Story time| My psychiatric hospital experience

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  • Опубликовано: 6 сен 2024
  • WARNING: This post my be triggering! Please watch at your own risk. If you or anyone you know is suffering with a mental illness please get help immediately! Your life is precious and valuable!
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Комментарии • 109

  • @raneemoconnell5599
    @raneemoconnell5599 3 года назад +6

    I don't know how you forgave your parents for that. My parents sent me to a hospital which only made everything worse which still impacts me to this day and I disowned them for it. I haven't spoken to them in 10+ years.

  • @lylalacci9842
    @lylalacci9842 6 лет назад +22

    My mom wanted to put me in a mental hospital because of how crippling my depression was and I was scared so I just forced myself to go to school even though I couldn't stop crying

  • @psvillanelle9398
    @psvillanelle9398 6 лет назад +28

    Oof, I’m scared to open up to my T bc I don’t wanna get thrown in a mental hospital.

    • @parmidasafari2854
      @parmidasafari2854 3 года назад +1

      Don’t you’ll regret it I’m more traumatized from the hospital than what I was actually going through it felt like a permanent hell of a jail with no comfort makeing you feel worse making you do things and control you i literally get flash backs and watch these videos crying 3 years later it was HELl on earth

    • @psvillanelle9398
      @psvillanelle9398 3 года назад +1

      @@parmidasafari2854 THANK YOU HAHA OMG THIS COMMENT WAS 2 years ago. but I ended up going to one just this month

    • @psvillanelle9398
      @psvillanelle9398 3 года назад

      @@parmidasafari2854 how are you tho ? Have you spoken to anyone about your experiences?

  • @davidhaney5868
    @davidhaney5868 4 года назад +9

    Thank you for sharing! I'm an RN, and I'm starting a psych career soon .
    I think it's good for healthcare providers to hear the patients' side of the experience. Thank you again.

  • @Darkstalker212
    @Darkstalker212 4 года назад +5

    My mom is currently in a 72 hour psych hold. They won't give me any further information at the hospital. Lying, saying that she's no longer a patient there. I don't know what to do. She has Schizophrenia, usually she's fine on her own. But when my older brother starts bothering (he also has Schizophrenia) her with his episodes. It can get out of control. I tried everything to help both of them. No matter how many times I help her kick him out. She always let him stay with her again. I'm just at a loss..

  • @atwaterpub
    @atwaterpub 4 года назад +2

    Your honesty and integrity are amazing. You are an amazing young person. I wish you the very best. Thank you so much for uploading. Thank you and GOOD LUCK.

  • @antibreeder1m
    @antibreeder1m 4 года назад +4

    Been involuntarily hospitalised on 17 occasions. It doesnt get better. Sorry about your story. Thanks for sharing.

    • @macurban7946
      @macurban7946 3 года назад

      Involuntaries...They’re real bad asses

    • @antibreeder1m
      @antibreeder1m 3 года назад +1

      @@macurban7946 it was a very decrepit life, trying to escape and shit like that. Poolice bastards don't care about your feelings, they care about their jobs 🤮

    • @macurban7946
      @macurban7946 3 года назад

      @@antibreeder1m Yep!

  • @smoregurl
    @smoregurl 5 лет назад +6

    Thankyou for sharing your story. I’ve gone through like all the mental health stuff too . I’ve never been hospitalized though but ... ya . I think it’s important to share like that’s strong girl . Also some therapists I agree that you just don’t vibe with. this one I had blamed everything on my mom and only focused on that . But thankfully I’ve found better help. Also on a positive note I loved your “ I see a bunny “ voice ❤️

  • @adrienneadamska7227
    @adrienneadamska7227 5 лет назад +6

    God bless you sister. That made me feel alot better. Thanks for your positivity x.

  • @jamesclarke4783
    @jamesclarke4783 4 года назад +7

    I felt fine before they medicated me for psycosis..

  • @ryanm7249
    @ryanm7249 4 года назад +7

    Considering this video was 3 years ago, how are you doing now? I hope and pray all is well.

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  4 года назад +7

      ryanm I’m doing well. Still battling a lot of mental health issues and am currently working with a therapist, healing takes time and a lot has changed but I’m working on me :)

    • @ryanm7249
      @ryanm7249 4 года назад +2

      @@emilyclark7213 It does take time, but with some faith from God and self help you can get through it! I went through some crap when I was in middle school. I will pray for you!

  • @iangaskill31
    @iangaskill31 3 года назад +1

    i was admitted to a psychiatric hospital when my dad died . i could not handle it and tried to take my own life . doctors said i would be in for one night but they kept me in for six weeks and still know i am still am suffering from severe depression and self harm . but cant see know one because of covid

  • @lilboychoi
    @lilboychoi 5 лет назад +16

    You spent a week. I got trapped for a month. Lucky you

  • @kadencecurry3764
    @kadencecurry3764 5 лет назад +7

    I have a feeling soon enough I'll get thrown in the hospital.

  • @atwaterpub
    @atwaterpub 4 года назад +1

    THANK YOU for sharing and GOOD LUCK. You are an amazing and intelligent human being. Peace.

  • @gracealbert2542
    @gracealbert2542 Год назад +1

    I hate how they take your phone, how are you able to tell people that you are in the hospital?? I remember the one time I was there this one woman said that her husband didn’t even know where she was. They basically kidnap you.

  • @mayaelmorsi6537
    @mayaelmorsi6537 5 лет назад +9

    I don’t know how to get better even the hospitals don’t help wtf ?

    • @BoqPrecision
      @BoqPrecision 4 года назад +1

      Go to the middle east, their hospitals were better

  • @joeldecoster8816
    @joeldecoster8816 4 года назад +13

    dont expect any sympathy or compassion. EXPECT humiliation and abuse

  • @nijmegenhough115
    @nijmegenhough115 7 лет назад +14

    my first experience is very similar to yours. my mom also found my notebook :/ and my room was over the landing pad lol

  • @claireelaine550
    @claireelaine550 3 года назад +1

    I've been in hospital before. It's a horrible experience. Hope you're OK now ❤️

  • @ashleghscott7801
    @ashleghscott7801 5 лет назад +7

    You are very beautiful don’t ever let anybody bring you down especially your ex-boyfriend💕💕

  • @sacalabolcita8210
    @sacalabolcita8210 3 года назад +1

    Glad to hear your story thanks for the positive vibes.

  • @emmaedelmann3027
    @emmaedelmann3027 4 месяца назад

    I have depression and anxiety and PTSD I almost went into one I was bullied in high school and elementary school and I’m autistic I was addicted to self harm I attempted suicide I was eighteen I couldn’t go on my phone I don’t trust certain people anymore but now there’s more problems and I went to the hospital and there was a nurse that was in the room and I remember I had to go to the bathroom and some one would come in same with me I was crying a lot I was still in school

  • @ashleghscott7801
    @ashleghscott7801 5 лет назад +4

    Your eyelashes and hair is so long and pretty😍💕💕

  • @gracealbert2542
    @gracealbert2542 Год назад +1

    My mom was responsible for getting me committed to a hospital too 🙄

  • @celebrityasmr4100
    @celebrityasmr4100 6 лет назад +3

    Speaking of Orange Is The New Black: they (the hospital security guard) made me squat and cough naked like Piper when she entered jail. So unnecessary. (My dad forced me into a mental hospital).

  • @6ft3jr
    @6ft3jr 7 лет назад +9

    sharing is powerfull!

  • @ellensmith8470
    @ellensmith8470 Год назад

    The thing I understand. the suicidal problem is them not taking any responsibility for your actions. I'm not saying your wrong. But but a lot of being in the hospital is finding where you need to take responsibility and what you need help with.

  • @ad9872
    @ad9872 4 месяца назад

    That is pretty funny that AFTER the hospital visit you thought about suicide. It's almost as though they purposely put that idea in your mind. They're not even good at connecting with people but only do their work by the books which is so unnatural.
    Today, over the past 48 hours multiple unrelated psychiatric discharge patients have taken their lives, I wonder why?
    The best mental help I've ever received was from parapsychological services including psychics, mediums and the like. Only visiting top rating ones in my area.

  • @deanvestermark5824
    @deanvestermark5824 6 лет назад +24

    you are pretty

  • @dogshowish
    @dogshowish Год назад +1

    They wasn’t going to let me have my mouth was because it contained alcohol

  • @melissa3
    @melissa3 5 лет назад +1

    My First time in a mental hospital was for about 3 weeks ( I avreed on going) after the 3 weeks I was done with it and didn't want to go. I made an agreement to go "dagklinisch" ( going from monday to friday to therapy and school until 2:15 Pm) My mom found My notebook and laxatives and told My "counselor" from therapy and I refused to go Back to therapy. Now there is a request for court to get me Forced hospitalized for atleast 6 months Or more in a closed fecility ( Where you are not allowed to go on the street Or out of the building basically etc..) and then I'm going to another fecility for girls Who are sexual traumarized for I don't know How long. :/

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  5 лет назад +1

      BasicAnnoyingGirl. I’m sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for you ❤️

    • @melissa3
      @melissa3 5 лет назад

      @@emilyclark7213 thanks

  • @adelavlogs8661
    @adelavlogs8661 4 года назад +1

    Im 14 and I have no one to talk to. I've self harmed since i was 11 and I've planned but never attempted suicide 48 times. I dont tell anyone about it because i have shitty parents who wouldnt understand/ say its for attention and im supposed to be happy. I want to be admitted because i think its the only way i can get help at this point. please help.

  • @midnightmonster9250
    @midnightmonster9250 3 года назад

    My mom bought me a diary. I knew she meant for me I write down my feelings to check if I was really okay. Women never saw a thing.

  • @dogshowish
    @dogshowish Год назад

    They also tried stopping me smoking except I went outside later on and I caught covid then kicked me out

  • @xandriaswinehart2243
    @xandriaswinehart2243 4 года назад +1

    Omg the first time I went to a mental hospital after I took my shower I always got dress out in my room with my door shut of course cause well the bathroom floor was always extremely wet and the techs always had to check on you in the shower and lmao the dude knocked but didn’t even wait for me to respond he knocked then immediately walked right in and yeah he saw everything I literally almost cried🤣💀

  • @TheUnzipTV
    @TheUnzipTV 5 лет назад +1

    Emily, what beat do you practice your chores and exercises on?

  • @atwaterpub
    @atwaterpub 4 года назад +1

    Sorry. You are a pure and beautiful spirit of life and I wish you the very best. Mental Illness does not exixt. Read "The Myth of Mental Illness" by Thomas Szasz. Thank you again for uploading and GOOD LUCK. You are one of the most "sane" people I have ever listened to on facebook. GOOD LUCK

  • @dogshowish
    @dogshowish Год назад

    Sticks and stones my break my bones but names don’t hurt me

  • @deanvestermark5824
    @deanvestermark5824 6 лет назад +6

    interesting discussion , emily. how are you doing today, emily?

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  6 лет назад +2

      Dean Vestermark I’m doing great thanks

  • @nijmegenhough115
    @nijmegenhough115 7 лет назад +4

    yeah I though because Winston near the mall and adventure landing. heh

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  7 лет назад +1

      megen // ha that's cool you know that

    • @nijmegenhough115
      @nijmegenhough115 7 лет назад

      pretty sure we were in the same Baptist children's hospital lmao

  • @tommychen6102
    @tommychen6102 6 лет назад +1

    You are very pretty. I like your experience

  • @atwaterpub
    @atwaterpub 4 года назад

    WOW. A GREAT Video.

  • @cowpoke02
    @cowpoke02 4 года назад

    we holdall get together make safe hospitals to save protect people. cure it as well. bad people put you in there ... they hurt people to make themselves happy .. sick people ...

  • @deanvestermark5824
    @deanvestermark5824 6 лет назад +3

    I have been in hospitals too

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  6 лет назад

      I hope your experience has helped you

    • @deanvestermark5824
      @deanvestermark5824 6 лет назад +2

      yes , my experience with taking Lexapro has been going well. thanks

  • @kimberly2305
    @kimberly2305 6 лет назад +3

    Hey I need someone to talk to now I’m crying

  • @robertdemmarco2894
    @robertdemmarco2894 4 года назад

    are you better now I hope so you're pretty girl I don't think you deserve but they did I hope you're feeling better now I know what it's like to be like that because they wanted to send me that too but I fought that ☺️

  • @Titbitist
    @Titbitist 4 года назад

    people feeling sorry for them self.... sigh

  • @Megdracula
    @Megdracula 3 года назад

    Adventure landing may it RIP

  • @nijmegenhough115
    @nijmegenhough115 7 лет назад +2

    wait a second

  • @thestar8404
    @thestar8404 3 года назад

    💖

  • @kimberly2305
    @kimberly2305 6 лет назад +2

    People hate me because I’m bisexual and adopted it’s mot my fault I’m adopted well it is my fault pretty much

    • @kimberly2305
      @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

      No people hate me because I’m adopted and bisexual and I’m sorry I like to be my own way none like other ass holes and u need to leave me alone I’m not a attention seeker

    • @xomimi9622
      @xomimi9622 5 лет назад

      Same here except I'm in foster care

  • @laskahusky7313
    @laskahusky7313 4 года назад

    Dating in the 8th grade? Serious boyfriend? Where are the parents? Too young to be serious! Call me old fashion but this is child abuse!

  • @kimberly2305
    @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

    I’m going to a hospital because I’m cutting to much and I cut because I hate being adopted and getting bullied all the damn time

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  6 лет назад +1

      Kimberly I’m sorry to hear that, I hope things turn around for you ❤️

    • @kimberly2305
      @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

      It’s okay Emily Clark I’m just scared though

    • @kimberly2305
      @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

      Emily Clark can u download words with friends 2 so we can chat on there instead of this

    • @kimberly2305
      @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

      Who wants to be my friend and help me out

    • @kimberly2305
      @kimberly2305 6 лет назад

      Thank u btw ans how old are u

  • @nijmegenhough115
    @nijmegenhough115 7 лет назад +1

    are you from NC

  • @Leandatastic
    @Leandatastic 5 лет назад +2

    Sorry but if it’s so awful why are you talking about it and not going to therapy

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  5 лет назад +3

      lol first of all this video was posted in April of last year. second of all I had been going to therapy and was on medication that made me crazy. thank you, next.

    • @Leandatastic
      @Leandatastic 5 лет назад

      Emily Clark well how are you now. ? Hope ok Ok ?

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  5 лет назад +1

      Leanda D_g I’m doing great

    • @Leandatastic
      @Leandatastic 5 лет назад

      @@emilyclark7213 I am really glad for you.

    • @lindu7802
      @lindu7802 5 лет назад +1

      Emily Clark I feel you. Some mental health "professionals" are really fuckup or they just don't know what the fuck they're doing
      sorry for my english

  • @rivkaleahrevah6272
    @rivkaleahrevah6272 4 года назад

    Iv beeyn inn hodpiterl for nirly 3 yrz strayt, wituwt ever living enywer b suyz hospiterl for 3 yrz. Butt I downt hav servir menterl ilners butt t dr justz layberlz meey coz heey getz mor muny. I'm NOT a scitzowfrenic OR buypowler, t dr.just sez I hav it butt I downt

  • @robertdemmarco2894
    @robertdemmarco2894 4 года назад

    why would your boyfriend do that to your very pretty I wish I was your boyfriend because you're very pretty your boyfriend is a jerk believe me I seen a lot of them some guys don't know when they have it good ☺️👍

  • @jeaninepetty4923
    @jeaninepetty4923 5 лет назад +1

    Whether the psych hospital helps is up to you. I'm always put off when people complain about conditions or that they can't have their phone. "Very invasive"...You made multiple suicide attempts you said yourself. They are not going to be liable for your death. I hope if you find yourself in the situation again you take advantage of whatever help is available. Young folks so surprised the psych hospital isn't specially tailored to them. Smh

    • @emilyclark7213
      @emilyclark7213  5 лет назад +9

      Jeanine Petty first of all I hadn’t made a single suicide attempt prior to my hospitalization, I made 3 suicide attempts after my hospitalization. Their goal was not to help me, I don’t expect them to cater to my specific needs nor do any other “young folk” all we ask for is to be treated like human beings k thanks.

    • @jessman8597
      @jessman8597 4 года назад +2

      @@emilyclark7213 Hospitals were not designed to be fun, but abuse and humiliation is never acceptable.

  • @patricialangeveld1227
    @patricialangeveld1227 6 лет назад +3

    You seem like a nice girl, why do you want all your private business online for anyone to read, why don't you keep personal things personal.

    • @celebrityasmr4100
      @celebrityasmr4100 6 лет назад +11

      It’s very important to speak out about these corrupt and useless prisons I mean “hospitals” so we can eventually shut them all down.

  • @pamnine4164
    @pamnine4164 6 лет назад

    aefe