Edit: Please stop venting srsly. Hey guys. Love to all of you and stuff but i want to respectfully ask yall to not vent here. I didnt want this to come off as rude but its been making me really uncomftorble and triggered lately. Again i mean this with all the respect i can give but its just too much. I may end up pausing comments if this continues.
People say "why do you have depression? Life is so beautiful" no one cares but when someone says "why do you have asthma? There is so much air around" everyone gets offended
Please don't go, i don't want you to leave this planet, i know how you feel, getting betrayed by friends, child abused mentally in the past,but remember, I'm an 11 y/o stranger who loves you, I hope you stay strong and get through this, get away from depression and suicide, just take a rest, i am experiencing the same things as you, and if I haven't experienced that pain yet, i could just feel the pain, your cries, don't cut yourself for blaming yourself It's not your fault. I Love you.
crazy how someone my age is more mature and telling people what they actually need to hear instead of harsh words then some teenagers and ADULTS who are telling random people to kys after seeing one video.
I was three months clean. Back to hiding my arms. Most days I can't get out of bed without crying. I'm so tired all of the time. I wish I hadn't failed. According to my father I'm a failure for being mentally ill. I have good grades, I play multiple sports and instruments, I'm on my school's leadership, I was able write and read at a college level when I was in middle school. Apparently I was turning out to be a good daughter, and I failed him. They don't stop talking about how much of a disappointment I am. I don't have anyone to go too. I don't know how much longer I can go on before I try again. To everyone who's struggling like me, I understand your pain, I hope with my entire heart that you feel even a little better soon, and I love you.
Oh babe... you didn't choose to be ill I can't do much but just know that I'd do anything to take your pain Andddd 3 months is a damn great time! You did amazing Sending love ❤️🩹 take care ~a total stranger
Everyone's ill. What matters is how they coexist with it, but Always make sure it doesn't take you down to the bottomless action/s. Been there done that. There is always at least one person out there, wanting to make sure you're there.
Sometimes i just want to wait until late at night, leave, run away, be on my own. But my fear prevents me from doing that. My friends would miss me, my partner, my parents, my grandparents, my sister. I love them, so i feel like i can never leave or i would hurt them. my life is good, but i still feel horrible for a reason i cant think up, and people are always telling me to grow up and that i'm being dramatic. I just feel sad, trapped, alone. and i don't know why. I hope that some of the other people can see this and feel comforted. i see you, i see all of you, i understand you and i hope you are doing well. Just breathe, you'll be okay. I love all of you guys. EDIT: feel free to vent in the replies, i'll listen.
My biological dad is mentally abusive my step dad is a cheating as liar my mom cant leave him even if her own daughter begs her to leave cousin died from suicide and the worst part is is that i could have stopped her because she told me 2 days beforehand 6 family deaths in 2 years grades suck life suck room dirty lil sis is toxic older bro is my only safe place and i dont see him anymore and he is thinking about joining the army ive almost got to the cutting stage i just have to find the guts im at the breaking point ive been in family drama since i was 4 i learnt to fake smile at 6 and i want to die so bad im not comfortable in my own skin i miss my cousin she was my therapist at this point my dogs are all i have left im dead inside lost gone im really trying i really am its not working their life is so pretty and care free its not fair i cant leave my biological dads house without hating myself for it ive been used and laughed at and talked about by my own family im so tired i just want to go home but then my home life is worse then school so i wish i was dead and no one gets it like yes u had a similar experience but its not the same
I feel the same way.. Idk why I feel those emotions(sad, trapped etc)..I know I should be more grateful that I have a family/home but sometimes I want to die. I won’t tho because of my loved ones and I don’t have the guts to. I just wonder what life is about sometimes..I feel rlly guilty..like why am I like this? Shouldn’t I be happy? Why do I have suicide thoughts? (Questions I ask myself) Sorry if I vented too much 😭
@@EvenlyOddUhere I feel for you. Just know, its going to be okay, you can do this, and i believe in you. If i could crawl through the screen and give you a big hug and some hot tea and that would make you feel better, i would. I hope you sleep well and have an amazing day, or night, or whatever time zone ur in. :3
(sorry ik this is extremely long) (sorry, ik u said we could vent but it still feels wrong doing this , so an apology in advance!!) I always feel like every move I make and do is wrong, like as if everyone is always watching judging and staring. I always feel weird talking to anyone because I know they'll always have it worse. Divorced parents, negligent parents, controlling parents, suicidal thoughts and such, I feel like such a burdon talking to anyone so whenever I even get the chance to open up to anyone or anything it still feels so wrong. And other times, I feel so weird as if I was some sort of sociopath, not feeling real emotions like as if I was just mirroring others pain or happiness cause I know I'm supposed to feel that way but I just don't. I am a queer kid, and really none of my other friends are, atleast the close ones, and the ones that are just don't understand and I don't ever feel the motivation or the vocabulary to explain nor do I have the motivation to actually do anything. My room is filthy and I hate myself for it. A few years ago I resorted to self harm and I will forever hate myself for it, it's my only way of escape and I feel like I'll never get help for it. Sorry for this long rant about myself I'm just hoping someone will listen. Please know someone is always out there praying for your safety and thanks for reading I guess!!♥️
i used have a boy best friend.. but sadly he passed away due to cancer... he was the best thing that ever happened in my whole life he shined bright like the brightest star his smile could make anyone feel warm inside he was a sweet , warm hearted person i wish i never lost.. i always loved him but never had the guts to tell him how i felt.. sometimes i wish i could go back in time or die soon just to tell him how i felt / feel... he had warm hand's that could make any cold hearted person go warm hearted in a couple of second's.. i always used to be rude but after met him i changed i changed a lot... i started being more kind etc.. but only 3 year's after knowing him he told me he had cancer and that he'd die soon.. he told me if there was one way he'd want to die it was next to the person who loved him the most basically dying with the person he knew loved him.. i wasn't there i failed myself i failed him i could've been there i should've been there but i wasn't i don't think i could ever forgive myself for not being able to save him not being there for him when he was there for me... i don't think i'l ever be the same as i was with him it just show's how cruel this hell called the "world" is..
Angel very sorry for your loss. Your words show just how deeply he meant to you and how much he impacted your life in such a beautiful way. It sounds like he truly was a bright light and a special soul. Please don’t be too hard on yourself-you didn’t fail him. The love and kindness you gave him while he was here surely meant the world to him. Even though he’s gone, his memory lives on in the way he changed you and helped you grow into a more compassionate person. That love you hold for him will never fade, and I truly believe that he knew how much you cared for him, even if it wasn’t said out loud. Life can be so cruel, but the love and light he brought into your world will always stay with you. Honor his memory by continuing to live with the warmth and kindness he inspired in you. You're carrying his legacy forward in your heart, and that’s such a powerful way to keep him close. forgive yourself as you only have urself💖
I'm sorry you lost such a warm and loving person, but Im sure even if you weren't with him in the moment you were there in his mind. You sound like a good person so try to not blame yourself, losing someone is always hard no matter how close you are with them. And I'm sure he understood/understands how you felt. Live long, and lead a good life!🩷
To be honest sad people like myself and other people that also struggle always try to make others happy no matter what because they know whats its like feeling absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel that way thats just my thought
Youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit. Good luck .
I have a bf and currently his stepdad hates me because he assumes the worst of me. They went shopping together bc my bf wanted to get me a Christmas present, and his stepdad told him that I'm probably using him for money and forced him to buy me something. I didn't, i actually feel very bad everytime someone gives me a present and try to convince them not too. And another thing, he's judged me for my "boyish style/boy clothes" that my bf even yelled at him after. That actually made me hella insecure and wish i wasn't ever a tomboy, I feel like I'm not the gf they want him to date everytime I see him now I get very insecure and nervous knowing he sees me like that. His mom also defends me and is very sweet. But everytime I think about what he's said towards me, I can't help but cry..., idk what to do, idk if I should keep being myself, which is what everyone has told me, or change, bc I also don't want to keep feeling uncomfortable knowing he doesn't like my style at all and thinks I'm only dating his son for money and presents. Idk what to do I just don't want to keep living in fear and discomfort. 😕
exactly, the dad is just... someone, that's truly all he is, don't have to let him get to ya, he's not the one you'll spend a significant part of your life with. as for your bf, come on, be adorable and go melt those worries in his arms, have a good talk about it all, it'll be alright ^^. just a matter of putting it all into words, making each other aware of the issues and finding solutions, like to never ever take his father advice on what to do about you haha. also you can ignore him if you eventually find the strength to do so and if it somehow doesn't end up alright then that's that, it'd hurt a lot but i'm sure you'll eventually find someone with a family that at the very least doesn't reject you to the exent of breaking your relationship bless ya sweetheart
Thank you two for letting me realize the right choices, I won't change for a man who I'm not spending my significant life on, and I truly love my bf and won't change for him, bc he's let me know he loves me for who I am and likes the way I am. Thank you loves for your comforting words, may y'all be blessed as well 🫶
my dad used to tell me "i dont compare u to ur brother." but when I do something he doesn't like "be more like ur brother." and my brother is 9. now he tells me that I have to work harder if I want his love.
Relationships are always hard, but know that not all are forever. Whether that means it will disappear or change, just know it will always be for the better of you. Being sensitive is normal, and trust life will forever be changing, and there will be little happy pockets along the road.
Me and my friend always "joke" about how i used to be a crybaby. And i used to "cry over nothing". The one "nothing" was when i ToUcHeD a butterfly wrong, even tho it really didnt matter and they left. I was sitting in the field while they chased a butterfly around, not one of them checked one me. But you know who did? My friend (he was a boy) came all the way from arcross the field leaving his friends just to check on me. He came over and cheered me up when they didnt. And when he left my friends didnt even check up on me they gave up on the butterfly and walked away. (Cause i was crying a bit). And now they are saying i was the crybaby. But im to scared to speak up for myself so i just let it be. My other friend that cheered me up is still with me. While my other friends hate him. I dont, i wont ever. Hes my childhood bff. We have been friends since 1st grade. Thats all i have to say, good bye
It's been a rough week, worst than ever, and I'm fighting for my life not to relapse, to not become that person again but as I write this I know It's too late. I have messed up all of my friendships and all of my grades for nothing. Last night I got a message telling me that I was acting like a completely different person online than irl but guess what I am a different person when people aren't looking at me and it shows. The worst part, I can't talk about these things to anyone so I'm being selfish on the internet and letting my thoughts out for once in my life. I just wanna be a kid again, not caring about school, grades, and how life will turn out I think I won't ever be that person I so desperately want to become Thanks for listening in to my little rant
It's not selfish to want to get out your feelings. None of us are perfect and you can't blame yourself for not being an ideal version of a person. It's okay to be worried about how you come across, however just the way you seem to worry about being a good person makes me like you're much better of a person than most everyone, even if you don't feel the same way. Moreover, we all make mistakes with grades and friends. As someone who went years with no friends because I fucked everything up, I can promise it will get better eventually. If you ever need to vent, I'm here. I care about you and I love you. Please keep holding on, you've got this.
Thanks a lot Even though it probably doesn't mean anything to you and might just be a small gesture of humanity towards a fellow online stranger but it made my day a lot better May you have a wonderful life ahead and I hope all your dreams come true And once again Thanks
what baffles me is how other players not only try to bring back players to the game by using tactics such as doing the opposite of pulling the plug or taking them to special maps with heavely restrained gameplay mechanics that you can only get out off by being willing to play until your computer gives up on you; but they even go as far as making anyone who would be willing to help go to yet another map even if it's slightly better there since it's time based and changing your mind isn't a requirement for leaving but you do go back if you try to help again and for longer, other than that those places aren't safe unless you're in a good one (that bit is true for the other one too). i didn't even want to play this game in the first place, it was just given to me and i couldn't quit no matter how hard i tried, i just can't understand why they glorify this game so much, saying it's mid would be the most generous things i could ever possibly say in my entire existance even if i had to play it for 10000 more years. i'm honestly scared of them and angry too, it's like they are blind to what they're doing or they just don't care about anyone that's not like them other than trying to asimilate them into their way of thinking/being. it feels quite lonely when you're outnumbered seemingly a million to one like, sorry guys, i know some of y'all would miss me if i quit playing let's say minecraft but that choice should be up to me and only me. plus, there are way to many players nowdays, the server is way too crowded, not enough drops for the players to level up and maintain their mood stats; and some hoarders are making the problem being what it is today, wouldn't mind it if the drops were unlimited but they ain't, way too many peoples can't even get access to the lowest tier of health potions or simple items like bread. i'v been awake for way too long, don't know how the rest of them can play for so long but i can't, i'm exhausted, i need to quit the game and go lay down for a while, if only they cared enough to understand i wouldn't be in so much pain. the worse is, i still love them all and i wish them the best of choice, freedom, safety, fulfilment and happiness, each and every single one of them no matter who, really, i'm not kidding, everyone everyone, even for those i feel the opposite of love at the same time(having paradoxical emotions is very fun and not draining at all, but it does actually help understand everything a lot better, points of views and all). and the peoples i love are doing this to me, justifying it however they want if they even bother to do so but pain doesn't care about their excuses. i really need a break from this game, i have wanted that for what, a decade now? that's certainly more than good enough for me and in this specific case my opinion really is the only one that matters in term of what actions would be okay to do, be it turning of my computer or not.
i hope i have stayed strong but if not pls try to it’s ok we are here for u xx if u need to u can vent to me even if im just a stranger i want to help u
You a very special person who deserves everything good in life, and who is loved much more than you think. No matter what you do you will always be a precious being with endless value ❤
Life is beautiful. It’s fantastic and the world has so much to offer and sometimes you just don’t realize that. But when you’re sad.. all of those thoughts go out of the window and become replaced with reality. This world is horrible. So much bad goes on here. Everything is stopping you. Ending it all would make the pain go away. But something I remember is all the things I would miss out on. I forget that even though my parents are not the best people in the world I still have my friends. They don’t have to care about what I’m feeling or how I’m doing because who wants to hear about that anyways. That just puts people in a bad mood and nobody wants to feel that. But as long as they keep me distracted from everything around me, I’m cool.
Your neck is not a coat so don't hang it Your wrists aren't paper so don't cut it Your life isn't a movie so don't end it Stay strong and don't ever give up on life
Good morning, afternoon or night to anyone who is reading this, don’t hurt yourself. It’s not worth it. You may feel like no one cares but there are. If there is truly no one on earth that cares, then know that God cares for you. Please don’t take this as a way for me to force Christianity because that’s not my purpose, my purpose is to show that he is there for each and every one of you that are hurting. He loves everyone no matter they’re beliefs. I hope you get the chance to speak to him about your problems because believe me, he will take your pain away. I love you all and I hope everything gets better because I believe it will❤
i don’t feel forced by christianity. i feel trapped by christianity. there was this guy i was talking to. he was very christian but i don’t mind peoples beliefs. but he said he was a profit from god and that his entire purpose to “save me” it was terrible because it had me questioning every moment of every day and had me thinking about if i was pleasing this nonexistent lord that’s in an old book. it had me questioning my friends, my life. now everytime im not doing good i repeat to myself “could i still get into heaven if i killed myseld?”
I’m sorry to everyone that goes through depression, me being someone suffering from it for literal years… I don’t want anyone to feel pain.. specially if they don’t deserve it… I’m sorry to everyone.. I truly am- I hope everyone heals from their thoughts and mistakes and finds ways of healing-💖
GUESS WHO SHOULD LOVE THEMSELVES MORE, ITS……🎉YOU🎉 you are worth so much, never doubt that, things may be hard for you but remember it’s not your fault your beautiful, smart, and worthy of love. If no one will love you than they are not worth your time, SO LOVE YOURSELF❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢
basicially im class, so my school has bahavior grades and i had slime in class but my mom said if i make slime with the glue i will never see glue again in my life so then its on my behavior paper and im scared because she will be so angry and idk what to do because i only have a day before i will be in even bigger trouble and idk if i can do anything rn
Im sorry i feel so selfish right now, Im going through big changes in my life, im moving schools and stuff, my anxiety is slowly killing me, sometimes it feels like my stomach is eating itself inside out, like theres a brick on my lungs, like theres a knife in my head, and i suddenly start shaking, im falling to the ground and i can’t breathe. It’s been happening a-lot recently, with strict parents im scared to do something about it. It feels one second im dying, and then the other im perfectly fine and im just exaggerating. I had a friend, we got into some issues, i loved her, i stood behind that door. I heared her talk bad, about me, all my friends, everyone i knew, they opened that door, my heart beat was so loud i couldn’t hear them. Or my thoughts. I fell to the ground, i couldn’t breather, i was shaking. And she laughed at me. Im still heartbroken, we’re not friends anymore but shes slowly taking away everyone i care about and love. I feel it. I see it. Im sorry.
Im planning to commit this week, i love you all. (Just in case i actually die, i love yall with all my heart and yes if your my friend then take my stufd)
I sound like a schizo…I’m on a burner because RUclips kept deleting my comments lol…honestly i shouldn’t care, I never even met you…so sorry if I annoyed you…if your alive what I’m saying is really awkward…god I look like a loser rn lol…but yeah if there is somewhere you go after you die, and your seeing this…which I doubt…I want you to know that a dumbass wrote all that shit to try and help you
I probably was just annoying for telling you to contact 988. I mean you were probably already dead. I’m sorry, I don’t even know you so sorry. I wasted my time
I just have been so mentally and physically tired that god, im so sick of it all. When does it get better? Will it ever get better? Thanks for the kind and supportive comments i needed that I've been thinking of committing, but i dont know im so damn tired
I’ll be living with dad now, I have no idea how to feel. Mums an alcoholic and is always working but I can tell she loves me. I only see dad every other weekend but I feel like he knows me more than mum ever has. Mum called drunk asking me to come home at 11 at night, when I said tomorrow she started yelling at dad saying he’s a narcissist and I won’t be seeing him ever again. I know she loves me, I love her too. The drinks are constant, every night. Fosters, Prosecco, the lot. It’s so hard. My friends and dad say it’s up to me but idk what to do. I’ve said I’ll live with dad and she probably hates me now, she’s said me her my brother and sister (whom have both moved out as they are older, sister doesn’t share the same dad) to have a talk about it that will probably end very badly. Idk what to do man, someone please talk to me?
when i was born my pop was coming to meet me at the hospital and when he was on his way he got in a car crash and i never got to meet him and my brother has his middle name as my pops name shawn and i never got to see him ever after that and then my other pop died of sickness and i always know there here with me no matter what marten and shawn i miss you i wish you where here
I'm to go to China for a semester if I continue my studies in chinese. But I'm scared of leaving to go there alone. Loosing all my marks, no parents, very little friends, having to speak a language I actually don't know that well (no one is fluent in third year of uni.). Living alone for almost a year last year broke me so bad I couldn't even get out of my apartment unless it was to return home to my parents. I'm crying just writing this. Maybe I don't talk about how bad it was enough. I remember being on the floor, crying and begging my parents to come home, my dad in the room and my mom on the phone. They were like "now you're being a dramaqueen, rolling on the floor won't get you nowhere. This is ridiculous." as if I controlled it. But they did let me return home before the end of the uni year when they learnt I literally didn't get out of the entire week. It must've scared them a little. I'm sorry and I'm also glad they were. I love them very much, and I know they do, too. I almost didn't miss any classes this uni year. Living with my brother instead of alone helped a lot, but I'm a little scared for next year (since he'll be in other countries). Though I made very kind friends this year, it's a lot better than it was last year. I'm also drawing more lately, which is reassuring to me because I missed being very artistically productive. I think I'm crying because I remember how scared I was, but I don't have any reasons to be anymore. It's just an old open wound ; I'm not alone. I've had a very good christmas too. I hope anyone who reads this message had either lots of party or lots of rest, whatever brings you comfort. It's just difficult to let go of the fear and anxiety. I'm so grateful to be hypersensitive, actually. It's hell in some ways but it makes me uncapable of hiding my bad feelings until it's too late. It's useful. I'm still tearing up. I think I needed that.
Please know that atleast one person is always praying for your safety. Atleast I am, Im really not religious or anything but I truly hope you stay safe. Honest.
@Melanieslittleearthling11 hey so actually that's not cool at all to claim others experiences as your own and actually is kind of gross🫤 but either way i do hope you can get the help you need, and please live a good and long life*
I'm fighting so hard not to be like the people who hurt me.. but it's so fucking hard.. I don't want to stop caring so much about others, but I get so burnt out from doing so much for people and getting barely anything in return.. i always have to text and call first and fix everyone else's issues but none cares about mine.. no one fucking cares about me.. im not even me anymore.. I'm just the people's personalities I copied.. and even the people I find who are like me.. don't want me.. I just wanna be me again without feeling like I have to copy everyone.. and they still don't like me after I copy them.. I don't know what's wrong with me..
I know you're trying. You're trying so hard. And I'm proud of you. So so so proud of you. There's nothing wrong with you, you're just a little lost, but you'll find your way again. I love you so so so much and if you ever want to speak to anyone, I'm here
if you want my two cents, i'm glad you're still here. i'm some random 20 year old on the internet who went through the same american bullshit school system while having everyone look at me like i was a mistake. but trust me when i say your life's so much more beyond school and work. the world's a shithole rn, but that doesn't mean you're a part of the shit if that makes sense
Man my shits gone like im in another wrld of fucked shits so far outta my reach and i cant go to the one place that can help cus it will go on my record witch means no good college with how the usa dos it like im fucked
I have a question. Yes, I sh, but not fatally, so why does everyone say people like myself should stop? This is a genuine question, I just want to know why you should stop if its not hurting other people and not fatally hurting yourself?
I Hate everything my parents blame me for everything don’t trust me I have lost a friend. Father says “you act like your brother why not act like your sister” “ mother says “ I hate you for acting like this lying all the time act like your sister” they say “oh (. ) why are you in your room your sister may do that but why do you have to come sit with the family” it’s always my sister never me I’m the bad guy in this story I guess Don’t worry I’m not doing anything bad …..for now just needed something to vent I’m clean for 2 years!!
Why.. Why did the cat leave me…? Why did she leave me…? I… … Sh1t sh1t sh1t sh1t… No… She…She can’t be gone!!..Right!???! … No..! NO!! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT… LOIS…. Little lois…. Please…. Don’t leave me here with these… … Loud, judgmental people… Please…
No. No your not. Your wonderful. You always will be, dont think that your annoying. If you think that your annoying, then your wrong. I know, by what your saying is just NOT true. Your a perfect person, no matter who, or what you are and what you look like.
Vim espalhar o evangelho. Não se sabe quando Jesus vai voltar e pode ser a qualquer momento. Esteja preparado! Espalhe o evangelho, ore, leia a bíblia, aceite Jesus, procure a Deus! Jesus te ama! Que Deus te abençoe!❤
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Edit: Please stop venting srsly.
Hey guys. Love to all of you and stuff but i want to respectfully ask yall to not vent here. I didnt want this to come off as rude but its been making me really uncomftorble and triggered lately. Again i mean this with all the respect i can give but its just too much. I may end up pausing comments if this continues.
Thats totally fine to ask, and we will respect that. Hope you will do better soon
Okie dokie 👍
get better soon
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not trying to be rude either but cant you just.. not read comments..?
People say "why do you have depression? Life is so beautiful" no one cares but when someone says "why do you have asthma? There is so much air around" everyone gets offended
Fr, like I KNOW life is beautiful and all that but it just doesn't feel like it to me
"You're dying? just live."
its crazy cause i got asthma im dying laughing i forgot i was supposed to do school 😭😭😭
I feel you girl.
Like Bru what?
Please don't go, i don't want you to leave this planet, i know how you feel, getting betrayed by friends, child abused mentally in the past,but remember, I'm an 11 y/o stranger who loves you, I hope you stay strong and get through this, get away from depression and suicide, just take a rest, i am experiencing the same things as you, and if I haven't experienced that pain yet, i could just feel the pain, your cries, don't cut yourself for blaming yourself
It's not your fault. I Love you.
crazy how someone my age is more mature and telling people what they actually need to hear instead of harsh words then some teenagers and ADULTS who are telling random people to kys after seeing one video.
❤️
I wish I could take away your pain
You're so young
Please take care and stay strong
Love u ❤
Thank you, stranger. I love you too :)
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I was three months clean. Back to hiding my arms. Most days I can't get out of bed without crying. I'm so tired all of the time. I wish I hadn't failed. According to my father I'm a failure for being mentally ill. I have good grades, I play multiple sports and instruments, I'm on my school's leadership, I was able write and read at a college level when I was in middle school. Apparently I was turning out to be a good daughter, and I failed him. They don't stop talking about how much of a disappointment I am. I don't have anyone to go too. I don't know how much longer I can go on before I try again. To everyone who's struggling like me, I understand your pain, I hope with my entire heart that you feel even a little better soon, and I love you.
Oh babe... you didn't choose to be ill
I can't do much but just know that I'd do anything to take your pain
Andddd 3 months is a damn great time! You did amazing
Sending love ❤️🩹 take care
~a total stranger
same
Everyone's ill. What matters is how they coexist with it, but Always make sure it doesn't take you down to the bottomless action/s. Been there done that. There is always at least one person out there, wanting to make sure you're there.
@@Hatsuharu_ Thank you
@MrBusch90 I appreciate this, thank you
i've been depressed for so long i can't even tell why anymore. everything seems so pointless and dull, if only i had the courage...
Sometimes i just want to wait until late at night, leave, run away, be on my own. But my fear prevents me from doing that. My friends would miss me, my partner, my parents, my grandparents, my sister. I love them, so i feel like i can never leave or i would hurt them. my life is good, but i still feel horrible for a reason i cant think up, and people are always telling me to grow up and that i'm being dramatic. I just feel sad, trapped, alone. and i don't know why.
I hope that some of the other people can see this and feel comforted. i see you, i see all of you, i understand you and i hope you are doing well. Just breathe, you'll be okay. I love all of you guys.
EDIT: feel free to vent in the replies, i'll listen.
My biological dad is mentally abusive my step dad is a cheating as liar my mom cant leave him even if her own daughter begs her to leave cousin died from suicide and the worst part is is that i could have stopped her because she told me 2 days beforehand 6 family deaths in 2 years grades suck life suck room dirty lil sis is toxic older bro is my only safe place and i dont see him anymore and he is thinking about joining the army ive almost got to the cutting stage i just have to find the guts im at the breaking point ive been in family drama since i was 4 i learnt to fake smile at 6 and i want to die so bad im not comfortable in my own skin i miss my cousin she was my therapist at this point my dogs are all i have left im dead inside lost gone im really trying i really am its not working their life is so pretty and care free its not fair i cant leave my biological dads house without hating myself for it ive been used and laughed at and talked about by my own family im so tired i just want to go home but then my home life is worse then school so i wish i was dead and no one gets it like yes u had a similar experience but its not the same
I feel the same way.. Idk why I feel those emotions(sad, trapped etc)..I know I should be more grateful that I have a family/home but sometimes I want to die. I won’t tho because of my loved ones and I don’t have the guts to. I just wonder what life is about sometimes..I feel rlly guilty..like why am I like this? Shouldn’t I be happy? Why do I have suicide thoughts? (Questions I ask myself) Sorry if I vented too much 😭
when i want to i cant because my anxiety and stuff, this all i can say in 20 min or so (/~\)
@@EvenlyOddUhere I feel for you.
Just know, its going to be okay, you can do this, and i believe in you.
If i could crawl through the screen and give you a big hug and some hot tea and that would make you feel better, i would. I hope you sleep well and have an amazing day, or night, or whatever time zone ur in. :3
(sorry ik this is extremely long)
(sorry, ik u said we could vent but it still feels wrong doing this , so an apology in advance!!)
I always feel like every move I make and do is wrong, like as if everyone is always watching judging and staring. I always feel weird talking to anyone because I know they'll always have it worse. Divorced parents, negligent parents, controlling parents, suicidal thoughts and such, I feel like such a burdon talking to anyone so whenever I even get the chance to open up to anyone or anything it still feels so wrong. And other times, I feel so weird as if I was some sort of sociopath, not feeling real emotions like as if I was just mirroring others pain or happiness cause I know I'm supposed to feel that way but I just don't. I am a queer kid, and really none of my other friends are, atleast the close ones, and the ones that are just don't understand and I don't ever feel the motivation or the vocabulary to explain nor do I have the motivation to actually do anything. My room is filthy and I hate myself for it. A few years ago I resorted to self harm and I will forever hate myself for it, it's my only way of escape and I feel like I'll never get help for it.
Sorry for this long rant about myself I'm just hoping someone will listen. Please know someone is always out there praying for your safety and thanks for reading I guess!!♥️
i used have a boy best friend.. but sadly he passed away due to cancer... he was the best thing that ever happened in my whole life he shined bright like the brightest star his smile could make anyone feel warm inside he was a sweet , warm hearted person i wish i never lost.. i always loved him but never had the guts to tell him how i felt.. sometimes i wish i could go back in time or die soon just to tell him how i felt / feel... he had warm hand's that could make any cold hearted person go warm hearted in a couple of second's.. i always used to be rude but after met him i changed i changed a lot... i started being more kind etc.. but only 3 year's after knowing him he told me he had cancer and that he'd die soon.. he told me if there was one way he'd want to die it was next to the person who loved him the most basically dying with the person he knew loved him.. i wasn't there i failed myself i failed him i could've been there i should've been there but i wasn't i don't think i could ever forgive myself for not being able to save him not being there for him when he was there for me... i don't think i'l ever be the same as i was with him it just show's how cruel this hell called the "world" is..
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to lost a friend, especially a best friend so if you want to talk I'm here.
Angel very sorry for your loss. Your words show just how deeply he meant to you and how much he impacted your life in such a beautiful way. It sounds like he truly was a bright light and a special soul. Please don’t be too hard on yourself-you didn’t fail him. The love and kindness you gave him while he was here surely meant the world to him.
Even though he’s gone, his memory lives on in the way he changed you and helped you grow into a more compassionate person. That love you hold for him will never fade, and I truly believe that he knew how much you cared for him, even if it wasn’t said out loud.
Life can be so cruel, but the love and light he brought into your world will always stay with you. Honor his memory by continuing to live with the warmth and kindness he inspired in you. You're carrying his legacy forward in your heart, and that’s such a powerful way to keep him close. forgive yourself as you only have urself💖
@@Eeaaalam thank you so much
@@sebastianrios2145 i'm sorry for your loss they may rest in peace and thank you so much
I'm sorry you lost such a warm and loving person, but Im sure even if you weren't with him in the moment you were there in his mind. You sound like a good person so try to not blame yourself, losing someone is always hard no matter how close you are with them. And I'm sure he understood/understands how you felt. Live long, and lead a good life!🩷
I hate the fact my reason to live is slowly decreasing but here I am still breathing
To be honest sad people like myself and other people that also struggle always try to make others happy no matter what because they know whats its like feeling absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel that way thats just my thought
Youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit. Good luck .
☆ Timestamps! ☆
★ Alien Blues 0:01 - 2:35
★ Space Song 2:36 - 7:23
★ Fallen down 7:24 - 8:21
★ I'd rather sleep 8:22 - 10:27
★ I can't handle change 10:31- 13:49
★ No surprises 13:50 - 17:36
★ Painkiller 17:37 - 21:38
last song is painkiller! ⭐
@@kueror7726 oh okay thanks!
I have a bf and currently his stepdad hates me because he assumes the worst of me. They went shopping together bc my bf wanted to get me a Christmas present, and his stepdad told him that I'm probably using him for money and forced him to buy me something. I didn't, i actually feel very bad everytime someone gives me a present and try to convince them not too. And another thing, he's judged me for my "boyish style/boy clothes" that my bf even yelled at him after. That actually made me hella insecure and wish i wasn't ever a tomboy, I feel like I'm not the gf they want him to date everytime I see him now I get very insecure and nervous knowing he sees me like that. His mom also defends me and is very sweet. But everytime I think about what he's said towards me, I can't help but cry..., idk what to do, idk if I should keep being myself, which is what everyone has told me, or change, bc I also don't want to keep feeling uncomfortable knowing he doesn't like my style at all and thinks I'm only dating his son for money and presents. Idk what to do I just don't want to keep living in fear and discomfort. 😕
Love you should never change for someone. I learned that for myself. If you truly love him or yourself, please do not do it.
exactly, the dad is just... someone, that's truly all he is, don't have to let him get to ya, he's not the one you'll spend a significant part of your life with. as for your bf, come on, be adorable and go melt those worries in his arms, have a good talk about it all, it'll be alright ^^. just a matter of putting it all into words, making each other aware of the issues and finding solutions, like to never ever take his father advice on what to do about you haha. also you can ignore him if you eventually find the strength to do so
and if it somehow doesn't end up alright then that's that, it'd hurt a lot but i'm sure you'll eventually find someone with a family that at the very least doesn't reject you to the exent of breaking your relationship
bless ya sweetheart
Thank you two for letting me realize the right choices, I won't change for a man who I'm not spending my significant life on, and I truly love my bf and won't change for him, bc he's let me know he loves me for who I am and likes the way I am. Thank you loves for your comforting words, may y'all be blessed as well 🫶
@@BrownieBoy. You too! I truly wish it works out!
my dad used to tell me "i dont compare u to ur brother." but when I do something he doesn't like "be more like ur brother." and my brother is 9. now he tells me that I have to work harder if I want his love.
Im a coward im so stupid and sensitive its almost like everyone at my school can handle insults from their mom but when my mom does i want to cry
me to buddy but for e its not my mom i cant imagine how hard it is for you but we all have to stick together
Relationships are always hard, but know that not all are forever. Whether that means it will disappear or change, just know it will always be for the better of you. Being sensitive is normal, and trust life will forever be changing, and there will be little happy pockets along the road.
I love listening to vent playlists and draw when I'm sad.
If it can get any worse then you know you should keep going.
You know this shits good if it starts with Alien Blues or My Alcoholic Friends.
FR! I HAVE BOTH TOSE SONGS IN MY PLAYLIST! ACTUALLY!!!
@@1-C4NT-D0-1T Those two songs are like, the leaders of vent songs.
Me and my friend always "joke" about how i used to be a crybaby. And i used to "cry over nothing". The one "nothing" was when i ToUcHeD a butterfly wrong, even tho it really didnt matter and they left. I was sitting in the field while they chased a butterfly around, not one of them checked one me. But you know who did? My friend (he was a boy) came all the way from arcross the field leaving his friends just to check on me. He came over and cheered me up when they didnt. And when he left my friends didnt even check up on me they gave up on the butterfly and walked away. (Cause i was crying a bit). And now they are saying i was the crybaby. But im to scared to speak up for myself so i just let it be. My other friend that cheered me up is still with me. While my other friends hate him. I dont, i wont ever. Hes my childhood bff. We have been friends since 1st grade. Thats all i have to say, good bye
I'm sorry that happened. I'm glad you still have your other friend and I hope you find good friends who like both of you soon. I'm rooting for you
It's been a rough week, worst than ever, and I'm fighting for my life not to relapse, to not become that person again but as I write this I know It's too late. I have messed up all of my friendships and all of my grades for nothing. Last night I got a message telling me that I was acting like a completely different person online than irl but guess what I am a different person when people aren't looking at me and it shows. The worst part, I can't talk about these things to anyone so I'm being selfish on the internet and letting my thoughts out for once in my life.
I just wanna be a kid again, not caring about school, grades, and how life will turn out
I think I won't ever be that person I so desperately want to become
Thanks for listening in to my little rant
It's not selfish to want to get out your feelings. None of us are perfect and you can't blame yourself for not being an ideal version of a person. It's okay to be worried about how you come across, however just the way you seem to worry about being a good person makes me like you're much better of a person than most everyone, even if you don't feel the same way. Moreover, we all make mistakes with grades and friends. As someone who went years with no friends because I fucked everything up, I can promise it will get better eventually. If you ever need to vent, I'm here. I care about you and I love you. Please keep holding on, you've got this.
Thanks a lot
Even though it probably doesn't mean anything to you and might just be a small gesture of humanity towards a fellow online stranger but it made my day a lot better
May you have a wonderful life ahead and I hope all your dreams come true
And once again
Thanks
Im happy and try to help people that aren't
what baffles me is how other players not only try to bring back players to the game by using tactics such as doing the opposite of pulling the plug or taking them to special maps with heavely restrained gameplay mechanics that you can only get out off by being willing to play until your computer gives up on you; but they even go as far as making anyone who would be willing to help go to yet another map even if it's slightly better there since it's time based and changing your mind isn't a requirement for leaving but you do go back if you try to help again and for longer, other than that those places aren't safe unless you're in a good one (that bit is true for the other one too). i didn't even want to play this game in the first place, it was just given to me and i couldn't quit no matter how hard i tried, i just can't understand why they glorify this game so much, saying it's mid would be the most generous things i could ever possibly say in my entire existance even if i had to play it for 10000 more years.
i'm honestly scared of them and angry too, it's like they are blind to what they're doing or they just don't care about anyone that's not like them other than trying to asimilate them into their way of thinking/being. it feels quite lonely when you're outnumbered seemingly a million to one
like, sorry guys, i know some of y'all would miss me if i quit playing let's say minecraft but that choice should be up to me and only me. plus, there are way to many players nowdays, the server is way too crowded, not enough drops for the players to level up and maintain their mood stats; and some hoarders are making the problem being what it is today, wouldn't mind it if the drops were unlimited but they ain't, way too many peoples can't even get access to the lowest tier of health potions or simple items like bread.
i'v been awake for way too long, don't know how the rest of them can play for so long but i can't, i'm exhausted, i need to quit the game and go lay down for a while, if only they cared enough to understand i wouldn't be in so much pain. the worse is, i still love them all and i wish them the best of choice, freedom, safety, fulfilment and happiness, each and every single one of them no matter who, really, i'm not kidding, everyone everyone, even for those i feel the opposite of love at the same time(having paradoxical emotions is very fun and not draining at all, but it does actually help understand everything a lot better, points of views and all). and the peoples i love are doing this to me, justifying it however they want if they even bother to do so but pain doesn't care about their excuses.
i really need a break from this game, i have wanted that for what, a decade now? that's certainly more than good enough for me and in this specific case my opinion really is the only one that matters in term of what actions would be okay to do, be it turning of my computer or not.
guess who was 2 and a half months clean!….now i’m 2 minutes clean…
Two months is still a long time :) I’m proud of you
i hope i have stayed strong but if not pls try to it’s ok we are here for u xx if u need to u can vent to me even if im just a stranger i want to help u
i’m also proud of u 2 months was very long :)
Great job! Stay strong im here ❤
You a very special person who deserves everything good in life, and who is loved much more than you think.
No matter what you do you will always be a precious being with endless value ❤
Life is beautiful. It’s fantastic and the world has so much to offer and sometimes you just don’t realize that. But when you’re sad.. all of those thoughts go out of the window and become replaced with reality. This world is horrible. So much bad goes on here. Everything is stopping you. Ending it all would make the pain go away. But something I remember is all the things I would miss out on. I forget that even though my parents are not the best people in the world I still have my friends. They don’t have to care about what I’m feeling or how I’m doing because who wants to hear about that anyways. That just puts people in a bad mood and nobody wants to feel that. But as long as they keep me distracted from everything around me, I’m cool.
The your mamas crying one is true i haven't seen my mom for months shes on the streets
Your neck is not a coat so don't hang it
Your wrists aren't paper so don't cut it
Your life isn't a movie so don't end it
Stay strong and don't ever give up on life
Good morning, afternoon or night to anyone who is reading this, don’t hurt yourself. It’s not worth it. You may feel like no one cares but there are. If there is truly no one on earth that cares, then know that God cares for you. Please don’t take this as a way for me to force Christianity because that’s not my purpose, my purpose is to show that he is there for each and every one of you that are hurting. He loves everyone no matter they’re beliefs. I hope you get the chance to speak to him about your problems because believe me, he will take your pain away. I love you all and I hope everything gets better because I believe it will❤
i don’t feel forced by christianity. i feel trapped by christianity. there was this guy i was talking to. he was very christian but i don’t mind peoples beliefs. but he said he was a profit from god and that his entire purpose to “save me”
it was terrible because it had me questioning every moment of every day and had me thinking about if i was pleasing this nonexistent lord that’s in an old book. it had me questioning my friends, my life. now everytime im not doing good i repeat to myself “could i still get into heaven if i killed myseld?”
i love this playlist and been listening to it frequently i wish everyone condolences for their mental health and hope everything gets better.
I’m sorry to everyone that goes through depression, me being someone suffering from it for literal years… I don’t want anyone to feel pain.. specially if they don’t deserve it… I’m sorry to everyone.. I truly am- I hope everyone heals from their thoughts and mistakes and finds ways of healing-💖
My recommendations knows me so well 🤗🤗🤗🙃
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@@IHave73MentalI_illnessesHOLA HI I’M WALMART SANTA WANT ANYTHING FROM WALMART????
@@D3pr3ss3d_T33n you’re on the good Walmart kid list. What would you like from Walmart?
@@D3pr3ss3d_T33n dont worry kid i got all the Walmart supplies. I even got you chocolate Walmart milk🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
The fact there was undertale music in this video is kinda crazy....gotta love undertale though
Pov: me trying to fall asleep, instead im just vibing to the music
guess who is finally a month clean! so happy
Yippie
GUESS WHO SHOULD LOVE THEMSELVES MORE, ITS……🎉YOU🎉 you are worth so much, never doubt that, things may be hard for you but remember it’s not your fault your beautiful, smart, and worthy of love. If no one will love you than they are not worth your time, SO LOVE YOURSELF❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢
If anyone wants to vent to me please feel welcome, I was once in this position and I had no one to vent to, I’ll be your best friend X :)🩷
basicially im class, so my school has bahavior grades and i had slime in class but my mom said if i make slime with the glue i will never see glue again in my life so then its on my behavior paper and im scared because she will be so angry and idk what to do because i only have a day before i will be in even bigger trouble and idk if i can do anything rn
and it happened twice so i have four behavior marks
Thank you
Im sorry i feel so selfish right now,
Im going through big changes in my life, im moving schools and stuff, my anxiety is slowly killing me, sometimes it feels like my stomach is eating itself inside out, like theres a brick on my lungs, like theres a knife in my head, and i suddenly start shaking, im falling to the ground and i can’t breathe. It’s been happening a-lot recently, with strict parents im scared to do something about it. It feels one second im dying, and then the other im perfectly fine and im just exaggerating. I had a friend, we got into some issues, i loved her, i stood behind that door. I heared her talk bad, about me, all my friends, everyone i knew, they opened that door, my heart beat was so loud i couldn’t hear them. Or my thoughts. I fell to the ground, i couldn’t breather, i was shaking. And she laughed at me. Im still heartbroken, we’re not friends anymore but shes slowly taking away everyone i care about and love. I feel it. I see it.
Im sorry.
@@Dreamriders1113 and my mom and dad cal me names like fat ugly moron and slow and dumb
I just wish my mom loved me like she loves my brothers.
everything is going to be okay. I promise. 🫂🧡🧡 i love you 🫂🫂🫂🧡
Im planning to commit this week, i love you all. (Just in case i actually die, i love yall with all my heart and yes if your my friend then take my stufd)
IF YOU ARE ALIVE PLEASE CONTACT 988
IF YOU ARE ALIVE CONTACT 988
IF YOU ARE ALIVE CONTACT 988
I sound like a schizo…I’m on a burner because RUclips kept deleting my comments lol…honestly i shouldn’t care, I never even met you…so sorry if I annoyed you…if your alive what I’m saying is really awkward…god I look like a loser rn lol…but yeah if there is somewhere you go after you die, and your seeing this…which I doubt…I want you to know that a dumbass wrote all that shit to try and help you
I probably was just annoying for telling you to contact 988. I mean you were probably already dead. I’m sorry, I don’t even know you so sorry. I wasted my time
Why dose every song i hear now relate to how messed up life is now?
Are we not gonna talk about the user saying "freaky glisten" 😭?
Also 0:39 song?
Alien blues! (I think!!!)
Love that song 😋
The fact that I was crying and I put this playlist on is crazy
I’m not sure why but I thought the eyeball was a flower with an eye as the pedals
I just have been so mentally and physically tired that god, im so sick of it all. When does it get better? Will it ever get better? Thanks for the kind and supportive comments i needed that I've been thinking of committing, but i dont know im so damn tired
I’ll be living with dad now, I have no idea how to feel. Mums an alcoholic and is always working but I can tell she loves me. I only see dad every other weekend but I feel like he knows me more than mum ever has. Mum called drunk asking me to come home at 11 at night, when I said tomorrow she started yelling at dad saying he’s a narcissist and I won’t be seeing him ever again. I know she loves me, I love her too. The drinks are constant, every night. Fosters, Prosecco, the lot. It’s so hard. My friends and dad say it’s up to me but idk what to do. I’ve said I’ll live with dad and she probably hates me now, she’s said me her my brother and sister (whom have both moved out as they are older, sister doesn’t share the same dad) to have a talk about it that will probably end very badly. Idk what to do man, someone please talk to me?
Omg fallen down like from undertale!1!1!11!
ikrr!
*You have summoned a Undertale fan* HAII (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
but why it's here?! undertale doesn't cause depression!!!🤌
@@itachiuchiha-pw8gp exactly
@ ikrr!
when i was born my pop was coming to meet me at the hospital and when he was on his way he got in a car crash and i never got to meet him and my brother has his middle name as my pops name shawn and i never got to see him ever after that and then my other pop died of sickness and i always know there here with me no matter what marten and shawn i miss you i wish you where here
I Love the pfp, Looks like rainbow dash took Coke (Btw cool playlist)
I'm to go to China for a semester if I continue my studies in chinese. But I'm scared of leaving to go there alone. Loosing all my marks, no parents, very little friends, having to speak a language I actually don't know that well (no one is fluent in third year of uni.). Living alone for almost a year last year broke me so bad I couldn't even get out of my apartment unless it was to return home to my parents. I'm crying just writing this. Maybe I don't talk about how bad it was enough. I remember being on the floor, crying and begging my parents to come home, my dad in the room and my mom on the phone. They were like "now you're being a dramaqueen, rolling on the floor won't get you nowhere. This is ridiculous." as if I controlled it.
But they did let me return home before the end of the uni year when they learnt I literally didn't get out of the entire week. It must've scared them a little. I'm sorry and I'm also glad they were. I love them very much, and I know they do, too.
I almost didn't miss any classes this uni year. Living with my brother instead of alone helped a lot, but I'm a little scared for next year (since he'll be in other countries). Though I made very kind friends this year, it's a lot better than it was last year.
I'm also drawing more lately, which is reassuring to me because I missed being very artistically productive. I think I'm crying because I remember how scared I was, but I don't have any reasons to be anymore. It's just an old open wound ; I'm not alone.
I've had a very good christmas too. I hope anyone who reads this message had either lots of party or lots of rest, whatever brings you comfort.
It's just difficult to let go of the fear and anxiety. I'm so grateful to be hypersensitive, actually. It's hell in some ways but it makes me uncapable of hiding my bad feelings until it's too late. It's useful.
I'm still tearing up. I think I needed that.
we even adopted a cat at home. he's very fat, but very kind. A good old man.
hard to breathe, hard to live
Making a vent playlist THEN asking ppl not to vent is CRAZY
rest in peace my beloved ones
wish i hadn't failed
Please know that atleast one person is always praying for your safety. Atleast I am, Im really not religious or anything but I truly hope you stay safe. Honest.
same
@Melanieslittleearthling11 hey so actually that's not cool at all to claim others experiences as your own and actually is kind of gross🫤 but either way i do hope you can get the help you need, and please live a good and long life*
I'm thinking about you today
🫂❤
hope everyone finds the light🤍
Crazy I fell asleep yesterday.
20:12 why’d the “DIE” leave 😭
Guess they don’t want to die any more? 😭
(This is a joke! If anyone is struggling with mental health issues they need to seek help!!!! Plz!)
I'm fighting so hard not to be like the people who hurt me.. but it's so fucking hard.. I don't want to stop caring so much about others, but I get so burnt out from doing so much for people and getting barely anything in return.. i always have to text and call first and fix everyone else's issues but none cares about mine.. no one fucking cares about me.. im not even me anymore.. I'm just the people's personalities I copied.. and even the people I find who are like me.. don't want me.. I just wanna be me again without feeling like I have to copy everyone.. and they still don't like me after I copy them.. I don't know what's wrong with me..
I know you're trying. You're trying so hard. And I'm proud of you. So so so proud of you. There's nothing wrong with you, you're just a little lost, but you'll find your way again. I love you so so so much and if you ever want to speak to anyone, I'm here
@may-may6145 thank you🖤 that's the sweetest thing someone has said to me in a while🖤
Guess who was 3 months clean!!? Now who’s 7 minutes clean..
I felt a waterfall out of my eyes😂
Vent here
if you want my two cents, i'm glad you're still here. i'm some random 20 year old on the internet who went through the same american bullshit school system while having everyone look at me like i was a mistake. but trust me when i say your life's so much more beyond school and work.
the world's a shithole rn, but that doesn't mean you're a part of the shit if that makes sense
Hey, you doing okay now?
POV: when the only emotional support you have is your cats :(
Name of the first song please
Alien blues!!!!
Love that song ❤
0:01-2:34 Alien blues
2:36-7:21 Space beach song?
7:23-8:22 Fallen down
8:23-10:27 I 'd rather sleep
10:30-13:48 I can't handle change
13:50-17:35 No surprises
17:37-20:08 Painkiller
20:10-21:37 Just take my wallet
new Sub>:3
maybe if i wasn't like this i would be happy.....
its okay my skibidi sigma
we can be alpha together
@@IHave73MentalI_illnesses okay
I love your playlist a;so the name and your picture profile
tyyy
I wish i succeeded, the maybe my family might have loved me.
Man my shits gone like im in another wrld of fucked shits so far outta my reach and i cant go to the one place that can help cus it will go on my record witch means no good college with how the usa dos it like im fucked
I dont wanna be her to...
I have a question.
Yes, I sh, but not fatally, so why does everyone say people like myself should stop? This is a genuine question, I just want to know why you should stop if its not hurting other people and not fatally hurting yourself?
i wanna cry so badly my siblings doing it. (s.) what do I do.
(SH..)
I'm done with my life but I can't kms BC I love my crush and she tells me not to sh or kms all tho I'm done
8:00 music name??
fallen down from the undertale soundtrack
I Hate everything my parents blame me for everything don’t trust me I have lost a friend. Father says “you act like your brother why not act like your sister” “ mother says “ I hate you for acting like this lying all the time act like your sister” they say “oh (. ) why are you in your room your sister may do that but why do you have to come sit with the family” it’s always my sister never me I’m the bad guy in this story I guess
Don’t worry I’m not doing anything bad …..for now just needed something to vent I’m clean for 2 years!!
Are u okay :) ❤
Yea :1
@@HolaThisIs_Flower :D ^_^
Why..
Why did the cat leave me…?
Why did she leave me…?
I…
…
Sh1t sh1t sh1t sh1t…
No…
She…She can’t be gone!!..Right!???!
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No..! NO!! I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT…
LOIS….
Little lois….
Please….
Don’t leave me here with these…
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Loud, judgmental people…
Please…
Im a 13 yr old girl that loves u❤
You get a suB :D
I wish i was actually doing better...I'm tired of faking.
Please don't do it
I'm annoying
No. No your not. Your wonderful. You always will be, dont think that your annoying. If you think that your annoying, then your wrong. I know, by what your saying is just NOT true. Your a perfect person, no matter who, or what you are and what you look like.
🫂🧡
Vim espalhar o evangelho.
Não se sabe quando Jesus vai voltar e pode ser a qualquer momento. Esteja preparado! Espalhe o evangelho, ore, leia a bíblia, aceite Jesus, procure a Deus!
Jesus te ama! Que Deus te abençoe!❤