I uninstalled TikTok because it was becoming an unhealthy habbit and I was overstimulating my brain day round. When I was on the platform I would spend hours watching slideshows and after removing the app I had forgotten about slideshows, till recently I was looking for some on RUclips and found your channel. Thank you for posting these and keep posting more. These are amazing.
when the guy said, " guy in the background" that hit real hard. for me i don't feel like the hero, I feel like just the guy in the background of someone else story
I feel such a sense of understanding watching these… but I also have to wonder if simply listening to this is doing more damage or giving me greater introspection
its sorta a paradox, watching them gives you introspection and bad thoughts, not knowing and watching puts you in a thoughtless cycle where you dont feel bad because you dont know the reality
I literally cant just type some shit rn with laughing emoji at the end. I just cant. Im in such a bad mood i cant laugh virtually. Not even a fake laugh.
Hey if you're still here please don't fam~ Ik it feels like you're alone and nobody would give a shit but at the very least I care enough to stop what I'm doing to write this and try and stop you! I've considered killing myself in the past as well, but in the end I'm glad i didn't, because even if it's not everything you want there's still so many joys in life. You're favorite foods, a nice walk on a day with beautiful weather, your favorite shows and games, a moment where you're just doing something you enjoy and then realize how wonderful it is to still be here and living and able to do that thing you love~ A feeling of the extraordinary in the ordinary~ It's worth it to experience things like that, and those experiences can be dots that connect to even better things, until eventually you do find the things you really want in life~! So please don't give up now, not when you've already come this far~! I promise there's still light, even if you can't see it rn, so don't be the one who extinguishes that beautiful light yourself~✨🌠🎆 Keep going fam, I love you and I care and believe in you~! Much love
I saw a comment regarding a similar topic that I'm gonna state. A few months ago, I was banned from tiktok. Both my accounts were banned, and I was unable to create a new account. Before I was prema-banned, I would spend an unhealthy amount of time on tiktok just watching content like this. My weekly screen time was skyrocketing at an alarming rate. I knew it was a problem, but I couldn't stop watching. Those tiktok sideshows plummeted me into a deep depression. I spent countless hours staring into the ceiling, hoping for things to get better, but they never did. After my banning, I started feeling better, and I even got into a relationship. Once she left me and said that "she needed some time to work on herself," she got with another dude who was one of my closer friends. I recently remembered the slideshows to try and cope a little bit, and for the time being, it's working. I really appreciate the reposting on this channel. You provide the best sideshows on RUclips. They feel very authentic to the stuff I used to watch. I really support these videos, and I give you my love and thanks for what you're doing.
seems like that bitch is really giving u hard time bro, u'll move on with the time i promise u that and thank u for this comment i really enjoyed reading it
I feel so lonely on a daily base that i can not even express it anymore. Everytime i wake up i just instantly think of why i woke up, why am i not as pretty as all the other guys, why cant i be as funny as everyone else, i hate every single part of my self and can't stop thinking of k!lling my self. I'm 15yo and I honestly can't take all of these anymore. I feel so empty that it's destroying me from the inside out, i tried to talk to someone, my mum, a psychologist, nothing is working. I cry my self to sleep almost every single night and I just have no more energy for crying, living, for anything in general. I feel like i serve no purpose in life and i'm just a useless kid that deserves nothing in life.
Start by recognizing your strengths. What are you good at? And stop trying to be a flashy, overconfident party animal like the popular kids. Just be yourself. Girls like it better, especially at your age, trust
I get constantly reminded to fill my life with positive to get over the negativity but idk if I can handle another day of being me living a life of failure
Whoever is feeling like sh!t or depressed or nothing at all please don’t let that define who you are or let it destroy you from the inside out, I know how it feels because I’ve been there, everyone has been there. I am there. If you need help don’t hesitate to reach out to people. Plenty of people are willing and want to help you. Life is hard and it’s not going to stop being hard. But that is just life don’t let life be the death of you.
I'm going through a spiral. I know what I have to do in order to do better, however there are many things that stop me from doing them. I wish I could drop out of college, chase something but I have no dream, it's all so confusing because for a couple of years I might be into something heavily but then I just faze out. I'm not doing well. I want to do better. I don't need people I just crave for self-realization. I need to get my college degree done but this is giving me so many Ls man. So many. I get no positives as of late because I only study nowadays. The gym and my friends keep me going but I need to find something more. I must do better, be better and find something that works out for me. I need it man.
He doesn't want you to suffer gojira. Find him gojira. You might feel emptiness but listen to me, find God and you will experience new things, your emptiness will not be empty. There is life outside sufferering. I want you to find it. Find it and live the life you want to live. This is your main quest.
Nah, these "slideshows" are crazy to me on how many people are in the same boat as me yet feels like i'm alone yet i know i'm not. I'm very depressed and suicidal have been for a long time I'm trying everyday to keep pushing and doing better i hate seeing people in my place it isn't fair nor kind I want to see a happier end to this really DARK tunnel. we need more love and words to be pushed around, like hearing simple words like "i'm proud of you" will go along way.
I feel so lonely. Like I want to be in a relationship and I want to do something meaningful but I just can’t. I can’t I want love. I need love. I’m just so tired. I’m gonna go take a nap.
I deleted TikTok around 5 months ago and it’s really worth it but you will feel bored and might be tempted to watch insta reels/RUclips shorts but try your best to stay away from dopamine rushes without doing anything
I feel so trapped n sooner or later I'm gonna do it and all this will be over. I hope to feel that same feeling when you finish a long shift at work, get home from a dull day at school, or even closing the 100 tabs you had open after handing in that assignment thats been stressing you out. Mama and Papa if you guys find this I love yous and it isnt your fault, i just dont know what happened - i feel like ive been trapped in this cycle of temptation, doubt, sadness and contemplation for too long. to whoever is reading this dont make my mistake and speak up before its too late.
Why do I have to be afraid to die? Are you living because you don’t want to die? Is there anything good that comes from being alive? I can’t think of anything.
7:15 is the first Spider-Man I ever had and watched. The pizza scene hit me more than I thought. I honestly think everyone wouldn’t even notice if I left. Maybe a few days but after that I think no one would care. I don’t want to leave but I don’t want to stay.
This is such a heartwarming video! Stay negative everyone! Its so good that i had myself spiraling out of insanity! Great video! Good message also!! Nice Job!!!! 😂😂😂😂
The thing about emptiness is that you gotta fill your life with positive habits like exercise, starting random conversations, maybe trying to get that promotion, what ever it is make it a positive. I think many of us here feel lost or empty but honestly I feel like you’ve just gotta follow the path your decisions set out for you, but that doesn’t mean if you make bad decisions keep making them what I mean is if you make a bad decision and you feel down you have the ability to make a positive decision to fix yourself or your situation. Just like the decision to watch this video, you went looking for relatability to feel like your not alone cause I’ve done it myself right now, but I decided to make this comment in the hope that it helps someone, relax, slow down and look around ask yourself the question ‘how can I make the shitty times good?’ Last thing when you decide to improve, and you will, you’ll have hard times whilst improving but that’s just a part of building your character. If you’ve made it this far I appreciate you and I hope this helped❤️
I can do my favorite things I can achieve shit I can get a girlfriend than get married with her and have a happy life with her but I wouldn't because she probably leave me before 2nd plate I can't escape the hell that follows me never leaves I could be with the most beautiful girl and I won't feel happy because I know or feel like they are cheating on me because a group of girls try to get me hug them so they can push away me but never did it and that made me lose all my trust than my friends leaving me because of something stupid lost my trust in everything and everyone
I don’t get it, I workout, I have a good routine, I’m healthy yet I’m so unfulfilled. I fill myself with all these good things but I don’t feel anything, what’s wrong with me. The only feeling I get is from masturbation, it leaves me unfulfilled though, I get a small high but then I feel drained and and even worse. I feel like such a loser, nobody loves me or cares for me, I’m just a nobody seeking validation in this world.
I feel like I’m so loud and confident because deep down I know I’m not really anyone’s best freind and no one will ever truly love me not even my family and I feel like I have to be that confident guy but on my own I’m in constant pain and I have good chat with women but in reality I get attached to any women who show me any care love or affection
Currently 1:17 on a Sunday night. I have two homework’s that were very important that I haven’t even started. I don’t have any motivation to do anything. I want to do stuff, but I just can’t.
i love this girl so much idk what to do anymore i love her so much words cant describe i dont spend a second not thinking about (im being serious af) i asked her out she said she wasnt ready to date ever since then shes been acting more flirtatious with me and its fucking me up mentally
@@quitplaying bro i never got notified of this reply if i did maybe i would have to my senses a lil update she broke my heart and i have never been more depressed ever
I don’t know why I feel this way, I have a good family, we have enough money to get by (lower middle class) but I still feel empty, like I’m a disappointment, like I constantly fail God everyday, I was an extrovert but I’m slowly becoming an introvert because nobody cares what I say, I’m consistently interrupted, even my ex best friend who I thought would never turn their back on me did, he talked about me behind my back, and blocked me over the smallest things, it’s clear that he doesn’t like me anymore, so I’m done, I really just want to die so I can go to heaven, and rest, but I can’t do that because my family cares.
When you walk back to a house that isn't yours in 45° heat crying while asking "Why does everything hurt?" And "Why does everyone leave me?" It's a different kind of hurt.
been thinking of doing it but never got the chance to do it and im ugly as hell no job everyone talking bout me behind my back and its getting to the point i tear up thinking about it, im crying rn making this .
what if it gets better? you’ll never know because you’ll be gone what about your family “they don’t care” "they didn’t love me” maybe they think you don’t love them
I'm going into a spiral of insanity 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
real 😂😂😂😂
Real
We all are
so real dawg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Spiral 🌀
I uninstalled TikTok because it was becoming an unhealthy habbit and I was overstimulating my brain day round. When I was on the platform I would spend hours watching slideshows and after removing the app I had forgotten about slideshows, till recently I was looking for some on RUclips and found your channel.
Thank you for posting these and keep posting more. These are amazing.
i'm in the same situation as you. people who post slideshows then try to help you feel better by telling you not to commit or something confuse me
same dude, even tho i was forced off the app, i’m way happier and healthier
Good job it was a good decision, I had to do the same bc it was getting bad
@LETragoL lol i haven't used it in around a year
Same here....
The cycle doesn't end😂😂😂‼️‼️💯💯💯🔥🔥
Asa spittin as always
Real.
i’ve never felt so empty🔥🔥💀💀🗣️🗣️💯💯
Emptiness rot me from the inside 😂😂😂😂😂
I hate my life 😂😂🔥🥳
The voices are getting louder 💯😮💨🔥💪‼️
WE NOT MAKING IT THIS TIME ⁉️😎😎🔥🔥🔥⁉️
I’m like Batman, but against fighting crime, i fight my masculine urge to let 225 break my neck.
real
Real
Lift it or let it break your neck
W for me both ways
@@Oussama_On_Ladder Real
Real.
i love these tik toks because i just love hearing people talk genuinely about their feelings, like no bs not scripted, jst raw emotion. idk
and i can realate
most people in this comment sec is just faking it
@@imjonathan6745 damn thats crazy
when the guy said, " guy in the background" that hit real hard. for me i don't feel like the hero, I feel like just the guy in the background of someone else story
Get off social media
@@TheScreenplayeryou get off social media
Yo enjoying this on 3.a.m rn 😂😂😂😂😂
THE VOICES ARE RETURNING 🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️🏋♂️💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
ONG
I feel such a sense of understanding watching these… but I also have to wonder if simply listening to this is doing more damage or giving me greater introspection
its sorta a paradox, watching them gives you introspection and bad thoughts, not knowing and watching puts you in a thoughtless cycle where you dont feel bad because you dont know the reality
canna or shrooms will help open your eyes
I literally cant just type some shit rn with laughing emoji at the end. I just cant. Im in such a bad mood i cant laugh virtually. Not even a fake laugh.
im gonna end it all tonight and no one will care about me 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
u good man?
Hey if you're still here please don't fam~ Ik it feels like you're alone and nobody would give a shit but at the very least I care enough to stop what I'm doing to write this and try and stop you! I've considered killing myself in the past as well, but in the end I'm glad i didn't, because even if it's not everything you want there's still so many joys in life.
You're favorite foods, a nice walk on a day with beautiful weather, your favorite shows and games, a moment where you're just doing something you enjoy and then realize how wonderful it is to still be here and living and able to do that thing you love~ A feeling of the extraordinary in the ordinary~
It's worth it to experience things like that, and those experiences can be dots that connect to even better things, until eventually you do find the things you really want in life~!
So please don't give up now, not when you've already come this far~! I promise there's still light, even if you can't see it rn, so don't be the one who extinguishes that beautiful light yourself~✨🌠🎆
Keep going fam, I love you and I care and believe in you~! Much love
Hang on bruh
Real
You okay bro ?
The voices are taking over😂😂😂😂
I saw a comment regarding a similar topic that I'm gonna state. A few months ago, I was banned from tiktok. Both my accounts were banned, and I was unable to create a new account. Before I was prema-banned, I would spend an unhealthy amount of time on tiktok just watching content like this. My weekly screen time was skyrocketing at an alarming rate. I knew it was a problem, but I couldn't stop watching. Those tiktok sideshows plummeted me into a deep depression. I spent countless hours staring into the ceiling, hoping for things to get better, but they never did. After my banning, I started feeling better, and I even got into a relationship. Once she left me and said that "she needed some time to work on herself," she got with another dude who was one of my closer friends. I recently remembered the slideshows to try and cope a little bit, and for the time being, it's working. I really appreciate the reposting on this channel. You provide the best sideshows on RUclips. They feel very authentic to the stuff I used to watch. I really support these videos, and I give you my love and thanks for what you're doing.
are you okay?
@@kusboo2220 nah, but you gotta suck it up and keep it pushing
@@just_j. true that
@@just_j. same man, just keep moving
seems like that bitch is really giving u hard time bro, u'll move on with the time i promise u that and thank u for this comment i really enjoyed reading it
8 year old me :"i will grow up to marry the love of my life and make a lot of money"
21 year old me now : 9:29
real
real
The kid version of us are watching and is very disappointed ☹️
I feel so lonely on a daily base that i can not even express it anymore. Everytime i wake up i just instantly think of why i woke up, why am i not as pretty as all the other guys, why cant i be as funny as everyone else, i hate every single part of my self and can't stop thinking of k!lling my self. I'm 15yo and I honestly can't take all of these anymore. I feel so empty that it's destroying me from the inside out, i tried to talk to someone, my mum, a psychologist, nothing is working. I cry my self to sleep almost every single night and I just have no more energy for crying, living, for anything in general. I feel like i serve no purpose in life and i'm just a useless kid that deserves nothing in life.
maybe ur just interacting with the wrong people man u should meet new people that might look at u differently and give u another impression of urself
what is blud yapping about
Start by recognizing your strengths. What are you good at? And stop trying to be a flashy, overconfident party animal like the popular kids. Just be yourself. Girls like it better, especially at your age, trust
damn(this hits way too home)
I get constantly reminded to fill my life with positive to get over the negativity but idk if I can handle another day of being me living a life of failure
Start winning then. Either get good at things or do things you're already good at
at this point i could just die 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Realist shit I’ve ever seen 😂😂😂
this is reminding me that I've never had affection towards me for 10 years, not from my parents, not from my siblings or anyone😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Love is feeling more and more like a fairytale each day 🎭 🗣🤚🤘🤞🤙🖕🥷🏽
Fax
Wait til bro finds out about Jesus
That feeling you get that you won’t get that dream just because you just can’t get it no matter what
Real
Yeah I can relate, my dream is just being loved for who i am unfortunately it's too much to ask for
Just a feeling at the end of the day
Im going insane. 😂 , Seeing the video in morning and its my lart of life now 😅
I cannot take this 🥶 my sanity is decreasing 🥶
Im loosing myself😂😂😂
Whoever is feeling like sh!t or depressed or nothing at all please don’t let that define who you are or let it destroy you from the inside out, I know how it feels because I’ve been there, everyone has been there. I am there. If you need help don’t hesitate to reach out to people. Plenty of people are willing and want to help you. Life is hard and it’s not going to stop being hard. But that is just life don’t let life be the death of you.
20 minute slideshow audio on a sunday
Hits diff in the gym
real 🤣😂💯💯
I'm going through a spiral. I know what I have to do in order to do better, however there are many things that stop me from doing them. I wish I could drop out of college, chase something but I have no dream, it's all so confusing because for a couple of years I might be into something heavily but then I just faze out. I'm not doing well. I want to do better. I don't need people I just crave for self-realization. I need to get my college degree done but this is giving me so many Ls man. So many. I get no positives as of late because I only study nowadays. The gym and my friends keep me going but I need to find something more. I must do better, be better and find something that works out for me. I need it man.
to the people who watch this i really wish you to be happy in life, dont give up and follow your dreams.
Im slowly realising getting better isnt an option😂😂😂😂😂😂
i miss how it used to be, i miss it all. These past 4 days have been so fucking tough, i want all of this to end.
You good bro ?
How are you, sir?..
i just dont feel real anymore
Ngl that razor lookin mighty fine😋👍
when i was little i was planning to be the happiest person on earth. now idek what happiness is
just if you remember when my brother said "01/04/2023" he already commited it. he commited suicide
im sorry bro.
12/13/1998-4/23/2022
Robert John Brown III
The best older brother anyone could ask for
Miss you bro.
Im going mentaly insane 😂😂😂😂
Thank you so much for making this!!!
:(
if god is real than he just wants me to suffer
He doesn't want you to suffer gojira. Find him gojira. You might feel emptiness but listen to me, find God and you will experience new things, your emptiness will not be empty. There is life outside sufferering. I want you to find it. Find it and live the life you want to live. This is your main quest.
lmao real (I'm on the verge of jumping off the roof)
Don't do that. You will regret it I swear to God
Nah, these "slideshows" are crazy to me on how many people are in the same boat as me yet feels like i'm alone yet i know i'm not. I'm very depressed and suicidal have been for a long time I'm trying everyday to keep pushing and doing better i hate seeing people in my place it isn't fair nor kind I want to see a happier end to this really DARK tunnel. we need more love and words to be pushed around, like hearing simple words like "i'm proud of you" will go along way.
Not gonna happen bro get used to it but keep going, that's what a man does
honest with u bro that's a very negative mind set for no reason, don't have to look at it that way. @@DatTroll010
you got this
That's bc you're not actually connecting with the people in this video. Get out, and really talk to someone
Real real 😂😂😂
made me rethink life and i'm thinking hard
I feel so lonely. Like I want to be in a relationship and I want to do something meaningful but I just can’t. I can’t I want love. I need love. I’m just so tired. I’m gonna go take a nap.
You just explained exactly what I feel. It’s not just the relationship, I want friends man. I want to be happy
Real
@@mahider3616 why does everyone leave in the end bro
Talk to someone about these things. If they don't listen, that's on them. If you still can't find anyone, you know where to find me
I deleted TikTok around 5 months ago and it’s really worth it but you will feel bored and might be tempted to watch insta reels/RUclips shorts but try your best to stay away from dopamine rushes without doing anything
my exact situation
Its late 😂😂 I wasted all my time 🤣🤣🤣🤣 The days are all the same I cant even remember yesterday, But I know exactly what will happend 😂😂😂
I'm starting to give up on life😂😂😂😂😂
Why?
Real
@@MagiKfroG life sucks
Real. (The goat is back)
I feel so trapped n sooner or later I'm gonna do it and all this will be over. I hope to feel that same feeling when you finish a long shift at work, get home from a dull day at school, or even closing the 100 tabs you had open after handing in that assignment thats been stressing you out. Mama and Papa if you guys find this I love yous and it isnt your fault, i just dont know what happened - i feel like ive been trapped in this cycle of temptation, doubt, sadness and contemplation for too long. to whoever is reading this dont make my mistake and speak up before its too late.
I cant
Man.
I’m sure your parents would rather pay for therapy sessions than your funeral. Now is a better time to speak up then ever brother.
I wish I was ok inside but I remember no one gives a shit if I tell them 😂😂
I hope all is going well
Imagine if I never existed in the first place 😂😂😂😂😂
Well, you're from another universe, so it'd be hard to imagine that. But thank you for allowing me to make a joke 👍
i dont wanna hurt anyone but i dont wanna be hurting anymore and nothing can stop my pain except me not existing
Don't be an idiot bro. There's always a way out. You just have to find it
I’m dying inside 😂😂😂😂
Real
Real
@@thecombatwombat69 real real
real. (laugh the pain away 😹💯)
Laughing is good
Why do I have to be afraid to die? Are you living because you don’t want to die? Is there anything good that comes from being alive? I can’t think of anything.
What's your favorite food?
congrats on 1k bro been here since 300
og💯💯
reel🥶🥵@@quitplaying
These keep me concentrated
Real real.
why am i like this bro
7:15 is the first Spider-Man I ever had and watched. The pizza scene hit me more than I thought. I honestly think everyone wouldn’t even notice if I left. Maybe a few days but after that I think no one would care. I don’t want to leave but I don’t want to stay.
All my homies under this are gonna get everything they deserve ❤ love yall
real real
bro the realest youtuber
My gym music list 😂😂🤣(kill me)
im going crazy..
This is endless😂😂😂
I really just want to feel loved.
I appreciate u and ur vids the bro
real (kid cudi is great)
this is my daily pill 😂😂😂
This is such a heartwarming video! Stay negative everyone! Its so good that i had myself spiraling out of insanity! Great video! Good message also!! Nice Job!!!! 😂😂😂😂
slide 4
Real.
The thing about emptiness is that you gotta fill your life with positive habits like exercise, starting random conversations, maybe trying to get that promotion, what ever it is make it a positive.
I think many of us here feel lost or empty but honestly I feel like you’ve just gotta follow the path your decisions set out for you, but that doesn’t mean if you make bad decisions keep making them what I mean is if you make a bad decision and you feel down you have the ability to make a positive decision to fix yourself or your situation.
Just like the decision to watch this video, you went looking for relatability to feel like your not alone cause I’ve done it myself right now, but I decided to make this comment in the hope that it helps someone, relax, slow down and look around ask yourself the question ‘how can I make the shitty times good?’
Last thing when you decide to improve, and you will, you’ll have hard times whilst improving but that’s just a part of building your character.
If you’ve made it this far I appreciate you and I hope this helped❤️
I go to the gym and i still feel like shit wgen im.there
I can do my favorite things I can achieve shit I can get a girlfriend than get married with her and have a happy life with her but I wouldn't because she probably leave me before 2nd plate I can't escape the hell that follows me never leaves I could be with the most beautiful girl and I won't feel happy because I know or feel like they are cheating on me because a group of girls try to get me hug them so they can push away me but never did it and that made me lose all my trust than my friends leaving me because of something stupid lost my trust in everything and everyone
Real Real ,
I was watching this while working out and I just fell over and couldn’t get back up
I don’t get it, I workout, I have a good routine, I’m healthy yet I’m so unfulfilled. I fill myself with all these good things but I don’t feel anything, what’s wrong with me. The only feeling I get is from masturbation, it leaves me unfulfilled though, I get a small high but then I feel drained and and even worse. I feel like such a loser, nobody loves me or cares for me, I’m just a nobody seeking validation in this world.
bro I feel the same. I am thinking about something is wrong with me
i wish i knew if a person was going through something so i can love them. I have so much love in me but no one seems to want it.
I feel like I’m so loud and confident because deep down I know I’m not really anyone’s best freind and no one will ever truly love me not even my family and I feel like I have to be that confident guy but on my own I’m in constant pain and I have good chat with women but in reality I get attached to any women who show me any care love or affection
real(beautifully real)
real (the voices are back and have control 😂 😂 😂)
a year later and nothing changed
I hate waking up in the morning.
love this
Currently 1:17 on a Sunday night. I have two homework’s that were very important that I haven’t even started. I don’t have any motivation to do anything. I want to do stuff, but I just can’t.
don’t let it win bro we in this ❤
i love this girl so much idk what to do anymore i love her so much words cant describe i dont spend a second not thinking about (im being serious af) i asked her out she said she wasnt ready to date ever since then shes been acting more flirtatious with me and its fucking me up mentally
She's not it bro js give it up she may be doing the same shit with other dudes u neva know
@@quitplaying bro i never got notified of this reply if i did maybe i would have to my senses a lil update she broke my heart and i have never been more depressed ever
everyday the same struggle (please help me) lol
Real
Jesus Christ is the WAY the TRUTH and the LIFE
I don’t know why I feel this way, I have a good family, we have enough money to get by (lower middle class) but I still feel empty, like I’m a disappointment, like I constantly fail God everyday, I was an extrovert but I’m slowly becoming an introvert because nobody cares what I say, I’m consistently interrupted, even my ex best friend who I thought would never turn their back on me did, he talked about me behind my back, and blocked me over the smallest things, it’s clear that he doesn’t like me anymore, so I’m done, I really just want to die so I can go to heaven, and rest, but I can’t do that because my family cares.
I’m going to die alone!🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
18:57 love is also just a word, it simply doesn't exist
best video ever
There's nothing left to be save, I've given up on peace
When you walk back to a house that isn't yours in 45° heat crying while asking "Why does everything hurt?" And "Why does everyone leave me?" It's a different kind of hurt.
been thinking of doing it but never got the chance to do it and im ugly as hell no job everyone talking bout me behind my back and its getting to the point i tear up thinking about it, im crying rn making this .
When I get a drivers license I will end it all
what if it gets better? you’ll never know because you’ll be gone what about your family “they don’t care” "they didn’t love me” maybe they think you don’t love them
@@xszir thank you for responding. Some time has past and life does seem better now. I was in a darker period of my life when I wrote that comment.
I’ve been street pole shopping I think I found the one
I own a motorcycle. As soon as that license ends up in my hands, im crashing 155km/h into a concrete wall
@@GnarIyHuII it's over
7:03 for real bro
real.
If I’m gone by the morning boys I’m sorry I tried
Don’t bro I love you