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❤️ A million times!

this shame and dsigust towards ourselves is just a projections of our "parents-abusers" - who put the evil they had in themselves into an innocent child, so that the child accepts it and feels it as their own, and abuser doe not have to feel it and can enjoy abuse. They played our gods but they are just nothing right now - just a dust.

Thank you Sam 💜 I've started practicing being greatful. Like really feeling it not just telling myself I know I'm greatful but actually taking a moment to feel it.. I'm trying to make a ritual out of it. It feels like a shift. Hope you are doing well!

Thank you Sam!! Now go sit by the fire!!!

11:45 13:25 "Oceanic connection" to emotion 14:35 Eunuch The name she chose was Maya! Maia- Illusion!!

Wow.. thankyou, Sam. Beautiful message in a stunning winter wonderland. It's interesting to see the seasons of change, both in your surroundings & in yourself, as you grow & change. The seasons are a constant reminder that nothing stays the same & we can grow beyond hating parts of ourself that were once disgusting & shameful to us.🎯🙏🙂🩷

You’re strong and brilliant. I strive to be this mindful of self. Thank you for such deep honesty. I’m grateful that you came across my feed today.

"See the prison of your own certainty" That line goes so hard. Applies to so many things in life. There are zome people close to me who suffer a lot due to their own certainy. I wish I could make them see the wisdom in those words.

I so love taking these "virtual" walks with you, Sam. You articulate your humanness with such clarity and transparency, and you do it in such amazing story teller fashion. Thank you for your presence in this world. 🙏💙

15:39 maybe they heard you ❤ and understood somehow (in a good way)

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Every time ive listened ive been touched in my spirit 💨🤍💦

I had to watch you again Sam, you have said so much that is profound and life changing. Thank you. This is a poem my Dad taught me, "never leave a kind word unsaid, love while life shall last, for the mill will never turn again with water that has passed". I could never find the author. Well you made me think about it again and I just wanted to share.

It takes all of us saying what we can to shed a light on this. If we can better understand shame, we may be able to truly heal as a people and civilization. Thank you Saun. This poetry is important as the greatest physics

You are a work of art, so very beautiful.

Yay! Call Me Sam!

Thank you, Sam. 🤗❤

Sam! As someone not particularly spiritual, I’ve got no other explanation for your today’s video but the one resembling what spiritual people would probably say. I mean, that we’re all interconnected and a part of the same greater collective. I’m stuck and have been for a couple of months. Shame is at the forefront, as usual. I’m very exhausted. Yesterday, when in the throes of it, I wished for something outside of me to show its face. I needed a break from myself and to connect with something that is not constant shame, anger or disappointment. You showed your face, as open and honest as ever. And with the message that is on point and targets the very heart of what I’m going through. Your short video has cracked the shell I’ve been hiding in over the weeks and brought a necessary dose of good tears to me. Thank you for that!

Thanks Sam! Take good care! 💜

Sending you a big ole hug, Sam! ❤

shame and guilt and I think shame is deeper but I always liked what you said in another video that, what if we don't strive for the never ending heal it and everything will be ok. You are a gift to everyone here and I'm so thankful.

Putting out a video each week is not and should not be the goal here. I come to the channel for the thoughtful wisdom you express. If these lessons in humanity come in daily, weekly, monthly, or annual doses, that is ok. The lesson is the draw, not the frequency.

I was SA by my mother , tortured by the siblings and gang r#ped throughout my childhood by them. I have DID , its horrible. I am completely alone nobody for years no therapy as can't get any. I applied to Dignitas but they said no. I am trying another euthanasia place now. Too late for me.

Thank you Sam.

I have been learning that for the past year. Our brains are continually reminding us and telling us to stay alert in case someone is about to hurt us or something is about to happen. It can also immobilize us.

I’m starting to realize for me the aging process is giving me more clarity on my reaction to neglect and abuse that existed in my childhood. I’ve been enjoying getting older and wanted to be a happy old lady like my lovely grama. Instead, I’m starting to feel even more angry and bitter, hopeless, constantly humbled and humiliated in life at this point. My job search, my RUclips channel, even constant awful moments and interactions in the day to day, and I’m left feeling, not relevant, not good enough, even worthless. Then I’ll see myself as I am: surrounded in light, rising above, unstoppable, surviving, truth telling. Unfortunately, those moments are becoming few and far between. Despite my best efforts, my future looks like everything I’ve dreaded and taken steps to avoid: poverty, regrets, rage and despair. Now when I watch these videos, I think “I’ll never get to do that”. “I’ll never be able to afford that”. I’m in good health physically, and I take care of myself, meditate daily, try to practice kindness, forgiveness and love. I just feel I get so little in return. I thought I knew God’s plan for me, but now it all feels so random, and only the ones who get a pass are people who are awful, greedy liars, feeding off people who were raised to be kind and good because it was the right thing to do. I remember once doing a favor for a neighbor and when he thanked me, I said, “you would do the same for me”. He looked at me with the most awful expression on his face, I could tell he was thinking, “no I woudn’t”. Neither of us said anything, but I felt I saw a truth in that moment. An ugly one that I’ve tried to escape my entire life. This is my life in a nutshell. Thank you Sam. I really appreciate you putting yourself out there because it really is the right thing to do. It makes such a difference to so many of us!❤Much love.❤

You just amaze me. This was needed. So much love to you kind gentle one.

Came for #detransition awareness Stayed for the philosophy

This almost brought me to tears.. I needed to hear this! Thank you beautiful 💙

Scotland has received snow before Ontario, Canada. :)

So beautiful in bravery Sam, thanks. Peace.

Thank you too Sam

Always appreciate your thoughtful videos.

i randomly came across your video and I'm grateful i came across it. I'm a survivor of CSA and i could relate to this video on so many levels. I'm a 22 y o guy and I feel ashamed to want to feel loved, to be taken care of, to be seen(everything that i lacked in my childhood) and all the adult things about being the MAN just kind of confuses me and there's this war in my head where I end up feeling like it all ended and I don't have to deal with this bs anymore but there is hope and i live every day for that. I do forgive myself and I'm trying to show everyone who i really am, not hiding myself anymore. I'm trying. thank you

Thank you for making this.

Thank you Sam, "they come when they come".

Who the hell do we think we are? lol! 😔😕😁😂🤣😀

Spot on beautiful! Thank you for this transmission from Wisdom

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Thank you!

Your a beautiful person

That was amazing. What a powerful and brutally honest testimony. Thank you.

Gosh, I am so terrified. This video went straight to the heart. A remedy for the errors that sneak about my being and fool me into hiding. Thank-you for finding ever new ways to urge us to stop surviving and to stop healing when healing means self-rejection.

Love others as you love yourself.

Your new videos often seem to pop up at the right time for me 🙏

Sam, you are a rare voice out there. I find most voices out there more or less intolerable. But you are real to the bone and beyond. Even if you would never record any more videos, know that you have really reached people's hearts.

Hating ourselves and withdrawaling from the abuse that happened in our childhood only causes more rukus in our lives. Because since we're withdrawn from all the pain that will then suck us into toxic relationships, toxic work environments, and even toxic lifestyle habits. It's better to process the pain acknowledging it happened. Grieve, of course. And allow/pray for our timelines to shift into something new and abundant. Btw Sam I love the snow in the background looks so beautiful! 😍

Today is my 67th birthday, and this was the first video that came up in my feed, today. It was a gift from God. Praying for healing, and peace, for you, Sam. Thank you.

My heart goes out to the children of Ukraine, if there are any left. Stolen and used for whatever. Sex, organs, adrenochrome. We live in a terrible world. I love you Sam. Thank you for your videos.

The stark scene of the snow is the perfect imagery for this subject matter today. We can place controls and brakes on our lives, thinking this is settling us free from the pain of the original abuse. We can end up bound, in even further emotional austerity. If it's not setting you free, then it's not the truth! Thank you this video.