Ableism is literally so exhausting. "Youre so weird, why are you like that??" Because I just am???? "Ew youre so obsessed with that one thing get a life!!" I will throw a brick at you. -Loki 🐍
literally people think I'm just a Caparezza in Jodellavitanonhocapitouncazzo type person(insane person in short) just because they can't tell I'm disabled???? there's a reason if I slap the back of my hand every time I'm anxious, know TOO MUCH about particle accelerators, had special teachers in kindergarten through 3rd grade and most important of all, I play Splatoon
@@DenerieraxBecause it implies being disabled in unnatural, when it’s not. Weird is used as an insult towards disabled and neurodivergent people all the time by bullies.
For real. And like, I wouldn’t have to even appear “obsessed” about disability if people would just F off and let people exist. Also, NT kids have interests all the time and nobody tells them they are “too obsessed” if they talk about it all the time. Hyperfixations and special interests are different in intensity, but that doesn’t mean it’s obsession. Obsession is inherently bad and destructive to the person in some way.
Lately I’ve been putting stickers with pride flags on them around my (very cis-het) town as a form of mini-activism. It’s not much, but it’s something :)
if they're homophobic then good job lmao but if they're not or even allies, I feel as though that's like... telling them to be gay? idk how to describe it. maybe it's just my neurodivergence acting up
It's actually pretty good activism! As someone who used to live in a super Republican small town, the white supremacist patriotfront stickers really had a negative impact on how safe I felt there. I hope your stickers work in the opposite way!
during the after party for my dads wedding my stepsister made a speech in which she referred to me as a brother in arms, and I know it’s an expression but it felt so refreshing to hear someone call me something more masculine since I use all pronouns and like it when people use a variety to refer to me, but my family seems to kinda ignore that and only refer to me as a girl, so hearing that gave me gender euphoria :D
I finally talked to my mom about getting a new Covid shot. I was so anxious because I was so worried she was going to get mad at me. BUT, it went really well! I told her that I would like to get a new shot to make sure I’m protected with Covid and making sure I’m doing the best of my ability to protect others. She told me that I would build up immunity because I am able-bodied but I explained to her that it would be the best to get a shot because Covid has so many strains that it would be extremely hard to build but strains to all of them. I also explained how some people (disabled people) could not build up strains that I wanted to make sure were safe too. She agreed and hopefully I’m getting the Covid shot in fall. I also got to explain long Covid to her and I think she taking the virus more seriously now!
2:31 I ate fettuccine for an entire week and didnt get tired of it. Then we were missing an ingredient, and it tasted so disgusting. I haven't touched it since. My mom was so confused, lmao
It's a constant for my family when I only eat a certain food for every meal for four weeks straight and then can literally not stand it at all anymore after that period of time. I often frustrate my parents when they make my "favourite food" but then the sight of it makes me feel sick
Also I'm going to make a dreams sans cosplay! Here is my plan: 1. Get a bodysuit with long sleeves and legs, only the hands are cut out, feet are still attached like tights- if i need to make myself warmer i will use socks of the same color 2. work on making the vest/jacket, it's not going to be extremely accurate and i will likely elevate the design, I Don't know how to make clothes but I'll figure something out. 3. Get wig, cut and style and then make his crown 4. Acquire white rain boots or already yellow rain boots- paint until colors look yummy, maybe add platforms? We'll see- 5. Make cape and acquire white gloves, dye the gloves. 6. Belt- probably just a ribbon tied around my waist lol 7. DETAILS + getting brown contacts and learning makeup [realistic dream would probably look nice with brown eyes so I'm going for that]
OKAY. So, in Africa and the Middle East, armor wasn't as sophisticated as it was in Europe, so what ended up happening is that instead of designed weapons that were big, lumbering, intended to crush rather than slice, they made quick, curved blades. Almost every single curved blade as some origin in Africa or Middle East. The Shamshir, Khopesh, Shotel. All of them have origins in Africa and the middle east. And the thing is, some of these blades are SO cool. Things like the Shamshir, Khopesh, Shotel, the more well known ones, do get featured in games and media sometimes, but its always only them. swords like the Mambele. This is a fucking MONSTROSITY of a weapon, and I love it. It is a hybrid between a hatchet, a knife, AND a curved sword. It is just. AUGH. Everyone go look into them. And with the Middle East, you have things like the Kilij, which was often used by the ottomans. They are beautiful weapons, elegantly curved sabres. And they are always just relegated to the "foreign weapon". They aren't just foreign weapons, they are designed for so many different purposes. And the ceremonial swords of African and Middle Eastern Tradition are absolutely gorgous. I highly implore everyone to go take a look.
@@Denerierax I just looked up the mambele and holy shit. :0 should I give this weapon to a black character in my story??? I think it would work perfectly for her!!
i just looked up what a mambele is? IT’S LITERALLY A KNIFE SWORD ITS REALLY COOL! who brainwashed ppl to think that we can only have longswords in fantasy? GIVE ME MAMBELES IN FANTASY
I just realized that to someone out there, *i* am one of the little people in their phone and that makes me happy (little people as in small enough to live inside a phone, not little people as in people with dwarfism)
That’s so real😭/pos I did that (minus changing my own name) with one of my ocs:] but I used another name for myself from another of the dudes (he’s a content creator) ocs:3 /rela
3:15 It's me. I figure it's the autism for me lol. This meal is so safe and nice and I can finally eat something with actual nutrients without suffering...suddenly this meal is the most vile thing on the planet get it away from me I can't eat even one bite or I'll puke. I once ate the same lunch and dinner for a year and a half straight every single day. One day, halways through dinner, I suddenly felt so disgusted and couldn't have another bite. I then didn't eat that meal for two years and now am back to eating it fairly regularly. Sensory changes are so hard especially when they're about soemthing like food that can't be avoided.
2:27 I have been rotating between chicken nuggets, grilled cheese, french fries, and cheese quesadillas for basically my entire life and I am confident that I will collapse and perish as soon as I get tired of these foods. (Maybe I won’t?)
I feel this so hard. My world collapsed the day I was suddenly disgusted by the food I had been eating every day for a year and a half. I literally had no idea what to eat. I still feel so stuck because the only foods that are good textures are the ones without many vitamins or that contain ingredients that make my health issues flare up 😭 I wish I could just survive on grilled cheese, I can't imagine ever getting sick of it...
@@Perilous_perils_forrest legit. I’ve been told by my friends that my grilled cheeses are better than MY MOMS (which is insane bc my moms are amazing.)
How do I tell my parents that my body has a battery and every action I do drains that battery further. And that when that battery runs out I don’t wanna talk at all and just want to lay down. And that it’s not laziness it’s that my body physically does not have the energy to do anything and that yes I can feel like this even though I’m young and don’t work.
Wow! I’ve never been this early! Anyways I’ve seen some other people do this so here are some questions for the algorithm! 1: What is your favorite type of weather? 2: What’s a music artist that you think people don’t appreciate enough? 3: If you had to have a different hair color than you do now, what color would you choose?
1 Dark clouds, a little bit of wind 2 Femtanyl. They need more love. 3 probably light or dark brown. The occasional comments we get about all blondes being stupid makes my blood boil. -Loki 🐍
1: probably light rain 2:literally anyone who does those piano/music box covers of songs (I love them sm) 3:pink or blond maybe (blond probably with another color or to tho)
1. Thunder. At night. Or clear skies with a suuuuuuuuper high UV index. ::;;) 2. Maretu. 3. If I was in a situ8ion (saw trap?) where someone forced me to dye my hair I'd simply 8rute force my way out. I'm not dying this shit. It's 8lack forever.
1. I like rainy/stormy weather, but only during the summer or a particularly warm spring where the rain would make everything nice and cool but you wouldn't be cold going out in it. 2. I have a few: Marcy Playground, The Zombies, T Rex, and Shudder To Think. 3. Natural or artificial? If artificial, I think either dye the rest of it green/green-to-cyan ombre or I'd go for a flame inspired color theme. That or just straight orange.
1. definitely NOT hot, but not too cold either. not sunny. foggy. rain is also cool. 2. jhariah. go listen to him, he's a black queer artist and makes phenomenal music. 3. if you mean it as another natural hair colour, then i wouldn't change it, but i've been thinking about dying it dark red or green one day.
Tw demanding Hey you yes you, take a deep breath let it out slowly, and lower your shoulders. I'm so proud of you being here. Thank you. Now make sure you take care of yourself and drink some water, eat something and take a stretch break
New favorite movie and by extension a new hyperfixation yippee! It’s Heathers, I’m watching the musical as well soon, listened to a lot of the songs and they’re really good! Very catchy. The movie was wild but I loved it so much for some reason, even though it’s unlike most other things I’ve fixated on. (Almost) Nobody in it is a good person and they all do or say messed up things and it’s just so good for some reason lol, so much dialogue kinda comes out of left field. Caught me off guard so many times it was funny
Would totally recommend watching it unless you’re sensitive to uh.. most if not all common TWs?? Heathers has a lot of stuff in it and everyone in it is rather insensitive about it, it’s not about good people at all haha It also took me forever to figure out which Heather was which, their last names are almost never said so it really took a hot second
Yesterday I saw some people in a comment section on Pinterest with a pin about my current hyperfixation and like they were defending this one characters actions who TW Is a “grape-ist” and not only that but to a minor to “It’s only 4 years” 21 years old and 17…. “He was almost an adult” almost an adult isn’t an adult 😁 Besides he couldn’t even consent anyway because he was extremely high !! I hate Milena from tpoh sm..
I saw someone comment "I dont rlly see the issue with shipping Beetlejuice and Lydia" like... He's 30 and shes 16???? I swear, pintrest has the most foul people hiding in the shadows. -Loki 🐍
And then there's the opposite end of the spectrum where a 13 year old will call a 16 year old pretty and the entire reply section is SHE'S A MINOR! (Your example is way worse though. Mine isn't even harmful just annoying. I just think it's funny how 8oth these things happen on Pinterest.)
15:56 Honestly I love this video. Both of the labels of Gay and Lesbian (and the Straight label as well) have the capacity to be gender expansive, but that doesn't necessary mean it will be for every gay and/or lesbian individual and doesn't mean those that do have a gender expansive view on their sexual orientation are necessarily bi+ or multisexual. Having a genital preference, or a preference on the bases of gender/bodily sex presentation is honestly fine, just don't be transphobic and/or interphobic/intersexist about it!
in reality I'm Marina from Splatoon if she was white and not gay lol (not meant to be racist/homphobic, I'm comparing myself to her and saying that if she were those things she would basically be me lol)
dr franknfurter from rocky horror picture show gives me the ick. In fact, the entire movie and concept gives me the ick. I guess my main problem with it is that it makes trans people seem like gross perverts but there's also other stuff
Oof, the food hyper fixation one really hit me as I usually eat my dinner while watching these compilations 😂 its currently a premade mac and cheese mixed with a shitload of broccoli which I have to split in half as I add too much broccoli. But it's good that for once my hyperfixation is somewhat healthy and cheap! At uni my longest lasting ones were noodles and later on specifically dominos pizza, which was way too expensive even with my huge student discount so I limited myself to once a week. Now I live right next to a dominos but haven't had one in months as it's too much effort (even though its like a minute to walk there) and even more expensive.
I had a dominos phase too! I was incredibly depressed for months and it would take me days to get myself out of the apartment in time to go somewhere. I think I went to the grocery store once and it was harrowing. After that I would just go to dominos once every two weeks, buy a bunch of pizzas and a sandwich, and then leave it all in a pile on my floor and eat it until the next visit. They were only $8/pizza in my area so it was not cheap but it was probably the cheapest option of its kind so I'm grateful that that's what I landed on. I also have no idea how they didn't mold over or anything, but I would have just starved if they hadn't been an option (even with them, I lost wuite a bit of weight as I wouldn't immeidately have the mental strength to go buy more when I ran out) so I'm forever grateful that those pizzas existed when I needed them.
MOOT HAS A POSITIVE OPINION ON SAM AND MAX LETS FJCKING GO he said he likes seeing them together cause they're so cute I have to agree as a max fictive sam and I are cute together. we canonically get uncomfortable without the other at our side and we're both implied to be on the autism spectrum ,,, Sam has more in game evidence towards that whereas mine comes from a mix of the cartoon and the games and it may not be much but heeehehehh I'm happy I even have evidence towards my canonical autism - 🥧
@@gam8ligant You have been in multiple incidents where the roof of a building collapses. That is not good. And also, if the roof caves in, then it is now outside, as to me, the only thing that makes something inside, is if it still has a roof and walls on all sides. This is also why Gazebos don't count as "inside"
🚨VENT🚨 I’m gonna assume you all know how STRESSFUL and ANNOYING it is to constantly have to explain to your friend how passionate a special interest is, to which they continue to downplay it and tell me that I’m “being selfish by turning the conversation to my interests all the time”. It pisses me off and hurts my feelings, since I genuinely can’t help but talk about Aqua Teen Hunger Force or Type O Negative all the time. My friend is literally conditioning me to mask even more, and it’s becoming so extremely difficult for me to keep up. I just wish I had better friends. I only really like hanging out with Leftists and Neurodivergent people when I think about it, especially since there’s common ground when I speak to them. And people with my shared special interests too.
If all you talk about is one thing, I wouldn't blame him for getting annoying with you. I would get annoying with you. Anyone would. It isn't about you getting better friends. They are completely within their rights to think thats annoying. Because it is.
@@WhatTheScallœp my issue is there insistence on getting "better friends." As if their friends are in the wrong here. They aren't in the wrong. You cannot expect anyone to sit there and talk about the same thing constantly. They are shifting the blame to their friends.
@@Denerierax okay, I do understand your point to an extent. My issue is them not being blunt with me about when they don’t want to talk about what I’m interested in which I probably should’ve mentioned. Bc if they did tell me “Yo I don’t wanna talk about this rn” I’d be fine.
It's crazy watching all of the queerph0bes come out of the woodworks acting like Game Grumps making pride merch is going too far when they literally made Dream Daddy.
@@_kandi_enthuziazt Do you not know what a flail is? Basically, a flail is a metal (usually spiked) ball attack via a chain to a stick of some kind, or a handle of some kind. You then swing this around to hurt people.
@@_kandi_enthuziazt Some of them have multiple metal spikes attached to the hilt via chains, so it does even more damage. It was often used in medieval times to break against armor and shields.
Soooo here's the rec: Fanfik (on N3tflix) It's a polish movie and it's got an mlm couple and the main character is a trans guy :) Gotta say tho: tw for s/h (only briefly shown (hair tie)), queerphobia, alc0h0l & emetophobia (esp. in the beginning)
@aaaa.non-battery yeah definitely valid critique points, I also noticed the reaaaally american vibe of the school and of course the fact that it was waaay too accepting to be realistic for Poland (I personally just usually ignore this stuff, I'm desperate for trans representation that isn't just side characters ) Didn't know there was more than one book, so yippee :) So I looked it up and the books haven't been translated, however polish is 3rd on the list of languages I want to learn. So once I've got the hang of french and swedish (maybe, if I don't give up 🥲), I'll start learning polish :) (I think your comment disappeared mysteriously ?? So hopefully you'll still see this)
yall. i. vent time. cw: verbal sexual harassment and ageism. ok so. co worker A approached coworker B and asked if she would get in trouble for having a chip and dale calender. B thought she was talking about the cartoon characters. A laughs and says "you're so young for thinking that" and explains she's talking about the stippers. B laughs awkwardly and explains she doesn't go to those kinds of shows, A says she's missing out and implies it's something she SHIULD be doing. i talked to my supervisor about this. he's going to talk to her, and escalate to hr if needed. just. jesus christ. if you think someone (who's young enough to be your child) is too young to know stripper names. why would you feel comfortable pushing them to go to a show????
Realised neurotypicals will never see me as normal so I might as well do what I want >:] -vik
Exactly. There's no point in trying to appease people when nothing is ever good enough for them. Be cringe. Be free.
-Loki 🐍
This actually made me feel a lot better if no one will see me as normal no matter how hard I try... I might as well be myself!
Ableism is literally so exhausting. "Youre so weird, why are you like that??" Because I just am???? "Ew youre so obsessed with that one thing get a life!!" I will throw a brick at you.
-Loki 🐍
What is wrong with that question. It's just asking someone why they are weird.
literally people think I'm just a Caparezza in Jodellavitanonhocapitouncazzo type person(insane person in short) just because they can't tell I'm disabled???? there's a reason if I slap the back of my hand every time I'm anxious, know TOO MUCH about particle accelerators, had special teachers in kindergarten through 3rd grade and most important of all, I play Splatoon
@@DenerieraxBecause it implies being disabled in unnatural, when it’s not. Weird is used as an insult towards disabled and neurodivergent people all the time by bullies.
For real. And like, I wouldn’t have to even appear “obsessed” about disability if people would just F off and let people exist. Also, NT kids have interests all the time and nobody tells them they are “too obsessed” if they talk about it all the time. Hyperfixations and special interests are different in intensity, but that doesn’t mean it’s obsession. Obsession is inherently bad and destructive to the person in some way.
Side eyeing one of my sisters so badly after reading this because she’ll never have the guts to own up to her ableist treatment of me:
Lately I’ve been putting stickers with pride flags on them around my (very cis-het) town as a form of mini-activism. It’s not much, but it’s something :)
good job, comrade! :3
if they're homophobic then good job lmao but if they're not or even allies, I feel as though that's like... telling them to be gay? idk how to describe it. maybe it's just my neurodivergence acting up
It's actually pretty good activism! As someone who used to live in a super Republican small town, the white supremacist patriotfront stickers really had a negative impact on how safe I felt there. I hope your stickers work in the opposite way!
@@indiumsandwich putting up stickers isnt telling people to be gay
Omg same! I've been doing that too ❤
Everybody wants to support artistic vision until it's something they think is “woke” then all of a sudden it's bad.
during the after party for my dads wedding my stepsister made a speech in which she referred to me as a brother in arms, and I know it’s an expression but it felt so refreshing to hear someone call me something more masculine since I use all pronouns and like it when people use a variety to refer to me, but my family seems to kinda ignore that and only refer to me as a girl, so hearing that gave me gender euphoria :D
This is so cute and subtly supportive. Love that for you
When the food hyperfixation ends but you still have two boxes of this one specific cereal that no one in the family likes:
this made me realise that i have food hyperfixations in the first place 😭
I finally talked to my mom about getting a new Covid shot. I was so anxious because I was so worried she was going to get mad at me. BUT, it went really well! I told her that I would like to get a new shot to make sure I’m protected with Covid and making sure I’m doing the best of my ability to protect others. She told me that I would build up immunity because I am able-bodied but I explained to her that it would be the best to get a shot because Covid has so many strains that it would be extremely hard to build but strains to all of them. I also explained how some people (disabled people) could not build up strains that I wanted to make sure were safe too. She agreed and hopefully I’m getting the Covid shot in fall. I also got to explain long Covid to her and I think she taking the virus more seriously now!
2:31 I ate fettuccine for an entire week and didnt get tired of it. Then we were missing an ingredient, and it tasted so disgusting. I haven't touched it since. My mom was so confused, lmao
I literally refuse to eat or have anything to do with anything that's missing something. no idea why
It's a constant for my family when I only eat a certain food for every meal for four weeks straight and then can literally not stand it at all anymore after that period of time. I often frustrate my parents when they make my "favourite food" but then the sight of it makes me feel sick
yeah, that sounds incredibly annoying.
Also I'm going to make a dreams sans cosplay!
Here is my plan:
1. Get a bodysuit with long sleeves and legs, only the hands are cut out, feet are still attached like tights- if i need to make myself warmer i will use socks of the same color
2. work on making the vest/jacket, it's not going to be extremely accurate and i will likely elevate the design, I Don't know how to make clothes but I'll figure something out.
3. Get wig, cut and style and then make his crown
4. Acquire white rain boots or already yellow rain boots- paint until colors look yummy, maybe add platforms? We'll see-
5. Make cape and acquire white gloves, dye the gloves.
6. Belt- probably just a ribbon tied around my waist lol
7. DETAILS + getting brown contacts and learning makeup [realistic dream would probably look nice with brown eyes so I'm going for that]
This is what I currently have in mind right now, it's probably not complete but it's an idea so far
please ANYONE let me rant to you about how underutilized African and Indian swords and weapons are in media
i'd be interested in hearing [reading, hah] you rant about it :3
OKAY. So, in Africa and the Middle East, armor wasn't as sophisticated as it was in Europe, so what ended up happening is that instead of designed weapons that were big, lumbering, intended to crush rather than slice, they made quick, curved blades.
Almost every single curved blade as some origin in Africa or Middle East. The Shamshir, Khopesh, Shotel. All of them have origins in Africa and the middle east.
And the thing is, some of these blades are SO cool. Things like the Shamshir, Khopesh, Shotel, the more well known ones, do get featured in games and media sometimes, but its always only them.
swords like the Mambele. This is a fucking MONSTROSITY of a weapon, and I love it. It is a hybrid between a hatchet, a knife, AND a curved sword. It is just. AUGH. Everyone go look into them.
And with the Middle East, you have things like the Kilij, which was often used by the ottomans. They are beautiful weapons, elegantly curved sabres. And they are always just relegated to the "foreign weapon".
They aren't just foreign weapons, they are designed for so many different purposes. And the ceremonial swords of African and Middle Eastern Tradition are absolutely gorgous. I highly implore everyone to go take a look.
@@Denerierax I just looked up the mambele and holy shit. :0 should I give this weapon to a black character in my story??? I think it would work perfectly for her!!
@@indiumsandwich Yes! You should! It's a fucking insane blade, isn't it?
i just looked up what a mambele is? IT’S LITERALLY A KNIFE SWORD ITS REALLY COOL! who brainwashed ppl to think that we can only have longswords in fantasy? GIVE ME MAMBELES IN FANTASY
I just realized that to someone out there, *i* am one of the little people in their phone and that makes me happy (little people as in small enough to live inside a phone, not little people as in people with dwarfism)
* Steals a characters name from my hyperfixation possibly for myself cutely *🎀
this cannot be applied to myself because I'm not the type of person to name a character "synchrotrons". LOL
That’s so real😭/pos I did that (minus changing my own name) with one of my ocs:] but I used another name for myself from another of the dudes (he’s a content creator) ocs:3 /rela
please remember Ukraine and Iran.
the fact that this came out right after i got an official autism diagnosis 😭
Congrats 😎‼️‼️
congrats on passing your autism test
Welcome to the club!!
congrats! :3
Congrats! 🎉🎊🍾
3:15 It's me. I figure it's the autism for me lol. This meal is so safe and nice and I can finally eat something with actual nutrients without suffering...suddenly this meal is the most vile thing on the planet get it away from me I can't eat even one bite or I'll puke. I once ate the same lunch and dinner for a year and a half straight every single day. One day, halways through dinner, I suddenly felt so disgusted and couldn't have another bite. I then didn't eat that meal for two years and now am back to eating it fairly regularly. Sensory changes are so hard especially when they're about soemthing like food that can't be avoided.
15:44 fun fact: the book "and then there were none" is based on that rhyme, and it's gross that it went from n words, to indians, to soldier boys imo
Yup. I have a copy of the original version of the book, which is pretty cool.
I finally finished the "a quiet day in liyue" quest, it was broken so i had to wait for the next day(in real time) to progress it
Thinking about introducing my mom to Chapelle roan songs
i’ve been food obsessed w nachoes for my entire life, i eat it like multiple times a week
I finished reading "Spellbound" by F.T. Lukens last night! It's quite possibly one of my favorite books now!!!
2:27 I have been rotating between chicken nuggets, grilled cheese, french fries, and cheese quesadillas for basically my entire life and I am confident that I will collapse and perish as soon as I get tired of these foods. (Maybe I won’t?)
I feel this so hard. My world collapsed the day I was suddenly disgusted by the food I had been eating every day for a year and a half. I literally had no idea what to eat. I still feel so stuck because the only foods that are good textures are the ones without many vitamins or that contain ingredients that make my health issues flare up 😭 I wish I could just survive on grilled cheese, I can't imagine ever getting sick of it...
I’ve had that for grilled cheese and Mac n beans and eggs with raisin bread toast. Not my whole life, but now I’m really good at making those things:]
@@Perilous_perils_forrest legit. I’ve been told by my friends that my grilled cheeses are better than MY MOMS (which is insane bc my moms are amazing.)
@@kinseylise8595 I feel you bro. I’m horrified. I’m insanely picky and will starve if I cannot eat my current diet throughout my whole life.
How do I tell my parents that my body has a battery and every action I do drains that battery further. And that when that battery runs out I don’t wanna talk at all and just want to lay down. And that it’s not laziness it’s that my body physically does not have the energy to do anything and that yes I can feel like this even though I’m young and don’t work.
Wow! I’ve never been this early! Anyways I’ve seen some other people do this so here are some questions for the algorithm!
1: What is your favorite type of weather?
2: What’s a music artist that you think people don’t appreciate enough?
3: If you had to have a different hair color than you do now, what color would you choose?
1 Dark clouds, a little bit of wind
2 Femtanyl. They need more love.
3 probably light or dark brown. The occasional comments we get about all blondes being stupid makes my blood boil.
-Loki 🐍
1: probably light rain
2:literally anyone who does those piano/music box covers of songs (I love them sm)
3:pink or blond maybe (blond probably with another color or to tho)
1. Thunder. At night. Or clear skies with a suuuuuuuuper high UV index. ::;;)
2. Maretu.
3. If I was in a situ8ion (saw trap?) where someone forced me to dye my hair I'd simply 8rute force my way out. I'm not dying this shit. It's 8lack forever.
1. I like rainy/stormy weather, but only during the summer or a particularly warm spring where the rain would make everything nice and cool but you wouldn't be cold going out in it.
2. I have a few: Marcy Playground, The Zombies, T Rex, and Shudder To Think.
3. Natural or artificial? If artificial, I think either dye the rest of it green/green-to-cyan ombre or I'd go for a flame inspired color theme. That or just straight orange.
1. definitely NOT hot, but not too cold either. not sunny. foggy. rain is also cool.
2. jhariah. go listen to him, he's a black queer artist and makes phenomenal music.
3. if you mean it as another natural hair colour, then i wouldn't change it, but i've been thinking about dying it dark red or green one day.
I really like jjba and i must get more paper to be able to make a jotaro paper dragon
Tw demanding Hey you yes you, take a deep breath let it out slowly, and lower your shoulders. I'm so proud of you being here. Thank you. Now make sure you take care of yourself and drink some water, eat something and take a stretch break
EAT SOMETHING?? I JUST GOBBLED UP A WHOLE BOWL OF STRAWBERRIES 😨
3:13 ME WITH SUSHI FR
Free Myanmar, please don’t forget about them, talk about them
New favorite movie and by extension a new hyperfixation yippee! It’s Heathers, I’m watching the musical as well soon, listened to a lot of the songs and they’re really good! Very catchy.
The movie was wild but I loved it so much for some reason, even though it’s unlike most other things I’ve fixated on. (Almost) Nobody in it is a good person and they all do or say messed up things and it’s just so good for some reason lol, so much dialogue kinda comes out of left field. Caught me off guard so many times it was funny
Would totally recommend watching it unless you’re sensitive to uh.. most if not all common TWs?? Heathers has a lot of stuff in it and everyone in it is rather insensitive about it, it’s not about good people at all haha
It also took me forever to figure out which Heather was which, their last names are almost never said so it really took a hot second
0:00 omg i saw her live at pride
Yesterday I saw some people in a comment section on Pinterest with a pin about my current hyperfixation and like they were defending this one characters actions who TW
Is a “grape-ist” and not only that but to a minor to
“It’s only 4 years” 21 years old and 17….
“He was almost an adult” almost an adult isn’t an adult 😁
Besides he couldn’t even consent anyway because he was extremely high !!
I hate Milena from tpoh sm..
I saw someone comment "I dont rlly see the issue with shipping Beetlejuice and Lydia" like... He's 30 and shes 16???? I swear, pintrest has the most foul people hiding in the shadows.
-Loki 🐍
@@Crypt1dW00dsPinterest is home to literally the sweetest people to ever walk the earth and the most insane people to walk the earth in one platform 😭
And then there's the opposite end of the spectrum where a 13 year old will call a 16 year old pretty and the entire reply section is SHE'S A MINOR! (Your example is way worse though. Mine isn't even harmful just annoying. I just think it's funny how 8oth these things happen on Pinterest.)
pintrest is interesting. cause even if it "technically" isn't illegal, that doesn't make it okay, or moral.
as a game dev I'm afraif people will ship the s3xually abusive girl character with her victims... :(
15:56 Honestly I love this video. Both of the labels of Gay and Lesbian (and the Straight label as well) have the capacity to be gender expansive, but that doesn't necessary mean it will be for every gay and/or lesbian individual and doesn't mean those that do have a gender expansive view on their sexual orientation are necessarily bi+ or multisexual. Having a genital preference, or a preference on the bases of gender/bodily sex presentation is honestly fine, just don't be transphobic and/or interphobic/intersexist about it!
Working on modifying a store bought cosplay :D -vik
Who are you cosplaying?
Love how there are no dislikes 😌 what a niche little community we have. Wish I could defeat my social anxiety and build irl community lol
In reality I’m just Hans. In my mind I’m a young soldier in the trenches in 1918
Why are you a soldier in the trenches my dude
in reality I'm Marina from Splatoon if she was white and not gay lol (not meant to be racist/homphobic, I'm comparing myself to her and saying that if she were those things she would basically be me lol)
@@clown.mp4413 I just am
Our application for the apartment was denied 😔 still looking.
ohh, that sucks.
good luck with searching for an apartment!
I didn't even know that could happen. If you have the money, why would they say no.
@@Denerierax idk landlords are evil. (Like as a concept)
@@PUNK69420 It's like Nintendo. People actively want to give them money so that they can play their games, but they just never rerelease
Im still farming primogems for sigewinne's weapon(and possibly sigewinne herself) i currently have 13405 primos out of 28800 :0
If yall want a music artist recommendation I give you ✨Fish in a birdcage✨ a really cool artist that makes cool music that makes the brain go brr.❤
Oh yeah/pos I only heard r34 and I really like that song :] I wish there was a platonic song with that same energy/pos
@@Perilous_perils_forrest I saw r34 and panicked for a hot second- 😅
@@Rayne-Whispers oh no-
2:04 WAIT IS THAT ADAM CONOVER?
dr franknfurter from rocky horror picture show gives me the ick. In fact, the entire movie and concept gives me the ick. I guess my main problem with it is that it makes trans people seem like gross perverts but there's also other stuff
Oof, the food hyper fixation one really hit me as I usually eat my dinner while watching these compilations 😂 its currently a premade mac and cheese mixed with a shitload of broccoli which I have to split in half as I add too much broccoli. But it's good that for once my hyperfixation is somewhat healthy and cheap! At uni my longest lasting ones were noodles and later on specifically dominos pizza, which was way too expensive even with my huge student discount so I limited myself to once a week. Now I live right next to a dominos but haven't had one in months as it's too much effort (even though its like a minute to walk there) and even more expensive.
I had a dominos phase too! I was incredibly depressed for months and it would take me days to get myself out of the apartment in time to go somewhere. I think I went to the grocery store once and it was harrowing. After that I would just go to dominos once every two weeks, buy a bunch of pizzas and a sandwich, and then leave it all in a pile on my floor and eat it until the next visit. They were only $8/pizza in my area so it was not cheap but it was probably the cheapest option of its kind so I'm grateful that that's what I landed on. I also have no idea how they didn't mold over or anything, but I would have just starved if they hadn't been an option (even with them, I lost wuite a bit of weight as I wouldn't immeidately have the mental strength to go buy more when I ran out) so I'm forever grateful that those pizzas existed when I needed them.
free palestine from the river to the sea
Gang I'm getting into making bracelets!!! I js got sum supplies yesterday woohoooo
nice! have fun! :3
6:51 this
MOOT HAS A POSITIVE OPINION ON SAM AND MAX LETS FJCKING GO he said he likes seeing them together cause they're so cute I have to agree as a max fictive sam and I are cute together. we canonically get uncomfortable without the other at our side and we're both implied to be on the autism spectrum ,,, Sam has more in game evidence towards that whereas mine comes from a mix of the cartoon and the games and it may not be much but heeehehehh I'm happy I even have evidence towards my canonical autism - 🥧
Appointment went well. cuz I’m a sigma 🔥🔥🔥🔥 (I hate myself for that)
Real, I had what the sigma as a vocal stim for like a month😭😭/rela
Now my pfp is actually me.
You look so cool omg
@drownedzephyrTy!
@ArloPoltergeist No those are my teeth. Hope this helps!
YOU LOOK SO COOL AND BADASS
Ive posted some videos of my first paper dragons! Im super excited!
Looks nice! /gen
-Loki 🐍
@@Crypt1dW00ds ty!
Off-topic question, but are FFPS masks reusable? And if yes, what's the process to clean them?
diffly biffly
miffly siffly
wiffly fiffily
Kiffly tiffly
I'm all soggy 8ecause it was raining outside.
that does tend to happen when you are outside in the rain. Also, I like the specification of "raining outside", as if it can rain inside.
@DenerieraxIt can! If the roof of the 8uilding collapses. Which happens often with me. Don't trust me as your architect.
@@gam8ligant You have been in multiple incidents where the roof of a building collapses. That is not good. And also, if the roof caves in, then it is now outside, as to me, the only thing that makes something inside, is if it still has a roof and walls on all sides. This is also why Gazebos don't count as "inside"
@DenerieraxI have 8een the *cause* of multiple incidents.
@@gam8ligant Now why'd you go and do that
Hi just woke up -Nyx
Hi:3
hope your breakfast cereal(if you eat cereal) won't be soggy
@@indiumsandwich was waffles :) -Nyx
@@reboottalks oh then I hope your waffles had that strangely crunchy sugar that is for some reason sneakily sprinkled on waffles
@@reboottalks oh then I hope your waffles had that strangely crunchy sugar that is for some reason sneakily sprinkled on waffles
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I’m gonna assume you all know how STRESSFUL and ANNOYING it is to constantly have to explain to your friend how passionate a special interest is, to which they continue to downplay it and tell me that I’m “being selfish by turning the conversation to my interests all the time”. It pisses me off and hurts my feelings, since I genuinely can’t help but talk about Aqua Teen Hunger Force or Type O Negative all the time. My friend is literally conditioning me to mask even more, and it’s becoming so extremely difficult for me to keep up. I just wish I had better friends. I only really like hanging out with Leftists and Neurodivergent people when I think about it, especially since there’s common ground when I speak to them. And people with my shared special interests too.
If all you talk about is one thing, I wouldn't blame him for getting annoying with you. I would get annoying with you. Anyone would. It isn't about you getting better friends. They are completely within their rights to think thats annoying. Because it is.
@@WhatTheScallœp my issue is there insistence on getting "better friends." As if their friends are in the wrong here. They aren't in the wrong. You cannot expect anyone to sit there and talk about the same thing constantly. They are shifting the blame to their friends.
@@Denerierax okay, I do understand your point to an extent. My issue is them not being blunt with me about when they don’t want to talk about what I’m interested in which I probably should’ve mentioned. Bc if they did tell me “Yo I don’t wanna talk about this rn” I’d be fine.
@@Eterrox3 Something I have learnt is that you cannot expect normal people to be blunt with you. You just can't.
@@Denerierax yeah but I can still ask them politely to do so
I have AuDHD and I’m a LEFTIST!!!
I'm done Mindfanging these titles. ♒ ♍♏
@_kandi_enthuziaztDon't you worry, this comment is the start of a new trend. Trend? Idk how to word it.
@just..the..cyllyz YOU CANT FIGHT THE MINDFANG FUNNY TWERK FUNNY 8UTT GIF (OR WHATEVER ITS NAMED!) (you can't fight the Homestuck if it was awesome)
I p8nted my nails yesterday. It's a good texture. They're shiny. I'm like a 8eetle.
hehehee beetle that's such a cute analogy :D
Srry for not commenting, I've been sick :( -vik
hope you're feeling better now! :3
3:39 yuck! arielle scarcella alert 🚨🚨
bummed out after seeing a bunch of nasty comments on a pride post by the grumps
It's crazy watching all of the queerph0bes come out of the woodworks acting like Game Grumps making pride merch is going too far when they literally made Dream Daddy.
Game Grumps literally made Dream Daddy, an MLM dating simulator, why are these people so shocked they would make pride merch lol
I hate farming for primos. Too bad that’s like 70% of Genshin gameplay.❤
I want a girlfriend
Same, male loneliness epidemic has been hitting me hard lately
Sameeee, except it doesn’t matter what their gender is for me [maybe pan is a good label?]
@@Perilous_perils_forrest Oh I meant that as a man, I have been incredibly lonely just like a lot of other men
Hi
hiii :3
Flails aren't useless.
@@_kandi_enthuziazt Do you not know what a flail is? Basically, a flail is a metal (usually spiked) ball attack via a chain to a stick of some kind, or a handle of some kind. You then swing this around to hurt people.
@@_kandi_enthuziazt Some of them have multiple metal spikes attached to the hilt via chains, so it does even more damage. It was often used in medieval times to break against armor and shields.
@@_kandi_enthuziazt they are pretty easy to make at home!
I've seen those before but I never knew what they were called!!! Very interesting!!!
@@CelestialBug Yup! I am really into medieval weaponry.
Free Palestine
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Try not to delete my comment about a tv show: level impossible
(Probably was the tw's :( )
Soooo here's the rec: Fanfik (on N3tflix)
It's a polish movie and it's got an mlm couple and the main character is a trans guy :)
Gotta say tho: tw for s/h (only briefly shown (hair tie)), queerphobia, alc0h0l & emetophobia (esp. in the beginning)
@@Raymond.the.commie.raccoon44 hair tie? Emetophobia? Wah
@@DenerieraxEmetophobia is the fear of vomit or vomiting 👍
@aaaa.non-battery yeah definitely valid critique points, I also noticed the reaaaally american vibe of the school and of course the fact that it was waaay too accepting to be realistic for Poland
(I personally just usually ignore this stuff, I'm desperate for trans representation that isn't just side characters )
Didn't know there was more than one book, so yippee :)
So I looked it up and the books haven't been translated, however polish is 3rd on the list of languages I want to learn. So once I've got the hang of french and swedish (maybe, if I don't give up 🥲), I'll start learning polish :)
(I think your comment disappeared mysteriously ?? So hopefully you'll still see this)
1:52 Watching this while working to become a screenwriter 🥲
High5ifyourestillalive explanation of n.a.t.o was spot on.....bravo
yall. i.
vent time. cw: verbal sexual harassment and ageism.
ok so. co worker A approached coworker B and asked if she would get in trouble for having a chip and dale calender.
B thought she was talking about the cartoon characters.
A laughs and says "you're so young for thinking that" and explains she's talking about the stippers. B laughs awkwardly and explains she doesn't go to those kinds of shows,
A says she's missing out and implies it's something she SHIULD be doing.
i talked to my supervisor about this. he's going to talk to her, and escalate to hr if needed.
just.
jesus christ.
if you think someone (who's young enough to be your child) is too young to know stripper names. why would you feel comfortable pushing them to go to a show????