Infp-t girl, i struggled soooo hard in elem thru college. Always on the edge nihilism and feeling like an alien that doesnt belong on earth. Thanks for sharing your journey. U have a kindred spirit that is felt!
😢 I am so glad I found your channel! You are speaking out of my inner soul!!! For me, the "spiritual" way (finding Jesus) was my redemption cause God is speaking comforting and encouraging to me about being special because He wants me to be this way, even when I am still not fitting into the groups of other believers 😅 In the past I felt unsecure... now I feel privileged. 🙋🏻♀️ An INFP from Germany
I noticed that intj or infj can look like austism but also estj looks like a narccisist. Or they could be both Im a intj who was raised by an estj and it was hell. Now two sisters are like the parents. Arrogant, gossips, back bites, loud, easily offended. I also suffer from ptsd from them. The root triggers are judgment and condemnation. I used escapism, tv, books and my imagination to escape.
Hi. It is nice knowing you ) and it was a pleasant surprise to stumble upon your thoughts. have a nice day and welcome to infp melancholy brotherhood ❤
Another hit straight to my sensitive nervous system hahaha. I have been greatly struggling with various addictions and having compassion for myself. That is a big hang up, I've been rushing to try and heal without putting in a lot of the proper steps. Sometimes I reach for the goal before taking off from the starting line. I'm an empathetic dreamer in my soul. I know there are so many of us suffering in silence and I hope to see this platform grow so we can all make the world better, for introverts and humanity as a whole.
I hope to be apart of building that new system man. The world can be tough when we’re… this kind of way haha (also more interesting and beautiful though).
My girlfriend had me take a test that resulted in me being a INFP but at the time I didn't take it to seriously after hearing you in this video it was so familiar. Could you do a video about INFP? Awesome video's!
Ahh I told myself not to comment cause I don't have the spoons, but it's too relatable 🙈 I'm INFJ-T apparently. Very sensitive, AuDHD, experienced childhood SA for years and can't maintain being employed. I tried working for a few years and it nearly killed me 🙃 I live alone, recieve disability and been unemployed for around 3 years now. Goes without saying, just being out of work has been kind of healing but I can tell I'm just full of trauma. It was just nice hearing someone talk almost directly to me 😅 I've heard that apparently transcendental meditation is supposed to be really helpful. 🤷🏻♀️ Great video 🙏🏻
Appreciate hearing your experience! I’ve had similar things where I’ve heard someone speak and it’s almost like they’re projecting my own mind haha. I guess there are a few of us with these kind of experiences.
Thank you - thank you for sharing! My introverted and reserved childhood matches yours quite a bit. I also started WoW late but this expansion is incredible for PvP ;) My psychedelic journey started in late 2019 and continued similar to yours - meditation, intense interest in psychology... and now I'm trying to create recorded conversations and debates around psychedelics and meaningmaking. I'd love to talk to you about how psychedelics have made a difference in your life. How it may have brought to light many of the sensitivities you mentioned and how you've worked to integrate them..
Hi this hits home. I was like your friend, camouflaging in corporate America. My body was under so much stress that it staged a rebellion and I had to leave my job. Life is better now, on the fringes of society, making my own path as a freelancer, living nomadic life in the woods.
Sure. I was working at a biotech startup with a difficult work environment (my boss changed 9 times in 4 years). I was in a relationship that had toxic elements. I was not acknowledging how any of the stress was affecting me, just pushing it down. I developed a digestive syndrome that can be brought on by stress, and I ignored that as well. The dehydration and illness caused me to faint and hit my head the day my office sent all the employees home indefinitely due to covid. Boston went under lockdown four days later. I’m still recovering from that brain injury, but I am mostly healed. It was a pretty effective wake up call though. I couldn’t keep trying to pretend I was like all my other scientific peers in a highly competitive environment. I took a year off from work to recover. I’m living a slower life now, working part time, doing the vanlife thing away from the chaos of cities. I’d say I’m fully recovered from burnout now, but it took such a long time until I felt excited about things again.
@@brinca54 thanks for sharing that. Your life sounds like an underdog tv show (that I’d love to watch). I mentioned in the video that my “thing” was an 8 month+ psychosis. I get what you mean about how it took a long time to feel exited again. Its so easy to take the fundamentals of survival for granted, isn’t it? Then when you lose it all, you’d do anything just to live the life you’re painfully aware you should have been living. Instead of roasting your heart and soul over a furnace, run by a machine that could give less of a fuck about you. Appreciate you 🙏
I struggle so so much with being sensitive 🥺 Every single person has labeled me as too sensitive.
Infp-t girl, i struggled soooo hard in elem thru college. Always on the edge nihilism and feeling like an alien that doesnt belong on earth. Thanks for sharing your journey. U have a kindred spirit that is felt!
Very similar story as yours. I felt belonging listening. Thank you for being courageous and sharing.
Appreciate that!
😢 I am so glad I found your channel! You are speaking out of my inner soul!!!
For me, the "spiritual" way (finding Jesus) was my redemption cause God is speaking comforting and encouraging to me about being special because He wants me to be this way, even when I am still not fitting into the groups of other believers 😅
In the past I felt unsecure... now I feel privileged.
🙋🏻♀️ An INFP from Germany
Appreciate that! Working on a full INFP breakdown right now!!!
@@Nathanelder.expressthis 😃 Can't wait for it
I noticed that intj or infj can look like austism but also estj looks like a narccisist.
Or they could be both
Im a intj who was raised by an estj and it was hell. Now two sisters are like the parents. Arrogant, gossips, back bites, loud, easily offended. I also suffer from ptsd from them. The root triggers are judgment and condemnation.
I used escapism, tv, books and my imagination to escape.
Hi. It is nice knowing you ) and it was a pleasant surprise to stumble upon your thoughts. have a nice day and welcome to infp melancholy brotherhood ❤
Another hit straight to my sensitive nervous system hahaha.
I have been greatly struggling with various addictions and having compassion for myself. That is a big hang up, I've been rushing to try and heal without putting in a lot of the proper steps. Sometimes I reach for the goal before taking off from the starting line. I'm an empathetic dreamer in my soul. I know there are so many of us suffering in silence and I hope to see this platform grow so we can all make the world better, for introverts and humanity as a whole.
I hope to be apart of building that new system man. The world can be tough when we’re… this kind of way haha (also more interesting and beautiful though).
My girlfriend had me take a test that resulted in me being a INFP but at the time I didn't take it to seriously after hearing you in this video it was so familiar. Could you do a video about INFP? Awesome video's!
I was considering that actually!
Thanks, appreciate you tuning in!
Ahh I told myself not to comment cause I don't have the spoons, but it's too relatable 🙈
I'm INFJ-T apparently. Very sensitive, AuDHD, experienced childhood SA for years and can't maintain being employed. I tried working for a few years and it nearly killed me 🙃
I live alone, recieve disability and been unemployed for around 3 years now. Goes without saying, just being out of work has been kind of healing but I can tell I'm just full of trauma.
It was just nice hearing someone talk almost directly to me 😅
I've heard that apparently transcendental meditation is supposed to be really helpful. 🤷🏻♀️
Great video 🙏🏻
Appreciate hearing your experience! I’ve had similar things where I’ve heard someone speak and it’s almost like they’re projecting my own mind haha. I guess there are a few of us with these kind of experiences.
Thank you - thank you for sharing! My introverted and reserved childhood matches yours quite a bit. I also started WoW late but this expansion is incredible for PvP ;)
My psychedelic journey started in late 2019 and continued similar to yours - meditation, intense interest in psychology... and now I'm trying to create recorded conversations and debates around psychedelics and meaningmaking.
I'd love to talk to you about how psychedelics have made a difference in your life. How it may have brought to light many of the sensitivities you mentioned and how you've worked to integrate them..
Happy to share :) also happy to hear that you relate. I think some of us go hard looking for truth.
Yeah, we could have that chat!
Thanks for describing me. 💙
Hi this hits home. I was like your friend, camouflaging in corporate America. My body was under so much stress that it staged a rebellion and I had to leave my job. Life is better now, on the fringes of society, making my own path as a freelancer, living nomadic life in the woods.
I’m in a burnout phase right now, so I can emphasise with that. I’d love to hear more about your story if you’d want to share?
Sure. I was working at a biotech startup with a difficult work environment (my boss changed 9 times in 4 years). I was in a relationship that had toxic elements. I was not acknowledging how any of the stress was affecting me, just pushing it down. I developed a digestive syndrome that can be brought on by stress, and I ignored that as well. The dehydration and illness caused me to faint and hit my head the day my office sent all the employees home indefinitely due to covid. Boston went under lockdown four days later. I’m still recovering from that brain injury, but I am mostly healed. It was a pretty effective wake up call though. I couldn’t keep trying to pretend I was like all my other scientific peers in a highly competitive environment. I took a year off from work to recover. I’m living a slower life now, working part time, doing the vanlife thing away from the chaos of cities. I’d say I’m fully recovered from burnout now, but it took such a long time until I felt excited about things again.
@@brinca54 thanks for sharing that. Your life sounds like an underdog tv show (that I’d love to watch).
I mentioned in the video that my “thing” was an 8 month+ psychosis. I get what you mean about how it took a long time to feel exited again. Its so easy to take the fundamentals of survival for granted, isn’t it? Then when you lose it all, you’d do anything just to live the life you’re painfully aware you should have been living. Instead of roasting your heart and soul over a furnace, run by a machine that could give less of a fuck about you.
Appreciate you 🙏
what mic are you using?