I'm awestruck, your videos are everything I want to say to the world but can't. I suffer from schizophrenia also. I can't formulate anything coherent anymore. I spent about 20 mins retyping this unsure which video of urs i should put it under. In university I literally used chatgpt to have conversations with ppl. I suck so much as a person. I pushed everybody away.
stay strong brother, I know it's hard. I had a friend who cut me off 2 and a half years ago because of his schizophrenia, I remember I was very sad, I always liked his presence (maybe I wanted him more than just a friend), but over time I always tried to have contact with him and make sure he is okay. and suddenly in November 2023 I met him again in a meeting, and started talking to him again, and now we continue to see each other sometimes, I'm happy that I never gave up on him, all the time I waited was worth it. So I suggest you explain to your friends what you are going through, I'm sure most of them will be happy to hear about you and will understand. seeking help is NORMAL, we all make a decision and regret it.
I know almost nothing about you; I just know/imagine that it is not easy to find the right medications and modulate them in the proper way for your personal needs; sometimes it takes time, which is too much for a person who suffers. I can't tell you why, but there's something about you that makes me think you'll feel better eventually. Maybe it's your will to try to find some kind of connection wherever it comes from, a vitality that comes out, despite everything. I trust you, it's okay if you're a 'little' crazy (just kidding), I hope they teach you some coping skills to tolerate this discomfort to help you to try and meet people from the past or new people in the future. It's right that you feel authorized to talk clearly about your situation. And despite everything you also have a project... whether it goes through or not... dude, you have a lot of strength somewhere in your inner self ; both your speech and your whole person express a lot of passion. Sorry for my rusty English...
I'm awestruck, your videos are everything I want to say to the world but can't. I suffer from schizophrenia also. I can't formulate anything coherent anymore. I spent about 20 mins retyping this unsure which video of urs i should put it under. In university I literally used chatgpt to have conversations with ppl. I suck so much as a person. I pushed everybody away.
stay strong brother, I know it's hard. I had a friend who cut me off 2 and a half years ago because of his schizophrenia, I remember I was very sad, I always liked his presence (maybe I wanted him more than just a friend), but over time I always tried to have contact with him and make sure he is okay. and suddenly in November 2023 I met him again in a meeting, and started talking to him again, and now we continue to see each other sometimes, I'm happy that I never gave up on him, all the time I waited was worth it. So I suggest you explain to your friends what you are going through, I'm sure most of them will be happy to hear about you and will understand. seeking help is NORMAL, we all make a decision and regret it.
Awwww I just want to give u a hug
I know almost nothing about you; I just know/imagine that it is not easy to find the right medications and modulate them in the proper way for your personal needs; sometimes it takes time, which is too much for a person who suffers. I can't tell you why, but there's something about you that makes me think you'll feel better eventually. Maybe it's your will to try to find some kind of connection wherever it comes from, a vitality that comes out, despite everything. I trust you, it's okay if you're a 'little' crazy (just kidding), I hope they teach you some coping skills to tolerate this discomfort to help you to try and meet people from the past or new people in the future. It's right that you feel authorized to talk clearly about your situation. And despite everything you also have a project... whether it goes through or not... dude, you have a lot of strength somewhere in your inner self ; both your speech and your whole person express a lot of passion. Sorry for my rusty English...
True faithful l friend right here, i was locked up for years, serious stuff, all kinds of evil and battles of all sorts, i
You can't insult me or offend me, impossible to, I love these kinds of bonds because they are true
I am THE most manipulative person I know of in recovery, please say hi, I am genuine about being well meaning
Eyes like a husky
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Im. Your friend
Open your heart for Jesus and ask Him to help you, to be with you. It works, I know:-)