Nightcore - The Doctor Said (Lyrics)
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- Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
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✔ Lyrics:
I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts til 4am
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
Im so scared they'll get up & run
So I
Don't speak
And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they
Oh, I book a new appointment
Its Another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same..
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
My own mind can lie to me
They all say its anxiety
But I.. just think its me
Now I've lost so many years
My pillow's a tissue
For my tears
But you, never see
And now, I can't even eat my dinner
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment,
Yet another disappointment
They're all the same..same..same
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know,
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
But he don't care bout me..
He'll just go home
To his family
Why does no one see..
Im not the girl
I wish that I could be..
Cus the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
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A great song about depression that I found not that long ago by Chloe Adams ♥
Check out my latest Chloe Adams upload: ruclips.net/video/T8b_qGwavcU/видео.html
RubyChan's Nightcore 👍
:)
Wow this song was deep but I love the rhythm
Keep up the good work
I had not heard this till now. Is it bad this song reminded me of me?
RubyChan's Nightcore i can't stop listening to it! it's perfect!
My older sister has depression because of the medicine she takes, my parents think its something else, but I know better. She cries herself to sleep because they don't believe her, I hear her sobbing in her room, so I run in pretending I had a nightmare and she let's me stay with her wiping my tears reading me stories and going under the covers with a flashlight playing she trys to use a mask and pretend she's strong, I KNOW she's strong, or when she doesn't eat because she thinks she doesn't deserve to eat, so I share mine. I try to make her happy, because my parents don't understand she's suffering.
oh no tell her for me to be strong and she deserves to eat.You are very supportive for your sister The Kawai Princess
You will be the rock for your sister. Be there for her like you’ve always been and never let go.
Thank you for doing that, thank you for helping her when no one else would, for noticing when no one else could. Thank you.
you dont understand how much she needs you and how much your helping you are sooooo awesome!!!!
keep doing it
*I miss when we were younger, the days were so much Funner..*
*Weren’t they?..*
And *that* is where I cried 😭
@ItzWise idk...
in my life since im young, im living in hell.
@@syasyaaqilahsa1102 poor you,I feel you...
Me too
same
''And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they?''
This is so relatable it's scary
I know what you mean mate, you didn't have to worry about anything then, but now, it just feels like the world is trying to make life hell.
Yea... I really wish I could go back to the old days...
I have an eight year old friend and when we were younger we would play for hours in the neighborhood sometimes just climbing trees or talking but then fortnite was invented.....I can't make him get out of the house to save my life 😭
yeah, I mean I play a lot of games, but I would much prefer to meat people in person. it feels more real that way.@@lilbeano8242
i'm 16 almost 17 and when i look bad i start to cry because of the good times i had with my (ex)friends and i wish i never left them i miss them they are now somewhere i cant see them and this is the only place i can tell it cuz my family wont understand
6: I want to be a princess!
7: I want to be a fashion designer
8: I want to be a doctor
9: I want to be normal
10: I want to be popular
11: I want to be happy
12: I want to be accepted
13: I want to end it all
5: i want to be an actress
6: i want to be a doctor
7: i want to be a cop
8: i want to be a shoulder
9: i want to be a nurse
10: i want to be a writer
11: i want to be a RUclipsr
12: i want to be a manager
13: i want to end it all
This was mine
Being me was a mess i always get bullied because I'm ugly. I used to be the most ugly in my batch. I don't have a friend until now. I'm 13 turning 14 and I'm in grade 8 I'm always alone. My classmates will know my name only if they need me. I hate everything about me.
@@ashgatcha2774 I kinda know how it feels I did something bad when I was in 2 class and since that class everyone used to be away from me and everytime a transfer student used to sit beside me ( Because I used to sit alone )they all used to tell him not to talk to me and that I was a creep I didn't had any friends till 10 class
But now that I am out of that school and now in 11 it's all fine. I have great friends
I don't care what other say but if the person you are with doesn't care , trust me it doesn't matter 🤗
5-I want to be a zoologist
7-I want to be a vet
12-Why am I so different
13-Why can't I just be normal,The pain let's me feel something
14-being popular would be awesome
15-I want to end it,but my friends need me,and I want to be a Photographer
16-If I'm not skinny I'm not pretty
17-Maybe it's not so bad,Never mind I hate myself
18-Okay I graduated but I still hate myself
19-One drink won't hurt?
20-i want to end it,but I can't leave my boyfriend with that void
21-Why,just why,It's time to get help
Recovery Is possible❤️❤️🩹 don't give up
7-9 - I want to be a flight attendant
9-10 - I want to be a doctor
11-13 - I want to be a lawyer
13 - why do they ignore me
14 - it felt numb
15 - I forget happiness
16-17 - I tried to end it
Why would you end it all if you have a lot of golas yet to accomplish. Stay strong and don't even think about giving up.@@ashgatcha2774
They said that "Follow your Heart"
But what if Your Heart is in a Million Pieces, which piece do you follow?
The one that make you bleed the most
Don’t follow your heart then
You follow the pieces upstream ♥️
You fallow all of them and put you heart together again
the one that speaks the loudest.
Everyone here: Talks about their depression
Me: I have depression/anxiety but.....I just came for the Nightcore 0-0
Same. :|
Lmao same honestly tho one of the great things about nightcore is the comic section
same tho
same
Yeah, same
Me: Am i depressed?
Nightcore: Welcome young child , come with me.
I’m sorry little one
Dont worry you can get through it although if I'm being honest theres no escaping or curing it just living with it but that's ok you'll find a way just remember you dont need to make your body display your pain find something maybe something you once liked something that reminds you of who you were and embrace every silence and piece of freedom
@@theeguy9022 there's no way to escape.... Yah, that's the fact and what i'm feeling now... I'll live like this until i'll die. That's what i thought. And now... I'm still the same but, i'm ni longer feel's anything....huh... I'm tired of this, and i can't do anything. Sorry my English is suck but i'm also thanks to u because read this coment. At least i know that i'm not the only one who sick....
Being depressed is fine and no it never gets better but never let it hurt you physically because the scars are like a red flashing light that tell people "stay away I'll only hurt you when I decide to leave which wont be long"
Thats only the start wait till u meet the one u love and they leave....
"I miss when we were younger the days were so much funner, weren't they?"
That verse hit hard because it's true when you're in your younger years everyone seems so much nicer, nobody judges you as much, you don't know enough to be afraid of what's out there, you're able to believe stuff easier, nothing is as hard to deal with, you don't even know depression, stress, anxiety etc.
Depression and Anxiety: Let us introduce ourselves.
Jokes on you i have cream soda and chocolate chips
Checkmate
@@canynevoj1160 same
Junebug life is good when you have cream soda and chocolate chips
@@canynevoj1160 ye😄
Junebug *does the worm*
The first few lyrics are so me *"I'll be lost inside my head, thoughts till 4am"*
Yeah, like that time in 5th grade when you said.....
Me also
Me literally every night
Allyson Lara same;-;
Note to self, don’t say anything cringy
One of the worlds biggest lies "I'm fine."
It is... I'm surprised people haven't seen through it yet... For me it's better that way..
A Smol Patoots :3 I don’t want people to know how I feel... but I trust the nightcore community lol
@@thiana4817 yup
@@thiana4817 same
I tell that lie every day to my friends when they ask how I am.
Friends: Are you ok?
Me: I'm fine.
Thoughts: I've never been fine. I can't believe you haven't caught up with my lies. I'm broken and can't ever be fixed.
Anyone else feel like nightcore is a safe place for you to come to when your depressed? Just me? Ok I’ll just be here😅😰💔
Your not alone! U should see my playlist :’)
ur not alone
Not alone
Same, each lines is damn relatable
No one here is alone, I got you
Me: I have depression?!
Nightcore community: welcome to the club!
Omg IKR
YAAS
Ikr...
Same
small youtuber here let's help each other ☺subtosub?
We’re just suicidal teens
Telling other suicidal teens that suicide isn’t the answer
Hhhhhh same I even made my decision
Bomy Hony Funny K.popers
No, please don’t do what I’m thinking about
PLEASE
It will get better, I promise
@@marvelbunch9794 when can u tell me when where?
Bomy Hony Funny K.popers What do you mean?
yep
I remember listening to this when I was on the verge. It’s been nearly 3 years since I was in that dark place, and it makes me so happy to say that I’m finally okay. Life is the worst pain a person can go through, but after you get through it, you will get the best reward ever. Hang on, I promise it gets better, from one suicidal (past) teen to another.
"These pills with help you remember how to smile"
I know how to smile, but I've forgotten what it's like to be happy... I don't know anything but a fake smile that no one can see through
This entire song is the story of my life and its scary...
Same
Same because even if we can smile, people will always believe it’s real when it’s completely fake, and the sad part is, it’s too easy to fake a smile and make it seem real.
Sometimes I’m happy but most times I wanna be alone
Ava Hummer that’s so true
Same
"These pills will help you remember how to smile" that part hit me close to home:'(
Same here
Same
"Are you okay?"
No. I'm not okay. My life's a mess. I want to give up. I hate myself. How do I fill the void?
"Yeah, I'm fine."
Why is this too relatable?!?!
Your not alone
🎊👏😂
Friend:hru
Me:I'm fine
Friend:that's good
Me:yea
Let me introduce you to a beautiful love called Jesus the Christ. When Jesus Christ died for you and resurrected, he took all of your burdens with him and offers you a chance to experience a love so pure and true it fills up that void in you. When God created you, he created you with a purpose and when we choose to accept Jesus Christ in our hearts and turn away from society, we choose to accept that purpose for our lives. It's the reason why people who chased everything this world has to offer never fill that void until they find Jesus. I want you to feel that love because it changed me and I know that it can change you only if you want him to. God is still calling out to you because he wants to love and give you a new life where you can love him, love yourself, surrender everything to him, and live with a purpose.
I used to listen to Nightcore like this during the worst parts of my life. For years of suicide attempts and self harm. It's been 6 years now since that started for me, and I'm finally happy, doing well, and learning about all the beautiful things in life. I just want you guys to know that if you are in the same place I was, it gets better, even if it takes a year, six, or even ten, those years of suffering are worth pushing through because you have your whole life to look forward to once their over. I was young and I still am but it's helped me so much to understand that just because it took me 6 years of pain to get where I am, I now have decades ahead of me and so many opportunities to help myself and others grow. Please do what you can to keep going, your fighting a battle and winning is going to be worth it, I promise ♥️
"I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner. Weren't they?"
It's so relatable it's sad.
I agree! 💙 Hope you're doing well 💙
@@constxllation awh, thank you. I think I'm doing better than when I originally wrote this, but still thank you for commenting back. I hope you're going well, too.
Yeah when you still innocent and doesn't what depression is.
Yeah the days were easier weren’t they
Yep very very relatable
Are you ok?
Yeah
Are you lying?
Yeah
Yup im fine Im fine im lying
yes definitely
No they don't even ask are u lying is always yeah I am fine and they didn't even question it
@@cyberfox9713 thats true
Same
"These pills will help you to remember how to smile"
I always cry on that part :(
mine is when it says "And mom and dad both tell me i'm alright" because it hits home.
Girl: browsing through youtube history/recommandations
Its all depressive music
Me: yeah.... sorry....
Girl: oh cmon let me show you normal music
Me: ok sorry...
Girl: you ok?
Me: yeah.... sorry that im like that....
Girl:...
And thats why it keeps going worse and worse...
Doctors: take pills, it will make u feel better
Me: will they finish what i cant?
Doctor: excuse me, what?
Me: nvm...
"My pillows a tissue for my tears"
I'M SO RELATABLE TO THAT😞😞
yes yes me too...
Same!
Jammula Susheel I wish I could say I could not relate...........
Same😔
Me too especially when my parents are already asleep😔
When life gives you lemons, make grape juice and a pear pie and watch as the world wonders how in the heck you did it
Tianna Martin lol
Lol
When life gives you lemons
you cut them in half and squeeze juice in peoples eyes
TAKE BACK THE LEMONS
BURN THEIR HOUSE DOWN
(Cough cough portal reference)
Potter Fan311 this actually made me laugh. I never laugh. Wtf
*depression has entered the chat*
did it ever not be there...…...
just hope it leaves soon
Oof
this gave me a much needed laugh
Romello Carrington F in the chat
Well s***
When ur happy u enjoy the music but when u sad u understand the lyrics
A girl in my class was crying, even though I didn’t know her well enough I walked up to her and tipped up her chin so we were face to face and repeated a quote... “Don’t cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won’t let you see the stars~” She gave me a shy smile and hugged me tight.
I said that quote to the girl because normally she was happy, everybody called her “joy”. But when she cried it felt like all light was gone, because she was like everybody’s sun.
Joy reminds me or myself....
That's awesome 👍 I'm glad you got to cheer her up.
Lmao if u "tipped up my chin" I would have been pissed
I wish someone had done something like this when I broke down in class. Nobody did anything and the teacher is the one who caused me to break down. This was before Covid.
As the people I said the kindness of act can save someone
My "F.I.N.E" acrostic poem
F- Feeling
I- I'm
N- Never
E- Enough
Lmao, you mean the Internet's?
I hope it gets better try to see a therapist it can really help, I really hope the best for you. if you need to talk I'm here.
Same
And you're everything u mean a lot
But isnt there H.O.P.E
Hold on pain ends
The roses are dead
The violets are dying
Outside I’m laughing
Inside I’m crying
I always try to enjoy life
But never can.
Maybe it’s something wrong with me,
Maybe I’m broken.
But there’s one thing I know for sure,
Is that I’m always hoping.
Hoping for a better life,
Hoping to find happiness,
But for some reason,
All I find is sadness.
I know I can get through the barrier,
And break down the walls.
But for some sad reason,
I always fall.
Fall in the battle,
Give up in the fight.
So for now I’m ending this comment,
And saying goodnight
I was not able to read this whole thing bc I just started crying, it’s just so sad how some lives are just perfect, while others.......well, I think you know.........
Hey, I love that! Did u make that yourself? If so it's amazing. It's been a year, r u feeling any better now, I really hope u r fine, and not the "FiNe". And I just wanna say that look at the poem if u wrote that urself see how amazing that is and how amazing YOU are to write it even if u copied it ur still amazing because, cause of u I got to know such a great poem, so thank u!😊
(Wow that was long) 😅
As a sun rises
another moon falls,
failed to live up to the sun
the moon gives the sky it's all,
all of their faith
leaving their wounds open,
blood falling out
the moon can't cope it,
The moon tries to rise
as the sun fades away,
but the moon can't rise
as easy as the day,
So the moon takes the night
hiding in the shadows cold,
used as a nightlight dead and alone,
While the sun gets praised for it's beautiful light
The moon gets none for it's useful sight
Sick of the tears, energy and blood that flows,
The moon quit's it's job as the dark approaches slow,
The people panic at the disappear of the moon in the sky
If only they appreciated it's presents the moon would have took it's life,
@WOLFIA ! your poem was a poem of bliss
But please don't go you will be deeply missed,
Maybe it won't matter to you as much just wait and see
I guess we'll meet soon another body, another me.
(I literally came up with this on the spot so i'm sorry if it's bad.)
@Supreme Bakugou....
Whoaaaaaaaa......
You have nice skill....the poem was a masterpiece......I understood it all🥺🥺(poor moon....)......I hope you are in good health
And now I am gonna go a praise the moon up in the sky🌕🌕
Don't go please you are my life!!! I don't know who you are but still you are one of my family!!!! I will gonna cry!!!!
Not me crying because it’s so true-
People online caring more then anyone in my life
Crazy isn’t it 😂
"i can't even eat my dinner. mom says i'm getting thinner. am i?" jesus christ these lyrics hit me like a truck
Morgan Aru i wish the truck hit me
Sophie do t think like that pls
I have those thought too
But.....you do t have to......and I’m trying to get better....
Morgan Aru
Same
I’m just getting thicker
Same :(
Yo... This song connects with me... I feel this stuff... "Youll be fine"... Nope... All these smiles I have in public... fake... memes keep me from crying all day... This song...I like it..
same
Memes are terrible. The memories hurt.
for real though.... i cry myself to sleep at night
same
im like reading comments and i really feel like people who listen to nightcore and just overall sad music are so much nicer than "normal" people
Duppy77 AJ Gaming yeah it happens definitely when the person is trying to hide their feelings or overall thoughts on well that describes me perfectly
same because everyone relates to each other and know how it feels
we get each other
Interesting fact: studies show that listening to sad music actually creates positive emotions.
Cuz we know how it feels to hurt the way we do and we do not want anyone else to ever feel the same way 💕
I know, there was a time when my depression got so bad. I had suddenly had a mental breakdown during class. I just started crying out of no where, I had even ran out of the room, because the teacher even looked at me concerned but I didn't want to talk about it.
I ran away, but I had an old friend who went chasing after me. She conforted me, I just remember crying in her arms. I remember afterwards my teacher had told my parents about it. But they just ignored it, so once he noticed, everytime after the class he would always ask if i'm okay, how my day was. I missed that teacher so much since he retired the year after, he was one of the few that actually cared. I am grateful for him and my friend, since everyone else looked at me like I was demented that day.
*We're all just suicidal kids telling eachother suicide isn't the answer.*
Killing yourself is you letting the people who hurt you win
@@zapystraw1258 tbh idc if they win anymore.... I just wanne give up and make it stop
@@whocares2820 you need to stay strong prove them wrong that you are not hopeless or useless or anything like that you need to prove to them that you matter as a person and i know im not the one to be telling you this but i cant stand it when people are getting hurt and are giving in and letting them win they dont matter more then you and you deserve the right to be happy and the right to live a life you are happy with
Yep basically 🥺🙃
its easier to give advice than to receive it
“Follow Your Heart 💛”
*_When the heart shatters in a million pieces,Which Piece Do You Follow?_*
none, your heart doesnt shatter and yoU wouldnt be able to see the pieces because theyll be too small 😊😂
@@autumncantdraw6851chill out dude . it's a feeling . You won't know if u didn't go through it .
@@satsankalpam3713 i get the feeling, im just a mood. Sorry to sound rude while saying it.
@@autumncantdraw6851 ok
@@satsankalpam3713 😂😁
2016 :The doctor said "you'll be fine!"
2019 :.... I'm still here.. Nothing is changed
Hey
Been 2yrs eh?
Don't worry I will be here supporting you and praying for you
It's really hard I know cause I am also suffering but my omma and abuji says I am fine
I am right here
No matter where you are remember I will always be supporting you
Let's meet in paradise :)
Yes!!!! It all started in 2019 for me. 4 years and it’s still hard. I attempt suicide like 1-2x a year it’s bad. I just attempted last year in February and I had to be shocked back to life.
Greatest pain, is when there is no one that will help you out off depression because all of them says your fine...
My own mind can lie me
They all say it's anxiety but I just think it's me
Me: I feel u
Skylar Wolf i have anxiety.
P - pretending you're fine
A - Anxieties
I - insecurities
N - neglecting your needs/ the thought of having depression/ anxiety/ stoof like that
i got PAIN
@@Clinicallyinsanewhoop what the shit is this, i was so cringy ;-;
@@ori2214 you know, this applies to me
@@Clinicallyinsanewhoop it kinda still applies to me too, but uhhh i did not need to post that all over the internet ;-;
Homie, I'm just going through my cringy ass onld music Playlist and these comments are even worse than the music 😭😭
I know how to smile... But there is no reason...
[thank you so much for the likes, didn't tought to get more than ten :')]
Same
@Red the Undead Fox hwto, lmao.
@Red the Undead Fox Lol, ops? 😂
I know how to laugh for a joke but it's no point with me to laugh.
@@mirandabrown4759 😂 See a therapist, lmao.
Its been years i love this song
THESE PILLS WILL HELP SMILE
But no these song calms me down when i feel anxienty.....
MY LIFE WORKS SO SLOW
MY HEART IS WOUNDED AND FULL OF SCARS...IM A GIRL FULL OF ANXIENTY,SADNESS,FAKE FRIENDS, FAKE SMILES,DARK SECRETS,FEARS,AND TEARS....Thanks to all the music...
"You okay there? You seem out of it.."
I want to die, I've been neglected, I want to cry out my problems, all my smiles are fake!
"I'm fine, why?" She said with the doll-like smile
She's porcelain, glass, ice, anything that'll shatter
Her heart shatters like thin ice..
She's happier now
My mind: I have depression and anxiety I haven't seen my siblings in 3 years
Me when someone sees me cry: I'm fine
Little Girl: Whats on your arm?
Me: They're battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: Thats so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll
tell you what. Whenever you see someone
else with battle scars, I want you to go
give them a hug, okay? Can you promise
me?
Little Girl: Yes, I promise.
A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
Teen: Why are you hugging me?
Little girl: Because... points you have
battle scars just like my babysitter.
The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me...
Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting.
She bends down at eye level at the little girl
Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength
to keep fighting. You are forever my war
hero
Okay that's honestly beautiful.
My friend was the reason i stopped having suicidle thoughts, but now my wrist is bleeding.
I cannot say i can relate, but i can support. Depression and other mental disorders can make you feel like nothing, like a speck in the universe, but your not. No matter who you are, where you come from, who you identify as, what you enjoy, etc. someone cares for you, even if you've never met them. This world is so big and scary but if we stay together youll realise its flawed, but beautiful. Its hard to hope on to hope when youve had your heart broke more than once, but just power through, i know something that so many actually dont, that we are all equals, were all human
This is so touching the little girl 👧 forgot me
@Floreta Ticky Me too.
Depression quote ♥︎
*Smiles are like bandaids the cover up the pain, but it still hurts*
Am i the only one here who have got amazing & loving parents, caring friends and everything in life but still depressed? Because i think i don't deserve them.. And i have hurt everyone.... Why am i like this? 😞
Don't think like that you deserve all of those wonderful people in your life, and don't always blame yourself you are such an amazing person so don't tell yourself otherwise🥺
Its an amazing nightcore version..
But..
The worst thing is..
I said those words at the start before..
Even tho idk the song till now..
:c *hugs*
*hugs back*
*hugs Richy*
*hugs back*
Aw I is ok we will all have a hugging party *hugs*
nobody:
Depression: *hi how are ya*
Me :
*Not good thanks to you*
At least depression asks
"These pills will help you rember how to smile."
..nothing does..
I have one person you relate to
Ceil Phatomhive
Same
Yeah, but there is one exception.
When you overdose and smile because it all will be over soon..
Well, maybe I can. Somehow. If I can't give you a smile, I can at least give you hope. I love you.
i remember how to smile. but the thing is....i dont *feel* it.
Man, I used to listen to this all the time. Crazy how my life hasn't really changed at all since then.
Same
It's been a while.
Got a job now, getting on with life.
Thanks for sticking it out, past self, we got there eventually my guy.
This song clearly evokes depression and of course the comments would be filled with this topic.
Seeing those people replying to the depressed ones, trying to comfort them even for a bit and saying "You can always talk to me if you want to, I'll listen," kind of touched me and even made me believe in humanity again.
Eventually with people ignoring her, the story might have a sad ending and when she is gone then everyone starts to regret but it’s too late
people like them only care if when you're gone
I have anxiety and depression and a mother who's a psychiatrist. I never realised how lucky I am, having an appointment whenever I want free of charge, knowing for sure my doctor actually cares about me and having her come back from her long job just to spend the rest of her time doing the same to me and my severely autistic little brother.
Hetalia Worshipper lot of power to you
You're really tough!
You're mothers a hero! I wish a lot of happiness to your whole family, remember that you are very precious, no matter what others say 'bout ya
"and oh, I miss when we were younger."
I felt that 😔
It's such a happy speed and background music, but the lyrics..They're so meaningful and truly amazing. This makes my eyes water. Amazing job mate on the nightcore, you broke a small part in my armored heart now I'm starting to cry.
Awhh
Wow that was a amazing speech! ;)
A apple a day can keep anyone away if you throw it hard enough
What'd the grandma say to her grandson?
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RoadKill Bunny w
Ok, ya'll need to listen, i was scrolling through comments and someone said they could relate to this song then someone replied fuck off. that is NOT ok, if i see someone else say that somethings going to go down, If u say that to someone u need to go learn manners and have your parents raise you right. To y'all that support the people with depression and stuff, i respect u and thank u lots.
a_stands_for_ali #Weird you are a very good person thank you for standing up to those bullies ☺️
Thank you, you have no idea how amazing you are! Love you! Keep up your amazing work!
a_stands_for_ali #Weird, God bless.
Someone actually said that on one a song called dark enough that I commented on because I can relate to people having depression like me 😭
a_stands_for_ali #Weird So true
50% Actually are depressed.
40% Are haters/ here to make jokes.
10% Just enjoy sad songs, like me.
Enjoy sad songs like you! 😥
Nope I'm actually depressed
I am depressed and enjoying a nice sad song
*looks up there at the 50%* that's mah group!!! Also I love me some sad songs
i enjoy sad songs
Holy- this song describes my exact journey to get help for several mental and physical health issues. Throughout everything, doctors kept telling me I was fine and to take this list of meds and do all of these therapies, many of which were counterproductive, including 2 years with an abusive therapist where my parents wouldn't let me quit. When the doctors said I was okay, my parents forced it on me, told me "happiness is a choice" and to "go make friends" and to "do what the doc says if you ever want to get better," despite the fact I always knew those were absolute crap and only harming me.
When the doctors said I was fine, my parents took that word as divine and absolutist, and forced it on me. In order for them to listen and actually accommodate me, someone with a PHD had to say I wasn't fine.
As I've accumulated diagnoses people actually take seriously, I am glad things are better now in terms of society seeing me as "fine," - but a doctor has to say I'm not fine and provide 1 (or several) diagnostic labels for anyone to listen. My parents are still like that, as is anyone who looks at me. They all need proof in order to listen to me. And they still aren't truly listening to me, just anything I say that matches perfectly with a doctor's word.
I am 18 now.
My parents knew I had anxiety since I was an newborn who ALWAYS had to be in my mom's arms, and accepted that from the start. I'd guess someone with a PHD had said that when I was really little, but I don't know for certain.
For the depression diagnosis, it took a massive breakdown ending me in the ER when I was 12.
For the ADHD diagnosis, it took 2 years after it got unlivable, though there had been red flags 6 years back. I was 13 when diagnosed.
For the ASD Level 1 (Autism Spectrum Disorder) diagnosis, it took 5 years, though I have had major signs my whole life and known myself since I was 5. I was 14 when diagnosed.
For the EDS (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome - rare connective tissue disorder that causes a lot of other physical and mental health issues) diagnosis, it took 1.5 years (though it was technically 10 years, we should have suspected when I was getting injured CONSTANTLY as a young child). I was 17 when diagnosed.
So I encourage anyone reading this, who has hit a dead end with doctors and parents telling you that you are fine, when you know you aren't - GET ANOTHER OPINION. And then another one. And then another one. Keep finding different doctors until someone listens and understands and actually helps. This goes for any mental and physical disorders, especially if it is something serious like EDS which leaves you non-functional. I am glad I didn't give up, and I believe if you keep searching, you will find help. It may take months or many years, but it pays off.
Don't give up. Keep searching. You know your own mind and body better than any doctor or parent, and your experience is valid. If one doc doesn't get it and acts heartless, it is far from the end of the road for you. Keep going on. Get rid of that person, find someone else, and repeat as many times as you need to prove them all wrong. Find someone who is willing to listen and understand- and note it might be the person you least expect. For me it was actually my allergist who noticed my EDS, of all people, so you never know.
*I miss when we were younger, the days were so much funner... Weren't they?*
kenzie yez I got free food ;-;
Funner isn't a word, lmao.
HAHA
hell no.
"These pills will help you remember how to smile"
Me: I never really thought that I'd be in this situation where I'd need pills to make me smile..
i cant hug you, but i can be here for you. being depressed isnt fun. no one understands us. we dont understand us. even depressed people dont know how other depressed people feel exactly. but we do know that we can be there for each other. my instagram is @b_col90876 if you ever want to talk.
Lmao
@Hana's Random Uploads Oof, well I was just here to listen and then I found this comment funny well if you're not depressed that is... and that pfp of yours it seems cringey to me but nvm, Let's just say I saw this comment as a joke
Exactly
@Pamchimkin Wait you can get pills for that...? Damm lucky I had to learn the hard way
but now I have mastered the art of "smiling"
Will someone be proud of me? I finally felt happiness for twenty minutes before i realised who I am and where I came from, but it felt so good and i can't get it back
“And now, i can’t even eat my dinner. Mom says I’m getting thinner. Am i?”
This brought tears to my eyes as i struggle with anorexia. I’ve recently entered into a relapse and I’ve lost a total of 37lbs in 2 months.
I hope you are doing better
Just never forget how strong and beautiful you are🥺
Hey. 3 years later, how you doing homie?
roses are red vilotes are blue i am sweet so are you...the roses are gone the violets are dead because my wrist are standed red
Your is not paper dont cut it your lifes not a book dont end it Please stay strong
Stained*
Hailey Bride Sry I’m such an A hole this was depressing but the rhyme to it was nice and is was clever, I hope you get to feeling better
Mine to
I'll give everyone a hug that feels like this! Except can someone please give me a hug...
Ofcourse
*Virtual hug exchange*
Hugs
Lucy Heartfilia I woul
HUGS!!!!!!
Lucy Heartfilia *HUGS INTENSELY*
i forgot how much i love nightcore music....
My therapist tells me I'm going to be okay and that I don't have depression but....
I'm not going to be okay and I not sure if I have depression or not but my pain is probably going to grow into depression
I think depressions are hard to diagnose, because they show differently for everyone. And it is hard to look into an others mind, so people will never know how you really feel.
@@stingraytt330 yea that right
Stingray tt Yeah. And I hide my depression amazingly. I just wish I could tell someone how I feel but I don’t want to be weird or treated differently..
@@VinccentVanGogh there always will be someone who will take care of you. Be your listener and help you as hard as they can. Maybe you just didnt see them yet, they just right in front of you
Stay strong.
The song is kind of true if you don't get a good doctor he will tell you time and time again that your fine when your not fine but your parents will trust him more then they trust their kids
hmm
ThomasTheTinker my mom trusts the vets before she trusts the person who raised the cat since he was a few months old (ME) she said he can't have worms if the other cat doesnt(vets said he didnt),that he's just being stubborn when he doesn't use the litter box,etc. I know there's something wrong with him but god forbid we bring him to the vet instead of the kitten
Ciel Phantomhives Sugar Daddy
feed him yogurt!!
i did that to meh dog like it was like 1 year ago cuz he didn't move but now he is healthy just sayin' for the future if that happen's to you're new pet
Ciel Phantomhives Sugar Daddy
ohh yeah fergot to say the cat or dog is going to be vomiting alot, but that's good just keep on feedin' him or her
I mean, just because you raised the cat doesn't mean you know more about cats and cat diseases than someone who spent years studying it. Not saying you wouldn't know what abnormal behavior is, if it's acting weird you should definitely take him to the vet to get checked out, but I wouldn't necessarily say you yourself, unless you also have significant veterinary experience, would be able to tell EXACTLY what's wrong.
You're Not Scissors, Don't Cut.
You're Not Glass, Try Not To Break
You're Not A Wall, Don't Block Everyone Out
You're Not Stupid, So Don't Act It.
_But_ I Can Tell You What You Are
You're Beautiful, Don't Let Anyone Tell You Different
You're Strong, So Don't Act Weak
_You Are Yourself, And That Is All You Need To Be._
That just made my day
Julie T I've never seen a comment that actually changed something in my life... until now.... thank you so much that actually did help.... I screenshoted it as well... is it ok if I post it to instagram and/or other social medias? I have a lot of depressed followers.
of course! Anything to help them!
You made my day keep up the kindness!💙
I really needed that thanks❤
I'm so happy for people being ok after years but jealous that I am still here after 3 years
Three years for me too. Thinking of ending it soon.
friend: u okay?..
me: i am fine..
fine = sad,depressed,broken,in pain, betrayed,dead....
i am not fine but everytime someone asks meh if i am ok i always *fake smile* and say *i am ok*
Look up a picture that says I''m fine' bit when turned up side down it says something else.
Look at all these comments, listen their voices
You are not alone
Sick of trying,
Sick of crying,
Yeah I’m smiling...
But inside I’m dying
*"And Oh, I miss when we were younger,"*
*"The days were so much funner.."*
*"Weren't they?"*
A lot of the songs I have on a playlist of mine are getting deleted, please don’t ever delete this, it’s beautiful
"Mom and Dad both tell me I'm alright, cause the doctor said your fine"
my friends got depression. I've never seen her smile truely😢. she's been my classmates for three years:( poor her.
;-; awh
I'm praying for her
MikasaFan thank you
RubyChan's Nightcore thank you
u should speak to here,tell a joke spewk to her about here feelings :-) little things rrly help
“I’m so scared they’ll get up and run”
Story of my life
“What does he know cause I feel so alone”
Where did everyone go?
“They all say it’s anxiety”
It’s true
“Mom says I’m getting thinner”
More like fatter
“I’m alright”
I lost count on how many times I’ve said that
-Amy Watson
-to everyone in my life
It's ok 💙 I'm here and so are other people but you just don't know 💙 I hope after 7 months you're fine. 💙 My heart goes out to you 💙
I used to listen to this repeatedly when I was younger, I can't believe its been five years since this video came out already
And I'm back in the depression corner AGAIN
In The Life Of Paige do you mean that place we're you want to tell some one but you are to afraid that they will only make it worse so you keep it all to your self s so you start to push people out of your life and focus more time on anything that makes you feel good so people get mad at you for pushing others out witch only makes you more depressed so you start doing more stuff that makes you feel better but it is looked down on so your afraid that they will take that from you so now you really don't want to get help so you put on a fake smile and hope some will come help
that place I never got out
Sterling Aspin yeah exactly that
Same.
At least everyone here doesn't judge each other
Quote of the day:"no one knows how close I am to drowning" like if this quote is true for u it's true to me
Esmeralda Benitez I don't have depression but I hold all my feelings in and I'm so close to drowning in them.
Esmeralda Benitez here's my quote "I'm already drowning"
Here's another "I'm drowning, but you can't tell"
Esmeralda Benitez its true for me to !
“Am I drowning or is it ‘Nothing’?”
To the one reading this...I know it's hard. Maybe you're dealing with this right now, or maybe you're having flashbacks about hard times. But your past isn't your future, so don't let it blur your present. Nothing I could say can probably describe the pain you're feeling, but if you think you're depressed, then that's always gonna be there. If you keep on thinking like that, " because I'm depressed, I can't.." then you'll get used to it too much. It's not gonna get better. And I don't know it will. But if you just try to look to the brighter side, NOT trying to stay happy all the time with a smile plastered on your face, then you'll see the happier things and if you count all the good things you see, if you try to ignore it and force yourself to look at happy things, one day you'll see you didn't think about depression. Trust me. I know it's tiring. I know it feels sick to stay this way. And it's okay not to be okay. But what's now okay is to stay that way. So stay strong. I believe in you.
Thanks your the best.
WTF Thanks dude! ;D
Thanks for saying that bruh. Some people like it when people like you motivate us
Thank you for writing this, i just got over my depression..and i remember every part of it. today i felt out of it and sad. i read this and remembered how to fix that. your a good person. thank you
Im struggling with depression rught now and this is really helping. I do put a smile on but its always a fake smile.
Years have passed and i still go back to this video.
I'm 14 I have depression.
I starve myself.
I cut.
But there's one thing truly wrong with the world.
I'm a boy so I can't have these things.
I'm an attention seeker.
I have noting to be depressed about.
Because of my sex no one thinks there is anything wrong with me.
I hate people who assume things!
Sophie it did thank you
I only can sew things to feel pain and have an excuse for poking the needle threw the fabric and poking my skin with it....
🙃Get well I under stand😊
Chosen one i love you dont cut plz your skin isnt paper i starve myself too im trying to stop though
I don't get why people think males can't get deppressed.
Hi doctor ruby thanks for uploading my medicine XD
:P
Aimen hassan
one at morinimg one at night.
that will help me keep smiling.
an apple a day actually keeps anyone away,just throw it really hard at them
So true so true
I need to start carrying an Apple.
Unfortunately, I ran out of apples, so I used rocks. Pro tips: the harder the object is, the farther away people stay away from you :D
I didn’t actually of course
Don't waste the apple,just carry around a penknife
yasssssss
An apple a day...
Keeps THE DOCTORS AWAY!
If you throw it hard enough.
Edit: YO 1.2K LIKES FOR MY JOKE DAMN THANKS
lol
Angela Raymunda Dimalanta I tried that before.............it didn't end well
Ivena Villager I didn't hit him my aim sucks but my mom saw and I got grounded for 2 week but hey it was worth a shot
Mei perfect 😜
or if you give it to ryuk so he write the doctors name in his Deathnote...
Wait what? 😂
"They all say it's anxiety... But I think it's just me..." But wait... That's... What anxiety is....
-someone who suffers from General Anxiety Disorder
"having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness"
I was taught being happy is a bad thing :(
Although I cannot understand its complete meaning, I surely know that you are saying this out of experience OR heart.
One cut,
Two cuts,
Three cuts,
Four,
Come on daring, what's one more?
Five cuts,
Six cuts,
Seven cuts,
Eight,
Oh what a mess this will create...
Evelina Rous you're right but I make sure the cuts aren't on me 😏
Yeah I wish I could cut myself but I've be restricted to non sharp objects
a broken mirror,
a bleeding fist.
a silver blade against a wrist.
tears falling down to lips unkissed.
ignore her and she won't exist;
she's not the kind you'll come to miss.
Poem:
These Roses are red and violets are blue,I am sweet so are you but..Crap
The roses are gone, the violets are dead,and my wrists are stained *RED*
Poem :
A smile gracing her lips
But darkness drinking her soul in long sips
She says she's fine
But her eyes don't shine
If u cared to look
At that tiny hook
Her arms and legs were stained in red
If u cared a tiny bit she wouldn't have been DEAD
The Doctor: These pills will help u remeber how to smile.
Me: U cant use pills to fix everything
I swear every problem I have al drs just give me a pill like it’s ridiculous
We’re just teenagers trying our best to be the person our parents wants us to be even tho we don’t really want to be what they want us to be. Trying to fit in, all we can do is fake our smiles for them to believe we’re fine but really inside we’re breaking.💔
Yeah...My mom wants me to be a lady, skirts, dresses, makeup and jewelry, and then make a family with a beautiful man... But in real I would love to dress like a e-boy / e-girl and be my tomboy self;
But instead I need to put on my fake smile everyday, fake laugh...put on makeup dress girly and all of that feminism stuff.
Once I askedy my mom if I could dress like how I really want(same with my dad)she looked me like "are you joking and my dad just said it.
My grandma would have no problem with me dressing like that, and I believe that I'm a non-binary person but in Italian there are none non binary names and my family apart from my sisters would never accept me being like that l, and then they go and say "Oh dear you are just in a phase you are still not who you want to be, you don't know, we only want the best for you and seeing you smile is everything for us...
l an Apple a day
keeped the doctor away..
If you throw it hard enough.
Lailani Everett-Nelms omg 😂😂😂😂
Keeps or kept, not 'keeped'
An Oreo a day...
Keeps the thiccness to stay!
- Justin
Nico Di Angelo @ Will Solace
Lailani Everett-Nelms lol
"And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright.."
This hits me right in the feels.
The picture looks like akko from little witch academia. Also I think I broke the replay button this is a great song
Ikkkkk she does look like akko
Oh yeah!
I used to cry myself to sleep every night, nobody believed that i was hurt, i was in such a bad place. But i will always remember my big brother who always make me happy at times like that. He would come into my room and we would play video games until we were both in tears from laughing so hard. I was 12 at the time. Im now 15 and he's 18. He sadly moved out of the house and is now on his own but he still visits pretty often and we do the same thing we used to do when we were kids. Im glad he was always there.
Its so sad to me when a song tells u everything about ur life
this song gonna make me cry😢😢😢😭😭
:c
manuella heart same :)
manuella heart This, for me, is because I relate so hard.... I moved so I didn't have to face the doctors.....
When I was thirteen I made a comment saying how I was depressed, cutting, crying myself to sleep, ext. But, this comment also said how things will get better and I promised that they would. I don't break my promises. Several people replied but there was one in particular that really spoke to me. This person told me how everyone saw them as crazy and they were put in a mental hospital for a bit. They said how they wanted to die and there was no purpose for them to live. I replied to them as soon as that notification was seen. Eventually, we started messaging back and forth and I think they were slowly getting better. One day however, they said they were going to die. I pleaded with them not to. In the end, they said they were joking. Being as concerned and worried as I was, I told them to never scare me like that again. After that, they never replied.
A few weeks later, the account I was using was deleted for certain reasons. After those many months of never listening to this song, I decided to give it a quick check. I have never cried so many tears in my life.
That being said, after seeing all the comments about everyone and how they are struggling, I want to say this:
No matter how old you are, what the color of your skin is, what your reputation is, who your parents are, any of it, IT DOES NOT MATTER. What matters is that you are beautiful, amazing, aesthetically pleasing, smart, caring, kind, and HUMAN. We are all human. (God, now I'm shaking while typing this.) I love you. Even if I have never even met you, I love you. I am here for you, and I care for you. Somewhere out there, there are going to be people who break you down. What matters, is there there are going to be people who build you up. They will care for you, be your friend, tell you you are beautiful, amazing, all those things. They will love you, and they will show you that LIFE IS AMAZING! Forest, sunsets, waterfalls, grass, trees, that little sparkle in people's eyes when they talk about something they are passionate about. I could go on and on.
Long story short, (if you made it here, and thank you for that) There are people out there who are going to help you, and love you. If anyone, and I mean ANYONE wants to talk, I will be here.
I love you.
People like you deserve to be happy. I thank you for giving the time to create this comment to make other people feel better.
Even if I haven't met you, I love you too. Thank you for being such an awesome person.
I hope you're doing fine right now. (:
Thank you! And I'm doing really good now. Thanks for asking. I hope you are just as good, if not better.
I'm doing fine also. I know what I'm feeling is not depression yet but I hope it doesn't go up to that point. (:
Thanks! Have a wonderful life. ^^
thank you😭💔 i need this.... i haven’t eat more than twice a day for so long i’ve been cutting myself for even longer and im so tired of it but i can’t stop😔 whats wrong with me?!💔💔
omg that is so sad i feel so bad for you
sometimes, it's the strangers that can help you and those people close to you will break you.