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Holy shit the video with the mother saying “your voice matters” just.. god. I wish more parents were like that- especially with little kids.
FOR REAL, I couldn't hold back my tears watching that
It was so sweet. I kinda want to raise a kid so whenever I see videos like that I’m like “notes notes notes”
I almost cried ngl
Am I the only one who’s just.. tired. I’m tired of defending myself as a disabled queer person. I’m so tired.
your not alone there. i'm tired of justifying my existence, my pain. i'm tired of people always finding a reason i shouldn't be like i am.
Definitely not the only one. Having to justify and defend my own personhood over and over again is tiring and I am exhausted. The way that I have to fight to be me is exhausting.
yeah, it really does wear on you. it's incredibly draining to constantly defend yourself when you literally should not have to.
Me too, I’m getting physically mentally and spiritually exhausted from all this mess. Solidarity yall
I feel you. Sending love 🫶🏻 /p
Trying to figure out if someone is alt right or a comrade is so difficult because you’ll be talking about overthrowing the government and then they throw in some anti-semitism out of NOWHERE and you’re like “oh.”
yeaaah--
YEAH
and it ALWAYS comes out of left field, it's so jarring 😭😭
Fr. Also I subscribed to channel a few days ago purely because you were the top comment and I was like “ah, someone with taste”
@@grayarklite OH MY GOSH that’s the highest form of compliment thank you🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️🙇♂️
god watching these parents actually take the time to figure out the best way to parent and help their child is so beautiful. i WISH more parents were like this, i work in child care and i see the affect that this parenting style verses the "traditional" style has and i can say that gentle parenting wins 10/10 times
I don’t ever want kids, but I love seeing the gentle parenting meta 💪
For real!!! People would rather abus3 their kids than simply talk with them about their problems or give them space. It's so sad. But I'm so glad more genuinely good parents are just talking about their everyday life and how to help your kids and how important it is
Me and fellow neopronoun users are gonna start using u/s/a just to REALLY mess with conservatives.
oh absolutely
Definitely.
please do this--
Someone put it on that pronoun website so we know how to use them
HELL YEAH‼️‼️‼️🇺🇸🦅
5:45 this. this gave me chills. i recently had the opportunity to preform a spoken word poem at the governors summit in utah about being indigenous in my school. it was about the feeling of being talked over when talking about issues. i’m so grateful for this opportunity and this poem gave me so much inspiration for continuing in the future
My heart broke at the last two because they’re such wonderful parents, and every child deserves parents like that, I give them my highest regards. Genuinely if more children were raised like that we would be in a genuinely better world rn
I teared up at the "my voice matters" from the child in the last tiktok omg. I'm so glad she's been taught that and it feels so so good to see a child (especially one that young) that knows how to set a boundary.
i love when children feel happy and safe. the last two videos were beautiful because children deserve safeness and security but also privacy and chance to figure stuff out on their own. children will always be inspiring and beautiful people to me because the children i know are just so open and bold and affectionate and talkative and all the good things right with the world. i will never stop loving how children interact with the world :]
Hi everyone :3 Do you guys ever realize how much time you spend online and feel bad, but at the same time, thats where you feel the safest and get to talk to the people you really enjoy and connect with? Idk, but to help partially with this feeling, ive started sitting outside under or in a tree so that im still getting some air and sun without it being unbearingly hot, but still get to be with the people online I enjoy!
"go touch grass!!" okay well the grass has mean people walking on it so i'm gonna stay here a little longer actually
that's my thought process at least-
Don’t feel guilty! The world is hard to live in, and having a community of people who help you learn is super important. Obviously try to get outside, but if you spend a few hours on your phone per day don’t feel bad! This is just another form of connection
YES! I mainly am online at like midnight so sorry if i reply to you at 2!!
A thought about the last one. Even if the toddler doesn’t fully understand boundaries and personal space, their mother has created the expectation that their boundaries will be respected. So as the toddler gets older, and their requests less random, they will have the experience to establish their personal space and the confidence to tell people, even adults, to stay out of it.
That kid will not remember this interaction due to infantile amnesia, but the memory may continue to affect them due to how it wired their brain.
the little kid at the end saying "my voice matters" made me start crying.. i wish i had realized my voice mattered when i was little
guys- guys this is game changing-- you can scoop water melon using a cookie scoop!!! n then you get these lil bite sized peices of melon!!!
10/10 highly recommend.
i don't even think my family owns a cookie scoop but now i'll have to get one because this sounds like the absolutely superior way to eat a melon
I wonder. Could you do this magic trick with a cantaloupe? Or is it to hard...
@@maerynr845yeah but a scoop with an edge. There are scoops specifically *for* melons called "melon ballers" that do best for it.
The progressively more random objects in the second one 😂
The frying pan was my favorite
Daily life update 71!
I BAGGED ONE JOB!!! It’s a job as a baker at a grocery store!!! But, I’ve still got another job interview tomorrow, for the job that will pay really well.
THATS AWESOME ‼️‼️🫶🏻
congrats!!
Not being in school is killing my ADHD brain, but being in school also kills my ADHD brain. I NEED TO START A PRODJECT, BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM JUST FIXATED ON SCHOOL
SAME OMG😭😭 i recommend learning how to do something like bracelet or lanyard making, learning a new language(although i find that's really hard to stick to), or going around your area and exploring
learn how to knit if you can! its very nice and you can make so much stuff
Stuck at home with nothing to do when ו *could* be a cute little schoolgirl with a thriving social life 😔
i know this is something that i've been training for fourteen years of my fifteen year old life to do, so it might not be for everyone and i recognize that. but i have some serious adhd and also can't function without a project, so i write an album during the summer. i'm really lucky to have my hobbies cut out for me, i guess, but just really commit to a bit amount of creation of something that you enjoy!
@green_with_gender_envy I'm so hyperfixated on school I literally started doing math for next year to prep. Thanks for the advice though yall maybe I'll bore myself with this and end up playing some Stardew Valley ☠️
That last one had me tearing up. Man, if/when I have kiddos I want them to feel the comfort of being able to put up boundaries and to have them respected.
Hey, comrades! Do y'all ever just feel unsafe? Or like your safe space isn't as safe as you thought?
One of my most frequent thoughts (atleast while I was in school) was "I wanna go home" or "I wish I was at home" or "I can't wait to go home". I had these thoughts all the time, literally everyday I went to school, but I didn't just have these thoughts at school. I would get these thoughts even while I was in bed, in my comfort space. I would be in bed, watching some RUclips to distract myself, and the thoughts would start creeping in.
I'd always be so confused, but I think I kinda understand why I have these thoughts even while I'm at 'home'. I think that when I think about being at home or wishing to be at home, I'm actually just wishing to be in a space that makes me feel safe and comfortable. And my bedroom is the closest thing I have to that. But it's not quite good enough.
I get really nervous when I hear people walk towards my room, even if I know they aren't actually coming to my room and that I haven't done anything wrong.
I wish I had a quiet place that I could actually relax in. A place that made me feel safe, secure and comfortable. A place that can actually support me and my needs.
Anyway, I hope you all have an amazing day/night! And I love you all ❤️❤️❤️!! Cya in the comments again soon 👋
-Malachite (they/them)
i always feel like i wanna go home.. even when i'm home. it's exhausting. where else am i supposed to go..?
I've never been able to put it into words, but yeah, I have a constant feeling of wanting to go home, because it felt unsafe. Even now, while I'm sat in my own house.
I understand this. I really do. It hurts. I want to go somewhere where I’m safe. Feel actually loved, no matter how many times my parents tell me. Feel loved for who I am, not the cishet straight As girl I have to pretend to be. For the queer and gay enby I am inside.
I used to have this a lot. My best advice is to find places that aren't owned by anyone. I find that ownership of a place can make me feel that I am indebted to or threatened by the owner while I am in that place. Parks, libraries, etc always feel safer to me.
Same
The yoghurt in the uyghur restaurant seemed similar to lassi and ofcourse the naan too. I really love how really different cultures are related plus the food looked so good!
I always thought baklava was purely middle Eastern too
@@AnarchicCrow I thought it was purely Turkish. Baklava tastes so good btw.
Good food travels around in places that appreciate it (and have similar ingredients).
Caspian's Updates:
- I need to pay 720$ for college classes and my braces cost 700$ for the first month (500$ down-payment and 215$ monthly) so I need to make a difficult choice on which one I want more
- I played Sims 3 Late Night for 10 hours until I finally got one of my sims to become a vampire
- Applied for atleast 7 jobs online in the past week and only one responded to let me down, the rest ghosted me
- My mom went with me to my haircut and told my hairstylist to "not make me look like an ugly butch." Thanks, mom!
I do love sitting in trees, trees are so based 💚
trees are so dope 💚💚💚
trreeeees 💚
treeeeeees💚💚💚💚💚we love 😌
i was on a hiking holiday the last few days, best part about the forests was SO MANY TREES i love them so mucb
Shout out to Trees, keep giving us that Oxygen 🌳
Hey y'all! Would it be weird if I like, taught my younger sister about how to recognize dogwhistles, because she keeps almost accidentally ending up on alt-right stuff. She's not much younger than me.
that wouldn't be weird, that's a good move.
people of any age can struggle recognizing that kind of stuff because it's disguised under """good intentions""", so it's a good idea to give some tips.
@@munenightwing Thanks, was slightly worried it'd be weird but I honestly just want her to know more than anything.
Its always a good thing to know. I need to learn more about it
let’s just let people define their own gender and sexuality.
you can be binary if you want, or be the most gender/sexuality-fukkery possible.
or you can switch between the two every day.
who cares? who died and made you the gender and orientation police?
just respect peoples identities and move along.
(also, the most pressed people are the ones who will never interact with a he/him lesbian a day in their life)
10:26 ahh !! This made us feel so seen !!
Mspec identities and contradictory labels are such a hot topic in the community it makes us upset, because people who identify that way are doing nothing wrong and are just trying to feel comfortable by using labels they feel represent them.
But terf rhetoric made a divide in the queer woman community, and decided bi lesbians “aren’t lesbian enough” or were “tainted by liking men”
And people just *believe* that without even trying to understand mspec lesbianism / gayness
Bisexuals are attracted to both males and females. Pansexuals to all genders. Lesbians are women attracted to women.
These labels exist to describe something. Using contradictory labels means they describe nothing and also fuel homophobic narratives, contribute to bi and pan erasure, and make LGBT+ people look just confused.
If you feel uncomfortable with an accurate descriptor, suck kt the fuck up buttercup. You probably have a lot of internalized hatred for yourself that you need to work on.
Even though I myself am a genderqueer lesbian, I still had a moment where I thought lesbianism was just not a man who only likes people who are not men, even though it's so much more complicated than that. Thank you all for being patient and helping other people learn, even if it sometimes feels like you're screaming to a void.
If you have time/energy, there's something I'd love it have a discussion about. I sometimes feel like the way everything has to have a label now is restrictive. I mean, it's great that we have words to identify ourselves, but also in a way it's just putting more boxes of what's ok. Idk
5:22 baklava is one of my favorite desserts! I believe it’s also a part of Turkish and Greek cuisine. It’s so tasty, it’s flaky and sweet and honestly just heavenly. Now I want baklava haha
Today my black cat turned 19! She's been through a lot (had 4 seizures in one day in 2021) but has been pushing through. My Mom has had her before I was born so I've had her my whole life. I decorated the front bay window in my family's living room for summer and my Mom got us Dunkin'! I want to draw something but I'm not to sure what to draw.
WAAUUHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UR KITTIE:3!!! her birthday is the day before mine HEHEH
@@heelturn2 Happy early birthday to you!
@GreenMayoMan69_ Thank You! :)
@@blueberrypancakebatter thanj u :3!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
tw: death
Warrior cat death traditions:
Mothclan: burying the body, planting flowers to attract moths to guide the soul to starclan
Vineclan: burying the body, making a path through the heavy woodland to guide the soul to starclan
Shrubclan, burying the body, planting a flower, the roots guide the soul to starclan.
Gorgeclan: if the body is lost to the river, you pick lotus petals and put them in the river to guide the soul to starclan. If not, you bury them next to the river to guide them to starclan.
I love the ideas of different clans having different death traditions, and its especially cool when it's people's own clans :3
@@my.beloved.turtle2136 Yes! There’s so many missed opportunities in warrior cats that I intend to weave in
@@Feather899 fair! I'm creating my own world that's loosely based on warriors and I love taking the things that I think the series did wrong and improving upon them. Like each of my "kins" (substitute for clans) has their own beauty standards, ways of approaching religion, ways of focusing their governments (like some put more focus on the healers, others the warriors) and stuff like that that I might end up sharing :3
Not enough people talk about the contradictory existence of depression.. like yeah I cry and scream and huddle up in bed all day.. but also its because everything.. sucks.
Socialising? sucks
Not socialising? sucks
Playing games? sucks
not playing games? sucks
eating? sucks
not eating? sucks
working? sucks
not working? sucks
no matter what I do, everything hurts just as much as everything else.
Usually there's something to make you feel a little better.. but when there is no variation, when everything makes you regret breathing the same, where there is no worse or better, where everything is this constant aching pain that drills into your chest.. its very easy to just let the void take you.
"just go outside" it sucks
"stay in bed" it sucks
"talk with people" it sucks
"be with your own thoughts" it sucks
it is so difficult to find purpose and hope when everything is drowned out with the same high pitch ring.
or maybe its just me
im just tired..
man the one about trans masc and trans men being lesbians would've pissed off my ex partner (who is a trans man) so badly but little does he know, that me, a non-binary person who prefers masculine terms over feminine terms found out that they are lesbian
It's a self applied label, definitely not objective fact. Please don't go around calling men lesbians unless you want to be mistaken for a transphobe and lose teeth.
The last tiktok in this wow 🥹If an adult had told me my voice matters at that age my life would be so much better now. Im so happy to see this positive change in how people wanna raise their kids
I HAVE ANOTHER VOLUNTEERING SHIFT TODAY >:D
this time we're making art!! very excited for this!!
That sounds like fun. Tell us about it When you get back!
ME TOO! I JUST FINISHED MINE AND I WAS ALSO HELPING PEOPLE MAKE ART!!! Hope yours went well!!!! ❤❤❤
y'all, i am not exaggerating *AT ALL* when i say that this was the best shift i have ever taken. i'm over the moon right now.
@@QUR_LvR That is fantastic!!
Cool! That sounds really fun!
thank you for including that slam poem from button poetry. saw it as a tumblr post years ago and i’ve wanted to see it again ever since. it’s beautiful.
i went to walmart yesterday with my dad cause we were gonna watch a movie (we watched Nimona together, i think he likes it) and there were just,, so many american flags,, like it was genuinely so tacky (oh and also there were like 50 security guards in pretty much every isle you could've mistaken it for an actual military base-)
oh yikes 😬
the increase of flags is probs cuz of the fourth but the gaurds??? ive never actually seen a security guard in walmart before--
nimona is awesome !! 💪🏼💪🏼
What's Nimona like? I feel like it might be something my dad would want on DVD, so I wanna supervise his decisions.
Nimona is an awesome movie
@@ElizabethMidfordHatesCops very good animation, queer, very leftist
my dad's gonna get me some comics!!! i really love comics and cartoons and really anything animated so i'm so happy :D
wooo!!! enjoy your comics!!
I hope you enjoy the comics!!
There’s this comic book shop I’ve been DYING to go to for a while now, gonna try to get some Moonknight/TUA comics soon
My dad got me a ton of X-Men related stuff this year, and I’m so happy whenever I see Wolverine in my hands!! Based and Comic Pilled dads are the best!
Bro the last one had me sobbing. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. I’m in therapy, and an adult, and I get to talk and communicate to my mother how I feel, and how she’s made me feel unloved and unsafe. Her default in these situations is to go “oh, but I really am proud of you,” and that’s not the point. It never was. I’ve reached a point, a place in my life where it genuinely doesn’t matter at all if my mother is *proud* of me, I will continue to live my life as I please. All I have ever wanted is for her to say that I matter, that I’m important, that I deserve to take up space. And again, I’m old now, I can find all of those affirmations within myself, but truly it would mean to world to me to hear from her a simple, “I hear you.”
7:48 this was so well done!
the transmasc lesbian video made me really happy, you’re all valid :)
Can I ask something? How can transmascs be lesbians? /gen /pos
I don't exactly understand, no hate to you obviously, I genuinely want to know more abt how this works since I'm a cis lesbian, haha
@@joonebugg sorry this took so long to respond!! not all transmasc ppl are trans binary, they can be non binary or bigender or gender fluid. lesbian means (from my understanding) non-men loving non-men! But, I’m still learning myself, and have a lot to research. I’m pretty sure trans men can be lesbians too? I’m not sure entirely, as I’m not a trans man nor a lesbian but if someone says they’re both trans and a lesbian, it’s important to respect their identities./gen
also to those who don’t understand, rewatch the video abt transmasc/men being lesbians again. And if you still don’t, you don’t have to understand identities to respect them!! /gen
i love the video about transmasc lesbians. as a transmasc lesbian alter i love seeing others respect and even support my identity.
also a few days ago we taught people about lesboys and bi lesbians!!
Tbh, that was kind of an eye opener to me. I never thought of those people ^^
That’s honestly something I haven’t seen or thought a lot about but that makes a lot of sense to me as an enby.
I'm still a bit confused on the subject could you explain it more? /gen /pos
@@FutureMint basically: gender weird so people who identify within the term boy/man can be lesbians
WOOO TRANSMASC LESBIANS RISE UP!!!
Congrats on surviving the 4th again, guys!
I want to start a rebellion.
11:44 Not sure what she's about to say, but how could anyone see that as misbehaviour? If anything, that's a good thing! She got excited, and threw her coat at *you.* At YOU! She trusts you enough to know her coat is safe with you while she plays. You don't even need to tell her not to do that in the future, because eventually she'll stop and it's harmless.
I know for a fact I've done that as a kid. I know my neice and nephew have done that to me. I've never even registered that as a problem?
Holy shit, the voice poetry one was so incredibly powerful. What an amazing creation, more people need too see this.
The little kid and her mom at the end was the most adorable and pure thing ever !!❤️
I've tried Uyghur food before and it is GOOD! The mix of east asian and southwest asian/mediterranean is so interesting.
That last video, that genuinely hit in my soul. I wish that every child could grow up with that
Good news peoples, my kittens are doing great and I recently got this little 3d printed tiger with moving parts and when I shake it it sounds so good!
Also I’m glad to report that my mom is a lot less transphobic!
Hope you guys are having a great day!💚💚💚💚
thats awesome!
@@Rene-is-confused :3
character development
That poem and it’s delivery was so good holy shit. I love slam poetry and recitation.
0:19 this rlly brings back memories of being constantly yelled at for not doing things the way everyone wants me to as opposed to the way that made sense to me
I liked the story about the parent who let their child jump in the muddy puddle to learn the consequences of their actions. I didn't get to jump in puddles as a kid, so I made up for it in college. Plus even though I knew it would make my shoes wet, I still wanted to do it anyway! And it was the best possible outcome 😊
That last one… I’m in tears!
Now I know where to go when I visit Ireland
hi guys! I'm just chilling today, I'm gonna figure out how to make more kandi, i wanna learn to make a flower cuff :3
KANDI‼️‼️‼️
@@QUR_LvRkandi‼️
KANDIIII I LOVE KANDI
hey i love these videos! they’re so entertaining and have taught me so much. i was wondering if you would consider putting more adhd content in your comps? i see a lot of autistic content in here but not a lot of other kinds of neurodivergency represented, and as someone with adhd i’d like to see more of myself in here. also it would be great if you put time stamps on longer videos to make them more adhd friendly. tysm!!
5:39 damn that performance was powerful
Tw: not light hearted, but also not graphic.
8:30 My parents have never done this, but my sister has. She used to admit to the things she did and then stopped. Said surely I place her in the role of someone who was actually my other sister's friend. My sister wasn't there. She doesn't remember now, afterall. It was already traumatic and scary, but looking back it's even more messed up. It was back before she needed financial support, so she rarely visited. One of the few times I remember her visiting, it's a memory that haunts me. An aspect of my life more difficult and she doesn't even acknowledge, saying I'm thinking of someone else. I can forgive my other sister, having a million other memories and the knowledge she was just as much of a child as I was. But not her.
the first one is so real. autism is so hard sometimes man.
5:37 Wow... this is one of the most powerful videos I've ever seen. It literally gave me shivers
That Uyghur restaurant looks AMAZING!!!
OMG I NEED MORE OF THE PARENTING TIKTOKS, THAT LAST ONE ESPECIALLY IS SO CUTE ❤❤❤
12:08 bless this woman her kids are going to be fantastic humans. I would be so much mentally healthier if my parents had been like this.
Hey, comrades! I'm double commenting today 😅
I'm thinking about building a castle in minecraft, but I don't know if I'd finish it. I still haven't finished the big oak tree 😅. And I left the other tree for so long that someone else took up where I left off, sorry Waffles 😓
These random bursts of energy and motivation I've been getting recently are really messing with me 😭 I keep starting projects I know I won't finish. I get disappointed every time I don't finish a project, despite knowing I'd never be able to finish it in the first place 😔
I wanna do some art, but I have 0 motivation or any energy for it. I don't know what I'd draw either. Although I kinda want to learn to draw frogs and raccoons.
I haven't had much energy recently, so I haven't done all that much. The random stuff I end up doing in minecraft is all purely to distract myself because I'm lonely 😭. Im very touch starved as well, I've never wanted to cuddles/hug/hold hands with someone so badly before 😞. The worst part about it is that I don't really have anyone in my life that I can do these things with, not without feeling uncomfortable with at least 😭😭
I crave love, but I don't think I'd be able to love back, and that really hurts my soul 😞
I hope you all have an amazing day/night! And i love you all ❤️❤❤❤!! Cya in the comments again soon 👋
-Malachite (they/them)
Hey Malachite! Just realized I haven't seen you in a while :)
I'm sorry that you're struggling with energy and motivation, that's rough. Remember to allow yourself the kind of patience you would give others
@@purplebean7 Hey Bean! You're right, we haven't seen each other in a while 😅
I'll try to work on being patient with myself :) Thanks for your virtual hugs! :D 🫂
I'm glad you were finally able to figure out your gender :DD I'm very happy for you! /gen. I'm also glad that the people you told were supportive of you, and I'm sure your gf will be accepting! :)
Burnout does suck, but I'm trying to alleviate its effect on me. Tbh, I don't know if I've hit burnout or if I'm just on the road towards it, but I'm trying to get better so it doesn't affect me as much :) And thank you for this, it really made my day 😭 ❤️❤️ /gen
I just ate so much cheese. Lethargic. Remember me.
That last video with the mom was sooo sweet god
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE INCLUSION OF TRANSMASC/TRANSMALE LESBIANS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
First clip reminded me of my anger.
first clip in and it already hit like a shit ton of bricks, great job :D
The "i want to love a boy like how a boy does" tiktok made me feel the most seen in my entire life goddamm
Holy shit that last one was so cute!!!!!
5:38 This is actually so cool omg??
I can not put into words just how amazing I thought that was.
that first tiktok hit me right in the chest when they started getting angry
(I don’t know if I’m autistic or not but I did make people mad at me a lot unintentionally)
I have a GREAT Update about my Ohio situation!!
SB 83 was DEFEATED, we saved $550 million from being taken out of public schools, AND our former Speaker just got the maximum sentence for the FirstEnergy bribery scandal! I also signed a petition at pride to help enshrine Abortion rights 😊 Things are looking up here.
The last one made me start crying lol
Ok, I was born female and I show lots of signs of high masking Autism. I’ve done tons of research and thought about it for 2 years now. I’m thinking about talking to my therapist about it. What do y’all think?
You should do it if you think it'll help get you accomodations to help out, although this does have some cons since the world is messed up in that way, please try to learn about the cons so that you know what you're getting into, best of luck! Take care of yourself!
This comp made me so happy!!
11:00 this just solved the existential question of what the f i am (1 circle of hell complete, 8 more to go). this is why knowledge is important. i've been describing myself as a demi pan switch catastrophe but this is way more accurate.
I rly needed the multigender/transmasc lesbian tiktok, I only recently discovered my gender identity and I'm still learning a lot about identities and pronouns. my brain likes to complicate things more than necessary
Hi, im eating oatmeal rn and i feel gross :[ (my bowl has a nasty texture and my schedule is not going too good)
Not sure if this'll help of is the problem, but I always make my oatmeal all soupy. It's so nice soupy.
i love these :3
me too :)
i too like to sit in tree
hey i'm gonna vent a bit if that's okay because i don't feel very good rn. i'm currently on vacation with my family and it kind of sucks because i have to spend A LOT of time with my family and the place we're staying at makes me uncomfortable since it's pretty small and i'd rather just be in my room where all of my things are and where i get to avoid my family :( it's just a lot to handle and process rn and i'm really frustrated so i'm a lot more sensitive and emotional and i haven't been sleeping well either (i miss my bed), the bed here is so uncomfortable and my parents gave me the bedsheets that i've specifically said i can't sleep on before but at least we're FINALLY leaving tomorrow 😮💨
tw//verbal abuse (?), threats of violence
what also sucks is that i have to be around my dad more and just yesterday he cursed me out like crazy and threatened to hit me n stuff bc i talked back and now my whole family is pretending that i'm the bad one and my dad behaves like nothing happened bc it's just so normal for him to talk to my family like that. i'm pretty sure he won't follow through with those threats but it's still scary to sit there and listen to a grown man yell at you like that
I’m so sorry to hear that, sending hugs, and I hope the vacation passes quickly
Sounds to me like your family is excusing your dad’s horrible behavior and not putting themselves in your shoes. So sorry that happened to you. Staying in your room with a family like that is absolutely okay. Whatever age you’re at, a man should not yell at you, whether you’re family or not. That is inexcusable behavior and I hope you find a way out.
hey everyone thanks for the kind words :] just wanted to give an update and say that i've been home for a few hours now and i actually feel better now, i missed having all of my stuff around me 😮💨
people’s genders and sexualities are complicated just as much as any other thing we feel and strive to connect with
and that’s perfectly fine
don’t let people tell you what’s right and wrong about your own feelings ever.
1493 days until THE WEEZER DOG.
we talked last night and i cried because she is so sweet. we will talk again thursday ::::D
You guys are the best
@@Feather899 OMG thanks slugbug shipper (slugbug is me and my gfs ship name btw. im the slug shes the bug)
@@8luelight that’s the relationship I want
hey feel free to talk about features or personality traits you love about yourself in the comments everyone is amazing and beautiful!!!!!
for me i love how the color of my iris around my pupil is golden brown but the rest of my iris is blue!!
i also love when i get a new special interest, i love when i want to learn everything about it and talk about my special interests with my friends!!!
i love being a bit chubby, like yk when you put on a tighter sports bra and you get that bit of fat under your armpit? or that slightly jiggly chub on ur arms? thighs on the thicker side? i have those and i think they're such soft and cool features :) also love my eyes, ESPECIALLY when the sun lights them up and their brown colour becomes more of a golden hue
as for personality, i love how... huge my inner world is, for lack of a better world. i've isolated myself from everyone and everything for years which is not fun and i'm trying to work on it, but living in my head also means i have a shit ton of amazing ideas, thoughts, daydreams, stories, knowledge. just the fruit of spending years thinking and never doing, which again is not very healthy but i love this aspect of it!
I like how "solid" I feel. I have something of actual weight, and I have the ability to affect things around me.
I love my short and curly hair! I can also draw at the speed of sound and I friggin love how I make my art work now, I’ve come such a long way since I was a kid!!
5:38 this was very powerful to watch
8:16 wow... That is powerful.
Hi guys! Some developments in my life that i feel like telling someone, so i'll yell it into this void! Just need somewhere to talk :)
I think I'm developing some sort of chronic pain. My back is almost constantly hurting, and my knees hurt at random intervals, and sometimes these pains make it hard for me to stand up. Ive had a lot of good days recently, but its getting hard to ignore the pain im in. Not that its gonna get me down or anything, but I might try using a cane in the future for when the pain gets bad in my legs? Only if it gets bad enough.
I feel weird about wanting a mobility aid. I know that you dont have to "ask" to have one, you can just *buy* mobility aids if you have the money. But my parents are kinda weird about physical disabilities, and I think getting asked if im faking it would be worse than not having it.
In lighter news, i got new books today! Started reading one of them, and im liking it a lot.
Ive also been working on making myself a bean bag heat pack. The bean bag itself has been made, but i wanna make a cover for it to look like a millipede! 🐛
If you read this at all, Hi! Thanks for... Taking in my thoughts. Things have been kinda weird recently. But im doing alright! Bye bye ❤
@GreenMayoMan69_Thanks mayo
hey y'all! i'm enjoying hollow knight, just got the simple key and i'm on the hornet fight (struggling)
what are y'all up to :)
@GreenMayoMan69_nice!
@GreenMayoMan69_ ooh, what are you planning on watching?? i'm curious >:)
I was just about to ask how transmascs or men can be lesbians but after the multigender post I think i understand, if any if you would like to tell me more about this in the replies feel free to, i'd love to learn more😊
ok so I'm not multigender, but I am transmasc and love women in the way a lesbian does. It doesn't feel like straight love, sooo yeah idk if that will make sense to you but that's how I see it
The last one was so vute!! ALSO! I got s spider verse poster today!! If anyone knows a way to donate to the animators who worked on it pls tell me!! /gen
The TikTok where they scrolled through multigender posts actually has made me so happy, like these are me, I’m that, that’s literally me lads! It’s me! They’re like me! God I’m so happy I’ve never seen that. It’s awakened smth in me. I want to come out to my friends now. God this feels so good
I knew I felt this way but I’d never seen other people feel it too!
I just happy stimmed for like 30 minutes Jesus Christ I haven’t done that in years-
It’s simple I see Jonathan I click
Not a vent!!! just a story and conversation
On saturday i told my mom how i get really overwhelmed just at home, by light, by noises in the house (my house is very quiet), or just by lack of noise (silence feels very loud sometimes) and how i can only focus at nighttime or early morning when everyone else is asleep (my best times for drawing), and she said i might be neurodivergent so i figured id come here and ask what you guys think.
The question of why is there so much discourse between transfemmes and transmascs online…
Well that’s just normal convo between me and my gf. We’re both neurodiverse and just see it as normal discourse. >.>
10:25 I may have just realized something about myself lol 🤩
NICKEL INANIMATE INSANITY PFP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
also springy dni
Honestly i feel like there should be a term that isn’t lesbian for transmascs, like their experiences from lesbians are very different, it doesn’t really make sense to put them in the same category…. Like i get that some feel an affinity to it but they need to understand that lesbian is its own thing, new terms are made every day and i think this is a moment for this to be a case where there needs to be a separate term
I actually saw someone with a shirt that said "my pronouns are USA" I was pissed because I highly suspected they were just fucking with my fellow gays- (i say highly suspect because they were at a very conservative church event, but there were so many gays there)
Heyyy how has your day been :3
Our period has started 😭😭
mines good :) smol puppy is cuddly
@@goblinguy3103oh RIP
@@goblinguy3103 aw man, that sucks so much 😭😭
i'm doin alright :)
Hey can you take care of yourself? Just do one small thing that will make yourself happy. And if you feel like you can do more, please stretch, drink some water, and eat something. You matter so much. I send all the virtual love. 💜💜🤗🤗💜💜🤗🤗
Okay as someone who is bisexual and biromantic, along with being bigender (She/He) I am a little confused about the part at 10:24. I'm still learning about all the various ways gender and sexuality mix and match in a person, and frankly, I feel like a nube, lol.
Is it talking about people who are multigender or trans and identify as lesbian/gay? Like if someone used She/He pronouns and identified as a lesbian and/or a gay man?
Just wanna double check for clarification bc I was honestly just a bit confused at what the message was, and feel like it could help me describe myself if I get in a relationship. Personally, I am okay with being called traditional feminine titles like Girlfriend and Woman--but that's just me and it would be nice to learn if there are more options I could try out that might fit better.
I also am not entirely informed on that part of queerness, someone please inform us!
It's a self applied label. Do NOT go around calling straight trans men lesbians, that is a good way to piss them off at least or even lose a few teeth for the insult (mistaking you for a transphobe).
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Hello everyone!! How is your day? :D The title is silly because I’m currently sitting in my hammock :3
My songs for today are Vampire by Olivia Rodrigo and Lady Stardust by David Bowie!!
Let me know how you liked my songs or give your own recs!!
my days going well :)
cuddlin a small puppy :)
hmm my current favorite song is "if i was a fish"
@@gordshorde awww I love puppies!! I almost got one this but then my current dog got sprayed by a skunk and no one wants any more pets 😭
@@cammm360 oh no!! birdys not technically a puppy any more (she's about a year and a half) but she's so smol and cute that she looks and acts like one lok
@@gordshorde aww! :3
my day has been alright I added a patch to my backpack!
lady stardust is a really good song
today my favorite song is probably batty for you by destructo disk
hey girlies (and non girlies) does anyone here know anything about piracy????? i wanna watch across the spiderverse before one of my friends spoils it for me 😭😭😭
Torrenting is popular on the high seas, but it isn't my forte. I recommend looking into it, it is used for non illicit things too after all. Just remember to turn off your seeding after you finish downloading, the problem is being caught seeding non kosher things.
YT deleted my comment. Lol.
Wcostream is good for cartoons.
*Yesmovies* random words come on let's party *dot* agriculture is important to society and some people shorten the word agriculture to *ag* but there is no message in a bottle here wink.
k i sss i n g