L O N E L I N E S S | ultimate corecore mix
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The second video in this series highlights the loneliness epidemic. I've selected the best corecore videos from tiktok and curated them into an edit.
This is a melancholic video that I hope brings some catharsis and possibly makes some feel seen. I'll be making hopecore videos soon that will hopefully bring a fresh and more uplifting perspective.
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Lost the girl, lost my parents, lost the drive. A quiet tired resilience is all I have left
fuckkk mate! its all coming to an end at some point mate! keep going!
I lost it all too. I hit bottom and rebounded you can too I promise bub. It took me years but I got in the best shape of my life and built things in my life I never thought possible. If I can you can to. Keep going you matter more than you will ever know in someone’s life even if you don’t see it.
You've never truly lost if you don't keep fighting your battle stay strong and keep pushing.
Friend, everything will be fine, we are on your side. I'm very sorry for you. Know that I believe in you😥
I’m in the same storm as you. But you still have yourself, we have to focus on ourselves, better ourselves.
"And then you realize, everyone loves you, but no one likes you." This one right here.
Only if you're a girl. If you're a boy no one cares about you
i have a girlfriend but i’m moving to a different country idk what to do i feel like we’ve gotten further apart. idk what to do i just feel alone gen when im with a ton of people i just feel alone
I loved that quote, but I feel like I genuinely can’t understand what it truly means, like if u love someone how can you not like them at the same time? 🤔
love isnt meant literally but as surface-level aquaintance designation. Or it means their feelings are a duty and not a joy. @@saladwibba
@@saladwibba people think of Love and Like as if it's a ranking of one's feelings but I don't see it that way. "Love" is, generally speaking, different from "Like."
People can Love you but not Like you as a person. Or maybe you can Love someone but never Like them as a person.
Just like how some Love their parents but don't really Like them.
Love is where you show care to someone but not really someone you'd want to spend your time with. It's a DUTY to Love someone wherein Liking feels more GENUINE.
"The only thing i won was being alone" real.
Yes it’s all lost everything but WAIT hope is here he is here he said 🗿 I am the light of the world those who follow me will not walk into darkness but will have the light of the world 🗿🌅🗿
How did we go from try not to laugh (EXTREME EDITION) to this 💀
Don't watch too much of these, watch a bit and then go out into the world and LIVE.
haha agreed hopecore coming soon
They didn't want me out there so I'm back. If the real world wasn't so isolating why would I be here watching lonliness videos?
-_-
there is noting out
@@veimat3394but every thing is within
playing this in my car on new years and im here.
❤ we‘re all in this together
you have ur own car lucky u. i drive i dont have my own car i use to have my own place after covid that changed. So i hustle through. charm or manipulate my way to having some affection from someone again. Some warmth , i go biking to calm myself and feel better. But i know eventually ill snap in some way.
Stay strong brother...
Stay strong man
Love you bro stay strong ❤️
Men either miss out on love because they are trying to protect their heart or experience fake love because of their gifts or whatever good they can bring to the table.
Videos like this and the viewers watching it with me funny enough, make me feel less alone.
Thanks for sharing this, it made my day.
You've scrolled pretty far haven't you traveler? Come take a rest.
Loneliness is always by your side, as soon as you reject it, it jumps at you giving you a sense of loss but if you accept it, then it will give you peace and serenity instead. Loneliness isn't an emotion or the absence of other people of importance but rather its a beast that can be tamed, don't let it ravage you, tame it, and you will surely see the beauty of it
"Choose a superpower, invisibility or fly? I am already invisible"
A man is never truly alone until he loses his mother. I still have mine. Im empty but im not alone.
Sigmund Freud? 😂
My mothers still alive but I have lost her, she won’t even udder a word to me, my whole life is falling apart
@@cameronwilliams-kopp9938 I don't know your circumstances brother. But mothers should be mothers and always look forward to their children calling.
Keep trying. It's better to try today than to regret not trying for the rest of your life.
I live in Australia, am a stranger online but if you need to just "shoot the breeze" I'm here.
my mom died a year ago. my fiances left me and im not in a completrly new city. i met a girl but she has moved on from me because of my mental state. im ready for it to be over
my mom died a year ago. my fiances left me and im not in a completrly new city. i met a girl but she has moved on from me because of my mental state. im ready for it to be over
I just want to be happy.
Instead we got to be strong, but strong men create happy times
Stay strong brother...
@adamemedia3139 too many weak men creating hard times.
I am 18. At the moment, I am feeling what is true loneliness and how painful it is for the first time in my life. All I have to do is just simply bear this pain of loneliness as a man. But still, the feeling hits me hard.........
GOD I swear. I would never let anybody who close to me experience such feelings caused by loneliness.NEVER! Even there is no one beside me.
You can get through it dude❤️ it takes time to push through..you gotta believe..find that one spark in your life and let it burn❤️ you can do it dude
I've been there brother and I agree I would not let anyone feel it if it was within my power. This empathy you've attained is a gift, focus on yourself and this too shall pass and on the other side you'll have a perspective thats poweful.
@@adamemedia3139 Thank you man that's what I needed to hear :)) I wish you have a great life and keep these videos coming
@@reeceson5819 Thank you very muchhhhh :))) That's what I wanted to hear as well! Have a great day and life
Keep pushing my friend, I felt like at 18, I’m 31 now and when I look back at it I wish I could realise the potential I held when I was 18, I wish I could of learnt discipline love and compassion and not get into fuck loads of debt
that officer with the guy on the side of the road hit hard.
sometimes all we need is a hug...
Lost my parents, my girl, my house and I feel lonely for the past few months of my life, I recently got out of the military and been living a lonely life since then, so for anyone who’s out there and feels lonely just now, God is with you all the time, make your path fight your battles and be a better person for yourself, be better that yesterday! Find God and then you will find you way, love you guys!💪🏻
I just got in. Already feel lonely
Amén, God Bless You and God Bless Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I know how the military then getting out makes you feel lonely if you need helpd reach out ill be here for you just like i need someone here for me
Hope you’re good, brother
parents divorced. Dad worked himself to death to pay off the house. Mom left to her other family. I’ve never felt so alone and hurt in my life.I’ve never had a girlfriend got no siblings. What’s the point if your life is misery. I just want to rest and not feel this pain. I hate it. Fk
"Being acutely lonely is just as stressful as being punched in the face from a stranger"
These type of videos have been really useful for purging sadness. Like sticking your finger down your throat when you need to throw up and just want to get it over with quickly. Feel better after crying it out and ready to get back in the gym.
I’m only 16 and I haven’t had a single friend in 5 years, I go to bed every day hugging and crying myself to bed,I am so tired
Pray to God
cry about it , i don't care what you say, I Believe in God@@ich_liebe_AxxL
It will change, trust me. stay curious, focus on becoming the best version of you. reading, working out, learning hobbies and skills
I hate this video so damn much because it hits so damn deep and touches on what I've been feeling for years. And Jim carey, he hit it really on the head bout depression
I finally feel something. Watching these videos makes me sad but at least I'm feeling
melancholy is bittersweet.
I love corecore videos because it trains to not be easily influenced my unecessary states of minds, like if u watch these videos after some times you will feel their burden but for me in life its important to accept and overcome
You are here boys. Right now. Keep going. Your eyes are open, and you are ready for the contrast of happiness and plenitude. You are here for a reason. Brofist.
"The only thing i won was being alone" Realest shit ever.
Its like im hungry but i dont wanna eat
I know exactly what you mean. Like spiritual writers block.
My childhood got destroyed. I lost time, happiness, time with family and even freedom till this day. I still fight hoping this feeling will leave me. This weight on me will fade away.
I’m already invisible. Truer words were never said
Men are indeed poor creatures innit? Only being loved by everyone on basis of what we provide on the table and often times never being cared by the ones we love so much. Whatever happens we yet put a smile on our face and live our lives to fill up the duties that the society imposed on us. We all are heros for sure, heads up and live this beautiful life of man 🙂
The way nature intended.
For everyone out there saying theres no hope, I got something for you.
Keep pushing forward God has a purpose for you. Never ever give up fulfill what you want to achieve and accomplish.
Push all of those bad emotions away and keep pushing forward being YOU.
Take action…
I’m 16 and I’m doing all I can but I feel like it won’t be enough. I feel I’m never gonna have a best friend/girlfriend/wife/child ever. Loneliness has taken a toll on me and I have both the scars in my brain and the scars on my arms to prove it
Christ loves you. I love you. Keep going.
I looked up Everlong covers how the hell did I fall down this rabbit hole
I know is hard out there, stay strong brothers, Jezus loves his lonely man we got this
Fuck god
all i wanted is them to love me and believe they loved me but when i start to believe they do they leave me.
Love yourself first brother. If they stay they stay if they dont you find out for free they were never worth it. No harm in seeing the best in people and trusting thier intentions -with healthy boundaries of course- dont let the assholes rob you of feeling earnestly towards people. The real winners imo are those who can love everytime like its the first time. Hope that helps and wish you the best in life, sincerely a fool on the interent :)
I keep trying to change, to change things... my demons keep pulling me back down. I woke up recently and realized it's been almost a full year since I stopped boxing, stopping working out, stopped eating right... my demons drowned me in alcohol and gas chambered me in pot. Today I worked for hours on a new diet and work out routine. I told people that I would go to the gym with they, I renewed my gym membership. The only thing I didn't do was reach out to my couch and asking if I can return to boxing... honestly that scares me the most... I let him down so much. I am a failure, but damn it I try my best! I just lose track of time and I forget things. I have blank spots in my life and other people never understand that.
I used to be depressed and lonely, I still am but I won't let it control me anymore. I learned how to be happy. I learned how to live with lonliness. I learned how to be myself. It just click to me one day that all of this mopping and not doing anything about it isn't just gonna solve anything. No one gonna be come and help me. So I learned how to help myself.
I want everyone here who shared the same feeling, just know that you got yourself and your future. Try to appreciate yourself even if it is a little. Don't let that "i can't do it" mentality control you. And finally, smile a little. It help:)
These are wise words, yet your still here...these videos only facilitate one person, and yet were all still here for you.
"Is there anything I could do to help ya?"
"I could use a hug"
"I'll give you a hug"
That part gets me every time man...
Beautiful, thank you for making this.
6:46 hits crazy
I’m 14 dawg. I’m too young to be feeling this shit.
15. same.
i'm feeling like that since i was 11, bro, life is hard. but accept the things that you cannot change, and don't worry, everything will be fine, be grateful for the little things no matter how hard it is and all you see is darkness. love u 💗
You got time man..don’t put too much pressure on yourself to be great too soon..you have time❤️
Thats when its most intense imo, at least it was for me.
@@h2p293 As was I, things definitely chill out later on especially with such a wise outlook
this is so powerful man, thanks. Just thanks.
Much love brother
@@adamemedia3139 thanks
The only time I didn’t feel alone was when I was in the military/ boot camp. Because they take everything from u and give u challenges like some you can’t complete by yourself. So what do you do? Your buddy to your left or to your right starts to help you, and vice versa. And because your all in the same “shit” you grow as a whole. So when you’re thrown back in to society you realise everybody is in different stages in life,so rarely you will see help to a random person, because no one is on the same “level” and that illusion makes us feel alone. I’m happy I experienced real life togetherness at least once in my life.
Im 15. I havent been happy since the third grade. So around 8 or 9. In fact i dont remember what happy is. I just know I started being sad. I can laugh and at times enjoy myself, but Im not happy. I try so hard to better myself thinking it might help, but it just doesnt work. I workout, I run, I am probably one of the smartest of my grade. But none of it makes me happy. I have loved one person. Not my father, not my mom, none of my siblings. But a girl. A girl I dated during the seventh grade. But I still wasnt happy. I was just comfortable. My brother had just been admitted to a mental hospital, so I was too scared to lose her. So, I did everything in my power to do no bad, but in doing that, I did no good either. I had no money at the time, no nothing. I couldnt do anything and she is someone I still love to this day. We pass each other in the halls everyday. I dont love my family. Which might sound weird, but why should I? I would do basically anything for them, but if they died I think I would only be majorly bothered. If I saw them die in front of me it might be a bit traumatic, but I wont experience much sorrow. Its fucked but its true. Ive had so much happen to me but it feels like I cant even be bothered to care anymore. Ive had a porn addiction since 7 and a masturbation addiction since 9. I still havent been able to break myself free from. The first time I attempted sewerslide was when I was 9. It was the middle of class. The teacher wouldnt call on my hand for minutes upon minutes. I felt so insignificant and unimportant. I kept my hand raised and tightened the tie my mom had given me before she left. I tightened and kept my hand raised until she called on me or I died. She eventually called on me but she said I was really red. I said I mustve tightened my tie a bit too much. And none of this even scratches the surface. Ive never told anyone anything. No one knows anything. Besides whoever might happen to see this in the youtube comment section
i love you.
I love you too, continue to be brave, I won't say it will become easier, it won't, but be brave for all of us.
I wish, these kind of videos would go forever
The past month ,i lost my 5 years gf , lost both of my best friends to a car accident , lost my love for my carrier and in quite bit of debt. I try almost everything. Even the gym , which i been doing for 6 years doesn't feel good anymore. I lost my fire . All i have now is my empty apartment and my mother
keep your head up, find something you can really apply yourself to and work at that and keep getting better at it, your past relationships should never define you no matter what.
I smile. However, the act of smiling strikes me as so morbidly amusing, that I can only laugh. But the sound is so ghastly and hollow that I can't help but weep. And, even though my tears, I recognize the absurdity of it all, and that makes me oddly happy. So I smile.
Keep going cause it might get better. I live on this thought
Even when I cry in front of my father he jus tells me not to cry, that’s it’s a waste of tears crying as a man, he knows no one cares and he doesn’t even try to sugar coat it, I’m gonna b miserable forever lol
Men arent allowed to cry I agree. you may be miserable throughout your life but I disagree it will be your main or dominant emotion.
I try to cry but the tears won’t come out,just suffering
Ey brothers, we are all brothers, we go trough the same pain eventually. Sometimes you have to take joy in simple things, nature hepls sometimes. But if you feel shit then do something against it? I mean its the only life you will ever live?! There is change, there will always be change, you can decide if you change for good or bad
Agree with every word brother. something weirdly comforting we all go throug the same pain. A comfort I wanted to share.
5:50 "it's not that you feel like you don't have anybody; you feel like nobody has you." too real. Hard being a young man sometimes
wow i realized im really young to be completely honest i am 13 and people normally would say "bro you're just 13 you're just faking it you are not depressed" then my mother is like you're okay bla bla bla but i did things i really regret doing but without me doing those things i wouldn't have a personality but ohhh right i already don't have one and im just scared to say the things i regret doing to my mother and father because they would just go like "is that really what my son is, a failure?'"i only have 2 friends that i actually take time to go outside with go to their place and chillout but ever since i have fallen in depression i can't relate alot to my friends because of that, the reason is that why im in depression is because of loneliness and sure my friends are there but one day my friend told me he had a gf 4 months later or so he said he broke up with his gf because his gf cheated on him i really could care less but when my other friend told me he recently had a gf 2 months ago i keep on telling myself how much of a failure i am i can't speak to the people i like because i am too scared of their reaction and how it is going to destroy me, the only place i feel at home is on the internet plus a girl wouldn't have anything to like me for i am pretty ugly and also i don't have anything beautiful that i accomplished in my life i don't have ANYTHING to like me for, i have NO ONE AND NOTHING except me my friends that can semi-relate to me
i feel lonely.
Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. No other movie captures heartbreak and loss after breakup like this movie
"Why are you so afraid of having someone care about you, why are you so afraid of caring about someone?"
Because they leave. They leave and the only thing left is the memory of happiness, and the deafening silence of emptiness. The thousands of pieces of my soul, that got shattered, that I now have to pick up and put together again, and the ever so persistent questions of "What went wrong? Why did it turn out this way? What did I fuck up this time?"
That's all. Nothing more, nothing less.
I gotta quote for yall out there. “God removed people from your life because he heard conversations you didn’t” shit ain’t always your fault. I lost a few friends but I always remembered “If Gods plan took them out your life, maybe your plan wasn’t right”
Facts.
You have No idea how much I needed to hear this man.
Jsem takovej osaomecej pinda bez budoucnosti….
Vy jste jediný, co objevili recept na život :D
it's been over a year and i still miss her.
im not ok. i numb the pain with mind numbing videos. i never cry. it took burnout to finally make me cry. i don't feel okay. help. please. let me cry. let me feel happy. let me... live.
With Christ one is never alone.
Jesus was the loneliest man on the planet, to be with christ is to be truly alone.
@@fessy4 Except for some time on the cross, Jesus was in constant communion with the Father.
Jesus was also in the Spirit.
Jesus knew that angels would minister to Him at a moments notice, if He willed it.
Except for some time on the cross, Jesus was the least lonely person on the planet.
I've driven myself into lonesomeness and I have no strength to fix it and nobody to fall back on.
real (I just want to be loved by someone)
I just want to know have anyone felt my sadness?
16 years of my life never felt my love except from my parent. Got betrayed by my friend. Got left behind, doesn’t felt anything anymore and any laugh that I put up was fake it’s just doesn’t felt real. All the achievement was just to make myself felt good. And now I’m lonely even though I have many friends every night I just wake up in the middle of the night because I’m scared of dying alone. I know I have mental problem but I can’t talk to anyone about it.
Dellor really got me there
When I noticed that wherever I go or whoever I am with Im not the person people wanna chose to talk to hangout with or joke with, Im seen as the annoying one when i talk a lot but Im miserable to be around when Im quiet, Im no ones favorite.
This video gave me a lot to think about thanks.
Lost my dad, my rock, lost the girl, my light. I feel myself changing, im losing myself. I feel my goals and aspirations slipping away. Im settling into this monotonous routine, day in day out days pass by everything is the same. Meager things come and distract but theyre short lived. I only look forward to small meaningless things. Im trying to change, i just feel empty sometimes. I just wanna be quiet and be still, i trudge onwards with all i have left. The only person that motivates me is the one whos already gone, hes my simple strength
“Do not pray for easy lives, pray to be stronger men”
These videos bring me back to reality.
Very good video fr
Appreciate it
jim described it perfectly
This showed up on my timeline and I’m not 100% sure why, but if you’re feeling lonely take the first step in the right direction. Volunteer in some organization. ANY organization. Small role, big role, really any role will do. Go to your local church walk up to a church employee and ask “what can I do to help?” Once you start it gets a lot easier. You all have skills and you all have a place. You don’t need to open up immediately but when you surround yourself with people trying to complete a goal you slowly feel better. Do the small tasks and enjoy the success. I was lost and lonely now I’m married and happy because I just started. Stay strong and keep fighting to be happy. You are loved.
went for it. got denied. first time in 8 years that i tried. nothing changed.
When I broke up it really hurt like most brake ups but the feeling isn’t just losing the person it’s the fact you saw yourself growing and loving that person and getting that took away from you does something to you no matter what you do or what you think it still hurts it really eats away at you it takes so long to get over it sometimes you never do but it’s fine it’s not about getting over it it’s about moving on
damn bro, this was nice
Appreciate it brother
I just want to be enough for someone, is too much to ask that someone accept me and love me as I am
i feel so alone everyday more and more
I love being alone. Sometimes... just sometimes, I wish I had someone. I got cheated on and didn't want to be this character anymore. For the longest time, I hated loneliness but have grown to love it.
I haven’t felt happiness since i was 20 i’ve been pretty numb since. i’m 25 now working 2 jobs and going to the gym to keep my mind busy, but at times when im alone i breakdown snd even in the happiest moments like friends weddings, celebrations im also numb, idk where my happiness went but i just don’t know anymore
You already know things going downhill when bojack horseman starts to sound too relatable
first time ive cried since my uncle passed.
the worst you can go down to is to answer with "dont care anymore" to someone's words of likeliness or even love
Alone can suck at times. Been hurt too many times to trust anyone.
Anyone else feel super lonely yet also go out of there way to avoid social interaction, friendships, relationships. Cause I know I can't be the only one, that feels so alone yet pushes everyone away anytime they attempt to get close. I'm so tired of it it just honestly makes me hate myself like, I'm never not gonna be alone cause I will never allow myself to not be alone.
I use these videos to stay humble. To remind myself that this is who i am
I just keep struggling onward. The ever dark tunnel without a light any where. Yet I just keep struggling down this tunnel.
I am 20 now... I spent a year drunk, mostly due to puting all of my self into selfish people ever since i was born, like a snake eating its own tail. Now I am a ship wreck that has failed as a son, and now I am writing this from a dark hotel room in the middle of the desert.
You haven't failed. You aren't defined by your mistakes or by how others treat you or make you feel. I know you will get through this
You still have time. Sounds like you know what needs to be done. I believe in you.
Time to read Bukowski my friend Get his poems and novels hell help you through ❤❤ your so lucky being 20 with all yr wild adventures ahead
And this is the future is it.
I’m here eating next to my girlfriend, we live together. We have such a happy life.. but that quote “I help everybody except for myself” almost made me bawl out of nowhere. But it’s not even because I’m helpful to people, but it’s more 5:12 because I make everyone hate me and make them forget I even exist. And I understand why I do it. I don’t feel like I deserve to be loved, Like I don’t deserve to be. So I push everyone away the moment they start giving me attention. But… I don’t want to be unseen, I want them to care, but I just I don’t know, I don’t know how to help myself.
I feel you brother. It feels the same here. We'll make it brother don't you worry.
You get used to it im ok with it now and ive chosen to be happy and do my own thing and im happy with that there are days where its hard but there is days where its great cant have one without the other
First time crying in almost few years, life is to much for me. On one end I have a loving gilfriend, but in the other I still fell sadness. I thought it will go away, but no, today was just to much for me. I couldn't pass my driving exam and I just broke. I fell like a lozer, like an idiot. It's weird that I cry, because I didn't think that I could. Sress is eating me alive guys
Stray strong by accepting your faults brother, no one is perfect, most people fail a driving exam or two, many people lie about it too.
Perfection is the enemy of good and it can really mess you up to chase. Happy to hear you have love in your life, all the best, you defintley arent a loser.
There are moments. Where you sit in your room. And stare at the wall, Or posters And the wave of emptiness crashes. And you can’t help but feel empty, alone, and hurt.
Then you get up and go about your day without thinking about that moment again.
We choose to brush aside our own thoughts and feelings to take care of the needs of others. And over time. Those feelings bottle up and start to slowly overflow. Until the day the pot tips and everything pours out.
Pain is. Different for everyone. And we all hope to find someone. Or find a way to fill our void that has gotten to the point fem betrayal. Heart break and loss..
Our only way. Is forward. And it is not going to be easy. But in time. Someone. Or something will come along. And put a hand on your shoulder. And tell you. “It’ll be ok.”
Man thank you for like all your help because every single time I’m always depressed and scared and sad I don’t even know what I’m doing with my life and sometimes I don’t wanna be existed because if I’m trying to talk to people and they’re on their phone it’s like the hell am I here for that and why the heck am I even talking about you or talking to you anyways And I always have to care about everybody but not for myself because it’s really hard to do it 0:18 0:19 😪😥😰😨😭😭😭😭😢😢😢
No matter what i do it never ends well
19, moved out at 18, work full time in a town hours away from any one I know, school was a nightmare, never had a girlfriend, never had true close friends, never shared experiences with people I love, never partied, I mean never been on a plane ffs. Struggled through therapy for years over social anxiety and still struggle. I give so much effort in trying to stay positive, trying to be a better person, trying to meet people with similar values and hobbies, But when I never share enjoyment with anyone it all seems useless. I just hope one day things will turn around. I need to get this off my chest. Feels like I've been ignored all my life, overlooked, an object. This world just wasn't built for me. But I keep pushing because if I stop now, then all I've worked for would be useless and a waste. I guess what I'm talking to myself here about...is to see the good in life, how lucky we are to be here be concious of our presence in time and space and what a phenomenon it is. Keeping fighting my brothers in this unfair world, as will I.
I lost both parents and my friends I lost everything to live for so I'm just going to end it on Christmas but thank for making this vid 2010🕊
There is always something or someone to live for, whether that be some object or even yourself, it exists.
We are a unique entity that has and never will be replicated in this strange existence
Praying that you‘re still around
Being alone. Best feeling. Feeling alone? My man i was just outside by the lake and i felt so alone i threw myself in the water. I got up cuz i didnt wanna die like that
I’m in so much pain I just don’t wanna ever let anyone in.. I think I’m okay with dying alone, 21 my girl left me bc I’m a fuck up, and she left me tbh when I rlly needed her the most….
Imo, take the lesson of your fuck up and try again, forgive yourself and do better
Im just tired of being expected to give everything, when i don't even have anything to give MYSELF
I fear after everything my ex put me through, my next if i ever get one, i will never fully trust and will lose again because of it. Or I'll get those words, i love you and just burst out crying and be hated or viewed different. I have recently been making notes and made promises to end my life on new years if i stay the same through this year. It's gotten to a point the shit i dealt with the entire time broke me, i cannot continue with it. I sit here daily faking happiness like i actually feel happy and it turns like a flip of a switch, This is not a cry for sympathy i don't even know why I'm saying this myself, I'm only 18 and i already don't want any more of life.
You know, I'm not gonna be like "Oh everything's gonna be alright just give it time" because I honestly don't know. I think I'm in a similar situation. I try to hide that I feel this way by trying to feel happy but it just doesn't work long-term. I think the key is to just hope that it'll get better someday. Most things are out of our control, I think that includes our feelings and trauma responses too. This may sound cliché but I just think you gotta fight those responses and just hold out hope. It's not gonna be easy and it can of course get worse, you gotta make yourself ready for that. But if you don't try, the chances of this getting better are severely lowered. I don't really know where I was going with this but if this helped you in any way, I'm happy.
@@Zerocarknowledge i get what you mean, there is no way to help it. Tried so many different methods, its strange and some people might think its a bad thing but love is literally my life, all my life goals are centred about love and to have it ripped away the way it was just broke me mentally. I don't have anything to work for or goals, i only enjoyed anything because i knew i was doing it so i could make someone else happy in the future with it.
I do hope it'll get better simply bc i want to experience it again, but i do know i probably wont bc of the memories. I have sympathy for ur situation, not being able to or not wanting to speak out for whatever reason even though it's so easy is just hell. And its so hard to get out of it, i suppose we both just have to hold on for dear life and do some praying, not religious so i wouldn't know where to start with that one, probably end up conjuring some demon instead. Well thank you anyway i do hope u have a great day, I'm glad at least one person cared enough to reply to me, thank you
@@NERVv.I was in the talking stage with someone during the summer of last year. We had met in July and even during just those 2-3 months that we were talking for, I thought she was the one. Sure, it might sound a little desperate or whatever but all of my goals suddenly had her included in them. I was thinking about like moving in together and like starting a family and working on our shared interests together and all of that. She told me that she had those same goals with me at the time.
Everything seemed great during that time and I couldn't see any signs of anything bad happening in the near future anyway. Then one day out of the blue, she just didn't respond to my messages anymore. I woke up one day and it was just silence, didn't even send me a breakup text or anything (we were dating for like 2 weeks before this cus we thought that making it official any earlier would've been too soon). For 3 months my life was basically like: Wake up, check my phone, she didn't respond, go to school, send her a goodnight text and maybe the occational instagram reel, send an "I hope you're doing ok, I love you", and go to bed. No response, ever. I was ghosted for 3 months before she decided to delete her instagram account (our only form of communication). Then I basically had to move on. Now it's been like 5 months since then, and I don't have feelings for her and barely even think about her anymore.
The point I'm trying to make by telling this story is, you can move on. Sure, it may take some time and you gotta be ready for that, but it can be done. Maybe your trauma and issues won't magically disappear, but moving on is a great first step. And you can reconstruct your goals to fit your current situation, trust me. It won't be easy, definitely not. It's not impossible for anyone though. It can be done.
Also had a look at ur channel, and u come across as a solid ass guy ngl, wholesome content u have. Id certainly have u as a friend if u went to my college, would love to have a friend like u there. Fr its hell on earth, kinda like a bunch of toddlers with the mindset of Fortnite kids
@@NERVv. Loll I’m just a Swedish car guy don’t mind me 😅 I just got my first car in april of last year so I’m posting a bit of that sometimes but eh. Thanks tho :D
Whats hard for lonely people to understand and people in general is that youre not alone.
You say this. Because you wouldnt understand me
agree with both of you lol