My admiration for girls in general. Blushing or shivering with any kind of contact, even eye contact. And lesbian porn for sure lol idk how i was able to deny it to myself for so long 🤣🤣🤣
꧁childhood signs i was gay꧂ i had a pixie cut i ReAlLy wAnTeD tO bE hEr FriEnD i never had a crush i thought that emma watson was the prettiest woman ever (still do) loved rainbows wore flannels yeah i was pretty gæ
😂 I remember two of my girl friends getting "married" in third grade and now in high school they have both come out as queer. When I told one of those friends about this, she had no memory of it happening but found it really interesting. (Btw, I have no idea why I remembered it. It just randomly popped up one day.)
My best ( female) friend kissed me on the mouth when we were joking around and I really liked it and it was really good. I soon figured out I was a lesbian!
Omggg I remember freshman year in high school when I was still questioning myself, my crush and I played the pocky game as a joke and she knew I was a simp for her so I held the pocky stick in my mouth and she got SUPER close to my lips (she didn't bite the stick or nothing like you're supposed to). I froze because my heart was beating so fast and was blushing like crazy and THEN she bit it and our bottom lips touched...not a kiss but I almost died 😆😆😆😵😵😵😳😳😳😳😌😌😌
*at a sleepover playing spin the bottle, I spin the bottle and it land on a girl* Random white girl: that’s a girl and a girl it doesn’t count! Spin again Me: THAT’S NOT HOW YOU PLAY EMMA
Here’s tea: I had a sleepover with my best friend when I was like 7 or 8 and I think I either dreamt this or it happened but I think I made out with her idk I think that’s when I knew I was bi
Whenever I slept over at girl friends houses I was always secretly hoping and fantasize about making out with them. I was in denial for so long because of my religious upbringing. Now I‘m out and proud after so many years of denying my true identity^^‘
i really want to hang a pride flag in my room but im scared my parents would ya know judge, or even worse, figure out that im bisexual. what should i do?
You could try creating or finding less obvious art, like a gradient heart or something. If they're not supportive of the community, they might not even know the bi pride colors.
Maybe you don't really need an actual Pride Flag, but instead a A3 sized drawing/artwork (especially abstract modern art) that incorporates the Pride Flag colours? I think that would be even better, in my opinion.
Funniest thing happened today. I was at psicology class and my teacher said he liked my style. So he asks if i consider it was similar to my colegues, so i said no. And he asked if it was inspired by a specific group. And i said yes. And he asked if i could tell what kind of group. So i say "bisexual tiktokers". (He is kinda homophobic so it was fun to see his face) 🤣🤣🤣
I knew I liked girls (I'm a guy), so I knew I wasn't gay. But I think internalized homophobia and especially biphobia pushed me away from thinking of myself as bi, even when I had crushes on guys. I remember one of my guy friends came out as gay at some point senior year, and I was so jealous of him and I wanted to tell him my feelings for him, but I still thought of myself as straight and I did NOT want to be the gay kid my senior year. Going into college, I think the biggest sign was that one of my male friends talked about wanting to have a threesome with his girlfriend and I flat-ass asked him to cut me in. He said "eww, no I meant with another girl". From then on, I've basically completely suppressed my feelings for men. I didn't come out to myself as bisexual until 2 weeks ago. When I came out to myself, I was watching a video about signs that you're bisexual, and I was ticking all the boxes and I got really shook. Then I started to bring up suppressed memories of crushes and other signs throughout my life. Music choices, weird encounters with male friends and my infatuation with LGBT+ community over the years. I literally wrote like a 2 page paper about all of the signs. I was kicking myself by the end for not having figured it out already.
When I was younger I used to watch Dancing with the Stars a lot and I found myself only watching the women. I told myself it was because I was “just admiring their dresses” yeah...sure lol
MY childhood signs that i was bi: i unironically watched a mud wrestling video when i was in elementary school. i “looked up to” these two girls in high school. when my mom said something biphobic, it REALLY affected me, and this is when i was still straight. i took up one of my friend’s offer to eat me out and I STILL CONSIDERED MYSELF STRAIGHT WTF i started to really question my sexuality during quarantine, and i realized that i’m bisexual :)
In kindergarten, I chose blue, pink, and purple as my favorite colors. I’ll take that as a sign. I also vaguely remember making two female Little People married. I think one of them was actually a boy, but I decided to make her a girl because she had flowers. Then I organized them into Little People families, and the one with the flowers (Tillia) became the other’s (Ana’s) daughter. All of the couples were heterosexual. What the heck, kindergarten me?
For me it was: I LOVED frogs I played mermaids lol I was OBSESSED with being an ally to the LGBT community like I wanted to run down my street in rainbow flags I was obsessed with getting a boyfriend, but always liked guys who were taken, looking back at it, I wanted to be him. not her. I always had more girlfriends than guys I always wrote LGBT fanfics I would always stare at girls lol I would always be denial if someone asked if I was gay/bi, I would always say I was straight- even tho I was freaking out I was obsessed with rapunzel like she was my crush lol I was obsessed with Jade and Beck I always cuffed my jeans, shirts lol I would always find girls pretty, I kept it to myself. If someone was being homophobic I would be SUPER pissed. Hetero P*rn made me a bit uncomfy, I paid attention to the girl always. I would ALWAYS watch LGBT short films I hated being in the locker rooms, I always felt like I wanted to look at them. I changed in private. I always did LGBT quizzes LMFAO
Those lesbian short films! I would watch those even before I came out because I just thought they were the sweetest love stories and couldn't get enough of them. I think I just really wanted to see more wlw relationship media.
my ex boyfriend asked me one time if I watch porn and I said 'no because I think its gross'... then I realised that I'm gay and watched lesbian porn and it doesn't gross me out at all! I don't watch it very often, but sometimes and I don't think I'm "abnormal" anymore.
You know that porn watching habits don't always match up with someone's sexuality in real life. For example men watch lesbian porn too. In fact most lesbian porn was/is made for men.
Ok so when I was in fifth grade I had a HUGE crush on this girl and I thought I was just jealous of her.... because I didn’t know you could be bisexual. Now I’m out and proud to be me
I had over 50 posters of Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana in my room .... and I just thought I admire her or want to be here... No, she clearly was my first crush xD ( I was 14 or so I think )
I'm 16 and I came out as bi a couple of weeks ago even though I've known since i was 8. Anyway, I had a crush on this girl and she was the first person I came out to and she told me she was bi too and now we are dating and i am so happy! Love your videos by the way
I totally had a crush on Ginny Weasley from Harry Potter and I was so oblivious cause I still thought gay relationships were wrong. (I was raised Christian.)
a week before that great realization of my bisexuality, i had 3 dreams where i had a wife, and in one of the dreams, i had a kid with her. looking back at my childhood, I don't find many indicators of my bisexuality, only that I liked to look at my Barbie's boobs. Since heteronormativity was so ingrained in me since birth from my Evangelical upbringing and I knew I liked guys, I just assumed I was straight. I didn't know I could like both. it wasn't until my highschool years when I started noticing the small indicators. I would always blush when a girl hit on me or complimented me. i would always wonder what it was like to kiss and be with a girl and wish it was acceptable (from my parents) for me to have a girlfriend. It wasnt until recent years were i would have dreams about having a wife. those are the happiest dreams i've ever had and realizing those are the happiest dreams right after i awake. most of my dreams are nightmares and stress dreams, with a few decent ones in between, and i get so happy when i dream about having a wife
I am 13 and know I’m Bi so I guess I should’ve known earlier because I thought a lot of girls were cute and grew crushes on them but never realised they were crushed until now honestly it was so obvious 😂💓💜💙🏳️🌈
I haven’t come out to everyone in my life yet. I only came out to like three close friends and told them to not tell my parents. My parents might not be supportive of me being bi.
The uneasyness at changing room is soooo true! 😅 Also I remember I was looking forward to become best friends with female classmates. Like we got the namelist at school and thats how we could find out which class we belong to.. when I saw the namelist before I got to know my classmates I imagined which girl was beautiful and how I wanted to impress them and become friends. 😂 I had crushes on girls and boys and I identify as bi but yeah 😂 Btw brilliant make up🤩
Mine were an attraction to all things Rainbow and all my gay characters in Sims and my attraction to Pans 😂 😂😂. Btw I love your channel Dutchy! Big inspiration! And I’m still a tween
This video made me kinda think when i first heard about it. then i remembered a conversation i had with an old friend of mine a few months ago. So basically we have a carnival thing in my country where we dress up like halloween. My school had a costume contest when i was in 3rd or 4th grade and i remember a guy crossdressing, at least twice. And after my friend reminded me of that guy i remembered i was kinda fascinated by him ngl, lots of questions i was afraid to ask. Then in 7th grade we went to a field trip to a beach and i remember absolutely freezing when seeing on of my classmates (a tall lanky guy) shirtless, like when you have a crush on someone and make accidental eye contact. Then in the summer break I found out about femboys (i got into anime around then i think. cant remember) and i was kinda in denial but i really liked them, and i had reoccuring dreams about the boy from the beach, and still had a hopeless crush on a girl in my class. then in 8th grade i said "screw it, im bi." and started coming out. then after trying to date a few girls i realized I'm homoromantic as well
I remember a week before realizing I was bi, my mom was talking about how she didn't get how other girls can hold each other's hands ( not in a homophobic way, she was just wondering why because she straight) and she said that she could never kiss a girl ever and she wondered how lesbians could have sex. In my head I was like " hmm. "
I am Bisexual. However, here are some signs I was not straight as a child... 1.my first crush was a girl. I wanted to keep her safe, hold her, share food with her, and share all my time with her. The way I felt about was her was different than how I felt about other friends. I thought she was beautiful and wanted her for me. (can't believe I thought I was straight) 2. I had a crush on Raven from Teen Titans and Kida from the movie Atlantis. I also had a crush on several male characters and talked about these people a lot more with my parents. 3. I shipped two women from movies and tv shows and thought nothing of it. 4. I did not change the gender when singing lyrics to songs when I thought about singing it to another person. 5. I got called "Lesbian" in school. I was offended not because I was straight but because I knew I wasn't. I felt mislabeled. 6. super uncomfortable being caught by other females watching them change. 7. I watched other LGBTQ+ couples on youtube and watched documentaries/tv shows with LGbtq+ characters.
Heres all the signs i relate to lol: 1. I loved when girls played with my hair and also during math there was this one girl that would draw on my arm with pens and do like tattoos and she would draw on my arm the whole time. 2. I loved jade west and had a huge crush on her and didn't even know 3. I made two girls kiss and two boys dates with barbies and the sims 4. I get nervous around girls alot like sometimes they just make me like scared to go up to meanwhile im more chill with guys 5. I literally always changed in bathrooms cause i hated changing in front of other girls
This could have been a small sign, but a little before middle school, I saw Rhianna on tv and I was so blown away by how gorgeous she was Found out I was bisexual in middle school, just deeply in denial haha
Damn Dutchyyy.... I'm obsessed with your character, you are soooo adorable. Thank you for sharing your thoughts/feelings & stories❤😍 Your honesty and loyality makes you so special 😭😍 Love you Dutchy!!
I was watching this video and my sister barged into the room (I haven't come out to her yet) and I slammed my computer shut. Then she immediately left the room afterward without checking my screen. Honestly, the scariest moment of my day.
I figured out by liking rainbows as a kid. I also hung out with guys and have been dating guys but when I was around girls in high school with sports I didn’t really pay attention to it but I started liking how girls look without knowing that I actually liked them when I was dating and liking guys. I just had multiple hints along the way but didn’t totally recognize or realize it till I came out more in college or experienced it.
Last night I had a dream that was probably a sign. I wasn’t necessarily labeled as gay in the dream and I don’t remember the specifics but in the dream there was multiple scenarios where I didn’t feel straight and those feelings felt so real.
A girl kissed me in her closet when I was in elementary school. I remember that I wanted to kiss a girl again so badly after that, and even got disappointed when she didn't do it again the next time we saw each other, and were alone. I only realized that I wasn't straight recently. I am in high school now. I don't know how I didn't realize earlier.
here are some of my signs i have always obsessed being and ally to the lgbt+ community i would freak out and be happy to see a gay/lesbian couple in public i’ve looked up girls kissing and have found it more comfortable than boy and a girl kissing always found some girls really pretty as if i had a crush on them i get really nervous when i get complimented by a girl (i never get compliments) i have wondered what it’s like to be the boy in a relationship and what it’s like to kiss a girl there’s more but can’t remember off the top of my head
1. I basically had girlfriends in kindergarden 😂 There were two, and they were not in my group. And my friends didn' t really know them and we always met up separately. 2. I also felt really really uncomfortable in changing rooms. I am really self conscious though. But I could not understand how everyone didn't feel horrible. 3. I was also a very enthusiastic ally 😂 so much that I went to a gay club with my friend to support her.. xDD and guess who ended up dancing with a girl xd 4. I am obsessed with Emma Watson. 5. I am absolutely disgusted by any straight porn. 6. My boyfriend was telling me I am a lesbian 😂
One really obvious thing that i can't believe didn't make me realize I was bi was that in like middle school i used to always want a female best friend that i was so close with that i just kissed for fun sometimes (like you know those straight girls who kiss when they're drunk yeah that) but like platonically (romantically) i totally don't like women (yes you do)
I used to wish I was a boy so that I could date girls. The fun thing is I knew girls could date girls, I had two friends who had mothers only, just never thought I could 😀💖💜💙 And I’ve always said “isn’t personality what matters most?” but always thought I meant only dudes… how wrong I was… Edit: AND I was always OBSESSED with Mulan, Merida, Pochahontas and Tiana… Edit 2: I have now discovered I am a ✨lesbian✨
well, i went through this phase of hanging out with her and being friends with her (she's 5 years older than me) and making excuses to hang out with her. we're both lesbian now sooo.... i mean. she had a bf at the time too and i made sure i knew him. ye. also i never had crushes, compared myself to girls a little too much and every boy i liked was actually closeted gay. i had the BIGGEST and still do crush on jade west/liz gillies and Malina Weissman. btw i love you so much dutchy you've helped me so much and i really appreciate your vids xxxx
I had this friend and she was really pretty and I loved hugging her and being around her and talking to her. Sometimes I would even stare at her and I would always say to my other friends how pretty she was. I can’t believe I thought I was straight 😂😂
I have come out to a few people as bisexual. As I have thought back through life I can remember many friends I had and found out they were gay. I remember times when people would ask me how I attended a specific church since I was gay. That was from one of my study partners of the same faith. I seemed to attract some gay men and I really love women too. In fact I have a wife whom I first came out to and is very supportive of my feelings. At this time I have not had sex or kissed a man since I am married.
Is it a sign if all of my friends think I'm bi/gay and I keep telling them I'm not, but actually I secretly like how they have those assumptions about me 😳
Hey dutchy! Love ur channel! You have really helped me figure out my sexuality. (Biromantic lesbian maybe?) I’m literally sooo confused and I’m too young to “experiment” but you helped a lot. Thank you!
Massive interest in gay girl relationships on tv which wasn't a big thing back in the 90s. Being very young and drawing 2 girls kissing. The way I would love to draw girls in general. And a lot of the awkwardness around pretty girls too.
My childhood sign was when I was watching Peter Pan live-action and the first movie of Narnia. I was in 1st grade and 3rd grade respectively. I had my first boy crush with my classmate when I was in 1st grade and I had my 1st girl crush when I was in 3rd grade. I think those years were my awakening.
so, When I was like 9 or 10, I lived in like sort of boarding house kinda where children lives(if their parents both go to work)...then one day when I was sleeping with one of my close frnd(sadly we lost contact), she touched me (in some places)...it was with consent tho...I didn't think of it in a bad way or I didn't feel disgusted by it...but I couldn't figure out what that was...now I am 17 and I realised after so many yrs (in 2019) that I am bi...cause I have a huge crush on my bestie...the thing which u told abt the hair tickle thing, she loves it...I dunno whether I should tell her how I feel or not.💜
My childhood signs I was bi or les -My first crush was a girl (I feel awkward about this now only because we’re best friends/referring to each other as sisters now) -Me and my best friend talking about living in the same house together in the future lol -I did the gay sims thing too -Feeling awkward for no reason every time I talk to a girl or guy around my age (I am an introvert so it might just be that-) -Watching lgbtq+ shows or reading lgbtq+ comics(and I still do~) -I love drawing and making characters, so I made some lgbtq+ characters -when I was young sometimes I couldn’t decide what gender to make my characters so I would say “they’re neither! :)” or “they’re both! >:D” -Having mostly friends who were girls -I loved rainbows and would get excited if it rained for a long time -people asking me if I’ve ever had a boyfriend *or* girlfriend -Looking at gay memes -Looking at gay couples on TikTok -I got obsessed with all kinds of tv show characters *I just realized I was a very gay child-*
Dutchy!!! I love this video so much. Looking back, my childhood signs were everywhere dear lord. From being an extreme tomboy growing up, to literally saying out loud to friends in school without even knowing “Damn she is hot! I would totally kiss her/date her if I was gay/ a guy!!!” Like not even clicking I was into girls. Like adult me is shaking her head at teenage me who was like yeah I think girls are pretty... and yes they make me feel things... and sure I’ve fantasized about being intimate with one.... and yes I can see myself dating one... and sure I’ve thought about marrying one.... but that doesn’t mean I’m into girls!!! 🤣🤣🤣 I hate myself lmaooo
I didn’t watch who framed Roger rabbit until last year for the first time but yes Jessica rabbit is gorgeous and I love that sultry voice I definitely have a thing for a hot voice
I remember in kindergarten, there was this group of popular girls that were so pretty and I wanted to be friends with them but I was too shy to say anything. Yep. Now I release its more then that.
I'm literally still like in love with my ex best friend. Well not in love, but I really miss her. Now she's moved away. But damn if there's one girl I'd ever kiss or talk to about my day it would've been her. She had a huge impact on my life. We even shaved the sides of out heads together. She ended up being fake I think. Many people said she ghosted me and talked behind my back. But I still do hope I can see her again one day. Maybe.. and maybe next time I'll look bangin gorgeous and we can go skating or something lmao. *sad*
Oh gosh, I can relate to a good number of these as a bi as well! Most of them I can tick off too like the Sims thing, the finding other girls really attractive (looking back I had this one immense obsession/crush with one girl (who was definitely very straight) a couple years above me, and comparing that with my closest friends at the time...yeah that wasn't because "oh this is how close friends feel." Nope. That was not a "best friends 4eva" feeling! Kind of related to the physical affection thing, I really *really* REALLY loved cuddling with people of my gender--definitely way more than most straight girls/women haha, so that was definitely another sign for me.
I have a question about coming out to my parents. What do I do if she says: "You're confused." Or "How can you know? You've never been in a relationship." Or asks me questions that I'm not comfortable with. I'm planning to come out to my parents at easter of this year because I'm hoping all the bright colors will encourage me. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
Omg I can totally relate to the first one. I used to get in trouble when I would let girls do the hair tickle thing because my mom was so overprotective. I did the same thing with the sins too. Guess who turned out gay lol
I had sooooo many signs throughout my childhood but my self denial was so deep. I debated/convinced my best friend that being attracted to girls was the standard for heterosexual girls😅
I used to have so many pictures of women on my phone that I would come across on the internet and save to my image folder. And I have a super vivid memory of my best friend seeing one of the pictures and saying "oh, why do you have this?" and I said it was because I was keeping them for ideas on what I want to look like when I'm older. Girl, no, that was NOT the reason lol
being so nervous in the shared shower in the girls' locker room trying not to stare at t*tties (and failing).... um HELLO! that's when I finally started to figure it out but like the comp het/confusing different types of attraction was so heavy it literally took me showering naked with other females?! to realize oh... yeah i'm def digging this
I first realized I was bi when I started watching porn. I actually liked watching hetero shit, and a large reason for that was because I was also attracted to the women. I sort of realized that my gaze was going to both genders, but I brushed it off like “no, I’m only looking at her because I’m imagining myself in her place.” 🤡.
Lesbian porn vs hetero porn, so true! The first time I saw hetero porn I was like 🤢"Ew, no. How do people watch this?" But then lesbian porn I was like "Ok, now this I like." I agree, I don't like it when it's aggressive/guy centric. On the other point, the nervousness around girls vs guys, that was the opposite for me. I've always been weird/awkward and nervous around guys I like, but I was always so comfortable talking with girls. I remember thinking one point when I was younger, "I wish I could just date girls, cause they're so much easier to talk to and get to know," lol.
I used to have crushes on girls and I remember once, my seat arrangement was such that my girl crush was gonna sit next to me and only for her, I used to skip the idea of missing a day at school. + I always felt disgusted as a child at the thought of dressing up in girly clothes. I always felt literally weird and shy. Right now, I only have crushes on guys but they are usually super feminine by their energies.
3:04 when i was in early teenage years i always wandered if i was gay (just it is already a sign) but i couldn't be gay, i was on girls. Now knowing i'm bi i look back and realize that the male singers was often suspiciously close to what i think is an attractive guy
i was 12-13 and have downloaded so many pictures of MileyC VanessaH and other actress that I told myself "you need more men's" and proceed to search CUTE GUYS 😭 and also my favorite character on everything being a girl :D
ok soooo when I was like maybe 9 or 10, I found a booklet at my grannie's house about basically queer people (she's a legend by the way, like a full on activist), and read it. well, my parents had mentioned gay people, but it never really sank in, and I didn't know about any other labels. so, when I made weddings for my teddies, and I had too much girl teddies, I made gay weddings XD Also, like when I started puberty and started some sexual fantasies, I distinctly temember imagining like sleeping with a girl, didn't know how it worked really but I did imagine stuff with the boobs, and I thought I did it for "representation" XD Literally, how could I have doubted my biness XDDDD
When I was 5 I was a school play/dance class and I distinctly remember trying to hold all the girls hands 😂😂😂 I also had the biggest crush on my 11th grade English teacher 😂
Soz for exposing y’all (not rly 🤣) what were your childhood signs that you were lgbtq+?! Comment below 🌈💗🌻🥰✨🙏
u rlly said everyone getting exposed today lel
@@chaoticdemonpunk I really did hey
I used to rewatch Fifth Harmony and Little Mix music videos over and over and had a huge celeb crush on Camila Cabello
My admiration for girls in general. Blushing or shivering with any kind of contact, even eye contact. And lesbian porn for sure lol idk how i was able to deny it to myself for so long 🤣🤣🤣
Listening to I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry and thinking ‘I wish I was a boy so I could kiss girls’ (even though I knew Katy Perry is female??)
Mom: “I’m gonna show this to your boyfriend when you’re older”
Me: ʟᴀᴜɢʜs ɪɴ ʟᴇsʙɪᴀɴ
HAHAHAHAH
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꧁childhood signs i was gay꧂
i had a pixie cut
i ReAlLy wAnTeD tO bE hEr FriEnD
i never had a crush
i thought that emma watson was the prettiest woman ever (still do)
loved rainbows
wore flannels
yeah i was pretty gæ
MOOOOOOD
Oh my god rainbows I forgot rainbows!!!!! I tried claiming rainbow as my favourite colour!!! Hahaha I need to do a part 2 🤣
@@MsDickerz SAME WHENEVER SOMEONE ASKS WHAT MY FAV COLOUR WAS I SAID RAINBOW
Moood
that's basically me, I didn't have a pixie cut but everything else XD
I legit fake 'married' a girl in second grade and then walked into middle school like Yep. I am heterosexual.
same tho but i "practiec" kissed my friend in elementary school many times lmaooo welp now that girl hates me but eh
I had 3 wives in high school all in the same year 😭😭😭😵😵😵 and 1 wife online...and I thought I was straight 😆😆😆🤣🤣🤣
@@sea000_6 felt I don't talk to any of my wives now lol and lost my confidence from when I was questioning...I NEED MY CONFIDENCE BACK 😭😭😭
I’m happily married to a girl bestie (not official) I married at school a few weeks ago.. is that a sign? 😂
😂 I remember two of my girl friends getting "married" in third grade and now in high school they have both come out as queer. When I told one of those friends about this, she had no memory of it happening but found it really interesting. (Btw, I have no idea why I remembered it. It just randomly popped up one day.)
“why don’t any guys like me :,
mooooood
My best ( female) friend kissed me on the mouth when we were joking around and I really liked it and it was really good. I soon figured out I was a lesbian!
Cute!!!
Omggg I remember freshman year in high school when I was still questioning myself, my crush and I played the pocky game as a joke and she knew I was a simp for her so I held the pocky stick in my mouth and she got SUPER close to my lips (she didn't bite the stick or nothing like you're supposed to). I froze because my heart was beating so fast and was blushing like crazy and THEN she bit it and our bottom lips touched...not a kiss but I almost died 😆😆😆😵😵😵😳😳😳😳😌😌😌
Oop I forgot to eliminate this comment coz what if she somehow finds it-
I’m sorry person who liked my comment lmao
My friend kissed my cheek.. and I felt a shudder down my spine.. like a romantic feeling
My childhood signs are so obvious, all signs pointed to gay 😂😂 also I love your channel Dutchy! You are a true bicon!
hahaha mood!!! love you cutie, thank you! 💗💗
Mood
What are the signs can you say them ? Please
Hi Cora
@@rayan8289 for me ...me and my friend literally did dirty stuffs in bed
In that time i didnit even know about these lgbtq stuffs lol😆😆
*at a sleepover playing spin the bottle, I spin the bottle and it land on a girl*
Random white girl: that’s a girl and a girl it doesn’t count! Spin again
Me: THAT’S NOT HOW YOU PLAY EMMA
Here’s tea: I had a sleepover with my best friend when I was like 7 or 8 and I think I either dreamt this or it happened but I think I made out with her idk I think that’s when I knew I was bi
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Whenever I slept over at girl friends houses I was always secretly hoping and fantasize about making out with them. I was in denial for so long because of my religious upbringing. Now I‘m out and proud after so many years of denying my true identity^^‘
You don't even need the results of an "am I gay quiz". If you look it up you ain't straight fam
wait but I’ve searched up ton of em-
then again I almost always got 0% straight
I remember a couple years ago when I first got the sims I made all my sims gay and thought everyone did it lmao-
lol yep!!!
Me too
i really want to hang a pride flag in my room but im scared my parents would ya know judge, or even worse, figure out that im bisexual. what should i do?
You could try creating or finding less obvious art, like a gradient heart or something. If they're not supportive of the community, they might not even know the bi pride colors.
@@vg1384 I’ve seen those they are pretty cool I think so
Maybe you don't really need an actual Pride Flag, but instead a A3 sized drawing/artwork (especially abstract modern art) that incorporates the Pride Flag colours? I think that would be even better, in my opinion.
@@unicorntomboy9736 yeah good idea for them
Lmao if u think they wont be supportive just put it up to annoy them✌️✌️✌️
I had no signs I just never had a crush until I met this one girl and then I realized I liked girls and felt 0 attraction to the male species and yeah
@Hello Ramona! not that I can remember honestly
Funniest thing happened today.
I was at psicology class and my teacher said he liked my style. So he asks if i consider it was similar to my colegues, so i said no. And he asked if it was inspired by a specific group. And i said yes. And he asked if i could tell what kind of group. So i say "bisexual tiktokers". (He is kinda homophobic so it was fun to see his face) 🤣🤣🤣
lololol I wish I could have seen his face
@@MsDickerz it was great. It could become a great meme 🤣🤣
😃😃
I knew I liked girls (I'm a guy), so I knew I wasn't gay. But I think internalized homophobia and especially biphobia pushed me away from thinking of myself as bi, even when I had crushes on guys. I remember one of my guy friends came out as gay at some point senior year, and I was so jealous of him and I wanted to tell him my feelings for him, but I still thought of myself as straight and I did NOT want to be the gay kid my senior year. Going into college, I think the biggest sign was that one of my male friends talked about wanting to have a threesome with his girlfriend and I flat-ass asked him to cut me in. He said "eww, no I meant with another girl". From then on, I've basically completely suppressed my feelings for men. I didn't come out to myself as bisexual until 2 weeks ago.
When I came out to myself, I was watching a video about signs that you're bisexual, and I was ticking all the boxes and I got really shook. Then I started to bring up suppressed memories of crushes and other signs throughout my life. Music choices, weird encounters with male friends and my infatuation with LGBT+ community over the years. I literally wrote like a 2 page paper about all of the signs. I was kicking myself by the end for not having figured it out already.
Could you share those two pages of signs?
Well he should have specified 😂😂😂
When I was younger I used to watch Dancing with the Stars a lot and I found myself only watching the women. I told myself it was because I was “just admiring their dresses” yeah...sure lol
YESSSSS
I never realized this one lmao
Me in pairs ice skating oof
Hi im early 😂 I knew I was bi because i had a crush on one of my close friends for about a year
OLOLOL YES
I had a crush on one of my best friends. The classic.
Saaaammmmeee
MY childhood signs that i was bi:
i unironically watched a mud wrestling video when i was in elementary school.
i “looked up to” these two girls in high school.
when my mom said something biphobic, it REALLY affected me, and this is when i was still straight.
i took up one of my friend’s offer to eat me out and I STILL CONSIDERED MYSELF STRAIGHT WTF
i started to really question my sexuality during quarantine, and i realized that i’m bisexual :)
In kindergarten, I chose blue, pink, and purple as my favorite colors. I’ll take that as a sign. I also vaguely remember making two female Little People married. I think one of them was actually a boy, but I decided to make her a girl because she had flowers. Then I organized them into Little People families, and the one with the flowers (Tillia) became the other’s (Ana’s) daughter. All of the couples were heterosexual. What the heck, kindergarten me?
For me it was:
I LOVED frogs
I played mermaids lol
I was OBSESSED with being an ally to the LGBT community like I wanted to run down my street in rainbow flags
I was obsessed with getting a boyfriend, but always liked guys who were taken, looking back at it, I wanted to be him. not her.
I always had more girlfriends than guys
I always wrote LGBT fanfics
I would always stare at girls lol
I would always be denial if someone asked if I was gay/bi, I would always say I was straight- even tho I was freaking out
I was obsessed with rapunzel like she was my crush lol
I was obsessed with Jade and Beck
I always cuffed my jeans, shirts lol
I would always find girls pretty, I kept it to myself.
If someone was being homophobic I would be SUPER pissed.
Hetero P*rn made me a bit uncomfy, I paid attention to the girl always.
I would ALWAYS watch LGBT short films
I hated being in the locker rooms, I always felt like I wanted to look at them. I changed in private.
I always did LGBT quizzes LMFAO
SAME
THIS IS LITERALLY ME
SAME
Those lesbian short films! I would watch those even before I came out because I just thought they were the sweetest love stories and couldn't get enough of them. I think I just really wanted to see more wlw relationship media.
why does this sound like me
my ex boyfriend asked me one time if I watch porn and I said 'no because I think its gross'... then I realised that I'm gay and watched lesbian porn and it doesn't gross me out at all! I don't watch it very often, but sometimes and I don't think I'm "abnormal" anymore.
You know that porn watching habits don't always match up with someone's sexuality in real life.
For example men watch lesbian porn too. In fact most lesbian porn was/is made for men.
@@unicorntomboy9736 Yeah I know
Ok so when I was in fifth grade I had a HUGE crush on this girl and I thought I was just jealous of her.... because I didn’t know you could be bisexual. Now I’m out and proud to be me
I had over 50 posters of Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana in my room .... and I just thought I admire her or want to be here... No, she clearly was my first crush xD ( I was 14 or so I think )
Me too
I'm 16 and I came out as bi a couple of weeks ago even though I've known since i was 8. Anyway, I had a crush on this girl and she was the first person I came out to and she told me she was bi too and now we are dating and i am so happy!
Love your videos by the way
I am amazed as to how you knew your sexuality at 8 years old, when at that age I knew nothing about LGBT stuff. I guess I was just a late bloomer.
I'm the same as you kinda just instead I am 10 😳
I totally had a crush on Ginny Weasley from Harry Potter and I was so oblivious cause I still thought gay relationships were wrong. (I was raised Christian.)
a week before that great realization of my bisexuality, i had 3 dreams where i had a wife, and in one of the dreams, i had a kid with her. looking back at my childhood, I don't find many indicators of my bisexuality, only that I liked to look at my Barbie's boobs. Since heteronormativity was so ingrained in me since birth from my Evangelical upbringing and I knew I liked guys, I just assumed I was straight. I didn't know I could like both. it wasn't until my highschool years when I started noticing the small indicators. I would always blush when a girl hit on me or complimented me. i would always wonder what it was like to kiss and be with a girl and wish it was acceptable (from my parents) for me to have a girlfriend. It wasnt until recent years were i would have dreams about having a wife. those are the happiest dreams i've ever had and realizing those are the happiest dreams right after i awake. most of my dreams are nightmares and stress dreams, with a few decent ones in between, and i get so happy when i dream about having a wife
I don't know you, and understand it's difficult, but GO FOR IT, your own well being is so much more important than what everyone else may think of it
I am 13 and know I’m Bi so I guess I should’ve known earlier because I thought a lot of girls were cute and grew crushes on them but never realised they were crushed until now honestly it was so obvious 😂💓💜💙🏳️🌈
Hi Chelsa i want to be friend of you
I haven’t come out to everyone in my life yet. I only came out to like three close friends and told them to not tell my parents. My parents might not be supportive of me being bi.
The uneasyness at changing room is soooo true! 😅
Also I remember I was looking forward to become best friends with female classmates. Like we got the namelist at school and thats how we could find out which class we belong to.. when I saw the namelist before I got to know my classmates I imagined which girl was beautiful and how I wanted to impress them and become friends. 😂
I had crushes on girls and boys and I identify as bi but yeah 😂
Btw brilliant make up🤩
Mine were an attraction to all things Rainbow and all my gay characters in Sims and my attraction to Pans 😂 😂😂. Btw I love your channel Dutchy! Big inspiration! And I’m still a tween
YESSSS!! aw thank you lovely!!!
@@MsDickerz Thanks!
Childhood sign(s) I have now (I’m a kid :P) is that I always had dreams of this girl and didn’t stop thinking about her
Same
I get sort of nervous when I’m talking to a really handsome guy.... that was the first sign.
This video made me kinda think when i first heard about it. then i remembered a conversation i had with an old friend of mine a few months ago.
So basically we have a carnival thing in my country where we dress up like halloween. My school had a costume contest when i was in 3rd or 4th grade and i remember a guy crossdressing, at least twice. And after my friend reminded me of that guy i remembered i was kinda fascinated by him ngl, lots of questions i was afraid to ask. Then in 7th grade we went to a field trip to a beach and i remember absolutely freezing when seeing on of my classmates (a tall lanky guy) shirtless, like when you have a crush on someone and make accidental eye contact. Then in the summer break I found out about femboys (i got into anime around then i think. cant remember) and i was kinda in denial but i really liked them, and i had reoccuring dreams about the boy from the beach, and still had a hopeless crush on a girl in my class. then in 8th grade i said "screw it, im bi." and started coming out. then after trying to date a few girls i realized I'm homoromantic as well
I remember a week before realizing I was bi, my mom was talking about how she didn't get how other girls can hold each other's hands ( not in a homophobic way, she was just wondering why because she straight) and she said that she could never kiss a girl ever and she wondered how lesbians could have sex. In my head I was like " hmm. "
I am Bisexual. However, here are some signs I was not straight as a child...
1.my first crush was a girl. I wanted to keep her safe, hold her, share food with her, and share all my time with her. The way I felt about was her was different than how I felt about other friends. I thought she was beautiful and wanted her for me. (can't believe I thought I was straight)
2. I had a crush on Raven from Teen Titans and Kida from the movie Atlantis. I also had a crush on several male characters and talked about these people a lot more with my parents.
3. I shipped two women from movies and tv shows and thought nothing of it.
4. I did not change the gender when singing lyrics to songs when I thought about singing it to another person.
5. I got called "Lesbian" in school. I was offended not because I was straight but because I knew I wasn't. I felt mislabeled.
6. super uncomfortable being caught by other females watching them change.
7. I watched other LGBTQ+ couples on youtube and watched documentaries/tv shows with LGbtq+ characters.
Heres all the signs i relate to lol:
1. I loved when girls played with my hair and also during math there was this one girl that would draw on my arm with pens and do like tattoos and she would draw on my arm the whole time.
2. I loved jade west and had a huge crush on her and didn't even know
3. I made two girls kiss and two boys dates with barbies and the sims
4. I get nervous around girls alot like sometimes they just make me like scared to go up to meanwhile im more chill with guys
5. I literally always changed in bathrooms cause i hated changing in front of other girls
This could have been a small sign, but a little before middle school, I saw Rhianna on tv and I was so blown away by how gorgeous she was
Found out I was bisexual in middle school, just deeply in denial haha
Damn Dutchyyy.... I'm obsessed with your character, you are soooo adorable. Thank you for sharing your thoughts/feelings & stories❤😍 Your honesty and loyality makes you so special 😭😍 Love you Dutchy!!
aww that’s such a wholesome comment thank youuuu 🥺💗
I was watching this video and my sister barged into the room (I haven't come out to her yet) and I slammed my computer shut. Then she immediately left the room afterward without checking my screen. Honestly, the scariest moment of my day.
I figured out by liking rainbows as a kid. I also hung out with guys and have been dating guys but when I was around girls in high school with sports I didn’t really pay attention to it but I started liking how girls look without knowing that I actually liked them when I was dating and liking guys. I just had multiple hints along the way but didn’t totally recognize or realize it till I came out more in college or experienced it.
Ok, you have helped me so much! I love your channel Dutchy!
Last night I had a dream that was probably a sign. I wasn’t necessarily labeled as gay in the dream and I don’t remember the specifics but in the dream there was multiple scenarios where I didn’t feel straight and those feelings felt so real.
A girl kissed me in her closet when I was in elementary school. I remember that I wanted to kiss a girl again so badly after that, and even got disappointed when she didn't do it again the next time we saw each other, and were alone. I only realized that I wasn't straight recently. I am in high school now. I don't know how I didn't realize earlier.
here are some of my signs
i have always obsessed being and ally to the lgbt+ community
i would freak out and be happy to see a gay/lesbian couple in public
i’ve looked up girls kissing and have found it more comfortable than boy and a girl kissing
always found some girls really pretty as if i had a crush on them
i get really nervous when i get complimented by a girl (i never get compliments)
i have wondered what it’s like to be the boy in a relationship and what it’s like to kiss a girl
there’s more but can’t remember off the top of my head
1. I basically had girlfriends in kindergarden 😂 There were two, and they were not in my group. And my friends didn' t really know them and we always met up separately.
2. I also felt really really uncomfortable in changing rooms. I am really self conscious though. But I could not understand how everyone didn't feel horrible.
3. I was also a very enthusiastic ally 😂 so much that I went to a gay club with my friend to support her.. xDD and guess who ended up dancing with a girl xd
4. I am obsessed with Emma Watson.
5. I am absolutely disgusted by any straight porn.
6. My boyfriend was telling me I am a lesbian 😂
One really obvious thing that i can't believe didn't make me realize I was bi was that in like middle school i used to always want a female best friend that i was so close with that i just kissed for fun sometimes (like you know those straight girls who kiss when they're drunk yeah that) but like platonically (romantically) i totally don't like women (yes you do)
I used to wish I was a boy so that I could date girls. The fun thing is I knew girls could date girls, I had two friends who had mothers only, just never thought I could 😀💖💜💙
And I’ve always said “isn’t personality what matters most?” but always thought I meant only dudes… how wrong I was…
Edit: AND I was always OBSESSED with Mulan, Merida, Pochahontas and Tiana…
Edit 2: I have now discovered I am a ✨lesbian✨
haha the title already has be cackling and intrigued
Hahahahaha
well, i went through this phase of hanging out with her and being friends with her (she's 5 years older than me) and making excuses to hang out with her. we're both lesbian now sooo.... i mean. she had a bf at the time too and i made sure i knew him. ye. also i never had crushes, compared myself to girls a little too much and every boy i liked was actually closeted gay. i had the BIGGEST and still do crush on jade west/liz gillies and Malina Weissman. btw i love you so much dutchy you've helped me so much and i really appreciate your vids xxxx
I had this friend and she was really pretty and I loved hugging her and being around her and talking to her. Sometimes I would even stare at her and I would always say to my other friends how pretty she was. I can’t believe I thought I was straight 😂😂
Wow this video made me realize so much that I always been into girls and never really realized it and now I can relate to these signs
hahaha RIGHT?!
I have come out to a few people as bisexual. As I have thought back through life I can remember many friends I had and found out they were gay. I remember times when people would ask me how I attended a specific church since I was gay. That was from one of my study partners of the same faith. I seemed to attract some gay men and I really love women too. In fact I have a wife whom I first came out to and is very supportive of my feelings. At this time I have not had sex or kissed a man since I am married.
Is it a sign if all of my friends think I'm bi/gay and I keep telling them I'm not, but actually I secretly like how they have those assumptions about me 😳
Hey dutchy! Love ur channel! You have really helped me figure out my sexuality. (Biromantic lesbian maybe?) I’m literally sooo confused and I’m too young to “experiment” but you helped a lot. Thank you!
Massive interest in gay girl relationships on tv which wasn't a big thing back in the 90s. Being very young and drawing 2 girls kissing. The way I would love to draw girls in general. And a lot of the awkwardness around pretty girls too.
Your makeup is EVERYTHING
Honestly
My childhood sign was when I was watching Peter Pan live-action and the first movie of Narnia. I was in 1st grade and 3rd grade respectively. I had my first boy crush with my classmate when I was in 1st grade and I had my 1st girl crush when I was in 3rd grade.
I think those years were my awakening.
so, When I was like 9 or 10, I lived in like sort of boarding house kinda where children lives(if their parents both go to work)...then one day when I was sleeping with one of my close frnd(sadly we lost contact), she touched me (in some places)...it was with consent tho...I didn't think of it in a bad way or I didn't feel disgusted by it...but I couldn't figure out what that was...now I am 17 and I realised after so many yrs (in 2019) that I am bi...cause I have a huge crush on my bestie...the thing which u told abt the hair tickle thing, she loves it...I dunno whether I should tell her how I feel or not.💜
My childhood signs I was bi or les
-My first crush was a girl (I feel awkward about this now only because we’re best friends/referring to each other as sisters now)
-Me and my best friend talking about living in the same house together in the future lol
-I did the gay sims thing too
-Feeling awkward for no reason every time I talk to a girl or guy around my age (I am an introvert so it might just be that-)
-Watching lgbtq+ shows or reading lgbtq+ comics(and I still do~)
-I love drawing and making characters, so I made some lgbtq+ characters
-when I was young sometimes I couldn’t decide what gender to make my characters so I would say “they’re neither! :)” or “they’re both! >:D”
-Having mostly friends who were girls
-I loved rainbows and would get excited if it rained for a long time
-people asking me if I’ve ever had a boyfriend *or* girlfriend
-Looking at gay memes
-Looking at gay couples on TikTok
-I got obsessed with all kinds of tv show characters
*I just realized I was a very gay child-*
Dutchy!!! I love this video so much. Looking back, my childhood signs were everywhere dear lord. From being an extreme tomboy growing up, to literally saying out loud to friends in school without even knowing “Damn she is hot! I would totally kiss her/date her if I was gay/ a guy!!!” Like not even clicking I was into girls. Like adult me is shaking her head at teenage me who was like yeah I think girls are pretty... and yes they make me feel things... and sure I’ve fantasized about being intimate with one.... and yes I can see myself dating one... and sure I’ve thought about marrying one.... but that doesn’t mean I’m into girls!!! 🤣🤣🤣 I hate myself lmaooo
Omg you play sims??? I love the sims!!!! I’m CD a HUGE sims nerd!!!!! I literally freaked out when you said you played lol.
Today is the best day ever, illymations and dutchy posted☺️💕
love you cutie xx
my childhood sign i was bi was that andrea russett was in a magazine once, and i bought it and read it at LEAST 25 times
Can you do signs that you might be pansexual because I don’t know if i am or not
sure :)
A childhood sign I was bi was literally so obvious that I liked guys too and I didn’t even notice until January of last year lmfao
If you do this eye look again try a white primer or white cream shadow underneath! I love this idea
you are absolutely glowing in this video!! I love your makeup so much💖💜💙
Was watching this and realised how damn many signs I had and just missed em being like "tHaTs JuSt BeCaUsE i WaNnA bE fRiEnDs"
Let’s be honest tho, Jessica Rabbit was everyone’s first hint to sexual/romantic feelings
I didn’t watch who framed Roger rabbit until last year for the first time but yes Jessica rabbit is gorgeous and I love that sultry voice I definitely have a thing for a hot voice
I remember in kindergarten, there was this group of popular girls that were so pretty and I wanted to be friends with them but I was too shy to say anything. Yep. Now I release its more then that.
I'm literally still like in love with my ex best friend. Well not in love, but I really miss her. Now she's moved away. But damn if there's one girl I'd ever kiss or talk to about my day it would've been her. She had a huge impact on my life. We even shaved the sides of out heads together. She ended up being fake I think. Many people said she ghosted me and talked behind my back. But I still do hope I can see her again one day. Maybe.. and maybe next time I'll look bangin gorgeous and we can go skating or something lmao. *sad*
mannnn I was freakin obvious jffgfhfhf no wonder my bestie wasn´t surprised when I came out to her
Last time I was this early Namjoon still had dreads
🤣🤣🤣
@@MsDickerz omg you noticed me😱😱
Oh gosh, I can relate to a good number of these as a bi as well! Most of them I can tick off too like the Sims thing, the finding other girls really attractive (looking back I had this one immense obsession/crush with one girl (who was definitely very straight) a couple years above me, and comparing that with my closest friends at the time...yeah that wasn't because "oh this is how close friends feel." Nope. That was not a "best friends 4eva" feeling! Kind of related to the physical affection thing, I really *really* REALLY loved cuddling with people of my gender--definitely way more than most straight girls/women haha, so that was definitely another sign for me.
no one:
not a soul:
me as soon as the video started: BI FLAG EYE SHADOW I LOVE IT :o
Your videos are so entertaining and I love them and you just need to know that 💖💗
I have a question about coming out to my parents. What do I do if she says:
"You're confused." Or "How can you know? You've never been in a relationship." Or asks me questions that I'm not comfortable with. I'm planning to come out to my parents at easter of this year because I'm hoping all the bright colors will encourage me. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
My phone sipped half way down my hand therefore my reflexes kicked in and I clutched my phone and now I’m here, no complains :)
Omg I can totally relate to the first one. I used to get in trouble when I would let girls do the hair tickle thing because my mom was so overprotective. I did the same thing with the sins too. Guess who turned out gay lol
Yay it's coming out on my birthday
Happy Birthday!!!
Happy birthday!
Happy Birthday
hi! love ur channel. mine was i liked twilight sparkle- lmao
my tv crush is paris belrec
Ofc I knew the colours on the eyeshadow :D
I had sooooo many signs throughout my childhood but my self denial was so deep. I debated/convinced my best friend that being attracted to girls was the standard for heterosexual girls😅
like looking back I’m astounded at how far my stupidity went😂
I was like “if we were lesbians we would date right“ and my friends like “haha yes“ but I hoped it would actually happen
I used to look up girls twerking when I was younger and didn't realize I was lesbian ;(
There was this girl in fifth grade that I REALLY WANTED TO BE “BEST FRIENDS” with, and I would get JEALOUS when she hung out with other girls
I used to have so many pictures of women on my phone that I would come across on the internet and save to my image folder. And I have a super vivid memory of my best friend seeing one of the pictures and saying "oh, why do you have this?" and I said it was because I was keeping them for ideas on what I want to look like when I'm older. Girl, no, that was NOT the reason lol
being so nervous in the shared shower in the girls' locker room trying not to stare at t*tties (and failing).... um HELLO! that's when I finally started to figure it out but like the comp het/confusing different types of attraction was so heavy it literally took me showering naked with other females?! to realize oh... yeah i'm def digging this
I first realized I was bi when I started watching porn. I actually liked watching hetero shit, and a large reason for that was because I was also attracted to the women. I sort of realized that my gaze was going to both genders, but I brushed it off like “no, I’m only looking at her because I’m imagining myself in her place.” 🤡.
Lesbian porn vs hetero porn, so true! The first time I saw hetero porn I was like 🤢"Ew, no. How do people watch this?" But then lesbian porn I was like "Ok, now this I like." I agree, I don't like it when it's aggressive/guy centric. On the other point, the nervousness around girls vs guys, that was the opposite for me. I've always been weird/awkward and nervous around guys I like, but I was always so comfortable talking with girls. I remember thinking one point when I was younger, "I wish I could just date girls, cause they're so much easier to talk to and get to know," lol.
I used to have crushes on girls and I remember once, my seat arrangement was such that my girl crush was gonna sit next to me and only for her, I used to skip the idea of missing a day at school.
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I always felt disgusted as a child at the thought of dressing up in girly clothes. I always felt literally weird and shy.
Right now, I only have crushes on guys but they are usually super feminine by their energies.
When i was a kid i already like basketball, high school i am with the swim team, basketball and the dance troop. So here i go. 😂
3:04 when i was in early teenage years i always wandered if i was gay (just it is already a sign) but i couldn't be gay, i was on girls. Now knowing i'm bi i look back and realize that the male singers was often suspiciously close to what i think is an attractive guy
hey there Dutchy, this was awesome >;3
i was 12-13 and have downloaded so many pictures of MileyC VanessaH and other actress that I told myself "you need more men's" and proceed to search CUTE GUYS 😭 and also my favorite character on everything being a girl :D
Omg Ur makeup is Soo nice also where do u get Ur flag?😊😄
i feel so attacked. Also had a thing for Sam from Danny Phantom lol
ok soooo
when I was like maybe 9 or 10, I found a booklet at my grannie's house about basically queer people (she's a legend by the way, like a full on activist), and read it.
well, my parents had mentioned gay people, but it never really sank in, and I didn't know about any other labels.
so, when I made weddings for my teddies, and I had too much girl teddies, I made gay weddings XD
Also, like when I started puberty and started some sexual fantasies, I distinctly temember imagining like sleeping with a girl, didn't know how it worked really but I did imagine stuff with the boobs, and I thought I did it for "representation" XD Literally, how could I have doubted my biness XDDDD
When I was 5 I was a school play/dance class and I distinctly remember trying to hold all the girls hands 😂😂😂 I also had the biggest crush on my 11th grade English teacher 😂