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  • @remywhipcord9996
    @remywhipcord9996 2 года назад +144

    JENNY!!! Please call your mom!! Tell her the truth, tell her you love her, be honest with your children, tell them you love them!! You can beat this!! I’m praying for you!!❤️🙏

    • @cindys5426
      @cindys5426 2 года назад +6

      Well said. Prayers going up.🙏💖

  • @CassieBee88
    @CassieBee88 2 года назад +872

    Jenny, I’ve seen so many of these interviews. I’ve cried, I’ve laughed and with yours, I did neither. I just sat here in awe of you. In awe of your strength and intelligence. You are a different kind of smart. Mixed with your personality, it’s the “change the world” type of smart. Im sincerely rooting for you, and I’m proud of the woman you are and the woman you are going to become.

    • @veganjeliza8518
      @veganjeliza8518 2 года назад +23

      Cassandra, Amen to that.

    • @Redneck3610
      @Redneck3610 2 года назад +11

      Id couldnt have said it better cassy my love

    • @MSDA0224
      @MSDA0224 2 года назад +20

      Totally agree with everything you have said. A formidable woman! I hope you get the opportunity to escape this life if addiction Jenny. Know your worth. 🙏

    • @Redneck3610
      @Redneck3610 2 года назад +2

      @@MSDA0224 sweet jesus you are beautiful denise 🤗❤, forgive me farther i want to sin

    • @MSDA0224
      @MSDA0224 2 года назад +3

      @@Redneck3610 many thanks for your kind words 🙏

  • @steelrain91
    @steelrain91 2 года назад +239

    I’m from the south burns of Chicago…..I’ve also struggled with an opioid addiction. Jenny is a really smart girl. For all she has been through, you can hear it in her voice, she has just kind of been resigned to the fact she’s an addict, and thinks she can’t beat it. I really would like to help her….it doesn’t matter what’s happened, it’s over and done with. Her mom would probably love to hear her voice.she is honestly stronger than she realizes.

    • @victoriachanel2493
      @victoriachanel2493 2 года назад +2

      Amen Ryan!

    • @leanneadams2549
      @leanneadams2549 2 года назад +1

      So did you help her in any way ?

    • @tink58bell
      @tink58bell 2 года назад +6

      @@leanneadams2549 reread the paragraph, he said he would like to help her

    • @wt460
      @wt460 2 года назад +10

      It would certainly be a blessing for you to help her. If she doesn’t get help her time is numbered, so I hope you, Mark, and her would receive your help. My son died of the same thing in September and we are struggling to regain our equilibrium now, but God bless your efforts! Money alone won’t help, but you being through it yourself perhaps you know what the addiction is like. Bless you reaching out.

    • @shelbybrown8312
      @shelbybrown8312 2 года назад +6

      Love from Chicago heights

  • @gray9368
    @gray9368 2 года назад +156

    it’s all about perspective. i really enjoyed hearing Jenny’s story and hope she has joy in her life despite the horrible things she’s been through

    • @connielikens3415
      @connielikens3415 2 года назад +3

      Nope

    • @gwenowens6727
      @gwenowens6727 2 года назад +1

      Without therapy for the damage and trauma she suffered as a child, proper sustained help for her addiction and a safe place to live how can Jenny move forward?
      The root of her problems lie in the dreadful abuse she suffered as a child. That happened because her mum had to work all hours, forced to leave her child with increasingly unsuitable people because there’s no safety net of support for families in poverty. There’s no value given to so called unskilled jobs and people are treated like cattle. Meanwhile not many miles away from Jenny live people drowning in wealth and privilege where the most ridiculous examples of this type ie the Kardashians, utter phrases such as “women should just get off their f…ing asses and work”. because “ no body wants to work today”. It makes me want to scream.
      The question also that needs to be asked is how did the men who inflict violence on children and women get to this place where they feel entitled to hurt others? . The common thread in these stories are abusive, intolerant men and their utter disregard for the dignity or well being of others. Jenny is an amazing articulate woman who deserves better.
      There is no social justice.

  • @kristamyke1337
    @kristamyke1337 2 года назад +21

    This breaks my heart. She's clearly a lovely human being, very articulate, passionate, and honest. I've known addicts. They are as various in nature as all people on this planet, good, bad and otherwise. But this woman was lovely to listen to. Thank you Jenny for sharing your story. I honestly hope you find your way back to your family in some capacity. It's clearly something that would bring some joy into your life. All the best.

  • @kimberlyanne434
    @kimberlyanne434 2 года назад +36

    Jenny, I’m from Illinois, I know where you were brought up and I’m sorry for the conditions and for the things that happened to you.
    As someone who could be your mother at 59 can I ask you, please call your mother she worries constantly about you.
    You said your worst fear was to die alone.
    What if your mom died and you called her one last time to talk and she was gone?
    Call to tell her, I love you Mom.
    I’ll call you back next week, time doesn’t wait.
    You’re so fortunate to have family.
    I have one person in my immediate family so as a mother yourself, please call your own mom she’s deadly worried.

  • @katpenner7151
    @katpenner7151 2 года назад +340

    Jenny, you are worthy. I'm 52 and 7 years sober. There is Hope. Sending so much your way

    • @gailgarcia8782
      @gailgarcia8782 2 года назад +9

      Congratulations💪🎉

    • @sandife4nandes365
      @sandife4nandes365 2 года назад +9

      Congratulations.

    • @laurie2968
      @laurie2968 2 года назад +16

      Way to go Kat! I'm also 52 and I will be 4 years sober next month.
      It's never too late, all the best to you.

    • @charlottewillis9582
      @charlottewillis9582 2 года назад +8

      @@laurie2968 Way to go, So proud of you.✋

    • @zoeterry13
      @zoeterry13 2 года назад +7

      Congrats Kat, that is so awesome! These testaments give addicts hope ❤️

  • @shynessangel85
    @shynessangel85 2 года назад +77

    Jenny, i hope you‘re reading this… please call your family! Call your mother and call your kids! They love you! There‘s still hope you can turn your life around! 💪🏻❤️

  • @blink184
    @blink184 2 года назад +20

    Jenny, you got this. You really, really do.
    My fave interview so far. She really needs to be prioritized. She's genuine and honest and hopeful. I'm observing her intelligence amidst a very raw deal.

  • @Laylaseary67
    @Laylaseary67 2 года назад +52

    This women just seems so likeable and she’s definitely intelligent I pray she finds the strength to get off the drugs and has a healthy happy life ,I believe in you Jenny you can do it

  • @Urface93095
    @Urface93095 2 года назад +39

    She has been through so much. I really feel like she can turn her life around and be there with her kids. I wish her the best truly. Most importantly, call your mother, even if you don't know what to say.

    • @suzgleason
      @suzgleason 2 года назад

      Her mother might turn against her!! Stay AWAY

  • @darionz
    @darionz 2 года назад +26

    Thank you Mr. Laita, again for the insight. It's so damn important for people to watch these videos. A lot of good people that get into bad situations can be quick to judge on the outside. Your videos simply bring out the truth.
    Ms. Jenny, I hope you all the best in this choatic universe that produces unfortunate circumstances. Thank you for your story and having the courage to relive it now with us!

    • @Quashhop
      @Quashhop 2 года назад +3

      Yes this is exactly how I feel. I always revisit this page when I’m stressed or find myself upset about someone close to me that battled mental illness or other life issues including “using”!

  • @Noctessa
    @Noctessa 2 года назад +5

    So much love and respect. I went off fentanyl after being on it for over 4years for medical reasons but the terrible process (Oregon is the worst for getting help) of going off of it was so unbelievably hard. You love are worth it, your peace of mind, strength and love of your family. It's never too late.

  • @dojo3175
    @dojo3175 2 года назад +17

    The thing that jumps out at me about Jenny is that she even though she's been victimized throughout her life she doesn't seem bitter. I hope she can find treatment, she has a lot of years left if she does

  • @wandarask8444
    @wandarask8444 2 года назад +17

    Jenny, I hope you watch your episode and look at yourself and know your smart , look fit, honest , pretty, and have integrity.
    To search inside of your heart and know your children will live a healthy life with someone else for the time being, takes courage.
    I hope you find yourself to know you deserve better .
    You still have time to move your life in a new direction..
    Love Australia

  • @edenkentner
    @edenkentner 2 года назад +9

    This is one of the most real interviews I've seen. Sometimes you wonder what is real and what isn't when listening to the stories. There was no doubt about this one. I see so much potential in Jenny!!! Please do a follow up here. I truly believe she can do amazing things in this life and in this world! Jenny is So incredibly well spoken and genuine. My heart goes out to her

  • @angelgeib4215
    @angelgeib4215 2 года назад +6

    Jenny hearing your story was difficult. Im 37 and it sounds like we have been through very similar things and i can remember feeling the same way when i was using. The hardest conversation i have ever had was when i told my mom i was pregnant and a herion addict. I was so ashamed. But it was the best thing i ever did. We are so close now because of it. Im now 4 years clean. We do recover and you can too. With love and support you can achieve sobriety and recovery. I will pray for you. You deserve a life you can be proud of and your girls deserve u. Be honest with your mom and your kids. Once you heal and forgive yourself they will too.

  • @anitajackson3870
    @anitajackson3870 2 года назад +5

    I'm praying that you can kick your addiction, my father died of suicide when I was 8 and I have spent my whole life thinking that there was something more important to him then my brothers and myself. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your babies. I'm going to keep you lifted in prayer.

  • @iheartbceltics
    @iheartbceltics 2 года назад +5

    Such a warm soul despite her circumstance. Beautiful inside and out. I could listen to her tell stories all day! I hope she gets the leace she deserves.

  • @rhammond2152
    @rhammond2152 2 года назад +9

    One of the top ten interviews of 2021 for SWU.

  • @bunnybunny1908
    @bunnybunny1908 2 года назад +4

    This has to be one of the best interviews thus far. I really wish her the best and will add her into my prayers.

  • @timebot000
    @timebot000 2 года назад +8

    I had shame too that kept me away from my family for years.
    But I finally swallowed my pride and faced what I thought would be anger and 'disowning' me.
    They were so loving and glad I came back, surprise!.
    There's no worse thing then not knowing how or where your child is, if u are a loving parent at all...
    I hope her mom sees this.
    Hurry home!

  • @liamodonovan6610
    @liamodonovan6610 2 года назад +18

    She is a sweetheart very intelligent she deserves so much more in life deep down she's a very good homest person who's trying to do the best with what she has which isn't much

  • @janetm5533
    @janetm5533 2 года назад +20

    Sending so much love and light to Jenny. Call your family, I’m sure your Mother would be so relieved and delighted to hear from you. There’s always healing and there’s always hope. It’s never too late ✨✨

  • @mikenlynn
    @mikenlynn 2 года назад +6

    A very sobering interview. What a human tragedy. I want so badly for her to succeed. The ball is in her court. I sincerely hope she has the strength and the courage to pull herself out of this death spiral she is in.

  • @Truthof.thestreets
    @Truthof.thestreets 2 года назад +7

    Jenny call your mom and stepdad. Call your kids! Say what you can and please don’t give up. Sending love !

  • @davidreay5911
    @davidreay5911 2 года назад +28

    I've just listened to some tapes I recorded back in the 80s after going on one of his courses, the Man was Paul Solomon and the 3 tapes were called Prosperity 1,2 and 3. All on RUclips. He covers everything I've ever heard from people on this channel. 'The Chain Much Be Broken' before any healing can take place , which includes Loving Yourself.

    • @wandarask8444
      @wandarask8444 2 года назад +5

      Well said .
      I had to make a decision, in relation to family and it was hard but the chain needed to be broken
      Really like your comment .
      Love Australia

  • @_Cristina_
    @_Cristina_ 2 года назад +7

    Her sad smile is heartbreaking.

  • @naturelvr526
    @naturelvr526 7 месяцев назад +1

    Dear Jenny. Call your mom. She will be so happy to hear from you. Try to let the shame go. SOOO much healing can happen when you two speak again. Wishing you all the best. You can do it.

  • @Legend_snipergod
    @Legend_snipergod 2 года назад +17

    Whoa I am stunned she’s only 37. Amazing how drugs can age a person so rapidly. Jenny is very intelligent. Praying she will overcome her addiction. She has so much to offer.

    • @BV9429
      @BV9429 2 года назад +4

      White folks age heavy especially when they're on drugs

    • @debm8814
      @debm8814 2 года назад

      I thought she was actually than 37

  • @lorriof6737
    @lorriof6737 2 года назад +25

    I’m not sure if this had already been asked… Do you ever offer them to go into treatment, phone calls to their families, shelter?
    This is absolutely heartbreaking to hear her story.
    She needs help!!

    • @CreativeOne-ll8et
      @CreativeOne-ll8et 2 года назад +1

      After this interview I’m sure they gave her that option. All we can do is pray for her to make that choice to go into treatment. Jesus loves you, Jenny. I’ve been through a little of what you have been through.. My children have a aunt who is addicted to Meth. And she is on the streets. I’m praying for you and her too. Oh and my son also…

  • @staceyf31
    @staceyf31 2 года назад +19

    I wish someone could just scoop her up and help her!! Its been a long rough road. The shame runs deep and the self esteem is gone. Jenny...your a smart woman who deserves better. I hope things fall into place for you!! You are deserving of the life that was intended for you. Thank you Mark😔💚

  • @mscanadianbakin
    @mscanadianbakin 2 года назад +7

    She's really well spoken. I hope things turn around for you, Jenny.

  • @KarlaLoves1D
    @KarlaLoves1D 2 года назад +4

    Jenny, you are a light in this world. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I cannot imagine going through the hardships that you've experienced. Yet despite everything, you seem like a genuine and kind person. It's so hard to deal with shame. I myself feel shame and an immense amount of guilt due to my own personal experiences, and it's hard. I'm trying to learn how to forgive others and also how to forgive myself. I COMPLETELY agree that you doing what was best for your children was selfless. It was an act of love, and I hope your children see it that way. I myself don't plan on having children because I know I'm not fit to be a parent and I don't want my children to struggle. That being said, your children are still young and you can still get to know them and form a relationship with them. I wish you the best and I hope you get out of this situation. I agree that change is hard. I pray to God that he protects you every second of the day and that you reconnect with your family soon. 🙏💜💜💜

  • @Jackie-nt4es
    @Jackie-nt4es 2 года назад +4

    Your story is so heartbreaking I started crying and tears are still in my eyes cause I relate so much you’re so strong you have the power to change your life I believe in you

  • @jennydoucette2538
    @jennydoucette2538 2 года назад +5

    Jenny, you have a chance. fight for your life and know that youre worth it. you have waayy more character than most of the people that mark has interviewed. God loves you. please go out and get all the help you need before that window closes! my love and prayers are with you.

  • @kimbradley5278
    @kimbradley5278 2 года назад +39

    This poor woman is really hurting. It's not her fault all this happened.

    • @randymarsh9488
      @randymarsh9488 2 года назад +9

      Some of it could have been prevented, like choosing the men she stays with. She knew they were bad men and even one got her pregnant on purpose. Then she felt forced to give up her kid bc she couldn't take care of it.

    • @SB-uw3fe
      @SB-uw3fe 2 года назад +6

      After childhood we do have a choice not to keep making horrible decisions.

    • @katie8325
      @katie8325 2 года назад +2

      @@randymarsh9488 you sound like a lovely person

    • @elainew2230
      @elainew2230 2 года назад +2

      All the people that blame her for her bad choices can't imagine an early life like she's had.

    • @randymarsh9488
      @randymarsh9488 2 года назад

      @@katie8325 no I sound like a pragmatic person I don't live in a fantasy world like you do. I know the truth hurts some people but it's the reality of life. Like Mop pet said below me, we all have the choice to make our own decision when being adults. One of my good friends got out of a long abusive relationship and hasn't dated those types of men again. I do commend he woman for giving up her children because that's not usually what happens. Hopefully her kids are being properly taken care of, I would hate to see the same cycle repeat.

  • @balancegoodlife76
    @balancegoodlife76 2 года назад +13

    How could I send her a few bucks Mark?? This one hits hard. Thanks for what you do ……this channel is amazing

    • @kellietaylor9913
      @kellietaylor9913 2 года назад

      He has go find me on his site

    • @kellietaylor9913
      @kellietaylor9913 2 года назад

      Fund

    • @zoiefinnian3540
      @zoiefinnian3540 2 года назад

      @@kellietaylor9913 you can edit a comment by touching the 3 dots to the right, kellie

    • @joefadely
      @joefadely 2 года назад +1

      Do not send her money! Wanna send someone money? How about her kids that myself, my wife, and her parents are helping raise. Half the stuff she said in this video is a lie.

  • @bcc7777
    @bcc7777 2 года назад +5

    One thing I can say about these interviews, almost ZERO had good or present dads.

  • @yeahshedid
    @yeahshedid 2 года назад +2

    Jenny, if you see this, your children need you! I just lost my sister to a fentanyl overdose last week and she left behind two beautiful children, who will now grow up without their mother. I know you don't want that for your children and your family. You seem very smart and intelligent, change for YOU and your children. We're all rooting for you

  • @proudTN_wife-mama
    @proudTN_wife-mama 2 года назад +12

    I hope & pray that she has a great, safe, & happy life. Everyone in your videos makes my heart hurt so badly for them. No matter how alone they feel, there is someone who is thinking about them, praying for them, worrying about them, & loving them.
    Extremely sad, she's (everyone is) someone's friend, sister, daughter, aunt, mama.
    I hope people see these videos and learn to be more kind & have more consideration for others.

  • @aquariusmoon3901
    @aquariusmoon3901 2 года назад +3

    Dear Jenny - IT IS NOT TOO LATE. As someone who has been a runner and has my heart broken over and over by a runner - my hope is that you find a way to contact your Mom and Step-Dad while you can. ❤️

  • @elsiecbodna219
    @elsiecbodna219 2 года назад +3

    I love your interviews - they are important human stories you film but this interview with Jenny has got to me the most … she is intelligent and articulate and I feel her pain - I really hope she can get some help and be with her children again

  • @janesweatt8702
    @janesweatt8702 2 года назад +3

    Jenny, you’re beautiful. Your family would be happy to hear from you, that call to your mom could help lift a little of the shame you’re feeling. If you could connect with her and heal some trauma through coming together and getting counseling. If your mother could acknowledge what happened to you as a child and you both move through it, life could be different. I believe in you.

  • @GreenBananaz
    @GreenBananaz 2 года назад +3

    My brother Is a heroin addict & he lives In self pity & I can’t abide It. He’s done some bad things over the years to feed his habit. Jenny Is an addict yes but behind that I see a very Intelligent kind hearted person

  • @Silkysilk
    @Silkysilk 2 года назад +5

    When ever you think your life was bad watch this

  • @susanblake9946
    @susanblake9946 2 года назад +23

    Jenny really seems like a nice woman. I hope the housing situation finally comes through for her.

    • @joefadely
      @joefadely 2 года назад

      A nice woman that’s 8 months pregnant during this video and doing drugs. She’s a POS and half the stuff she says is a lie.

  • @diegoshepherd3464
    @diegoshepherd3464 2 года назад +1

    Poor dear is 37 and looks 60. What a truly sweet woman. So sad and so empty. Hopefully she will find her inner strength to regain her life.

  • @bethmorgan8935
    @bethmorgan8935 2 года назад +3

    Jenny you are incredible. I hope you can get yourself up and out of this situation as there is so much you could do with your intelligence and communication skills. ❤️

  • @khristianacampbell3356
    @khristianacampbell3356 2 года назад +1

    We do recover!!!! All encompassing addict!! Sober for almost 3 years! I have had sobriety before! This time I pray it will be for good! I have become a marathon runner! I have done so much work on myself, my self esteem! We are worthy! Good luck and I truly mean that!!!

  • @Serenity-fu8xz
    @Serenity-fu8xz 2 года назад

    Jenny thank you, thank you for your honesty, all it takes is open mindedness and willingness to get clean I did it; the sick part only lasts about a week maybe two and then you get to have the rest of your life without ever feeling that sickness or waking up and needing that drug just to be able to function for the day. I’ve been where you are and now I’m back with my family with a roof over my head and hot water; and honesty and open mindedness and willingness in my life. Thank you so much for your story, for sharing your story. You will always be in my prayers; I pray that you get clean and return to your family who loves you no matter what. I love you always beautiful sister thank you for sharing your heart.

  • @alisonhood9524
    @alisonhood9524 2 года назад +5

    Sending ❤️ Jenny, get well, call you mum. Your mum and step dad will show you unconditional love.

  • @briananderson4007
    @briananderson4007 2 года назад +1

    Wow. She is impressive in her strength. This woman needs to fight and get out of her situation! She is incredibly intelligent and has TONS of potential to contribute.

  • @mishawnroberts141
    @mishawnroberts141 2 года назад +3

    Jenny you are amazing, you've been through sooo much. I hope things pull together for you. Sending you so much peace and love.

  • @angelacarry
    @angelacarry 2 года назад +2

    I hope this interview will provide support for this lady. She could be amazing if she got clean. She just needs a lot of help to get there, but she's one who is worth it. She's smart. I think she has great potential. My heart goes out to her and hope she gets clean.

  • @pvillelde
    @pvillelde 2 года назад +5

    Jenny ❤ you've got it to come out of your current situation. Having the strength to go into the unknown is hard, but it's worth it!

    • @ktcooki276
      @ktcooki276 2 года назад

      Hi Laurie, I'm Krish!🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧

  • @stacycrombie
    @stacycrombie 3 месяца назад +1

    Jenny!!! You're wonderful! Call your mom. Call your kids. Be honest. 100 percent honesty will get you so much more in life than shame and guilt. You're important. You have a purpose here. You're going to get clean and help others with your wisdom❤

  • @christianvicknair358
    @christianvicknair358 2 года назад +7

    THIS WOMEN NEEDS SOME GRACE!! SHE DOESN'T WANNA HURT HER FAMILY BUT THE DRUGS AND LIFE STYLE HAVE HER HOSTAGE... I HAVE ALMOST 7 YRS CLEAN GRL IF I CAN DO IT I PROMISE YOU CAN !! DAMN I REALLY HOPE SHE MAKES IT OUT MAN !!!

  • @Mr93sharpei
    @Mr93sharpei 2 года назад +2

    I too am from Illinois.
    She can do this!!
    Be accountable and tell your family the truth....they love you and will be happy to hear from you imo...you are still alive and so are those you care about.. . It is the holiday season. ..get to a phone and contact your mom and be open with her... Just my suggestion.. .
    Best to Jenny...

  • @1loveArtAlexakis
    @1loveArtAlexakis 2 года назад +4

    Poor girl I grew up 10 minutes from her and we're the same age... Please get better girl ❤

  • @carolfromalbertacanada
    @carolfromalbertacanada 2 года назад +9

    ✝️✝️ She's been through so much trauma. Sweetie I'm sending you so much love & the biggest hugs from
    🇨🇦Alberta, Canada🇨🇦 ♥️♥️

  • @Jojo-gg6jc
    @Jojo-gg6jc 2 года назад +3

    I live about 20 minutes away from where she lived. And she is correct. Gary is a very bad area now. It used to be many years ago a nice place, now it's the Getto.
    I hope she can get help. 🙏🙏

  • @Billywashere
    @Billywashere 2 года назад +1

    I can’t even stop smoking I couldn’t imagine how hard it is to stop something like this

  • @danatinney8743
    @danatinney8743 2 года назад +4

    She could be my child. I'm trying to save my daughter she looks just like mine.
    Jenny hasn't hit rock bottom yet because she is a fighter. She has so many talents she will never uncover unless she gets help. She must first want it for herself.
    I pray she can earn her family's trust back. She wants family and repeats it over and over. Please Jenny if you see this, please get help. It's not too late and you have a lifetime to get back. You look like my daughter and this Mother knows you can do it. Just like my Brandy. You have to want it. Good luck Jenny.

  • @Kishmee
    @Kishmee 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you Mark for giving her the opportunity to do so. I wish i could help her and anyone who is facing life alone, lonely, broken and the ones who as intelligent as jenny who has self sentenced their own life as a "failure". Be kind the souls on your left, right, front and back. Their life could've easily been yours... love and light to anyone who needs it right now. 💜

  • @oldsoulhomestead89
    @oldsoulhomestead89 2 года назад

    Bless this lady she hurts so much. I pray she is able to get clean and move forward and be happy. You can tell she's a very smart lady.

  • @AyMuchacha
    @AyMuchacha 2 года назад +1

    *Her kids, 13 and 16 years old 😥That hurts her so much, also the relationship with her mom. She's been through a lot **21:16** There is hope. Don't give up.*

  • @trudyramgren8817
    @trudyramgren8817 2 года назад +2

    Jenny, love your beautiful self enough to get out of this lifestyle and get back to your family. On top of all your problems, you will have deep regret not seeing your mom or kids. You can do this. I see a smart caring and beautiful soul within you. Please Jenny, do this for yourself first and your family. I'm praying for you Jenny. Hugs!!

  • @leo81780
    @leo81780 2 года назад +1

    The one thing she said that resonated with me was that, 'everyone is afraid of change.' The truth is, not everyone is. I can remember being afraid of change at one point. I just wanted to continue doing what was familiar to me. Until the pain got severe enough. And then I knew something had to change. I was very fortunate to have been in a place where I had opportunities to be exposed to folks who had already gone through enormous change and they were willing to help me find the change that I needed and wanted. I suppose that was key. At that point I truly wanted to change. Pain is a great motivator but shame is a great disabler. I hope that one day Jenny finds it inside of herself to seek the help she needs and find the motivation to change her life. ✌❤🙏

  • @hnnh1997
    @hnnh1997 2 года назад +2

    I can’t help but cry listening to Jenny’s story because my story and her are almost identical I swear it’s creeping me out. I don’t know this woman but I honestly feel like I do man. I was lucky enough to not end up pregnant by one of the dirt bags I was with over the years I think that’s the only thing that saved me and got me away from all the people dragging me down 😪 I hope she makes it out of the life and finds true happiness some day 🥺❤️

  • @christian5707
    @christian5707 2 года назад +3

    I really hope she calls her mother. As a mom of an addict, which we haven’t spoken to in almost 6 years, I can tell you that I’d give anything to hear from her. There is no shame in wanting to talk to your mom, she loves you… even through the good, bad and ugly of this disease. I’m praying for you sweetheart 💜

  • @ChanelThomas248
    @ChanelThomas248 2 года назад +2

    This woman needs medical attention ASAP. Her hands and fingers are abnormally swollen. Something is very wrong. Please Jenny, contact your mother and your family. It's time. You need each other. Prayers and love to you, Jenny.

  • @gollyism
    @gollyism 2 года назад

    Every human being is valuable and deserves to be treated with dignity and love . These interviews show the human being and not the addict. Thanks to all of you

  • @gailmendez5465
    @gailmendez5465 2 года назад +5

    Oh Jenny my heart aches for you. Please reach out to your family. I'm certain your step-father will understand. Do it for you, and for them. It's not too late. Be as honest with your family as with this interview. Tell them you were ashamed and you didn't want to interrupt their lives. CALL YOUR FAMILY!!! If they will take you back they will forgive you. Don't let your children continue to wonder about their mama. Your have a GREAT MOM!!! Eventually the haunt of what happened to my child? Was there anything I could have done? Your children are reaching out to you!!! PLEASE JENNY REACH OUT to YOUR FAMILY. Start with a text. Phone call. YOU CAN DO THIS.. The best of luck to you.

  • @moreheidi
    @moreheidi 2 года назад +1

    Stigma and Shame are as damaging as the drugs themselves!!! Please don't judge yourself this way..you are a beautiful intelligent lady.. with survival skills most people could never fathom! Call your family and accept the love you so deserve.

  • @Thehonestruth
    @Thehonestruth 2 года назад +2

    This lady looks so sad, I really feel for her. I hope she manages to get better. Best of luck to you Jenny.

  • @carriebradshaw2279
    @carriebradshaw2279 2 года назад +1

    breaks my heart when these people always only cry or break down when talking about their kids 😢❤

  • @annetteyoutube742
    @annetteyoutube742 2 года назад +3

    23:14 "What emotions do you go through now ... are you depressed?"
    Jenny's answer of "very" doesn't surprise me, simply based on (my assumption) that she doesn't:
    1) eat healthy, and
    2) probably doesn't eat *enough*
    And if she has genetic SNPs on top of that (like MTHFR), she needs specific types of B vitamins, which are critical for energy production and for the brain to work properly.

  • @laraoneal7284
    @laraoneal7284 2 года назад +2

    This Jenny is so intelligent and sensitive. She is not like any female I’ve seen here. I just hope she can defeat this drug and get the good life she deserves. God bless her.

  • @truthteller1908
    @truthteller1908 2 года назад +11

    I love Jennys matter of fact story telling, no playing the victim. Even though she was absolutely victimised.

  • @barbarakozera4564
    @barbarakozera4564 2 года назад

    A few minutes into listening to you I thought what a nice person. You have a lot to offer. You deserve a life with love and joy. I had a pretty bad childhood but not as traumatic as yours. And I think you have courage and insight and intelligence. Gosh I hope and pray for the best for your future.

  • @kimnicoliello6285
    @kimnicoliello6285 2 года назад +4

    Jenny is so well spoken. Hope she can get herself out of that lifestyle a.d reunite with her daughters and family...

  • @jessicamebane3512
    @jessicamebane3512 Год назад

    Oh baby girl! I hope you are clean by now. You so rightly deserve a beautiful and better life. Rooting for you! 🙏🏻💕🙏🏻

  • @joannelewellin6942
    @joannelewellin6942 2 года назад +1

    Even though she has been through absolute crap, you can see the angel within ,she is lovely

  • @maryedgar8267
    @maryedgar8267 2 года назад

    Jenny you are so worthy,you are intelligent and self aware. I cried listening to you. Please call your family and try to get help.I wish you the best,you can overcome this.

  • @Lena-uh3ky
    @Lena-uh3ky 2 года назад +4

    Loved Jenny! She has all the potential to leave this lifestyle just needs a little push. (like the rest of us in dif ways)

  • @krystalantunes4063
    @krystalantunes4063 2 года назад

    Jenny, please call your mom and talk to your kids. They just want to hear from you and you’ll feel so much better. I’m so sorry this happened to you, you have to work through your trauma. I’m a recovering alcoholic/addict and I’m trying so hard to be a good mom and person. There is always hope just believe. You’re a beautiful woman.

  • @michellebarbour5777
    @michellebarbour5777 Год назад +1

    It can be done. My partner of 19 years is a recovering heroin addict. He's fallen off the wagon twice during our years together. Once for 3 months, once for 9 months. Suboxone recovery after...tough to get to zero/clean but it CAN be done. He's 63 this year. Clean, and we are happy. We keep chickens, walk our dog, grow veg. It really can be done. Not often, but it IS possible with a loving non- using person ( lover, parent, friend, support home) and a suboxone support clinic and, for him, N.A.

  • @Wanderluster888
    @Wanderluster888 2 года назад +5

    Just curious how being predominantly black has to do with it?? Maybe I missed something

  • @roxymcgowan8224
    @roxymcgowan8224 2 года назад

    Get it together girl. Lost nephew to addiction. It's never to late to be clean. For yourself, your kids family, help is there. You are worth it.

  • @civilpanda9422
    @civilpanda9422 2 года назад

    Oh Jenny I would so love to see you break free of your addiction to drugs. You strike me as an authentic soul and I could imagine being your friend. You are trying to be self sufficient even as you try to exist on the street. I think if you got the right support you could break free of that which burdens you. You have already proved to be a survivor. Iam sorry you have suffered such horrendous abuse in your life. You deserve to thrive, you deserve to have loving support, you deserve peace on this earth. For what it is worth I will pray for you from this day forward. Bless you.

  • @kisskiss848
    @kisskiss848 2 года назад +1

    When she said she got accepted into the art institute, I burst into tears. Girl, you have god inside of you, there is so much more. I love you. Follow your dreams.

    • @tinaparker2893
      @tinaparker2893 2 года назад

      Jenny you are loved. You are inspirational. May Jesus capture you and may you be blessed

  • @moonwhispers36
    @moonwhispers36 2 года назад +4

    As a woman from middle east i think American society is falling apart struggling with addiction child abuse and homelessness.. Actually i appreciate the fact that i have conservative family that takes care of me

    • @MrKorton
      @MrKorton 2 года назад +4

      Yeah be a slave to the islamic patriatchy. That's a good plan...

    • @moonwhispers36
      @moonwhispers36 2 года назад +2

      @@MrKorton what you know? Just being Eslamophobic and egnorant.. I speak two different languages and work as a CEO in a great trading multinational company.. We dont drink or kick our childrens out untill tgey are ready and strong and our parents are the best!!!

    • @tinatomlin79
      @tinatomlin79 2 года назад +3

      @@moonwhispers36 dream on 🤣😂

    • @bernro3333
      @bernro3333 2 года назад +1

      You have absolutely no compassion, go back to your country and see how great you have it!

  • @nakuro2686
    @nakuro2686 2 года назад +2

    I realized watching this interview, that I watch these to search for reasons why someone I loved deeply just walked away..I thought they just wanted the streets more than our family. Jenny explained alot. I pray she finds the strength to love herself again

  • @bettedreamer
    @bettedreamer 2 года назад +1

    You have lots of strengths, knowledge and good qualities. You deserve happiness respect and unconditional love. I'm rooting for you and I truly admire your honesty to others and yourself. Things are looking up

  • @milenanenova4008
    @milenanenova4008 2 года назад +8

    Jenny,you’re so beautiful and smart!You could still and you must change you life!For God
    sake J K Rowling wrote Harry Potter when she was 44 so please don’t give up!Call your family and ask for help and do your best!
    I’m Milena from Bulgaria and i wish i could be your friend!Love❤️

  • @selestewithans
    @selestewithans 2 года назад +1

    My heart is with you Jenny ❤️ I have a sister whom I love with my entire heart and soul that is so beautiful like you but unfortunately is an addict to heroin ..she Also experienced the horrific things you did 🥺 it breaks my heart so much ..I wish there was a cure for this horrible illness ..sending you hugs and my love ❤️

  • @deonnamorano4440
    @deonnamorano4440 2 года назад

    I’m not a very emotional person but as a mother, I shed a tear right along with Jenny when she spoke about her children 💔

  • @ritadanowski9147
    @ritadanowski9147 2 года назад +1

    I Love these videos! There so REAL! Thank you for that! It shows the side of things that everyone else assumes they know... but it's more clear.. pure hearing it directly like this! It's important for people to hear this!

  • @lilaworley8935
    @lilaworley8935 2 года назад +3

    Take your own advice.
    At the end of the day.... You make a choice.
    You can choose to die alone on the street not knowing the love of your children....
    Or you can choose to put down the nonsense and excuses and choose to be loved by the children you created.
    You can either turn and face the flames or allow your children to be burned. Go back to your mother and children and stop being a victim.
    “Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.” T Real