I don't think I'm okay either! But I refuse to allow sadness to get in the way! Instead, I pray 🙏🙏 for a better day than yesterday; that I will be a better person than yesterday; that I am very thankful for my dailyAa blessings; that God gave me everything that I needed for today and the one thing that I want, God told me to be patient, don't give up on him and no matter what, keep your words to him.....be there for him til! And God said, "Keep the faith and you will be okay 👍!"
Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud But I built walls so high So they never even make a sound It's a mask, it's a lie It's the only home I've ever known 'Cause being who I really am Has only left me more alone I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'm not okay I wish I had a scar Had a bruise on the surface, any kind of proof That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse My life's invisible abuse I'm either judged or have to hide The only symptom you can see Is I don't wanna be alive I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell But what if it kills me If I keep it to myself? To myself I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it I am not okay I am not okay I'm never safe It's not a phase If I finally break Would you still stay? Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud
Mine too. Every body I loved is gone. I'm alone and I don't bother other's. When they find out how I really feel they start the medication mental ward shit. I'm not going until I amready. I'm not an addict. Never have been.
Im not okay. Im not okay. Im not okay. Im not okay. Only because i smile, i laugh, i look Okay, im really not Battling my head everyday. Battling the demon i am inside me. Just because i smule, i laugh, i look okay. Im really not. Im really not
I dont feel like im good enough for anybody and my family hates me no one at schools likes me and my mom went through my phone and she promised she wouldnt do that bc i need more privacy since im getting older and i was texting my bf who is 17 (see my first comment) and i told him i was thinking of ways to k*ll my mom and she seen that and now i dont have my phone. I dont know why im even alive anymore bc i feel like a mistake and my parents keep calling me a mistake which doesnt help. What do i do?
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I don't think I'm okay either! But I refuse to allow sadness to get in the way! Instead, I pray 🙏🙏 for a better day than yesterday; that I will be a better person than yesterday; that I am very thankful for my dailyAa blessings; that God gave me everything that I needed for today and the one thing that I want, God told me to be patient, don't give up on him and no matter what, keep your words to him.....be there for him til! And God said, "Keep the faith and you will be okay 👍!"
Tonight the monsters in my head
Are screaming so damn loud
But I built walls so high
So they never even make a sound
It's a mask, it's a lie
It's the only home I've ever known
'Cause being who I really am
Has only left me more alone
I am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet
With so much at stake
I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
You'll never understand
Why it's so hard to say
I'm not okay
I wish I had a scar
Had a bruise on the surface, any kind of proof
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
My life's invisible abuse
I'm either judged or have to hide
The only symptom you can see
Is I don't wanna be alive
I am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet
With so much at stake
I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
You'll never understand
Why it's so hard to say
I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell
But what if it kills me
If I keep it to myself?
To myself
I am not okay
And I need you to see it
I have so much to say
And no one to hear it
I am not okay
I am not okay
I'm never safe
It's not a phase
If I finally break
Would you still stay?
Tonight the monsters in my head
Are screaming so damn loud
Thanks for this song cause it represents me I'm not ok
You did a good thing brother thank you
im not okay either
This song is my life
Mine too. Every body I loved is gone. I'm alone and I don't bother other's. When they find out how I really feel they start the medication mental ward shit. I'm not going until I amready. I'm not an addict. Never have been.
❤ this song and band. 🙏🏻 Bunches!
:( 😭 Life is precious please don’t end it 😭 :(
I love this song
I love the song
havent been ok for a very long time
This is how i feel
I’m not okay these voices in my head screaming load and I have no friends all I have is my best friend to save me from my family’s lies and pain 😭😭😭😭
Im not okay.
Im not okay.
Im not okay.
Im not okay.
Only because i smile, i laugh, i look
Okay, im really not
Battling my head everyday.
Battling the demon i am inside me.
Just because i smule, i laugh, i look okay. Im really not.
Im really not
Frrrr
Lay ure burdens at jesus feet thats ure answer ❤
😣
-^- i was bored tbh lol
ye this is the song I listen to- IS IT BAD THAT I HAVE A PLAYLIST OF LIKE 59 SONGS ABOUT DEATH? (it's my private playlist on Spotify btw)
@@shadowthepurpleslime2309 nope ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️
@@Itz-Zayden welp
@@shadowthepurpleslime2309 I have finished the video i was thinking abt yesterday!
@@Itz-Zayden ik qwq
How do i get my parents to allow me to date a 17 year old boy if I'm a 13 year old girl????
I dont feel like im good enough for anybody and my family hates me no one at schools likes me and my mom went through my phone and she promised she wouldnt do that bc i need more privacy since im getting older and i was texting my bf who is 17 (see my first comment) and i told him i was thinking of ways to k*ll my mom and she seen that and now i dont have my phone. I dont know why im even alive anymore bc i feel like a mistake and my parents keep calling me a mistake which doesnt help. What do i do?