Citizen Soldier - Wired For Worthless (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 27 июн 2023
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  • @JustusGagnon1
    @JustusGagnon1 11 месяцев назад +528

    I'm always pumped for a new citizen soldier song. they're always full of purpose and help me through my demons

  • @A_AA_AA_AA_AA_A
    @A_AA_AA_AA_AA_A 11 месяцев назад +399

    “Trust is a Trap that took my soul” I Love that line so much, I can’t explain it but it explained my trust issues perfectly

  • @optimist_introvertiert_nam7271
    @optimist_introvertiert_nam7271 10 месяцев назад +29

    If this isn't played at my funeral, I won't come

  • @ayoo8656
    @ayoo8656 11 месяцев назад +273

    As someone who's struggling a lot with abandonment issues and always feels like I'm not enough, this really hit the spot. Songs like that really make me feel like I'm not the only one feeling this way, you help me feel less alone. Keep up the amazing work, you guys are really awesome ❤️

  • @alexbrown792
    @alexbrown792 11 месяцев назад +1103

    15 seconds in already decided ill play this on loop for the next three weeks

  • @Strangerequestrian5938
    @Strangerequestrian5938 11 месяцев назад +147

    Once again citizen solider has made me cry with their powerful words. I never knew your music would be the thing to save my life. ❤

  • @Revan82726
    @Revan82726 11 месяцев назад +299

    Dang this hits hard. I’m crying because this exactly how I’ve felt for so many years. Thank you Citizen Soldier for giving those of us who feel our voices unheard an amazing platform where we no longer feel so alone.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +32

      much love my friend! 🫶

    • @user-qz8xp5sr1o
      @user-qz8xp5sr1o 11 месяцев назад +7

      I agree, I’ve felt the same way for many years. Although my Dog and Family always help me out in my really tough times. Remember, you always have something positive around, or with you.

    • @khadijaaitahmed818
      @khadijaaitahmed818 11 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@user-qz8xp5sr1o This is True Bro 💖

    • @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk
      @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk 11 месяцев назад +1

      Jesus loves you. God bless

    • @user-qz8xp5sr1o
      @user-qz8xp5sr1o 11 месяцев назад

      @@Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk You too.

  • @Albaey2
    @Albaey2 11 месяцев назад +57

    For everyone who needs to hear this. Your not the only one that's feeling this way! And i am proud of you for fighting the memories! ❤

  • @zambiemaster1980
    @zambiemaster1980 11 месяцев назад +70

    This song has punched through my heart and straight to my soul! The raw emotion behind each lyric is so powerful, this is a song to help the hurt and fight the battle at the same time.

  • @Wind_Cursed
    @Wind_Cursed 9 месяцев назад +94

    "Love is a lie
    Hope is a hole
    Trust is the trap that took my soul
    Family is fake
    Hatred is home
    Getting abandoned is all I've know"
    Even with my intense anxiety, the first time I heard these lines I thought "Oh, that's awful!" Until I realized "Oh wait, it's what I constantly tell myself, anyway". Always telling myself not to be hopeful, and to stop searching for those things that might bring me happiness because they'll all just go away. So many friends faded away. So many sweet things turned into sour things by one sentence. Hating myself is all I've known, anyway, and joyful things can't stay because of that. It's kinda sad, having such awful things actually be my life. Don't worry, I see the good, I do, but I think it makes me feel better seeing the good things as nothing big

    • @ajninjagamer5233
      @ajninjagamer5233 8 месяцев назад +6

      If it makes you feel better, your not alone. I know I'm parta that club, and I know a lot of other people are to. It's ok to not be ok.

    • @jakubduzy5766
      @jakubduzy5766 8 месяцев назад +3

      Do you know how to live life to the fullest? Play with what you have :p

    • @pikachu23xyz53
      @pikachu23xyz53 8 месяцев назад +4

      You are not alone with this. But the more you tell yourself that the worse it will get. So, try something new be ambitious and whatever you do never stop fighting

    • @ulysseslopez6350
      @ulysseslopez6350 8 месяцев назад +3

      Ppl dont understand the edge of being ok and not, constantly, i hear you with your anxiety. You really are not alone in this fight. Keep it together☯️🤘🏽

    • @ADRIEN_PAUL
      @ADRIEN_PAUL 3 месяца назад +1

      No love
      No friends
      No love from family
      Just become failure for trying to becoming perfect
      And I'm wired for worthless
      😄😄😄

  • @foxythepirate3218
    @foxythepirate3218 11 месяцев назад +36

    As always, the lyrics hit hard and not in a bad way. Putting words to feelings that were previously unable to be explained, letting people know that they're not the only ones who are in that dark place, and that they're no longer suffering in silence
    Keep on rocking, Citizen Soldier

  • @reneegood6393
    @reneegood6393 11 месяцев назад +216

    "Love is a lie, hope is a hole, hatred is home, It's a part of me I can't let go"
    This hit me to my core. I use IFS therapy for my abandonment and CPTSD. This is the only song in existence that describes it so accurately. Thank you Jake!

    • @magnarcreed3801
      @magnarcreed3801 11 месяцев назад +4

      So true and similar except I don’t want therapy. Life is better for me with not trusting others.

    • @ericfarina3935
      @ericfarina3935 11 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@magnarcreed3801​The IP seems to identify with their trauma as a status symbol.
      Or else they would never have posted such a thing.
      It could be a coping mechanism, or perhaps they seek attention.
      You or I cannot know.
      Therapy can be useful in certain circumstances, but not those in which "trust" is prerequisite.
      People always believe they understand, and they never actually do.
      I recommend reading into the subject of psychology for yourself. That requires trust in no one.
      There is a fraction of psychologists (I estimate 0.05%?) who have a reasonable understanding of human nature, and that is what you should look for: not people who seek to tell you who you are and what your problem is, but people who seem to be capable of understanding the big picture, and whose insights you can learn from and incorporate (not wholesale, but *meritically* (meritical: of a process based on merit)) into your own perspective.
      My own personal opinion, is that therapy is largely hopeless. Have you seen some of the imbeciles out there with a psychology degree? How could you trust that you are getting a serious psychologist as your therapist?
      You shouldn't.
      Start by reading about psychology (I suggest books as opposed to articles) and perhaps, from there, if necessary, you can find the particular "type" of therapy and therapist that would actually be helpful for you.

    • @martakeczek6476
      @martakeczek6476 3 месяца назад

      ​@@ericfarina3935​ you have no idea how...amazing and dumbfounding your view is to me. I struggle since 4 years to find help and even ended up in hospital from serotonin toxicity and took a break from trying for several months. And new psychiatrist still looks into documentation from 3 years ago and still wants to describe SSRI again,which just during first week gave me almost same symptoms. I told him why I gave up or got my meds changed so often. And after I told my last psychologist suggested me I might have ADHD and I said I felt validated in my self-diagnosis which I kept to myself. He...doesn't feel to understand. Oh,and I got here on YT thanks to RSD.

  • @calebbeers2512
    @calebbeers2512 11 месяцев назад +24

    I have lost track of how many times I've listened to this song since the day it debuted, and this last weekend I finally felt strong enough to tell my wife this is how I feel. Not due to her, but from how I was raised and how my dad treated me, and still does to this day.
    I finally feel strong enough to tell him how I feel, and will no longer tolerate the way I've been treated.
    Thank you Citizens Solider for making this song.

  • @TsBROPudding
    @TsBROPudding 11 месяцев назад +33

    The drummer really went in on this song, absolutely loved it!

  • @Sam_StillDrawZz
    @Sam_StillDrawZz 11 месяцев назад +242

    Hey depression, wake up! There's another CC song.
    The way your songs reach people is amazing. Another banger to be on loop for a week or so. ❤

  • @CSCrusader87
    @CSCrusader87 11 месяцев назад +14

    I love this song! It just preaches how when you've been abonanded and betrayed by everyone you've ever loved or trusted. You just fill with hatered. At others for betraying you and yourself for having failed, making them leave. The back and forth between blaming yourself and others ending in you, knowing that "love is a lie, hope is a hole," and "hatred is home."

  • @ZornyPooh
    @ZornyPooh 11 месяцев назад +33

    I have been fighting BPD for two years now. Your songs always hit differently, especially the first verse:
    "Pull you in, push you away
    It's how I say: “I'm a little unstable”
    Emotionless like a machine
    Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables"
    It really touches my soul!

    • @drpzor
      @drpzor 5 месяцев назад

      Keep fighting, hang in there. Been fighting since 16, diagnosed since 18, it's shit, it's an insane struggle, but it does get better just that little bit every so often, and eventually it's manageable. I'm soon 25 now, still alive, contrary to what I had used to hope for when I was young.

    • @gaylien465
      @gaylien465 3 месяца назад

      OMG ME TOO! It's so hard it like idk what I want most of the time and it stresses me out :'0 was diagnosed when I was 21, I'm 23 now but I'm getting better! Hope you are too!/g

  • @lilian_fortane
    @lilian_fortane 11 месяцев назад +44

    I loved this tarck, I was surprised all the way! The work on the instrumentation is phenomenal, I'm so happy to have discovered this music 🫶
    And the message as often touches me personally even if I'm much better since the first time I listened to your music!
    Thanks again Matthew, Kyle, Jake, Wonita, Kooper and everyone who works with you🪄

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +7

      Appreciate you! 🫀

    • @anjukapyaar8656
      @anjukapyaar8656 2 месяца назад +1

      you forget to thanks one person who made this video. EVPRODUCTION

    • @lilian_fortane
      @lilian_fortane 2 месяца назад

      @@anjukapyaar8656 I agree! I let a comment on his RUclips channel too 🖤

  • @dolphinmonkey16
    @dolphinmonkey16 11 месяцев назад +22

    This song hit me big time. Has all the feelings I can never explain. Thanks Citizen Soldier. Your music has gotten me through some really tough times and still does.❤

  • @optimist_introvertiert_nam7271
    @optimist_introvertiert_nam7271 10 месяцев назад +8

    "Love is a lie, hope is a hole
    Trust is the trap that took my soul
    Family is fake, hatred is home
    Getting abandoned is all I've known"

  • @laurah200
    @laurah200 11 месяцев назад +14

    You guys legit have never made a song that didn’t hit the nail on the head. Amazing

  • @juliameyer10313
    @juliameyer10313 11 месяцев назад +6

    "Memories of times I was not enough to make the ones I need most just wanna stay" I've been saying that forever. I don't want someone to stay because I made them. I want them to stay because they want to stay with me

  • @demiarcodaci
    @demiarcodaci 11 месяцев назад +8

    This song is about me. I'm glad you wrote this song. Thank you very much Citizen Soldier. I thank you that you understand me writing all these songs.❤

  • @artic_fox2157
    @artic_fox2157 11 месяцев назад +6

    "Trust is the trap that took my soul" This line hit's deeper each time I hear it. (Great job as usual!)

  • @kayladevree7052
    @kayladevree7052 11 месяцев назад +5

    I’m currently watching every citizen soldier video that they have. My life is currently crumbling down around me. I lost my insurance, my dads truck broke down, now my brother is in the ICU after a major car accident. I’m not sure what else can go wrong at this point. Listening to this band always makes me feel a little bit better to know that I’m not the only one struggling with tough stuff. Having no friends also does not help.

  • @AlysonBate
    @AlysonBate 11 месяцев назад +6

    I love that you make soft, uplifting songs, and then there's ones like this that acknowledge the intense emotions that trauma and/or mental illness makes you go through. Intrusive thoughts, emotional Dysregulation, etc.
    Most of us can relate to at least one part of this song, so thank you for helping us feel heard. ;

  • @ShadowWing
    @ShadowWing 11 месяцев назад +7

    When my world is crashing down, then you guys come to pull me up. That's what I needed in the darkest night.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +2

      so glad our music does that for you! 🫶

  • @mrgibbons9995
    @mrgibbons9995 11 месяцев назад +5

    It's hard to escape the pull of hatred, when all you see is betrayal all around you. No matter how kind a soul begins.. this world will constantly try to corrupt it. I've come to believe.

  • @RDGamer321
    @RDGamer321 10 месяцев назад +5

    Learned a few weeks ago that a close friend suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder, which lines up with a lot of the stuff mentioned in this song. Just shared it with them and they really appreciated it.

  • @anidiotnamedlara3-tb3qw
    @anidiotnamedlara3-tb3qw 11 месяцев назад +5

    this song just explained me.. sadly.
    crying to this song now i hate how relatable this is to me.. especially the part where it says "i have tried to be perfect" words cant explain how much i relate..

  • @calibflory7657
    @calibflory7657 11 месяцев назад +4

    Was able to see them in concert one of the most down to earth. People I've ever had the privilege to speak with. He waited for the long line of people and spoke with everyone of them. And made you feel good enough.

    • @SarafinaSummers
      @SarafinaSummers 11 месяцев назад

      Dude gives the most comforting hugs, too!

  • @stealthpanther
    @stealthpanther 11 месяцев назад +4

    This is easily every girl at the facility I work at. They all have so much trauma despite being so young. I hope they can grow to have your strength and can learn to rise above their trials as you have.
    Thank you as always for your powerful and poignant musical masterpieces

  • @Fernando-FenixDubs
    @Fernando-FenixDubs 11 месяцев назад +14

    Incredible, this song is spectacular, without a doubt they are an incredible band, their music crosses borders.
    greetings from Mexico

  • @alexbaker7137
    @alexbaker7137 11 месяцев назад +18

    Got lucky finding this so soon, I absolutely adore your music! Been so excited for this song to come out!

  • @lynxface3214
    @lynxface3214 11 месяцев назад +4

    I don’t know how you did it, but you managed to put into words how I feel as a person with BPD. I think this is one of your hardest-hitting songs for me. Thank you for spreading awareness and encouragement through your music.
    This song freaking slaps! ❤

  • @Munchichic36
    @Munchichic36 11 месяцев назад +4

    If only more unaffected people could understand or empathize with the chaos inside our abused minds! I am so very sorry you experienced this @CitizenSoldier and everyone else whom this rings true for. Realizing you are not alone is both comforting AND disturbing. Much love and hugs to you all. 💙

  • @Ventiiiiiii
    @Ventiiiiiii 11 месяцев назад +78

    Waited all night for this song to come out! I love it so much the lyrics really speak to me! ❤️‍🩹🔥

  • @Spider_Gone_Rogue
    @Spider_Gone_Rogue 11 месяцев назад +6

    If youll excuse me, ill be blasting this so damn loud my neighbors will feel the bass.
    Thank you for this. Ill be playing it on repeat for the next 2 months.

  • @tenchuanpr
    @tenchuanpr 6 месяцев назад +2

    First song that hits every fiber of frustration an despair felt when losing and trying and losing again holding to what little strength one has left just to take one breath just to keep going almost without hope, alone, forgotten and broken.

    • @david-gu1bi
      @david-gu1bi 4 месяца назад

      Exactly... I'm right there with you..

  • @korenewhite9672
    @korenewhite9672 11 месяцев назад +4

    Thanks for another one that speaks for us. Your lyrics speak when no words can.

  • @Utriedit215
    @Utriedit215 11 месяцев назад +4

    I swear this Band don’t miss every song is always a banger ❤

  • @todoed1ts
    @todoed1ts 11 месяцев назад +19

    ive waited for this song for such a long time and it was definitely worth it! thank you guys so much 🫀

  • @midnightsky3730
    @midnightsky3730 11 месяцев назад +7

    It finally dropped!!
    We've waited so long and it's been so worth it. You guys do such an important thing with your songs. Keep it up Citizen Soldier! You are doing amazing! ❤

  • @wine1413
    @wine1413 11 месяцев назад +3

    You guys will probably never see this comment. But I just want to say you guys are my comfort music. If I’m getting really down I come listen to your music and it helps me not feel so alone. Thank you ❤

  • @musicalhearts2879
    @musicalhearts2879 11 месяцев назад +33

    Got to listen to it on Apple Music. Many of your songs have left me speechless, this one included. God almighty, you guys knocked it out of the park with this one!! I loved the pauses between ‘worth’ and ‘less’, and I especially loved that bridge!! Those first notes in the bridge reminded me so much of the bridge in Red’s Breathe Into Me and I was instantly hit with intense nostalgia! I absolutely loved it!! Amazing work, all of you! Can’t wait for more!!! ❤️🖤❤️🤘

  • @alexistourand8058
    @alexistourand8058 11 месяцев назад +3

    In all honesty, this song and "My Own Miracle" describe me to a tee. I did send both of them to a friend saying, "These songs are me to a tee." I love how real your songs are, so keep up the good work!!

  • @wonder2002
    @wonder2002 11 месяцев назад +2

    I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. For all 21 years of my life I never knew how to say it quite right, but here it is, my feelings laid bare before me.

  • @Monoclegentlesir-6489
    @Monoclegentlesir-6489 11 месяцев назад +3

    After so long this masterpiece has released and “I have tried I have tried to be perfect” has to be one of the best verses alongside monster made of memories

  • @JoseTorresCeledon
    @JoseTorresCeledon 11 месяцев назад +4

    Thanks again for this amazing song Citizen Soldier as someone struggling with depression having dark thoughts is a normal occurrence for me but your songs give hope and a way to understand that I am not the only one feeling that way Thanks again an have a nice day greetings from Chile

  • @carlos_6338
    @carlos_6338 11 месяцев назад +11

    Heeeey, sou do Brazil, e é sempre muito satisfatório encontrar talentos como esses. Parabéns pelo trabalho!!!!!!

  • @jk5216
    @jk5216 10 месяцев назад +3

    2 weeks passed and I'm still playing this non-stop. The fact that someone so amazing can put my emotions in words, is why I feel so much better. Also listening to songs from Citizen Soldier is like having a therapy, it's because they are those rare, understanding and amazing people you just want to cherish with your whole heart

  • @shawnmendrek3544
    @shawnmendrek3544 10 месяцев назад +1

    You are not worthless, you just have not found your worth yet. Just keep living and you will find it.

  • @heartthatuser
    @heartthatuser 11 месяцев назад +3

    Honestly resonate with this song way more than I feel like I should. Something happened to just make it feel stronger and it’s the way I grew up. That chorus is just perfection 💔 "Its a part of me that I can't let go..."

  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +130

    Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/wiredforworthless
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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @SarafinaSummers
      @SarafinaSummers 11 месяцев назад +2

      My lunch break flew by too fast, running my doggo to this track on loop and screaming the lyrics at full volume after we dealt with a suicidal caller at my job. Thank you.

    • @stubbycore6546
      @stubbycore6546 11 месяцев назад +2

      How did you comment this 3 days ago when you released this yesterday?

    • @BlackAdam174
      @BlackAdam174 11 месяцев назад

      @@stubbycore6546 maybe they forgot to mention this 3 days ago

    • @spiritualquestthroughmusic
      @spiritualquestthroughmusic 11 месяцев назад

      chimbonic

    • @justletmesleep7236
      @justletmesleep7236 11 месяцев назад

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @HorrorDiva78
    @HorrorDiva78 11 месяцев назад +3

    As someone with BPD, this really hit hard. Thank you for releasing this, it helped me to explain to people what it is like when I have a "flare". You guys are amazing, keep up the amazing work.

    • @nonocon0618
      @nonocon0618 11 месяцев назад

      It hits really hard for me as well, but I have BPD II. The highs are less intense, but the downs are more severe for BPD II.

    • @HorrorDiva78
      @HorrorDiva78 11 месяцев назад

      Bipolar sucks, I have Borderline Personality Disorder, but I have a sister with Bipolar II and I know it can be really difficult to manage.

  • @gothic-medic-18
    @gothic-medic-18 11 месяцев назад +3

    This songs speaks to me like if it knew my struggles. Truly a masterpiece and a absolute banger at that! Thank you to the artist Citizen Soldier for creating this song. 🙏

  • @MandOGhostAdventures
    @MandOGhostAdventures 11 месяцев назад +3

    Been waiting for months for this song to come out. Yet another song that states EXACTLY how I've felt since 14 years old. Thank you again Citizen Soldier for another great song. ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

  • @GHOST_LEGENDEnder
    @GHOST_LEGENDEnder 11 месяцев назад +3

    As much as I listen to a lot of music which I still do. This song sounds so good because not only that I saw shorts of it but I can't remember when. This is the best song by far for anyone. Good Job Citizen Soldier!❤

  • @Nachthi
    @Nachthi 11 месяцев назад +1

    bro that "I've tried to be perfect" nailed something in me, I got goosebumps I sweard

  • @ambrissakaminari6926
    @ambrissakaminari6926 11 месяцев назад +2

    Wow. I didn't plan on crying today from being told how my brain was wired... I think I needed this. A lot. Thank you for another great song, it's been a while since I was able to cry. So thank you again!

  • @lucettaalexander
    @lucettaalexander 11 месяцев назад +4

    I’ve only got to the end of the first chorus and I already have goosebumps. This song is awesome!

  • @bottomofastairwell
    @bottomofastairwell 11 месяцев назад +7

    I knew it would be good and you guys never disappoint.
    And kudos to Jake, coz those harsh vocals are just glorious! I freaking love it

  • @darrickmckinney9675
    @darrickmckinney9675 11 месяцев назад +1

    This band is literally helping me battle my inner demons and the depression of a divorce. Thank you guys for making amazing meaningful music

  • @mandalovescatspandas1781
    @mandalovescatspandas1781 11 месяцев назад +2

    This band is always tackling the deep issues. Much respect to that 🙏
    God bless💕

  • @acedakotaramos5733
    @acedakotaramos5733 11 месяцев назад +5

    It’s already on loop I’m In love with this song it explains a lot

  • @luckyfluf0
    @luckyfluf0 11 месяцев назад +5

    OH MY GOD! This is definitely going on my playlist! You guys NEVER miss!!!

  • @lillyogg6829
    @lillyogg6829 11 месяцев назад +2

    This is my favorite song yet! I come from a very broken home. Im 19 and wish to be normal. I am completely dependent on my Mom financially. I cant hold a job for more than a few months and this song describes my everyday life. I love your music. I listen to it every night to fall asleep

  • @kaitlynngitter6161
    @kaitlynngitter6161 11 месяцев назад +1

    With someone with a lot of issues and who thinks she is too broken for love, I needed this

  • @brittanym.
    @brittanym. 11 месяцев назад +3

    Love this so much! This one hits so much of what it feels like right now. Except the people I'm desperately afraid to disappoint have given me nothing but encouragement, but I still feel like this. Thank you guys for giving me the words to what I've been feeling.

  • @kgwvetor5352
    @kgwvetor5352 11 месяцев назад +5

    Another touching song, not only in the beat with the lyrics and vocals

  • @xipherzen
    @xipherzen 11 месяцев назад +2

    y’all always drop exactly the kind of message right when i need to hear it, whether to pick me up or to validate how I feel. This is why y’all are my favorite 💙the minute my voice comes back ima be singing this nonstop!!

  • @CHloE748
    @CHloE748 10 месяцев назад +1

    Reminds me of 2000’s Shinedown, theory of a deadman, 3 days Grace, etc.. All my favorite music, I’ve never fallen in love with a band so quickly!! ESPECIALLY newer artists, you guys are awesome!

  • @Foxypanda15
    @Foxypanda15 11 месяцев назад +9

    This one Hits harder than others songs. ❤

    • @Foxypanda15
      @Foxypanda15 11 месяцев назад +2

      I well be listening to this on repeat 🔁.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +2

      🫀

  • @monochromegeno3052
    @monochromegeno3052 11 месяцев назад +7

    Citizen Soldier never disappoints lyrics instrumentals perfect Good work

  • @angelareynolds4373
    @angelareynolds4373 11 месяцев назад +2

    OMG!! It's impossible to have a song so hauntingly perfect!! And here is this masterpiece. This song literally knocked the air from my lungs...it hit me hard. Well done.🔥👍

  • @adriennbrezovcsik7045
    @adriennbrezovcsik7045 Месяц назад +2

    Trust is a trap which took my soul! 😢 Hits home

  • @Dima666Air
    @Dima666Air 11 месяцев назад +12

    Перевод
    [1куплет]
    Притянуть тебя, оттолкнуть тебя
    Мой способ сказать "я немного нестабилен"
    Безэмоционален, как машина
    Ничего не чувствую из из-за коротких замыканий в моих кабелях.
    [Бридж]
    Мозг, выстроен воспоминаниями
    О каждом разе когда меня было недостаточно для того
    Что бы самый дорогой мне человек захотел остаться
    Что со мной не так?
    Любовь - ложь
    Надежда - дыра
    Доверие - ловушка что забрала мою душу
    Семья - фальшь
    Ненависть - дом
    Быть покинутым - все что я знаю.
    Я пытался, я пытался быть идеальным,
    Но я верю, я верю что заслужил это.
    Я пытался, пытался отучиться от этого
    Но я запрограммирован на бесполезность.
    [2куплет]
    Каждый акт доброты, каждое слово похвалы
    Делает систему неисправной
    Слышу только негатив, ведь каждая ошибка
    Это то что питает моё выгорание
    Мозг выстроенный воспоминаниями
    Каждого случая когда напрасно был уязвимым
    Это лишь доказало что я не стою этой боли.
    Что со мной не так?
    [Припев]
    Любовь - ложь
    Надежда - дыра
    Доверие - ловушка что забрала мою душу
    Семья - фальшь
    Ненависть - дом
    Быть покинутым - все что я знаю.
    Я пытался, я пытался быть идеальным,
    Но я верю, я верю что заслужил это.
    Я пытался, пытался отучиться от этого
    Но я запрограммирован на бесполезность.
    (Сначала он I am wired for worth что можно перевести как "настроен чего то стоить" но следом добавляется less что превращает worth - быть значимым/чего то стоить в worthless - бесполезный/никчемный)

    • @werewolf3488
      @werewolf3488 11 месяцев назад

      Красавчик❤

    • @BatnyCrow
      @BatnyCrow 11 месяцев назад

      Аааа отпад😍

    • @annetteschemer6876
      @annetteschemer6876 11 месяцев назад

      Огромное спасибо за это) Будучи человеком, на всякий случай проверяющим переводы нравящихся композиций, очень рада увидеть таковой практически сразу после прослушивания

    • @makaroshka911
      @makaroshka911 10 месяцев назад

      Пушка

  • @Wk17_Morgan
    @Wk17_Morgan 11 месяцев назад +4

    been waiting for this release since it was teased and I can’t like you’ve absafuckinlutely smashed it

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +1

      Thanks for being patient 🫀

    • @Wk17_Morgan
      @Wk17_Morgan 11 месяцев назад

      @@CitizenSoldierthank you for being vulnerable 🖤

  • @AbysswalkerGray
    @AbysswalkerGray 11 месяцев назад +1

    My therapist is always so impressed by my ability to articulate my emotions on paper. I'd like to think it's because of you guys that I'm so in touch with myself now... more than i ever was 4 years ago when i found you all. As someone who struggles with self inflicted trauma and trauma dealt to myself by others, it truly is hard to unlearn the negative core beliefs that become a part of your being through such experiences. Much love to the band and everyone that's struggling in their own battles. Keep fighting, it's not a wasted effort... make the changes you need in your environment so you can begin working on finding yourself again and combat the negative with the positive, even if you don't believe in what you tell yourself. Undoing the negative core beliefs and radically accepting your past is the hardest parts of healing but you can do it! I believe in you ❤

  • @danieldosso2455
    @danieldosso2455 10 месяцев назад

    The fact that so many people enjoy your music, and I am one of them, shows just how broken we are as a society.

  • @ErshEight
    @ErshEight 11 месяцев назад +3

    You guys are so insanely good! I can't thank you enough for the messages in your songs and for your music overall!

  • @CashewOutside21
    @CashewOutside21 11 месяцев назад +4

    DAMN 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
    🎶Every act of kindness, every word of praise
    Makes the system malfunction
    Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake
    Is what feeds the combustion
    A brain built by every memory
    Of times I was vulnerable in vain
    That just proved I'm never worth the pain
    What's wrong with me?🎶
    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
    I've also tried to be perfect
    But it just isn't worth it

  • @kassidywooten6883
    @kassidywooten6883 10 месяцев назад +1

    Going through hell almost everyday with my thoughts and demons, citizen soldier is my happiness and addiction every single song makes me feel less alone. Constantly blaring your songs through my speaker❤

  • @sora_lionheartjw1343
    @sora_lionheartjw1343 11 месяцев назад

    when i think no one knows what im going through I just play a citizen soldier song and it makes me remember that im not alone in this fight for happiness in myself

  • @KataHime
    @KataHime 11 месяцев назад +11

    This is definitely one of my favorites. I love the lines “Getting abandoned is all I’ve known. I have tried I have tried to be perfect but I believe I believe I deserve it.” My self-deprecating thoughts get to me every once and a while and that is exactly how I feel.

  • @Manuel_2607
    @Manuel_2607 11 месяцев назад +2

    I commented it on SIP‘s Deadman and I comment it again here: After extensively listening to this song, I gotta say it didn‘t meet my expectations…
    It by far EXCEEDED them! This is what you get when talented and compassionate people live their dream! ❤️‍🔥
    Although, I also have to say I would have really liked it if the bridge was longer 😅

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +1

      Glad to hear that 🫀 Much love

  • @zen_zoned_shadow6493
    @zen_zoned_shadow6493 9 месяцев назад +1

    This hits so hard. I've been in this place for years. and nobody understood the pain i went through. so meny of ur songs i can releate to. thank you for making theses amazing songs. it makes me feel like im not alone.

    • @zen_zoned_shadow6493
      @zen_zoned_shadow6493 9 месяцев назад

      I've been in so meny toxic relashionships. and only told that bad things about me. nothing nice. so went someone tells me im good enough. I don't know what to say. i freeze up because.. im not used to anything nice being said to me.

  • @meganahasic6154
    @meganahasic6154 11 месяцев назад +12

    Amazing!❤

  • @your_fave_mushroom
    @your_fave_mushroom 11 месяцев назад +3

    It's a masterpiece and with every song you guys get better keep up the good music

  • @marilynfink5771
    @marilynfink5771 9 месяцев назад +1

    Marilyn's employee says: Another great song. I can map my journey through my mental issues with citizen soldier songs. You guys have been so helpful through this. thank you. Tom Macdonald says what I think, Citizen Soldier says what I feel.

  • @cassyhowell2002
    @cassyhowell2002 11 месяцев назад +1

    This is definitely going in my abandoned play list. I feel like this most days. And i have family that dont want me. I tried so hard for them and get nothing in return. Love the song. It has so much meaning and feeling. Awesome job citizen soldier!!!

  • @troypearl8774
    @troypearl8774 11 месяцев назад +3

    Your songs are so good I can’t get enough of them keep up the good work

  • @SpectreXeno
    @SpectreXeno 11 месяцев назад +4

    Holy smokes this is fire 🔥 I’ve been feeling down about myself and been needing a song, this describes it right now! this is a masterpiece as always!!😭💛💛

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  11 месяцев назад +1

      Hope it helps 🫀

    • @SpectreXeno
      @SpectreXeno 11 месяцев назад

      @@CitizenSoldier it indeed does help alot!💙💙

  • @joerodriguez3935
    @joerodriguez3935 11 месяцев назад

    ‘Love is Lie, Hope is a Hole’ speak volumes to me,love has done nothing but case me pain and suffering, then just when I become hopeful for someone they then prove why I despise love and never give hope a chance anymore.

  • @jessiangel_girl6128
    @jessiangel_girl6128 11 месяцев назад +2

    This is FIRE 😍🔥🔥🔥 thank you so much!! You’re all the best!

  • @mariadelosangelesrojaspere3039
    @mariadelosangelesrojaspere3039 5 месяцев назад +5

    LYRICS HERE
    Pull you in, push you away
    That's how I say I'm a little unstable
    Emotionless, like a machine
    Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables
    A brain built by every memory
    Of times I was not enough to make
    The ones I need most just wanna stay
    What's wrong with me?
    Love is a lie, hope is a hole
    Trust is the trap that took my soul
    Family is fake, hatred is home
    Getting abandoned is all I've known
    I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
    But I believe, I believe I deserve it
    I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
    But I am wired, I am wired for worthless (worthless)
    Wired for worthless (worthless)
    Every act of kindness, every word of praise
    Makes the system malfunction
    Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake
    Is what feeds the combustion
    A brain built by every memory
    Of times I was vulnerable in vain
    That just proved I'm never worth the pain
    What's wrong with me?
    Love is a lie, hope is a hole
    Trust is the trap that took my soul
    Family is fake, hatred is home
    Getting abandoned is all I've known
    I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
    But I believe, I believe I deserve it
    I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
    But I am wired, I am wired for worthless
    Less
    Love is a lie
    Hope is a hole
    Hatred is home
    It's a part of me that I can't let go
    I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
    But I believe, I believe I deserve it
    I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
    But I am wired, I'm wired for worthless
    Less
    Wired for worthless (less)

  • @Luci-sy6vi
    @Luci-sy6vi 11 месяцев назад +3

    The fact that I find this song so relatable is so depressing, but I dont mind. I'm definitely going to be forcing my friends to listen to this song 😈

  • @APhantomChimera
    @APhantomChimera 8 месяцев назад

    I was just shown this song last night by a friend of mine after he stated "this song is you". I next to never hear any songs that, LINE FOR LINE, I connect deeply to. I'm very open to a few friends about my issues and when they played this for me all my steel walls came crumbling down like they were nothing. I felt as if this song was written about me (and many others who experience this unfortunate type of life). I've been a fan of you guys for years now but I fell off a little bit, but holy shit.... now I gotta pick up the pieces and listen to you guys more, especially the newer stuff, cause you've only gotten insanely better. Thank you for writing songs about the hard topics and experiences people often don't talk and/or hear about.

  • @cypheriskfrost5188
    @cypheriskfrost5188 11 месяцев назад +2

    Already playing this on repeat been really depressed lately and you’re music has been something I always listen to in order so cope amazing job as always ❤❤❤

  • @atomicmegalodon1413
    @atomicmegalodon1413 11 месяцев назад +3

    Best song this album!