Parkland Teacher Sobs as She Identifies Slain Students

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  • Опубликовано: 19 июл 2022
  • Juletta Matlock, a teacher at #MarjoryStonemanDouglas High School, recalled that two students, Luke Hoyer and Martin Duque, asked to work on a project in the media center. A third student, Gina Montalto, was working on her laptop in a classroom alcove. All three were all shot and killed.
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  • @COURTTV
    @COURTTV  Год назад +34

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  • @audreyrose_1979
    @audreyrose_1979 Год назад +1126

    The guilt feeling must be immense... knowing that she gave them permission to leave. I pray that she will find peace.

    • @kayprivate2720
      @kayprivate2720 Год назад +141

      She couldn't have known tho. She gave them permission to leave before the shooting ever started, but I agree, she must feel awful, even tho there is no way she could have ever known what was about to happen.

    • @ATLAS-cy4xi
      @ATLAS-cy4xi 7 месяцев назад +20

      This was before the shooting and not after. The guilt must be there regardless, but it would be a different story if she allowed them to leave after the shooting began.

  • @jillrogers7843
    @jillrogers7843 Год назад +1246

    When he asks “and did they leave?” And she answers “they did.” The emotion in voice knowing that they left and didn’t come back alive. What a horrible, senseless tragedy.

    • @anjaxtv
      @anjaxtv Год назад +4

      Wait was the larm going off when she let them leave for the media center? Or it was prior to all this happening?

    • @BIGBOYMATD
      @BIGBOYMATD Год назад +53

      The alarm didn't go off until well into the tragedy.... they were the first ones shot... she let them leave when all was well.

    • @anjaxtv
      @anjaxtv Год назад +2

      @@BIGBOYMATD omg that's awful!! 💔

    • @louiseskip3488
      @louiseskip3488 Год назад +2

      She shouldn't have let them out the door if there was shooting. Wtf

    • @katrinasammons1448
      @katrinasammons1448 11 месяцев назад +43

      @@louiseskip3488 it was before she knew there was a shooter

  • @kristinahighlander2529
    @kristinahighlander2529 Год назад +1084

    As a previous teacher I can say she’s probably dealing with immense guilt over letting students leave.

    • @jamming9820
      @jamming9820 Год назад +98

      As a non teacher I can say she’s probably dealing with immense guilt over letting students leave.

    • @someoneout-there2165
      @someoneout-there2165 Год назад

      What?! Did something she did cause more students to get murdered?! WTF!! 😭

    • @denisebranch4719
      @denisebranch4719 Год назад +14

      If an active shooter isn't the teacher supposed to make everyone stay put??

    • @xazibella6246
      @xazibella6246 Год назад +14

      @@denisebranch4719 It used to be that way, but a lot of times it doesn't really make sense... Nowadays most schools have updated their system to where the we practice to assess where the shooter is and make the decision whether or to get the hell out or barricade and stay.

    • @crystalinabacteria3430
      @crystalinabacteria3430 Год назад +6

      I wouldn't have let them leave

  • @amazingsupergirl7125
    @amazingsupergirl7125 Год назад +1183

    She seems like an amazing teacher keeping track of everyone and thinking of their well-being. Geez our teachers are so special.

    • @Senorabee
      @Senorabee Год назад +15

      Yes is a great teacher

    • @kristinwallace6551
      @kristinwallace6551 Год назад +12

      Definitely an amazing teacher.

    • @sweezy7455
      @sweezy7455 Год назад +9

      I hope you're being sarcastic because kids were getting shot all around her and she's letting people go on a pass during a supposed "drill". She's the type of person I would never want my kids to EVERRRRRR be their last hope during a situation like this. I can see why she's blond because she's absolutely clueless.

    • @agusguti
      @agusguti Год назад +40

      @@sweezy7455 the kids went outside before everything started. You clearly are the last person I want around me to understand something for me when I don't have my hearing aids!!!! Gosh, is not that hard to understand how and why every kid was in each place. She was thinking it was a drill and yet she acted more quickly than she can remember and all her students inside the classroom were BEHIND her! That's a lot!!!! Except for the kid that didn't want to leave her side and I'm really sure that she was probably still protecting that kid with her body since the glass was on her feet!.

    • @carolinehobson7365
      @carolinehobson7365 Год назад

      Yes, they are. Well said.

  • @jmbrinck
    @jmbrinck Год назад +850

    It is so disturbing to watch Nicholas draw on his tablet while a teacher describes the horror he inflicted on the school.

    • @caseyvenable7701
      @caseyvenable7701 Год назад

      Seriously how is it fair or allowed that he can distract himself like this. He should be handcuffed.

    • @cB-my5db
      @cB-my5db Год назад +143

      Very disturbing! And,he has his head down the entire time of every part of this trial when the teachers&students are on stand!
      And the video where he plugged his ears to avoid listening to the audio of the shooting was pathetic! Total coward!!🤬

    • @meggzamillion
      @meggzamillion Год назад +92

      Only time I’ve seen him look up is when one of the young men showed his back where he was shot. They should cuff his hands and his dumb lawyers should tell
      him to sit up. So pathetic.

    • @lynndulin2330
      @lynndulin2330 Год назад +15

      Finally someone says what I’ve been thinking.

    • @lamelinna
      @lamelinna Год назад +22

      @@cB-my5db wouldnt it be worse if he was looking at them? I dont think the victims want him to look. at least I wouldnt

  • @LJ13222
    @LJ13222 Год назад +680

    You can tell she’s an amazing teacher, what kids want to help a teacher grade papers during their free period? Those are the teachers kids love, no doubt about it.

  • @lynnisverycool
    @lynnisverycool 9 месяцев назад +107

    my heart dropped when she said Luke, Martin, and Gina's names, i wish her all the joy that life can bring her

    • @paulhynes170
      @paulhynes170 4 месяца назад +5

      those kids where just in the wrong place at the wrong time it's not her fault

    • @skeeter-_
      @skeeter-_ Месяц назад +1

      @@paulhynes170 Nobody said it was her fault..

    • @skeeter-_
      @skeeter-_ Месяц назад

      Fr

  • @sjivy2392
    @sjivy2392 Год назад +165

    She's taken on some of the blame but NONE OF IT BELONGS TO HER. Ma'am you're a soft, beautiful spirit. The only person to blame is the psychopath sitting with his head down the whole time.

  • @rachelh2731
    @rachelh2731 Год назад +220

    This teacher is so sweet. It sounds like she was definitely in shock during the shooting. I hope her PTSD isn't too severe and she can heal from this immense grief. Beautiful soul

  • @michellestrachan372
    @michellestrachan372 Год назад +688

    This woman just seems like a calming soul. I bet she definitely was able go calm the students the best way she knew how. Her voice is calming. Teachers definitely deserve way more protection and also the students. This should never happen in any school in this country. My heart goes out to everyone that went through this and the families of the injured and deceased.

    • @ashlynhoop2294
      @ashlynhoop2294 Год назад +11

      Her voice is very calming

    • @Broc_Obama
      @Broc_Obama Год назад +4

      Her voice doesn't hide the fact that she didn't protect her students enough

  • @UKRenna
    @UKRenna Год назад +84

    This happened four years ago, and Ulvade only recently. It boggles my mind that despite this, nothing changes in the US. Tragic.

  • @janellesilbs328
    @janellesilbs328 Год назад +562

    This kid deserves no mercy!!!!! And whomever sells guns and large amounts of ammo to these kids when they know damn well it’s not for hunting animals should also be held accountable!!!! This is just ridiculous!! Pure evil!!!!!

    • @allthatjazz9000
      @allthatjazz9000 Год назад +13

      He's not a kid ffs!

    • @robinmiller5256
      @robinmiller5256 Год назад +1

      That’s what I say..who the hell would sell assault rifles, 30 round magazines and enough ammo to kill 400 people to an 18 year old? A gun store owner...🤬🤬

    • @Its_Ghost
      @Its_Ghost Год назад

      no he wasn't he was 18 5years ago hes 23 now so he was fully able to buy a gun at the time that's why i say give him life in a padded cell in solitary confinement make him truly be friends with his "demon"

    • @ScreamingDucksShotMyMother
      @ScreamingDucksShotMyMother Год назад +23

      @@Psyminds The amount of people not getting that is astounding.

    • @earthbruja5268
      @earthbruja5268 Год назад +37

      No he wasn't a kid when he did this. 19 isn't a kid. He was older then all of his victims.

  • @carmenalinaiancu3738
    @carmenalinaiancu3738 Год назад +114

    I can only imagine the years of therapy this lady will need for all the survival's guilt she had to deal with. So so unfair, she seems like a kind person and a dedicated teacher. Sweet lady, if you are reading this, this is not your fault, God bless you !

  • @lynnmalley1204
    @lynnmalley1204 Год назад +92

    Poor woman, she is grieving the loss of her students. She is guilty of nothing but caring for her students.

  • @jaxgrandma574
    @jaxgrandma574 Год назад +68

    Nicolas needs to have his head up, listening and paying attention while testimony is being given.
    What a cowardly freak

  • @savpal1757
    @savpal1757 Год назад +239

    She seems like such a sweet lady. The fact that she’ll beat herself up for letting them leave is so unfortunate.

    • @Senorabee
      @Senorabee Год назад +17

      She is a sweet lady, but you can see the pain, I remember her from class 2009

    • @kristinwallace6551
      @kristinwallace6551 Год назад +4

      I know that is heartbreaking! She could never know but still people blame themselves. I pray she can find peace.

    • @Sam-oo1uo
      @Sam-oo1uo Год назад +3

      How do you know 'she'll beat herself up for letting them leave?' They left before the shooting began.

    • @nevaskomaeda3051
      @nevaskomaeda3051 11 месяцев назад +5

      ​@@Sam-oo1uoBut they didn't have the time to return once it did begin. If she had never let them leave, they would've survived with her. That's why she feels guilty, though she could've never have predicted it.

  • @Shan72393
    @Shan72393 Год назад +110

    9:40 “So *prior to this happening* did anyone ask permission to leave your classroom” “They did”
    For all the people confused.

    • @TR-os2rv
      @TR-os2rv Год назад +3

      Thank you for clarifying… I missed that part.

  • @savetrump9120
    @savetrump9120 Год назад +103

    She will never think something is a drill again.

    • @savpal1757
      @savpal1757 Год назад +10

      They all will, that fear and memories will flood back all over again. Just horrible

  • @Stinkycheeseman17
    @Stinkycheeseman17 Год назад +149

    Poor lady was in bad shock and denial at the moment. I cannot imagine. She seems like an amazing teacher and person.

  • @SquirtlePower809
    @SquirtlePower809 10 месяцев назад +69

    I absolutely cannot describe the rage and hate I have for these killers. It is beyond words.

    • @iamwhoiam7887
      @iamwhoiam7887 7 месяцев назад

      @@gigachad56544 hi

    • @iamwhoiam7887
      @iamwhoiam7887 7 месяцев назад

      @@gigachad56544 naw

    • @luvderia
      @luvderia 4 месяца назад

      @@iamwhoiam7887weird asf

  • @linedancer09
    @linedancer09 8 месяцев назад +20

    This poor woman is severely effected by this. It had to be horror for them all. She is a wonderful teacher and her students were very lucky to have her. Our hearts are broken.

  • @skeeter-_
    @skeeter-_ Месяц назад +6

    My heart dropped when she mentioned Luke’s name. She cared so much for all of them kids❤

  • @amarasiert-ww5qz
    @amarasiert-ww5qz 8 месяцев назад +30

    she seems like such a sweet soul. i feel terrible for every single person who has ever had to experience a situation like this. rest in peace to the victims of this tragedy and all the others

  • @edwinacaparelli9911
    @edwinacaparelli9911 Год назад +318

    As much as I'd be afraid to send my kid to school if I were an American, I have to say that these teachers-- every single one of them --I would be absolutely confident that they would take care of my kids. They should never have to go through these types of situations ever, but they sure as heck handled it the best they could!

    • @orangechickengorl
      @orangechickengorl Год назад +29

      The likelihood of something like this happening to you in the USA is almost minuscule believe it or not. here in the us we have an extremely hyper partisan and hyperbolic corporate media who make bank off of these kinds of incidents. Which fuels deranged men to do more stuff like this. Wash rinse repeat.

    • @amy109
      @amy109 Год назад +5

      @@orangechickengorl true

    • @Drew_goo
      @Drew_goo Год назад +50

      @@orangechickengorl except this doesnt happen in other countries. orders of magnitude more dangerous in the USA

    • @Curious-Irish-Angel
      @Curious-Irish-Angel Год назад +9

      @@Drew_goo Or it just isn't reported in other countries

    • @NiecieSavo
      @NiecieSavo Год назад +43

      @@Curious-Irish-Angel delusional

  • @EdnaBaptist
    @EdnaBaptist Год назад +81

    teachers need to get paid more. this is beyond heart breaking.

    • @123456BRye
      @123456BRye Год назад

      so if a shooting happens in quicky mart which it does all the time, they need to be paid more too?

    • @tomgs6501
      @tomgs6501 8 месяцев назад

      I think the first thing they want is to not get shot up with their students in their classrooms.
      Pays don't solve everything

  • @Vidsmusiccc
    @Vidsmusiccc 5 месяцев назад +14

    I feel bad for her because she probably thinks about how if she told them no to leaving that maybe they’d still be alive. I bet that thought just eats her away. I hope she finds peace

    • @k.privv.
      @k.privv. 3 месяца назад

      And it’s so sad because she thinks it’s her fault but Gina Ashley Luke and Martin were out there at the wrong time even tho Ashley was only injured by a bullet as she crossed the hallway from the bathroom as she had been shot once

  • @kathyroe21
    @kathyroe21 Год назад +90

    Why make this teacher identify dead students when the students have already been identified by the police and everybody else don't you think that she's been through enough that is not even necessary for their case this is unacceptable I feel so sorry for this teacher and all the students of what they went through

    • @lanfaye5824
      @lanfaye5824 Год назад +15

      Most of the time u have to make it theatrical in the court in order to sway the Jury.

    • @sgregg5257
      @sgregg5257 Год назад

      They are going for the death penalty. He has already plead guilty to all of it. But the State is attempting to get the jury to send Cruz to his own demise.

    • @Resiana27
      @Resiana27 Год назад +16

      I thought it was hallway surveillance pictures of the kids walking after leaving the room. Not them dead.

    • @strawberrysoymilkshake
      @strawberrysoymilkshake Год назад +5

      @@Resiana27 it was both.

  • @diannegray2384
    @diannegray2384 Год назад +77

    Imagine the actual terror that must have went through her when she realized it wasn't a drill, I get the feeling she was a really calming influence and god only knows what would have happened to the student who couldn't leave her side if she had not have been there, god bless you, your grace composure truly humbles me!

  • @Brookerulezz
    @Brookerulezz Год назад +238

    She will never ever be the same again. The guilt she will feel will tear her apart. I can't imagine but I've had a similar situation with my neices murder that did just that to me & still does 5 days later. I'm so so so sorry. You deserved so much more than this. Those babies deserved more than this. 💔

    • @thehumanerror71
      @thehumanerror71 Год назад

      Oh well some people just get shot big deal get over it

    • @kennaluvschu
      @kennaluvschu Год назад +13

      so much survivors guilt especially being as just two of the victims who passed are the same boys who she let leave her classroom. i feel terrible for her, a lot of these teachers must blame themselves sometimes & its unfair. it’s nobody’s fault but nicolas cruz’s. everybody was doing everything right that school day except for him.

    • @amandawright9790
      @amandawright9790 Год назад +5

      Brooke so sorry for the loss of your neice

    • @uggggggghhhhh
      @uggggggghhhhh Год назад +14

      5 days?

    • @jordanmoore8772
      @jordanmoore8772 Год назад +1

      Praying for you & your family that ya’ll find peace & comfort 🙏🏾♥️

  • @BKind2Everyone
    @BKind2Everyone Год назад +99

    I hope everyone involved in this horrific event has access to ongoing counseling🥺

    • @MrLaurak12
      @MrLaurak12 Год назад

      Uh I don’t think “counseling “ will do it. Tranquilizers are a better bet

  • @Senorabee
    @Senorabee Год назад +85

    Mrs madlock, used to be my teacher in high school, sweetest lady ever

  • @LMCSM
    @LMCSM Год назад +136

    Looking at each and every parent's face, I can't begin to imagine the pain they're suffering. Some of them look completely gone, like all the life has been sucked out of them. Losing a child to cancer or an accident is hard enough, but to lose them from someone purposely killing them is inconceivable. I am so sorry, I wish I could bring them back or do anything to lessen your pain. Justice will be served, I don't care how bad of a childhood you had, it doesn't justify you killing innocent people, nothing justifies that!! RIP to those sweet, innocent babies and my condolences to all the teachers as well ❤️❤️❤️

    • @HospitalForSouls.X
      @HospitalForSouls.X Год назад +3

      It really breaks my heart seeing their faces. They all deserve to be smiling and living their best lives with a family that loves them

    • @NikkiM6593
      @NikkiM6593 Год назад +1

      Well said 💗

  • @melly1331
    @melly1331 Год назад +27

    I’m confused on how so many people missed the “prior to this happening” when questioned about the students she let leave the class

  • @lonelylantern9135
    @lonelylantern9135 Год назад +158

    Imagine raising a child, all the love you raise them with, all the time, energy and money you invest in them all gone, because some little idiot wanted some attention. I hope the parents can get over the injustice and anger as well as the immense loss.

    • @beeshdos5410
      @beeshdos5410 Год назад

      He didn't get the death penalty???

    • @tinabailey3170
      @tinabailey3170 Год назад +9

      @@beeshdos5410 hasn't been decided yet

    • @mariademers3111
      @mariademers3111 Год назад +1

      Get over ? How would they ever do that? Could you?

    • @mariademers3111
      @mariademers3111 Год назад

      Why would a teacher allow kids to leave not knowing what exactly was going on? I’m not blaming her but I’m surprised

    • @lonelylantern9135
      @lonelylantern9135 Год назад

      @@mariademers3111 i would probably get over the wanting to kill him stage, and possibly get over the fact it just isnt fair regardless of the legal outcome, but obviously you never forget a child you lost. I'm really talking about the raw pain in that post.

  • @johnluckey4330
    @johnluckey4330 Год назад +83

    Thank you for that important and compelling testimony, Ms. Matlock. I hope you are mentally and spiritually on the mend today after that awful, traumatic experience. God bless. ⚖️

  • @kylehollie
    @kylehollie Год назад +122

    I don’t get why the shooter is looking so sad and down… he clearly had no problem doing what he did. This is emotional manipulation.

    • @snarkysharky7913
      @snarkysharky7913 Год назад +9

      I think it’s def a play on his part, to show remorse or torture or try to back up his insane excuse.

    • @TheFlyingZulu
      @TheFlyingZulu Год назад

      To me it looks like he is bored and drawing... Sick monster either way that needs to be put down sooner than later... Too bad our legal system demands this long drawn out process when the death penalty is an option.

    • @hothotheat3000
      @hothotheat3000 Год назад +38

      He’s not sad. He’s bored.

    • @michaelzabala4850
      @michaelzabala4850 Год назад +7

      It's all a game to him.

    • @lisahoward8676
      @lisahoward8676 Год назад +7

      I wonder if he's on medication that has helped him and maybe now his thinking is logical. Maybe he does have remorse. He will have to answer and pay for his crimes no matter what he feels now.

  • @hothotheat3000
    @hothotheat3000 Год назад +15

    He’s loving this. He’s inflicted damage on so many people and he is LOVING this.

  • @amandarickert7789
    @amandarickert7789 Год назад +20

    That father has a permanent frown on his face from this tragedy...

  • @TheSofres
    @TheSofres Год назад +22

    I can attest to how her brain was trying to process this while it was happening.
    I was a bank teller and held up. I thought it was a training drill. I was fairly new to the job and we covered things in our training course.
    It turned out to be very real and I’m disabled from it.

  • @gwencoco7687
    @gwencoco7687 Год назад +57

    Back in the day there use to be speakers in the classrooms that teachers could talk back and forth with the teachers. Now they have student runners delivering messages. They should go back to the speakers..

    • @Michelles222
      @Michelles222 Год назад +5

      Yep I'm in my 60's and I so remember that. We also didn't have any school shooters.

    • @dd4850
      @dd4850 Год назад +5

      They still had this when I was in school graduated high school in 2010. We still had them the year I graduated. I would hope this is still a thing… sending kids as messengers?!! That’s absurd!

    • @dd4850
      @dd4850 Год назад +3

      @@Michelles222 School shootings started in the 70s 😔

    • @Just_Murray
      @Just_Murray Год назад

      They very much still have the intercoms in classrooms. They also have email and message chats. They have always had "student runners" for various things. Its nothing new and certainly isnt a factor in school shootings. Ya know what we did have when you were in school that we dont now. Normalcy of child abuse, schools turning a blind eye and looking the other way. Stop it. 😕

  • @gdumaguing
    @gdumaguing Год назад +63

    "i thought it was a school shooter drill" .... From kindergarten to my college days i experienced drills, each year we do fire drills... But a drill when there's school shooter? 😳 The US must do something with this school shooting problem.

    • @brookehuff2528
      @brookehuff2528 Год назад +7

      It’s insane! I graduated in 2011 & never did an active shooter drill! Sadly, when my son started school in 2017, he came home telling me that they had practiced what to do in case a bad guy got into school. There was also a letter sent home explaining the drill & why they have one. I couldn’t believe it.

    • @vanessam9063
      @vanessam9063 Год назад +7

      My son had to do active shooter training in PreK 😭😭😭 what’s wrong with the world?

    • @TheKnallkorper
      @TheKnallkorper Год назад +1

      I remember doing intruder drills in 1996

    • @brookehuff2528
      @brookehuff2528 Год назад +1

      @@TheKnallkorper crazy! We only ever had tornado drills & fire drills. We are in a small town though so maybe that’s why I was shocked when they started doing them here in 2016.

    • @Brelinka128
      @Brelinka128 Год назад +1

      Giving this one a death sentence is surely a start to dealing with the problem

  • @vaniacrabbe9944
    @vaniacrabbe9944 5 месяцев назад +5

    i dont understand how human beings can cause such pain on others. not even animals would hurt their kind like this. rip to all those who lost their lives, they were robbed.

  • @linadowning218
    @linadowning218 Год назад +33

    These people , families, victims, court staff & our country will never be the same

  • @manoncoutu3915
    @manoncoutu3915 Год назад +47

    I hope this monster feels the fear he threw onto his victims

    • @savetrump9120
      @savetrump9120 Год назад

      He's a psychopath. He does not feel anything.

    • @mariee.5912
      @mariee.5912 Год назад +4

      He doesn't. If he were emphatic, he wouldn't do it.

    • @lillaurap
      @lillaurap Год назад +13

      He covers his ears everytime they play any audio of that day and it's pissing me off. He didn't have a problem that day. He needs to hear what he did

    • @savetrump9120
      @savetrump9120 Год назад +7

      @@lillaurap it's just an act to get attention and sympathy.

    • @kristenjustkristen9462
      @kristenjustkristen9462 Год назад +5

      @@lillaurap They should make him listen and watch. His stupid act of placing his hand on his head and acting sad is as fake as Amber's acting.

  • @ajcook7777
    @ajcook7777 Год назад +214

    Really sucks Americans give the killers the fame they want.
    We do the opposite here in Canada and try to not even name them when we can, I believe this type of coverage only creates more goals and aspirations of these cowards

    • @LCx829
      @LCx829 Год назад +25

      Agree 💯 they do that for everything. There is a police pursuit on the news here in LA at least once a week like it’s a TV show. People want 15 min of fame.

    • @dd4850
      @dd4850 Год назад

      They give them easy access to mass killing machines and easy access to the kids and easy fame.

    • @dd4850
      @dd4850 Год назад +4

      @@LCx829 yeah, but at least they stopped saying these fools names as often. The especially have up here in Point Arena… they usually only say suspects names if they died.

    • @trace_you6337
      @trace_you6337 Год назад

      You couldn't be more wrong about that. We do not give these killers Fame. We put them on trial, usually televised, when found guilty we lock them up and throw away the key. Sometimes we even execute them. We don't bury our heads in the sand and ignore these criminals we face them head on and give them the punishment that they deserve. There are mass shootings all over the world. How each country deals with it is different.
      We give them a fair trial it is decided by their peers if they are found guilty we punish them appropriately.

    • @catherineseiler7407
      @catherineseiler7407 Год назад +10

      I agree. I’m an American

  • @crjohnso54
    @crjohnso54 Год назад +50

    It seems so cruel to make the witnesses relive the horror of that day when he confessed and the world knows he did it. And he sits there doodling while the teacher is retelling events as they unfolded and identifying her students who were killed by that monster. If there ever was a death penalty case, this is it. Hope any appeals are shut down quickly and he doesn't get to live for years in prison.

    • @crateredcallisto2854
      @crateredcallisto2854 5 месяцев назад +2

      unfortunately, courts can't decide based on a confession. there are still chances the confession could have been forced or falsified, so they need to get every witness testimony and every piece of evidence because cases are so trivial. it could land an innocent person in jail and the real perpetrator runs free. there's already many innocent people in jail because of this mindset

    • @kawaibakaneko
      @kawaibakaneko 4 месяца назад

      ​@@crateredcallisto2854It's a good thing to take the time to have a fair trial.
      And I heard about victims feeling better after a trial that it helped them, sadly other people will feel victimised again by the trial.

  • @amywantland5359
    @amywantland5359 Год назад +9

    What horrible guilt she must feel. Please don't beat yourself up, nobody could have imagined what was to become. RIP

  • @colombiana2710
    @colombiana2710 Год назад +18

    Is enfuriatian that he does not have the desency of even looking at the people he did so much wrong to

  • @shelleywantiez7964
    @shelleywantiez7964 Год назад +35

    I can't even imagine the horror having to see those gruesome photographs. I would have nightmares for life. Prayers for all these people. In this case, I don't think sorry quite cuts it. This kid took and ruined innocent lives in a very violent way.

    • @DietMountainDew_
      @DietMountainDew_ Год назад +2

      Is she looking at actual photos of the deceased? Sorry… kinda late.

    • @patiencesommer4728
      @patiencesommer4728 Год назад +2

      @@DietMountainDew_ yeah i think so. during the trials i think they would put the pictures and videos on the screen but the public aren’t allowed to see. i could be wrong tho.

    • @kawaibakaneko
      @kawaibakaneko 4 месяца назад

      ​@@patiencesommer4728I hope your wrong, it's cruel and what's the point if she can't recognise the corpses? What does it prove?
      They could be disfigured...

  • @mysong4417
    @mysong4417 Год назад +27

    Why doesn't the judge take away the shooters crayon? He's trying to dis connect from the horrible reality he caused. Sit there and pay attention kid

    • @leahlosasso556
      @leahlosasso556 Год назад +2

      Exactly, he doesn’t deserve the peace

  • @diannshowers9129
    @diannshowers9129 Год назад +6

    The moment that glass on the door shattered I think I would have known it wasn't a drill ANYMORE

  • @askfox79
    @askfox79 Год назад +26

    You can tell the raw emotions coming back on this teacher's face when she had to identify her students. She was doing so good testifying and I don't know how the parents are holding up in these moments. Seeing these lifeless bodies over and over again...😢😞

  • @barbie.travels
    @barbie.travels Год назад +36

    Just her dialog of thoughts....Is it a drill, Is it not a real drill? Those words are chilling....The memory will always remain in her thoughts! RIP to the ones that lost their lives from this horrible day.

  • @thamomentum
    @thamomentum Год назад +26

    B E F O R E ! - For those who have poor hearing comprehension.

  • @timquitzau1510
    @timquitzau1510 8 месяцев назад +4

    OMG this is so brutal. Feel so sorry for this teacher. Wish her the best

  • @susanstrickland6774
    @susanstrickland6774 Год назад +23

    God bless this, and all teachers. So hard to keep reliving such a horrific event. You can't ever feel secure again.

    • @MrLaurak12
      @MrLaurak12 Год назад

      Some teachers suck. Not this lady, but others. They’re not saints

  • @shareandhealaftertrauma7060
    @shareandhealaftertrauma7060 Год назад +14

    And now in Uvalde.. when will they stop allowing these guns to be sold like this!!!!

    • @tranquility9325
      @tranquility9325 Год назад

      Criminals don't give a damn if guns are legal or not.

  • @jenn0802ifer
    @jenn0802ifer Год назад +39

    This is absolutely heartbreaking.

  • @tinagilmore6373
    @tinagilmore6373 Год назад +61

    May God comfort this caring teacher and all the other teachers there, as well as, all the innocent young adult students who had to endure this horror! Lord, please help them lean on you! It is a nightmare all teachers worry about in this evil world we are in! I practice these lockdown drills yearly with a classroom full of students, also, and it gets more worrisome each and every drill we have to endure! We are now taught to flee if possible, then hidewuietlyAvoid, then defend, fight like your life depends on it!

  • @shebajohn9122
    @shebajohn9122 Год назад +24

    The worst part is a lot of people thought it was a drill... And it became reality within seconds. 😥

  • @sarahmates4216
    @sarahmates4216 Год назад +40

    It's out of my mind how the parents of slain kids could sit in the same room with the jerk who killed them

    • @NF40375
      @NF40375 Год назад +27

      They do it for their murdered children, they do it to see justice through for their loss

    • @sarahmates4216
      @sarahmates4216 Год назад +8

      @@NF40375 my daughter is 5 now-I couldn't stay still in a room with someone who murdered her

    • @sarahmates4216
      @sarahmates4216 Год назад +3

      @@NF40375 I can't stop crying

    • @sherinbv
      @sherinbv Год назад

      Think about raising Nicholas or Adam Lanza, how horrible it can be

  • @brifoust4736
    @brifoust4736 Год назад +17

    That poor teacher. She couldn’t have known. I understand that she will always feel guilty but I hope that she understands that there was nothing she could have done. She cares about those kids and it shows. The only one guilty here is Cruz.

    • @rk-lj3sm
      @rk-lj3sm Год назад

      @
      Bri Foust. Yea he is guilty. I think everyone agrees. I would not blame a teacher but to think that it was a drill when shootings happen in America almost on a daily basis is a bit out of touch with reality.

  • @melaniepalmer7096
    @melaniepalmer7096 Год назад +6

    This is so heartbreaking 💔 Prayers for all the victims' families and the teachers, staff and other students who have to relive this horrible tragedy everyday for the rest of their lives

  • @mica1k
    @mica1k 4 месяца назад +2

    almost 6 years since this terrible massacre. valentine's day has never been the same. bless this teacher and all that she does, what she has done for over 10 years. she seems like the type of teacher to truly care about a student and their future

  • @flowergarden3788
    @flowergarden3788 Год назад +15

    I feel terrible for everyone that has to testify and bring them back to that horrible day....let him burn in hell for all of this pain he put upon these individuals and family...

  • @petedavidson6931
    @petedavidson6931 Год назад +91

    Julletta is and was so connected with each of her students, she should be a positive inspiration to those students presently in University perusing teaching degree’s. Everyone was going about their school activities no one person could have seen or predicted anything that day or any other day and therefore no one person especially Julletta should place any burden upon themselves.

  • @kimberlycareymua8207
    @kimberlycareymua8207 Год назад +87

    Stop wasting the community's time with this. Cook him and let's move on with the healing of these families.

    • @jess_jeff7549
      @jess_jeff7549 Год назад +7

      This sentencing phase is going to take 4 months. I can't imagine how expensive and traumatizing this is. Especially the students and teachers who now have different jobs, different schools, are trying to move on with their new normal.. Will now be known all over again as the victims of the school shooting.
      At first I had to go look and see why these videos were being posted now, when he pled guilty almost a year ago. I wish they could do a damn poll if he should get death or not. Or school shooters should AUTOMATICALLY be sentenced to death to persuade the next monster from getting any ideas.

    • @jille5458
      @jille5458 Год назад +2

      He won't get death. All 12 jury members must agree. There is always that 1 or 2 that just can't do it unfortunately...

    • @Sarah-lb8cs
      @Sarah-lb8cs Год назад

      100%! Public executions. It’s time we send a message.

    • @Brelinka128
      @Brelinka128 Год назад

      @@jille5458 He will get death... there is no doubt in my mind. Death chambers were made for monsters like this coward.

  • @haleyboo5617
    @haleyboo5617 Год назад +37

    God im cryn now .i can't imagine as a parent or teacher . She seems like a loving sweet gental kind teacher who loved each and every single one of those kids rest in peace and all of my love to the victims and the victims freinds and families and the teachers we lost as well as the ones who taught such smart amd incredible kids

  • @micalah8282
    @micalah8282 Год назад +105

    I will never put my children in a public school ever again. Something is wrong with the world and everyone is going over the deep end.

    • @Billy-bx6zb
      @Billy-bx6zb Год назад +4

      @@RichBuddy in your expert opinion of home schooling, why is home schooling not an option?

    • @fairytale2490
      @fairytale2490 Год назад +16

      That's not a problem of the world. It's an american problem

    • @giulianacr2638
      @giulianacr2638 Год назад +13

      @@RichBuddy home schooling gets bad rep but it's not true. When it's done right it becomes the best option. They've done studies which show that homeschooled kids go to college and are successful at a higher rate than other students. What I mean by homeschooling the right way is focusing on core subjects, literacy, and complete college readiness programs to prepare for standardized tests like SAT so they can be ready for college. You also have to incorporate social activities such as sports, swimming lessons, community service, and help them lead a group in which they can be leaders.

    • @flowergarden3788
      @flowergarden3788 Год назад

      Home School is what's going to happen in the near future...you'll see... something has to be done...close all doors and put a metal detector on the main entrance.....who cares if you feel like your locked up safety for my kids comes first...America do something about this ..oh I forgot our government is crap

    • @laurag.5711
      @laurag.5711 Год назад +3

      If your kid isn’t going to school make sure they also don’t go to the mall, grocery stores, music concerts, parades… just in public in general.

  • @michellenainkristinabusch1221
    @michellenainkristinabusch1221 Год назад +8

    The FBI had Nikolas Cruz tips from concerned callers and they did nothing!!! The victims of this tragedy deserve every bit of the pay out they got. But, I know it'll never take the place of their loved ones or their piece of mind.

  • @jessicak4913
    @jessicak4913 Год назад +17

    Bless her heart 💜 she loves her students and you can tell no family should ever have to
    Go through this and that judge should make that boy look up and get his hands off the table and fingers out of his ears 👂

  • @HeyTexasItsMe
    @HeyTexasItsMe Год назад +7

    I can’t even imagine. This is so sad.

  • @MrCuddles86
    @MrCuddles86 Год назад +21

    Absolutely heartbreaking 💔

  • @jlprimitives7457
    @jlprimitives7457 Год назад +5

    Prayers of comfort for all.

  • @laurafedora5385
    @laurafedora5385 Год назад +11

    ☹️
    It boggles my mind that Americans even need to do active shooter drills. This is not normal

  • @allisoneuph1
    @allisoneuph1 Год назад +10

    I can’t even imagine the guilt

  • @traviswest2041
    @traviswest2041 Год назад +13

    Look at dis coward holding his head down… can’t even look anybody in the eyes

  • @cmaylene1296
    @cmaylene1296 Год назад +34

    During school drills, we were never allowed to leave or even talk. This is heartbreaking!

    • @daneen2fabulous
      @daneen2fabulous Год назад +7

      She gave them a pass to leave the classroom during a drill with a blown out window, did I understand that correctly?

    • @mirmi9008
      @mirmi9008 Год назад +34

      @@daneen2fabulous no I think this was all right before everything started

    • @cyndianderson7056
      @cyndianderson7056 Год назад +39

      @@daneen2fabulous she let them leave before that happened. The questioning timeline was kind of whack.

    • @daneen2fabulous
      @daneen2fabulous Год назад +2

      @@Mrs.Butterworth I know, I caught that later....my bad.

    • @kristinwallace6551
      @kristinwallace6551 Год назад +22

      The kids were allowed on a pass before any of the shooting started. She could never have known what was to come. 😔

  • @romilly8575
    @romilly8575 Год назад +20

    I'm sickened by the fact that the indoor campus monitor ran up the stairs to safety without warning the four children in the hall to get to their classes! Had he yelled out "Hurry get to class" - or something to that affect - the children most likely would've been saved. Instead, he thought of himself first! The coward ran up to the second floor and hid in a closet! He knew in advance when he was walking towards the east entrance directly behind the three students who entered before him. He passed Gina in the hallway? Said nothing?! There was about 15 seconds in time -maybe 20 seconds lost to the victims. They may have stood a chance! Not one adult has been held accountable which is absolutely pathetic and such a travesty! When will our children be put first in this country? When will their lives and safety matter? What does it take? This was a mass massacre! It takes the heartache and grief of these beautiful parents - Max Schacter - The Montaltos.. The Hoyers - all of them ...to protect our children. What 's going on here? Everyone failed these children! It's an outrage!

    • @TheLucidSpecter
      @TheLucidSpecter Год назад +1

      "When the chips are down, these civilized people will eat each other"

    • @romilly8575
      @romilly8575 Год назад +1

      Something is off with this here teacher . Everyone knew it was an actual shooting except her? Kids were outside her class

    • @peacehappyb237
      @peacehappyb237 Год назад

      @@romilly8575 I said the same thing.

  • @debifox5780
    @debifox5780 9 месяцев назад +3

    I literally don’t know how the friends and family’s stayed composed 😭

  • @triciaacevedo9683
    @triciaacevedo9683 Год назад +5

    Bless your Heart ❤

  • @carolinehobson7365
    @carolinehobson7365 Год назад +18

    Sweet lady. I’m so sorry she’s got to go through this.

  • @Kay-fv7cw
    @Kay-fv7cw Год назад +9

    All of that going on, hearing gun shots, screaming, smelling sulfur, glass falling out the door, and you still think it's a drill!🥺

    • @purple4d
      @purple4d Год назад +5

      Shock and disbelief comes to mind, not wanting to believe a real shooting was happening.

  • @ninabobina2006
    @ninabobina2006 Год назад +10

    I’m a teacher. My daughter is a teacher. My mom is a teacher. This is not ok. That is my mom’s birthday. God Bless her. 🙏🏼❤️

  • @Theblessedlife37
    @Theblessedlife37 10 месяцев назад +2

    He should be made to sit the heck up and look at the victims and listen to every bit of it. Insane that he’s not made to pay attention. It’s complete bull crap.

  • @juicyjules7409
    @juicyjules7409 Год назад +5

    Horrific

  • @r..1240
    @r..1240 9 месяцев назад +2

    The shooter didn't cry ONE TEAR. It's like he's not listening 😵‍💫

  • @jennifernordhoff6478
    @jennifernordhoff6478 Год назад +2

    I had a difficult time following her description. But it was clear her heart was broken. Prayers for all.

  • @JD0124
    @JD0124 2 месяца назад +1

    And some people actually think arming teachers is the answer?!? They're EDUCATORS! Not soldiers! The answer is not to arm Teachers - the answer is to disarm citizens who have no need for such weaponry; The answer is NOT to turn evert facet of our society into a war zone - the answer is to make our schools, theaters, shopping plazas, grocery stores, churches(!) safer.

  • @rogcat7181
    @rogcat7181 Год назад +4

    Bless these ppl 🙏🏻

  • @demanmoon
    @demanmoon Год назад +2

    I’m so so sorry

  • @christinaraestott710
    @christinaraestott710 Год назад +5

    Following this and even rewatching it there are so many areas of extreme concern like the drills supposed to be happening that day confusing everyone. So heart breaking. I want to change the Laws these weapons Must be removed period from anyones hands.

  • @samanthaconn3895
    @samanthaconn3895 Год назад +23

    What a beautiful spirit this woman has. So kind and nurturing. I pray for her and all the victim's of this devastating event. May God touch their hearts and steal their pain somehow, someway. 🙏 ❤️ 🙏

  • @mariacrayne4276
    @mariacrayne4276 Год назад +8

    Teacher really do love their students!

  • @goodvibesasmr1219
    @goodvibesasmr1219 Год назад +8

    God Bless this teacher!

  • @laurasimpson7211
    @laurasimpson7211 Год назад +2

    So very sad! 😔

  • @avaperez-mesa2255
    @avaperez-mesa2255 Год назад +2

    this poor woman, imagine being a teacher and seeing some of ur students die, praying for you🙏

  • @edwinacaparelli9911
    @edwinacaparelli9911 Год назад +26

    It's not your fault...

  • @linedancer09
    @linedancer09 10 месяцев назад +1

    Amazing lady and teacher!