It Kinda hits that spot, that unexplainable spot which we all have but none of can describe. It fills The Void that we all have. It's not sad, nor is it happy, nor is it alone or depressive. It itself is an unexplainable feeling
True loneliness always creeps up when you least expect it... this true feeling of knowing no one has got you... no one understands this pain.... and yet the smile never stops 🙂
I don't know why I watch these but I love these. I have a happy life, I am not poor I have friends, a loving family, working out but I still feel alone/lonely time from time idk why xD
Thats my exact situation. Cause i know i have people around me who are rooting for me and want me to do the best i possibly can and all i wanna do is make them proud but its just that odd feeling every once in a while.
It’s kind of comforting knowing that even though this feeling of loneliness gives me this sense of existential dread, I’m not the only one who’s become familiar with it.
There's a reason why I hate celebrating my birthday. It all started with a hookup with a girl I met a while back. It wasn't something I expected to continue for long. But she started texting me regularly, and it wasnt all about sex anymore. She was everything I ever wanted, so much so it felt like a dream. She was genuinely one of few people in my life who truly cared for me and loved me. She had the best smile in the world, the prettiest and silkiest of hair. Her laugh was the most contagious thing I've heard. I used to cycle 10 km almost everyday to see her. Everything was going well until I fell really sick. I couldn't go see her, so we would call me everyday just to check up on me. Those calls honestly cured me of my sickness, because of the hope of being able to see her again. Then my birthday came, and I thought I would call her. After a few missed calls, I get a call back. It was her father. He was crying. I wasn't able to understand why. After a while he calmed down, and said to me: "Sorry beta, she won't be seeing anyone. She isn't with us anymore."
Not knowing how you feel is worse than feeling bad. Because at least when you feel bad you can talk about it, when you don’t know how you feel you can’t point to any specific thing that makes you feel that way.
That my friend is depression and I know you probably heard this but I truly feel you from my heart. Feel like all I do is waste my time overthinking about things and I can’t make a decision on what I should do in life and all I really notice is time just keep flying by me.
This isn't a solution. But journal your thoughts and ask yourself questions you want answered about yourself. Write down the question. And try to answer. Put it on paper. If your answer doesn't feel truthful to yourself, ask again and answer again. Get closer to your truth and talk to yourself through a journal. It'll help a little.
The clip with Robin Williams talking about suicide and how he went out like that, it hits home for me. I never cared much for celebrity deaths but when he died the world became darker for me because he used to fill up my world with laughter... and then it was gone.
Hope you're ok bro, speak to people and seek treatment if possible, been in a bad place a few times and managed to make it back ,hang in there @@somethingoranother807
I feel like, as soon as you discover what Corecore here, like how you get here, you've reached peak sadness... We are all here, for the same, damn, reason.
I watch these videos as often they say things that I won't ever hear from someone in real life. I usually sit and cry just listening, feeling as though I am being spoken to. Thank you for allowing me this
I find it difficult to get involved in a relationship, especially when i got rejected twice and cheated on once, incredibly difficult to turn my life around from that point. Now i just watch people i love becoming happy with someone else, that someone isn’t even close to “being” me. I love my mom and my dad and my friends, but im afraid the fact that one day, they might not be here anymore, leaving me alone, drifting through the continuous pace of life, drifting to nowhere, in the dark, all by myself.
I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy. update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?
i do. to me you sounds like a mature person in a very young age. Im in my 20s and i can tell you that, that life is though. You did everything you could. I dont know you, but I'm proud of you. If you're at the bottom, the only way is up. I don't know whether you believe in God or not. But i do, it was me and Him when i was at my lowest. And when you believe in Him, you are never really alone. The reality is, we cannot chase happiness. God or whatever you believe in, wants us to be friend with all emotions, sad, happy, anger. That's what makes us human. And i can tell you this, that everything will gonna be okay, it will get better. Time will heal, you gotta believe in yourself. May God bring you happiness and peacefulness into your life
Idk, I feel lost. At times, I can feel extremely lost and go into a deep thought about what I’m gonna do. I’m still young and yet I worry about messing everything up before I even see what happens. I know people like me, or want to see me, but I just never notice it when I need to. I feel alone. It hurts to keep everything in. I’ve had experiences that haunt me every day and I can’t tell anyone about them. I think about talking about it at times but the idea of altering the perception or ruining my life scares me every time I think about it. I’m a deeply flawed person, I’m hateful, hurtful. I’m not nice to people and push people away and then I wonder why I feel so alone. I have hurtful thoughts and I alienate myself from everyone I know, sitting in my room all day after school, and when I’m at school, nobody talks to me, I don’t talk to anyone, and I just sit there, doing what I’m told, and feeling empty while everyone walks around me. Idk how to feel anymore about it.
Suicide is a temporary solution to temporary problems*. What you run away from in this life, you bring in the other. May well think about Love as soon as you can 😌💙
When your in avdelning 25, it's not lights off, it's lights on. You become infinitely conscious, all physical limits on understanding are removed, resulting in Absolute Omniscience.
Im just tired, i thought all I needed was a good night rest but its more than that im just tired of everything. Sometimes i don't know if i can take it anymore, sometimes i don't know if i can handle the pressure and stress.
Since 2021 , ive just never felt right . I got bullied for almsot a year maybe 2 and it really got to me , they said the same thing over and over , everytime they saw me , now everytime i hear that word or even think of it , i think of myself. I feel like no one really cares for me except my older family (My parents , cousins , aunties, uncle), I feel like i could easily die or go missing and no one would really notice
I've had my 'attempts' ifykyk but these audios just make me feel like what's goin on in the inside is explainable when I feel like it isn't. It may not make sense to some
Seeing Robin Williams breaks my heart but he didn't have a "temporary problem." He had the worst form of dementia imaginable and I don't fault him one bit for what he did. My biggest fear in life is being a burden to someone else.
I lost my mom yesterday and i try staying strong, but when people ask how i feel i can't talk or explain i just burst into tears... And me and my mom didn't really leave things on the best stage before she left this earth..
First I wanna start off by saying anyone that’s struggling right now stay strong. Seconds I just wanna say how core core comforts me and helps with my insecurities, not sure why lol…
I know corecore is directed to men, but I’m not a man but it literally explains my exact situation, I feel just lonely and empty but even though I’m a girl I feel like I can’t talk to anyone or I feel weak and worthless. I know men have it way worse with mental health and reaching out, but I feel the same and idk how to put it without feeling like I’m attention seeking but I really not, so I just keep quite and don’t open up or act like myself around anyone
Don’t spend your time worrying about the meaning of life. You are the meaning of life - you are the creation of the meaning in your life. We are the universe that is created as the Gods - but not close enough to be them. However, the Gods envy us. For at any moment, this can all end, and this can be your last moment. For that reason it’s all the more beautiful. Pickup your sword, accept your guaranteed death and fight for your meaning. You are going to die. Die like a hero or die as a coward. It’s your decision
Its sad to see a world so lost without God. They are scared of death, they feel lonely, they feel like they missed a purpose, because they did not serve or even believe in their creator. Its sad, they are just so lost.
I've felt like this, I think you could tell what I mean, last time was a few months ago, i thought that was it, 3rd times a charm, I'm gonna get better and I'm not stopping till i am, I got there, again, now I'm at square one again for 4th time, I really hate living like this and I hate myself because I keep falling back here no matter what way I approach my problems, no matter what it is or what I do I always end up back at where I started. I know suicide is bad, I know I have loving parents and awsome friends, I think I'm just too greedy, I have everything that I should need, parents, friends, food, school. I got it, but I ain't happy. I don't feel like I'm getting out of bed by myself, I feel like it's just muscle memory at this point and I wish I wanted to get up
Too real… I wish I could say I didn’t relate to this video, but… here I am… It’s 3:28am, and I started crying within 30 seconds of watching this video… I am not okay. I need help.
i don't have anyone not a single friend im so miserable i do nothing just spend my whole day in my room alone im homeschooled i do nothing just sleep and watch vidoes and cry idk what to do im gonna kms in someday
First, don't kill yourself, try to go outside, go on a walk. Anything to get away from that dangerous cycle, it's OK to cry, it's OK to feel sad, but those feelings are temporary. And you're here for a long time, so how do you know things aren't going to change?
I’m still lost after 7 years today idk what I’m supposed to do anymore I know life is hard but this is unbearable the only reason why I’m still around is because I don’t want to be the other family member that died in under a decade I don’t want to cause anyone else anymore pain but I’m in pain from the minute I wake up I just don’t show it I am not able to show it.
I have a good life. People love me. But no one gets me. No one has me. I don’t want to worry anybody but I can’t do this anymore. I didn’t think I was able to do it on my own so I don’t even know why I still tried. God I have one final request before I die. Take me home.
Look, it's great that some people are in a rut and will one day find their way out. There are some people like me who just know we are going to die alone. A lifetime of misery and self hate. Till one day, life puts me out of my misery or take it in my own hands. Seek help don't get stuck on this comment.
welp. back in the black hole again :). I finally was so happy that i got my first girlfriend at the age of 19. And after 3 months she cheated on me. Damn now im 21 and im scared to get a girlfirend again. I never felt loved. I still think about that girl even she cheated on me. I think this feeling will never disappear.
i think imma end myself soon, i js dont feel happy anymore i always try at school but get bad grades, try to make my gf happy but the love just comes from one side please someone help me i need advice, im too alone
Don't end it man, it's a cliché but things really do get better. Feel your emotions and vent, whether through videos or someone you can open up to. Bad grades are not the end of the world, you can find something you excel at. This whole community is experiencing the same thing, never forget that. We are all with you, we want you to make it in life and be happy, and we know you can do it!💪
Please don't say that, you may think that now but tomorrow you may think differently, just know that you are important enough to make a difference in anything that you want. Stay safe out there 🙏 ❤
I used to feel the same but someone then said to me "We're all going to be dead eventually. Why not make life worth living until then? And if you don't want to make an effort for yourself, make one for others. There is not enough kindness in this world." This really changed my perspective on life and myself as part of the world.
@@l.f.h.967I heard that a lot before and I’m counter to that is if we’re all gonna die eventually there’s nothing wrong with speeding up the process and that whole thing of living for others I have no one to live for
what’s up with the whole jesus and god preach. I get it if you need all that but i see so much of it on these kinds of videos. Not knocking it, i grew up catholic, however can you not be happy or be on the “road to success” without god? it’s more of a testament if you get better, and be happy without a crutch no?
I am failing my college exams this is my first year I didn’t put in any effort I wasted my life I just feel really useless because I let down many people who trusted me like my parents I just feel really sad i feel I let down my parents and myself
Now you know what not to do, and what you should've done. You only fail if you quit. You did not waste your life. Remember, we're only human. We are not perfect. We're going to almost inevitably hurt someone that's dear to us, because we end up being just that. Human. We have our cravings, moments of selfishness, and other moments which may lead up(or not) hurting someone. Try again. Even if college is not a possibility, you can try another thing that you might be successful in. It's okay to dwell, but just remember that nothing changes, if nothing changes. We all have our highlights and low points. You just happened to stumble through one of your potentially low points. Brush it off, learn from it and keep going. Just don't give up on yourself. Don't be too hard on yourself either. If you feel regret, it just means that it's a lesson learned. Hope you see better days.
It Kinda hits that spot, that unexplainable spot which we all have but none of can describe. It fills The Void that we all have. It's not sad, nor is it happy, nor is it alone or depressive. It itself is an unexplainable feeling
It helps me understand myself
@@gg-kr8ws I pity you
catharsis
AI scum bots must perish
True loneliness always creeps up when you least expect it... this true feeling of knowing no one has got you... no one understands this pain.... and yet the smile never stops 🙂
Core is like that feeling you have a lot of words for but dont know how to explain it
I don't know why I watch these but I love these. I have a happy life, I am not poor I have friends, a loving family, working out but I still feel alone/lonely time from time idk why xD
couldnt agree more
Thats my exact situation. Cause i know i have people around me who are rooting for me and want me to do the best i possibly can and all i wanna do is make them proud but its just that odd feeling every once in a while.
@@randoms8847 yeah same and just the feeling get worse each time idk xD
Just slowly reaching with my hand to shake yours while watching you in the eyes and softly sadly smiling
@@azmtkdzv shaking your hand firmly with a sad smile
It’s kind of comforting knowing that even though this feeling of loneliness gives me this sense of existential dread, I’m not the only one who’s become familiar with it.
Indeed it’s apart of all of us my brother/sister it’s apart of all of us😔
@@chrispbacon8197 girls dont get this
you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
There's a reason why I hate celebrating my birthday. It all started with a hookup with a girl I met a while back. It wasn't something I expected to continue for long. But she started texting me regularly, and it wasnt all about sex anymore. She was everything I ever wanted, so much so it felt like a dream. She was genuinely one of few people in my life who truly cared for me and loved me. She had the best smile in the world, the prettiest and silkiest of hair. Her laugh was the most contagious thing I've heard. I used to cycle 10 km almost everyday to see her. Everything was going well until I fell really sick. I couldn't go see her, so we would call me everyday just to check up on me. Those calls honestly cured me of my sickness, because of the hope of being able to see her again. Then my birthday came, and I thought I would call her. After a few missed calls, I get a call back. It was her father. He was crying. I wasn't able to understand why. After a while he calmed down, and said to me: "Sorry beta, she won't be seeing anyone. She isn't with us anymore."
I couldn't even go for her cremation.
im sorry to hear that but dont blame yourself its good your talking about it
Be thankful for her and always carry it on. Do not let that memory go
Not knowing how you feel is worse than feeling bad. Because at least when you feel bad you can talk about it, when you don’t know how you feel you can’t point to any specific thing that makes you feel that way.
That my friend is depression and I know you probably heard this but I truly feel you from my heart. Feel like all I do is waste my time overthinking about things and I can’t make a decision on what I should do in life and all I really notice is time just keep flying by me.
This isn't a solution. But journal your thoughts and ask yourself questions you want answered about yourself. Write down the question. And try to answer. Put it on paper. If your answer doesn't feel truthful to yourself, ask again and answer again. Get closer to your truth and talk to yourself through a journal. It'll help a little.
The clip with Robin Williams talking about suicide and how he went out like that, it hits home for me. I never cared much for celebrity deaths but when he died the world became darker for me because he used to fill up my world with laughter... and then it was gone.
Sadness is a hell of a drug, there's always a path away from addiction
how
Hope you're ok bro, speak to people and seek treatment if possible, been in a bad place a few times and managed to make it back ,hang in there @@somethingoranother807
feels like I can’t control my intentions on not being in pain anymore
3:33 this video always make me cry no matter how many times i watch it
I looked at it and since I’ve watched these videos so many times I immediately knew what it was
Anyone else loves to listen to these types of videos while studying?
I feel like, as soon as you discover what Corecore here, like how you get here, you've reached peak sadness...
We are all here, for the same, damn, reason.
I watch these videos as often they say things that I won't ever hear from someone in real life. I usually sit and cry just listening, feeling as though I am being spoken to. Thank you for allowing me this
I find it difficult to get involved in a relationship, especially when i got rejected twice and cheated on once, incredibly difficult to turn my life around from that point. Now i just watch people i love becoming happy with someone else, that someone isn’t even close to “being” me. I love my mom and my dad and my friends, but im afraid the fact that one day, they might not be here anymore, leaving me alone, drifting through the continuous pace of life, drifting to nowhere, in the dark, all by myself.
Real
You may like to watch other people that you love becoming happy, but what if someone you love will become happy if if they can watch you in love
Hold on tight brother
I know this is out of pocket, my mother died of drug overdose when I was 10, I remember asking her to use her phone on the porch, and asking her to stop smoking because I never liked the smell. I never knew she died, my dad stop letting me go see her one day. I ended up running into the middle of traffic on a interstate trying to run to where she was staying, which was not at my dads house of course. Luckily it was during work hours so no one crashed or hit me. He told me that my mom was dead, I think I went to sleep after that, I never talked to him about it. Two or three years later I was with my grandparents and they were talking about their daughter, my mom, they talked about her overdose like I already knew that's how she died, I didn't. I thought I had a good mom then, but now I realize she was horrible, I love my dad lots, he saved me, but he's very hands off, I have no one except for my brother, and he just isn't my kind of person, I'm grateful I have him still of course, but sometimes his death, I wonder if It would hurt me. I have only one friend that I truly relate to, and all of my past girlfriends never meant anything to me really, relationships that were months long that I really never cared about ended with me just not talking to them anymore, ghosting them, and the dog I've had since I was 4 just died, I had a stronger connection to her than you would think for a dog, but I grew up with her and I had her for so long, it was like losing a family member. I started working in construction when I was 14-15, I'm 17 now, I only have one friend, I don't make any friends, I don't have the time, everything constantly hurts and tylenol doesn't help when I'm trying to sleep and it feels like my back is tearing itself apart. I don't do drugs, I drink alcohol sometimes, I'm happy that is all, but I don't think I've felt an actual emotion since I was a boy.
update, gonna graduate in a few weeks then a couple of weeks after that I'll be 18, my dad has already threatened to kick me out more times than I can count but I held in for school, I don't know why, It's the only thing I knew for 12 years of my life so I guess it's natural, me and my friend are going to get an apartment and work from there, I don't feel like an adult, I still feel like a kid, there isn't any "waking up" that happens when you become an adult, it's just more responsibilities laid on top of you under the guise of "maturity is responsibility" which is a fucking corporate motto. Sometimes I think about just getting in my car with as much as I can take from my dad and driving whichever way I think looks prettiest, I have enough money to last a couple years like that I think, but to me that's like suicide, it's the easy way out, every shove full you throw out of your own hole is a problem you have to fix later, but sometimes you think it's easier to just fall asleep in your hole and die, because crawling out is too much work, but then all you'll be is some bones and a shovel and who's going to admire that?
Damn.
i do. to me you sounds like a mature person in a very young age. Im in my 20s and i can tell you that, that life is though. You did everything you could. I dont know you, but I'm proud of you. If you're at the bottom, the only way is up. I don't know whether you believe in God or not. But i do, it was me and Him when i was at my lowest. And when you believe in Him, you are never really alone. The reality is, we cannot chase happiness. God or whatever you believe in, wants us to be friend with all emotions, sad, happy, anger. That's what makes us human. And i can tell you this, that everything will gonna be okay, it will get better. Time will heal, you gotta believe in yourself. May God bring you happiness and peacefulness into your life
Idk, I feel lost. At times, I can feel extremely lost and go into a deep thought about what I’m gonna do. I’m still young and yet I worry about messing everything up before I even see what happens. I know people like me, or want to see me, but I just never notice it when I need to. I feel alone. It hurts to keep everything in. I’ve had experiences that haunt me every day and I can’t tell anyone about them. I think about talking about it at times but the idea of altering the perception or ruining my life scares me every time I think about it. I’m a deeply flawed person, I’m hateful, hurtful. I’m not nice to people and push people away and then I wonder why I feel so alone. I have hurtful thoughts and I alienate myself from everyone I know, sitting in my room all day after school, and when I’m at school, nobody talks to me, I don’t talk to anyone, and I just sit there, doing what I’m told, and feeling empty while everyone walks around me. Idk how to feel anymore about it.
I agree sometimes i deep life so hard that my balls fall off and i have to reattach them with glue
i just want to 'feel' loved.
the love doesnt even need to be real.
its crazy how people online understand you better than your own friends
im seriously not good i can see myself becoming unwell in coming years
@@mudsippa I hope your doing better than your mind tricked you into feeling like you will feel
Are you doing ok now?
Does anyone else listen to this while you hit the weights at the gym? Or do I just have a problem….
I can relate to this video but the part with Robin Williams really sent me off into a deep sadness
Suicide is a temporary solution to temporary problems*. What you run away from in this life, you bring in the other. May well think about Love as soon as you can 😌💙
its not temporary because you would be dead mate you dont just come back to life you pillok
“thinking about love” is about the worst thing you do when your feeling suicidal in my experience
man…i just think.. i cant do it.. i cant be myself. I’m just so tired off all this shit.
bake off g
These Korea city clips are a great touch
When your in avdelning 25, it's not lights off, it's lights on. You become infinitely conscious, all physical limits on understanding are removed, resulting in Absolute Omniscience.
This one is beautifully put together core
Im just tired, i thought all I needed was a good night rest but its more than that im just tired of everything. Sometimes i don't know if i can take it anymore, sometimes i don't know if i can handle the pressure and stress.
felt it on my bones bro..
Since 2021 , ive just never felt right . I got bullied for almsot a year maybe 2 and it really got to me , they said the same thing over and over , everytime they saw me , now everytime i hear that word or even think of it , i think of myself. I feel like no one really cares for me except my older family (My parents , cousins , aunties, uncle), I feel like i could easily die or go missing and no one would really notice
It's sad when you only hear I love you. When it's I love you too
bout to kms, if gym doesnt help after 3 months, am gone.
How is it going?
dont my friend
I've had my 'attempts' ifykyk but these audios just make me feel like what's goin on in the inside is explainable when I feel like it isn't. It may not make sense to some
Seeing Robin Williams breaks my heart but he didn't have a "temporary problem." He had the worst form of dementia imaginable and I don't fault him one bit for what he did. My biggest fear in life is being a burden to someone else.
I lost my mom yesterday and i try staying strong, but when people ask how i feel i can't talk or explain i just burst into tears... And me and my mom didn't really leave things on the best stage before she left this earth..
First I wanna start off by saying anyone that’s struggling right now stay strong. Seconds I just wanna say how core core comforts me and helps with my insecurities, not sure why lol…
I know corecore is directed to men, but I’m not a man but it literally explains my exact situation, I feel just lonely and empty but even though I’m a girl I feel like I can’t talk to anyone or I feel weak and worthless. I know men have it way worse with mental health and reaching out, but I feel the same and idk how to put it without feeling like I’m attention seeking but I really not, so I just keep quite and don’t open up or act like myself around anyone
Don’t spend your time worrying about the meaning of life. You are the meaning of life - you are the creation of the meaning in your life. We are the universe that is created as the Gods - but not close enough to be them.
However, the Gods envy us. For at any moment, this can all end, and this can be your last moment. For that reason it’s all the more beautiful.
Pickup your sword, accept your guaranteed death and fight for your meaning. You are going to die. Die like a hero or die as a coward. It’s your decision
Its sad to see a world so lost without God. They are scared of death, they feel lonely, they feel like they missed a purpose, because they did not serve or even believe in their creator. Its sad, they are just so lost.
researching the best way to kms on gpt ( just remeber to say for academic reasons bc otherwise it wont tell you )
Don't try to find the meaning of life you will only confuse yourself more just be who you are and answer will reveal itself 😅
I'm just tired man, I don't know what to do, it feels like if things continue to go that way in the next few months I'll just commit
Hey man wanna be freinds? I’ll be here
I'm just tired...
Why am i like this when in sad im trying to make me more sad with that videos am i emotionally unavailable i feel so i actually feel nothing
I dont want to be this way. But i dont know how to stop being this way
It hurt.... its so so painfull yet ...... i find confert in my suffering... atleast that part of me will never leave me
Dont worry bro, we wont be 21 for much longer.
These guys need help...I need help...you need help bro.
at the point where I realize I never even needed her in the first place .
In my final hours brothers I’m sorry I’m not strong enough to do this anymore goodbye
The sad thing is how Robin williams said suicide isnt the solution, and years later he went out that way...
He aint a real man
deep ting
Allegedly
eh it was probably Hollywood, they like getting rid of actors that no longer suits them
1:10 hit hard, I have a gf, I have a loving family, and yet I feel so alone and dead inside
I've felt like this, I think you could tell what I mean, last time was a few months ago, i thought that was it, 3rd times a charm, I'm gonna get better and I'm not stopping till i am, I got there, again, now I'm at square one again for 4th time, I really hate living like this and I hate myself because I keep falling back here no matter what way I approach my problems, no matter what it is or what I do I always end up back at where I started. I know suicide is bad, I know I have loving parents and awsome friends, I think I'm just too greedy, I have everything that I should need, parents, friends, food, school. I got it, but I ain't happy. I don't feel like I'm getting out of bed by myself, I feel like it's just muscle memory at this point and I wish I wanted to get up
A change has to happen, it will happen.
Too real… I wish I could say I didn’t relate to this video, but… here I am… It’s 3:28am, and I started crying within 30 seconds of watching this video… I am not okay. I need help.
I can help you I’ll be you freind no matter if I d late early today tommorow next year next 2 years I’ll still be waiting
1:26 woww 🤯
i don't have anyone not a single friend im so miserable i do nothing just spend my whole day in my room alone im homeschooled i do nothing just sleep and watch vidoes and cry idk what to do im gonna kms in someday
First, don't kill yourself, try to go outside, go on a walk. Anything to get away from that dangerous cycle, it's OK to cry, it's OK to feel sad, but those feelings are temporary. And you're here for a long time, so how do you know things aren't going to change?
Im in the same position wanna be friends ?
I’m still lost after 7 years today idk what I’m supposed to do anymore I know life is hard but this is unbearable the only reason why I’m still around is because I don’t want to be the other family member that died in under a decade I don’t want to cause anyone else anymore pain but I’m in pain from the minute I wake up I just don’t show it I am not able to show it.
Isn't this the same video looping 4/5 times ?
Anyone know what remix of “Chirp” is playing at the end of the video?
The orb of dreamers-littlebig planet
the voices in my head is getting worse
May Odin find a place for you in his halls for you all🙏
I have a good life. People love me. But no one gets me. No one has me. I don’t want to worry anybody but I can’t do this anymore. I didn’t think I was able to do it on my own so I don’t even know why I still tried. God I have one final request before I die. Take me home.
loneliness.
No purpose no goal no quest ive fallen and cant get up
bro thinks he did something
I’ve Mcfallen and I can’t get up. Not too poke fun at your pain, but lmao
did no one notice the spinning duck at 11:41 ?
I did
bro casually talking about spinning duck while comments here are full of depressed and lonely people.
where?
if you close your eyes, you will see it.@@Omninfinity
Just get a motorcycle
No thanks. Too easy to go 140 mph and spread my arms out and let fate decide it's
Look, it's great that some people are in a rut and will one day find their way out. There are some people like me who just know we are going to die alone. A lifetime of misery and self hate. Till one day, life puts me out of my misery or take it in my own hands. Seek help don't get stuck on this comment.
Jesus gave me hope
الحمدلله❤️
I want to disappear forever and ever 😂😂
so cool
what is the intro song on the piano?
Song on the beach, in case ur still wondering
5:13 what is this song/sound clip pls yall
welp. back in the black hole again :). I finally was so happy that i got my first girlfriend at the age of 19. And after 3 months she cheated on me. Damn now im 21 and im scared to get a girlfirend again. I never felt loved. I still think about that girl even she cheated on me. I think this feeling will never disappear.
damn.
bro, i'm so worthless.
priceless it the better word, now find your purpose and be your best.
real
nah we are in simulation.
Music at 6:56?
not that I’m anywhere
cities aviv
You meed to become the light that shimes in your darknes if nothin in your life fixes itself you need to fix yourself firt
Does anyone know the the name of the movie that starts at 11:25?
lil’ late but it’s “The Orb of Dreamers” by The Daniel Pemberton TV Orchestra
I need someone to talk to
I'll talk to you man
@@mattburket you got discord bro?
@@mattburket how can we talk bro?.. I tried to ask you a social but my comment gets deleted
i think imma end myself soon, i js dont feel happy anymore i always try at school but get bad grades, try to make my gf happy but the love just comes from one side please someone help me i need advice, im too alone
Don't end it man, it's a cliché but things really do get better. Feel your emotions and vent, whether through videos or someone you can open up to.
Bad grades are not the end of the world, you can find something you excel at.
This whole community is experiencing the same thing, never forget that. We are all with you, we want you to make it in life and be happy, and we know you can do it!💪
Who doesnt?
Real. (If this doesn’t pay off, I’ll off myself) 0:43
How's it going, bro ?
Plz don't. I'm sure people are depending on you, people love you, and people want you to succeed
I am from India lives with my parents we do in India still fking lonely I don't have any idea how u guys in usa manage be strong guys
Anyone wanna be friends ?
I got you
Y are all these videos the exact same video🤣
It's better to be dead
Please don't say that, you may think that now but tomorrow you may think differently, just know that you are important enough to make a difference in anything that you want. Stay safe out there 🙏 ❤
Being born is a miracle why throw it all away, life happens for you brother not to you, it happens for you.
2:20 theres much to live for brother it's really not worth being gone forever
I used to feel the same but someone then said to me "We're all going to be dead eventually. Why not make life worth living until then? And if you don't want to make an effort for yourself, make one for others. There is not enough kindness in this world."
This really changed my perspective on life and myself as part of the world.
@@l.f.h.967I heard that a lot before and I’m counter to that is if we’re all gonna die eventually there’s nothing wrong with speeding up the process and that whole thing of living for others I have no one to live for
what’s up with the whole jesus and god preach. I get it if you need all that but i see so much of it on these kinds of videos. Not knocking it, i grew up catholic, however can you not be happy or be on the “road to success” without god? it’s more of a testament if you get better, and be happy without a crutch no?
I don’t like this cause I better shit to think about then my emotions 😒
Be better be a man
7:47 when my grandpa died when I was 10 year old I had completly no reaction I jus didn’t know it was empty the feeling real.
I am failing my college exams this is my first year I didn’t put in any effort I wasted my life I just feel really useless because I let down many people who trusted me like my parents I just feel really sad i feel I let down my parents and myself
Now you know what not to do, and what you should've done. You only fail if you quit. You did not waste your life.
Remember, we're only human. We are not perfect. We're going to almost inevitably hurt someone that's dear to us, because we end up being just that. Human. We have our cravings, moments of selfishness, and other moments which may lead up(or not) hurting someone.
Try again. Even if college is not a possibility, you can try another thing that you might be successful in. It's okay to dwell, but just remember that nothing changes, if nothing changes.
We all have our highlights and low points. You just happened to stumble through one of your potentially low points. Brush it off, learn from it and keep going.
Just don't give up on yourself. Don't be too hard on yourself either. If you feel regret, it just means that it's a lesson learned.
Hope you see better days.
I like the city view is from South Korea. One of the country that has most su!cide rate.
real
nah it's ilusion.