to life. I tried everything in my power to save his life, but closing my husband's beautiful blue eyes. That made me feel like I killed him, which my grief therapist has told me I didn't do anything wrong. I am starting to see that the trauma inside of me has never been let out. I now live in a town, totally alone, and I knew no one but, I have met a few peopleand am slowto let peopleinto my life. I tried to have contact with my sister and brother but have been shunned by my entire family, just as I was the day I was born. One day, I think I'll work through all of it. I am finally able to get angry at those who never cared. My Daddy cared, and he died suddenly, years ago. I don't understand why things happen the way they do, but thank you for your truth. You are a very brave young lady to share all of that abuse with us. My heart hurts for you. I have to say, you have given me the strength to hold my head up and not be ashamed. You didn't deserve anything that was done to you. Bless you will forever be in my thoughts. I wrote this and cried more than I have in 30 years, so it's not written perfectly, but I do my best.
I can just say so sorry those things happened to you/ were done to you. All I can say as a Christian is that it was the work of satan. Pray that you find Jesus.
Im so sorry for what your grandfather did to you, and im even more sorry that some of your family couldn't see your beautiful soul aching for love and acceptance. You deserve the world and all the joys in it, remember that.. xoxo ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
I went through being sold/rented from 9 years to 15 when I left and ended up on the street...you can probably figure out what I did to survive. I now have a masters and am still fighting to just live a somewhat normal and ok life. It feels good to see someone else who's been in similar circumstances but it also feels horrible to know that there are so many of us who were put into this by our parents
Oh my God girl, I am so sorry. What the hell? I don't know how anyone could do that. I know things have got to be tough for you, sometimes, but you hang in there. Just keep thinking positively. ❤️
I'm ALIVE TODAY!! I am 51 years old (I feel like I'm 23), in my life I have experienced just about every kind of abuse and perversion imaginable. But I'm here to say, the old thoughts and memories of my past has NO HOLD ANY LONGER over my life! Believe me, I have lived through multiple suicides (I succeeded twice, but brought back), divorces, alcoholism, drug, sex, shoplifting, gambling and any other thing that provided my need for adrenaline because I felt so numb and absolutely lost that doing crazy stuff was the only way to feel alive. But wow, what a journey! So much thatI needed to work out, but today, I'm free, and it's not personal any more. Any one suffering, just remember everything is temporary. .. Treat yourself like you would a close friend, focus on what you have and remember that we are not that important in the scheme of things. Happy days all :)
I met a man 2 years ago who nearly committed suicide. He had a kind of clown personality so I knew he was making up for something. When I saw him crying one day I tried to help him and he told me what he's been suffering through. His mom used to sell him for sex to men when he was 11 years old. It happens to Boys too and the boys are told to shut up and be manly. A serious issue that needs to be addressed
I have boys I told them at early ages very early 3 4 yrs old about who can and who can’t touch them, where no one is ever to touch or see . If someone ever hurt my child like that . That person would visit the south 40 and stay there forever.
@@quickgirl80 Sadly it's very common for sexually abused children to get predators themself if they don't get a proper therapy (male & female, doesn't matter). Often they are hurt because they know how awful it is to get abused so young, but it's sort of coping. I watched a documentary a few years ago where parents talked about their abuse as kids and the abuse on their own children later as a way to feel loved, it was really painful to watch.
I wanted to turn this off because it was just so awful to hear about a child being hurt so much 😭 but I just could not click away because I felt like if she was brave enough to tell it then we can be brave enough to hear it.
I told that exact thing to a psychologist once, he said "but you don't have to do that, you don't owe anyone anything" and I just about went cross-eyed wondering how people can think like that. It's not about feeling guilted into listening, its about wanting to be supportive because survivors deserve to be heard. Smh
I'm sure there will be more coming out related to these crimes against humanity. Don't avoid it. We have to collectively own this problem before we get to the solution
Wow, you're the most beautiful spirit. A little 10 yr girl figured all that out. I'm so very sorry you had to go through all that. I've been grieving all of you out there upon learning about it. I learned about Epstein's Island while it was still in operation. Lost sleep on that. Stealing the innocence of a child angers God. Not to worry, your revenge is with Him.
You do what you have to do to survive. The flashbacks are horrible and you can tell on the video when she is going back in time. Your brain tries to protect you by blacking some of it out. It is a lifelong healing process and if you have never gone through it, you will never understand it. I'm glad the sound of freedom is bringing awareness. People have been walking around with their eyes wide shut for far too long.
Unfortunately, many in the "major news companies" are involved in these atrocities... Some out of a proclivity; others out of a desire to "gain entrance into the club" for personal advancement, by (basically) "selling their soul" through such evil.
The zionists own all of the news channels, apart from those in communist countries ( they create their own rules ), From BBC, Reiters, CNN. These are the same people who run child sex rings. This world is an evil dark place. Im sure if we knew the full extent people would stop having babies and the human race would die out. Maybe that would be the best outcome, preferable to babies being raped and murdered.
That made me so mad, like they asked her to be there and asked her to relive her trauma and they talked over her? That infuriates me. How can you be so disrespectful to talk over someone you’re asking to relive their trauma.
This woman is absolutely incredible. Her self awareness and mental capacity for understanding her own trauma while also helping others is admirable. I love the way she speaks, her voice, her tone and ferocity is beautiful.
I was molested by my father, my father’s friend, a neighbor’s kid, and my cousin. Starting at the age of 5. I was almost kidnapped twice. Once by some teenagers, and once by a man who lived in the neighborhood. You think your children are safe, but it’s literally anyone that will do this to a child if given an opportunity. Even the people you trust. It’s a sick world.
I agree, I don't have children but I have nieces and nephews and I can't imagine. This just breaks my heart that there are people well disgusting devils out there that do these horrible acts.
That’s what I do :( I feel the pain of everybody! It’s almost more than I can bare! Thank you so much for your sacrifices for our world. May nobody ever suffer this fate ever again!! You are loves:)~❄️
When she said "no wonder there's so much poverty in this world if the would leaders are paedophile" that make so much sense to me now ,why would they take care of children in poverty if they are raping them and they dont give a shit smh...respect to this woman 🙌🏾
@@ksl2609 Yeah man, I found that moment to be one of a few times that had a particularly profound effect. Not only does that make absolute sense but it’s a logic that also fits into the global foster care / adoption agency aspect in which there’s just a disgustingly large & continuous amount of sex trafficking taking place under the table. Almost every time another operation within gets uncovered it’s always the same players facilitating it. It’s always the case worker and Foster parent / adoptive parents. Records usually show a long history in which the foster parent appeared to get 3, 4, 5X’s the amount of kids than the other foster parents on the registered list of availability thru that agency & particular case worker. Yet ironically it’s always a few that get the majority. It’s even more shocking to find out just how many times the agency itself is aware or directly involved. Bottom line is these kids all have the same common denominator which is the absence of family support as they are the forgotten children. It makes them the easiest targets seeing as tho the only adults in their lives at that point are the ones violating them. And for the ppl who downplay the significantly large role this has within our global society should just ask themselves why it is that this could still ever exist in today’s society with the awareness and ease of global communication and yet it’s still continues to happen everyday. It’s b/c not everyone is truly so disgusted by it. We now live in a world where we’ve normalized the concept of fulfilling our fantasies making them no longer just that but rather realities. And there will always be an opportunist who’s willing to facilitate in perversion. It’s also ironic how Child Sex Trafficking is never at the top of any politicians priority list of things to tackle when in office. For me it’s simple….the biggest torture that could be done to me is to be free yet a prisoner of my own failure to act knowing I was aware of someone violating a child’s innocence yet never rescued them. Therefore it makes no difference to me if it’s a kid I know, a random child or a family member’s child. Regardless, I’m killing motherfu*ker on site with head shot after headshot till that skull is in pieces. Prison is not where I desire to be however 11 times outta 10 I’m gonna be content mentally in that cell knowing I did right by the most precious, innocent ppl on earth and that sounds far better to me than to be a free prisoner in my own head riddled with guilt 24/7.
I truly believe this with every fiber of my being. No wonder there's an abundance of wealth in this world and ppl still suffer. At best, it's depraved indifference. At worst, it's pure sadistic evil.
And thats why they use pornculture to turn men like them, because like this they gradually pervert the mind of the masses to be like them. Like this never have to force the masses to accept pedophelia. Most boys my generation are all indoctrinated with that propaganda. The more woman tolerate this, the worst it gets. When girls and woman are no longer protected, anyone else follows, boys, animals. Sadist dont distinct if they get off on suffering, it doesnt matter who suffers as long as they can see it.
Since learning about child trafficking through the Epstein debacle, I have become super vigilant about watching for potential victims, in parking lots, gas stations, hotels, etc. If I could help save only one child.........
Yes! I always find it miraculous when I hear about victims being saved by someone who had reported suspicious activity... like how did they ever know that something wasn’t right? Like what if you are wrong, and you reported someone just because they are a different race? Like I’m the only black man in my family and I have nieces, nephews, cousins who are younger then me like infants/toddlers/children who I have been out in public with alone and they have blonde hair and blue eyes ... I’m always super paranoid that someone is going to think I kidnapped my own family member... luckily this has never happened, but it makes me super insecure...
Im sure lots of people know that. I do believe Epstein was the one to send trump y his type away. so they had to shut him up permanently !! Evil Never Wins
I love how people act like they helped identify Epstein. Uh Epstein was caught by the victims mothers going to the police. You conspiracy nuts didnt say a think about him until AFTER his first stint in prison. AND WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT? because it shows you are all full of shit!
I was sexually abused from the age of 4 to 11. And I always wanted to find my abuser as an adult. But I have this fantasy in my head that he’s either dead or in jail by now if he continued to rape and molest others. I remember the most horrible thing was when he knocked on my door because he had a date with my oldest sister. And he had this look on his face like what are you going to do about it? He made me believe my father would hate me and no one would believe me. Ive suffered a lot through the years in addition to finding peace in my life to finding love. I think I’m getting there. But there’s always this need to ruin everything around me. Afraid to peel back the layers and share. But I think I’m becoming that person that can love myself and others. I have a deep understanding of how the world and how people operate in it like she was talking about. I’m super intuitive almost to the point of being psychic. Which allows me to never be hurt again. Thanks you if you read this. I love you for it.
I did God to be my safe place. He is always good, kind, wise, reliable. Because I have Him in my heart, I can approach people from a safe place. I understand the hyper surveillance! It's good to be able to tell ourselves the truth, rather than dissociation. . And I am relieved that God is there always. 💖
I dont understand that someone could be so evil and heartless where they could ruins someone's life to fulfill some sick and twisted desire. It's the epitome of selfishness. There is no excuse. Even if a person has these sick desires doesn't mean they need to act on it. I'm sorry you experienced that you are brave to share your experience and I hope you continue to heal and things get better for you.
I'm a therapist and finishing a doctorate degree in traumatology. The bravery and courage you embody to share your story for others to heal is beautiful. The fact that your abusers were public figures is so much more painful. Everything you say about healing trauma is 100% right on. Thank you for being strong enough to share- even in the face of victim shamers. I am soooo proud of you. You will help to unlock so many shackles amongst others longing for freedom!
This is the comment I was looking for, thankyou! Her story was immensely heartfelt and the insight she shared really moved me. I'm currently in therapy for past trauma after finding an amazing therapist.
The light will make it’s way through. She is determined and she keeps walking. This sharing will give others hope and encourage them to follow her path.
I was abused as a child from 6-10 years. I still have a fear of speaking about it but I also struggle with the flash backs of what had happened. For a long time I felt I was in the wrong for what happened to me. This video opened me up to a lot that I shouldn't be blaming myself for it. Thank you for showing this video.
I am glad you can see other people talking about what happened to them as children and now maybe you can feel comfortable telling your story as well. ❤️
The same thing happened to me it started when I was 5, It still lives in my head and my heart even now and I'm 50, I feel for you it's so hard, even now. I wish I could be as brave as this woman, I wish you all the best
I worked for 14 years in foster care.Four of those years were in the sex abuse unit. If a child doesn't have a protector.......mother, father ,grandmother....,someone.....that child is at risk for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.
Agreed. Im a social worker, ive seen the effects with my own eyes. Its far more common than people think. Its not just the creepy person you get gut feeling about, its more often a " likeable" trusted member of the community, close friends of the family or even the family, so even when the child has family if that family arent vigilent it still happens.
Exactly. I started my SW career with children and couldn't do it. It broke my heart, as a mother, woman, human. I would go home crying. So I spent the next 30 yrs only working with adults. I just couldn't continue to go to court and not want to strangle some of these parents.
@@Em-im1yz ...My social worker had a gut feeling that I was afraid of my mom. She was completely wrong. I remember being taken out of school one day at the age 8. I was placed in a foster home where I was yelled at for opening the fridge without asking and, spanked for wetting the bed, I was a bed wetter. It was not due to sexual abuse of my parents at all, although, I had been previously sexually abused by a babysitter and a neighbor. About 6 months down the road, I was placed in a different foster home after being removed due to the foster mother spanking me. I didn’t tell the social worker. The foster mother did herself. Ironically, I was abused at the new foster home at a much greater capacity. I was place in a foster home of all teenagers. Does that make sense to you; to place a child with all teenagers? I was the only small child. Ask yourself, would you do that? I was sexually, physically and verbally abused at this particular home. When I tried to tell, I wasn’t believed. I think this is due to the fact that each child brings in money while they are in foster care. Why would they send me back to my non-abusive mother when they would get no money from the state? All attempts by my attorney ad litem went ignored by both my foster mother and my social worker. At one point, my social worker took me to see my mom. I might have been nine by this time but, I’m not sure. Once we got to the social workers office, my social worker told me that my mom was here to see me. I became very excited and started to pull her hand as I lead the way to find her. As I was pulling her hand, I was in a light running motion crying mommy, mommy, mommy. My social worker then said to me in complete bewilderment, “I thought you would be afraid?” In even greater bewilderment, I looked back at her and said in shock, “Nooo, Why would I be afraid?” She didn’t answer me. When I saw my mom, I was full of excitement. We had our visit. I was so happy! I remember asking, “Can I come home now?” My hopes were dashed as she told me I couldn’t. I cried right in her arms. I remember looking back and thinking how she didn’t hold me very tightly. Her hug had a limpness to it. She later told me as an adult that, she was afraid to do anything because they were analyzing her every move. My mom was apart of a church. I grew up in foster care being told that I was ritualistically abused, which was a complete lie. Lastly, my mom had been in a wheelchair from the age of 19 to 61. She passed away at age 61 from early stage Parkinson’s disease; a disease that should have afflicted her later on in life but, due to her disability, it afflicted her early in life. Point is, my mom was a disabled woman who was taken advantage of by the state. As a single mom in a wheelchair , she had initially asked for their help with me but, instead of helping her, they pretty much kidnapped me. They gave her responsibilities and office meetings that she couldn’t possibly attain as a woman in a wheelchair with no driver’s license or car. They didn’t try to help her acheive those responsibilities or, get to those meetings. Instead, when she failed to show up, they took her rights away.
I was raised by a single mom who vigilantly protected me. She never had a boyfriend all while I was growing up. When people would ask why she’d say, “I have a daughter at home. I can’t let strange men into my life or home.” When I was younger several times when I got separated from my mom I had grown men following me. These are strangers in a store! This stuff happens far more than anyone wants to admit. While I was blessed with a protective mom, lots of my friends (almost 1/2 of them) have been molested as a child. And that’s just the ones who will admit this has happened to them. This is so sickeningly common.
Personally, I worked with Anneke on some of my war memories. She does excellent work, super clear, and compassionate... Thank you, Anneke for being the light.
Sex can sometimes be painful for us adult women even when we are enjoying it. Imagine what she endured! On second thought don’t imagine. It’s shocking, disgusting and heartbreaking! These men are soulless demons!
I totally agree. But it's hard for us to b in their position. It's super messed up but that's something they do when they party of hundreds ofbyears. Serial killers are viewed as evil and disgusting. Cuz they are. But that same release those serial killers get. Our owners are doing the same thing! It's ok cuz the average middle class are viewed less than their pets. They think we're trash
Please don't forget about the little boys who are viciously raped. The damage caused to these innocent souls are emotional (of course) but also physical - to such a degree it is life changing. Often these boys grow up nit knowing their true sexuality. This is a cruel, disgusting, heartbreaking, gut wrenching, evil world sometimes.
I’m glad you didn’t cut the first few minutes of film. That was poetic and cutting. It’s exactly what happens when you’ve finally gathered the courage (or been completely cornered) to confide in someone. They literally have no respect or framework from which to care. Bless this woman.
When I see justice not punishing child abusers and rapists, I 100% think that some power is making it like that because they *are* themselves child abusers and rapists.
Yessss. I need people to learn about Narcissim and how it quickly blurs. Sociopaths are made. Psychopaths are born. I had a sociopathic ex husband and honestly imagine him set on the world!
these evil people must be exposed that is their biggest fear! The fear and trauma they caused needs to be returned by exposure....we are ready to find out who they are and prevent this continued abuse of power. The future of humanity depends on expulsion of these vile people
My friend asked me why I watch stories like this when it makes me so sad. I was sexually abused as a child, betrayed by my mother, neglected, and so much more. Sometimes people make me feel like I'm wrong to still be so damaged today by what happened to me 20 years ago. I'm slowly working through the trauma and it helps to be able to hear stories from other survivors because I know that I don't have to be okay now. There's no timeline. I am where I am and that's okay. I'm putting in the work to recover, of course, but I don't need to worry that I'm not recovered yet, and also that the scars will never fully go away.
This is the reason I love that we have these powerful social media platforms so that we can have a safe space to finally tell our individual stories and bring all these secrets out in the open that's been destructive to children in households across the borders.
It's "funny" how people feel like it's OK to take months and years to overcome a silly reallitionship breakup, but then they don't understand how it can take years or an eternity to overcome real trauma!! Keep strong and don't look down! Always look up! ❤️
I feel you sister. I'm 48. Still have occasional night terrors. Still have surprise crying jags and irrational anger. Forgiveness is a hard thing to accomplish, but I did. Except for the person who allowed it. Turned it into a rational thing to do so she could keep the paychecks of the men who did it. I can't forgive someone who won't admit their wrongs. So, I cut her out. So I can mourn her 'death'. I've made leaps and bounds in my mental health since. I wish the same for you. Grow baby grow. You can do it
As confronting as her stories are, I feel like I could listen to Anneke for hours. Her ability to recount such a horrific abuse story with so much insight, and to share her vulnerability with the public after everything she's been through takes an incredible amount of courage. Thank you, Anneke. You bring so much healing to the planet.
I have survived trafficking by my sperm donor between the ages of 4-11. My psyche suppressed those memories until several years ago. My life came crashing down around me. Throughout my life I have been through a plethora of trauma. I have survived much and I will continue to become whole. Thank you for your sharing your story.
I wish you nothing the best and happiness 🙂 I will pray for you. So sorry you had to go through that at such a young age. Just no nothing was your fault
I feel you on this. I have DID from my childhood trauma and am still memory suppressed from most of it. I was reading something about your inner child and being 3, and I got completely triggered. Started having flashbacks and a panic attack and shut it down. Idk if I honestly want to remember...know what I do know and that something terrible happened is bad enough. I think I can spare myself the details. Idk how people without suppressed memories live with it. I've dealt with life-long depression, suicide attempts, addiction issues, etc. I can't imagine actually remembering...she is a strong soul.
The father of my son was abused in the same horrific way. He told me parts of what happened to him, but didn't want any professional help. He tried to reach for help in the past, but doctors wouldn't believe him... He left when my son was 8 months old. Gone. He couldn't handle it anymore. However people condemn his absence as a father, I do know where it comes from, so I can forgive. These stories break my heart. Anneke is not the only one. There are many, many more... It's time something happens. Too many lives are being ruined. I'm thankful for her confessions, they open the door to awareness, how heartbreaking it may be...
It must have been so confronting, having gone through what he did and then having a child. Hopefully, he will be able to find peace some day and maybe be a father
@Matthew-Anthony, No, it wouldn’t be. That’s the last thing he needs. As someone who was also a victim of incestuous sexual abuse, I understand how it can twist the mind-up. I never felt comfortable around my two younger siblings for that reason, and found being around them re-traumatizing, on top of that things that my parents were saying and doing. I left as my best attempt at protecting them.
Please tend to language such as, "she needs to..." Indeed, she 'needs to' do only what she deems necessary for her healing. I understand that you mean well, and hope you continue to heal well also. She is obeying her calling. Names are irrelevant. The light has already been cast into the darkness.
I don't know if you'll ever read this I just want you to know that I heard you and I thank you for telling your story. There are no words that I can say I know how it feels.
Thank you Anneke, when you spoke of leaving your body during the rape it validated what I experienced as a child. The first time I thought I was dead and it was very frightening. After that I just flew, up and away because I always got pulled back into my body after. I am so very sorry for what you went through, I love you for being so brave and caring.
I agree! She is something different, I personally don’t think I could endure such horrific events& survive through it in the end, even after escaping and being saved ! This woman is power!
Her eyes break my heart for hers. What a strong person. She is a survivor and she haa remained a good person and successful despite everything. She is a beautiful soul.
That's not pain in her eyes. Its a soul ripped apart. I do hope shes been able to find some peace, despite having to live in a world that would let this happen to a little girl...
Worst of worse was her own mother!!! How can a mother dothis to her child???did she hate her that much that she threw her to a pack of wolves?? May she rot in hellllllll
I was abused from age 6 to age 8. When it all came out one of the things that stands out very vividly was when my Aunt said I ruined her life. How could an 8 year old girl ruin her life? She married that broken human knowing his history. I wish I could hug you, Anneke. You are an incredibly beautiful and brave woman. Thank you for sharing your story as painful and triggering as it was to watch, I believe it is important to acknowledge it because your story is real and you deserve to be heard, and also to spread awareness that this is happening, still.
No, I don't want to figure out or look at WHY they do these acts. They are grown men and they make a conscious choice to do these things. All addictions begin with a conscious decision to do the act that develops into an addiction., Child rapists are evil to the core, I don't give a damn about their addiction, f**k 'em.
You don't understand...this is an abuse that goes through generations. The ones that abuse children were trained to abuse by being horribly abused. It is a vicious, terrible cycle. They are also occultists who do blood rituals to feed and honor the archons who secretly control everything. This planet is in shackles, and we are it's prisoners along with the animals and our mother Gaia. The salvation is to wake up, dispose of the evil and raise the vibrations so we are no longer food. This is the only way but manipulations indeed do run very deep...
I *want* to know so we can stop them. You can't stop a criminal you don't understand. I don't want to empathize with them I don't care about their trauma I only care about why and how to stop it before it happens again
There will come a day when they will not be able to walk free in the light of day, no one will give them shelter, no one will protect them. They will pay the ultimate price for the destruction of the innocent.
Heads up, at the beginning when someone reached to touch her hair to fix it... It's important that you ask people, especially trauma survivors, if it's okay to touch them before you do. Most people don't think about that, but it's important to do that. Thanks for reading.
Oh my goodness, I gasped at that moment! This poor poor lady, I wish I could wave a magic wand and remove all her pain .. sigh .. how horrible her memories are .. Bless
Thank you, I thought this immediately too. It is NOT okay to touch anyone without their permission. It's not cute, it's not comforting, don't do it. EVER. Especially to a survivor of physical abuse.
I have survived childhood sexual abuse and watching your video, I am hopeful that after 35 years I can start healing. Your positive outlook and strength really touched me. Thank you for sharing your story.
Such an amazing woman! I was sexually and physically assaulted and went into alcoholism at age 13. In didn’t start to recover until 29. After getting my power back through redemption of Christ I now have my testimony to help others.
I highly recommend you to watch videos of Dr. Gabor Mate. He talks about trauma as well as addiction and how human brain develops. Watch anything you find on RUclips, I promise you will find the information so helpful for your healing journey ❤❤❤
@@dianamary6170 In mine too- & unfortunately its my brother-he was caught in an undercover police sting attempting to meet a 14 year old girl (fictitious) at a mall after which he was busted and luckily never actually abused anyone (that I am aware of)-served time and is on permanent sex offender list. The internal family dynamics are insane-my mother was an overt incest perpetrator on my brother- my sister caught her masturbating him when he was a child- and more covert with me-luckily I sought and recd. counseling in my late teens-but he didn't-and that's why he succumbed to his perversions and aberrant behavior. I am reasonably well adjusted and have a very well adjusted son and daughter in their late 20's-therapy works!
I am currently reading her book, and I have had so many jaw dropping moments, I can’t wrap my head around how much she’s gone through and is still trying to help others. She is an amazing human.
She is helping girls and victims of sexual assault. She is not doing it for the perpetrators, or forgiving them (not that she should) for their heinous crimes.
I saw the edited version a while back and it was so upsetting. The thought of children having to go through this is sickening. She talks about it starting at age 6 and that's the age my granddaughter is now. Just thinking about that age & the horror & it's beyond heartbreaking. My heart aches for these children..
That is exactly how I am feeling, my grandaughter just turned 6 & sitting here listening to her, my soul is aching, knowing at that sweet, innocent age of 6, that innocence being taken away, forever changing them, just breaks my heart... to the core.
My granddaughter is this beautiful, innocent, trustworthy 6 year old as well. I can't even imagine this sweet angel being traumatized like this. Unfortunately, this happens to little boys as well. I sometimes wish I could protect them and place them in a bubble until they reached adulthood. The parents of these children should be so ashamed of themselves but obviously, they are going through their own issues. God bless all these children.
@@cathycoppolino5167 the mothers &father's that willing sell their little ones.should have there skin removed ,then put back on after salt bath, again again again ,just for starters
I get what you're saying but its common on a film set for talking to happen in the backround to make sure everything is going smoothly with lights, sound levels etc. But it must have been incredibly distracting for the woman sharing her story. I'm glad she got to share her pain.
@@Black_pearl_adrift I haven’t been on too many sets, but all of the ones I was present on everybody would stfu when it starts rolling and even a little mumble would get a « shhhh » 😅
You are beyond courageous, walking through all the darkness of your past, finding healing, understanding and meaning. My prayers are with you. So grateful how you have channeled this into a healing space for you and others. God bless you.
The mother is a narcissist who was gaining some social status by selling her daughter to the madam who then set up the rapes. The father was never in the picture but is equally trashy. She has their stories on her website
Her happiness only reached her eyes one time in this video and it was when she was talking about helping others by teaching others how to help them as well.
FEAR STOPS MANY FROM EXPOSING THE PERPETRATORS. Fight against your own fear. What’s it going to take to finally and actually get rid of the corruption and evil that wants to take over entirely?
This would have been my question...how can we expose these ppl?! Even if they are dead show their faces, speak their names and let ppl know. I understand the risk factor so...there is that. It hurts to know ppl like this exist, that parents and ppl can treat children like objects and that children are not protected and have to grow up faster because of these experiences...sigh... demons on this earth I tell you! Or is this just human nature?...I pray for all who experience this and praying for these broken ppl perpetrating these things.
My mother protected my abuser and still is with him. I survived with the help of meany groups and therapists and will be in for the rest of my life just to keep making me stronger so when I see my mother and her husband agin I will not feel the same and guilt they gave me. I will never let them take my power away.what an amazing woman to be able to speak of her story with so much strength. Thank you for this share❤️ I feel that am not alone.
How about some respect here. It's a set with a guest mic'd up. Yet the crew is loud af in the bkground making Anneke repeat herself. Either remind your crew that it's supposed to be quiet or get a new crew who understands what they're supposed to be doing. Amateurs...smdh
@Linda Lowther Dear Linda! I resonate with your story but I am the little sister in it. I want you to know we understand. I love my older sister unconditionally even with really hurting memories with her. She was choking me telling me to die. She was just a little girl in pain. I still love her and I always will. Don’t blame yourself, but try to understand yourself with love. Both of you were victims, and no one can expect a child -even the older one- to handle their pain as an adult. You have grown from it and you deserve to be forgiven. Sending you love
I am a 35 yrs old father of two boys 12 & 15 and two forever always my baby girls 5 & 10. The first 10 mins of this had me in tears bc I preach this caution to my children 😭. On my next family meeting, I will share your story.... to the world that surrounds me as well. To bring forth the awareness to the one who think that this doesn't really happen or would never happen to them. Your story is very POWERFUL!!! Thank you for being strong 💪🏾and brave. I love you for that and I'm so sorry that you went though that storm.
Thank you for expressing this as a man and for being the loving, protective empathetic father you describe. The world needs more men and fathers like you.
Careful don’t traumatize the young ones with things they can’t understand and also note when you do talk to them that usually these things happen in families or by someone who befriends the family and that they are not to keep secrets ..no adult should tell them to keep secrets. There is privacy yes and secrets with threats never to be acceptable and always to be told to parents or some long-term trusted person who has never done such a thing.
My mother used to speakin prisons as a recovering alcoholic & survivor of sexual abuse by 3 of her 4 brothers starting from the age 2 & then others as she got older. The satanist & pedophiles of the world need brought down in the name of Jesus pray for this.
I was abused sexually but nothing near the level of what you went through. Mine was from 11-14 ..I am now 53 and even after all these years, I still have nightmares occasionally. It has actually only been in the past 10 years or so that I have come to understand how that abuse has affected my prospective of what I considered normal in my relationships and the type of man I repeatedly have gravitated towards. I consider those of us that have survived ..that we survived for a reason. To shed light upon the darkness. For me..if telling what I went through saves even 1 child from having to endure it..then as hard as it has been for me to bring my darkness to the light..I know in my heart it was the correct decision.
385 abusers, child molesters, reptilians hit the dislike button... We need to know this truth in order to regain our sense of morality. Thank you so much and be blessed.
Annke's story was the hardest I had to sit through, until I realized how much harder it was for her to tell her story. I feel like she deserves to be heard. Even the slightest distractions in the background seems to make it harder for her. It seemed very hard for her to get into the story, and then to get out. I felt like I was with her, and she was with me, holding my hand. This is so important for people to hear, to feel, and to understand.
Anneke, the pain I see in your face is heartbreaking. I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am for you. I am hoping that in telling your story it is allowing you to heal. Men that use their body to inflict a lifetime of pain to another need to be put away. I am praying that you know Jesus. Your level of healing need the big guns❣ God bless you dear
Blue eyes........yes, so tragic and heartbreaking for this lovely, wonderful, and precious lady and so many other beautiful little children like she was, who go through the same....may the love of the little Lord Jesus bless you both Blue eyes, and Anneke, and everyone in the world this Christmas of 2020 and forever....God bless all of his precious little babes and children everywhere and please rescue them and hold them safe and heal them in your arms of love, light, and life.....Lord please make this STOP!!!!! And bring real justice and safety to these children and make these criminals accountable!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👩👦👶👨👭👬👫❤💜❤ Anneke, thank you so much for sharing your story, and all of your wisdom, insight, and for speaking out so bravely and passionately for others, against such unspeakable crimes against the most vulnerable and precious humans on our planet....innocent children!!!!!!😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤ Anneke....you are a remarkable, CORAGEOUS and beautiful lady, and you have a real gift and talent in speaking so passionately and real!!!!!!!! Thank you and God richly bless and love you❤💝❤ (proud of you)
The fact that not only is she not bitter and angry, which would be completely justified, but she can help others to heal is just incredible. What an amazing woman 💕
Anneke Lucas, your truth is powerful, your words are necessary. Your strength is more than admirable. Please, be well. People are behind you, walking with you. Peace be with you, Anneke.
She has an amazing aura. I'm sure she has been called things like "incredible" "amazing" "heroic" and it she would never think of herself in those terms. But she truly is incredible, amazing and heroic.
To think that there are many children going through this hell and pain right now!! Just breaks my heart!! 😥 I have no words! But the fact that she got through it is just amazing! I am so proud of her! More survivors need to come out and expose this darkness!
Anneke Lucas, I am blown away by your courage, clarity, compassion and strength. Thank you in particular for referring to this as an addiction, because we need to know just how compelling it is for many people in all walks of life - compelling enough to override all human decency. As a survivor of CSA I joined an online support group where I ended up connecting with several boys who were in "the system" or in networks being trafficked. I could not help them - they were convinced that law enforcement and child care services were riddled with people who were involved in the trafficking and would protect it, not them. I'm 99% sure those courageous, compassionate, wonderful boys are all dead now, because in each case contact ceased abruptly. I had trouble talking to people about this - even my therapist didn't believe me and thought I was being pranked. Thank you for validating and publicizing how real it is. In the USA, there are people "monetizing" the foster care system by trafficking those incredibly vulnerable children. I want to highlight that this addiction is not confined to the rich and powerful - the trafficking and abuse of children exists at every economic and social level. I wish the government would form a task force to look into this. They could start by taking a count of how many foster children have disappeared, group home by group home. I am sure the pattern would show where the traffickers are. The huge problem is those within law enforcement, public service and state agencies who would seek to protect the traffickers.
& protect the traffickers they do! It's scary to have the entire state weaponized against you when you expose one of their child procurers. Cops will beat you, lie, get you locked in a psychiatric hosp. where they abuse you further, send the DMV, DOR, etc. after you for BS...it goes on and on. Meanwhile, the name of the creep is left off all paper work, and you don't get any chance of defense in front of a judge. Not that that really matters, as many judges are in on this too. Normies would be amazed at how many judges are corrupt, and how many married men with children get off on raping children. SMH TC~
Focus on the story and message, and less on petty visual semantics. Speak only on the absolutely horrible, repeated, abuse Anneka was subjected to (as well as thousands of other women). It may not seem it, but your comment is tactless. A really intense story is being told, about sexual abuse and sexual slavery, and your takeaway is about video direction? Be better.
@@coaltin2509 damn, you totally misread that. The comment wasn’t about video direction, but about how the background noise in the studio wasn’t conducive to the graveness of her story.
@@coaltin2509 I understood the comment and thought the same. It seemed a bit challenging at the beginning and the production team should have had things comfortable snd quiet before she started her talk about such tragic childhood. She should not have had to direct them. IMHO.
Erin Degel You survive because you learn to leave your body. That survival instinct can stay with you for life. You simply flip a switch when you feel you are being attacked.
I was also sexually abused when I was a child, from the age of about 6 to about 8 or 9. I also wound up in prison. I had an addiction to opiates because it was the only thing that covered "it" up, so I had to steal to feed that addiction. I did about 7 years and I can say prison traumatized me much as the sexual abuse did. That thing inside every man that comes out to protect you had basically been watching from the corner of my mind, and when I called on it to help, it was really pissed off. I didn't know I had that kind of ferocity in me but the first thing I was told by an older convict was to never allow even the smallest amount of disrespect and to meet that with as much violence as you could find did the other man not immediatly apologize. So after suffering greatly as both a child and an adult, with a brain that's wired to attack if anyone so much looks at me the wrong way I've been having to act like I've got it all together. I haven't always been able to do so and am rather lucky I'm still free. I'm still going to work 50-60 hours a week at a job I loathe (it actually pays fairly well) and I'm going to keep trying to rewire my brain. Hopefully one day I'll find myself past all of this.
Wow your writing, your description was amazing. I am so sorry you went through that and there should be healing places where victims can go rather than prisons where you described so well the culture and cruelty the environment enhances among the men. So many wars are likely instigated from the learned instinct you described so well. You should be honored as a veteran of something so many can not imagine nor survive.
Be very very aware it’s better to take care of them with malicious as a man ones said cause there’s always evil better be safe then sorry I trust nobody !! N I also pray every night for both my kids take care mamá
Raise your children up in the way in which you'd have them go and it shall stay with them always. These evil satanic families and bloodlines that sale their children into these kinds of lifestyles will have hell to pay one day. We're in the end times and the evil in this world is nearing it's end.
She says she wants revenge, but the tragic thing is there's not even any justice, these men got away with it and those that came after them still are! What kind of society do we live in
It’s the same society we’ve always lived in...only now these evil bastards are revealed through the internet which offers a platform to expose the evil that has always existed.
Then I are some cream corn with fried potato mixed in, for some reason these things stick out in my mind too. Then I kept hearing men say I was hot and they moved me to another house , then one man rushed in and grabbed med and said come on before they come their gonna hurt you, he took to this foster mother and she fed me and let me shower( first time in almost 2 months) then in the morning she took me to the police station. I ended up with Syphilis in it's second stages by then my vision was swimming and other things I won't say. My entire life I blamed myself because none of this would have happened if I hadn't ran away. There is so much more that happened but it would take to long. Your video helped me, listening to you helped me and I thank you so so much. My name is Dianna and I survived and thank God others have too, I pray every night for all the children out there being tortured, raped, abused. EVERY night. But thank you.
This woman is the most evolved person I've listened too on this subject so far... check out her other talks .. she is amazing an a great life guide. Lisen deeply ..
Knowing the advent of the internet I would have never made it out alive .... let that sink in for a minute. These people haven’t stopped. They are still doing this. Prayers for those who are trapped in this diabolical slavery.
I watched my auntie sell off my little cousin for years. We were young and scared. This is very disturbing to hear. Best wishes to this brave, amazing lady.
I can understand men doing that sort of thing. However, why are women willing to sell off their OWN CHILDREN to men? That has always made me somewhat confused as to how they can do that.
I use to be a sceptic, but since the Jeffery Epstein story came out , I am convinced that it is going on with many powerful people. I think the magnitude of the problem is frightening! I hope you have peace, love and respect in your life, now and forever! ❤️
I get being skeptical and those of you that don't either haven't a natural discernment for bullshit, are one of the PC/ultra feminist nuts that believe anything any woman says pertaining to this subject, are in denial, or haven't been around enough people! I've personally known many, many females that have outright lied about men abusing them for a myriad of reasons ranging from spite and jealous to manipulation, control, and/or attention. Most commonly attention. I've known men sent to prison for total lies that eventually came out. I've known men in jail on the cusp of a decades long prison sentence and have heard firsthand the "victims" laughing about how it was all made up. It happens and happens more than society wants to admit- all women claiming to be victims are not victims just because they say so, they all aren't to be believed at face value instantly just because they're women claiming to be victims! This is a real problem that nobody wants to address in society today. All I'm saying is everyone needs to use some common sense and logic upon hearing such claims and realize that there IS a chance the alleged victim isn't being honest before instantly condemning men. I don't know this lady's story and I'm not saying she's lying but it is a problem in the world and a problem men have thus far had no way out of. Too much of a double standard, an extreme bias.
Thank you so much for having the courage to bring this out into the open and tell your story. And then to go out and help others in prison. That is extraordinary!
She's speaking about disassociation. I've learned how to do this from experiencing trauma too, but it took me a little more than a decade to finally drown out people's words and blur out their faces entirely. I hate people. I have no idea how she made it through her ordeal. I've been sexually abused since I was 14, but possibly earlier. I'm starting to have weird memories of things happening when I was a child, but I somehow must've been able to suppress them effectively.
Please know that there are good, kind people in the world who care. It is not normal to rape and sexually abuse kids. People who do so are sick, satanic bastards. Normal people do not harm children. Please seek out kind, normal people to help you....and know you aren’t alone.
I've been practicing disassociation since I was a child. I'm 37 now and struggle to deal with all the abuse I've dealt with in my life. I feel sorry for her because I know how it feels when memories slap u in the face.
A child should never have to go through such a terrible thing in their life. I feel so sorry for such children, but I am proud that such survivors can be strong enough to speak out. To speak out for some who cannot. Thank you.
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Pedophile and Pedophilia a perfect
Discernment by the father and son a perfect judgement..when girls do it: when boys do it: truth liberation sent to do the judging where should they Be? Annexe?
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Like You it wasn't her adult youth it was more and I knew that she wanted more
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ME WITH HERSELF WHAT A WOMEN....
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@@christopherwillams5408strange sensual comment on such a video 🤔
@@AliciaM5555 an internet bot?
IF SHE IS BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY IT, WE NEED TO BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO HEAR IT AND EVEN BRAVER TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
And what’s your plan to do something about it? I’m interested?
Yes, what’s your plan?
I feel like these previous comments are more accusatory than actually curious.
We can all look up & read up on what to do if we wanted to help. I’m sure if there is a ligit desire to help - then each one will be led to it.
Talk about it. Put words to it. Speak it out loud. So that when it hits the ear it isn't dismissed. It's not met with disbelief. So that each out cry can finally be herd. This abuse happens alongside our everyday activities, and yet we still see it as a narrative.
@@lilqt3281 are you a Moron? There’s so many easy ways to help the first would be educating the general public so they can know the signs and report it when they see it places like airports this knowledge could be crucial in saving people if teachers could identify signs etc same effect more people being saved by knowing the signs of sex trafficking example a flight attendant saved a young girl because she noticed her black eyes and bruises because of previous training she was able to alert authorities and girl was saved no one was harmed it’s the little things not that shitty attitude you have
Please, please, please, everybody in the world, OPEN YOUR EYES!!! This happened and is still happening ... thank you Anneke ... we need to change the world together ...
How do we change it? I think we have to expose the pedos. They thrive in the lies. Victims of sexual assault carry the shame when the the shame is not theirs to carry. We need to shame the pedos
@@jazminlara7742 there’s no easy answer to that -especially because exposing and shaming pedos wouldn’t stop the issue it’s just going to encourage them to hide it better. It can be effective if we spread more awareness about pedophile rings and how common they are, because most people don’t know the extent of the issue.
I think we need to start at the root of this problem, which is understanding what makes a pedophile and let’s be honest most of the time it’s from childhood traumas, bad parenting, etc. It’s easy to look at these pedos as inherently evil people born like that, but the truth is they are traumatized people.
To stop the problem we need to stop bad parenting. A way is to start educating how important it is for parents to heal their own traumas before having children.Again, there’s no easy answer and this is just my hypothesis
The world ain’t gonna change this isn’t our home
We need a law hurt a children cut your balls off I don't understood why the whole register sex offender it doesn't stop them
@@jazminlara7742 obviously that’s how we could change it.
THIS is what new sources and media should talk about
Not the kardashians
This video needs to spread around and this women is so amazing and so strong. This video needs to circulate
The media works for these men.
Then we as people need to spread it. Don't talk about it, be about it. Spread it on your Facebook and Instagram and let people know if you feel this way, and I agree and I'll do the same.
You are correct. It is important. So let's make others feel it's important.
Who is still talking about the kardashians lmao
They wont oust the people that own them.
@@KGood28 I love how you say "these men" exclusively, when even the title of this video says it was her mother who sold her. It's all the men's fault, right? There are no women involved in this, eventho they're the one being brood mares? Unreal. It's like you girls' brains aren't even plugged in.
I clicked on your video because I am 61 years old and thought I had worked through "it" but you have made me see that it stuck deep inside of me. I was 7 years old and so scared because he told me if I told anyone that I would be sent away.
My grandfather was not a nice man. My mom and dad partied a lot, and they took us to my grandfather's house. I begged and pleaded for them not to make me go. He would put my brother and sister to bed in one of the other bedrooms that had a bed. I stayed in an empty room with dark shades. I could hear his footsteps after everyone was asleep, and I grabbed my blanket, curled up in a ball, and pretended to be asleep. I knew the creek of that old door. It slowly opened, and he came in. He shut the door until it was barely open.
I felt sick, ashamed, scared, and unloved... He would flip me and like a rag doll, and I just stayed limp. He would remove my pajamas and touch me all over. He would use his fingers to "hurt" me. " He pleasure himself while he was hurting me. He always had tis towel to clean his mess from my body.
I tried to tell my mom, but she didn't "hear" me. I would just stare at something and make the thoughts and pain better. It really didn't help. I stayed to myself because I was afraid others could "see" the "nasty" in me.
I got married at 17 so I could escape, but the man I married was very abusive. I married a few more times, but I always married the same type of man , sexually and physically abusive .
My grandfather was in the hospital, and he was dying from gangrene in his leg. They amputated it, but it didn't help. The hospital called me and asked me to come there. I went because my heart was "hurting." Hurting because he was dying and hurting for what he had done to me. I called my mom and told her she needed to come now. She was an hour and a half away and said, "I am putting rollers in my hair. I'll come in the morning." She didn't come that night. He was in a charity hospital, and the doctor came out to tell me he didn't have long to live and asked me to go to his bedside. I did what I had learned to do and have compassion. I went to his bedside, and he was still alert but about to be sedated. He grabbed my hand with a very weak grasp. He told me he was glad I came so he wouldn't die alone. He never apologized nor said anything about what he had done
They didn't have to sedate him. His grasp slowly left my hand, and he passed away, holding my hand. I couldn't cry. I turned around and called for the nurse, and she told me he was gone. I felt nothing, just numb.
I drove home, called my mom, and told her he had passed away. She said she would come the next day.
When she came, I told her he didn't die alone. Because I was there. She wasn't crying. Things felt strange. I left the funeral home, and they left later. He was being buried by my stepmother's family.
Years later, I went to visit my mom, and something in me broke. I just busted out crying and asked her why she never "heard" me? Why didn't you hear me beg not to go to his house...Why???
My mother said, "Did my father hurt you?" I finally was able to tell her "YES"! Nobody could send me away because I was in my early 20's and already left home. My mom sat there in a transe like state. She finally said, "When my mother left me with him, I was 5 years old and would bleed." I asked if he penetrated her, and she answered, "Many times!"
I looked at my mom and saw a scared little girl. She started crying and screaming. She went to the closet where his "memories" were and threw everything of him out to the trash. My mother wasn't a loving lady but she sat down beside me and was crying so hard saying, "I'm so sorry." Over and over. I held my mom. She never really was a hugging, touchable lady. In that moment, I understood why.
See, she had left my dad and took my big brother and little sister with her and left me with my Daddy. I was born damaged. I was born with my heart partially outside my body. My mother was 16 years old and I know that scared her, to have a baby like that. My dad and Granny took care of me, but mom distanced herself from me.
I started to go see her and made sure my siblings weren't around because I wasn't really welcomed by them. We didn't grow up together. They knew nothing of my life.
I got a phone call that my mother had died suddenly and there was no need to come because my help wasn't needed.
My husband took me to her funeral, and no one said much to. We went into the chapel, and I was seated way away from the family. I went to the graveyard to watch her graveside service, which there were not enough chairs for me because I wasn't "expected."
My husband and I left to make our 6 hour drive back home. I love my mom and have realized that she was running from horrible secrets.
My husband was the first person in my life who knew everything about me and loved me unconditionally.
I found him our front yard. I tried everything to bring him back. He was only 46, and I was l so loved by him.
I put myself in therapy because his death broke the thin string that left me clinging to life. I tried everything in my power to save his life, but closing my husband's beautiful blue eyes.
That made me feel like I killed him, which my grief therapist has told me I didn't do anything wrong. I am starting to see that the trauma inside of me has never been let out.
I now live in a town, totally alone, and I knew no one but, I have met a few peopleand am slowto let peopleinto my life. I tried to have contact with my sister and brother but have been shunned by my entire family, just as I was the day I was born.
One day, I think I'll work through all of it. I am finally able to get angry at those who never cared. My Daddy cared, and he died suddenly, years ago.
I don't understand why things happen the way they do, but thank you for your truth. You are a very brave young lady to share all of that abuse with us. My heart hurts for you. I have to say, you have given me the strength to hold my head up and not be ashamed.
You didn't deserve anything that was done to you. Bless
you will forever be in my thoughts.
I wrote this and cried more than I have in 30 years, so it's not written perfectly, but I do my best.
I can just say so sorry those things happened to you/ were done to you. All I can say as a Christian is that it was the work of satan. Pray that you find Jesus.
We have a crazy world. The speaker is right here. Just remember you are okay and the rest of them or nuts and you’ll be fine. That’s how I cope.
Im so sorry for what your grandfather did to you, and im even more sorry that some of your family couldn't see your beautiful soul aching for love and acceptance. You deserve the world and all the joys in it, remember that.. xoxo ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
You sweet Angel. I’m sorry for you’re suffering and I send you hope and healing energy ❤️🩹
Thank you for being so brave and for sharing your story.
I went through being sold/rented from 9 years to 15 when I left and ended up on the street...you can probably figure out what I did to survive. I now have a masters and am still fighting to just live a somewhat normal and ok life. It feels good to see someone else who's been in similar circumstances but it also feels horrible to know that there are so many of us who were put into this by our parents
Omg you’re such a fighter/survivor. Good for you. I’m so sorry for your beginnings but I feel you’ll do so well in life from now on - huge love
Oh my God girl, I am so sorry. What the hell? I don't know how anyone could do that. I know things have got to be tough for you, sometimes, but you hang in there. Just keep thinking positively. ❤️
I believe its generational sexual abuse.
I'm so sorry
I'm ALIVE TODAY!! I am 51 years old (I feel like I'm 23), in my life I have experienced just about every kind of abuse and perversion imaginable. But I'm here to say, the old thoughts and memories of my past has NO HOLD ANY LONGER over my life! Believe me, I have lived through multiple suicides (I succeeded twice, but brought back), divorces, alcoholism, drug, sex, shoplifting, gambling and any other thing that provided my need for adrenaline because I felt so numb and absolutely lost that doing crazy stuff was the only way to feel alive. But wow, what a journey! So much thatI needed to work out, but today, I'm free, and it's not personal any more.
Any one suffering, just remember everything is temporary. .. Treat yourself like you would a close friend, focus on what you have and remember that we are not that important in the scheme of things. Happy days all :)
I met a man 2 years ago who nearly committed suicide. He had a kind of clown personality so I knew he was making up for something. When I saw him crying one day I tried to help him and he told me what he's been suffering through. His mom used to sell him for sex to men when he was 11 years old. It happens to Boys too and the boys are told to shut up and be manly. A serious issue that needs to be addressed
😔😔😔so sad
I have boys I told them at early ages very early 3 4 yrs old about who can and who can’t touch them, where no one is ever to touch or see . If someone ever hurt my child like that . That person would visit the south 40 and stay there forever.
I knew a family (all 4 boys) that went through that. By the time I met them they were grown men & 2 of them became predators themselves.
@@quickgirl80 Sadly it's very common for sexually abused children to get predators themself if they don't get a proper therapy (male & female, doesn't matter). Often they are hurt because they know how awful it is to get abused so young, but it's sort of coping. I watched a documentary a few years ago where parents talked about their abuse as kids and the abuse on their own children later as a way to feel loved, it was really painful to watch.
@@maja9663 what documentary was that??
I wanted to turn this off because it was just so awful to hear about a child being hurt so much 😭 but I just could not click away because I felt like if she was brave enough to tell it then we can be brave enough to hear it.
I told that exact thing to a psychologist once, he said "but you don't have to do that, you don't owe anyone anything" and I just about went cross-eyed wondering how people can think like that. It's not about feeling guilted into listening, its about wanting to be supportive because survivors deserve to be heard. Smh
I'm sure there will be more coming out related to these crimes against humanity. Don't avoid it. We have to collectively own this problem before we get to the solution
Thanks
Oh there's more. Wait till they get to Hollywood.
Wow, you're the most beautiful spirit. A little 10 yr girl figured all that out. I'm so very sorry you had to go through all that. I've been grieving all of you out there upon learning about it. I learned about Epstein's Island while it was still in operation. Lost sleep on that. Stealing the innocence of a child angers God. Not to worry, your revenge is with Him.
Even when she smiles and laughs, her eyes are still sad. My heart goes out to her.
I see the 'sadness' in her eyes too.
Yes!!!.. she has sad eyes, looking at them it’s like I can feel her pain.
Her eyes speaks everything about her deepest hurt and pain. But she never mentioned God which is quite sad.
Holy crap I wrote almost the same comment!!
You said the same thing about that actor in that movie tho…
“I had gotten used to not being raped.” that is the most heartbreaking thing to hear.
That hit me hard. I had to pause the video and really think about that for a bit. How horrific 😢
Totally, a hardened texture at that age. So saddening !!!
How
You do what you have to do to survive. The flashbacks are horrible and you can tell on the video when she is going back in time. Your brain tries to protect you by blacking some of it out. It is a lifelong healing process and if you have never gone through it, you will never understand it. I'm glad the sound of freedom is bringing awareness. People have been walking around with their eyes wide shut for far too long.
I wanna see major news companies exposing this... not the garbage they do give us.
They wont they are a part of it
Don't count on the owners of CNN, FOX, MSNBC, and all of the other networks either, because ALL have been to Epstein's pedophile island.
Couldn't Agree more!!👍✌🏼💝🧚♀️🤗
Unfortunately, many in the "major news companies" are involved in these atrocities... Some out of a proclivity; others out of a desire to "gain entrance into the club" for personal advancement, by (basically) "selling their soul" through such evil.
The zionists own all of the news channels, apart from those in communist countries ( they create their own rules ), From BBC, Reiters, CNN. These are the same people who run child sex rings. This world is an evil dark place. Im sure if we knew the full extent people would stop having babies and the human race would die out. Maybe that would be the best outcome, preferable to babies being raped and murdered.
So sad that she is trying to revisit the worst moments in her life and people are talking in the background. So disrespectful.
Almost as disrespectful as when you tell your parents you’ve been abused and they don’t do anything.
@@marias7599 ?
I don't get why they didn't edit the start out.
That made me so mad, like they asked her to be there and asked her to relive her trauma and they talked over her? That infuriates me. How can you be so disrespectful to talk over someone you’re asking to relive their trauma.
I am so annoyed to the background talking. How disrespectful!! Shame on all of you who interrupted while she's trying to gather her dark memories.
This woman is absolutely incredible. Her self awareness and mental capacity for understanding her own trauma while also helping others is admirable. I love the way she speaks, her voice, her tone and ferocity is beautiful.
How could a mother sell her child. The mother is just as evil
My mother sold me. She justified it for herself
Melanie Toth im so sorry you went through that, i hope you know none of it is your fault. But the fault of those who were meant to protect you
Even worse, IMO🤬
Worse
Pure evil
I was molested by my father, my father’s friend, a neighbor’s kid, and my cousin. Starting at the age of 5. I was almost kidnapped twice. Once by some teenagers, and once by a man who lived in the neighborhood. You think your children are safe, but it’s literally anyone that will do this to a child if given an opportunity. Even the people you trust. It’s a sick world.
I’m so sorry
Because of my experiences, I know nobody is safe.
An takes years to report them by that time your old so you take it to the grave because your not strong enough
🙏for your recovery and peace from evil
How did you manage? It’s scars someone
It makes me so uncomfortable, makes me angry, lots of anxiety, I just want to cry for all the kids around the world including my kids
I agree, I don't have children but I have nieces and nephews and I can't imagine. This just breaks my heart that there are people well disgusting devils out there that do these horrible acts.
That’s what I do :( I feel the pain of everybody! It’s almost more than I can bare! Thank you so much for your sacrifices for our world. May nobody ever suffer this fate ever again!! You are loves:)~❄️
Same
When she said "no wonder there's so much poverty in this world if the would leaders are paedophile" that make so much sense to me now ,why would they take care of children in poverty if they are raping them and they dont give a shit smh...respect to this woman 🙌🏾
Who else would build weapons to murder an entire city at once?
it's very sad
@@ksl2609 Yeah man, I found that moment to be one of a few times that had a particularly profound effect. Not only does that make absolute sense but it’s a logic that also fits into the global foster care / adoption agency aspect in which there’s just a disgustingly large & continuous amount of sex trafficking taking place under the table. Almost every time another operation within gets uncovered it’s always the same players facilitating it. It’s always the case worker and Foster parent / adoptive parents. Records usually show a long history in which the foster parent appeared to get 3, 4, 5X’s the amount of kids than the other foster parents on the registered list of availability thru that agency & particular case worker. Yet ironically it’s always a few that get the majority. It’s even more shocking to find out just how many times the agency itself is aware or directly involved. Bottom line is these kids all have the same common denominator which is the absence of family support as they are the forgotten children. It makes them the easiest targets seeing as tho the only adults in their lives at that point are the ones violating them. And for the ppl who downplay the significantly large role this has within our global society should just ask themselves why it is that this could still ever exist in today’s society with the awareness and ease of global communication and yet it’s still continues to happen everyday. It’s b/c not everyone is truly so disgusted by it. We now live in a world where we’ve normalized the concept of fulfilling our fantasies making them no longer just that but rather realities. And there will always be an opportunist who’s willing to facilitate in perversion. It’s also ironic how Child Sex Trafficking is never at the top of any politicians priority list of things to tackle when in office. For me it’s simple….the biggest torture that could be done to me is to be free yet a prisoner of my own failure to act knowing I was aware of someone violating a child’s innocence yet never rescued them. Therefore it makes no difference to me if it’s a kid I know, a random child or a family member’s child. Regardless, I’m killing motherfu*ker on site with head shot after headshot till that skull is in pieces. Prison is not where I desire to be however 11 times outta 10 I’m gonna be content mentally in that cell knowing I did right by the most precious, innocent ppl on earth and that sounds far better to me than to be a free prisoner in my own head riddled with guilt 24/7.
I truly believe this with every fiber of my being. No wonder there's an abundance of wealth in this world and ppl still suffer. At best, it's depraved indifference. At worst, it's pure sadistic evil.
And thats why they use pornculture to turn men like them, because like this they gradually pervert the mind of the masses to be like them. Like this never have to force the masses to accept pedophelia. Most boys my generation are all indoctrinated with that propaganda. The more woman tolerate this, the worst it gets. When girls and woman are no longer protected, anyone else follows, boys, animals. Sadist dont distinct if they get off on suffering, it doesnt matter who suffers as long as they can see it.
I love that right off the bat she asserted her objection to the background noise. Good for her.
When you've been through that much shit you don't care about beating around the bush
@@pluviophile1988 Usually the opposite actually.
@@kezzokav5905 speak for yourself.
Since learning about child trafficking through the Epstein debacle, I have become super vigilant about watching for potential victims, in parking lots, gas stations, hotels, etc. If I could help save only one child.........
Bless you !
Yes! I always find it miraculous when I hear about victims being saved by someone who had reported suspicious activity... like how did they ever know that something wasn’t right? Like what if you are wrong, and you reported someone just because they are a different race? Like I’m the only black man in my family and I have nieces, nephews, cousins who are younger then me like infants/toddlers/children who I have been out in public with alone and they have blonde hair and blue eyes ... I’m always super paranoid that someone is going to think I kidnapped my own family member... luckily this has never happened, but it makes me super insecure...
Watch out for family members & friends also!
Yes same!! I look out for all people and children, I will shoot someone if they attempt anything we women need to be carrying licensed guns too
@@aliyafrances1517
You hit the nail right on the head. Most times are relatives the abusers.
EPSTEIN DIDN'T KILL HIMSELF REMEMBER WHY ITS IMPORTANT. THE CHILD VICTIMS
Im sure lots of people know that. I do believe Epstein was the one to send trump y his type away. so they had to shut him up permanently !!
Evil Never Wins
@@angelarodriguez5444 AMEN❣ LOVE HAS ALREADY WON... THIS EVIL SYSTEM IS GOING DOWN👍 PEACE&LOVE🕊
I love how people act like they helped identify Epstein. Uh Epstein was caught by the victims mothers going to the police. You conspiracy nuts didnt say a think about him until AFTER his first stint in prison. AND WHY IS THAT IMPORTANT? because it shows you are all full of shit!
Hes not dead
@@franstuber878 where would he be?
This is one of the main reasons i will NEVER believe the politicians care about the citizens.
💯💯💯💯💯
That is an enormous, irrational leap…..
Politicians are put there by the top. They don't have any power. So yes. Ur right
@@user-wr1oc4yt3r No it isn't. But keep believing your talking heads.
@@thiefonthecross7552 Good lord, you are a fool.
I was sexually abused from the age of 4 to 11. And I always wanted to find my abuser as an adult. But I have this fantasy in my head that he’s either dead or in jail by now if he continued to rape and molest others. I remember the most horrible thing was when he knocked on my door because he had a date with my oldest sister. And he had this look on his face like what are you going to do about it? He made me believe my father would hate me and no one would believe me.
Ive suffered a lot through the years in addition to finding peace in my life to finding love.
I think I’m getting there. But there’s always this need to ruin everything around me. Afraid to peel back the layers and share. But I think I’m becoming that person that can love myself and others. I have a deep understanding of how the world and how people operate in it like she was talking about. I’m super intuitive almost to the point of being psychic. Which allows me to never be hurt again. Thanks you if you read this. I love you for it.
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Bless you.
Its not to late to let this person pay! Think of others
I did God to be my safe place. He is always good, kind, wise, reliable. Because I have Him in my heart, I can approach people from a safe place.
I understand the hyper surveillance! It's good to be able to tell ourselves the truth, rather than dissociation. . And I am relieved that God is there always.
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I dont understand that someone could be so evil and heartless where they could ruins someone's life to fulfill some sick and twisted desire. It's the epitome of selfishness. There is no excuse. Even if a person has these sick desires doesn't mean they need to act on it. I'm sorry you experienced that you are brave to share your experience and I hope you continue to heal and things get better for you.
I'm a therapist and finishing a doctorate degree in traumatology. The bravery and courage you embody to share your story for others to heal is beautiful. The fact that your abusers were public figures is so much more painful. Everything you say about healing trauma is 100% right on. Thank you for being strong enough to share- even in the face of victim shamers. I am soooo proud of you. You will help to unlock so many shackles amongst others longing for freedom!
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This is the comment I was looking for, thankyou! Her story was immensely heartfelt and the insight she shared really moved me. I'm currently in therapy for past trauma after finding an amazing therapist.
@@clairelicciardo6198 😇
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When she smiles, her eyes are still so sad 😔 I hope she's doing well
I also felt, her eyes dont smile
She is so beautiful in and out.
That's exactly what I thought
Most people in communist countries will have this look for the simple fact their world was so dark with Godlessness.
The light will make it’s way through. She is determined and she keeps walking. This sharing will give others hope and encourage them to follow her path.
I was abused as a child from 6-10 years. I still have a fear of speaking about it but I also struggle with the flash backs of what had happened. For a long time I felt I was in the wrong for what happened to me. This video opened me up to a lot that I shouldn't be blaming myself for it. Thank you for showing this video.
Can I suggest EMDR. It saved my life. 🙏
I am glad you can see other people talking about what happened to them as children and now maybe you can feel comfortable telling your story as well. ❤️
It was not your fault. It never was and never will be. Much love to you, forgive and love yourself every day.
The same thing happened to me it started when I was 5, It still lives in my head and my heart even now and I'm 50, I feel for you it's so hard, even now. I wish I could be as brave as this woman, I wish you all the best
Also never forget It's not your fault
I worked for 14 years in foster care.Four of those years were in the sex abuse unit. If a child doesn't have a protector.......mother, father ,grandmother....,someone.....that child is at risk for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING.
Agreed. Im a social worker, ive seen the effects with my own eyes. Its far more common than people think. Its not just the creepy person you get gut feeling about, its more often a " likeable" trusted member of the community, close friends of the family or even the family, so even when the child has family if that family arent vigilent it still happens.
Exactly. I started my SW career with children and couldn't do it. It broke my heart, as a mother, woman, human. I would go home crying. So I spent the next 30 yrs only working with adults. I just couldn't continue to go to court and not want to strangle some of these parents.
@@Em-im1yz ...My social worker had a gut feeling that I was afraid of my mom. She was completely wrong. I remember being taken out of school one day at the age 8. I was placed in a foster home where I was yelled at for opening the fridge without asking and, spanked for wetting the bed, I was a bed wetter. It was not due to sexual abuse of my parents at all, although, I had been previously sexually abused by a babysitter and a neighbor. About 6 months down the road, I was placed in a different foster home after being removed due to the foster mother spanking me. I didn’t tell the social worker. The foster mother did herself. Ironically, I was abused at the new foster home at a much greater capacity. I was place in a foster home of all teenagers. Does that make sense to you; to place a child with all teenagers? I was the only small child. Ask yourself, would you do that? I was sexually, physically and verbally abused at this particular home. When I tried to tell, I wasn’t believed. I think this is due to the fact that each child brings in money while they are in foster care. Why would they send me back to my non-abusive mother when they would get no money from the state? All attempts by my attorney ad litem went ignored by both my foster mother and my social worker. At one point, my social worker took me to see my mom. I might have been nine by this time but, I’m not sure. Once we got to the social workers office, my social worker told me that my mom was here to see me. I became very excited and started to pull her hand as I lead the way to find her. As I was pulling her hand, I was in a light running motion crying mommy, mommy, mommy. My social worker then said to me in complete bewilderment, “I thought you would be afraid?” In even greater bewilderment, I looked back at her and said in shock, “Nooo, Why would I be afraid?” She didn’t answer me. When I saw my mom, I was full of excitement. We had our visit. I was so happy! I remember asking, “Can I come home now?” My hopes were dashed as she told me I couldn’t. I cried right in her arms. I remember looking back and thinking how she didn’t hold me very tightly. Her hug had a limpness to it. She later told me as an adult that, she was afraid to do anything because they were analyzing her every move. My mom was apart of a church. I grew up in foster care being told that I was ritualistically abused, which was a complete lie. Lastly, my mom had been in a wheelchair from the age of 19 to 61. She passed away at age 61 from early stage Parkinson’s disease; a disease that should have afflicted her later on in life but, due to her disability, it afflicted her early in life. Point is, my mom was a disabled woman who was taken advantage of by the state. As a single mom in a wheelchair , she had initially asked for their help with me but, instead of helping her, they pretty much kidnapped me. They gave her responsibilities and office meetings that she couldn’t possibly attain as a woman in a wheelchair with no driver’s license or car. They didn’t try to help her acheive those responsibilities or, get to those meetings. Instead, when she failed to show up, they took her rights away.
I was raised by a single mom who vigilantly protected me. She never had a boyfriend all while I was growing up. When people would ask why she’d say, “I have a daughter at home. I can’t let strange men into my life or home.”
When I was younger several times when I got separated from my mom I had grown men following me. These are strangers in a store!
This stuff happens far more than anyone wants to admit. While I was blessed with a protective mom, lots of my friends (almost 1/2 of them) have been molested as a child. And that’s just the ones who will admit this has happened to them.
This is so sickeningly common.
@@Jesus.Bridged.The__Gap I'm so very sorry for all you and your mom went through. The system has so many flaws on either side.
Personally, I worked with Anneke on some of my war memories. She does excellent work, super clear, and compassionate... Thank you, Anneke for being the light.
what happened to her mom? and has the man's name ever been released? please send her my love.
Sex can sometimes be painful for us adult women even when we are enjoying it. Imagine what she endured! On second thought don’t imagine. It’s shocking, disgusting and heartbreaking! These men are soulless demons!
What ever happened to these perpetrators? Has she been able to press charges?
THIS!!! This is exactly what always goes through my mind when i hear about these cases. Those poor girls😓
Awful thought but very true. Excruciating pain!
I totally agree. But it's hard for us to b in their position. It's super messed up but that's something they do when they party of hundreds ofbyears. Serial killers are viewed as evil and disgusting. Cuz they are. But that same release those serial killers get. Our owners are doing the same thing! It's ok cuz the average middle class are viewed less than their pets. They think we're trash
Please don't forget about the little boys who are viciously raped. The damage caused to these innocent souls are emotional (of course) but also physical - to such a degree it is life changing. Often these boys grow up nit knowing their true sexuality.
This is a cruel, disgusting, heartbreaking, gut wrenching, evil world sometimes.
I’m glad you didn’t cut the first few minutes of film. That was poetic and cutting. It’s exactly what happens when you’ve finally gathered the courage (or been completely cornered) to confide in someone. They literally have no respect or framework from which to care.
Bless this woman.
When I see justice not punishing child abusers and rapists, I 100% think that some power is making it like that because they *are* themselves child abusers and rapists.
Of course
yes there are lawyers that specialize in defending pedophiles and rapists and judges that are a part of the pedo network.
That's exactly what is happening. DCS should stand for Department of Criminal Services
Don't blame the system blame yourself!
@@blacklyfe5543 WTF!!
I’ve been following her for a few months now. She’s is nothing short of phenomenal
Strongest and most interesting woman I have ever watched on RUclips. Her courage and story is phenomenal
Yes I agree ☝️
Ever for one second thought that she's lying?
@@patrickraftery1815 about something like this? Typical male response. Idiot.
@@patrickraftery1815 because no
She's talking about the narcissists behind the news, social media, governments, etc. , and the ones in the shadows...
Yessss. I need people to learn about Narcissim and how it quickly blurs. Sociopaths are made. Psychopaths are born. I had a sociopathic ex husband and honestly imagine him set on the world!
yes they are on the sociopathic scale. they lack empathy.
Obviously not only in the shadows but as well as right in front of you. As most politicians are known and visible .
They can also be sociopaths or psychopaths.
these evil people must be exposed that is their biggest fear! The fear and trauma they caused needs to be returned by exposure....we are ready to find out who they are and prevent this continued abuse of power. The future of humanity depends on expulsion of these vile people
My friend asked me why I watch stories like this when it makes me so sad. I was sexually abused as a child, betrayed by my mother, neglected, and so much more. Sometimes people make me feel like I'm wrong to still be so damaged today by what happened to me 20 years ago. I'm slowly working through the trauma and it helps to be able to hear stories from other survivors because I know that I don't have to be okay now. There's no timeline. I am where I am and that's okay. I'm putting in the work to recover, of course, but I don't need to worry that I'm not recovered yet, and also that the scars will never fully go away.
This is the reason I love that we have these powerful social media platforms so that we can have a safe space to finally tell our individual stories and bring all these secrets out in the open that's been destructive to children in households across the borders.
I pray that you come forward and tell your story to save the lives of children, men and women that's been so horribly traumatized.
❤❤❤
It's "funny" how people feel like it's OK to take months and years to overcome a silly reallitionship breakup, but then they don't understand how it can take years or an eternity to overcome real trauma!!
Keep strong and don't look down! Always look up! ❤️
I feel you sister. I'm 48. Still have occasional night terrors. Still have surprise crying jags and irrational anger. Forgiveness is a hard thing to accomplish, but I did. Except for the person who allowed it. Turned it into a rational thing to do so she could keep the paychecks of the men who did it. I can't forgive someone who won't admit their wrongs. So, I cut her out. So I can mourn her 'death'. I've made leaps and bounds in my mental health since. I wish the same for you. Grow baby grow. You can do it
As confronting as her stories are, I feel like I could listen to Anneke for hours. Her ability to recount such a horrific abuse story with so much insight, and to share her vulnerability with the public after everything she's been through takes an incredible amount of courage. Thank you, Anneke. You bring so much healing to the planet.
Beautiful comment and so true. The courage is unbelievable.
I hope her Mother and house keeper have been prosecuted! Most of all, the men should be executed!
I have felt the same way, She is an inspiration and embodies a shining goodness that has seen the darkest.
She does have a four hour interview where she goes through everything. Most eye opening thing I ever watched
Raping a 6 year old. Or 10 or 14 is not human. The body is not ready. Its murder. Murder of a body and a soul. She needs to give names.
She doesn't have to, though. :s She risks her life by doing so...especially if we are talking about powerful men.
Even when names are given the media stays silent.
I have survived trafficking by my sperm donor between the ages of 4-11. My psyche suppressed those memories until several years ago. My life came crashing down around me. Throughout my life I have been through a plethora of trauma. I have survived much and I will continue to become whole. Thank you for your sharing your story.
I wish you nothing the best and happiness 🙂 I will pray for you. So sorry you had to go through that at such a young age. Just no nothing was your fault
I feel you on this. I have DID from my childhood trauma and am still memory suppressed from most of it. I was reading something about your inner child and being 3, and I got completely triggered. Started having flashbacks and a panic attack and shut it down. Idk if I honestly want to remember...know what I do know and that something terrible happened is bad enough. I think I can spare myself the details. Idk how people without suppressed memories live with it. I've dealt with life-long depression, suicide attempts, addiction issues, etc. I can't imagine actually remembering...she is a strong soul.
The father of my son was abused in the same horrific way. He told me parts of what happened to him, but didn't want any professional help. He tried to reach for help in the past, but doctors wouldn't believe him... He left when my son was 8 months old. Gone. He couldn't handle it anymore.
However people condemn his absence as a father, I do know where it comes from, so I can forgive.
These stories break my heart. Anneke is not the only one. There are many, many more... It's time something happens. Too many lives are being ruined.
I'm thankful for her confessions, they open the door to awareness, how heartbreaking it may be...
It must have been so confronting, having gone through what he did and then having a child. Hopefully, he will be able to find peace some day and maybe be a father
@Evi.e.v.i. You should try to locate him, and get him back. It will be beneficial to you, your son, and him.
@Matthew-Anthony,
No, it wouldn’t be. That’s the last thing he needs. As someone who was also a victim of incestuous sexual abuse, I understand how it can twist the mind-up. I never felt comfortable around my two younger siblings for that reason, and found being around them re-traumatizing, on top of that things that my parents were saying and doing. I left as my best attempt at protecting them.
She is very brave ,she needs to give names even if there dead , am a survivor myself am 60 and still dealing with it ,
So very sad ! I was molested . Thank God I wasn’t trafficked.
Please tend to language such as, "she needs to..."
Indeed, she 'needs to' do only what she deems necessary for her healing. I understand that you mean well, and hope you continue to heal well also. She is obeying her calling. Names are irrelevant. The light has already been cast into the darkness.
@@nikitaf88 why are names "irrelevant "?
I don't know if you'll ever read this I just want you to know that I heard you and I thank you for telling your story. There are no words that I can say I know how it feels.
@@teresaacevedo4825 me too
She is the most beautiful, wisest, and strongest woman I have ever seen.
Sex trafficking doesn't just happen to in third world countries
Both Parties.
It's everywhere!
Belgium is kinda a 3rd world country tho..lol
@@juriaan13 no it's not
@@juriaan13 ...boy bye. you must be dutch
Thank you Anneke, when you spoke of leaving your body during the rape it validated what I experienced as a child. The first time I thought I was dead and it was very frightening. After that I just flew, up and away because I always got pulled back into my body after. I am so very sorry for what you went through, I love you for being so brave and caring.
I would have died a long time ago. Women like her aren't strong.. Strong isn't the word.. This power is something else. My God.
What is it?
I agree! She is something different, I personally don’t think I could endure such horrific events& survive through it in the end, even after escaping and being saved ! This woman is power!
I agree. Her endurance and perseverance is unreal.
She's lying.
She’s an angel.
Your eyes show such pain, torture and sadness that is so extremely deafening!
Her eyes break my heart for hers. What a strong person. She is a survivor and she haa remained a good person and successful despite everything. She is a beautiful soul.
Her eyes are sad but if you look beyond the sadness you see this huge soul with empathy and depth.
That's not pain in her eyes. Its a soul ripped apart. I do hope shes been able to find some peace, despite having to live in a world that would let this happen to a little girl...
I can't even imagine if how many times she committed suicide just to escape the worst memories inside her heart 💔🥺...
Worst of worse was her own mother!!! How can a mother dothis to her child???did she hate her that much that she threw her to a pack of wolves?? May she rot in hellllllll
Your mommy to blame.shame on her.
EXACTLY
I was abused from age 6 to age 8. When it all came out one of the things that stands out very vividly was when my Aunt said I ruined her life. How could an 8 year old girl ruin her life? She married that broken human knowing his history. I wish I could hug you, Anneke. You are an incredibly beautiful and brave woman. Thank you for sharing your story as painful and triggering as it was to watch, I believe it is important to acknowledge it because your story is real and you deserve to be heard, and also to spread awareness that this is happening, still.
No, I don't want to figure out or look at WHY they do these acts. They are grown men and they make a conscious choice to do these things. All addictions begin with a conscious decision to do the act that develops into an addiction., Child rapists are evil to the core, I don't give a damn about their addiction, f**k 'em.
Same with the mothers or fathers or relatives who sell them. It doesn't matter what they went through. They are making a choice.
💯
You don't understand...this is an abuse that goes through generations. The ones that abuse children were trained to abuse by being horribly abused. It is a vicious, terrible cycle. They are also occultists who do blood rituals to feed and honor the archons who secretly control everything. This planet is in shackles, and we are it's prisoners along with the animals and our mother Gaia. The salvation is to wake up, dispose of the evil and raise the vibrations so we are no longer food. This is the only way but manipulations indeed do run very deep...
I *want* to know so we can stop them. You can't stop a criminal you don't understand. I don't want to empathize with them I don't care about their trauma I only care about why and how to stop it before it happens again
There will come a day when they will not be able to walk free in the light of day, no one will give them shelter, no one will protect them. They will pay the ultimate price for the destruction of the innocent.
Heads up, at the beginning when someone reached to touch her hair to fix it... It's important that you ask people, especially trauma survivors, if it's okay to touch them before you do. Most people don't think about that, but it's important to do that. Thanks for reading.
Oh my goodness, I gasped at that moment! This poor poor lady, I wish I could wave a magic wand and remove all her pain .. sigh .. how horrible her memories are .. Bless
That's the first thing I thought about. It made my skin crawl for her.
Thank you, I thought this immediately too. It is NOT okay to touch anyone without their permission. It's not cute, it's not comforting, don't do it. EVER. Especially to a survivor of physical abuse.
I thought the same.
They may have asked that already... hopefully anyway.
I have survived childhood sexual abuse and watching your video, I am hopeful that after 35 years I can start healing. Your positive outlook and strength really touched me. Thank you for sharing your story.
Such an amazing woman! I was sexually and physically assaulted and went into alcoholism at age 13. In didn’t start to recover until 29. After getting my power back through redemption of Christ I now have my testimony to help others.
God Bless you 🙏 ✝️💕🙏
Amen Christ gets all the glory
Jesus loves you so much ❤
God bless you. Jesus is setting me free too xx
I highly recommend you to watch videos of Dr. Gabor Mate. He talks about trauma as well as addiction and how human brain develops. Watch anything you find on RUclips, I promise you will find the information so helpful for your healing journey ❤❤❤
The moment she speaks, you cannot stop listening to her, I am amazed and I love her so much. Jesus please wrap her heart in GOLD.
These perpetrators/pedophiles come from all walks of life, they are EVERYWHERE!!!!!!
They are. There is one in my family.
@@dianamary6170 In mine too- & unfortunately its my brother-he was caught in an undercover police sting attempting to meet a 14 year old girl (fictitious) at a mall after which he was busted and luckily never actually abused anyone (that I am aware of)-served time and is on permanent sex offender list. The internal family dynamics are insane-my mother was an overt incest perpetrator on my brother- my sister caught her masturbating him when he was a child- and more covert with me-luckily I sought and recd. counseling in my late teens-but he didn't-and that's why he succumbed to his perversions and aberrant behavior. I am reasonably well adjusted and have a very well adjusted son and daughter in their late 20's-therapy works!
The staggering thing to me is parents selling their children. That's evil.
Billion dollar criminal enterprise vs innocence
These sadist demonic rapist and their assistant demons could give a crap less
The fact that politicians and other elites are involved in this is even more devastating.
Almost all trafficking victims are trafficked by someone they know. Most often parents or a relative. Abductions are extremely rare.
There’s no greater evil..
And people still insist poor Summer Wells was not sold.
I am currently reading her book, and I have had so many jaw dropping moments, I can’t wrap my head around how much she’s gone through and is still trying to help others. She is an amazing human.
I don’t know her what’s the name of book please , she’s so unlucky feeling her pain and trauma 😢
What's the title of her book, please?
@@edilmariaramos2044 "Quest for love"
She is helping girls and victims of sexual assault. She is not doing it for the perpetrators, or forgiving them (not that she should) for their heinous crimes.
I saw the edited version a while back and it was so upsetting. The thought of children having to go through this is sickening. She talks about it starting at age 6 and that's the age my granddaughter is now. Just thinking about that age & the horror & it's beyond heartbreaking. My heart aches for these children..
That is exactly how I am feeling, my grandaughter just turned 6 & sitting here listening to her, my soul is aching, knowing at that sweet, innocent age of 6, that innocence being taken away, forever changing them, just breaks my heart... to the core.
I have a 6 year old and this is so sad,I’m very cautious with her. Cant trust many people.
My granddaughter is this beautiful, innocent, trustworthy
6 year old as well. I can't even imagine this sweet angel
being traumatized like this. Unfortunately, this happens
to little boys as well. I sometimes wish I could protect
them and place them in a bubble until they reached adulthood.
The parents of these children should be so ashamed of
themselves but obviously, they are going through their own
issues. God bless all these children.
@@cathycoppolino5167 the mothers &father's that willing sell their little ones.should have there skin removed ,then put back on after salt bath, again again again ,just for starters
We have to be vigilant and SPEAK UP!!
People are really inconsiderate talking when she was trying to film and open up about something soo emotional and personal
Ikr wth !!!
I get what you're saying but its common on a film set for talking to happen in the backround to make sure everything is going smoothly with lights, sound levels etc. But it must have been incredibly distracting for the woman sharing her story. I'm glad she got to share her pain.
@@Black_pearl_adrift I haven’t been on too many sets, but all of the ones I was present on everybody would stfu when it starts rolling and even a little mumble would get a « shhhh » 😅
I was bothered by that as well.
Even while waiting, I honor your story, what happened, your ability to survive and recover. I hope you have many blessings in life.
You are beyond courageous, walking through all the darkness of your past, finding healing, understanding and meaning. My prayers are with you. So grateful how you have channeled this into a healing space for you and others. God bless you.
How a mother could do this to their child is beyond me ! Anyone to any child.
Verrrry sick mom....😢
A true real mother would love and protect her child.
Her mother has much to answer before God's judgment bar.
I can’t understand it either... and where is the father?! He also failed her miserably.
The mother is a narcissist who was gaining some social status by selling her daughter to the madam who then set up the rapes. The father was never in the picture but is equally trashy. She has their stories on her website
Demon it was
I wholeheartedly support Anneke. She is so brave and I feel inspired by her story. She’s an inspiration to us all.
Her happiness only reached her eyes one time in this video and it was when she was talking about helping others by teaching others how to help them as well.
While I do see sorrow in her eyes. I see immeasurable strength that comes from deep within her. May she find deep peace.
I wish there wasn't such fear of exposing these evil people!
FEAR STOPS MANY FROM EXPOSING THE PERPETRATORS. Fight against your own fear. What’s it going to take to finally and actually get rid of the corruption and evil that wants to take over entirely?
Fear? You'd do better wishing that those who expose this Evil don't get Suicided/Murdered so frequently.
Rhonda Hug, they are being exposed. Very soon the whole world will know their names.
This would have been my question...how can we expose these ppl?! Even if they are dead show their faces, speak their names and let ppl know. I understand the risk factor so...there is that. It hurts to know ppl like this exist, that parents and ppl can treat children like objects and that children are not protected and have to grow up faster because of these experiences...sigh... demons on this earth I tell you! Or is this just human nature?...I pray for all who experience this and praying for these broken ppl perpetrating these things.
fear? Do you want to see this woman murdered. There is people who kill others to keep things quiet and reputations mean a lot.
My mother protected my abuser and still is with him. I survived with the help of meany groups and therapists and will be in for the rest of my life just to keep making me stronger so when I see my mother and her husband agin I will not feel the same and guilt they gave me. I will never let them take my power away.what an amazing woman to be able to speak of her story with so much strength. Thank you for this share❤️ I feel that am not alone.
It may be wise to not see your mom ( abuser by association) and the man who abused you.
Stay away from them.
Why haven’t you press charges on him? For what he did to you??
Same happened with me. Sending my love Maria 💗 thank you for sharing
Occult activity I bet.
x
How about some respect here. It's a set with a guest mic'd up. Yet the crew is loud af in the bkground making Anneke repeat herself. Either remind your crew that it's supposed to be quiet or get a new crew who understands what they're supposed to be doing. Amateurs...smdh
Agree! This is a severely abused victim. Your crew was extremely inconsiderate! Next time put your victim in a secure environment and be quiet!!!
@Norska Warrior. • I totally agree with you. 🙏✝️☘️🙏🙏
Bravo to you for speaking out publicly! This is how change begins! Praying for you and all the children and others who are abused in this sick world.
I survived years of molestation & manipulation at the hands of my stepbrother. I never told my family. Thank you for sharing this
@Linda Lowther Dear Linda! I resonate with your story but I am the little sister in it. I want you to know we understand. I love my older sister unconditionally even with really hurting memories with her. She was choking me telling me to die. She was just a little girl in pain. I still love her and I always will. Don’t blame yourself, but try to understand yourself with love. Both of you were victims, and no one can expect a child -even the older one- to handle their pain as an adult. You have grown from it and you deserve to be forgiven.
Sending you love
You are heard.
I am a 35 yrs old father of two boys 12 & 15 and two forever always my baby girls 5 & 10. The first 10 mins of this had me in tears bc I preach this caution to my children 😭. On my next family meeting, I will share your story.... to the world that surrounds me as well. To bring forth the awareness to the one who think that this doesn't really happen or would never happen to them. Your story is very POWERFUL!!! Thank you for being strong 💪🏾and brave. I love you for that and I'm so sorry that you went though that storm.
Thank you for expressing this as a man and for being the loving, protective empathetic father you describe. The world needs more men and fathers like you.
Careful don’t traumatize the young ones with things they can’t understand and also note when you do talk to them that usually these things happen in families or by someone who befriends the family and that they are not to keep secrets ..no adult should tell them to keep secrets. There is privacy yes and secrets with threats never to be acceptable and always to be told to parents or some long-term trusted person who has never done such a thing.
My mother used to speakin prisons as a recovering alcoholic & survivor of sexual abuse by 3 of her 4 brothers starting from the age 2 & then others as she got older. The satanist & pedophiles of the world need brought down in the name of Jesus pray for this.
Amen!
Amen 🙏
Dear God how awful !!! Your poor Mom :(
Amen to that 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@ginnamin ar you for real what a bout her little girl ar you sick or what or do you need help, a men,
I was abused sexually but nothing near the level of what you went through. Mine was from 11-14 ..I am now 53 and even after all these years, I still have nightmares occasionally. It has actually only been in the past 10 years or so that I have come to understand how that abuse has affected my prospective of what I considered normal in my relationships and the type of man I repeatedly have gravitated towards. I consider those of us that have survived ..that we survived for a reason. To shed light upon the darkness. For me..if telling what I went through saves even 1 child from having to endure it..then as hard as it has been for me to bring my darkness to the light..I know in my heart it was the correct decision.
385 abusers, child molesters, reptilians hit the dislike button... We need to know this truth in order to regain our sense of morality. Thank you so much and be blessed.
Reptilians????....
True
@@stevieaskew9114 @25:00 she discussed the reptilian (reptile) brain in correlation to psychopaths
Or, like my elderly relatives they hit the thumbs down because they are saying what happened was horrible. They don’t get the thumbs up/down usage.
573 now.. Many politicians 🤬
Annke's story was the hardest I had to sit through, until I realized how much harder it was for her to tell her story. I feel like she deserves to be heard. Even the slightest distractions in the background seems to make it harder for her. It seemed very hard for her to get into the story, and then to get out. I felt like I was with her, and she was with me, holding my hand. This is so important for people to hear, to feel, and to understand.
Anneke, the pain I see in your face is heartbreaking.
I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am for you.
I am hoping that in telling your story it is allowing you to heal.
Men that use their body to inflict a lifetime of pain to another need to be put away.
I am praying that you know Jesus. Your level of healing need the big guns❣
God bless you dear
Blue eyes........yes, so tragic and heartbreaking for this lovely, wonderful, and precious lady and so many other beautiful little children like she was, who go through the same....may the love of the little Lord Jesus bless you both Blue eyes, and Anneke, and everyone in the world this Christmas of 2020 and forever....God bless all of his precious little babes and children everywhere and please rescue them and hold them safe and heal them in your arms of love, light, and life.....Lord please make this STOP!!!!! And bring real justice and safety to these children and make these criminals accountable!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👩👦👶👨👭👬👫❤💜❤ Anneke, thank you so much for sharing your story, and all of your wisdom, insight, and for speaking out so bravely and passionately for others, against such unspeakable crimes against the most vulnerable and precious humans on our planet....innocent children!!!!!!😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤ Anneke....you are a remarkable, CORAGEOUS and beautiful lady, and you have a real gift and talent in speaking so passionately and real!!!!!!!! Thank you and God richly bless and love you❤💝❤ (proud of you)
@@susanparrish2456 Amen!!!!!
People rape children for the control.it has nothing to do with love .
The fact that not only is she not bitter and angry, which would be completely justified, but she can help others to heal is just incredible. What an amazing woman 💕
15:43
Anneke Lucas, your truth is powerful, your words are necessary. Your strength is more than admirable. Please, be well. People are behind you, walking with you. Peace be with you, Anneke.
Well said
Selam alaykum. (peace be upon you)
She has an amazing aura. I'm sure she has been called things like "incredible" "amazing" "heroic" and it she would never think of herself in those terms. But she truly is incredible, amazing and heroic.
To think that there are many children going through this hell and pain right now!! Just breaks my heart!! 😥 I have no words! But the fact that she got through it is just amazing! I am so proud of her! More survivors need to come out and expose this darkness!
Anneke Lucas, I am blown away by your courage, clarity, compassion and strength. Thank you in particular for referring to this as an addiction, because we need to know just how compelling it is for many people in all walks of life - compelling enough to override all human decency.
As a survivor of CSA I joined an online support group where I ended up connecting with several boys who were in "the system" or in networks being trafficked. I could not help them - they were convinced that law enforcement and child care services were riddled with people who were involved in the trafficking and would protect it, not them. I'm 99% sure those courageous, compassionate, wonderful boys are all dead now, because in each case contact ceased abruptly. I had trouble talking to people about this - even my therapist didn't believe me and thought I was being pranked. Thank you for validating and publicizing how real it is.
In the USA, there are people "monetizing" the foster care system by trafficking those incredibly vulnerable children. I want to highlight that this addiction is not confined to the rich and powerful - the trafficking and abuse of children exists at every economic and social level.
I wish the government would form a task force to look into this. They could start by taking a count of how many foster children have disappeared, group home by group home. I am sure the pattern would show where the traffickers are. The huge problem is those within law enforcement, public service and state agencies who would seek to protect the traffickers.
& protect the traffickers they do! It's scary to have the entire state weaponized against you when you expose one of their child procurers. Cops will beat you, lie, get you locked in a psychiatric hosp. where they abuse you further, send the DMV, DOR, etc. after you for BS...it goes on and on. Meanwhile, the name of the creep is left off all paper work, and you don't get any chance of defense in front of a judge. Not that that really matters, as many judges are in on this too.
Normies would be amazed at how many judges are corrupt, and how many married men with children get off on raping children. SMH TC~
Powerful testimony of such a brave woman. I pray for all the children involved in sex trafficking and abuse at this time.
Me too 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
It feels like the studio atmosphere was not supportive of her getting deep into her feelings.
Focus on the story and message, and less on petty visual semantics. Speak only on the absolutely horrible, repeated, abuse Anneka was subjected to (as well as thousands of other women).
It may not seem it, but your comment is tactless. A really intense story is being told, about sexual abuse and sexual slavery, and your takeaway is about video direction? Be better.
@@coaltin2509 damn, you totally misread that. The comment wasn’t about video direction, but about how the background noise in the studio wasn’t conducive to the graveness of her story.
@@coaltin2509 I understood the comment and thought the same. It seemed a bit challenging at the beginning and the production team should have had things comfortable snd quiet before she started her talk about such tragic childhood.
She should not have had to direct them.
IMHO.
Agree.
@@coolwater55 don't think you did.
I would never have been able to survive that. Jesus. God bless Anneke.
Erin Degel You survive because you learn to leave your body. That survival instinct can stay with you for life. You simply flip a switch when you feel you are being attacked.
You learn how to disassociate unfortunately.
Emotionally and _physically_ how can a child endure all of this is beyond me
I was also sexually abused when I was a child, from the age of about 6 to about 8 or 9. I also wound up in prison. I had an addiction to opiates because it was the only thing that covered "it" up, so I had to steal to feed that addiction. I did about 7 years and I can say prison traumatized me much as the sexual abuse did. That thing inside every man that comes out to protect you had basically been watching from the corner of my mind, and when I called on it to help, it was really pissed off. I didn't know I had that kind of ferocity in me but the first thing I was told by an older convict was to never allow even the smallest amount of disrespect and to meet that with as much violence as you could find did the other man not immediatly apologize.
So after suffering greatly as both a child and an adult, with a brain that's wired to attack if anyone so much looks at me the wrong way I've been having to act like I've got it all together. I haven't always been able to do so and am rather lucky I'm still free. I'm still going to work 50-60 hours a week at a job I loathe (it actually pays fairly well) and I'm going to keep trying to rewire my brain. Hopefully one day I'll find myself past all of this.
How is your rewiring work?
prayers
Wow your writing, your description was amazing. I am so sorry you went through that and there should be healing places where victims can go rather than prisons where you described so well the culture and cruelty the environment enhances among the men. So many wars are likely instigated from the learned instinct you described so well. You should be honored as a veteran of something so many can not imagine nor survive.
I hope you do too. ❤
I’m sorry the system treated you this way. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’ve been through.
Thank you for your testimony, I’m sorry you had to endure this evil acts. May you continue to empower us to heal and bring awareness. 🙏🏼💚
I pray every night for my toddler girl to not have to ever go through this. God please watch my children I beg you! 🙏🏼
Be very very aware it’s better to take care of them with malicious as a man ones said cause there’s always evil better be safe then sorry I trust nobody !! N I also pray every night for both my kids take care mamá
Or you can pray for children currently experiencing this.
I was so scared for my daughter too. It is awful to be tortured by the fear for your child's safety in this world.
Raise your children up in the way in which you'd have them go and it shall stay with them always. These evil satanic families and bloodlines that sale their children into these kinds of lifestyles will have hell to pay one day. We're in the end times and the evil in this world is nearing it's end.
This happens to both boys and girls. May our children be protected. 🙏🏾
The pain of the abuse was so huge, the consciousness got out of the body during the rape... To stop feeling
You go to a safe place
It's the mind protecting itself. Nature really is amazing
You are frozen to it 😃
The trauma is deep rooted…even after so many years. I felt it when she first tried to speak.
Folks have no idea how scarring childhood trauma is.
I know. It affects you for the rest of your life.
But I'm super lucky 4 my own, otherwise I'd be not this man, who I love a lot .
I think the “silly thing” she is describing is called the narcissistic smirk. It is one of the disturbing things to actually witness. Sick... evil.
There is a special kind of mouth/lips that I’ve recognised as cruel, emotionless and narc.
My ex is a narc I know about the smirk all too well
@Anna not at all girl... re listen to the context....
Stop trying to put different words on her experience… it’s not yours
I know it. It hits you like a freight train. You feel it in your gut ... physically.
I love her, straight from the beginning she touches your heart. What a strong beautiful woman.
She says she wants revenge, but the tragic thing is there's not even any justice, these men got away with it and those that came after them still are! What kind of society do we live in
No-one "gets away with it"! Judgement is coming! God is just, He doesn't lie, and He hates evil. I trust Him!
It’s the same society we’ve always lived in...only now these evil bastards are revealed through the internet which offers a platform to expose the evil that has always existed.
@@suzannegriffiths4795 that’s a lovely idea for you, but you’re really missing the point Katarina made
Trust me GOD can settle this out of court
It’s gross 🤮 that a grown man would want to do anything to hurt a child. There is a special place in hell for those demons.
Then I are some cream corn with fried potato mixed in, for some reason these things stick out in my mind too. Then I kept hearing men say I was hot and they moved me to another house , then one man rushed in and grabbed med and said come on before they come their gonna hurt you, he took to this foster mother and she fed me and let me shower( first time in almost 2 months) then in the morning she took me to the police station. I ended up with Syphilis in it's second stages by then my vision was swimming and other things I won't say. My entire life I blamed myself because none of this would have happened if I hadn't ran away. There is so much more that happened but it would take to long. Your video helped me, listening to you helped me and I thank you so so much. My name is Dianna and I survived and thank God others have too, I pray every night for all the children out there being tortured, raped, abused. EVERY night. But thank you.
God bless you.. I am so happy someone finally helped rescue and save you.. I pray for your peace & happiness dear one.. you are loved! 💜🙏💜🙏
This woman is the most evolved person I've listened too on this subject so far... check out her other talks .. she is amazing an a great life guide. Lisen deeply ..
Fight for black girls and boys getting abused.
Knowing the advent of the internet I would have never made it out alive .... let that sink in for a minute. These people haven’t stopped. They are still doing this. Prayers for those who are trapped in this diabolical slavery.
I watched my auntie sell off my little cousin for years. We were young and scared. This is very disturbing to hear.
Best wishes to this brave, amazing lady.
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So so sorry. I hope there was some justice? It was stopped? How is your cousin now?
I can understand men doing that sort of thing. However, why are women willing to sell off their OWN CHILDREN to men? That has always made me somewhat confused as to how they can do that.
I feel very cold inside. This is devastating. Anneke I am very sorry that your childhood was coldly snatched from you.
I use to be a sceptic, but since the Jeffery Epstein story came out , I am convinced that it is going on with many powerful people. I think the magnitude of the problem is frightening! I hope you have peace, love and respect in your life, now and forever! ❤️
You where skeptical? Why? You think pedophiles don’t exist? They are everywhere!
It is so difficult for me to know that someone could be skeptical of this!!!!! What world do you live in that you could somehow doubt!?!?!
@@jlcollins7673 You really have to stare into the abyss to know this is real.
It makes me sad that there’s grown women who are skeptics of these things. It’s hard for me not to be very rude in my comment.
I get being skeptical and those of you that don't either haven't a natural discernment for bullshit, are one of the PC/ultra feminist nuts that believe anything any woman says pertaining to this subject, are in denial, or haven't been around enough people! I've personally known many, many females that have outright lied about men abusing them for a myriad of reasons ranging from spite and jealous to manipulation, control, and/or attention. Most commonly attention. I've known men sent to prison for total lies that eventually came out. I've known men in jail on the cusp of a decades long prison sentence and have heard firsthand the "victims" laughing about how it was all made up. It happens and happens more than society wants to admit- all women claiming to be victims are not victims just because they say so, they all aren't to be believed at face value instantly just because they're women claiming to be victims! This is a real problem that nobody wants to address in society today. All I'm saying is everyone needs to use some common sense and logic upon hearing such claims and realize that there IS a chance the alleged victim isn't being honest before instantly condemning men. I don't know this lady's story and I'm not saying she's lying but it is a problem in the world and a problem men have thus far had no way out of. Too much of a double standard, an extreme bias.
This is sick 😭😭😭 I've 10 year old daughter. I am sick even to imagine how can another human being doing this to a child
I'm glad I decided to never have kid's.
I'd be beside myself with worry because people are getting more weird, toxic, and unpredictable every day.
Thank you so much for having the courage to bring this out into the open and tell your story. And then to go out and help others in prison. That is extraordinary!
She's speaking about disassociation. I've learned how to do this from experiencing trauma too, but it took me a little more than a decade to finally drown out people's words and blur out their faces entirely. I hate people. I have no idea how she made it through her ordeal. I've been sexually abused since I was 14, but possibly earlier. I'm starting to have weird memories of things happening when I was a child, but I somehow must've been able to suppress them effectively.
Please know that there are good, kind people in the world who care. It is not normal to rape and sexually abuse kids. People who do so are sick, satanic bastards. Normal people do not harm children. Please seek out kind, normal people to help you....and know you aren’t alone.
I hope you are getting help from a professional so you have the support you need
I've been practicing disassociation since I was a child. I'm 37 now and struggle to deal with all the abuse I've dealt with in my life. I feel sorry for her because I know how it feels when memories slap u in the face.
You have to get help! Childhood memories comes back more vivid and detailed as you get older.
I pray for you to be comforted... and to heal...it's not easy but though we are strangers my deepest hearts desire is for you to be well...
The pain in her eyes just breaks my heart. She is amazing.
A child should never have to go through such a terrible thing in their life. I feel so sorry for such children, but I am proud that such survivors can be strong enough to speak out. To speak out for some who cannot. Thank you.