Hysterectomy Recovery Tips - Top Five Things to Know BEFORE Your Hysterectomy!
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- Опубликовано: 23 авг 2020
- TOP FIVE THINGS TO KNOW BEFORE YOUR HYSTERECTOMY! ⭐️ Jessica had a hysterectomy and prolapse repairs in late 2019 at the age of 41. She is passionate about sharing her hysterectomy recovery tips, including these top five things you should know before your hysterectomy surgery! These simple tips can help you prepare and recovery from your own surgery. ⭐️
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Hello there to everyone who has had the surgery. I literally just had my surgery 5 hours ago & I’m doing great. Thank God. I had laparoscopic but they had have a slightly larger belly button incision since my uterus was so big but not a C-section like incision. Soo I was grateful for that. My uterus was HUGE & covered in fibroids but my ovaries were great.
Can you tell me a little more about your experience? I too have a large uterus with quite a few fibroids:(
Glad you did well. I have a melon sized fibroid in my uterus. Having a hysterectomy in January.
I'm next. Apparently my uterus is the size of a 5-month pregnant lady 🤦🏽♀️
@@cherrylove6133 hi I’m sorry I’m just now seeing your post. Hopefully you’re doing well. I’d been having problems with very painful menses for 10 years. My gynecologist tried me on 5 different birth controls to try to stop my cycles. 50lbs later nothing worked & my menses was so painful it kept me up at night. This was the last option for me. I healed well & my ovaries were good, so I still have them. No issues & I’m 7 months post surgery. Sex has been fine, I have no issues with dryness or desire.
@@nenax24x well wishes on your surgery
My wife is getting ready to have a hysterectomy next month and we have not had a lot of guidance around what she should do to prepare. She is a very active person who is a spin instructor and CrossFit athlete. This channel is an absolute blessing for us. I think God we found you! Thank you so much for your information you provide.
Best of luck to your wife!
I had a robotic laparocopic hysterectomy a week ago, and am still quite sore, especially at the site of the lower right portal, or if I bend not quite slowly enough. I would suggest getting a toilet riser, a grabber for picking things up, and, I find an electric recliner all very helpful. I am also being cosy under a full length electic throw, it turns off automatically after two hours incase one falls asleep. Also, a small pillow to put on stomach to brace against coughing, and the binder they gave me at the hospital to support the abdomen, is good to wear for a few weeks. I put a pillow under the car seatbelt on the way home. Much better if the driver uses freeways rather than scenic routes, that tend to have more bumps, and bellieve me, going over pot holes is not a welcome surprise. Other than that, I am walking a bit further every day,, and nolonger need a walker. I am not a 'spring chicken' so younger women may find themselves healing more quickly, also my surgery was for endometrial cancer, so everything was removed. Cancer was Stage 1 so just monitoring needed in the future. I did not have the gas people speak of, just didn't happen. And, an icebag at the hospital would have been helpful. I tend to stand rather than sit, because getting up and down is still sore. We put a garbage bag on the car seat to make it easier for me to swivel in and out. Best wishes to everyone going through this, easier than I expected overall, and my Gyn Oncologist Surgeon, is totally perfect for me, I could not have felt safer.. Everyone was very attentive.
Your suggestions are very helpful. Thank you! I’m going to do all of it. I was looking for just these kind of suggestions. I am three weeks from my surgery, which will give me time to collect all these things.
Thank you very much for your beautiful suggestions, I hope you’re doing great!
44 and having total robotic hysterectomy in one week. Nervous but so excited! I’m obese so worried a little about healing. I had to fight so hard for this, doctors kept saying I was too young and may want to have babies, I never did and I have already bee premenopausal for about 10 years. Everyone I know who has had it says they went through a mourning phase, I haven’t yet.
Fast (no eating/drinking anything except water) 72 hours pre-abdominal hysterectomy. I have had no pain at all. I had my hysterectomy over 8 months ago. Praises to God.
Was it the first time you water fasted for 3 days or were you used to prolonged fasting? Thank you
I love this video .. thank you for making it.
I had my hysterectomy 3 weeks ago. I was feeling down for just not feeling like myself yet and that people were pushing me to be "healed" and this video made me feel so much more normal that it's okay to not be quite there yet.
Thank you so so much.
You are so welcome!
@HillbillyArtCat Wow yes this makes so much sense!!!
I find it crazy how quickly some people expect you to heal. You're still having a major surgery. There's so much trauma to your insides.
Jessica, can you talk more about the emotional turmoil with mourning the loss of having no more children? I’m dealing with this
I had a robotic hysterectomy 3 days ago n it was a huge improvement on the conventional laparotomy I had some years ago. I was walking the next day n pain was significantly lower. My biggest concern though was constipation n this is what I did. From the day before the surgery, I stayed on soft diet, lots of high fibre fruits n Duphalac. My surgeon also prescribed an enema a few hours before surgery; that way, I went into the OT with a clear tummy. Post op, I had minimal carbs n again kept to soft diet, fruits n duphalac. It’s worked so well!
How are you feeling now if you don’t mind me asking?
@@rachelsnerdom it was almost 6 months ago, so yeah, have recovered n doing well.
Hello,Glad you're doing well and recovered from your surgery. I have several fibroids and has been bleeding for a year now. Now the doctor is suggesting a hysterectomy, and he thinks I might be a candidate for robotic surgery. If you don't mind sharing how fast was your recovery? Any issues related to surgery afterwards? and overall recovery? Did you had any incisions on your abdomen? Just really worried and concerned.
@@r-jproductions1343 i was walking slowly the next day n was back on my feet completely within 2 weeks. There were 5 small incisions, each less than 1 cm. Pain was minimal n there were no complications at all.
You’re awesome for doing informative videos like !! I so needed to see this and so I thank you.
I'm indeed blessed and good to go for my hysterectomy now. Big thanks, Jessy!
This is such a beautiful exploration, and deeply helpful as I prepare for mine. Thank you SO much for this.
Thank you for sharing this & your other video After A Hysterectomy...they are both very helpful.
Thank you very much! My surgery is in a month. I needed this video. ❤
Thank you for being so transparent on this topic! I am undergoing a partial hysterectomy in 2 weeks and I am scard but am thankful for your tips and what to expect!
Such a great & knowledgeable video, thank you for sharing.
Wow... such a great video😊. I had a hysterectomy on 6 June 2019 and I would have loved to watch your video before my surgery.
I have been so nervous and upset and I can’t seem to find anyone to understand. I stumbled on this and I can’t tell you how helpful it was! I have my hysterectomy on Tuesday and I am so nervous!
Good luck! Praying for you❤️ my mother is considering getting one because of the cancer that runs in the family!
I would love to know how you are!
I had a TVH three days ago. Ovaries intact. Your videos have been incredibly helpful before and now after my surgery. Thank you so much for the information as well as encouraging women to ask these questions. ❤️
Jessica, you are a GOD SEND!!! Thank you so much for putting out this video!! I am meeting with the surgeon in a few days. God bless you!!!
So very helpful. Thank you! 🙏🏽
Thank you for sharing your pre-op experience. I now know what are really important questions to ask my doctor.
Thank you for sharing. I'm scheduled for a hysterectomy next week. 🙏🏾
Thank you so much! I'm 42 and have NEVER had any kind of surgery. I've never been pregnant nor can i get pregnant. Hence why I'm getting a hysterectomy on the 3rd. I'm so afraid being i don't know what to expect. You've helped me a great deal. Watched your video for after surgery also and saved it. You're a God send! Thank you! 💜
Good luck Monica Diaz! Please come back and let me know how you’re doing🤗
How did your surgery go? Were you in-patient or out-patient? Mine is on Friday. 🤞🤞
Monica, it has been 6 months; are you ok?!
We are in the same boat. I’m 41 and was in the process of going through IVF and we found cancer. I have no children and just recently had a hysterectomy on December 16th. I’m glad I found this page as well. I hope all is well with you.
Jessica, I had to mourn this procedure as well. I sat in my feelings and eventually accepted I had to let go. Thank you for the amazing videos and tips!
I'm in the same boat. My surgery is May/June and I'm doing all sort of research. This video has been great.
Very helpful. So glad it worked out for you. Having a hysterectomy on the 19th. Due to heavy bleeding.
Meeting with my gyno this friday- I have a large tumor and Hysterectomy is probably the way we have to go. Thank you for being so open about all this!
I'm so glad I found your video's. I am having a hysto in a month. Great info, thank you!
Welcome!
Thank you so much! I found this very helpful.
❤️💯❤️Thank you, this is so great. Your knowledge and guidance is so helpful and encouraging 🙏
You are so welcome!
I'm considering having one done, so I appreciate you sharing your story. Thank you!
You are welcome!
I just watched this to see what to expect. I just had my pre-op appt today and will be having my hysterectomy on Friday.
I am preparing for my hysterectomy and really appreciate all your tips. My doctor recommended a pelvic floor pt which I will see soon. She recommended one before my surgery. I am not a patient person so I get the impression I will need to be patient. I have watched several of your videos together with my husband. Thank you for the info so clearly given. I want facts, not horror stories. I want to keep a positive attitude.
did it go well? how did PT go? I am scheduled in like 2.5 months so trying to prepare now
I had my hysterectomy surgery and prolapse surgery two weeks ago. Taking all the time I need to recover at home. I won’t miss the fibroids or heavy periods. I too had my cervix removed. I’m glad I did. I found your videos very helpful. Thank you for posting. Praying to regain a better quality of life after this experience.
Even I had hysterectomy 2 years ago for prolaps....how are you now ?....I had some pain some month ago and I can't do hard work
How was your recovery? I'm only a week out from surgery and pretty miserable.
Grace and patience. Best advice ever!❤
Because of this video, I was able to have a pleasant post surgery, thank you for sharing your experience.
I am preparing for my hysterectomy. Pre-op is Thursday surgery is next Thursday. So many mixed feelings already. Your videos are helping so much. Thank you so much for sharing.
Having DaVinci laproscopic salpingo hysterectomy tomorrow morning. Thank you for your video
Thank you for this video. You have helped me know what to ask and realistically, mentally prepare.
I did not know about several things you covered and I will be getting my biopsy results next week. TY, again!
Thank you for posting this. Wish i found this video before surgery.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I had no clue what to ask my doctor and now I do and I'm so ready to have a conversation with my doctor now and how to make the best decision for my self thank you thank you.
Thank you so much for this priceless information from personal experience. I really appreciate it so much
You are so welcome!
It is so helpful! Thank you so much!
Love this. I had a hysterectomy 5 weeks ago and am just starting to feel like myself again.❤️
I'm glad you're feeling better!
Thank you for these informative and empowering videos!
You are so welcome!
Thank you for this video.. it really helping me with so many questions about hysterectomy.. need to get myself ready for this..
Just want to say… THANK YOU!!!
Thank you for this! I’m planning on getting a myomectomy this year, so this is still helpful
I'm glad it helps!
I'm so glad this video came out without look for it, I will have a hysterectomy surgery this coming November and I was feeling worry and scare but hearing about your experience and all your advice I now feel more confident that I took the best decision, I will keep watching your videos. Thank you :)
Curious how your surgery went. I’m considering having a partial hysterectomy.
Hi Jessica!Thank you, so glad I found you. I am 43 no kids, My hysterectomy will be very soon. But I am very nervous.
Very helpful information!
Thank you for sharing your story.❤
Thank you so much I just had my hysterectomy a week ago and only have one ovary as well and this really helped me tremendously! I was going through it with the constipation and feeling down and now I feel better that I watched this and to know it will be ok and that i will start to feel better ❤
Great video. Thank you.
My goodness. Watching this one was emotional for me. You gave me SO much to consider. I was recently diagnosed with stage 1 cervical cancer and my treatment will be radical abdominal hysterectomy to happen next month. It's felt like having whiplash of getting diagnosis to getting told about surgery. Lots to process and your videos have been so helpful. I have a list of questions now.
Thank you for sharing your experience, Jessica and your 5 suggestions.
Jessica this was very informative and useful information. I’m scheduled to have my hysterectomy next month…
I'm actually waiting at my pre op appointment while watching this. Thank you for these videos!
Hope everything went well I’m just finding out I need this done 🥴
I am going for pre op next week.
I hope everything went well
@@ceecee4705 I had my surgery July 2 I’m feeling great
@Zubes Creation i am glad to hear everything went well, I can't wait to feel better too
Thank you for this video and for sharing your experience. I will be having my hysterectomy in about a month. I'm seeing my gynaecologist next week to set the date. I'll be educating my dear hubby on these tips as well, because he will be my carer while I recover, and will need to understand how long it will take and what I might be feeling. Thank you. I'm so ready for this to happen and to do my best with my recovery.
Sending you well wishes!
*watches this after my hysterectomy*
1. Yep. I knew all the things for my surgery.
2. Oh wow. I just had to stop eating 8 hours before. -but I stopped eating 12hrs.
3. ...I think my doctor has higher hopes for recovery than I do. I'm going back to work in a month from now.
4. ...My toxic trait is thinking I can walk 40mins to the grocery store and back with a light load of groceries right now (3days post op). 😅
5. Oh yeah. 3 months of personal/emotional work despite being SO ready to have the hysterectomy gone. I did mourn a little as I never had birth kids and I have come to terms with it. No regrets now as I am all about recovery right now and SO excited for my future. 10/10 Prepare your heart.
I have surgery on Friday! Thank you for this!
Thank you so much for this information. My hysterectomy is scheduled for 10/1 so this has been very helpful.
Best of luck!
Hello Jessica I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer back in September 2020 so I had to have a total laproscopic hysterectomy vaginally my surgery was 7 1/2 hrs I wished I had found your video on the part about cleaning out your system cause I had been so CONSTIPATED and every since my surgery I haven't had much of an appetite but I've been doing SMOOTHIES with veggies and fruit but I thank you for sharing god bless
@Jessica Valant Pilates
I just want to personally thank you for your videos!
I had an abdominal hysterectomy days ago preserving my ovaries and it was the best decision and experience in my life! I went in with absolutely no anxiety or fear and came out of recovery with a pain level of maybe a 3 or 4!
After recovering from surgery I was up walking after hours.
I was only in the hospital 1 day because my doctor was so impressed by how well I was doing so I went home.
still the pain is perhaps a 2 so I didn’t need the strong narcotics in or out of the hospital.
I prepared myself months in advance for this surgery mentally as well as physically and I believe this is the reason my abdominal hysterectomy went 100% smoothly.
Today is my 3rd day and I feel fabulous I’m at 5 blocks today of walking I still have the surgery gas however my waistline is down by 3 inches due to the removal of two huge fibroids and an enlarged uterus.
Your videos really gave me back my life and gave me the mental support I needed to actually do the surgery.
So many videos I’ve watched but I needed one that would resonate!
Thank you so much!
I would have waited another year and my fibroids would be the size of a watermelon!
Hi Jessica! Thank you, so glad I found you! My hysterectomy is scheduled soon...endometriosis for years, two pregnancies with preeclampsia (preterm babies) and then placentas were retained after babes were born. and here i am, 7 years later finally having a hysterectomy. Thank you for ALL of your videos. you have been blessed. Thanks for sharing that.
You are so welcome and I wish you the best on your surgery!
Thank you so much!!!
My surgery is today. This information was very helpful. Thank you.
How was it?
Thank you for this. My hysterectomy is this coming Tuesday. I am ready but very nervous.
Thank you! I’m glad I found this video. Pre op app5 with doctor is in 3 days and surgery is in 16 days. I’ve been trying to find straightforward information and that’s what you provided.
Good luck with surgery!
@@JessicaValantPilates especially since I’m having similar repairs as you. Not many things online about prolapse.
Thanks for sharing this. I am 48 yrs old, single, no kids. I have big fibroids and endometriosis. Been bleeding and in pain for a year and a half. Will have abdominal hysterectomy in 3 weeks. This will help me to be ready and overcome anxiety.
Thank you so much🙏
I already contacted my first of two possible physical therapy centers that have someone who works on women as Jessica Valant describes to see if they take my insurance and I already asked my obgyn if she will approve referring me for a couple of post op visits and she said yes, no problem and even gave me another facility to try that is a little closer to my home! My surgery is early May.
Thanks a lot you were super helpful
I am 38, and 5 days away from my hysterectomy. They are taking my "mommy coconut" (uterus), cervix and fallopian tubies, but hopefully KEEPING my ovaries.... or at least that's the plan. I am, and always have been, spiritually connected to my lady parts (I think of my uterus like a soul super power- a magical cocoon that nourished my babies and gave them life) many call me crazy, but as painful as my periods were, i embraced them, and encouraged my daughters to do so too. After all, if you actually think of what you're body is doing when having a period- its pretty impressive. So as you can imagine, my mourning of these sacred parts is my goal to achieve. I even asked the doctor if I could take my mommy coconut home to plant with a tree (to me, this would have been my "tree of life!") But it's not medically possible due to the preserving process after surgery. To wrap this up- everyone thinks I'm weird for having an enlightened bond with my lady parts, and embracing my period. It gives me solace knowing you feel the same. Your video was inspirational to me, and we all need to be mentally strong and prepared so we can get through this experience confidently, no Worry, no Fear!
Love this!! I totally agree
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Thank you for sharing. This mirrors my thoughts and feelings . Blessings to you all
Thanks for all this great personal advice I'm 34 yrs old and I am preparing on having this surgery I feel more prepared thanks for sharing
I wish you luck on your surgery. I'm turning 34 soon and I'm seriously considering this.
Thank you so much. I’m meeting with my surgeon tomorrow and I’m a little nervous. This was very helpful information.
Glad it was helpful!
I'm meeting with a specialist in 2 weeks. But from what my gyn said, I will need a hysterectomy. I'm def mourning right now. I couldn't find the words for it so thank you for that.
Thank you 🫂
My hysterectomy and reconstruction surgery is scheduled for early May. However, I'm only 10 months post op from surgery to remove a brain tumor. When it rains, it pours!!! I'm 66 years old, and ready to have this all behind me so I can get back to living my life! Phew! As soon as I'm cleared for exercise I hope to follow your workouts and get back to feeling GREAT!
Sending prayers for a full recovery. I’m somewhat in the same situation I just found out I have breast cancer and currently recovering from lumpectomy surgery and I found out yesterday I have to have a hysterectomy. It’s so nerve wracking and stressful and emotionally draining . But with lots of strength and support we can get through this. Best of luck to you!
@@carrierodriguez4672 Hugs!
I hope your surgery went well. I had a question for you. When you said reconstruction surgery, what did you mean? I'm trying to find out all I can before I find a doctor to do my surgery. My gynecologist told me she was unable to do my surgery the way she thought it could be done. My uterus is the size of a 9 month pregnant woman and I have several fibroids to remove. I'm so scared because I've had so many medical issues due to the size of my uterus and the situation. Thank you for sharing and taking the time to reply. Hope all is well.
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Prayers for you 🙏🏽🙏🏽
Thank you so much for this information it helps. I may have to have this surgery in the future
Hello! My wife just had a hysterectomy yesterday,, I have been watching your videos and had learned a lot of about it! I just wish you had Spanish subtitles so the latino audience can understand better all the excellent information you’re giving! I’ll do my best to translate for her!! Gracias!
Thank you for passing on the info and best of luck to your wife and her recovery!
Thank you..i'm 26..no kids and very scared..nervious..anxious...thank you
That is so good to know about taking the cervix out. I will for sure talk to my doctor about this.
Jessica, thanks for sharing your history, I will have my surgery in a few weeks, you are bringing peace to my mind!!!
I love this video! I’m scheduled for a hysterectomy on February 3rd and there’s a lot I need to speak to my surgeon before surgery. I’ve been feeling very depressed about it but I have endometriosis and I have been in sooooooo much pain that even if I’m 32 years old and wanted another child I just can’t live like this anymore. Thank you for all the tips for before and after a hysterectomy. I truly appreciate it!
Best of luck to you!!
I’m feeling the same! Very depressed that I will not have another child. But the pain because of endometriosis is affecting my daily life. 😢 histerectomy scheduled for next week
Thank you
I am so glad you made this video I had partial hysterectomy, 5 days ago😢 I am sore and not really feeling myself
I hear you Keisha - I promise it improves overtime (I’m 3 weeks post surgery) - be patient and take exquisite care of yourself 💖
Thank you very helpful
I’m having surgery in Nov, they are taking my cervix, uterus and both ovaries. I have cervical cancer. I’m absolutely terrified. I appreciate this video. Thanks!
How are you?
@@Sunshine-Lyon I am really well! Thanks so much!
@sunshinegalkw9675 yay!!!!
I'm so happy to hear! 😊
What a kind and insightful video. I'm preparing for full hysterectomy and have been apprehensive. This has been super helpful thank you!
Glad it was helpful and good luck!
my mother told me im *doom and gloom* for asking the doctors for pain meds after surgery. she said that its not painful. i havent had much support other then my husband on this. Im glad to watch your videos...but im really nervous. I feel like I watch videos for help and support because ive never had it from my own mother or family. Thank you for your videos and education!
That suck that she’s not supportive. But, you will need pain meds and to keep up with them to decrease the pain that you might have. Everybody pain levels are different.
Everyone heals differently!
Going ssoooonnn - ty 4 sharing your story
I am 2 weeks post surgery tomorrow. I am having a terrible time with nausea which is RARE for me! I can't eat and have to take Zofran. Had 4 replacement surgeries and never was nauseous. Thank you for your extraordinary videos. Your post surgery video saved me. I had two procedures like you.
I wish you the best in your recovery!
Thanks for this video. I have surgery next Thursday!
Thanks Jess....
You are so welcome!
THANKU,
Hi thanks for making this video
Am having my surgery next month
Thanks for this video. I have my hysterectomy tom.
Thankyou
I am mourning too. I know this must be done, and hoping for the best recovery. New Chapter and healing. I completely felt everything you said. Thank you!
I'm having mine tomorrow ❤️
Thank you Jessica! 🙌 I was strongly recommended this surgery however still cannot accept this fact, was hoping for kids, never tried :(. Watching such videos help to find answers to some questions.
I am also glad to find a pilates channel. It is tougher than social dancing yet have been on my list 😏
Sorry to hear this, that's tough. :(
Thanks for making this! I'm 19, having everything but my ovaries removed for multiple reasons as a last resort for intense pain. My surgery date is in less than a week! I'm so so excited for this, I never want kids and I'm happy about never having periods or needing birth control again.
This is so worrying. It's menopause, and it's irreversible. I hope you're OK.
@@Candlewick14 No, removing your uterus does not make you go through menopause. Surgery was awesome for me and I would do it again, absolutely no regrets.
@@hallowedgears4243 ahh you kept your ovaries. Glad you're OK.
@HALLOWED GEARS can I ask how it went? And how you’re doing? I also am relatively young (though older than 19) and looking to get a hysterectomy because of pain.
@@mysticblue0222 It was one of the best things I've ever done for myself. Not having periods is amazing and it made my endo pain less severe (though it doesn't cure it). The recovery honestly wasn't that bad.