Opening up about why I've been absent....
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Burnt out fatigue from connectivity is something I suffer from. Sometimes you just need to disconnect and just focus on you. I’ve found gravel riding and not switching devices on is pure catharsis. Good luck Katie, you’re a gem.
Hi Katie, I am glad to hear that you are feeling better both with your hand but also mentally.
Without wishing to sound patronising but you are showing an inner strength and maturity to realise something is wrong and that you need to take a break or at least have more fun in your life and not be constantly "on" thinking about filming and creating content.
It also highlights your wisdom in not chasing views etc and being content and recognise how brilliant your channel already is and you don't want to lose what you have by burning yourself out and not enjoy what you do.
So please take all the time you need and those who care will still be here when you are ready.
Look after yourself and have some fun ❤
Good on you, Katie. Self care is so important and I can only imagine the challenge and dilemma you have faced with work vs hobbies vs pressure. Take care.
Burnout is such a terrible soul-destroying, energy-draining, life-sapping experience that I can totally relate to (although not in a social media context). It's great to hear that you've self-diagnosed and taken time away from work and the bike to do other things you enjoy.
Please look after yourself Katie. I love your videos, but I more importantly knowing that you are healthy, happy and energised and loving life is much more important. Nothing is more important than your physical and mental health, or your real relationships with friends and family.
I personally love your content Katie - you're so relatable and honest :) Thanks for sharing what you've been going through - it's a good reminder that we all need breaks, whether it's from training or work. I think we've all been there and can relate to the lack of motivation, constant fatigue, etc. I'll bet you're describing what a lot of people are going through so it's like you're leading us by example :) Take your time, feel better, and we'll be here when you're ready 💜
Good to hear that you've recognised some issues and are addressing them. Your balance between hobby and work is crucial and it's ok to do nothing; its good for the soul. We have to love ourselves first before giving to the world; otherwise we end pouring from an empty cup. As others have said, we're not going anywhere and will always support you. Take care of yourself chuck. Xx 😊
Sometimes you need time for yourself. Life can be exhausting and you need to take time out. Glad you are back 😎
Katie, you’re not alone! I’m also going through exactly the same thing. I went on a week long bikepacking trip in July and spent a week editing all the videos for my RUclips channel. I’ve felt exactly the same as you since, no motivation to ride or make videos. So I can truly relate to the pressures and fatigue you feel. I’ve just had some time for me, spent it with my wife and just know, the feeling will come back for the enthusiasm to ride and make videos. So take your time! It’s actually nice to hear I’m not alone feeling this way! Take care!
Thank you for the update.
Glad you're healing physically and mentally.
You do you!
Thank for for bringing us along when you can.
We'll be here.
Katie, TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF IS YOUR TOP PRIORITY !!!!! I'm suffering from job burn out, so I can relate to what you are feeling. I can't imagine how you cycle, film, edit, and post your videos. All of those events take time. There the issue of what type of rides you want .. where to do them .. being alone or with friends .. etc. You do this week in and week out. Know wonder you're tired and burnt out. Do your videos when you want to and make them fun. Thank You for sharing your frustrations. We'll be here when you are ready to post.
I am so pleased that you have had a holiday. Your work is filming cycling, your leisure is cycling, so you needed a holiday. It’s healthy to take some time off. Not doing your job for a bit is sensible. Relax, enjoy your work, show as much or as little as you want. Be content, accept yourself and take care!
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So glad that your ok !
Ignore those that rush to judge , as you said your hobby is your job , we turn to cycling as an escape … where do you go.
It’s great that you have raised this issue because your not alone , there are a lot of us struggling , the back is bad again this year and I’ve not been able to cycle & fundraise & I too am struggling with no escape from work & life pressures.
So pleased that your back to your chirpy self , you got this x
Put your health first Katie. Without it nothing else matters! I know quite a few other YTers who've seemed a lot happier when they've outsourced the editing. You will know what's right for you. Don't overthink the content, we watch for you being your authentic self and inspiring us all to get our on the saddle. Hope you get some good news on your hand.
Katie, I had the privilege of chatting to you briefly at the end of Ride Out and I probably didn’t explain all that well, but your energy and enthusiasm comes across in such an authentic way that makes your content appealing to so many of us - but to have that energy all the time is impossible. Don’t sweat taking time off, many of us have the fortunate thing called holiday allowance that content creators don’t. But worry not, the algos will keep serving us quality Kookaburra content even when you’re resting. Take the time you need, for yourself before cycling becomes your busman’s holiday :)
Just saw this and am so glad a have watched the most recent ones first you are defo back to yourself and a live your group or sidekick videos more just because you are a people person and good folk around you make you shine like the diamond you are x
Nice one Katy - very honest and genuine. I think your channel / content has a really personal, individual feel to it and this video just added to that. We’ve probably all been through a bit of a lull/low/depression even; recognising it, giving yourself time and space is really helpful to you and helpful to share with others. Great to hear you’re feeling more motivated, long may it continue! Just keep your balance :)
Hi Katie - recently discovered your channel. Enjoying your vids, you do good work.
I ride a 12yr old MTB, that is beaten up but I replaced all the transmission / derailleur / brake calipers / brake pads and I think i'm on my 4th seat now. Works fine ! No need for flash equipment.
I look forward to your next videos.
You were probably burnt out then the depression from your hand just crashed down on you hard. An injury messes with you mentally and mentally burnt out is worse than bonking. Thanks for the update you are in our prayers.
You have oodles of lovely followers, so enjoy yr downtime and even if it’s a video once a fortnight or more, we will all look forward to your cycling, travel, cooking & travel adventures x
Its good you are good at being you, so whatever you do, it'll be alright !! ...thanks for sharing and being open, I love it.
You are just ace Katie - will always be here to watch ya but you don’t have to film all the time - when you film I will enjoy and when you dont’t well that’s just you riding your bike xx
You need to find a balance in your life. Take time for yourself and enjoy those things that you have been missing. You'll know when it's time to come back and we will all be waiting for you. Take care of yourself.
Good you have spent some time for you. You give enough of yourself to us - and thanks
Thanks for the recent event on Zwift, a climb up Alpe de Zwift. I'm 69, and so when I went further for 45 minutes than normal, that was all I needed. At nearly 59 minutes in, it was obvious I wouldn't finish in under 1 hour, so that was it. It isn't what you can do, but what you can keep doing that counts. How you feel the next day tells you more objectively about how you are actually doing today. I've learned to be at peace with my frailties. Hope you will enjoy more peace, too.
Hi Katie, Great to see you back. I think what you have experienced what a lot of RUclipsrs have been through. There is a constant pressure for Tubers to consistently provide content and for all the reasons you mention. So it is normal to feel that way. I think paring back the content is a good idea in order to relieve the pressure. People are interested in you and will continue to watch no matter how frequent the videos may or may not be. As in all walks of life you should do the things that make you happy.....don't turn the things you love into a chore. My advice would be to do a video when you want to not when you feel you need to. It seems your period of reflection has put you in a better place and for that I'm sure we are all grateful. Much love Katie and happy cycling!
there is no pressure to post at all, it is a choice. Nothing against Katie as i enjoy the videos.
It’s your life. Enjoy what you do, don’t beat yourself up. We will be with you when your ready!
There’s much to be learned about what you’re experiencing! You’re not alone - many of us have and/or will go through phases like this. By sharing, you will help others as well as yourself. Listen to your heart🤗
Greetings from Tameside Manchester..... Love love love your videos.... Will always be here waiting in anticipation for your next video regardless of how long it takes..... Take care.. Toodle Pip...😁🚲🙋👍☕🤪✌️
"When your hobby becomes your job, its really hard to have that line" - This Katie, you've put into words something I've not been able to put my finger on and balance for a long time. Long, drawn out burnout, even if you love your job, is very relatable.
YES!
I have been privileged to share your journey over the last 3 years. Initially It was just curiosity but your openness and positive attitude captured my attention. I feel you are a friend to us out here and genuinely care and appreciate how you portray yourself honestly. When you had your crash and head injury I was so concerned for your well being.You overcame that challenge and I am confident you will overcome this one as well. I see this video is a watershed moment in your relationship with being a you tuber and us, your subscribers and yes, fans. However you decide to proceed will be appreciated by me and I am sure many others of your followers. Your ability to motivate us and me to ride better and more has been so helpful. Heartfelt thanks for who you are and what you do, by example, for us. I wish you peace and serenity in all you do.
"Love, peace and soul,”
Don Cornelius
🙂nice to see Phil 😎🙋 wishing wellness and blessings 🌱🌾🐑🐦🙂
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Sounds like sound thoughts. Just pressed the bell so youtube doesn't hide you if you don't upload "enough". You being true to yourself and sharing it in a sincere way is what your chanel is about anyway, as I see it. I love it
Thank you for being so open. You experience what most of us do in work. You're just in the limelight being on social media. Always speak, air your thoughts, write down your feelings. Best wishes. Si, Manchester.👊🏾👍🏾🖤
Thanks for taking us along for the ride! We don't mind seeing the same rides. We enjoy your enjoyment of it! And the beauty of cycling out in nature is that you see different things on the same ride!
Hi Katie. I'm just glad you're ok and looking after yourself. Take care, we all wish you the best of luck 👍👍
Kate you balanced it out, I truly enjoy listening to you. Thanks buddy!!
You bloody rock! The most important thing is you look after yourself - we aren't going anywhere. We all love your videos and I'm sure most of us have felt the way you feel at some point in our life so you are definitely not alone or letting anyone down. Fall back in love with cycling - enjoy other things, don't feel guilty and get back to being you!
Great job Katie. Take a break and regroup. You’ve made a name for yourself and are forever documented in the U tube network. It takes a very talented, motivated, creative, dedicated individual to go as far as you have. Keep on moving in a positive motion no matter what you are doing. You’ve already proven that your successful and self driven. The fact that you share a part of your life and make it so interesting and fun is a motivational inspiration to all of us that want to stay healthy or start getting healthy with exercise. You may not know this but you have already made an impact in a lot of people’s lives just by sharing your experience with a bicycle and staying in shape. Thank you for helping me by sharing Beautiful experience’s. I’ve even bought a GoPro and filmed some of my coastal rides. Stopping every now and then and taking photos of kite surfers, swimming seals or just surfers. Keep up the good work and don’t forget to enjoy your life. That’s what it’s all about I think.
Had a feeling you needed a bit of time off the "hamster wheel".
So so many of us having the same "meh" feelings lately.
Good to hear you've gone on a few runs, they will bring positivity endorphins ! :)
Just take it a day at a time, sometimes less means more !
Stay amazing gorgeous Katie
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Heh Katie, great to have you back. There is absolutely no need to justify yourself to us. Looking after No 1 is top priority, so you make your videos when YOU want to. We can and will wait. 👍👍🤩🤩
If nothing, makes good business sense for her to ‘justify herself’. We are effectively customers for her brand. This is good customer service and more ‘content’
I totally recognise what you were saying about your experiences - I think creative output definitely ebbs and flows, I have found it beneficial to go with the flow - when I’m not feeling fired up and full of ideas - that’s my signal to rest, do something different and to wait for my creative mojo to come back - it always does. Everyone needs a break sometimes and we (your audience) probably don’t see 5% of the work you must put into making your videos, and marketing what you do - so don’t feel bad about taking time off. Sounds like you are doing all the right things. We will all be there waiting when you are ready to get back into making more videos - thank you for letting us into your life of cycling, you are really a big inspiration to me and I’m sure many other female cyclists..
Glad you’re feeling more yourself and it must be a strain having so many subbies to keep happy😉 Small little me is in the middle of a move and tarting the house and garden up to sell, shattered, manual labour not my thing, just being out on the bike is hard enough😉 Keep sending us that smile, wins me over every time💖
You’re a beautiful soul Katie. In person and on the videos. Be true to yourself and do videos for the fun of it, and don’t force it. Every early subscriber is still here down to wanting to vibe with you. Social media can be so much about pleasing others, but if you just do what pleases you, everyone will love it anyway.
I go crazy with back to back weekend camps a lot, and film it, but then I just don’t feel it sometimes so I take it for me time. The true gauge of I’m doing it right, is if I’m smiling.
Keep smiling Katie and being you 😊🫵🏻👌🏻
Thanks for your videos Katie. I've suffered from depression and anxiety since I was 8 years old, I'm now 50. Most of the time I feel drained with no motivation at all. It is ok to take some time off for yourself for a few weeks. Hopefully you find out what is wrong with you soon 🚲🚲🚲
we are here for you !!! greetings all the way from Malaysia
Good to see you back, your vids are often a source of inspiration for me to get out and ride. Ironically, this year I've also felt less motivated to get out and do the longer rides. Partly because of work, health and family reasons. Hope to see you in the saddle again like the good old days and I hope I find that inspiration again.
Katie: People watch you because you share a passion and love for cycling. No one wants to see you having to turn your passion into drudgery. Do what you love and you will love what you do. Thank you for sharing all you do with us.
You are such a big part of cycling inspiration for me, I really enjoy your content, which has been missed sometimes we just a need a break to re-engage ourselves and make difficult decisions
Good Lass. Grow+learn. Your fan base is going no where. Yours is the best cycling related channel on youtube+you come across as a genuine and warm person. Always put yourself first no matter what 'cause we will be here ready to watch the next video whenever it comes along 💐💐
Self care is so important. Kudos to you! We love you and will be happy when we get to see you!
Prayers for finding what you need to reenergize. Many of us are inspired by what you've accomplished. We always want the best for you. Thank you for sharing your life and work with us all.
Take the time off. Get some fresh or just refreshed perspective. We are subscribed. We’ll get notified when you upload next. In the mean time we’ll be out enjoying the riding.
You have the same “problems” many of have too, so we can relate or at least I can relate to that. Take it easy and take care !
I don't know if this will work for you Katie, but it has worked brilliantly for me. I recorded a snippet from one of your videos and turned it into a ring tone for my smartphone. So now, everytime I get a call, my phone sings out, "HELLO LITTLE SHEEPIES!!!" And I smile. ☺️🐑
Okay, this is priceless
@@malcontent_1 ❤️
I love this! 😂 And I am glad I'm not the only one who says hello to the sheep 🐑👋😄
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Katie you deserve to be whatever you want to be! We all think your fabulous and as I said last week your content is my moment of happiness in my week! I’ve had tough times, cancer etc last year, and I’m struggling to motivate to get going again, you give me that motivation so don’t beat yourself up! We will still be here take your time!
katie!! take all the time you need and then some, probably. yes, we'll still be here watching you and opening up about what's going on with you (especially with relatable struggles like this) only makes me feel more connected in a way. also, the take on being content with the way things are and not needing everything to grow all the time is so refreshing in a world where growth is all that can be talked about business wise. lots of love and wish you all the energy you can get - x
Hi Katie, missed you for sure and good to see you back. Like you I've had a dull year and just laid off a bit, compared to normal years, but I haven't had the self imposed pressure of filming rides etc. My advice would be step away, go on a 'fly and flop' break, sit by the pool, beach lake -you choose, solo or with family, and you will get the spark back. with regards your way forward dilemma, just remember 'what's meant for you won't go past you'. Take it easy, chill out, we'll all miss your smile and videos but we'll still be here when you get back🥰
Excellent self-analysis. Pacing yourself is the right thing to do. You show remarkable self-awareness. Fewer videos are just fine as as long as you are happy.
Followed you from beginning and will continue to do so as long as you post . The ups downs and your honest presentation inspires me daily a cycled Arran twice five ferries once go group cycling now and did 900 miles last month not bad for old bloke and you have encouraged us all to keep loving the bike and the joy of nature good people and independent life when required. Top person are you katie hugs 🤗
We love you because you are a human bean 🫘 just like all of us watching. We just want you to be happy and well ❤
Take care Katie- don’t forget you haven’t been well with your hand. Enjoy some more time for you and see you soon! x
Katie, you do what you feel you need to do. At the end of the day, and I think I speak for the great majority here, these three little words are for you. We Love You. - Bob (Toronto Canada)
hi mate we are all here for you , take it easy , just think your an ozzie relax and spend time with family and friends cheers mate from down under xx
Good to see the hand is lots better and you have a smile on your face. Everyone needs some downtime at some points. Great content will always get people back when you post up so don’t worry and keep the content coming as you your head and heart tell you what’s best for you. 👍
😊Health first and foremost Katie, especially mental refresh. I am going through a similar time at the moment and you have a wonderful connection on screen which is authentic and emotionally fuelled partially by your internal energy. A healthy mind will equal better creativity and fun content and it is the content not the volume that really matters. Those that have been following you for time wont be going anywhere. I think partially outsourcing some of your work to give you space is a great solution. Take care now.
All the best Katie, you're an inspiration on and off the bike. Just think of all the content you've put out there. Bloody hell you deserve a break 😊
While I can only speak for myself, I suspect that many will echo these sentiments....we love and support you...all of you...the good times and the bad, the highs and the lows, the fast rides and the slow. The concern you show for simply just needing to take a break for yourself for a short time is a testament to the quality of person that you are. We love and support all of you, all of the time.
KK you're human not a robot. Part of your charm is not being "always on."
Two pieces of advice I received when feeling the way you are now: First (from a Sargent)....When you're straddling a barbed wire fence it's best to pick a side quickly. You can always hop over to the other side." He called it "painful indecision. "
Second (from a mental health professional): Never get held hostage by other people's expectations for you. Basically to thine own self be true.
Rock on with your bad self. 🚴♂️🚴♂️🚴♂️
Rest up & enjoy yourself, your brilliant at what you do!! Contentnent is the key! Take care katie
You take care and remember to enjoy the journey 😀
I admit it...I'm greedy. I'd love a "Katie video" every day of the year because you're just such a joy! But I don't want any if they're at the expense of your own happiness and well-being. I'm sure you'll find the right balance. Glad your hand is getting better!
Hi Katie. I was hoping to get on Alpe du Zwift with your group earlier today but 4am in Australia here is proving to be a bit too early for me. 😅
I was going to message to you during the ride that you shouldn’t apologise about needing time off work. We all do! And I know some content creators make a bunch of videos which they air during their break. What about replaying some of your videos in Australia? I thought they were fantastic.
Anyway, hope you have a good break and come back refreshed. 😊
Takes courage to open up and share your experiences, fair play!
Sometimes doing nothing is the very best thing to do. Thanks for the Update! Glad to know you are doing better and taking a well deserved break!
We are always hear and it is very important to take care of your health fist and also this is a opportunity to reveiw past content again, as you have amazing episodes. Take good care😊
This is the biggest problem with YT, The algorithm forces content creators to be constantly pump out more content or they are less promoted and that then impacts their income as videos are not pushed as much. Do what you need to do Katie, your health is more important! I don't even ride a bike, but I enjoy your channel so much. You create great content.
What you do is hard, being self employed is not easy, it is all on you. Totally think you have the done the right thing and taken some time out. Everybody deserves a break. Always admire your openness and honesty in your videos, you don't hold back and share the high and lows. That is why people subscribed or watched in the first place. Just keep doing what you are doing
Glad you’re feeling better. Thanks for sharing.
I really have missed your videos but I totally understand because I am in the similar funk right now! You really need to do what feel is right for you! We love you and will be here for you!
Time to take care of Katie! So hard as what we might consider a holiday for you is really work so you defo need a break. You NEVER come across as complaining - thanks for sharing as there's too much falseness on socials we need more "this is what it is". Yes we will be here when & if you feel like popping something up. You have motivated me so much & I've learnt a lot from your films. Be good to yourself.
Totally understand all you said there. Just rest and keep doing what you're doing at your own pace.
You're still really inspirational 👍
Good to hear you're feeling rested and motivation is gradually returning. It's hard when you're the brand and you have to do everything.❤
I enjoy you being happy on your bike, Katie do that, film what you want of your travels and all is good! If you like, you could film some of your runs too but only if you want to - stay well beautiful lady! 🙏
Katie, I always look forward to your videos! Maybe, what you do or don't should be about what makes you happiest.
Nice little bivi trip sort you out katie looking fantastic and hope your hand ok love the channel chuck ❤x
Great video Katie! Like everyone is saying it’s totally OK that you’re taking a break and giving yourself some time off. Good to see your hand is feeling better and you’re able to ride again. Looking forward to more of your journey. Oh yeah I think that’s a great decision to keep it just as you for now - you’ll be keeping it pretty real and no doubt you’ll keep growing organically. 👍👍👍
Katie K, you don’t owe us anything. We love to get whatever you feel able to give, but none of us want to expect more of you or pressure you to do more. Do what makes you feel happy, and look after yourself. Xx
'Car back' comment when out solo.....classic Katie 😊😊😆.
Katie, take as long as you need any time you want a wee chill to recuperate. We would rather have a 100% happy and healthy Katie than one that feels obligated to give your followers something to watch. Your content doesn't just 'happen', we all know you have to plan and think of things that interest other cyclists before creating a video and making it jolly as you always do.
We don't want your job to be a chore. So look after yourself Katie and anytime a video pops up.....we will all still be here to watch and enjoy 👍
Absolutely love your honesty and sharing real thoughts and still being incredibly inspirational as ever… luv it Katie x
Greetings Katie! Your infectious energy makes your videos! Balance your life with content creation. Do what’s best for you, I’ll be here ready to watch your next video whenever you next post! Okay good bye. Bye! Bye!
Glad you ok Katie, it is always good to take a step back and chill. As a lot of people have already stated, we will still be here.
I remember watching another RUclipsr Paul Messner who does walking/camping videos who did a couple of really heartfelt ones opening up about burnout about a year ago, can definitely see how it could be a real problem!
Personally I really enjoy your UK-based bike-packing adventures either solo or with group of friends, as they provide the best inspiration for thinking "Yes I could get out and try that!". But aiming for contentment over hustle culture sounds like a very good idea! Do what's fun for you and I daresay that enthusiasm will show through in the videos, whatever direction they take.
Never say sorry for not posting videos. As much as we love seeing them, you’re human and need to take time out and not feel guilty about it ❤
Keep being you and doing what YOU want / don’t want to do. I ride my bike to enjoy it as I know you do too but we all need a break at times 😊
Love to see you back. Take it easy, not to be too worried… ❤
thanks for the update ! I ride almost every day and I know at times I need some time off, and Im not doing the tipe of thing your doing. Anyway I'll will be looking for you as away, take care
Hi Katie good to see you back on your bike
I don't have a channel. All I would say is there is a lot of vloggers who produce absolute rubbish to gain views. My two pennies worth is keep it as it is even reduce the amount but maintain your quality.
I would point you in the direction of motorcycle reviewers/influencers/content makers to see how bad things can get. When a new motorbike comes out they rush to get the first video out and their "first impression" ride. Does my head in. Your channel is helpful (bike fits etc) light hearted and easy to watch. Hope it stays that way. All the best.
I have left social media for a while, the only thing I’m currently using is RUclips, on 7th sept I will be 30 days!
It’s all too much sometimes so totally understand, your such a lovely lady so just do what is right for you, you don’t have to do something for others 😘
I only watch RUclips I ditched insta and twitter this year and never bothered with other platforms. I just haven't got time for it and I find it very vacuous and egocentric.
Them views, sheepies and sunshine … magic! Glad the hand is mending. Defo OK to dial it back for as long as it takes … just do what makes you happy and stay healthy! Maybe a good time to practice taking snaps with your Fuji X100V. Ta very much for the update and Hold Fast Ducky! 🚴🐑😀 PS: My broken hand is mending too … cast comes of in 2 weeks!
Take your time Katie, we will be here when you are ready!