My Untold Story ("The Truth" follow up video)
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
- There is a HUGE, pivitol chunk of my life that I have never talked about. I’ve finally decided I am ready to discuss it.
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Part #1: "The Truth" - • THE TRUTH: "Why I Can'...
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I think if you tried to turn your trip stories and complicated past stories into one piece of writing you could make a really dope short film lol
Agree ^ but again there's that bit of sharing you hole private life and past with the world. But at same time you would be helping others.
or book!
destiny glenn Or even A full feature film based off of a book (series?).
someone make this happen!
I don't think he should turn them into anything, since he's already turning them into his videos for the internet, which is a pretty good medium for it
You inspire me to overcome this depression, without drugs.
Adam is a huge inspiration!
How far have you come in the mean time?
Felix Francken nicht sehr weit anscheinend😓
How?
You can do it Chris!
@@Taigee0 even weed helps
One of the realest guys on youtube right now.
Love the content and now I admire you as a person, cheers mate!
^this
^ hell yeah this ^
"It's just a prank bro.." are the other 99%
maybe the realest
Gotislav Vasiljkovic is the realist
Adam, I respect the hell out of you man.
Same, this man inspires
Being true on youtube takes balls, the whole world is watching every little mistake.
Marcelo you're making it worse haha
I didn't mean to. We all make mistakes and this guy is one of the truest personalities on this site. We should cherish that he's moving on and even telling us about it. I really like his videos and learned a lot with what he had to say. It's hard to come by someone who admittedly uses drugs AND is sane and science-based as Adam. I wish him the best and I'm sorry my comment didn't sound quite right.
well, it is all about Perspective. I Feel this is a comment that forms betterment and progression for the author of the video. they're stating how much they respect the person posting such personal, intimate experiences to thousands of people;
I don't Feel they are attempting to pressurize the already densely hesitation posting that the author clearly transcribes via a vlog as a medium, but to instead applaud them for their valiant efforts at remaining transparent despite the inevitable possibility of hateful retorts in comments, response videos, 'reaction' videos, etc.
but... that is just my Perspective. I never claim to be right nor wrong, so please don't think I'm angrily fighting with you haha. this is just something i Felt provoked to give my own Thoughts, opinions, etc. on. so yeah, all good!
Ahem pewdiepie ahem
Naftaliten PewDiePie a gay nigga
Adam, not only you have been a great father starting from the age of 16 (and some fail to be ok fathers at their 30th ), you are being brave enough to share such an intimate story with all the world. I can imagine it takes courage to be so open (something we all should work towards ). It was a bit shocking of course to learn you have kids, but it made me respect you even more.
You are doing great thing running this channel, some of your videos were helpful to me personally. I am glad you made your dream come true, and you inspire me to do likewise. Thank you for sharing things, and good luck with all the pleasures of fatherhood ))
Natalia Tekuchova couldn't agree more!
fax
holy shit.
i've been watching a dad all this time?
cool.
LIMITED NAME CHANGES MY ASS coolest dad there is
Dad AF
Dustin Harvey daddy
@PsychedSubstance Man i know what you are really afraid of. They telling you if you will continue sharing information of it. About this hell matrix what we live in here. Than something bad will happen to you and with who you love.
I saw this crap too i know what i speak about. They tell me if i will share info about it no one will believe me, everybody will think that i'm crazy, because i have nothing to loose. They trying scary and manipulate you in any way they can.
But i know light will destroy all darkness. Light stronger infinite and don't know barriers.
I got this message under Salvia. Wake up Neo. The Matrix has you...
Salvia showing the truth! We are not exist, nothing exist. All around it's just hallucination illusion! I smoked this many times in different amounts it's show pretty same message all the times. And it's can show dark side of this world which we are living now here. Salvia will show you all truth you want to see just focus and ask before take a deep hit. And it's still legal in some US states ;-)
And you will never be the same after! 100%
I will recommend everyone read all "Dolores Cannon" books for more understanding!
@@hgi675 just no
for some reason, I always felt like I know him, like my friends are like him, but he seems to me like he's a friend
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Ratul Banerjee big Soul
Awww, you guys leave the nicest comments! Thank you for the support. Puts a smile on my face :)
SWIM No problem man, you'te the best.
I really admire you for sharing this personal story with us. Thank you.
Adam, the realest dude on the internet.
I'm really proud of you for all you've been through and still somehow managing to be here to make these videos for us and to be such a caring person
+SWIM im so glad you told us about this, it makes me feel like i better understand you man for sure. mad respect for sharing this
As if. I use to party with Adam when I lived in Burlington back in the day. Great to see your doing so well bro
That's cool , and you're awesome for not being jealous , ive seen pretty decent people with a decent life ruin relationships and friendships because of jealousy .
you're one of the good ones for sure
Ramteen there is no good and bad ones at all. There just is😉
I know, but on this earth we play the game of good and bad, and it's fun to do so :)
Without a doubt.
Hey, I'm in Montreal, born 1959 in the UK came to Canada 1970. I suffered from Social phobia really similar to you but luckily had no kids, it took a heroin addiction to find the need to love myself, been 15 yrs off it, now dealing with health issues as a result, but there are still a lot ghost's that linger, you have a great mindset and I wish you and family the best
hey are you still alive?
I love that you faced the catastrophe of the early pregnancy, rather than running away. That is a strong backbone
You are such an extraordinary person, please keep being you and saying your truth.
Next video: The final untold story... My 3rd child with a DMT deity.
Jokes aside, mad respect for these insights. It's inspiring for us to live authentically as well seeing you do it publicly with all of us "judges"!
kyle solis best comment ever!!!
Integrity is love
Thanks for the deep dive. Emotional abuse in relationships is something both men and women experience. Education about partner abuse needs to be available for both boys and girls as teens.
Thanks for the video.
hey i wonder if hes gonna tell hes a cop
Lucas Ortiz wait what
HE IS FISHER FROM SPLINTER CELL
AHAHAHHAHA
I want to thank you for telling us to use test kits although I dont do drugs anymore one of the times I was gonna take MDMA there was fentenal in it
I know it's 13 years too late but...
CONGRATS MY MAN
This is the 1st comment I've ever left on RUclips. I just wanted to thank you for sharing this video. My girlfriend and I just watched it, and she related a lot due to passed experiences, and got emotional. LSD is the one drug I have never done before, and plan on doing it soon with her for my 1st time, which she has done many times in the past. Also we have never done it DMT before, and plan on doing it both together for our first times as well.
Thank you so much for all your content, and advice to be safe. Because of you we will be testing everything from now on.
Dude dropped a bomb this week
+Bruno Rivière
jesus..
Dear Mr. Adam,
I respect the living hell out of you. I’m glad you made this video because I feel like it might’ve inspired others.
Kind Regards,
Alekos
Write a book.
this channel IS a book, and a lot more.
I truly admire you! You have had such a good impact in my social and personal life. Keep going!!
BRUH you taught me to buy test kits I will forever be grateful.
Your videos changed my life thank you ADAM
Keep flying Adam, you're awesome!
Perusia i read this as the video was started and thought he was going to say he's an airline pilot or something
Bollog Nyessy you're high
swimming
Bollog Nyessy lmao
I favorited this so that I see the "take care of yourself" message some time again in the future. Thanks, man.
You absolutely did the honorable thing at 16/17 - being betrayed by a bad person who you thought was your partner happens to many good people. Some day your daughter will see these videos and understand.
I just have to say that I can't believe how much of an amazing father you've been. I can't possibly judge you for what you think you've done wrong because I have no idea how I would have made it through what you went through. I have no idea how you handled what you had to so maturely at your age. you have so much compassion and understanding for those around you.
I really commend how much of an inspiration you've been to me.
I've been listening to Allan Watts after watching your video a year ago and it really has changed my entire perspective on the world and my life. thank you for everything.
this reminds me of an Allan Watts talk about how the "self" and the "other" are two sides of the same coin. I sincerely thank you for reminding me how much work i have to do to fix myself.
Have your 13 year old daughter seen your youtube channels? If so, what are her thoughts on that?
I really doubt it
We appreciate you Adam keep swimming
Wow, didn't see that one coming. Mad respect!
neither did his girlfriend with the 1st kid (too late or too soon)
I love how every storytime about drugs turns into a philosophical and inspirational lecture
I fuckin love you bro
I can't judge you for a decision you made that you believed to be the correct one that actually turned out to be a right one in your situation. The fact that you acted like a man at 16 compared to men in their 30s instead of running from your problems you did your best to fix it. And I respect you for that.
Its so crazy knowing this after watching since like the second video.
I really enjoyed this video especially the layout. It made me feel as if I was a psychiatrist and you were a patient telling me about the meaningful and significant moments of your life. Thank you so much Adam. You truly are such a beautiful soul. I appreciate you
love ya, preciate ya, psyched-papa bless :))
lmao h3h3 + psyched substance = good combo
new fav combo
Daniel Reynoso WHAT UP, PIMPSSSSS?!
Daniel Reynoso i'd fucking like to see him in a podcast!
i just want to say I really enjoyed this video. Im currently a 22 college freshman with a baby girl due in april. The relationship i'm in is a very healthy one. its good to hear from someone who didn't get as lucky as I did. it helps me appreciate what i have even more. Thank you very much for sharing your story and experiences. Im glad to hear that you re happy now. i love your videos and you happiness radiates through them.
Now that is some trip report. Respect
6K likes compared to 17 dislikes. Bro, you've touched a lot of our hearts with this story.
You are literally the coolest dad, in my opinion!
Yes, man! I see this more than a year later. Personally, I want to thank you for sharing this. Besides the healing power of story telling, I find myself at a time in my life when I stopped escaping, and instead focus on me without judgement. I thinkit's awesome how it turned out for you.
some are born to sweet delight, some are born to the endless night
Realms of bliss, realms of light
but does a human form display to those who dwell in realms of day
the doors right?
it's 8 am and I haven't slept. I was born to the latter
I Cant' explain how much of an influence you really are to not only me but many people around the internet. Thank you for just giving your time to inform other of not only psychedelics but life and experiences you have learned from. My bf and I are big fans! Also late congratulations to your newborn baby.
My fucking god, this shit is the fucking definition of unexpected. Dude you are a fucking hero, a lot of guys wouldn't even want to meet the baby but you fucking put up with huge amounts of bullshit just for her... mad respect, keep doing what you do.
I've been following you for a couple of years, and this video was heart-warming. Sometimes we really have to take a step back to take two steps ahead. Thanks for your advices, regrets, insecurities, wisdom. Thanks for sharing a huge chunk of your life.
You're very brave man. Its amazing how you look at people and have no idea what makes them tick. You're doing a great job and should be proud of what youve accomplished. The past is done, and the future is built in the present. Much love and respect.
We love you, you've helped and inspired countless people. Keep it up, you truly are an amazing person! Love from Portugal.
It was a surprise when you revealed your other kid, but I would of never guessed in a million years that you had ANOTHER kid...
You're full of surprises man, makes me think about all of the stuff other RUclipsrs I watch haven't told their fans...
So much respect for you Adam, you're an inspirational guy, peace and happiness :)
I completely agree with you, you can't help others if you don't help yourself first.
my respect for you increased a hundred times after watching the two videos.
i love the fact of all the videos and your views being so raw, and direct. it is an absolute pleasure to watch all your videos.
thanks for making the two channels!
wow i never would have guessed
RUclips videos very rarely hit me hard and make me think, but you honestly may have just changed my way of thinking, and its made me so much more relaxed about things. Thankyou so much and I'm glad you've found what you needed.
Thanks for sharing. Remember hurt people hurt people, and healed people heal people.
focusing on yourself really is the best way to be a positive role in other peoples lives because if you don't feel good about yourself it leeches into the relationships you try to create, great advice man this really helped me out a lot
damn bro like you already had my support but after that vid yesteday and this?! much respect man
you're so right Adam, I'm 26 now, maybe I can have the same revelations you're having bro. I've just starTed to see there's so much more to life, less to be depressed about. I love your channels dude
you're such an awesome and inspiring human being
Man respect. Especially the having to work in yourself first. I had a similar situation with the mother of my kids so I know how that is. It hurts so much worse when YOU actually care and want to be a good father.
A lot of respect for telling this to everyone
That quirky tone shift when you said "happy ever since then". That's gold man, put a smile on my face.
Good luck with everything. You're doing good things that I, and everyone else really appreciates.
man honestly, i like to just listen to you talk. your vibe is calming and chill, especially after a trip
Whatever happened to you made you who you are today, gave you a perspective. And that's valuable.
your story is incredibly relatable. Working through some of the same issues as you did. The living to sleep thing really got me because that's where I am at now. The only place im at peace. never rested but always sleeping.
we love you man thanks for sharing
wow youve been through a lot, when you talk about anxiety and depression i can really respect it cuz you went through some real emotional and phychological hardship, a lot of people who are claim to be depressed live pampered lives honestly
Life's one big crazy trip ._.
God man, I just wanna say how much it helps hearing about someone else that got super unlucky with emotionally abusive relationship dynamics early on in life. It's actually what turned me to some of the substances mentioned on this channel. I needed that guidance from them for sure. Still do in many ways.
So, you're human.
Glad to hear it!
Your experiences (good/bad) are the best teachers.
Embracing those experiences along with your insecurities and indiscretions and finding forgiveness and boldly facing the world’s judgments and assessments, while finding a way to live a life of service is admirable.
My blessing to you is that you will continue to grow and expand your channel's important work. It too is like a child and must shift and change just as an infant changes into a toddler and then again into a small child and beyond.
You're opening up of your self to us means your work is going to mature also.
You can no longer be mistaken by some as a drug addled misfit just sharing trip stories and advocating living a responsibility free existence.
Now you are seen as an adult attempting to shine light onto a very important element for humankind, while responsibly fulfilling your obligations.
You're a fine example of a decent man.
Take it from me son, you are a good man and I'm very proud of you and I'm damn proud to be supporting you on Patreon. Carry on!
this is actually so similar to an issue ive had i havent gotten over my depression but like ty for making this :) it did helped me feel like im not alone
I never saw this coming though.
This video is so incredibly personal and just you having the courage making this video shows how much youve worked on yourself and I have so much respect for that.
The Hero's Journey
I am in a cross road of my life and for the longest time have been working on myself but just recently id say the past month big things have been happening and my life is calling for leaps of faith and discipline I do not have and must some how find a way and step into that reality; the one which I am a more disciplined and focused being. Your words on 'working on yourself' inspired me and gave me a healthy jolt of confirmation as if whispering in the back of my head "There you go Cody, keep on keeping on, but this time... to the next level." Thank you for your transparency for is has helped me on my journey.
So the point is, if you feel bad, go to New Zealand
Filip Droszcz travel
Filip Droszcz what if I feel bad but am already in New Zealand? 😕
thats impossible, i think you might be a wizard.
lel
I'm 19 years old, going through something quite similar to what you went through. I feel about as bleak and hopeless as you probably felt at that time due to mental and emotional abuse. You turned out to be an awesome human, thank you for giving me hope!
Man, I never thought I'd say this but thank god I'm a 20 year old virgin. I would not be able to deal with stuff like this, let alone at the Age of 16. Kudos to you for dealing with the situation like you did.
Evil Jay I'm not even doing that atm to be honest. I'm full monk-mode lol
You should go full on fuck-mode...you're 20 friend, live it up...with condoms, though.
bunchofdumbsits youallare I would man but I'm socially retarded and weird looking, so it ain't easy. Should I get some hookers to show me the ropes?
Damn full monk mode..
I mean I'm literally 5 feet tall and have social anxiety. Somehow have been able to get in some pants though. My current gf is taller than me. If I can do it you can too
Evil Jay for real? Im 6 feet 1' and kinda swole since I like to work out a lot, in theory I shouldn't have any problems I think. Maybe I should start to go out more, thanks for the encouragement bro.
Honest, Open and Sincere...Well Done Adam!! ... been following you for years, GLAD you continue to CREATE! and SHARE !!!
Good for you for being transparent and authentic. You are infinitely loved.
Thanks man I'm 21 and have suffered with depression a long time and I feel your story really helps.
You have enormous hands and I like it
Fluffed Pillows I just looked at em... fuckin massive
Fluffed Pillows I thought I was the only one that observed them xD
man you just never know when you’re going to hear a story that almost exactly parallels your own. granted im only 26 at this point but everything you have said really resonates heavily with me, and i really can’t thank you enough for sharing this.
had a panic attack from smoking too much today it was crazy
I've had that happen to me I got derealization too.
Adam I know you had your reservations about sharing so much non-substance-related material, but through the bits and pieces your genuine fan base is only gonna feel a stronger connection to you. Speaking for myself, your stories make me think much of my own, and hearing that you turned things around feels like guidance to me. I wish you were my dad because I think you'd be an unspeakably vast source of guidance and an utterly incredible role model. Keep doing what you're doing, cause we all want to listen. Sending good vibes to you and your family ✌🏻️
wow you've had a daughter this whole time! that's crazy
You're an inspiration and an example of self development and mastery through expression and being there for your kids today. Much love your way!
I appreciate your honesty!
Crazy, I just watched a video about how fixing yourself is the key to helping others! Really respect how much you care about your family, keep it up!
holy shit mate ! i respect you so much dude ! keep foing and never stop
this is your best video
this is my favorite video so far. i love when people clear the air and get everything off their chest. it always feels so much better. :)
Big Fan!
Gabriel Mercado FRANKU
😂🤣
lol ! xD a family reunion
Gabriel Mercado Air conditioner!
Man the videos you create really make a difference, thank you. Massive amounts of respect.
I think this would be an even bigger reason to support you on Patreon.
Adam, congratulations. Not only on becoming a father (I know, I’m late) but also on successfully doing well at life.
I could talk for long on how impressed I am and how much I respect you. Seriously man, I hope I will be strong enough like you if something similar ever happens to me.
What I would like to say, is that I scroll down the comments section and I agree with most of the comments if not all (not sure, no time to read em all), especially with Natalia Tekuchova, one of the top comments.
No need for words to be repeated.
I salute you man. Keep it up.
All the best to you.
You should write a book
you're a wonderful father man. to survive that adversity is incredible. love your stuff and thankful that you got through it. amazing story