I have never been more alone.
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depression is like you’re not living. You’re just existing
And each day is a burden. Waking up and getting out of bed is the hardest thing too
@@michaelperreault4239 Honestly, for me, just getting up to get something to eat or drink is hard.
Mya Janego amen to that🙄🗑
Yes just waiting time is gonna be passed n bring our to good place's
Existing till finally you’re let go and are free from it
If I say how I feel people would call me an “attention seeker”
Yeah. And add "you are weak", "just get over it". We all feel down sometimes. I know that.. i really do. I ask for help and then hear these words and feel like.. Damn. I probably should get over it. I'm getting over it for a while and then boom. I cry. I laugh. Get angry over little things and feel like a freakin psycho.. And my friends ask "what is wrong with you?". I answer "nothing", because I know what they would say..
Kbabes Xoxxx I know how u feel it happens to me all the time
Same I keep my feeling bottled up inside and never let them out even when no ones around
I feel you.😭💔
Kara x yup and people would call me a wimp or weak
You know it’s back when you start watching this kind of videos... 💔
He Llo True af
He Llo yep :(
Yea fuck this shit
Fucked up..
Yup
I cut until I'm numb...
I hurt until i bleed...
I cry until it hurts...
I smile until i cant
And i break until im fixed
did i ask
Relatable.
I’m glad I can relate to someone
Praying for you...your gonna be okay.
@@moog3438 who ever the hell you are u need to stop i just dont get people like you does this help you sleep at night or something because u need help
You dont know what being alone is until youre used to being alone, people annoy you when trying to talk to you, when you dont need a hand to help you back up, people for advice, you dont know what alone is until you dont need anyone the only things you need is your pride and honor
YourBoyBrute at first u tell yourself that you're fine being alone but believe me, it gets to you sooner or later & it's a horrible feeling not having anyone to talk to
Being alone..is having nothing..no pride no honor..being empty
Being alone..is having nobody to make you feel loved...no one to talk to no self-acceptance.. being empty
Ruby Puma Hernandez almost perfect explanation man
@@MrYnoter that's when you either find god or you fall
I love these type of videos cause they're so relatable. But the worst part is that it's just movie scenes and then you realize it's not actually real and they're acting, so then you feel like your the only one who feels that way, then you feel so alone.
Ruby Puma Hernandez you aren’t alone if that helps any
Ruby Puma Hernandez don’t worry honey u are not alone in this we are all together in this and we are going to get through it
So damn true!!!!
No because i feel like this so were the same
Im with you❤❤❤
I ruined such a great relationship, hearing this is exactly how I feel right now
I exactly know how it feels.
Yea i feel you we make mistakes though but we feel like shit because of it and its part of the punishment and its part of life ya know?
Same
Same
After my best friend left me...i just felt empty. We where friends for 4 years, and she just left me alone and ent with these 2 girl who would make her feel bad...i would stand up for her, but now she's best friends with them. Now i don't trust anyone and I'm a mess.
I have 2 friend but its just not the same...
i lost all my friends and i don’t know why
I will be your friend
Doris Uhlman thx
@@rachelricheyy alsp Jesus loves u!
Me too ! I don't know what I did wrong ! 😭😢
I lost my friends because of me
It's just hard to feel this way and knowing that you can't escape the pain.
You cant escape the pain but you can forget about it feeling physical pain will help you forget lifting weights the pain you feel its addicting its good for forgeting because your only focusing on the pain youre feeling in that moment
UNKNOWN NAMELESS I can't say there will be no pain. But I can say I believe you can over come it. Keep going.
UNKNOWN NAMELESS yeah... like Rn I can’t get up I’m trying but it’s hard
My belief personally is that, "Things dont get better, we just get numb-er"
@@yourboybrute862 you are not alone, there are millions of others in pain walking thru life griefstriken, heartsick, brokenhearted, empty....we are the ones who god loves the most
Depression is like knowing your not good enough for anyone, so you miss every opportunity.
But it's all wrong. You're good enough and you're important no matter what your dark thoughts tell you. I know you miss lots of opportunities while you're depressed, because it makes you believe lies. But please trust me, you're good enough and you can do it. I hope you're alright. Love you ❤️
I held my best friend in my arms as she died. I was hardly there with her in her last days, and here I was, standing in the room, looking at the body of the best friend I ever had. People act like they know what you're dealing with. They say they're sorry but it doesn't help. She was just lying there, blood in her spit, and all I could do was let her go. The only friend I had in this world. Everything I have ever cared about is gone. I have never been more alone.
Zach T 😢 I hope you are ok now...
Velvet Featherpaw There's no real "being ok" with something like this. It just becomes a part of you that you have to hide from others.
Zach T yeah, I feel stupid for saying that now because I realized that I am going through the same thing now. I understand how they feel now.
Zach T hey bro, how're you holding up?
my girlfriend commited suicide because of me.. you never get over things like this, and if you do.. youre lucky..
Damn hits deep, no one truly knows how one feels inside. We wake up and put on our fake smile while inside we struggle to not take the cowards way out. Until one day with out warning it over takes us end we end our lives.
*there was never anything good about me*
There's always something good about everybody. I just can't figure it out I don't know what to get about me
Nice
But Jehovah made you.
Same
“There’s nothing good about me anymore, I’m sick of wasting my time, I’m tired of living.” That hit me like a ton of bricks like I’ve never experienced before
I care and am here for u. Please dont give up. I am here if u wanna talk
"i eat the same demons everday" 0:44
*fighting
@@TWoNaGe yeah but the Video shows "I eat..."
Ohhhhhh... I see why he wrote that now. Thank you . I was confused.
Actually eating demons is something related to eating disorders somehow because I know how that feels like trust me
I drink my demons....Everyday and I'm tired...
You might have “friends” but that doesn’t take
the feeling of being ina dark place lonely,no one to trust.
"I don't like who i am, there's nothing good about me anymore" i felt this💔
I swear if I could say this to everyone I know, I would not miss the chance.
I fought with my friends because my depression caused my temper to go off sometimes. I was just so angry... for no reason. They stopped being friends with me, called me a snake behind my back. I deserved the hate. All of it. But... it still hurt. Especially knowing it came from people I once laughed and played with.
I understand this
Everything is going to be fine. God is with you okay 🙏
Depression makes us do and think unreasonable things so often. I used to push away people who cared about me for reasons I still find difficult to understand. Sometimes things just happen. You can ask yourself why they did and how to avoid them from happening again, but you can't mask how you feel. My therapist used to tell me that anger is the biggest show of self love, because if you're angry about something it means you feel hurt by it and you love yourself enough to fight for it to stop. Maybe you got angry for things that didn't hurt you apparently, or maybe you got angry against people who did nothing wrong to you, it doesn't matter. I used to cry, you used to get angry. We were confused, scared maybe, lonely. The people we involved happened to be there, they happened to witness our confusion, that's all. You can't control what they decide to do about it, but this is kind of a good thing, right? You can't control what they decide to do, so how can it be your fault? It's not. You're not a monster for what happened between you guys.
"I don't know what happened to me or where I went wrong."
*Damn, I felt that one.*
“there is nothing good about me anymore” I felt that on a personal level. It seems no matter how hard people try they can’t love someone like me.
so perfekt.
splittermeer perfect*
Theo m "perfekt" is the German word for "perfect". The spelling is absolutely correct in this language.
splittermeer alright, sorry.
Hungarian as well
Doesn't matter how u speak that out in what language...the meaning is the same...
German to
I’m tired. I wish I loved myself. I wish I felt like I’m not worthless. I just want to have one person that will be there for me. I’m tired of being alone I’m always the last choice no one wants me and I’m tired of it
Hi, Kay... It must be so hard to feel like this so often so I understand how tired you are. It's not easy to love yourself and make everything great, because it's life and sometimes you have to fight. But you're not alone. I promise I'll be there for you even though I don't know you, because you're important and valuable. You're beautiful and wonderful because it's you. I love you and I believe that you're an amazing person who deserves to be happy. So keep that head high and fight, one day you'll be proud of yourself. You'll find people who'll understand you. If you need to talk, I'm always here for you. But first things first, I really hope you're doing alright by now since it's been one year. Take care of yourself ❤️
Im surrounded with people who care yet I feel so alone I'm tired of being in this world and have already given up,but I can't hurt the only people who have been there for meno matter what. I won't kill myself but if a bullet or car comes my way I'm not moving
Keep holding on the rope you are living on, don't let go
I'm not allowed to go near police officers or guns anymore. Because i accidentaly told my parents that if I ever got a gun, i wouldnt hesitate to pull the trigger
Alexia Galyardt wish I had a gun tbh but they don’t have them in the uk
Desiree I totally felt that . I feel so alone but everyone around me “ cares so much “
I understand exactly what you mean. That's exactly how I feel. If I'm walking to school, and the train comes, I'm gonna keep walking.
parents they think they know us we only show them what we want them to see and that is the sadest part of everything :(
Yeah, and then they say they know us more than we know ourselves
People tell me I’m lying when I tell them my feelings I’m the “bubbly one” “always happy” they say I’m faking it cause I’m smiling and laughing all the time
That’s a lie only around people
:(
Just because you smile doesnt mean your happy
Sometimes you just don't live anymore.
You survive.
Everything I ever cared about is gone 💔
Me to
Facts- SMFH-
GOD BLESS-
Same
Same here I have no one to live for
I get overwhelming feeling of sadness for no reason or a super small thing will set me off My family doesn't understand
Ah I love this, there is so much emotion and it works with the music so well. Bravo
For anyone who wants to know the song, it’s:
When She Came Back
Max richter
I truly wish these were on Spotify 😢
Well whoever made this video said everything i can't describe in me anymore.
Listening to these again. I figured out how to describe my depression. I understand the weight of the world is heavy, but have you ever tried to hold up an ocean without drowning beneath it....
You know, it's amazing how cold people can be, you tell them and they leave. I had depression, I had so much going on and when I finally told my girlfriend, she left me. I've had trust issues ever since, cant be in another relationship. It's coming back and this time, I know what it's like
You know you are big sad when you have a towel on you’re pillow
Omg Perfect.
I've felt like this for SOO long even though I have a great life... I dwell on the past... Glad this put it into words for me...
I don't have the energy to eat, wake up, sleep, go to school do stuff at school like idk
I dont have energy to get out of bed either if It makes you feel better, your not alone.
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank u for ur words...🙂 I'm in pain but after reading your comment I am now happy...😇
Thanks for sharing this with me and everyone ❤️ thank you 😊 and have a wonderful fucking day cheer's
Thankyou so much Becho! I really needed this. When I read it tears falls down my face. I don't have any words to thank you for sharing this with us. People like you are really hard to find in this freaking world. Sending you so much much love my friend ❤️
Thanks for every single word you wrote,just know that you saved a life,my life.. i read your comment while crying alone in the darkness,it was light in the dark for me God bless you
Thank you.
It's amazing how sometimes lyrics of these videos match up perfectly of how I feel 🙃
this describes me, myself and my hole life ......
I listen this everynight when i cry.
To all those going through this, this will pass, the pain will end someday. It hurts so much I know. My heart gets numb at times. And the worst part is there's no one to talk to. I hope you all get over this phase soon and may you find people who will love and care for you.
Thank you. My heart is also numb at the moment. It feels good to know that I'm not the only one.
Subhasish Dey but in reality we know that won’t happen
Well in my reality 🥺
Who else lies in the dark watching these covering there mouth so nobody hears them....
Just me? Ok, I'll die undiagnosed alone
you're not alone, i'm the same way.
@@summrofsatrn thanks, I needed to hear that someone else is going through kinda the same thing Xx
I'm the same way I've had no friends for 3 years and I'm always crying and my family never knows it
And i just get so jealous of all the 16 year olds my age having a lot of fun on social media :( and I'm just sitting here doing nothing anxiety pushing me away from everything
I hope your doing alright tho 😔
Dang. I would relate to this, If I were to listen last year. When I felt like I was always failing and always upset and had nobody to talk to about my feelings so I just kept it inside. I'm very thankful this year for all of the friends I have.
I randomly get a sense of loneliness, and youtube recommends me this. thnxs youtube, I can count on you when i have breakdowns.
the loneliest felling ever is knowing that no one likes you but everyone loves you
Die Erkenntnis, dass es genau das ist was mir aus der Seele spricht, schmerzt enorm....
471739190 same
been having a hard time, my nearest friend just tried to take her own life, And a while ago she loved someone, but he broke her heart. I've been sitting up all night for the latest 3 weeks. Literarly EVERY night. Even when she was asleep, i sat up. Writing compliments to her just to make her feel better and to make her feel loved again, to make her feel special again. But now, i think i love her... But she doesen't love me. And for the first time in my life i just feel lost, And alone. Her depression transfered to me instead. Now i dont know if i can do this much longer. PLEASE help me...
Oskar Andersson It is going be ok I been in the same situation before Ik how you feel you are not alone
I feel u :/
Call 1-800-273-8255
Call 1-800-273-TALK
Call 1-800-784-2433
I did the same stuff for my best friend because she was just like that every night I would stay up for her and make sure she was ok many nights I didn't sleep then I fell in love she got into drugs and alcohol I tried to get her help and to stop and she said I was trying to control her and we aren't as close everyday I would come over and do stuff with her and I loved it but I miss what we had so much but it's like I have nothing like I never did
Oskar Andersson you can do this! YOU can do this! Talk to someone! It doesn’t hurt to ask for help
Time dosnt heal all wonds, it teaches us how to live with the pain, it only makes your heart numb.
Grade eben deine seite gefunden weil ich die ganze zeit traurige lieder suche und komme dan auf deine seite und ich finde diese audios so. Nachdenklich interessant
This is incredible and so relatable wow
I feel misunderstood and lost there's this shadow of darkness that hides inside me that never shows itself to anyone but me and it makes me feel numb it distracts me from reality it's as if I'm in a deep state of hypnosis but I don't get sad about that, the fact that I have to do what everyone says and listen to what people say about me and question my own self if it's true.... no that doesn't bother me what bothers me is that no one notices how I feel and even when I do take a chance and tell people how I feel they forget the never remember without even bothering to make me feel better or at least try so why should I stay in a world where nothing good happens and I never feel anything? why should I stay in the world where everyone puts me down makes wrong decisions ? everyone claims they care but they don't even know me I just want to break down and cry but it wouldn't do anything ...I try loving other people and hope they love me back but the sad truth is I don't even know what love is anymore maybe I'm just with someone because I like to feel loved and I usually don't get that ....I thought I felt happy this one time when I met a boy and he made me happy so I got attached but he was already in a relationship so I knew I was just overreacting but I couldn't help but feel so attached to him so I kept him as a friend but I'm scared of someone pretending to love me I mean fuck I'm with someone who I haven't known that long and he says he loves me but this question stays in my mind and I ask myself is this one of those temporary relationships or is it love and I'm just so numb I can't tell, what if my constant doubt fucks up a relationship? I don't think I'll ever understand and if I can't understand then no one can...
I think u should ALWAYS tell ur SO(significant Other) all of ur doubts instantly as they come up ...this way ur not dealing with them alone and it could actually bring u closer to them even...being a team...I think u get my point....that's it😁✌️good luck to u
i always cry when i watch this type of videos in the past but now i dont cry anymore i just sit there and stare blankly at the screen. i cant feel anything anymore
I thought everything was going back to normal but it hit me right in the face and now the count is back to zero. GREAT!
Wunderschön!😍
I have nothing! No one!! Alright its all gone!!
Brandon Garcia whats that from? is this the guy in the hospital??
It's Breaking Bad. The character who's speaking is Jesse Pinkman (Aaron Paul) Sorry for my bad english, i'm french
Hey! I know everything isnt very good right now but.. It'll get better! :) Im sending lots of hugs!!
@@awwhe omg I'm doing so much better now!!! Moved on from all that darkness. I don't even remember putting this comment. Thank you for you kind words! 💕
@@brandongarcia9344 Im happy you're doing so much better now
there’s just a point where even getting help doesn’t help so idk how to live anymore
sad i keep coming back to these videos. i don’t know if it will ever get better
If i say how i feel people would call me the "victim" as if i'm not suppose to express my feelings ..
My mom passed away when I was 2, after a while my dad seemed to forget me so I spent a lot of time alone. Eventually he found someone, and they married I loved her and called her mom because she was the closest thing to a mom for me and 8 years later she died to cancer I went to her hospital room and stood next to her and felt her breathe then nothing. I started crying and my chest ached and burned.. And now I'm as lonely as I was before her.
Careless Carp im so sorry..
Opening dialog with anyone especially after an event like the one u described could feel impossibly difficult but I believe being able to talk about it would be a step towards recovering from it.
Watching this reminds me of how many people ive hurt and how i cannot change that, not because its impossible, but i just dont know how or if i can(but not just fixing what happened, but fixing the hatred i have towards me). Im just stuck in a loop of reminding and then hating myself for it when im alone and acting normal and silly when im with others because it helps me forget
This is a mood for 2020 honestly.
Friend, you are not alone.Please don't give up.I know your sad, lonely.Please hold on.Tomorrow will be better.Have faith in your future. life is a gift.Your here for a reason.Have patients to find out, what part of life, you play.Theirs so much options out there.Try to explore different avenues. Along the way, you will meet people, I guarantee. Sometimes we don't need a surplus.just that (1) best friend who will be there.Never give up on your dreams.Your stronger than you think.
Angela Brown what if you don't have a best friend or anyone?
Ruby Puma Hernandez Dear friend, Your best friend
in life , is you. Never give up on your dreams.Find strength within yourself, to conquer any doubts, disappointments. It's important to survive, even though you feel weak. Theirs always tomorrow, which represents a new beginning. Hold onto hope, faith, courage. If you want to be successful, You've got be strong. whenever you walk, through life,daily. You will meet people along the way. Friendships will develop. You just got to be social. Your stronger than you think. I truly believe if you keep fighting,for your happiness."YOU WILL WIN" GOODLUCK FRIEND.
Angela Brown I know that you have the best intentions at heart when you write these comments but for me, I just feel worse. How can you be so happy, and so positive? I want to be happy and seeing people who have happiness tell me to hang on is just more pain. You don’t know what it’s like to feel hopeless. No amount of words will ever fix this feeling. I’m sorry if I seem mean but seeing comments like these make me feel so much more hopeless.
Nice audio 😍
The way I relate to this like it's words flowing out of my own mouth is so unbelievable
I haven’t watched these videos for over a year, until a few weeks ago I started noticing how I would just lay in my bed thinking and now I started listening to these. I know it’s back and it’s make so upset but then I remember I fought last time to be me again so this time I will have to do the same but harder.
Everytime I’ve wanted to be in a relationship it’s never worked out and the other person has always ended up leaving, my last relationship pretty much crushed my spirit and once again I feel more alone than ever, it seems like I’m saying I depended upon these people to not feel alone but that’s not it, I just wanted to know that someone cared about me because my life has been horrible since I was a kid and I’ve always been alone, I’ve never had anyone to talk with my feelings because apparently I’m too emotional and that’s why they all left me as well, when I go to family reunions or party’s I see everyone having a good time and enjoying themselves but me... I pretend I’m happy when I’m not and I go outside and look up at the night sky in the cold alone and non noise and ask why do I feel this way and why am I the type of dude that seems to make everyone laugh but when I get home I just sit there and think and talk to myself because I don’t want to express my feelings to my mom because she never listens I also have a brother and sisters but I just don’t feel comfortable talking about how I feel because I don’t think they get it, I sleep at night just imagining how life would’ve been with the person I really cared about and if they hadn’t hurt me, I listen to music that gets into my emotions, I’m social but I don’t really like talking to people for long because I just can’t handle long conversations, I’m the type of dude that hangs with the big crowd for a bit but then they all leave without me, all I ever wanted was to know someone actually cared about me and helped me with my feelings but they’ve never felt that way so all they see is weakness in me and to them it’s unattractive and they leave with someone else in such short time it’s like they never really cared about me or my feelings at all when I know they at least did before, I’m tired of being a loner, I wake up to no notifications on my phone and I talk to no one, everyone I know at least has a group of people they message everyday yet not one person has ever messaged me because I always have to start the conversation, I hate myself so much and my life and I’m tired of myself, I’m not suicidal but I just literally hate my life a lot and I just don’t want to get off my bed or go to work or talk to anyone
Hey! I know everything isnt very good right now but.. It'll get better! :) Im sending lots of hugs!!
xiicloudi I know it will but I think that depends on me and tbh I’m just letting myself down most of the time, like I feel empty inside since she left me as well I’ve picked up smoking and idk what too do anymore but thank you very much for your care, at least I know you do
Brøken x damn I can’t believe I’m seeing this from 3 months ago, I’m honestly way better now bro, I told myself to let go and I just felt like weight and pain came off my chest and I’m going my own way, seeing this and remembering where I was a few months ago shows how we can all get through it and we don’t stay stuck here even tho we feel like we will, thanks for the care tho :)
Brøken x if you want to talk I’m here for you :)
@@danielmorales-wh9ib im so happy for you
I wish my parents would just understand my pain I mean I get yelled at " stop crying!" And it hurts
Rose Gardner it hurts because they yell at you for crying and they don't know how much pain your going through, so they think you are so small and are not strong. I know EXACTLY how that feels cause that is me. And I'm sorry you are hurt (I know that won't do anything) but just know everyone will go through shit like that and some people may go through worst.
Ruby Puma Hernandez thank you ruby❤️
Rose Gardner no problem💙
I know that feeling all my life
I can relate 😔
You know i cant help but wonder why i find myself feeling this way every single day but yet i never seem to think im alone and thats what I deserve
so wonderful.
I could be in a crowd of people and be alone..I could be with my friends/family and feel alone..
When I was in secondary school I was bullied from year 7 to 11 (you made call them grades I dunno) then finished school (thankfully) but in those years I self harmed, I wanted to die every single day, I wanted to sleep and not wake up, I held in my emotions, didn't tell anyone until someone finally noticed the cuts on my arms. But nothing changed they still bullied me.
Btw I was 12 when the bullying started..At the age of 17 I finally stopped cutting myself..because of help from my amazing friends, I'm 26 now.
But for the past 2 years I haven't felt like my normal self, but the past few months it's gotten worse, most nights I'd sit on my couch and cry but like really bad..then once I stop..all that comes to mine is (just grab the blade, you know you need to, you know you want to) but I don't but it's like something inside is clawing to get out and make me do it. (I never show emotions infront of people anymore..also I may seem like a vile person but death for me in more of an inconvenience
than upsetting. I didn't think like that years ago but it's who I am now..and I hate it.
Relate so much.
My mother died in a car accident, this lead to my father falling apart and abusing me for 7 years, each day getting worse. When he died I cried, I cried tears of joy and I danced. My three only friends died in a car crash because of a drunk driver. My father died that same day, he was the drunk driver.
Wow. 😥😥😥🤗
I thought I was okay but this video made me realize I have never been more alone in my lifetime.
Im gonna send hugs and loves. All I gotta say is thank you for holding on for another day. 😊
I can relate to this because I lost everything in my life I just don't want to live anymore
Dear bff, aq tau kau sedang sakit...
tetaplah semangat tuk hidup...
berjuanglah dan jgn menyerah tuk sembuh ...
kamu tidak sendiri..
aq tdk akan pernah meninggalkanmu..
kamu adalah salah seorang yg paling aq cintai....
Being alone is one thing. Being lonely and empty is another. All of it is unbearable.
This strikes me in the heart
I'm putting this in the book I'm writing. It'll go perfectly with one of my characters.
uhhh 2 years later, I wish I knew what character I was talking about...
When this vid only speaks the truth😭💔✌🏼
Listened to this video for more then 2 years,and felt so related to every word,figuring why...And then realized that every single word,every emotion,actually was always determined to the deepest part of me,I just didn't know how to recognize that and to ask for advice,right path and help...I think it's too late now,so many things and people are pressing me,my spirit and my soul.
Hoping for the best to everyone of you too
Crazy how much this is relatable to the very end
this😢
when he shouts it sounds like jesse pinkman
Bernardo Vazquez sounds like Logan lerman (Percy Jackson)
It is Jesse, it's in the episode that his girlfriend chokes to death
Thinking the same thing
that's because it is Jesse Pinkman
*why am i like this*
This hits hard.
I started planting, and it's much easier living. Like, I'm producing oxygen for myself. Everyday when I see my plants growing, I'm kinda glad I didn't end it last week, or yesterday, because nobody is going to care for them, and its not fair. Nobody might not need me, but my cats and plants do. And that kept me going.
Breathe guys. It'll pass. Life is hard. Take it easy, but take it.
Anony Nomous this is such a beautiful thing to say, so thank you for taking time to say it 💖 because I know a friend who needed to hear this, so tysm.
same I hate myself😢
Faith Shoemaker high five ✋😊
SOME RANDOM PERSON same
SOME RANDOM PERSON :(
SOME RANDOM PERSON same 😔
SOME RANDOM PERSON please don't say that. Im sure you're an amazing person.
To know that this is exactly what I feel like and to know that every last thing good about your life is ruined is killing me
One word:
Perfect♡
I thought I wouldn't mind seeing you happy, thought I could be mature and take it like a man, make your happiness greater than my own I did everything I could just to see you happy, maybe if I'd lied a bit, things would be different but I couldn't, not to someone I honestly care for, I can't continue like this "it sucks" you once asked me were do I see myself in 5yrs without me, the true is I didn't see it without you, it's harder than I thought especially when you did everything you possibly could night without sleep, grinding work hours just so I could see you for a few minutes, I guess it's my punishment for a life full of regret. This is the hardest and toughest goodbye I've ever said to someone I truly love, take care Ellie and GOODBYE.😉😅😂...
0:45 fighting the same demons*
I dont see weakness as I read these comments. I see people beaten up, people who lost hope. But as I just said to someone, you are still here, dealing with it, alone. You are strong.
I swear that is how I feel every day but somehow I still am here
I wake up feeling nothing but sadness having no one to say are you ok all they care about is how are your grades they let my pain slip by once so I kept it on the inside never thinking of letting it out crying myself to sleep thinking tomorrow can be another good day....but it's not it's repeating the same life and I can't do it anymore I try no things I feel more pain now I can't even think about myself I just think about is it worth living another day is it worth the pain to continue if I feel empty and nothing but sadness it feels like someone should. Just stap me in the heart because I have no more reasons to live
Same here...
I feel nothing
Keep going, you're not alone ! ☄👊🏻
you know it’s getting bad again whe. you start listening to these videos again and relating to them.
thsi is the most accurate way i feel with depression