@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
"Ive been in my room counting down the time counting down the hours till i finaly take my life" blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
I can't thank you enough for your music it's kept me going even when I know I shouldn't keep going after everything that's happened to me the last few months. Thank you so much
RIP CJ fly high my g we gon get that get back, i can relate so hard to this song that its scarry man after i lost my brother this all i can feel man, "speeding across the freeway and im swervin round them corners and hoping that i crash" i do tht every day anymore.
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
happy belated birthday 🎉 😊 it was hard to read your comment as my birthday is tomorrow and the very few people in my life just told me they are too busy tm and will have to do dinner another day. so alone again it is!
Yeah I was forced to do something for my birthday now I'm so glad I spent that time with my family It is more important than all the money in fort Knox.
@pmin9955 that's very similar to me. I decided to host a party for the first time but everyone cancelled or got sick, so it was a very lonely birthday. But at the very least I got some messages and a few calls so a few people still showed they cared. I hope you had a good birthday xx
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢 I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
Im not the guy to normally leave comments like this but i want people to know it does eventually get better a couple of months ago i was in the hospital getting my stomach pumped after getting found right after popping sleeping pills to od. I was rushed to the hospital and luckily saved. Its been a couple of months now and i am doing better and i am going to be a father for a little boy with a woman i would consider the love of my life. My final message for anyone who is struggling is to know even though everything may be difficult now and it looks like there is no end to the suffering. I want you to think forward and fight for yourself. If you dont fight for yourself how will you fight for your family, your friends, or your future kids.
It’s hard to describe where I am right now. Emotionally, mentally, I feel like I’m standing at the edge of something dark and bottomless. I’m not sure when I started feeling this way-angry, hurt, confused, like every part of me is twisted up in knots that I can’t untie. The worst part is that no one else really sees it. I go through my days feeling like I’m just wearing a mask, hiding what’s really going on underneath. There’s so much anger inside me. I feel like it’s always there, waiting to explode, and I don’t even know why half the time. It’s this constant, throbbing rage that builds up, coming from every little frustration, every failure, every time I feel like life has let me down. I can be calm one minute, and then something small happens, and I can feel it taking over, filling my chest, making my pulse race. It’s like I’m fighting against myself all the time, trying to keep it under control, but it’s exhausting. Then there’s the pain. It’s not physical, but it feels real-like a weight pressing down on my chest, making it hard to breathe sometimes. I look back on things I’ve lost, relationships that didn’t work out, chances I missed, and it’s like all of it has built up over the years. I carry it with me every day. I want to let it go, but I don’t know how. It’s like my mind keeps replaying every hurt, every mistake, every disappointment, until I feel like I’m drowning in it. More than anything, though, I feel lost. I wake up every day with no real direction, just going through the motions, trying to keep myself together. It’s like I’m walking in circles, trying to find my way, but everything looks the same. I don’t know what I want, where I’m supposed to go, or even who I am anymore. I’ve lost touch with myself, with any sense of purpose or meaning. It’s like there’s this emptiness inside me that nothing can fill, no matter what I do. I’m surrounded by people, but I’ve never felt more alone. It’s a strange feeling, to be so isolated even when I’m not physically by myself. Everyone around me has their own lives, their own problems, and I feel like I’m just... here, existing but not really living. I try to reach out, but it’s like no one really understands, or maybe they don’t want to. I don’t even know how to put it into words most of the time, so I just stay quiet. It feels easier to pretend like everything’s okay than to explain what’s really going on. The worst part might be this feeling that I’m bleeding, but in a way that no one else can see. It’s like I’m carrying around these wounds that never heal, that keep getting reopened every time I think I’m getting better. There’s this ache in my chest, like my heart’s been broken so many times that it doesn’t even know how to be whole anymore. I feel like I’m constantly patching myself up, trying to hold everything together, but it never lasts. I keep going, but it feels like I’m falling apart a little more every day. Then there’s this anger that never leaves me, like an itch I can’t scratch. It’s there when I wake up, when I go to sleep, this undercurrent of rage that never really fades. It’s not aimed at anyone in particular, or maybe it is, but I can’t even tell anymore. It’s like I’m mad at everything-at myself, at life, at all the people who didn’t show up when I needed them. I’m angry at the world, but it feels like I’m trapped with it, unable to escape or change anything. Sometimes I feel like there are demons in my mind, these voices that remind me of every failure, every insecurity. They feed off my worst thoughts, making me doubt myself even more. They tell me I’m worthless, that I’m alone because I deserve to be, that I’ll never be good enough for anyone. And the more I listen, the harder it is to fight back. I start to believe it, to think that maybe they’re right and that this is just how it’s always going to be. And maybe the hardest thing to face is the feeling of being unloved. I look around, and I don’t see anyone who truly understands or cares. People might say they love me, but it feels empty, like they’re just saying it because they’re supposed to. I don’t feel close to anyone. It’s like there’s this distance between me and everyone else, a barrier that I can’t break through no matter how hard I try. I wonder if I’ll ever find someone who really sees me, who wants me for who I am, not just the version of myself that I show to the world. this song hits hard with the way i feel
Hey skippy things ever get bad for you i know you dont know me and might not reply to me but its your music that got me clean and stopped me from ending it all! Thanks man i appreicate you and all your music. No matter what hardships you go through it makes you stronger as person you got this i believe in you
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
All I got to say to everyone on here is no matter what your going thru you will get thru it. Don't give up keep your head up. It's not the end of your happiness I promise ❤
This song practically is the definition of my life and mental state since the day I lost the only person keeping me out of the void that I thought I have burried in the back of my head
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song... Thankyou...for putting it in a song. 1:10 I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
I lost my daughter at the beginning of 2024 she was 2 months old and I’m terrified I won’t be able to keep fighting for her twin sister and the thing no one sees around me is no one hates me more than myself no matter how much I wanna change and be Able to provide for my gf and daughter i try to take that step to change and it feels like my soul steps but my body doesn’t so I step back into myself frozen in place for the rest of my life and I’m slipping further and further everyday but no one sees because I can’t show them the truth they could never see it truly
My girlfriend showed me this song, she said she feels the same, it's been a month, I'm still crying, and afraid to loose her, my life is similar to hers, so I feel the Same, I can't bring myself to tell her.
My girlfriend showed me this song, she broke up with me 2 months ago. Ngl I’m feeling a little suicidal rn. I swore to myself I’d never actually kill myself though.
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I’ve recently had mental health problems too and I just wanna say that I wish you the best and congrats for being sober for 6 months. You got this never give up ❤️
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
I have never related to a song so much until I found this and when I first heard it I cried cuz I relate so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much not kidding
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the Only way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. We know we don't want to die because dying bodies always end up fighting to survive. Our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
I understand your feelings and I just want you to remember to take your own advice to because you are going to be ok in the end you just have to be a toddler and get back up when things or your own self push you down. ;)
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
I've been in my room counting down the hours until I take my life I don't wanna be alive anymore can relate.... Idk just way to hard try to fight a little longer
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
Since like 8 years old. 33 now. It never seems to end. I wish I had something profound and uplifting, to contribute. But, unfortunately, I've found no solution. Pretty much just just existing until I no longer do.
this song describes me except for the friends (ain't got any) and gf "baby" (ain't got it). And don't get me started on family. My fav line is from 0:41 - 1:22 best part is from 0:00 - 3:24
"Counting down the hours till I finally take my life" I felt that notes are ready still not clean from sh I have a timer for when it's time fir me to go but not making it to 2025 for a fact
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" I don't want to be alive anymore" hits home hard.
Keep fighting brother.
Im proud of you for still fighting bro, keep going a bit longer and you'll see everything will work out better than you could have ever imagined
Same I hate that I'm alive
I’m right there with you the only thing that’s keeping me here are my kids
@@ChlairisseJudd-or3ihfelt that
The song that brought me to this artist and explains my true feelings... This song is my peace thank you
and thank u for sticking with me
*This is the song that defines me.*
keep fighting brother, God has amazing things coming for u
Same
This song is what I'm going through. Thanks
@@skippymusic1 this used to be how I felt. Luckily, I have my friends and family by my side. They helped me so much. I just found you today, by the way. I already am in love with your voice and your music. Keep up the great work.
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"I've been in my room I've been counting down the time, counting down the hours till I finally take my life" 😪 months later I'm still relating to this verse, nothing ever changes and nothing ever will, this is just a matter of time for all of us but it is what it is. much love Skippy
Things change believe you need to keep holding on cause 1 thing you are sure is that you will die no matter what like everyone
So try to "enjoy" the time you have before dying
And i know it's hard i fight depression and suicidal tought for like 12 years now
But keep holding on i beg you
Reach out to someone. Family, friends, relatives, a helpline. You're not alone. Ik how hard it can be. Stay strong. Ik this doesn't fix anything but people do care. Even if it doesn't feel like that. Letting someone in can be hard but those who love you will help you through, even if it feels like they don't or can't. I believe in you 🤍
I promise you things do get better even when it seems utterly hopeless! God and Jesus are amazing and I PROMISE they will do incredible things in your life, you're super strong never forget that. Keep pushing forward and it'll all be worth it. I believe in you
Hold on I get intense bouts of wanting to just end it, but there's too much beauty that we just need to look for. It'll be alright. You're not alone.
I gave up on hope
Skippy songs are always so real, he’s singing the lines I felt deep down in my soul.
i know all the lyrics of this song, it hits so deep and sounds awesome. Thankyou for making music your absolutely amazing!!
and thank u for always being supportive and listening bro! Ur a real one
Your music says the worlds I can't say out loud. my ears, brain and soul are so blessed to hear your song.
tysm for listening, and i promise things will get better really soon. You're super strong and im proud of u for fighting, just keep going a little bit longer
@@skippymusic1 Thank you sm skippy. I feel like we would be good friends.
"Ive been in my room counting down the time
counting down the hours till i finaly take my life"
blows hard, thank you for that. and i hope you live long and happy.
Are you still there please be
You are Worthy of living and people care about you including me
I've wrote a suicide letter before but my friend noticed that I'm different from usual so he stayed with me, talk deep things, I cried n etc.... man I'm thankful and lucky to be here n to be his friend
God bless you for still being here with me and God bless your friend for saving me 🙏 Amen thanks for looking for them.
Favourite song forever ❤
tysm
“Ask me how I’m doing and I’ll tell you that I’m fine” hits different when you’ve got ppl to talk to but yet your pride won’t let you open up
I can't thank you enough for your music it's kept me going even when I know I shouldn't keep going after everything that's happened to me the last few months. Thank you so much
RIP CJ fly high my g we gon get that get back, i can relate so hard to this song that its scarry man after i lost my brother this all i can feel man, "speeding across the freeway and im swervin round them corners and hoping that i crash" i do tht every day anymore.
Today is my Birthday. My birthday is never a happy time, i always feel the most worthless when this time of year comes. Listening to this song, i feel every single word and it hits hard... It's difficult to keep going on sometimes. Today, im definitely feeling it, but what can I do but keep on trying? Thank you for making music. I am only one in 7 billion, but I truly appreciate what you do. It has clamed me down, and I'm ready to give another day another shot ❤
Thank you for persevering during hard times.
happy belated birthday 🎉 😊 it was hard to read your comment as my birthday is tomorrow and the very few people in my life just told me they are too busy tm and will have to do dinner another day. so alone again it is!
Yeah I was forced to do something for my birthday now I'm so glad I spent that time with my family It is more important than all the money in fort Knox.
@pmin9955 that's very similar to me. I decided to host a party for the first time but everyone cancelled or got sick, so it was a very lonely birthday. But at the very least I got some messages and a few calls so a few people still showed they cared. I hope you had a good birthday xx
I feel so angry and peaceful listening to this song ❤️
ty for listening
I literally felt every single lyric to my core. I never thought o would find such a song, its the perfect discription of how it feels...😢
I cried to this song today.
keep fighting brother you're extremely strong never forget that. God and Jesus are amazing and they will do incredible things in your life, keep going forward
this artist's music is one of the reasons im still alive right now.
that means a lot brother thank u
You're music is absolutely amazing and describes how I feel. I've survived suicide 4 times now. This shit makes me cry soo hard. Not because it's sad but because I can feel it. I'm not the type of person that litens to music, it's in my soul and I feel it. Everything I've wrote is from my own personal experiences. 80% of it is super tragic. Thank you for the music you make, I appreciate you.
Stay here on earth. God will do amazing things for you. ❤
This is such a great sad song. It’s all the thoughts written into lyrics. Sad vibes yet so peaceful. It’s amazing 🔥
lysm ty
Im not the guy to normally leave comments like this but i want people to know it does eventually get better a couple of months ago i was in the hospital getting my stomach pumped after getting found right after popping sleeping pills to od. I was rushed to the hospital and luckily saved. Its been a couple of months now and i am doing better and i am going to be a father for a little boy with a woman i would consider the love of my life. My final message for anyone who is struggling is to know even though everything may be difficult now and it looks like there is no end to the suffering. I want you to think forward and fight for yourself. If you dont fight for yourself how will you fight for your family, your friends, or your future kids.
It’s hard to describe where I am right now. Emotionally, mentally, I feel like I’m standing at the edge of something dark and bottomless. I’m not sure when I started feeling this way-angry, hurt, confused, like every part of me is twisted up in knots that I can’t untie. The worst part is that no one else really sees it. I go through my days feeling like I’m just wearing a mask, hiding what’s really going on underneath.
There’s so much anger inside me. I feel like it’s always there, waiting to explode, and I don’t even know why half the time. It’s this constant, throbbing rage that builds up, coming from every little frustration, every failure, every time I feel like life has let me down. I can be calm one minute, and then something small happens, and I can feel it taking over, filling my chest, making my pulse race. It’s like I’m fighting against myself all the time, trying to keep it under control, but it’s exhausting.
Then there’s the pain. It’s not physical, but it feels real-like a weight pressing down on my chest, making it hard to breathe sometimes. I look back on things I’ve lost, relationships that didn’t work out, chances I missed, and it’s like all of it has built up over the years. I carry it with me every day. I want to let it go, but I don’t know how. It’s like my mind keeps replaying every hurt, every mistake, every disappointment, until I feel like I’m drowning in it.
More than anything, though, I feel lost. I wake up every day with no real direction, just going through the motions, trying to keep myself together. It’s like I’m walking in circles, trying to find my way, but everything looks the same. I don’t know what I want, where I’m supposed to go, or even who I am anymore. I’ve lost touch with myself, with any sense of purpose or meaning. It’s like there’s this emptiness inside me that nothing can fill, no matter what I do.
I’m surrounded by people, but I’ve never felt more alone. It’s a strange feeling, to be so isolated even when I’m not physically by myself. Everyone around me has their own lives, their own problems, and I feel like I’m just... here, existing but not really living. I try to reach out, but it’s like no one really understands, or maybe they don’t want to. I don’t even know how to put it into words most of the time, so I just stay quiet. It feels easier to pretend like everything’s okay than to explain what’s really going on.
The worst part might be this feeling that I’m bleeding, but in a way that no one else can see. It’s like I’m carrying around these wounds that never heal, that keep getting reopened every time I think I’m getting better. There’s this ache in my chest, like my heart’s been broken so many times that it doesn’t even know how to be whole anymore. I feel like I’m constantly patching myself up, trying to hold everything together, but it never lasts. I keep going, but it feels like I’m falling apart a little more every day.
Then there’s this anger that never leaves me, like an itch I can’t scratch. It’s there when I wake up, when I go to sleep, this undercurrent of rage that never really fades. It’s not aimed at anyone in particular, or maybe it is, but I can’t even tell anymore. It’s like I’m mad at everything-at myself, at life, at all the people who didn’t show up when I needed them. I’m angry at the world, but it feels like I’m trapped with it, unable to escape or change anything.
Sometimes I feel like there are demons in my mind, these voices that remind me of every failure, every insecurity. They feed off my worst thoughts, making me doubt myself even more. They tell me I’m worthless, that I’m alone because I deserve to be, that I’ll never be good enough for anyone. And the more I listen, the harder it is to fight back. I start to believe it, to think that maybe they’re right and that this is just how it’s always going to be.
And maybe the hardest thing to face is the feeling of being unloved. I look around, and I don’t see anyone who truly understands or cares. People might say they love me, but it feels empty, like they’re just saying it because they’re supposed to. I don’t feel close to anyone. It’s like there’s this distance between me and everyone else, a barrier that I can’t break through no matter how hard I try. I wonder if I’ll ever find someone who really sees me, who wants me for who I am, not just the version of myself that I show to the world. this song hits hard with the way i feel
everything will be fine don’t worry 💗
I feel the exact. same. way.
@@GIDKID61 don’t worry 🤍
Hey skippy things ever get bad for you i know you dont know me and might not reply to me but its your music that got me clean and stopped me from ending it all! Thanks man i appreicate you and all your music. No matter what hardships you go through it makes you stronger as person you got this i believe in you
Yeah this is definitly what i feel right now but i need to keep holding on i have to support you and maggy for ever
I love u too brother! Ur one of the realest and most genuine people I know. Like I always say, you and I are gonna keep fighting through life together
this songs brings back memories of how i felt
Thankyou so much for literally everything. You are a true blessing in this world. Your music makes me feel like I'm making a connection through it and I am also being heard. I love you . -Ella💜💜💙💙
This is beautiful. Praying for you❤
tysm
I keep coming back here everyday
Please everyone don’t give up we have to keep fighting we can’t let the evil ones win. We can win these battles no matter how many more keep coming our way. We aren’t lost if we ask to see we will be given eyes to see, if we ask to hear and to understand we’ll be given ears to hear and a mind to understand, we just gotta keep our faith and know that God has our backs we just gotta give it all to him. He’ll take all our pain away. I am a 7 attempt suicide survivor ands I’m falling back into a deep dark depression and if I let it completely consume then I’m going to die and I want to see my baby boys again who were adopted 8 years ago so much I want to do
I cried reading this. Thank u
All I got to say to everyone on here is no matter what your going thru you will get thru it. Don't give up keep your head up. It's not the end of your happiness I promise ❤
This song practically is the definition of my life and mental state since the day I lost the only person keeping me out of the void that I thought I have burried in the back of my head
Bro I have been listening this song since from last year and today I know that that’s your real video alot of love ❤ your songs are too melancholistic seriously big fan
This is my fav song when i was numb but i really survived for sure till now❤️🩹
You don't know the impact this music has on my heart man i don't wanna do this no more
It always encourages my patients ❤❤
"I gues I ain't happy with the person that I am" Giving up seems easier now
Cant talk about it lately so u put it in a song...
Thankyou...for putting it in a song.
1:10
I really feel those lines.... always telling people im fine cuz you just know they wont understand.
ily brother, things will get better for u super soon even if it doesn't look like it right now. Gods got you
@@skippymusic1 thankyou...brother.
I hope the same for you;
Im sorry everyone but its the end for me i cant do it nomore 😢im over life my name is Dani pray i make it to the better side i tried
You still here, Dani?
Dani?
Dani,
No man please don’t tell me you are gone…
I may not know you dani, see you on the other side bud 😢 im tired too.
This my favourite song at the moment
1:16 same... i needed an escape from reality
This song means so much to me ❤
OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND YOU AGAIN. I've slept to this song like 2 weeks back and ever since I've been searching for it.
im happy ur back! thank u for listening
I lost my daughter at the beginning of 2024 she was 2 months old and I’m terrified I won’t be able to keep fighting for her twin sister and the thing no one sees around me is no one hates me more than myself no matter how much I wanna change and be Able to provide for my gf and daughter i try to take that step to change and it feels like my soul steps but my body doesn’t so I step back into myself frozen in place for the rest of my life and I’m slipping further and further everyday but no one sees because I can’t show them the truth they could never see it truly
My girlfriend showed me this song, she said she feels the same, it's been a month, I'm still crying, and afraid to loose her, my life is similar to hers, so I feel the Same, I can't bring myself to tell her.
My girlfriend showed me this song, she broke up with me 2 months ago. Ngl I’m feeling a little suicidal rn. I swore to myself I’d never actually kill myself though.
This that shit right here fam💯 love it g! Respect the grind fam❤
thank u for all the support brother! Love u lots
Love you skips
I love u more!
To those hurting, please give me it so it may die with me. You are loved. Goodbye guys.
Goodbye I'm going to die too
I relate to this song so much deeper than ne 1 can kno!😢
Your music hits the heart
tysm
For who ever needs to hear this its gonna get better and keep ur.head up high 😊🙏💯
6 months ago I lost a war to the demons and tried to kill myslef multiple times. Today I’m 6 months sober and I survived. We’re in this fight together we are stronger as one ♥️ you’re not going anywhere and neither am I. Change is coming hold on.
I’ve recently had mental health problems too and I just wanna say that I wish you the best and congrats for being sober for 6 months. You got this never give up ❤️
It will get better 💯👌 I will.keep ye in my prayers🙏😊
"I've been trying to run but I'm moving too slow"
Damn...
😭😭😭 I feel this in my soul
Thank you for this song. One day bro
thank u for listening
Great song🤟🏻
Wow this hits home
I cant escape it man
I really need God I have tried my best I really don't want to move on 😔 but I can't believe how I am I need to goo in peace 🕊️ to God's gare
Deep words 📌🗣️
Top...✌🏿
❤❤❤
Take one day at a time brother it'll be ok we all go through this you can only go so far down before you start coming back up ❤❤
Thank u for the words of encouragement brother! I hope everything is going amazing for u, God bless u
@@skippymusic1 God bless you to brother
This sounds like my thought process especially when I’m losing the only person that made me happy and treated me like a queen. Now I hate everything and everyone but I hate myself more for letting the devil in to our home. I’m so sorry hunny I never intended on it tearing us apart I miss you and I love u I need us bk more than anythjng
I listen to this song 24/7 and it just matches up with my life exept the drug part
tysm for listening
Glad i came across this it hits hard 😢
means a lot bro fr, God bless you
I have never related to a song so much until I found this and when I first heard it I cried cuz I relate so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much not kidding
Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the Only way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. We know we don't want to die because dying bodies always end up fighting to survive. Our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Life has recently been f*cking me down but anyone who reads this shit, stay safe. I believe in u whoever u are
I understand your feelings and I just want you to remember to take your own advice to because you are going to be ok in the end you just have to be a toddler and get back up when things or your own self push you down. ;)
Somehow it's how I feel every day
ty for listening and im sorry u relate to this
If you stick around it doesnt matter who it is. Hate doesnt do anything but fuel more hate. I love you guys.
This is too real.
thank u for listening
@@skippymusic1 AHHH YOU REPLIED❕ OMLLL I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS ON SPOTIFY AND YT EVERYDAY❕
Keep up the great work
tysm
My best friend a few days ago and this song describes how I am right now 😖😔💔
Im so sorry for ur loss brother, just know they're ur guardian angel now and they'll watch over you and protect u. Love u lots
@@skippymusic1 Thanks brotha. You just made my day so much better by that comment and I love you too brotha.
God wont put us through anything you cant handle g. Gods working on you, and i feel your pain and so does he.... plz dont go we all love you.. fans, me (a new fan/brother in Christ.)jesus and most importantly God
Thank u for ur words of encouragement bro! God bless you and your family, love u lots
@@skippymusic1 that means so more than you know. Much love ❤️
I feel this hard! I'm drained...
I just found this artist randomly through youtube since i usually listen to NF or lil Sophy but damn i am stuck on this song for 2-3 days now just cuz the lyrics is pretty deep
thank you for listening!
Pls dont take you life💔 someone loves you💯👌🙏 just think of someone u love💯💯
I've been in my room counting down the hours until I take my life I don't wanna be alive anymore can relate.... Idk just way to hard try to fight a little longer
thank you such a strong wordered sng
❤WHOOP😢WHOOP💔
underrated
1:16 - 1:40 is so true…. 😞 I hate life….
proud of u for still fighting and not giving up, keep going
I‘m a young teen and yet I still relate to this. The only reason why I‘m not doing it is 1) my friends 2) the fact that I‘m scared of death
im proud of u for still fighting! Keep being strong, God & Jesus got you
@FoxTailNyx hope you get better soon, wishing you the best❤️❤️❤️
Thank you, this is helping me with my life ❤
thank u for listening bro!
@@skippymusic1 omg you actually replied
I'm 47 living with so many demons in my head. I've been on my own since I was 13. My mom OD about 10 years ago. And all my other family abandoned me. My so-called friends have used me. This world has to much BS in it. I'm tired of doing the same thing day and day wondering if something is going to change, but it doesn't. I'm to the point of ending it.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your mom, and about the abandonment from your family and mistreatment by your friends. I agree that a lot is wrong with the world and it's evident that you're tired. No one can guarantee that anything can change, but as a Christian, I believe that if we repent and trust in Christ's blood for our salvation, we will be forgiven by Him and saved by His life, and that Jesus will one day create a new heaven and new Earth and restore all things. Please don't end your life - it is too valuable for you to do that (and I believe our lives ultimately belong to God). If you need someone to talk to, while I can't speak to how helpful they will be, there might be helplines you can contact if you do an Internet search.
"ask me how i'm doing but i tell u i've been fine"
I relate to this song. Tonight is my last night on earth. Pray for my soul pleass
finally I've found a relatable song :)
I've been here for a good number of years minus the drugs but it's all catching back up with me
Now that he is gone I can make sure he knows I ❤😂❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤him miss you 7/31/2024
fire
Since like 8 years old. 33 now. It never seems to end. I wish I had something profound and uplifting, to contribute. But, unfortunately, I've found no solution. Pretty much just just existing until I no longer do.
Keep chasing your dreams your going viral SOON God knows you need it 🖤
that seriously means a lot, ur super sweet tysm
Few people know the pain difference between
being alone &
Feeling alone
this song describes me except for the friends (ain't got any) and gf "baby" (ain't got it). And don't get me started on family.
My fav line is from 0:41 - 1:22
best part is from 0:00 - 3:24
If my life had a definition, this would be it.. 😥
you know its really bad when you smile while listening to this song....
I relate to this song, life sucks😢
Meeee.... 😢 How many times have I hit the road, hoping I crash....
things are gonna get better for you i promise. Gods got blessings on the way for you
Bru i jus hate life jus speeding on the highway😔😭
i feel u fr
"Counting down the hours till I finally take my life" I felt that notes are ready still not clean from sh I have a timer for when it's time fir me to go but not making it to 2025 for a fact
I love this sm:(
tysm
This song is me right now 😢