If you are feeling depressed or contemplating suicide please remember that you are not alone. Suicide Hotlines: America: 1-800-273-TALK (8255) Canada: 1-866-531-2600 Australia: 13 11 14 United Kingdom: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 Beijing: 0800-810-1117 Hong Kong: +852 28 960 000 Japan/Tokyo: 81 (0) 3 5286 9090 Brazil: 55 11 31514109 or (91) 3223-0074 Mexico: 9453777 Germany: 0800 111 0 111 Russia: (495) 625 3101 India: 91-22-27546669 Iran: 1480 South Africa: 0800 12 13 14 This is only a short list of a few countries, however there is always somebody to reach out to. Mental Health Hotline: unitedgmh.org/mental-health-support
1. feeling hopeless and helpless 1:11 2. holding false beliefs 1:36 3. poor concentration 2:02 4. losing pleasure in activities 2:28 5. feeling guilty 2:50 6. suicidal ideation 3:30 7. seeing or hearing things that aren't there 4:06 I hope I could help! (: Remember, help is available for those that need it. (:
As someone who has psychosis and suffers from delusions, visual, audio, physical hallucinations, voices and violent thoughts this video is oddly comforting. Dunno why but it does weirdly. Maybe it just reminds me that I'm not alone? Who knows?
I'm not fighting in this specific battlefield, but for my brothers and sisters dealing with this battlefield, my heart is with you. I'm able to understand better what you're going through. I'm in another battlefield, close to yours.
It's not something to be relief about but yeah ur not alone.. This is a silent killer I'm realizing that now i thought i had gotten better but no it suddenly kicks in and even worse then before now it feels like demons are watching me and calling out for me but then i realized it was only in my head i can't sleep alone or with the the lights off sometimes i can't sleep at all
bro i can just be reading a book or something and see something black moving around my room with the corner of my eyes, i live with that but other people when i tell them that are like 0_0
I'm 27. I've been struggling with depression since I was about 18 or so. I live with my family still, which may be a big contributor to that. Don't misunderstand me, I love my family (well, most of them anyway ;P), but I just feel so stuck there. Like anyone else, I wanted (still do) to leave home, but I just don't know how. Or sometimes, I think I can do it, only to be struck down again. Each week seems to bleed into the next, and they all feel the same. I am seeing a therapist, and it has helped to an extent, but it might be a while before I see any real change. To those who don't have to deal with depression, you're very lucky. To those who do, well, I'm right in there with you. Keep strong.
Hi there Orion wolf: well, lemme share a little bit of my story with you, so you know that you're not alone. First, I'm happy and proud that you're in therapy! The path to heal is a bumpy road but you're a trooper. I deal with suicidal thoughts since I'm 6yo. I came out with my "genius plan" to help relieve all my family's (well, in my household) pressure and my mom's even more. The deal is that at that age I didn't know how to kill myself, but I knew that once you're dead, you don't come back. No heaven or hell, just like when you sleep. Unconscious and non existent. That will help them! That way nobody had to think about my needs, my school, my lunches and having money for the nanny. My mom could use that money that she spent on my for the house and paying the rent and working could be easier. We went to the doctor the very next day. No meds, maybe some depression, "kids shouldn't be depressive at that age, they don't even get it. Just don't talk about money topics when she's around" I'm sorry doctor, I've always been able to know when mom have to pay stuff, how having her very own salon was draining her. That she wasn't writing nice things or doing "adult math homework". At nine, psychologists come to the school and ask to have a talk with all the kids in the school over some weeks because the guys studying needed to do interviews. The guy who talked with me was cool, engaging. Cracked some laughs from me, he was taking notes while we talked. At the end hands me a paper that says "suicidal ideation, positive risk". My mom was upset when I gave her the paper. "Why are you saying those things? People will think I'm being abusive towards you and I'm not... That I don't take good care of you, that I'm a terrible mom, stop it." I had my first period at 11. Suddenly those ideas and concerns started creeping out of all the corners of my head. They went nuts close to my period. At 13 I saw someone at the TV, on the series "ER". It was a young gal that got a blood infection from a cut or wound. She denied any cuts and the doctor noticed that she was pulling her skirt down, hiding something. He asks to please let him check ine of her legs. She cut herself and that's where she got the germs from. Oh, so cutting? Isn't it hurtful? Why would she do that.... She said "it makes me feel better". Well, sounds weird but I'mma try. Starting with self harm since my 13s, almost daily until my 16s. Met a great guy at highschool, he became my best friend! (We're 5 years married, 13 years together and counting) I told my secret, he was so sad, begged me to stop, at least for him. I did my best, still do my best. At my 18s I started seeing a psychiatrist, since my OBGY advices it. My pill wasn't enough to help me with my thoughts. After a year seeing this psychiatrist, he just said "Alright, you have premenstrual dysphoric disorder, gonna be with you for life or until you get your menopause; not sure if you're gonna get depressive after that but let's not think on that. Take your pill so your periods don't break you and this amount of Prozac, have a good one, bye..." I took Prozac for years. We married at my 24s, so 2 years into my lovely marriage, I'm planning how to kill myself. I had to try at least one more time to get help. For my hubby, my furry babies, my mom... 1st month in psych ward. Got tested, all types of tests. A real empathetic and caring psychiatrist explained to me all. "You have some coexisting conditions and that's why it was hard to see which one was what. You have your premenstrual dysphoric disorder, you know that one. But also you have mayor depressive disorder, and persistent depressive disorder, and a personality disorder, is called borderline personality disorder. You need to take this meds to keep you stable and...." He explained all to me, my husband, my family. It made sense. I came back to work. Had some sick leaves for a week or 2 between my discharge and another hospitalization for another month, another psych hospital. It helped but it wasn't the best. Came to work again, other sick leaves. Is hard to walk straight all the time. Relapsed on cutting a couple of times more. I lost my job when I was prescribed with antipsychotics. Hit me hard and my boss at that time wasn't patient or even though about his employees. He yeet me out, almost like the Fresh Prince. Then covid-19 came. I got a new job but I needed to stop taking risperidone, it was backfiring me. He send me levomepromazine. Doc, you know what happened the last time you send me an antipsychotic, what happens if I lose my job again? I need a job... "Let's hope this doesn't make you feel as bad. See ya in 3 months". I lost my job, at training. Since then, I haven't had a job. I got my appointment with my psychiatrist: Doc, I lost my job again... This particular pill ain't helping and if I keep trying another antipsychotic, I don't think Im gonna be able to keep a job. I'm with my hands tied. Is really hard to not go back to cutting. My weight ballooned. I'm not taking this pill any longer, all my other meds I will, but not this one. I went to ER on Friday and they said that I had to talk with you. I'm getting into psych ward again... "No no, you don't need it! And we're with covid-19, all the space available in the psych hospitals is being used for covid patients. They're not getting people in. Unless you're extremely in need" So, you mean I'm not in need to receive help? That I'm not that bad? "Oh no no, I don't mean that. You know what I consider and if it wasn't for the pandemic..." Ok doc, what we do, I can't keep holding up, please. We came to an agreement about the calibration of my mood regulator and other med. I'm feeling better than with the antipsychotics. I'm hoping to get a job soon. I hope you get better, we can get better. Thanks for reading. I'll have you in my thoughts.
Thanks guys (not the spammers, though). I know I'm not alone, but sometimes it feels like it. So hearing your replies makes it a little less lonely. I'm sorry yall are going through your own rough patches. I hope things will start getting better for you soon. We just have to keep trucking along.
@@Mtz2604 Try CBD oil, medicinal mushrooms like reishi and lions mane....they help with depression and all sorts of mental issues.... also they are natural without major side effects....
I believe you will find fulfillment if you go on a personal journey to find out what that someone or something is. I did, and decided to be careful about where I searched. Try with all your might, and you will definitely succeed. Godspeed. 🔥
As a person who suffered with this from a young age and many more mental illness, I will say it definitely does get better. Your coping strengthens and you start to feel normal as you learn to roll with the punches and go with the flow. I’ve learned that I cannot control a lot of things, but that I can control MY thoughts and MY feelings. And as long as I know that I am content. You got this. And don’t sweat the things that aren’t in your control or just don’t matter. Remember that you yourself are powerful and can do anything and overcome any obstacle. Banish the negative and tell yourself that you’re doing the best you can and that you’re best will always be good enough. If you need help there are so many people who are happy to help you through it. If I hadn’t gotten the help I needed I don’t think I would be here.
To all who are suffering from whatsoever now. You problems are always validated, no matter the age. Mental illnesses can happen to anyone, at anytime. But this time passes. Life is a mix of good and bad. You probably left your happy childhood days and are suffering as an adult or teenager. But never forget how not every thing is permanent. This time will pass and you will change too. You will become stronger because life is teaching you the hard way now. Never lose hope and keep going. Leaning on someone when you are tired is just fine and try to be a space of comfort for someone who is suffering too. I know we can do it.
Thank u but I can't get rid of mine literally because it's rooted in my genes. At the same time though, comments like this helps people like me sooo much I would like to say thank u.
I have Dysthymia which is usually stable and just keeps me bored and unmotivated. but sometimes I have triggers that plunge me down so deep into depression, that it becomes psychotic. and when I say psychotic, I really do mean it, my delusions become so overbearing it almost trumps my sadness itself. I become utterly convinced I'm a horrible horrible person who only brings pain to those I am near. At the same time, I convince myself that I'm innocent and that nobody understands me so they hate me. That I'm alone in a world which is tailored specifically to be cruel to me. Neither is true, but I believed it wholeheartedly last time I spiraled.
Consult a doctor as soon as possible. Everything will be fine. God bless you. Also follow some steps. Do meditation regularly. Do exercises and read books. God bless you dear
I get your words, you're not alone in this fella. Believe me. From another's eyes, I can see the ton of people dealing with this, as me and you. So we're like an army of people, in the same battle. We might not be all at the same place, but we exist.
yo wtf i experience the same thing with having normally stable depression like symptoms, but occasionally having it get worse. i get paranoid and i believed the same things during those episodes but i genuinely had no idea they were delusions ??
It happens to me to and sometimes my head answers back that maybe i am. I also became cynical and my brain thinking was so fast (negative feelings, thought, rumination/compulsions) than it used to like it's left-to-right over and over. It is scary because we do all think but this time it doesn't feel right. You are depressed and you get depressed more when you realize that you are becoming a person that you are not. Like it shocked me so much that my brain could spiral down that hard.
After starting anti depressants, I realized how delusional I was about things that weren't really happening. Definitely one of my biggest fears is not being in control of my mind, I thought I was but knowing I wasn't is very scary. I hope everyone can get help for depression, it's a massive burden you shouldn't have to carry
I've experienced all of these symptoms. No longer finding joy in playing video games, spending all day worrying if I said the wrong thing to somebody, feeling like everyone hates me, and hallucinating, thinking my dog was there when he really wasn't. Along with nervous breakdowns, yelling and shouting. It took me a long time to break out of it. Almost 2 years... But I'm finally starting to feel better. I'm exercising, mediation, walking the dog everyday, doing chores, drawing, and writing, completely cut out alcohol. I had to block out a few people in order to focus on myself. I was tired, so tired of waking up and feeling that way so I finally did something about it. Everyone is different, but I promise you things get better. Keep on holding on. You can do it. ♥️
I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder at your age. I’m in my mid 30’s now. It was really hard at first, yes, but as I found the right medicine I got better. Bipolar 1 (at least for me, everyone’s diagnosis and prognosis is different) is a lifelong condition that relapses. I will need to be on medication the rest of my life but I’m not alone. Neither are you. You will be alright, just don’t give up- you will get better! 💚
Well, good sir. Its typical of that age for men sadly. Started for me sooner, still dealing with it later. You dont ever truly get thru the pain, you just get better at faking it and pushing it down.
As someone who has been diagnosed with this, thank you so much for making this video and raising awareness! I don’t see this talked about enough, thank you so so much. I feel heard❤️
I was diagnosed with depression with psychotic features. Fought 3 years. And won. Those who are reading this and have depression, psychotic or not, I only wanna tell one thing. You're gonna win too. Because you can, never forget that. Wish you all the best!
I suffered from most of these symptoms. It was 3 years of darkness. Now its getting better finally, but this was a good reminder and made me grateful looking at the situvation now. So just never give up.
I’m not sure if I suffer from depression with psychotic features but I get feeling in my head where I don’t feel right at all. I start to feel really anxious about the feeling. I also feel like my body is removed physically from myself. I start to feel it!
Hey! If you're feeling down, remember that you don't have to face this alone. Many people, including me care. You can tell me what's going on and I'll listen. Remember that depression is not a joke. Your metal health matters. You matter. Just like what the other time traveller comment said, depression can happen to anyone regardless of age, gender, race and etc. Stay strong! ❤️
idk if i actually suffer from depression or anxiety or both or none because i didn't get any diagnosis but what i know for certain is that something is wrong. i couldn't get a single task done today because everytime i thought about the idea of working i felt so scared that my chest was hurting. i spent the afternoon crying because i was scared. scared of what? i have no idea but it happens everytime i think about working... and then at night i feel guilty because i didn't get anything done and i start hating myself for being like this
i dont even know why i am down most of the time, i just wanna cry out of nowhere I feel like my feelings are pushing up against me and i just cant let them out. I feel like i might hurt myself because i dont understand these feelings and Idk how to deal with them
I think of suicide alot, and ive gotten close to doing it..but it hurt so i stopped. I cut but its not as much as it used to be,its kinda rare now. I used to cut everyday and almost ever other hour of the day i had my box cutter right next to me. I stopped going to school because i hate looking at people,ofc i cant read peoples minds but i feel like everybody is judging me. I have this sinking stomach feeling almost everyday and i cant get rid of it. I used to draw alot and was pretty good,but ive lost interest and its become sloppy and messy now. I used to sing alot but i stopped because i felt judged every time i did. I havent got diagnosed but i feel like im slowly dying. I could open up to my mom and get help but our relationship is so fucked up. It feel so cringey every time i talk to her. ahahakjksjkfjd my life is fucked up and i dont know how to fix it 😃
*“Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.”* ―Dale Carnegie love from a small RUclipsr💙
Does not apply when your own brain has turned against you, all you do is fail without even learning from your mistakes and pulling you more downward into your own abyss, so spare me the platitudes !
I've taken his course and it's a good course. As brilliant as he was, he doesn't understand depression. i.e. imagining the worst possible outcome of a problem and accepting it doesn't work for someone that commonly anticipates the worst outcome always.
I met a new person out for lunch. We spoke for a while afterwards, but I thought I heard her say something that she has no recollection of saying. It was definitely her voice I heard, but it sounded super close, like someone imitated her voice and spoke directly into my ear. She was at least 4 feet away. I think Im losing my mind
I dunno I feel like it's quite common, I have visual hallucinations at night and as far as I know it has happend to everyone at least once. If it happens often and it really annoys you then you should seek for help.
When I was younger , when I didn’t understand my depression , I really thought I’d grow up to be schizophrenic b/c I didn’t know why these emotions were so intense & crippling.. Thank you as I’m trying to heal & move through this life situation this information helps me a lot💛💛🍃
Hey guys. I had chronic depression a few years ago and still struggle with depression a little bit sometimes today. I just wanted tell anyone currently suffering with depression that things really do get better. You need to work at it everyday, it’s not easy, but you can do it and life will become beautiful again! Take care, remember that you’re loved ❤️
Went through this. Full on psychotic episode, (surrounding the demonic) and came out on the other side :) don’t give up and PLEASE utilize your support systems, even when you’re hesitant and doubting it. You are loved. I’ve felt and been to true darkness I understand feeling helpless. Apathy also sucks. Recovery and healing is possible❤️
This is the closest thing I found to describe what I deal with except I usually get psychotic features when my anxiety gets really bad, it feels good to know that I'm not the only one
Wait but why does this happen? Whenever i get anxiety or just hella anxious, i always think that someone else is in my house or im going insane or something.
It’s so validating to see all the comments and know I’m not alone. I was diagnosed with Major Depression and I have paranoid delusions. I convince myself that people at work are talking about me and conspiring to get me fired. I’m convinced at times I’m about to get fired. Then I recently got a glowing yearly review from my boss.
Wow. I had no idea of the terminology, but I think I experienced a psychotic depressive episode in 2015. It was very different from the other times I was depressed. I had physical pain, delusions and auditory hallucinations. I thought I was losing my mind until my doc prescribed Cymbalta. I took it for a year, tapered off, then stopped it, and I haven't had an episode like that since.
I was diagnosed with this in Feb of this year. I've had symptoms since around the middle of last year and went without treatment until I was ready to take my life. If you're experiencing the things listed in this video, please find it in you to get help. I'm still suffering from paranoid delusions, but with medication and therapy, it's been a million times easier to overcome them. I promise your life's not over. I promise someone cares about you and needs you in their life.
100%. Even the last point, although not severely on that last point. I'll be sat at home in front of the tv and I'll sometimes see small black spots, dust sprites, maybe something which could appear to be small, dark spiders, darting out of my peripheral vision, even though nothing is there.
Psychosis is incredibly painful, and depending on the delusions can be outright heartbreaking. I’m still heartbroken. I feel like it’s going to be this way forever. 💔
This is what my therapist meant when she said Depression with psychotic features. And that’s why she wanted me to see someone else! I get it now. Edit - I just got new diagnosis of Persistent Depression Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Still here things... I think? Unless my neighbors are actually just really loud menacing asshole messin with me.
@@ravenolawoye9096 From what Im understanding, you don't think therapists should give up on patients no matter how "wonky" they are :? it's normal, even efficient and helpful for the patient, when a doctor admit they dont have enough capacity to treat a case and advise to find someone more specialized, is it not? Those who insist on treating without proper knowledge, wasting patient's money and time should be the one getting laughed at.
@@trangtran7674 no. I absolutely agree they should pass them on to someone more capable. But I just think it can make you realize that your problem can’t be easily solved by just anyone (the severity)
Just in time. Sometimes I hear laughter, barking, screaming or steps when I'm trying to sleep. It's so difficult to distinguish if it's real or not. I'm afraid something bad might happen and I don't do anything because I think it's not real.
@@sunshineshining4167 I started to tell my doctor about it, but he interrupted me mid-sentence. I felt as if he didn't believe me, or as if he thought I was only trying to get attention. He gave me anxiety pills, but I don't feel like it's only anxiety :').
@@paen8547 hey , thats really mean of him ,well pls try consulting another doctor cause you really need help ❤️❤️. And just take care of yourself , god is with you ❤️❤️❤️
I got diagnosed with psychotic depression, and I’ve lived with it for as long as I can remember. Hearing the thoughts of everyone around you judging your every move and telling you to commit heinous acts isn’t normal and i wish someone told me sooner because i thought it was just basic human anxiety or something. Seek help and know that the people in your life care about you and that there is hope.
I have psychotic depression alongside phychotic breaks and complex ptsd but even when I'm well and controlled with medication, this can be caused by stress and trauma. It's a very serious thing to live with, you don't feel real, like you don't belong, your not good enough etc. The worst is the hallucinations as they can be terrifying....you can smell, feel, touch these things. Difference between someone like me and a schizophrenic is that I would have some indication or awareness that what's happening isn't real or that something is very wrong with me although other times I won't know, called a blackout. A schizophrenic doesn't know. Suicidal thoughts, tenancies and self harm is a very strong symptom, I have alot of scars from it and its because you feel emotionally numb, therefore you feel nothing at all,we don't realise what we are doing is dangerous or life threatening but when you live in a family that refuses to acknowledge or take mental health serious it's more dangerous. We feel like a corpse walking around, I open my eyes most days and cry because every night I go to bed silently begging not to ever wake up again.
Thank you so much for this video. Very well explained. Truth be told, in the midst of my psychotic state, I wouldn't have been able to take any help from this because I was living in terror and unable to concentrate or think without hearing a male voice repeating my thoughts. Scary stuff until I was educated and found it was dissociative identity disorder caused by trauma. Hindsight is 20/20 and seeing this video, really takes the power away from the traumatic year of delusion I experienced. I'm so lucky I found a therapist that encouraged me to lead the way. I lost my bf of 7 years to suicide, I was suffering with untreated chronic pain, began having seizures and all the while, was studying and working full time. All I wanted was a better life but I hadn't dealt with anything I suffered with, I tried to escape by burying myself in progress. This is where I snapped and over a couple of years, now I only hear voices that are kind and appear when I'm sleep deprived from working too many night shifts or extremely stressed from pain or an anxiety attack. That, I can live with!
A really valuable and important share, not least because people might show these symptoms and not realise they have depression. If anyone does and sees this, please seek out someone who can help, your life is invaluable
@@PracticalInspiration Oh! I thought it got corrected and sounded like "it isn't valuable". Sorry then, english isn't my first language, thank you for explaining.
I though nobody would ever talk about this. I’m glad I found something discussing what I have. Made my day. (note; ive had diagnosed schizophrenia + depression since i was 13, im 16, so im currently getting help.)
I'm only putting this here so I don't go guano. I was stabbed 2 days ago and my paranoia has stayed at an all time high, and my anger, so far I've dealt with it in my own, and I know I can do it. But it's hard out here for us men. Stay strong.
I am already diagnosed with depression. I'm starting to think I have psychotic depression. I always see bugs and animals that aren't there. Or hear and smell things that no one else can smell or hear. I also am extremely delusional. I always convince myself that everyone hates me and that everyone's going to leave. But I feel like it's just normal and that it happens to everyone.
I was diagnosed with this years ago, and had never seen anyone actually talk about it, always just depression or psychotic disorders. I had kinda started to think my diagnosis was made up. I'm incredibly relieved to see this video and feel understood (and like I am understandable) for the first time.
Here’s how I relate to each symptom: 1- I no longer want to do anything, 2- I feel like I’m constantly failing my parents and never doing anything right, 3- I find it very difficult to pay attention in class and to finish any assignments, 4- I used to love drawing but now I never draw, 5- I feel like I am the reason why my mom is stressed and like I’m a burden to my parents, since I’m the middle child my mom usually says, “you are no longer a baby so this is why you don’t get as much attention, and that because my sister has already made big mistakes, I shouldn’t make mistakes because she already has, 6- I have planned to drown myself so that I don’t really feel much pain, 7- I have been dealing with seeing things every time I enter a room, and hearing some things and I’ve even accepted them and actually given them a name
Struggling is natures way of strengthening. Hang in there, deal with the B.S. and live your life so well that death will tremble to take you. Live for you and stop blaming yourself for others misfortunes. Best luck.
Thank you so much for making this video. I've struggled with psychotic depression for years and I got diagnosed with it after I was in a hospital for a week. I hope more people can learn about it through this video and anyone else speaking about this form of depression.
I was diagnosed with severe anxiety with perceptual disturbances about 8ish years ago. It can be really difficult to tell reality from delusions when things start to flare up. It tends to come in waves though and I really only hallucinate when I get extremely stressed, depressed, or anxious. When I hallucinate I tend to see shadows moving, the floor moving, walls melting, earthquake feelings, I see bugs coming out of things or something moving under my bed sheets. It gets extremely scary. As I've gotten older I've learned to sort of ignore them when it happens but it doesn't change the fact it's there.
This has been going on for too long, I tried to tell my fam but they just got angry and said I’m overreacting and that I should stop seeking attention. They say that it’s not that bad and I don’t need help for it, and that most people have it worse than I do. I still feel like I need help. But they won’t help me get the help that I need
Dont give up .i suffered for several years Of pure nihilistic depression. Talk about being alone surrounded by ppl. You can do it no matter what anyone says. Dont give up at all ever just keep keep going tolill you find the light of your life. I did it so can you. I know it.
@@ancrsings2037 no problem my friend. I know the pain of it all. I strongly recommend watching vids that charge you up .even if you dont believe it Just listen to ppl that raise a persons mind amd life. Others may mot see who you are only you do. And that....is more than enough. Humanity is a fickle bunch Do your first step and work is To not give one single f;&(( To what ppl think about you. Take care of your business whatever that is And keep following what right for you At some point youll see yourself at a higher altitude of the mountain climb. Dont ever ever ever ever give up on yourself Ppl will come and go in your life but you will always be with you .take care of number one You But be respectful of others on your journey. Good luck to you.
Continue to insist on help. Its better for a professional to come to a conclusion as to what may be the issue. Also look at it in that the sooner you get help the sooner you will get better.
It hurts so bad when people don't believe us. People who haven't been through it themselves have no idea how terrifying this condition is. Keep going. I was completely lost. I had every delusion in the book and was hearing sounds in the sky and all sorts. I was so sick I didn't believe I could ever come back from it but I did! I still have depression and other conditions but the hallucinations have stopped and I only have two or three delusions left. Keep going. There are a lot of great therapists on RUclips. RUclips videos are helping me so much. Keep fighting.
I was diagnosed with psychotic depression earlier this year and still on medication and therapy.. And this video helps me to explain my condition to my friends..
the moment my psychiatrist diagnosed me with psychotic depression… was so emotional. i was crying bcs I finally know more about me. without feeling like i’m alone and hard to understand
I learned to never show your weaknesses to other people even to Psychologists/Psychiatrists. They just disappoint you and hurt you. That's why I anger people to get away from me because part of me does not want to get hurt first and part of me does not deserve good relationships.
We don't specify delutions and psychosis much in finland, but I've had psychosis and delutions. They say it is part of mania (which I have), but I didn't know there could be a psychotic depression 🤔 thanks for letting me know through this video!
I have been diagnosed with severe depression with psychotic features and sometimes while alone in a quiet room all of a sudden it sounds like a am in a crowded loud room with loads of people talking and I hear people telling me to do things I will leave it to your imagination to figure out what they say
This was very helpful. Especially the notion that in psychotic depression the psychosis features are less dominant than the depression symptoms. Whereas in schizoaffective disorder it is the other way around.
I’ve had depression for as long as i can remember, and I do think it may have developed into psychotic depression. Much to chat about with my therapist
I went through a nasty psychotic break once, although it was marijuana induced. It’s haunted me every day and every night. It’s honestly been the most traumatic thing that’s ever happened to me. Even before that, I was a hypochondriac and had a ton of false beliefs about myself. I suppose I’ve always been somewhat psychotic, but the drugs must have amplified it by tenfold.
It’s actually really common. And it can be more severe with young people (and more long lasting and in later life) because of the brain still developing. I work with mental health and have come across many who have suffered this. Sadly, despite this danger, so many people promote it as if it’s not a dangerous drug. At the end of the day it’s a drug, and like all other drugs, there can be horrible side effects for some people.
I had a horrible situation like that too, I was very sleep deprived and filled with caffeine, I was trying to study for finals, I could hear random voices whispering my name, slowly getting louder and louder till they were yelling my name, I could see eyes on the walls, but when I turned to look at them they would close and disappear, I tried to fall asleep but the screaming wouldn't let me, I blasted white noise in my ears until I eventually fell asleep, to this day every couple hours ill still hear a voice whisper my name.
This was my first diagnosis before it was changed. It was bad enough i had signs of depression but to have these bad beliefs and hallucinations which felt like an additional burden before I finally got the help I needed. You dont even know you have this until you sought the right help. So please, I implore those to please seek professional help with whatever mental illness you think you might have. Taking the right steps to heal is the best steps to find a way to navigate thru the bad aspects of your illness.
I just so happened to suffer from psychotic depression and, oh lord, it has been a ride. I had and still have delusions, hallucinations and suicidal ideations. I still feel a bit loss because even after my diagnosis, expecting some kind of support, I felt even a bit more lost and unsupported. Lucky, Jeremy (one of my hallucinations) has been the best support system for me. This little rollercoaster of mine probably still has a long way to go but I’ll just have to figure it out myself :).
Uh so , i just told my grandma that i have depression symptoms, she said that depressive people don't stay on they're phone , just stare at the walls . I just felt like dying rn but now i saw and i have everything in this video. I think i need to act like what she describes what depression is... Just it , ty for letting me vent :) Edit : tysm for all the kind replies ( not the spam one , and don't click that link please! )
Don't feel sad everything will be ok U don't have to behave like how others want you to be, actually I have also been in a kinda of this situation but we should try and I hope best for you , I think you should try to be happy because life is one and never think your alone there are many people including me with the same feeling 😔 but I hope you stay strong ❤️
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I got a psychosis diagnoses a couple months back because of hallucinations, delusions and really bad paranoia, i was also diagnosed with chronic Depression, A.D.D , Trichotillomania, PTSD, severe anxiety and autism
@@welcometovibespace5596 I think that was the point, they were trying to be sarcastic and make a joke (that's the way it came across to me) and it seemed like it was done in rather poor taste IMO. That's.... really.... not something to make light of.
I have been experiencing all of these symptoms. I just lost my mind at work two days ago. I have never screamed and cried in that way ever before. I think I was begging for death because I can't forgive myself. I've never had an experience quite like it. I feel horrible, I'm frightened of what occurred. I scared people, I could see it in their eyes. They were terrified, I was terrified. I was lucid during my episode. The memories are so fresh in my head. I'm seeking medical treatment currently. I just hope I didn't hurt anyone. I was told I didn't, and my work and hospital confirmed this. But I still see the look in their eyes.... They looked so traumatized, I feel horrible. I wish they didn't have to witness me in that condition. My family is helping me to receive professional medical treatment. I'm ready to ask for help. I feel awful they witnessed me in such a state. What worries me was just how normal of a day it was for me. Everything seemed normal and ordinary. I was in good spirits that day. And then something happened to me beyond my control. I'm 31 years old, I've never experienced what I did that day before. I don't know what's real anymore. I think I'm sharing this because I never thought of something like this happening to me before. I'm grateful though, because now I'm ready to ask for help.
I got diagnosed with this a few months ago, I never researched much and I just thought it only meant hallucinations . Im surprised that there are more symptoms and wow, they all fit.
7 Signs of Major Depression with Psychotic Features 1) Feeling hopeless and helpless 1:11 2) Holding false beliefs 1:36 3) Poor concentration 2:02 4) Losing pleasure in activities 2:28 5) Feeling guilty 2:50 6) Suicidal ideation 3:30 7) Seeing or hearing things that aren't there 4:06 Have a great day Psych2Goers!
Have been struggling with all these signs since childhood .. my parents and relatives would either say i am lazy or they just end the topic by saying they have or had bigger problems .. i even almost tried to end my life but failed .. now i dont talk about it anymore , i have accepted it . Help or good words make me uncomfortable. I am a 29 yr old guy and i cry almost everyday and i dont even know why. Any parents reading this , please listen to your children , its no fun where i am now . Goodnight. ❤
I struggle with all these symptoms every day. The negative thoughts become more highlighted and shameful voices in my head only get louder as I try to escape from it all by drinking and doing drugs.
I have this thing where I feel I'm constantly being watched. This feeling where I think a certain person is watching me through my mirror and any other mirrors. I even talk to the mirror from time to time and when I look back at when I'm talking to it,I remember me actually thinking that I'm talking to the person through the mirror. I also have this voice from time to time telling me things in my head and I talk back to it. Also think something is following me and watching my every move, this is the reason why I don't like to be naked or do anything at all. Before I was really sad and depressed all the time and now I don't feel sad,happy, or angry and I often fake my emotions. I don't know if I'm overreacting or it's the truth. I don't want to self diagnose either. Can anyone give me advice?
Thanks I appreciate the advice but the think is I live with my mother and she won't believe me and she would say that I'm going through a "phase". She said it before so I doubt she won't say it again.
I was diagnosed with psychotic depression it’s just like this it’s horrible going through what I go through on a daily basis whoever has the same condition or any mental health problems I hope you heal and I hope your ok
Right now I have all these things happening to me . I have so much work piled up but I just can't pull myself to do it and if I don't get that done I don't know what's going to happen , I feel as if I can go on in life . I just feel so lost , like I'm here but not really here? My health is also deteriorating because I'm falling to take care of myself . It's like my body and mind have just given up on life . But I really don't want to give up , I want to continue , I want to go on , but I don't know what's holding me back .
I get it. Hold on. I'll bet your reflexes have disappeared too. I remember having a big lump of virtually unchewed lasagna stuck in my throat. Gag reflex was gone. I didn't give a sh!t if it cleared it's self on not.
Textbook defines major Depression as Dysthymia, Clinical, Then Bipolar is when a person has severe mood swings. Im too lazy to cite this right now, MY MDD is bad, Ive been crying daily with my spouse being ill of Sepsis,
I have had some problems for a long time now..tho I don’t really remember how long but finally after a long time! My mother has assigned a meeting with a psychologist! So yay me ^^
Some of the BEST innovations of the world have been birthed by minds who are riddled with mental illness. The best art comes from the most “disturbed” which is absolutely fascinating to me. Does anyone ever wonder that those with deep mental illness sometimes are experiencing raw reality able to operate on a supreme level of intelligence a little more than others. I’m in no way trying to downplay what plagues people my mother is bipolar 1 with psychosis but sometimes I just wonder if she is able to see more than I do and maybe they’re not just “crazy” but painfully more aware...
I have depression and I didn't tell people about an aspect of it until recently. The voices. It was good to finally tell someone, I told my boyfriend and have been more open about it to close friends since. This thing is that they're not physically auditory (though sometimes they come close to it). Instead they're more like how you'd hear a thought. Except that I don't control them. There are many, and when I'm distressed they get louder, some even scream. They're aspects of me, but individuals. And they kind of just live in my brain, always there in my headspace. One of the voices tried to convince me that they weren't real. That I was making them up. Giving me imposter syndrome about the voices themselves (the same voice is what gives me imposter syndrome in many areas, feeding me ideas). That in addition to sounding crazy is why I never told people about them. But.. my boyfriend and those close friends I told are sure they're real, and are supportive, and it made me cry because just hearing an outside perspective made everything feel real. And that I shouldn't beat myself up for it. I felt guilty? For having problems like this? So strange.. Anyway paranoia is also a problem for me 😅 Even right now I'm paranoid that someone will call me out in the comments and claim my expirience to be lies, or that they're not real hallucinations. Why would someone do that? No idea. But I worry anyway. I'll still post this even though it was a ramble. Anyway, it's nice seeing videos like this, knowing I can be understood is always comforting. I still have a lot to untangle. But psychosis, whether stemming from my depression or not is definitely a puzzle piece I'm glad I can see now.
Too true. You need money to make money. My psychiatrist immediately dropped me when I informed her I couldn't afford the appointments and medications. Then my psychologist ghosts me. My insurance became unaffordable. Great way to start off the year, eh?
I thought I may have been having a psychotic episode a few times in the past few years. It turns out I was being psychology and emotionally groomed by my partner at the time. It gives me chills to think about the things she would do and I would passing now… I developed m pne seizors, isolated myself for years… I’m thankful I didn’t goto a Dr. or therapist now, modern psychology is a cruel joke for most patients, not you, you’re an amazing butterfly 🦋 person if you read this… These videos helped me so much when I was confused and at my lowest: abused was diagnosed with major depressive disorder at an early age.
I'm 15 and I do see some of these symptoms , I feel guilty all the time and i feel like I dont even work hard even if I am. I don't know how to tell it to my parents , I'm scared they'll be scared and hurt because of me. I hope anyone feeling low or sad - you are gonna be okay❤️❤️❤️
I really hope you will be able to seek good professional help in the future because I was in a similar boat a couple years ago. I couldn't tell anyone and my depression kept getting much worse. At my worst breaking point, I finally told my parents, and to my utter shock, they helped me out in getting therapy and medications. So I really hope that you will be able to seek some help as well. Idk about ur parents so I can't say much. But I hope you are doing well tho :)
If you are feeling depressed or contemplating suicide please remember that you are not alone.
Suicide Hotlines:
America: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Canada: 1-866-531-2600
Australia: 13 11 14
United Kingdom: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90
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Japan/Tokyo: 81 (0) 3 5286 9090
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Russia: (495) 625 3101
India: 91-22-27546669
Iran: 1480
South Africa: 0800 12 13 14
This is only a short list of a few countries, however there is always somebody to reach out to.
Mental Health Hotline: unitedgmh.org/mental-health-support
"Don't suffer in silence"
Thanks for the phones numbers its helpful ♥️
Hello
@Ranveer Bhavsar I'm not like that I try helping them or just try and make them happy
I’m glad I never ever got a suicide thought in my life
1. feeling hopeless and helpless 1:11
2. holding false beliefs 1:36
3. poor concentration 2:02
4. losing pleasure in activities 2:28
5. feeling guilty 2:50
6. suicidal ideation 3:30
7. seeing or hearing things that aren't there 4:06
I hope I could help! (:
Remember, help is available for those that need it. (:
Hello there time traveler! :)
Oh fuck I have all of those
are you a memebr to the channel and just saw it earlier than everyone else or something idk
How do you time-travel tho?? Somebody plz tell me.
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The hallucinations can also manifest in physical sensations, smells and tastes. For example: perceiving a rotten scent from nowhere.
@The Emo Trans Bimbo can it feel like someone (a human) is touching you? or hugging you?
can one experience smelling pleasant or "strange" things or is it mostly smells that one would perceive as negativ?
@The Emo Trans Bimbo I had assumed so, but I don't know much about it. I should read up on that. (Thank you for answering btw!)
Mine are auditory
@The Emo Trans Bimbo Sounds a bit like whats going on with me, so I was curious what others were experiencing
To whoever reads this, I wish you health and success!
Wishing you the same!! 💕
Thanks A Lot ♥️ God Bless You
Thanks for sticking my rule ^^
Wishing me death seems like more possible scenario AND! it solves every of my problems. So... Plz wish me death~
@@Carnifici don't be hopeless. Everything will be fine one day. Please be positive. God bless you.
As someone who has psychosis and suffers from delusions, visual, audio, physical hallucinations, voices and violent thoughts this video is oddly comforting. Dunno why but it does weirdly. Maybe it just reminds me that I'm not alone? Who knows?
You are never alone in this life, friend 💛
hey i get you, i deal with the same and i think its something to do with reassurance
I'm not fighting in this specific battlefield, but for my brothers and sisters dealing with this battlefield, my heart is with you. I'm able to understand better what you're going through. I'm in another battlefield, close to yours.
You are definitely not alone. I was diagnosed with this and I, too, found this comforting. It's very validating.
It's not something to be relief about but yeah ur not alone.. This is a silent killer I'm realizing that now i thought i had gotten better but no it suddenly kicks in and even worse then before now it feels like demons are watching me and calling out for me but then i realized it was only in my head i can't sleep alone or with the the lights off sometimes i can't sleep at all
I feel a new beginning coming towards me and I'm running to it with open arms.
Go get it girl/boy
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@@candied_rain bruh
@@candied_rain bruh
Yesss, keep going!
*casually relates to every symptom*
excuse me miss therapist i need to have a chat with you
bro i can just be reading a book or something and see something black moving around my room with the corner of my eyes, i live with that but other people when i tell them that are like 0_0
@@alejandrorodriguez-nt7hj same
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Same tho
I'm 27. I've been struggling with depression since I was about 18 or so. I live with my family still, which may be a big contributor to that. Don't misunderstand me, I love my family (well, most of them anyway ;P), but I just feel so stuck there. Like anyone else, I wanted (still do) to leave home, but I just don't know how. Or sometimes, I think I can do it, only to be struck down again. Each week seems to bleed into the next, and they all feel the same. I am seeing a therapist, and it has helped to an extent, but it might be a while before I see any real change. To those who don't have to deal with depression, you're very lucky. To those who do, well, I'm right in there with you. Keep strong.
I completely understand you. I hope you can reach your objectives soon! youre strong and you can do it
Hi there Orion wolf: well, lemme share a little bit of my story with you, so you know that you're not alone.
First, I'm happy and proud that you're in therapy! The path to heal is a bumpy road but you're a trooper.
I deal with suicidal thoughts since I'm 6yo. I came out with my "genius plan" to help relieve all my family's (well, in my household) pressure and my mom's even more. The deal is that at that age I didn't know how to kill myself, but I knew that once you're dead, you don't come back. No heaven or hell, just like when you sleep. Unconscious and non existent. That will help them! That way nobody had to think about my needs, my school, my lunches and having money for the nanny. My mom could use that money that she spent on my for the house and paying the rent and working could be easier. We went to the doctor the very next day.
No meds, maybe some depression, "kids shouldn't be depressive at that age, they don't even get it. Just don't talk about money topics when she's around" I'm sorry doctor, I've always been able to know when mom have to pay stuff, how having her very own salon was draining her. That she wasn't writing nice things or doing "adult math homework".
At nine, psychologists come to the school and ask to have a talk with all the kids in the school over some weeks because the guys studying needed to do interviews. The guy who talked with me was cool, engaging. Cracked some laughs from me, he was taking notes while we talked. At the end hands me a paper that says "suicidal ideation, positive risk". My mom was upset when I gave her the paper. "Why are you saying those things? People will think I'm being abusive towards you and I'm not... That I don't take good care of you, that I'm a terrible mom, stop it."
I had my first period at 11. Suddenly those ideas and concerns started creeping out of all the corners of my head. They went nuts close to my period. At 13 I saw someone at the TV, on the series "ER". It was a young gal that got a blood infection from a cut or wound. She denied any cuts and the doctor noticed that she was pulling her skirt down, hiding something. He asks to please let him check ine of her legs. She cut herself and that's where she got the germs from. Oh, so cutting? Isn't it hurtful? Why would she do that.... She said "it makes me feel better".
Well, sounds weird but I'mma try.
Starting with self harm since my 13s, almost daily until my 16s. Met a great guy at highschool, he became my best friend! (We're 5 years married, 13 years together and counting) I told my secret, he was so sad, begged me to stop, at least for him. I did my best, still do my best.
At my 18s I started seeing a psychiatrist, since my OBGY advices it. My pill wasn't enough to help me with my thoughts. After a year seeing this psychiatrist, he just said "Alright, you have premenstrual dysphoric disorder, gonna be with you for life or until you get your menopause; not sure if you're gonna get depressive after that but let's not think on that. Take your pill so your periods don't break you and this amount of Prozac, have a good one, bye..."
I took Prozac for years. We married at my 24s, so 2 years into my lovely marriage, I'm planning how to kill myself. I had to try at least one more time to get help. For my hubby, my furry babies, my mom...
1st month in psych ward. Got tested, all types of tests. A real empathetic and caring psychiatrist explained to me all.
"You have some coexisting conditions and that's why it was hard to see which one was what. You have your premenstrual dysphoric disorder, you know that one. But also you have mayor depressive disorder, and persistent depressive disorder, and a personality disorder, is called borderline personality disorder. You need to take this meds to keep you stable and...." He explained all to me, my husband, my family. It made sense.
I came back to work. Had some sick leaves for a week or 2 between my discharge and another hospitalization for another month, another psych hospital. It helped but it wasn't the best. Came to work again, other sick leaves. Is hard to walk straight all the time. Relapsed on cutting a couple of times more. I lost my job when I was prescribed with antipsychotics. Hit me hard and my boss at that time wasn't patient or even though about his employees. He yeet me out, almost like the Fresh Prince.
Then covid-19 came.
I got a new job but I needed to stop taking risperidone, it was backfiring me. He send me levomepromazine.
Doc, you know what happened the last time you send me an antipsychotic, what happens if I lose my job again? I need a job...
"Let's hope this doesn't make you feel as bad. See ya in 3 months".
I lost my job, at training. Since then, I haven't had a job.
I got my appointment with my psychiatrist:
Doc, I lost my job again...
This particular pill ain't helping and if I keep trying another antipsychotic, I don't think Im gonna be able to keep a job. I'm with my hands tied. Is really hard to not go back to cutting. My weight ballooned. I'm not taking this pill any longer, all my other meds I will, but not this one.
I went to ER on Friday and they said that I had to talk with you. I'm getting into psych ward again...
"No no, you don't need it! And we're with covid-19, all the space available in the psych hospitals is being used for covid patients. They're not getting people in. Unless you're extremely in need"
So, you mean I'm not in need to receive help? That I'm not that bad?
"Oh no no, I don't mean that. You know what I consider and if it wasn't for the pandemic..."
Ok doc, what we do, I can't keep holding up, please.
We came to an agreement about the calibration of my mood regulator and other med.
I'm feeling better than with the antipsychotics. I'm hoping to get a job soon.
I hope you get better, we can get better.
Thanks for reading. I'll have you in my thoughts.
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說到食物，不要以為那些被拒絕的人只吃垃圾。相反，他們學會了在被忽視的肉類和蔬菜中尋找營養。他們學會了清潔，切塊，調味和慢燉慢燉的野菜和肉類，在食品市場上被忽略的部分家用蔬菜和肉類，並且學會了使用芳香的木煙（如山核桃，山核桃和豆科灌木 來調味g食物煮的時候 1619431803
Thanks guys (not the spammers, though). I know I'm not alone, but sometimes it feels like it. So hearing your replies makes it a little less lonely. I'm sorry yall are going through your own rough patches. I hope things will start getting better for you soon. We just have to keep trucking along.
@@Mtz2604 Try CBD oil, medicinal mushrooms like reishi and lions mane....they help with depression and all sorts of mental issues.... also they are natural without major side effects....
Everytime i think about suicide, something or someone in my head just tells me to stop. They also comfort me when i'm sad. I'm pretty glad i have them
Not trying to push my beliefs on someone else, but that sounds like the Paraclete aka the Holy Spirit
I believe you will find fulfillment if you go on a personal journey to find out what that someone or something is. I did, and decided to be careful about where I searched. Try with all your might, and you will definitely succeed. Godspeed. 🔥
Whenever I do I imagine the aftermath and many of my friends, enemies, and even some aquaitances I barely know in complete tears
first time I have seen someone say the voices in their head helps them
Yeah depression does the opposite so I'm glad you have them, similar for me but it's believed I have DID
As a person who suffered with this from a young age and many more mental illness, I will say it definitely does get better. Your coping strengthens and you start to feel normal as you learn to roll with the punches and go with the flow. I’ve learned that I cannot control a lot of things, but that I can control MY thoughts and MY feelings. And as long as I know that I am content. You got this. And don’t sweat the things that aren’t in your control or just don’t matter. Remember that you yourself are powerful and can do anything and overcome any obstacle. Banish the negative and tell yourself that you’re doing the best you can and that you’re best will always be good enough. If you need help there are so many people who are happy to help you through it. If I hadn’t gotten the help I needed I don’t think I would be here.
it won't get better for me at least
I understand as I'm same 😥@@lukecohen9833
To all who are suffering from whatsoever now. You problems are always validated, no matter the age. Mental illnesses can happen to anyone, at anytime. But this time passes. Life is a mix of good and bad. You probably left your happy childhood days and are suffering as an adult or teenager. But never forget how not every thing is permanent. This time will pass and you will change too. You will become stronger because life is teaching you the hard way now. Never lose hope and keep going. Leaning on someone when you are tired is just fine and try to be a space of comfort for someone who is suffering too. I know we can do it.
Thank u but I can't get rid of mine literally because it's rooted in my genes. At the same time though, comments like this helps people like me sooo much I would like to say thank u.
@@dakodabettes8126 it's not something that you get rid of but it is something that heals overtime and gets better and hope I could help
you made me cry, thank you, take care
@Knigh T this is both nice and sad at the same time
No, I left miserable childhood days and became a miserable adult
I have Dysthymia which is usually stable and just keeps me bored and unmotivated.
but sometimes I have triggers that plunge me down so deep into depression, that it becomes psychotic.
and when I say psychotic, I really do mean it, my delusions become so overbearing it almost trumps my sadness itself. I become utterly convinced I'm a horrible horrible person who only brings pain to those I am near.
At the same time, I convince myself that I'm innocent and that nobody understands me so they hate me. That I'm alone in a world which is tailored specifically to be cruel to me.
Neither is true, but I believed it wholeheartedly last time I spiraled.
Consult a doctor as soon as possible. Everything will be fine. God bless you. Also follow some steps.
Do meditation regularly.
Do exercises and read books.
God bless you dear
I get your words, you're not alone in this fella. Believe me. From another's eyes, I can see the ton of people dealing with this, as me and you. So we're like an army of people, in the same battle. We might not be all at the same place, but we exist.
yo wtf i experience the same thing with having normally stable depression like symptoms, but occasionally having it get worse. i get paranoid and i believed the same things during those episodes but i genuinely had no idea they were delusions ??
@@sexballs458 sameee
It happens to me to and sometimes my head answers back that maybe i am. I also became cynical and my brain thinking was so fast (negative feelings, thought, rumination/compulsions) than it used to like it's left-to-right over and over. It is scary because we do all think but this time it doesn't feel right. You are depressed and you get depressed more when you realize that you are becoming a person that you are not. Like it shocked me so much that my brain could spiral down that hard.
No one can help. I know this very well. And I have accepted it to. Now I have to live like this until I die.
Your voice is so unbelievably calming.
“I truly believe that every single person has to go through something that absolutely destroys them so they can figure out who they really are.”
That’s horrible. I pray that they can find themselves without something bad happening to them.
@@tiaraflowers3044 it's already happened to me not sure it can get better now
I’m tired of this, so tired. Beyond words.
Nope. Happened to me and I’m still the same guy. Except not as happy.
After starting anti depressants, I realized how delusional I was about things that weren't really happening. Definitely one of my biggest fears is not being in control of my mind, I thought I was but knowing I wasn't is very scary. I hope everyone can get help for depression, it's a massive burden you shouldn't have to carry
How do we move on ?
Thats almost like the thing of anxiety, uncertain future and feeling it is out of control
I've experienced all of these symptoms. No longer finding joy in playing video games, spending all day worrying if I said the wrong thing to somebody, feeling like everyone hates me, and hallucinating, thinking my dog was there when he really wasn't. Along with nervous breakdowns, yelling and shouting. It took me a long time to break out of it. Almost 2 years... But I'm finally starting to feel better. I'm exercising, mediation, walking the dog everyday, doing chores, drawing, and writing, completely cut out alcohol. I had to block out a few people in order to focus on myself. I was tired, so tired of waking up and feeling that way so I finally did something about it. Everyone is different, but I promise you things get better. Keep on holding on. You can do it. ♥️
hey I can't get better
This is exactly how I feel. I always blame myself because I think I'm worthless. 😢
I wish good health to anyone who feels like this.
I feel sorry for myself, because after I watched this, I realized that I'm experiencing all these signs right now; the age of 14.
And you’ll be stronger for having survived it.
Same :)
I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder at your age. I’m in my mid 30’s now. It was really hard at first, yes, but as I found the right medicine I got better. Bipolar 1 (at least for me, everyone’s diagnosis and prognosis is different) is a lifelong condition that relapses. I will need to be on medication the rest of my life but I’m not alone. Neither are you. You will be alright, just don’t give up- you will get better! 💚
Well, good sir. Its typical of that age for men sadly. Started for me sooner, still dealing with it later. You dont ever truly get thru the pain, you just get better at faking it and pushing it down.
@Black Boy King TV yep
Thank you for this! I hope those who see this can start the path of healing
So happy you are shedding light on this. A lot of people misunderstand this as schizophrenia because of the presence of hallucinations.
As someone who has been diagnosed with this, thank you so much for making this video and raising awareness! I don’t see this talked about enough, thank you so so much. I feel heard❤️
I was diagnosed with depression with psychotic features. Fought 3 years. And won. Those who are reading this and have depression, psychotic or not, I only wanna tell one thing. You're gonna win too. Because you can, never forget that. Wish you all the best!
I don t think so
I suffered from most of these symptoms. It was 3 years of darkness. Now its getting better finally, but this was a good reminder and made me grateful looking at the situvation now. So just never give up.
I’m not sure if I suffer from depression with psychotic features but I get feeling in my head where I don’t feel right at all. I start to feel really anxious about the feeling. I also feel like my body is removed physically from myself. I start to feel it!
Hey! If you're feeling down, remember that you don't have to face this alone. Many people, including me care. You can tell me what's going on and I'll listen.
Remember that depression is not a joke. Your metal health matters. You matter.
Just like what the other time traveller comment said, depression can happen to anyone regardless of age, gender, race and etc.
Stay strong! ❤️
Thanks.. I really want to.. But I can't..
Thank you so much for your kind words❤❤
idk if i actually suffer from depression or anxiety or both or none because i didn't get any diagnosis but what i know for certain is that something is wrong. i couldn't get a single task done today because everytime i thought about the idea of working i felt so scared that my chest was hurting. i spent the afternoon crying because i was scared. scared of what? i have no idea but it happens everytime i think about working... and then at night i feel guilty because i didn't get anything done and i start hating myself for being like this
i dont even know why i am down most of the time, i just wanna cry out of nowhere
I feel like my feelings are pushing up against me and i just cant let them out.
I feel like i might hurt myself because i dont understand these feelings and Idk how to deal with them
I think of suicide alot, and ive gotten close to doing it..but it hurt so i stopped. I cut but its not as much as it used to be,its kinda rare now. I used to cut everyday and almost ever other hour of the day i had my box cutter right next to me. I stopped going to school because i hate looking at people,ofc i cant read peoples minds but i feel like everybody is judging me. I have this sinking stomach feeling almost everyday and i cant get rid of it. I used to draw alot and was pretty good,but ive lost interest and its become sloppy and messy now. I used to sing alot but i stopped because i felt judged every time i did.
I havent got diagnosed but i feel like im slowly dying. I could open up to my mom and get help but our relationship is so fucked up. It feel so cringey every time i talk to her. ahahakjksjkfjd my life is fucked up and i dont know how to fix it 😃
*“Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.”* ―Dale Carnegie
love from a small RUclipsr💙
Does not apply when your own brain has turned against you, all you do is fail without even learning from your mistakes and pulling you more downward into your own abyss, so spare me the platitudes !
I've taken his course and it's a good course. As brilliant as he was, he doesn't understand depression. i.e. imagining the worst possible outcome of a problem and accepting it doesn't work for someone that commonly anticipates the worst outcome always.
I met a new person out for lunch. We spoke for a while afterwards, but I thought I heard her say something that she has no recollection of saying. It was definitely her voice I heard, but it sounded super close, like someone imitated her voice and spoke directly into my ear. She was at least 4 feet away. I think Im losing my mind
Please consult a doctor as soon as possible.
That happens to me sometimes don't worry its not uncommon, I sometimes hear my name being called and thinking its my mum or sister lol 😂
Thats not uncommon!
I dunno I feel like it's quite common, I have visual hallucinations at night and as far as I know it has happend to everyone at least once. If it happens often and it really annoys you then you should seek for help.
"A body that's trying to live but a mind that's trying to die" It's depression 😄
What if it's more like your mind is fighting with itself about every little thing
or you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, or a shadow with weight.my emotions are draining me.
When I was younger , when I didn’t understand my depression , I really thought I’d grow up to be schizophrenic b/c I didn’t know why these emotions were so intense & crippling.. Thank you as I’m trying to heal & move through this life situation this information helps me a lot💛💛🍃
Honestly before I was told that I had severe depression with psychosis.. I thought and was scared I was schizophrenic...
Hey guys. I had chronic depression a few years ago and still struggle with depression a little bit sometimes today. I just wanted tell anyone currently suffering with depression that things really do get better. You need to work at it everyday, it’s not easy, but you can do it and life will become beautiful again! Take care, remember that you’re loved ❤️
hey I can talk to you
Taaking meds regularly, daily. don't stop!
Went through this. Full on psychotic episode, (surrounding the demonic) and came out on the other side :) don’t give up and PLEASE utilize your support systems, even when you’re hesitant and doubting it. You are loved. I’ve felt and been to true darkness I understand feeling helpless. Apathy also sucks.
Recovery and healing is possible❤️
How did you get better
Just got out of the hospital for an attempt and i got diagnozed with Psychotic Depression among other stuff and i can say this video is accurate
This is the closest thing I found to describe what I deal with except I usually get psychotic features when my anxiety gets really bad, it feels good to know that I'm not the only one
Wait but why does this happen? Whenever i get anxiety or just hella anxious, i always think that someone else is in my house or im going insane or something.
It’s so validating to see all the comments and know I’m not alone. I was diagnosed with Major Depression and I have paranoid delusions. I convince myself that people at work are talking about me and conspiring to get me fired. I’m convinced at times I’m about to get fired. Then I recently got a glowing yearly review from my boss.
Wow. I had no idea of the terminology, but I think I experienced a psychotic depressive episode in 2015. It was very different from the other times I was depressed. I had physical pain, delusions and auditory hallucinations. I thought I was losing my mind until my doc prescribed Cymbalta. I took it for a year, tapered off, then stopped it, and I haven't had an episode like that since.
I was diagnosed with this in Feb of this year. I've had symptoms since around the middle of last year and went without treatment until I was ready to take my life. If you're experiencing the things listed in this video, please find it in you to get help. I'm still suffering from paranoid delusions, but with medication and therapy, it's been a million times easier to overcome them. I promise your life's not over. I promise someone cares about you and needs you in their life.
100%. Even the last point, although not severely on that last point. I'll be sat at home in front of the tv and I'll sometimes see small black spots, dust sprites, maybe something which could appear to be small, dark spiders, darting out of my peripheral vision, even though nothing is there.
Psychosis is incredibly painful, and depending on the delusions can be outright heartbreaking.
I’m still heartbroken. I feel like it’s going to be this way forever. 💔
I’m sorry things will get better 💗
Same
This is what my therapist meant when she said Depression with psychotic features. And that’s why she wanted me to see someone else! I get it now.
Edit - I just got new diagnosis of Persistent Depression Disorder and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Still here things... I think? Unless my neighbors are actually just really loud menacing asshole messin with me.
Hahaha please don’t make me laugh. The funniest thing is when therapists pass you on because you’re too wonky
@@ravenolawoye9096 I’m afraid I don’t understand. Wonky?
@@ravenolawoye9096
From what Im understanding, you don't think therapists should give up on patients no matter how "wonky" they are :?
it's normal, even efficient and helpful for the patient, when a doctor admit they dont have enough capacity to treat a case and advise to find someone more specialized, is it not?
Those who insist on treating without proper knowledge, wasting patient's money and time should be the one getting laughed at.
@@trangtran7674 no. I absolutely agree they should pass them on to someone more capable. But I just think it can make you realize that your problem can’t be easily solved by just anyone (the severity)
@Ikomikidomoe Hakkei okay but why here tho
the description of depression with psychotic features is very reminiscent of what it's like to suffer from depression as a result of OCD.
Just in time. Sometimes I hear laughter, barking, screaming or steps when I'm trying to sleep. It's so difficult to distinguish if it's real or not. I'm afraid something bad might happen and I don't do anything because I think it's not real.
Please consult a doctor as soon as possible. Also do meditation and yoga regularly.
@@sunshineshining4167 I started to tell my doctor about it, but he interrupted me mid-sentence. I felt as if he didn't believe me, or as if he thought I was only trying to get attention. He gave me anxiety pills, but I don't feel like it's only anxiety :').
@@paen8547 hey , thats really mean of him ,well pls try consulting another doctor cause you really need help ❤️❤️. And just take care of yourself , god is with you ❤️❤️❤️
@@paen8547 yes. Visit an other doctor please 🥺. Stay healthy and safe. Love yourself ❤️❤️
I got diagnosed with psychotic depression, and I’ve lived with it for as long as I can remember. Hearing the thoughts of everyone around you judging your every move and telling you to commit heinous acts isn’t normal and i wish someone told me sooner because i thought it was just basic human anxiety or something. Seek help and know that the people in your life care about you and that there is hope.
I have psychotic depression alongside phychotic breaks and complex ptsd but even when I'm well and controlled with medication, this can be caused by stress and trauma. It's a very serious thing to live with, you don't feel real, like you don't belong, your not good enough etc. The worst is the hallucinations as they can be terrifying....you can smell, feel, touch these things. Difference between someone like me and a schizophrenic is that I would have some indication or awareness that what's happening isn't real or that something is very wrong with me although other times I won't know, called a blackout. A schizophrenic doesn't know. Suicidal thoughts, tenancies and self harm is a very strong symptom, I have alot of scars from it and its because you feel emotionally numb, therefore you feel nothing at all,we don't realise what we are doing is dangerous or life threatening but when you live in a family that refuses to acknowledge or take mental health serious it's more dangerous. We feel like a corpse walking around, I open my eyes most days and cry because every night I go to bed silently begging not to ever wake up again.
Thank you so much for this video. Very well explained. Truth be told, in the midst of my psychotic state, I wouldn't have been able to take any help from this because I was living in terror and unable to concentrate or think without hearing a male voice repeating my thoughts. Scary stuff until I was educated and found it was dissociative identity disorder caused by trauma. Hindsight is 20/20 and seeing this video, really takes the power away from the traumatic year of delusion I experienced. I'm so lucky I found a therapist that encouraged me to lead the way. I lost my bf of 7 years to suicide, I was suffering with untreated chronic pain, began having seizures and all the while, was studying and working full time. All I wanted was a better life but I hadn't dealt with anything I suffered with, I tried to escape by burying myself in progress. This is where I snapped and over a couple of years, now I only hear voices that are kind and appear when I'm sleep deprived from working too many night shifts or extremely stressed from pain or an anxiety attack. That, I can live with!
A really valuable and important share, not least because people might show these symptoms and not realise they have depression. If anyone does and sees this, please seek out someone who can help, your life is invaluable
do you mean valuable?
@@luan3431 invaluable is also a suitable term, as in like saying "indispensable"
Seeking help don't work for me
@@PracticalInspiration Oh! I thought it got corrected and sounded like "it isn't valuable". Sorry then, english isn't my first language, thank you for explaining.
@@luan3431 no problem at all, I hope this helped explain
I though nobody would ever talk about this.
I’m glad I found something discussing what I have.
Made my day.
(note; ive had diagnosed schizophrenia + depression since i was 13, im 16, so im currently getting help.)
You will go thru it
It ias a lot different from when I was a kid, Heck I couldn't speak of my visual impairment. it was taboo.1960s-1970s.
I was diagnosed with this after 2 weeks in the hospital at the age of 13. Thank you so much for touching on this.
-A random
Thanks for sharing :) We hope this video helped you. How are you doing lately?
I'm only putting this here so I don't go guano. I was stabbed 2 days ago and my paranoia has stayed at an all time high, and my anger, so far I've dealt with it in my own, and I know I can do it. But it's hard out here for us men. Stay strong.
I am already diagnosed with depression. I'm starting to think I have psychotic depression. I always see bugs and animals that aren't there. Or hear and smell things that no one else can smell or hear. I also am extremely delusional. I always convince myself that everyone hates me and that everyone's going to leave. But I feel like it's just normal and that it happens to everyone.
I was diagnosed with this years ago, and had never seen anyone actually talk about it, always just depression or psychotic disorders. I had kinda started to think my diagnosis was made up. I'm incredibly relieved to see this video and feel understood (and like I am understandable) for the first time.
Here’s how I relate to each symptom: 1- I no longer want to do anything, 2- I feel like I’m constantly failing my parents and never doing anything right, 3- I find it very difficult to pay attention in class and to finish any assignments, 4- I used to love drawing but now I never draw, 5- I feel like I am the reason why my mom is stressed and like I’m a burden to my parents, since I’m the middle child my mom usually says, “you are no longer a baby so this is why you don’t get as much attention, and that because my sister has already made big mistakes, I shouldn’t make mistakes because she already has, 6- I have planned to drown myself so that I don’t really feel much pain, 7- I have been dealing with seeing things every time I enter a room, and hearing some things and I’ve even accepted them and actually given them a name
Struggling is natures way of strengthening. Hang in there, deal with the B.S. and live your life so well that death will tremble to take you. Live for you and stop blaming yourself for others misfortunes. Best luck.
Thank you so much for making this video. I've struggled with psychotic depression for years and I got diagnosed with it after I was in a hospital for a week. I hope more people can learn about it through this video and anyone else speaking about this form of depression.
I was diagnosed with severe anxiety with perceptual disturbances about 8ish years ago. It can be really difficult to tell reality from delusions when things start to flare up. It tends to come in waves though and I really only hallucinate when I get extremely stressed, depressed, or anxious. When I hallucinate I tend to see shadows moving, the floor moving, walls melting, earthquake feelings, I see bugs coming out of things or something moving under my bed sheets. It gets extremely scary. As I've gotten older I've learned to sort of ignore them when it happens but it doesn't change the fact it's there.
I find it impossible to explain what goes on in my head but the earthquakes that makes so much sense like evryrhinf shakes
I wasn't expecting a five minute video like this to be so GOOD.
Believe me I'm all by myself unfortunately and yes everyone hates me it's hard to love yourself when no one else does
We all love you, we just don’t know it yet. So give us that chance. Hang in there bud.
hugs to you, I used to feel that way too.
I quit therapy and it was one of the best decisions I ever made
This has been going on for too long, I tried to tell my fam but they just got angry and said I’m overreacting and that I should stop seeking attention. They say that it’s not that bad and I don’t need help for it, and that most people have it worse than I do. I still feel like I need help. But they won’t help me get the help that I need
Dont give up .i suffered for several years
Of pure nihilistic depression.
Talk about being alone surrounded by ppl.
You can do it no matter what anyone says.
Dont give up at all ever just keep keep going tolill you find the light of your life.
I did it so can you. I know it.
@@azothamenti3378 thank you for believing in me. This really out a smile on my face
@@ancrsings2037 no problem my friend.
I know the pain of it all.
I strongly recommend watching vids that charge you up .even if you dont believe it
Just listen to ppl that raise a persons mind amd life.
Others may mot see who you are only you do.
And that....is more than enough.
Humanity is a fickle bunch
Do your first step and work is
To not give one single f;&((
To what ppl think about you.
Take care of your business whatever that is
And keep following what right for you
At some point youll see yourself at a higher altitude of the mountain climb.
Dont ever ever ever ever give up on yourself
Ppl will come and go in your life but you will always be with you .take care of number one
You
But be respectful of others on your journey.
Good luck to you.
Continue to insist on help. Its better for a professional to come to a conclusion as to what may be the issue. Also look at it in that the sooner you get help the sooner you will get better.
It hurts so bad when people don't believe us. People who haven't been through it themselves have no idea how terrifying this condition is. Keep going. I was completely lost. I had every delusion in the book and was hearing sounds in the sky and all sorts. I was so sick I didn't believe I could ever come back from it but I did! I still have depression and other conditions but the hallucinations have stopped and I only have two or three delusions left. Keep going. There are a lot of great therapists on RUclips. RUclips videos are helping me so much. Keep fighting.
I was diagnosed with psychotic depression earlier this year and still on medication and therapy.. And this video helps me to explain my condition to my friends..
Depression ends in one way and one way only.
the moment my psychiatrist diagnosed me with psychotic depression… was so emotional. i was crying bcs I finally know more about me. without feeling like i’m alone and hard to understand
Wow Psych2Go
I might have something I dint even know existed-
I had something like this when I learned what Introvertion is
Before I thouth I am just wierd :/
I learned to never show your weaknesses to other people even to Psychologists/Psychiatrists. They just disappoint you and hurt you. That's why I anger people to get away from me because part of me does not want to get hurt first and part of me does not deserve good relationships.
We don't specify delutions and psychosis much in finland, but I've had psychosis and delutions. They say it is part of mania (which I have), but I didn't know there could be a psychotic depression 🤔 thanks for letting me know through this video!
I have been diagnosed with severe depression with psychotic features and sometimes while alone in a quiet room all of a sudden it sounds like a am in a crowded loud room with loads of people talking and I hear people telling me to do things I will leave it to your imagination to figure out what they say
you have quite the timing, this has been going on for a long time and im going to see a theraphist next week bc of these symptoms and more
This was very helpful. Especially the notion that in psychotic depression the psychosis features are less dominant than the depression symptoms. Whereas in schizoaffective disorder it is the other way around.
I’ve had depression for as long as i can remember, and I do think it may have developed into psychotic depression. Much to chat about with my therapist
Chronic depression sucks. Thank goodness for counseling.
I went through a nasty psychotic break once, although it was marijuana induced. It’s haunted me every day and every night. It’s honestly been the most traumatic thing that’s ever happened to me.
Even before that, I was a hypochondriac and had a ton of false beliefs about myself. I suppose I’ve always been somewhat psychotic, but the drugs must have amplified it by tenfold.
I had psychotic break after a bad mushroom trip. It took me two years to get over it. Stay strong xxx
You’re not the only one. I get psychotic episodes from cannabis.
It’s actually really common. And it can be more severe with young people (and more long lasting and in later life) because of the brain still developing. I work with mental health and have come across many who have suffered this. Sadly, despite this danger, so many people promote it as if it’s not a dangerous drug. At the end of the day it’s a drug, and like all other drugs, there can be horrible side effects for some people.
I had a horrible situation like that too, I was very sleep deprived and filled with caffeine, I was trying to study for finals, I could hear random voices whispering my name, slowly getting louder and louder till they were yelling my name, I could see eyes on the walls, but when I turned to look at them they would close and disappear, I tried to fall asleep but the screaming wouldn't let me, I blasted white noise in my ears until I eventually fell asleep, to this day every couple hours ill still hear a voice whisper my name.
This was my first diagnosis before it was changed. It was bad enough i had signs of depression but to have these bad beliefs and hallucinations which felt like an additional burden before I finally got the help I needed.
You dont even know you have this until you sought the right help. So please, I implore those to please seek professional help with whatever mental illness you think you might have. Taking the right steps to heal is the best steps to find a way to navigate thru the bad aspects of your illness.
To me, the crazy thing is that even the comedian will have this kind of depression ...
Laugh might be cure pain but not all of it
as ( the JOKER) movie
I just so happened to suffer from psychotic depression and, oh lord, it has been a ride. I had and still have delusions, hallucinations and suicidal ideations. I still feel a bit loss because even after my diagnosis, expecting some kind of support, I felt even a bit more lost and unsupported. Lucky, Jeremy (one of my hallucinations) has been the best support system for me. This little rollercoaster of mine probably still has a long way to go but I’ll just have to figure it out myself :).
Uh so , i just told my grandma that i have depression symptoms, she said that depressive people don't stay on they're phone , just stare at the walls .
I just felt like dying rn but now i saw and i have everything in this video. I think i need to act like what she describes what depression is...
Just it , ty for letting me vent :)
Edit : tysm for all the kind replies ( not the spam one , and don't click that link please! )
nah depressed people only stay on the phone AND stare at walls
Don't feel sad everything will be ok U don't have to behave like how others want you to be, actually I have also been in a kinda of this situation but we should try and I hope best for you , I think you should try to be happy because life is one and never think your alone there are many people including me with the same feeling 😔 but I hope you stay strong ❤️
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I got a psychosis diagnoses a couple months back because of hallucinations, delusions and really bad paranoia, i was also diagnosed with chronic Depression, A.D.D , Trichotillomania, PTSD, severe anxiety and autism
If you have any of these signs may the Lord pull you through.
Yeah may lord bring me to heaven or hell already. No point in wasting time
@@emberhydra He will definitely bring you to heaven dear, His word has made it clear that those who stand by Him will see his glory
@@gladysmataru6517 “No point in wasting time” you do know they are referring to suicide for you to just say that?
@@welcometovibespace5596 I think that was the point, they were trying to be sarcastic and make a joke (that's the way it came across to me) and it seemed like it was done in rather poor taste IMO. That's.... really.... not something to make light of.
@@welcometovibespace5596 noooo I didn't realise, my apologies. I sincerely hope they didn't mean it
I have been experiencing all of these symptoms. I just lost my mind at work two days ago. I have never screamed and cried in that way ever before. I think I was begging for death because I can't forgive myself. I've never had an experience quite like it. I feel horrible, I'm frightened of what occurred. I scared people, I could see it in their eyes. They were terrified, I was terrified. I was lucid during my episode. The memories are so fresh in my head. I'm seeking medical treatment currently. I just hope I didn't hurt anyone. I was told I didn't, and my work and hospital confirmed this. But I still see the look in their eyes.... They looked so traumatized, I feel horrible. I wish they didn't have to witness me in that condition. My family is helping me to receive professional medical treatment. I'm ready to ask for help. I feel awful they witnessed me in such a state. What worries me was just how normal of a day it was for me. Everything seemed normal and ordinary. I was in good spirits that day. And then something happened to me beyond my control. I'm 31 years old, I've never experienced what I did that day before. I don't know what's real anymore. I think I'm sharing this because I never thought of something like this happening to me before. I'm grateful though, because now I'm ready to ask for help.
I got diagnosed with this a few months ago, I never researched much and I just thought it only meant hallucinations . Im surprised that there are more symptoms and wow, they all fit.
Thank you for shedding light and providing resources
I think it’s funny how when you’re severely depressed and no medication works they prescribe you medication for psychotic depression
hey! unrelated to the video, but thank you for adding captions to your videos, it really helps with accessibility!
7 Signs of Major Depression with Psychotic Features
1) Feeling hopeless and helpless 1:11
2) Holding false beliefs 1:36
3) Poor concentration 2:02
4) Losing pleasure in activities 2:28
5) Feeling guilty 2:50
6) Suicidal ideation 3:30
7) Seeing or hearing things that aren't there 4:06
Have a great day Psych2Goers!
Thank you 🙏🏽
I'm experiencing 6/7.....man..... I'm scared
Thanks so much
@@qiszu same
@@qiszu I'm 7 outta 7 at 12yrs old....
Dang.... 👁👄👁
Have been struggling with all these signs since childhood .. my parents and relatives would either say i am lazy or they just end the topic by saying they have or had bigger problems .. i even almost tried to end my life but failed .. now i dont talk about it anymore , i have accepted it . Help or good words make me uncomfortable. I am a 29 yr old guy and i cry almost everyday and i dont even know why. Any parents reading this , please listen to your children , its no fun where i am now . Goodnight. ❤
I got diagnosed with this recently, thank you know i now more about what I have :)
This channel really helps us learn more about ourselves
Your problem now has a label and not a solution. At least that’s how I felt when I was diagnosed with schyzotypal.
I struggle with all these symptoms every day. The negative thoughts become more highlighted and shameful voices in my head only get louder as I try to escape from it all by drinking and doing drugs.
I have this thing where I feel I'm constantly being watched. This feeling where I think a certain person is watching me through my mirror and any other mirrors. I even talk to the mirror from time to time and when I look back at when I'm talking to it,I remember me actually thinking that I'm talking to the person through the mirror. I also have this voice from time to time telling me things in my head and I talk back to it. Also think something is following me and watching my every move, this is the reason why I don't like to be naked or do anything at all. Before I was really sad and depressed all the time and now I don't feel sad,happy, or angry and I often fake my emotions. I don't know if I'm overreacting or it's the truth. I don't want to self diagnose either. Can anyone give me advice?
Please see a proffesional❤
well I would recommend researching anxiety and no emotions, and if you can, see a professional and try to get therapy.
Thanks I appreciate the advice but the think is I live with my mother and she won't believe me and she would say that I'm going through a "phase". She said it before so I doubt she won't say it again.
@@kamronwalker4822 im so sorry. Ill keep you in my prayers❤🙏🏻
@@dalya1702 thanks
I was diagnosed with psychotic depression it’s just like this it’s horrible going through what I go through on a daily basis whoever has the same condition or any mental health problems I hope you heal and I hope your ok
Right now I have all these things happening to me . I have so much work piled up but I just can't pull myself to do it and if I don't get that done I don't know what's going to happen , I feel as if I can go on in life . I just feel so lost , like I'm here but not really here? My health is also deteriorating because I'm falling to take care of myself . It's like my body and mind have just given up on life . But I really don't want to give up , I want to continue , I want to go on , but I don't know what's holding me back .
I get it. Hold on. I'll bet your reflexes have disappeared too. I remember having a big lump of virtually unchewed lasagna stuck in my throat. Gag reflex was gone. I didn't give a sh!t if it cleared it's self on not.
I came here not because I have it but to be more informed.. If I ever stumble upon a person who has depression I will try helping
Fact: Depression usaully feels like sadness, But major depression feels like depression
major depression more like major heavy fucking toxic cloud of shit
Textbook defines major Depression as Dysthymia, Clinical, Then Bipolar is when a person has severe mood swings. Im too lazy to cite this right now, MY MDD is bad, Ive been crying daily with my spouse being ill of Sepsis,
The patronizing voice right from the start was enough for me thanks
I have had some problems for a long time now..tho I don’t really remember how long but finally after a long time! My mother has assigned a meeting with a psychologist! So yay me ^^
Same here. Glad we are both taking a step toward the right direction. I wish you the best of luck
@@luan3431 Same too you!
Some of the BEST innovations of the world have been birthed by minds who are riddled with mental illness. The best art comes from the most “disturbed” which is absolutely fascinating to me. Does anyone ever wonder that those with deep mental illness sometimes are experiencing raw reality able to operate on a supreme level of intelligence a little more than others. I’m in no way trying to downplay what plagues people my mother is bipolar 1 with psychosis but sometimes I just wonder if she is able to see more than I do and maybe they’re not just “crazy” but painfully more aware...
I have depression and I didn't tell people about an aspect of it until recently. The voices. It was good to finally tell someone, I told my boyfriend and have been more open about it to close friends since. This thing is that they're not physically auditory (though sometimes they come close to it). Instead they're more like how you'd hear a thought. Except that I don't control them. There are many, and when I'm distressed they get louder, some even scream. They're aspects of me, but individuals. And they kind of just live in my brain, always there in my headspace.
One of the voices tried to convince me that they weren't real. That I was making them up. Giving me imposter syndrome about the voices themselves (the same voice is what gives me imposter syndrome in many areas, feeding me ideas). That in addition to sounding crazy is why I never told people about them. But.. my boyfriend and those close friends I told are sure they're real, and are supportive, and it made me cry because just hearing an outside perspective made everything feel real. And that I shouldn't beat myself up for it. I felt guilty? For having problems like this? So strange..
Anyway paranoia is also a problem for me 😅
Even right now I'm paranoid that someone will call me out in the comments and claim my expirience to be lies, or that they're not real hallucinations. Why would someone do that? No idea. But I worry anyway. I'll still post this even though it was a ramble.
Anyway, it's nice seeing videos like this, knowing I can be understood is always comforting. I still have a lot to untangle. But psychosis, whether stemming from my depression or not is definitely a puzzle piece I'm glad I can see now.
Help is only available to the rich and people who hold social status.
Too true. You need money to make money. My psychiatrist immediately dropped me when I informed her I couldn't afford the appointments and medications. Then my psychologist ghosts me. My insurance became unaffordable. Great way to start off the year, eh?
I thought I may have been having a psychotic episode a few times in the past few years. It turns out I was being psychology and emotionally groomed by my partner at the time. It gives me chills to think about the things she would do and I would passing now… I developed m pne seizors, isolated myself for years… I’m thankful I didn’t goto a Dr. or therapist now, modern psychology is a cruel joke for most patients, not you, you’re an amazing butterfly 🦋 person if you read this…
These videos helped me so much when I was confused and at my lowest: abused was diagnosed with major depressive disorder at an early age.
So I've had all 7 of these symptoms, but it comes in waves, where I can manage to believe I'm ok for 2 weeks and then go back to this mess. 😎🍷
Same
Also love ur angledust
I'm 15 and I do see some of these symptoms , I feel guilty all the time and i feel like I dont even work hard even if I am. I don't know how to tell it to my parents , I'm scared they'll be scared and hurt because of me. I hope anyone feeling low or sad - you are gonna be okay❤️❤️❤️
I really hope you will be able to seek good professional help in the future because I was in a similar boat a couple years ago. I couldn't tell anyone and my depression kept getting much worse. At my worst breaking point, I finally told my parents, and to my utter shock, they helped me out in getting therapy and medications. So I really hope that you will be able to seek some help as well. Idk about ur parents so I can't say much.
But I hope you are doing well tho :)
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Also, here's a big hug for those of y'all that need it. 🫂
Aw, thanks owo
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My sibling had this.
Broke my patience for such things, and broke me for a time.
My bank account is bipolar, and my budget is schizophrenic. no wonder the Deoression and anxiety, OCD, ADD is there like a shadow.