No, please don't. Your loved, I want you to know that, I may not know you but I care about you. No one should have to feel this way. You are an amazing person, you are worth it!! Please know that.
Please dont. Even if im a stranger. you can vent to me. please. I hope you get better, I hope everything gets better for you. no matter how old, young, pretty or ugly, everyone deserves something. I wanna let you know, I hope you get better. we all want you to live. not just for fame. or playlists. because we hate the thought of someone leaving this world even if we want to also. so, from one Human to human, stranger to stranger, playlist lover to playlist lover, Get better.
Sometimes i just want to wait until late at night, leave, run away, be on my own. But my fear prevents me from doing that. My friends would miss me, my partner, my parents, my grandparents, my sister. I love them, so i feel like i can never leave or i would hurt them. my life is good, but i still feel horrible for a reason i cant think up, and people are always telling me to grow up and that i'm being dramatic. I just feel sad, trapped, alone. and i don't know why. I hope that some of the other people can see this and feel comforted. i see you, i see all of you, i understand you and i hope you are doing well. Just breathe, you'll be okay. I love all of you guys. EDIT: feel free to vent in the replies, i'll listen.
My biological dad is mentally abusive my step dad is a cheating as liar my mom cant leave him even if her own daughter begs her to leave cousin died from suicide and the worst part is is that i could have stopped her because she told me 2 days beforehand 6 family deaths in 2 years grades suck life suck room dirty lil sis is toxic older bro is my only safe place and i dont see him anymore and he is thinking about joining the army ive almost got to the cutting stage i just have to find the guts im at the breaking point ive been in family drama since i was 4 i learnt to fake smile at 6 and i want to die so bad im not comfortable in my own skin i miss my cousin she was my therapist at this point my dogs are all i have left im dead inside lost gone im really trying i really am its not working their life is so pretty and care free its not fair i cant leave my biological dads house without hating myself for it ive been used and laughed at and talked about by my own family im so tired i just want to go home but then my home life is worse then school so i wish i was dead and no one gets it like yes u had a similar experience but its not the same
I feel the same way.. Idk why I feel those emotions(sad, trapped etc)..I know I should be more grateful that I have a family/home but sometimes I want to die. I won’t tho because of my loved ones and I don’t have the guts to. I just wonder what life is about sometimes..I feel rlly guilty..like why am I like this? Shouldn’t I be happy? Why do I have suicide thoughts? (Questions I ask myself) Sorry if I vented too much 😭
People say "why do you have depression? Life is so beautiful" no one cares but when someone says "why do you have asthma? There is so much air around" everyone gets offended
Youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit. Good luck .
Life is beautiful. It’s fantastic and the world has so much to offer and sometimes you just don’t realize that. But when you’re sad.. all of those thoughts go out of the window and become replaced with reality. This world is horrible. So much bad goes on here. Everything is stopping you. Ending it all would make the pain go away. But something I remember is all the things I would miss out on. I forget that even though my parents are not the best people in the world I still have my friends. They don’t have to care about what I’m feeling or how I’m doing because who wants to hear about that anyways. That just puts people in a bad mood and nobody wants to feel that. But as long as they keep me distracted from everything around me, I’m cool.
basicially im class, so my school has bahavior grades and i had slime in class but my mom said if i make slime with the glue i will never see glue again in my life so then its on my behavior paper and im scared because she will be so angry and idk what to do because i only have a day before i will be in even bigger trouble and idk if i can do anything rn
Im sorry i feel so selfish right now, Im going through big changes in my life, im moving schools and stuff, my anxiety is slowly killing me, sometimes it feels like my stomach is eating itself inside out, like theres a brick on my lungs, like theres a knife in my head, and i suddenly start shaking, im falling to the ground and i can’t breathe. It’s been happening a-lot recently, with strict parents im scared to do something about it. It feels one second im dying, and then the other im perfectly fine and im just exaggerating. I had a friend, we got into some issues, i loved her, i stood behind that door. I heared her talk bad, about me, all my friends, everyone i knew, they opened that door, my heart beat was so loud i couldn’t hear them. Or my thoughts. I fell to the ground, i couldn’t breather, i was shaking. And she laughed at me. Im still heartbroken, we’re not friends anymore but shes slowly taking away everyone i care about and love. I feel it. I see it. Im sorry.
Im planning to commit this week, i love you all. (Just in case i actually die, i love yall with all my heart and yes if your my friend then take my stufd)
I sound like a schizo…I’m on a burner because RUclips kept deleting my comments lol…honestly i shouldn’t care, I never even met you…so sorry if I annoyed you…if your alive what I’m saying is really awkward…god I look like a loser rn lol…but yeah if there is somewhere you go after you die, and your seeing this…which I doubt…I want you to know that a dumbass wrote all that shit to try and help you
I probably was just annoying for telling you to contact 988. I mean you were probably already dead. I’m sorry, I don’t even know you so sorry. I wasted my time
wish i had gone through with it
please no 🥺you playlist helps me cope with my sh ty life i want to too but i don’t so please 🥺don’t do it
dont do that dear, everything happens for our own reasons. i may not know you but i wouldn't mind giving u my ig if you need someone to talk too.
@@angelicmwahh there was no reason for me to have svicidal tendencies in first grade.
No, please don't. Your loved, I want you to know that, I may not know you but I care about you. No one should have to feel this way. You are an amazing person, you are worth it!! Please know that.
Please dont. Even if im a stranger. you can vent to me. please. I hope you get better, I hope everything gets better for you. no matter how old, young, pretty or ugly, everyone deserves something. I wanna let you know, I hope you get better. we all want you to live. not just for fame. or playlists. because we hate the thought of someone leaving this world even if we want to also. so, from one Human to human, stranger to stranger, playlist lover to playlist lover, Get better.
Im a coward im so stupid and sensitive its almost like everyone at my school can handle insults from their mom but when my mom does i want to cry
Sometimes i just want to wait until late at night, leave, run away, be on my own. But my fear prevents me from doing that. My friends would miss me, my partner, my parents, my grandparents, my sister. I love them, so i feel like i can never leave or i would hurt them. my life is good, but i still feel horrible for a reason i cant think up, and people are always telling me to grow up and that i'm being dramatic. I just feel sad, trapped, alone. and i don't know why.
I hope that some of the other people can see this and feel comforted. i see you, i see all of you, i understand you and i hope you are doing well. Just breathe, you'll be okay. I love all of you guys.
EDIT: feel free to vent in the replies, i'll listen.
My biological dad is mentally abusive my step dad is a cheating as liar my mom cant leave him even if her own daughter begs her to leave cousin died from suicide and the worst part is is that i could have stopped her because she told me 2 days beforehand 6 family deaths in 2 years grades suck life suck room dirty lil sis is toxic older bro is my only safe place and i dont see him anymore and he is thinking about joining the army ive almost got to the cutting stage i just have to find the guts im at the breaking point ive been in family drama since i was 4 i learnt to fake smile at 6 and i want to die so bad im not comfortable in my own skin i miss my cousin she was my therapist at this point my dogs are all i have left im dead inside lost gone im really trying i really am its not working their life is so pretty and care free its not fair i cant leave my biological dads house without hating myself for it ive been used and laughed at and talked about by my own family im so tired i just want to go home but then my home life is worse then school so i wish i was dead and no one gets it like yes u had a similar experience but its not the same
I feel the same way.. Idk why I feel those emotions(sad, trapped etc)..I know I should be more grateful that I have a family/home but sometimes I want to die. I won’t tho because of my loved ones and I don’t have the guts to. I just wonder what life is about sometimes..I feel rlly guilty..like why am I like this? Shouldn’t I be happy? Why do I have suicide thoughts? (Questions I ask myself) Sorry if I vented too much 😭
People say "why do you have depression? Life is so beautiful" no one cares but when someone says "why do you have asthma? There is so much air around" everyone gets offended
Fr, like I KNOW life is beautiful and all that but it just doesn't feel like it to me
guess who was 2 and a half months clean!….now i’m 2 minutes clean…
☆ Timestamps! ☆
★ Alien Blues 0:01 - 2:35
★ Space Song 2:36 - 7:23
★ Fallen down 7:24 - 8:21
★ I'd rather sleep 8:22 - 10:27
★ I can't handle change 10:31- 13:49
★ No surprises 13:50 - 17:36
★ Painkiller 17:37 - 21:38
last song is painkiller! ⭐
@@kueror7726 oh okay thanks!
Youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit. Good luck .
My recommendations knows me so well 🤗🤗🤗🙃
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@@IHave73MentalI_illnessesHOLA HI I’M WALMART SANTA WANT ANYTHING FROM WALMART????
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Life is beautiful. It’s fantastic and the world has so much to offer and sometimes you just don’t realize that. But when you’re sad.. all of those thoughts go out of the window and become replaced with reality. This world is horrible. So much bad goes on here. Everything is stopping you. Ending it all would make the pain go away. But something I remember is all the things I would miss out on. I forget that even though my parents are not the best people in the world I still have my friends. They don’t have to care about what I’m feeling or how I’m doing because who wants to hear about that anyways. That just puts people in a bad mood and nobody wants to feel that. But as long as they keep me distracted from everything around me, I’m cool.
If anyone wants to vent to me please feel welcome, I was once in this position and I had no one to vent to, I’ll be your best friend X :)🩷
basicially im class, so my school has bahavior grades and i had slime in class but my mom said if i make slime with the glue i will never see glue again in my life so then its on my behavior paper and im scared because she will be so angry and idk what to do because i only have a day before i will be in even bigger trouble and idk if i can do anything rn
and it happened twice so i have four behavior marks
Thank you
Im sorry i feel so selfish right now,
Im going through big changes in my life, im moving schools and stuff, my anxiety is slowly killing me, sometimes it feels like my stomach is eating itself inside out, like theres a brick on my lungs, like theres a knife in my head, and i suddenly start shaking, im falling to the ground and i can’t breathe. It’s been happening a-lot recently, with strict parents im scared to do something about it. It feels one second im dying, and then the other im perfectly fine and im just exaggerating. I had a friend, we got into some issues, i loved her, i stood behind that door. I heared her talk bad, about me, all my friends, everyone i knew, they opened that door, my heart beat was so loud i couldn’t hear them. Or my thoughts. I fell to the ground, i couldn’t breather, i was shaking. And she laughed at me. Im still heartbroken, we’re not friends anymore but shes slowly taking away everyone i care about and love. I feel it. I see it.
Im sorry.
@@Dreamriders1113 and my mom and dad cal me names like fat ugly moron and slow and dumb
Im planning to commit this week, i love you all. (Just in case i actually die, i love yall with all my heart and yes if your my friend then take my stufd)
IF YOU ARE ALIVE PLEASE CONTACT 988
IF YOU ARE ALIVE CONTACT 988
IF YOU ARE ALIVE CONTACT 988
I sound like a schizo…I’m on a burner because RUclips kept deleting my comments lol…honestly i shouldn’t care, I never even met you…so sorry if I annoyed you…if your alive what I’m saying is really awkward…god I look like a loser rn lol…but yeah if there is somewhere you go after you die, and your seeing this…which I doubt…I want you to know that a dumbass wrote all that shit to try and help you
I probably was just annoying for telling you to contact 988. I mean you were probably already dead. I’m sorry, I don’t even know you so sorry. I wasted my time
Crazy I fell asleep yesterday.
Why dose every song i hear now relate to how messed up life is now?
I Love the pfp, Looks like rainbow dash took Coke (Btw cool playlist)
new Sub>:3
maybe if i wasn't like this i would be happy.....
its okay my skibidi sigma
we can be alpha together
@@IHave73MentalI_illnesses okay
I love your playlist a;so the name and your picture profile
tyyy
8:00 music name??
fallen down from the undertale soundtrack
You get a suB :D
Are u okay :) ❤
Yea :1
@@HolaThisIs_Flower :D ^_^