Thanks to We Three for making this amazing song! I have been listening to this track on repeat for a while now as I think it is a masterpiece that really touches me! Let's all give some love to everyone in the comments and hopefully y'all like it as much as I do 💜 Watch We Three's live performance of "Sara" here: ruclips.net/video/gqI5_Luf_kk/видео.html
Just a cut Just a scratch "What’s that mark?" "It was the cat" Just an excuse Just a lie "What’s with all the bracelets" "Just fashion why?" Just a tear Just a scream "Why were you crying?" "Just a bad dream"
@@hayleefunk7874 same but some songs actually trigger my emotions, well my anger and frustration there is one song called "antitode" it triggered my frustration
This is really sad yet it is beautiful, describing the life of a depressed girl, This is really beautiful, and I hope if anyone is feeling like this, please know you're awesome
@Hana's Random Uploads Don't say that you are not awesome. Everyone has pros and cons. Mabey one of your cons is not seeing how great you are. I may not know you at all, but I know you are awesome. Think about everything good that you have every done. Even if it is something as simple as getting a good grade on a test. You are awesome. Like I said before, I don't know anything about you. But don't think you are not awesome. Everything you do is awesome, even if you don't think so. If you don't think you are awesome, like I said before that is just one of your cons. I know a lot of people think you are awesome, including me. I know you have no reason to trust me at all, but please do. A lot of people think you are awesome. Would someone who is not awesome be where you are today. I don't think so. You are awesome. You are awesome at whatever you do. I know you will live a good life.
"Depression is like a big fur coat- it's made of dead things, but it keeps me warm."- Icon For Hire Sure, its warm, but it's also trying to kill you from the inside out.
"Now it's 6:15 and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe Eyes are watering, body's shivering, and you're wondering what is happening" It gave me chills :) please stay strong guys❤️
I wish this song would scare me out of it it's like I envy the dead... and I think thats fucked up... I just wish people would stop making me feel like their life would be better without me They don't say it but... they always point out my mistakes...
I saw this on my recommendations and I was like ‘oh ha, my name is Sarah I wonder what this is’ and then I started to listen and it almost brought me too tears, since this song hits a little too close to home
My name is Sarah too. And I also saw this song thinking aww sara and then I listened and I cried because this at one point could have been me. I got help though. And I’m happy now. I have support. It hits so close to home. It’s a beautiful song. ❤️
While listening to this my mind went places Imagine You are a little kid You are walking across an abandoned road with your mother and father Nobody is paying attention to you and your father starts to run Faster and farther he runs You call out for him to come back But he doesn't hear you You turn to your mother for help but when you look to her she's also gone Now your all alone crying.. Despite You start running down the abandoned road You're running and running Your whole world is falling apart around you There's nothing you can do You're crying harder and harder the faster and farther you go Finally you come to the end of the road there's nothing but a cliff You stand there screaming and crying for your mother and father to come back But they never do.. And still we put a smile on our faces and pretend it's okay but it's really not..
Kinda get Criticized when you smile "For Yourself" People are Wierd these days. You Smile for yourself and your considered Selfish for putting your happiness first.
Sara means: Lady, Princess, Noblewoman, in Hebrew, In Urdu the names means, pure, happy, happiness, laughter, joy, and delight, in Islam Pure, untainted. Probably not relevant, but I though it was a cool fact, because her name means the opposite of how she or he feels, So he is your teaching lesson from a unprofessional person
Excuse, It's not necessary that a girl whose name's Sara wud be a Princess or be joyful or happy. The Singer is just trying to tell a story, of a Suicidal Girl. And I guess that's not an unprofessional teaching but the song's 'LEGENDARY' .
Sad fact: the tablet that she is holding has low battery and that means she cant go on with life anymore...And the charger cable is her drinking trying to get away from all the sadness...
The low battery represents how tired she is of faking her smiles and pretending to be ok… the charging cord could also represent what’s left of her will to live and how it’s taking all of her everything she has just to wake up every single morning…
@@aixha2824 because the second I saw that drawing in a way I saw myself… because every day that is how I feel, that is how I am… and im so tired. But I have a reason to hold on.
Actually the point of it is to show she's putting on a mask and a fake face when in reality she's not doing well and the charger is showing not matter what she tries nothing helps so it'd a broken charger
For all the people who are listening to this right now: Take care of yourself! You're the one who's love for yourself matters the most! You're the only one who shoud acknowledge your effort! Keep fighting! If you need to take a nap, talk with someone or just cry, go ahead! Focus on your own happiness and don't forget to eat ramen~
The fact that the name I identify is Sara, and the lyrics are so damn relatable, hits my heart like a .50 Action Express bullet....thank you....This is the best song I’ve heard till now......
Little Sara, you're a diamond in the rough And I know you don't hear this all enough And I'm sure that's why your ankle has nine cuts And I'm sure that's because you thought you're not enough That one February, you thought that you were done Family could be seen all around, but it felt like no one Cause your brain can only think about that one nagging voice And with no friends in sight, the noise takes away your choice All the kids, they want to play, cause it's the way they're made And you are the same, yet you're always standing in the shade Music is the only sound that makes you feel okay It keeps the demons drowned out, even if it's just a day Your mind can only think about what it shouldn't Your brain will fill with thoughts you wish it wouldn't Little Sarah, perk your ears up, try to listen I know it's hard to hear cause you're locked inside a prison She can barely talk to others She can barely say her thoughts She thinks she's too complicated And people don't want to look inside Cause she's a little too outdated And they're a little too behind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little too hard to find Little girl, you've been making it to class So you know that no one's gonna ask Because you don't ever show you're sad or explain How it's not you have a mask to hide your pain The truth is it's there to cover up all the phases Cause they'd think it's wrong to be different in so many ways All except your mom, but even her it's hard to explain And don't get me wrong, I know those words you've tried to shout out But their views have been skewed by their plastic news From their copy machine, they won't fit to match your views So you've got the Sunday blues, then comes the Monday blues You feel the Tuesday blues, cause every day you feel refused All the kids, they wanna have fun cause it's a Friday But they don't understand she's been lonely since last Sunday I know you know you shouldn't say that you are ok But you say you're 'fine' so someone can see past your display She can barely talk to others She can barely say her thoughts She thinks she is too complicated and people don't want to look inside Cause she is a little too outdated And they are a little too behind She is just looking for her angels But they are a little too hard to find Little kid, last night you got it bad In that moment you could barely think, of two or more people who felt weren't pretend So that's why you decided to stop it to an end It was 10;14 and you at your nightstand Starring at your screen like you're a mistake to never understand You didn't feel a thing when you clicked the link command And couldn't imagine staying long, as you had originally planned Then it was 11;15, our heart was open, if just a little bit, and it seemed to be enough Eyes were watering, body shivering, and we wondered how this had happened Then it's 2;23, my knees to my chest, begging Jesus please, don't let them be just screens Cause someone finally sees, lets me be me, and gives me a friendship that was only in my dreams I can barely talk to others I can barely say my thoughts I think I'm too complicated And people don't want to look inside Cause I'm a little too outdated And they are a little too behind But I think I just found my angels And they are an amazing find - - - The Discord friends who stopped me from shutting everyone out
Why is it that everyone can find help and they get better, but I think I found help but turns out I was blind they used me and hurt me and im even more broken in the end wondering why I even bother looking for help cuz its never coning not for me anyways
Three years ago, I had a project for my French class (which is my native language) where I needed to write a "short" story of ~1800 words. I was very inspired, so it ended up being around 5000 words. It's about a girl who didn't get along very well with others at school and spent most of her time alone. On her last birthday, she received a present from her grandmother: a feather and inkpot set. Although she never really was a writer, the girl decided to try it out after her only (and totally fake) friend suggests she gives it a shot. Alone in her room, she prepared a few paper sheets, filled the inkpot, and let her imagination take over. For hours after that, the girl restlessly let her hand fly over the many sheets she had prepared, writing anything and everything that came to her mind. But she had way too much to say. Way too many things bottled up inside her. She couldn't stop and didn't want to either. She didn't eat that day, but she wasn't hungry. She didn't sleep that night, but she wasn't tired. As a sea of paper began forming in her room, her parents started to worry about her well-being. They tried to reason with her only to be met with silence and a cold gaze. Another day went by. The initial stack of paper had run out, so words started appearing on every surface of the room. The floor, walls, and ceiling became full of words of pain and sorrow. At some point, the inkpot had completely dried up, yet the girl kept going. With still so much pain to share, the girl slit her wrist and let her feather bask in the red, warm liquid flowing out of the wound. Finally freed from her burden, the girl collapsed to her knees with, for the first time in a long time, a true and genuine smile on her face. When her parents next set foot in her bedroom, they were met with a storm of words and sentences. A hurricane of pain. However, the most painful sight was the motionless body of their daughter in the middle of the room. Under her long dark hair laid a peaceful smile. She wasn't breathing. Nor would she ever breathe again. Her name was Sarah.
*100 reasons lo live* : 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains. 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Meaningful sex. 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you love. 75. Spending the whole day in bed. 76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream. 77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky. 78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.) 79. Bonfires and s'mores. 80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them. 81. Coming home to someone you love. 82. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer. 83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends. 84. Cuddling. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Everyday is a new opportunity 🙂
i only need one reason and its the reason that has kept me from ending things a couple times now... if i die then the people who love me will get sad and i hate the thought of not being able to make them happy again
Your heart isnt a door Dont lock it Your neck isnt a hanger Dont hang it Your body isnt a book Dont judge it Your hand isnt paper Dont cut it Your life isnt a cloth Dont exchange it They dont want you They need you They dont like you They love you❣❣❣
My hearts isn't a door It's a princess in a tower My necks a jumper Just gotta put it away My body is a mirror It shows the truth My hands aren't paper My legs are though My life is a plate It's not mine They need me Just as much as the world needs an apocalypse They don't like me That's something I agree with
When ever I listen to this song it reminds me of how I felt about myself in middle school. This specific lyric is the closest to how I used to feel “Little Sara, you’re a diamond in the rough and I know that you don’t hear this all about enough and I’m sure that’s why your wrists have tons of cuts and I’m sure that’s why you think you’re not enough” They remind me of the words that one of my friends used to say to me all the time and what makes this song even more meaningful to me is that my name is also Sara.
I can understand wht your going through I can relate to the whole song, I just dont smoke and I still cut because I cant stop nd the only person helping me is myself no one else will no one else cares why i cut they just want me to stop so they dont have to deal with it
@@elizaturner4726 Hey... I don't know what u have been goin' through or who u r, I read your comments, seriously it hits me at the bottom of my heart i also have kinda familiar experience like u do that's why I just wanna say please don't hurt your self (ik it's really hard nd all even I also used to cut alot) Everything will work out... Nd Have faith in God He has plans nd things will gonna alright soon just hang on theree with a little more patience May God bless u Friend:)
I'm the lucky depressed person who saw this. I know exactly what this feels like. My mom at one point said that she was tired of hearing my thoughts with depression because they were too depressing. I had no therapist or psychiatrist, and when I did have that I would feel better for an hour. I'd try again with her but no luck.
@@CelestialWolf23 I had tried to talk to my parents on multiple occasions my father was an alcoholic and my mother only cared for my second oldest sister and treated the rest of us like we didn't even exist, I would just be told all girls your age are depressed get over it Then I attempted and luckily lived only instead of even getting told I love you by them I got call an over dramatic selfish ungrateful bitch and they threaten to send me away. If it wasn't for my big brother who listened to me and talked to me about my feelings that I'm still here. I was only 13 years old at the time.
your angel will come back you just have to believe my angel will never come back cause the angel never existed but my devil came back and they help some times
Everyone wants depression until it consumes them. Until they realize they cannot escape. Until they realize it hurts too much. And how self harm is so competitive. If you see someone with scars deeper and more vibrant than yours, you want to change that. You want to one-up them, even if it hurts. Because your a little too R-rated, you think nobody cares. Because your in pain you invalidate yourself. Your not okay and you know that. Your antidepressants don't work, they never have. But you don't speak up, because you don't want to be controlled. Because it's easier to pretend than it is to speak up. After all, you've been pretending for quite a while now.
I have been struggling from day to day. And I'm always down but nobody notices. And if I say something about me going to a therapist for cutting, my mom says that I don't need it, but I can't do this fucking alone.
@@Playlists723 I'm here for you. Recovery is possible, I have been clean for 1.5 years, there is that bright light at the end of the tunnel, I'm so close to it and you can be too
I keep lying to my friends and family - I know they wouldn't understand what I'm going through, day in day out. If I could make all this stop, believe me I would in a heartbeat. But I'm too much of a coward to hurt my close ones with my death so I'm fluctuating between cutting, listening to suicidal songs and dancing to happy songs. Please help me decide !
"people think she's complicated, but never wanna look inside, cuz she's a little to R-rated, and they're a little too damn blind, She's just looking for her angels, but they're a little hard to find." that's like, my favorite part, I love the whole song though- I actually have (had?) a friend named Sarah, just an h, same name though lol Anyway, she was my best friend for literally my entire life, but at some point, BIG things happened in my life, and then her mom, decided she didn't want anything to do with our family anymore. And her mom has always been like that, but.. well I never thought our friendship would have to end like that, and at first we were both very upset about it, but then she messaged me and said some.. things.. that made me very worried she might, um, y'know. So I told my mom, she read the messages, and we called the cops, apparently she had been ending the friendship, not saying goodbye, like, from life. So she got really mad and snapped at me and said things like "do you know how embarrassing it was to have COPS come to your door and ask for you?!" and stuff like that, she said she was done, done with my family, her mom was right. And by then a was struggling with serious depression, I'd lost most of my friends because of what happened in my family, and now I was losing her. Eventually one of us reached out, can't remember who, and we made up, so we're friends now, but we can't see each other, so we just chat on discord right now. And it feels like, well, I guess it's like none of my friends trust us anymore, my other best friend, she isn't allowed to come over, because of what happened, it's really personal so I'm not going to say anything specific, just that something happened. It's been a year and a half now. This song reminds me of Sarah, but I didn't send it to her, just because I felt that might not be the best, and I'm very self-conscious of my music preferences, and like, everything else, so that's just one thing. I don't have many friends, but I play with my brothers' friends, (and they're nice, basically my friends as well as my brothers' I actually play with them more than my brothers do), and they all have problems in their lives too, and they talk about it with each other, but I.. don't. If anything I act like I'm perfect, literally, I'm not good at communicating, so I just say I'm perfect, I joke about it, I actually nicknamed myself Perfection in the discord server. But so anyway, I thought about sending this to my friend, I didn't and I realized that I keep trying to help my friends, but sometimes, I feel like nobody really cares about me? It's kind of stupid, but I just feel that way sometimes. Because nobody sees through my fake smile, or my fake ego/personality, and see.. me, and everything in my head, all the dark inside there. And the one person who I knew cared about me, was someone I pushed away because I was scared to change, I've always had a set personality, and then people call me weird, and I don't really want to be WEIRD, I want to be me, which is sometimes weird, but I'm so scared people will judge me, that I ended up pushing the person away, and now we don't talk, and I don't think they even really want to be my friend anymore, I don't know. My mom is often in my brother's room talking to him, because he's so depressed that he doesn't leave his room if he can help it. So basically, he doesn't try, at all, so my mom is worried about him. But because I try, I smile, I joke, I see friends, I do things, so I'm clearly fine, my mom doesn't check on me, ever really, my dad, well it just doesn't feel like he loves me. So it just, it seems like no one cares, I know they do, but they aren't helping me, or even acknowledging that there is anything wrong, because they just don't seem to know. I'm sorry about that, I started typing, and just.. kept going? 😅 well if you read this whole thing, thank you, I apparently had to vent Edit: So uh, it's been a while now, this all went down nearly 3(?) years ago. Wish I could say I'm okay, but I'm really not, maybe better though? I don't know. I finally started meds though, my anxiety is not nearly as bad and I feel like I can just be me, I'm not as scared to actually behave as the person I am, so that's an upside. The person I pushed away, I started talking to them again, then we stopped again? It's pretty complicated and I'm not gonna get into that, I don't even know what I think of that whole situation. I always had the plan that even though we couldn't see each other now, when I got my driver's license, I could drive over and get her and we could hang out without her mom knowing, since she lived close by. Thing is, it was never her that got mad at me, she was trying to talk to me and her mom stood over her shoulder telling her what to say, her mom was ending the friendship through her. Anyway, I'd been waiting a long time and I could nearly get my permit. 4 months before I got my permit, she moved. This wasn't any small move either, she now lives over 1000 miles away, and I truly wish that was an exaggeration. We still talk, but it feels like I lost her. I've found a really cool opportunity in school though, very excited for that. And on top of that, I actually go to school now, I was homeschooled most of my life and then did online school up until recently. So life is eh, I go through periods of feeling utterly hopeless and wanting to die to excited for the future and who I can be. I hope anyone else who has gone through something and feels the same can someday see their worth, you guys are all amazing and don't ever let anyone tell you differently
Its ok, I like to read and listen to people vent abt their problems ut this comment hit me a little too close to house, I understand ur struggles and ive been there. Trust me when I say "It'll get better". And- Your welcome.(replying to u saying thank u).
I don’t know you or your story, but you got a sister out there now ✌️I really hope you find someone who can see through your walls. And know that no matter what happens- how many people seem to ignore the pain, fake smiles, and weak assurances of everything being ‘perfect’. You got yourself. You are perfect, but it’s your flaws that make you that way. And all of your ‘weirdness’ is what makes you such a character and an individual, it makes you who you are, and you should love yourself for it; not have fear of friends or people seeing more of it. I hope you find company and shelter in knowing and loving who you are. And may your day shine as brightly as yourself- wish I could write you more but life calls. Have a life worth leaving
If you need a friend that will listen to you vent and accept you and all your weirdness hmu on discord ill try my best to make you grin like an idiot ik it might not help but ill try my user is spartinX2 my numbers are 8115
Oh gosh, time passes both very fast and slow, I wrote this comment 2 months ago, and I thought it was longer but I still remember writing it, some of it is kind of cringe but I couldn't find better words, so oh well
This pic is perfect for the song. She's only showing people what they want to see and not her current state which is low on energy and will and ready to die. You did amazing with getting his message across.
We all know that nobody should feel this way or do these things easier said than done it's hard to see someone hurting the way we do we know we shouldn't commit so we push it on others
I woke up to find this song in my notifications, and started listening. It’s already been two hours, but I can’t help it. I’ve been listening to this song on loop, I can’t get enough.
To all the people who are struggling with depression, whoever you may be, People of colour, LGBTIA+, white, straight, whoever Depression can be seen as a tunnel, We may never see the end and we feel like we want to give up and sit there. But we forget that every tunnel comes to an end, that at every end there is a light. So my words to you are, Keep going, don't stop, your tunnel may seem longer than others, but that doesn't mean that there isn't an end. So keep fighting, And I'll hopefully see you when you arrive. From, A person who pulled through
I keep finding myself in the tunnel now and then again because my life is hard to live sometimes but as long as it doesn't get darker than February I'm fine going through it. Heck I'm in the tunnel now with a flashlight this time.
The pic is what made me first click on this otherwise I don't think k i would've found it thank u so much! I needed this song in my life thank u rubychan's nightcore
This song is 2 powerful and 2 underrated... The message of this song is everything... There is nothing bad about this song... It makes u and breaks u... It gives u power.. 2 all those people who r having a hard time please stay strong and don't give up..
People don't wanna look inside me to think I could be a cool person when I wear a hat with the Russian flag I'm deemed traitor and told to go back. I will go back, but only when the war is over to find my biological mother.
I really like the heavy breathing you can hear regularly in the background. It goes really well with the line towards the end "begging Jesus, please can you make her breathe".
This song hits so close to home that it kinda hurts, it's a amazing song do not get me wrong, it brings me to tears thinking of what the song writer must have been going through, or the reason they made the song.. amazing work once again RubyChan
Sixteen with words to share. Hushed to a toneless sound. Bottles lay around their head as they keep the words they have unsaid. Emotions become blocked out. Numb but faking a smile. Simple and it lasts for a while. Carful to not over step, Holding onto who they were before, All that's left.
What I love personally is that singers make songs like this for a living and they know that the people Who listen to their music are in a rough time and then there are the singers who post this stuff just for the leading start on the boards and those people don’t understand what they did for that small group of people all around the world and how much better they made them feel in the moment of listening to that song
I love this song for ever❤❤ "I know that you shouldn't say that you are okay but you still look them in the eye and lie then go to use your astray" the best line in my opinion ❤❤❤❤❤
I always love music with such a meaning full lyrics, that's actually not for entertainment or to receive fame but to actually conceive a message. It gives you a refreshing feeling.
ok so I just finished my fight with depression and I want to point out that this song is so true. Most of the time you just feel empty and alone. For me it was just a lack of emotion and the little things would always push me over the edge into a mental breakdown and the amount of times that it said little really rang true for me.
This made me cry :D i barely could hear the song trough my sobs, but the thing is i have trauma's about crying so i was strugeling with breathing, scratshing picking, gabing my head. Silently screeming
Little Sara Your a diamond In the rough And I know that you Don't hear this all enough And I'm sure that's why Your writs have tons of cuts And I'm sure that's why You think your not enough On your 19th birthday You thought that you were done Tons of people in your home But it only felt like one Cuz your brain can only think About the waiting loaded gun But your friends are all still here So you pretend you're having fun All your friends, they wanna drink Cause it's your birthday But you've been drinking straight Probably since last Thursday Drinking is the only thing That makes u feel just okay It keeps the trigger finger Of the trigger and at bay You mind can only think About the things it shouldn't Your brain is filled with thoughts Of wishing that ya didn't Little Sara perk your ears up Try to listen But she can't hear the song Cause she's locked in the prison She can barely see the pavement She can barely read the signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too damn blind She's just looking for her angels But they're a little hard to find Little Sara You've been skipping out On class And any minute now Your friends are gonna ask Why the hell You're always acting Sorta sad And why the hell Your weeds just never seems to last But the truth is you Don't wanna let your secrets out Cause they think it's wrong for You to take a different route All, except your mom Too bad that she's just not around And don't get me wrong Those words you've tried To get them out But their views been skewed From their plastic news From their plasma tubes So they won't fit in your shoes Except for Sunday blues But you got Monday blues You got Tuesday blues Damn every day ya might lose All your friends they wanna smoke Cause it's a Friday But you've been smoking straight Probably since last Sunday I know you know you shouldn't say That you are okay But still you looked in the eye And lie then go to use the ashtray She can barely see The pavement She can barely read The signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look Inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too Damn blind She's just looking for Her angels But they're a little hard to find Little Sara Last night you got it bad In that moment You could barely even add Up 2 or 3 reasons Why you're glad And I guess that's You grabbed your pen and pad It was 6.14 And you could barely even read All the words you'd written down Why it was time for you to leave Your phone was on the ground And you could barely hear it ring Couldn't even hear a sound Couldn't feel a single thing Now it's 6.15 And your on your knees Blood is on your sleeves And you lungs won't breath Eyes are watering Body's shivering And tire wondering What is happening Now it's 6.23 And they're on their knees Begging Jesus please Can you make her breath Cause they finally see What was happening Underneath they're nose And underneath your sleeves She can barely The pavement She can barely read The signs People think she's complicated But never wanna look Inside Cause she's a little too R-rated And they're a little too Damn blind She's just looking for Her angels But they're a little hard to find These are the lyrics It was hard writting the lyrics down
Same me and bestie were listening to this song and she said this kinda describes you and I said yea She then said I'm here for you I was really happy at that moment This song is so relatable to me tho.
I was really touched after hearing this song because I take my 'horrible' life for granted but this song told me that a tough world exists outside my bubble. To the 1% who reads this, you are a great person! Always keep searching for your special angel😊
I've started doing SH a few days ago and this song makes sure i know I'm not alone. Thank you for posting this song in nightcore and this video in general.
![sophiemarie.b - hey little girl (live) [official lyric video]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/4sKNt6gbohQ/mqdefault.jpg)
Thanks to We Three for making this amazing song! I have been listening to this track on repeat for a while now as I think it is a masterpiece that really touches me!
Let's all give some love to everyone in the comments and hopefully y'all like it as much as I do 💜
Watch We Three's live performance of "Sara" here: ruclips.net/video/gqI5_Luf_kk/видео.html
This is good I like it
استمر اسطوره❤😇
Beautiful song and video Robin! Hope you're doing well ❥
It's so beautiful 💕
It’s been 8 straight hours and all I’ve done is just lie down in bed and listen to it for loop. I think I might just do that the whole day.
"She is just looking for her angels
but they are little hard to find"
Beautiful 💙
So true💙
True 💙
angels* 💙
Biblically accurate angels: 👄
Maybe they are trapped inside?
Just a cut
Just a scratch
"What’s that mark?"
"It was the cat"
Just an excuse
Just a lie
"What’s with all the bracelets"
"Just fashion why?"
Just a tear
Just a scream
"Why were you crying?"
"Just a bad dream"
yeah this is true
True
@@hayleefunk7874 same but some songs actually trigger my emotions, well my anger and frustration there is one song called "antitode" it triggered my frustration
True
@@Jocelyn-hr8vu I know that song too
This is really sad yet it is beautiful, describing the life of a depressed girl, This is really beautiful, and I hope if anyone is feeling like this, please know you're awesome
❤️
thanks but i don't feel that way but thanks anyway 😅
@Hana's Random Uploads Don't say that you are not awesome. Everyone has pros and cons. Mabey one of your cons is not seeing how great you are. I may not know you at all, but I know you are awesome. Think about everything good that you have every done. Even if it is something as simple as getting a good grade on a test. You are awesome. Like I said before, I don't know anything about you. But don't think you are not awesome. Everything you do is awesome, even if you don't think so. If you don't think you are awesome, like I said before that is just one of your cons. I know a lot of people think you are awesome, including me. I know you have no reason to trust me at all, but please do. A lot of people think you are awesome. Would someone who is not awesome be where you are today. I don't think so. You are awesome. You are awesome at whatever you do. I know you will live a good life.
"Depression is like a big fur coat- it's made of dead things, but it keeps me warm."- Icon For Hire
Sure, its warm, but it's also trying to kill you from the inside out.
@@paulcreacy5549 That was an amazing thing to say!
This song So Calming myself when i fell bad, Thanks RubyChan For Always Promoting Good Music ❤❤
Same, sad/depressing music always calms me down when I'm not okay.
Same... sometimes i wanna let out my stress, its better to cry it out then keep it in
😔😔😔😔😔😔
Yeah this is so calming❤
Songs like these make you wonder if the singer is talking about themselves. Or what they think a sad person is like
I think it's about themselves
Hmm 🤔
I think about myself
I think it might be about themselves too.
I always think they write songs about their experiences
I think it's about a friend they had
"Now it's 6:15
and you're on your knees, blood is on your sleeves, and your lungs won't breathe
Eyes are watering,
body's shivering, and
you're wondering what is happening"
It gave me chills :) please stay strong guys❤️
I'm trying 😢
that part always makes me sad bc that’s exactly what happened
@@addie3147 yeah the most traumatic ending I ever listened... Stay strong and think about your loved ones before doing anything..
Free hugs for you❤️💗
I did read your comment at the right timing......
I wish this song would scare me out of it it's like I envy the dead... and I think thats fucked up... I just wish people would stop making me feel like their life would be better without me
They don't say it but... they always point out my mistakes...
This is the type of song that stays with you.
I saw this on my recommendations and I was like ‘oh ha, my name is Sarah I wonder what this is’ and then I started to listen and it almost brought me too tears, since this song hits a little too close to home
A bit too close for comfort, isn’t it...?
@@saracrysis2851 saras be in da comments 👀
My name is Sarah too. And I also saw this song thinking aww sara and then I listened and I cried because this at one point could have been me. I got help though. And I’m happy now. I have support. It hits so close to home. It’s a beautiful song. ❤️
It makes me feel understood
Hits a little to deep i crie everytime i hear this song
While listening to this my mind went places
Imagine
You are a little kid
You are walking across an abandoned road with your mother and father
Nobody is paying attention to you and your father starts to run
Faster and farther he runs
You call out for him to come back
But he doesn't hear you
You turn to your mother for help but when you look to her she's also gone
Now your all alone crying..
Despite
You start running down the abandoned road
You're running and running
Your whole world is falling apart around you
There's nothing you can do
You're crying harder and harder the faster and farther you go
Finally you come to the end of the road there's nothing but a cliff
You stand there screaming and crying for your mother and father to come back
But they never do..
And still we put a smile on our faces and pretend it's okay but it's really not..
yep we all do it
Gross....
@@endaomo_ What was gross about that?
@@endaomo_ what’s so gross? It’s not gross! It’s sad..
@@endaomo_ lmao gross?
Everyone puts on a fake smile.
Tries to please the people.
To all the pretenders,
Try smiling for yourself sometime :)
Yash! ^^
Kinda get Criticized when you smile "For Yourself" People are Wierd these days. You Smile for yourself and your considered Selfish for putting your happiness first.
I can't, My emotions died the day I Almost took my lifw
@@mr.supporter4u I'm sorry to hear that. But, just know that it's okay, it's your life to live and they cant take or define that right.
@@sunnybunny2751 You didn't die, you are still here commenting on this post.. maybe they are still there too.
Sara means: Lady, Princess, Noblewoman, in Hebrew, In Urdu the names means, pure, happy, happiness, laughter, joy, and delight, in Islam Pure, untainted. Probably not relevant, but I though it was a cool fact, because her name means the opposite of how she or he feels, So he is your teaching lesson from a unprofessional person
wow cool!
Excuse,
It's not necessary that a girl whose name's Sara wud be a Princess or be joyful or happy. The Singer is just trying to tell a story, of a Suicidal Girl.
And I guess that's not an unprofessional teaching but the song's 'LEGENDARY' .
I don't even know what to say rn...
wow
@I Cri Some Times Lol
"people only realized what's precious to them until they lost it "
_ unknown
They would rather see u on ur back then see u on ur feet _me
I'd rather you give me flowers now rather than waiting 'till I'm dead- a traveller
sorry for ruining the sad mood but I just ruined the 123th like
Yeah.
“Suicidal kids tell other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer”
-unknown
wow ive never heard this song but its so damn relatable and now i love this song...4th time playing it back
"I don't wanna die. I just want to stop living, I want to be dead."
@I Cri Some Times Lucky you. Those who know the difference know the difference.
Me:Same like u
But
My reason is
Nobody trust me nor my parents ...........
It's like I'm dead but I'm still living
We're all on the same boat..as a team, sharing common situations, let's all keep living and go through life together .. *We are Warriors*
Same here
Same it’s like I don’t want to die but I want to disappear, evaporate, kinda like I never existed in the first place
Sad fact: the tablet that she is holding has low battery and that means she cant go on with life anymore...And the charger cable is her drinking trying to get away from all the sadness...
I only picked up the part of low battery, but great to know, Kinda.
The low battery represents how tired she is of faking her smiles and pretending to be ok… the charging cord could also represent what’s left of her will to live and how it’s taking all of her everything she has just to wake up every single morning…
Why would say that? This a true story of a girl whose suffering mentally. That's messed up to say 🙁
@@aixha2824 because the second I saw that drawing in a way I saw myself… because every day that is how I feel, that is how I am… and im so tired. But I have a reason to hold on.
Actually the point of it is to show she's putting on a mask and a fake face when in reality she's not doing well and the charger is showing not matter what she tries nothing helps so it'd a broken charger
For all the people who are listening to this right now: Take care of yourself! You're the one who's love for yourself matters the most! You're the only one who shoud acknowledge your effort! Keep fighting! If you need to take a nap, talk with someone or just cry, go ahead! Focus on your own happiness and don't forget to eat ramen~
And dont forget to eat ramen, kids! Cuz ramen = happiness (or at least in my life)
It’s ok to be happy and it’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to be stuck. Just push through, because someone’s waiting for you at the end of your troubles
@@bubbletea6617 idk why but this seems very poetic-
I'm really trying, I've held on for years but I got scars, bruses and marks from my depression 💔
Omg yeah i cant live without ramen
I was taking classes but for rubychans nightcore it can wait right?
Hellzz yahh😝
@@sweetface6861 I KNEW IT
Yash _but don't tell anyone I said that, I can't have a bad influence :x_ hahahah 😂
@@RubyChansNightcore YESSIR
im listening to this in the middle of the night(12 am)
The fact that the name I identify is Sara, and the lyrics are so damn relatable, hits my heart like a .50 Action Express bullet....thank you....This is the best song I’ve heard till now......
Little Sara, you're a diamond in the rough
And I know you don't hear this all enough
And I'm sure that's why your ankle has nine cuts
And I'm sure that's because you thought you're not enough
That one February, you thought that you were done
Family could be seen all around, but it felt like no one
Cause your brain can only think about that one nagging voice
And with no friends in sight, the noise takes away your choice
All the kids, they want to play, cause it's the way they're made
And you are the same, yet you're always standing in the shade
Music is the only sound that makes you feel okay
It keeps the demons drowned out, even if it's just a day
Your mind can only think about what it shouldn't
Your brain will fill with thoughts you wish it wouldn't
Little Sarah, perk your ears up, try to listen
I know it's hard to hear cause you're locked inside a prison
She can barely talk to others
She can barely say her thoughts
She thinks she's too complicated
And people don't want to look inside
Cause she's a little too outdated
And they're a little too behind
She's just looking for her angels
But they're a little too hard to find
Little girl, you've been making it to class
So you know that no one's gonna ask
Because you don't ever show you're sad or explain
How it's not you have a mask to hide your pain
The truth is it's there to cover up all the phases
Cause they'd think it's wrong to be different in so many ways
All except your mom, but even her it's hard to explain
And don't get me wrong, I know those words you've tried to shout out
But their views have been skewed by their plastic news
From their copy machine, they won't fit to match your views
So you've got the Sunday blues, then comes the Monday blues
You feel the Tuesday blues, cause every day you feel refused
All the kids, they wanna have fun cause it's a Friday
But they don't understand she's been lonely since last Sunday
I know you know you shouldn't say that you are ok
But you say you're 'fine' so someone can see past your display
She can barely talk to others
She can barely say her thoughts
She thinks she is too complicated
and people don't want to look inside
Cause she is a little too outdated
And they are a little too behind
She is just looking for her angels
But they are a little too hard to find
Little kid, last night you got it bad
In that moment you could barely think, of two or more people who felt weren't pretend
So that's why you decided to stop it to an end
It was 10;14 and you at your nightstand
Starring at your screen like you're a mistake to never understand
You didn't feel a thing when you clicked the link command
And couldn't imagine staying long, as you had originally planned
Then it was 11;15, our heart was open, if just a little bit, and it seemed to be enough
Eyes were watering, body shivering, and we wondered how this had happened
Then it's 2;23, my knees to my chest, begging Jesus please, don't let them be just screens
Cause someone finally sees, lets me be me, and gives me a friendship that was only in my dreams
I can barely talk to others
I can barely say my thoughts
I think I'm too complicated
And people don't want to look inside
Cause I'm a little too outdated
And they are a little too behind
But I think I just found my angels
And they are an amazing find
- - -
The Discord friends who stopped me from shutting everyone out
Thank you
Why is it that everyone can find help and they get better, but I think I found help but turns out I was blind they used me and hurt me and im even more broken in the end wondering why I even bother looking for help cuz its never coning not for me anyways
I forgot about this song funny when things decide to come back up in ur life
Three years ago, I had a project for my French class (which is my native language) where I needed to write a "short" story of ~1800 words. I was very inspired, so it ended up being around 5000 words.
It's about a girl who didn't get along very well with others at school and spent most of her time alone. On her last birthday, she received a present from her grandmother: a feather and inkpot set. Although she never really was a writer, the girl decided to try it out after her only (and totally fake) friend suggests she gives it a shot. Alone in her room, she prepared a few paper sheets, filled the inkpot, and let her imagination take over. For hours after that, the girl restlessly let her hand fly over the many sheets she had prepared, writing anything and everything that came to her mind.
But she had way too much to say. Way too many things bottled up inside her. She couldn't stop and didn't want to either. She didn't eat that day, but she wasn't hungry. She didn't sleep that night, but she wasn't tired. As a sea of paper began forming in her room, her parents started to worry about her well-being. They tried to reason with her only to be met with silence and a cold gaze.
Another day went by. The initial stack of paper had run out, so words started appearing on every surface of the room. The floor, walls, and ceiling became full of words of pain and sorrow. At some point, the inkpot had completely dried up, yet the girl kept going. With still so much pain to share, the girl slit her wrist and let her feather bask in the red, warm liquid flowing out of the wound. Finally freed from her burden, the girl collapsed to her knees with, for the first time in a long time, a true and genuine smile on her face.
When her parents next set foot in her bedroom, they were met with a storm of words and sentences. A hurricane of pain. However, the most painful sight was the motionless body of their daughter in the middle of the room. Under her long dark hair laid a peaceful smile. She wasn't breathing. Nor would she ever breathe again.
Her name was Sarah.
damn
Thank you for writing this loved it it's sad 💔
DAMN THAT HITS ME LIKE A TRUCK
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 u left me speechless
Thats a very good story! How did the teacher react?
*100 reasons lo live* :
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains.
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Meaningful sex.
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you love.
75. Spending the whole day in bed.
76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream.
77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
79. Bonfires and s'mores.
80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
81. Coming home to someone you love.
82. The color of autumn leaves when they change.
Summer.
83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
84. Cuddling.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Everyday is a new opportunity 🙂
Chill
Jeez how long did this take you to type
Or did you copy/paste it
Anyway all 100 is correct
Thank you so much
101 reasons to live*
i only need one reason and its the reason that has kept me from ending things a couple times now... if i die then the people who love me will get sad and i hate the thought of not being able to make them happy again
My parents will never love me
Your heart isnt a door
Dont lock it
Your neck isnt a hanger
Dont hang it
Your body isnt a book
Dont judge it
Your hand isnt paper
Dont cut it
Your life isnt a cloth
Dont exchange it
They dont want you
They need you
They dont like you
They love you❣❣❣
🥰😇
My hearts isn't a door
It's a princess in a tower
My necks a jumper
Just gotta put it away
My body is a mirror
It shows the truth
My hands aren't paper
My legs are though
My life is a plate
It's not mine
They need me
Just as much as the world needs an apocalypse
They don't like me
That's something I agree with
When ever I listen to this song it reminds me of how I felt about myself in middle school. This specific lyric is the closest to how I used to feel
“Little Sara, you’re a diamond in the rough and I know that you don’t hear this all about enough
and I’m sure that’s why your wrists have tons of cuts and I’m sure that’s why you think you’re not enough”
They remind me of the words that one of my friends used to say to me all the time and what makes this song even more meaningful to me is that my name is also Sara.
We need to talk
I can understand wht your going through I can relate to the whole song, I just dont smoke and I still cut because I cant stop nd the only person helping me is myself no one else will no one else cares why i cut they just want me to stop so they dont have to deal with it
@@elizaturner4726 Hey... I don't know what u have been goin' through or who u r, I read your comments, seriously it hits me at the bottom of my heart i also have kinda familiar experience like u do that's why I just wanna say please don't hurt your self (ik it's really hard nd all even I also used to cut alot) Everything will work out... Nd Have faith in God He has plans nd things will gonna alright soon just hang on theree with a little more patience May God bless u Friend:)
I get the picture her fake smile is almost gone
🙂That's me sorry if I bothered you...
That is my life to, I didt get bothered
My fake smile is completely gone - this song makes me smile naturally
No one should feel like this and ik that no one will see this but
You are so beautiful just the way you are😊
I'm the lucky depressed person who saw this. I know exactly what this feels like. My mom at one point said that she was tired of hearing my thoughts with depression because they were too depressing. I had no therapist or psychiatrist, and when I did have that I would feel better for an hour. I'd try again with her but no luck.
@@CelestialWolf23 I had tried to talk to my parents on multiple occasions my father was an alcoholic and my mother only cared for my second oldest sister and treated the rest of us like we didn't even exist, I would just be told all girls your age are depressed get over it Then I attempted and luckily lived only instead of even getting told I love you by them I got call an over dramatic selfish ungrateful bitch and they threaten to send me away. If it wasn't for my big brother who listened to me and talked to me about my feelings that I'm still here. I was only 13 years old at the time.
OMG I heard this person take a breath and was like: damn this is gonna be a great song😢 seems like I was right....
their voice is one of who has cried
same with their breathing and its sad
@Andy Fraser true true
Holy shit! I love this song.
♥
*FBI NU SWEAR*
Jkjkjk
lyrics: you've been skipping on class
Monokuma: EXCUSE ME WAT?!
@uwu that pic is Mikan (im guessing) and
Monokuma would never let anyone skip class
@@sarahsingh7918 Indian otaku/weeb! Wow!
@@iloveanimes6041 Im also an introverted gamer
@@sarahsingh7918 K
Oh no-
"She's just looking For her angels But their to A little hard to find." I lost my angel already...
Huh yeah for sure my angel left me a long time ago I was just to much to handle
NO angels I wan't to find them
same...
your angel will come back you just have to believe my angel will never come back cause the angel never existed but my devil came back and they help some times
@Esther really?
Where Are The Angel's When You Need Them.
I don't know, but I'll try to help you find them.
They believe your strong enough to handle it, and maybe you are
i know right
the angels are around us. we just don't know who it is
@@vaishnavikaligotla9600 No maybe here
Everyone wants depression until it consumes them.
Until they realize they cannot escape.
Until they realize it hurts too much.
And how self harm is so competitive.
If you see someone with scars deeper and more vibrant than yours, you want to change that.
You want to one-up them, even if it hurts.
Because your a little too R-rated, you think nobody cares.
Because your in pain you invalidate yourself.
Your not okay and you know that.
Your antidepressants don't work, they never have.
But you don't speak up, because you don't want to be controlled.
Because it's easier to pretend than it is to speak up.
After all, you've been pretending for quite a while now.
I have been struggling from day to day. And I'm always down but nobody notices. And if I say something about me going to a therapist for cutting, my mom says that I don't need it, but I can't do this fucking alone.
@@Playlists723 I'm here for you. Recovery is possible, I have been clean for 1.5 years, there is that bright light at the end of the tunnel, I'm so close to it and you can be too
I never wanted depression, and it consumes me when life is rough.
Yeah but I don't want to anymore Its too l8 tho
I keep lying to my friends and family - I know they wouldn't understand what I'm going through, day in day out.
If I could make all this stop, believe me I would in a heartbeat. But I'm too much of a coward to hurt my close ones with my death so I'm fluctuating between cutting, listening to suicidal songs and dancing to happy songs.
Please help me decide !
This is free therapy tbh:)
I've never been this early before! Great song
^•^
"people think she's complicated, but never wanna look inside,
cuz she's a little to R-rated, and they're a little too damn blind,
She's just looking for her angels, but they're a little hard to find."
that's like, my favorite part, I love the whole song though-
I actually have (had?) a friend named Sarah, just an h, same name though lol
Anyway, she was my best friend for literally my entire life, but at some point, BIG things happened in my life, and then her mom, decided she didn't want anything to do with our family anymore. And her mom has always been like that, but.. well I never thought our friendship would have to end like that, and at first we were both very upset about it, but then she messaged me and said some.. things.. that made me very worried she might, um, y'know. So I told my mom, she read the messages, and we called the cops, apparently she had been ending the friendship, not saying goodbye, like, from life. So she got really mad and snapped at me and said things like "do you know how embarrassing it was to have COPS come to your door and ask for you?!" and stuff like that, she said she was done, done with my family, her mom was right. And by then a was struggling with serious depression, I'd lost most of my friends because of what happened in my family, and now I was losing her. Eventually one of us reached out, can't remember who, and we made up, so we're friends now, but we can't see each other, so we just chat on discord right now. And it feels like, well, I guess it's like none of my friends trust us anymore, my other best friend, she isn't allowed to come over, because of what happened, it's really personal so I'm not going to say anything specific, just that something happened.
It's been a year and a half now.
This song reminds me of Sarah, but I didn't send it to her, just because I felt that might not be the best, and I'm very self-conscious of my music preferences, and like, everything else, so that's just one thing. I don't have many friends, but I play with my brothers' friends, (and they're nice, basically my friends as well as my brothers' I actually play with them more than my brothers do), and they all have problems in their lives too, and they talk about it with each other, but I.. don't. If anything I act like I'm perfect, literally, I'm not good at communicating, so I just say I'm perfect, I joke about it, I actually nicknamed myself Perfection in the discord server. But so anyway, I thought about sending this to my friend, I didn't and I realized that I keep trying to help my friends, but sometimes, I feel like nobody really cares about me? It's kind of stupid, but I just feel that way sometimes. Because nobody sees through my fake smile, or my fake ego/personality, and see.. me, and everything in my head, all the dark inside there. And the one person who I knew cared about me, was someone I pushed away because I was scared to change, I've always had a set personality, and then people call me weird, and I don't really want to be WEIRD, I want to be me, which is sometimes weird, but I'm so scared people will judge me, that I ended up pushing the person away, and now we don't talk, and I don't think they even really want to be my friend anymore, I don't know. My mom is often in my brother's room talking to him, because he's so depressed that he doesn't leave his room if he can help it. So basically, he doesn't try, at all, so my mom is worried about him. But because I try, I smile, I joke, I see friends, I do things, so I'm clearly fine, my mom doesn't check on me, ever really, my dad, well it just doesn't feel like he loves me. So it just, it seems like no one cares, I know they do, but they aren't helping me, or even acknowledging that there is anything wrong, because they just don't seem to know.
I'm sorry about that, I started typing, and just.. kept going? 😅
well if you read this whole thing, thank you, I apparently had to vent
Edit:
So uh, it's been a while now, this all went down nearly 3(?) years ago. Wish I could say I'm okay, but I'm really not, maybe better though? I don't know. I finally started meds though, my anxiety is not nearly as bad and I feel like I can just be me, I'm not as scared to actually behave as the person I am, so that's an upside. The person I pushed away, I started talking to them again, then we stopped again? It's pretty complicated and I'm not gonna get into that, I don't even know what I think of that whole situation. I always had the plan that even though we couldn't see each other now, when I got my driver's license, I could drive over and get her and we could hang out without her mom knowing, since she lived close by. Thing is, it was never her that got mad at me, she was trying to talk to me and her mom stood over her shoulder telling her what to say, her mom was ending the friendship through her. Anyway, I'd been waiting a long time and I could nearly get my permit. 4 months before I got my permit, she moved. This wasn't any small move either, she now lives over 1000 miles away, and I truly wish that was an exaggeration. We still talk, but it feels like I lost her. I've found a really cool opportunity in school though, very excited for that. And on top of that, I actually go to school now, I was homeschooled most of my life and then did online school up until recently. So life is eh, I go through periods of feeling utterly hopeless and wanting to die to excited for the future and who I can be. I hope anyone else who has gone through something and feels the same can someday see their worth, you guys are all amazing and don't ever let anyone tell you differently
Its ok, I like to read and listen to people vent abt their problems ut this comment hit me a little too close to house, I understand ur struggles and ive been there. Trust me when I say "It'll get better". And- Your welcome.(replying to u saying thank u).
I don’t know you or your story, but you got a sister out there now ✌️I really hope you find someone who can see through your walls. And know that no matter what happens- how many people seem to ignore the pain, fake smiles, and weak assurances of everything being ‘perfect’. You got yourself. You are perfect, but it’s your flaws that make you that way. And all of your ‘weirdness’ is what makes you such a character and an individual, it makes you who you are, and you should love yourself for it; not have fear of friends or people seeing more of it. I hope you find company and shelter in knowing and loving who you are. And may your day shine as brightly as yourself- wish I could write you more but life calls. Have a life worth leaving
If you need a friend that will listen to you vent and accept you and all your weirdness hmu on discord ill try my best to make you grin like an idiot ik it might not help but ill try my user is spartinX2 my numbers are 8115
*hugs*
Oh gosh, time passes both very fast and slow, I wrote this comment 2 months ago, and I thought it was longer but I still remember writing it, some of it is kind of cringe but I couldn't find better words, so oh well
i've cried over this 5 times- this is me- I love it-
The end made me cry. This song is super good. It's been on loop for 3 hours.
The pic in the back has such a powerful meaning
I just relapsed this week and this song has really been hitting deep
They never realize how special a person is until they disapear.
Nice job
^•^
The end of this song...gives me chills every time.
This is a comfort... Everytime I hear it... It feels like for once... Someone understands.
The fact that a song could be so relatable and actually describes the shit I did and went through is mine blowing. Amazing video.
People think she is complycated, but they dont wanna look inside
This happens alot, people are so much nicer then people think
Added to the playlist to avoid having a sore wrist... This my new favourite song...
This song is too underrated... This band is amazing.
i’ve been listening to this on repeat- makes me cry everytime 🥺
So friggin talented... The rap, the message, everything.. what a brave topic to address and it was done perfectly 🙏
This pic is perfect for the song. She's only showing people what they want to see and not her current state which is low on energy and will and ready to die. You did amazing with getting his message across.
“Suicidal kids tell others that suicide isn’t the option”
-unknown
"we all are just suicidal kids telling strangers that suicide isn't the answer."
~probably someone else
We all know that nobody should feel this way or do these things easier said than done it's hard to see someone hurting the way we do we know we shouldn't commit so we push it on others
I woke up to find this song in my notifications, and started listening. It’s already been two hours, but I can’t help it. I’ve been listening to this song on loop, I can’t get enough.
8 and a half hours and still counting.
This song makes me feel better
To all the people who are struggling with depression,
whoever you may be, People of colour, LGBTIA+, white, straight, whoever
Depression can be seen as a tunnel,
We may never see the end and we feel like we want to give up and sit there.
But we forget that every tunnel comes to an end, that at every end there is a light.
So my words to you are,
Keep going, don't stop, your tunnel may seem longer than others, but that doesn't mean that there isn't an end.
So keep fighting, And I'll hopefully see you when you arrive.
From,
A person who pulled through
Thanks
I keep finding myself in the tunnel now and then again because my life is hard to live sometimes but as long as it doesn't get darker than February I'm fine going through it. Heck I'm in the tunnel now with a flashlight this time.
Can we just take a second and admire how perfectly this picture expresses the soul of this song?
Like seriously. It's quite the image.
I got chills. This song is beautiful
The pic is what made me first click on this otherwise I don't think k i would've found it thank u so much! I needed this song in my life thank u rubychan's nightcore
Listening to this on repeat at 4 am. Can’t get over it. So relatable.
Nice song!
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I listened to this on repeat. It just makes me feel hollow, like i rarely feel sad over songs
I love the emotion in "damm blind"
This song is 2 powerful and 2 underrated... The message of this song is everything... There is nothing bad about this song... It makes u and breaks u... It gives u power.. 2 all those people who r having a hard time please stay strong and don't give up..
people think shes complicated but never wanna look inside one of my fav line of this song
People don't wanna look inside me to think I could be a cool person when I wear a hat with the Russian flag I'm deemed traitor and told to go back. I will go back, but only when the war is over to find my biological mother.
"But your friends are all still here so you pretend you're having fun"
WHY DID THIS TOUCH MY HEART SO MUCH AND THE SONG ISN'T EVEN HALF WAY DONE-
I have never been more in love with a song. Thank you do much for introducing it to me.
i can relate to this song so much thank u
I could lisin to this song time after time
Still listening in 2024. Trying not to cry. 😢
this song means a lot to me it helped me when i was going through a tough time thankyou for making it
This song put me to sleep, whenever I'm down this song helps me to focus. I love this song so much.
"I don't wanna die, but I wish I never Existed"
same
I really like the heavy breathing you can hear regularly in the background. It goes really well with the line towards the end "begging Jesus, please can you make her breathe".
This song hits so close to home that it kinda hurts, it's a amazing song do not get me wrong, it brings me to tears thinking of what the song writer must have been going through, or the reason they made the song.. amazing work once again RubyChan
Sixteen with words to share.
Hushed to a toneless sound.
Bottles lay around their head as they keep the words they have unsaid.
Emotions become blocked out.
Numb but faking a smile.
Simple and it lasts for a while.
Carful to not over step,
Holding onto who they were before,
All that's left.
It fits me so well thank you for helping me feel understood
What I love personally is that singers make songs like this for a living and they know that the people Who listen to their music are in a rough time and then there are the singers who post this stuff just for the leading start on the boards and those people don’t understand what they did for that small group of people all around the world and how much better they made them feel in the moment of listening to that song
heey~
edit: Ruby's always the first, so yeah pwp
XDD
@@RubyChansNightcore ^^
Too cute name!
I love your videos so much
♥
🖤
this song is litterly writen for me its so beautiful
Why is this music so nice and calming when I want to cry or when I’m sad???
So it’s just me?
No
This song is so amazing
I love this song for ever❤❤ "I know that you shouldn't say that you are okay but you still look them in the eye and lie then go to use your astray" the best line in my opinion ❤❤❤❤❤
Im listening to it all the time
Its that good and i needed music like it 💕
I always love music with such a meaning full lyrics, that's actually not for entertainment or to receive fame but to actually conceive a message. It gives you a refreshing feeling.
ok so I just finished my fight with depression and I want to point out that this song is so true. Most of the time you just feel empty and alone. For me it was just a lack of emotion and the little things would always push me over the edge into a mental breakdown and the amount of times that it said little really rang true for me.
I'm crying from how relatable this is
Wow my name is Sara too and this song literally my real life story too what a coincidence 😌
I have listened to this song over and over, and it never gets old
Man this song hit hard. I hope none of you ever have this happen to you
Omg this is so beautiful and emotional to me
This made me cry :D i barely could hear the song trough my sobs, but the thing is i have trauma's about crying so i was strugeling with breathing, scratshing picking, gabing my head. Silently screeming
Wow...This is completely beautiful..its explains this world..and im on the verge of crying
Little Sara
Your a diamond
In the rough
And I know that you
Don't hear this all enough
And I'm sure that's why
Your writs have tons of cuts
And I'm sure that's why
You think your not enough
On your 19th birthday
You thought that you were done
Tons of people in your home
But it only felt like one
Cuz your brain can only think
About the waiting loaded gun
But your friends are all still here
So you pretend you're having fun
All your friends, they wanna drink
Cause it's your birthday
But you've been drinking straight
Probably since last Thursday Drinking is the only thing
That makes u feel just okay
It keeps the trigger finger
Of the trigger and at bay
You mind can only think
About the things it shouldn't
Your brain is filled with thoughts
Of wishing that ya didn't
Little Sara perk your ears up
Try to listen
But she can't hear the song
Cause she's locked in the prison
She can barely see the pavement
She can barely read the signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look inside
Cause she's a little too R-rated
And they're a little too damn blind
She's just looking for her angels
But they're a little hard to find
Little Sara
You've been skipping out
On class
And any minute now
Your friends are gonna ask
Why the hell
You're always acting
Sorta sad
And why the hell
Your weeds just never
seems to last
But the truth is you
Don't wanna let your secrets out
Cause they think it's wrong for
You to take a different route
All, except your mom
Too bad that she's just not around And don't get me wrong
Those words you've tried
To get them out
But their views been skewed
From their plastic news
From their plasma tubes
So they won't fit in your shoes
Except for Sunday blues
But you got Monday blues
You got Tuesday blues
Damn every day ya might lose
All your friends they wanna smoke Cause it's a Friday
But you've been smoking straight
Probably since last Sunday
I know you know you shouldn't say
That you are okay
But still you looked in the eye
And lie then go to use the ashtray
She can barely see
The pavement
She can barely read
The signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look
Inside
Cause she's a little too
R-rated
And they're a little too
Damn blind
She's just looking for
Her angels
But they're a little hard to find
Little Sara
Last night you got it bad
In that moment
You could barely even add
Up 2 or 3 reasons
Why you're glad
And I guess that's
You grabbed your pen and pad
It was 6.14
And you could barely even read
All the words you'd written down
Why it was time for you to leave
Your phone was on the ground
And you could barely hear it ring
Couldn't even hear a sound
Couldn't feel a single thing
Now it's 6.15
And your on your knees
Blood is on your sleeves
And you lungs won't breath
Eyes are watering
Body's shivering
And tire wondering
What is happening
Now it's 6.23
And they're on their knees
Begging Jesus please
Can you make her breath
Cause they finally see
What was happening
Underneath they're nose
And underneath your sleeves
She can barely
The pavement
She can barely read
The signs
People think she's complicated
But never wanna look
Inside
Cause she's a little too
R-rated
And they're a little too
Damn blind
She's just looking for
Her angels
But they're a little hard to find
These are the lyrics
It was hard writting the lyrics down
The title of the song is my name and that's how my life is . I'm so shocked and I really cried. Love this ❤️
Same me and bestie were listening to this song and she said this kinda describes you and I said yea
She then said I'm here for you
I was really happy at that moment
This song is so relatable to me tho.
I was really touched after hearing this song because I take my 'horrible' life for granted but this song told me that a tough world exists outside my bubble.
To the 1% who reads this, you are a great person! Always keep searching for your special angel😊
Me: this song is so gonna be creepy
The song: nah fam its gonna be depressing
ikr 😭
nah fam i thought it was gonna be deep AND IT WAS.
Funny seeing myself still listening to depressing ass songs 3 years later XD
This song hits hard.. but somehow gives me comfort...
I've started doing SH a few days ago and this song makes sure i know I'm not alone. Thank you for posting this song in nightcore and this video in general.
It's amazing how i can relate the same song for over 7 years
"They only actually care, when your dead." -Wise person
well, I'd care if you change that pfp of yours...
@@GhostScratch its not hurting anyone?
The amount of times this song has saved me is countless
this channel deserve subscribe~