Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself (Official Lyric Video)
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- Опубликовано: 22 авг 2023
- Can you handle the company of yourself?
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I wish I could afford this shirt, but the VIP soundcheck upgrade was much more important
I can afford it next time I get My paychek witch is in a few days, 😊
@@same4walls413Yeah, I would buy every shirt if the shipping and custom duty wasn't more expensive then the actual shirt 🥲
I'm am a very big fan
I'm broke :/
"The ones i keep the closest leave the deepest scars"
Ouch, I really felt that one 💯
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Brutally honest yet needed to b said 🫶
Very true
That hurts to hear but it is very true felt it when he said this
Yet another song that succinctly decribes the inside of head. "I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark. It's focused on my fears. It knows them all by heart." Damn that hits hard.
We hear you 🫶
Damnit guys, you really had to hit me like a semi truck with this one didnt you? Great work like alway.
Oh you found truck kun
Yes they did. I was about to comment just about the same thing. They've got a few that hit me like this but I knew this one would when they released it. I've waited for this one since they first teased it in their short.
Keep fighting the good fight. Those alone thoughts are only a part of you. Not the whole you. And you are stronger than a single part of yourself.
@@skelletonheart9585 that got me dying 🤣 thank you for the laugh this early in my morning lol (8:45am in New York)
All their songs do that to me
I was definitely listening to this the moment I realized it dropped on Spotify last night. But the lyric videos are always so well done, love seeing them.
Glad to hear that 🫶
Yeah, didn't really catch the text just by listening the first time, I was completely blown away by the rythm. It just hits different. Keep it coming!
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"I'm alright, I'm okay, lying to myself just to make it through the day"
"My head's a prison cell"
I waited so long for this song and it didn't disappoint
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@@CitizenSoldiergood song. A friend of mine on discord recommended me this song. Glad to see they have good taste in music.
Same I played the short on Facebook all the time
Anxiety always gives you a weird feeling of wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely wanting friends but hate socializing 💔
This is by far my favorite song from ICU so far 🤘🤘🔥🔥🧡🧡
That's exactly how I feel about things too
@@ExplosionMare Ikr I don't like to socialize with people and everyone always calls me antisocial they don't mean it in a hurtful way but they've called me it my whole life and it hurts 💔 it's like that's all they see me for just a lonely husk of a person 😞
@@mysteriouswolfgirl1351Honestly, I've gotten used to people calling me that. Even embracing it since they are usually joking. There's only a very select few people I have ever expressed my worry to about losing another person. The fear of being annoying to someone I care about has caused me to drift away from so many relationships. It makes me almost wish I could never get in another relationship since I always break them
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That's actually why these lines of this song stick out the most:
"Feel like a burden asking you to stay
But will you stay?"
@@Wind_Cursed I'm told being antisocial isn't a bad thing and it's not the word that hurts it's the way people use it and the way people see me it hurts 💔 and I try to tell them that but they don't understand no one does 😞
@@mysteriouswolfgirl1351 I'm sorry. That must be so hard. I wish I could help, but, being a stranger online, all I can wish to you is luck. Hopefully your days become brighter and someone finally sees what you mean. I'm sorry I can't be of more assistance 😔
I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety for about 7 years now. The school I went to was horrible their way of “helping” was to let me sit at the back of the classroom crying my eyes out and scratching my arms till they blèed. I begged them to help me to let me step out the class just anything but they wouldn’t. I now have a stable therapist and have medication. But the memories still haunt me and I will never forget it.😔
I feel you! I really do! I'm 53 and nobody had a clue what to do with me when I was in school. My brother would beat the shit out of me for acting like that. My parents died and we were stuck with him! Make better memories honey! I wish we could erase those memories but we can't! 🤗
@@michelledowdle7549 I am so sorry for what you went through 😔
"Feel like a burden asking you to stay..." I felt that
Same here
Same
“I don’t trust this monster not to leave a mark, I know it won’t be gentle when my thoughts go dark” god if this didn’t hit hard. I’m currently struggling with this, I gotta keep my mind busy or my thoughts start getting dark
We hear you 🫶
Same here. I'm alone with myself.... I can't handle it..
SAME
You guys never cease to amaze me. The way you capture these really isolating feelings so many of us have and put them to music is incredible
To Everyone here we are all Brave Warriors struggling to deal with our lives.
Stay Strong.
Keep Fighting.
So Proud of you all.
Big Hugs and Much Love ❤❤❤❤ .
I will try my best, thank you!
@@flamehaze59 Good to hear.😘❤️❤️❤️❤️.
You got this.
You are stronger than u believe.
You are Awesome and Amazing you can overcome all the obstacles in your life you are brave.
I believe in you.
Sending positive vibes and strength to overcome the struggles that you have
Do this one thing at the end of every day.
Look in a mirror and say this:
I am so proud of myself for surviving another day.
And the stranger who doesent even know me that is,writing this Believes in me that I am a Incredible person .
Big Hugs and Much Love ❤❤❤❤
😞 i gave up 💔
(See you all in hell)
1:51 DUDE, that was STUNNING. The solo doesn't sound complicated but it's still so powerful. But the main thing that caught me completely off guard was Jake's singing. Dude, your range here is crazy! One thing, though: Be careful to not do stuff like this too often so it doesn't become standard. I'm pretty sure this took a lot of takes to do it right.
When a song can describe the demons you deal with on a daily basis better than you could ever.
Thank you so much for giving me a way to connect to people on a level that my words have not yet quite reached.
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I've been waiting for this song for so long. Thank you. As someone with abandonment trauma this is what it feels like at least for me. I struggle with that fear/pain every evening. Some nights I can cope. Other nights I sift through my gamer friend list to see who I can talk to. It's worse when you love someone but they have a avoidant personality. Can be a vicious cycle.
Glad the music helps 🫶 Appreciate you
What a beautiful song! I immediately added it to my playlist. When I'm alone for too long, the voices in my head slowly start to get louder and louder until it becomes unbearable and I don't want to be alone with myself anymore.
I'm stuck alone... and it is hell
"I feel like a burden asking to stay but will you stay"😢
"I'm alright, I'm okay, lyin to myself just to make it through the day" thats what i tell myself every day over and over again if im in pain
It can't be, it's the song you've been waiting for from *Last Year* , since I heard it in the *short* I kept repeating it all the time, the lyrics sound pretty great, and now they're complete, it's quite amazing! *Thx u Citizen Soldier* 🤟🫀
I just wanted to say that a friend found this song for me, I was having trouble "sticking around", and for a while was a danger to myself if left by myself for any significant time; but that was at the beginning of 2022, and now I CAN be "alone with myself" without it being dangerous. I say this to thank Citizen Soldier, but also to let others know that even the darkest days can give way to brighter ones. Yes I still struggle....but not to un-alive myself.
Found this while listening to the song “Dupe - Dost” 😊😊
As someone who struggles with OCD, this song’s lyrics cut super deep. Thank you for pumping out another healing banger, you have no idea how much your music has helped me.
This song was just as beautiful as I expected. It's truly alleviating to know that I'm not the only one that goes through this absolute hell. Being in a room alone with my self-hatred is absolute hell. Thank you, Citizen Soldier, for the extra courage to press forward in tgis dark time.
Another week another great song from citizen soldier! Thank you guys so much for it, sending lots of love and virtual hugs💙💙💙💙
I had to learn how to defeat myself to escape myself to become free of myself now myself is no more. It’s just me and my blessings! Beautiful song brother!
Hey! Recently I got my hands in one of your disks, "This is your sign Part 2", thanks to a friend that went to the USA, she bought it and brought it to me.
Just wanted to tell that I love your music! Lots of strength from here! ♥♥
Glad to hear that. What a good friend. Hope the music helps 🫶
This song hit my heart because one of my biggest fears are being alone 😢😢💚🧡
"I'm alright
I'm okay"
Biggest lies to myself I ever said so many times, they feel bitter in my mouth.
Being alone is the worst for me. The thought of reaching out crosses my mind when my thoughts get uncontrollable, but I'm afraid people will say "it's just in my head."
"'Cause I don't trust this monster not to leave a mark
I know it won't be gentle when my thoughts go dark
It's focused on my fears, it knows them all by heart
The ones I keep the closest leave the deepest scars"
Literal Chills. This part, I am obsessed! Thank you for yet another banger, I love yall! ❤
I hope y'all honestly know what you're music means to us and how much we absolutely love and appreciate y'all!!! Thank you so very much!! Nothing but love from Jacksonville FL 💙
Sometimes solitude is the best place to be, and sometimes its a living hell.
This song describes how I feel. I'm trapped with bad depressive thoughts going through my head
As someone with borderline, and severe abandonment issues, this song has made me cry and i just love it
Another lyrically amazing song. Depression and anxiety put you in such a dark place that feels like a prison you can't escape, because the one thing you can never escape is your own mind. I hope everyone stays safe and find help and hope in this world.
"Been living in the darkest place" really hits close to home.
You guys are quite literally my favorite band. I love that I can always relate to your songs
“The voices in my head would scare the devil away.
Feel like a burden asking you to stay
But I’ve been living the darkest place”
You guys will just never run out of creativity, will you? 🤘
Every song of y‘all can easily be identified as Citizen Soldier and yet sound different all the time! ❤️🔥
"Sun still shines on my face but what's inside my head would scare the devil away."
"I'm a mess, I'm insane. Every thought's a bullet blowing holes inside my brain.." Facts 💯
Thank you CS for yet another amazing song. I can't wait for "Made by Misery" and "Fake Friends".
Ich lasse niemanden im Stich, egal wie hart es wird. Schon garnicht die Menschen die in meinem Herzen sind ❤
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That bridge was AMAZING!!! I absolutely love this song. You guys always produce the best music.
I struggle when I'm alone and can't entertain myself (drawing, writing, watching videos, etc.). I used to enjoy deep thinking but my brain tends to dig up the worst memories nowadays if I try it. That's what this song makes me think of.
And I believed it was Only me... Thinking hurts.. We are NOT alone, yet, it seems we are..
God Bless us All..
This is relatable when I'm in that mood, but I feel fine rn and I'm still jamming out to this in front of the mirror because it slaps whether I'm anxious or not
Feeling the darkness take me covered in a mass of bones, shrouded by evil so many bullets so many arrows, soul pierced and broken empty left soulless.....
Great song boys idk figured I'd throw that out but man that song hit hard somehow a little of what I felt above
As someone who has attempted suicide on multiple occasions to silence the monsters inside, your music and your songs have helped me through the darkest of days
When I try to talk to my parents about what I fight inside, it always turns into an argument. So, yeah “The ones I keep close leave the deepest scars” hits deep.
Escuchar 1 minutos es suficiente para decirles que nuevamente han hecho un gran trabajo.
Gracias Citizen Soldier ❤
"I know it won't be gentle when my mind goes dark." Is how I feel even when I'm at work and my coworkers have to go into the back of the store and I'm up front all by myself.
It's focused on my fears it knows them all by heart
Love that lyric
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¡Ustedes nunca decepcionan!
Gracias por tanto ❤❤
It's ironic the timing of this song, I just had told someone very close to me that I don't want to think. I don't want to be alone with myself.
And this song now is way deeper than I would want to admit for my brain.
I can unfortunately relate to a lot of this song. Also I'm glad it came out today cause its the 6 year anniversary of my mom passing away & its the first year i can't talk to my granny about it either (she passed in March of this year), so today has been kinda rough for me 💔
Sending hugs 🫂
This is probably one of my favorite songs, it’s so good!
Stay safe, everyone reading this. You are loved, even if it doesn’t seem like it ❤️
i literally struggle being alone with myself majority of the time, i get super depressed but whether or not my few friends are available i feel like a burden asking for company to help me forget because we used to laugh and have so much fun id forget my issues for a while
Half way through the day I can feel an extreme change in myself. And the feeling that I get is never a good one, I feel like I want to snap and scream.
"Lying to myself to make it through the day" hits deeper than it should lately😢
I always feel like a burden when i ask people to stay with me when im in a bad moment. This song is so close to how i really am that its scary. I love it. Another amazing song that you have made. It highlights my day every time you drop and new song or i hear one of you songs period. Thank you for making such amazing music Citizen Soldier.
Samee I just feel like a burden being their friend tbh
This is one of the first songs that describes this feeling perfectly
This song... I felt a connection so strong I wanted to cry. You guys never fail to absolutely amaze me by putting how so many of the mentally ill like me feel into words. I've been listening to this on Spotify over and over. 💔💔💔
It's ok to cry 🫶 Sending hugs
@@CitizenSoldier I love your music. And thanks 💔💔💔
Like a wraith is within, slowly taking bits of oneself by soul and memory until nothing exists but another hateful wraith.
It's sad when someone can relate to songs like this. It's worse when they have no friends and no one they consider family in their life... unless I'm the only one like that listening to this song😅
Man, this one hit harder than what I thought it would........... But y'all keep it up, you're doing the world a favor by releasing these incredible songs.
I discovered this awesome band a few years ago and when Wired for Worthless came out i re-discovered them. I love the music! The instrumental is great, the vocals are beautiful and the lyrics go right into the heart. Thanks for this! ♥
Glad you found us! 🫶
I am very glad, too! Greetings from Germany. @@CitizenSoldier
Somehow you guys always release a new song when I'm down and every time you manage to make me feel better knowing I'm not the only one with these thoughts.
This album really is phenomenal so far, thank you for all your hard work you're putting in. Can't wait to give it back to you once I see you live. ❤
This song and all of your song hit hard on so many levels. Thank you for all y'all do. Finally someone who know what we need in a song.
I'm not alone the voices are here with me I am broken and lost but I become good at pretending that I am normal. Your songs are helpful letting me know that there may be hope.
CS really out here making bangers that feel like theyre putting you on blast, just. gods.
Just found this song. Been listen to it on repeat. Its definitely a song that stuck. Wow.
Listening to this song and reminding myself that everyone i trusted turned their backs on me really messes me up. I'm glad i found this group and i will support you guys till the end
Another Amazing song.
Lying to myself, I am OK.
Always never tell the real truth.
Keep the secret.
I dont want my friends to treat me differently.
Keep a smile always on my face.
When asked Are U Ok?
Always lie and say I am doing fine.
Being honest I Am Not.😢😢😢.
But never let this be known.
Always give support to everyone else
So no one sees the pain I hide.
You guys never fail to write the best songs that put stuff I relate to deeply into a perfect description I can give to people. Thank you for making songs like this, even though it's sad that people have to go through this stuff to understand. But know that it helps alot of us
I relate to song when it comes to some of my episodes
"Dont leave me alone here with myself cause this ain't a home, this cage made of bones
Or the bridge when your thoughts are spiraling and that's when you need someone the most.
Citizen. Soldier: I don’t know if you will read this but in case you do thank you, your band has helped me come to grips with many issues no small one being in the case of this song my lack of being a Tharian but still maybe because of how my mind works knowing that there is a piece of me that I have kept hidden so much so that when it is unleashed it just looks like a coping mechanism.
Thank you for saving me more than once❤
Парни, спасибо вам за ваше творчество. Музыка не знает границ, рас и наций.
Из России с любовью.
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A new song?
A new history?
A new piece of life?
A old memory?
All in one?
Regardless of what it is, it's more a portrait of what I and other people think or feel
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This hits me hard cause being alone with my thoughts isn't a good place for me to be, but I'm scared to let anyone in cause I'm scared they'll resent me for my thoughts and run away from me. I'm afraid they'll run away cause I've already had people run away because the thoughts in my head. I don't want to drag anyone down so i just cry my eyes out and suffer in silence even though it's the hardest thing to handle right now
"Don't leave me here alone with myself"
And then they always walk away.
The Legendary Band Always Like A Hurricane on Wednesdays They destroy RUclips and content creators with their creativity that I can't describe anymore
Much love to you 💖💗 Guys, And Never " Forget Be better than before ".
I'm jamming to this in front of the mirror because even if I'm not feeling anxious this still slaps
You guys are now my new therapy music your guys's music feels like home to me mentally and I can relate to a lot of it you're a poet of feelings that people don't like to express out loud thank you for giving us your voice to be able to reach out for help
its always fun finding the subtle name drops of previous songs. have a good one all ya tramuatized peeps.
TWO YEARS I HAVE BEEN WAITING!!!!! This songs already means so much to me. It now gives words for me to give my loved ones i couldnt figure out how put rogether before.
Thanks for patiently waiting 🫶 Sending hugs
i'm in a depression right now and this bands songs just fits perfectly...i just discovered this band a few hours ago...
now on my list of favorites
I'm glad alone with myself didn't leave me alone with my thoughts last night.
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I’m afraid to let anyone close, because they always just leave in the end
“Im a mess, I’m insane. Every thoughts a bullet blowing holes inside my brain.” This is awesome and true love ur music ❤❤
This song is the one I can the mostly relate to, especially recently. I feel like this band and a few others help keep me here.
This was perfect!!!! Ive never had a song capture me so perfectly before till now! Kudos man! 👏
I've been listening to every single song you have released and I realized that the most powerful part of your songs is always the bridge.
This song is absolutely amazing, like the others!
sometimes I feel like a burden, when I have panic attacks from my PTSD it's like when my boyfriend is around I can manage to get through in a healthy way, but I'm afraid that someday I might feel like a burden, so I can fully relate to this song, deep down I know he is there for me because he wants to, and not because I need it
We all need a “ Life Guard “ just to check in with us when we’re not OK. We can all put a strong facade when the truth is we’re crumbling in the inside.
Listen to the song and see “Every Day a living hell that no one see”
You earned a new sub
Welcome to the Gang. 😁
If one thing I have learned about myself is that no one stays. I have learned to just accept I will always be alone. Asking someone to stay has always been pointless because they never do even if they promise that they will.
We know the feeling 🫶
I searched TikTok for the past 30 minutes, jus to save to my sleep playlist. All your songs are exactly how I feel. Sending love ❤
Much love 🫶
This chorus was a top reason I began therapy again, this time with the intent to work through my issues. Hearing the full song just makes me more determined. Thank you for this song and the others. Glad to finally have mental health songs that I relate to!
@Citizen Soldier i can only hope you know and understand how much your music means to ppl around the world! a thing so "simple" to put words on feelings like you do in your songs helps more then you actually think.. because it gives ppl something they can relate to and feel they aint alone.. and something so "simple" as that is a big help and means more you think.. never stop makeing music that helps us.
WOW! Another song where you've pinned down exactly what's going on in my head. I am currently struggling and feel like a burden, and don't have the courage to ask for help. Then I hear this. So glad I discovered your music
the accuracy of this song to how i feel is terrifying
Dying inside all the ones close to me hurt me and no one cares what I want or about me