11 Months on Estrogen: My FFS Consultation w/ Dr. Spiegel | Stef Sanjati
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- Опубликовано: 25 окт 2016
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Hi #breadsquad! I cover a lot of information about my upcoming FFS ( facial feminization surgery ) in this video, including my mandible contour, browbone reduction, trachea shave, and lip lift. I also go into information about my laser hair removal and my hips. Here's the link for Dr. Spiegel's website!: www.drspiegel.com/ ... I start talking about Spiegel at 4:15!
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Just so y'all cis people know....95% of trans people can never afford this kind of shit. Just wanted you to know.
Edit: So this post has gotten a bit of attention and I just wanted to clarify a few things.
1. This was not an attack on Stef in any way.
2. I meant "shit" as a synonym for "stuff", nothing malicious.
3. The main reason I posted this is because I PERSONALLY have encountered a lot of cis people who think the experiences of rich actors and successful RUclipsrs is representative of all trans people. I simply wished to clarify that they are not.
4. Have a nice day and stay beautiful (unless you don't want to i'm not your mom)
Arya Stark this is true.
Arya Stark which is why she continually says thank you to those who have donated and expresses how grateful she is to be blessed with this option.
Are you the real Arya Stark?
a girl has no name
Arya Stark Most cis people can't fork over 35k for something they want/need either, so not sure how this comment serves any purpose.
Fuck your skin looks gorgeous. You look like a dewy, buttery lil biscuit. Seriously, your complexion looks so healthy, pls give me some skin care tips and if you say oh I just moisturize I will hate you forever cause gurl pls your skin is POPPIN.
Natalia Joanna Bajor I want to marry your profile picture
Natalia Joanna Bajor SAME
your awesomeness
Stef did a video on skin care routine! check her recents
it'sMe TheHerpes What the fuck are you doing on this comment, your comment is not wanted, please go aways and dont spread hate.
Spiegel = mirror in German, which is quite a fitting name for a plastic surgeon, I think. ;)
Hips are in the front and back.Female hip bones are naturally wider and rounder than males.If you take estrogen and testosterone blockers long enough it will feminize your bone mass as well, though it cannot completely reverse the effect the testosterone has already had on your body and highly depends on what age one starts transitioning, but it will lessen your muscle and bone mass and yes, initially you will seem to gain "weight" though in reality its just your muscle mass breaking down and becoming soft, turning into "fat" because you no longer have the required amount of testosterone to sustain that amount of muscle and bone mass.
Ophelia Lynn Volkova Boe wow... science stuff m8 👏👏👏
Ophelia Lynn Volkoca Boe I'm so happy rn, having read this erased some of my worries related to bone mass. Thank you:)
bare-faced stef is so cute i wanna cry
you have lovely, youthful cheeks, good call on not altering them!
Not going to lie, I read the title as "My For F**k Sake consultation". Anyone else?
Bethan Allen HAHAHAH
Stef Sanjati
Oh my word, you replied!!! Thank you for making inspirational videos!! And thank God for people like you who educate people on issues and disputes surrounding the LGBTQIA+ community. Keep up the good work!! : )
She looks like an elf princess she's so gorgeous omg
oh man, your skin is so so clear, if you're really not wearing any foundation. you look greater than ever !!!
I never thought I'd be so excited for someone else's transition... XD This is amazing! I'm so happy for you!
So exciting to hear about your transition progress :D
Thanks for always being open & sharing Stef!!
-Philip & Shawn
I'm a cis person and I been waiting for this wonderful announcement, I been following you since u started on estrogen and I feel so excited for you and for the surgery to happen. you are already a beautiful girl but girl u are gonna slay so much once the surgery is done and healed!!!
Makeup or no makeup you are a stunning woman.
I am so glad you're feeling so good about yourself! This is a fantastic improvement!
And I cannot believe it's only six weeks until your FFS! I cannot wait to see how beautiful you look after it! (Don't get me wrong I think you are beautiful now, but this isn't about what I think, it's about how you feel about yourself).
I'm so excited to see these videos each month because you seem to get happier and more confident and comfortable each month and it's so fantastic to see this.
I'm definitely not the best at expressing how I feel but I am definitely very very excited for you and glad at how you progress between each of these videos!!
Oh my god that picture of you barely looks like you now! It's been lovely seeing how much you've changed! Thanks for sharing :) of course you were beautiful before but now your face looks so soft and cushy now!!
Im having cute aggression to be honest I wanna pinch your cheeks 😁
hahaha lol, beautyfull? but boys can't be nice girls it is science deal with it.
Girl, I am a woman over fifty and off the estrogen pills. I am starting to grow more hair on my face and losing my waist!!! no hairy chest though!!! yet.....
I am sincerely backing you, and you are a strong woman ☺
Holy wow props to you girl! The thought of plucking my face, I have a hormone disorder and I grow hair like a man, makes my eyes water. You are one brave chick! I bow to you!
In major surgery like you're going to get, they put an IV in your arm and begin administering sedative well before they start wheeling you into the operating room. You'll already be so relaxed and loopy you'll feel no anxiety whatsoever, and you'll probably loose consciousness completely before you're even situated in the room. So you can adjust your mental image of those moments to include no stress or anxiety at all. They really have the science of patient comfort down pat now.
I love you Bread Mom! 💙 I'm so proud of you, you've become such a role model to my little sister who is trans and I'm so thankful that I found your videos and was able to show them to her. Good luck with your surgery when it does happen, I'm gonna be sending you good vibes the whole time and into recovery! Love from Lena and I both xoxo
"I've never felt more comfortable looking at my myself without a full face of make up on" - it's strange but I felt so happy and "aww!" for you when you said that, I'm glad you can feel that way, and I'm certain that confidence and sense of peace you feel with your looks will only increase with time :)
you wear happiness very beautifully! having watched your transition videos from the beginning its so good to see how much you've changed, not only physically but also mentally. with each update you get even more beautiful and i think its because you seem happier and more comfortable in your own skin with each update! im so happy for you and i will be supporting you in every step of your ffs and other surgeries! have a good day xx
You're such a gorgeous human I can't.. I literally love you so much! I'm so excited for you and your journey for FFS I know it means the world to you! xoxo
Don't be too afraid of the surgery, I had an appendix surgery, i know it is very different but i was afraid too but you will fall asleep and wake up like nothing happened between.
Thank you for making a video today. I love following your transformation and I feel like you're a friend. I needed a friend today, so thank you for being here.
Uggh I can't wait for the after photos, I am so exited for you!
I'm so proud of you stef! I've been watching you for like a year and a half and it is so nice to see you progressing and stepping towards what you want and need to feel happier in yourself. Love you mum xox
I'm so excited for you Steph. are you planning on showing us all the nitty gritty? like bandages and all that stuff? I'm really curious to see your entire ffs journey of you're willing to let us see. I'm so happy for you and very proud. xxx
your skin is GLOWING!
I am so happy for you, because each time you talk about this upcoming FFS you seem very excited and happy. I can see how important it is for you, so I am just as excited alongside with you, as most of us are, too, I'm sure. Can't wait for that important day and to see the new, even happier you when it's all done! We all love and support you!
You're literally so awesome. I always get excited when I see that you uploaded a new video ☺️
Watching your videos makes me so happy. To have discovered who you're meant to be in this world and achieving the goals that you have so far is amazing. You do you girl ;)
Ugh, I literally can't wait to see you after the surgery
I started following you because I am so proud of your journey. I'm so happy you can walk around without a full face of makeup because some women (like myself ) still can't. I'm so happy you are happy with your journey. It makes me so happy with the progress most of society has does up until now. Thank you for the posts
Girl! Even though your makeup is always on point, I love seeing your face without makeup. You have such a natural beauty and your transformation has been wonderful to watch. I'm excited to see what's next!
I'm so happy for you! Get out there and shine Momma! 🌟
Steph I have been following you since before your transition, I'm happy and excited for you! You truly radiate beauty from the inside!Thank you for sharing your journey with us❣️
I am so so so excited for you! we're here for you, every step of your transition!
inspirational. more RUclipsrs should be like you. I'm a cis female, I religiously watch your videos. your energy is awesome, and I love that you educate many people going through transitions :)
I've been watching you since the beginning and I am so excited and happy for you Stef! Us Canadian gals need to stick together
Thanks for the update as your surgery date nears. I am so happy for you because you are so excited and I love to see people's dreams come true! You are so sweet and you deserve all the happiness in the world! Please continue to keep us updated and, as always, I wish you a wonderful and blessed day! ☺ ✌
AHHHHH
I just looked at the before and afters and I'm tearing so so much
I'm so excited for you!
I'm so excited for you! I hope all of your surgeries go well and you're happy with the results.
I've had plastic surgery done on my nose, so I know it can be a little scary.
Glad you're seeing such great results during your transition and guuuurl you're getting curves! 😂❤️
I'm so so so happy for you! This just made my day. I hope that it goes well, I love seeing your journey and aaah rainbows sunshine and shit I don't know what I'm saying anymore :D
I love you and I'm happy for you :) Been here with you for a full year now. You've been here with me through my illness and put a smile on my face, I'm glad to see how much this has put a smile on yours! GL
Oh Stef, this is so exciting for you! Wishing you all the best you fabulous doll!
Me: (sees the 11 months on estrogen video)
OMG ALMOST A YEAR IM SO PROUD
(heart explodes)
Best video title ever!!
Nicole Hadda ikr
Nicole Hadda omg i saw you in the youlive! lol
Yurei Hi!
I am so, so excited and happy for you Stef. Feeling the intense energy from this vlog.
Really super happy, the surgery day is getting closer and closer omg!!!! Wish you the best, HUGE HUGS from Italy!
IM SO EXCITED FOR U YAY ILYSM GOOD LUCK 💖💘💞
I'm sososo excited for you. You're like a cute little caterpillar. I can't wait to see the changes!!!
I had a nose job a few months ago and I am so excited for you. It's very weird after to see "your new self" but you learn to love it. It can be scary to go under the knife but its something you want so no regrets!! Can't wait to see the results
I've watched your channel for a while now and I'm starting to get super excited for you :D I hope it all turns out exactly or better than you dreamed of and I'm really happy that you've been so wonderful about sharing your story with everyone, you've helped me to gain a better understanding of a group of people that I was relatively unaware of and I'm grateful to you for it. Thank you Stef, good luck and much love
YOUR SKIN IS SO CLEAR!!!!!!!! OMG
love uu!!!!!!
I'm a cis woman and I was born with a square jaw. I used to hate it because it made me feel like a boy, but now I think it's super unique and beautiful on me! I feel that stef and I have somewhat similar face shapes, so it will be interesting seeing how different hers will look after surgery.
I love being welcomed back to your home every week Stef! I always watch your videos while drinking coffee in the morning before going to school so it feels like we're having brunch and gabbing about our lives lol 😁
it makes me so happy to hear your dysphoria is getting better! I love watching your journey of getting more and more confident
Your viewers' opinions of your appearance will never be nearly as important as your own opinions on your appearance, but if it brings you any happiness, I'd like to tell you that I think you're just as beautiful without makeup as you are with it. Good to see you're so excited and your surgery plans are coming along smoothly!
She looks so pretty,and her voice so is so soothing!
I'm legit so excited for your surgery! Like I can't wait for this step in your life I'm so excited for you aaaaaa
If followed your videos for quite a while and I'm just really happy for you, to be at this stage of your journey!
can't wait to see how it turns out
I'm so excited for you!!!!
Congrats on your consultation! I'm excited for you!
i'm really excited that you take us on this journey with you. i wish you all the best!
threading is also a good option! it's like plucking just all at once. but also its cheap 2-5$
I hope the surgery goes well
I have been subscribed to you since the beginning of your transition, and you have taught me so much. I am so happy for you! You are gorgeous!
We're so excited too!!! Much love!!
When you showed the work the Dr. Spiegel does, my heart kind of fluttered. I've recently been doing some thinking about my own gender identity and possible dysphoria. Your channel has helped me so much in how I see myself and trans people in my life. Thanks so much!
Srsly tho, when you put your hair up in the clip... Phenomenal! #beautyqueen #breadsquad
GUUURL how are you so funny!? I laughed so often during this video. I guess this videos are meant to be educational but I mainly watch them because you are so funny and ironic about yourself. And I think that's a very healthy way to deal with dysphoria and all the other stuff.
You look great! Seeing you this happy and comfortable and confident is giving me some real feels over here.
zomg!!! this year went by so fast!! So excited for you!
I was just thinking to myself "wow, Stef looks like a goddess" and then you said you had been worried about going outside without your make up and my first thought was "but...she's a goddess though"
I'm so happy for you!
I'm so excited for you! Counting down the days with you chica.
Ohhhh my goodness. I'm so excited for you!! Looking forward to more updates from you!
I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU
you seem more confident without as much makeup, as you usually use in videos. I remember you saying some time ago, that you still didn't feel confident enough to use less makeup. You look great either way, just really glad that you seem more confident now :)
Hahaha! I posted this before I heard you say that you went shopping today without makeup. You go
Oh Stef, I am SO excited for you! You sound so happy, you just glow. I think that all of your alterations are going to look great on you, and I can't wait to see the results. Good call on not getting the cheek implants, you totally don't need them. I already think you're flawless, but seeing you happy with yourself is the most important thing EVAH!
i can't wait to see your post surgery vid and pics, so happy for you
Bare faced?! Your skin is flawless!
I already think you're gorgeous, but I can't wait to see the results. I know it'll take some time to heal and all. I'm excited for you. :)
Congratulations! You must be so excited, I'm sending good vibes!!
So happy for you! You are gorgeous now, you'll be even more so afterwards. Keep strong and know your squad is behind you 1000%!
I heard if you pluck your hairs a lot they take longer to grow back/grow back thinner/ sometimes don't grow back at all
at least that's what happens to eyebrows lol
The hair people have before plucking hasn't seen sun, chemicals, and are of course are thinner. When hairs first come out of the pores, they're thicker and darker because they haven't been naturally bleached and thinned out. So they 'look' bigger, but they're growing out as large as the first time you grew them.
Kittedups as with eyebrows, it's commonly known when plucking it takes longer for the hair to grow back since you're pulling it out at the root as opposed to just at the skin surface. And shaving makes hair appear thicker and more course just cos when it's cutting the hair, the tip is more blunt and angled making it appear thicker. But plucking can cause the hair to stop growing or grow back super slow if it damages the follicle. If the follicle is damaged, no hair growth will occur.
Kali_Dash my leg hair used to to be so soft and there wasn't that much and it was the same as my arm hair. I shave now and my leg hair is dark, thick, and there's a lot of it even if it's long. It also is ridiculously long after a week. It gets so long, it catches in my pants and hurts or pokes through thin ones. So I fully believe the idea that shaving DOESN'T change the hair is bull shit.
Mary Hines your leg hair would have changed even if you didn't shave. I'm guessing you started shaving in your teens. So even though it looked like it was the razor making it thicker, it was your hormones. Cutting off hair that is dead wont change how your hair follicles work.
+Mary Hines you should try an epilator. it'll pull the hairs out from the roots (sounds kinda gross ngl lol) so the hairs will eventually grow back thinner
wtf...you're not wearing makeup???? HOW CAN YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS WITHOUT IT TEACH ME SENPAI
Having a horrible day and now I feel so much better hearing how amazing you feel and look and how everything is going so well xo you are amazing sweety.
im so excited to see your transformation!
I love the before and afters. The girls are so beautiful.
Your face is so feminine already. The surgery is almost pointless, but not really because i'm so excited.
I can only imagine how freaking jazzed you.
I adored how you said "the United States of America". Hahaha.
SO excited for you!!! I cant wait to see the results
So excited for you! Good luck on everything in the next few weeks and after surgery, I'm wishing you a super speedy recovery! ( I used to work in a plastic surgeons office) Take all the time you need to rest! It will take time, physically and emotionally, that's okay!!! Embrace the process and don't push yourself. Just surround yourself in support and love. ;) Lots of love and light sweetie!
I pluck my body hair, mainly my legs, it's comforting to me. Back fat! I love my back fat!
Stef, in regards to your jaw shape, I am a cis-gendered girl and I have a very strong jawline and small chin which I've inherited from my dad. As you can probably guess, he has very "masculine" features according to most people's standards.
Well... What I'm trying to say is that it's not necessarily "masculine" or "feminine" to have a certain jaw shape - it's the combination of one's facial and bodily proportions that altogether determine whether one looks like a man or a woman. I hope you're not implying that it's an ugly feature. :-/
She never said it was ugly, dysphoria just happens to be a thing
I felt the same way when stef talked about plucking her face hair-women have face fuzz too
+slylover123 Peach fuzz is different from a beard.
Dgmr She definitely does not have an intention to shame any women watching that have these features she dislikes. Since she's see herself more as a male physically than she has as a woman, she really wants to get rid of anything that'll resemble not feminine because it makes her feel more comfortable in her body. She doesn't like it on herself due to the strong desire to appear as feminine as she can, not because she believes any girl that has it is ugly.
When you said you weren't wearing g make-up I was like SLAY me with your natural beauty!!
Sending positive vibes into the universe for you! ♡ Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Everytime she said "Pluck" it sounded like "Fuck." Lol Oml i need new ears. Sorry bread mom.
You look so good without makeup!
I'm so excited to see you after the surgery! Hope it goes great
Im so exited for u!!! Yey!!! Can't wait for ur transition