He is saying that because he was apologizing to those brutes and animals as he was terrified and kept crying as anyone else would, he made it a habbit to apologize for almost everything...Many other aspects clearly shows that this man is still horrified and scared. I want to see EVERY SINGLE ONE of the Cabal members brought to justice and senteced to life in prison or even death.
@@The7Laws-m1c I agree with you . Despite not advocating the death penalty for every crime, i am fine with paedophiles who rape children being executed . Sexually brutalizing children is the worst, most sickening, crime imaginable and those prosecuted for doing it should never be shown mercy.
With everything we know about this kind of thing, it blows my mind that the average person still trusts the upper classes and looks down on and mistrusts the poor. It's not the homeless person in the alley that is a danger to your child! It's the judges, priests, politicians, community leaders!!! We need to start seeing this.
@@Eclipse1369 the difference is though, is that these people: politicians, judges, priests etc (people who have influence over others) are at the top of the pyramid in the power structure. Invariably, they have the entire corrupt system behind them and helping them. In contrast to pedos in the streets etc, they are either in jail, will be arrested, or simply isn't enough evidence to convict, whereas these powerful people in society can essentially do this and receive no possible repercussion or assistance to the victims of these crimes. There's something very very evil in there being absolutely no hope for victims for their assaulter's to be brought to justice, which is the case with these people at the 'top' of our society.
Not only his eyes, but also when you listen to his voice. Sexual abused children, in this case teenager, stop developing their voice, to some extend. You sometimes hear it in the sound of his voice, he talks like a teenager.
@@MrDamsk0 I see it too. What a scary and black word we live in. Truly sad. We need more Christ like people to work with these victims they need healing and prayer.
I was a young teen living in Northern Ireland in the early eighties…. Everyone whispered about a coverup that involved Westminster, even then. I have absolutely no doubt that Kincora boys home will NEVER be properly exposed or investigated. My heart breaks even now for the tales I heard, Richard I for one believe you and truly hope that you find justice someday ❤️
Could you go into more details? I'm intrigued in this story. Would you say the rumors became so prevalent that the police were forced to "bust" the Kincora boys home to make it look like they're doing something about it?
Dearest Richard, you NEVER have to apologize for becoming upset. You have every right to be angry and sad. I am so sorry this happened to you. Thank you for bravely coming forward. May peace surround you one day.
Those are eyes of a man who is trapped in terror. When he said, “I don’t mean to be this way,” I felt overwhelming sadness. But despite the horror that still grips him, he is one of the most courageous man for speaking out and not letting this evil stay in the shadows.
He’s not lying . His eyes tells a horrific story. These people are sick!! And I hate them for treating people and animals this way. I pray this man find his peace
He is not lying millions of children around the world goes missing, and they end up in underground holes full of sick demons, for Masonic pigs they kill and rape kids for power and they cover up bc they’re ALL in it. Conspiracies always turn to be right, so let’s wake up!! And keep an eye on ALL children. Get them away from technology and pressures that the world offer them.
@@PassPreFuture Yep! Jeffrey Epstein...people don't want to believe this stuff but it's real. What they try to do is laugh it off like pizzagate! This is illuminati sh%!, look into this stuff people. Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington they did NOT commit suicide they were murdered for trying to expose pedophilia. Chester Bennington is John Podesta's kid, but nah I'm just going mad and everyone who's believes this.
You’re correct, unless it happens to someone they know or a family member. 😡 people play stupid and neglect to see the truth bc they're NOT the ones that had a messed up destiny.
I met a guy who had a very similar experience. He constantly apologises and said sorry several times every second sentence. It was so painful to see. He was so kind hearted, but so so damaged.
This is literally the most broken man I've ever seen. He is older than me - but the Mom in me wants to jump through the screen and save him from his memories :( terrible.
This is the unique beauty of us women. We are capable of showing the way of love and care, no matter how hard the modern feminists try to transform us in angry psychos.
@@tesla4473 LOL well said Tesla29. I'm far too marshmallow to be an angry psycho lol ;) I leave that entirely up to the modern feminist. They are a breed all of their own.
@True Patriot what do you mean he probably suffered so much abuse he looks like that does one have a look? I was abused multiple times from age 9 how should I look? I feel for that man more than you'll ever know. I have male relations and friend who were abused at a certain institutions so you're wrong about the man thing I do feel for all abused because I've been there.
@@jillsimmons5089 You're right, there absolutely are and no one was saying there aren't but for some, what she stated is accurate, depending on the person, not everyone reacts the same to such traumatic situations. Some people who suffer trauma end up taking on different personalities as well, those of which are made up in their minds for many coping reasons, some made to protect them from the trauma because it's to much for their mind to take at very young ages. Studies have shown that some people in such traumatic situations never develope emotionally past the time of whatever horrific thing had happened to them, which caused such pain, so again, she is 100% correct
Richard if you are reading this, you are not a throw away, you matter and I thank you for your courage to share your story to bring awareness to this horrifying issue.
@@richardkerr6091 I also went through abuse when I was a child, not to the degree that you went through but it still haunts me. It used to be difficult to trust others. I go to therapy and it has helped me tremendously, I exercise every day, both of these things make me feel like I matter and they make me feel good about myself. Your story really touched me because I saw a lot of my own pain in your experience. We deserve the best in life, and the toughest things are behind us now. 🙂
Sir Richard, you are a true hero and an inspiration to us, to motivate us to work for a better world - one of for justice, of real, human love, of equitable sharing of wealth and of power, of service to each other as opposed to relations of power and dominance
@@jazminlara7742 That is true. People are waking up slower than others - it's not all their fault. There has been plenty to keep them distracted. I'm just glad we are seeing people WAKE up. So yes - you got it. Kudos to those who see! Cheers
@@jazminlara7742 True, there are things all of us may be blind about, to varying degrees. And they are expert at working (very hard) underneath the radar.
Richard, if you're reading this: I hope you are doing great with your recovery and that you are surrounded by people who love you. You deserve the world
@@richardkerr6091 I just want you to know that you are an amazing human being. I hope you are healing, even if just a little bit day by day. We appreciate your story.
I think you've got the wrong definition of kindness in mind, regarding Bella Grace's post. Perhaps your post means people need to be more socially perceptive. Additionally, you have a lot of anger and distrust in you which has desensitized you from helping those in need, not the predators you seem to have come in contact with.
Its about balance . Its about instinct . Im polite and kind to everyone that doesn't rock my gut . Never failed my yet , i pulled my headmaster for staring at girls . I nearly got ruined because he was happy to tell my parents that i was crazy and i didnt want a punch from my mum so i shut up and watched my back . 20 years later him and his wife went to jail . I stuck up for the victims and got bullied for it . Brewer from cheetams school of music i was there 1992-3 . I made sure i got out i proudly got expelled i wasnt having my cherry getting popped for a career that was unapealing from the beginning . My mum also complained to the bbc when i didnt get a vip to the jim will fix it show . She booted me out a year or 2 later because i wasnt good enough , i didnt beg her to stay lol .
This man...he breaks my heart. The poor child he was is still right there in his eyes. He shouldn’t feel he constantly has to prove what he’s saying and justify his feelings. My God. Poor poor baby.
I ache for him. For all he’s suffered. For all he’s had to endure. I see that boy in his eyes as well. I just want to comfort him. This is still going on today. Our Children are under attack. We need to end this once and for all.
Name them all rise above them don't let them get away what they done stay blessed darling u are beautifull the trute will set u free speck out for all the lonely souls
The fact that people today are trying to normalize pedophila and say it's a sexuality and "prepares" kids for this type of thing makes my blood boil. Kids shouldn't have to go through such pain. Never.
Anyone saying that. Needs to be looked at. That is not okay. And that says everything about that person I need to know. Disgusting that people are trying to say it a a sexuality. No. They are just a evil disgusting person.
@@anishasimatupang1756 Very few children who have been SA go onto SA anyone else. They know the pain what they went through. You can see it etched in Richard's face. And I remember Richard from RUclips before. RUclips has changed the algorithm and taken away all the comments. Richards whole story was here before. Heartbreaking truly heartbreaking. 💔 He didn't go on to hurt anyone because he didn't want another child to feel the same as he did. I often wondered what happened to him. God bless you Richard, wherever you are now. 💗 I have written SA as RUclips doesn't want the proper words used.
Richard I see that you read some comments. So I want you to know we believe you. I am so proud of you taking such a courageous step sharing your story and trying to get justice for all the others.
“I was tied up here “. Michael Aquinos OTO Mason and Michael Lavonne Robinson great friends of Oprah Winfrey. People have to wide up to why Orpah has a Comic Strip of a child pulling Bondage Ropes. Oprah with her Animal Farm and African Girls School 🏫 where these children are taught to be grateful.
Yes exactly.itslike when you see your child grown but can still see them as a child.youcan still seethe trauma in his face the child's trauma is on his face.his child's face.
Richard, I read another comment that said you read our comments. What they did to you is nothing short of pure evil. You are valuable and so courageous to speak out. I'm in awe at how strong you are to survive this and speak out! This world failed you when you were a kid and let you be abused in the darkness. I wish I could give you the longest hug ever and take away every memory and all the pain. Because of your courage, it is no longer a secret what they did. You handed them their shame back. It was never yours. I hope one day you name them so they are finally exposed and condemned.
Richard I have never doubted your stories ever since I watched this 5 yrs ago, I’m so sorry for what you went through you are brave strong and this should never happen to any child. I really admire you I hope you are doing well in life.
Why would anyone lie about being molested? Also, the moment he saw the locations where abuse happened, he burst into tears. This isn’t a conspiracy. This is a bitter truth VIP culture takes advantage of.
Lying ?????? I live less tha two miles for this horrid place, some men were convicted!!!!! But it was during the height of the conflict and the people running the boys home were blackmailed by MI5 , politicians and members of MI5 used these boys. The police at the time were aware of what was going on and told right from the top to “ stay well clear”
Some people do lie, the 2 men that claimed Michael Jackson molested them and had a documentary about it had motives to lie and their accounts weren't factual. Maybe they were but there is not a single bit of evidence to any of it. I'm not accusing this man of lying, you can tell he is clearly haunted but the way he tells his story is far different than theres. We just can't always assume everyone is always telling the truth based on their own accounts.
@@PeaceLoveAndRico Awe Sweet Richard. I am so sorry this happened to you. I pray you find Peace and Justice. No one should ever have to go through what you have. God Bless. Prayers for happiness.
@Benjamin the childhood trauma these children go through, its no wonder they are mostly broken people. Just "getting over it" may not be so easy but he is speaking in this period of his life when perhaps he has had time to start embracing his issues. Watch out of the shadows, just released. More is coming into the light. These bastards need to be swinging from a rope. Public executions should be brought back. Much cheaper solution than a life in prison.
@@morganlowe3353 what up with Benjamin??? 😆 I felt really bad for this guy. And I hate this kinda stuff its everywhere these day and getting worse. Rich people and Hollywood make me sick.
When he speaks of his experiences that wounded child is speaking and it is absolutely heartbreaking. You can literally see his mannerisms turn into a hurt child. I hope these demons get what they deserve 1000 fold.
@@jt21419 Prayers have no genders. Heaven has no genders. Laws don't change the heartless, just minor restraining, but those higher up, they are above the law.
Prayer doesn't work. No one has proved Jesus existed and even if he did he's long dead. No preaching please, it's the cops that need to get involved not Jesus.
@@andrewharper1609 Maybe prayer never worked for you....but you can't assume that it hasn't worked for anyone else 🙄 Allow others to believe just as you're allowed not to.
🙏🏾💕✊🏾 my Demon died 1.5 years ago….I believe you. It took me until the age of 27 & married before I shouted it out to my mother & brother’s…they didn’t respond. At 46 I cut ties with them…they didn’t stand by me, confront my demon, and still communicated with him.
@@LG-jv3th I’m sorry about what you went through. I hope one day we can truly heal from the pain and trauma that we suffered. Hugs and love from Texas.
Richard Kerr have no faith in government, have Faith in Jesus Christ. I have so much respect for you coming out to the public and I wish that you achieve everything you every wanted. Forget your past, look towards your future and how you can help other children stuck there today.
Richard Kerr and your doing that now!! Be courageous my man, you are a warrior. And you were trapped by the worst of human kind, there are many of us who haven’t been through that and we are here with you, we want nothing more than for your wellbeing and the wellbeing of many more in your shoes. Let’s get the ball rolling, I’m here to help.
Sony P.: And many of those "SICKOS" are thee: "GLOBAL ELITES." AKA The CABAL. *THE CABAL: A satanic worshiping force, composed of: *Thirteen Satanic Bloodline Families out of Italy*The Vatican*UK Monarchy*British M16* Chinese Communist Party *CIA*FBI*DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE*ANTIFA*BLACK LIVES MATTER *LGBTQ* Certain Republican and Democratic Lawmakers. < A.K.A.-THE GLOBAL ELITE/ILLUMINATI> VERY POWERFUL PEOPLE! AND HOLLYWOOD IS A COVEN OF DEMONS FILLED WITH PEDOPHILES. And the religious sector if filled with them. From the Pope on down.
When I look at him I can tell he hasn't healed ... When I look at him I just see this black void in him of being lost, confused, pain, and stuck. I pray you find peace and happiness you are strong and you are a survivor
What a stupid thing to say...just to look at his appearance and say he looks like his had a hard life if that's the only observation you have after not learning about the evils of government ? listening is more Paramount to this fellas testimony.
A beautiful young boy who should have grown up to be happy and fulfilled with family and loved ones and hope was denied all of that by the people in power. The people who are supposed to protect him. I'm sorry Richard, for the child you never got to be. I'm also proud of the brave man you have become- fighting for your friends who no longer can and for yourself. It was incredibly brave of you to show us your face and tell your story. I truly hope it bares fruit and that the whole thing comes crashing down on the heads of those responsible.
@@missmartpants2269 they do don't they. when i was growing up i thought society knew what was happening and it was normal. generational satanic ritual abuse apparently isn't normal. thank God he woke me up.
This is no different than what the Government has and still does in the USA. These sickos are everywhere. I hope this man finds some peace, God knows he deserves it.
Richard Kerr should be treated like a hero and protected and encouraged to name and shame. Hopefully he gets a book deal to get it all out there and off his chest. He deserves justice and support.
Sick Jamez: I see the same thing in his eyes, and I think most people watching saw it too, it's a Shame. I can tell He Could've become a professional with a Very Productive Life, but they Broke his Destiny. Watch at the End of the video when He Says "You have to understand that They made me this, I didn't become this" They took him So Young that after the fact he had to work as a male Prostitute to eat. I guess when He got Too Old for their taste, they threw him on the streets. Seriously Sick, and All of that happens because in this World people worship those have MONEY, So they can basically Get Away with anything.
To feel disposable like that is just heart wrenching. We need to dispose of pedos so these people can really be healed. They can never have peace as long as the perps haven't faced justice and that's still not enough to undo the mental anguish.
I am blown away! I knew Richard in Dallas, TX! I hadn't seen him since 2011. For some reason a memory of him telling me to read about this stuff and I decided to look it up again and I can't believe there is a video of him talking about it. He spoke with me a little about his experiences and what happened. We were both recovering addicts and alcoholics in a group. God I hope he is doing well now. He was a great man and a great friend! A great man!
@@SpiralOfWhite most of kids with trauma unfortunately end up having serious addiction problems it's like coping system. Those ugly memories break them inside and it's hard to recover
Is he indeed. But only after the fact perhaps? Usually not. Still...once this poor man has passed away it'll be milk and honey in green pastures won't it? Ridiculous. But if that's what gets you to excuse the evil men do, then I wish you peace.
This is heart wrenching. I hope he knows, no matter what, nothing is his fault. Just a child. My heart goes out to him. Don’t apologize for anything sweet man
This pisses me off so much. This man is destroyed and no one cared or cares. How many like him are suffering out there all alone and completely broken. The worst part is that it is still going on. These bastards have got to be stopped.
@@sarah_ferguson if there were an organization that took these guys off the face of the earth. No gov. No police. All to save the kids would you support them and how?
If he were a woman, would you have the same respect? Just curious, not trying to start anything. But for some reason I never see men saying they have “respect” for women that have been trafficked or pulled into these rings.
I am happy to read my very own feelings all around these comments. It is so sad, I cried and wished je would have been my child and never had felt any pain. I want to put my hands under his feet. But to see so many which feel the same shows me, this old is not as bad, and men kind not as wicked ad it seems. We all want to shelter him and give him comfort, and cry for this tortured child. Lord, I wished we could tell him, and he would be able to feel some comfort. Always on your side, dear Sir. You'll never walk alone ❤
It's more than in his eyes, he suffers physical ailments... the stuttering, the twitching. That is Chronic Complex PTSD. My heart aches for him. Sending love and healing his way.
Dear GOD that poor poor boy! I say boy because in many of these cases, like the grown man you see before you, his soul is frozen and shattered in time and is still that damaged boy...the man will forever be...incomplete!!! I am so incredibly sorry my brother, I do feel your pain!♡!
We people need to stop turning a blind eye to the atrocities of pedophilia and ritualistic abused. These things haven't calmed down in the least, rather they have grown into a damned pandemic scale. They, the abusers, are even now flaunting it in our faces. Only when we are willing to look at the problem can we find solutions. God help those who are still trapped, still caged, still abused, and still being murdered. 😭😭😭
ava , superstar The ones left with only shell have lost purpose, he understands he is part of bigger plan. His faith in tact, but yes hard to see one with such suffering
I was brought up to never ever trust strangers , teachers police priests my friends used to say my mother was mental . Seems i had a very loving mother who knew the world and the monsters that wonder it .
Same with my dad. I was always taught to be hyper aware of my surroundings and not trust anyone. It breaks my heart what these children go through and how nothing is being done to help the survivors OR prevent more children from being hurt
I have been acquainted with Richard for several years, not friends, mind you. We would exchange niceties in passing. I could always tell that this man was carrying enormous emotional baggage in some way, shape or form. It wasn't until I saw his story on RUclips that it all made sense. I completely believe his story.
@@richardkerr6091 when we are frozen with unable to stepping forward what was the first thing to do, where do we turn, counseling, police, whats the first step please Richard 💞🕊
This man's eyes look like the life was drained out of him. I can literally feel the pain through the screen. What is the thing that consumed his energy?
BlandNutz You know in books and movies, they’ll describe that sort of stare. It’s described as distant and absent kind of stare. Yet in all my life I could never visualize it. The moment the video started I could just tell. His eyes say it all.
"I Dont mean to be" and "I'm Sorry." This man doesn't owe anyone an apology. He has nothing to be ashamed of. Im not a Christian but I pray and hope individuals like Him the best in life
I'm praying for him too and its good you are too. You can seek God, speak to Him without the label. Its relationship not religion. Im praying for you Ryan, its hard to believe in this dark nasty world that there could be a God and that's He's good. But there is and its because of all the nasty darkness He knew He needed to do something to see us through it. He chose to become a man in the form of His Son Jesus. This man chose to live out His life building relationships between us and His Father. He chose, of free will, to be crucified. To clear the path for each of us. To clean us up, break the chains off our pasts; shames, regrets. To make you and I new from the inside out. The God of the Bible is the only God you will ever find that sacrificed FIRST for His people and let it be a choice to accept. All the other "gods" demand the people sacrifice to them and then may be you will be heard. The God of the Bible declares the end from the beginning. No other "god" can claim that. Challenge and ask God if He exists. Grab a Bible. See what happens. It can't hurt you if its a lie and no one will ever know you did it LOL. God bless. Be safe and be well!!
Actually to hug or touch someone who's in the middle of a flashback of such terrible abuse should never ever be done. She did the right thing by respecting his personal space. Do not touch sexual assaults survivors without their consent! It can be absolutely horrible for them.
@@cosmicmuffin322 True, but she is rather insensitive when she asks if he became a male prostitute. Asked this way it sounds like it was out of his own will, which is certainly not the case. I get that journalists must ask tough questions, but sometimes the humanity is not there.
Oh my god you shallow fucks who don't know anything. As if a hug from a stranger is going to make you feel better, so short sighted. Edit: I just can't get over how painfully stupid that comment is. She is brilliant! look at her facial expression at 7:44. That is true compassion and emotional intelligence. Hence why she is a successful journalist and you are a bitter twats on the internet.
conspire kən-spīr′ intransitive verb To plan together secretly to commit an illegal or wrongful act or accomplish a legal purpose through illegal action. To join or act together; combine. To plan or plot secretly.
I’m crying for this man. No innocent child deserves this. I hope he has gotten all the help and healing he deserves. I’m sooo concerned for children at orphan homes and foster children/teens. They’re at risk and idk who to trust.
Many foster parents horrible people...they still do not have proper vetting...many do it as business for the yearly large sum...many are lazy useless who do not want to work....no offense for the good carers...there are wonderful once too.
Frances Elizabeth Trust no man but trust God. Read his word there are keys to understand the bible but God cannot lie He is truth and the way. He is merciful and kind his words comfort me. He says he is the same yesterday today and tomorrow He changes not. Trust God He will never let you down if you believe Him.
Crazy or not but even in their own homes. One of my students last year was finally legally placed with her grandmother bc her older brother and grandfather who lived at her home where abusing her.the mom kept thinking she was lying. So family sometimes is horrible too. Keep your eyes open and always believe the children. Check on them.
And its not just children being fostered, what about all the children now in these wars zones and countries where children are being taken for trafficking and abuse, the media would never expose these people and Hollywood it goes on today. So sad that this world is so corrupt 😢
I pray Richard knows he has worldwide support. My heart breaks at what him and so many children go through. May Gods wrath be dealt to every single abuser!!!!
I am astonished at how quickly you forgave that man and made him a friend and at how even after all the horrors you have suffered you have such courage to express faith. I have never met such a person as you and maybe I never will but I feel God has blessed me greatly to allow me to witness that. I humbly add my prayers to yours. God bless you.
I’m so sorry. I was abused and justice was never done, it never leaves your soul, you go on,but it never leaves you. Somehow you live but not with your head high. I’m so sorry
Zoda, you did nothing wrong. The shame is theirs not yours and you have no reason to apologise. I pray that Jesus sets you free and makes you completely whole again so that you can hold your head up high. I know He loves you and wants to do this for you. Justice will be done. Your abuser/s will stand before God on Judgement Day. Unless they have repented, they will be thrown in the lake of fire forever. I hope you know Jesus as your Lord and Saviour. He's a miracle working God because He set me free from the abuse. All I have left are vague memories that no longer have the power to torment or hurt me. I've forgiven my abusers and I rarely think of them. Please surrender it all to Jesus. He loves you and will set you free as He did me and many others. God bless you Zoda.
T. B yes you can when you meet the person who loves all your pieces , and he loves each piece of you with kindness and gentleness and most of all unconditional love
So I guess the 712 dislikes are from the ones who are involved with this guy and all of the other’s traumatic experiences. Truly, this is deeper than sadness.
Yeah, there are still folks that think hitting dislike means you dislike the topic or content or subject, not that they disliked the video. I know one for sure, and can't convince her otherwise.
yep its gone up to 812 the so called "disgusting contents"are the truth yeah the predators are sick,what happened to the kid is tragic !its like calling him disgusting,this society hates how truly ugly,disgusting,vile and corrupt is is !
I disagree. I watched this with a victim of paedophilia and they became extremely traumatised. That's why I clicked thumbs down. No need to insinuate the reasons why people give a thumbs down. I believe the man and I don't like what happened.
@@evamz9584 you don't even make sense but that's to be expected from a christian. Just go dive your nose into a bible since you're useless at everything else.
What's even more sickening and unfair is how he is treated now because he came out and spoke about all of this. I'm not the type to get ouraged, but I thought it was disgusting when she asked him, "So do you admit to having prostituted yourself?" As if the day he turned 18, he suddenly got conplete agency over his life and was then able to make the conscious decision of whether or not he wanted to be a prostitute. That would be like asking a slave who was freed, "So do you admit to working on farms after you were freed?" What else did he know to do? Not only was he extremely traumatized, this was how he'd learned to survive. Ridiculous.
The pain in this mans eyes, the strength it must take for him every day to wake up and put one foot in front of the other is truly amazing. He is so courageous & his efforts to try and bring down these evil people despite the fear for what may happen just says a lot about his beautiful soul. I’m so terribly sorry this happened to you Richard, I could see it in your eyes. You are a very brave man doing all you can to bring light to this very dark evil issue. I wish you healing & so much love xxx❤️
On the off chance that Richard may see this, I want you to know that you are seen, you are heard, and I believe you. I want nothing more but to take all your pain away and get you the justice you so rightfully deserve. No words can rightfully express how sorry I am. Just know that you’re incredibly strong and your story has reached and helped so many people. I hope you’re doing well xoxo It’s also important to note how there are so many people like Richard that need to be rescued and cared for and yet the government does nothing. It’s systematic and more people need to realize and speak up about it.
Koutsn Im aware. I was referring to the specific questions they were asking him, several months before. Of course, this very traumatic place will bring unwanted memories.
Why do people assume that children of much abuse grow up to be abusers? I went out of my way to make sure my 3 children were never left with neighbours or friends and fiercely protected them,and we taught them to always confide in us if they were approached in this way.
What do you mean if? Not only has this man been through what's he's been through as a child. Now your basically casting doubt almost accusing him of possibly being a abuser himself. Shame on you.
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Stop calling it a conspiracy, it's the truth!
what does conspiracy mean?
@miss Kayser exactly, so it doesn't mean falsehood
@miss Kayser 'Conspiriacy theorists', that seems to be the kill switch for nearly all conversation.
@miss Kayser WWG1WGA 👍
The most annoying this is 99% of the conspiracy are true....
You know, what's the most heartbreaking. Its when he cries and says "sorry".
He should never have to apologize for anything.
He is saying that because he was apologizing to those brutes and animals as he was terrified and kept crying as anyone else would, he made it a habbit to apologize for almost everything...Many other aspects clearly shows that this man is still horrified and scared.
I want to see EVERY SINGLE ONE of the Cabal members brought to justice and senteced to life in prison or even death.
Nina Taylor Henriksen 😢😔
Amen 🙏
@@The7Laws-m1c Ur not wrong there. It's horribly sad 😞 I hope he finds healing 🙏
@@The7Laws-m1c
I agree with you .
Despite not advocating the death penalty for every crime, i am fine with paedophiles who rape children being executed .
Sexually brutalizing children is the worst, most sickening, crime imaginable and those prosecuted for doing it should never be shown mercy.
Men don't come forward as often as female's do. This man is brave! I pray he is able to find peace of mind. 😔
You ain't neva lied. And it's sad that men dont come out with their abuse but due society's judgemental ways it makes it hard to.
Totville TV amen 🙏
they do if there is compo available;e- Carl Beech?
Sam Best WHAT?
Ameen
With everything we know about this kind of thing, it blows my mind that the average person still trusts the upper classes and looks down on and mistrusts the poor. It's not the homeless person in the alley that is a danger to your child! It's the judges, priests, politicians, community leaders!!! We need to start seeing this.
I mean, the poor commit crimes too. How about we just distrust humans?
@@Eclipse1369 the difference is though, is that these people: politicians, judges, priests etc (people who have influence over others) are at the top of the pyramid in the power structure. Invariably, they have the entire corrupt system behind them and helping them. In contrast to pedos in the streets etc, they are either in jail, will be arrested, or simply isn't enough evidence to convict, whereas these powerful people in society can essentially do this and receive no possible repercussion or assistance to the victims of these crimes. There's something very very evil in there being absolutely no hope for victims for their assaulter's to be brought to justice, which is the case with these people at the 'top' of our society.
@@donegal7 oh I get it… but people are people and laws are laws.. either way, I’m with you.
Those inclined that way will put themselves in positions of power so that they can act with impunity.
You hit that nail right on the head.
Poor man, he looks so haunted. How traumatic and horrible.
I feel sorry for him truly it’s sad , it’s a shame I don’t have no idea where to start I hate it....
Pedophiles destroy the entire lives of their victims and to compound it the victims carry the shame.
Rosa Doctor My Eyes
I don't even have a word to describe my broken heart, i wish one day that he can find the peace in his heart and his mind 😢
Excatly. His looks are frightening.
This man is not lying. LOOK AT HIS EYES.
See it sad to no that how the life of kids could end up this way
Not only his eyes, but also when you listen to his voice. Sexual abused children, in this case teenager, stop developing their voice, to some extend. You sometimes hear it in the sound of his voice, he talks like a teenager.
his body language. when he saw the house for the first time since, his reaction was just ... so real.
@@MrDamsk0 I see it too. What a scary and black word we live in. Truly sad. We need more Christ like people to work with these victims they need healing and prayer.
@@stephanieleiva3789 amen
Poor man, his face tells the anguish he has suffered over the years as a result of these filthy sewer creatures. Hope you find healing Richard
Mike Fitzsimons Only healing for this man would be "JUSTICE TO BE SERVED, ON THE POX"
The Owlets what in the world is "malenmess"???
Mike Fitzsimmons, your term of these people are hundred percent on the money. They are exactly filthy sewer creatures. About as low as you can get
+Frenchblue8 malice maybe?!?
The Owlets Wrong. Women do NOT Hate him. We would take care of him and Protect him with great kindness.
I was a young teen living in Northern Ireland in the early eighties…. Everyone whispered about a coverup that involved Westminster, even then. I have absolutely no doubt that Kincora boys home will NEVER be properly exposed or investigated. My heart breaks even now for the tales I heard, Richard I for one believe you and truly hope that you find justice someday ❤️
Could you go into more details? I'm intrigued in this story. Would you say the rumors became so prevalent that the police were forced to "bust" the Kincora boys home to make it look like they're doing something about it?
Dearest Richard, you NEVER have to apologize for becoming upset. You have every right to be angry and sad. I am so sorry this happened to you. Thank you for bravely coming forward. May peace surround you one day.
You too
I agree, he has nothing to be sorry about.
Such lovely supportive comments, bless you all.
aameen Ya Allah
@@richardkerr6091Dearest Richard, wish You could read it..We stand by You and love You .
We shall help You in every possible way.
You are not alone.❤
Those are eyes of a man who is trapped in terror. When he said, “I don’t mean to be this way,” I felt overwhelming sadness.
But despite the horror that still grips him, he is one of the most courageous man for speaking out and not letting this evil stay in the shadows.
Edd you are correct...his eyes tell the pain. Wish I could wipe his tears and pain away😪😪😪
They are the eyes that you usually only see in soldiers who have seen horrific war atrocities. Poor man. God help him please
pathetic rubbish. eyes of a man who has been lying all his life.
Yes, you can see it broke him. It’s so sad
You are not lying you can tell he not lying at all
He’s not lying . His eyes tells a horrific story. These people are sick!! And I hate them for treating people and animals this way. I pray this man find his peace
He is not lying millions of children around the world goes missing, and they end up in underground holes full of sick demons, for Masonic pigs they kill and rape kids for power and they cover up bc they’re ALL in it. Conspiracies always turn to be right, so let’s wake up!! And keep an eye on ALL children. Get them away from technology and pressures that the world offer them.
@@PassPreFuture Yep! Jeffrey Epstein...people don't want to believe this stuff but it's real. What they try to do is laugh it off like pizzagate! This is illuminati sh%!, look into this stuff people. Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington they did NOT commit suicide they were murdered for trying to expose pedophilia. Chester Bennington is John Podesta's kid, but nah I'm just going mad and everyone who's believes this.
You’re correct, unless it happens to someone they know or a family member. 😡 people play stupid and neglect to see the truth bc they're NOT the ones that had a messed up destiny.
Well we’ll well, Now Prince Phillip is on Jeffrey Epstein’s Lolita Express to his PRIVATE ISLAND MANSION.
Me too. I hate them so very much.
I met a guy who had a very similar experience. He constantly apologises and said sorry several times every second sentence. It was so painful to see. He was so kind hearted, but so so damaged.
The visible pain in this man's eyes is heartbreaking x
it's the drugs he abused for 2 decades.
Angie Crowley His Eyes Are Clear as Glass .. 🙏
@@sambest4707 come on man...
@@sambest4707 I've become close to a few people who use drugs. Sadly enough all of them, 100%, are victims of sexual abuse as minors.
There is no punishment harsh enough for the perpetrators of such horrendous crimes against children. They should be castrated and publicly hanged.
This is literally the most broken man I've ever seen. He is older than me - but the Mom in me wants to jump through the screen and save him from his memories :( terrible.
Me too 😓
This is the unique beauty of us women. We are capable of showing the way of love and care, no matter how hard the modern feminists try to transform us in angry psychos.
@@tesla4473 LOL well said Tesla29. I'm far too marshmallow to be an angry psycho lol ;) I leave that entirely up to the modern feminist. They are a breed all of their own.
@@SandiByrd i feel ya :) i think our society definitely needs more marshmallows! Always be who you truly are.
Me too want to HUG him too!
This is so hard to watch. He has the saddest eyes I’ve ever seen. He seems so genuinely kind.
There are many without 'sad eyes' who have suffered abuse, that is a ridiculous statement.
@@jillsimmons5089 shut up jill
@True Patriot what do you mean he probably suffered so much abuse he looks like that does one have a look? I was abused multiple times from age 9 how should I look? I feel for that man more than you'll ever know. I have male relations and friend who were abused at a certain institutions so you're wrong about the man thing I do feel for all abused because I've been there.
@@jillsimmons5089 he does have expressive sad eyes,he literally LOOKS abused ,not all abused people have those eyes
@@jillsimmons5089 You're right, there absolutely are and no one was saying there aren't but for some, what she stated is accurate, depending on the person, not everyone reacts the same to such traumatic situations. Some people who suffer trauma end up taking on different personalities as well, those of which are made up in their minds for many coping reasons, some made to protect them from the trauma because it's to much for their mind to take at very young ages. Studies have shown that some people in such traumatic situations never develope emotionally past the time of whatever horrific thing had happened to them, which caused such pain, so again, she is 100% correct
Richard if you are reading this, you are not a throw away, you matter and I thank you for your courage to share your story to bring awareness to this horrifying issue.
Well I appreciate you thank you
@@richardkerr6091 I also went through abuse when I was a child, not to the degree that you went through but it still haunts me. It used to be difficult to trust others. I go to therapy and it has helped me tremendously, I exercise every day, both of these things make me feel like I matter and they make me feel good about myself. Your story really touched me because I saw a lot of my own pain in your experience. We deserve the best in life, and the toughest things are behind us now. 🙂
Sir Richard, you are a true hero and an inspiration to us, to motivate us to work for a better world - one of for justice, of real, human love, of equitable sharing of wealth and of power, of service to each other as opposed to relations of power and dominance
Thank for your courage! God bless you!!!
His eyes and body language don't lie. Can't imagine the horrors... As a father, this sends shivers down my spine
Pls, always protect your child.. no matter what. ik you're a good parent, but still I'll advice you to take care of your little angel, peace ❤
he has the 1000 yard stare
I believe him.
I know those eyes.. those eyes are here but those eyes are seeing something else. Poor fella.
It's like his body is still in shock. His eyes nearly pop out of their sockets when he talks about the abuse.
And SHAME on everyone who ever thought it to be just a "conspiracy theory". Sheep.
Yes, that is exactly what they want people to think, it's just a conspiracy theory.
Agreed. Cant be mad at them though. But kudos to those who refuse to conform and are unafraid to speak the truth.
@@jazminlara7742 That is true. People are waking up slower than others - it's not all their fault. There has been plenty to keep them distracted. I'm just glad we are seeing people WAKE up. So yes - you got it. Kudos to those who see! Cheers
@@jazminlara7742 True, there are things all of us may be blind about, to varying degrees. And they are expert at working (very hard) underneath the radar.
@@kathleennorton6108humanity needs to stick together. We are all we have. We are not powerless united
I just want to give him a hug and let him cry on my shoulder for as long as he wants. So disturbing. You can never be too watchful over children.
But there are plenty of people like Jordan Peterson psychologically shitting on Mothers who don’t let their kids just go out and play.
God let that happen.
Me too 😢💗
Glory be to God the Most High we need more hearts like yours in this world. Bless you🙏
@@joeldwest I get so much grief from my family about being "over protective" on this issue. Don't care. At least I can make sure my kid is safe.
Richard, if you're reading this:
I hope you are doing great with your recovery and that you are surrounded by people who love you.
You deserve the world
I appreciate that thank you I’m doing well
@@richardkerr6091 I want to hunt down the bastards. Do you have any names ?
God bless you Richard.
@@richardkerr6091 I relate 🙏thanks for sharing your story. Hope we can all heal, you’re so brave for speaking out!
@@richardkerr6091 I just want you to know that you are an amazing human being. I hope you are healing, even if just a little bit day by day. We appreciate your story.
When he says "I don't mean to be this way" my heart broke 💔
Same here
Me to poor man🥺
Mine broke when he appeared at the beginning of the piece.
I agree. It's such a horrible nightmare these victims endure. 😭
This is why we should be kind to strangers, you never know what someone has been through. God bless you Richard.........
I think you've got the wrong definition of kindness in mind, regarding Bella Grace's post. Perhaps your post means people need to be more socially perceptive. Additionally, you have a lot of anger and distrust in you which has desensitized you from helping those in need, not the predators you seem to have come in contact with.
Its about balance . Its about instinct . Im polite and kind to everyone that doesn't rock my gut . Never failed my yet , i pulled my headmaster for staring at girls . I nearly got ruined because he was happy to tell my parents that i was crazy and i didnt want a punch from my mum so i shut up and watched my back . 20 years later him and his wife went to jail . I stuck up for the victims and got bullied for it . Brewer from cheetams school of music i was there 1992-3 . I made sure i got out i proudly got expelled i wasnt having my cherry getting popped for a career that was unapealing from the beginning . My mum also complained to the bbc when i didnt get a vip to the jim will fix it show . She booted me out a year or 2 later because i wasnt good enough , i didnt beg her to stay lol .
A stranger could also be one of the people that commit these kind of crimes
Bella Grace amen 🙏
Bella Grace but those same strangers are also the sickos.
This man...he breaks my heart. The poor child he was is still right there in his eyes. He shouldn’t feel he constantly has to prove what he’s saying and justify his feelings. My God. Poor poor baby.
I swear I can see the terrified little boy right inside of him. So heartbreaking 💔
Crimes Against Humanity for very nefarious political purposes.
I ache for him. For all he’s suffered. For all he’s had to endure. I see that boy in his eyes as well. I just want to comfort him. This is still going on today. Our Children are under attack. We need to end this once and for all.
Name them all rise above them don't let them get away what they done stay blessed darling u are beautifull the trute will set u free speck out for all the lonely souls
His eyes shows the pain.
The fact that people today are trying to normalize pedophila and say it's a sexuality and "prepares" kids for this type of thing makes my blood boil. Kids shouldn't have to go through such pain. Never.
AMEN !
Anyone saying that. Needs to be looked at. That is not okay. And that says everything about that person I need to know. Disgusting that people are trying to say it a a sexuality. No. They are just a evil disgusting person.
@@Nunyabiz514 Excatly!
you’re spot on about them trying to normalize pedophila.. Balenciaga just tried
Now theres videos of drag queens twerking infront of toddlers. Or naked in a thong stripping..
He’s a VERY strong man. He’s survived this far and is very intelligent and has kind eyes. He will continue healing and doing great things.
Amen, God has been keeping him to remind those responsible,being in torment, reminding them of their past evil
I hope he didn't do the same, there's this psychological things that the victims often become criminal of the same acts.
Anisha Simatupang I doubt it. He looks so hurt that I don’t think he could ever do it to anyone else :(
That's what i believe too Love/God/Light always prevails sooner than later :)
@@anishasimatupang1756
Very few children who have been SA go onto SA anyone else.
They know the pain what they went through. You can see it etched in Richard's face. And I remember Richard from RUclips before. RUclips has changed the algorithm and taken away all the comments.
Richards whole story was here before. Heartbreaking truly heartbreaking. 💔
He didn't go on to hurt anyone because he didn't want another child to feel the same as he did.
I often wondered what happened to him. God bless you Richard, wherever you are now. 💗
I have written SA as RUclips doesn't want the proper words used.
Richard I see that you read some comments. So I want you to know we believe you. I am so proud of you taking such a courageous step sharing your story and trying to get justice for all the others.
“I was tied up here “. Michael Aquinos OTO Mason and Michael Lavonne Robinson great friends of Oprah Winfrey. People have to wide up to why Orpah has a Comic Strip of a child pulling Bondage Ropes. Oprah with her Animal Farm and African Girls School 🏫 where these children are taught to be grateful.
All I want to do is hug him and take his pain away , but I can’t . He should be very proud of himself . Seeing him cry hurt my heart ❤️
@@xvsupremacy7190 what comic strip are you talking about?
Sir Jimmy,s victims were not believed either ,
Wow you’re such a good person virtue signal much? That’s right, u can’t, and yet you’re running your mouth, you’re just virtue signaling
The pain in Richard’s eyes and mannerisms is heartbreaking. He’s still that child reliving the nightmares.
Because he will forever be in that place
Abused children never grow up. They can't 'act' because they're sick of lies. I know because I was abused and I am forever 14.
Born in 1961.
Mike Ries 😢 it still amazes me how rampant child sexual abuse is. I begin to question anyone’s motives around my children and grandchildren.
Mike Ries 😭 I’m 13, I’m going to protect my friends at all cost from these demons.
Yes exactly.itslike when you see your child grown but can still see them as a child.youcan still seethe trauma in his face the child's trauma is on his face.his child's face.
Richard, I read another comment that said you read our comments. What they did to you is nothing short of pure evil. You are valuable and so courageous to speak out. I'm in awe at how strong you are to survive this and speak out! This world failed you when you were a kid and let you be abused in the darkness. I wish I could give you the longest hug ever and take away every memory and all the pain. Because of your courage, it is no longer a secret what they did. You handed them their shame back. It was never yours. I hope one day you name them so they are finally exposed and condemned.
Richard I have never doubted your stories ever since I watched this 5 yrs ago, I’m so sorry for what you went through you are brave strong and this should never happen to any child. I really admire you I hope you are doing well in life.
Why would anyone lie about being molested? Also, the moment he saw the locations where abuse happened, he burst into tears. This isn’t a conspiracy. This is a bitter truth VIP culture takes advantage of.
Yeah, Very Disturbing. EXACTLY.
It's not a conspiracy THEORY.
Conspiracies are real. Theories are just theories. Of course when you talk about FACTS....
Lying ?????? I live less tha two miles for this horrid place, some men were convicted!!!!! But it was during the height of the conflict and the people running the boys home were blackmailed by MI5 , politicians and members of MI5 used these boys. The police at the time were aware of what was going on and told right from the top to “ stay well clear”
Couldn't agree more with your comment
Some people do lie, the 2 men that claimed Michael Jackson molested them and had a documentary about it had motives to lie and their accounts weren't factual.
Maybe they were but there is not a single bit of evidence to any of it.
I'm not accusing this man of lying, you can tell he is clearly haunted but the way he tells his story is far different than theres. We just can't always assume everyone is always telling the truth based on their own accounts.
YOU ARE NOT A THROW AWAY RICHARD THERE ARE MANY OF US WE ALL STAND TOGETHER NOW NEVER BE ALONE AGAIN !
My name is richard... I needed to see this comment. This has helped me. Thank you.
@@PeaceLoveAndRico bless you brother. You are the world to many.
God bless you all,you are all wonderful soul's that found a way to free your soul's
@@PeaceLoveAndRico Awe Sweet Richard. I am so sorry this happened to you. I pray you find Peace and Justice. No one should ever have to go through what you have. God Bless. Prayers for happiness.
Vicki DURON Love you all
He is still so pissed off!! I'm so proud of his anger and fighting back!! We are all behind you brother.
Yes. Anger can fuel productive action. WAY better than collapsing, broken, in depression, which would be completely understandable in his case.
@Benjamin It's never to late bud. It's ok to continue to heal. If you need help don't be afraid to reach out to a sister😁🥰
@Benjamin it's cute how you say "Tell Me", like telling you is the answer he is looking for 🤣 miss me w that mess.
@Benjamin the childhood trauma these children go through, its no wonder they are mostly broken people. Just "getting over it" may not be so easy but he is speaking in this period of his life when perhaps he has had time to start embracing his issues. Watch out of the shadows, just released. More is coming into the light. These bastards need to be swinging from a rope. Public executions should be brought back. Much cheaper solution than a life in prison.
@@morganlowe3353 what up with Benjamin??? 😆 I felt really bad for this guy. And I hate this kinda stuff its everywhere these day and getting worse. Rich people and Hollywood make me sick.
When he speaks of his experiences that wounded child is speaking and it is absolutely heartbreaking. You can literally see his mannerisms turn into a hurt child. I hope these demons get what they deserve 1000 fold.
This is what cptsd looks like.
I can see the little boy that was hurt when I look in his eyes 😞
I pray for his heart
what a brave man he is. ♥️
gardenia Campos Thank you
lolo..keep taking your drugs.
Men don't need prayers. Men need just laws. Laws that are not gender-biased.
@@jt21419 Prayers have no genders. Heaven has no genders. Laws don't change the heartless, just minor restraining, but those higher up, they are above the law.
@@richardkerr6091 ey, are you for real?
Richard Kerr you are an incredibly brave man and from all other survivors, we BELIEVE YOU. You are alive for a reason, stay safe and work on healing.
Sandi Flower Thank you
Richard Kerr Stay safe! I pray for your healing. I pray for your peace!
You're a strong guy. Hi from another survivor from Sardinia
Richard Kerr THANK YOU FOR YOUR BRAVERY on behalf of fellow survivors and society as a whole. Very well said Sandi Flower.
He has extreme trauma in his eyes. Lord Jesus please help this man. Help the children all over the world.
Prayer doesn't work. No one has proved Jesus existed and even if he did he's long dead. No preaching please, it's the cops that need to get involved not Jesus.
@@andrewharper1609 Maybe prayer never worked for you....but you can't assume that it hasn't worked for anyone else 🙄 Allow others to believe just as you're allowed not to.
@Lorraine Jones also don’t force people to believe in a money making scheme this Jesus was made for money and to rob off the poor
@@scottbeynon3092 You win the ''most ignorant' award.
Jade Taylor I stand in agreement, in prayer, with you over this!!!
I was abused from the age of six, until I was 14. Tried to tell my story in 2019 and no one believed me. Some get justice and some don’t.
I believe you ❤️
@@relaxwithme__ Thank you 💕
🙏🏾💕✊🏾 my Demon died 1.5 years ago….I believe you. It took me until the age of 27 & married before I shouted it out to my mother & brother’s…they didn’t respond. At 46 I cut ties with them…they didn’t stand by me, confront my demon, and still communicated with him.
@@LG-jv3th I’m sorry about what you went through. I hope one day we can truly heal from the pain and trauma that we suffered. Hugs and love from Texas.
@@MrTeddyBoy89 Thank you🥲
This man’s life ruined. All he remember it’s suffering and torture. And this will staying with him forever. God, help him, please. 😢😢
This was as difficult to read as this video was to watch...
Only Jesus can give him rest, peace and freedom
@@repentandfollowjesus3474 are you saying he should just kill himself to be free because now I'm confused...?
Pleas God! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I cry with him😔😔😔 Pray for him🙏🙏🙏
Giving this man a virtual hug...ITS NOT YOUR FAULT SWEETHEART!
Kat F Thank you
Richard Kerr have no faith in government, have Faith in Jesus Christ. I have so much respect for you coming out to the public and I wish that you achieve everything you every wanted. Forget your past, look towards your future and how you can help other children stuck there today.
Richard Kerr and your doing that now!! Be courageous my man, you are a warrior. And you were trapped by the worst of human kind, there are many of us who haven’t been through that and we are here with you, we want nothing more than for your wellbeing and the wellbeing of many more in your shoes. Let’s get the ball rolling, I’m here to help.
You can share videos I posted. I am a survivor and activist now.
Kat F, You are a good person, I wish you all the best, it’s a shame there are not more like you. 👍.
That poor man! He's keeps apologizing for his emotional break downs...sir, you have NOTHING to apologize for! Those sickos need brought to justice!
Sony P.:
And many of those "SICKOS" are thee:
"GLOBAL ELITES." AKA The CABAL.
*THE CABAL:
A satanic worshiping force, composed of:
*Thirteen Satanic Bloodline Families out of Italy*The Vatican*UK Monarchy*British M16*
Chinese Communist Party *CIA*FBI*DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE*ANTIFA*BLACK LIVES MATTER *LGBTQ* Certain Republican and Democratic Lawmakers.
< A.K.A.-THE GLOBAL ELITE/ILLUMINATI>
VERY POWERFUL PEOPLE!
AND HOLLYWOOD IS A COVEN OF DEMONS FILLED WITH PEDOPHILES.
And the religious sector if filled with them. From the Pope on down.
He has nothing to apologize this is sad
When I look at him I can tell he hasn't healed ... When I look at him I just see this black void in him of being lost, confused, pain, and stuck. I pray you find peace and happiness you are strong and you are a survivor
at least he is not broken or continued the cycle of abuse, unfortunately he has survivors guilt
Do you ever really heal after this abuse? 😭
@@nolajacobs6730 there is no healing only escape from drugs / drink & death .
@@nolajacobs6730no.
He's a hero for coming forward to expose this evil that was done to him. I pray that God will give him peace .
And protect him!
I believe that only God can take his pain away, and no one else.
Amen
He deserves peace & comfort.
It's still happening. Elites love their boys and girls. Light will be shone on this darkness. It's happening now. Watch the rats scatter.
He looks “haunted”it’s written all over his face and eyes!
It's such a vile rabbit hole, these abuse rings, the elites, i want them all to pay
@@diouranke for real so do I god bless you
Yes he looks affraid
He looks like he's had a damn hard life.
Terry Tanktop he looks well considering
Does it matter? He is a hero - that's what matters.
Not fucking surprised- are you?
Poor man. There are some very sick people in this world.
What a stupid thing to say...just to look at his appearance and say he looks like his had a hard life if that's the only observation you have after not learning about the evils of government ? listening is more Paramount to this fellas testimony.
A beautiful young boy who should have grown up to be happy and fulfilled with family and loved ones and hope was denied all of that by the people in power. The people who are supposed to protect him. I'm sorry Richard, for the child you never got to be. I'm also proud of the brave man you have become- fighting for your friends who no longer can and for yourself. It was incredibly brave of you to show us your face and tell your story. I truly hope it bares fruit and that the whole thing comes crashing down on the heads of those responsible.
Amen x
what strikes me is that these high profile people with such abusive behaviour are seen as hero by the public eye, and they profit from your taxes
Mabe thats what mainstream media wants you to believe!🤔 People nowedays can do theire own resurch
Yeh just look at all the so called Hellywood stars
Right, everyone seems to miss that point. And the satanic Masonic background to it all. God bless!
yeah it's so horrible. Hillary had a hand in my mk. ultra
@@missmartpants2269 they do don't they. when i was growing up i thought society knew what was happening and it was normal. generational satanic ritual abuse apparently isn't normal. thank God he woke me up.
He just looks so broken, it's heartbreaking.
This is no different than what the Government has and still does in the USA. These sickos are everywhere. I hope this man finds some peace, God knows he deserves it.
By His stripes we are healed... In Jesus name ... Amen.
@@MariaRamos-zy2rv Amen
Amen
Australia too.
This is just horrific, how can he ever have a normal life, they robbed him of normality. I pray for him to find peace 😊
Richard Kerr should be treated like a hero and protected and encouraged to name and shame. Hopefully he gets a book deal to get it all out there and off his chest. He deserves justice and support.
I am going to book it’ll be my life story and those who were involved a cover up watch a movie sound of freedom
This man soul is terrified. You can tell he replays his childhood each and everyday.
Truth
💔 May God heal and deliver him 🙏
@@Lifeszebarbie In Jesus name amen🙏🏽.
His story and sad eyes send chills into my soul.I hope he gets peace and justice .What pain.
Sick Jamez: I see the same thing in his eyes, and I think most people watching saw it too, it's a Shame. I can tell He Could've become a professional with a Very Productive Life, but they Broke his Destiny. Watch at the End of the video when He Says "You have to understand that They made me this, I didn't become this" They took him So Young that after the fact he had to work as a male Prostitute to eat. I guess when He got Too Old for their taste, they threw him on the streets. Seriously Sick, and All of that happens because in this World people worship those have MONEY, So they can basically Get Away with anything.
"You most certainly are NOT a throw away"!
To feel disposable like that is just heart wrenching. We need to dispose of pedos so these people can really be healed. They can never have peace as long as the perps haven't faced justice and that's still not enough to undo the mental anguish.
Right, so heart wrenching
Definitely not, definitely deserving of love and a life of joy
so sad. 😔
Not a throw away! God gave you strength to get through the years of horror because you still have work here on earth. Stand and tell your truth!
I am blown away! I knew Richard in Dallas, TX! I hadn't seen him since 2011. For some reason a memory of him telling me to read about this stuff and I decided to look it up again and I can't believe there is a video of him talking about it. He spoke with me a little about his experiences and what happened. We were both recovering addicts and alcoholics in a group. God I hope he is doing well now. He was a great man and a great friend! A great man!
Should probably skip the mention of the group.
I guess if he's public about this he might not mind but you never know.
@@SpiralOfWhite most of kids with trauma unfortunately end up having serious addiction problems it's like coping system. Those ugly memories break them inside and it's hard to recover
If you ever speak to him again, send him my best.
@@jupiteralm5593 - Being fed brandy at 15 and 16 prior to sexual abuse almost guarantees drug and alcohol problems later, unfortunately.
@@jupiteralm5593 that's not really the point. These groups are anonymous.
This breaks my heart. I do not think kids should ever be considered a “throwaways”. He has nothing to be sorry for. This should have never happened.
They broke his soul, his heart, his existence, his mortality... Everything. May he find peace one day. God is merciful.
Is he indeed. But only after the fact perhaps? Usually not. Still...once this poor man has passed away it'll be milk and honey in green pastures won't it? Ridiculous. But if that's what gets you to excuse the evil men do, then I wish you peace.
@@susanleitch8649 wat?
clearly not
@@lukenorton1985 he is
@@bre4946 considering he was raped and trafficked as a child, i highly doubt that
Why is it now 2019 and there is still no justice for these poor children?
because the people in power are still doing it
Get used to it their never will be
Because they are white males.
@@josephhamori574 I believe he will get Justin
Breaks my hurt that this is the way things have to be for people. Its not right.
Richard you are a brave soul … we are with you … we are many …
This is heart wrenching. I hope he knows, no matter what, nothing is his fault. Just a child. My heart goes out to him. Don’t apologize for anything sweet man
I speak to Richard almost every day he is a very damaged fella, Im helping him anyway I can. 2017
Kevin Allen much love to him from across the pond!❤️🇨🇦
Kevin Allen any updates on him? How's he doing?
Yeah how's he doing now?
Bless you and this poor fellah, love from New Zealand mate ♥️🇳🇿
I'm wondering also is he okay and safe are these evil animals brought to justice?
This pisses me off so much. This man is destroyed and no one cared or cares. How many like him are suffering out there all alone and completely broken. The worst part is that it is still going on. These bastards have got to be stopped.
Yes. I feel the same as you . What’s infuriating is that politicians and people high in government and law enforcement were involved .
Prince Andrew being one too
We should do what we can to help, in any way possible, in our own lives, big or small. If all of us do our best, it's the best that can happen.
Yes the 1% is running the whole sadistic bussines worldwide .
@@sarah_ferguson if there were an organization that took these guys off the face of the earth. No gov. No police. All to save the kids would you support them and how?
He needs to go on the Joe Rogan podcast to tell his story. 10 million people would hear this and demand justice.
I agree someone get this to him
@Antonio DG26 *surveilled
Joe Rogan? Joe rogan? He "s a covert boy lover. He find dutch boys so big and b.u.t.full.
@Eagle Eye well being that Joe just signed a 100 million deal he's definitely not for the truth. They control him now
Yep rogan is paid off and buttoned up now
That poor man was prevented from even becoming an adult because of what he went through. 😢 Lord have mercy and may Gods justice come quickly
I have so much respect to this man.
and I rarely liked my own comment. What are the odd
Aliff Alias ,his face tells it all, luckily he was not killed
If he were a woman, would you have the same respect? Just curious, not trying to start anything. But for some reason I never see men saying they have “respect” for women that have been trafficked or pulled into these rings.
@@jigglycommi-5948 I'm missing ur point?
@@jigglycommi-5948 you've already started something.
You can see it all over his face. He looks shell-shocked, sad, lonely. I need to find him and hug him
Isnt that the truth 💔💔💔
Me too! 😔
GOD LOVES YOU
That's a great idea!!! I'm with you
I am happy to read my very own feelings all around these comments. It is so sad, I cried and wished je would have been my child and never had felt any pain. I want to put my hands under his feet.
But to see so many which feel the same shows me, this old is not as bad, and men kind not as wicked ad it seems. We all want to shelter him and give him comfort, and cry for this tortured child.
Lord, I wished we could tell him, and he would be able to feel some comfort.
Always on your side, dear Sir.
You'll never walk alone ❤
He looks prematurely aged . I hope that the rest of his life passes peacefully and without sorrow henceforth .
It wont
Taps Ars poor man. I feel so bad for him.😥
Yeah. He looks like 60-65. But that can be anything. A lot of booze maybe. Not strange consider the pain he must have in his life.
grimlund if you were in his place and went through what he did, you wouldn’t say such inconsiderate words!
@rj zander Truly disgusting, what you've just said.
Richard is a decent, brave & very strong man.
It's more than in his eyes, he suffers physical ailments... the stuttering, the twitching. That is Chronic Complex PTSD. My heart aches for him. Sending love and healing his way.
Dear GOD that poor poor boy! I say boy because in many of these cases, like the grown man you see before you, his soul is frozen and shattered in time and is still that damaged boy...the man will forever be...incomplete!!! I am so incredibly sorry my brother, I do feel your pain!♡!
I feel it 2
He got support in ppl like us 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😗😘
Why is this such a frequent thing??? Sick.
We people need to stop turning a blind eye to the atrocities of pedophilia and ritualistic abused. These things haven't calmed down in the least, rather they have grown into a damned pandemic scale. They, the abusers, are even now flaunting it in our faces. Only when we are willing to look at the problem can we find solutions.
God help those who are still trapped, still caged, still abused, and still being murdered. 😭😭😭
No.. he doesn't have to remain FOREVER incomplete. He can find healing and freedom from it through Jesus the savior and redeemer.
My heart broke watching this shell of a man reliving his horrific past so sad
Yes he looks broken to the core wonder if he will ever heal the pain he went through
Legally he is bound and case would be skewed with talking to social media of which would influence a court jury.
ava , superstar The ones left with only shell have lost purpose, he understands he is part of bigger plan. His faith in tact, but yes hard to see one with such suffering
Oh, not a shell at all, but a man with more conscious purpose than most, who speaks carefully based on legal advice, one assumes.
Yes, so sad
I was brought up to never ever trust strangers , teachers police priests my friends used to say my mother was mental . Seems i had a very loving mother who knew the world and the monsters that wonder it .
Yes, you had a wise and loving mother! So did I. May all these poor souls find peace.
Your mother was your saviour. Parents NEED to be this way.
Same with my dad. I was always taught to be hyper aware of my surroundings and not trust anyone. It breaks my heart what these children go through and how nothing is being done to help the survivors OR prevent more children from being hurt
The sad part is that it’s not always strangers that abuse! It’s more often than not unfortunately
You should speak to my stupid big mouthed wife
His eyes say it all. His soul is aching and I wanna just hug him.
The abusers are never held accountable. This man is damaged forever.
J C 5 years since this video, just shows nothing gets done to bring these people to justice
Stop saying forever. He may find peace, happiness, forgiveness. That lies with him.💔
God can set him free,
Couse the abusers are in control
Yup its total bullsh*t
I have been acquainted with Richard for several years, not friends, mind you. We would exchange niceties in passing. I could always tell that this man was carrying enormous emotional baggage in some way, shape or form. It wasn't until I saw his story on RUclips that it all made sense. I completely believe his story.
georgeb777 Well God be with you are like light
@@richardkerr6091 when we are frozen with unable to stepping forward what was the first thing to do, where do we turn, counseling, police, whats the first step please Richard 💞🕊
Jib Jabs yes doing fine
Amanda Woods Well the first step is to Inside Spirit guides you follow that the right people will come in your life To give you strength
Jib Jabs The others I think about like Danny frank Steven and my brother Alan many more bliss then and my sister
This man's eyes look like the life was drained out of him. I can literally feel the pain through the screen. What is the thing that consumed his energy?
EVIL!
Sheer and utter darkness.
The demons transferred to him through them disgusting people
I know what you mean. I feel it too. It's brutal, real pain. My God.
I don’t think you could handle the knowing ....non of us coujd
My God in Heaven, let the truth come out and let this man be compensated and find his peace.
He`s got the 1000 yard stare,poor guy has been through it.
BlandNutz You know in books and movies, they’ll describe that sort of stare. It’s described as distant and absent kind of stare. Yet in all my life I could never visualize it. The moment the video started I could just tell. His eyes say it all.
BlandNutz: "1000 yard stare".... kinda sums it up really 👍😦
I have that 1000 yard stare 2..
When that happens... I'm.. Like in trance
"I Dont mean to be" and "I'm Sorry." This man doesn't owe anyone an apology. He has nothing to be ashamed of. Im not a Christian but I pray and hope individuals like Him the best in life
Trust me . Call out to jesus to save you. Judgement is coming!! There's eternal consequences for not having the blood of jesus for atonement.
I'm praying for him too and its good you are too. You can seek God, speak to Him without the label. Its relationship not religion. Im praying for you Ryan, its hard to believe in this dark nasty world that there could be a God and that's He's good. But there is and its because of all the nasty darkness He knew He needed to do something to see us through it. He chose to become a man in the form of His Son Jesus. This man chose to live out His life building relationships between us and His Father. He chose, of free will, to be crucified. To clear the path for each of us. To clean us up, break the chains off our pasts; shames, regrets. To make you and I new from the inside out. The God of the Bible is the only God you will ever find that sacrificed FIRST for His people and let it be a choice to accept. All the other "gods" demand the people sacrifice to them and then may be you will be heard. The God of the Bible declares the end from the beginning. No other "god" can claim that. Challenge and ask God if He exists. Grab a Bible. See what happens. It can't hurt you if its a lie and no one will ever know you did it LOL. God bless. Be safe and be well!!
You are so right your words are perfect
He has nothing to apologize for. The tears and emotionality is natural and completely understandable.
Terrible interviewer.
I agree - she should have hugged him!
Smörgåsbord EXACTLY HOW I BEGAN MY POST, THAT interviewer sucked. Very insensitive @ just plain, Stupid
Actually to hug or touch someone who's in the middle of a flashback of such terrible abuse should never ever be done. She did the right thing by respecting his personal space. Do not touch sexual assaults survivors without their consent! It can be absolutely horrible for them.
@@cosmicmuffin322 True, but she is rather insensitive when she asks if he became a male prostitute. Asked this way it sounds like it was out of his own will, which is certainly not the case.
I get that journalists must ask tough questions, but sometimes the humanity is not there.
Oh my god you shallow fucks who don't know anything. As if a hug from a stranger is going to make you feel better, so short sighted.
Edit: I just can't get over how painfully stupid that comment is. She is brilliant! look at her facial expression at 7:44. That is true compassion and emotional intelligence. Hence why she is a successful journalist and you are a bitter twats on the internet.
IT IS NOT A CONSPIRACY!!!
We believe you Richard.
Their time is coming.
Sending you so much love, and I pray you get the justice you deserve. xxx
Well thank you
conspire
kən-spīr′
intransitive verb
To plan together secretly to commit an illegal or wrongful act or accomplish a legal purpose through illegal action. To join or act together; combine. To plan or plot secretly.
Conspiracies are often true
I just wanna hug him I feel so hurt for him.
I know so painful I would like to hug you too x
You can hug me
i just wanna hug you
So do i
I can't stop crying. I pray to God for his healing and that non other children suffer this anymore. In Jesus name.
In the name of Jesus I pray for justice and complete healing for this man and ALL victims of the same horror!
Amen.
Loving comment.
Amen
sal melchor Amen Sal
Amen!
I’m crying for this man. No innocent child deserves this. I hope he has gotten all the help and healing he deserves. I’m sooo concerned for children at orphan homes and foster children/teens. They’re at risk and idk who to trust.
Many foster parents horrible people...they still do not have proper vetting...many do it as business for the yearly large sum...many are lazy useless who do not want to work....no offense for the good carers...there are wonderful once too.
Frances Elizabeth Trust no man but trust God. Read his word there are keys to understand the bible but God cannot lie He is truth and the way. He is merciful and kind his words comfort me. He says he is the same yesterday today and tomorrow He changes not. Trust God He will never let you down if you believe Him.
Crazy or not but even in their own homes. One of my students last year was finally legally placed with her grandmother bc her older brother and grandfather who lived at her home where abusing her.the mom kept thinking she was lying. So family sometimes is horrible too. Keep your eyes open and always believe the children. Check on them.
@@roseybeesley4110 Stfu about your stupid God. Real people are suffering and need actual help not some stupid book.
And its not just children being fostered, what about all the children now in these wars zones and countries where children are being taken for trafficking and abuse, the media would never expose these people and Hollywood it goes on today. So sad that this world is so corrupt 😢
I pray Richard knows he has worldwide support. My heart breaks at what him and so many children go through. May Gods wrath be dealt to every single abuser!!!!
I truly hope this man is doing well nowadays. This is disgusting.
@Drumslav Czechisenko
Doesn't what?
Why ? Children give so much joy and life force, if you try it once you can't go back to normal adults
to see a grown man cry like that n the pain in his eyes. .he seem numb n still in shock. .i hope these pedophiles get their guys ripped out
As soon as I looked at his piercing eyes I broke down crying. The pain is so evident and real. I hope Richard is in a better place now
I am astonished at how quickly you forgave that man and made him a friend and at how even after all the horrors you have suffered you have such courage to express faith. I have never met such a person as you and maybe I never will but I feel God has blessed me greatly to allow me to witness that. I humbly add my prayers to yours. God bless you.
Best of luck Richard. It's clear that you have suffered.
I’m so sorry. I was abused and justice was never done, it never leaves your soul, you go on,but it never leaves you. Somehow you live but not with your head high. I’m so sorry
Zoda, you did nothing wrong. The shame is theirs not yours and you have no reason to apologise. I pray that Jesus sets you free and makes you completely whole again so that you can hold your head up high. I know He loves you and wants to do this for you. Justice will be done. Your abuser/s will stand before God on Judgement Day. Unless they have repented, they will be thrown in the lake of fire forever. I hope you know Jesus as your Lord and Saviour. He's a miracle working God because He set me free from the abuse. All I have left are vague memories that no longer have the power to torment or hurt me. I've forgiven my abusers and I rarely think of them. Please surrender it all to Jesus. He loves you and will set you free as He did me and many others. God bless you Zoda.
Zoda NSPrzygoda
M’y heart aches for you. Please know I am crying tears of sadness for you and all abused people. I wish I knew how to heal your pain.
So true! It's so painful. And you can never have a normal relationship w anyone.
T. B yes you can when you meet the person who loves all your pieces , and he loves each piece of you with kindness and gentleness and most of all unconditional love
Zoda NSPrzygoda prayers to you
So I guess the 712 dislikes are from the ones who are involved with this guy and all of the other’s traumatic experiences.
Truly, this is deeper than sadness.
Some people dislike the disgusting contents
Yeah, there are still folks that think hitting dislike means you dislike the topic or content or subject, not that they disliked the video. I know one for sure, and can't convince her otherwise.
yep its gone up to 812 the so called "disgusting contents"are the truth yeah the predators are sick,what happened to the kid is tragic !its like calling him disgusting,this society hates how truly ugly,disgusting,vile and corrupt is is !
I disagree. I watched this with a victim of paedophilia and they became extremely traumatised. That's why I clicked thumbs down. No need to insinuate the reasons why people give a thumbs down. I believe the man and I don't like what happened.
@@rayturnr05 your reasoning makes no sense.
Every one of them should be brought down! Richard you are the bravest man for speaking out. Never stop ! Shine the light 💡 ❤
This man is broken. I want to hug him.. goodness me this is a cruel cruel world.
Ill hug him also👍😊
@Vernon Francis Gallagher has been. This it what President Trump is battling.
Dear Jesus please comfort and heal the deep hurt in Richard's heart😢🕂
Yes Lord, nothing is impossible for you
People are getting killed, molested, and tormented and all you idiots can think about is your stupid fictional jesus
Lace Mitchell and your way of denouncing what you deem “stupid” is by writing this... wow what a warrior
@@evamz9584 you don't even make sense but that's to be expected from a christian. Just go dive your nose into a bible since you're useless at everything else.
Lace Mitchell are you always this joyful? Lol
My heart bleeds for him, and he is just one.
You are so brave to speak out now and save other young boys from the evil rich peodophiles. I hate them all.
His mind and body is so traumatized . I feel bad for him, but I am glad he is speaking out.
This is so sickening and unfair. This man could have been such a whole, successful human being, but he is irreparably broken.
Old Patriot think of all the kids whose stories you never hear as they Murdered shortly after being raped.
What's even more sickening and unfair is how he is treated now because he came out and spoke about all of this. I'm not the type to get ouraged, but I thought it was disgusting when she asked him, "So do you admit to having prostituted yourself?" As if the day he turned 18, he suddenly got conplete agency over his life and was then able to make the conscious decision of whether or not he wanted to be a prostitute. That would be like asking a slave who was freed, "So do you admit to working on farms after you were freed?" What else did he know to do? Not only was he extremely traumatized, this was how he'd learned to survive. Ridiculous.
The pain in this mans eyes, the strength it must take for him every day to wake up and put one foot in front of the other is truly amazing. He is so courageous & his efforts to try and bring down these evil people despite the fear for what may happen just says a lot about his beautiful soul.
I’m so terribly sorry this happened to you Richard, I could see it in your eyes. You are a very brave man doing all you can to bring light to this very dark evil issue. I wish you healing & so much love xxx❤️
On the off chance that Richard may see this, I want you to know that you are seen, you are heard, and I believe you. I want nothing more but to take all your pain away and get you the justice you so rightfully deserve. No words can rightfully express how sorry I am. Just know that you’re incredibly strong and your story has reached and helped so many people.
I hope you’re doing well xoxo
It’s also important to note how there are so many people like Richard that need to be rescued and cared for and yet the government does nothing. It’s systematic and more people need to realize and speak up about it.
Thank you
They’re asking him such stupid questions. Can’t you see the pain in his eyes.
This man wants to tell his story, and telling his story is going to cause him great pain, that's just the way it is
Koutsn Im aware. I was referring to the specific questions they were asking him, several months before. Of course, this very traumatic place will bring unwanted memories.
So much pain in his face, his eyes. My heart aches for him.
If this man has not become an abuser himself, he's a special soul we should, not only listen to, but help. I feel his pain.
True. It takes a lot to be normal after all he went through!
Why do people assume that children of much abuse grow up to be abusers? I went out of my way to make sure my 3 children were never left with neighbours or friends and fiercely protected them,and we taught them to always confide in us if they were approached in this way.
@@jillsimmons5089 I didn't assume, because I grew up to be one and got out of it with a lot of difficulty. I'm from India
@@babyjeevitha Sorry I was replying to Priscillas "if he has not become an abuser" .
What do you mean if? Not only has this man been through what's he's been through as a child. Now your basically casting doubt almost accusing him of possibly being a abuser himself. Shame on you.
It’s heartbreaking… his eyes told everyone what he had been through.