Beautiful Narwhal Fountain Pen Review + Drawing and Watercolor

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  • Опубликовано: 11 янв 2025

Комментарии • 462

  • @esim101
    @esim101 5 лет назад +353

    Narwhals, narwhals, swimmin' in the ocean, causin' a commotion.

    • @Crispy_Bee
      @Crispy_Bee 5 лет назад +36

      cause they are so awesome

    • @caitmcdonald8896
      @caitmcdonald8896 5 лет назад +17

      Like an underwater unicorn they got a kickass facial horn, are they are the jedi of the sea!

    • @advance600
      @advance600 5 лет назад +10

      They stop Cthulhu eating ye.

    • @jackblaser4544
      @jackblaser4544 5 лет назад +2

      And they eat our children

    • @sunbuntm
      @sunbuntm 5 лет назад +8

      Narwhals They Are Narwhals

  • @S_A_L
    @S_A_L 5 лет назад +184

    Peter: To get good at things you just have to do it a lot.
    Me: **nods**
    Peter: Whether it's drawing, playing an instrument...
    Me: **nods**
    Peter: Talking to people-
    Me: Oh god

    • @andrzejduda2706
      @andrzejduda2706 5 лет назад +3

      Me too

    • @whoooisv
      @whoooisv 5 лет назад +2

      😂

    • @maggs131
      @maggs131 3 года назад

      I wasn't always the amazing professional farter I am today, it took a lot of practice and it really pays off

  • @aries_chaos
    @aries_chaos 5 лет назад +71

    Peter: "I don't have the patience for this" (swatching 24 watercolours)
    Also Peter: spends hours on the most intricate and detailed 'draw-wings' I've ever seen

    • @peter_draws
      @peter_draws  5 лет назад +25

      Somehow that is close to the truth

  • @tonyhart5766
    @tonyhart5766 5 лет назад +172

    that song brought tears to my eyes peter, it's bursting with emotional depth and tells a truly epic, yet saddening tale. the section about squarespace truly made me sit back and contemplate, reflect, and above all, learn to truly appreciate life.

    • @rvss_0
      @rvss_0 5 лет назад +1

      😭😭😭😭😭🎸🎸🎶🎵🎼👌👌👌

    • @gebbygebbers
      @gebbygebbers 5 лет назад

      😂

    • @donosvann
      @donosvann 5 лет назад +1

      Couldn’t have said it any better myself😢

    • @jackblaser4544
      @jackblaser4544 5 лет назад +2

      Giraffes

  • @durianhead
    @durianhead 5 лет назад +220

    came here for the pen review; stayed for the spontaneous biology lesson

  • @KodiakDDS
    @KodiakDDS 5 лет назад +114

    You've inspired me to start drawing for the first time in my life. It's something I've always wanted to do and now I'm doing it every night and having a really enjoyable time. Also, I have made many chairs as I'm a woodworker, I think you'll have a blast.

    • @KodiakDDS
      @KodiakDDS 5 лет назад +3

      @@notnotjordan5465 first time. In. My. Life.

    • @cannotfindcreativename7210
      @cannotfindcreativename7210 5 лет назад +3

      Kodiak MD i dont know how old you are but thats a long time.

    • @cannotfindcreativename7210
      @cannotfindcreativename7210 5 лет назад +2

      Kodiak MD i also got so inspired lately to draw again because of peter but i dont want to copy his artstyle and my new sketchbook is intimidating to start.

    • @beandob
      @beandob 5 лет назад +6

      @@cannotfindcreativename7210 in the past Peter had recommended starting on page 2, and going back to the first page with more confidence. I like that strategy.

    • @night5653
      @night5653 5 лет назад +1

      He inspired me as well now I have all sorts of pens, markers and crayon lol and I draw everyday in my sketchbook

  • @hannahfox3582
    @hannahfox3582 5 лет назад +130

    I almost thought he was gonna play the King of the Hill theme song

  • @connorlarkinbass
    @connorlarkinbass 5 лет назад +33

    Hey Peter...Peter listen...I think you should know that some of my favorite pieces you have ever done are the ones you've done with watercolor and ink. okay bye...i love you.

  • @mollymay3138
    @mollymay3138 5 лет назад +55

    Oh my lord, that pen looks incredibly snazzy

    • @myrrhee8831
      @myrrhee8831 5 лет назад +3

      molly may snazzy is DEFINITELY the best adjective to describe this pen, for sure

  • @ArtistWizardry
    @ArtistWizardry 5 лет назад +5

    HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! 🥳
    My days are always a little bit better when Peter Draws uploads a video. :)
    Aaaaahhhh, such a pretty pen. On the list it goes.
    Yeah, National Geographic is just another magazine.
    Yup, I love, love, love watercolor. It's got a mind of its own. I love charging in different colors while the paper is wet and watch the colors move and commingle. I just did a workshop where we poured the colors right on the paper, with parts of the drawing protected by a mask. The blues next to the reds made gorgeous purples, yellows with red to fiery orange, etc all in soft transitions. The colors helped describe morning sunlight, cast across a snow covered forest floor. I learned a lot of techniques including lifting to soften lines caused by masking. My painting is turning out great.
    Watercolor is amazingly versatile. My favorite has been learning from Anna Mason, painting very realistic images but there's so many styles that are awesome to do in watercolor. I really just love it.

  • @rvss_0
    @rvss_0 5 лет назад +30

    0:35 this is the man for you ladies

  • @alh.3025
    @alh.3025 5 лет назад +48

    I like how he is wearing a keith haring shirt cause he kinda looks like him

  • @samplings
    @samplings 5 лет назад +1

    Please do more watercolors! I’m just getting into them myself and it’s really a beautiful process that I’m sure you’d have a lot of valuable things to contribute about. Especially as you learn it yourself it could be so valuable to watch your progress for people who want to start using them. Watercolor is a lot more accessible than many other paint types.

    • @bio-plasmictoad5311
      @bio-plasmictoad5311 5 лет назад

      It is, water colour is actually more difficult to master than oil paint. Most people think the oppersit to that but to make a watercolour painting the same level as an oil painting is way harder because you can't really correct mistakes like with oil paint where's you can endlessly change and tweak untill it's perfectly how you want it, that's why I'm mainly a oil painter.

  • @cloudybeforerain7134
    @cloudybeforerain7134 5 лет назад

    That moment when you slip off the plastic and hold a new pen for the first time. Oooohhhh, the shivers. Also, that shirt.

  • @loganplonski922
    @loganplonski922 5 лет назад +5

    I love how colorful this video is. Your shirt is delightful.

  • @virtualboyscout4416
    @virtualboyscout4416 4 года назад

    the crisp lines ! the primary colors ! I love it !!!

  • @carolgreenlee1100
    @carolgreenlee1100 5 лет назад

    You'd enjoy painting a universe in watercolor. Very freeing just watching colors merge and doing their thing.

  • @iceblueeyes783
    @iceblueeyes783 5 лет назад

    I love illustrating with the platinum carbon black, it really shines through with watercolors and gouache

  • @segwaydave
    @segwaydave 5 лет назад +11

    Narwhal's: I told my children that Narwhals were Unicorn Tadpoles. Teachers were NOT amused.

    • @whoooisv
      @whoooisv 5 лет назад +1

      That's clever 😄

  • @eliskakubicovk
    @eliskakubicovk 5 лет назад +5

    Alright, now I NEED to make a chair :D Thank you for creating such calming and inspirational content. With pens. Talking. And chairs.

  • @pmbluemoon
    @pmbluemoon 5 лет назад +2

    I would have to say, that you're my fav artist right up there with Bob Ross... I love the soothing voice, a bit of camp/humor, the beautiful art, and also the little extras thrown in from time to time! I think if there was a Peter Draws channel on cable TV, I would have it on 24/7! I watch your videos to calm down, get into a "Zen space" and am so happy that you post on here and will always follow you! (Michael Jackson "I always feel like, somebody's watching me" song popped into my head LOL!) I'm happy to have found your channel either way, and I thank you form the bottom of my art heart that you have this channel and are willing to share with us! 👍🌟😁
    Chair issue: wood carving or wood-burning your own design into the back? That would be awesome ✨😊👏

  • @lovinmzre
    @lovinmzre 5 лет назад

    I don't mind if you ramble....love your voice and find your videos as soothing as Bob Ross!!! And you always throw a few laughs in there!!

  • @calumryan6328
    @calumryan6328 5 лет назад +11

    ‘Unicorns of the sea’ is what everyone calls narwhals, nat geo wasn’t being cute they were just being boring. Great video as usual!

  • @nice1068
    @nice1068 5 лет назад +5

    I can't wait to see your chairs. I want to make a chair, now. Something I wasn't expecting to want when I woke up today.

  • @imbobross
    @imbobross 5 лет назад +2

    I’ve been watching a ton of your videos the last few days and have really been enjoying them I’ve became super inspired to draw and learn more about art thanks to you keep up the amazing work

    • @zakimorgan
      @zakimorgan 5 лет назад

      Wow 3 subscriber bobross😂

    • @imbobross
      @imbobross 5 лет назад

      zakimorgan ?

  • @superplannergirl
    @superplannergirl 5 лет назад +1

    You keep getting weirder and weirder and better and better. I mean this in the best of ways. I love your videos and your style!!! Thank you!

  • @robertahubert9155
    @robertahubert9155 5 лет назад

    The colors are so vibrant.. just like the shirt really like this painting. Very good

  • @hatol614
    @hatol614 5 лет назад

    I could listen to Peter talk all day.

  • @kik9a
    @kik9a 5 лет назад +2

    Nice song Peter. :) Good to see you working with watercolors again. You made my day with this video.
    So you have a good time too. And I wish you luck in the next semestr in the school.

  • @kimberleecatena
    @kimberleecatena 5 лет назад

    I love watercolor. The forgiving nature of it. The lack of precision necessary to make something soft and pretty. I love it most. It really looks lovely with your own art. 💗

  • @somberghost5160
    @somberghost5160 5 лет назад +1

    video's keep me company and busy plus it keeps my mind going thanks for keeping us entertained peter

  • @EdM66410
    @EdM66410 5 лет назад +1

    I like how you say drawing, it stands out to me for some reason. This one reminds me of that French frog from Chrono Trigger

  • @jawspwnsu
    @jawspwnsu 4 года назад +1

    "The narwhal bacon's at midnight" I see you're an OG of the club

  • @Hiro-yr9qt
    @Hiro-yr9qt 5 лет назад +6

    Such a beautiful pen reviewed by a beautiful person! 😊

  • @samueltrainor807
    @samueltrainor807 4 года назад +1

    I love his little songs at the start

  • @gdr733
    @gdr733 5 лет назад

    no peter! you're doing great and love everything you do!! love the rambling!!!

  • @DHOCKEYMAN8
    @DHOCKEYMAN8 5 лет назад

    The most wholesome person and content on RUclips

  • @jan-philipschoeman1023
    @jan-philipschoeman1023 5 лет назад +2

    I adore these videos, especially the longer ones

  • @johnd9357
    @johnd9357 4 года назад

    I’m not even that into pens but I could not resist this. Such a beautiful pen. Had to have one.

  • @repeat_defender
    @repeat_defender 5 лет назад

    hey Peter, i finally broke down and bought a Rotring Isograph because of you and...oh boy... is it ever wonderful. you're a massive inspiration to me, like so much that i really should write you a letter of thanks. i'm surrounded by my art projects right now and i wouldn't be had i never found your channel. thank you, man.
    also your intro songs are completely adorable, and fingernails and rhino horns are made of keratin.

  • @darvoid66
    @darvoid66 4 года назад

    I love when you paint with watercolor!

  • @ThePhantazmya
    @ThePhantazmya 5 лет назад +1

    You are hands down my favorite living artist. I think it would be incredible to use one of your drawings as an embroidery pattern.

  • @quonsnooder1640
    @quonsnooder1640 5 лет назад

    I would absolutely love this on a shirt or something! So beautiful

  • @shulpke333
    @shulpke333 5 лет назад

    Peter...
    You make me happy.
    My daughter is an artist and she showed me your page a few years ago. Recently I was beat up by my "now ex-boyfriend"..
    had to move out our home
    Then my car and I got stuck in the mud in the middle of nowhere and had to spend the entire night out there with no phone service
    I'm currently still homeless sleeping in one of the vacant apartments at the Condominiums that I work at "I'm the housekeeper here."
    I could go on but what I'd like to express is that your videos give me serenity.
    I'm very high-strung and have a hard time being calm or just feeling relaxed and when I listen or watch your videos...
    I just ....I'm there in that relaxed state, in that neutral good feeling State of Mind.
    and I don't think about so much of what happened to me in the past weeks..
    I just continue to be present in the now and feel joyous. So Peter!
    thank you, thank you ,thank you I love you sooooo much😊😊😊😊😊😊💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 xoxoxoxoxo!
    Yours Truly, Sarah.

  • @jimmytwe1006
    @jimmytwe1006 5 лет назад

    Hey man got to level with ya I don't draw or really know shit about pens, but I dig you and your whole outlook on things. Some of these videos come off as you doing this for yourself and just as a way of unwinding. I dig it and keep up the stuff my guy.

  • @youngzagan8248
    @youngzagan8248 5 лет назад +2

    Definitely do more of these! This was rad

  • @swagbot666
    @swagbot666 5 лет назад +4

    peter i love the jacket you have i thought you got rid of it i'm glad to see it's made a comeback

    • @peter_draws
      @peter_draws  5 лет назад +2

      I was letting it marinate in the closet :)

  • @TheGrandSlayer
    @TheGrandSlayer 5 лет назад

    That pen and the drawing/painting looks absolutely phenomenal. You are amazing, Peter.

  • @emilybennett7864
    @emilybennett7864 5 лет назад +1

    "I don't know what I'm gonna draw, but I wanna draw." Truer words have never been spoken

  • @nadrojylrach9637
    @nadrojylrach9637 5 лет назад +2

    It looks so diffrent than what I've seen from you before but it looks stunningly amazing!

  • @adamwest8711
    @adamwest8711 5 лет назад

    I am now DESPERATE to see that collection!!!!

  • @ARTYCOATY
    @ARTYCOATY 5 лет назад +1

    Nice drawing. It is an amazing work. Thanks for sharing.

  • @adumelial
    @adumelial 5 лет назад

    Beautiful Peter! And I hope your first day back to school went well. 😎
    Anytime you watercolor I get excited! It's one of my favorite art mediums. I just always love how the colors are so versatile. You've a nice set there. Oh, and good to know about the waterproof ink. Looks like it passed the water test?
    Oh wow @ you getting to make a chair. I bet you go Alternative modern. Just make sure it's a one of a kind! ❤ Mk...TC you. And remember you are loved Peter 🙂

  • @heikohancock9186
    @heikohancock9186 5 лет назад +1

    that's an incredible illustration. it's so interesting to see you become more and more intentional and decisive in small ways about what you want to make. :)

  • @Emily-pi8xe
    @Emily-pi8xe 5 лет назад

    The water colors really suit your style. It inspires me to give it a try since my art style is similar to yours.

  • @travisgowen5044
    @travisgowen5044 5 лет назад

    Peter, you are a cool dude. I appreciate your constant creativity.

  • @vander3000
    @vander3000 5 лет назад +5

    I'm not sure if any of the 106 prior comments mention this, nor am I sure that it matters, but I thought I'd mention that when the piston on the pen is unscrewed, the piston is *down.* You screw the end-cap back in in order to fill the pen. But maybe you knew that. I don't know. I recently discovered your channel and I thoroughly enjoy your videos!

    • @SarahHunt
      @SarahHunt 5 лет назад +3

      Marc Vandersluys I came here to say this. This pen will hold 2-3 ml of ink. Unscrew the piston, put it in the ink, and then screw it back in to draw up the ink. It’s called a “piston-filler” mechanism. Also, the ink mostly draws up through the breather hole on the bottom side of the pen between the feed and grip section.

  • @macklee6837
    @macklee6837 5 лет назад +3

    Really cool to see you drawing/painting with a different medium! 👀❤

  • @GarmanyRachel
    @GarmanyRachel 5 лет назад

    I’d be happy just seeing a few clips or photos of the chairs. I recently started carving wood spoons. Wood feels so wholesome to work with. I think your watercolors turned out pretty cool.

  • @alexi3742
    @alexi3742 5 лет назад

    Really cool to see how you approach adding watercolor to your style of drawing. Looks awesome! 👍

  • @Hedgehog-plant
    @Hedgehog-plant 5 лет назад +1

    Love the creative opening

  • @rolsonDotcom
    @rolsonDotcom Год назад

    Wow! That is a beautiful pen! Wow, wow, wow!

  • @edwardbackman744
    @edwardbackman744 5 лет назад

    Im sitting alone in a chipotle and as i opened youtube i thought, ‘peter draws... thats what i need’
    Thanks man

  • @neenmach
    @neenmach 5 лет назад

    Loved your drawing & Your water coloring matched your drawing perfectly!

  • @calvinwoolery-price7349
    @calvinwoolery-price7349 3 года назад

    I hope your chair making went well. My first job was at a factory making school chairs. I found it to be a valuable experience.

  • @zackallie7155
    @zackallie7155 5 лет назад

    One of the best looking pens I've ever seen😍

  • @riteasrain
    @riteasrain 5 лет назад

    I love my Silver Black Velvet brushes, they look cool too. The pen is gorgeous. Chair making! We have to have a video about that, sounds amazing!

  • @MrMrG3AR
    @MrMrG3AR 5 лет назад

    I feel inspired to start doing something with water color now. THANKS PETER! ♥

  • @saccariferouschlorophyll9958
    @saccariferouschlorophyll9958 5 лет назад +1

    good luck in your new semester of school!!

    • @peter_draws
      @peter_draws  5 лет назад

      I do feel inspired and supported, thank you :)

    • @mikea.6392
      @mikea.6392 5 лет назад

      @@peter_draws My chair class was one of my favorite industrial design classes in college, I hope it's fun for you! I should send you a photo of my chair. Just wondering, what type of design program are enrolled in?

    • @peter_draws
      @peter_draws  5 лет назад +1

      it's called "Interior Architecture"

  • @kolinnitruc8692
    @kolinnitruc8692 5 лет назад

    Definitely my favorite looking fountain pen you’ve unboxed so far

  • @trevorphilips194
    @trevorphilips194 5 лет назад +12

    Love this channel 😂 i spend more time rewatching his doodling videos than i do breathing 😂😂

  • @tytoon00
    @tytoon00 5 лет назад

    If you became just a fountain pen review channel and didn't draw, I feel almost 100% of your viewers would still enjoy your content because I know I always do. Thank you for being you.

  • @SuperAbstractMagical
    @SuperAbstractMagical 5 лет назад

    It's awesome you're getting the opportunity to make a chair! I've wanted to make a chair for a while, since I was at this place up in the mountains a few months ago doing a workshop, and one of the other workshops was a group of people making traditional chairs, one lady was attempting to make a whole BENCH! Quite ambitious. I wanna go back and do that next. You should make a bench for your balcony :D

  • @goldindigo4178
    @goldindigo4178 4 года назад

    Thank you for tuning your guitar to 435 Hz! I just tuned a piano to 432, and it's amazing. I enjoy your videos a lot.

  • @Roni-IIH
    @Roni-IIH 5 лет назад

    I love hearing your commentary, voice and thoughts. Good luck at school Peter.

  • @kerstiesweeney
    @kerstiesweeney 5 лет назад +1

    I love narwhals!! They are such beautiful and interesting creatures. I love the look of this pen!!
    💖✒💖

  • @theseymourgalore
    @theseymourgalore 5 лет назад +1

    your final piece looks so nice!! also in my 3d design class we had to make chairs out of cardboard and that was very hectic but fun. I used up so much cardboard and wood glue. I didn't want to look at cardboard ever again. I hope you enjoy making chairs in your class

  • @linden5165
    @linden5165 5 лет назад

    I hope you do more of this technique - pen then paint - it looks great. A collection of this style would suit itself well to publishing as a book.

  • @swrdlssmimetown161
    @swrdlssmimetown161 5 лет назад

    Peter make the videos as long as you want! Just you talking is art to me!

  • @karinamcconell1828
    @karinamcconell1828 5 лет назад +4

    I just Love you, your Chanel, your drawings your singing, everything about this inspiers mee! 💞🤗✍️ 🐬🦄

  • @MissMarilynDarling
    @MissMarilynDarling 5 лет назад

    what a beautiful pen it does look like fluid dynamics a little

  • @christineingram55
    @christineingram55 5 лет назад

    I love this ..I am a huge fan anyway but it’s the first coloured piece I have seen of yours..I was a bit on the fence as your work is amazing on its own,and I thought the watercolour would not suit it ..But it looks fabulous ,giver it a totally new element,loving the bright colours..I am re learning watercolours but it’s a struggle as at the same time changing what I do..so think I need to revisit ..You do know that your work inspires so many people..not just what you draw,but your confidence,your own comfort with your art ,and willingness to try other mediums.I watched the thing the other night where people send there work in .It shows how much they think of you ..Never change your a great guy..you also Rock youtube too ,and always make me smile even on the darkest of days 😀

  • @JCSenor
    @JCSenor 5 лет назад +1

    Ever thought about coming out with your own colouring book ? With your draw wings in it , high-quality paper in it and all that good stuff , can be used while watching your videos for ultimate chillax etc ?, would beat coming out with a t shirt

    • @JCSenor
      @JCSenor 5 лет назад

      Great idea man !

  • @ghastlycreations5627
    @ghastlycreations5627 5 лет назад

    lol his face when he watch the nib omg pure joy.

  • @Nodum_ping
    @Nodum_ping 5 лет назад +4

    I really like this one! I feel like "aleatoric" is the perfect word to describe watercolor, even though it would be traditionally referring to music., I don't see why it can't work for something visual as well.

  • @Zulaya-vt6fv
    @Zulaya-vt6fv 5 лет назад

    Good luck this semester. We are a patient bunch that love this good good content. I know I'll gladly wait on each episode if you need extra time on your school duties.

  • @emilybennett7864
    @emilybennett7864 5 лет назад

    I love listening to you talk so much. You talk like the way I think.

  • @mjpete27
    @mjpete27 5 лет назад

    Hey Peter really enjoyed this video, I think you did wonderful job with watercolors, and that is very nice set that your friend gave you. And he started you off with a very good brand of brushes too, top of the line! I of course would love to see more watercolor paintings but I know you’re drawing channel, so bring on the drawings! maybe watercolor them later? Keep up the good work.

  • @jennifercase393
    @jennifercase393 5 лет назад

    For a 3-D design class, we had to make a chair out of a large, thin piece of cardboard. The criteria was (1) you could only use the cardboard, glue, and paint (2) it had to something he could actually sit on comfortably and hold his weight (he was 195 pounds), and (3) it had to decorated (no plain cardboard showing). It was a real challenge to get something both functional and beautiful.

  • @Begginerphotograffer
    @Begginerphotograffer 5 лет назад

    Good luck with your classes Nice job with the watercolors im going to go buy a set tomorrow👍🏼

  • @radiokitten385
    @radiokitten385 5 лет назад

    Peters at it again with the original intro songs!! 🤗

  • @harneyzach
    @harneyzach 5 лет назад

    Peter, I'm glad you came across Platinum Carbon Black. In my humble opinion, it drys faster when drawing than Noodlers Black. It's good to see you're getting into water color's as well. Cheers!

    • @peter_draws
      @peter_draws  5 лет назад

      Yes I have been very very pleased with the platinum carbon black. Thank you to whoever recommended it to me

  • @Winter_Blood
    @Winter_Blood 5 лет назад

    This is so cool. Makes me want to pull out my watercolors!!! Thanks Peter as always for the beautiful video

  • @IdoN0TneedTherapy
    @IdoN0TneedTherapy 5 лет назад

    These pen reviews have become so much easier for me to watch after I've found my preferred pen. And preferred ink. I can just go "nice pen" and enjoy the drawing. Well usually. Then you go and demo a piston filler and permanent ink! Thankfully they seem to have no euro-based resellers. So... nice pen!
    And as always a wonderful drawing. Those colors make it pop.

  • @IllustratedManOfficial
    @IllustratedManOfficial 5 лет назад

    Would love to see more watercolor/ ink pieces!

  • @recoveringsoul755
    @recoveringsoul755 5 лет назад

    How cool. I am trying to learn watercolors too. I don't have the pure cotton papers or the best set of paints, but it is fun.

  • @Gaps2Naps
    @Gaps2Naps 5 лет назад

    That’s a sweet looking piece of art Peter!

  • @angelar3045
    @angelar3045 5 лет назад +1

    You crack me up! This pen is a looker!

  • @TruthIsTheNewHate84
    @TruthIsTheNewHate84 5 лет назад +4

    Every time you sing and play the guitar you remind me of Daniel Johnston. Thats a good thing.

  • @josuevargas6372
    @josuevargas6372 5 лет назад

    When im ina shity mood i just watch one of ur videos and i feel better, sometimes i just even listen to the videos when i cant watch