Two Months on Estrogen: Transition Update

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  • Опубликовано: 5 фев 2016
  • Hi everyone! Thank you for visiting my video - I no longer do work like this but wanted to let you know I now stream on Twitch and make RUclips videos about gaming!
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    Hi #breadsquad! It's been 2 months since I started estrogen, so that means it's time for an update!
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  • @soundlyawake
    @soundlyawake 8 лет назад +408

    YOUR BACKGROUND IS SO RELAXING
    I love it sm

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +22

      +soundlyawake AW THANKS BAB. It's just halloween mood light, it makes for a nice, easy, interesting, cost effective background haha.

    • @valley180
      @valley180 8 лет назад +5

      +Stef Sanjati where can I buy one?? it's amazing!

    • @Th3LastUn1c0rn
      @Th3LastUn1c0rn 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati ...is it called "Blue Fire and Ice LED Spot Light"? If not, what is the one that you are using? Thanks!

    • @zippofanmc
      @zippofanmc 7 лет назад

      lol

  • @StefSanjatiOfficial
    @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +364

    I would like to mention that the reason I do not want to explicitly mention what surgeons I will be going with is because everyone has opinions on these surgeons. There are surgeons that I do not want to go with, and I do not want to explain why because others will hold those surgeons in high regard and that will create conflict. I would like to share the surgeons I have chosen and other details like that, but I feel that is better suited for when these things are actually happening, not while things are in the preparation stages. I'm sorry if this bothers anyone! Choosing surgeons, especially for life altering things like gender confirmation procedures is something trans people put a lot of thought and research into - it's something I've worked on for a long time and I don't want to make anyone else feel like they've made the wrong choice of surgeon, like I don't want others to make me feel like I've made the wrong choice of surgeon. I hope all of that makes sense, it's 4 AM haha!

    • @Mireiral
      @Mireiral 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati Have you also taken into consideration your recovery time in the total cost? I don't think you'll be able to work during recovery time :( So that's money lost too.

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +6

      +Crimson Skies I work here on RUclips! I don't have to be at an office or a store or anything like that - if I had a more corporate job, I likely wouldn't need a fundraiser but I also would have difficulty with working while recovering. Good things and difficulties in every career path!

    • @poofyhairedlucy8762
      @poofyhairedlucy8762 8 лет назад +2

      Stef I support you 100% with your surgeon choice I am so happy for you as your go fund me fund raising has raised $8K in such a short time 💖 I am so glad as bread squad we are able to help you on your journey ♥️

    • @unicatcaticorn5340
      @unicatcaticorn5340 8 лет назад +1

      You are so beautiful :3 I think it's awesome how you're so open about this, it inspires a lot of people to feel better about themselves ^.^ keep being awesome!

    • @anthonywheeler2082
      @anthonywheeler2082 8 лет назад +2

      +Stef Sanjati I submitted ten bucks to your gofundme and posted it to fb and twitter. I hope that helps! You're so great and I love all that you do and I'm just trying to help :)

  • @bellabastien969
    @bellabastien969 8 лет назад +11

    Your hair is mermaid-y perfection and it compliments your eyes so beautifully

  • @HouseflyUK
    @HouseflyUK 8 лет назад

    I have been following your posts for a while now and have been fascinated by your transformation. Its good that you give people updates on how you have been feeling etc. This gives a voice to others that may not feel compelled to share and as I have said I have watched with great interest! Thank you Stef!

  • @TheDynamoVolition
    @TheDynamoVolition 8 лет назад +321

    She's a beautiful mermaid queen and the mood lighting just makes everything just feel so 'under the sea'. I'm in love.

    • @zeekierstead9696
      @zeekierstead9696 8 лет назад +1

      IKR!?!?!?

    • @im2Oldddd
      @im2Oldddd 8 лет назад +2

      +TheDynamoVolition I think the music she uses in the background also adds to the atmosphere of her videos :) Its extremely relaxing. btw if anyone knows the name of the song in this video let a girl know

  • @RainbowUnicorn74
    @RainbowUnicorn74 8 лет назад +408

    This may sound weird but I love listening to you talk.

    • @ship_wreckd1197
      @ship_wreckd1197 8 лет назад +1

      Its totally not weird because i do too.. or maybe we're just weird together?

    • @justjamingtomymusic
      @justjamingtomymusic 8 лет назад +4

      +Claire Leever her voice is just so soothing - it makes me feel happy listening to her !!

    • @teacupglitterinfested1525
      @teacupglitterinfested1525 8 лет назад

      I do too. She sounds so happy and cute.

    • @ToxyBlack
      @ToxyBlack 8 лет назад

      She dose have beautiful calming voice, like a motherly voice. I wonder if it was like this before estrogen too?

    • @ToxyBlack
      @ToxyBlack 8 лет назад +13

      She dose have beautiful calming voice, like a motherly voice. I wonder if it was like this before estrogen too?

  • @nadjaextraordinary
    @nadjaextraordinary 8 лет назад +1

    You are SO BEAUTIFUL! Like so. Flipping. BEAUTIFUL! And having watched your earlier videos as well, you are right: Your jawline does look softer. I'm so happy for you that your transition is going along so well!

  • @Jackie_723
    @Jackie_723 7 лет назад +4

    I love your attitude and nerdyness! I love Zelda and I need that necklace! I love seeing your transformations month by month and you've always been so so so beautiful

  • @mizzy7171
    @mizzy7171 8 лет назад +56

    Stef is officially evolving from fairy princess to supreme fairy queen

  • @ladylovespie
    @ladylovespie 8 лет назад +291

    eye brows always on fleek with this girl...

    • @bmrjma2144
      @bmrjma2144 8 лет назад

      Fleek?

    • @Treemotan
      @Treemotan 8 лет назад +11

      +Ally G. Either that or they're an adult with a full time job that doesn't have time to constantly be on top of what teenagers are saying nowadays...

    • @bmrjma2144
      @bmrjma2144 8 лет назад

      +Treemotan - love it!! Thanks for sticking up for me. You are correct, I'm a functioning member of society with no clue of trendy terms.

    • @Treemotan
      @Treemotan 8 лет назад +2

      Like I live with my brother who's still in high school and I didn't know what "On fleek" or "Netflix and chill" meant until like a month ago.

    • @tiffanyterror700
      @tiffanyterror700 8 лет назад

      +ladylovespie you should see her insta photos. So beautiful

  • @katiejane9435
    @katiejane9435 8 лет назад +9

    Your eyes are so pretty...they sparkle and sorta have a shimmering glow to them

  • @deraline81
    @deraline81 8 лет назад

    To see you make your transition is so amazing. You are an inspiration truly. I used to follow you in Twitter, before I closed my account. Thank you for sharing your journey with the world. Much love 😍

  • @spellbound_1
    @spellbound_1 8 лет назад +206

    Stef Sanjati, I know you probably won't see this but I'll say it anyway... I can't really put my finger on what it is but there is something to you, something more than human. I came here out of simple curiosity and simply had to stay. I instantly felt this sense of belonging, of pure happiness... I found myself with a new group of friends and family and I just want to thank you for that! I know I speak for all of us when I say, we truly do love you! Stef Sanjati, our mystic elf, our breadmom! 🍞🍞🍞🍞🍞🍞

    • @AlexaBosse
      @AlexaBosse 8 лет назад +3

      holy shit I feel the same same same way! she's so magical and amazing and ugh😍

    • @teacupglitterinfested1525
      @teacupglitterinfested1525 8 лет назад

      She'll see at some point. Don't lose hope.

    • @bonannaza
      @bonannaza 8 лет назад +1

      well said!!

    • @spellbound_1
      @spellbound_1 8 лет назад

      +Pink ShitTzu Puppy 01 oh no, I haven't lost any sort of hope, I just thought,"this is definitely going to get buried in the comments..." haha😄

    • @BriiCosgallaMakeup
      @BriiCosgallaMakeup 8 лет назад

      I know! I just plain love her, she's super adorable. And I hope she can see this... yours are very beautiful words.

  • @MoonyLuvsGreenDay
    @MoonyLuvsGreenDay 8 лет назад +579

    I hope you don't change your face too much, I mean of course it's your body and do what you like, but you're absolutely beautiful the way you are and you already look very feminine! But of course it's your body and I don't have a say, but you really are gorgeous!!

    • @JokerzPrincezz
      @JokerzPrincezz 8 лет назад +9

      I was just thinking the same thing!

    • @zirconzana9230
      @zirconzana9230 8 лет назад +28

      I think she looks more feminine then I do

    • @JokerzPrincezz
      @JokerzPrincezz 8 лет назад +5

      +Hyacinth Laval right! That's what I was thinking.

    • @zirconzana9230
      @zirconzana9230 8 лет назад +20

      She can do what ever she likes but sometimes it's nice to hear that whay you have is appreciate

    • @makenzihawk5832
      @makenzihawk5832 8 лет назад +9

      +isela Rodriguez they werent saying it in a "OMG YOU CANT CHANGE" sort of way.... in fact they stated that they cant tell Stef what to do with their body, but they think that she already looks great.
      if they were saying not to change it would say "stef you can't change your face" but i dont see that anywhere…

  • @erberf
    @erberf 8 лет назад

    I hope everything would be much easier for you. I really admire your strength seeing what you're going through. You are amazing! Keep up that smile of yours. Looking forward to hearing some good news soon!

  • @melaniecelis1820
    @melaniecelis1820 8 лет назад

    It's so nice to be watching you share your journey into growing into who you are. I love seeing people reaching their goals!

  • @mandiimoo642
    @mandiimoo642 8 лет назад +235

    I'm so excited. I've never followed someone through transition in real time like this.

  • @aaandieee
    @aaandieee 8 лет назад +151

    I have NEVER clicked on a Go Fund Me link so fast (Donated 10$)! It is such a joy to watch you and your transformation. You are so courageous and watching you stand with so much confidence in your authenticity is both inspiring AND contagious!

  • @brittneylees8390
    @brittneylees8390 8 лет назад

    i only just found your channel, but I am completely smitten. your confidence and joy are unreal and listening to you immediately put me in a better mood. you are wonderful, cannot wait to follow your story. you deserve so much happiness :)

  • @sowfye
    @sowfye 8 лет назад

    Holy shit! So proud! I watch your old videos and just found this! Beautiful

  • @MsMargeauxxx23
    @MsMargeauxxx23 8 лет назад +295

    First thing i noticed is how much higher your voice is!

    • @user-yh4ky1cb9o
      @user-yh4ky1cb9o 8 лет назад

      Me too!

    • @umbrawitch
      @umbrawitch 8 лет назад +8

      Estrogen does not heighten the pitch of a transgender woman's voice. It may soften their voice to an extent, but Stef most likely had to feminize her voice with vocal exercise. :-)

    • @MsMargeauxxx23
      @MsMargeauxxx23 8 лет назад +28

      +Joseph Cervantez I didn't say anything about estrogen. I said I noticed her voice is higher, not how it got that way

    • @umbrawitch
      @umbrawitch 8 лет назад +7

      +Margeaux Basista My mistake, I misinterpreted your comment. Didn't mean to come off as rude or anything!

    • @emilyparker7776
      @emilyparker7776 8 лет назад

      same

  • @franrumschan7522
    @franrumschan7522 8 лет назад +25

    Stef, you send out so much positivity and beauty, it is not surprising to hear you talking about all the positive and supportive comments you receive on your videos. You get back what you give. Everything from your makeup videos to your honest and open transition videos are a joy to watch. I do have one question, and I hope it is not too personal, but WHERE can I find a mood light like yours? I LOVE it!

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +6

      I plan on doing a filming set up video eventually, but in the mean time I'll give you the scoop! The light is from a Halloween store, it's supposed to be an icy/aquatic light I think... I'm not sure!

    • @franrumschan7522
      @franrumschan7522 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati I'm not sure how that description helped, but I think I found it or something very similar on Amazon www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00YS7HCNE Looks like there are a bunch of different brands and they market them mostly for children's rooms, which may be why I was having so much trouble finding them. Looking forward to that filming set up video!

  • @AraJade
    @AraJade 8 лет назад +2

    You are such a beautiful snowflake, I really want to be able to support you!!!
    I can't currently, but when I have the available money I'm totally going to help you to be as comfortable as you can possibly be, because I think every person in this world (especially one as lovely, kind and adorable as yourself) deserves that in the very least.
    Best wishes for the net month of transitioning. I hope everything goes well, and that more people can hear your wonderful, beautiful story and find you as inspiration in this often difficult and conflicted world.

  • @jesangukechan
    @jesangukechan 8 лет назад

    Usually I don't comment to youtube videos, but I just felt I have to do this now. You are so awesome! Your positive personality, kind voice and overall beauty made my day today. Thank you so much! I will pay close attention to your videos from now on, it's so good to see such lovely people!

  • @GothicCitrus
    @GothicCitrus 8 лет назад +207

    I feel like your voice is changing too! It's a little bit higher in pitch

    • @teacupglitterinfested1525
      @teacupglitterinfested1525 8 лет назад

      I agree.

    • @feralgecko9727
      @feralgecko9727 8 лет назад +2

      I believe estrogen/testosterone does not change the pitch or tone of ones voice. I've heard that a trans person has to train themselves to speak a certain way, but I'm not 100 % sure.

    • @mirroredimage6422
      @mirroredimage6422 8 лет назад +12

      +Potatoeing Estrogen doesn't change voice unless maybe someone transitions in puberty, Stef is training her voice and lifting it to be higher

    • @missunderstoodmaniac
      @missunderstoodmaniac 8 лет назад +7

      +Lamer Gamer Testosterone definitely does change the person's voice, but estrogen doesn't. There are a lot of FtM videos on how their voice has changed since they started their HRT, but MtF people either don't change their voice or train their voice to be higher.

    • @feralgecko9727
      @feralgecko9727 8 лет назад

      +mis(s)understoodmaniac Thank you!!

  • @AurelUrban
    @AurelUrban 8 лет назад +336

    Its literally like you re a girl going into puberty :D

    • @AurelUrban
      @AurelUrban 8 лет назад +4

      I a good way :)

    • @Ratsoftheswamp
      @Ratsoftheswamp 8 лет назад

      +Marína Urbanová she is that's what the hormones do.

    • @AurelUrban
      @AurelUrban 8 лет назад +2

      I know. I meant younger. Because she never experienced going into puberty like a girl and this is just like it.

    • @LisaMichelleyt
      @LisaMichelleyt 8 лет назад +3

      +Marína Urbanová I know what you mean! I remember what it was like growing a chest, definitely uncomfortable at times hahh

    • @AurelUrban
      @AurelUrban 8 лет назад +1

      If I pushed mine against fridge they definetely would hurt :D And those emotional moments are just like periods... except the pain

  • @iGleep
    @iGleep 8 лет назад

    You're the absolute cutest!! one of your videos has been in my recommended box/area/whatever forever and I finally watched it. I just wanted to say that you really are beautiful (though I know you know that) and that I'm really happy for you for making this transition. I always like to see how happy people are after they come out and when they start transitioning, and how excited they get when these little changes happen. Really it just makes me happy that you're happy and working towards being absolutely 100% comfortable in your body!!

  • @LittleSquishie
    @LittleSquishie 8 лет назад

    your doing so well! I'm so happy for you and your so calming to watch! there's just something about you that's just so magical!

  • @alicialeonard1664
    @alicialeonard1664 8 лет назад +64

    Okay steph , NOT FAIR , every. single. video. Your makeup is getting more and more perfect ??? I didn't think it was possible like 4 months ago? But now I am flabbergasted ... DAMN GIRL ! WORK EVERYTHING ALWAYS

    • @alicialeonard1664
      @alicialeonard1664 8 лет назад +2

      And not that I didn't think your skills weren't possible , but I didn't think it getting EVEN better was possible so quick 💕

    • @pienbrouwer7034
      @pienbrouwer7034 8 лет назад

      +Alicia Leonard she's a make up artist..

    • @alicialeonard1664
      @alicialeonard1664 8 лет назад

      +Pien Brouwer yes and as are 2 of my friends , it doesn't mean that with training her skills to work with her own face will improve ! :)

    • @alicialeonard1664
      @alicialeonard1664 8 лет назад

      +Alicia Leonard Er, sorry that didn't really make sense ... I meant with practice her skill for her own face will improve ! 😂

  • @lmnopqrs9797
    @lmnopqrs9797 8 лет назад +111

    My brother (he's 10) says you should legally change your name to "Waffle"

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +162

      Your brother is a quality human.

    • @kayleighkangakangaroo1294
      @kayleighkangakangaroo1294 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati if I could I would haha

    • @ElysianMeadow
      @ElysianMeadow 8 лет назад +3

      +Stef Sanjati Just a suggestion: Do that only after the next time you change hair colour. More specifically at a point when nobody would consider nicknaming you "Blue".

    • @coreysmith3370
      @coreysmith3370 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati you are so beautiful.

  • @karinberg5676
    @karinberg5676 8 лет назад

    It's just so sweet following you and your transition Stef. I'm over here in Sweden and found you through a makeup tutorial a while ago. I feel privileged to get to take part of this big time of your life and I just wanna send you all the love and support possible. You're stunning and so lovable. I wish you all the best

  • @missybeans1
    @missybeans1 8 лет назад

    You look and sound amazing, and most importantly you seem so happy. You are glowing!! So happy for you Stef!!!

  • @churlish_hoecake
    @churlish_hoecake 8 лет назад +24

    I'm so excited for you! It makes me cry sometimes. .

  • @GamesCherry
    @GamesCherry 8 лет назад +47

    PS. Don't worry about your mood changing, every girl had this every day :'D

    • @victoriahaas3843
      @victoriahaas3843 8 лет назад +2

      Oh my lord yeah my mood can change really drastically and really frequently XD

    • @StormyHallahan
      @StormyHallahan 8 лет назад +1

      +Kendall Levy Hi there!
      I'm wondering if, since you're gender fluid, you have a little more testosterone in your system which would help with mood stabilization.

    • @StormyHallahan
      @StormyHallahan 8 лет назад

      +Kendall Levy Hi there!
      I'm wondering if, since you're gender fluid, you have a little more testosterone in your system which would help with mood stabilization.

    • @mcrchickenluvr
      @mcrchickenluvr 8 лет назад +2

      +Kendall Levy do you have brothers? I'm only cause that can contribute to knowing how to control your emotions. I have 9 brothers and I have a tendency to take shit like they do. Except I can handle pain better than they can.

    • @du6167
      @du6167 8 лет назад +5

      +Kendall Levy Dude, the mood swings are blown crazy out of proportion. All people are different. You don't need pain/agony/mood swings to be normal, Jesus.

  • @malinwallius
    @malinwallius 8 лет назад

    I am so happy for you! It is incredible to be able to follow this journey of yours!
    Hopefully I can chip in some money next month, I hope everyone who are able to support you do it (in all possible ways they can)

  • @TheFodFairy
    @TheFodFairy 8 лет назад +3

    I love your attitude! You're so honest and open about everything.
    Your makeup and hair look fantastic too!

  • @sophdoeslife
    @sophdoeslife 8 лет назад +8

    Also I will definitely be donating. You shouldn't have to pay so much money to feel comfortable in your body! Good luck with the surgery :)

  • @Kitmit13
    @Kitmit13 8 лет назад +39

    Girl you are looking seriously good in blue

    • @Kitmit13
      @Kitmit13 8 лет назад +2

      +Kitmit Boo also where did you get that top, I need it

  • @submersed69
    @submersed69 8 лет назад

    Stef you are so awesome. I hope and pray you get everything you want. I look forward to your videos. much love

  • @Flame44
    @Flame44 8 лет назад

    YOU are on your way!! Good Luck&thanks for sharing

  • @Willia
    @Willia 8 лет назад +4

    I am not trans myself, but I love these transition update videos that you make because you always seem more and more comfortable and fulfilled and it's just great to witness :)

  • @lillynoderer4133
    @lillynoderer4133 8 лет назад +62

    You are such a beautiful mermaid bread queen.

  • @chloecastro9547
    @chloecastro9547 8 лет назад

    Growing fan! love you, excited to see this transition. :)

  • @NeauraNightsong
    @NeauraNightsong 8 лет назад

    Great video, and congratulations on your progress thus for! Very happy for you! Watching this put a big dumb smile on my face.

  • @luciferbroke7875
    @luciferbroke7875 8 лет назад +14

    Whoa. I just came from your Waardenburg syndrome video and the change of voice was very very surprising!

  • @EnglishVirgo
    @EnglishVirgo 8 лет назад +106

    It sounds a lot like stuff we women have anyway, the hormones going nuts and feeling unreasonably sad and weepy, the sore boobs (seriously, all I did was move my arms my boob is soooo painful) and even down to the hair removal, us girls spend a lot of time removing hair (some don't, lucky things!) and the world doesn't talk about it. Welcome to womanhood, isn't it wonderful! lol xx

    • @cataboss8288
      @cataboss8288 8 лет назад +3

      so true

    • @EnglishVirgo
      @EnglishVirgo 8 лет назад +3

      ***** Ugh that sucks, Im sorry x

    • @ultravioletwings
      @ultravioletwings 8 лет назад +3

      Stephanie meh, I got old. I got over it.:)

    • @EnglishVirgo
      @EnglishVirgo 8 лет назад +3

      *****:)

    • @drewg.4779
      @drewg.4779 7 лет назад +3

      I feel u but also I wanna throw out there that getting rid of facial hair for trans women can literally be life or death because passing for trans people (especially trans women) is incredibly important because if they don't they can be targets of violence.

  • @angelestrada161
    @angelestrada161 8 лет назад

    Love you and so proud of you for being who you are! Love your attitude and your positive outlook on things!

  • @smish4449
    @smish4449 8 лет назад

    I'll be honest, I've just binge watched all your transition videos and watching you blossom into this beautiful goddess has had my estrogen fueled emotions running wild tonight... You're just so confident and gorgeous and as you release each video the transition just seems so natural... This is definitely who you are and you are BEAUTIFUL inside and out

  • @masha_kralj
    @masha_kralj 8 лет назад +29

    I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! Btw your hair is amazing!

    • @msanagisele1
      @msanagisele1 8 лет назад

      Beebo

    • @msanagisele1
      @msanagisele1 8 лет назад

      +no chill tina All we need now is Pat, and the two smol beans (Tyler and Josh of twenty øne piløts)

    • @ahyeslegumes8705
      @ahyeslegumes8705 8 лет назад

      +Gerard Boyd Stump yeet

    • @msanagisele1
      @msanagisele1 8 лет назад +1

      pudgee alien katie Jish you're here!

  • @ladypeace82
    @ladypeace82 8 лет назад +7

    Girl, you do NOT need any facial surgeries. You're structure is already beautifully feminine.

  • @ulovek1
    @ulovek1 8 лет назад

    Aaah!! I really love your videos. Everytime I watch a new transitioning video it makes me so happy andexcited for you,because even in little things you can see the changes.

  • @kaitlinserai5590
    @kaitlinserai5590 8 лет назад

    I went to your GoFundMe and saw how much you have already raised for your surgery! Wow! I am so happy for you so far and it made me want to donate even more. I hope you are able to reach your goal and have the body you feel comfortable having. Love your videos so much Stef! xxoo

  • @SuperhumanChichi
    @SuperhumanChichi 8 лет назад +138

    Your voice sounds....amazing! I'm a girl already, but will taking estrogen make my voice higher too? I have a super deep "guy" voice and I wish it could sound more feminine...

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +61

      No. Estrogen does NOT lighten the voice. Voice training is the only avenue, aside from one surgery that is risky because the results are unpredictable, for a person to change their voice.

    • @SuperhumanChichi
      @SuperhumanChichi 8 лет назад +5

      I see. Thanks! So the change in your pitch was only from voice training, not the estrogen and t-blockers?

    • @marksusa1826
      @marksusa1826 8 лет назад

      +Stef Sanjati i wann get marry with u baby

    • @isabellehettlinger1508
      @isabellehettlinger1508 8 лет назад

      I love your profile pick…yaaassss

    • @syndicate0101
      @syndicate0101 8 лет назад

      +Chichi
      AH?.......... WHY ARE YOU USING THE IMAGE OF HEATHER SWEET?..... [BETTER KNOWN AS *DITA VON TEESE*]

  • @Toxihex
    @Toxihex 8 лет назад +3

    I don't wanna junx it (knocks on wood) but you're the most successful transition I've seen. At this point - for so little time - your body has responded so well, as if it wanted to be female all along.

  • @Baranello92
    @Baranello92 8 лет назад

    I can't wait to see your results at 6months and at the 1 year mark. I'm so excited for you!

  • @ashley8321
    @ashley8321 8 лет назад

    I just came across your videos today and sort of binge watched some... and I just want to say I am soooo happy for you!!! Stay strong!

  • @kodakatts70
    @kodakatts70 8 лет назад +12

    You know what's crazy ? I can totally hear the difference in your voice. I started following you 3-4 months ago and WOW! huge difference in your voice.

  • @MewWolf5
    @MewWolf5 8 лет назад +73

    You have beautiful hair!

  • @s.e.petrucci3840
    @s.e.petrucci3840 8 лет назад

    Babe, I'm so happy for you! Your voice and everything is changing already! You're gorgeous and your strength helps me get through my life struggles. Love ya!

  • @sheilamason4386
    @sheilamason4386 8 лет назад

    I just want to say, i have been watching you for a little while before and now after your HRT treatments, you are gorgoeus and what you are doing, very proud, you want to be comfortable in your own skin and to do this when people can look down on it, you dont give a toss. Love you and all the best for whats to come. Sheila

  • @lilvaeh9127
    @lilvaeh9127 8 лет назад +99

    SHES SO HOT

  • @DaelynD
    @DaelynD 8 лет назад +35

    Your necklace is soooo cute! Loz

    • @letsgoasuka
      @letsgoasuka 8 лет назад +1

      Have you heard of 'the ledgend of Zelda' video game series? The necklace is for that :D

    • @letsgoasuka
      @letsgoasuka 8 лет назад

      +Rinoa Heartilly legend*

    • @Brianna.
      @Brianna. 8 лет назад +1

      +Rinoa Heartilly That's what the loz means...

    • @DaelynD
      @DaelynD 8 лет назад

      +Rinoa Heartilly I've played many of them! That's why I put "loz

    • @letsgoasuka
      @letsgoasuka 8 лет назад

      DaelynD hahaha my bad, I'm not great at abbreviations =___=

  • @baileybbb333
    @baileybbb333 8 лет назад +1

    Your videos make me feel SO POSITIVE I LIVE FOR IT UGH💕💕💕

  • @LyndasDiamonds
    @LyndasDiamonds 8 лет назад

    I just found you this evening and I've been binge watching your videos. you are a beautiful person inside and out!!!

  • @jacquelynlovene
    @jacquelynlovene 8 лет назад +3

    I haven't seen one of your videos in probably about 6 months and I can tell a notable difference in your voice. It's much more high pitched and feminine. Good luck on your journey honey. :)

  • @tinyheartscollided
    @tinyheartscollided 8 лет назад +55

    *is upset that we aren't best friends*

    • @tinyheartscollided
      @tinyheartscollided 8 лет назад

      nah, she wouldn't want to be best friends with me anyway. I am not as interesting as her.

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +14

      All of you are my best friends 💕 and yes you too!! You are supremely interesting!

    • @tinyheartscollided
      @tinyheartscollided 8 лет назад

      +Mikey Motorpsyche don't feel bad for what you said. You have nothing to be sorry about :)!

    • @siennacochran7593
      @siennacochran7593 8 лет назад

      +Mikey Motorpsyche she does not have that much Friends she has .... fans but you need to learn what a friend is and a sosciet

    • @siennacochran7593
      @siennacochran7593 8 лет назад

      +Mikey Motorpsyche don't tell me what to do . just saying . I hate when people say " I have # Friends on face book or RUclips . no one is your friend unless you see them hang out with them or text them a lot and a person you can rely on . a societ is a person you might see and cool with but you can't rely on as much as a friend like people on Facebook who are not your Real friend .

  • @heatherstronach8117
    @heatherstronach8117 8 лет назад +1

    Love, love, LOVE this look!!! You are so amazing!!

  • @alicew6359
    @alicew6359 8 лет назад +1

    You are amazing. I am physically female and it takes so much courage for me to face the downward emotional swings when they first kicked in with periods. It's amazing how you are much more honest and embracing of the changes than most girls. You are endearing. Really excited to see your future changes!

  • @femmefaeytal
    @femmefaeytal 7 лет назад +3

    So I have been watching your videos since yesterday. Bingeing is a better word I think, and I am commenting here for you to know that the song you were looking for is from Savage Garden. Just sayin.
    I have nothing but beautiful things to think about you and once I have made it through all of your videos and I have put it all together mentally, I will be sure to regale you with them. In the meantime you should know, you're a bright light and I am thoroughly enjoying watching you shine.

  • @JulieAV
    @JulieAV 8 лет назад +48

    I'm sorry I laughed but when you described the tenderness in your breasts. I am going through that too. Have you started sleeping in slightly different positions to avoid the discomfort yet? I'm much older so the changes are a lot slower. I wish I could have come out at your age but I would have been killed so it all works out.

    • @this-aint-no-party
      @this-aint-no-party 8 лет назад +9

      Wishing you all the goodness in the world, my dear 💜❤️

    • @anthozoaz
      @anthozoaz 8 лет назад +13

      I'm sorry that you had to wait for so long until it felt safe to come out. Good luck with everything

    • @reemmosalam8644
      @reemmosalam8644 8 лет назад

      +Julie AV I'm curious how old are you if I might ask? my girlfriend has to wait too and it's really frustrating .I'm afraid if she waited for too long her transition will be harder

    • @JulieAV
      @JulieAV 8 лет назад

      +becka adel I'm 58. Ya old. lol

  • @tete0observando
    @tete0observando 8 лет назад +1

    Hi Stef, I just want to say that I really hope everything goes well through your transition and brace yourself because the mood swings are really surprising! Watching this video reminded me so much of my puberty!! I used to think, when I was a child, that my hormones couldn't mess up my emotions as much as they did with my mom... Oh how wrong I was and how surprised I was when they started going up!!

  • @stephanddan
    @stephanddan 8 лет назад

    Hey Stef,I am sooo excited for you!! all your joy makes me super happy :) and I just wanted to say that you're so amazing and I love you! xxxx

  • @BlackMetalBroad
    @BlackMetalBroad 8 лет назад +10

    Your voice got even more lovely ^_^

  • @pkcax
    @pkcax 8 лет назад +16

    "don't call your mum about it"
    me, immediately: MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMM

  • @lolgurl141
    @lolgurl141 8 лет назад

    So happy for you and I wish you the best Stef, you're such a beautiful human being!

  • @zskylerharden1885
    @zskylerharden1885 8 лет назад

    watching your transition literally brings tears of joy to my eyes. You're a little angel, I'm so proud of you!

  • @3798penisholder
    @3798penisholder 8 лет назад +13

    aaah!! i'm so happy for you!!!

    • @kallirhcp
      @kallirhcp 8 лет назад +10

      Your picture 😂😍

  • @dasher0800
    @dasher0800 8 лет назад +27

    is something moving on your wall or am I crazy

  • @xgraciechadwick
    @xgraciechadwick 8 лет назад

    Every time I see you post a video I just get so happy I just love watching and listening to u. Love u so much stef

  • @JaennaHidschi
    @JaennaHidschi 8 лет назад

    I just wanted to tell you: You look beautiful! And it's just so sweet how enthusiastic you talk about all of this and I'm just very happy for you! I hope you'll soon have enough money for the operation and I wish you all the best for the rest of your journey. :-)

  • @walissatanaya
    @walissatanaya 8 лет назад +5

    ur so pretty.... like a blue mermaid or fairy... so magical

  • @catherinewilliams3312
    @catherinewilliams3312 8 лет назад +5

    $88,000 that is a whole lot of money! :O I never knew gender reassignment surgery cost this much!!!!!! I am actually shocked.
    Btw Stef, can I just say I think you look absolutely beautiful, honestly you look like a beautiful fairy. I think if I ever were to see you in real life, it would be out of this world haha.

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +19

      This is not the cost of the reassignment alone - FFS AND SRS, plus travel costs and all that jazz. I don't expect to get the full goal with donations, I have been saving my own money too that I will be adding to the pot as soon as I can!

    • @catherinewilliams3312
      @catherinewilliams3312 8 лет назад +3

      +Stef Sanjati Ohhh I understand! Also, not many people have that kind of money laying around so I can only imagine that donations would help tremendously. I wish you all the best for when you get them done❤

    • @HannahsDragonChronicle
      @HannahsDragonChronicle 8 лет назад +1

      +Stef Sanjati For a second there I read that as "FOR F***S SAKE AND SERIOUS" only, you know, abbreviated. Lol.

  • @kibasgirl29
    @kibasgirl29 8 лет назад

    On Average I'm not big on watching transition videos, but oh my goodness watching you transition so happily makes my days so much better! Thank you for sharing

  • @devanyz
    @devanyz 8 лет назад

    You look fantastic!!!!! Your voice has changed as well. I love watching your change, I so happy for you.

  • @AT-sx2jp
    @AT-sx2jp 8 лет назад +5

    Before you said it I was about to comment that your face looked rounder and more feminine! I definitely don't think it's a placebo.

  • @Subli8217
    @Subli8217 8 лет назад +17

    Just curious, doesn't your country provide free SRS? I heard in UK you get it for free

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +39

      Some countries do provide it with coverage - depending on where you live, the wait list could be very long and of course, there is only one surgeon usually that you can get the surgery with. If that surgeon is not your choice or you feel would not give you good results, it's probably best to look into other avenues if you can.

    • @Hollytargaryen
      @Hollytargaryen 8 лет назад +3

      I had my SRS free on the NHS, I did get some choice with the surgeon I went to and love the results 😀
      There's not that many surgeons in the UK that do SRS surgery tho, but they are great at what they do.
      If I wanted to I had the option to pay for it privately as I did with my breast augmentation and tracheal shave so far.

    • @Calie12
      @Calie12 8 лет назад +3

      no not in Canada where she is.

    • @PrincessRainbowSparkles
      @PrincessRainbowSparkles 8 лет назад +4

      +Subli if she wants to get it covered in ontario she probably has to wait YEARS

    • @mosspirate
      @mosspirate 8 лет назад +1

      You can get it on the NHS in the UK, but the waiting list can be years. One of my friends was told they'd be on a waiting list for 3 years, so they're getting it done privately instead, which is obviously way more expensive but the waiting time was just over a year, rather than 3 years. So I guess it depends on your own preferences as well as where you live :)

  • @PichanDaisuki
    @PichanDaisuki 8 лет назад

    OMG. I came over your vids a good while ago, and suddenly finding this video and hearing your voice was just.. wow. So cool!

  • @wpc456cpw
    @wpc456cpw 8 лет назад

    You sound so happy, this warmed my heart!!!

  • @kadburycream
    @kadburycream 8 лет назад +3

    I laughed so hard at your face when you said, "what have I been going through emotionally?" cause I know that look. Welcome to womanhood. the mood swings will never get better, it isn't even like it's just cause of all the extra estrogen right now, nope, it's gonna be a forever deal. I swear, I can have a mood swing by looking at an ice cream cone. estrogen is a kick in the pants. and I was born a girl, I can't even imagine what you're going through having the girl hormones thrown at you all at once in two months.

  • @Loweene_Ancalimon
    @Loweene_Ancalimon 8 лет назад +76

    I don't get what a "face feminization surgery" could do, like, what does it involves ? Jaw, cheeks, others ? What makes a face feminine ? What are masculine feature ? I don't see what could be feminized on a face. Then, to be honest, no one could tell from your face that you're trans. No one.
    Then about your boobies, the pain you felt crushing your boob against the door is something that is normal during cisgender female puberty. I don't really know what it is, but I remember that sudden random sting, and my mom saying "Hun, those are your boobs growing !" You're basically having a late female puberty after a male one ! Amazing how a body can do such things...

    • @jerrypie
      @jerrypie 8 лет назад

      +Ancalìmon Loweene For most trans women the face surgery is for shaving the jaw bone and brow bone

    • @Loweene_Ancalimon
      @Loweene_Ancalimon 8 лет назад

      Jerry Nguyen
      And how is it done ? I mean, you don't want to have scars on you face...

    • @LKTMonster
      @LKTMonster 8 лет назад

      +Ancalìmon Loweene I'm not exactly sure how it's done, but from what I've seen the scars aren't very noticeable. I'm pretty sure they only use small cuts to insert the saw thingy and shave it now and then stitch you up

    • @Loweene_Ancalimon
      @Loweene_Ancalimon 8 лет назад +1

      Dilrard Hum... the surgeon better not sneeze !

    • @jerrypie
      @jerrypie 8 лет назад +1

      Ancalìmon Loweene If I remember correctly incisions are made at the temple and behind the jaw so they're not visible. Cosmetic surgeons always take scarring into consideration when planning the process

  • @natasha741
    @natasha741 8 лет назад

    You're so lovely Stef so nice to see you so happy with your transitioning :). x

  • @plainegrace5712
    @plainegrace5712 8 лет назад

    Your voice has softened as well. I just rewatched your "Open letter to my dad" video, and then came right to this one, and it apparent -- you are going to have a lovely voice.

  • @ExternalVoids
    @ExternalVoids 8 лет назад +7

    HER VOICE

  • @Ringo-dd2qp
    @Ringo-dd2qp 8 лет назад +19

    I would like to donate but I have issues to understand why it costs you so much. The last time I checked the price for both procedure it was arround 20k EUR which is around 30K CAD. Or is it that you are looking for the best surgeon ?

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +66

      Yes, there are definitely less expensive avenues but those are not the doctors that I plan on going to.

    • @ourliferandoms6165
      @ourliferandoms6165 8 лет назад +3

      +Stef Sanjati I love you! 😊❤️

    • @CarolineForest
      @CarolineForest 8 лет назад +44

      +Ringo it is quite an important procedure. and its best to get it right the first time, instead of it being wrong and having to pay more to fix it up..

    • @StefSanjatiOfficial
      @StefSanjatiOfficial  8 лет назад +13

      +Caroline “Kiramuruchan” Forest right!

    • @sophiaellert2294
      @sophiaellert2294 8 лет назад +2

      On the website where you can donate she explained all the costs :)

  • @coyote1098
    @coyote1098 8 лет назад

    Hey Stef!! We started hormones around the same time and you have been such a positive energy in my own transition. Whenever there is a video from you it cheers me up and makes me feel like I am less alone in this process. You are such a lovely human being that I can hardly put down in words what you mean to me. Rock on Stef

  • @whitewolf240sx
    @whitewolf240sx 8 лет назад

    I've watched all your videos and have been following this whole adventure and you've definitely softened in the face and your voice is a lot higher and softer as well. It's kind of musical in a way, just very pretty :) keep up the good work and I love your determination! I look forward to the next video lovely!

  • @Jade-jk4zf
    @Jade-jk4zf 8 лет назад +12

    if every one of your subscribers donated a dollar, You would have 264,151 dollars. Also, I know that ffs is important for you but honestly, your face is beautiful to me :)

    • @Jade-jk4zf
      @Jade-jk4zf 8 лет назад +1

      ***** Maybe you should sell your guitar and donate the money.

    • @Quitarstudent
      @Quitarstudent 8 лет назад

      ***** you are right, i will just report and ignore comments from that asian butthurt

    • @Jade-jk4zf
      @Jade-jk4zf 8 лет назад +2

      +Quitarstudent ...I'm white. SURPRISE BITCH

    • @annagreen3823
      @annagreen3823 8 лет назад

      +姜제이드 Burn XD

    • @Quitarstudent
      @Quitarstudent 8 лет назад

      姜제이드 that makes you even worse

  • @vermillion36
    @vermillion36 8 лет назад +3

    What was the laser stuff she talked about where she started crying? Like laser hair removal?

  • @courtneyjohnson9259
    @courtneyjohnson9259 8 лет назад

    I'm so proud of you, hun! definitely donating a few $s every few weeks. that is my promise to you. I'm so excited to be with you during your transition!

  • @EdgeofinsanE365
    @EdgeofinsanE365 8 лет назад

    You're awesome Stef, I wish you the best on this journey you've embarked on ;)