Kincora 'VIP paedophile ring' victim Richard Kerr speaks out

Поделиться
HTML-код
  • Опубликовано: 6 апр 2015
  • A Kincora abuse victim from Northern Ireland tells Channel 4 News how he was also abused at London's Elm Guest House and Dolphin Square at the hands of "very powerful people". The Home Office had said the Heart Inquiry in Northern Ireland could liaise with the UK wide inquiry.Sign up for Snowmail, your daily preview of what is on Channel 4 News, sent straight to your inbox, here: mailing.channel4.com/public/sn...
    Missed Channel 4 News? Catch up on the last seven days here: www.channel4.com/news/catch-up/
    Channel 4 News weather forecast, with Liam Dutton: www.channel4.com/weather/
    All the latest blog posts from the Channel 4 News on-screen talent: blogs.channel4.com/news/

Комментарии • 11 тыс.

  • @43pence48
    @43pence48 4 года назад +7921

    Stop calling it a conspiracy, it's the truth!

    • @VLM03
      @VLM03 4 года назад +22

      what does conspiracy mean?

    • @VLM03
      @VLM03 4 года назад +54

      @miss Kayser exactly, so it doesn't mean falsehood

    • @almostsmartq674
      @almostsmartq674 4 года назад +156

      @miss Kayser 'Conspiriacy theorists', that seems to be the kill switch for nearly all conversation.

    • @rbail47
      @rbail47 4 года назад +37

      @miss Kayser WWG1WGA 👍

    • @camerontaylor7471
      @camerontaylor7471 4 года назад +129

      The most annoying this is 99% of the conspiracy are true....

  • @bethanyrivera4037
    @bethanyrivera4037 4 года назад +2760

    This man is not lying. LOOK AT HIS EYES.

    • @jackstone5631
      @jackstone5631 3 года назад +29

      See it sad to no that how the life of kids could end up this way

    • @MrDamsk0
      @MrDamsk0 3 года назад +93

      Not only his eyes, but also when you listen to his voice. Sexual abused children, in this case teenager, stop developing their voice, to some extend. You sometimes hear it in the sound of his voice, he talks like a teenager.

    • @thedeserts
      @thedeserts 3 года назад +75

      his body language. when he saw the house for the first time since, his reaction was just ... so real.

    • @stephanieleiva3789
      @stephanieleiva3789 3 года назад +41

      @@MrDamsk0 I see it too. What a scary and black word we live in. Truly sad. We need more Christ like people to work with these victims they need healing and prayer.

    • @bekahleah574
      @bekahleah574 3 года назад +6

      @@stephanieleiva3789 amen

  • @lacymacdougall9660
    @lacymacdougall9660 Год назад +847

    With everything we know about this kind of thing, it blows my mind that the average person still trusts the upper classes and looks down on and mistrusts the poor. It's not the homeless person in the alley that is a danger to your child! It's the judges, priests, politicians, community leaders!!! We need to start seeing this.

    • @Eclipse1369
      @Eclipse1369 Год назад +43

      I mean, the poor commit crimes too. How about we just distrust humans?

    • @donegal7
      @donegal7 Год назад

      @@Eclipse1369 the difference is though, is that these people: politicians, judges, priests etc (people who have influence over others) are at the top of the pyramid in the power structure. Invariably, they have the entire corrupt system behind them and helping them. In contrast to pedos in the streets etc, they are either in jail, will be arrested, or simply isn't enough evidence to convict, whereas these powerful people in society can essentially do this and receive no possible repercussion or assistance to the victims of these crimes. There's something very very evil in there being absolutely no hope for victims for their assaulter's to be brought to justice, which is the case with these people at the 'top' of our society.

    • @Eclipse1369
      @Eclipse1369 Год назад +9

      @@donegal7 oh I get it… but people are people and laws are laws.. either way, I’m with you.

    • @kalabakonbitts1362
      @kalabakonbitts1362 Год назад +51

      Those inclined that way will put themselves in positions of power so that they can act with impunity.

    • @barbarashorttobrien1337
      @barbarashorttobrien1337 Год назад +16

      You hit that nail right on the head.

  • @spongebitchbobface
    @spongebitchbobface 2 года назад +640

    The fact that she had the nerve to ask him whether he "became" a male prostitute on his own Accord, despite knowing everything she now knows about him being groomed, assaulted on many occasions, and the hesitance shown by the government to investigate further into this issue (proven by a former Private I) absolutely disgusts me.

    • @juliamariemadness
      @juliamariemadness 2 года назад +64

      Very perceptive. Some people are clueless about the way these issues perpetuate themselves. . Hurt young people often hurt themselves, because it's what they know and Shame, guilt, etc...

    • @Fjerid
      @Fjerid 2 года назад +58

      As soon as I heard that I was like "what...?" Is she trying to provoke some sort of emotion out of him?

    • @th8257
      @th8257 Год назад

      That abuse took place at Kincora is beyond doubt, nor is the fact that Mi5 covered it up because they were using it to blackmail senior loyalist figureheads. Richard Kerr, however, has been discredited. It transpired that he's a convicted criminal who was in custody in northern Ireland when he claimed he was being abused in London. His allegations about being abused in dolphin square and elm guest house appear to be very similar to the fabrications of "nick", aka Carl Beech, a convicted paedophile who'd made up the claims to con the tax payer out of compensation.

    • @th8257
      @th8257 Год назад

      @@Fjerid That serious abuse took place at Kincora is beyond doubt, nor is the fact that Mi5 covered it up because they were using it to blackmail senior loyalist figureheads. Richard Kerr, however, has been very discredited. It transpired that he's a convicted criminal who was in custody in northern Ireland when he claimed he was being abused in London. His allegations about being abused in dolphin square and elm guest house appear to be very similar to the fabrications of "nick", aka Carl Beech, a convicted paedophile who'd made up the claims to con the tax payer out of compensation.

    • @genocash8436
      @genocash8436 Год назад +54

      Exactly right. He didn’t choose it at all. Idk him but love him as a human being. I can’t help but view him as an innocent child. Nobody deserves the images inside his head.

  • @mckayfam3090
    @mckayfam3090 4 года назад +4256

    Men don't come forward as often as female's do. This man is brave! I pray he is able to find peace of mind. 😔

    • @rockyhorrorshow7990
      @rockyhorrorshow7990 4 года назад +121

      You ain't neva lied. And it's sad that men dont come out with their abuse but due society's judgemental ways it makes it hard to.

    • @imaginarycanary9956
      @imaginarycanary9956 4 года назад +6

      Totville TV amen 🙏

    • @sambest4707
      @sambest4707 4 года назад +1

      they do if there is compo available;e- Carl Beech?

    • @breAnnasmama
      @breAnnasmama 4 года назад +12

      Sam Best WHAT?

    • @mefdunesadik8692
      @mefdunesadik8692 4 года назад

      Ameen

  • @rosa2098
    @rosa2098 3 года назад +2721

    Poor man, he looks so haunted. How traumatic and horrible.

    • @marthamartin7279
      @marthamartin7279 3 года назад +45

      I feel sorry for him truly it’s sad , it’s a shame I don’t have no idea where to start I hate it....

    • @RestWithin
      @RestWithin 3 года назад +77

      Pedophiles destroy the entire lives of their victims and to compound it the victims carry the shame.

    • @deaniemack
      @deaniemack 3 года назад +3

      Rosa Doctor My Eyes

    • @freebird9870
      @freebird9870 3 года назад +42

      I don't even have a word to describe my broken heart, i wish one day that he can find the peace in his heart and his mind 😢

    • @uhudla42
      @uhudla42 3 года назад +18

      Excatly. His looks are frightening.

  • @wolvesgirl1565
    @wolvesgirl1565 2 года назад +393

    The fact that people today are trying to normalize pedophila and say it's a sexuality and "prepares" kids for this type of thing makes my blood boil. Kids shouldn't have to go through such pain. Never.

    • @cristinacristescu1173
      @cristinacristescu1173 2 года назад +11

      AMEN !

    • @Nunyabiz514
      @Nunyabiz514 Год назад +34

      Anyone saying that. Needs to be looked at. That is not okay. And that says everything about that person I need to know. Disgusting that people are trying to say it a a sexuality. No. They are just a evil disgusting person.

    • @wolvesgirl1565
      @wolvesgirl1565 Год назад +9

      @@Nunyabiz514 Excatly!

    • @ulutasatilla
      @ulutasatilla Год назад +31

      you’re spot on about them trying to normalize pedophila.. Balenciaga just tried

    • @stoptrudeau42
      @stoptrudeau42 9 месяцев назад

      Now theres videos of drag queens twerking infront of toddlers. Or naked in a thong stripping..

  • @ash.j.
    @ash.j. Год назад +159

    I was a young teen living in Northern Ireland in the early eighties…. Everyone whispered about a coverup that involved Westminster, even then. I have absolutely no doubt that Kincora boys home will NEVER be properly exposed or investigated. My heart breaks even now for the tales I heard, Richard I for one believe you and truly hope that you find justice someday ❤️

  • @henriksentaylor
    @henriksentaylor 4 года назад +4159

    You know, what's the most heartbreaking. Its when he cries and says "sorry".
    He should never have to apologize for anything.

    • @DacianWarrior
      @DacianWarrior 4 года назад +160

      He is saying that because he was apologizing to those brutes and animals as he was terrified and kept crying as anyone else would, he made it a habbit to apologize for almost everything...Many other aspects clearly shows that this man is still horrified and scared.
      I want to see EVERY SINGLE ONE of the Cabal members brought to justice and senteced to life in prison or even death.

    • @googlygoose4830
      @googlygoose4830 4 года назад +10

      Nina Taylor Henriksen 😢😔

    • @GG-zh1vn
      @GG-zh1vn 4 года назад +15

      Amen 🙏

    • @GG-zh1vn
      @GG-zh1vn 4 года назад +27

      @@DacianWarrior Ur not wrong there. It's horribly sad 😞 I hope he finds healing 🙏

    • @m-o-l
      @m-o-l 4 года назад +52

      @@DacianWarrior
      I agree with you .
      Despite not advocating the death penalty for every crime, i am fine with paedophiles who rape children being executed .
      Sexually brutalizing children is the worst, most sickening, crime imaginable and those prosecuted for doing it should never be shown mercy.

  • @inthemiddlechic23
    @inthemiddlechic23 4 года назад +2710

    And SHAME on everyone who ever thought it to be just a "conspiracy theory". Sheep.

    • @kathleennorton6108
      @kathleennorton6108 4 года назад +46

      Yes, that is exactly what they want people to think, it's just a conspiracy theory.

    • @jazminlara7742
      @jazminlara7742 4 года назад +28

      Agreed. Cant be mad at them though. But kudos to those who refuse to conform and are unafraid to speak the truth.

    • @inthemiddlechic23
      @inthemiddlechic23 4 года назад +25

      @@jazminlara7742 That is true. People are waking up slower than others - it's not all their fault. There has been plenty to keep them distracted. I'm just glad we are seeing people WAKE up. So yes - you got it. Kudos to those who see! Cheers

    • @kathleennorton6108
      @kathleennorton6108 4 года назад +2

      @@jazminlara7742 True, there are things all of us may be blind about, to varying degrees. And they are expert at working (very hard) underneath the radar.

    • @jazminlara7742
      @jazminlara7742 4 года назад +16

      @@kathleennorton6108humanity needs to stick together. We are all we have. We are not powerless united

  • @bleh3039
    @bleh3039 2 года назад +155

    Richard if you are reading this, you are not a throw away, you matter and I thank you for your courage to share your story to bring awareness to this horrifying issue.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 2 года назад +21

      Well I appreciate you thank you

    • @bleh3039
      @bleh3039 2 года назад +5

      @@richardkerr6091 I also went through abuse when I was a child, not to the degree that you went through but it still haunts me. It used to be difficult to trust others. I go to therapy and it has helped me tremendously, I exercise every day, both of these things make me feel like I matter and they make me feel good about myself. Your story really touched me because I saw a lot of my own pain in your experience. We deserve the best in life, and the toughest things are behind us now. 🙂

    • @kenfernanadez3110
      @kenfernanadez3110 Год назад +3

      Sir Richard, you are a true hero and an inspiration to us, to motivate us to work for a better world - one of for justice, of real, human love, of equitable sharing of wealth and of power, of service to each other as opposed to relations of power and dominance

    • @kenfernanadez3110
      @kenfernanadez3110 Год назад +4

      Thank for your courage! God bless you!!!

  • @erinbuckley1170
    @erinbuckley1170 2 года назад +217

    I met a guy who had a very similar experience. He constantly apologises and said sorry several times every second sentence. It was so painful to see. He was so kind hearted, but so so damaged.

  • @GLRWIN
    @GLRWIN 5 лет назад +2847

    He’s not lying . His eyes tells a horrific story. These people are sick!! And I hate them for treating people and animals this way. I pray this man find his peace

    • @GuardURtrap
      @GuardURtrap 4 года назад +90

      He is not lying millions of children around the world goes missing, and they end up in underground holes full of sick demons, for Masonic pigs they kill and rape kids for power and they cover up bc they’re ALL in it. Conspiracies always turn to be right, so let’s wake up!! And keep an eye on ALL children. Get them away from technology and pressures that the world offer them.

    • @mjohnson1741
      @mjohnson1741 4 года назад +39

      @@GuardURtrap Yep! Jeffrey Epstein...people don't want to believe this stuff but it's real. What they try to do is laugh it off like pizzagate! This is illuminati sh%!, look into this stuff people. Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington they did NOT commit suicide they were murdered for trying to expose pedophilia. Chester Bennington is John Podesta's kid, but nah I'm just going mad and everyone who's believes this.

    • @GuardURtrap
      @GuardURtrap 4 года назад +32

      You’re correct, unless it happens to someone they know or a family member. 😡 people play stupid and neglect to see the truth bc they're NOT the ones that had a messed up destiny.

    • @gretaholmes783
      @gretaholmes783 4 года назад +24

      Well we’ll well, Now Prince Phillip is on Jeffrey Epstein’s Lolita Express to his PRIVATE ISLAND MANSION.

    • @lisaboone369
      @lisaboone369 4 года назад +6

      Me too. I hate them so very much.

  • @moonfinder55
    @moonfinder55 5 лет назад +2861

    The visible pain in this man's eyes is heartbreaking x

    • @sambest4707
      @sambest4707 5 лет назад +4

      it's the drugs he abused for 2 decades.

    • @bellalyn6285
      @bellalyn6285 5 лет назад +24

      Angie Crowley His Eyes Are Clear as Glass .. 🙏

    • @StopListenThink
      @StopListenThink 5 лет назад +57

      @@sambest4707 come on man...

    • @uhuraenterprise6372
      @uhuraenterprise6372 5 лет назад +66

      @@sambest4707 I've become close to a few people who use drugs. Sadly enough all of them, 100%, are victims of sexual abuse as minors.

    • @dukeofwalls412
      @dukeofwalls412 5 лет назад +38

      There is no punishment harsh enough for the perpetrators of such horrendous crimes against children. They should be castrated and publicly hanged.

  • @chicksgrowtoo
    @chicksgrowtoo Год назад +108

    He seems heavily medicated to deal with the abuse he suffered. It goes all the way to the Crown and we need to know the truth NOW!! I’m tired of this happening all over the world. Richard, if you’re reading this, my hat is off to you for standing up to them and speaking out!! ❤❤❤

    • @jpmorganrunsthegame1064
      @jpmorganrunsthegame1064 Год назад

      As a Canadian born it's refreshing seeing British people finally speak up against this and the queen.
      People defend that old witch so much it makes me sick

    • @stoptrudeau42
      @stoptrudeau42 9 месяцев назад +7

      Jimmy saville and epstein. Queens favorite baby sitters

    • @SuperStella1111
      @SuperStella1111 7 месяцев назад +4

      @@stoptrudeau42 Lord M---n

    • @user-mg2ip8cr8z
      @user-mg2ip8cr8z 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@stoptrudeau42 and trump

    • @johncronin4039
      @johncronin4039 5 месяцев назад

      Lord Mountbatten ?
      Was he involved ?
      High level people have almost impenetrable protection in place - a former Qld, Australia Police Commissioner was a pedophile who was never brought to justice - his power protected him.

  • @miasgardenadventures2998
    @miasgardenadventures2998 2 года назад +256

    When he speaks of his experiences that wounded child is speaking and it is absolutely heartbreaking. You can literally see his mannerisms turn into a hurt child. I hope these demons get what they deserve 1000 fold.

    • @aftonair
      @aftonair 4 месяца назад

      This is what cptsd looks like.

  • @minithings326
    @minithings326 3 года назад +1561

    Why would anyone lie about being molested? Also, the moment he saw the locations where abuse happened, he burst into tears. This isn’t a conspiracy. This is a bitter truth VIP culture takes advantage of.

    • @jenniferlorence1950
      @jenniferlorence1950 3 года назад +24

      Yeah, Very Disturbing. EXACTLY.

    • @marlee7389
      @marlee7389 3 года назад +29

      It's not a conspiracy THEORY.
      Conspiracies are real. Theories are just theories. Of course when you talk about FACTS....

    • @aviationiceman9549
      @aviationiceman9549 3 года назад +21

      Lying ?????? I live less tha two miles for this horrid place, some men were convicted!!!!! But it was during the height of the conflict and the people running the boys home were blackmailed by MI5 , politicians and members of MI5 used these boys. The police at the time were aware of what was going on and told right from the top to “ stay well clear”

    • @zeedejesus5029
      @zeedejesus5029 3 года назад +3

      Couldn't agree more with your comment

    • @JustARTificial
      @JustARTificial 3 года назад +18

      Some people do lie, the 2 men that claimed Michael Jackson molested them and had a documentary about it had motives to lie and their accounts weren't factual.
      Maybe they were but there is not a single bit of evidence to any of it.
      I'm not accusing this man of lying, you can tell he is clearly haunted but the way he tells his story is far different than theres. We just can't always assume everyone is always telling the truth based on their own accounts.

  • @davecunningham8476
    @davecunningham8476 8 лет назад +4302

    Poor man, his face tells the anguish he has suffered over the years as a result of these filthy sewer creatures. Hope you find healing Richard

    • @janettecoleman2357
      @janettecoleman2357 5 лет назад +20

      Mike Fitzsimons Only healing for this man would be "JUSTICE TO BE SERVED, ON THE POX"

    • @Frenchblue8
      @Frenchblue8 5 лет назад +4

      The Owlets what in the world is "malenmess"???

    • @patriciarowe3431
      @patriciarowe3431 5 лет назад +33

      Mike Fitzsimmons, your term of these people are hundred percent on the money. They are exactly filthy sewer creatures. About as low as you can get

    • @andersshitpost3306
      @andersshitpost3306 5 лет назад

      +Frenchblue8 malice maybe?!?

    • @joeldwest
      @joeldwest 5 лет назад +25

      The Owlets Wrong. Women do NOT Hate him. We would take care of him and Protect him with great kindness.

  • @PandaGuillou
    @PandaGuillou 2 года назад +368

    Richard, if you're reading this:
    I hope you are doing great with your recovery and that you are surrounded by people who love you.
    You deserve the world

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 2 года назад +87

      I appreciate that thank you I’m doing well

    • @sophiemarie7125
      @sophiemarie7125 2 года назад

      @@richardkerr6091 I want to hunt down the bastards. Do you have any names ?

    • @WendyWatersctmm
      @WendyWatersctmm 2 года назад +32

      God bless you Richard.

    • @thecoldglassofwatershow
      @thecoldglassofwatershow Год назад +18

      @@richardkerr6091 I relate 🙏thanks for sharing your story. Hope we can all heal, you’re so brave for speaking out!

    • @skaio.5279
      @skaio.5279 Год назад +21

      @@richardkerr6091 I just want you to know that you are an amazing human being. I hope you are healing, even if just a little bit day by day. We appreciate your story.

  • @MrTeddyBoy89
    @MrTeddyBoy89 11 месяцев назад +78

    I was abused too from the age 6-14. Tried to tell my story in 2019 and no one believed me. Some get justice and some don’t.

    • @relaxwithme__
      @relaxwithme__ 11 месяцев назад +20

      I believe you ❤️

    • @MrTeddyBoy89
      @MrTeddyBoy89 11 месяцев назад +11

      @@relaxwithme__ Thank you 💕

    • @LG-jv3th
      @LG-jv3th 10 месяцев назад +22

      🙏🏾💕✊🏾 my Demon died 1.5 years ago….I believe you. It took me until the age of 27 & married before I shouted it out to my mother & brother’s…they didn’t respond. At 46 I cut ties with them…they didn’t stand by me, confront my demon, and still communicated with him.

    • @MrTeddyBoy89
      @MrTeddyBoy89 10 месяцев назад +11

      @@LG-jv3th I’m sorry about what you went through. I hope one day we can truly heal from the pain and trauma that we suffered. Hugs and love from Texas.

    • @LG-jv3th
      @LG-jv3th 10 месяцев назад +6

      @@MrTeddyBoy89 Thank you🥲

  • @badfilms8277
    @badfilms8277 4 года назад +1442

    This is so hard to watch. He has the saddest eyes I’ve ever seen. He seems so genuinely kind.

    • @jillsimmons5089
      @jillsimmons5089 4 года назад +5

      There are many without 'sad eyes' who have suffered abuse, that is a ridiculous statement.

    • @jhb.pe1
      @jhb.pe1 4 года назад +36

      @@jillsimmons5089 shut up jill

    • @jillsimmons5089
      @jillsimmons5089 4 года назад +6

      @True Patriot what do you mean he probably suffered so much abuse he looks like that does one have a look? I was abused multiple times from age 9 how should I look? I feel for that man more than you'll ever know. I have male relations and friend who were abused at a certain institutions so you're wrong about the man thing I do feel for all abused because I've been there.

    • @SRBOMBONICA86
      @SRBOMBONICA86 4 года назад +26

      @@jillsimmons5089 he does have expressive sad eyes,he literally LOOKS abused ,not all abused people have those eyes

    • @karenwilliams5709
      @karenwilliams5709 4 года назад +5

      @@jillsimmons5089 You're right, there absolutely are and no one was saying there aren't but for some, what she stated is accurate, depending on the person, not everyone reacts the same to such traumatic situations. Some people who suffer trauma end up taking on different personalities as well, those of which are made up in their minds for many coping reasons, some made to protect them from the trauma because it's to much for their mind to take at very young ages. Studies have shown that some people in such traumatic situations never develope emotionally past the time of whatever horrific thing had happened to them, which caused such pain, so again, she is 100% correct

  • @jadetaylor2443
    @jadetaylor2443 3 года назад +1583

    He has extreme trauma in his eyes. Lord Jesus please help this man. Help the children all over the world.

    • @andrewharper1609
      @andrewharper1609 3 года назад +26

      Prayer doesn't work. No one has proved Jesus existed and even if he did he's long dead. No preaching please, it's the cops that need to get involved not Jesus.

    • @evangelistzayparker251
      @evangelistzayparker251 3 года назад +59

      @@andrewharper1609 Maybe prayer never worked for you....but you can't assume that it hasn't worked for anyone else 🙄 Allow others to believe just as you're allowed not to.

    • @scottbeynon3092
      @scottbeynon3092 3 года назад +14

      @Lorraine Jones also don’t force people to believe in a money making scheme this Jesus was made for money and to rob off the poor

    • @4gma59
      @4gma59 3 года назад +28

      @@scottbeynon3092 You win the ''most ignorant' award.

    • @christine_blake_404
      @christine_blake_404 3 года назад +9

      Jade Taylor I stand in agreement, in prayer, with you over this!!!

  • @Heidi-eb4vj
    @Heidi-eb4vj Год назад +73

    Richard, I read another comment that said you read our comments. What they did to you is nothing short of pure evil. You are valuable and so courageous to speak out. I'm in awe at how strong you are to survive this and speak out! This world failed you when you were a kid and let you be abused in the darkness. I wish I could give you the longest hug ever and take away every memory and all the pain. Because of your courage, it is no longer a secret what they did. You handed them their shame back. It was never yours. I hope one day you name them so they are finally exposed and condemned.

    • @freakydoll4815
      @freakydoll4815 Год назад +10

      Richard I have never doubted your stories ever since I watched this 5 yrs ago, I’m so sorry for what you went through you are brave strong and this should never happen to any child. I really admire you I hope you are doing well in life.

  • @Mr80jb
    @Mr80jb 9 месяцев назад +11

    Richard Kerr should be treated like a hero and protected and encouraged to name and shame. Hopefully he gets a book deal to get it all out there and off his chest. He deserves justice and support.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 9 месяцев назад +6

      I am going to book it’ll be my life story and those who were involved a cover up watch a movie sound of freedom

  • @pattypatish
    @pattypatish 5 лет назад +863

    Dearest Richard, you NEVER have to apologize for becoming upset. You have every right to be angry and sad. I am so sorry this happened to you. Thank you for bravely coming forward. May peace surround you one day.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 5 лет назад +30

      You too

    • @ca6177
      @ca6177 4 года назад +14

      I agree, he has nothing to be sorry about.

    • @johnmoore9862
      @johnmoore9862 4 года назад +8

      Such lovely supportive comments, bless you all.

    • @alighazi1888
      @alighazi1888 3 года назад +1

      aameen Ya Allah

    • @orsolyafabian3589
      @orsolyafabian3589 18 дней назад

      ​@@richardkerr6091Dearest Richard, wish You could read it..We stand by You and love You .
      We shall help You in every possible way.
      You are not alone.❤

  • @SandiByrd
    @SandiByrd 3 года назад +2575

    This is literally the most broken man I've ever seen. He is older than me - but the Mom in me wants to jump through the screen and save him from his memories :( terrible.

    • @aniarudno-rudzinska6482
      @aniarudno-rudzinska6482 3 года назад +32

      Me too 😓

    • @tesla4473
      @tesla4473 3 года назад +74

      This is the unique beauty of us women. We are capable of showing the way of love and care, no matter how hard the modern feminists try to transform us in angry psychos.

    • @SandiByrd
      @SandiByrd 3 года назад +28

      @@tesla4473 LOL well said Tesla29. I'm far too marshmallow to be an angry psycho lol ;) I leave that entirely up to the modern feminist. They are a breed all of their own.

    • @tesla4473
      @tesla4473 3 года назад +15

      @@SandiByrd i feel ya :) i think our society definitely needs more marshmallows! Always be who you truly are.

    • @kathleennabordenten6271
      @kathleennabordenten6271 3 года назад +10

      Me too want to HUG him too!

  • @bernadettecrawford3656
    @bernadettecrawford3656 8 месяцев назад +11

    You are so brave to speak out now and save other young boys from the evil rich peodophiles. I hate them all.

  • @southernindiana572
    @southernindiana572 Год назад +44

    This breaks my heart. I do not think kids should ever be considered a “throwaways”. He has nothing to be sorry for. This should have never happened.

  • @MrJustonce123
    @MrJustonce123 4 года назад +1057

    He needs to go on the Joe Rogan podcast to tell his story. 10 million people would hear this and demand justice.

    • @kaelathekhajiit4504
      @kaelathekhajiit4504 4 года назад +17

      I agree someone get this to him

    • @common_sense_supreme
      @common_sense_supreme 4 года назад

      @Antonio DG26 *surveilled

    • @williamt3778
      @williamt3778 4 года назад +16

      Joe Rogan? Joe rogan? He "s a covert boy lover. He find dutch boys so big and b.u.t.full.

    • @FaithandNova
      @FaithandNova 4 года назад +30

      @Eagle Eye well being that Joe just signed a 100 million deal he's definitely not for the truth. They control him now

    • @johntynan8161
      @johntynan8161 4 года назад +19

      Yep rogan is paid off and buttoned up now

  • @pxlpnd2573
    @pxlpnd2573 3 года назад +1959

    His eyes and body language don't lie. Can't imagine the horrors... As a father, this sends shivers down my spine

    • @bbarbiey
      @bbarbiey 3 года назад +46

      Pls, always protect your child.. no matter what. ik you're a good parent, but still I'll advice you to take care of your little angel, peace ❤

    • @rupaIii
      @rupaIii 3 года назад +37

      he has the 1000 yard stare

    • @pinklady7184
      @pinklady7184 2 года назад +22

      I believe him.

    • @marciatex
      @marciatex 2 года назад +25

      I know those eyes.. those eyes are here but those eyes are seeing something else. Poor fella.

    • @JordanPAT
      @JordanPAT 2 года назад +26

      It's like his body is still in shock. His eyes nearly pop out of their sockets when he talks about the abuse.

  • @infinite4392
    @infinite4392 2 года назад +86

    A beautiful young boy who should have grown up to be happy and fulfilled with family and loved ones and hope was denied all of that by the people in power. The people who are supposed to protect him. I'm sorry Richard, for the child you never got to be. I'm also proud of the brave man you have become- fighting for your friends who no longer can and for yourself. It was incredibly brave of you to show us your face and tell your story. I truly hope it bares fruit and that the whole thing comes crashing down on the heads of those responsible.

  • @caitlynsisneros6790
    @caitlynsisneros6790 Год назад +114

    When I look at him I can tell he hasn't healed ... When I look at him I just see this black void in him of being lost, confused, pain, and stuck. I pray you find peace and happiness you are strong and you are a survivor

    • @schzti2455
      @schzti2455 Год назад +10

      at least he is not broken or continued the cycle of abuse, unfortunately he has survivors guilt

    • @nolajacobs6730
      @nolajacobs6730 7 месяцев назад +6

      Do you ever really heal after this abuse? 😭

    • @user-mg2ip8cr8z
      @user-mg2ip8cr8z 7 месяцев назад

      @@nolajacobs6730 there is no healing only escape from drugs / drink & death .

    • @aftonair
      @aftonair 4 месяца назад

      ​@@nolajacobs6730no.

  • @michellerosemarieflynn8897
    @michellerosemarieflynn8897 5 лет назад +530

    YOU ARE NOT A THROW AWAY RICHARD THERE ARE MANY OF US WE ALL STAND TOGETHER NOW NEVER BE ALONE AGAIN !

    • @PeaceLoveAndRico
      @PeaceLoveAndRico 5 лет назад +20

      My name is richard... I needed to see this comment. This has helped me. Thank you.

    • @daBEAGLE1017
      @daBEAGLE1017 5 лет назад +11

      @@PeaceLoveAndRico bless you brother. You are the world to many.

    • @edenbeliever9078
      @edenbeliever9078 5 лет назад +6

      God bless you all,you are all wonderful soul's that found a way to free your soul's

    • @vickiduron7218
      @vickiduron7218 5 лет назад +6

      @@PeaceLoveAndRico Awe Sweet Richard. I am so sorry this happened to you. I pray you find Peace and Justice. No one should ever have to go through what you have. God Bless. Prayers for happiness.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 5 лет назад +10

      Vicki DURON Love you all

  • @sonyap.6512
    @sonyap.6512 3 года назад +314

    That poor man! He's keeps apologizing for his emotional break downs...sir, you have NOTHING to apologize for! Those sickos need brought to justice!

    • @tinasmith5752
      @tinasmith5752 3 года назад +1

      Sony P.:
      And many of those "SICKOS" are thee:
      "GLOBAL ELITES." AKA The CABAL.
      *THE CABAL:
      A satanic worshiping force, composed of:
      *Thirteen Satanic Bloodline Families out of Italy*The Vatican*UK Monarchy*British M16*
      Chinese Communist Party *CIA*FBI*DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE*ANTIFA*BLACK LIVES MATTER *LGBTQ* Certain Republican and Democratic Lawmakers.
      < A.K.A.-THE GLOBAL ELITE/ILLUMINATI>
      VERY POWERFUL PEOPLE!
      AND HOLLYWOOD IS A COVEN OF DEMONS FILLED WITH PEDOPHILES.
      And the religious sector if filled with them. From the Pope on down.

    • @hope7959
      @hope7959 3 года назад +1

      He has nothing to apologize this is sad

  • @kelligarcia312
    @kelligarcia312 Год назад +33

    That poor man was prevented from even becoming an adult because of what he went through. 😢 Lord have mercy and may Gods justice come quickly

  • @jolynnnunley128
    @jolynnnunley128 2 года назад +30

    It's more than in his eyes, he suffers physical ailments... the stuttering, the twitching. That is Chronic Complex PTSD. My heart aches for him. Sending love and healing his way.

  • @eddvcr598
    @eddvcr598 4 года назад +1601

    Those are eyes of a man who is trapped in terror. When he said, “I don’t mean to be this way,” I felt overwhelming sadness.
    But despite the horror that still grips him, he is one of the most courageous man for speaking out and not letting this evil stay in the shadows.

    • @donnasikes7041
      @donnasikes7041 4 года назад +36

      Edd you are correct...his eyes tell the pain. Wish I could wipe his tears and pain away😪😪😪

    • @mimilion6072
      @mimilion6072 4 года назад +43

      They are the eyes that you usually only see in soldiers who have seen horrific war atrocities. Poor man. God help him please

    • @sambest4707
      @sambest4707 4 года назад +2

      pathetic rubbish. eyes of a man who has been lying all his life.

    • @beatemueller7830
      @beatemueller7830 4 года назад +12

      Yes, you can see it broke him. It’s so sad

    • @marquise7200
      @marquise7200 4 года назад +4

      You are not lying you can tell he not lying at all

  • @holligoodrich3474
    @holligoodrich3474 3 года назад +763

    When he says "I don't mean to be this way" my heart broke 💔

  • @thegreatwizardess
    @thegreatwizardess Год назад +21

    His eyes say it all. His soul is aching and I wanna just hug him.

  • @PB-qd6he
    @PB-qd6he Год назад +18

    My God in Heaven, let the truth come out and let this man be compensated and find his peace.

  • @LB041272
    @LB041272 4 года назад +552

    He looks “haunted”it’s written all over his face and eyes!

    • @diouranke
      @diouranke 3 года назад +13

      It's such a vile rabbit hole, these abuse rings, the elites, i want them all to pay

    • @traceygauntlett2679
      @traceygauntlett2679 3 года назад +3

      @@diouranke for real so do I god bless you

    • @gadisaodekerken2321
      @gadisaodekerken2321 3 года назад +2

      Yes he looks affraid

  • @Gapeaches77able
    @Gapeaches77able 5 лет назад +1803

    I just want to give him a hug and let him cry on my shoulder for as long as he wants. So disturbing. You can never be too watchful over children.

    • @joeldwest
      @joeldwest 5 лет назад +20

      But there are plenty of people like Jordan Peterson psychologically shitting on Mothers who don’t let their kids just go out and play.

    • @allenivory23
      @allenivory23 5 лет назад +3

      God let that happen.

    • @p.j.5539
      @p.j.5539 5 лет назад +2

      Me too 😢💗

    • @singergirlly
      @singergirlly 5 лет назад +20

      Glory be to God the Most High we need more hearts like yours in this world. Bless you🙏

    • @Michelle-hwt-hr
      @Michelle-hwt-hr 5 лет назад +40

      @@joeldwest I get so much grief from my family about being "over protective" on this issue. Don't care. At least I can make sure my kid is safe.

  • @genocash8436
    @genocash8436 Год назад +43

    This is heart wrenching. I hope he knows, no matter what, nothing is his fault. Just a child. My heart goes out to him. Don’t apologize for anything sweet man

  • @carolramsey8457
    @carolramsey8457 2 года назад +13

    I once met a man who had been through this. What he told me was horrifying.

  • @bluebelloftibet6678
    @bluebelloftibet6678 4 года назад +1321

    This man’s life ruined. All he remember it’s suffering and torture. And this will staying with him forever. God, help him, please. 😢😢

    • @haypochi1263
      @haypochi1263 4 года назад +21

      This was as difficult to read as this video was to watch...

    • @repentandfollowjesus3474
      @repentandfollowjesus3474 4 года назад +20

      Only Jesus can give him rest, peace and freedom

    • @haypochi1263
      @haypochi1263 4 года назад +4

      @@repentandfollowjesus3474 are you saying he should just kill himself to be free because now I'm confused...?

    • @peety6333
      @peety6333 4 года назад +5

      Pleas God! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @MsYanneta
      @MsYanneta 4 года назад +8

      I cry with him😔😔😔 Pray for him🙏🙏🙏

  • @smason6257
    @smason6257 3 года назад +838

    The pain in Richard’s eyes and mannerisms is heartbreaking. He’s still that child reliving the nightmares.

    • @marila1005
      @marila1005 3 года назад +5

      Because he will forever be in that place

    • @mikeries8549
      @mikeries8549 3 года назад +27

      Abused children never grow up. They can't 'act' because they're sick of lies. I know because I was abused and I am forever 14.
      Born in 1961.

    • @smason6257
      @smason6257 3 года назад +12

      Mike Ries 😢 it still amazes me how rampant child sexual abuse is. I begin to question anyone’s motives around my children and grandchildren.

    • @user-oo6vr1ky5f
      @user-oo6vr1ky5f 3 года назад +10

      Mike Ries 😭 I’m 13, I’m going to protect my friends at all cost from these demons.

    • @silvergirl2847
      @silvergirl2847 3 года назад +5

      Yes exactly.itslike when you see your child grown but can still see them as a child.youcan still seethe trauma in his face the child's trauma is on his face.his child's face.

  • @noralee9131
    @noralee9131 2 года назад +33

    I pray Richard knows he has worldwide support. My heart breaks at what him and so many children go through. May Gods wrath be dealt to every single abuser!!!!

  • @SRHisntSilent
    @SRHisntSilent 8 месяцев назад +8

    I'm crying because he's been so hurt in the worst way and he's apologizing for it too😭😭😭😭😭
    I hope he can heal and have a better life

  • @katc2345
    @katc2345 4 года назад +912

    Giving this man a virtual hug...ITS NOT YOUR FAULT SWEETHEART!

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 4 года назад +41

      Kat F Thank you

    • @globalvendetta0014
      @globalvendetta0014 4 года назад +15

      Richard Kerr have no faith in government, have Faith in Jesus Christ. I have so much respect for you coming out to the public and I wish that you achieve everything you every wanted. Forget your past, look towards your future and how you can help other children stuck there today.

    • @globalvendetta0014
      @globalvendetta0014 4 года назад +13

      Richard Kerr and your doing that now!! Be courageous my man, you are a warrior. And you were trapped by the worst of human kind, there are many of us who haven’t been through that and we are here with you, we want nothing more than for your wellbeing and the wellbeing of many more in your shoes. Let’s get the ball rolling, I’m here to help.

    • @LindaBeaudoin
      @LindaBeaudoin 4 года назад +5

      You can share videos I posted. I am a survivor and activist now.

    • @johnmoore9862
      @johnmoore9862 4 года назад +1

      Kat F, You are a good person, I wish you all the best, it’s a shame there are not more like you. 👍.

  • @bellagrace9812
    @bellagrace9812 4 года назад +1483

    This is why we should be kind to strangers, you never know what someone has been through. God bless you Richard.........

    • @jenniferwilcox9759
      @jenniferwilcox9759 4 года назад +10

      I think you've got the wrong definition of kindness in mind, regarding Bella Grace's post. Perhaps your post means people need to be more socially perceptive. Additionally, you have a lot of anger and distrust in you which has desensitized you from helping those in need, not the predators you seem to have come in contact with.

    • @Super-qr7wm
      @Super-qr7wm 4 года назад +17

      Its about balance . Its about instinct . Im polite and kind to everyone that doesn't rock my gut . Never failed my yet , i pulled my headmaster for staring at girls . I nearly got ruined because he was happy to tell my parents that i was crazy and i didnt want a punch from my mum so i shut up and watched my back . 20 years later him and his wife went to jail . I stuck up for the victims and got bullied for it . Brewer from cheetams school of music i was there 1992-3 . I made sure i got out i proudly got expelled i wasnt having my cherry getting popped for a career that was unapealing from the beginning . My mum also complained to the bbc when i didnt get a vip to the jim will fix it show . She booted me out a year or 2 later because i wasnt good enough , i didnt beg her to stay lol .

    • @remotefaith
      @remotefaith 4 года назад +23

      A stranger could also be one of the people that commit these kind of crimes

    • @imaginarycanary9956
      @imaginarycanary9956 4 года назад +4

      Bella Grace amen 🙏

    • @itsthesmallhats
      @itsthesmallhats 4 года назад +2

      Bella Grace but those same strangers are also the sickos.

  • @okty_r_wells
    @okty_r_wells Год назад +24

    It’s heartbreaking… his eyes told everyone what he had been through.

  • @PH-pq3vq
    @PH-pq3vq 9 месяцев назад +10

    My heart goes out to this poor brave man. I hope he finds peace and release from this experience eventually

  • @Kimberly-Kay
    @Kimberly-Kay 4 года назад +522

    "You most certainly are NOT a throw away"!

    • @dontdiscriminatehateeveryo9263
      @dontdiscriminatehateeveryo9263 4 года назад +18

      To feel disposable like that is just heart wrenching. We need to dispose of pedos so these people can really be healed. They can never have peace as long as the perps haven't faced justice and that's still not enough to undo the mental anguish.

    • @sayd538
      @sayd538 4 года назад +4

      Right, so heart wrenching

    • @staticinwonderland
      @staticinwonderland 4 года назад +8

      Definitely not, definitely deserving of love and a life of joy

    • @JENESCO99
      @JENESCO99 4 года назад +4

      so sad. 😔

    • @loveandlight1953
      @loveandlight1953 4 года назад

      Not a throw away! God gave you strength to get through the years of horror because you still have work here on earth. Stand and tell your truth!

  • @TerryTanktop
    @TerryTanktop 9 лет назад +1979

    He looks like he's had a damn hard life.

    • @mumbojumbo766
      @mumbojumbo766 8 лет назад +36

      Terry Tanktop he looks well considering

    • @Pippie5555
      @Pippie5555 8 лет назад +86

      Does it matter? He is a hero - that's what matters.

    • @berdiddyberdisberbaboint2763
      @berdiddyberdisberbaboint2763 6 лет назад +35

      Not fucking surprised- are you?

    • @karenh2890
      @karenh2890 6 лет назад +78

      Poor man. There are some very sick people in this world.

    • @ryanwiszk8946
      @ryanwiszk8946 5 лет назад +26

      What a stupid thing to say...just to look at his appearance and say he looks like his had a hard life if that's the only observation you have after not learning about the evils of government ? listening is more Paramount to this fellas testimony.

  • @Lee-kw6fe
    @Lee-kw6fe Год назад +9

    Every one of them should be brought down! Richard you are the bravest man for speaking out. Never stop ! Shine the light 💡 ❤

  • @Lorianne-1111
    @Lorianne-1111 2 года назад +31

    IT IS NOT A CONSPIRACY!!!
    We believe you Richard.
    Their time is coming.
    Sending you so much love, and I pray you get the justice you deserve. xxx

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 2 года назад +3

      Well thank you

    • @kristinburton4953
      @kristinburton4953 Год назад +2

      conspire
      kən-spīr′
      intransitive verb
      To plan together secretly to commit an illegal or wrongful act or accomplish a legal purpose through illegal action. To join or act together; combine. To plan or plot secretly.

    • @nancienordwick4169
      @nancienordwick4169 6 месяцев назад +1

      Conspiracies are often true

  • @DeidreL9
    @DeidreL9 3 года назад +1669

    This man...he breaks my heart. The poor child he was is still right there in his eyes. He shouldn’t feel he constantly has to prove what he’s saying and justify his feelings. My God. Poor poor baby.

    • @dr.100purrscent5
      @dr.100purrscent5 3 года назад +59

      I swear I can see the terrified little boy right inside of him. So heartbreaking 💔

    • @freds4814
      @freds4814 3 года назад +30

      Crimes Against Humanity for very nefarious political purposes.

    • @FastNCurious88
      @FastNCurious88 3 года назад +31

      I ache for him. For all he’s suffered. For all he’s had to endure. I see that boy in his eyes as well. I just want to comfort him. This is still going on today. Our Children are under attack. We need to end this once and for all.

    • @aoifemulvey5342
      @aoifemulvey5342 3 года назад +16

      Name them all rise above them don't let them get away what they done stay blessed darling u are beautifull the trute will set u free speck out for all the lonely souls

    • @DowncastSpark
      @DowncastSpark 3 года назад +16

      His eyes shows the pain.

  • @foxypeachy
    @foxypeachy 5 лет назад +316

    He just looks so broken, it's heartbreaking.

  • @glynnisthomas9165
    @glynnisthomas9165 2 года назад +23

    I am astonished at how quickly you forgave that man and made him a friend and at how even after all the horrors you have suffered you have such courage to express faith. I have never met such a person as you and maybe I never will but I feel God has blessed me greatly to allow me to witness that. I humbly add my prayers to yours. God bless you.

  • @pkcollins8300
    @pkcollins8300 Год назад +22

    Breaking my heart. I hope he is doing okay in life and getting help for all his pain. Atrocious.

  • @morganlowe3353
    @morganlowe3353 4 года назад +347

    He is still so pissed off!! I'm so proud of his anger and fighting back!! We are all behind you brother.

    • @hiltonjacobs8910
      @hiltonjacobs8910 4 года назад +13

      Yes. Anger can fuel productive action. WAY better than collapsing, broken, in depression, which would be completely understandable in his case.

    • @morganlowe3353
      @morganlowe3353 4 года назад +5

      @Benjamin It's never to late bud. It's ok to continue to heal. If you need help don't be afraid to reach out to a sister😁🥰

    • @morganlowe3353
      @morganlowe3353 4 года назад

      @Benjamin it's cute how you say "Tell Me", like telling you is the answer he is looking for 🤣 miss me w that mess.

    • @ThisisArtSoitis
      @ThisisArtSoitis 4 года назад +2

      @Benjamin the childhood trauma these children go through, its no wonder they are mostly broken people. Just "getting over it" may not be so easy but he is speaking in this period of his life when perhaps he has had time to start embracing his issues. Watch out of the shadows, just released. More is coming into the light. These bastards need to be swinging from a rope. Public executions should be brought back. Much cheaper solution than a life in prison.

    • @sonofgod1385
      @sonofgod1385 4 года назад

      @@morganlowe3353 what up with Benjamin??? 😆 I felt really bad for this guy. And I hate this kinda stuff its everywhere these day and getting worse. Rich people and Hollywood make me sick.

  • @sandiflower923
    @sandiflower923 5 лет назад +551

    Richard Kerr you are an incredibly brave man and from all other survivors, we BELIEVE YOU. You are alive for a reason, stay safe and work on healing.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 5 лет назад +20

      Sandi Flower Thank you

    • @sparksessence
      @sparksessence 5 лет назад +7

      Richard Kerr Stay safe! I pray for your healing. I pray for your peace!

    • @marcobechere4452
      @marcobechere4452 4 года назад +4

      You're a strong guy. Hi from another survivor from Sardinia

    • @jessicastern8597
      @jessicastern8597 4 года назад +1

      Richard Kerr THANK YOU FOR YOUR BRAVERY on behalf of fellow survivors and society as a whole. Very well said Sandi Flower.

  • @VoidNeon
    @VoidNeon 11 месяцев назад +19

    This man is so strong, and it’s horrific what he went through. No child or person should have to go through that. I really really hope he’s doing better now.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 10 месяцев назад +2

      This people think that you’re going to get away with this not on my watch

    • @Mropop
      @Mropop 9 месяцев назад

      @@richardkerr6091Richard, did you witness any of these abusers performing satanic rituals? You are strong my friend, i really hope you can be closer to the Lord, he can give you peace. God bless you 🙏

  • @goodmorningsundaymorning4533
    @goodmorningsundaymorning4533 Год назад +20

    I want to give this man a hug. This poor guy. I'm so sorry this happened. I pray for him 🙏

  • @gardeniacampos342
    @gardeniacampos342 4 года назад +602

    I can see the little boy that was hurt when I look in his eyes 😞
    I pray for his heart
    what a brave man he is. ♥️

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 4 года назад +8

      gardenia Campos Thank you

    • @sambest4707
      @sambest4707 4 года назад

      lolo..keep taking your drugs.

    • @jt21419
      @jt21419 4 года назад +2

      Men don't need prayers. Men need just laws. Laws that are not gender-biased.

    • @sylviac.6778
      @sylviac.6778 4 года назад

      @@jt21419 Prayers have no genders. Heaven has no genders. Laws don't change the heartless, just minor restraining, but those higher up, they are above the law.

    • @dervolldrosten6320
      @dervolldrosten6320 4 года назад

      @@richardkerr6091 ey, are you for real?

  • @inXsights
    @inXsights 5 лет назад +685

    what strikes me is that these high profile people with such abusive behaviour are seen as hero by the public eye, and they profit from your taxes

    • @Loveyou-bb9bg
      @Loveyou-bb9bg 5 лет назад +8

      Mabe thats what mainstream media wants you to believe!🤔 People nowedays can do theire own resurch

    • @Loveyou-bb9bg
      @Loveyou-bb9bg 5 лет назад +8

      Yeh just look at all the so called Hellywood stars

    • @missmartpants2269
      @missmartpants2269 5 лет назад +17

      Right, everyone seems to miss that point. And the satanic Masonic background to it all. God bless!

    • @brookefederline3109
      @brookefederline3109 5 лет назад +7

      yeah it's so horrible. Hillary had a hand in my mk. ultra

    • @brookefederline3109
      @brookefederline3109 5 лет назад +5

      @@missmartpants2269 they do don't they. when i was growing up i thought society knew what was happening and it was normal. generational satanic ritual abuse apparently isn't normal. thank God he woke me up.

  • @melaniescott-lj2to
    @melaniescott-lj2to 9 месяцев назад +4

    Sending you love Richard from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 What a strong man you are. I hope you have found peace

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 8 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you Scotland when I was traffic from Lauren Belfast to Scotland, and then down to Blackpool my evidence support it look it up. Thank you. God bless.

  • @Ann-ct9ek
    @Ann-ct9ek 3 года назад +579

    He’s a VERY strong man. He’s survived this far and is very intelligent and has kind eyes. He will continue healing and doing great things.

    • @roxannewalcott168
      @roxannewalcott168 3 года назад +6

      Amen, God has been keeping him to remind those responsible,being in torment, reminding them of their past evil

    • @anishasimatupang1756
      @anishasimatupang1756 3 года назад

      I hope he didn't do the same, there's this psychological things that the victims often become criminal of the same acts.

    • @lauravampire1276
      @lauravampire1276 3 года назад +11

      Anisha Simatupang I doubt it. He looks so hurt that I don’t think he could ever do it to anyone else :(

    • @zzzwy777
      @zzzwy777 3 года назад +3

      That's what i believe too Love/God/Light always prevails sooner than later :)

    • @davinastanton3865
      @davinastanton3865 3 года назад +2

      @@anishasimatupang1756
      Very few children who have been SA go onto SA anyone else.
      They know the pain what they went through. You can see it etched in Richard's face. And I remember Richard from RUclips before. RUclips has changed the algorithm and taken away all the comments.
      Richards whole story was here before. Heartbreaking truly heartbreaking. 💔
      He didn't go on to hurt anyone because he didn't want another child to feel the same as he did.
      I often wondered what happened to him. God bless you Richard, wherever you are now. 💗
      I have written SA as RUclips doesn't want the proper words used.

  • @TETEFIEND
    @TETEFIEND 4 года назад +522

    This man soul is terrified. You can tell he replays his childhood each and everyday.

    • @Esieron45
      @Esieron45 3 года назад +7

      Truth

    • @Lifeszebarbie
      @Lifeszebarbie 3 года назад +8

      💔 May God heal and deliver him 🙏

    • @rockyhorrorshow7990
      @rockyhorrorshow7990 3 года назад +6

      @@Lifeszebarbie In Jesus name amen🙏🏽.

    • @lorenheard2561
      @lorenheard2561 3 года назад +6

      His story and sad eyes send chills into my soul.I hope he gets peace and justice .What pain.

    • @jenniferlorence1950
      @jenniferlorence1950 3 года назад +7

      Sick Jamez: I see the same thing in his eyes, and I think most people watching saw it too, it's a Shame. I can tell He Could've become a professional with a Very Productive Life, but they Broke his Destiny. Watch at the End of the video when He Says "You have to understand that They made me this, I didn't become this" They took him So Young that after the fact he had to work as a male Prostitute to eat. I guess when He got Too Old for their taste, they threw him on the streets. Seriously Sick, and All of that happens because in this World people worship those have MONEY, So they can basically Get Away with anything.

  • @evasage14
    @evasage14 2 года назад +32

    On the off chance that Richard may see this, I want you to know that you are seen, you are heard, and I believe you. I want nothing more but to take all your pain away and get you the justice you so rightfully deserve. No words can rightfully express how sorry I am. Just know that you’re incredibly strong and your story has reached and helped so many people.
    I hope you’re doing well xoxo
    It’s also important to note how there are so many people like Richard that need to be rescued and cared for and yet the government does nothing. It’s systematic and more people need to realize and speak up about it.

  • @qatiemunro
    @qatiemunro 2 года назад +12

    I have never, ever seen so much pain and horror in someone's eyes. Heartbreaking to see.

  • @bbramer1
    @bbramer1 3 года назад +447

    This pisses me off so much. This man is destroyed and no one cared or cares. How many like him are suffering out there all alone and completely broken. The worst part is that it is still going on. These bastards have got to be stopped.

    • @annfeeney1662
      @annfeeney1662 2 года назад +21

      Yes. I feel the same as you . What’s infuriating is that politicians and people high in government and law enforcement were involved .

    • @conorsmith8551
      @conorsmith8551 2 года назад +15

      Prince Andrew being one too

    • @sarah_ferguson
      @sarah_ferguson 2 года назад +5

      We should do what we can to help, in any way possible, in our own lives, big or small. If all of us do our best, it's the best that can happen.

    • @zzzwy777
      @zzzwy777 2 года назад

      Yes the 1% is running the whole sadistic bussines worldwide .

    • @cosmicassassinikechuwku6550
      @cosmicassassinikechuwku6550 Год назад

      @@sarah_ferguson if there were an organization that took these guys off the face of the earth. No gov. No police. All to save the kids would you support them and how?

  • @ruthmgonigle5914
    @ruthmgonigle5914 3 года назад +1277

    Richard I see that you read some comments. So I want you to know we believe you. I am so proud of you taking such a courageous step sharing your story and trying to get justice for all the others.

    • @xvsupremacy7190
      @xvsupremacy7190 2 года назад +25

      “I was tied up here “. Michael Aquinos OTO Mason and Michael Lavonne Robinson great friends of Oprah Winfrey. People have to wide up to why Orpah has a Comic Strip of a child pulling Bondage Ropes. Oprah with her Animal Farm and African Girls School 🏫 where these children are taught to be grateful.

    • @elliesresinart7260
      @elliesresinart7260 2 года назад +49

      All I want to do is hug him and take his pain away , but I can’t . He should be very proud of himself . Seeing him cry hurt my heart ❤️

    • @sky.the.infinite
      @sky.the.infinite 2 года назад +8

      @@xvsupremacy7190 what comic strip are you talking about?

    • @juliekelly900
      @juliekelly900 2 года назад +8

      Sir Jimmy,s victims were not believed either ,

    • @seabreeze9743
      @seabreeze9743 Год назад +1

      Wow you’re such a good person virtue signal much? That’s right, u can’t, and yet you’re running your mouth, you’re just virtue signaling

  • @dantecipriani5829
    @dantecipriani5829 Год назад +19

    This is just unbearably heartbreaking.! All I can see behind those pair of captivating eyes are a little sweet boy crying for help. No matter how life has toughened up this gentle soul later on his life, his purity, fragile nature and body language shows that he actually is still a helpless child.. Dear Richard whatever you believe in just don’t let go and please pursue that path all the way. In this life it should be proven that there is justice no matter what.. Take care..🙏🏻

  • @ri-zg9uz
    @ri-zg9uz 2 года назад +18

    I'm so proud of him for speaking up!! I know a lot of men out there can't do it because of fear of being judged. use your voice, tell your stories. there's nothing you should be ashamed of.

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 2 года назад +1

      Thank you have you seen the new documentary The man Who knew too much - Colin Wallace- Justice,

  • @vickibarker8658
    @vickibarker8658 4 года назад +799

    Why is it now 2019 and there is still no justice for these poor children?

    • @jekkt
      @jekkt 4 года назад +107

      because the people in power are still doing it

    • @josephhamori574
      @josephhamori574 4 года назад +4

      Get used to it their never will be

    • @S0LYD2
      @S0LYD2 4 года назад +12

      Because they are white males.

    • @liverpoolaccount157
      @liverpoolaccount157 4 года назад +3

      @@josephhamori574 I believe he will get Justin

    • @lilmimi1238
      @lilmimi1238 4 года назад +6

      Breaks my hurt that this is the way things have to be for people. Its not right.

  • @rayrojmanov2637
    @rayrojmanov2637 7 лет назад +617

    I have so much respect to this man.

    • @rayrojmanov2637
      @rayrojmanov2637 7 лет назад +1

      and I rarely liked my own comment. What are the odd

    • @pagalimommy
      @pagalimommy 7 лет назад +20

      Aliff Alias ,his face tells it all, luckily he was not killed

    • @jigglycommi-5948
      @jigglycommi-5948 5 лет назад +4

      If he were a woman, would you have the same respect? Just curious, not trying to start anything. But for some reason I never see men saying they have “respect” for women that have been trafficked or pulled into these rings.

    • @pc8292
      @pc8292 5 лет назад +2

      @@jigglycommi-5948 I'm missing ur point?

    • @Speaks4itself
      @Speaks4itself 5 лет назад

      @@jigglycommi-5948 you've already started something.

  • @lawless7156
    @lawless7156 Год назад +6

    Pedophiles are absolutely everywhere walking on the streets without a single care in the world

  • @FightingforGold
    @FightingforGold 2 года назад +17

    I’m so so sorry this happened to you Richard!🙏 thank you for courageously sharing your story. I pray you can find peace in your soul and freedom from these atrocities. God bless you Richard!!

  • @francie1953
    @francie1953 5 лет назад +177

    So terrifying! His face displays his traumatic history. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 5 лет назад

      Fran Shelton My friend 16 Stephen killed him

    • @makokoro9073
      @makokoro9073 4 года назад

      @@richardkerr6091 who is Stephen

    • @richardkerr6091
      @richardkerr6091 4 года назад +1

      Mary Madrigal Stephen Waring was the boy died on the ship coming back from Liverpool to Belfast 1977 November they say he jumped off

    • @makokoro9073
      @makokoro9073 4 года назад

      @@richardkerr6091 oh, 😞
      Thanks for clarifying that.
      Horrifying how money plays a great role on human justice, but not divine justice.

  • @roselyncaro8119
    @roselyncaro8119 4 года назад +579

    He's a hero for coming forward to expose this evil that was done to him. I pray that God will give him peace .

    • @wendijones5942
      @wendijones5942 4 года назад +11

      And protect him!

    • @KAdams-dr4pc
      @KAdams-dr4pc 4 года назад +10

      I believe that only God can take his pain away, and no one else.

    • @africaisacontinent2149
      @africaisacontinent2149 4 года назад +5

      Amen

    • @johnmoore9862
      @johnmoore9862 4 года назад +5

      He deserves peace & comfort.

    • @seafoamie
      @seafoamie 4 года назад +3

      It's still happening. Elites love their boys and girls. Light will be shone on this darkness. It's happening now. Watch the rats scatter.

  • @hdnonesense7176
    @hdnonesense7176 2 года назад +25

    I started crying as soon as I saw his eyes! God! The emotions choked me, I can't even imagine what he went through and what he is going through! The fact that he says "sorry" after he gets emotional shows he was beaten or threatened if he made a sound by his abusers! I am so sorry for this man child for what he went through! I am sorry this world is so so messed up! I hope God will give you the inner piece you deserve after what you have been through! And I pray that God will make those Monsters pay on this life and the next for every touch, every tear, every wound and every injury they inflicted on You or any child.

  • @csmstreeter
    @csmstreeter 4 года назад +174

    This is so sickening and unfair. This man could have been such a whole, successful human being, but he is irreparably broken.

    • @elnegroik
      @elnegroik 4 года назад +13

      Old Patriot think of all the kids whose stories you never hear as they Murdered shortly after being raped.

    • @augustgreig9420
      @augustgreig9420 4 года назад +15

      What's even more sickening and unfair is how he is treated now because he came out and spoke about all of this. I'm not the type to get ouraged, but I thought it was disgusting when she asked him, "So do you admit to having prostituted yourself?" As if the day he turned 18, he suddenly got conplete agency over his life and was then able to make the conscious decision of whether or not he wanted to be a prostitute. That would be like asking a slave who was freed, "So do you admit to working on farms after you were freed?" What else did he know to do? Not only was he extremely traumatized, this was how he'd learned to survive. Ridiculous.

  • @ajsuicide9490
    @ajsuicide9490 3 года назад +692

    I am blown away! I knew Richard in Dallas, TX! I hadn't seen him since 2011. For some reason a memory of him telling me to read about this stuff and I decided to look it up again and I can't believe there is a video of him talking about it. He spoke with me a little about his experiences and what happened. We were both recovering addicts and alcoholics in a group. God I hope he is doing well now. He was a great man and a great friend! A great man!

    • @SpiralOfWhite
      @SpiralOfWhite 3 года назад +39

      Should probably skip the mention of the group.
      I guess if he's public about this he might not mind but you never know.

    • @jupiteralm5593
      @jupiteralm5593 2 года назад +58

      @@SpiralOfWhite most of kids with trauma unfortunately end up having serious addiction problems it's like coping system. Those ugly memories break them inside and it's hard to recover

    • @fatuusdottore
      @fatuusdottore 2 года назад +26

      If you ever speak to him again, send him my best.

    • @susettehorspool2646
      @susettehorspool2646 2 года назад +32

      @@jupiteralm5593 - Being fed brandy at 15 and 16 prior to sexual abuse almost guarantees drug and alcohol problems later, unfortunately.

    • @karlagordon4555
      @karlagordon4555 2 года назад +20

      @@jupiteralm5593 that's not really the point. These groups are anonymous.

  • @Jackjohnjay
    @Jackjohnjay 2 года назад +14

    This poor man. He deserves so much kindness and goodness for the rest of his life. I hope he is somewhere safe surrounded by good and loving people. We see you Richard and none of this is your fault. Bless you, bless you, bless you from now on. May God’s grace and healing overcome the evil you endured and completely free you from the pain you once experienced. Good people all around the world see you, value you, and are rooting for you to have a happy healthy rest of your life. I am so sorry you experienced this. It wasn’t fair and you did not deserve it. Not a second of it. Sending so much strength and continuing courage to you!

  • @pasacaradenegra700
    @pasacaradenegra700 3 года назад +12

    its distressing he was purposely brought back to relive the horrors hes experienced for the sake of a documentary.
    That man's growth was severely stunted and you can genuinely see it.
    heart breaking.

  • @BlandNutz
    @BlandNutz 6 лет назад +349

    He`s got the 1000 yard stare,poor guy has been through it.

    • @Qumayopotatosalad
      @Qumayopotatosalad 5 лет назад +27

      BlandNutz You know in books and movies, they’ll describe that sort of stare. It’s described as distant and absent kind of stare. Yet in all my life I could never visualize it. The moment the video started I could just tell. His eyes say it all.

    • @cagsie3958
      @cagsie3958 5 лет назад +1

      BlandNutz: "1000 yard stare".... kinda sums it up really 👍😦

    • @lvi8957
      @lvi8957 3 года назад

      I have that 1000 yard stare 2..
      When that happens... I'm.. Like in trance

  • @belfastboy16
    @belfastboy16 9 лет назад +172

    such a brave man to speak out

  • @1954telecaster
    @1954telecaster Год назад +7

    This still happens. Nothing has changed.

  • @maryamonyx5819
    @maryamonyx5819 2 года назад +3

    2021 and still the monsters are free outhere. What a disgusting world we're living in!

  • @tapsars7911
    @tapsars7911 5 лет назад +477

    He looks prematurely aged . I hope that the rest of his life passes peacefully and without sorrow henceforth .

    • @girlonfire2.076
      @girlonfire2.076 5 лет назад +4

      It wont

    • @thoushallbefree5387
      @thoushallbefree5387 5 лет назад +4

      Taps Ars poor man. I feel so bad for him.😥

    • @grimlund
      @grimlund 5 лет назад +6

      Yeah. He looks like 60-65. But that can be anything. A lot of booze maybe. Not strange consider the pain he must have in his life.

    • @thoushallbefree5387
      @thoushallbefree5387 5 лет назад +6

      grimlund if you were in his place and went through what he did, you wouldn’t say such inconsiderate words!

    • @JaseekaRawr
      @JaseekaRawr 4 года назад +8

      @rj zander Truly disgusting, what you've just said.
      Richard is a decent, brave & very strong man.

  • @jc4074
    @jc4074 4 года назад +379

    The abusers are never held accountable. This man is damaged forever.

    • @james5980
      @james5980 4 года назад +18

      J C 5 years since this video, just shows nothing gets done to bring these people to justice

    • @RetrnRetrn
      @RetrnRetrn 4 года назад +2

      Stop saying forever. He may find peace, happiness, forgiveness. That lies with him.💔

    • @denisebilby4947
      @denisebilby4947 4 года назад +5

      God can set him free,

    • @blueberry7383
      @blueberry7383 3 года назад

      Couse the abusers are in control

    • @jamiekensington1155
      @jamiekensington1155 3 года назад

      Yup its total bullsh*t

  • @josephoconnor1785
    @josephoconnor1785 2 года назад +6

    I feel like given up my job and going after these peoole

  • @mika2707
    @mika2707 3 года назад +9

    I felt his pain, saw it in his eyes. Heard it in his voice. I’m praying for him to heal and have peace

  • @morena012
    @morena012 4 года назад +452

    They broke his soul, his heart, his existence, his mortality... Everything. May he find peace one day. God is merciful.

    • @susanleitch8649
      @susanleitch8649 4 года назад +3

      Is he indeed. But only after the fact perhaps? Usually not. Still...once this poor man has passed away it'll be milk and honey in green pastures won't it? Ridiculous. But if that's what gets you to excuse the evil men do, then I wish you peace.

    • @bre4946
      @bre4946 4 года назад +3

      @@susanleitch8649 wat?

    • @lukenorton1985
      @lukenorton1985 4 года назад

      clearly not

    • @bre4946
      @bre4946 4 года назад +1

      @@lukenorton1985 he is

    • @lukenorton1985
      @lukenorton1985 4 года назад

      @@bre4946 considering he was raped and trafficked as a child, i highly doubt that

  • @Ryandogsling
    @Ryandogsling 4 года назад +188

    They’re asking him such stupid questions. Can’t you see the pain in his eyes.

    • @Koutsn_
      @Koutsn_ 3 года назад +3

      This man wants to tell his story, and telling his story is going to cause him great pain, that's just the way it is

    • @Ryandogsling
      @Ryandogsling 3 года назад +1

      Koutsn Im aware. I was referring to the specific questions they were asking him, several months before. Of course, this very traumatic place will bring unwanted memories.

  • @colinwoods9601
    @colinwoods9601 2 года назад +11

    I hope more than anything that Richard has received the help that he needs and all the peace he deserves. I’ve worked in mental health for more than a decade, and I have witnessed the closest things I can describe as miracles with people in trauma treatment programs. Richard, you’re a truly brave man that should have peace and happiness-if anyone ever has, you deserve it.

  • @sylviaortega2239
    @sylviaortega2239 Год назад +35

    This poor man ... I can feel his pain😭 I was molested as a child and unless you have been there you have no idea the pain and hurt that follows you in your adult life ... Richard I wish I could just give you the biggest hug❤ God loves you and he is the only reason I never took my own life 🙏

    • @abesapien9930
      @abesapien9930 Год назад +5

      So very sorry to hear. Thank you for commenting.

    • @dawnc511
      @dawnc511 Год назад +2

      He's a survivor but I hope he can get some peace in the knowledge that even though the evil system tried to shut him down when he exposed the evil doers, WE THE MASSES believe him and they CAN'T shut us down

    • @bushinyan-qj7gw
      @bushinyan-qj7gw Год назад

      you where not you are just saying that to get clout

    • @dawnc511
      @dawnc511 Год назад

      @@bushinyan-qj7gw learn to write and spell properly before you post. You come across as uneducated

  • @msmegification
    @msmegification 5 лет назад +869

    This is no different than what the Government has and still does in the USA. These sickos are everywhere. I hope this man finds some peace, God knows he deserves it.

    • @MariaRamos-zy2rv
      @MariaRamos-zy2rv 5 лет назад +13

      By His stripes we are healed... In Jesus name ... Amen.

    • @BigMamou367
      @BigMamou367 5 лет назад +7

      @@MariaRamos-zy2rv Amen

    • @LoriCor-
      @LoriCor- 5 лет назад +4

      Amen

    • @delishme2
      @delishme2 5 лет назад +7

      Australia too.

    • @SoCuRioUs32
      @SoCuRioUs32 5 лет назад +9

      This is just horrific, how can he ever have a normal life, they robbed him of normality. I pray for him to find peace 😊

  • @audreyadams9498
    @audreyadams9498 8 лет назад +200

    to see a grown man cry like that n the pain in his eyes. .he seem numb n still in shock. .i hope these pedophiles get their guys ripped out