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"Us men typically get our first flowers at our funeral"
-a man full of facts
My mom gave me a potted plant and I ended up destroying it. Later she gave me another and I cared for it as long as I could.
is it bad that for weeks now i’ve just felt like crying for no reason and i purposefully clicked on this video and other videos just to make myself cry.
Don’t quit bro you have the ability to get through whatever struggle you’re in right now I’ve been through it and got out and you can too. You just gotta put your mind to it!
No bro i’m here for
you, sometimes you jus gotta let that shi outtt i’m doing the same rn❤
did the same, but it doesnt work anymore, be glad you can still cry
There is a reality of being a man that it is okay to cry, but how you do so matters. I think it is perfectly healthy to feel yourself becoming full of emotions, and watching healthy emotional content to help you release that privately. This is the way.
@@arnobaert8339there is a part of you that is fighting the child in you. A part of you that maybe feels embarrassed by it, or hates remembering what happened when you were a child. It’s time to come face to face with that part of you. It is time to release your inner child again and remember what it is to be human. You are loved, and you got this.
my ex wife took my kids, and poisoned them against me. without my kids, i go to bed with no reason to wake up. and when i do wake up i wish i wasn't awake at all.
Hey dude, I hope you’re doing okay I’m sorry to hear of your loss I can’t imagine how painful it is to loose kids you love.
Dont give up man.... not only for yourself but especially for your kids. no matter how much they hate you or what your ex-wife tells them they'll ultimately hate you not because of what she told them but because you didnt fight for them and gave up. the feeling of abandonment hurts like hell but multiply that by 1000 for a kid that feels like a parent did it. Good luck man i wish you luck
I went thru something similar with my son, it gets better man I promise. My son calls texts me and just came thru to show me his first car, it's been progressively getting better. Just keep being the best you, it'll show thru bro. Much love.
Read the gospel and put your faith into Jesus, allow him to comfort you and help you. I fail him every day, but I hope he forgives me. God has a plan for us man. Just have to submit and be humble. You got this man. Live for him.
Fly high sky king.
They call me Skywalker, cuz I lived long enough to see myself become the villan
That would make an awesome cloud sky shirt
@@Trapped42That was only Anakin, doesn't apply to Luke.
I pray I have his courage some day
@livewiki341 I hope you never have to have that kind of courage mate, cheers 🍻 your loved
I got to sleep without a reason to wake up, and I wake up without a reason to be awake
I'm sorry. You just keep going, stay productive. Make a reason and go for it man.
FUCK MAN...I felt that one man.
find god brother
I know how that feels,please speak to someone ❤
Same here i don't what to bé what i want to bé i'm empty i'm just keeping myself in shape a bit but that's it
When i was younger, i used to be way above average so people always expected alot from me, this was no issue, i did all of middle school without doing any work, i never did homework because i never had to, and when high school came around i never had that habit to work, so now that i can't succeed only with "talent" and everyone is dissapointed in me, i feel overwhelmed, i've always had that yearn for love, i never wanted to go from woman to woman i always wanted true love, and i feel like no one around me understands. And that kills me, slowly, the more i'm close to it the more it hurts and when it goes away i just feel empty, i tried it all, to become a better me, so right now, i feel unloveable, a dissapointment, and like i'm stuck in life, overwhelmed by anything but i don't show it i just keep everything i've already thought about dying before i fuck things over even more. I'm not even that ambitious anymore, i just want a loving wife, kids and a job where i can live properly. The more i write this the more i feel miserable , to anyone who read this, it means alot
I'm in the the same exact spot. I did ok in middle school but I cheated on almost every test bc I'm home-schooled. I could sneak around the corner and steal the answer book, and now that's caught up to me. I'm going to fail my senior year. I don't feel motivated to do my work and tho I'm doing amazing in my social circle, I still feel like I'm not important to anyone around me. Just last night I was ignored by my friends if they wanted to play video games. Without them saying "We're playing this" I don't want to play anything. I don't want to sugarcoat things, life might not get any better . . . but there's always a third path. life may not feel worth it but without the finiteness of it . . . how would it ever appear beautiful?
i love you bro
I know it’s been almost a month since you wrote this but I’d like to give you some advice son. Slow down. Don’t slow down on your goals, they’re admirable and great. But slow down on the pressure you’re putting on yourself. You have so much time. God I would’ve given anything for someone to tell me that instead of lying and telling me the opposite. Life doesn’t blow by, it’s a great and long journey full of so many struggles and so many beautiful moments. Have you looked at a tree lately? What the hell are those things man? We live in a world of wonder. I’m willing to bet you don’t even know yourself yet. I was just like you, I am just like you. I have a high IQ, got pushed through early school like nothing, advanced programs, skipping grades. Made it to high school and just did not know how to function at that level. When I was a senior they didn’t even think I was going to graduate, my last name starts with C and I was the very last person to walk at my ceremony because I managed to complete 2 entire full year classes worth of credits in 3 days on my laptop. I only walked because my mother wanted me to. I knew I wanted love, one woman. Someone who’d be around forever and made me sure of that. I had never had that before. I am now happily married to the greatest woman I’ve ever known and hoping to start my family soon. You never know what’s around that next corner. But you have to remember it all comes down to what you do with your thoughts when you’re all alone in the dark room at night before bed. You have to accept yourself, align yourself with peace. And it will come. If you’ve never tried it, try to find God. This isn’t me forcing that on you, you’re a free human. But it helped me so much. You don’t have to do 80 years of work in 25 years. And you never have to figure everything out. You’re loved, and you got this.
@@kylecounter9271 i can't express how grateful i am for you to write all of this. Recently i kind of was able to pull away from that. Just as you said, alone at night with my thoughts it somehow all clicked, me who felt like nothing could change, i see room for improvement especially in my mindset and my way to view things. I feel like i've been just accepting any opinion that's come to me as either truth or false and recently started to make my own opinions and thought about a bit everything and i'm slowly changing my view of life, next time i will try to watch a tree, thank you i'll take my time as you advised.
i feel you bro, i've been there in that exact spot.
For the men like me out there watching these videos. I’ve come to the realization it’s ok to cry. Get those emotions out whenever you can. Holding it in brings everyone around you including yourself the worst of you. You feel these emotions because deep down you’re not who your heart wants you to be. Living our lives for everyone else except ourselves. It’s time to live for you. ❤
There’s nobody around me I made sure it was that way before I imploded emotionally after getting laid off cause I couldn’t hide my depression any longer. That job was just fucking over people with shitty accounts I knew were bad but I had to sell anyway I’m pretty done with corporate America if that was a best workplace in my state. I’m deemed an undesireable in the eyes of the world and I don’t care enough about myself to get on track at this point in time. I have a degree but I stopped finding reasons to care enough about the world to start my career. When I went to therapy all they cared about was my income stream to ensure I’d be a good paycheck for them and it showed. Pretty much out of reasons to give a fuck anymore I’ve been doing deliveries now and I passed a homeless veteran dying on the street for a 3 dollar tip you can’t make this shit up I could be like him in a year and people would drive right past me for their own bullshit. When I went back for him I was short on rent and now my account is negative I couldn’t help but just laugh at the state of the world. My kindness was rewarded with overdraft fees yet the guy with a five car garage not tipping made it and is gonna be more successful than me cause he’s sociopathic enough to screw people over in a comfy job. Nothing makes sense I’m just too pussy to end it because for some reason I’m afraid of dying it’s probably better than where I am now nothingness is a better alternative than life. I have some underlying trauma I’ll probably take to my grave anyway nothing you say is gonna make the logical part of my brain keep telling me suicide is the best option so I’m just here cause I’m too scared to go through with it let’s be real.
Sometimes man I want to but it just doesn’t come
@@spagooter1807 brother I feel for you and just know your doing amazing things and will continue to do amazing things I can your a wise person and I hope the best for you
@@spagooter1807 I believe you’re a good man and you matter. Dm me, maybe we can start gaming together
I don’t know anymore honestly. My family loves me, people care about me. But I can’t feel it. I feel so lonely even with all these loved ones around me. I’m certain that I’m the lucky there are those that love me but and I try so hard to love but I can’t. It’s like there is this missing piece in my heart that I just can’t seem to find anywhere. I feel so numb, so sad, so lonely, and I don’t know why. My whole life has been an I don’t know. I don’t know if I can survive with temporary happiness.
I feel the exact same
Inject some Testosterone, and see if that helps.
Have contentment and appreciation my brother. Find a way to enjoy life with them and have a goal in life.
You shouldn't feel the way others don't have that like me.
i feel the exact same. everything you said.
core-core at 8:43am is insane
8:44am 🤔
1:14am. I'm tired and wide awake at the same time.
0:52 am, the regrets kicking in
4am hits hard
Core core is all the time but just for us I guess
lowk always come back to videos like this, its not like my life is bad but it just feels like a loop, i wake up go to school come home, parents tell me to do shi and sleep, on weeknd either go out or js chill. Truth is i dont even like to go out, i js want to stay home and think about how im a failure
6:10
I don't think many people get what this video is actually saying. On the surface it's basically about how a dude isn't supposed to have feelings which, to an extent, is about it. But it's also a lot bigger than that. Men are caretakers. We're providers. We protect. Or, that's what's expected of us, at least. That's what a "real man" is supposed to be. And, on the surface, those roles are kind of different. A caretaker you might imagine as a mother or a babysitter. A provider you might see as a finacial backer. And a protecter you might imagine as someone like a bodygaurd. But they've all got one major thing in common: they're extremely sacrifical. That is, they allow no room for yourself. To be a good caretaker and provider and protecter, you must completly sacrifice yourself. That means your health, mental and physical, your joy, your happiness, your fun, your time, your effort, your care, and your love. All of those come second to whatever your charge is, whether it be a spouse or your family or your community or a company or a group you're a part of or a country or society or humanity as a whole. A real man is a caretaker, a provider, and a protecter. It sounds nice, but at the end of the day all that means is that you're a tool first, and a human being---your own person----never. That's what this video is about: people think men are the way they are---depressed, lonely, bottling up our feelings, etc etc---because were explicity told stuff like that. But that's not really how it works. Being told stuff like that doesn't just condition four billion people like that. It has to surround you. To be as indelible in culture as gravity is in the universe. That gets us here. Where a "real man" is one who bottles up his pain, barely acknowledges it, and moves on with life because he's expected to. Because "there's things to do." Because he's got to stop being care or provide or protect because according to just about every source on humans since literally the inception of humans, that's men's job.
And the best part is the same reason people hate video's like these. Not in the feminazi, "I hate the idea of men not being evil" type of way. It's in the, "I hate being reminded that the thing I take advantage of and take for granted all the time is, in fact, it's own person without thoughts and feelings like mine" type of way. Because people hate being reminded of the bad parts of, well, anything. But especially when it comes to things like this. What people perceive to be nice; to be useful; to be right and good and proper. Because that's what people see this as. The video is bloated to have the point come across but the fact is that in real life it wouldn't look like this. It would look like a guy coming up to the podium, starting a press conference, and answering questions. If he was the "ideal man" in society's eyes (which he is supposed to be repersenting) he would be articulate, intelligent, quick-witted, and not to forthcoming about anything that might need to remain a secret while also be able to reassure the public and instill confidence in himself, his leadership, and whatever it is he is in charge of. Perfect. Almost robot like. Certainly not human though. Not a person. The fact that his wife died (which is a metaphor for pain of any kind) probably wouldn't even be announced until later, at which point he would get condolences and apologies. No one would take note of the fact that he did a press confrence right after finding out, because people hate doing that: acknowledging that something seemingly good is, in fact, not. That there's a very dark context behind it. You see it everywhere, too. In movies, TV, and literature where both characters and the viewers/readers don't know how to respond to a genuine emotional outburst of some type from a guy (that isn't anger, that is). Same thing in real life. Often times it confuses people and makes them feel uncomfortable and unsure of what to do or say. That or they're disgusted/upset about the fact that a man did something like that. So, people hate watching videos like this because of that. It reminds them that everyday they utulise men for anything and everything, from the most insane shit like dying in some foreign place to something in the middle like working out in the hot sun building homes and infastructure for people to make life easier to the most mundane shit like grabbing you a cup of coffee from the starbucks down the road. It reminds them also that those men aren't actually tools; they're humans with feelings and personalites and pain like everyone else. That alone is an uncomfortable thought. Realizing you treat someone like a tool; that you use them but don't appreciate what they do for you. They especially hate it when the realize that these tools are actual _people_. As in, people who have their own life with their own thoughts and feelings and pains and struggles. Who very well could be going through something horrible without you even realizing, mostly because you never cared to realize before. They don't even want to consider something like that. That somone they look up to: a charismatic leader who's capable and intelligent and makes you feel safe and confident very well may be on the brink of suicide because he has a lifetime of pain internalized to better serve everyone else since, according to everything he's ever seen and heard since he was able to see and hear, that's his job as a human with a dick. That that is a man they tell other people (men) to aspire to be like.
That's what the video is about. Society wants men to be tools, and so tools they are. But society doens't like to be reminded of how their tools are human, so they do their best to forget that fact. Turn them into villains even, sometimes, because it's much easier to make a villian out to be someone decidingly un-human. And none of this is ever gonna change if people can't even handle this.
Real.
It’s hard to get help when you don’t even love yourself enough to seek help.
thank you Adam, these recent months, I've been backstabbed by my friends, I'm all alone for the festive season by myself in my accom, all my friends and family are out on vacation, I'm working 2 jobs and just living in silence bro, there is no one for me, no one cares about me, my family calls me twice a week and that's it, I'm away from home alone in my university, I'm just surviving atp, idk how many fuck it we ball I've left in me, anyway I appreciate you bro, keep up the goodwork and I hope and pray you have a good life ❤️
Hey friend, university can actually be the loneliest time. I know it. So many go through it and it sucks i hope you find some people, I regret not taking part in the societies and clubs on offer I’d do that if you’re not. But at the very least I’m glad this video brought some catharsis and comradery. I hope and pray you have a good life too 💚
Stay strong my friend. ❤
it’ll get better i promise
We listening to you, bro
Bro I feel you. I feel like I have no true friends, only a couple distant friends. The 3 best friends I had for the majority of my life have betrayed me, cut me off, or died. I have my family and my 2 dogs and I know they love me but 90% of the time I feel completely alone and just sad with the way things have went for me over the past couple years. I feel like I haven't succeeded at anything and all I've done is disappoint. I fell in love with a girl back in 2022 and she left me for another man, lied to me, left me hanging, almost literally... Since then I'm just an empty void with a front and haven't felt an ounce of happiness, just this constant weird sorrow. I don't know what to do. I'm 31 and moved back in with my mom recently to try and figure things out but I haven't figured it out. I don't have a real career. I know I have potential to do something great but I can't get out of this slump. Sometimes I'll feel this surge of inspiration and truly feel like I could get off my ass and make it happen but it doesn't last. I lack discipline and belief in myself. I know God is guiding me thru this hard time in my life and I believe things will look up soon but I know it's all on me. Every night I tell myself "I'm gonna get up early tmrw and make the best of my day" and every day I sleep in as late as possible and end up not accomplishing much other that typical chores like laundry or something. I feel you bro and I think there's a lot of us guys , and girls too but mainly men that are in a similar state of being. I know there's more to life than this and I can see a bright future ahead but I don't know what's wrong with me. Why don't I do the things I know I should do to achieve my goals? Why am I lazy and addicted to stuff that holds me down? Why don't I get up and put in the effort to become what I'm destined to be? Why do I waste so much time just sitting in my thoughts? I don't want to be a punk ass b!tch that never accomplishes anything significant. But I just don't know how to push myself. Living alone sucks but living with my parents sucks in a different way. I feel like I have limited freedom and privacy. So which is worse? Being alone and having freedom to do whatever in your own space, or being surrounded with family and being expected to do certain things "under their roof"... idk...
I'm sorry I just went on a rant there but I just want you to know that I feel you bro and even tho you feel alone, you are not 'alone'. I believe we can empower each other in some way by relating in a strange way. I don't know what the future holds but I know that we must stay strong for each other to help each other heal and find some kind of relief or peace in knowing that not everyone has it figured out. We can find a way if we drown out the negative and turn it into something positive. Something that might help others like Adam is doing with these videos. I think I will start writing songs to express this feeling or learning how to create content like this and maybe help others make it thru the loneliness and hard emotions as a young man. I hope you feel better man and find a way to get thru this, whatever you are dealing with🙏🏻💪🏻💪🏻
Hey boys, it’s gonna be ok. it does get better. Was with the love of my life this time last year, she abruptly left and totally ghosted me after a little over 2 years. Haven’t heard from her since. i’ve had plenty of bad relationships, it’s nothing new. You’re going to think about things, it’s ok. Take your time. i’ve been through far worse and guess what? i’m still here. don’t even think about giving up, not for a second. One day, you’ll have someone that genuinely cares and you’ll look back and be glad you stayed strong. It’s ok to feel.
very well said.
Thank you for saying that
It hits different when you can't compliment yourself just once.
My therapist asked me to do this and I started crying.
"I was... I was"
I feel u homie
Im 33. No wife. No Gf. No kids. No parents. No grandparents. No way out. I just want to feel love again
real
I hope you get that and more ❤
Sorry bro. I hope you find what you need.
As a girl who loves core/hope core I love seeing these comments of guys supporting guys and just reaching out to eachother it is literally so heartwarming and so wholesome. We definitely more of this, and to the men out there struggling in silence, for the guys going through things at the moment please talk to someone because you are not alone. Nothing in life is temporary, remember that. God bless you all ❤🙏
When you want to do something life-threatening and reckless, but your future depends on a perfect mental health with no history.
When I was younger I thought I could get by being lonely. how wrong i was, feeling lonely hurts.
I won't lie, I broke down crying while this was playing. I feel like a punching bag with no rest.
Remember fellas: one of the reasons why the suicide rate is so much higher is because women talk to each other, men don't. I don't know many many times I've been having a truly awful day and one of my female co-workers will come up to me and say "are you okay? you don't seem like yourself". My go to answer is always "yeah, I'm okay" or "yeah, I'm good".
i hate myself, and the only time i dont is the first five seconds of waking up when im not totally conscious, but when the sixth second hits the hatred and agony of just living with myself begins.
Don't hate yourself man.
I've felt like this a number of times, but the moment everything changed was when i finally said I love myself.
Once you start doing this, helping yourself, taking care of yourself and talking positively about yourself... life starts to look amazing.
And tbh i think the one thing that will change most of this for you is the man upstairs (G.O.D)
He loves you, I love you... so start loving yourself!
The only one creature that I have in hard OR lonley moments it's me. Me is my Friend.
I know exactly how that feels. I got out of that mentality for a bit, but I can feel myself sinking back into it and I’m scared to go back. I don’t want to go back
I always wanted one more day with my father. It wouldn't have been enough. What I wanted was a way to ensure he'd have lived longer. But it can't happen in this life. I appreciate the brief moments we had.
thanx man, i woke up absolutely drained, physically and emotionally, and your videos helps me to zone and just do nothing, you got a sub and like from me. Have a nice day
Thank you for this compilation, I’m really struggling at the moment with everything, not feeling valued or loved or just don’t feel like I belong where I am, but these videos kinda reset me and open my eyes a little bit after I have a little cry n stuff, which I feel is important.
These videos kinda show you that you are still normal in a way because it’s not just your struggling, that struggling is a part of life.
Thank you for this edit❤️
Hey brother, thank you for this message! It means a lot that it’s serving it’s intended purpose. You’re not alone and your negative experiences are absolutely a part of life and shared by so many of us. Those negative feelings we can have are just those, feeling and they’re not real. Our thought control them and we control our thought. Glad this video was a good reset for you to let out those feelings and gather those thoughts. All the best :)
The phrase "I'm fine" can hold so much weight to it and the only people who recognize when it's just a cover are those who have tried to use it themselves or those that have dealt with people in this state of mind before. Honestly I'm glad I've gone through and am going through my own times of hardship because it makes you a better person in the end and gets you a new perspective, so you can help those people also going through things. Someone who has never experienced hardship will have no clue what to say to someone who is experiencing it.
The problem with depression is when someone says just be normal or stop being sad. Well, how often do you know that feeling… it’s like being in a constant state of black cloud and then you have fun. But the fun’s gotta end, and then the “normal” is black cloud
The whole imperfect speech that ended with grace killed me, I’m sorry watching this because I’m going through a hard time and my ex that I love was called grace, everything reminds me of her, why does everyone I love decide one day to hate me, why do I carry on.
I've been holding back a profound sadness that has weighed on my shoulders, my spirit for a long time. I don't trust anyone and I don't know how to love anyone or be loved.
I am watching corecore for the past 2 hours and there’s no notification.
it has been a while since I have genuinely cried over something like this but this broke that drought and I don't know if that was good or not
Crying is good, its okay to be not okay
Same, as all I could do is fake my emotions and act like it's normal as I feel as if I am the only one with the condition of eternal sadness and I'm only 14 and I've went through hardships that are meant for FUCKING ADULTS AND I HAVE NO LIFE NO REAL FRIENDS AND IN MY OPINION FRIENSHIPS DONT LAST AND MY LIFE IS A FUCKING SAD SAD LIE. But dont get into my situation as im a failure my situation is avoidable if you aren't me or similar. Good luck.
@@ImaKeepItReal It's okay man.
I don't think I can continue to live like this, to live like I was slowly letting myself die, I want this to end
Hey man, idk if you’re religious or not but I know God is close to the broken hearted. I would just recommend you talk to Him, all he wants is to comfort you and let you know that he can hold you with his right hand. He just needs you to go to him, not with hatred, not with pride, not with anger, but with humility and love.
I hope your life gets better, I hope to see you smile one day, and much more days after that, genuinely.
I hope all is well one month later there are people that love you and God loves you. God is waiting for you, you just have to accept his love and that he's our savior and he will hear you.
Same
All I can say is (“Such is life” - Ned Kelly)
When you feel it, just feel it. Don't loose it. Never.
I used to beat myself on the head until I could not anymore in secret without telling anyone. Nobody I know has been informed about it and thankfully I have stopped
The Lord is always with you guys, He always loves you
Amen Brother!!!!
The girl I was in love with me left me and my best friend just passed away from cancer at age 34 this week. You have no idea how much these videos are helping me get through this.
love never fails so if it fails it was never love head up king
I’m so glad I’m here watching these videos than drugging myself to numb the pain man I hope and pray for anyone struggling mentally
wish the best for you homie. 💯
As a guy I know if man says “I’m fine”
He is not fine.
Make him feel loved.
I sleep all day I feel too sad 😢
I just had my firstborn two months ago, and I have a steady, good paying job and financial security. I have good friends and a loving family, and yet I am empty, I pity myself every day, and I sit and procrastinate. The worst part is that I am aware of all of this, and I am aware that I will be forgotten, I have done nothing in my life that I am proud of and yet I sit there everyday pitying myself and feeling completely empty. In my religion, we have a saying that everyone will mourn you until they leave the cemetery, then they talk about inheritance, and at best, you're remembered by one or two people in passing.
I am so disillusioned by my life and future
Salamun Alaikum brother, please read my entire comment. I felt the same way so I started learning more about Sunni Islam. I started researching hadith and was shocked to find the contradictory and abhorrent things written in Sahih Bukhari. I started doing more research and reading the Quran. Since the translations are corrupted heavily, I had to do this by learning the Arabic and going back to the lexicons and reflecting upon the verses. What I found was earth shattering. The five pillars of Islam are not at all what they say. There are no formalized rituals in the Deen. Allah SWT is against rituals and formalized religions, the only "deen" is Islam, which is peace making. Anyone can be a Muslim as long as they are a peacemaker, regardless of their religious affiliation. Ever since I learned this, my life has never had more purpose. Please make sincere dua to God to show you the truth when you read the Quran dear brother. Watch some videos from Haneefan RUclips channel. The reason we feel this way is because governments, society and religions have corrupted the meaning of life and we are not longer truly living. We are shackled with the chains of earning money to survive, consumerism, debt, slavery and religious obligations. We are the men that need to stand up and better society around us into a more tolerant yet just place. However, evolution starts with involution and we must first improve ourselves before we can improve anything else. God bless anyone reading this!
2023 im losing myself just because of this girl. my first heartbreak. of course i moved on, but this year im losing everyone. i dont know what went wrong, i have this odd empty feeling inside me whenever im in class when my friends who i usually hangs out with avoid me. im scared to ask them what i did wrong but im too scared to. i dont know what to do. i dont want to lose them but i wonder if they feel the same about it. i lost all motivation on school and im up all day even after school wasting my time playing games. man... 2024 doesnt feel real.
Sounds like you need to go a bit easier on yourself and focus on you. Maybe take up some hobbies if you can. Something physical and something mental. They’ll help you both internally and externally. Hope things improve friend. Also if you think someone’s avoiding you just ask if they are. It’s no big deal you can make new friends, may want to anyway as it’s not cool to avoid people. Anyways it’s time to focus on you
The guy that called his mom after he got a $5000 donation… bro seemed like he already dug into his mom and his mom didn’t want another argument. Rest of the video got my soul moving.
I don't know if I'll ever be enough. I strive for perfection even through everything that's happening. I don't think I'll ever find love in my life. I think of myself as a failure and a disappointment. I've never had any real connection with people. I feel disconnected in any social situation. I don't know if I will ever be enough for somebody, anybody. This is a cry, but one that will not be heard.
I want more time with my mom, because I wake up every day not knowing if she will be there. Any call I receive from my parents, I pray it is not terrible news. I feel isolated, even though there are supportive people around me. I fear the future, and I always look back, always judging my past. What could I have done better? Who could I have been if I were better? I am always criticizing myself, and for what? I feel lost.
I am left staring at my phone throughout the day, but not a single personal message to me from my so called friends. I don't want to reach out because I realize everyone has their own problems and life to take care of, so I will never push that on anyone. I just wish one of these days one of my friends would reach out of their own volition. A simple check up would be enough, but I have been waiting almost two decades for something like that. I will be stuck, perpetually waiting for a message that will never come.
There is nothing for me to do, and no one to fish me out of the sludge we call life. This might be a cry, but one left to myself, and no one else. I will always have these feelings, but they will stay in the back recesses of my mind, never seeing the light of day. I don't know what to do, but I will continue moving forward, because there is nothing better to do.
Love the work that you’re doing Adam. Idk what going on in your life but I hope and pray that things workout for you! Keep working man keep your head up and good things will happen. Stay strong homie❤
Apprecite it Jacob. I wish you all the best too :)
Oh and more positive 'hopecore' videos coming soon haha
@@adamemedia3139do you want to do RUclips full time or is this a hobby?
@@Cxrnballer It would be great to do full time, these videos are a hobby but hard to find the time. So is the nature of the capitalist society.
I wake up doing work all day and get to bed to sleep and do it all again, I don't feel anything at all, but that said in this video that emotions are not real but reactions really hit me. I just realized that I am only living to survive but at what cost ?
currently watching this while pissing in a bottle so inspiriring
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i need more corecore. Relatability, i cant stay thinking im alone mane. More
bro I feel so bad watching this my life doesnt have meaning rn im 20 years old and my heart is aching.
The loneliness came back and the crazy thing is for a few months there I actually thought I finally pulled myself out of this pit
The key to happiness is in your own mind. You have to find it on your journey. Try to be grateful for the life god gave you.
You may see us but we are hollow inside
I don’t feel like I’m meant for a long life
I’m a freshman in college and I don’t know what there is in my life. I’m so lonely. My family loves me and is there for me but none of it matters because I sit in my dorm thinking about what life would be if I were happy and I just can’t do it much anymore.
Your not happy caus your busy. Busy because you dnt want to fall. You dont want to fall cause you feel youve already fell before. I tell you here that in your youth i assume as a freshmen, that you are better off in this moment qmd for the next few years to stay busy. Then once your not as busy as you once were just remember to continue to strive onvlce your there. All the best
I feel empty all the time. These videos make me cry. Nobody cares about us men.The only time we actually were happy was in our early childhood. If you were lucky. YELL, BE ANGRY, CRY, BE SAD, BE HELPLESS. Then use it to fight the system and maybe change something.
I all ways go to bed while hugging my pellow so it feels like I’m hugging someone while I go to sleep
For the past month and a half I've been getting nothing but a constant build up of stress day after day, everything has been going to shit, I found out a friend committed suicide, I feel neglected by everyone, I'm constantly berated, I have a dmv test tomorrow and I already know I'm just going to fail and be a complete disgrace to my step dad cuz I can't get up off of my ass. My feelings have been mixed up through the days and I'm at the brink of having a complete mental breakdown, and I just want to die at this point because I know I'm most likely not gonna get anywhere in life.
I don’t want you to die. I’m just a random guy who spends his days wishing he wasn’t the way he is. Your gonna do great at the dmv and I hope you feel better brotha.
This video is real but I can't come to cry I just conceal my emotions inside like always
We men: „We go from babies straight to men“
around 2019 someone i tought to be one of my best friends ghosted me and just told me "ur kinda anoying" before doing so, i legit think that since then i am not who i used to be... i used to go out with friends and scream shit at the top of my lungs or do dumb dances in public and now i either dont have the energy or feel like if i did that again others would judge me, i hate this new me so much...
Dont think avout it to much, dont give that fake friend unnececary energy.
If they cant appreciate you as you are they were never really a trye friend.
All the best to you ❤
Most of my loved ones are dead and i don’t even know if I can cry for the next. Crying for me is like losing something you’ve never had. I’ve lost all sense of emotion and I don’t even know who I am. I fear who I was and what I will be. Sometimes the best thing in life is to let go.
Hey man, I dont think there are a lot of people who can understand your pain (I dont either) and it sure sounds heavy. I just want you to know that everything will be alright in the end (surely after death).
My grandpa told me as a kid while i was sad to "fake it till i make it" i assume whats how he lived.
I'M TRYING TO CUDDLE WITH ASTOLFO RIGHT NOW
Hehe at least it’s another day we just gotta keep on going 1 day at a time.
Real
same shit different day
yea 2024 will probably be my last year
Keep going y’all don’t give up. The world cant bring you down now.
i once got hugged by a girl at the last day of 6th grade, now im almost at the end of 8t grade and that was the last time someone showed me some love or hugged or something in that way, an i still think about it.
I’ve watched this… and I hate how all of it applies to me I hate it. I hate living I hate having to wake up I hate feeling empty and numb, but I can’t stop. I don’t know anymore, I just keep walking, with no reason, just wandering until I drop. I don’t know why I’m here anymore. Just keep walking… does anyone relate?
I don’t even know my own story anymore. I have a story to tell but I don’t remember what’s real or not. What’s genuine and fake. I want to cry, but I know if I do I’ll be dead. I just can’t. I have soo much to tell but there’s just no one, let alone no coherence to whatever I’ve held in.
I broke up a relationship i had for almost 3 years and ive been staying up till 4-5 am for almost the whole year since then. Lost my job, failed at everything i ever tried and i just keep going, day by day. Minute by minute. Second by second. Iv started to go to the gym and im 3 months in consistant 4-5 times a week and breaks when needed if sore. Slowly. Rising. Weak but walking. Moving forward. Still stay up late almost everyday but im moving.
You didn’t need to put the sky king as the first clip.. I’m already crying and I’m 20 seconds in
man i feel like i would be a great actor cause well i have been acting happy for about 4 to 5 years now and no one expects anything but most likely i will be a comedian and joke about my experience
Please don’t give up.
Happy New Years
Happy New Years
I was screaming and crying "Jump in after them!" watching that animation near the end. Some people just need someone to have the courage to dive in for them. I love you all. I wish I could be there for all of you.
I’m struggling to realize why I keep waking up in the morning. I have to keep waking up, go through the same routine, go to school, go to work, come home, eat dinner, go to bed, repeat. This can’t be my life, I can’t keep going on with it. I want to break out of my routine, break away from everything, break away from people, especially the people at my school. I’ve expressed myself too much to my friends and especially to my parents. They have gotten tired of it. I want to leave and go escape. I even have a place in mind. Seward Alaska. Just the pure freedom of Alaska, I just want to break away from the toxicity of the society I live in, with fake people, fake friends, fake trust, fake relationships. I’m so tired of my life. I don’t want to k*ll myself, but I’m not finding any meaning with my life. I want to live so I can finally experience that joyous day of leaving, but at the same time I have to wait another few years for it. This means I have to live through this for another three years. I can best sum this up the way Mark said it in 17:15
Thanks for this , i been struggling with uni and my relationship for the past 2 3 months . I have lost alot of important people in my life , i dont know how far i can grind through this , but i will try my best
Keep going
I just feel lost like im left wandering the void of my depression,worthlessness & not being good enough for anyone like but i have to keep painting this smile on my face but my paint is starting to run out No matter how much i do change im stuck with me & i hate myself its also hard for someone like me to feel like they desereve love & friends i dont desevere love or friends im just gonna be a forgotten part of someones memory
Gentlemen, I want you to know that Christ loves you. I want you to know that He would have still died, even if it was just to save YOU. Cling to Him in moments of solitude and grief and know that you are NOT alone.
hey everyone, my parents loved me, i am that good looking guy that you know, who got all the girls you really wanted. I had em, i had good times not gonna lie. Today i'm alone, i'm paying for that, for the love i received and for the love i gave. You can do w/e u want ppl, but at some point, reality is gonna come to you. Just get ready for it before it comes. Be brave, whatever u are
The ending is a nice touch
Thanks!
Lately, I've been noticing that reaching out and including ppl only comes from me. If others make plans or do their own thing i dont think anything of it, but if i do something and ppl find out they get offended. Why? I understand ppl have their own lives, aren't we allowed to do things? If they're so offended, how come when they do something, im not included? These sort of things are what make me glad i like myself, that i like spending time by myself.
the "im fine" shit is so true. its second nature to me and this point. it doesnt matter if the day before i went out in the middle of the night listening to a whatever semi sad song and felt so purposeless in life i couldnt take it, and then i got back in my house without shedding a tear because crying makes me feel pathetic. i dont think about any of that. just say it and be done. make it to friday, right?
Snapping sound is murdering my immersion
Amazing
7:49
That’s real bro
Every day you wake up is another gift. Tomorrow isn’t promised. Don’t let the monotony convince you otherwise. I love you all.
From someone you’ve never met.
I always thought if I did die I don’t want to be alive anymore
This and welding ❤️❤️
I’m 14 male and buried my dog last week I still can’t wrap my head around it I can’t believe I buried my best friend. My dad killed him self when I four. My grandpa died from gangrene and my other grandpa died from cancer my only real father figure I had to watch slowly die. My uncle died from liver failure. I don’t think I’ve felt happiness since I can remember. I feel dead like whatever I do I will always feel nothing.
be the father u never had for ur kids
I don’t feel much of anything anymore. I really want to cry but I can’t even do that. My life has never really been good. My dad was an abusive alcoholic and I got picked on a lot at school so my self worth has always been pretty low. I’ve tried so hard to better myself these last few years and I have definitely made progress but I feel like I’ve hit a roadblock and don’t know where to go from here. These last few days have been pretty tough for some reason. I have nothing to look forward to.
It is 6 in the morning
I haven’t sleeped for 2 days
Now i want to start
Start and struggle until i cant anymore
Thanks for the vid
Remember crying is good
They won Good Luck.
FLY HIGH SKY KING.
I'm not even crying at those videos anymore.... Fuck..... I don't know how long I can keep going. I'm so fucking tired...
Seeing Matthew Perry on here after he died hits different.
Props for putting 'Videodrome' clips in here, that's one of my fave flicks!
👌 And to everyone reading this - You matter, no matter if you believe that or not 🙂
There is only one answer or fix to people's problems, struggles, sadness, etc and that's.... Jesus.
You put your trust in worldly finite pleasures. Those pleasures are not your fulfillment, they will come and go. You were made for the infinite.
You have an infinite hole inside you that can only be filled my an infinite God. You try and fill the infinite hole with the finite pleasures. All you really want is to love and be loved to an infinite degree. Only Jesus can give you that. You may not believe in God, but that infinite void you feel is one of the many proofs of God.
Pray to Jesus, open your heart to him, poor yourself out and I PROMISE YOU he will help. Be patient, it won't all come at once. Persevere my brother. I will be praying for you.
“You made us for yourself O Lord and our hearts are restless until they rest in You”
~St. Augustine.
I think this is it y’all I can’t do this no more I’m more pain to my love ones then being helpful