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My Story
My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a medication called VIVITROL and consequently, spiraled into a suicidal depression with depersonalization and anxiety. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who, along with many siblings and friends, had to watch me 24/7 as I was a danger to myself. Eventually I was hospitalized in the Psych Ward for a week. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different doctor prescribed SSRI's SNRI's Tricyclics, mood stabilizers, anti-psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. Weeks after starting my newest round of medications (Seroquel & Nortryptaline) as a last ditch effort, I had my blood drawn for possible hormone imbalances and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I had an explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started legally prescribed testosterone replacement therapy soon after and have been checking in with the world and documenting my experience with treatment as well as giving my insight and perspective on various topics of mental health. I am blessed to say that I have slowly, over the last 6 years, been improving and becoming more stable which I never thought to be possible. My low T manifested itself in the form of Major depression, anxiety, and depersonalization/ derealization for over a year. Treating my low testosterone has been 1 HUGE part of the puzzle but I have had to continue to work hard to hold on to my mental stability with many set backs. Gaining some mental stability back is nothing short of a miracle as I was near death for what felt like forever. I do not consider myself to be totally healed yet but I am closer now then ever before and aim to use what I have been through to help or at least offer support to others in need I was able to successfully come off my Seroquel and Pamelor.
I work out all the time as a part of my mental health recovery!!! Weight training and all kinds of cardio rule much of my free time and I also share this on my channel.
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Man you took me out of my worst state of depersonalization (2016), I’ve spent the next years feeling really good. I’m currently struggling now, but i will always be here with you man. We will beat this together man
The comeback is always better than the setbacks. Don’t linger too long u might get stuck
Dude, I feel every. Part. Of all of what you just said.
Thank you for recording this.
It sucks, but honestly it’s good to know we’re most us all going through shades of this together all at once. One f*****g minute at a time. You’re in it, but thank you for staying. Here we are, and I’m lucky you’re here, too.
I have been where you were. Dealing with depression and anxiety. I felt like a failure. I wanted to jump off a bridge...twice. Most of us aren't really ever prepared for what we face in life. You are absolutely right. It takes one day at a time to work through everything. Finding the right tools and resources to help us overcome those obstacles. While you have done these videos before, you sound different...much much better. You are aware of where you are going and you know what your future looks like. You realize you aren't going to go backwards and relapse. That is what I took from this. I'm not worried about you anymore. You are so much stronger than I have ever seen you man. I'm so freaking proud of you. You keep going and vent to us anytime man. We got your back. Take good care of yourself! You deserve it. Love you lots man.
You came out of it before, you’ll come out of it again. Whatever you’re going through, however bad it feels now, it won’t last forever.
We all need to hear this, it gets so dark and bad sometimes.
Noah really related to the fact that going into the dark depths changes you forever. I had a serious attempt in the Summer of 2019 that has reverberated throughout my life. I read an article that made this analogy: "It's like being on one side of a river that is about 50 yards wide. On the other side is the most horribly scary and threatening giant insect ever seen. You don't look straight at it; because it's just too disturbing. Yet you feel its presence, this somewhat latent queasiness in your stomach that rises every once in a while. It's lurking, ever present...and all we can really do is our best to keep it at bay." Thank you for this and all you do.
We think so much about who we are, what we do, how we feel, how others are feeling, what their motives are, I feel it makes us more intuitive and more aware of ourselves and people in general (if you know, you know) Im always analyzing everything and longing for connection. Not romance, not "going out", a mind, soul connection a bond. It's so damn painful being who we are , but it can be beautiful also. Bittersweet. Oh to see us inspired 🎉 As you know, we ebb and flow but we always come back up. I have been struggling myself lately, I just found your vids today and am so grateful. I'm just trying to live a life of goodness, kindness, and serenity. I long for peace just saying I can relate more than you realize and you're the first person I've heard describe precisely what happens in my mind. It can be lonely, I'm a recovering agoraphobic, it can be isolating but there's hope for a group of like-minded ppl that are also considerate and longing for connection not distraction. Idk, I probably sound strange but I own it 🤣 Crazy how relatable the two videos I've watched of yours are. Bless you
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Yeah I’m existentially exhausted and hopeless, as hard as I try not to feel that way
Noah, 6 years ago I was on the verge of taking my life. Watching you made me feel like I wasn’t alone in my suffering; like someone understood. You were with me (ostensibly) through my darkest moments. It was like having someone to hold my hand through the pain. Please, know you are not alone. There is so much value in sharing your story and continuing to share not only your struggles but your successes. I am praying for you and know you will be able to overcome this again!
Noah. Just wanted you to know that you are definitely not alone. We all have similar feelings etc , fears, anxieties. Overall, it honestly sounds like in a (strange?) way like your brain or body is "bored"... ?? What I mean is that we get so used to the highs and lows that when we get in an even, stable place... The substance abuse part of our psyche goes "oh no"... This isn't any "fun "... Something like that. Forgive yourself!! Every day if necessary!!! Write down real reasons why you are lovable and capable. All the support and love is great but the most important stuff is in the little details!! I agree with others that say to work your program... Also!!! Know it or not... burgers and ice cream might be a subtle way to substitute for alcohol?? The sugar and fat highs and lows will get you!!! This is coming from a woman that has been an overeater and food is my drug of choice my entire life!! Probably 60 years!!! (I will be 68 in July)... I agree with whoever suggested reading The Bible and praying to The Lord Jesus!!! He truly is The Way, The Truth and The Life!! God bless you dude 😎😎😎
You helped me get through everything I was going through 12 yrs ago…
We need you brother! You’re unbelievably important to me and many others!
3:18 Noah: Thank you a billion for making these videos and having the courage to post them. Like you, I am also a guy who just doesn't want to be in pain anymore. Only 3 minutes in, and I can absolutely relate to having all these plans for my life and then them being instantly sucked out the window due to my poor health.
You are not alone.
Love you man. From a guy with pet llamas in Arizona. 🌵
I'm in a really challenging place with my mental and emotional health right now too and I really relate to this. Thank you
I, too, have treatment resistant depression and yeah, this just really spoke to me on a personal level
Can we talk?
Crazy. Same stuff happened to me. Had dpdr a very very long time ago and have been feeling some
Symptoms recently. It's literally a build up of anxiety that has always been playing in the background..just building..always trying to feel better in this life can be the fuel that keeps the anxiety burning inside. It's hard. It's confusing. It's weird and strange. It gets us so self absorbed. Talking about ourselves and problems. It's good to vent. But at same time it feels for me at least like a double edge sword. The brain needs to know we are safe even in this weird beautiful hard existence. The brain needs to know we are safe. It's hard man but I believe all of this is for your spiritual growth.
Depression can be nuts. My stepfather, for who knows what reason, no one figured it out, was clinically depressed. Nothing helped. He eventually got shock treatments. I didn't even know they did those anymore, but apparently they do. Not that I'm suggesting you go get shock treatments. My step father snapped out of it, but it kind of scrambled his memory functions. Hang in there better days are ahead. I don't unfortunately have any magic cure alls. I'd advise staying off any substances you don't need, alcohol, drugs, cigarettes etc.
Noah I have been following you from the beginning because I was looking for help for my son who has been battling depression. Very dark and obsessive thoughts....lots of pain in his young life... almost a life full of pain... medications don't seem to work... has had therapy forever... you are not alone.. many people in your same situation... you will pull out again... Marla
It's not about us!!!! Peace to you my brother
I’m sorry I missed this video at it’s posted date but I needed to see this right now. I’m also not okay. A breakup shot me into a horrid dreadful depression. You’ve saved me so many times through your content so I’m going to do my best to get out. Hang in there Noah you’re a huge inspiration. We can do this.
Yes we can. Sorry for your loss. Must be very painful.
Praying for you......hey not sure if you do this as part of your rituals or not but, reading a small section of the bible daily has been helpful for my sanity.
I think you may be experiencing demons in your body manifesting themselves ( scratchy throat, pain in chest) from some of the doors you've opened in the past. Not to worry but if you keep praying and reading the bible you can have deliverance through Jesus.
U are looking good. Good job for all the work you've put in and thanks for sharing. Life sure is painful and uncomfy, I know how you feel
Hey NoKnow!!
When is that Bring Sally Up vid gonna drop?! Your audience is simmering in anticipation!
Hey Noah I’m going through it also. I feel for you man. Depression isn’t negotiable and it’s forced on us. I’m in therapy and Alanon and also feel traumatized by my own history. Big love.
9 years off alcohol, 2 years off pain meds. Continue to struggle with my first introduction to cope with life stresses and that is pornography. I’ve never admitted this 3rd addiction. It embarrasses me. Thank you for being soooooooooo honest.
I can't even lie bro. My life has been so miserable and lonely. I'm realizing I have only been given one life and I have suffered through majority of it with crippling depression. I can't figure out anything worth striving for.
Only God can save you now
Wishing you well
I relate to that fear of faling back. I was very implusive when i got episodes of depression and anxiety and i used to burn everything down and its a rational fear because we know how bad it gets but the difference is as much as it burned down before, we are not the same righh now....not the same person, not the same position. Over the years we have learned lessons a lot and you can get to forget that at times but very much capable of handling anything
Hey, I just stumbled on your video. I have struggked as you and when I relapse I tell myself , I dont lihe life abd things about it as I slip back into mental health challenges so I dive into the philosophies of acceptance and I meditate and sit with these uncomfortable feelings as I expand my learning on being curious as to why I feel this way and how I can learn from a higher power. I give myself the support I need during these hard times, therapy, anti-anxiety med, prayer to God etc. You may live with this but it is not your master. Keep bouncing back again again as the battle returns, You are a fighter.
Stay strong dear you pushed our confidence once to fight this all mess we all are going through from this fuck one tip kindly avoid alcohol while having depression or anxiety at all find out stuff that you are good in that boost up your personality. We all are here with you 💞
Were all expieriencing a spiritual awakening in a grand scale right now. Why does my heart feel so bad? Why does my soul feel so bad? Heal from the dark. when our sacred Heart is healing and the light reveales the truth, it can be scary as fuck. but then again, you are a very strong soul and God gives us the strenght we need to survive. I love you man! Your handsome to. Peace and love! See you again brother! Btw: FUCK psychiatry!
Im allright but something's wrong but im alright... I love it
You're awesome. Lots of people appreciate what you are doing, including myself.
You probably need to go on a round of HCG, or take a trip out of the US that's a change of pace, to somewhere you can be safe, at ease, and more alive.
Also see if you can get insurance coverage to reduce cost of brain imagining and check what's going on chemically in your brain.
Lastly do an early blood test to check all of your endocrine system, maybe it's related to something there, like low Estrogen or Estradiol
You saying TRT ? Caused this .
Great video and always know you aren't alone. Love yourself is always key, let yourself know despite it all youre allowed goodness in your life. You will be ok. Love to you this to shall pass.
I am in an iop right now. I’ve been through more trauma than I’d like to say in my life. I sat in my car today, contemplating whether I wanted to shoot myself. That thought creeps into my head a lot, it scares me, but it also comforts me. Hello darkness my old friend. I get it. Not the first, won’t be the last. I wish u peace if u can find it. Easier said than done, good thing I don’t have guns anymore. Hate that I don’t, ain’t that somethin
The way you respond during anxiety attacks are the moments that dictate your recovery and how long it takes. When you have a panic attack, depersonalization, intrusive thoughts etc.. try your best to not engage with it. let the anxiety take up as much of the room as it needs to, and focus on the present and whatever you’re doing currently, no matter how hard it may be. The more you avoid the anxiety the stronger it gets, with proper acceptance eventually your brain will get the idea that it’s scaring you for no reason and stop. You’ve got this man 👍🏼 it’s just anxiety nothing more. (I recommend reading some of Claire Weekes books on anxiety, she’s the best)
I think it's just fear....fear of letting go and flowing with life. I think you need to focus on grounding - some super nervous system healing stuffs - perhaps somatics.
I appreciate your honesty brother. I’m 25, 2 weeks sober of alcohol. Drank every day. Gastritis still hurts my stomach and have small desires to drink until I feel the stomach pain. (I think one frink won’t hurt) but I know that’s how the spiral starts and won’t stop. I want to live a sober life and focus on goals. Please don’t relapse Noah. This off feeling is probably because you’re scared not because anything is actually wrong. It’s probably your mental identity that you’ve believed through proving yourself right/wrong all these years. I know you can break through it. We can. Much love
I notice I talk to you like I would to myself. Don’t mean to sound insensitive. Just wish you and I the best.
I believe in you!
Im not Alcohol dependant and im independent. It's ok not to feel well some days, and enjoy the small things in life. I have watched your videos off and on through the years. I felt this one was an important one, and I sometimes catch you live. One of your videos that really hit me hard was you where rambling in your car then you said (Don't Give Up 5 Minutes Before the Miracle!) It helped me with a deep depression at that time and any other time after that. I find life tests me in many ways and having that faith or leap of faith helps. Confidence is an interesting thing and I also inspire myself. It seems like such a long time ago since I watched one of your first videos called something like My first T shot. You are an amazing person. Take care.
I've been watching your videos for about 8 years. I'm sorry you relapsed. I have too, a few times. I'm grateful to know I need inpatient treatment when it happens. I wish science / health care would stop the mixed messages.Addiction is a disease but treated as a behavior. Yet, it's as life threatening as many diseases on which unlimited resources are spent. Our relapses and mortality, despite our will, are evidence that the gold standard for treatment, a book written 100 years ago, is insufficient. It's profoundly sad that our lives aren't considered worth some investment.
Noah you are a wonderful human being with so much purpose, I mean through these videos you have lifted me up and helped me and I’m sure many others have been benefited by your carisma. You’re gifted in ways that you any are!
Hey, Noah--just started watching this, but good seeing you!
Just want to share one possible perspective: there could be forces trying to take you down, forces that benefit from you feeling anxious and low and fearful. It's not your fault, not your doing. They do this because you are powerful and you shine brightly and bring light to others. I see a lot of lightness and realness and warmth from you here, I'm sorry you are experiencing this, I know how difficult it is to have to manage, how much energy the internal conversations take up. Thank you for being honest, for how much you've already done, no one can take that away, we're all rooting for you. Perhaps this is just the next level of training :)
So raw and honest.
I am nauseous with grief
Hi, me again:) I was thinking, maybe this is that time in your life where maybe you’re experiencing what’s called “the dark night of the soul”?? I’m going through that right now. If you’re not familiar with it, it’s basically when your egoic self dies and you spiritually awaken. So like the material stuff that used to make us happy in the past, no longer makes us feel happy anymore. We lose a lot of who we thought we were and almost come out the other side of it spiritually stronger and we value the non material aspects of life more. Going through it feels terrible, uncomfortable, uncertain. It’s like coming into who we are really meant to be on a soul level and the process is just brutal. Just a thought:) I’m reading eckhart tolle and he totally gets it. He also has this amazing inner peace that I’m striving to have also. Just wanted to add this, could be totally wrong. Hope you’re feeling better today❤️
Noah, I have lived this life too, you never get over the spook for sure. Thanks to the right cocktail, I have been free of both for over 15 years. However, my daughter also suffers and no meds have worked properly or well enough for her. Last summer I took her to a clinic in Las Vegas that did TMS in an intensive 5 day treatment. It lifted the horrid cloud of depression that threatened her life. It was 6k out of pocket and I would do it again in a minute. There are other more innovative treatments coming down too, ketamine for one. Don't suffer, this disease is Bullshit.
Remember that were all human beings, and were not perfect. Don't let Two bad bricks in a wall define the wall to be useless
Hay man,.I know how your feeling,.when your mind goes ways you don’t like,.it’s very stressful,.and if you’ve been through past difficulties to,.it just adds to it,.and your right no matter who you talk to or what facility,it’s what’s in your head your going through,.but open up to someone exactly what’s happening as well as on here,.I did recently and it’s a small relief and a start,.and just watch that trt buddy,.I’ve just stepped of that roller coaster.
Stay strong man!
Praying for God to place his loving and comforting arms around you
I went through (and probably still am) benzodiazepine withdrawal. It’s very similar to alcohol. That began in 2019. I also had my testosterone checked them and it was 160. I started TRT.
I can go a few months feeling fantastic and out of nowhere I get depression and anxiety. I always fear I’m going back to the acute withdrawal phase. I never do. It’s bad sometimes but not that bad. It can last a few days or on and off for a few months.
What’s gets me through it is knowing I will feel good again. I have a 100% success rate on feeling better eventually.
I notice my symptoms will get triggered by anything that affects my Central Nervous System. From reading it’s seems similar to POTS or dysautonomia.
Hang in there. You are not alone!
I was deeply depressed I told my sister my head is killing me and she said I’m gonna take you to a mental healthcare and they tried Zoloft and a strong sleeping pill they have let me sleep and clear my head all day God bless
135k in gambling debt thinking of just ending it idgaf anymore
I hope you get help.
please you must do sauna 5 days per week durimg a year ...you will notice the dference
Your not offensive, I'm not easily offended, sometimes you've just got to sit with the feelings and the answer shows up,the way out is still the way through bro ✌️-the romainian
I feel you, I understand…
Me too had a scary feeling that Im gonna jump from a high hotel room which would mean certain death. Sometimes I couldnt control my body well so I just threw myself to floor that I wouldnt jump to get a few moments to think rationally again, very very scary. I was afraid to go to train station too. I just watched away when the train came that those thoughts to jump on it wouldnt come.
That was very dark times in my life losing my young brother just like that without any hint it was coming.
Dude, looking into either a Dual Sympathetic Reset provided by Stella Centre, or psychedelics and therapy. Preferably psychedelic assisted psychotherapy.
I think our stomach burning is the phisycal manifestation of our emotional struggle. It sucks
7:18 this whole part has me dying lol never change 😂
Good luck you will be ln my prayer have a great day be blessed be safe.
Heaven is as a seed the life inside that seed is far far far greater than the seed itself
Just as our thoughts beliefs dreams inside us are much greater than we are or could possibly be
I love your videos
I found out at 23 I have insanely low T low 200’s always have been down low energy depressed doctors prescribed me test ended up making my anxiety much much worse I stopped trt have been off for over a year now and now doctors want to put me back on I’m so afraid of going through it again I’m afraid of something happening to me it sucks not knowing what to do I’m 27 now and don’t know what I should do it sucks
I have trouble with dissociation. I am trying to manage it better.
Noah. Im struggling man.
What’s going on?
Ketamine can REALLY help when used in safe, clinical settings.
Why can't you share with a friend or family mt????
Hey man, fellow AA here.
I suggest you take this to you HP and get off RUclips for a while. Work the program and quit trying to save your face and worry about saving your ass. Just a suggestion man! Love you.
can you micro dose Clomid and Proviron together for men with very low testosterone
Noah why you don't reply what brand of T4 and dosage you take?is your personal protocol became a secret out of sudden?
I was thinking about this. What if thinking about your problems makes your problems grow. Give yourself a project. Get out of your head
What brand t4 you take and at what dosage?
you are soooo sweet
Noah, hang in there. Take comfort in the fact that you are not alone. These are difficult times and society, governments, relationships, and the entire world economic system is at a crossroads. Just like in the “Great Recession” and the Pandemic, I don’t know anyone who isn’t suffering in some way.
As a believer in Jesus Christ, I take all comfort in Him. What’s going on now, is a taste of the terrible end of the age. But His testimony, prophecy, and promises are true. He is the Son of God and He sacrificed Himself for you.
When you believe in Him, life doesn’t get easier, but your belief and faith become stronger. That is what holds me together. Father God loves you no matter what addiction you struggle with and there’s nothing that surprises Him. You are one of His sons, as am I. Believe in His son’s sacrifice and you are saved. Believe in a power greater than yourself, friend.
Be of service to others whose lives are in jeopardy everyday. People drink contaminated water and live in dirt floor houses in third world countries. They need help. Helping people like that gives you a joy and love that surpasses anything.
As a soon to be social worker, whats up dude? send me a dm anytime
Just for today! 🙌🏻👍🏻🫡
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You seem like the kind of guy that really wants to get off and STAY off alcohol. 7.5 months is already a serious start. But you are afraid you're going to do it again. I think we all are and that reintroducing alcohol in your life after exactly 1 year is for some reason oh so common. Almost everybody I know of has this phenomenon. It's because you forgot how bad your life actually was with alcohol and you think you never had a problem in the first place. Can I introduce you to the best channel on RUclips for staying off? "Stop Drinking Expert". Watch his videos! His name is Craig Beck and he will most probably get you out of this loop. He did it for me and many others. By the way I have the exact same problem you are having now alcohol is out of my life but with a drug believe it or not. How ironic...
Maybe do some yoga and drink less coffee!
check your trt or estrodial levels bro they might be off again
Thank you for shaving you look less gloomy
I think you should give Islam a chance.
Just genuinely try and ask God, "please guide me to you and help me."
You got nothing to lose
Jesus loves you my bro. Keep faith and prayer. Realize your here not on your own accord. Have faith and belief in something greater then yourself. The creator of us. JESUS
Mate seriously are you forgetting what God has done for us? Think about it
Pray, and trust in the Lord. 🙏
Accept who you are and just focus on Jesus he loves you the same don't beat yourself up. He will get you through. It's ok to accept our failures and see how perfect Jesus is. Then things will get better and peace . He will help you its a whole life journey to alway rely on him
Try to turn to Jesus or Nabi Muhammad or Buddha. You will find peace! i swear!
Where is God in your life? You are here for a reason.
I really hate living in today's society where you have to talk to a camera to complete strangers about every detail of your personal life
Sending Prayers and Love, Noah.
I've been alcohol free since August 19th of 2019.
Life is way better.
Come what may, whatever that is, it will be worse with alcohol.
You can do this.
We all live this tragic reality called life and a lot of it is suffering … in fact a bunch of it is but there’s seconds of beauty that remind you of how wonderful it is to be alive , hang on hold on don’t disappear into the suffering as it only is temporary. There is nothing bigger than now this second.
In my view, the fear you harbor and the discomfort you feel signify the transformation underway in your life. The weaker version of yourself is fading away, making room for a stronger, more in-control version to emerge. This transition will ultimately lead to a sense of liberation. Embrace the faith in this new, more responsible, and decisive version of yourself. Best of luck on this journey-I'm here to learn from you.
Let me tell you man, that feeling, everyone gets it. The world provides us with tools to help us forget about this feeling. Some people pick up a Bible, some eat, some play video games, some turn to something more sinister in nature. What I found is to shorten your steps. When this feeling comes over you, readjust your goals, or focus on micro goals to keep you looking ahead. We gain strength from facing that pain head on, and know that it won't beat you this time because you are stronger. This is a war against this feeling, and you will prevail.
Hey Noah, I've seen many people with depression and on many psych meds going on a carnivore diet and some of them came off their meds and felt great. One that comes to mind is Kerry from
" HomeSteadhow" He was suicidal and depressed for over 10 years and then went on a carnivore diet and has come off all his medications and now feels fantastic.I pray you be blessed.
Anxiety and depression will drag you to hell and back and when you get out of it you fear of going back to it.
Yes!!
Change your mindset dude. You clearly still believe consuming alcohol would be of benefit to you.
Noah you may seem like your plans failed at times but you are helping people God bless you His plan...
but tattoos and testosterone is not the cure to mental illness.
Im going through ANOTHER fkn episode - again.
So over this. Thank u for your videos. Bless