Citizen Soldier - Wired For Worthless (Official Lyric Video)
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- Опубликовано: 27 июн 2023
- The effects of trauma can be hard to undo.
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15 seconds in already decided ill play this on loop for the next three weeks
Agree
🔂 🫀
I understand that. I played it until I fell asleep last night and still went right back to it when I woke up
I agree i have a playlist just for them on my phone
Same
“Trust is a Trap that took my soul” I Love that line so much, I can’t explain it but it explained my trust issues perfectly
We hear you 🫀
@@CitizenSoldier ❤️❤️
That line hit so close to home! I hear you!
Amen brother.
Same
If this isn't played at my funeral, I won't come
"Love is a lie, hope is a hole, hatred is home, It's a part of me I can't let go"
This hit me to my core. I use IFS therapy for my abandonment and CPTSD. This is the only song in existence that describes it so accurately. Thank you Jake!
So true and similar except I don’t want therapy. Life is better for me with not trusting others.
@@magnarcreed3801The IP seems to identify with their trauma as a status symbol.
Or else they would never have posted such a thing.
It could be a coping mechanism, or perhaps they seek attention.
You or I cannot know.
Therapy can be useful in certain circumstances, but not those in which "trust" is prerequisite.
People always believe they understand, and they never actually do.
I recommend reading into the subject of psychology for yourself. That requires trust in no one.
There is a fraction of psychologists (I estimate 0.05%?) who have a reasonable understanding of human nature, and that is what you should look for: not people who seek to tell you who you are and what your problem is, but people who seem to be capable of understanding the big picture, and whose insights you can learn from and incorporate (not wholesale, but *meritically* (meritical: of a process based on merit)) into your own perspective.
My own personal opinion, is that therapy is largely hopeless. Have you seen some of the imbeciles out there with a psychology degree? How could you trust that you are getting a serious psychologist as your therapist?
You shouldn't.
Start by reading about psychology (I suggest books as opposed to articles) and perhaps, from there, if necessary, you can find the particular "type" of therapy and therapist that would actually be helpful for you.
@@ericfarina3935 you have no idea how...amazing and dumbfounding your view is to me. I struggle since 4 years to find help and even ended up in hospital from serotonin toxicity and took a break from trying for several months. And new psychiatrist still looks into documentation from 3 years ago and still wants to describe SSRI again,which just during first week gave me almost same symptoms. I told him why I gave up or got my meds changed so often. And after I told my last psychologist suggested me I might have ADHD and I said I felt validated in my self-diagnosis which I kept to myself. He...doesn't feel to understand. Oh,and I got here on YT thanks to RSD.
I'm always pumped for a new citizen soldier song. they're always full of purpose and help me through my demons
Glad it helps 🫀
same
Same here ❤
Same
Helps us all xx
As someone who's struggling a lot with abandonment issues and always feels like I'm not enough, this really hit the spot. Songs like that really make me feel like I'm not the only one feeling this way, you help me feel less alone. Keep up the amazing work, you guys are really awesome ❤️
Me too 🖤
Me as well
Dang this hits hard. I’m crying because this exactly how I’ve felt for so many years. Thank you Citizen Soldier for giving those of us who feel our voices unheard an amazing platform where we no longer feel so alone.
much love my friend! 🫶
I agree, I’ve felt the same way for many years. Although my Dog and Family always help me out in my really tough times. Remember, you always have something positive around, or with you.
@@user-qz8xp5sr1o This is True Bro 💖
Jesus loves you. God bless
@@Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk You too.
Hey depression, wake up! There's another CC song.
The way your songs reach people is amazing. Another banger to be on loop for a week or so. ❤
thank you! 🫶
@@CitizenSoldier 🫶
Once again citizen solider has made me cry with their powerful words. I never knew your music would be the thing to save my life. ❤
It's ok to cry 🫀
SAME
For everyone who needs to hear this. Your not the only one that's feeling this way! And i am proud of you for fighting the memories! ❤
"Love is a lie
Hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake
Hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've know"
Even with my intense anxiety, the first time I heard these lines I thought "Oh, that's awful!" Until I realized "Oh wait, it's what I constantly tell myself, anyway". Always telling myself not to be hopeful, and to stop searching for those things that might bring me happiness because they'll all just go away. So many friends faded away. So many sweet things turned into sour things by one sentence. Hating myself is all I've known, anyway, and joyful things can't stay because of that. It's kinda sad, having such awful things actually be my life. Don't worry, I see the good, I do, but I think it makes me feel better seeing the good things as nothing big
If it makes you feel better, your not alone. I know I'm parta that club, and I know a lot of other people are to. It's ok to not be ok.
Do you know how to live life to the fullest? Play with what you have :p
You are not alone with this. But the more you tell yourself that the worse it will get. So, try something new be ambitious and whatever you do never stop fighting
Ppl dont understand the edge of being ok and not, constantly, i hear you with your anxiety. You really are not alone in this fight. Keep it together☯️🤘🏽
No love
No friends
No love from family
Just become failure for trying to becoming perfect
And I'm wired for worthless
😄😄😄
This song has punched through my heart and straight to my soul! The raw emotion behind each lyric is so powerful, this is a song to help the hurt and fight the battle at the same time.
Hope it helps 🫀
I have lost track of how many times I've listened to this song since the day it debuted, and this last weekend I finally felt strong enough to tell my wife this is how I feel. Not due to her, but from how I was raised and how my dad treated me, and still does to this day.
I finally feel strong enough to tell him how I feel, and will no longer tolerate the way I've been treated.
Thank you Citizens Solider for making this song.
The drummer really went in on this song, absolutely loved it!
As always, the lyrics hit hard and not in a bad way. Putting words to feelings that were previously unable to be explained, letting people know that they're not the only ones who are in that dark place, and that they're no longer suffering in silence
Keep on rocking, Citizen Soldier
"Love is a lie, hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake, hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've known"
I love this song! It just preaches how when you've been abonanded and betrayed by everyone you've ever loved or trusted. You just fill with hatered. At others for betraying you and yourself for having failed, making them leave. The back and forth between blaming yourself and others ending in you, knowing that "love is a lie, hope is a hole," and "hatred is home."
I have been fighting BPD for two years now. Your songs always hit differently, especially the first verse:
"Pull you in, push you away
It's how I say: “I'm a little unstable”
Emotionless like a machine
Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables"
It really touches my soul!
Keep fighting, hang in there. Been fighting since 16, diagnosed since 18, it's shit, it's an insane struggle, but it does get better just that little bit every so often, and eventually it's manageable. I'm soon 25 now, still alive, contrary to what I had used to hope for when I was young.
OMG ME TOO! It's so hard it like idk what I want most of the time and it stresses me out :'0 was diagnosed when I was 21, I'm 23 now but I'm getting better! Hope you are too!/g
You guys legit have never made a song that didn’t hit the nail on the head. Amazing
I love that you make soft, uplifting songs, and then there's ones like this that acknowledge the intense emotions that trauma and/or mental illness makes you go through. Intrusive thoughts, emotional Dysregulation, etc.
Most of us can relate to at least one part of this song, so thank you for helping us feel heard. ;
This song is about me. I'm glad you wrote this song. Thank you very much Citizen Soldier. I thank you that you understand me writing all these songs.❤
I loved this tarck, I was surprised all the way! The work on the instrumentation is phenomenal, I'm so happy to have discovered this music 🫶
And the message as often touches me personally even if I'm much better since the first time I listened to your music!
Thanks again Matthew, Kyle, Jake, Wonita, Kooper and everyone who works with you🪄
Appreciate you! 🫀
you forget to thanks one person who made this video. EVPRODUCTION
@@anjukapyaar8656 I agree! I let a comment on his RUclips channel too 🖤
This song hit me big time. Has all the feelings I can never explain. Thanks Citizen Soldier. Your music has gotten me through some really tough times and still does.❤
"Memories of times I was not enough to make the ones I need most just wanna stay" I've been saying that forever. I don't want someone to stay because I made them. I want them to stay because they want to stay with me
Got to listen to it on Apple Music. Many of your songs have left me speechless, this one included. God almighty, you guys knocked it out of the park with this one!! I loved the pauses between ‘worth’ and ‘less’, and I especially loved that bridge!! Those first notes in the bridge reminded me so much of the bridge in Red’s Breathe Into Me and I was instantly hit with intense nostalgia! I absolutely loved it!! Amazing work, all of you! Can’t wait for more!!! ❤️🖤❤️🤘
Appreciate those words 🫀
Waited all night for this song to come out! I love it so much the lyrics really speak to me! ❤️🩹🔥
Me too. I was there for the drop
Glad to hear that 🫀
Same here
I’m currently watching every citizen soldier video that they have. My life is currently crumbling down around me. I lost my insurance, my dads truck broke down, now my brother is in the ICU after a major car accident. I’m not sure what else can go wrong at this point. Listening to this band always makes me feel a little bit better to know that I’m not the only one struggling with tough stuff. Having no friends also does not help.
When my world is crashing down, then you guys come to pull me up. That's what I needed in the darkest night.
so glad our music does that for you! 🫶
This is definitely one of my favorites. I love the lines “Getting abandoned is all I’ve known. I have tried I have tried to be perfect but I believe I believe I deserve it.” My self-deprecating thoughts get to me every once and a while and that is exactly how I feel.
Sending love 🫀
this song just explained me.. sadly.
crying to this song now i hate how relatable this is to me.. especially the part where it says "i have tried to be perfect" words cant explain how much i relate..
This is easily every girl at the facility I work at. They all have so much trauma despite being so young. I hope they can grow to have your strength and can learn to rise above their trials as you have.
Thank you as always for your powerful and poignant musical masterpieces
First song that hits every fiber of frustration an despair felt when losing and trying and losing again holding to what little strength one has left just to take one breath just to keep going almost without hope, alone, forgotten and broken.
Exactly... I'm right there with you..
"Trust is the trap that took my soul" This line hit's deeper each time I hear it. (Great job as usual!)
Learned a few weeks ago that a close friend suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder, which lines up with a lot of the stuff mentioned in this song. Just shared it with them and they really appreciated it.
I love how it goes from a natrual voice of "worth" then "less" is just screamed. It's hillarious. That's what makes this song really hard actually
Was able to see them in concert one of the most down to earth. People I've ever had the privilege to speak with. He waited for the long line of people and spoke with everyone of them. And made you feel good enough.
Dude gives the most comforting hugs, too!
Got lucky finding this so soon, I absolutely adore your music! Been so excited for this song to come out!
Glad to hear that 🫀
If only more unaffected people could understand or empathize with the chaos inside our abused minds! I am so very sorry you experienced this @CitizenSoldier and everyone else whom this rings true for. Realizing you are not alone is both comforting AND disturbing. Much love and hugs to you all. 💙
I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. For all 21 years of my life I never knew how to say it quite right, but here it is, my feelings laid bare before me.
If youll excuse me, ill be blasting this so damn loud my neighbors will feel the bass.
Thank you for this. Ill be playing it on repeat for the next 2 months.
Me too. From southwest MO.
@@SarafinaSummers south TX lol
It's hard to escape the pull of hatred, when all you see is betrayal all around you. No matter how kind a soul begins.. this world will constantly try to corrupt it. I've come to believe.
Honestly resonate with this song way more than I feel like I should. Something happened to just make it feel stronger and it’s the way I grew up. That chorus is just perfection 💔 "Its a part of me that I can't let go..."
"Getting abandoned is all I've known" hits close to home
"Love is a lie" is the line that spoke to me the most, having loved ones not truly care hit me hard... all i can ever say is, thank you for all your music
I don’t know how you did it, but you managed to put into words how I feel as a person with BPD. I think this is one of your hardest-hitting songs for me. Thank you for spreading awareness and encouragement through your music.
This song freaking slaps! ❤
Thanks for another one that speaks for us. Your lyrics speak when no words can.
It finally dropped!!
We've waited so long and it's been so worth it. You guys do such an important thing with your songs. Keep it up Citizen Soldier! You are doing amazing! ❤
2 weeks passed and I'm still playing this non-stop. The fact that someone so amazing can put my emotions in words, is why I feel so much better. Also listening to songs from Citizen Soldier is like having a therapy, it's because they are those rare, understanding and amazing people you just want to cherish with your whole heart
ive waited for this song for such a long time and it was definitely worth it! thank you guys so much 🫀
It's finally here 🫀
After so long this masterpiece has released and “I have tried I have tried to be perfect” has to be one of the best verses alongside monster made of memories
Always find myself listening to your music in a time of crisis.
This is how I've felt for a long time. Makes me realize I am not alone. You're truly amazing for what you do.
bro that "I've tried to be perfect" nailed something in me, I got goosebumps I sweard
Incredible, this song is spectacular, without a doubt they are an incredible band, their music crosses borders.
greetings from Mexico
Love Mexico! 🫀
As much as I listen to a lot of music which I still do. This song sounds so good because not only that I saw shorts of it but I can't remember when. This is the best song by far for anyone. Good Job Citizen Soldier!❤
Wow. I didn't plan on crying today from being told how my brain was wired... I think I needed this. A lot. Thank you for another great song, it's been a while since I was able to cry. So thank you again!
My therapist is always so impressed by my ability to articulate my emotions on paper. I'd like to think it's because of you guys that I'm so in touch with myself now... more than i ever was 4 years ago when i found you all. As someone who struggles with self inflicted trauma and trauma dealt to myself by others, it truly is hard to unlearn the negative core beliefs that become a part of your being through such experiences. Much love to the band and everyone that's struggling in their own battles. Keep fighting, it's not a wasted effort... make the changes you need in your environment so you can begin working on finding yourself again and combat the negative with the positive, even if you don't believe in what you tell yourself. Undoing the negative core beliefs and radically accepting your past is the hardest parts of healing but you can do it! I believe in you ❤
Been waiting for months for this song to come out. Yet another song that states EXACTLY how I've felt since 14 years old. Thank you again Citizen Soldier for another great song. ❤️🔥❤️🔥
Thanks again for this amazing song Citizen Soldier as someone struggling with depression having dark thoughts is a normal occurrence for me but your songs give hope and a way to understand that I am not the only one feeling that way Thanks again an have a nice day greetings from Chile
You are not worthless, you just have not found your worth yet. Just keep living and you will find it.
This songs speaks to me like if it knew my struggles. Truly a masterpiece and a absolute banger at that! Thank you to the artist Citizen Soldier for creating this song. 🙏
I swear this Band don’t miss every song is always a banger ❤
I’ve only got to the end of the first chorus and I already have goosebumps. This song is awesome!
As someone with BPD, this really hit hard. Thank you for releasing this, it helped me to explain to people what it is like when I have a "flare". You guys are amazing, keep up the amazing work.
It hits really hard for me as well, but I have BPD II. The highs are less intense, but the downs are more severe for BPD II.
Bipolar sucks, I have Borderline Personality Disorder, but I have a sister with Bipolar II and I know it can be really difficult to manage.
I swear they get heavier with each release, and I'm not complaining, you guys never disappoint!
More on the way 🫀
In all honesty, this song and "My Own Miracle" describe me to a tee. I did send both of them to a friend saying, "These songs are me to a tee." I love how real your songs are, so keep up the good work!!
Heeeey, sou do Brazil, e é sempre muito satisfatório encontrar talentos como esses. Parabéns pelo trabalho!!!!!!
Going through hell almost everyday with my thoughts and demons, citizen soldier is my happiness and addiction every single song makes me feel less alone. Constantly blaring your songs through my speaker❤
Reminds me of 2000’s Shinedown, theory of a deadman, 3 days Grace, etc.. All my favorite music, I’ve never fallen in love with a band so quickly!! ESPECIALLY newer artists, you guys are awesome!
You guys will probably never see this comment. But I just want to say you guys are my comfort music. If I’m getting really down I come listen to your music and it helps me not feel so alone. Thank you ❤
LYRICS HERE
Pull you in, push you away
That's how I say I'm a little unstable
Emotionless, like a machine
Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables
A brain built by every memory
Of times I was not enough to make
The ones I need most just wanna stay
What's wrong with me?
Love is a lie, hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake, hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I am wired for worthless (worthless)
Wired for worthless (worthless)
Every act of kindness, every word of praise
Makes the system malfunction
Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake
Is what feeds the combustion
A brain built by every memory
Of times I was vulnerable in vain
That just proved I'm never worth the pain
What's wrong with me?
Love is a lie, hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake, hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I am wired for worthless
Less
Love is a lie
Hope is a hole
Hatred is home
It's a part of me that I can't let go
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I'm wired for worthless
Less
Wired for worthless (less)
I officially will be playing this song for the next week on repeat!
Also does anyone else hear the opening instrumental to disturbed - down with the sickness at 1:59 ?!
The fact that so many people enjoy your music, and I am one of them, shows just how broken we are as a society.
It’s already on loop I’m In love with this song it explains a lot
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My lunch break flew by too fast, running my doggo to this track on loop and screaming the lyrics at full volume after we dealt with a suicidal caller at my job. Thank you.
How did you comment this 3 days ago when you released this yesterday?
@@stubbycore6546 maybe they forgot to mention this 3 days ago
chimbonic
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How my last relationship made me feel when she called off the engagement after we were together for two years, moves on from me so easily, told me I was the reason why it wasn’t working out and made me feel like was nothing and chose another over me who ended up abandoning them like they did me but still stood up for them and I got so low one night I contemplated taking me life and got so close but thank god I didn’t and I saw everyone who is there and was there for me and loves me! On top of that my mother told my biological father that I was doing bad and he never called once tho he’s never really been there for me so that added onto to the pain even more tho I expected that from him lol but I have a father who raised me and that’s what matters to thank you citizen soldier this song made me cry and I love y’all for that it’s amazing song and many of us needed it !
I've just seen your shorts containing a short part of this song, im happy i found it today and can listen to this masterpiece!
I knew it would be good and you guys never disappoint.
And kudos to Jake, coz those harsh vocals are just glorious! I freaking love it
Appreciate that 🫀
@@CitizenSoldierlove you guys! ❤
I feel sorry for Jakes vocal chords those screams sounded like they were painful to perform but well done that is an amazing song I loved the parts with the whisper as it made the screams more impactful another banger can't wait to see what's next👏👏
At last Citizen soldier you did another good song I've been waiting so long on this song since the first yt short and been dying to hear the entire song.
This song speaks to alot of people so please keep up the work!
This band is literally helping me battle my inner demons and the depression of a divorce. Thank you guys for making amazing meaningful music
You guys are so insanely good! I can't thank you enough for the messages in your songs and for your music overall!
Love this so much! This one hits so much of what it feels like right now. Except the people I'm desperately afraid to disappoint have given me nothing but encouragement, but I still feel like this. Thank you guys for giving me the words to what I've been feeling.
Much love 🫀
when i think no one knows what im going through I just play a citizen soldier song and it makes me remember that im not alone in this fight for happiness in myself
trust is the trap that took my soul hits hard. and then "Every word of praise makes the system unstable. Thank you for making the songs it helps when I have none I can talk to. Don't stop the great work you are awesome.
OH MY GOD! This is definitely going on my playlist! You guys NEVER miss!!!
Appreciate your support 🫀
Agreed. They don't have a single bad song.
This one Hits harder than others songs. ❤
I well be listening to this on repeat 🔁.
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I've been replaying the shorts of this song and I am so happy the full song is released. It hurts like home
R.I.P. Dad.. Master Army Sergeant George E. Henschel 😩 Born in 1921 and served from 1936 to 1965. 💖🙏💖
Another touching song, not only in the beat with the lyrics and vocals
Appreciate that 🫀
Citizen Soldier never disappoints lyrics instrumentals perfect Good work
We try 🫀
@@CitizenSoldierYou succeed.
‘Love is Lie, Hope is a Hole’ speak volumes to me,love has done nothing but case me pain and suffering, then just when I become hopeful for someone they then prove why I despise love and never give hope a chance anymore.
I just discoverd your songs around a month ago and- I- I have all my playlist with ur songs- and, I’ll be honest,the song is very relatable
Your songs are so good I can’t get enough of them keep up the good work
Glad to hear that 🫀
been waiting for this release since it was teased and I can’t like you’ve absafuckinlutely smashed it
Thanks for being patient 🫀
@@CitizenSoldierthank you for being vulnerable 🖤
I want to thank you, becouse of you I was able to fight with depression and anxiety. This song reminds me my life and I am glad that you make songs for people with mental health problems like PTSD, depression or Anxiety thank you my friend
Last year around July, I discovered this amazing people and their music. I'm low-key supporting and praising their masterpiece for a year now. Great job gentleman. You don't know how many people you saved by creating such music. Long live!!!
The fact that I find this song so relatable is so depressing, but I dont mind. I'm definitely going to be forcing my friends to listen to this song 😈
Thanks for sharing 🫀
Best song this album!
More on the way 🫀
This is definitely going in my abandoned play list. I feel like this most days. And i have family that dont want me. I tried so hard for them and get nothing in return. Love the song. It has so much meaning and feeling. Awesome job citizen soldier!!!
its scary how precise these songs are to what these feelings are, yet a comfort to know that someone else has been through this or still going through it and these songs give words to emotions and feelings that many including me couldnt understand to begin with