「Nightcore」→ Toxic Thoughts
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• Song: Toxic Thoughts
• Artist: Faith Marie
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• Lyrics:
I start this off staring at a blank page
An open office document
A blinking cursor passing days
Without a single word
Some say it's absurd
Like I float along a stream of words unsaid
Choosing not to cast my net
But I spend so long questioning myself
If this isn't right
Then does that mean I failed?
Will my melodies ever live up
Will my metaphors be profound enough
Will I ever outdo myself
The ceiling gets higher and higher
It's harder and harder to shatter
And when I fall
I fall worse than I ever did before
Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it
Conflicted my the very air I breathe
A love with hatred laced between
You can see it in my eyes
A child's spark light up the night
Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal
Devouring my skull but never feeling full
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
I start this off a little confused
Writers block doesn't exist
It's not a word I'm supposed to use
Because it's all in my mind
A parasite I'm supposed to find
But sometimes
Well most times
It's so hard to define
So I pour a couple drinks
Getting drunk on gasoline
Fire pulses in my veins
I'm sick of waiting for the day
That courage overtakes my brain
For someone to say it's okay
I've lived my whole life afraid
It's time for me to be brave
To embrace a forest
That's so dark and unknown
Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam
They pave as they go
Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces
I'm not taking the bait
Let them rot in their place
I deserve to be alright
I deserve to sleep at night
I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again
Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Sometimes I forget the feeling
Of every single nerve tingling
Better than any lovers touch
I've created tears of pain and burns of lust
I've created a forest a safe place for myself
That others have found
Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground
Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes
A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night
When you pondered your death when somebody left
When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept
And let me remind you
That everything is temporary
You and I are temporary
And this feeling that's so scary
Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy
Don't mean you're unsteady
But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you
To somebody you never knew
You
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This is beautiful, i hope everyone goes to the original Galaxy linked in the description to give it a like, so want to hear more from this artist.
Faith marie
HitomiOokami you do realize she didn't wright nor sing this it's nightcore she found this song and changed and speed it up
@Illana2 the galago: It seems basic comprehension is still a lacking skill on the web. My words where a hope/call to those who enjoyed this NC remix NG did to also go and like the original song which is linked in the description. At the time I wrote it this NC-Remix had more likes/views then the original peace and I would love to hear more from the artist; the best way to towards that hope is to also support her directly with views and "likes" on the original song again linked in the description.
So thanks for implying that I had no understanding of the NC process and oblivious as to its design concepts; though your own explanation on it is rather lacking.
May the rest of your day fair well. Happy holidays.
HitomiOokami wow thats alot of typing ;-;
@Fang Xuan Pay. Ye it was, it happens when you've a rather high type speed XD
Perhaps it was a bit too snippy a reply for such a less than informed comment but it felt appropriate..
I would hope no one believes that the people who remix songs into NC sing it themselves or are all as "lazy" as the EDM community likes to try and paint the NC community as a whole as. It certainly feels like NG does a lot more than "Just speed up the song" as Illana was saying. Besides that starting step, most re-add a new baseline, shift the temp, rebalance the vocals/pitch so it's not too squeaky, some speed up the song then retroactively slow it or stretch it out so it keeps the NC but changes the pace again. There really is a lot that can be done just as with any remixing style and while there are many do not see NC as a "legitimate" remix style; it is one I enjoy and very much believe is as "real" as any other remixing out there.
"I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again. Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end."
Yeah
I felt this to the very core
Thansk for the advices, i forgot that this Body of mine is my friend
I love this line and so does my 12 year old
👍exactly
"I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again, better treat her well cause she's with me till the end." I don't know why but that line of the song always makes me feel a little happier. It's kinda cheesy but yeah..
Shipping Trash hey...so victuuri,huh?☺️
I don’t understand that but shouldn’t it be cuz I’m with myself till the end xD
Life can be *CHEEZEY* sometimes hehe
even though i have a best friend my friend i will always chose is myself because we will always get along :)
That line makes me sad cause I'm my own worst enemy and I'm kinda jealous she can be friends with herself... Ik that was stupid I'm sorry
"The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" that line had me in tears. I've never heard a more accurate song that tells the story of my life than this.
“Getting drunk on gasoline”
Am I the only one who thought of the song gasoline when they heard this?
Me.
I thought of the part where it said "low on self esteem so you run on gasoline"
NoPe.
BRUH I READ THIS RIGHT WHEN SHE SAID IT
@@aggressiveasf same
Meeee
"Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal"
This line basically sums up how I feel all the time 🙃
My one is "The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" because thats me
Lucky you my life is just like a blinking cursor passing days
Sophie Elizabeth I believe in you
Rowan Van Zyl Mine is “I’ve lived my whole life afraid its time for me to be brave”
well hope you people start to look at the good instead of the bad there is a lot of great things in life that people never look at. but when something bad is happening or has happend thoughts of enjoyment are replaced with self pity and other things. im not trying to say feeling bad for yourself is a bad thing but personally i think you should all strive to enjoy life to its fullest even if its fullest means you sitting in your room playing games all day :p
Honestly, it interests me how the lyrics are more like a poem than an actual song. It tells a deep and rich story in such little time, and yet in so much detail, though it's often hidden by metaphors and little shortcuts.
Yess and that's why I like it more. A song which is full of message in every line 😊
A lot of songs are like poems. But this song especially has a lot of very poetic things to its lyrics so yeah I agree.
we are just a bunch of suicidal people telling each other suicide isn’t the answer
Yea I guess so lol. But your stronger then you know, and you shouldn't forget that.
This made me laugh
true
This is a funny haha
This is weirdly funny, but sad. What’s worse is it’s pretty true.
"Better treat her well, because she's with you till the end."
That is such a powerful line. Guys treat yourself the best you can. I really love the meaning in this song.
back again
NAH I DONT REMRBER THAT, but I'm using this on my YYGS app
🙂 I didn't apply
@@bischwester8619 yea you did
Im here to tell you good news
"Oh dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You cant touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever"
Damn, sums up most of my life here.
Yup
You know... I was kinda scared to listen to this song.... I have no idea why... But I listened to this song finally last night.... Now I'm listening to it again and again and again....
Edit: Also the words start at 0:36
No one will ever read this but:
I myself am an overachiever and not matter how many people say "you're really smart!" and "Oh my gosh why do you always do so well! 98%!" I will always go: "Why did i mess up!?! Why did i lose those marks" "I'm such a failure" and i sometimes look down at my marks and if they're not perfect I hate myself for it, it doesn't matter if I got the highest marks in the class or even the year, I still failed and lost those marks and I despise myself for it.
I want to shove all the knowledge of the world into my brain and get everything correct by I never can, and if someone says "stop fishing for compliments you know you did well" I don't, I didn't do well did you see how stupid I was to miss that! or get that calculation wrong!
But when it comes to other people if someone tells me "I only got one mark out of the forty" (which has happened) I will stare them dead in the eyes, smile, high five them and say "great job! If you ever want help or to practice I'm here for you! But well done!" and I'll mean it.
But those two marks I lost on that one test will haunt me forever, I'll struggled with myself about even telling my family about the score, stumbling around for an excuse for the marks I lost, trying to cover up my mistakes with things like "it was the highest score" but deep inside I still know I'm a failure and nothing can fix that.
I found this song when revising GCSE math (I was in year seven while doing that because my mum had bought the books for me and wanted to help me) and I'd just never been understood by a song on this level "The toxic thoughts of an overachiever" "Constant search for approval suffocated by refusal" and I am just amazed by how strongly the entirety of this song, every word every note, truly represents me as a person, I even play the violin too! I just can't stop listening to this song and I'm in year 9 now and starting my GCSEs and really feeling the pressure to be the highest achiever even though I don't care about being the best compared to my peers, I just need to finish perfectly because if not I'll hat myself.
If I get a grade less than an 8 or a 9 (A or an A*) I will be crushes, passing wouldn't be enough and I don't know why, I just want to pass and be happy but I can't be happy if I don't get top marks and it's really toxic and I hate it and I hate myself and I don't know how to stop.
Does anyone who actually read this know what I mean?
Yeah, I'm an overacheir too. I tell people to be happy with themselves and everything about themselves. Yet, I don't know how to listen to my own advice.
I get it. I get straight As but it makes me mad at myself when I don't get 100s. I'm 11 in the 6th grade. Have a great day.
Don’t worry ik what u mean I myself am an over achiever as well but at the moment a lot is going on I have to put on my best fake smile and move on I get 2 hour of sleep daily at most and I struggle so much I have 1 friend I think I can trust but at this point idk cuz they’re sharing our pms and idk what to do anymore grades are still rising but slower in year 9 with a B (highest grade possible so far)
'I am also an overachiever. As well as a workaholic, despite my depression. I work and work even when I should be sleeping. Everyone always gives me compliments and I've won many awards in my recent years but it's never enough. When I was younger I thought that the only thing that made me mean anything to anyone was my grades and that if I got anything below perfect I would dissolve into bubbles and disappear into thin air. My teachers and peers put me on such a tall pedestal that I'm so petrified to fall from. A pedestal at deadly height. If I ever wanted to go through with killing myself all I would have to do is let myself fall from that pedestal. But I'm too much of a coward to do that. Haha. I'm in 10th year currently and I could graduate next year if I wanted to. My teachers say I may be ready fro college level classes. I was awarded a prize for overall excellence just a few weeks back for petes sake. I feel like my brain will never shut off. I am doing twice as many classes as my peers and am completing them at twice the pace. Sometimes it gets so overwhelming I feel like the whole world is ready to just fall away and I'll end up alone in a void. Everyone treats me so nicely and I feel guilty for feeling depressed when they're all so nice to me. A friend once tried to comfort me by saying "Don't worry, in the whole time of everything your existence is just a little blip." This, did not comfort me in the slightest. In fact it made me fearful. I responded with "That's not what I want though. If my existence is only just a blip I'm gonna make that blip shine. I'm gonna make it shine so bright that people will have to go back and read that again. Because I never want to be forgotten." I apologize for rambling... /( ^ _ ^)
But yeah. No matter how high the bar gets I work tirelessly to reach it and it wears away at the soul. I hope you can find a healthy balance in your life through this. I'm finally getting some counselling and they are checking for chemical imbalances in my brain. I'm hoping I can find a more healthy balance. In fact, good luck to all the overachievers out there at finding a healthy balance, though I don't many of you will ever see this. Haha.
this is me too
"You can see it in my eyes
A child's spark lights up the night
Constant search for approval
Suffocated by refusal"
"Oh dear I don't want to be a burden
But could you please be a little
more concerned"
"Oh dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted"
You just explained the break down I had a few minutes ago perfectly...
heres another quote "You can see it in my eyes
A child's spark lights up the night
Constant search for approval
Suffocated by refusal"
"Oh dear I don't want to be a burden
But could you please be a little
more concerned"
"Oh dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted"
You just explained the break down I had a few minutes ago perfectly.
THATS MY FAV PART
For t-those suffering from this as w-well........
I have Anxiety and S.A.D (social anxiety disorder)
This explains our story.
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I wake up in the morning feeling well. And then I walk to my bathroom to do my routine I walk in use the toilet wash my hands and face. As I move the towel away from my face I look at my self. Looking into my own eyes to see what no one else can....My fear I'm a scared 11 year old girl about to be in Middle school and I can barely handle waking up in the morning.I move my eyes taking in my shape my looks how fat I am and my emotions.I put on a fake smile trying and trying to convince myself "I'm alright" is what I say but I know I'm not.
Everyone listen up!!
Anxiety is more than fear!
Its paranora and knowing your not Okay you imagine yourself as an actress or actor up on a stage of a movie called Life and you dont have control over yourself your terrified thinking of everything that could go bad. Its more than taking a shower in the middle of the night to calm down! It controls your emotions your social life it controls you..
Hi Im Ashlyn and I have Anxiety.
Everything will be okay, trust me! Your not alone.
Ashlyn Chan this really sounds like me I think I may have anxiety I look at myself and see someone I hate
;*; Sherbertt ;*; Thank you that means.....alot actually
Loopy lou I hope you dont have it as bad good luck through your journey
•JadePlayzYT• I understand how you feel..
"Constant search for approval, Suffocated by refusal"
yes yes karma
Hey Karma, How's Nagisa?
Some One smh😂
Yes! How are you, Karma?
"Devouring my skull but never feeling full"
* gets a 95% *
Most people: Woah, dude, I got an A!
Me: Why did I get marked down on those points? Did I not study enough or was it a careless mistake? Was my triple check not enough to catch it? Did I somehow miss a lesson?
* gets a B *
Most people: I got a good grade for once
Me: * screams and sobs at the same time *
Me too!!!!
This is just me. Im too much of a perfectionist. I remember crying and telling myself I was just dumb and useless when I got a 96 and all my friends got 97. But I'm trying to get better :)
Me: Dies inside
@Seth Jerome If you get an F or D or C don't just cry about it bruh, start studying harder.
Yo bro, I think it's time to chill out and talk to someone about that bruh
And let me remind you... That everything is temporary. You and I are temporary...
Then why does everyone fear death when they're just gonna die In the future...? It takes away all the pain. It creates pain for others but they know that it was your time... And it will be their time soon, too... So why fear it when without it you wouldn't be alive anyways? ...
Those words....(likes comment)
It's not like they fear death, its that they fear what they will miss out being alive
So wise..... It's beautiful!😭😭😭😭😭
I believe it’s an instinct to survive.
Ha lol that's why I don't cry at funerals
Everyone thinks I'm emotionless but hihihihi I always giggle a little when I see someone die on TV
I'm weird
Who else is an unnoticed over achiever? Who's parents don't actually notice the things wrong with there life😭😭😭
yup that's me!
Yes hello my people my parents have favourites and I am not the favorite... I'm fine I swear tho
Same
hits home
Rai Grim their* (sorry)
*You And I are t e m p o r a r y*
Typicql But then again.. Isn’t everything?
That's kinda the saddest part...
No You and I we can make it till the end
Yeah but how long is temperary a decade 2 maybe if you're alright 8 or 9 but still nothing
@@talisn1966 sorry *temporary and I don't get what ur saying
I have separation anxiety and a fear of desertion. I'm a really loud and obnoxious person because of my anxiety. Ever since I was little people would tell me I'm annoying and would leave me behind. This song really sums up my life. I always try so hard to get approval by everyone that I overthink. I love this song and I listen to it all the time. p.s sorry for posting this if it bothers anyone :)
So true its suits me so well...
seriously don't be sorry abt that! if anyone would be bothered by this it's their problem for reading it. also its way more important that you like what you're doing than what others think about it :3
“Constant search for approval sufficated by refusal”
Me:’can relate”
Same
The last lines keep hitting me hard every time I hear this.... it's so true
saaaaaaaaaaame
OMG I KNOW RIGHT?!?!
Sometimes these songs scare me with how accurate the artist managed to make them... I don’t know how long I’ve had anxiety and depression but it’s been a while. It’s tough having both of these because it’s like I’m a rope, two people tugging at both ends. When I wake up I wanna drown in my dark thoughts and forget about the world, but then I have the feeling that my friends will talk about me behind my back, “She’s misses so many days of school and she isn’t even sick, such a wuss.” At least that’s how I imagine it, and I feel horrible about thinking of my friends in such a way but then a side of me doesn’t care, “Leave them, see if they care,” it hurts so much but I can’t let anyone know because I don’t want them to think little of me... well that’s a lie. I have a strange longing for them to know, cause then maybe they could comfort me through it but... then they’ll start to think I’m just a waste of time and they’ll leave me for others, because that’s what ‘friends are for.’ Obviously I don’t believe these negative thoughts, but then again, I do.
Same here 😇 someone with depression can understand it
Hey there can someone suggest me more deep songs like this
@@sinthyamahjabeen3083 yeah u can listen to faith marie's never mind and I don't wanna be sad forever night core version
I really don't know how to reply, your words made me cry. I relate so much, and well I guess the most I can say is it will get better but then again sometimes it doesn't but just keep fighting.
Song: “devouring my skull, but never feeling full”
Me: *thinks* the thoughts that I will never be as pretty, as smart, as skinny, as talented, as hardworking, or as amazing as my girlfriend
You are already amazing. Besides you could always get your hair done and talk to your girlfriend if you don’t feel ok
Good
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I know it's been a really long time since you posted this but don't worry about the way you are! You don't have to be like your girlfriend. Just be yourself cause you're already amazing!
*I deserve to sleep at night*
Cupcake Girl me too....
We all do..
story of my life
I'm not very well at falling asleep once it took me 8 hours (WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME)
@@katiemurphy9368 same i dont no im always tired bc i cant go to sleep!?
"Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal"
This just basically sums up my life
“You’re so perfect!”
“You’re so smart!”
“You’re so pretty!”
“I’d die to be like you”
I just don’t see that. I don’t see it in me. You don’t want to be like me. I try to be perfect because I’m scared. Sometimes I just want to disappear from this world and say “I’m a failure”...I’m not trying to get compliments. No. I don’t want stupid compliments. I don’t want any of those. I just want the pain to end..
god you are thank you fore being a live
Even a candle that's been blown out, can be lit again. Sometimes we need to give ourselves a break :>
Hang in there. I know it seems pointless, but you'll grow and look back and realize that this is just one point of your life. You are free to feel safe in your own skin. Take it easy, and I hope you're doing alright ^_^
I literally never thought that out there were people that thinks the exact same things I do because believe it or not I think like this of myself every single day, even if I'm having a bad or even a good time these thoughts kept me from doing or be other things yk and I thought this was only me like it's just in my head like I'm making it up just to get attention or something when I have everything I could ever ask for... when that's not fucking true, I mean yeah I'm living a life like my parents said, a life that a lot of children are begging and giving their life to have but I don't see, I don't feel like I have everything and everyone with me yk, I just feel like useless shiet asking what is my purpose in here anyway.... as you say other people wants to be like you, like you are beyond perfect when in reality, everything you're going through it's just fucked up, and yeah, I do try to be things because I'm scared, I'm going to be replaced or not fit in any place anymore.... :)
When you're happy you like the lyrics when you're sad you understand the lyrics we are lonely and broken but together we are stronger and more whole than any person in this world could be
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you
You Are Beautiful.
You Are Wanted.
You Are Wonderful.
Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.
We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.
You're better than that.
All stars need to see darkness before the light.
And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.
Your
own
unique
Mindset
always
trys
to
engage in the
right ways
Now read the first letter of every word
You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.
:)
I bims, 1 11 thank you I’m not suicidal but I do feel depress sometime but now I have a wonderful girlfriend that make me smile , laugh , and just love life . It not impossible there will alway be a person that will love you and help you , you just have to find that person
thank you :) I need this type of comment rn
That doesn't stop negative thoughts...im still worthless,can't do anything correctly, im still not good enough..but im trying! Its hard
Thank you same to you
OMG I found my song that I will sing in my head forever!!!
This is SOOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful!!!
this is amazing!!
i could listen to this on repeat for a month!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING about this video is perfect!!!!
THIS is SOOOO relatable.....
The thumbnail atracted me, stayed for the song
It was the last bit that really got me and related to me “saying nice to meet you to someone u never knew, you” wew I was just I can’t describe it but it was so touching 💔💭
This song describes my life and I'm depressed,suicidel,and have anxiety so all of us who suffer from these we need to stick together 👋👍
True
Yeah that’s true we have got to stick together always
Agreed
Yhea!
Yeah
Isn’t Faith Marie just an amazing human
• sHOOKETH • yes
Yep
Yup!!!!
Adore this and honestly wish I could sing like this so my thoughts could fly from the paper of which I wrote them 😧☹
Jessie same here
same
I have memmorized this song
but I still don't sound like her I wish I could sing like her too
Follow your dreams all you need is practice.😀
Jessie I just make poems then say them to my friend and I sound so real (because it is real)
not joke I LITERALLY listen to this song everyday and I mean EVERYDAY. I LOVE ITT~~!!!!!!!
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
“I deserve to be alright, I deserve to sleep at night.” That line really hit me. We all deserve to be able to say “I’m fine” and mean it. I don’t think most of us here ever have. I know I haven’t.
This is exactly me, always trying to get 100% but I just can't and get depressed because of that 1 question that i get wrong and everybody tells me I did well but in my mind I think of it as a fail
then step back and evaluate what you could do better. personally, i had the same problem. to fix it, i started triple checking my tests- using a different thinking process every time. it's not good to get caught up in your emotions.
Rowan Van Zyl omg yes! It's crushing even if I know I'm smart. I strive for the best because if I don't I drift like now and can't pay attention in class because the weight of the thoughts are so heavy
same
Yep
Rowan Van Zyl so true
Anyone else feel like this song is their life
Yep, completely...
This song helped me through some tough times, Thank you so much for this. I still love listening to it now and then.
Whoever needs to hear this, it will get better!
You are valued!
Damn, reminds me days and nights I used to spend listening to this music when I was a kid.
This song hits me so hard.
Like this song telling my half life story
I'm going to be okay right?
Alice yes you will
Just stick with the people who truly help, care, and love you. You'll be fine if you do, trust me
these days i don't know who cares about me anymore it's complicated.
i mean one day they care another day they don't... but oh well i already used to this
even i hate this life so damn much.. i'm still gonna live it
that's the point of life after all
Yeah you'll be alright
professional spaghetti eater yes you will be okay
Too everyone who is reading this
You have so much to come in life x So don't get put off by whats happening right this second x
Deadly Souls Live longer your a great person ❤️
When I first listened to this song, these lines always stuck out to me but I could never relate
“A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night
When you pondered your death when somebody left
When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept
And let me remind you
That everything is temporary
You and I are temporary
And this feeling that's so scary
Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy
Don't mean you're unsteady
But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you
To somebody you never knew
You”
Now that I look back on it, I relate. Cause since the last time I listened to this, my best friend of 8 years had left. And I was so upset for a fair long time.. it’s been around 7 months since that happened, and finally, for the first time in years, I’m able to look at myself in the mirror and love myself. Able to tell myself that everything will be fine and believe it. Everyone goes through a rough time in their life, but it’s okay! It’s only there to help you grow stronger! And not only that, if you feel that unsteady.. don’t be afraid to reach out to someone for help. There are ALWAYS people who care, and yes, that includes you, Beautiful stranger reading this.
So calm down, take a breath. Everything will all be okay.. You just need to keep moving forward. It will all be okay in time, I promise you! ❤️
This song is so peaceful... and calming.... it gives advice yet states the harsh reality of some things in a very gentle way, and I really like it :D
In general I hate rap, but this type of rap I love so much!!
Birthday same
Birthday me too
Same.
Twenty One Pilots is a lot like this too
Icon for Hire is also like this (they have a more rock-ish sound tho)
Faith Marie sings the best songs. Thank you for making in Nightcore Version
HeyItsFoxxy Yeesss!!! And her voice is so recognizable and unique which just makes everything so much better :):):)
yeah
HeyItsFoxxy To devil on my shoulder, antidote and this song. I think they are the best songs her
HeyItsFoxxy so, listen that songs (nightcore versions of songs)
iShadowAngel yess!, shes my fav singer
I’ve never related so much to a song before
Being someone who has insomnia, depression, social anxiety, and regular anxiety I struggle a lot. I was verbally abused last year and now I'm constantly looking for approval. I'm broken. And problematic. I always feel like a burden. I smile to hide my feelings a lot. I cut sometimes. I hate being alone. I just can't. I get suicidal thoughts a lot. I look in the mirror and see how fat I am. I think I'm the ugliest being on earth.
Hey if you ever need to talk I'm here for you! I'm going through a lot of what you are too so maybe we can help eachother
I’m so sorry people treated you like that. They had no right. If they can’t love or admire you than understand it’s there own downfall. Your a powerful fighter. Keep going. Keep fighting. I admire, you. I’ll pray that you can see the strength and beauty you are full of. 💖🙏🏽✨
Felt....sorry you understand that feeling
those people who disliked this video don't know what the definition of art is.
i agree xD
I love how she sings her songs
This song describes me in so many ways. Dealing with Generalized Anxiety Disorder/ Panic attacks is super hard... I hope that everyone here finds their way through life... you may think that your voice will never be heard, but I promise, you can do this. Conquer the world.
Hi anyone who ever feels depressed remember,you are beautiful just the way you are. you don't need to win a fake crown. the people the who bully you are just jealous.stay happy and keep smiling!!!!😀😘🙂 Remember to the world you might just be a person but to a person you might Just be their world .i hope I made some one smile with this .😁😀💜💜💜💜
XxLunarEclipse that's why I love music, cause there are so many thoughts I could say but for some reason I can't speak them. Yet with music it speaks for me. That's the beauty of it.
+XxLunarEclipse
I am holding back the urge to start giving out a really emotional slam poetry or rap with this as the starting line for it. That urge is really strong because that sentence is so damn poetic.
So go.....I don't even have words for it
Yeah it's amazing, brilliant, maybe even toxic
Amari's Random Crap+ ああ、
Words fail
Rawr Lion ayyyy I'm not sure if you even know deh but ayyyy
“Oh, dear I don’t wanna be a burden”
how I feel just asking someone for something, just being alive makes me feel this, anyone else?
Growing up my house was almost always full of voices echoing through the halls. I always turned to my school work. I always got A's. I longed for school to be away from home. In middle school everything beneath my feet feel. Kids grew up and learned how to break others. Teachers stopped caring. School became just as much of hell as my home is. I still try.
When something comes easy to me and not others it's because I'm "So smart". But if I ever fail, even 1 question wrong. I start getting mad at myself.
I know some of you might not care, or say I have no reason to be upset. Hello thought that too for a while. This song and these comments reminded me I'm not alone and I do have a reason to be upset, because it's what I always had control over.
Thanks for reading this, have a good day.
My opinion of middle school is the same as yours. Well in the UK, it's actually part of highschool, but I'd still technically be in middle school because I'm not studying my subjects.
Anyway, I started falling away from my work a bit ever since I came here because the praise and attention I once got from teachers didn't exist. Not even minor praise anymore, just...nothing. Negative attention given to negative students and nothing given to the positive ones.
It's honestly taking away my movitation (sorry for the incorrect spelling) to work hard anymore. And I don't like anyone in my school because they're constantly teasing and mocking me. And for some reason I'm automatically rude if I don't talk to them. It's hell. Home is sometimes hell too so I understand what you're talking about.
" you can see it in my eyes" is my fav part ❤️l
I But still it's my fav song thnx so much I
I know no one will ever see or hear this.But here's my story.Oh,and keep scrolling down,I you wanna read it.
Begging for love.
Crying from rejection.
Trying to do the best.
But it's never the best.
Not listening to the normal things kids listen to.
Listening to this.
Devoured by hatred and words.
Not sleeping.
Not awake either.
Trying to improve.
"People hate you" they say.
"I hate you" they say.
Trying to find someone so deep into a hole.
But the person won't come out.
It just stays there.
I lost my best friend a long time ago.
She's just like me.
She is me.
But why did I lose her?
Because.....
I didn't treat her well.
I threw doubts on her back.
Kicked her in her throat.
Never stood up for her.
I lose alot of people.
"FAMILLY" they say.
"LOVE"they say.
"But love isn't what I want..."I say.
"I just want someone to be on my side."I say.
"Someone...."I say.
Why am I forced to do the best?
Why do I force myself to choke on my own pride?
Why do I force myself to choke on feelings and a ocean joined with a sea of crying a depths
A sea of people that pull on my legs,trying to drown Me in them.
"I'm safe here?"I say.
They nod.
I drown.
I look around and notice I have not drowned in happiness.
But something I was already drowning in.
Depression.
But....why does this all happen?
I want to give up.
Who cares if I drop out of school.
I don't care anymore.
Can someone just tell me....
"everything will be ok..."
no,that left long ago.
But here I sit,pouring my feelings out to people that aren't even really here.
They are with famalies.
With brothers and sisters outside.
By I I this cage,begging.
Begging to be left out.
It's like....
your try in to be someone your not.
How long have I been going on?
Sorry,to keep you waiting.
Your probably going to dislike and send a mean comment or something.
If you just ignored my text,then,that's absouloutly fine.
But....
no ones going to read this,right?
Im fine with that.
"Fine"
"Fine"
"Fine"
"Fine"
"I'm not afraid"I say.
But no ones going to read this.Im leaving now.
I'll listen to this song a few more times,not big of a deal.
Bye.
Minty oreo I can relate so much to this. Your not alone. I know saying "everything will get better" won't help, because I'm not even sure I can get better, but you can't give in. Don't let the monster win.
Minty oreo i know it has been a long time before u texted this message but I feel ur pain and u put this into words I can never make up...thank u for sharing ur feelings...I know how u feel...I hope everything gets better for u..
I understand You, that's my life, I'm here to tell you, it'll get better, it did for me, just move forward, forget the world, show them who you really are.
I'm currently trying to break through this and gwt past what I'm feeling, I just keep telling myself that things are going to get better and from what I've seen, they will.
I love how you put "Good luck" at the end, lol.
i just want to give the girl in the pic a hug, looks like she needs one
You mean give faith a hug. The artist.
@@haikyuqueen3804 sadly no. I dont do people
jake beckley
Heh. I thought I was the only one...
I get goosebumps whenever I listen to this song because it describes me so well.
*You*
Morgan Lemons ~ I see you everywhere, and I always think your profile picture is a fish..
WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE?! I SEEN YOU AT THE CREEPY NURSERY RHYMES VIDEO, SEVERAL NIGHTCORES, AND THE 'DON'T EVER LAUGH WHEN A HEARSE GOES BY' VIDEO! WHAT?!? xD
Oh, hey, its you again XD
Never seen you before.
really like nightcore?
This speaks to me too much. :(
Ranger Cado me too
Faith Marie is so talented😀
I never knew she could sing so beautifully
This video makes me cry, good job though :'/
Ahhh
Relatable....
DarkXHeart
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Tigerlover10190 heart What????????
I love the nightcore community so much. On videos where it’s a sad/depressing song. People share their stories. And there are so many replies to those comments trying to help the person through whatever their going through. Y’all are important
I'm not crying...YOU'RE CRYING
No I'm not- I'm just sweating through my eyes!
you're right, i actually!
Yes I am.
your right i am
• Lyrics:
I start this off staring at a blank page
An open office document
A blinking cursor passing days
Without a single word
Some say it's absurd
Like I float along a stream of words unsaid
Choosing not to cast my net
But I spend so long questioning myself
If this isn't right
Then does that mean I failed?
Will my melodies ever live up
Will my metaphors be profound enough
Will I ever outdo myself
The ceiling gets higher and higher
It's harder and harder to shatter
And when I fall
I fall worse than I ever did before
Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it
Conflicted my the very air I breathe
A love with hatred laced between
You can see it in my eyes
A child's spark light up the night
Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal
Devouring my skull but never feeling full
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
I start this off a little confused
Writers block doesn't exist
It's not a word I'm supposed to use
Because it's all in my mind
A parasite I'm supposed to find
But sometimes
Well most times
It's so hard to define
So I pour a couple drinks
Getting drunk on gasoline
Fire pulses in my veins
I'm sick of waiting for the day
That courage overtakes my brain
For someone to say it's okay
I've lived my whole life afraid
It's time for me to be brave
To embrace a forest
That's so dark and unknown
Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam
They pave as they go
Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces
I'm not taking the bait
Let them rot in their place
I deserve to be alright
I deserve to sleep at night
I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again
Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Sometimes I forget the feeling
Of every single nerve tingling
Better than any lovers touch
I've created tears of pain and burns of lust
I've created a forest a safe place for myself
That others have found
Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground
Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes
A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night
When you pondered your death when somebody left
When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept
And let me remind you
That everything is temporary
You and I are temporary
And this feeling that's so scary
Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy
Don't mean you're unsteady
But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you
To somebody you never knew
You
VerySeriousHorrorAddiction thank you!
@@thatoneradiohost2737 its literately on the screen
@Bayai- - so? You don’t have to be rude about it
copy and paste is great isn't it
The people who clicked the unlike button clearly just liked it so much, they misclicked
The Song: Writer's block doesn't exist
Me, listening to a playlist of nightcore I've never actually heard all the way through while writing a novel for nanowrimo: Bitch
"I deserve to sleep at night"
I gave up that right when I clicked this song.
Hey there random person
Still here,huh......Hi
Lowkey Unicorn hey
Hiya.
JESUS LOVES YOU TOO!
Lowkey Unicorn hoi
hi
This is my new favorite song I relate to it so painfully well. Being an overachiever people always expect more and more and when the pressure builds you can't cave because you are an overachiever they expect the best but when you do finally tell someone they either change everything and make life difficult again or wave it off saying you will get over it. I want to look strong but I am very, very weak
I hate people who do things like they are screaming for attention
I’m my closest friend,I remind myself again.
Better treat her well,cause she’s with me till the end..
'The toxic thoughts of an overachiever'
The most beautiful sentence I've heard 😍💗
same 🥺☹💔💔💔
I find this song kind of special because it helped me realise that some people who are the most happiest, bubbly person on the outside could be breaking on the inside.
Yeah that’s sort of me
People instantly see the "happiest, bubbly person" when they see me. Well, their WRONG! Nobody understands me. My brother is in the dam Marines, he could die in a war, anytime. Anywhere. And nobody would ever let me say my last goodbyes if it comes to that. They'll lock me up alone at home, always saying "Your to young for this. You wouldn't understand." But I'm closer to him than my own parents..It's as if I'm just a simple house dog to them, not their daughter, their child, their youngest, a _human being._ I am not understood. I never will be.
My mom said this was bullshit... Never been so mad at her
I had 2 eating disorders, anorexia and arfid
Lets talk anorexia: im currently ok, but just about, if started at 10, i thought i was a bit chubby but i didnt care, then i turned 11. And i wanted be thin, i ssked for tips and my friend laughed, i was already skinny, and so i started eating less and excersising more, then eating even less again until i was transfered to hospital, i was 2.43 at 12 years old and had to fed through a tube. I started to see hiw dangerous this was and wanted to get better, but i couldnt, i was in the hospital for 2 years until finally being discharged. Not quite better but enough to go home
Coco Can’t edit are you ok now?
Are you alright now?
Feel better! We are sending our prayers to you! We are here with you... You are a beautiful person. Never doubt yourself!
What do you mean you are 2.43?
@@ellenbaik3812 bmi
When you were considered to be a prodigy as a child, expected to go far. Then you crashed under the weight of the expectations put onto you. No one believed in you ever again, and you lost yourself.
This song is now my everything. I think this everyday. This song is actually everything to me.
This song is great but make me feel sad little bit ._.
Oh, so you're here too?
Midlane Best ...I always see u in d coment section >.>
support is the best though 😋
Midlane Best Then don't listen to it. DUH
Yeah. Very sad. But it’s a good song. The saddest part about this song is that it’s true.
Midlane Best saaaaaaaaaaame
Who else has S. A. D (social. Anxiety. Disease
😊
Same. It’s disorder btw
Yip
i do have be SAD
social anxiety disorder*
This song is beautifully put together and the beat helps it flow
this song was so beautiful, I loved it a lot ^^ the background looks amazing, keep it up and have a FANTASTIC day
I agree with all of this except the last sentence
Parker Wright same I dont know how to have a fantastic day....
Raquel tomboys rule cause I'm one to! Awwww ;; don't worry you will have one ^^ just gotta believe and stay strong ^^
Raquel tomboys rule cause I'm one to! Aye I’m the same but we’ll get over it ,hopefully and even if we don’t let’s not hide under that happy mask anymore
shalaylee’s Revenge i totally agree with you
my favorite part is the part i can sing well oop
"so i pour acouple drinks, getting drunk on gasoline"
nakafetii I can sing and rap it all
I agree
@@likiidk2148
I tried pouring myself a couple drinks once, it didn't work. My thoughts were uninfluenced by the alcohol, the only change was that the world was spinning.
To the person reading this: I just want you to know I’m proud of you. You are strong. It’s going to be ok. I’m here. I care about you. You’re doing great. You are enough.❤️🫂
🫂
The line 'the toxic thoughts of an overachiever' really hit me hard
The galaxy isnt big enough to fit ur Talent of nightcores 💖
I really do love this song. Many people forget the pressure, self-hatred and depression that often hide behind achievement. The words truly are beautiful. This will forever be one of my favourites.
This is so touching, it’s made me feel a way that is rare for a song to make me feel. It’s almost like it’s relatable in a way 💔
Me at the start of the video: meh this is alright..
Me at the end of the video: *cries* this is my life
Why is this so amazing?!
Lyrics
I start this off staring at a blank page
An open office document
A blinking cursor
Passing days
Without a single word
Some say it's absurd
Like I float along a stream of words unsaid
Choosing not to cast my net
But I spend so long questioning myself
If this isn't right
Then does that mean I failed?
Will my melodies ever live up
Will my metaphors be profound enough
Will I ever outdo myself
The ceiling gets higher and higher
It's harder and harder to shatter
And when I fall
I fall worse than I ever did before
Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it
Conflicted by the very air I breathe
A love with hatred laced between
You can see it in my eyes
A child's spark light up the night
Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal
Devouring my skull but never feeling full
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
I start this off a little confused
Writers block doesn't exist
It's not a word I'm supposed to use
Because it's all in my mind
A parasite I'm supposed to find
But sometimes
Well most times
It's so hard to define
So I pour a couple drinks
Getting drunk on gasoline
Fire pulses in my veins
I'm sick of waiting for the day
That courage overtakes my brain
For someone to say it's okay
I've lived my whole life afraid
It's time for me to be brave
To embrace a forest
That's so dark and unknown
Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam
They pave as they go
Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces
I'm not taking the bait
Let them rot in their place
I deserve to be alright
I deserve to sleep at night
I'm my closest friend, I remind myself again
Better treat her well, 'cause she's with me till the end
Oh, dear I don't wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You can't touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Sometimes I forget the feeling
Of every single nerve tingling
Better than any lovers touch
I've created tears of pain and burns of lust
I've created a forest a safe place for myself
That others have found
Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground
Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes
A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night
When you pondered your death when somebody left
When you lie away broken 'cause your head is unkept
And let me remind you
That everything is temporary
You and I are temporary
And this feeling that's so scary
Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy
Don't mean you're unsteady
But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you
To somebody you never knew
You
Thanks. c;
Read The Description!!!!
She has the lyrics on video and in desc..
This... would've made me cry if I'd let myself cry... it's so true and I relate so much. But I can't cry. Haven't for 8 months, won't for the rest of time.
I relate to this so much it hurts. I try so hard for everyone else, in fear if I don't, they'll leave me. I'm known as the "smart girl" at my school who is always happy. I want to make mistakes and be able to breathe without worry. Thanks for listening to an anxious, sad girl.
School go car tail damaged cored cover but cool come how can filling Carstairs puncher tube ok fill to war showed put hair spinney changed bring car filled ok todayes
I love faith shes so pretty i wish she had more songs....
i lost a friend to day and listening to nightcore helps a bunch. i still want to be ur friend susie!
were friends now!
@@emmarynberk7353
yey
Hey main character. A simple side character here. I want you to see your story to the end. You can put a check point here free of judgement but know you matter.
It may be hard for abit but all.stories need their darkest hours and that could last years but you'll eventually see the sunlight again.
Remember side characters are around to help you. Reach out if you need help.
my friend sent me this, we both struggle with depression. If you see this, Thank you.. This makes me happy everytime