Its scares me and calms me down when I listen to this song. The part that scares me is that there are people like me who go through this but cant talk about it with anyone and the calm part is listening, how beautifully he sung my problems.....
Both my niece at 16 and my brother at 49 died of suicide. This song gives me the letter that I never had from either of them. I appreciate your words Skippy. You've given me perspective and peace.
Anyone out there with depression, bpd, anxiety absolutely any mental health uniqueness, I support you all, love you all, care for you all, I understand it can be so silent in our minds & so loud, one day we will get ourselves heard by the people around us and many more and express how we truly think & feel, never give up and most of all NEVER quit this beautiful thing we call life which we have been given, hold the people closest tight and always spread love because you never know what people are battling inside of their minds, bless you all & stay strong!!!💪
I've been so strong for so long and I finally had let it out tonight by crying while my grandparents was in the bedroom cuz I didn't want them to see me at my worst cuz I try to act strong for them and our whole family
I just turned 15 and I've been struggling with depression and SH for 3 years. All of this hits so close to home. It's so odd that listening to this actually helps. In a weird way it's comforting to know that someone actually understands what me and hundreds of others are feeling.
I turned 15 a few months ago and I have been struggling with depression and that kind of stuff but when I listen to this song it reminds me that I'm not alone so in a way it helps because I can't talk to my family and friends because they don't get it
Same. I trust 3 people with my mental health. 2 have been though it and the third hasn't. The third one didn't help but the other two help so much because they know what it's like. Keep hanging on and don't give up
Thank u for making this song from your perspective.it helps to show me what someone who was closest to me may have been thinking when they made their decision.kinda gives a new perspective and opens eyes to the things we had missed while trapped in the cycles of our own lives to realize how easy it is to miss the signs of another’s struggles and how quickly a single decision can change so many lives and things to come.
“I shut everyone out cus I want to be alone” hit hard because when I’m struggling and in pain the last thing I want to do is bring someone else down with me, plus I don’t have the energy to socialize outside of work. Shutting people out and isolation is oddly comforting even though it’s lonely as well
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “what, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek God's kingdom and righteousness. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
When you are alone.. you are not lonely.. you are with yourself.. i like this.. i hope you all can understand what i mean.. in german its easier to say...
I've been listening to this song for like six months every day. Every time I listen this song I feel like there's someone out there that truly understands me. It makes me feel a little bit better
I suffered depression through my teens, 20s, 30s and into my 40s... I'm now in my 50s and while that beast bites every now and then, i own it, it doesn't own me. Stay strong, life is worth it ❤️
I've been struggling with depression for a few years now and considered suicide several times. These lyrics hit so hard for me because it describes how I felt during the past few years. I have told my parents. They helped for a few weeks but completely forgot about it after a month. My friend is the only one by my side who understands what's going on because she's going through the same thing. We stay up for hours talking and making sure the other is ok. She's probably the only reason I'm here right now. I am very grateful to have her by my side when things get tough. If you're struggling at all or even considering suicide, please know there is always light at the end of the tunnel and no matter what, there will always be someone out there who loves you and will help you. I have all of you in my heart and prayers and please know that you aren't alone.❤
been feeling the same for years now😢struggling wit depression and suicidal thoughts all the time but I’m tryna stay strong and try to win my battle for my brother it hurts me I can’t do that to him but idk if I can take it anymore I’m losing my mind i feel like I’m dreaming
Had a girl like that once, said she'd always be there for me until I told her I loved her then she ditched real quick. It's been like that my whole life when you need them the most they always leave.
we are all normal people who, for their passions or things done long ago, are heavily mocked to the point of exhaustion or getting them killed, people like me who get made fun of because I love cats, yes domestic cats are an obsession for me, so so much so that I took them as a role model, in short I mind my own business and don't bother anyone but in any case for things that happened some time ago I get made fun of or even worse, beaten up, even though it was a short period of about 1 or 2 months are a comparison of weakness and ignorance or even mental problems, although I don't have any.
I sure hope the person who did this song is still alive because this song alone, and the talent he used to make it are reason enough for him to continue! I don't care for that style of music however, I'm a music lover, and I think he did an awesome job on it! I'd live to hear more, only with positive vibes! Damn! You got what it takes! Forget about taking your life! Shit! Live it! You've got talent. Things do get better if you get out from under the dark cloud. I know it's hard, believe me I do! But you can do it! Prayers!
This song is so calming and tears me up reminding me how I feel. Sometimes I want to reach out but fear of how they'd react or how I am bothering them and adding more to their work load. I also feel like I am never good enough and this music helps me calm down. It is such a good song.
I’m right there too! It’s nice to know your not alone. But at the same time time knowing your not alone doesn’t inch you out of your head. It’s frustrating tiring. And for sure lonely.
Depression has no antidote no pills work it can make it stop for a short time then when you least expect bam there it is again worse than before I know how it is to not want to live I struggle every day to stay strong this song helps me to know there are others out there that feel the same keep your head up and stay strong
I'm not sure if it's the same for you, but at least for me I just don't want to hurt her, and make here feel like she's done something wrong. Even if I tried to talk to someone, I just wouldn't be able to think or express why I feel this way. I'd say I've done this for so long that it's just second nature to hide and burry anything and everything away, in a place no one can reach. I don't really feel much emotionally apart from the negative anymore, and almost nothing when I'm alone. I know it might sound sad to say this but, "I'm used to this." It's just repeat after repeat, day in day out. Hope you're doing ok bro, even though we and many others don't know each other I hope that we can all just see, have, live for just a second more see a day for what it truly is not just monochrome. Have just one more person we can talk to even if it is a rando on the internet. You've got this bro, just try to take one step at a time and take all the breaks you need along the way, I know at least I won't blame you. Sorry for the little rant.
@nuclearmind8356 no don't apologize for the rant. To be honest it's the first time someone's taken the time to say something to me that isn't blaming me or shaming me. It's hard to find anyone who understands my struggles. Like every day I have to fight the urge to take myself out and that fight I'm afraid to say but I'm losing it a Lil more everyday. My mom is the type well her whole family is the type where they don't believe mental health is actually real for some dumb reason . And that's why I'm alone in this fight.
@@joshuaarreola5813 Sorry but oh god they're those type of people like ffs "Oh no one I know has said that they have 'mental health' issues, so it doesn't exist. what they said that they do, then they're lying and I won't associate with them any more." Like grow up and try to look any crack in your fragile world view and see that things aren't so plain as you think. And I am sorry for in essence attacking your family but how sheltered can people be from the outside world. And even though this conversation may end eventually I want you to try and remember that even when the world falls down and the walls close in you can at least call a helpline, I hope. No matter what you are the only you, and while it might not seem like it but there is at least one person that would miss you bro. And while I wouldn't know if you did go through with it, I'd miss you all the same. But even if you can't press forwards just try to keep where you are it doesn't matter if you fall back you can learn from what you did right and what went wrong, and use that to push further than ever before. And while it may hold true that some might blame or curse you out if you do fall to far and go through with it, I hope that it doesn't come to that, but, if it does that at least I won't blame you, disregard you, or hate you. You'd have done all that you could and while it'd be a loss to see you go, I'd take solace that you did do all you could. And never, ever even think to yourself that you can't cry, fear, or show weakness to yourself. Even if it's hard for you to process your emotions, and yes I know it might sound stupid but maybe try and start a diary of sorts. Write/Type out what you can. What you fell and why if you can it's the only other thing to realise your inner thoughts and emotions apart from talking to someone which, as you've said you don't really have any viable options to do that with. And with the 'dairy' doesn't sound right for you I'm sure that there are many groups where you'd be welcomed with open arms, I hope you and everyone else can work through it and come out holding your heads high. And be proud not ashamed of the hardships you've gone through because you've survive. But there's nothing to be ashamed of if you can't work through it, you gave it all you could and that truly is the only thing that I could ask for everyone feels things differently so don't let anyone put you down for how and why you feel the way you do no one is the same we're all different and that's a beautiful and scary thing all at the same time. And while it really is one of the hardest things to do try and find just one person be it someone only or irl that you can just talk to with zero expectations of each other. I truly do hope that you can get through this bro but don't push yourself just take all the time that you need and just try and be yourself, don't hide away your true self away. You've got this. And yeah I know it's an absolute wall.
@@GHOSTFACESNEXTVICTIM yes , maybe 2 question U can ans if u are comfortable The reason u tried?( I know it's very difficult to tell to a stranger so I won't mind if u don't answer) What are u doing now in life?
Blasting this through my headphones rn at work. Im surrounded by all these people at work, but I feel alone. Outside of work I lost my friends to a stupid decision. I hurt them all so bad. Betrayed them. Then when I finally realized what had transpired it was too late. They want nothing to do with me. I tried to make it right but it's too late. I know that nobody is gonna read this, but I figured I'd let loose on here since nobody else will listen 😅😢
I feel u hun. I fight with myself all day cause I hate myself. I know the pain I feel I would never want another to feel this way. I know u don't know me but I'm here for u and if u need to talk I got u I'll shoot my #. Plz never do anything. It will get better. I know it will.
It's really hard being someone who used to be the brightest and having a "perfect" and happy life to someone who has no bit of hapiness or energy left, and worst of all people go and leave you at your worst when you need someone
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” This means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present even during the darkest storm. Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek God's kingdom and righteousness. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength. John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Stay strong, it’ll get better! Believe it or not there are people out there who care about you, it just takes time to notice them. But the most important thing is learning to care for yourself, which is the first step. When I was suffering with depression it started when I lost the love for myself which made me feel like everyone else did too, but every experience is different. Remember everyone here is going through the same thing you are. (Sr for the paragraph lol) :)) And if you feel like you can’t tell anyone bc of judgement, I’m not judging you!! ( hope this helps, sr if it doesn’t!) ok one last thing lol, you got it though yesterday so you can get it through today! Okkk I’m done now srrr! :)))
I’m so impressed with the concept of this video and the different aspects that it brings to light about sadness, depression and suicide. I pray for those who have suffered loss due to suicide and pray that the ones who are suffering will find the strength to overcome their pain and demons . I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety since I was young and I don’t wish it on my worst enemies.
“I ain’t happy with the person that I am” hit me like a ton of bricks. Bless you all guys, as distant as we sometimes may try to be from ourselves and the reality of what harm comes our way, we are not alone in the fight and you my friend, are the hero of your story 🌊
God this song is so calming I can listen to this all day bcz the lyrics are just exactly how I feel plus the voice is calming as well. Love this song so much
I can’t even express how much I completely and totally relate with this song and these feelings, I hate feeling this way and I just don’t want to do it anymore. 😭💔
I struggle everyday, no one knows. A lot of times I don’t wanna worry people cuz when they worry it worry’s me. Idk, it’s confusing. All I know is I held on this long, but one quote keeps me here and forgive me that I don’t know who was the original author is. But it goes something like this. “Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on to those who care.” Kinda cheesy. But it helps me, cuz I don’t want anyone to feel this kinda pain and loneliness.
I love this song, ive been depressed and suicidal for half of my life and i relate so much to this that ive listend to it so many times. And the combination of soft music and sad lyrics gets me.
"I've been in my room ive been counting down the time counting Down the hours till I finally take my life" that line hits too close to home I'm 14 and I've almost tried several times I've been thinking about it alot lately but then I think of friends and it helps a little I hope you guys are good
Hey buddy i feel you I really do. I'm 42 and have felt that way longer then you have been alive, just remember how your feeling right now, suicide doesn't end the pain, just transfers it to people who care and are left behind. I do not want anyone to ever feel like this especially because of me. Seriously dude talk to someone, spill your guts, cry and sob if need be. If you get in a bad way the veteran suicide hotline has an emergency number now its 988, doesn't matter that you're a civilian or that you're 14, call and stay on the line you'll get through.
Hey please get some help, i have just lost my nephew to suicide and our family is broken and would have done anything to help if he gave us the chance❤️
Stay strong I've suffered depression and drug abuse for most of my life thank God I finally had enough of losing everything time after time I lost alot of close friends & family to drug overdoses stay strong you can do this 💪
My friends son walked into a train 2 days ago. May he rest in peace now. Online, the sheriff's dept posted his demise. People argued about how he must have been drunk or high and called him names. He suffered from schizophrenia and was the nicest person you would have ever met. It's tragic, it's horrible and no one can ever explain it.
I have had depression since I was 7 years old and I am 13 now but I am still struggling with it it’s been a rough few for me thank u for reading this 🙏 no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start and make a brand new ending.” - Carl Bard
Wdym by depression? Don't you have a legendary life to look forward to? If u see any problem make it ur goal to solve it that's the power of youth why depression?
Yo bro we in the exact same boat I'm also 13 and hella depressed It feels like you just want to let go and honestly it doesnt sound that bad to be fair
WoW this song really hit home for me, and how I’ve been feeling. I attempted to end it all numerous times, and ways, but for some reason, it never worked. Now I’m just a recluse who stays in my room almost all day and night with my mind always running around. I fought out of this before, and I will find a way to do it again! I pray for everyone else who is going through the same things. ❤
Hey to sassykaren7587. Please don't attempt to end it all again, you are so loved, even by complete strangers who read posts and feel a connection from what you say. Me ? I struggle also with depression. I've attempted suicide 3 times , not successfully obviously and .unfortunately. my gf just left me without saying 1 word to me. I'm hurting but it doesn't matter about me. I saw your post, you have me 🙏 for you If you EVER need someone to talk too I'm here. Please be safe.
People dont want to commit suicide, they want the pain to stop, they want to feel again, they want to rember what its like to feel ok. Those who commit siucide may have been forgotten, but i wont forget, i want to live past the pain, i feel that if i live, its not just for me, im living on for those who were unable to. Those who were tired and had exhausted all of their strength. They are the reason im still here. I want you all to know that, yes im tired, but im willing to live with and for you, pls live with and for those who gave up alongside me, we may be Miles apart but i still love you. Im leaving this so that when you read this, it is engraved in your heart. - a stranger, whos willing to live for all of you❤❤
Slow overdose not wanting to wake up. This song is beautiful and calming trance dental 💔💜💜 Thank you for your powerful and beautiful song please keep shining on earth angel x
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
Surprised this song isn't more well known. Every day I struggle with the feeling of worthlessness. I see countless people who are pure evil get blessed in life and continue to, yet I was taught to be a good person and I would be rewarded... yet it showers sh!t on me constantly.
Hi, this is actually in the Bible as well like the question why evil people seem to be so fortunate but we have to look at the end of these people. Every one will stand in front of God. Only people forgiven by the LORD JESUS CHRIST will be able to pass the judgement. I wish you all all the best. I feel what you are saying deeply.
She looks in the mirror with tears in her eyes. She’s telling herself she will be okay because no one else will. She wipes her tears away. Looks in the mirror and puts a smile on her face. She walks out and keeps that smile plastered on her face. Little did they know that was the last time she would fake her smile. Later that night the pain became too much. She wrote a letter and left it on the table. She left the house. No one saw her fake smile. No one saw her wrists. No one understood. No one was there for her. She was always there. Now she will never come back again. She closed her eyes and fell forward. The water caved around her. She wasn’t coming home this time. Her mom finds the note and falls to the floor. She can’t believe her baby felt like this. What her daughter did was a sin that God will never forgive. Trying to drown the pain. She goes to church. Everyone’s telling her that her daughter is in hell now. She doesn’t know what to believe. She just misses her baby girl. Wondering who hurt her baby girl so bad. The tears stream down her face. She was only 13. A poem I wrote
I used to listen to this song back when I was struggling with depression, now I can comfortably say that I'm free and happy. Do to every thing that I went through I have some tips to share with you in case you need it, 1 - don't let you emotions keep you away from asking for help " I know that you might be in a situation that you feel like no matter what you tried it's not going to work, DON'T let that get in your head ever I followed that rule for several year and I've wasted 3 years of of live" 2 - don't think that your the only one who's going through that just find a person who's going to understand what are you going through thus you can talk too "IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT" eventually I promise you that your going to have a regular life in which your gonna be happy. depression
Very Poetic song ❤. Please don't hurt or destroy yourself, You've got extreme talent and can definitely do many Good things with it for yourself and other's.
This got my heat beating.. I was seconds away from doing it.. until I came across this song making me realize ppl care for me ,(well at least I think they do..)and ppl care for u too. Don’t let them bring u down you are sting you can do it. Never give up hun, I love u so much even tho I don’t know u I care for u love stay here and let me love u let others love and care for u
@@Raelyn1125 your comment made it better and worse. Better cause it means alot to me. Even if you are a complete stranger. Worse cause it makes me feel more of a burden to everyone. If you only knew the level of mental breakdown I had after reading your comment.
Is it weird how much i can relate to a song, i got diagnosed w depression at 11 years old and have been battleing mental illness ever since to any stranger out there going through smh bad i am here for u x
I love his voice, this song is so calming and I relate to the lyrics so well... I've been struggling my whole life but I know what depression is since 4 years now and I honestly lost all hope that anything would change to the better. I'm going to therapy and use medications, it doesn't change anything for me because I still feel so fcking messed up. I tried so many times to get out of this hole but it just feels like I'm falling deeper.. I honestly think that it would be better if I end my suffering, I'm sick of „It's going to be okay"..You don't know what's going on behind my eyes, please stop saying that. I'm old enough to decide for myself what's the best for me.. I'm sorry mom but no one ever asked me if I wanted to be here in the first place, I never did. If anyone here in the comments still have that little light in their heart, please try to climb out of this deep hole..please just try it...I know it's too late for me but I really hope you guys can see the light in the darkness again some day, I'm proud of everyone here that's been going trough so much pain and is still standing..I really am proud. And please remember, it's not your fault for being that person you are now and for struggling with all this..It was never your fault to be born in this messed up sociaty, but you have a choice to decide the end of your story... I love you all❤️
Omg your comment really touched me. And.. you're right, me too i'm really fed up with people telling me: " it's gonna be okay" or " this is just a phase" like even my own parents can't understand me. But honestly i came asking, How are you now?? I hope you're better but yeah... this is not easy at all i wish we'd find someone that'll understand us. ;(
@@Minsoo_xx I'm sorry that you relate to that, I know how hard it is when no one tries to understand you. I'm not really feeling better but thank you so much for asking🙏 I hope you are doing okay..if not that's also okay! I'm proud of you, even if you're just breathing..being here right now is more then enough❤️ Maybe one day someone will see the real us..
There is no such a thing is late, every second is a matter of time so use it wisely and be men who face every problem u been facing, remember When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked into it, that's what the storm is all about. When you can't control what's happening to you. you control how you respond to it. yes it is life its so unfair, instead of making urself to do that to u well i can say ur wasting ur life, yeah i just said it ur wasting, ur a waste, a person who's wasting his potential, you will never know if you try, look for the best version of you, pathetic if you gonna make urself like that our potential is infinite.
Man. I feel this. No one asked my ass either. Grrrrr. I love for the good times, few and far between... my heart breaks more than it feels happy it seems. This smile is just a mask. For you, for me, for them, for us... I pray for those tiny little moments of peace in our hearts and happiness to linger longer and give us solace. Right now in this moment, I am ok... but damn do I feel this song and can I relate? More times than not. Popped up on my feed so you know it must. Hang in there. People do love us more than we realize. I woke up to 7 of my loved ones around me happy that I was still here. Didn't make my heart feel any better. Guess l will take this G and go back to sleep... without it, I would probably relate even more. Well damn. That's a reality that is sad. Fuck man.
It's literally 3 in the morning.. im still awake..and it's always been like this for a while now. Im tired of everything. Im tired of crying myself to sleep every night.. i miss myself. Even though i never had the happy version of myself. I just want someone to vent without feeling like im a burden or something. I wanna do it, i wanna disappear but the religious beliefs had kept me alive this long. But I don't know how long I'll be able to continue. I know no one will notice this but if you're reading this then thank you so much for taking your time listening to me. Im grateful. I love y'all, stay happy ❤
Depression is real😢For anyone going through this I pray that God brings u peace & lets u feel the love u r so deserving of. Ephesians 2:19-22 Whenever u feel unloved, unimportant or insecure remember to whom you belong🙏🏻
Always when i manage to get my shit back together and get more stability in my life, here i am coming back with these suicidal thoughts. It's like I can't allow myself to be happy somehow. I wonder if anyone is going through the same somewhere
Many of us do, but most don't wish to talk about it. Just know you aren't alone, even if it seems like you are. We all carry those crosses on your shoulders, though it may be in opposite directions.
I'm sorry to hear how you are at the moment. May the Lord bless you and lift you up from the pit. God can restore any situation, He can fix any problem, No matter how dark the situation, no matter how hurt the heart, the Lord is always nearby to support, uplift, and love that believer! Call out to the Lord, and ask for Him to draw closer. when your mind is clouded with negativity and hopelessness; you should never act upon hurting yourself in such a state of mind. struggles are part of life not life itself. If people committed suicide when they encountered a challenge or a problem; we will no longer exist as humans. Because struggle, challenge or problem begins the moment we are born. the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. We know we don't want to die because dying bodies always end up fighting to survive. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. I'm not trying to minimize or dismiss what you are going through but I just want you to know this too shall pass. Always be glad because of the Lord! God is real and There is nothing impossible for Him. All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. Problems that seem so overwhelming today will be looked back upon years later as virtually meaningless. Often, the hard times in our lives, when things may seem hopeless, are really opportunities to learn valuable lessons such as humility, dependence on God, the value of prayer, or to learn how to help others who are suffering. Every one of your personal tragedies strengthens your resolve to move to the next one and share with others your experience or pain. We learn, and we grow, but in the end we all die. But murder is one of the worst things a human being can possibly do. just consider that murdering a human is a terrible thing to do since you've stolen their chance at life, and violated their freedom. In the case of suicide, you've robbed your future self of a life, which is as terrible as snuffing out the life from another innocent person. many times when people are in horrible pain; that they believe will never end, it isn't true. It's just that the pain feels so bad, you can't imagine it ever ending. Think of adolescents who commit suicide because they've been bullied, or stockbrokers who commit suicide because they've lost money. Those problems seem bad at first but can get better as time goes on. If you have been hurt in life make the decision today and now that you will never willingly put someone else through that by taking your own life. If you have been hurt, churn it into love and give it back. “Think of your loved ones, how much they will hurt!”. You will spread your pain around to others, it grows and multiplies. it will generate a lot of sadness and grief among your loved ones." think about your neighbors... all the poor and needy people, millions of childrens are starving, no clothes, homeless, orphans and widows, disabled people, etc they all need someone to help them. Try helping others and it will make you happy. Put a smile on those little heartbroken parentless and homeless children in this world. You can save the little one who really don’t have nothing left and whose life has become so bad and is dying just by you staying alive and caring to help the little one!!! Volunteer your time, money, or energy to help others in need, that doesn't just make the world better-it also makes you better. God will bless you in abundance. we do not live for ourselves only, and we do not die for ourselves only. Christ fought the ultimate battle when He suffered and died for our sins. Christ fought for us on the cross, and He won. His death and resurrection paid the price for our sins, and because of His wounds, we are healed. With Christ there is always hope. Give your worries to the Lord. In times of hardship, we need to really take the time to seek God and His promises. Please take some time to just openly seek God through His word. Take a break from all distractions and just fill yourself with the word of God. Think of Jesus He prayed all the time, lived for Him in fact, and in the end was murdered by a bunch of people claiming to be Godly. our Lord Jesus did this for you and me and everyone else. Isaiah 53:3 He is despised and rejected by men, A Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. And we hid, as it were, our faces from Him; He was despised, and we did not esteem Him. John 15:13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
Are you feeling better now? I hope so! You are loved and not alone! Here’s a person who understands you! Hold on further! If you wanna talk: I am always here for you!
Soldiers risk their lives to save others, and they are determined to live. But lately... not many of us seem to be determined to live anymore. Quite a lot of us are just wishing we could die instead...
He just wrote what I’m feeling and can’t do I’m crying while typing this cuz I almost lost hope in everything in my life. I want to end up my pain but all my hands are tied up please god save me from myself oh father I’m in pain ❤️🩹
Don't give up brother, Jesus loves you. Btw that list shouldn't contain swear words, that's my bad. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter!
i hope you're okay, when i discover this song i was very sad at first but i think i'll keep going on and be better with myself. I hope you're okay or a least little less sad big hug to you (btw this song is really soothing)
“I shut everyone out cuz I wanna be alone I been in my room been counting down the hours till I take my life I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore” hits hard 😢💔
as a depressed 41 years old guy myself (from Indonesia), this song is surprisingly good, especially the lyrics, because it's deeply relatable, without any toxic positivity, optimism bias typical in most songs nowadays. I'll admit, it's very surprising that with its super depressing lyrics, this song can somehow still got quite popular (with a lot of views).
Scary how much i can resonate with this song. "Ive beeb tryna run but im moving too slow" got me alot most days feel hopeless tired of setbacks ive been dying to get out this whole
Just lost my mom in August. Miss her so much. Everyone loved how sweet and kind she was. People always complimented me about her. Your mom’s so sweet. I always agreed. Miss you momma love you forever go be with Jesus and your not sick anymore.
To all who is thinking that they are worthless just remember one thing, all buried diamond will not found on same time, yeah it may take some more time, until no one will know about that, Some are may not found but still it is a diamond. So not everyone have to know your worth, if you know your worth that it's more than enough ......❤❤❤
This song reminds me how my parents treated me and kept blaming me for everything it made me cry so much after all the pain hurt that I've been threw i dont know what to do next becoz it got to much im tired and sick for treating me like this but this song made me calm down
That you for making this song when ever my depression starts to kick in at home i always listen to this and it helps me not to cry even though it is hard i will only cry if i am alone so thank you for making this song i can relate to this thank you ❤
Brother, please do not do it, i know it must be insanely hard but do not give up. Jesus loves you, suicide is not worth it. You went through so much and are still here, you're remarkable. Keep up the good fight.
This song is so relatable especially when he says he says "i shut everyone put cuz i wanna be alone" I found this song a little while ago and i love crying to this
Just putting a fake smile on my mouth. Just closing the door of my brain. By just ignoring my self. Just letting my self to be drowned in the ocean of depression. Just trying not to cry and not to make my attention towards me..... slowly....time will come to take the step.....that will take everything from me even myself ....
@skippymusic1 thank you for these songs. They help me through my depression. I've been goin through a lot and I say I'm fine but I'm not okay, but I just can't tell anyone how i feel bc i cant imagine anyone feelin bad for me
To Anyone reading this, I'm a survivor i tried 2 times but wasn’t Successful. It's not worth taking your own life. Your life does matter i may not know you but your life does matter to me . Ive been wear you are right now. You can get through this. If i can do it so can you. Keep on fighting. Stay one more day .
I have tried like 5 times. I cut my veins once and was bleeding. You get a rush and no pain. They asked to take me to the hospital so I went. This was in 2020 and I should not have went to the er. It is easier if you are mad and then you do it. It wont even hurt and you will feel a rush as you see the blood rushing. Its
I hate that people have to deal with the things I do but if you’re like me and deal with these types of things I wish you the best of luck getting out of your situation just try to think about all the people that care about you next time you think of committing
All the people who never helped, never understood or could understand. It's not for them, it's not selfish, it's just one last thing you did for youself
Don't give up brother/sister Jesus loves you. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter! Stay strong
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. Everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. when we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. We serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. And when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
God i know life’s so tough for me and life changed for me and everything is different now , but god please give me more strength more power i dont wanna be down , and i know nothing else i could do , but hey i know some day i will be proud , and things will change
I am 39 and honestly just feel it is time to leave this world, tell people this and they say you are just being selfish. Folks just don’t understand when u have this feeling of permanent unhappiness.
@@ashleybrown6824people just don’t get we don’t want to feel this way, we hate having this feeling in us. Mentally we are tired and broken, and just sick of hearing things will get better wait and see. We wait day in day out for this supposable better, and what do we get? That constant thought of why am i still here, and feeling less and less like a person cause you just hope the lights will just go out on their own. Before you decide to put them out yourself.
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Tysm ❤️
Glad to see you here
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Your music is sick bro, it's a remedy for my pain
did he kill himself yet
@@dragonstary Why would he kill himself?😅
Its scares me and calms me down when I listen to this song. The part that scares me is that there are people like me who go through this but cant talk about it with anyone and the calm part is listening, how beautifully he sung my problems.....
i hate your name.
@@sotired7453 yeah thats true❤😊
@@parigupta4776 sorry
@@nityanand2378 its okay :)
And I'm one of them
Its strange how we can share things with random strangers on the internet but not the people closest to us.
Because I think if they knew they would just laugh
It's because they don't know you that they wouldn't be able to judge you
Truth..I hope somehow everybody including myself can find some peace.
Cause I feel more secure not people close to u trying to offer you advise and laugh at you behind closed doors
Facts
Both my niece at 16 and my brother at 49 died of suicide. This song gives me the letter that I never had from either of them. I appreciate your words Skippy. You've given me perspective and peace.
That's sad. I hope they lived a good life and are living a better life on the other side. May they rest in peace under god's love for them, amen.🙏
Im so sorry
get outttttttt
@@baxtersincalirhaggerty me?
@@baxtersincalirhaggertytf
"I dont wanna feel this pain anymore" hits so hard...this song is very addictive i kept on listening everyday.❤
My new favorite song
Pray for a rescue
Same
I dont wanna feel this pain i have felt to much so i say im fine
Same here,but i am an introvert I die wity problems and hurtaches bt to everyone am ok is the theme
Anyone out there with depression, bpd, anxiety absolutely any mental health uniqueness, I support you all, love you all, care for you all, I understand it can be so silent in our minds & so loud, one day we will get ourselves heard by the people around us and many more and express how we truly think & feel, never give up and most of all NEVER quit this beautiful thing we call life which we have been given, hold the people closest tight and always spread love because you never know what people are battling inside of their minds, bless you all & stay strong!!!💪
Nah fam don’t support me plz, I’m sorry but all I do is fuck up cuz I am a fuck up so I’m very close to doing it
I’m of being strong all the time. And today I’m just going to let it all out 😢❤😢❤.
I've been so strong for so long and I finally had let it out tonight by crying while my grandparents was in the bedroom cuz I didn't want them to see me at my worst cuz I try to act strong for them and our whole family
Thank you
I can’t keep going on tho, I don’t wanna be alive anymore, nothing I do is enough for anyone and I give my all and all I get is taken advantage of
"If one cries,it's not because they are weak,it's because they have been too strong for too long."
-Wise Man
Real talk
Real😊
Cry out to Jesus, He will answer. I was a suicidal junkie for years, now I'm a grandma and clean 8yrs.
Itachi uchiha said this first
Yea just don't do it where anyone can see lest it be held against you in the future.
I just turned 15 and I've been struggling with depression and SH for 3 years. All of this hits so close to home. It's so odd that listening to this actually helps. In a weird way it's comforting to know that someone actually understands what me and hundreds of others are feeling.
I turned 15 a few months ago and I have been struggling with depression and that kind of stuff but when I listen to this song it reminds me that I'm not alone so in a way it helps because I can't talk to my family and friends because they don't get it
@@BritneyGerou I get that, mine don't either, but I'm proud of how far you've come
@@KE-YS thank you, it hasn't been easy but going through this tought me who actually cares about me cuz those are the ones who will stay by my side
Same. I trust 3 people with my mental health. 2 have been though it and the third hasn't. The third one didn't help but the other two help so much because they know what it's like. Keep hanging on and don't give up
You should listen to lil peep he helped me alot but if he's not your style that's ok
Thank u for making this song from your perspective.it helps to show me what someone who was closest to me may have been thinking when they made their decision.kinda gives a new perspective and opens eyes to the things we had missed while trapped in the cycles of our own lives to realize how easy it is to miss the signs of another’s struggles and how quickly a single decision can change so many lives and things to come.
"I've been counting down the hours until I finally take my life"hits too close to home.
Same
Same
Same
Been feeling the same for these couple of weeks,
Não faça isso,Jesus te ama ❤
Isn't it weird how song about the most unbearable pain can be a pain killer?
true
Fr
Yup i was furious and about to do something reckless then youtube put this track in my face.
Then now I'm calm 😂🤦🏻♂️.
It's just very weird
You have no idea how much this song is helping me right now. Thank you, for sharing your talent and soul with us. Beautiful ♥️
“I shut everyone out cus I want to be alone” hit hard because when I’m struggling and in pain the last thing I want to do is bring someone else down with me, plus I don’t have the energy to socialize outside of work. Shutting people out and isolation is oddly comforting even though it’s lonely as well
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “what, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek God's kingdom and righteousness. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
I feel you😢
When you are alone.. you are not lonely.. you are with yourself.. i like this.. i hope you all can understand what i mean.. in german its easier to say...
So very true . I tend to isolate alot
I've been listening to this song for like six months every day. Every time I listen this song I feel like there's someone out there that truly understands me. It makes me feel a little bit better
Same
You're not alone and I understand
I suffered depression through my teens, 20s, 30s and into my 40s... I'm now in my 50s and while that beast bites every now and then, i own it, it doesn't own me. Stay strong, life is worth it ❤️
But, Is it?
@@smcustom yes!
@@MeSleepy172I wish I could just go 😢
Life is not for me
@@smcustomyes
I've been struggling with depression for a few years now and considered suicide several times. These lyrics hit so hard for me because it describes how I felt during the past few years. I have told my parents. They helped for a few weeks but completely forgot about it after a month. My friend is the only one by my side who understands what's going on because she's going through the same thing. We stay up for hours talking and making sure the other is ok. She's probably the only reason I'm here right now. I am very grateful to have her by my side when things get tough.
If you're struggling at all or even considering suicide, please know there is always light at the end of the tunnel and no matter what, there will always be someone out there who loves you and will help you. I have all of you in my heart and prayers and please know that you aren't alone.❤
Crying while reading your comment..
I always think about It word's suicide it's been Chasing me In my thoughts Every night.
been feeling the same for years now😢struggling wit depression and suicidal thoughts all the time but I’m tryna stay strong and try to win my battle for my brother it hurts me I can’t do that to him but idk if I can take it anymore I’m losing my mind i feel like I’m dreaming
Had a girl like that once, said she'd always be there for me until I told her I loved her then she ditched real quick. It's been like that my whole life when you need them the most they always leave.
I’m am so happy you have someone to feel their pain and to help each other I hope you r friendship never ends 🥹🤧
we are all normal people who, for their passions or things done long ago, are heavily mocked to the point of exhaustion or getting them killed, people like me who get made fun of because I love cats, yes domestic cats are an obsession for me, so so much so that I took them as a role model, in short I mind my own business and don't bother anyone but in any case for things that happened some time ago I get made fun of or even worse, beaten up, even though it was a short period of about 1 or 2 months are a comparison of weakness and ignorance or even mental problems, although I don't have any.
I sure hope the person who did this song is still alive because this song alone, and the talent he used to make it are reason enough for him to continue! I don't care for that style of music however, I'm a music lover, and I think he did an awesome job on it! I'd live to hear more, only with positive vibes! Damn! You got what it takes! Forget about taking your life! Shit! Live it! You've got talent. Things do get better if you get out from under the dark cloud. I know it's hard, believe me I do! But you can do it! Prayers!
This song is so calming and tears me up reminding me how I feel. Sometimes I want to reach out but fear of how they'd react or how I am bothering them and adding more to their work load. I also feel like I am never good enough and this music helps me calm down. It is such a good song.
I feel you mate. Facking smiles 24*7*365, I feel you.
I’m right there too! It’s nice to know your not alone. But at the same time time knowing your not alone doesn’t inch you out of your head. It’s frustrating tiring. And for sure lonely.
Suffersilently I do that all the time
@@My-cute-baby-sister Welcome to bloody party mate!!!
@@harshmishra2075 your British I speak British but it's a second language
Depression has no antidote no pills work it can make it stop for a short time then when you least expect bam there it is again worse than before I know how it is to not want to live I struggle every day to stay strong this song helps me to know there are others out there that feel the same keep your head up and stay strong
I think this is my new favorite song ❤
The lyrics are how I feel everyday
The beat is so beautiful
His voice is amazing
Pretend my pain away is another one it describes my relationship with my mom and my mental health
@@joshuaarreola5813 I'm sorry to hear you relate to that :(
I'm not sure if it's the same for you, but at least for me I just don't want to hurt her, and make here feel like she's done something wrong. Even if I tried to talk to someone, I just wouldn't be able to think or express why I feel this way. I'd say I've done this for so long that it's just second nature to hide and burry anything and everything away, in a place no one can reach. I don't really feel much emotionally apart from the negative anymore, and almost nothing when I'm alone. I know it might sound sad to say this but, "I'm used to this." It's just repeat after repeat, day in day out.
Hope you're doing ok bro, even though we and many others don't know each other I hope that we can all just see, have, live for just a second more see a day for what it truly is not just monochrome. Have just one more person we can talk to even if it is a rando on the internet. You've got this bro, just try to take one step at a time and take all the breaks you need along the way, I know at least I won't blame you.
Sorry for the little rant.
@nuclearmind8356 no don't apologize for the rant. To be honest it's the first time someone's taken the time to say something to me that isn't blaming me or shaming me. It's hard to find anyone who understands my struggles. Like every day I have to fight the urge to take myself out and that fight I'm afraid to say but I'm losing it a Lil more everyday. My mom is the type well her whole family is the type where they don't believe mental health is actually real for some dumb reason . And that's why I'm alone in this fight.
@@joshuaarreola5813 Sorry but oh god they're those type of people like ffs "Oh no one I know has said that they have 'mental health' issues, so it doesn't exist. what they said that they do, then they're lying and I won't associate with them any more." Like grow up and try to look any crack in your fragile world view and see that things aren't so plain as you think. And I am sorry for in essence attacking your family but how sheltered can people be from the outside world.
And even though this conversation may end eventually I want you to try and remember that even when the world falls down and the walls close in you can at least call a helpline, I hope. No matter what you are the only you, and while it might not seem like it but there is at least one person that would miss you bro. And while I wouldn't know if you did go through with it, I'd miss you all the same.
But even if you can't press forwards just try to keep where you are it doesn't matter if you fall back you can learn from what you did right and what went wrong, and use that to push further than ever before. And while it may hold true that some might blame or curse you out if you do fall to far and go through with it, I hope that it doesn't come to that, but, if it does that at least I won't blame you, disregard you, or hate you. You'd have done all that you could and while it'd be a loss to see you go, I'd take solace that you did do all you could.
And never, ever even think to yourself that you can't cry, fear, or show weakness to yourself. Even if it's hard for you to process your emotions, and yes I know it might sound stupid but maybe try and start a diary of sorts. Write/Type out what you can. What you fell and why if you can it's the only other thing to realise your inner thoughts and emotions apart from talking to someone which, as you've said you don't really have any viable options to do that with. And with the 'dairy' doesn't sound right for you I'm sure that there are many groups where you'd be welcomed with open arms, I hope you and everyone else can work through it and come out holding your heads high. And be proud not ashamed of the hardships you've gone through because you've survive. But there's nothing to be ashamed of if you can't work through it, you gave it all you could and that truly is the only thing that I could ask for everyone feels things differently so don't let anyone put you down for how and why you feel the way you do no one is the same we're all different and that's a beautiful and scary thing all at the same time. And while it really is one of the hardest things to do try and find just one person be it someone only or irl that you can just talk to with zero expectations of each other.
I truly do hope that you can get through this bro but don't push yourself just take all the time that you need and just try and be yourself, don't hide away your true self away. You've got this.
And yeah I know it's an absolute wall.
2 time survivor here. Keep going. Find your people. Ending everything is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I love y'all.
Thank you❤
I’d rather be in the arms of Jesus than look for someone who gives a rats ass to hear my voice. Screw it.
Heey can I ask u a question??
@@Khushiidalal Me? Yeah, sure :)
@@GHOSTFACESNEXTVICTIM yes , maybe 2 question
U can ans if u are comfortable
The reason u tried?( I know it's very difficult to tell to a stranger so I won't mind if u don't answer)
What are u doing now in life?
Blasting this through my headphones rn at work. Im surrounded by all these people at work, but I feel alone. Outside of work I lost my friends to a stupid decision. I hurt them all so bad. Betrayed them. Then when I finally realized what had transpired it was too late. They want nothing to do with me. I tried to make it right but it's too late. I know that nobody is gonna read this, but I figured I'd let loose on here since nobody else will listen 😅😢
I understand ur pain
Its alright dude
I read it....I care.
You r not alone here,in 4 years time everything's going to be really fine.❤
I feel u hun. I fight with myself all day cause I hate myself. I know the pain I feel I would never want another to feel this way. I know u don't know me but I'm here for u and if u need to talk I got u I'll shoot my #. Plz never do anything. It will get better. I know it will.
It's really hard being someone who used to be the brightest and having a "perfect" and happy life to someone who has no bit of hapiness or energy left, and worst of all people go and leave you at your worst when you need someone
Yes’s I can relate. I’m at that point to.
Sucks that we feel this way. I'm sorry dude. Air hugs. 🥹
You can always come back to this post and talk to me.
Anyone in this post thread.
@@SosukeAizen748 i need to talk with someone cz im deepöy depressed with drpg abusion
Never heard of Skippy before, never heard this song. But it just instantly became one of my go to's!
Same, it's really relatable
same. This just popped up onto my recommended.
This calms me down because I've been struggling with depression and for years I never told anyone because I don't want to get judged by people
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” This means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present even during the darkest storm. Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek God's kingdom and righteousness. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Stay strong, it’ll get better! Believe it or not there are people out there who care about you, it just takes time to notice them. But the most important thing is learning to care for yourself, which is the first step. When I was suffering with depression it started when I lost the love for myself which made me feel like everyone else did too, but every experience is different. Remember everyone here is going through the same thing you are. (Sr for the paragraph lol) :)) And if you feel like you can’t tell anyone bc of judgement, I’m not judging you!! ( hope this helps, sr if it doesn’t!) ok one last thing lol, you got it though yesterday so you can get it through today! Okkk I’m done now srrr! :)))
I know that feeling so well! You are not alone. Let’s keep fighting, even though I know how hard it is.
Thank you all for supporting me and thank you
@MelodieSon-ll9dj I did it with pleasure
I’m so impressed with the concept of this video and the different aspects that it brings to light about sadness, depression and suicide. I pray for those who have suffered loss due to suicide and pray that the ones who are suffering will find the strength to overcome their pain and demons . I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety since I was young and I don’t wish it on my worst enemies.
Yes!
I can relate 1000% to that comment!
Amen 🙏🏻
“I ain’t happy with the person that I am” hit me like a ton of bricks. Bless you all guys, as distant as we sometimes may try to be from ourselves and the reality of what harm comes our way, we are not alone in the fight and you my friend, are the hero of your story 🌊
God this song is so calming I can listen to this all day bcz the lyrics are just exactly how I feel plus the voice is calming as well. Love this song so much
This song meant sooo much to me back then omg!
I can’t even express how much I completely and totally relate with this song and these feelings, I hate feeling this way and I just don’t want to do it anymore. 😭💔
I feel you. But we gotta keep living and maybe one day it will be okay. Just seems impossible most days 😭
@@beccas.1496 I’m trying really hard, and holding on in the hopes that one day, it will be okay. Thank you for your encouragement and support ❤️😭🙏🏻
❤❤❤ I fell You Bro, keep going ! It’s gonna get better ♥️
bro we are struggling together 🫂💙 please never give up, you are so worth
I struggle everyday, no one knows. A lot of times I don’t wanna worry people cuz when they worry it worry’s me. Idk, it’s confusing. All I know is I held on this long, but one quote keeps me here and forgive me that I don’t know who was the original author is. But it goes something like this. “Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on to those who care.” Kinda cheesy. But it helps me, cuz I don’t want anyone to feel this kinda pain and loneliness.
I love this song, ive been depressed and suicidal for half of my life and i relate so much to this that ive listend to it so many times. And the combination of soft music and sad lyrics gets me.
Me too
"I've been in my room ive been counting down the time counting Down the hours till I finally take my life" that line hits too close to home I'm 14 and I've almost tried several times I've been thinking about it alot lately but then I think of friends and it helps a little I hope you guys are good
Hey buddy i feel you I really do. I'm 42 and have felt that way longer then you have been alive, just remember how your feeling right now, suicide doesn't end the pain, just transfers it to people who care and are left behind. I do not want anyone to ever feel like this especially because of me. Seriously dude talk to someone, spill your guts, cry and sob if need be. If you get in a bad way the veteran suicide hotline has an emergency number now its 988, doesn't matter that you're a civilian or that you're 14, call and stay on the line you'll get through.
Hey please get some help, i have just lost my nephew to suicide and our family is broken and would have done anything to help if he gave us the chance❤️
@@brigetterobinson5666 im terribly sorry for your loss
Please know people love you including me and we've never met. Stay strong and live
Stay strong I've suffered depression and drug abuse for most of my life thank God I finally had enough of losing everything time after time I lost alot of close friends & family to drug overdoses stay strong you can do this 💪
2024 still here 💙
My friends son walked into a train 2 days ago. May he rest in peace now. Online, the sheriff's dept posted his demise. People argued about how he must have been drunk or high and called him names. He suffered from schizophrenia and was the nicest person you would have ever met. It's tragic, it's horrible and no one can ever explain it.
Hey are you ok?
So sorry to hear about this.
I’ve been in my room counting down the time counting down the hours till i finally take my life hit me soo hard
It’s what I’m doing right now
@@tom_gorman21 Are you okay?
@@tom_gorman21 please don't, you are loved, you have much to live for anything could happen. please hold on, it all gets better
@@jessieschannel4kids127 no one wants to hear this.
@@ameerfaris6501 you clearly need help yourself..
I love this song! Great lyrics brother.
this song brings me back from the brink. thankyou for this
I have had depression since I was 7 years old and I am 13 now but I am still struggling with it it’s been a rough few for me thank u for reading this 🙏
no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start
and make a brand new ending.” - Carl Bard
Same I hate myself
Wdym by depression? Don't you have a legendary life to look forward to? If u see any problem make it ur goal to solve it that's the power of youth why depression?
@@curiousuniverse7415 that's not the way it works....
Yo bro we in the exact same boat
I'm also 13 and hella depressed
It feels like you just want to let go and honestly it doesnt sound that bad to be fair
I am in the same boat just a year younger just know there is still ppl that love you that wanna help just ask but I understand ether way
WoW this song really hit home for me, and how I’ve been feeling. I attempted to end it all numerous times, and ways, but for some reason, it never worked. Now I’m just a recluse who stays in my room almost all day and night with my mind always running around. I fought out of this before, and I will find a way to do it again! I pray for everyone else who is going through the same things. ❤
I need help
@@jacobarmstrong6195 what is going on my friend?
Hello there,how are you?
@@triston8322 I’m doing well, thank you for asking. I hope that you’re having a good day today.
Hey to sassykaren7587. Please don't attempt to end it all again, you are so loved, even by complete strangers who read posts and feel a connection from what you say. Me ? I struggle also with depression. I've attempted suicide 3 times , not successfully obviously and .unfortunately. my gf just left me without saying 1 word to me. I'm hurting but it doesn't matter about me. I saw your post, you have me 🙏 for you
If you EVER need someone to talk too I'm here. Please be safe.
People dont want to commit suicide, they want the pain to stop, they want to feel again, they want to rember what its like to feel ok. Those who commit siucide may have been forgotten, but i wont forget, i want to live past the pain, i feel that if i live, its not just for me, im living on for those who were unable to. Those who were tired and had exhausted all of their strength. They are the reason im still here. I want you all to know that, yes im tired, but im willing to live with and for you, pls live with and for those who gave up alongside me, we may be Miles apart but i still love you. Im leaving this so that when you read this, it is engraved in your heart. - a stranger, whos willing to live for all of you❤❤
Thank you for your message ❤
god iv felt this way so many times this song brought tears to my eyes
Fine:
F: fucked up
i: insecure
n: numb
e: empty
...
Am i the only one who feelings this behind "fine" ? Well same..
Always felt empty
Thank u for the definition now I have no trouble saying “I am fine” now.
My entire life is so empty and lonely 😩 and I’m so so so sad 😭 thus I could say I’m fine.
@@Omega9935 same
@@christinehayahay330 Would you like to private chat via messenger or any other platform?
Mercy that's how you make a song . Wow deep and seriously amazing
Slow overdose not wanting to wake up. This song is beautiful and calming trance dental 💔💜💜 Thank you for your powerful and beautiful song please keep shining on earth angel x
Every song hit you hard when you are in the lowest.But remember God is with you everytime.❤
amen
Been feeling this for the past 5 years of my life, but still here i am. Not living tho, just existing.
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
Romans 5:6-8
For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
can you give me your insta ? we can be friends i'm a girl btw
Describes my life, but also calms me down
Im not scared to die im just scared to feel the pain
Same. I hate this
Feel the same! But the pain that i´m feeling in my heart wil be bigger than the pain on my wristh...
then you are scared to die
Damn.......... those are the words I couldn't explain 😞😶
Thankyou so much the pain inside is so horrible
Surprised this song isn't more well known. Every day I struggle with the feeling of worthlessness. I see countless people who are pure evil get blessed in life and continue to, yet I was taught to be a good person and I would be rewarded... yet it showers sh!t on me constantly.
My dear be cool, your time shall come for celebration
Hi, this is actually in the Bible as well like the question why evil people seem to be so fortunate but we have to look at the end of these people. Every one will stand in front of God. Only people forgiven by the LORD JESUS CHRIST will be able to pass the judgement.
I wish you all all the best. I feel what you are saying deeply.
@@e.n.6079 Amen!
His voice is so calming
She looks in the mirror with tears in her eyes.
She’s telling herself she will be okay because no one else will.
She wipes her tears away.
Looks in the mirror and puts a smile on her face.
She walks out and keeps that smile plastered on her face.
Little did they know that was the last time she would fake her smile.
Later that night the pain became too much.
She wrote a letter and left it on the table.
She left the house.
No one saw her fake smile.
No one saw her wrists.
No one understood.
No one was there for her.
She was always there.
Now she will never come back again.
She closed her eyes and fell forward.
The water caved around her.
She wasn’t coming home this time.
Her mom finds the note and falls to the floor.
She can’t believe her baby felt like this.
What her daughter did was a sin that God will never forgive.
Trying to drown the pain.
She goes to church.
Everyone’s telling her that her daughter is in hell now.
She doesn’t know what to believe.
She just misses her baby girl.
Wondering who hurt her baby girl so bad.
The tears stream down her face.
She was only 13.
A poem I wrote
I thought it was the girls pov, but either way 8t hit the feels!! ❤
Fucking hell I just read that and now I'm bawling 😭
@@Amybell2021 aww don't cry 🥺🫂
Turned your poem into a song
@@BabyGirl-cc7xd coolll
Still here 4 yr later. seems everbody else is okay now. That brings me peace at least
Too good man keep going up I know you want to give up I could just see it in your voice 😔I hope You come out of the darkness and see light 🖤🤘🏽
I used to listen to this song back when I was struggling with depression, now I can comfortably say that I'm free and happy.
Do to every thing that I went through I have some tips to share with you in case you need it, 1 - don't let you emotions keep you away from asking for help " I know that you might be in a situation that you feel like no matter what you tried it's not going to work, DON'T let that get in your head ever I followed that rule for several year and I've wasted 3 years of of live"
2 - don't think that your the only one who's going through that just find a person who's going to understand what are you going through thus you can talk too "IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT"
eventually I promise you that your going to have a regular life in which your gonna be happy.
depression
I’ve had this song on repeat all day. Anyone battling demons thumbs this comment, and remember you are loved ❤
I here ya I'm lost and don't know what to do anymore lost
You can have my heart I don't need it
Very Poetic song ❤.
Please don't hurt or destroy yourself,
You've got extreme talent and can definitely do many Good things with it for yourself and other's.
Its like the whole song was just talking to me till the end....it really touched my heart to a point where tears dropped down from my eyes
are you ok?
This got my heat beating.. I was seconds away from doing it.. until I came across this song making me realize ppl care for me ,(well at least I think they do..)and ppl care for u too. Don’t let them bring u down you are sting you can do it. Never give up hun, I love u so much even tho I don’t know u I care for u love stay here and let me love u let others love and care for u
you seem very nice. i hope you do well in life❤
@@astronautwashere tysm 💕 I hope u live up to the dream you’ve always dreamed of luv
@@Raelyn1125 your comment made it better and worse. Better cause it means alot to me. Even if you are a complete stranger. Worse cause it makes me feel more of a burden to everyone. If you only knew the level of mental breakdown I had after reading your comment.
@@miketheawesome8285 im so sooty love i meant no harm to hurt u physical or mentaly
Is it weird how much i can relate to a song, i got diagnosed w depression at 11 years old and have been battleing mental illness ever since to any stranger out there going through smh bad i am here for u x
What's your story if you don't mind me asking?
I love his voice, this song is so calming and I relate to the lyrics so well...
I've been struggling my whole life but I know what depression is since 4 years now and I honestly lost all hope that anything would change to the better. I'm going to therapy and use medications, it doesn't change anything for me because I still feel so fcking messed up. I tried so many times to get out of this hole but it just feels like I'm falling deeper.. I honestly think that it would be better if I end my suffering, I'm sick of „It's going to be okay"..You don't know what's going on behind my eyes, please stop saying that. I'm old enough to decide for myself what's the best for me.. I'm sorry mom but no one ever asked me if I wanted to be here in the first place, I never did.
If anyone here in the comments still have that little light in their heart, please try to climb out of this deep hole..please just try it...I know it's too late for me but I really hope you guys can see the light in the darkness again some day, I'm proud of everyone here that's been going trough so much pain and is still standing..I really am proud. And please remember, it's not your fault for being that person you are now and for struggling with all this..It was never your fault to be born in this messed up sociaty, but you have a choice to decide the end of your story... I love you all❤️
Omg your comment really touched me. And.. you're right, me too i'm really fed up with people telling me: " it's gonna be okay" or " this is just a phase" like even my own parents can't understand me. But honestly i came asking, How are you now?? I hope you're better but yeah... this is not easy at all i wish we'd find someone that'll understand us. ;(
@@Minsoo_xx I'm sorry that you relate to that, I know how hard it is when no one tries to understand you. I'm not really feeling better but thank you so much for asking🙏 I hope you are doing okay..if not that's also okay!
I'm proud of you, even if you're just breathing..being here right now is more then enough❤️
Maybe one day someone will see the real us..
@@Jakob76 Maybe one day... I really hope so
There is no such a thing is late, every second is a matter of time so use it wisely and be men who face every problem u been facing, remember When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked into it, that's what the storm is all about. When you can't control what's happening to you. you control how you respond to it.
yes it is life its so unfair, instead of making urself to do that to u well i can say ur wasting ur life, yeah i just said it ur wasting, ur a waste, a person who's wasting his potential, you will never know if you try, look for the best version of you, pathetic if you gonna make urself like that our potential is infinite.
Man. I feel this. No one asked my ass either. Grrrrr. I love for the good times, few and far between... my heart breaks more than it feels happy it seems. This smile is just a mask. For you, for me, for them, for us... I pray for those tiny little moments of peace in our hearts and happiness to linger longer and give us solace. Right now in this moment, I am ok... but damn do I feel this song and can I relate? More times than not. Popped up on my feed so you know it must.
Hang in there.
People do love us more than we realize. I woke up to 7 of my loved ones around me happy that I was still here. Didn't make my heart feel any better.
Guess l will take this G and go back to sleep...
without it, I would probably relate even more. Well damn. That's a reality that is sad. Fuck man.
This is medicinal 🥺💔it feeds the soul
It scary how much I can relate to the lyrics...
It's literally 3 in the morning.. im still awake..and it's always been like this for a while now. Im tired of everything. Im tired of crying myself to sleep every night.. i miss myself. Even though i never had the happy version of myself. I just want someone to vent without feeling like im a burden or something. I wanna do it, i wanna disappear but the religious beliefs had kept me alive this long. But I don't know how long I'll be able to continue. I know no one will notice this but if you're reading this then thank you so much for taking your time listening to me. Im grateful. I love y'all, stay happy ❤
Don't give up please, there's always a reason to live. God loves you.
Thank you I’ve really been struggling
Hello, Am Yawe Mark from Africa and I have not eaten in 3 days could you send me 10dollars because am starving.
Chat dat not funny
For real am starving
Depression is real😢For anyone going through this I pray that God brings u peace & lets u feel the love u r so deserving of.
Ephesians 2:19-22
Whenever u feel unloved, unimportant or insecure remember to whom you belong🙏🏻
Always when i manage to get my shit back together and get more stability in my life, here i am coming back with these suicidal thoughts. It's like I can't allow myself to be happy somehow. I wonder if anyone is going through the same somewhere
Many of us do, but most don't wish to talk about it. Just know you aren't alone, even if it seems like you are. We all carry those crosses on your shoulders, though it may be in opposite directions.
I'm sorry to hear how you are at the moment. May the Lord bless you and lift you up from the pit. God can restore any situation, He can fix any problem, No matter how dark the situation, no matter how hurt the heart, the Lord is always nearby to support, uplift, and love that believer! Call out to the Lord, and ask for Him to draw closer. when your mind is clouded with negativity and hopelessness; you should never act upon hurting yourself in such a state of mind. struggles are part of life not life itself. If people committed suicide when they encountered a challenge or a problem; we will no longer exist as humans. Because struggle, challenge or problem begins the moment we are born. the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. We know we don't want to die because dying bodies always end up fighting to survive. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. I'm not trying to minimize or dismiss what you are going through but I just want you to know this too shall pass. Always be glad because of the Lord! God is real and There is nothing impossible for Him. All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. Problems that seem so overwhelming today will be looked back upon years later as virtually meaningless. Often, the hard times in our lives, when things may seem hopeless, are really opportunities to learn valuable lessons such as humility, dependence on God, the value of prayer, or to learn how to help others who are suffering. Every one of your personal tragedies strengthens your resolve to move to the next one and share with others your experience or pain. We learn, and we grow, but in the end we all die. But murder is one of the worst things a human being can possibly do. just consider that murdering a human is a terrible thing to do since you've stolen their chance at life, and violated their freedom. In the case of suicide, you've robbed your future self of a life, which is as terrible as snuffing out the life from another innocent person. many times when people are in horrible pain; that they believe will never end, it isn't true. It's just that the pain feels so bad, you can't imagine it ever ending. Think of adolescents who commit suicide because they've been bullied, or stockbrokers who commit suicide because they've lost money. Those problems seem bad at first but can get better as time goes on. If you have been hurt in life make the decision today and now that you will never willingly put someone else through that by taking your own life. If you have been hurt, churn it into love and give it back. “Think of your loved ones, how much they will hurt!”. You will spread your pain around to others, it grows and multiplies. it will generate a lot of sadness and grief among your loved ones." think about your neighbors... all the poor and needy people, millions of childrens are starving, no clothes, homeless, orphans and widows, disabled people, etc they all need someone to help them. Try helping others and it will make you happy. Put a smile on those little heartbroken parentless and homeless children in this world. You can save the little one who really don’t have nothing left and whose life has become so bad and is dying just by you staying alive and caring to help the little one!!! Volunteer your time, money, or energy to help others in need, that doesn't just make the world better-it also makes you better. God will bless you in abundance. we do not live for ourselves only, and we do not die for ourselves only. Christ fought the ultimate battle when He suffered and died for our sins. Christ fought for us on the cross, and He won. His death and resurrection paid the price for our sins, and because of His wounds, we are healed. With Christ there is always hope. Give your worries to the Lord. In times of hardship, we need to really take the time to seek God and His promises. Please take some time to just openly seek God through His word. Take a break from all distractions and just fill yourself with the word of God. Think of Jesus He prayed all the time, lived for Him in fact, and in the end was murdered by a bunch of people claiming to be Godly. our Lord Jesus did this for you and me and everyone else.
Isaiah 53:3 He is despised and rejected by men, A Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. And we hid, as it were, our faces from Him; He was despised, and we did not esteem Him.
John 15:13
Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
I know that feeling but please hold on! You are not alone but loved and enough! Hold on, please!!!
Real shit cried while watching this. Being a person who has had suicidal thoughts and has felt alone, this has helped me. Thank you.
Are you feeling better now? I hope so! You are loved and not alone! Here’s a person who understands you! Hold on further! If you wanna talk: I am always here for you!
@@Stephen-m2g Thank you.
@GTBLeaderAliyah You deserve it! 🫂
Soldiers risk their lives to save others, and they are determined to live.
But lately... not many of us seem to be determined to live anymore. Quite a lot of us are just wishing we could die instead...
He just wrote what I’m feeling and can’t do I’m crying while typing this cuz I almost lost hope in everything in my life. I want to end up my pain but all my hands are tied up please god save me from myself oh father I’m in pain ❤️🩹
Don't give up brother, Jesus loves you. Btw that list shouldn't contain swear words, that's my bad. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter!
I’m sorry but i already lost hope😢 I feel you
Its crazy how the person closest to you doesn't notice the pain your hiding everyday
i hope you're okay, when i discover this song i was very sad at first but i think i'll keep going on and be better with myself.
I hope you're okay or a least little less sad
big hug to you
(btw this song is really soothing)
Hold on! If you want to talk: I am here for you!
It's crazy how the closest people in our lives can also b the ones who are the farthest away ❤
Just discovered this song and it hits right home
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“I shut everyone out cuz I wanna be alone I been in my room been counting down the hours till I take my life I don’t wanna feel this pain anymore” hits hard 😢💔
as a depressed 41 years old guy myself (from Indonesia), this song is surprisingly good, especially the lyrics, because it's deeply relatable, without any toxic positivity, optimism bias typical in most songs nowadays. I'll admit, it's very surprising that with its super depressing lyrics, this song can somehow still got quite popular (with a lot of views).
Speaks to my soul😌❤️
this song reminds me that all i really want is to just disappear and not be a burden anymore
Bruh u never a burden 🫂
You know I am also thinking like you
Me too😢
@@ShreyasiGhosal-ck8qw Youre not a burden, do not think that way bro, Jesus loves you more than anything. Keep fighting, i beg you.
@@raiinpdx503 You're not a burden brother, Jesus loves you, keep fighting, you matter!
Scary how much i can resonate with this song. "Ive beeb tryna run but im moving too slow" got me alot most days feel hopeless tired of setbacks ive been dying to get out this whole
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❤ ❤ ❤ stay strong
Complete defeat...
Missing every beat.
Hurrying for nothing
Accepted anything just to feel something.
Just lost my mom in August. Miss her so much. Everyone loved how sweet and kind she was. People always complimented me about her. Your mom’s so sweet. I always agreed. Miss you momma love you forever go be with Jesus and your not sick anymore.
I keep playing this song on repeat, 33 times now
To all who is thinking that they are worthless just remember one thing, all buried diamond will not found on same time, yeah it may take some more time, until no one will know about that, Some are may not found but still it is a diamond.
So not everyone have to know your worth, if you know your worth that it's more than enough ......❤❤❤
addicted to this for a while now
This song calms me down a lot
He says everything we couldn't say
This song reminds me how my parents treated me and kept blaming me for everything it made me cry so much after all the pain hurt that I've been threw i dont know what to do next becoz it got to much im tired and sick for treating me like this but this song made me calm down
Hey are you ok?
Gonna put this song on repeat while I die
Me2
Been a while so I'm checking to see if ur alr
I am still on air I am better now.. thank you dude
So glad your doing better. I'm at a hard time in my life I listen to this as a lullaby by not because I want to die. Happy your still alive.
me too
That you for making this song when ever my depression starts to kick in at home i always listen to this and it helps me not to cry even though it is hard i will only cry if i am alone so thank you for making this song i can relate to this thank you ❤
Brother, please do not do it, i know it must be insanely hard but do not give up. Jesus loves you, suicide is not worth it. You went through so much and are still here, you're remarkable. Keep up the good fight.
This song is so relatable especially when he says he says "i shut everyone put cuz i wanna be alone" I found this song a little while ago and i love crying to this
"i shut everyone out cus i wanna be alone" is so relatable
Yeah, it is...
Just putting a fake smile on my mouth. Just closing the door of my brain. By just ignoring my self. Just letting my self to be drowned in the ocean of depression. Just trying not to cry and not to make my attention towards me..... slowly....time will come to take the step.....that will take everything from me even myself ....
@skippymusic1 thank you for these songs. They help me through my depression. I've been goin through a lot and I say I'm fine but I'm not okay, but I just can't tell anyone how i feel bc i cant imagine anyone feelin bad for me
To Anyone reading this, I'm a survivor i tried 2 times but wasn’t Successful. It's not worth taking your own life. Your life does matter i may not know you but your life does matter to me . Ive been wear you are right now. You can get through this. If i can do it so can you. Keep on fighting. Stay one more day .
I have tried like 5 times. I cut my veins once and was bleeding. You get a rush and no pain. They asked to take me to the hospital so I went. This was in 2020 and I should not have went to the er. It is easier if you are mad and then you do it. It wont even hurt and you will feel a rush as you see the blood rushing. Its
I hate that people have to deal with the things I do but if you’re like me and deal with these types of things I wish you the best of luck getting out of your situation just try to think about all the people that care about you next time you think of committing
All the people who never helped, never understood or could understand. It's not for them, it's not selfish, it's just one last thing you did for youself
I love this Song so much 🖤
Bro you literally made me cry .. skippy you are an underated masterpiece keep growing one day you will be very porpular .. love from india
Telling people I'm okay is the biggest lie I've ever told
Don't give up brother/sister Jesus loves you. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter! Stay strong
@@thanos8494 thank you thanos
Honestly
Felt every word. I’m exhausted
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. Everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. when we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. We serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. And when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends.
Romans 5:6-8
For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
God i know life’s so tough for me and life changed for me and everything is different now , but god please give me more strength more power i dont wanna be down , and i know nothing else i could do , but hey i know some day i will be proud , and things will change
Amen 🙏
Very well man you nailed God bless you thanx for expressing these thoughts so I can deal the pain
I am 39 and honestly just feel it is time to leave this world, tell people this and they say you are just being selfish. Folks just don’t understand when u have this feeling of permanent unhappiness.
I understand u fuck ppl cause they don't know what ur going through
it's exactly how i feel right now
@@ashleybrown6824people just don’t get we don’t want to feel this way, we hate having this feeling in us. Mentally we are tired and broken, and just sick of hearing things will get better wait and see. We wait day in day out for this supposable better, and what do we get? That constant thought of why am i still here, and feeling less and less like a person cause you just hope the lights will just go out on their own. Before you decide to put them out yourself.
@robertolmos5715 yes so tired of everything took a razer bade to my arm tonight I'm so lost n don't feel like I'm gonna get any better
It's taking everything I have in me to not go n play n traffic