Rock, Paper, Scissors - a Short Film on Teenage Depression & Cutting

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  • Опубликовано: 21 ноя 2024

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  • @gr4vedg0re
    @gr4vedg0re 3 года назад +801

    idky everytime i relapse after a longish time i come to these short films

    • @CherylNembhardTV
      @CherylNembhardTV  3 года назад +100

      I'm so happy this short film has impacted you. I want you to know you got this and that you are not alone!

    • @lillyturner5342
      @lillyturner5342 3 года назад +13

      Same

    • @jessicasuzanne___
      @jessicasuzanne___ 3 года назад +11

      Same 😭

    • @_melk_
      @_melk_ 3 года назад +7

      same

    • @dyl_pickle.i
      @dyl_pickle.i Год назад +30

      I think I come back to these films too avoid my own relapse 😅

  • @SimplyScrump
    @SimplyScrump 5 месяцев назад +305

    “I just noticed your arms” Never, and I mean EVER comment on someone’s scars bro

    • @N0_0NE.316
      @N0_0NE.316 5 месяцев назад +33

      Yeah except if it’s someone you know very well and you’re just genuinely worried, and not out of curiosity

    • @rasberrylemonad_
      @rasberrylemonad_ 4 месяца назад +10

      i agree mostly but im pretty sure those werent scars they looked fresh-ish atleast

    • @CharlotteMockford
      @CharlotteMockford 4 месяца назад +4

      Real

    • @N0_0NE.316
      @N0_0NE.316 3 месяца назад +2

      @@ForExample2023 Sorry, what do you mean??

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is with you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @geometrak4999
    @geometrak4999 Год назад +356

    "I made a mistake" "I went too deep" "I won't do it again" all things I've said. Six months clean but it feels much longer considering how long it went on. It's still hard to believe it happened and that I'm here watching this and seeing a very familiar story.

    • @HannahAmbris-dt6js
      @HannahAmbris-dt6js 6 месяцев назад +4

      I’m so sorry that happened know that your not alone and I love you 💗

    • @geometrak4999
      @geometrak4999 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@HannahAmbris-dt6js Aww, tysm, this was a really nice surprise to see today :) hope you're doing well

    • @LarryxStylinson28
      @LarryxStylinson28 6 месяцев назад +2

      Said the same thing last Tuesday after cutting down to fat(less than a week ago). Look at me now. I’ve gone even deeper. It doesn’t feel like a mistake when I know I deserve it.

    • @Bubble3320_
      @Bubble3320_ 4 месяца назад +1

      ​@LarryxStylinson28 You dont deserve that at all, I really hope you're doing alright

    • @akaza3126
      @akaza3126 2 месяца назад

      i started because of my mom
      i have a vivid memory of my mom making me mad for some reason and i immediately went into the kitchen, cut, then left to my room
      then i thought it was stupid and pointless to cut and just quit doing it to see if i was able to stop myself

  • @ZoeyRauls
    @ZoeyRauls 5 месяцев назад +98

    Self-harming is not a suicide attempt. Also every time I self harm, for some reason I always come running back to the short films about self harm😢

    • @aaa8ify
      @aaa8ify Месяц назад +4

      Whenever I have abnormal eating habits I always come back to ed videos for some reason 😭

    • @TheSIaySisters
      @TheSIaySisters Месяц назад +1

      @@aaa8ify same

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 7 дней назад +1

      @@TheSIaySisters Hi! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now...
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is always there for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your hearts whenever you need anything... so I beg you try... you have nothing to loose! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It depends on you...

  • @ashhh9922
    @ashhh9922 3 года назад +269

    The therapist is just so kind

    • @curfuffle_stuff
      @curfuffle_stuff Год назад +3

      frfr

    • @ShockResistor
      @ShockResistor 6 месяцев назад +1

      Shes unlike any ive been to who look down and judge or act disinterested

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 11 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you!
      Whatever you go through in life please know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is beside you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @EmoExpression
    @EmoExpression 8 месяцев назад +125

    I've struggled with this for 16 years. Started when I was 11. The worst part about it is that you get so good at hiding it. Because if someone finds out, then you get locked up. People treat you different so you pretend it doesn't exist. The happy smile, the laughter. "Insert normal person here." Talk to someone you trust and learn better coping skills. You don't want to be almost 30 and still doing this.

    • @DuncanHaines
      @DuncanHaines Месяц назад

      Are you okay

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 28 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I have no words for how sorry I am... for everything that has happened and is happening in your life You don't deserve this at all!
      Whatever you go through... I want you to know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too. Believe me when I say this!
      Do you know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that He is always there for you? You are not alone no matter what you go through in life... is TRUE! It's NOT a cliché and it is not about religion it has never been... It is about a one-on-one relationship with Jesus... but the decision it's yours!
      If you are willing to go in prayer (NOT religion) and seek Him with all your heart... you will find Him! He wants to help you but He will NEVER force Himself upon you! He can change you from the inside out and give you PEACE He can break you free form your addictions and fill up that emptiness inside of you... BUT you must be willing to take that first step towards Him!
      I'm begging you... TRY... you have nothing to lose! Please go to Him with all your heart and tell Him everything about you your struggles about all these years... even your darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you... because He can be your help in need! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! Put all your hope and trust in Him... and you will see for yourself if you really try and truly believe! I hope so from the bottom of my heart!
      Jesus says: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
      He is just 1 prayer away... It's your option... May the Lord bless you and be with you always!

  • @jasbeloved
    @jasbeloved 10 месяцев назад +98

    the fact that made me start sobbing was that whenever they say jess it sounds so much like jas

    • @Sonya_x_Coley
      @Sonya_x_Coley 4 месяца назад +2

      Same... But jess with T. And the first scene wo a TW.. fuck its bad.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 25 дней назад +2

      Hello! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that He is beside you and for you only one prayer away! You are not alone whatever you go through in life and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

    • @jasbeloved
      @jasbeloved 23 дня назад +1

      @@inamariconciu2715 thank you so much I kinda needed this

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 2 дня назад +1

      @@Sonya_x_Coley Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I Have just prayed for you!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is always there for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful! You can go to Him whenever you need something... but do it from all your heart if you do!

  • @charliekitten5631
    @charliekitten5631 3 года назад +328

    My scars have all faded away, and I know it's stupid but I wish they hadn't. I want something to show for my pain. Something to remind me all I've survived. People say that cutting is temporary, that it doesn't make the pain go away forever. But it makes it go away a hell of a lot longer than my therapist does. I'm so stuck, and I don't know what to do. And I'm afraid because I met someone who made their skin their canvas and their blood their paint. And I was able to save them. We cut ourselves together once, in a bathroom stall. I couldn't sleep for months afterward. I had always told them that I used to cut, but I was better now. I was fixed. That was a lie. You can't fix something if you don't have all the pieces. But I wanted to save them because I knew I couldn't save myself. And I did. I held them close and I told them, "I love you. Never fucking forget that. I love you so much." I haven't seen a mark on their wrist since. I can't say the same about myself. But I'm never going to see them again, and I'm afraid of what will happen. If they'll be okay without me. They have no other close friends, and their parents are negligent and selfish. And I'm not okay. I'm not okay, I'm not fine, I'm not good. And I'm sick of saying I am. Because I'm losing the people that have kept me alive, and honestly I'm starting to think that means I would be better off not living. I'm so scared, but at least I haven't been alone. But soon I will be. Soon I will be alone again. I can't be alone again.

    • @melanieprados5271
      @melanieprados5271 3 года назад +10

      Ur not alone

    • @charliekitten5631
      @charliekitten5631 3 года назад +7

      @@melanieprados5271 I wish that was true

    • @audreydavey8201
      @audreydavey8201 3 года назад +11

      Hey, I'm so sorry about all this. I really am. I love you so much and you ARE worth living. Please keep fighting. You aren't alone. There are so many people out there who are also struggling. You aren't alone. I'm here for you and I love you ok?

    • @charliekitten5631
      @charliekitten5631 3 года назад +9

      @@audreydavey8201 You're the first person whos ever told me that. The past week I've felt so down, I've taught myself how to tie a noose, in case I ever got so low I couldn't be pulled back up. You pulled me back up, at least for the moment. Thank you.

    • @sunsetbun2662
      @sunsetbun2662 2 года назад +6

      I hope you are doing better now ♡ and don't forget, you are worth it! I've gone through the same thing as you (except my friend helped me) and I'll never see them again. Hope you are well and have a good day/night!

  • @kornonthekob4
    @kornonthekob4 Год назад +177

    This is why I’m never letting my parents know

    • @MarieHolzner
      @MarieHolzner 11 месяцев назад +29

      I let my parents know (suicidal thoughts/depression) , for me it was a big mistake.
      They try to help but they only make it worse.

    • @sarahhoogwerf1548
      @sarahhoogwerf1548 8 месяцев назад +7

      Not all parents react this way. Mine were supportive and nice

    • @Rylie-tu3xl
      @Rylie-tu3xl 8 месяцев назад +4

      It’s ok girly. Same here. Try to open up to a friend. Mine saved me ❤️

    • @Inka-protu
      @Inka-protu 6 месяцев назад +3

      My parents accidentally found out and were mad af. My friends have saved me tho

    • @HannahAmbris-dt6js
      @HannahAmbris-dt6js 6 месяцев назад +3

      Please tell your parents ml parents are understanding they just wanna protect you Ik I’m some random person but I love you and I care abt you 💗💗

  • @Gyarukeir
    @Gyarukeir 8 месяцев назад +95

    my parents act all su[ortive but when I relapse they be all like why do you do it and they threaten me with psychtric stays

    • @amazinga2514
      @amazinga2514 6 месяцев назад +1

      same 😭 😭 😭

    • @Gyarukeir
      @Gyarukeir 6 месяцев назад

      @@amazinga2514 life sometimes really sucks 💀💀

    • @Helenadazzle
      @Helenadazzle 3 месяца назад +2

      me too :(

    • @Gyarukeir
      @Gyarukeir 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Helenadazzle its like wdym you support me but the ward is your only idea for me

    • @Helenadazzle
      @Helenadazzle 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Gyarukeir EXACTLY 😭😭 they threaten to hospitalize me and sell my phone... and they act like they care and that i can talk to them about anything... but they've literally made fun of me for it "stop playing fruit ninja on ur arm then come talk to me" they've said stuff like that and it really make me upset. ive tried to explain why i do it but they don't seem to understand still

  • @catqueenowo513
    @catqueenowo513 6 месяцев назад +19

    I love how real the film feels and how respectful the therapidt was to ask if she could pray for her. Because not everyone is comfortable with it. This just feels so natural

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that He is with you and for you just one prayer away! You are not alone whatever you go through in life... and He can be helpful!

  • @alexmorphis4237
    @alexmorphis4237 Год назад +215

    Im 182 days self-harm clean!! Go me!

    • @I_like_potatosss
      @I_like_potatosss Год назад +7

      Congrats!

    • @b3ir
      @b3ir 8 месяцев назад +6

      GOOD JOB!! ❤❤

    • @hashtagkms
      @hashtagkms 7 месяцев назад +5

      I hope your still clean and I'm SO PROUD OF YOU for staying clean that long!!!

    • @Inka-protu
      @Inka-protu 6 месяцев назад +2

      Good job!! Hope ur still clean!❤❤

    • @Liightxx
      @Liightxx 6 месяцев назад +3

      Great job!!! Omg that's so cool, I hope you're doing well!

  • @akiorihara
    @akiorihara 2 года назад +63

    13:03 this part just reminds me of me and my friend, I'll probably never see her again but I've always tried my hardest to be there for her, even while I was miles away. Know your never alone, there will always be someone there gor you even if you can't see it.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 15 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you and your friend! I sincerely hope you are both well!
      Whatever you go through in life please know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is beside you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @SP4-ROW
    @SP4-ROW 3 месяца назад +13

    I wish all therapists were like this. So sweet, and actually cares about your opinions. Mine were all just desperate to get rid of me.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi there! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now... I just hope you are better!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is near you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him whenever you need... for anything... but I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! He can be your help in need if you truly believe in Him and really try... you will see for yourself! I hope so with all my soul! It's your option...

    • @DuncanHaines
      @DuncanHaines Месяц назад +1

      I could help you if it’s okay and I care about you it’s there loss and don’t care about you . I care and love you I’ll be there for you and talk about anything you want to talk about . If it’s okay with you I could be your friend who you can talk to ❤️❤️ love you

    • @SP4-ROW
      @SP4-ROW Месяц назад

      @@DuncanHaines Alright!! I'd love to be your friend! Do you have instagram or discord?

  • @weirdo_duh
    @weirdo_duh 6 месяцев назад +31

    I have scars on my left arm. I have scars on my shoulder and wrist. I can’t help but run my fingers over them and think about cutting and feel the blood drip from my arm. I relapsed twice and in both times i still think about cutting. I hade multiple therapists that either helped my mom than me, that I couldn’t keep (due to financial reasons), or because they weren’t consistent with scheduling/ didn’t attend to meetings. I see my scars and wish for mor, but reading people’s stories of overcoming and surviving is the thing that actually motivates me to seek out for help. My brothers makes me feel comfortable more than my mom does. I struggle so much mentally that I wonder if my mom is even trying to understand what I’m going through or if she is just trying to convince me to follow her religion.

    • @juliaanderson7779
      @juliaanderson7779 6 месяцев назад +3

      I used to cut too. I'm so proud of you for surviving and so sorry you are going through that. 🫶🏼🫂 Something that helped me was "therapy" apps- ive got 2 called calm harm and Sanvello that have helped with my mental health. Thinking of you and sending good vibes 💛

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hello! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for everything that happened in your life!
      I want you to know that whatever you go through... there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too... and I say this with all my heart!
      Do you know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that no matter what you go through in life you are not alone? He is always there for you... is TRUE! It's NOT a cliché and it is not about religion it has never been... It is about a one-on-one relationship with Jesus... but the choice must be yours!
      If you are willing to go in prayer (NOT religion) and seek Him with all your heart... you will find Him! He wants to help you but He will NEVER force Himself upon you! He can change you from the inside out and give you PEACE He can break you free form your addictions and fill up that emptiness inside of you He can heal you... BUT you must be willing to take that first step towards Him!
      So... I beg you try... go and tell Him everything about you your struggles your pain and about how you feel inside... even the darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your hope and trust in Him! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! He can change your whole life if you truly believe in Him and you will see for yourself if you really try! I sincerely hope so!
      He is just one prayer away... The choice is yours... May the Lord always bless you and be with you!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 5 дней назад +1

      @@juliaanderson7779 Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you! I sincerely hope you are well!
      I want you to know that you are not alone whatever you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is with you and for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful! God bless you!

  • @Music_Lover579
    @Music_Lover579 Год назад +92

    Wow... like literally i've started cutting when I was 13, now im 18 and still cutting...

    • @Angelic_Veil
      @Angelic_Veil 8 месяцев назад +4

      Omg same i just turned 18 and i started around then

    • @Music_Lover579
      @Music_Lover579 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@Angelic_Veil Omg Really!?

    • @slusherzwusher_z
      @slusherzwusher_z 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@Music_Lover579just know that you are loved. there will always be people to care for you, and there will always be someone to talk to. i hope you feel better now. i’ve been through what you’ve been through. you can get through this. you *can* get through it, i know you can.

    • @Music_Lover579
      @Music_Lover579 7 месяцев назад +3

      @bettercopynow Thank you. I really needed that

    • @slusherzwusher_z
      @slusherzwusher_z 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@Music_Lover579 you seem like a really nice person. i hope you feel better soon :)

  • @kn1fed
    @kn1fed 3 года назад +58

    Anyone else been doing this for so long that their just tired and wanna quit but like u go back everytime because it's ur only hope other than doing it

    • @akaza3126
      @akaza3126 2 месяца назад

      idk
      i was easy to quit
      all i did was just tell myself that it was idiotic and pointless so i challenged myself to quit it
      i kept hearing everyone say it was hard to quit but it really wasn’t

    • @kn1fed
      @kn1fed 2 месяца назад

      @@akaza3126 I envy you bc this was 3 yrs ago I’m still going but good job

    • @akaza3126
      @akaza3126 2 месяца назад

      @@kn1fed not trying to be offensive and i’m sorry if i am, but what troubles are you having that prevents you from just stopping?

    • @kn1fed
      @kn1fed Месяц назад

      @@akaza3126 idk I have tried many times but I haven’t made a month since I was about 12 which is when I started and I’m 16 now so I’m not sure I’ll ever stop or I’ll just move on to something worse 😂 to cope

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 12 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I don't know how you are now... I sincerely hope you are better!
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is with you and for you just one prayer away! So I beg you... go and tell Him with all your heart everything about you your struggles... even your darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your hope and trust in Him because He can help you! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I hope so from the bottom of my heart! It's your option...

  • @mochiia8049
    @mochiia8049 2 года назад +28

    I never thought I'd find a video that has captured my relationship with someone and how it reflects the chain of help. My friend has been guiding me through the past month or so and I know they had someone who filled the same role for them a while ago.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 17 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I prayed for you and your friend! I sincerely hope you are both well!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is always there for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I hope so with all my heart! It's your choice... God bless you both!

  • @girlinthe_stars
    @girlinthe_stars 3 года назад +87

    This is so amazing. Sad, but amazing. I suffer from depression and cutting too. This film helped me a lot, I was not at a good place, but now it`s better. Thank you for this.

    • @CherylNembhardTV
      @CherylNembhardTV  3 года назад +15

      Hey Maddie, I'm so glad to hear that the film spoke to you. I'm so happy to hear that you're beginning to feel a lot better and that you're in a good place now. You are not alone, God loves you and so many of us are cheering you on!!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 9 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you! I sincerely hope you are still in that better place!
      Please know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that He is always there for you just one prayer away! You are not alone no matter what you go through in life... and you can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart... He can be your help in need!

  • @em-jonesx07
    @em-jonesx07 Год назад +26

    The ending hits hard, from both POVs

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 20 дней назад +1

      Hello! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that you are not alone whatever you go through in life! He is beside you and for you just one prayer away and you can go to Him anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

  • @GiaGia-w8x
    @GiaGia-w8x 10 месяцев назад +5

    I’m always scared to come out to someone and tell them abt what’s going on but then the therapist just sends me to hospitals

  • @Thehurt13
    @Thehurt13 6 месяцев назад +12

    18:09, when she tossed the scissors aside I started crying again.. because it reminded me of a point when someone else did the same for me, and I hope one day I’ll get to help someone along the way

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I sincerely hope you are better!
      No matter what you go through in life please know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is always there for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him whenever you need anything with all your heart... He can be your help in need! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I hope so with all my heart! It's your choice... May God bless you and help you do what you want!

  • @heleneeeeeeeee
    @heleneeeeeeeee Год назад +14

    this is one of the most underrated short films on this topic!!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 20 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is near you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @samssams666
    @samssams666 3 года назад +70

    This is me....I've only had one relapse this year and I distract myself so I don't do it again.....now I'm counting down the days until next april when it will be a year free and am hoping I make it. It was march when I relapsed and idk when nor do I recall why. It's one of those things where you just feel it as an instinct to do it ya know

    • @CherylNembhardTV
      @CherylNembhardTV  3 года назад +8

      Hey friend, I'm so moved that you see yourself in the short film and I'm so sorry to hear that you've had a tough journey so far. Super proud of you for all of the amazing progress you've made. You're not alone, please know that God loves you & made you with incredible talents and Purpose. We are all cheering you on to your one year anniversary goal of freedom! 💜🎉🎉🎊🎊

    • @samssams666
      @samssams666 3 года назад +1

      Thank you so much! You've really made my day! I hope you do great as well! 💖💖💖💖

    • @Rylie-tu3xl
      @Rylie-tu3xl 8 месяцев назад

      I relapsed this month. I had an Ed and was depressed for 3 years, and was 8 months Ed free and 4 sh free. I’m just trying to move past it.

    • @HxdrxYT
      @HxdrxYT 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@Rylie-tu3xlI believe you can do this!

    • @Rylie-tu3xl
      @Rylie-tu3xl 7 месяцев назад

      @@HxdrxYT Thank you! I relapsed for the 6th time in my SH about 24 hours ago and i think i have a friend who has convinced / scared me into not doing it again 🥰😗
      Ill be ok and thank you so much for your support

  • @DevenCollins-h5c
    @DevenCollins-h5c 4 месяца назад +7

    I just relapsed and this shows up as soon as I open RUclips

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... You don't deserve this! No one deserves it!
      Whatever you go through in life... please know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is always there for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him whenever you need... but if you do... I beg you do it from all your heart! He can be your help and you will see for yourself if you really try and believe!
      I sincerely hope so! It's your decision...

  • @arohaarmy3524
    @arohaarmy3524 3 года назад +30

    Came to watch this because I was this close to relapsing right now

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 14 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I prayed for you! I don't know how you are now... I sincerely hope you are well!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is always there for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I hope you will! It's up to you...

  • @imnotaddingmyname2696
    @imnotaddingmyname2696 2 года назад +29

    i grew up in a toxic / poor family my dad would drink often and not care about his kids or wife’s feelings it would be the smallest things that made him mad him getting mad while drunk was the worst part i have so many childhood memories but not the good kinds their was this one time that my dad was mad at my mother and my mom was sitting on the couch my dad pushed her head down bending her and sat on her back nearly crushing her i remember hearing my siblings scream and cry in fear their was another time where my dad was beating my mom this may not have been the smartest idea but me and my siblings ran to the park i remember my sister saying “ stop crying or they will call cps” i wish they did call cps but after my sister said that my mom speeded to the park in her car and told us to get one or two of my siblings got in the car then my dad pulled up and said “ ashlynn if you get in that car i will hurt you “ or something like that i wonder what would have happened if i got in that car their was also another time where i was doing bad in school and he told me if i didn’t do good he would drill a hole in my head i remember being so scared and sobbing while he was telling me to stop crying or he would beat me there was another time where i spilled popcorn in my closet by accident and i was picking it up and my dad walked in for some reason and my closet was open so he saw it and got mad and started yelling and then my mom walked in and was defending me my dad wasn’t to happy about that and they started fighting i started crying and then this is stupid but my mom told me to stop crying and that this was my fault i couldn’t even feel safe at school as a child i was considered “ugly “ people bullied me so much i was convinced i was ugly but i didn’t care that much i was 9 but when i got to the age of 10 i started caring i used to cry myself to sleep nearly every night at the age of 11 i started cutting but with dull scissors i am currently 12 i now use blades and have a big cutting addiction my dad doesn’t beat me that much anymore but after all that trauma my anger turned into sadness I’ve cried so much and also held back so much tears i can hardly get any tears to fall my parents are so annoying i hate them so much if i get caught crying they will say “ stop crying whiney baby” and make a total fool out of me they also sexualize me any time they get i can’t wear anything without them saying i’m gonna get raped at this point they don’t even care about my feelings they only care about money being in their bank and their feelings this is what causes me stress all of these memories it shatters my heart and makes me stressed with the urge to cut myself my parents asked me if i want a therapist and i’ve said yes but they just ignore that and move on with there life i am only 12 and i don’t want to continue life anymore everything seems pointless school is just stressing me even more i have all of this hard work to do and annoying people picking on me i haven’t got the help i need yet but hopefully i will soon

    • @marlenbayona9904
      @marlenbayona9904 Год назад +4

      A year ago you wrote this .. I pray your life situation has gotten better , it saddens me to read how you been treated, don’t give up hope and just know that Jesus loves you so much and he is looking out for you , if you haven’t yet reached out to him , he is waiting for you to talk to Him .. He is what helped me . He’s the friend we need . Take care , be strong and don’t ever give up .

    • @sunnamoon2092
      @sunnamoon2092 9 месяцев назад +1

      I teared up reading your comment, I truly am sorry. Please know that its NEVER your fault, I genuinely hope you are better now. ❤

    • @b3ir
      @b3ir 8 месяцев назад +1

      Hey, Are you still there? How has it been? I hope everything is fine now. I suffer from this addiction as well but I believe in you getting over it and starting anew, putting down the razor for good can change your life and make it better, instead, take up a hobby like art, crochet, knitting or playing an instrument, Those helped me for a time but my parents forced me to stop but i also noticed that handsy projects really get my mind off of the addiction, like painting and using clay to make something you want to keep forever, I promise, if you at least try with a little effort, things will be easier, my love. ❤ (I'm 14 and hoping you're okay rn!)

    • @Aishycheesecrackers431
      @Aishycheesecrackers431 8 месяцев назад +1

      I hope you r feeling better as it’s been a year but if not I’m here for you ❤️.. I’ve been thru smth similar so ik exactly how it feels like! 🤕 luv y’all and fyi I’m 14 too!

    • @kedidegilimkeskeolsam
      @kedidegilimkeskeolsam 7 месяцев назад

      how are you now, did you get the help you need

  • @amir2pro
    @amir2pro 3 месяца назад +3

    I been struggling with this since I was 12 this short film made me realise your never alone and there’s people that want to help you out there. I been questioning for a long time now what job I wanna have when im older. This made me know it. I wanna be a therapist for mental health.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi there! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... you don't deserve this at all!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is always with you and for you just one prayer away... so I'm begging you go to Him with all your heart and tell Him all about your struggles even your darkest thoughts... put all your hope and trust in Him... He can be your help in need! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It depends on you...

    • @G0re_k1ttyx
      @G0re_k1ttyx Месяц назад

      @@inamariconciu2715stop. forcing. YOUR RELIDGION ON OTHERS.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      @@G0re_k1ttyx Telling about Jesus I'm not forcing anyone! Jesus loves you too... no matter what you believe!

  • @chrisholland2016
    @chrisholland2016 2 месяца назад +3

    Been suffering this pain bottled deep down for 12 years and I recently relapsed into cutting and punching my body again. Surprised that I didn't even die somehow. Just end up bleeding to cope with it. And of course having autism makes it more hard to open up and for me I just don't want my feelings hurt by the wrong people again. Had my 15 suicide attempts in the past but just to not have my 16th I end up hurting myself everytime I deal with that blackhole of pain again. Wheather if it's mma punching or cutting with blades or barbed wire. This is a good film thought to make me melt out and crying to where it feels like I'm bleeding out emotionally. Definitely a good crying spell for me to let loose. Very good film that saves me from thoughts of my 16th attempt.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just finished praying for you! I have no words for how sorry I am for everything that happened in your life! You don't deserve that at all! I don't know how you are now... But what I do know is that you are precious and your life matters just like you... and believe me you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through in life... I want you to know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too!
      Maybe you don't know but you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is always there for you... only one prayer away! So I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart... go and tell Him all about you your struggles those hurt feelings about that blackhole of pain.. even your darkest thoughts... and do that with all your heart if you do it! Ask for help and let Him help you... put all your hope and trust in Him... because He can help you! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! He can change your whole life if you truly believe in Him and you will see for yourself if you really try! I sincerely hope so! It depends on you... May God bless you and be always with you!
      Jesus says: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

  • @miawagner4245
    @miawagner4245 3 года назад +48

    9 days clean I really want to relapse but I want to do this for a friend I really liked

    • @toriokeefeokeefe1111
      @toriokeefeokeefe1111 3 года назад +2

      I know you don’t know me but I’m proud of you for making it 9 days and I don’t know if your religious but I believe that God is proud of you and loves you💕

    • @kn1fed
      @kn1fed 3 года назад

      Hey how's it going

    • @miawagner4245
      @miawagner4245 3 года назад +2

      @@kn1fed I ended up making it to 15 days the I relapsed I'm currently 3 days clean

    • @kn1fed
      @kn1fed 3 года назад +5

      @@miawagner4245 I'm proud of u for 3 days remember relapse is apart of recovery

    • @CherylNembhardTV
      @CherylNembhardTV  3 года назад +3

      I'm so proud of you! Keep going, you got this!

  • @FacialVomitTurtleFights
    @FacialVomitTurtleFights Год назад +17

    I live vicariously through films such as these.

    • @M82_galaxy
      @M82_galaxy 7 месяцев назад

      Same

    • @yaboifredrickscadon
      @yaboifredrickscadon 6 месяцев назад +1

      I hope you are doing alright brother/sister.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 18 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that you are not alone whatever you go through in life! He is beside you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful! You can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything!

  • @Jocelyn_Herrick
    @Jocelyn_Herrick 8 месяцев назад +6

    I cut to forget. But I always remember 💔

    • @JalapenoCat1933
      @JalapenoCat1933 6 месяцев назад

      You can get through it, stay strong!!

    • @Sharonleerose
      @Sharonleerose 3 месяца назад +2

      Dang that hit hard, it should be a quote.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 27 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... for everything!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is with you and for you only one prayer away! So I beg you... try... go and tell Him everything about you your struggles and do it from all your heart... even your darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your trust and hope in Him because He can change your life as you don't even imagine and can bring you the peace you need! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It's up to you...

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 3 дня назад +1

      @@Sharonleerose
      Hi there! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is always there for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything! He can be helpful!

  • @dana8774
    @dana8774 3 года назад +51

    I’m literally crying I need someone 😭😭😭

    • @CherylNembhardTV
      @CherylNembhardTV  3 года назад +7

      Hey Dana, I'm so glad that my short film spoke to you. Hope you're doing okay and please know that you're never alone. :-)

    • @dana8774
      @dana8774 3 года назад +1

      @@CherylNembhardTV thank you

    • @dana8774
      @dana8774 3 года назад +1

      @@rishigaming9708 thank youuu

    • @Fwkatiee4
      @Fwkatiee4 2 года назад +2

      Stay strong love remember you are amazing and you matter and I’m sure there’s someone that loves you very much if you did anything they would miss u 💗💗

    • @alianewman6506
      @alianewman6506 2 года назад

      me too, me too, I'm balling my eyes out

  • @DuncanHaines
    @DuncanHaines 4 месяца назад +3

    just know that your life is worth living and worthy and I will always love you 🥰

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi there! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is with you and for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try that He can help! God bless you!

  • @susiemelirosa7182
    @susiemelirosa7182 3 года назад +20

    I am 1 year and 8 months clean from self harm but I really want to do it again but since it’s almost summer I can’t find anywhere to do it without my mom losing her shit

    • @natsuki2133
      @natsuki2133 3 года назад +1

      Congrats that is such great progress! Plz try not to do it again

    • @heleneeeeeeeee
      @heleneeeeeeeee Год назад +1

      i’m so so so proud of you!! keep going i know you can do it

    • @heleneeeeeeeee
      @heleneeeeeeeee Год назад +1

      @@natsuki2133 it’s an addiction and really hard to get away from saying try not to do it again won’t help, for some people even make it worse

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 14 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! I'm so happy for you if you are the same now... because you deserve that more than anything!
      Please know that whatever you go through in life you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is near you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart... He can be your help! God bless you!

  • @hornet7698
    @hornet7698 2 года назад +25

    how did they do to fake the sh scars/cuts? it looks very realistic

    • @Em-me3
      @Em-me3 9 месяцев назад +4

      not really 😂 there are random chunks on the left side that look like foam painted pink and her arm doesn't look anything like what it would look like had she gone to the extent of losing that much blood. ... nothing very accurate at all in my opinion

    • @Rainey-daz3
      @Rainey-daz3 Месяц назад

      They can not be fake, but also sfx has gotten way getter

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 18 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      Please know that no matter what you go through in life you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @coolhans9685
    @coolhans9685 Год назад +6

    17:22 that is past me I still do it everyday one time I almost died it scared 😱 the sh out of me I couldn’t breathe my lips were blue my lungs were almost out of air and my eyes were red cause I went through the skin and it cut multiple veins I thought I wasn’t going to make it but I went to the ER and they saved my life so that was my experience of life and death and my face was covered all over with tears I was hard crying 😭

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 23 дня назад +2

      Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for what happened in your life! I don't know how you are now... No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is always there for you only one prayer away. I'm begging you... go and tell Him like your best friend about you your struggles even your darkest thoughts! Ask for help and let Him help you... put all your hope and trust in Him because He can help you! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you really try and believe!
      I hope you will! It's your decision...

  • @D0.Not_DIsturb_01
    @D0.Not_DIsturb_01 6 месяцев назад +4

    “I’m fine I won’t do it again I promise, I made a mistake” I’ve said that to her before. She’s caught me twice since 2020. And both times I had to tell my therapist because she made me. I have not gone to a hospital yet for it

    • @muDdY._.MufFIn
      @muDdY._.MufFIn 6 месяцев назад +3

      If you need to vent I'm here

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hello! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now...
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that you are not alone whatever you go through in life! He is beside you and for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart! So... I beg you try... go and tell Him everything about you... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your hope and trust in Him... He can be your help in need! You will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I sincerely hope so! It's your option...

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 5 дней назад +1

      @@muDdY._.MufFIn Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is near you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

  • @yallluvvvvme
    @yallluvvvvme 7 месяцев назад +16

    I relpased with my bilimia and self harm last night but im trying im gonna come back from it

    • @hashtagkms
      @hashtagkms 7 месяцев назад +6

      Hey, I'm so sorry that this happened and I hope over the last week or so you've been doing a little better. You deserve to be better. You deserve to feel valued enough that you don't need to put yourself through that just to feel ok. I'm here if you need to talk to anyone at any time.

    • @JalapenoCat1933
      @JalapenoCat1933 6 месяцев назад +1

      You got this! You can get through this, stay strong!! :) ❤

    • @yallluvvvvme
      @yallluvvvvme 6 месяцев назад

      @@JalapenoCat1933 thank you so much ❤️

    • @addies4066
      @addies4066 6 месяцев назад +1

      I feel you I see you I hear you I relate to you and you are not alone. Hang in there girly ❤ I will pray for you 💗

    • @amazinga2514
      @amazinga2514 6 месяцев назад +2

      Keep going Don't give up 💟 Remember that even if your close ones don't care about you, just remember there is always someone on the internet who does
      You might not believe me but I thought the same a while ago
      Now I understand just how true this is

  • @Freedomfred25
    @Freedomfred25 5 месяцев назад +1

    I’ve been in and out of mental hospitals all year long 4 this year and it’s may, 8 in total. Ive been put in holds and administered medication through shots I’ve been through the ends and outs of mental facilities from perfectly normal stays to borderline psychotic. I’ve had 29 attempts and I’ve lived with these thoughts and scars for only a couple of years, 6 years at most. I don’t really see much representation so I appreciate the efforts.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I have no words... I'm so sorry for everything you've been through!
      I don't know how you are now... But what I do know is that you are precious and your life matters just like you and it is worth living! Believe me you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      I want you to know that in whatever you go through... there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too... and I say this with all my heart!
      Do you know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that no matter what you go through in life you are not alone? He is always there for you... is TRUE! It's NOT a cliché and it is not about religion it has never been... It is about a one-on-one relationship with Jesus... but the choice must be yours!
      If you are willing to go in prayer (NOT religion) and seek Him with all your heart... you will find Him! He wants to help you but He will NEVER force Himself upon you! He can change you from the inside out and give you PEACE He can break you free form your addictions and fill up that emptiness inside of you He can heal you... BUT you must be willing to take that first step towards Him! I beg you from the bottom of my heart... go and tell Him everything about you your struggles even your darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you... and do it from all your heart if you do! Put all your hope and trust in Him... He can help you! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe in Him and really try! I hope so with all my soul!

      Jesus says: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
      He is just 1 prayer away... It's up to you... May the Lord bless you and be always with you!

  • @davidsonmusicofficial
    @davidsonmusicofficial 3 года назад +16

    Damn this hits hard.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 14 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you! I hope you are well!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is beside you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything! He can be helpful!

  • @aaa8ify
    @aaa8ify Месяц назад +1

    Whoever is going through self harm, past, present or future, remember.. your not alone. You are strong and you have a life worth living. Life is a gift from God, a gift to humanity. If you have impulsive thoughts to cut... I will literally beg you to stop, your skin is not paper. You are valued and even if you dont believe it, the world would be a terrible place without you... I love you so much, and please 🙏 keep this in mind everyday.. you're not alone, we will get through this together. You will get the life you were meant to have: a happy one
    ❤❤❤

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! Thank you for your words for your care and love! Thank God!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is with you and for you just one prayer away and can be helpful! God bless you!

    • @aaa8ify
      @aaa8ify Месяц назад +1

      @@inamariconciu2715 are you talking to me 😅??

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      @@aaa8ify Is it so hard to believe that someone can pray for you?

    • @aaa8ify
      @aaa8ify Месяц назад +1

      @@inamariconciu2715 oh no sorry... I didn't mean it like that.. but I appreciate it thx

  • @kathrynhunt7320
    @kathrynhunt7320 3 года назад +18

    I feel so alone

    • @maddyparry3413
      @maddyparry3413 2 года назад +1

      I hope your ok now, if not im happy to talk to you :)

    • @hashtagkms
      @hashtagkms 7 месяцев назад

      I hope your doing better, and even if not I'm here.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 13 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you! I'm sorry... I don't know how you are now... I hope you are better!
      Please know that you are not alone whatever you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can help!

  • @theaudreyfam3274
    @theaudreyfam3274 2 года назад +20

    im trying to be one year self harm clean and one month clean from bulimia .... i just wanna stop but i dont know how... i feel like no one cares and im not good enough

    • @elene_hbm
      @elene_hbm 2 года назад +2

      hey im super super proud of you! I care okay?

    • @mysticallily3128
      @mysticallily3128 9 месяцев назад

      I care. Please stay strong for me. If you can respond, respond daily or monthly and I can check up on you. Find an interest you can stick to- as for me it’s musical theater or math. It gives you something to look forward to. ❤

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 16 дней назад +1

      Hello! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now... But what I do know is that you are more than enough you are precious and your life matters as yourself and you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too!
      Maybe you don't know but no matter what you go through in life you are not alone and Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is with you and for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart! So... I beg you try... go and tell Him all about you your struggles and about how you feel inside... even the darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your hope and trust in Him! I would give you my heart to understand me! He can change your whole life if you truly believe in Him and you will see for yourself if you really try! I hope so from the bottom of my heart! It's your decision...
      God bless you!

  • @ursula8264
    @ursula8264 2 года назад +9

    2022 and I’m still here

    • @Olgabceot
      @Olgabceot 5 месяцев назад +2

      2024 and i'm still here

    • @itsliddy
      @itsliddy 3 месяца назад +1

      yoo same

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 17 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I don't know how you are now... I hope you are well!
      No matter what you go through in life please know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway! He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything! He can be your help if you really try and believe... you will see for yourself! I hope so from the bottom of my heart! It depends on you... God bless you!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 17 дней назад +2

      @@Olgabceot Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is beside you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything... just do it from all your heart if you do because He can be your help! Put all your hope and trust in Him... and you will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It's your option... God bless you!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 17 дней назад +1

      @@itsliddy Hi there! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you!
      Whatever you go through in life please know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is near you and for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him with all your heart whenever you need anything... put all your hope and trust in Him because He can help! He can change your whole life if you truly believe in Him and you will see for yourself if you really try! I hope so with all my heart! It's up to you... God bless you!

  • @denkikaminari8475
    @denkikaminari8475 Год назад +6

    I wished people understood me like they did... Instead im seen as a psychic patient.. my dad scares me telling me that i ruin his life that everything i do gets reflected onto him that I'm not the victim... He is.. i have been suffering so fucking much, i just want it to stop..

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 20 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for all that happened in your life... I don't know how you are now... What I do know instead is that you are as precious as your life and you deserve to live and be loved and you are! You matter!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too.
      Do you know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway? He is always there for you only one prayer away... so I beg you try... go and talk to Him like your best friend tell Him everything about you your struggles your suffering... even your darkest thoughts and do it from all your heart if you do! Ask for help and let Him help you... put all your hope and trust in Him because He can change your life as you don't even imagine and can bring you the peace you need! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe in Him and really try! I hope so from the bottom of my heart! It depends on you...

  • @kaitlynvanvelzen6909
    @kaitlynvanvelzen6909 2 года назад +15

    And my parents trust me with a knife in my room 😅😅

  • @The_Service_Doodles
    @The_Service_Doodles 6 месяцев назад +4

    These films always make me wanna relapse

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 19 дней назад +2

      Hi! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... for everything!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that He is with you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... put all your hope and trust in Him... ask for help and let Him help you because He can be your help in need! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I hope so from the bottom of my heart!
      It's up to you...

  • @changeyournarrative
    @changeyournarrative 3 года назад +15

    Such an important topic to shed light on. What gave you the inspiration to create this?

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 14 дней назад +1

      Hello! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is with you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @depressedmotherflunker6539
    @depressedmotherflunker6539 3 года назад +31

    This reminds me of me and hurts because I have gone through this (minus the near suicide) and my name is also Jessica, and everyone calls me Jess.... I cut myself almost daily, in fact, I am laying in my bed with a bit of blood running down my arm... (Don't worry, I'm not in danger to suicide atm. I also cut pretty shallow so it's all good).

    • @mollyvisentin7764
      @mollyvisentin7764 3 года назад +10

      Please even if its shallow, you cant do this you have so much to live for

    • @missequestrian3448
      @missequestrian3448 3 года назад +6

      When you’re trying to comment but not freak everyone out lol. This reminds me of talking on the suicide hotline - it’s like I want them to know I’m hurting but I also don’t want them to call the cops on me...
      Hope you’re doing okay, try to find a way to get help, even for the small stuff. It won’t just go away, it’ll get worse if you don’t do anything about it. Good luck beautiful person!

    • @depressedmotherflunker6539
      @depressedmotherflunker6539 3 года назад +3

      @@missequestrian3448 Lol, ya. Thank you, and yes, I get it, it's hard cause you want to tell people, but you don't want them to freak out, or tell everyone around them or even call the cops like you said. And thank you again, I hope that you are doing good as well. 🥰

    • @missequestrian3448
      @missequestrian3448 3 года назад +2

      @@depressedmotherflunker6539 thanks! 💖

    • @jessiea4250
      @jessiea4250 Год назад +1

      My name is Jessica but I like to be called Jess. When it's summertime I sometimes were a jacket with a hood so please don't judge me. We are all human.

  • @Blipboy401
    @Blipboy401 8 месяцев назад +4

    Im scared my parents would be informed i cant tell anyone

    • @hashtagkms
      @hashtagkms 7 месяцев назад +1

      I'm here if you need to talk. You deserve to be cared for.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 26 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry...
      Please know that whatever you go through... there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too.
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is with you and for you just one prayer away! So I beg you... go to Him with all your heart and talk to Him like your best friend and tell Him everything about you your struggles... even your darkest thoughts! Ask for help and let Him help you... put all your hope and trust in Him! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you really try and truly believe! I hope so with all my soul! It's your choice...

  • @nex7071
    @nex7071 2 года назад +10

    6 years in XD trying to skip around heading to mental hospitals :P

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 16 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for everything you've been through... I don't know how you are now...
      What I know instead is that your life matters and is as precious as you are and you are loved!
      Whatever you go through... I want you to know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too. Believe me when I say this!
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is always there for you only one prayer away!
      So I'm begging you... TRY... you have nothing to lose! Please go to Him with all your heart and tell Him everything about you your struggles about all these years... even your darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you... because He can be your help in need! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! Put all your hope and trust in Him... and you will see for yourself if you really try and truly believe! I hope so with all my heart! It's your choice... God bless you!

  • @cool.noodle014
    @cool.noodle014 6 месяцев назад +1

    life is hard, you know? i wish that just telling yourself that its gonna be okay worked, but it doesn't, so people just find other ways to numb the pain. I have scars too, and I barely wear short sleeves because it's embarrassing for people to know what I do in the dark, and when I'm in pain. all I know is that it gets better, and I wish you all the best:)

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just finished praying for you! I'm so sorry for all that happened in your life... I don't know how you are now... just I hope you are better!
      Whatever you go through in life... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too.
      Maybe you don't know but you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is always there for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart! So... I beg you try... go and tell Him everything about you your pain and about how you feel inside... even the darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you! Put all your hope and trust in Him! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! He can change your whole life if you truly believe in Him and you will see for yourself if you really try! I sincerely hope so! It depends on you...

    • @cool.noodle014
      @cool.noodle014 Месяц назад +1

      @@inamariconciu2715 i just finished reading this and I just wanna say, thank you so much. i was never religious, but my best friend has been encouraging me to come to church, and my boyfriend actually goes to that church, so I went and since these months have gone by, I've been locking in. i still have issues, but I'm trying to just give it all to God. Thank you so much for this, because I've been going through some things, and I really need this. be blessed:3

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      @@cool.noodle014
      Hi! I'm so glad for you... you deserve that more than anything! Faith makes everything possible Hope gives us strength and Love fulfills everything!
      May the Lord bless you and guide your steps to the light!

  • @Ivy_the_therain
    @Ivy_the_therain 3 месяца назад +2

    I started cutting when I was 11 I’m 12 now and it’s been on and off. It started on dec 12th 2023 and I first used an extra sharp candy cane. Then I used scissors but they didn’t really do anything so I starts using a box cutter. That’s what I’ve been using and probably what I’ll keep using. My parents don’t know and 8m never going to let them know. I’ve told a few of my friends and they haven’t done anything. I started skipping up to two meals a day in June and it’s August now and I’m still doing the same. I have problems with friends and school and it’s a mess. I do go to therapy but I don’t talk to her about the sh or suicidal thoughts because I’m afraid she will tell my mom. If I tell her about the suicidal thoughts she will tell my mom and make me get more help but like I don’t want that. I’d rather just get out of it alone so I don’t worry anyone and then I will have something to really be proud of. I’m a week 1/2 clean from sh so that’s cool. I’ve been able to escape the sh a lot recently but some days have been extremely hard lately. I’m still skipping meals and stuff and like I’m probably not going to stop for a while. If anyone asks about my scars I will panic and lie. I always have some bracelets on either hiding cuts or scars depending on where I am. No one has said anything and like I’m happy about it. I think I might have depression but like I don’t care I’m not going to get help until I’m 18/out of the house. I don’t want my mom to know about any of the stuff I’m going through. I don’t really like her I just lost my trust in her a while back. I only have one adult I can talk to and it’s my mom’s cousin. I haven’t told her anything about the sh or any of that stuff yet. I don’t think I will. But she really helps because I can talk to her about my mom and not liking her and stuff so it’s nice. I’m really insecure about my scars and my body in general but like I’ll get thoughts it. Mb for venting here I always just find these types of videos as a safe space to vent. Thanks for reading and I hope y’all have a good day and get through whatever is going on in your life :)

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for everything... but in the same time I'm so happy for you if you are the same now... without sh... because you deserve that more than anything! Do you know that you are precious and your life matters just like you and it is worth living? Believe me you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too.
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is always there for you just one prayer away... so I'm begging you go and tell to Him everything about you your struggles your insecure... even your darkest thoughts... and do it from all your heart if you do it! Put all your hope and trust in Him... He can be your help in need! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! You will see for yourself if you truly believe in Him and really try! I sincerely hope so! It's your choice... God bless you and guide your steps!

  • @MilkKing_CactusOfPoseidon
    @MilkKing_CactusOfPoseidon 5 месяцев назад +2

    As soon as the lady said “Do yk where my scissors are” I said out loud, “Don’t give her the fucking scissors.”
    Known from experience.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi there! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now...
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is near you and for you only one prayer away! You can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful! You will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I sincerely hope so!
      It's your choice...

    • @MilkKing_CactusOfPoseidon
      @MilkKing_CactusOfPoseidon Месяц назад +1

      Aw, Ty!
      I, myself don’t know if I believe in it due to a lot of past history and making me not believe in it
      Although Ty for praying for me

  • @That_Christian_Girl1214
    @That_Christian_Girl1214 3 месяца назад +2

    Parents should comfort their kids and not make it about themselves. Instead of “where did I go wrong as a parent” they should say “its ok. I will get you help if you need it” yk?

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! You are right... a good point of view!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU and that He is always there for you just one prayer away! You are not alone no matter what you go through in life... and He can be helpful!

  • @Therealcirrus
    @Therealcirrus 3 года назад +9

    7:10
    Saving my spot! Interesting story so far

    • @metalfamilyfanandqueenfan
      @metalfamilyfanandqueenfan 6 месяцев назад

      Hi

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 15 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is near you and for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

  • @sadiensy
    @sadiensy 2 месяца назад +1

    Why do people like Samantha always think everybody could have the same thoughts and healing. PEOPLE JUST WANNA HELP SO THAT THEY FEEL GOOD ABT THEMSELVES!!!!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that you are not alone in whatever you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is near you and for you only one prayer away and can be helpful!

  • @anaponte841
    @anaponte841 2 месяца назад +3

    what do you do when you need help but you don´t have anyone there with you? When those who you though you could ask for help leave and those that remain you are afraid to ask because you don´t want to be a burden. What do you do when you´re alone? No one to support you in all the steps and then again, you relapse in that bad live and habits.
    How can you ask for help?

    • @Jordan_isN0T_okay
      @Jordan_isN0T_okay 2 месяца назад +2

      The 988 line for text is easiest way if you don’t know each other it can be the best way

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... but you are not a burden! Believe me your life matters and is precious just like you and you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too! So... I beg you... TRY!
      Maybe you don't know but Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and no matter what you go through in life you are not alone! He is always there for you just one prayer away... So... I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart... go and tell Him all about you your struggles even the darkest thoughts... ask for help and let Him help you... and do that from all your heart! Put all your hope and trust in Him... He can be your help in need! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It's up to you...

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 8 дней назад +1

      @@Jordan_isN0T_okay Hi there! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and That He is with you and for you only one prayer away! You are not alone whatever you go through in life... and He can be helpful!

  • @Kai-kn8kn
    @Kai-kn8kn 3 года назад +7

    This is literally me

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 13 дней назад +1

      Hello! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is beside you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you really try and believe! God bless you

  • @ZozoBonobo
    @ZozoBonobo 2 месяца назад +1

    That’s good! 😌

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you!
      Please know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that He is beside you and for you just one prayer away! You are not alone no matter what you go through in life and He can be helpful!

  • @RockieKemp
    @RockieKemp 5 месяцев назад +5

    1 year 4 months 4 days clean

    • @That_Christian_Girl1214
      @That_Christian_Girl1214 3 месяца назад +1

      Yasss!!!!! Keep going ❤

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I'm so happy for you if you are the same now... because you deserve that more than anything!
      Please know that in whatever you go through in life you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and He is beside you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart... He can be helpful! God bless you!

  • @Kate_AF
    @Kate_AF Год назад +2

    Does anyone know who the actress who plays Jess is

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 24 дня назад +2

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I prayed for you!
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is beside you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @DuncanHaines
    @DuncanHaines 4 месяца назад +5

    once I cut and went to deep blood was pouring out I couldn’t breathe my lips were blue then I fell I thought I was dead somebody saw me and helping me it was my best friend Kate

    • @Sara_dancesssss
      @Sara_dancesssss 3 месяца назад +1

      I’m sorry I hope u get better

    • @DuncanHaines
      @DuncanHaines 3 месяца назад

      @@Sara_dancesssss This is Terrence . Duncan just passed away he was sleep waking he fell down the stairs yesterday at 2 am . I’m crying

    • @That_Christian_Girl1214
      @That_Christian_Girl1214 3 месяца назад

      @@DuncanHaines omg i hope everything’s okay

    • @DuncanHaines
      @DuncanHaines 3 месяца назад

      ⁠@@That_Christian_Girl1214 please help

    • @Rainey-daz3
      @Rainey-daz3 Месяц назад +1

      @@DuncanHaines:c damn that’s really rough. Hope your doing better in the past month

  • @yd9mb2
    @yd9mb2 6 месяцев назад +2

    Cutting pain won't work, the only way to heal is to talk to someone, I promise it will work

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you!
      Whatever you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway! He is with you and for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

  • @shannonhill4901
    @shannonhill4901 3 года назад +5

    At first my parents did not believe me

    • @Liightxx
      @Liightxx 6 месяцев назад

      So sorry that happened to you, hope you're better now!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 14 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now... Just I hope you are better!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is always there for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him whenever you need anything just I beg you if you do... do it from all your heart! He can be your help and you will see for yourself if you really try and believe! I sincerely hope so! It's your choice...

  • @d34dc0rps3zz
    @d34dc0rps3zz 6 месяцев назад +3

    I get threatened that when i relapse and summer comes by they will publically humiliate me. They promised me 7 months ago i would get help. it was a lie. At this point i dont even care i cant even make 15 hours clean and ive prepared for the 13th of may (my mother's birthday) to give her the present she always wanted- peace and to not be bothered from my bullshit lol :3

    • @itsliddy
      @itsliddy 3 месяца назад

      you still here??

    • @Rainey-daz3
      @Rainey-daz3 Месяц назад

      Wait I thought the end was wholesome, are you dead!?

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry for everything... I don't know how you are now... and I hope from the bottom of my heart you are still here! Believe me your life matters and is precious just like you and you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you if you want too. So... I beg you... try!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is always with you and for you just one prayer away... so I'm begging you go to Him with all your heart whenever you need anything... put all your hope and trust in Him... ask for help and let Him help you... because He can! I would give you my heart to understand me! You will see for yourself if you truly believe in Him and really try! I hope you will! It depends on you... May the Lord bless you and be always with you!

  • @gone__q123dgjid
    @gone__q123dgjid 7 месяцев назад +4

    i always like watching these but the gore and thought of if makes me feel sick. i did “minor” self-harm never with razors. i wanna watch these but man my brain really fucking hates them.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hello! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now...
      Please know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is near you and for you just one prayer away! You can go to Him anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! You will see for yourself if you really try and believe that He can be your help! I sincerely hope so! It's up to you...

  • @unreliablekid4172
    @unreliablekid4172 2 года назад +14

    at this point im just gonna jump off the 5ft floor of my fkin school why am i searching for this again

    • @jessiea4250
      @jessiea4250 Год назад +3

      Are you still with us??

    • @mimosaaw758
      @mimosaaw758 Год назад +1

      hey?!

    • @Cam-mt1zy
      @Cam-mt1zy 8 месяцев назад +1

      are you okay?

    • @j3mma_p9
      @j3mma_p9 8 месяцев назад

      are you good?

    • @unreliablekid4172
      @unreliablekid4172 8 месяцев назад +2

      I'm good but I took 10 paracetamols yesterday everything is getting worser I failed school everything I still feel nothing tho it might either off me or damage my liver

  • @lily-may1971
    @lily-may1971 Год назад +7

    I need help

    • @metalfamilyfanandqueenfan
      @metalfamilyfanandqueenfan 6 месяцев назад

      U okay?

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 21 день назад +1

      Hi! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! I don't know how you are now...
      But what I do know is that your life matters and is precious just like you and you deserve to live and be loved and you are!
      Whatever you go through... please know that there is hope and someone who can help you... and I tell you that this is true!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is always with you and for you just one prayer away... so I'm begging you go to Him with all your heart... put all your hope and trust in Him... He can be your help in need! If I could I would give you my heart to understand what I mean! You will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I sincerely hope so! It's up to you...
      May God bless you and be always with you!

  • @LittleAsian_
    @LittleAsian_ 3 года назад +4

    💕💕💕🥺

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 15 дней назад +1

      Hey... I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU and that you are not alone whatever you go through in life! He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @j2monkeygirl
    @j2monkeygirl 12 дней назад +1

    This is sad😢

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 12 дней назад +1

      Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you!
      Whatever you go through in life please know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is beside you and for you only one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @IIID_DIII
    @IIID_DIII 3 месяца назад +3

    i hate the mum. using the daughters therapist to tramua dump.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +3

      Hello! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I prayed for you!
      Please know that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and that you are not alone in whatever you go through in life! He is beside you and for you only one prayer away and can be helpful!

  • @ittiebittiedance
    @ittiebittiedance Год назад +4

    This is sad

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 5 дней назад +1

      Hi! I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I prayed for you!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @GBA2Loop
    @GBA2Loop 4 месяца назад +1

    July 27th is an important day for me

    • @itsliddy
      @itsliddy 3 месяца назад +1

      oh! you okay???

    • @GBA2Loop
      @GBA2Loop 3 месяца назад +1

      @@itsliddy yeah I'm fine

    • @That_Christian_Girl1214
      @That_Christian_Girl1214 3 месяца назад

      Good or bad?

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hello! I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is with you and for you only one prayer away... and you can go to Him with all your heart anytime for anything... He can be helpful!

    • @wolfzy0
      @wolfzy0 23 дня назад +1

      That's actually an important day for me, too! Funny how that works out

  • @Izzy-ok5rr
    @Izzy-ok5rr 3 месяца назад +1

    Why no tw that scared the f*** out of me

    • @N0RA-123-y2u
      @N0RA-123-y2u 3 месяца назад +1

      I’m so sorry if you got triggered

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hey... I hope that what I do is ok and I apologize if not! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry!
      Please know that whatever you go through in life you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is near you and for you only one prayer away and can be helpful!

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 7 дней назад +1

      @@N0RA-123-y2u Hi there! I hope what I do is okay and I'm sorry otherwise! I just prayed for you!
      I want you to know that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is beside you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @amelie9862
    @amelie9862 2 месяца назад +2

    18:04 The end made me cry😢

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hey... I hope what I'm doing is okay and I'm sorry if it's not like that! I have just prayed for you!
      No matter what you go through in life I want you to know that you are not alone! Jesus LOVES YOU as you are and He is beside you and for you just one prayer away... and can be helpful!

  • @Loverera2023
    @Loverera2023 2 месяца назад +2

    TW: I started when I was 11 about or at least that’s when the thoughts started and though it was never anything too serious with any kind of scarring it still scarred my heart and put me through A LOT! Never underestimate the pain and inner turmoil of someone with any kind of self harming problem. I’m about 5-6 months clean now and that feels so awesome to me. I just never want to go back again but instead spread my story to bring hope that it does get better and to bring awareness. Sometimes I wish I had a sign on my face telling certain people so they understood and knew and sometimes I hate myself so much for it thinking it has ruined my future life. But I now know that is only controlled by me and one day when I do find the person I love and trust to date and marry I will share it with them proudly and maybe a little reminiscent of the pain. But I’m so excited to leave this far in the past and talk about it as such. 🫂 Please to anyone with struggles read this and know I’m just like you, take something, anything from it.

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 Месяц назад +2

      Hi there! I hope you don't mind and I'm sorry if I do but I have just prayed for you! I'm so happy for you... you deserve that more than anything!
      I want you to know that Jesus LOVES YOU anyway and that you are not alone no matter what you go through in life! He is with you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything with all your heart... He can be helpful!

  • @GiaGia-w8x
    @GiaGia-w8x 10 месяцев назад +42

    I’m always scared to come out to someone and tell them abt what’s going on but then the therapist just sends me to hospitals

    • @inamariconciu2715
      @inamariconciu2715 24 дня назад +2

      Hi! I hope you don't mind what I do and I'm sorry otherwise! I have just prayed for you! I'm so sorry... I don't know how you are now...
      Whatever you go through in life please know that you are not alone and that Jesus LOVES YOU as you are! He is near you and for you just one prayer away... and you can go to Him anytime for anything... just I beg you do it from all your heart if you do! He can be your help in need and you will see for yourself if you truly believe and really try! I hope so from the bottom of my heart! It depends on you...

  • @amir2pro
    @amir2pro 3 месяца назад +2

    I been struggling with this since I was 12 this short film made me realise your never alone and there’s people that want to help you out there. I been questioning for a long time now what job I wanna have when im older. This made me know it. I wanna be a therapist for mental health.