「Nightcore」→ Pretending (Lyrics) by Alec Benjamin
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- Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
- This song is about pretending to be okay and feel happy, the struggles of having to pretend to everyone that you are okay, you have to be true with yourself and everyone around you! Always keep a positive mind and it helps a lot when you talk about your feelings with your family or close friends.
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They say “Follow your Heart"
But what if Your Heart is in a Million Pieces, which piece do you follow?
Then you find a heart that will fix your broken heart...*And follow your heart*
The one that will lead you down the right path
I dont known tell me if you find out. Thanks........
All of them which leave you with no piece to follow ure heart
Well, when you find out tell me
I saw this in a comment:
“Would you go right with nothing left,or left with nothing right?”
Ooh that's deep. Makes me think.
(￣ヘ￣)
hmmm... if there's nothing left or right, maybe you go straight ahead? Or Maybe go back where you came from and try another way? Hm? (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
Sorry idek what I'm saying.
Pls forgive meh. (人ꈍᴗꈍ;)
Right
Ykw thanks for not copying...
Sigh i swear people these days..
소주 일일 복용량Daily Dose of Soju go right no matter what don’t leave and ruin other people’s lives
@@Anny-co9js u're cute sorry I have to-
Does anyone else feel like they lie to others so much that they start believing their own lies?
or
that they are stuck in a dark void and each lie they tell they go down deeper and deeper loosing sight of the light? And no one knows how u r feeling and that u feel like u r drowning? I do every single day...
DepressedWolfie both inside I'm like😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪🙁🙁😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😯😯😯😯😯😯😯😯😯😯😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧outside I'm like☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺🤗🤗🤗😏😑😑😑😑😏🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐
It happens to me. I have suicidal thoughts sometimes because my friends are giving me to death
Talleila Orno don't just be your self love you for you
i feel that way sometimes , you just feel the worst, can't get out.
i do :'(
" Hey, how are you?"
4y ears old, my kindergarten bestfriends betrayed me.
6 years old, my crush laughed at me and my friends don't payed attention to me
7 years old, I got to school. I got bullied and class laughed at my name.
10 years old, new school. No one talked to me except a girl. She smiled at me and asked to be friends. 5 months later she died in cause of cancer. I started cutting and my mom became colder to me.
12 years old, all my friends left school. An other girl talked to me and we became friends. I noticed scars on her wrists. "What's that?" I said. "A cat scrached me" she said.
After 3 months she commited suicide.
13 years old, went to Germany and made friends with a kind boy. We became bestfriends. I went back to country. We were texting almost everyday. After some months, he died in a car crash.
*I'm fine*
its understandable if u re not fine...Keep fighting frnd
jst dont repeat the same mistakes..pls.
Please keep an eye on your friends
It's not your fault I hope your friends are having a good time and are in a better place :')
Thats though, but atleast you were able to rant a bit, to take out some of the emotions. I hope things get better for you and RIP everyone that was mentioned that died.
I love you♥️
Depression is like a Body that try's to survive, but a mind that try's to die
So true I feel that
True
Heh ya wanna know something commuting suicide doesn’t stop the pain it gives it to someone else no matter how lonely you feel remember there is always someone to talk to and if they don’t listen and say your alright you can always talk to me you don’t have to sub to my channel just comment about how your feeling and I will try to the best of my abilities to help you feel better ,wanted and loved 🥰
icyhot
me in one comment lol
“Telling someone with depression to just be happy and smile is like telling someone with Asthma, Just breath it’s not that hard. Or someone who is paralyzed just move! It’s easy. Or a deaf person to just listen to you.”
Edit: so I see some of you are respond with rude things. Please if your not gonna say something nice just don’t say it at all. A lot of the other people replying are going through something and you saying that rude response won’t do anything to help. Thank you all
You deserve more likes tbh. Very underrated comment, especially for one so true
Infuridance Studios thanks :)
You're right man.
And yet there are still people who say the paralyzed just WONT walk and people with asthma just REFUSE to breathe for the sake of putting on shows or getting others to do everything for them
xXWolfie EclipseXx this reminds me of a poem but I forgot the name of it
Pretending is so much easier than excepting reality...
*accepting*
I am grammar police UWU
True, but it's not something u should do
@@thatoneravenclaw417 oml gacha girl I have a friend like u omfl, you guys should be friends....
Yea
accepting*
It’s funny how strangers care more than your own friends🙂
At the same time you fear what will happen if you tell about your problems to your friends while with strangers you have nothing to lose. However many friends are totally ready to support you if you just tell them
true and relatable... One day my family made fun of me on my depression and the same day my suicidal comment reached 2K Likes
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te i am so sorry. i hope you feel well soon an get through your depression.
@@Abcedjfjdkd Nothing's good, I'm drowning and my grandma's death was a new brick to help me drown fast
I know right
BUT I‘LL BE FINE PRETENDING
THAT IM NOT SAD THAT THIS SONG
IS NOT AVAILABLE BY SPOTIFY
This song is also not available in Jiosavann
theres a loop option on PC, but if your on mobile then i dont know how to help out
If you're on mobile you can add it to a playlist and loop the playlist
Then go on musi, it’s a music app but idk if u will like u
Yeah..😂😂
me : *listening to super depressing sad songs*
twin brother : are you depressed?
me : no these songs are just really freaking good and... relatable sometimes
I said the same rhing to mg mum
i wish.. my siblings hate me..
My sister said " *why do you listen to depressing songs* " I said " *bEcAuSe I cAn* "
My family refused to so how depressed I was and still am
They are super relatable, to my depression
OOF
Its easy to pretend, especially if you've done it so, long that its a normal thing to do, and the lies you tell you start to believe them your self.....because, I do. Whats wrong with one little lie or two thousand.....Pretending to be happy your entire life, it gets easy.
ik i do this everyday and its just a normal hing to do. it like a hobby now.
Jade Woods that’s true I’ve gotten used to pretending to the point where I lie to myself and everyone around me about me being “ok” it’s not the truth…
I’m smiling
Doesn’t mean I’m happy
We are a perfect family in the pictures
It’s not what it seems…
I say I’m fine
But I’m really not
I was focused to lie I don't have a other choice just to pretend
I know how it feels like I am still pretending that im fine but I’m so broken without xxxtentacion
This is a scary generation. The people that aren't depressed say that they are, and those people ruined it for the ones that actually are depressed. Depressed people are usually alone in this world because no one believes them. When I attempted suicide on a school bus I was just laughed at because "I only stabbed myself for attention" Only until the very end of the bus ride one of my friends heard about what I did and tried to talk to me. I felt like even more shit, and was laughed at even more because people thought I was crying from the stupid thing I did. No, I was crying because this was going through my mind: " I want to die I want to die I want to die... " My parents just thought it was a 'phase' I was going through, since I had no reason to feel like this, I just do. But what makes me angry now is the people that are complete fakes and try to act depressed, and get attention for it. I don't like how I turned out because of this and receiving no help. I lie about every single little thing for no reason, I push away people that show a sliver of care, I'm not even in touch with my emotions. I'd be crying one minute and laughing like a psychopath the next. I stopped feeling empathy for anything around me, and have sudden urges to kill whatever's in front of me. I'm on the borderline for whether I want to die or not. All this hate that I've collected for myself, I take it out on the nearest person. The best part: people think I'm happy just because I'm a straight A student. You don't know who's suffering, or what someone's been through. And you don't know whether they're being fake or real since everyone deals with their problems differently. For example, my method is crying in the shower every night, while someone in my life that has been diagnosed with depression posts stuff like, "I wanna die" on their profile. Thanks for coming to my ted talk and listening to this whole rant 😂😂
AYYYYY, I feel ya on the annoyance with fake depressed people. I don't think they realize the difference between the mood, and the mental illness. I have a friend who is depressed and takes anti-depressants, apparently they help cause he is a hoot ill tell ya. I don't know what to tell you about your problems, except whether you believe or not, GOD HAS GOT U FAM.
Be my friend please
@@anniexx138 hi
Ify bro sometimes id get angry at my “friends” cause they keep posting that they’re depressed or showing pictures of them holding a knife or cutting themselves and id get really mad but i cant do anything ill just try and advice them on what ever theyre going through even if its fake atleast id help but im jealous if its real cause they can just share their emotions like that and im just here stuck with my own mind making imaginary best friend to talk to about this sht that goes through my head
I think about sad thoughts luke my grandpa's death.. And if someone ask if im ok I just say im fine but I don't thank im depressed or am I who knows XD
"Hey, Are you alright? You seem off today. Everything fine?"
"N- Yes! Everything's peachy! Just a little tired is all!"
She'd smile as her eyes watered
"Excuse me for a moment, I Need to got to the bathroom!"
She'd speed walk to the bathroom quickly hiding in a stall as she cried. She went out a couple minutes later.
"Sorry, I got a call from someone!"
What's wrong with pretending! It only breaks you slowly! Right?...
Yes, and I'm on the verge of Breaking...
Kat Cat
I can’t cry anymore..but I guess it’s better. I’m not a weakling anymore I’m stronger haha...I pretend everyday..
Yup that’s true
Pretending is easier
...my dad always said crying made you weaker...so i..dont cry...so to hide the pain i..cut.. soon everyone will leave me..so I Pretend to be fine and just help my mother even tho if she says if I'm ok..I want to say no..but I say yes mom..I'm fine..
(2010:
???: "Im depressed."
???: "Oh! Are you ok?!")
(2019:
???: "Im depressed."
???: "Same...")
Yeh same (・-・;)
Same
imma bit depressed :u
2010 was the better year..
the sad truth of the wold
i found this by accident
best accident ever!!
Lol 😂😂😂 I found this by accident too lol but I love this song now
Same here. Also, congratulations on finding it!
Just like you
My mom giving birth to me
Lol
When she was 7, she wanted to be an astronaut
When she was 8, she wanted to be a pop star
When she was 9, she wanted to be a doctor
When she was 10, she wanted to be a teacher
When she was 11, she wanted to be happy
When she was 12, she wanted to be dead
And by the time she was 16, she was.
Beautiful poem 🙌❤
@@seashell_lotus thank you
I hope your still here it would be sad if you left and the poem ended without a happy ending
@Jessica T
When she would have been 17, the people that loved her decided to learn more about her struggles.
When she would have been 18, they got the school to improve mental illness help, and raise awareness in parents.
When she would have been 19, they raised a memorial for her, encouraging people to use that help.
When she would have been 31, other schools and families started to listen too.
@@weeveferrelaine6973 I’m glad someone could give this a somewhat happy ending!
Guys, we're died inside, but we still living.
We're strong
We're good
We're... we are a family.
So, if you need a family, just join to us.
I just need some people who i can really call my friend..
I am with everyone
I dont have a family
My sibling died in a crash parents age I'm the last one only 19 barely afford food and have depression anorexic f in comments to respect my stick in the ground all I could afford for my grave haha.....ha
@@cinderwerecatturnsintoacat5662 oh my god is that true
I pretend all the time just to make people happier
Me to I pretend my heart brack ever time I flack smile I cry when I get back home
And I don't tell my parents 😢😥 I am afraid they Might Figure out 😥😥:(
Same I used to be depressed but I tried to hide it so no one knew (I guess it worked cus I’m still alive and no one knows that I was depressed )
Jasmine Waterhouse same
Same
You just have to smile even though deep down......
You want to die
my parents force me to smile, or else they get angry at me lmao
@Cutelittlefox nope, I enjoy smiling lol!
Last time I smile and I have bad luck for 10 days...when I smile I have bad luck....but I'm good :'3
not gonna question, just gonna accept. ok
It's just hat we would do so others don't feel our pain
Heart: offline
Anxiety: online
Mind: offline
Love: no Signal found
Depression: online
i sent this to my friends and they said "if my mind was offline then i should die" "your so dumb today" i said "calling me dumb is never going to help me stay positive so will you quit it" after i said that they removed me from the gc i cried bc we were friends for 4 years now my mom walked in i hid my tears and just smiled i wanna give up on life the only thing that makes me wanna live is my dog if she ever dies ill be next..
Quaintly a stupid comment that try’s to sound depressed but doesn’t really try to actually be had it been made better I could say it’s good
@@cauliflour5491 even more cringy since it’s a gacha person as you can see in there pfp
GACHA PFP, A NAME LIKE xXblossom tea
@@markandrew525 *pat pat* I hope u feel better now.
My mom relates to this song. My mom and step dad fight constantly. I hear them fight, she sleeps on the couch, and the next day she is "happy" with him. He drinks constantly. He hates us and she's broken. I sang this to her and she cried so much.
Aww ~x~
Honesty Hurts Hunny my best wishes to her
Aww my best wishes to your mom and you :)
I know it isn’t my business, but how’s the marriage now? Has it healed yet? Have they divorced? Still at the same level? My prayers will go out to you two. May God bless your souls and keep you safe. Stay strong for your mother.
Well maybe you singing that to her made her happy. I can only pray that everything is ok.
Bestfriend: "are you OK?"
Me: "yeah just tired....."
Tired of smiling, tired of crying myself to sleep, tired of pretending I'm fine when I'm actually crying inside and my heart in pieces...
Tired of smiling
Tired of trying
Yes, I'm smiling
But inside
I'm commiting tax fraud
At least you have a friend 😭😢😔
This hit deep for me💔
I'll be your friend if you like ^-^
@@ellenkiw1617 I would actually like that...😁
To My Bully, 'My Heart Isn't Paper, So don't Tear it apart.
My Feelings aren't toys, so Don't Play with them.
My Body isn't a Punching bag.
So don't Beat it.
😔😢
It's just Ironic..I told my Depressed friend To smile and be Happy. she did. And it isn't fake.
Why..Can't..
Why can't *I tell Myself to be Happy and Smile?*
hey were all here for each other okey ?
come and i'll give a warm hug💕💕💕
We have to stick together! We all are here for you!
Where all friends Here!!! But this song makes me sad,and it makes me remember my old baby kitten Muttie he got hot by a car and he was not even a year old yet, But I got a new kitten and her name is Chicken Nugget :3 D:
This is literally what I did
I remember listening to this song when I was a kid, I was about to give up so I listened to it on repeat. This song still comforts me.
Me: MOM! Come I broke something!
Mom: What is it?
Me: The replay button =3
Mom: -_-"
I love it
0:00 there we go...
lol
XD
I like it
Here's an original poem (not rhyming)
Dont change for someone else
Everyone sucks
Please help
Realise that you are worth nothing
Every second of my life I wonder why I'm still living
Save me
Say I love you and I'll say it back
I need someone by my side
Only when I am in a crowd I feel alone
Never been loved before Never will be
Depression...
Tbvh that poem doesn't connect at most points and seems like words put onto a screen.
It needs to flow
You feel me?
Gacha Berry Presents same here
I can relate so much😭
Ok cool
Has anyone noticed when you can't feel anything anymore, when you don't have true emotions, when you don't care anymore. You just feel bored, tired, empty and pointless.
:what's wrong?
me:Nothing
N-umbness and pain
O-thers judging me
T-hinking about death
H-ate
I-gnorance
N-othing inside
G-reat, just great...
True bro
Relatable, just know that there will always be at least one person who cares for you in the world. I'm a quiet kid and I feel this way all the time, but knowing I am loved by at least someone in the world is very helpful. If you need to talk to someone, I will listen and try to help. I know its hard to open up to strangers, but it anyone needs help or someone to talk to, I'll be willing to assist and try to make it better. I may be young, but I can help. Just know your not alone!
True
14
Dude nothing is NOTHING.
“She can’t feel the pain”
Then why can’t I?
I feel hurt and lonely every day…
Are you okay? Do you wanna talk about it?
Yea...im the same..
I can’t fix the hurt but I can try to fix the lonely by telling everyone ik (a lot of people) to remind me to say hello to you every day
If you need someone to Talk im Here and there are More people WHO want to Help you even If you think noone Cares
well not anymore naze watashi na kitan (i won't leave u until u get better)
Who can actually relate to this, other than me
Me
Me
Ost of the people in the comments
me..
me
“The one that laughs the most, usually shed the most tears”
I cant even cry anymore xD
Pretending... Sounds familiar.
Pretending you're depressed
Pretending you have anxiety
but the only thing you are pretending is your happiness
love the quote xD
everyone says I pretend. They say "Shut up, we all know you're pretending to be depressed." And start laughing. I start crying. "STOP CRYING, WE KNOW YOUR SECRET. YOU'RE PRETENDING TO BE SAD." And one hits me. The only thing I pretend is that its alright. It isn't.
Creative Cosplay T_T I'm sorry people are like that. Good luck.
True
sk8 girl That is very true I have both depression and anxiety also another form of anxiety which is Social anxiety disorder or S.A.D I think I’ve heard people telling me that I’ll get over it or to get over myself is unbelievable considering that I have many things to prove I really have all of them and it makes me sad my own family has told me it’s just part of being a teenager but it’s not because I’m been like this for years and I’m only 11 not even a teen yet. I’m starting to think that I’m doing better pretending to be okay than to actually show how I feel. It makes me sad to think I have to pretend to be though of as normal by my family if I show that I’m depressed they think I’m sick with an illness and I tell them no they make up every excuse in the book then say I must be sick and not know it. Your comment hit me hard, thank you for bringing this up by the way sorry it’s long I tend to let everything I’m thinking off my chest when a comment hits me like this.
Me- *sitting quiet*
Friend- you ok is anything wrong you can tell me you know
Me-*fake smile*yeah dont worry about me worry about yourself
That's my life
Mine doesn't even care about me
He just talks about himself all day long
Ok
@Tyler Kolaske bro i can only say that u should find a good and time consuming hobby to fillup your free time i was also depressed . My classmates didn't even know when im sitting with them even teachers sometimes asked that am i new in school that was the type of guy i was but in 2years i changed myself for me and not for anybody else . I have two real friends now . They are not fake , i changed my life became fit from skinny and started laughing qhile sitting with family instead of crying alone in bedroom.
At least your friend care! Not all friends are like that! Mines are just all fake!! But don't ever give up! Right?!
Hail OC heh what a coincidence mine too
Love it.When I hear the lyrics that hurt. why the hell this song is not famous.
Sunil Ghosh ikr
Seriously..... I was thinking d same
@@marysung9059 ...wht?!
it is
Sunil Ghosh Or on Spotify either
Does no one actually get what this song is about? It isn't about depression, even if it is sad, from what it sounds like, it's about someone watching a close friend trying to hold on to a love which isn't there anymore, they want to make them realize that it's time to move on and stop pretending everything's alright, but they can't find a way to make the realize it.
BTW... Anyone know who this character is, if she's from an anime?
@@titanama0574 I think she is just an oc/drawing
Suicide stand for.....
*S* cared of life,I can't carry on....
*U* seless for everyone,they all want me gone...
*I* mpossile to love,too impossible to care
*C* onfused in this broken land,for me there's no one there
*I* nvisible to everyone,they think I'm a bore
*D* amaged at heart which they gladly tore
*E* motional I can't possibly live anymore....
*I AM SUICIDAL*
Same...
❤️❤️no one deserves to feel these ways someday we’ll get out of this I guess it’ll take time like everyone says
*I only listen to suicidal songs and depressing songs to relate and I want to commit suicide I'm just to weak to.*
this is too accurate and I hate it... I hate that it is so true
DONT BE SUICIDAL BC SUICIDE IS NOT GOOD FOR UR HEALTH
AGH I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO THIS BEAUTIFUL CREATION
Little girl: hey, what's that on your wrist?
Me: Battle scars..
Little girl: cool, you were in a war?
Me: ya.. A really hard one..called.. heh, never mind...
Little girl: cool I want some!
Me: no, please don't get ANY..just promise me, if you ever see someone with battle scars, hug them and tell them they're beautiful..
Little girl: I promise...
this is so meaning Full
Copied
You forgot the second half of the story
@@kaithebabywitch2627 yep
@@harmoniegray2806 yea...
I don't know why I can't stop crying.
My tears keeps falling , i dont know how i feel after these song but i feel something that i cannot describe.
Its not just sadness
The most common lies I tell are I'm fine,I'm not hungry,I already ate,and nothing's wrong
And im happy with my life
I hope you're okay x :(
INTROVERT DUH
I hope youre recovering
Can relate to that
heh...same with me, sadly...
2019？？
And this song was just like me.
When I was sad,cry I never let others know.
Every day I just think:Maybe I just go to die if I die I can not get hurt.......
But I didn’t do it.
Same
No, 2020
2020 uwu
came into 2020 the same way as I was for most of December.
2020
in the reality I have a friend after a few second there gone
so i always smiling with no reason
just like this song I'm always pretending
I also think I am... even thougth I don't want to admit it.
I know what you mean
I can relate most of my friends left me as quick as they came
Nero Sanchez me too btw my name is genesis sanchez
Why is it that when someone is actually depressed no one believes them, but when someone is Fake depressed everyone believes them...
Yeah-
My brother is just the same .... When my parents will understand my broken heart....
It's because this world is full of fake people with no humanity
Exactly why can't anyone see that it hurts
It's just because actually depressed people don't tell it to anyone but they try to be strong for others. And let the emotions flow when they are completely alone. They mask their emotions so good no-one can see through that other than depressed people
Isn't it right? What's the proof you have that someone commented here is depressed or not but we still believe in them, give them support they need
I hate this sad reality
Here's the difference
Sad: you feel sad for a while but it ends up going away and you know exactly what you're sad about
Depressed: you are carrying this with you all the time and you feel empty inside, you have no clue why your sad at all
These are the differences bet the two feelings. I do hope that you guys are ok and I'm here for now.
puppylovergirl1145 girl is it depression when you are sad when you are lonely and not with people? And when you are you want to leave
so I'm depressed.....?
Depression goes deeper than that... no hate tho
Depression is being underestimated nowdays. It is not as simple as that. No hate though.
Yea, I didn’t know I had depression when I was 9 or 10 and I didn’t know why I was always sad, I learnt by the end of last year when I was only 11
my friend had her headphones in and was dancing like it was the fastest coolest rap song and I asked what she was listening to and she gave me the name but wouldn't let me hear it and now I'm here and I am *extremely* concerned for my friend's mental health but yea.
btw this song is a bop
Zoe Dignan lol
It's not normal to do that? oh.
I bet I am your friend then cause well ..yea
But I’d be fine pretending, everything’s alright...
Even as its ending,
Keep it inside...
All the pain of my heart breaking...
Get some help and talk it out don't keep it in side rise and tell people how you feel
@@itsthemickeymouseclubhouse2046 really? How cold can you be.Some people don't need to hear such buring words ..and maybe you should just live your life no one can say other wise" go die" are you your self feeling ok? Do you need some one to talk too ?
@@itsthemickeymouseclubhouse2046 omg you're being a jerk
@@itsthemickeymouseclubhouse2046 what if they took your advice?! I pretend too! Don't think of this topic that way! You can actually kill someone then other people will feel pain and kill themselves! That will just keep happening until all humanity is gone! So,maybe think before you say or type!
@@itsthemickeymouseclubhouse2046 actually you are a dork...
This song hit real close to home, I've been used by people as a therapist, its like, they open up with all their problems and i offer help and support, yet the moment i open up about my problems, i'm seen as just wanting attention. It forces me to put on a fake smile and burying my emotions, to the point where i'm numb. it's gotten so bad to the point where i've found it natural to keep them in, even when they ask if i want to talk about them... It feels weird smiling now, cause i know its fake, yet i have to continue so they think i'm fine.
This isn't a call for help, it was just a vent.
This part "It feels weird smiling now, cause i know its fake" is pretty relatable for me but only when I smile to someone , if I smile in a mirror to myself I just enjoy looking at myself trying different face expressions afterwards.
Honestly, I can relate to this because my friends have known me as nice and caring so they use me for advise on everything even if I'm not in the mood, they have done this since I first became friends with them and it's not like I can tell anyone because they just say that "I'm faking" or "I don't actually feel that way and I'm just trying to be like everyone else", and it annoys me because they only assume.
People say “oh it’s easy to get out of depression just be happy” when they don’t know what happens in the world...the world is cruel guys remember to keep going threw the hard times...don’t pretend to be happy when your not that’s not helping the depression...ik it’s hard to smile in depression and even I f you do yourself makes it seem like the smile was fake...
Sometimes the only way to get others to be happier is to put a fake smile I am not saying it’s healthy it’s just what I have been doing
Yh I hate it when my sisters say why u depressed when u go on holidays every year and have a family that cares about u like that doesn’t mean I’ll be happy I’m just sad of what goes on In school and how alone I feel and how much I wanna die and it’s about school work to
But..if I don't smile my mom be scolding me for not smiling and I'll be more sad and depressed I think almost every kids can relate(my life is so massed up I can't even be sad )
God had a pencil ✏️
Nightcore had markers
God drew the world
Nightcore made it brighter for all of us
Edit: likes own comment
Markers? *M A R K E R S?*
It’s highlighter. Markers would just make it darker lol. Nice tho
-Color Pencils-
Jenna Nguyen and if you don’t believe in god ?.
@@mgirlxox2332 THAN BUDDHA
"All their love is pending, so what is she defending?"
Man, that hit me hard.
If someone hurt me beyond repair to the point where I lay in bed all day and sleep and cry...
Then why am I still defending him?
Violet Ink ikr
Your pride. At least that was me. ( I pretended and protected my abuser for years until it got too bad and impossible to pretend )
the hope that somehow it's all some bad dream and soon she'll wake up to her fairy tale ending
Little Princess
I hope so too. I really do...
Cause abusive relationships are hard. You hope one day they’ll change, and part of you believes they will, or at least wants to. Honestly he could have hurt me 194828384 times and I still would’ve defended his ass 🤷🏼♀️
I like to visit old nightcore songs that I used to listen to when I was depressed and almost suicidal. Coming back about two years since recovering reminds me of the days I used to hate myself, and makes me feel even more motivated to stay happy today.
"behind my smiles is a million tears you'll never see"
Same
I feel alone I'm "FINE" is what I tell every one some if my friends found out I self harm they wanted me to stop I don't want to stop so I just wear long sleeves and tell them I'm "FINE" even know um dieing in side.
Ya.
True
I’m not crying
You are....
Tae’s Little Alien how did you know???
Tae’s Little Alien you are a mind reader :0
Jk but how'd you know that? cx
Edgy Illusion this song represents my life and this song is so emotional that I know people would cry at this ♥️
Tae’s Little Alien I mean it knows how to get into people's heart, especially if they relate to this song a lot. 🖤
I am crying 😭
I heard it over thousand time.It makes me cry.Love from Bangladesh. 💜
@@samiicc_ born there too** ??
Hey. I'm from Bangladesh too.
Gang
I m from India
I'm from Poland, hi world :D
For anyone reading this
I wish you the best your life holds and i hope everything will be alright
I hope all of you realize
You matter just as much as anyone else
So to anyone feeling sad
I am here for you and hope everything improves 💓
"let go now, cause he's leaving"
wow, hit me. if that doesn't describe more than my life then i'm just wiered, but I swear that should be the quote of the year.
This is literally my life rn
I just noticed that alot of alec's songs are talking about a "girl" from his point of view
Most of this kind of songs
That’s the beauty of his songs, I guess.
Not all but yeah alot of them
Alot of his songs are actually about his mother, and how hard her life is, cause thats how he grew up, his dad was a deadbeat and so was his stepdad, yet his mom continued the realatshinsip , despite the abuse.
@@moth6873 damn... can I give Alec a hug? He deserves it 😔💔😢
I've listened to this song for years.
I love this song.
I never thought much about it.
And then one day.. Just today..
I figured out the feelings I have..
In a single song..
I have feeling for this song to people don’t get this song until they have feelings for it like us
???: are you ok..?
Me: oh.. -im sick of tears, pain, the abuse, the lies, the wasted time, the bullying, anxiety, depression, empty words, broken hearts, the wasted love, the judgement, the constant reminder that im not enugh-
i'm fine..
I know how it feels.
The same things always happen to me.
Sometimes at home, the other times at school
*awkward head pat from person who relates*
🎵Hey, how you doing ? Well I'm doing just fine, I lied, I'm dying inside🎵
same here
..The only thing that I can say to you is that everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
@Kaylee Jasper asking the true questions i see
*Watches one sad song*
RUclips recommendations: Oh, you’re sad now? *wElL hERe iS 1 mIlLiOn oF sAd sOnGs”
Me: BISH WHAT-
I ain’t depressed but I like sad music
bruh i listen to depressing music all the time... all that shows up on my recommendations is Alec Benjamin songs. (AnD Im FiNe WiTh ThAt!)
Omg same mao
@@xxshapeshiftersxx6291 yep same
Love it~ I feel like this song for meant for me. I hide my feeling so no one knows but only True Friends can see threw your eyes...
Wish I had True friends :/
xxXWolf Nightcore - Same!
xxXWolf Nightcore Same!
xxXWolf Nightcore same... i miss mine because i became a shut-in and i isolated myself in desolate darkness everyday... everyday... *sigh*
Same my friends can barley tell if my smile is fake or not
Rachel Fish same and my friends can’t tell my emotions either
Like one of my friends sad that she can’t tell f I am sarcastic or joking an another time another friend said he can’t tell if I am depressed or happy
Friends: "How are you?"
5 year old me: "I'm so awesome! Me and mommy got ice-cream!"
6 year old me: "Fine.. i guess"
7 year old me: "Meh, i could be better, my life is going downhill a bit though"
8 year old me: "I don't know anymore.."
9 year old me: "I'm not good..." (Them: *walks away*
10 year old me: "...... why do you care?!"
11 year old me: "Let me find the word fine in my dictionary and ill define how much i'm am *not* fine"
12 year old me: " Fine"
☺Keep smiling and they will never know! :D ☺😊😁😄😃😀✨
@MAKENNA REGAN 🌹🍀° Sorry 😩°🌹🍀
@MAKENNA REGAN Who doesn't fake a smile? If you don't then you have never been in customer service. Besides, most of those who do actually smile are hiding things.
@MAKENNA REGAN At no point in my statement did I include everyone. I only said most hide something behind a smile. Also, I never indicated which part of the population. I was merely telling a truth in that most use a smile to hide things, especially those with true suicidal depression and anxiety.
And besides, I never said anything about happiness.
This describes my inner thoughts.
Same im gay nd I like this girl but this girl dumped her for a guy.....
sme here sadness angre hurt.
I can relate to this song because I bottle up all my emotions pretending I’m fine and I come across emotionless but really I’m not it’s just I have really really bad trust issues 😔
Same
Kahlan Kelly yeah it gets really annoying
I hope you will be ok I'm like that too but you have to talk to someone and if you'd like I can be that person we all have to help each other when we need help
N. Thanks
@@s.l.sewell1343 no problem
*Silence*
Girl: will you ever leave me
Boy: Of course not!
Girl: Will you kiss me?
Boy: Every time I get the chance
Girl: Will you ever abuse me?
Boy: No, never
Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: yes
Now read it backwards.. :/
Chloe Nicole
Oof that’s harsh but most of the time it’s true 😔
Wtf is this so fucking cruel Chloe who the fuck makes stuff like this
I thought this was so cute and then I read it backwards and I was sad
Hell yeah I got the hilighted reply thank you but still fuck your comment cruel as fuck
betrated... cause i kow how to spkell... ; p
*Me:*Making my family happy while faking a smile**
*Them: She is so happy and lively! Thats what we love about you..*
Little do I want to shout that I wanna die...But I cant and dont want too
Me killing myself with fake smile to make everyone around me happy. Then they she is always so happy.
Parents : your family is in poor condition and still you don't care about your family such a pervert.
Me: keeps smiling fake
Now in the end of sucide
i dont know if u will see this but if u need to talk please email me
..The only thing that I can say to you is that everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
I love it ~♥~ Alec Benjamin voice is best for nightcore :3
Great job!!
Im I the only one who thinks his voice is um...attractive...heh..the nightcore version anyway
Pheonix Fire Add me as a contact on RUclips. youtu.be/addme/3aTrU-lmftYVKjxW_TUlWf0EobZAeA
OK I did
Kirito-kun
Kirito hold up this is alec Benjamin??? I only heard paper crown
[Verse 1]
In this masquerade, she can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart, with a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask, to hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
[Chorus]
But she'd be fine pretending
Things were alright, even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
[Verse 2]
Step into the light, to look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed, she tries to stay composed
But every little fight and every little lie is impossible to hide
[Bridge]
He knows that there're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes, all her words are empty when she denies
Chorus]
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10 (she'd be fine)
I hate to watch her hurt, I know it isn't right
But she can find the courage to leave it all behind
I wish I had I the words to help her realize
That there is just no way to bring this back to life
[Bridge]
He knows that, they're drowning
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending, so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All the words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending all their love is pending so what is
She defending
But she'd be fine prete (eh) x10
She'd be fine
Wow thanks ❤
Sofia Mekhalfia lol
The lyrics are on the screen....
Why would you put lyrics in the comment section of...a lyrics video
It's easier to read along with them in the comment section rather than the video sometimes
I had a friend who said he liked me, so I wanted him to be happy, and pretended I loved him, but I didn't feel anything. In any relationship. Am I human? I am thinking I am not. People say we are cute together, but what he loves is the fake me.
Habagiba Rosso - yeah...it hurts having to tell ur friend that u don’t like them when they like u so much...but it’s better to be truthful than live in a lie that can hurt u and him in the end...
Smol Shu I’m actually dating him now, and we are like.... too close for anything to break us apart
Just keep pretending . Soon you would develop some feelings for him I think .
I can relate
what is ur horoscope if u are an aquarius that is normal we dont feel how we are supposed to
This song felt like the ending of everything when I first heard it. It was light. The kind that illuminates true feelings, not the kind that makes things brighter. This song saw me at the beginning of a horrible spiral that almost killed me.
Now, Alec's rewritten it and retitled it "It's over when it's over," and I survived the spiral.
Please try again. Try one more time.
It might lead you to a rewrite you never thought you'd get either.
"She'd be fine Pretending..."
I identify with that phrase...
I recognized Alec's voice immediately, even nightcored lol
Shy EditsHD Same! Alec's voice can easily be deciphered, his voice is amazing! :3
Same I can recognize FOB and Melanie Martinez Nightcored
Nothing. I can recognize those and P!ATD immediately
Shy EditsHD Same:'))🤧💕❇
Shy EditsHD same
Lyrics:
In this masquerade
She can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart
With a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask
To hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that
They're drowning
She hopes that
There's still something legt
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending
Things werde alright
Even while it's ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete
Eh eh eh eh eh eh
Step into the light
To look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed
She tries to stay composed
But every little fight
And every little lie
Is impossible to hide
He knows that
They're drowning
She hopes that
There's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while it's ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete
Eh eh eh eh eh eh
I hate to watch her hurt
I know it isn't right
But she can't find the courage
To leave it all behind
I wish I had the words
To help her realize
That there is just no way
To bring this back to life
He knows that
They're drowning
But she'd be fine pretending things were alright
Even while it's ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending
So what is she defending?
But she'd be fine prete
Eh eh eh eh eh eh
She'd be fine
Thanks for lyrics ☺️
Thanks my dude.
*When you realize someone is putting the lyrics in the comments but the lyrics is in the vid...*
NO HATE, Btw thanks :D
Bro..... It's basically a lyric vid but thx for the time and effort
@@pudauncle1712 Copy and paste : *ExIsTs*
If there is a song you like, most probably you'll sing along and vibe with it
But for this song it's really worth it to just keep a resting face and listen to its lyrics quitely 💙💙💙
Man...Why Alec gotta be underrated ;^;
2019 anyone?
Edit: 2020 anyone XD?
Nope not me I'm from the future 4010 no 2019 or 2020 😅😅
1 like for you
@@rebeccalalhmingi3797 XD
Me
Hello?
yep
This is relating to me right now. My boyfriend broke up with me a day before Thanksgiving and I cried for more than 2 hours. I normally don't cry over a guy but I trust him and it takes a lot for me to trust someone. He texted 10 minutes later telling me he never really liked me and he was just using me for a experiment. But I knew there was something off about 2 weeks before. The day started normally and we got to free time and he started ignoring me (he never ignores me) then when he went to go play dodgeball with his friends my friends got up and told him he made me sad (he looked over at me) and told my friends that he didn't care. When we went to the class before our last my friend told him he made me feel like shit and he's like why should I care. Id be fine pretending things were alright if he stayed. I knew he was using me😭😭😭😭😭😥😥😥😥😥
The after the heartbreak song is the song for you to listen.
Omg.. I'm so sorry!! My crush is my childhood best friend and he knows that I love him but he has ignoring me for over 6 months....
Let's kill these boys together!
😂💗
My bf broke up with me for no reason,lhe didnt like me either cause i could tell, ur not alone
omg i hate fake ppl tho
Boys are jerks trust me my boyfriend cheated on me. 2 with 3 different women which would be 6 times but still I forgave him once but the second time i wasn't so nice. Forget boys they are a pain in the ass😑 I always knew he was cheating but pretended that I didn't cause I loved him.
Who else likes Alec Benjamin?
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I do
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I do
Meeeee
This is the type of melody I like in songs.
I've been pretending all my life. It's apart of me now😔
Mikasa Ackerman same girl... I really hope someone can se the real us one day 😔
same
Same...
Yall need to STOP pretending, be your unperfect,weird self haters are just jealous their being controlled by the environment, not their hearts
Same, I'm just hoping for someone to ask "Are you ok?" Even though people ask all the time and I say "I'm ok" then I go home and have a mental breakdown and hate myself. Then the cycle repeats until I can someday say the truth. I'm not ok
New SVs is coming soon! So stay tuned 🖤
UnReality yay
UnReality ❤
UnReality I can relate to this song. Thats kinda depressing.
Brianna Fletcher i almost cried when i listen to it today but I never cried the other times because this time I actually listened to every single word and I actually understand and then it reminded me of something in the past and then I just feel bad right now because of it
UnReality i
2020?...anybody?
I
I
I
V
No
hi
maybe 1000 years later this comment will be a memory
Me...Eye’m here.. 👁
2020 yayyyyyyyy...
i used to listen to this in 2021/2022 when i was depressed and going through a really hard time coping with the world around me, now it's 2024 and i can say for sure that it does get better
everyone's so depressed in the comments, i'm worried about y'all..
everyone matters
and everyone's amazing in their own way, so please don't hurt yourselves in any way. there are people who cares about you.
Actually i have no one who cares for me the person who loved me my boyfriend died in a car accident in front of me.
And my mom, dad and brother always hated me.whenever its raining or cold outside they will make me sleep outside.but i would go to my boyfriends house and tell him everything.but now that he's not here i have no one to share my life about. no one to care for me.whenever i tell my friends about this they think im joking.i just wish someone would believe me for once
EPIC MIX I believe you. Why would anyone lie about their backstory. My condolences.
Send help, cause we need it.
@@nezukokamado1838 🥲🥲🥲 you know what i do i put on a fake smile
This literally my life, I don't know what I'm defending or doing
I'm just lost, I can't stay focused or anything
Awesome Oh yeah same
Good to here
I thought I was alone
😅
But this song is about a girl wishing a relationship would last when the guy is losing feelings
Doesn't everybody pretend? :P
-My statement before even thinking about it:-
*Pretending is fun~*
lol
Friend: you really love listening that kind of songs? R u depress ?
Me that feels alone but can even say because im afraid that they will look at me like im lost: no. I just like sad songs...
..The only thing that I can say to you is that everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.
¨.....No, I´m not. Sad songs just have a chill vibe¨
¨Wha? But they´re so sad?¨
¨Exactly.¨
I'm not MARSHMELLOW but I want you to be HAPPIER~
Stop pretending to care for others, Gacha idiot...*heh*
@@yenzuma unlike your edge lord self, there are people online who care~
•Zu• right....
The only one who cares is depression
It would be nice to die
Same to you
This song reminds me of some stuff. So I'm depressed and such, I also get embarrassed really easily and today in Media/Technology and after the class played kahoot we were told to go on Abcya, so I went on this Random Name Picker and I decided to do class ships. starting with who had the crush, and then on who. For example (I'm using real names) KinnadyxLandon and so on and so I was sitting right beside Kinnady and she decided to tell Landon. I erased that and then a little while after she erased what I was typing to retype what I did and while she was trying to take it from me I...I just screamed *NO* in a high pitched voice, I'm really embarrassed by this.... I'm fine pretending everything is alright. [EDIT] Hey... Today in specials... This song became more relatable, I wasn't participating in the physical activities (I mean, Who wants to?) So on the second time rotating I had to sit out cus' I didn't participate too much. BUT I WAS STILL DOING IT. So When we left the specials teacher talked to my teacher and I was told my mom was gonna be called but I'm not sure if she was...? But I had to sit out because I wouldn't tell the specials teacher why I didn't participate. I've been thinking about what I should've said instead of just standing there starting to cry. I should've said, "It's personal reasons I don't tell people" for example my depression and I might even have anxiety too. I have a 'great' life. I should tell someone.... for example, my mom. If I told her, I might be able to take a real test to see. But, I doubt it. Well, GalacticCatz is off to cry and play games. Bye.... :)
I thought I was the only one pretending everything was fine.
*Purple__ destiny* no you aren’t
lilGothGirl😂🖤 thanks🙃
*Purple__ destiny* no problem, hope things get better soon for you 🙂
lilGothGirl😂🖤 you too🖤❤🖤❤
*Purple__ destiny* thanks 🙃🖤
When I first heard this song years ago, I never thought I'd relate to it. Well, here I am I guess
Same ......
Well you live and you learn
Same....
Lol i broke the replay button
juzzo plays - Here 0:00 Don't break this one 😉
Mizzy and Zizzy thx :3
HAHAHAHAHA I broke mine to
do u know what this songs about?
I have a rof idea but I'm not Shure
I *think* its about a couple the guy is leaving/cheating but the girl is to clingy so she acts like nothings wrong
I'll go with your version it sounds better then what I thought
Comments: Depressing
Me: **Screams Beep beep I'm a sheep at my cat**
This song does trigger bad memories.
Meow meow ima cow
man i don't know if this was the time to laugh or no
Omg yes
So muchhh Depressinggggg T_T(this make meh sad)
Calls 911: hello what seems to be the problem.
Me: i broke the nighcore button replay
911: ok hang on we will get someone. wait did u just say nighcore?
*No* I did not say -nighcore- I said "Nightcore"
"She hopes that there's still something left"
-that hit me hard
im here for u if u want
Holly macaroni... THATS MY WATER BOTTLE! HOW DID YA GET THERE
*Pretending is so much easier than explaining why you’re sad...*
agreed
I agree
I don't need any other song in my life right now
Nightcore & more same
Hi i'm going through these old songs for the nostalgia. My nightcore faze was probably the darkest time in my life. I managed to make it through it and you will too don't give up.❤️ I listened to this so much while going through a toxic relationship listening to this now a year later made me cry so much
This song is tear worthy 😢